The whispers are only for myself, and I repeat them often enough to know them all by heart. The truth, I held it under my tongue and prayed...all the while losing my hold on the meaning. Now my words are bent and broken from the release. Questionable promises have crumbled in my fist, and what remains is dry and falls through my fingers. It crashes to the ground in small piles, which I blend back into the earth with my shoe. I grab a handful and press it against my lips; it is rough against my cheek. And I am reminded of where it all began.
p.s. what has changed is mistaken for truth without question.
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I don't know what to say here. I only been here for a couple of days but yet, people here think I am a liar. What makes you think I am not who you think I am? I am trying to tell the truth about Gerard and him going back to the booze but the kids here flick the truth away like a fly. It is like someone spitting in my face except I do not hold grudges. I am not like one of you. I am not blind when it comes to revealing the truth. I see the truth the way it is meant to be seen. I do not let my judgement cloud me like so many of you do. You are very young kids. I am not. I am an adult. You achieve more life experience as you get older but obviously you are still young to not understand that one of your "heroes" is on the path of self destruction, along with Lyn-Z.
The first time I had witnessed this was Saturday September 1st. Projekt Revolution. Tinley Park, Il. I have seen My Chem perform many times but Saturday night was the one event that had affected my life forever. You want to know why? It was the very, very first time I had witnessed Gerard completely drunk with alcohol. Sadly, he was not the only one affected with the substance. Lyn-Z herself was drunk as well. I arrived at the venue with a friend and as soon as we saw Gerard hitting the stage, we knew immediately that he was drinking again. I also discovered that he has been drinking for a while now. Possibly a few weeks before we saw him that night. I was completely shocked. I have never, ever seen him that way before in my life.
I was completely shocked. So was my friend. So was alot of fans. The next two days I couldn't function. I couldn't sleep. I was very much numb from the image that haunted my mind. I could not believe it. I was overcome with stress. I wanted to throw up. I was fatigued and I wanted to get drunk just seeing Gerard the way he was acting. His voice was slurred, his eyes were wild and bloodshot, he was pacing back and forth like a restless tiger waiting to pounce on a victim. He was mumbling complete nonsense that we couldn't even understand. You know what else he did? He didn't even acknowledge the fact that kids in the pit were getting hurt. He did not pay any attention to that detail. You want to know what else he did? He ran off the stage without offering any explanation. We were disappointed. One other thing the band had done that night was the fact that they left the venue right away after when they finished performing. They didn't even perform the 14 songs that was promised to the fans. They only performed 7. That's it. Gerard didn't bother to apologize. The entire band kept their distance from him while they were performing, including Frank. Frank wasn't even being his hyper self and he looked so unhappy. He stayed in his corner for most of the performance. Gerard's face was filled with shame and regret every time we looked at each other. I felt it. He didn't even announce that Mikey was there. My friend saw Mikey standing backstage and what was strange was that Lyn-Z saw Mikey and she lowered her head and ran off like a bat out of hell. That was when I knew that there was a possibility Mikey didn't like her. That was one of the strangest things I had seen that day.
Many of you can continue to send me hate mail that's fine but I am telling the truth 100% of the way. Gerard is back on the booze and there's a possibility Lyn-Z is also doing cocaine. So who are you going to believe? I do not make up rumors, lies, any nonsense like that. I seen all of this firsthand and I wished to God that I didn't. That day was the most heartbreaking thing I have ever experienced and somehow it makes me feel like I'm losing my faith in the band. All of this will one day destroy My Chemical Romance. All because Gerard does not want to listen to Frank and the other members and letting some stupid woman come between their friendships. That to be is very low of him and it disgusts me. To be honest I feel sympathy for what Eliza has gone through with Gerard. Lyn-Z is soon going to become victim #2 but I don't have much pity for her. She is using alcohol and cocaine when Gerard is recovering from those. Now tell me, if she knew about that, did you actually think she will care enough to quit those herself?Remember she was drunk at the show as he was.
Sooner or later the truth will be revealed and if barely no one wants to believe what I have to say, I will bust my ass as hard as I can to get the fans to open their eyes and see what is really going on. I am not the only one who knows the truth about Gerard and Lyn-Z. It is only a matter of time before you see it....
link = http://www.buzznet.com/tags/gerardandlynz/forum/topics/124181/so-gerard-and-lyn-z-rumer-i/
Anonymous said...
Rock on...Gee & Lyn-Z!
May you never lose what you have found in each other! Hold on tightly with both hands! May your love always feel new and exciting and every kiss seem like the first one!
Yes, but please save it for your own time, don't infringe on the fans' time. They didn't pay to watch you serenade your wife or constantly wave at her or kiss her, they paid for you to perform for them. You don't see Billie Joe making out with Adie on stage, do you? Know why? It's not professional.
I agree. He's so over the top it just comes off fake. It's like look at me, look at me, I'm so happy. You believe me don't you? If you're really happy that's great but stop trying to convience us already.
Another thought - this behavior also hurts the people from his past. His quote in Rolling Stone about never having this kind of relationship before is a direct stab in the heart to the girlfriend of 6 years. Bet she really loved to hear that. Come on Gerard take it down a notch.
hello everybody. is there anyone here?
Cancelling a show to trot around Vienna with your husband is just plain unprofessional.
These two need to grow up on so many different levels.
To what anonswers posted:
That sounds like BC's story. Is that her story?
And:
Another thought - this behavior also hurts the people from his past. His quote in Rolling Stone about never having this kind of relationship before is a direct stab in the heart to the girlfriend of 6 years. Bet she really loved to hear that. Come on Gerard take it down a notch.
If the rumors are to believed about "Kat" and her possible cancer diagnosis and we go with that, makes me wonder what that little kiss was before "Cancer" someone posted. Made me think back to that RS quote and what the thoughts were about it.
