I love watching her delicate hands as they fumble to open my belt buckle. You can bet I never go without one when I am with her. During those few moments just before she opens my pants, I can hardly breathe. It is like that every time. She looks up towards me, her eyes are warm and giving. They tell me everything that I need to know. I feel love in her eyes. Yet, in this moment she seems so fragile, as if she needs my approval before she begins her rapture on me. It is that way this night, and each night I have the privilege of her attention.
p.s. conversation prompted the fire I'm out on a limb; x-rated in an alternate universe.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1601 – 1800 of 1956 Newer› Newest»mustardisbetter, what you wrote @ 2:59 was beautifully put, and it broke my heart a little, too.
i think that's one of the reasons we're all drawn here to this blog, and this band, because we all relate so much to that feeling of being the one on the outside. we all have that inside us, i'm guessing.
Elena,
Cry if you feel like you need to cry. I did that just this morning. I had to hold back just a little because it could have ended up being one of those heaving cries where you almost puke. We relate to each other so well because we are each other. And believe us when we say we know exactly how you feel because it's the truth.
If you ever need someone to talk to, come find me. I'm here for you.
Elena:
Don't feel like you can't share your true feelings here. Don't feel like an idiot. That's why we're here, because we can freely express how we feel.
I think most of us were probably attracted to this band and their music because we related. They were outsiders and they said that it's okay for us to be messed up, to not fit in, to not be cool. They were all of that and probably more. I'm okay with not being okay for right now. I have faith, though it's not there all the time and shows up when I don't expect it to, that my life will get better. As of now, it sucks hard. But I can only hope that it will gradually become something I've always dreamed of. It's okay to not be okay. I'm not okay. Probably a lot of the posters here are not okay in some shape or form, but it's okay. We'll all work on ourselves with each other. We can only get stronger. Don't worry, we're all here for you.
i we don't have a group hug, i'm going to be incredibly disappointed.
:)
Elena,I'm never good at giving good advice or trying to make someone feel better but you shouldn't feel like an idiot.At least now you know all of us are here for you and have felt the same way.
Group hug
GROUP HUG!!!!!!!
*HUG!*
*squishes everyone*
^___________^
Thanks you guys. I don't know if that's the actual case or not, but I know how I feel. I never felt, and sometimes still feel this way, that I mattered to anyone. I was just alone inside my head and no one understood me and no one would ever understand me. All I had was myself and there wasn't anyone to walk by my side and go through life with me. I know that feeling. We've all seen how honest Gerard can be when he wants to (i.e. those lyrics you listen to). I can see that scared, lonely little boy in those lyrics, and I can see it in that quote he gave RS. But that doesn't mean that's actually the truth. That's just what I see.
Just like MIB was discussing. I am so far away from being okay that I scare myself sometimes. But I am trying to recognize that and accept and realize that I am not by myself. And some days I like the fact that I'm a little off center. That I look at things differently from everyone else. I appreciate all that I've been through because regardless of how fucked up it was, it has made me who I am today. And maybe I can help others just by listening or writing something. That's pretty amazing.
Dang I amlost missed the group hug because of DIAL UP!!!!!!!!!!! arrrggh
Stupid computer takes FOREVER!!!
*BIGGEST EFFIN' GROUP HUG YOU'VE EVER HAD!!!!*
I am so far away from being okay that I scare myself sometimes.
That's the story of my life=]
I don't think that anyone is truly 100% okay.
I love group hugs. Again, thanks to all of you.
I think it is the story of all our lives.
you can't miss the group hug just because of dial-up because the group hug is
e-t-e-r-n-a-l!!!!!!
OMG this blog is turning into a group therapy session. It is both comforting and a little pathetic. Sorry girls not trying start any flames. Just an observation. *Hands tissue box around circle*
p.
Oh,I'm hugging all of you so hard!
(hope that doesn't sound dirty,haha)
you can't miss the group hug just because of dial-up because the group hug is
e-t-e-r-n-a-l!!!!!!
That brought a smile to my face=]
I love group hugs. Again, thanks to all of you.
Hugs fix everything=] Seriously. I think that when you hug someone, it's like knowing that someone cares=]
What is up with this week all these tension going on and the unicorns. My god. We need to have a party or something.
elena, if you want someone else to write to, feel free to email me anytime, ok? :)
Off topic: ss, if you're lurking, how did the Leathermouth show go last night?
Swearing fixes all too. Goddamnmotherfuckingshitheadunicorns.
Best therapy I've ever had and considering I've never had any I'm not sure what that says.
I'm sure I'm clinically something....I've just never been diagnosed.
...so I ask you guys this? Do you want to take advice or listen to someone who may or may not be crazy?
Martha, I agree.. too much tension on Mayo's blog. Too much negativity. Stupid anon's trying to ruin everything.
Spill the details SS.
You know you're secretly wishing to write another story to tell us how it went. You could get on that, couldn't you? ;)
sdock, who better to give advice on being crazy than an expert? (i kid!) :D
MarthaJones said...
What is up with this week all these tension going on and the unicorns.
i agree martha. i'm hoping our blogmaster will give us a happier post this next time, this one seems to have put everyone on edge.
(no offense, mayo!)
Ooooh Martha, You said it. On top of being maybe clinically crazy, I have to worst gutter mouth.....and the older I get the worse it gets.
cocksuckingmotherfuckingassholes
Ya'll crack me up!=]
Dirty words (thoughts) make the world go round. The y also make baby jebus laugh.
Yes SS, you know you can't hold it in forever.
You are just dieing to give us a story,then laugh as you watch us try to decyfer it for 6 hours.It had to have been just as fun for you than it was for us.
Tj I do hope the next post has a lighter mood.
Spill the details SS.
You know you're secretly wishing to write another story to tell us how it went. You could get on that, couldn't you? ;)
Yes, ss, please do!
You know, there's a Frank Iero fan site I visit often for any Frank/MCR news, and they've mentioned absolutely nothing about the Leathermouth show. WTF?
Hmmm... maybe he didn't leave them a little story to decipher?
*is very bad*
Haha! