The whispers are only for myself, and I repeat them often enough to know them all by heart. The truth, I held it under my tongue and prayed...all the while losing my hold on the meaning. Now my words are bent and broken from the release. Questionable promises have crumbled in my fist, and what remains is dry and falls through my fingers. It crashes to the ground in small piles, which I blend back into the earth with my shoe. I grab a handful and press it against my lips; it is rough against my cheek. And I am reminded of where it all began.
p.s. what has changed is mistaken for truth without question.
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I have to go, I hope everyone has a great halloween!
You too Frank,hope you had a great birthday!
Talk to you all later.
Usually he just talks or he sits there and makes faces.
Holly shit really
'Night, EP!
Good night entropy have a happy HalloFrankieween
Usually he just talks or he sits there and makes faces.
That's what I figured. He was pretty spastic during this one.
Three quarters of an hour to read all the posts, three quarters of a bleeding hour!!!
A belated hello to m. Gracious as always.
I hope you all had a fantastic Halloween. I didn't get many trickles :(
hello gs. how are you
thanks RW I'll have a look!
He looks wated in that video, really hyper.
He may just be excited but....
(you know freakily as I started watching in Jay Leno introduced Tom Cruise)
i'm good fs and you
Gnothi, that's why I don't even try to catch up anymore. The time no longer exists ;)
(you know freakily as I started watching in Jay Leno introduced Tom Cruise)
*grimace* Not a good coincidence.
Good thanks FS.
Yeah, but then I miss things Magic Pie :{
hello mp
Fimble Star said...
hello tonight k
hoiw are you. i to liked your pics. how did you come to have a crow?
just wondering does your mum still read these?
Yes, Ma still reads. HI, MA! We were talking about all of you guys today while we were shopping, actually. ^_^
I got Havok, my crow, through rehabbing wildlife, really just birds. He was really sick and non-releasable because he had avian pox, which is contagious to other birds. So I just tamed him and kept him! Which is highly illegal and unethical if you're not a rehabber and the crow isn't sick. ^_^
hey martha i am ok. just talking films in bcs house lol. poltygist is on ohhhhhhhh
thanks k your bird sure is pretty
HELLO K'S MUMMY HOPE YOUR DOING WELL
i think eryone should say hello to mummy k
Hello k's mummy.
hello k's mommy
have fun with your movie fs
Happy Frankie Halloween, Kapunua's mom!!
Hello Kapunua's mum :)
Hello everyone :)
It seems as if I have missed 'm'. Oh well. Perhaps next time i'll catch him.
thanks mj but its hard i aint really watching it cos its scary all i ee his hands or cushions infront of me lol
Pretty Purple Unicorn said...
"Me thinks she doth protest too much."
Me think you are a fucking tard.
*looks up from book* oops!
hello, kapunua's mom! ^.^
Hehee, my Mom's gonna love that. ^_^ we were having so much fun discussing this blog and everyone on it, trying to figure out if Mayo is Gerard Way, if so what his problem is, if NOT what his problem is, etc. It was like, "Oh, wasn't it so funny what Sister Midnite said? Do you think sdock got rid of her headache? s ena the one with kids?" Man, it was so funny. It's like we know all of you. ^_^
Hi again CTV, how are you?
Hi magic Pie, how are you?
What are you reading TJ?
Hey, has anyone seen Meese around lately?
hello ctv
i'll be back in 30
by the way, HELLO!!!!
I'm doing well, thanks. Yourself?
RW, I haven't seen her around for a while.
When i came on here awhile back and said one will not be on the tour, you tossed it a side.
Then i said, wait for it, actions will speak louder, tonight will surprise everyone who is there.
He is trying to bring her into your life slowly, he is happy and wants his fans to be happy as well.
His show of affection on stage was not to rub it in, but to show he is happy and wants to share it with his fans.
Be happy for him, go to the shows with open minds and hearts, be the true fans he knows you are.
He has faith in you, please have faith in him.
This is my last post, unless i have something else to bring to your attention.
Till next time.
I'm decent, MissT. Finding myself irritated with how out of control this blog has become and I want to smack a lot of anon people. How are you?
anon at 1:09...you, I like.
i'm catching up on some manga before i have to take it back to the library, miss t. a volume in the series "ai yori aoshi". :)
He is trying to bring her into your life slowly
SLOWLY? Are you kidding me??
Anonymous,
He has never felt the need to prove to his fans that he was happy in the past. Why would he start now? It is extremely unprofessional and tasteless, ESPECIALLY to do it on stage.
I don't see Frank declaring his love to Jamia on stage. Never has. Never will. You know why? He doesn't need to. He knows he's truly in love. That's all that matters. He does not feel the need to prove it to fans. Does that mean he secretly hates Jamia and wants to get out of the relationship? No.
The truth of the matter is, I KNOW that Jamia and Frank are 100 times happier than Gerard claims to be.