This isn't to say I believe these are stabs at ex-girlfriends. I have my own thoughts on the RS quote. I'm just saying.
Lately he has a completely self absorbed disregard for anyone elses feelings but his own.
And he calls himself empathetic?
The stage is no place to be advertising your love life like a cheap soap opera. When I go to a show, I don't go to hear about how 'fucking in love' the singer is, or to watch them make goo goo eyes at each other or how angry he is at an ex, I go for the music and the performance of that music. Considering that are 24 hours in a day, surely he could shift his focus off of his personal life for 2 of them and put his energy into entertaining the people who have paid their hard earned money to see him. It's not that difficult. And if he does find it difficult, maybe it's time to hang it up before he and the band look even more foolish. I mean, now shows are getting cancelled on both sides so they can spend more time together? I'm saddened to see that now this tour is not about MCR anymore, but the Gee and LynZ show. Blech!
What if I let you hold the sharpie this time? What would your message be?
I don't think there's been any confirmation on why MSI's show today got cancelled. So, before we make the mistake of doing again what I did last night, let's not jump to conclusions as to whether they're cancelling shows for their own personal benefits. I don't think they'd do it.
Hello All,
How is everyone today?
I still have my fucking headache...What can I do? Damnit, it's making me ill. I can't even think straight.
What time is the HallowFrankieWeen blog party supposed to start?
Love,
S
p.s. My sharpie word would be "almost".
To all of you here: I want to make some things clear. I may get in trouble for saying what I am about to say, I am entirely aware of what may happened after posting this, but at this point, I do not give a flying fuck anymore. I am tired of hearing others walking on eggshells. I am tired of holding the truth in for so long already. You want to know who is the real alcoholic in the marriage? Go ask Lyn-Z.
It was never Gerard, but her. Yes, I did say a while back that I suspected that Gerard was drinking, but alas, it appears that he is not. I sincerely apologize for my assumption.
Anonymous at 5:30 is absolutely right.
I am very sorry for doing this to you Mayo, but someone had to speak the truth sooner or later. Otherwise, you would have been in worse shape that you already are.
hi and a happy halloween to everyone :)
next week this time I´ll be in germany to see their show the next day... at the moment from reading all this (again)I´m not really sure if I should be happy to fly to germany....
I COMPLETELY BELIEVE THAT GERARD IS HAPPEE!! LIKE THIS HAPPEE!
Happy birthday, Frankles, you strange and beautiful creature with the perfectly shaped eyebrows.
The veil's really thin today guys, yanno? What are you all doing today? I already had my supierfun Halloween party, so today I'm just casual-gothed out, handing out candy, and playing with my crow. The little dude is so into the holiday. ^_^
DON'T FORGET THE REASON FOR THE SEASON!*
*No. The real reason. ^_~
hello mib. follow the link at the bottom of my post. you will see where i got it from. i am not sure if it is this bc story sorry
Well maybe he thinks he can save her....and maybe he can. God knows I'm still trying to save someone I love.
Why the change in your story, BC?
it's not shocking to me that lyn-z is a drunk. i kind of felt that way all along. but i still think there is something not right about gerard. maybe he's not drinking but he's got to be doing something.
how did you get this information BC??
i'm with MIB re the MSI cancelled gig. best not to assume until we know the real reason but we prob won't get to know the real reason.
and i still want to know details bout bob as to how long before he can play again!
happy hallofrankieween to you all!
omg i find out here is noone here so i go away and come back and your all here.
hello everyone
hi fimble star!
Hey Fimble,
How is everyone?
Anyone got any good headache remedies?
BC, i don't know who's telling you what. You do seem to believe everything. I'm not trying to make anyone believe this, I'm just posting it because I want to believe that Gerard reads this or it is really him, and he will know that SOME PEOPLE see what's going on. And we care to try and stop it.
Gerard is still drinking and doing coke. I saw him drinking and I saw him drunk. I saw him coked out. I know what it looks like. I know what cocaine looks like, my dad did it for years. I know what it means when someone is bent over a catering tray backstage that has white powder on it and is sniffing it up their nose. I'm sorry but I know what that means.
Bleeding Chaos I don't know wher eyou get your info from but you are always so convinced you're right. Sometimes you're wrong. This time you're almost right.
Wants to be, needs to be NUMB.
My Sharpie message would be "I fuck better than you, nahnahnahnah!" or "I'm getting mo better tail than you, nahnahnahnahnah!" Grow the fuck up Gerard.
hi to everyone who arrived :)
i honestly don't know what to believe!
i'm no further knowing what the fuck is going on for real than i was a few months ago.
but i'm glad i met you guys!
don't puke by the way! haha!
I'd stick my head in a great big pile of....if it would help my fucking headache!!
anon at 6:09 were did you see that happen. i don't know if your telling the truth, but gerard is definitely doing something.
Sharpie message:
PLASTIC
Although I am fond of one that Gerard himself had on his neck not too long ago:
SPADE
-VM
hey fasc and sdock10
how are you both. i am ok just making halloween costume for my niece. hey bc long time. were u been i missed ya.
Awwh come on, are we gonna talk about that?
poor you sdock. i hate headaches!
have you tried a bottle of wine??
no prob won't work actually!
Coke and booze....I mean.
i liked it when he had CUNT on his neck a few years back. kind of appeals to my vulgar side!
Well, I don't think they would let me drink wine at work. Damnit I knew I should have bought that Playboy bunny flask I saw at Spencer's the other day. Then I could have slipped myself a shot of vodka or something.
...you're right, probably won't work.
sorry i forgot it was day time with you. its 18.20 here.
Yeah I like that dirty, naughty shit too.
gotta dash off for a while guys.
byeeee!
I bet if he were busy writing hope, faith, and dreams on his neck and arms instead of "anytime you want", people might think that was precious.
August 31 Indiana.... the Verizon. :C
Cocaine is everywhere...I live in drugtown, USA. I wouldn't be shocked to walk in a classroom and see a teacher bent over her desk snorting meth where I live. So it's not a stretch for me to imagine big silver trays of cocaine being passed around at concerts.
"Yeah I like that dirty, naughty shit too."
Ahem.
OH hey imaginary purple horned horse!
How are you doing today? Do imaginary animals have feelings?
Sdock10, you are clearly drunk.
anon at 6:23 wow i remember alot of people saying he seemed wasted at that show. did he realize that people could see him doing that.
No, Wherever would you get that idea?
You are clearly imaginary...I can't speak for the pretty or the purple part.
Just wanted to pop in and wish everyone a happy HalloFrankieween!!
And a speacial:
Happy Birthday Frank!! Hope it/was very fun and good.
Guys;
I just caught up.
Are there any videos from last night?
I don't know what to believe. A part of me is thinking, "Yes, he must be back on something." and then another part is thinking "No, I have faith in Gerard. Why would he lie to all of his fans?"
I do however believe that Lyn-Z drinks quite a bit. In the 'wedding' pictures, I can't help but notice how Lyn-Z's eye's look glazed over, like she's high or drunk. Maybe it was because she was crying from happiness?
Hey Entropy!
Happy HallowFrankieWeen to you as well!
"So it's not a stretch for me to imagine big silver trays of cocaine being passed around at concerts."
I've worked backstage at a lot of local shows.... Im no one important I just do little errands and shit but I see a lot of bands go trough town and you're really right. Cocaine is everywhere. People you never expect to see doing it, do it. At first when I started out doing backstage work I used to get so shocked and be depressed over it for weeks, like some one I idolized let me down. Now I just expect it even from people who go on and on about how there sober. I heard rumors that Gerard that he wasn't totally sober. I'm not shocked but I AM worried about him. And I am worried about Lyn -Z too.She may suck as a musician but I hate to see people waste their lives on drugs the way my dad wasted a lot of his.
I just wanted to post it you guys. I probably shouldn't come back. I had to say it and I said it and that's it. I don't expect many people to believe me but hopefully Gerard will get it through his head that he doesn't have everyone fooled.
Oh by the way there are a few of us anonymous. I don't know who the rest of you are but I'm not the only anon posting this stuff.
PPU,
What's new with you today? Seen any fairies, leprachauns, or elves running around lately?
Oh and one more thing. MSI doesn't play TOTALLY live. They use CDs and shit. They suck so bad without the help of technology. LOL.
Sdock10, do you become one of those slutty males when inebriated?
Anon, I have a question.
How do you get into doing backstage work? I've always been interested in it!
anon @ 6:38
I hate the fact that I am not shocked by drugs anymore. It's really sad that it is everywhere and I am also concerned...but he's a big boy and I can't control what he or anyone else decides to put up their nose or in their mouth etc. etc. No more than anyone could control me.....
Pretty Purple Unicorn said...
Sdock10, do you become one of those slutty males when inebriated?
Well, since I am female that would be kind of tough for me to be a slutty male. I guess I might lose just a touch of inhibition.
hey ppu. how are you. seeing as you have been on here before just thought i would ask you today how you are?
Ah. I had assumed you were male.
That explains the sluttiness.
Pretty Purple Unicorn,
You barely come around anymore, why is that?
Excuse me PPU?
You don't even know Sdock10, so how about we shut our mouths?
PPU,
Well, you know that's what happens when you ASSume...You make an ASS out of U & me.
You like sluts don't you? Fuck yeah you do.
ph,
Thanks, but imaginary words from imaginary animals don't really hurt my feelings.
I'm glad you have my back though! Much appreciated.
why are you targetting sdock10?
what is the reason for this unfair treatment
Ahh your welcome Sdock!
I am off for school
Unfortunately I won't be back tonight; horror movie marathon and handing out candy to wee trick-or-treaters. ^_^
Have a good day everyone!
Mayo, have an good day, and please don't be a stranger.
*hug*
Love;
-007
PPU why don't you just head on out to Candy Mountain?
we are not bothered by you ppu and thats coming from an anon so please retreat back to the clouds in the sky or maybe back to the Ways household. i am sure your wanted there
muwahwahwahwah
PPU:
If you're only mission is to come in here and cause shit, back the fuck out right now. You are in, nor are any of us in, the position to judge or place labels on anyone in here. You are not welcome here with that sort of attitude and behavior. If you want to add to the conversation and share your thoughts, fine. Do it in a civilized manner. But passing judgement is completely uncalled for and it will not be tolerated.
Or PPU,
Just come to my blog if you want to try and hurt my imaginary feelings with your imaginary words because we are just wasting comment space here.
Are you bitter because the other unicorns wouldn't play with you because you are purple?
Thanks you guys! Love you all to death but NOTHING is going to spoil HallowFrankieWeen Day!
*hands you all a huge-ass pumpkin*
Carve that shit and give it to ya Mama! This is by far my most favorite holiday ever. It even beats Christmas for me. I hate opening unnecessary gifts. I'd rather rot my teeth out with all the Halloween candy lining the store shelves :)
PPU,
Are you really prepared to feel the wrath of Smoke&Venom20? Are you? I do love my tiara but I will make you eat this motherfucker if you don’t lighten the fuck up? Savvy?
Now, back to Gee and his catering tray. Again, he probably liked seeing his reflection in the stainless steel. Ahhh, I can relate. As I have stated before though, isn’t cocaine like so TWENTY YEARS AGO? Although I am glad it’s not like meth or heroin. Ok, whatever it is, it’s still bad.