Im good magic pie.
I know what you mean, I get so confused with all the anons. There should be something when you log on that says "that name already taken" so they all have to add a number. Then we'd know which ones to shout at.
Hey TJ, sounds good. I'm a Robert Rankin girl myself.
RW, I haven't seen her around for a while.
I thought that maybe it was just that I was not on at the same time she was. Then I noticed that she hasn't left any posts at all lately. Curious. I hope all is well with her.
Be careful people. Remember the name of the game is Divide and Conquer.
With that I bid you a good night.
Good night my friends.
Good night Mayo.
TTFN
I'm sorry but I'm just so fed up with all the fucking assumptions made in this blog. I've kept my mouth shut about it for long enough and I've had enough. DO NOT assume you know what is going on and don't say that you "KNOW" things. If you and Gerard aren't best buds then you know shit. Plain and simple.
You can speculate all you want. That's cool and dandy. But please don't say that you know people's feelings or you know what's up unless you actually DO know for realz.
Just a friendly reminder from your neighbourhood devil's advocate.
Good night GS, see you soon.
He has never felt the need to prove to his fans that he was happy in the past. Why would he start now? It is extremely unprofessional and tasteless, ESPECIALLY to do it on stage.
I feel like for the past two months I've had LynZ forced down my throat, and I don't like the taste at all. I have nothing against the girl (or at least I didn't), but I'm sick to death of the sight of her now. If Gerard is hoping for us to like & accept her, he's going about it entirely the wrong way.
Night, GS :)
Well. if he believes he is happy he can keep on being happy.
True fans ....not that definition again. No such thing.
And, if he has such faith in us, why post all these blogs...especially the initial ones, where he was virtually sticking his finger up to us.
He can create his own illusions, I think we have more clarity.
^ and it's so obvious she will be Mikey's replacement!
I'm a Robert Rankin girl myself.
you've mentioned him before, miss t. what does he write?
He can create his own illusions, I think we have more clarity.
Well said.
TJ, it's like funny Sci Fi.
Have you read Hitchikers guide? It's that kind of humor.
anonymous said...
^ and it's so obvious she will be Mikey's replacement!
Oh no you didn't! May you get fleas on your balls and have arms too short for you to scratch them!
He is trying to bring her into your life slowly, he is happy and wants his fans to be happy as well.
That's ridiculous, why should be in any of our lives, why should be a part of their stage show? We're MCR fans (or were,) not The Gerard And Lyn Z Show fans. She should have nothing to do with us, nor we with her. Gerard's the only one who, in his desperation to prove something to the world, doesn't understand this.
TJ, it's like funny Sci Fi.
Have you read Hitchikers guide? It's that kind of humor.
As an avid fan of Terry Pratchett, Douglas Adams, and Tom Holt, I may have to give this guy a try.
Happy Halloween everybody!
I hope everyone is well, and I'd just like to point something out, along the lines of Magic Pie's post.
We don't know Gerard. At all. However, from what we're read here, we know Mayo. And I think a few of us are getting the idea that whoever Mayo is, he's not well. Hurt.
Maybe, just maybe, if Mayo was the one that brought us together, we should be there for him as much as we're there for a man many of us will never truly know.
Just sayin'
-Amyranth
Go for it RW, you'll laugh your socks off.
I don't read him when I'm on public transport cos I laugh too loud and people look at me like I'm a loon.
^ and it's so obvious she will be Mikey's replacement!
And on that day, the world stopped turning.
Have you read Hitchikers guide? It's that kind of humor.
ooh! yes please! ^.^
i'll definitely look to see if he's in my library!
anonymous said...
^ and it's so obvious she will be Mikey's replacement!
Oh no you didn't! May you get fleas on your balls and have arms too short for you to scratch them!
Sorry, didn't mean to upset anyone, but the writing is on the wall.
Anonymous said...
anonymous said...
^ and it's so obvious she will be Mikey's replacement!
Oh no you didn't! May you get fleas on your balls and have arms too short for you to scratch them!
Sorry, didn't mean to upset anyone, but the writing is on the wall.
November 1, 2007 1:37 AM
Unfortunately I think you are right and instead of Frerard, we'll get GerZ and that will be the day that I throw up my hands (and possibly my lunch) and walk away.
I can't see that happening myself. The other guys wouldn't go for it cos they know it would be a short lived thing. I mean, how could ahe carry on in MCR when the marriage fails. Notice I said when and not if.
obviously ahe means she. My spelling tends to waver at 2 in the morning.
I can't see that happening myself. The other guys wouldn't go for it cos they know it would be a short lived thing. I mean, how could ahe carry on in MCR when the marriage fails. Notice I said when and not if.
Good point, Miss T. But do you think the other four guys have a say anymore in what goes on within this band? Sure doesn't look like it to me.
Are your neighbours still being loud and obnoxious?
I know what you mean RW. But surely others would rather leave too than have her there.
No RW, thanks for asking.
They finally shut the fuck up at 1:15am
I know what you mean RW. But surely others would rather leave too than have her there.
I would hope so. But look at how much they've already put up with? I wonder where they draw the line and say enough is enough already. It shouldn't all be about Gerard.
Hello everyone.
I for one am getting bored with blog, every time someone comes on here and says something that might be fact, someone shoots it down as fake.
I for one, would love to believe that some of his people/crew/friends...might care enough to post something.
I hope Mayo is Gerard, and SS is frank, to the point that i think they sometime post, and it is them posting.
And as for Gerard and Lyn Z, different couples are different and show affection different, some do not like to display it in public, some do.
I loved to show i loved my man, i was all over him in public, my friend and her boyfriend did not even kiss in public, every couple is different.
But i do think one day, if it ends with Gerard and Lyn Z, he might regret seeing pictures and video of them together, its like getting a tattoo of your lovers name, when it ends you have it with you the rest of your life.
I for one have an open mind and will not judge anyone who post here.
All is welcome in Mayo's house, and i hope who ever posted that will come back, and not be scared away by people who do not believe it is someone who may know what they are talking about.
Hi guys, I don't believe that anon at 1:09 I have a problem with anyone who use the words true fans.
They finally shut the fuck up at 1:15am
Hallelujah!
Nice post anon, some good points.
RW, It shouldn't all be about Gerard. They are all good musicians who will go on to do well without him. I hope they keep that in the back of their minds while all this shit goes on.
Anon @ 1:54
Yes, couples do show affection in different ways, but what you are missing is that in his position he is WELL aware of the controversy an act such as that can create.
A small action can speak louder than any words, especially when it's intention is to draw attention to it, or to convince people of certain feelings.
And my understanding of
TRUE FANS: SHEEP
I am a true fan, and i had a problem with it as well.
But it has a point, fans do not break ranks over a love life, or say they are not going to suport the band because one got married and people do not like it.
It is a band, not a soap to watch or follow, its the music, fans love everthing about the band they like, we should not have a falling out, because something is going on in the band.
Im a fan of a football team, when they are winning or looseing, i do not follow what gose on off the field, and if i did i would not care, its the team i love.
Did someone mention sheep. I love shaun the sheep.
I'm sure I've mentioned that fact on numerous occasions.
Yes anon, and no one here will stop listening to them because of it but some people who would've got tickets to see them will now think twice because we don't want to see it.
The reason that there was a falling out with the fans is not because he got married or has a girlfriend it was because some fans wouldn't let people share their opinions.
If you didn't thing Gerard was perfect and love his life partner choices you were not a true fan and should shut up. If people had been allowed to speak their opinions their would have been no falling out between the fans.
shuan the sheep rock the fuck on whoop whoop
Yay FS, whoop up the sheep.
No one wants a soap opera but that is what Gerard is doing. It is taking away from the music and the message. I will still listen to them but with them taking MSI out with them it will not be the same people I gave my support to. They may sing the same songs and still do a great show but what brought me to them is now gone.
Breaking ranks?...you imply that we are in a team...I always thought that we were individuals with our own opinions.
We can still enjoy the music, but I do not have to agree or approve of any part of their private lives, and can voice my opinion on that.
And, so obviously they do not need our approval to conduct their own lives...only our money.
Anon @ 2:10am, have you read the comments in these blogs? There have been many anons who have said essentially the same things you just have. They have been answered many times over. I, for one, am getting tired of repeating myself.
Also, your "breaking ranks" analogy concerns me. It suggests a mob mentality, acting as a unit rather than being true to your own particular beliefs and ethics. Do I really have to say it: this is not a good thing. There's a difference between support and blind loyalty.
Did someone mention sheep. I love shaun the sheep.
Shaun rocks!
They may sing the same songs and still do a great show but what brought me to them is now gone.
I agree MJ. Sad but true.
Kapunu, you look like Lyn-z. Do you try to look like her or do you just basicly look like her?
They may sing the same songs and still do a great show but what brought me to them is now gone.
Unfortunate, but true. The MCR that grabbed hold of my mind and my heart doesn't seem to exist anymore.
Kapunu, you look like Lyn-z. Do you try to look like her or do you just basicly look like her?
I have a feeling Kapunua would have a choice answer to that. Probably involving her ass.
A lot of bands have brought there wives on stage, even there kids, mothers, brothers.
Bands have joked about there wives on stage, sung to them, and even ask them to marry them on stage.
This is not a first, or will it be the last of a band member showing off who they love.
I have been to a concert where the lead singer brought his girlfriend out and i thought they where going to have sex, right there on stage.
I was in shock, but thought it was funny, everyone cheering them on.
Great RW, maybe we can form a sheep gang here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87-nkDu2wME&NR=1
It's shaun the sheep in foreign ha!