Gee, GET HELP.
Don’t act out; reach out!
Me thinks she doth protest too much.
Well, that's good to know. You know...you're opinion and all?
Now that you've said your peace, refrain from pressing submit on your judgemental posts.
http://www.buzznet.com/tags/lynz/journals/1226281/eliza-vs-lyn-z/
truth
Honestly, I don't know what to even begin to believe anymore. One says he's loaded up, the other says he's okay. He says he's okay. He says he's not. Just eff it! Just eff it all! I have no idea what's going on. I just hope that if he is in need of some help, he seeks it and is willing to receive it. I just want him to get better, mentally and physically. That's all I want. Who'da thought that'd be so much to ask?
Good afternoon/evening, guys, and Happy HallowFrankieWeen!
Taking a break from getting ready for a Halloween get-together tonight and listing to Rise Against. (By the way, I recommend 'The Sufferer and The Witness' to anyone!)
J. posted the following on our blog yesterday, but wasn't going to post it here. She is napping right now, so I am going to post it (Shhhhh) because I thought maybe we could use a light moment.
SO.... Here it is. Enjoy!
L.
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YOU SAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY
(Please read this with your tongue firmly planted in your cheek. It is written with the deepest love.)
October 31. Halloween. The day for supernatural happenings, eerie noises, creepy feelings.
And to go along with the wonderfully weird world of scary things, October 31 is also the birthday of one of our favorite punk-rocker guitarists. You know who I'm talking about. The lean, not-so-mean, heavily-tattooed force known far and wide as:
FRANK IERO.
This October 31 we celebrate the 26th anniversary of the event that started a revolution. Frank Anthony Thomas Iero Jr. was brought into the universe very obviously to fulfill a dream: that of being the object of lust for millions (well, at least hundreds) (well, ok, about 50 of us on the Other Blog) of women the world over.
That being said, I would now like to present you with the following:
TOP 15 SIGNS YOU AND FRANK HAVE CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY A LITTLE TOO WELL:
15--Faint backwards outline of "and" on your stomach.
14--Faint backwards outline of crossed handguns on your stomach (think about it...).
13--Faint backwards outline of "N.J." on your personal parts (think about that, too).
12--The screaming that the neighbors rep0rted to the police makes Leathermouth sound like Barry Manilow.
11--You find chocolate cake crumbs in some unmentionable places.
10--Makeup is smeared across the pillowcases--and you don't wear makeup.
9--The crotch of your jeans has been gnawed open (see No. 13).
8--You can't pass a tattoo parlor without getting moist.
7--There's a pink belt tied around one bedpost and a Frankenstein guitar strap tied around the other.
6--Your role-playing game was called "Franky Potter and His Magic Wand". ("Stir my cauldron, Wizard Boy!")
5--You used all your AA batteries, but not for his SoniCare toothbrush.
4--After about 30 minutes, he quit calling you "G".
3--Three words: Trick or Treat.
2--You can now answer the question "Just how flexible is he?"
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
Franky, if you happen to come across this, maybe it'll make you laugh a little. I hope you have a wonderful birthday.
Love you, baby.
J.
I don't know the ins and outs, I don't think anyway can really know whether Gerard and LynZ are drinking/doing drugs-but after seeing all these ridiculous displays of affection (imo, trying to justify to themselves as well as everyone else that they are inlove) are exactly the same as Tom Cruise and the whole jumping on the sofe OTT-ness?
This sucks, i just found out Bob's wrist is broken and he's not playing for the rest of the European.
Uhh, i really hope he feels better but now im all upset.
Poor Bob =(
On a happier note, today Frank Iero was brought into the world. So Happy Birthday Frank!
I think we should lock Bob up in a cushy room with no exits so he never gets hurt and he can play his drums from inside this room, because this man hurts himself way too fucking much.
Uhh, I dunno. Frank's hot and all, I so don't deny that, nor do I deny that I've got just under a ton of pictures of him on my hard drive. But that's kinda maybe creeping me out a little. Just saying.
I hear a rumor the guy can sing and play guitar!
(imo, trying to justify to themselves as well as everyone else that they are inlove) are exactly the same as Tom Cruise and the whole jumping on the sofe OTT-ness?
Oh god, I've been saying the same thing for months. "Would Sir care for a sofa to leap on, and perhaps a talk show host to attack?"
This sucks, i just found out Bob's wrist is broken and he's not playing for the rest of the European.
Uhh, i really hope he feels better but now im all upset.
Poor Bob =(
I'm sorry, but back the cart up.
Didn't Bob play a show after they announced the cancellation? Okay, so how do you know you're going to break your wrist? Or did he just decide, "eff it" and PLAY THE DRUMS WITH A BROKEN WRIST*?
Seriously, is it just me?
*Not bloody likely.
J. –
I LOVE IT!!!!
13--Faint backwards outline of "N.J." on your personal parts (think about that, too).
Dear God, have mercy. Doesn’t he have the best lips ever?
Happy Birthday to the King!
You can come celebrate with the Princess, anytime. ^_~
And oddly enough, he made reference to Tom Cruise's antics whilst appearing on MOD.
Irony? I don't know. Just stating facts.
Kapuna,
It's just a little bit of tounge-in-cheek posting. Believe me, J. is not expectiing Frank to burst through the front door yelling, "Take me now, I can't deny it ANYMORE." :)
Love,
L.
You know, I think they are trying to do damage control.
By having Bob not play yesterday,they made it look like that was the reason for the Maine cancellation.
Gel,where did tou get the information that he is not playing for the rest of the tour?
Sorry, "TONGUE" in cheek, not TOUNGE.