I have been to a concert where the lead singer brought his girlfriend out and i thought they where going to have sex, right there on stage.
I was in shock, but thought it was funny, everyone cheering them on.
And some people shout "jump!" to people on window ledges.
Just so people know this has nothing to do with the marriage but than msi would most likely not be on tour with mcr had they not gotten together. Its sad that I have to say that. That so many people believe that we are upset about the marriage. I don't think that it is going to last but that is a whole different story.
Ta, Miss T! A foreign Shaun fix!
Seriously look. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v707/PreciousSyn/MSI/IM005949bcopy.jpg
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v600/-fiction-/Mindless%20Self%20Indulgence/?action=view¤t=Photo0062.jpg
Holy shit. Not just only the face and body but the overall dressing style. But expecially the face!! And makeup!! On purpose??
well said MJ.
And it's the fact that now he flaunts what before he swore he wanted to keep private. A total u-turn on his values, all because of a bit of skirt in red lippy.
Unfortunate, but true. The MCR that grabbed hold of my mind and my heart doesn't seem to exist anymore.
resurrected wreck, it's so sad to see you and others say this -- not that you don't have a right to your feelings -- but if you watched a clip from the maxwell's show, didn't you get a rush of the same excitement? i did, which is why i'm not going to give up on them just yet. you hang in there too, ok?
Oh and ummmm do you drink alot? LOL just kidding.
Comparing Kapunua to LynZ is like comparing a Fabrege Egg to a plastic Easter Egg sold at the Dollar General store! RIDICULOUS!
Perhaps LynZ should aspire to become more Kapunua-like. You know, CLASSY, INTELLIGENT and
ELEGANT.
Oh, HI everybody!!!
But is that at every show that they do that and is it tasteful or tacky. It is also one thing to ask your girlfriend to marry you it is another to make out with them right before sing a song about cancer.
http://s12.photobucket.com/albums/a245/twiggie1569/concert%20pics/?action=view¤t=scan0019.jpg
UMMM HI you do look ALOT like her.
I'm not talking about personality I'm talking abotu looks! Like its ERIE.
resurrected wreck, it's so sad to see you and others say this -- not that you don't have a right to your feelings -- but if you watched a clip from the maxwell's show, didn't you get a rush of the same excitement? i did, which is why i'm not going to give up on them just yet. you hang in there too, ok?
TJ, I haven't seen the clip from Maxwell's, but I'll be sure now to look for it. As you, I have not yet given up on MCR. But I'm sad to admit that I'm right on the edge of it. It's all about antics these days. Perhaps once Gerard settles into his new relationship things will calm down and it will go back to being about the music. But, unfortunately, that does nothing to alleviate my confusion & disappointment over where their message has gone.
By saying breaking ranks, my meaning was taken the wrong way.
We on here are all fans we stand together as fans, no one should judge what kind of fan we are.
we should stand together and not argue at all, it breaks us up as to what one or the other believes, when we talk about it.
like religion and politics.
its pointless to judge another fan.
We are here because we love MCR and we should stand togather on that.
I didn't say that I was going to stop liking them all together its just it won't be the same as before. They didn't save my life or anything like that but they had something that just spoke to me. Like I said they show can be just as energetic but it won't be the same. Maybe something will happen and that feeling will come back who knows.
I still don't see it anonymous!
Maybe we could talk Kapunua into putting her hair in pigtails and painting her lips fire engine red....
Nah, I still wouldn't see it.
Anon @ 2.37, 2.38 & 2.40
I'm getting a buzznet, INO or MCRmy vibe about you.
Oh, if Kapunua is meant to resemble HER, then I would say Kapunua is the one HE WISHES he was attached to.
Very hard to get that sassy combination in a gal.
Hello anon616
Re: me looking like Lyn Z. Whatever, she is a hell of a lot cuter than I am and I have a hell of a lot more class and talent. An even trade. I don't even wear makeup, by the by.
Anon616 compared me to a fabrege egg, can I just say how awesome that is? ^_^
we should stand together and not argue at all, it breaks us up as to what one or the other believes, when we talk about it.
Who gives a crap whether we "stand together" or not? So you're saying that we shouldn't air our opinions because it's going to break the fans apart? Since when do I care what other people think about a band I used to like? Please.
like religion and politics.
You're exactly right, people DO treat MCR like a religion. And like any organized religion, that kind of blind, unquestioning worship turns people into morons.
We are here because we love MCR and we should stand togather on that.
Quit trying to speak for everyone. I'm here because I like the people on this blog and because I want to bitchslap Gerard Way. That being out of the question, I can vent about how he has sold out every last value he has ever stood for, and it looks like the rest of the band has done the same, and I can do it without a bunch of goddamn fankiddies telling me I'm a hater.
Maybe its Lynz who looks like Kapunua
Maybe we could talk Kapunua into putting her hair in pigtails and painting her lips fire engine red....
Nah, I still wouldn't see it.
I did that in high school actually, it was a phase. ^_^
Oh, if Kapunua is meant to resemble HER, then I would say Kapunua is the one HE WISHES he was attached to.
OMG, hilarious. I'm exactly the kind of gal that a guy like Gerard Way hates. I have opinions, and they're not up for rent.
But, unfortunately, that does nothing to alleviate my confusion & disappointment over where their message has gone.
well, i do have to agree with you on being confused -- we hear so many things, here on the blog especially! -- that sometimes it's like sinking in quicksand.
but when i saw those couple of clips from maxwell's, it was like being at a live show (and that from a youtube! lol), and that gives me hope that our band is still there, it's just hidden behind the clouds of all this drama.
*ridiculously hopeful* ^.^
We on here are all fans we stand together as fans
I don't. I stand on my own as a witness to the swift & public demise of the reason why I was drawn to this band in the first place - their message - all because of the singer's inability to cope on his own & his apparant need to force-feed us his saccharine-soaked brand of "happiness".
If you think I sound bitter, maybe you're right. I am greatly disappointed, and I'll be damned if I'll pretend otherwise.
*waving to MJ and Kapunua*
I can't think of anything else to say right now. I'm at a loss for words tonight - that RARELY happens ;) Maybe I ate too much of that candy corn.....
MarthaJones said...
Maybe its Lynz who looks like Kapunua
LOL, yeah, she's biting my style. ^_~ Except for the part with me not hanging out with and playing "music" with people who think that molesting five year old girls is the height of wit and humor.
I stand on my own as a witness to the swift & public demise of the reason why I was drawn to this band in the first place - their message - all because of the singer's inability to cope on his own & his apparant need to force-feed us his saccharine-soaked brand of "happiness".
And that bears repeating and bolding.
*waves back to anon*
I didn't say you act like her I said you LOOK like her ALOT. I still think so.
If you notice it goes back and forth. You have a really good old school show and than you have a make out session with the girlfriend show.
Kapunua:
Pretty much agreeing with everything you said. Except the part where you said Lyn-Z is prettier than you. She's attractive, don't get me wrong. But your PERSONALITY, ALONG WITH YOU OUTER BEAUTY, makes you a much more attractive human being. Stop putting yourself down. It takes up too much of your time. Appreciate the person you are because there are people out there, though you may not know them, that would kill for your features. :)
To the rest of tonight's conversation:
I'm feeling hardpressed to put my 2 cents in. I've been running low on 2 cents for the past two months. I think I'll just sit back and let all the anons duke it out.
toujours said:
but when i saw those couple of clips from maxwell's, it was like being at a live show (and that from a youtube! lol), and that gives me hope that our band is still there, it's just hidden behind the clouds of all this drama.
*ridiculously hopeful* ^.^
I agree 100% and am also *ridiculously hopeful*
Kapunua,
A while back, he craved for girls with their own opinions, actually really respected it...kind of similar to the nature of his previous long term girlfriend...pity how things can change.
I agree with you MIB. There is no way lynz is prettier than Miss k.
As far as 2 cents go I think I still have some left so I will go for as long as I can.
Well guys, once again I find myself agreeing with what you say (Kapunua, RW, TJ, mustard).
This convo's getting interesting but I really have to head off to bed.
Good night everybody, have fun.
Night, MissT!
My comment, for the record, was not directed to Anon616. Thank you for identifying and seperating yourself. I appreciate that very much. It becomes increasingly difficult to follow conversation when you have 15 billion Anons and you need to direct a comment to one of them. I hate having to search for the time they posted, especially when two posted at the same time. I pretty much give up.
Mustard, once again, thank you. ^_^
Anon, I wonder about that. Was he always this weak? I know nothing about "Kat" except that it's not her real name.
Oh, I just remembered--or at least I think so--that some random anon took a shot at Adam Lazzara last night and I was thinking about ranting about that. Hmm.
MJ and MissT, thank you both again. Goodnight, MissT! ^-^
I bid you farewell MissT. Count some sheep ;)
goodnight everybody. i am off to land of zzzzzzzz sweet dreams and see you all tommorrow
Night, FS!
And that bears repeating and bolding.
Thank you, Kapunua :)
Goodnight, FS :)
OK now this blog has turned into a buzznet forum, where people get pissed off by something someone else says and jumps to conclusions about someone else who dose not agree with someone else.
i think it is you with the problem.
i speak only for me, not everyone, but that is just what this blog has come too, if you do not agree with something said on here, say what you want, but to cuss and display a child like demeanor is just rude.
I am an adult, and will say what i want also, whether you like it or not, deal with it.
Teenie, i think not, but you sure act like it, maybe you should try buzznet, you would fit in well there, they think just like you, and speak just like you.
yes, Kapunua, the random anon posted that Adam Lazzara is a tour alcoholic. Yeah, okay.