L.
mustardisbetter said...
And oddly enough, he made reference to Tom Cruise's antics whilst appearing on MOD.
Irony? I don't know. Just stating facts.
Seriously? What did he say?
Hi everybody Happy HalloFrankween and Happy Bday Frankie. J loved that post.
Kapunua I agree with you 100% on that tom thing. I wish I could find it but someone photo shopped a picture of tom and put a baby bump and Gee's face on it while jumping on a couch with Oprah.
i heard that travis barker played a whole tour with a broken arm, and bob is ever so much more godly, so a half-hour set doesn't seem out of the realm of possiblity. stupid, but possible.
but -- purely out of curiosity -- i wonder how he broke it? an accident, or was it a drumming-related injury? can you break your wrist playing drums?
and if that's the case -- think of the stress he must have been subjecting his wrist to. cripes.
Okay, at yesterdays show, they had a replacement drummer.
BOB DID NOT PLAY YESTERDAY!!
I'll get you giys the pics of the replacement drummer when i find them.
Frank also made the announcement on stage, and he when he was interviewed after the show (he also was clueless when asked about Gerard filming the next videos) and said that he wont be playing the European leg of the tour.
=( Yes, shed some emo tears
It's just a little bit of tounge-in-cheek posting. Believe me, J. is not expectiing Frank to burst through the front door yelling, "Take me now, I can't deny it ANYMORE." :)
Why the hell not, I never thought I'd see Gerard kiss a woman in public that is let alone married. You have to have some hope in life. JK
BOB DID NOT PLAY YESTERDAY!!
Yes, we're aware of that. But he did play the one show after the announcement. Or at least that's what people who were there had to say.
Remember yesterday with the anons saying we will be surprised with something during the show and another saying someone is leaving the band.
Yeah,that is what I think in Bob's case.
LOL, you got a point marthajones!
On second thought, if you're reading this Frank, J, Princess Smoke, MJ and oh, hell, myself, will be about 5 feet back from the door so we won't get hit when you burst through. No promises on if we let you leave though.... :)
Love,
L.
Hello to everyone present.
How are we all tonight?
Well, I see the gossip is flying again tonight. I do love the gossip though *rubs hands in glee*
If your talking about the Bon Jovi show, then yes he did play that,
but they played a shorter set and i think just playing made it worse.
They arent trying to cover up anthing if thats what you people are suggesting, because i dont think Bob would bail out of a whole tour just so they have an excuse for the one Maine show canceled.
Replacement Drummer:
http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y126/MissKaari/drumnGee.jpg
Account:
http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/2983384.html?page=2#comments
Give me a sec' Kapunua. I've got to find the link.
They cancelled the Maine show but Bob still played at the JBJ show. And anon I was thinking what you were thinking. They need to come out and clear some things up. So if the people from Reprise/WB really are lurking here put out a statement. You see what is happening here you don't think it is happening at other sites.
And i dont think Frank would lie twice to people about the situation.
its possible to play half an hour set with an injured arm. This is Bob
Im thinking Mama vid is when he broke his arm, he does get hurt in vids alot.
Can you see that Frank busting down a door. The wind blowing his hair. Than he gets all bended on us and says take me I'm yours. With that big grin on his face.
Then why not say anything,they told us the last time why and how they got hurt.
They seem to be hiding something.
Im thinking Mama vid is when he broke his arm, he does get hurt in vids alot.
but we still don't even know definitively i they've even filmed the music vid for "mama" yet. i've heard sveral different things, including that it was filmed quite a while back.
MJ,
Kinda that Fabio look? :) Oh, man.
Probably more of waiting politely for us to open the door but then proclaming "Come on girls, there's enough Franky love to go around for everybody!"
L.
Blimey, what have I walked in on tonight, some kind of Frank orgy?
Oh, well, breaks over. Talk to you later, guys!
Love, L.
I can understand them keeping their personal lives private Gerard really needs to go back to doing that. But this is something to have to do with the band and performing. I think most bands would have come out and said something official.
Think about it in LOTMS when Bob was sick and still played Gerard mention it. Something about him being really sick and he would play for as long as he could. But now we get nothing.
Anonymous said...
Remember yesterday with the anons saying we will be surprised with something during the show and another saying someone is leaving the band.
Yeah,that is what I think in Bob's case.
Welp.... This is true. That anon did say something about "see who is and who isn't there" or something.
We've already got an anon here who claims to work backstage. Is this where some of you are coming from?
Or SS, was that you?
Aww, I know you can't say it either way.
That mysterious anon that I admit I totally brushed off also said to us, "then make your call on the tour."
So anon: What are we to infer from Bob's absence? because believe me, I already know what I think of this tour.
Kapunua:
Here you are. It's said at, like, the :35 mark.
"Totally!"
*rolls eyes*
Join us, MT, its all about the love....
Really gotta go now, :)
L.
See you later L.
I'm sorry, it was "tonight will surprise all who [sic] is there."
I guess this is what you were referring to, but again I have to ask: What are we meant to infer from this?
*is stupid*
Probably would have helped had I posted the URL ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcuknurFG1I
Hello Miss t you know we can't keep are minds out of the gutter when it comes to Frank.
Hi MJ, how are you?
Yes, I have noticed how mention of little Frank brings out the perv in most of us.
A) they announced it on stage at yesterdays show, so they arent hiding anything. Its not like they were going to give a full synopsis on whats happening.
b) Someone who has contact with the guys is going to ask them about Bob, so i'm thinking by tomorrow whats really happening will be revealed.
Also, the Mama video has already been shot. This has been confirmed numerous times.
I'm fine, I've got frank on the mind.
How are you.
I'm sorry Gel, I don't trust half the things you say beccause you get your information from the I'm not okay site.