That was my breaking point with the anons.
Oops! Nearly missed you leaving, Miss T! Have a good one :)
Hey guys!
What's going on here today?
There are too many comments to catch up on!!
Hi paperheartxx! How are you?!
Pretty much agreeing with everything you said. Except the part where you said Lyn-Z is prettier than you. She's attractive, don't get me wrong. But your PERSONALITY, ALONG WITH YOU OUTER BEAUTY, makes you a much more attractive human being. Stop putting yourself down. It takes up too much of your time. Appreciate the person you are because there are people out there, though you may not know them, that would kill for your features. :)
Agreed. Wholeheartedly.
Hey Star! I am good! Just got back a little while ago from a friends, How are you?
Let loose Kapunua. Was it the one that stated they're all alcoholics and get wasted pretty much every free second they have? If that's the one, I don't think anyone would have any qualms with you voicing your opinion.
While on the subject of alcohol and alcoholism. This occured to me after the Anon went on about it, that if Gerard isn't drinking again (because let's face facts, we don't know. And in my opinion it isn't set in stone by some random Anon who has no way of proving they have "inside info."), why would the guys still drink around him? It would seem, to me anyway, that that would inhibit his forward progress of bettering himself. I know the other guys shouldn't have to base what they do, in regards to drinking, on Gerard's condition, but you'd think they'd find time away from him to do it.
But, if Gerard is tipping the pitcher again, my question really holds no value because it wouldn't matter if he was around the guys or not.
And as for Adam, I dunno. The only time I may have thought that Adam was drunk was LiveEarth. But, then I was thinking. It was hotter than Hades in Jersey that day, and the boy was wearing black. He deserves a little credit, 'cause he was probably hallucinating. Other than that, I don't see Adam Lazzara as an alcoholic. But, you never know, honestly.
Pay no attention to me. Just releasing my thoughts.
good night, miss t!
good night, fimble!
sweet dreams you guys!
you know, star, i don't feel nearly as ridiculous about being hopeful as i did before now that there's someone being ridiculously hopeful with me. ^.^
Teenie, i think not, but you sure act like it, maybe you should try buzznet, you would fit in well there, they think just like you, and speak just like you.
You know what? I strongly disagree with what you've said here. If my recollection is correct, we all started here because we wanted to get away from shit holes like INO and Buzznet. The maturity level here is astounding. If you are unhappy with what is being discussed, I'm sorry. That isn't my problem to deal with. There has been a family to form here, and had you seen that, you wouldn't be making some of the comments you had in your post. What more do you want?
Teenie, i think not, but you sure act like it, maybe you should try buzznet, you would fit in well there, they think just like you, and speak just like you.
You know what? I strongly disagree with what you've said here. If my recollection is correct, we all started here because we wanted to get away from shit holes like INO and Buzznet. The maturity level here is astounding. If you are unhappy with what is being discussed, I'm sorry. That isn't my problem to deal with. There has been a family to form here, and had you seen that, you wouldn't be making some of the comments you had in your post. What more do you want?
The Teacher Speaks to a Crowd in New Jersey
by Joseph Mayo Wristen
The man who walks beside the prophet
visits me in my dreams.
Tells me that they will continue to
give us everything we need
until there is nothing left
to give.
Then they plan on killing
us by poisoning our water.
In my dream the man in the
Robe is surrounded
by thousands. He is talking
to them over a loud speaker.
The ashes of light being
better
than the fires of darkness.
Over the screams of fatalism,
you can hear his voice
yelling
to his followers to burn it.
"Burn it
to the ground."
He is asking them to follow
their hearts
to live the life
of their Heroes.
I hear him cry out "your
survival will depend on
your willingness to fight."
I see Adam Lazzara as a quirky, lively, brilliant genius, and his behavior which comes across to me as a little loopy at times, can be interpreted by others as drunk, I guess.
I don't know though. I will say I've never seen him throw up on stage, but I may have missed it.
Well you know, Adam Lazzara could school Gerard Way in class, showmanship and--apparently--life.
You know, Adam Lazzara's girlfriend is in a band, too. I have yet to see him drag her out on tour with them. And even if he did, I doubt that their "messages" would be all too dissimilar because Taking Back Sunday never actually put themselves forth as a band that wanted to "save your life" or to speak out against racism, sexism, violence and hate. Those things are great--they are, in fact, what drew me to MCR--but if you can't walk the walk, then STFU and GTFO.
I have yet to see Adam Lazzara turn Taking Back Sunday's live show into his own personal honeymoon video.
I have yet to see Adam Lazzara (purposely) attack one of his bandmates or throw vomit onto his fans.
I have yet to see Adam Lazzara treat the audience like a bunch of hormonal losers who he thinks would like to do nothing other than ride him off into the sunset, and I'll tell you what, probably about 90% of them do anyway. He treats them with respect each time I've ever seen them. He talk to them like human beings instead of like sheep or whores. Goddamn, even Jared Leto doesn't treat the audience like they all want to bang him, and that's Jared Leto, that's a guy whose pickup line could basically be, "Hey, I'm Jared Leto."
Gerard Way used to be a pretty good guy, from what I understand. Honest, humble and passionate. Now he does nothing more than act like a drunken retarded frat boy, bragging about his latest bang and pretending like everyone in the audience wishes it was them; going back on everything he's ever stood for; shoving his hands down his pants for the 14 year olds and then throwing puke at them; almost breaking his guitarist's neck and then having a little bitchfit afterwards because he just wasn't finished with him yet; and most of all treating his fans like they are stupid.
Sad part is, most of the fans are eating it up. He's counting on that.
Adam Lazzara can bang who he wants, and I don't even care if the guy has an off-night vocally or whatever. Taking Back Sunday puts on a fantastic show, where all you have to do is mosh around and sing along. You don't have to be a part of the singer's stupid, dramatically overplayed love life.
Gerard should take lessons.
I am an adult, and will say what i want also, whether you like it or not, deal with it.
Right back at you.
your
survival will depend on
your willingness to fight
This line caught my eye anonymous. Thanks for posting those lyrics.
&&MIB, I couldn't have said that better myself. I am only 15 years old, and let me say, I was getting fucking pissed at all the stuff I was hearing on buzznet.
I'm with you, toujours. It was like being ina basement with them, just watching it on youtube. It made me SQUEE!
Everything will work out fine.
I think what that anon was saying was that behind the tour is a huge drinking culture. Most people drink, and copious amounts of the stuff. But that does necessarily mean you are an alcoholic.
Alcoholics generally crave it constantly. From the time they get up, to the time they go to bed. It's more or less their coping mechanism.
The difference for people like Gerard, is that he would use it as a coping mechanism, and there would be no stopping point. Others do know their limit, even when quietly sloshed.
Factor in alcohol as a depressant, and that is a lethal combination for Gerard.
Why fight? I think most of us are here for the same reason. We are all disappointed. That does not make us haters or not true fans. we all believed that Gerard was not just another pretty boy pin up. He had opinions. He was intelligent,articulate, and talented. Best of all, he was a genuine nice guy and brutally honest even when the truth wasn't pretty. So WTF happened? Right now it petty much looks like he has thrown all of that away just to follow his dick!
Sad part is, most of the fans are eating it up. He's counting on that.
And as long as they continue to do so, he'll continue also.
Kapunua! Well fucking said. My jaw dropped when I read that.
Wow.. words can't describe how I felt.
*claps*
And on ThAT hissy note, I should get to bed. RW, thank you, and MIB, thank you yet again. ^_^
Hope you all had a wonderful holiday. I certainly did. :D
Goodnight, Kapunua!
Goodnight Kapunua! ^_^
*hug*
'Night, Kapunua :) Happy Halloween dreams!
Good night to all who have left. And hello to all who have come back. Did this blog given anyone else any problems.
Kapunua, you are a smart girl with great taste. I love TBS too and I think Adam is one of the best singers and all around awesome. ^______^ I am also disappointed in Gerard... I wish someone would talk some sense in to him, but unfortunately I think that they are instead all going their separate directions in life. When you start something together so young, that can happen. It makes me really sad to think about it.
Kapunua:
Agreed. Completely. TBS is a band's band. What you get is always what you see. No behind the curtains mumbo jumbo gets brought on stage. It's a rock show. It's good. It's agressive. And makes me want to fucking scream at the top of my lungs. I have the greatest amount of respect for that. And they keep it fresh. I like that as well.
His fiance is so pretty by the way. She's a complete doll.
Mayo's location is 3:15am
I knew it was him/her who posted those lyrics!
Well it did say Joseph Mayo didn't it
I still think you look lik her K. I wasn't trying to start trouble its just an opinion.
Star said...
I'm with you, toujours. It was like being ina basement with them, just watching it on youtube. It made me SQUEE!
Everything will work out fine.
yep. it might be extremely rough, it's for sure not easy now and probably won't be for a while, but i have faith in a positive outcome.
It did. That is kind of what brought the connection to my brain.
Strangely enough, Joseph Mayo Wristen is an actual poet.
Mayo:
You fucking better believe I'm fighting this with all that I have in me. But, just know that I am following my heart, but I never claimed him to be my hero. I acknowledged that he helped me through some of the most difficult moments in my life. But it was I that pulled myself through them, not him.
Fight Mayo. Fight.
-Amyranth
As do I, toujours, as do I!
When K rants like that I hear mental sound effects of people being punched and kicked and it makes me laugh. In a good way.
Hey Gerard apparently she looks like your "Boo"..... Except she think's you're a sell out. Does that make you feel funny..... in different places??