I'm good MJ.
I still want to see Frank with his lovely long hair in pigtails.
If he put red lipppy on too and stood next to Lynz, I bet Gerard would be confused as to which one to snog ha!
They(mcr) do have a website where they use to give us news about what is going on. They don't anymore. It would be nice if they would put things concerning the band on there so that we would not have to wait and speculate and here things from out side sources. It may have been confirmed numerous times but not on their own site. It gets hard to know who to believe and who not to believe and no one is asking for that much detail just a hey this is what is going on.
Miss t Hahhaha. I so want to see that.
MJ, they've all got long hair now. Thay could all do the pigtails and lippy look. I don't think Gerard would be too happy about it though.
At this point I don't really care if Gerard is happy or not. He can sharpie himself to death trying to keep up with all the pig tailed red lipstick schoolgirl outfit wearing people. And if it happens to be the other members of the band than good.
actually, i dont get my information from the INO website, i dont even go on their except occasionally to chat with friends, and its fine if you dont believe what i say. Not asking you guys to believe anything, but just think about it,
would people actually go this far to cover something up?
Not reasonable, is it.
mustardisbetter said...
*is stupid*
Probably would have helped had I posted the URL ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcuknurFG1I
What the hell did he say? I can't even watch him with that stupid writing on his neck. How does anyone take him seriously as a functioning adult anymore?
I pick on him a lot but the truth is I feel really bad for him. And I'm worried about him, too. I mean, doomed rock stars are so 90s, but I can't help but think of how many times no one raised their voices about Kurt Cobain, Shannon Hoon, Layne Staley etc. All the signs were there and everyone just kind of shrugged them off or hid in denial.
I think we have something very interesting going on in this blog, though. I feel like this is the only sane place on the entire intrawebzz for MCR fans. I know this sounds all exclusive and snobby and whatnot, but buzznet and INO.net are both filled with idiots who flail in happiness everytime Gerard takes a dump.
In a way I'm glad this place doesn't get more play, because I like it here with just the few of us regs. On the other hand, I wish more people could see the logic and concern that goes on in here instead of just looking at sites where people post things like, "RUMOR: Bob is really a cat LOLOLOLO!L!!!1111"
Anyway, yeah.
I wanna grab that sharpie and shove it down his bloody throat.
,
would people actually go this far to cover something up?
Not reasonable, is it.
Nothing they've done since August has been reasonable.
Mayo,
Please join us for our Halloween party. You can even come in costume and we won't even know it's you. Pretty please!
Happy HallowFrankieWeen again everyone!!
Actually if money is involved they might.
Also there was the incident with NKOTB a member left the band and management told everyone that he hurt his back when he fell off a horse. He even later on came out and said he felt really bad about it because everyone was sending him get well cards.
What we are getting at is there is an official MCR site. Where they use to put up this kind of thing. To let us know so we would get worried and rumors wouldn't spread. They don't do that anymore. So now its I heard from so and so or it was on this site that this happen. Than you have to wait a few days to get a video or a link to confirm it. It is not that hard to say.
Hey guys Bob injured his arm and will not be playing for a while. We wish him a speeded recover so that he can rejoin the tour.
Not that hard to do.
Shove the sharpie down his throat, no there has to be a better way. I would say up his ass but he has already got a ton of fans up there kissing it.
Kapunua said
I pick on him a lot but the truth is I feel really bad for him. And I'm worried about him, too.
I think we have something very interesting going on in this blog, though. I feel like this is the only sane place on the entire intrawebzz for MCR fans.
In a way I'm glad this place doesn't get more play, because I like it here with just the few of us regs.
I agree. It's a nice little haven here where we can be honest. If we feel like tearing him off a strip, we can without teenies interfearing. But really, we do this because we are concerned.
I just love that in doing this, we have developed this little community.
Hello SD10. Yes this is a great place we have.
When does the party kick off? Any trick or treaters been by here?
Marthajones said
Shove the sharpie down his throat, no there has to be a better way. I would say up his ass but he has already got a ton of fans up there kissing it.
Yes, I think you'll find his own head there too.
Kapunua, I had to watch that live. I literally broke down in tears right after the interview. I've only seen that once. I will only ever see it once. I refuse to watch that ever again.
Hello everyone. I've returned. I'm loving a couple of these Anon's, eh? Keep posting, my pretties. I love seeing you all contribute to the discussion.
And it is our little Frankie's birthday today. I will not lie. My mind was all on him today. I hope he has an amazing day. He deserves everything he has and more. Gerard can learn a thing or two from him.
Shitsubou if you really are who we think you are, much love to you. On second thought, much love to you either way. You have a good heart. Thank you for everything.
Personally, i dont give if Gerard decided to fuck cow and sharpie the events all over his body, because in general, i never gave a fuck about Gerard. He was just the singer of MCR to me and nothing more, and he still isnt. So maybe perhaps you people find it unreasonable, and i see where your coming from.
But lying to your entire fanbase and Bob pretending to be injured for a whole tour just to cover up something. Nuh-uh, not reasonable AT ALL.
People here assume that everyone outside of Mayos blogs, whether on Buzznet or INO, are all madly in love with Gerard and you would be quite suprised how untrue that statement is. Matter of the fact is most people dont give a fuck about Gerard because drama pisses them off.
I have better things to worry about than Gerards antics.
No idea when the party kicks off. No Miss t his head is up someone else's body part. If you know what I mean.
Mayo,
We could really use some help here.
SS,
We could really, really, really benefit from you today.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww MJ,
you are a DIRTY girl. I like it.
It has been our experience here that when someone questions what the all mighty Mr way is doing you get beat down for being a hater.
It is nice that he means nothing to you besides being the lead singer. But some of us see what he is doing as being distracting to the music and the message.
Yes it is very unreasonable to try to cover up the acts of one person by blaming another but who said life was reasonable. As I said people do strange things when money is involved. They will lie, cheat and steal.
ooohh MJ,
I just got a great or a not so great visual depending on which side of the fence you are on.
THANKS!!!
Thank you Miss t. I have my moments. I really should stop, we don't want to give them any ideas.
I don't think they need any of our ideas. They seem to be doing just fine on their own....
*still visualizing what MJ said*
Marthajones said
I really should stop, we don't want to give them any ideas.
I agree, we don't want to see THAT on stage.
I have better things to worry about than Gerards antics.
Then why are you here?
Im not saying i have a problem with you guys caring about those things, i guess its just how you feel, but im just saying, that what he does doesn't affect me.
Ive always considered him a little wacko to begin with so none of this is surprising to me or shocking.
I hope Most haunted is on tonight...
I wondered that myself kapunua.
I don't know about that. Someone once said that they were doing this to see who could be the most outrages.
Because i want to be here?
I dont see a sign that says
"Only for people who want to discuss Gerards life."
Psshtt, Im not in a good mood so please dont bother to argue with me.
Im here because i want to be here and discuss the band, because thats all i care about.
Problem?
Evening Mayo!
Just throwing something out there, crazy thoughts, forgive me if i'm wrong!
Did you walk away when you were needed most? Were you so desperately afraid, so unable to deal with the situation?
At the time when you should have (privately) been making declarations of love and support did you bail out 'cos it was less painful and easier not to deal with it; shut it out.
Does this eat away at you, keep you awake at night? The terrors! Does your guilt consume you?
Do you feel ashamed that someone else is providing the support you couldn't?
Do you seek to bury that pain, yet also seek to prove to yourself and the world that you can provide love and support?
Many have done the same in similar situations; we aren't always able to deal with things the way we feel we should.
I can't offer any words; just good wishes and support!
If I am speaking out of turn, forgive me!
We have no problem with what you are saying we are just showing the other side. It is nice to debate someone with out them calling you a hater or telling you you shouldn't talk about that because Gerard is so great and why have you lost faith in him.
evening all!
don't know how long i'll be here for but anyway hello!
hows the headache sdock??
hey faraways,
my head still hurts like hell....
thanks for asking
Gel, I've seen many of your posts here. A lot of the time you don't necessarily see why we discuss Gerard's personal life so often or talk about theories or have debates and such.
The fact is, 90% of the discussion here revolves around such topics.
Perhaps you should find another place to talk about the band if you don't like what we have to say.
Hello DG and FASC
actually i've got a bit of one now, nothing like yours i'm sure. its 21.21 here and i'm gonna try a glass of wine. i think i need to relax!
It seems that whenever someone condridicts what you people say, you'll jump down their throat.
Im not like one of those anons who comes in here screaming, GO DIE!! OMGzzz, lKe TTotallyy! I never thought of Gerard as the most gorgeous, greatest human on earth.
He's just, uhh, Gerard to me.
Perhaps i dont care what he does in his life, but i like seeing what people have to say on what goes on in their life, whether i disagree or agree.
Hello CTV
gel said...
Because i want to be here?
Why? What's here for you? I'm curious. You could discuss the band anywhere, yet you chose this place.
I dont see a sign that says
"Only for people who want to discuss Gerards life."
Surely not; we discuss a lot of things here, mostly ourselves and each other--unless Gerard's done some other irretrievably stupid (again) that we all try to call him on. So really I'm just wondering what your motive is.
Psshtt, Im not in a good mood so please dont bother to argue with me.
Pssshtt, I honestly don't care what kind of mood you're in. What are you going ot do, internet-yell at me? Get over yourself.
Im here because i want to be here and discuss the band, because thats all i care about.
Problem?
Just curiosity, like I said. And please, cut the "I'm so tough" act. It's so silly when you do that in text.
Rofl, okay whatever, sorry your guys little club of hating Gerard is ruined by my comments. but if i really am breaking apart whatever you people are trying to start, the fine i'll leave.
P.S- i never said i disagreed with anyone, and i never said i agreed either. Im neutral, but oh well, i guess that pisses you people off to.
Hi DG, Faraway, sdock10.
Sorry to hear about all the headaches. I might get one too soon. Someone round the corner is having a halloween party and the music keeps getting louder. I think the music is in the garden rather than the house, it is V loud.
Hello, marthajones. Happy Halloween.
Hi guys...how is everyone?
Kapunua, you are amazing! The only person who doesn't look at a photo of you and see something beautiful is you!
Go get your gorgeous man.......does he have a brother????
PPU, could you please leave S alone, thanks!
Shit we are getting all tenses in here again. We need a new topic. Cause we can't count on Mayo to come and change the topic. God only knows how long s/he will take to post the next blog.
Sorry, forgot to say hello to CTV and kapunua.
sorry your guys little club of hating Gerard is ruined by my comments.
Please don't. You're starting to sound like someone off INO or BN.
I thought you were better than that.
Hello Miss T. How are you, love?
Hello to you too gel.
Let's agree to dissagree on some things. Let's not fight people.
hello to everyone also cos i'm not entirely sure who's here!
got me a large glass of wine! hurray!
I'm good CTV. How are you my fine friend?
Gel it doesn't piss us off and no we don't hate Gerard. We just don't think that he is perfect and can do no wrong you are more than welcome to stay. to discuss whatever you want but their will be a lot of Gerard talk here. that you may not like.
To the person called Gel,
I have been observing these blogs from their inception.
The person who initiated these morose scribblings is intimating he/she is a lead vocalist for a certain band.
The majority of the responses will relate to what has been posted, or what is going on (perhaps) in this person's head or life.