Mayo,
Sorry, but you didn't bait Kapunua THIS TIME!
Anyway, don't you have anything better to do, seeing it is your day off with your wife.
I sincerely hope she in not flaked out drunk or stoned next to you.
Sadly, it is time for me to head to bed. And just when Mayo comes online - pity :/
Happy Halloween, kiddies. Don't eat too much candy ;)
Is it me and my sinus infection, or is anybody else confused with these anons?
Good night RW!
Have sweet dreams RW. Happy Halloween
Mayo,
Sorry, but you didn't bait Kapunua THIS TIME!
"Ahhh, but the servant waits, while the master baits."
Couldn't resist, mate.
Bed now. Fo' realz, yo. ^_^ You too, Mayo. Go to bed already. Isn't it supposed to be, like, late and stuff where you are?
Star I'm still confused and here for a while.
K watch your back, he may go after you next. ;-D I'm only kidding.
Night miss k have sweet dreams.
Okay, mj, that makes me feel better!
Cause I'm all "Huh? Who? What?"
Ciao Mayo
And give your wife a big fake kiss for us!
Ta Da! Buona Notte!!
good night, resurrected wreck -- don't worry, we'll save you plenty of candy for tomorrow! ;)
Between Mayo and his post and anons mad because we broke ranks and insiders it makes my head spin.
LOL Gerard kissing Lyn Z makes me think of Michael Jackson kissing Lisa Presley and saying "to think they say it wouldn't last!!" EWW.
Goodnight everyone!
Goodnight Star sweet dreams.
MJ:
I know. I'm ready to throw in the towel with all of this. It's becoming like a wild goose chase without the goose. Just us running around.
It's different now, for some reason. I miss our heartfelt discussions. It, to me, now feels like a war. A war to see who can come out on top, to see who can piss someone off so much to just watch them retaliate. When did all of this happen?
Oops...sorry I missed ya Star. Goodnight and dream peaceful dreams. See ya tomorrow!
Anonymous said...
LOL Gerard kissing Lyn Z makes me think of Michael Jackson kissing Lisa Presley and saying "to think they say it wouldn't last!!" EWW.
November 1, 2007 3:50 AM
Me too!
I don't when it happened either. We used to have such fun even when we didn't agree now people take everything personal like it is an attack on them. Its sad.
good night star!
mustard, i think part of it is that there have been a lot of "knowledgeable" anons lately, and the things they've had to say about behind-the-scenes gerard has maybe put a lot of us on edge.
I think its also the not knowing what is going on with the band. Shows being canceled people getting hurt and no-one giving a straight answer as to what is going on.
MJ
I actually enjoy it when people disagree with my posts, ...adds some color to the place, and fuels the mental process.
I think it's only that 0.01% of people that take things so personally, so I would not worry.
After all, we still have our good old boy, Mayo, to stir up.
Yeah, MJ. I think you're right on with that. God forbid I get threatened with my life for saying this, but the regulars like Sdock, SisterMidnite, S&V20, all of those who were around for the very, very beginning of all this, then us stragglers that came in behind, we can all disagree, but at the end of the discussion, we all know where everyone stands. We're all so civil about it and although we (though it's not the best word to use, but I can't think of another) "fight," we are all on good terms. We're all on equal ground and we see each other's opinions.
Then all of a sudden, some posters, mostly anonymous ones, it felt like we had been stripped of that. Now I feel the only thing we do is defend, defend, defend. We shouldn't have to do that. It should be: "This is my opinion." Then, "Okay, I see your opinion. Now, here's mine." And that should be then end. I don't understand why some can't just value that and stop at that point. It seems like some want to push it further and further.
I just don't like that about this anymore.
Anon at 4:08 its not the disagreeing its the taking it personal. I think that on a lot of the other site you have to fall into one line of thought so when some one disagrees with someone here they don't know how to take it. I get into heated debates with my friends were we disagree and yell and scream but at the end we had a good time and a discussion. It doesn't happen like that here.
maybe it's just that the anons are new, and they don't have the hang of how the blog is, and after a little while they'll gentle down somewhat. maybe?
I think some will but there will always be those that want to start shit. Just because they don't like our opinions.
MJ,
I agree with you, healthy speech includes arguing.
For all those anons who take things so personally, I would just voice my opinion, and then generally ignore the rest of the emotional talk.
No one here would ever have to fall into line. That is such is such a teenage clique mentality, so obviously perpetrated by the drones at the various fansites.
So true anon so true.
i think with the anons who are simply here to stir up shit we should just not engage them -- water off a duck's back, you know?
I hate to be the pooper of the party ('cause we all know Mayo throws the best around), but I'm heading out. I'll talk to you all sometime tomorrow. May the remainder of your Halloween be a blast. And sleep well.
Toujours,
My thoughts exactly.
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