So I do suggest you tolerate the subject matter, no matter what is being discussed.
And you are most welcome to contradict all you like. Only do not expect most to agree with you.
Thank you. And hello to all.
yeh no fighting please. we are above that!!
if i frown my head will hurt more too!
sdock's might explode!
i don't hate gerard by the way gel. i just question some things he does, as we all do.
Well you people are making it seem that way.
I tried not to say it, but lately it feels like that.
Perhaps acceptance and maybe no one would have to say you guys are forming a hate club?
And i do agree with you guys on the most part.
Like kapuna, yeah i couldnt get through that interview either. Someone overdosed on their happy pills that day
Hello back atcha anon.
I'm fine.
:)
Yeah, and I had to a few rounds with PPU today on top of my bad headache.
Hey Anon, Gel, MissT, DG, K, and anyone else I might've missed!
I think that it is hard to tell the tone someone is using thought the web so we are having a lot of miss understandings.
To be honest Frank is not my favorite Gerard is. But Frank is so much more playful that I have fun with him. Gerard especial lately just hasn't been the same for me. So I say what I feel when it comes to him and right now it is all negative. I expected more from him and I have been disappointed. Yes I still think there are good people out there who aren't full of shit so when they let me down in some way it hits me hard. So its not hate its disappointment.
Same for me MJ. You've said it all.
my daughters went to a halloween party tonight and had a blast! celebrating halloween is reasonably new here in england. well not new but not like the usa.
i don't think i ever really celebrated it as a kid. bon fire night (guy fawkes) definitely but i think that is an english thing cos of the history.
Long as we're being honest...Gerard is the one that I am drawn to as well. I love em all. They are all my boys, but Gerard...I relate to him. All of him...the good, the bad, the ugly, the nasty, the sad, the happy, the confusing, the foolish...ALL of it.
Thank you Miss t
Morning everyone!
wow just caught up,
poor Bob ! I hope he's ok.
As for playing with a broken wrist, really depends how badly broken, plus there are some great anaesthetic sprays etc, on the market, and he did get a 3rd degree burn treated in a hotel room ( and we know how that ended up!)
Shame they can't be a bit more like Pete Wentz, breaks his ankle and posts pictures of it in a blog!
I hope he plays Aust., but if not Get better soon!
As far as Gerard and LynZ at the concert- TOTALLY UNPROFESSIONAL!!!!
for goodness sake get over it you stupid man!!
Plus I don't think a bassist would be able to cancel a show, I suspect it was either ticket sales or the venue ( or a censorship panel haha, ooh or they lost their backing CD's hehehe)
I thought in England they had guy fox day. Well that is what I heard.
S and MJ. Me too, completely agree with what you both said.
You guys have fun. I'm off for now...(actually, I'm always off in the head but..) Don't have too much fun without me. I probably won't be able to get back on when I get home because of my dialup but come hang with me in the discuss blog if you'd like.
You guys be super sweet!
Love,
S
Maybe Jimmy lost his voice or God struck him down with a biblical case of VD.
same for me also marthajones. gerard is def my favourite. but frankie just seems so nice and thoughtful and hell normal. what did some one say about him once.......erm.....thinking........was it gerard on frank something like frank is such a true friend, he'd help you bury the body.
not many people have friends like that, not really in all honesty. i have one definitely, but i'm not sure if i have any others. that one friend i love to absolute bits.
I could never be drawn to Gerard, i dont know why. Probably because before i liked this band, i used to think he was a complete freak.
Perhaps Bob is who i can relate to the most
So what was that ergoproxy about Lyn-z being at the show? 0_o
Hello Ep and later sd10. By the way love what you said Ep.
bye sdock.
VD?
Please god let that not be Verbal Diarrhoea!
Hi Egro, I agree with you there.
How are you?
Aw bless MJ, it is guy fawkes. We burn him on bonfire night (NOV 5th). This was the date they skuppered his plot to blow up parliament many years ago.
gel
From a review of last nights show on buzznet:
Lindsey was watching him and while he was on stage..he was waving her and she looked very happy:o) You'd have to see that....hehe....We also sang Happy Birthday to Frankie what was really great!!!!
am not sure but I couldn't see Bobo:( I think it wasn't him who played:( so he is still sicky! We've made a lots of awesome pics but security made us to delete all the MCR pics:( but still we got awesome shots and vids of MSI :)
Before Gerard started to sing "Cancer" he went to Lindsey and kissed her.......It was awesome. These guys are really so in love that it makes your heart jump:-)
Also Gee and Lindsey are having a day off in Vienna today! :o) Lindsey is very scared btw...:( since she married Gerard many kids are haunting her like the crew told me:
missT posted it
MarthaJones said...
Maybe Jimmy lost his voice or God struck him down with a biblical case of VD.
Now it's my turn to say, "It's too bad I'm such an ethical witch." ;D
Wouldn't mind a go at him with my fists, though.
Its just something about Frank that draws out your dirtiness. and playfulness. I love Gerard but i really want to smack him upside his head most of the time or just hug him and tell him it will all be okay just be yourself and screw anyone who doesn't like you. But mostly I want to smack him.
See ya later sdock 10. I hope the headache gets better.
hi ergo good to see ya, only i can't see you!
martha its guy fawkes (not fox, but i totally get where you would have got that with accents etc). he was a guy that tried to blow up the houses of parliament on 5th nov 1605 but got caught! we celebrate shit like that!
Kissed her? I didnt hear that one.
I only heard the one where he waved at her, and that i can deal with.
Are you sure this is true? Becuase i dunno, you dont just walk up to someone and kiss them. Eh, okay now
Business and personal life are two separate entities, you must remember that Gerard.
Tsktsk
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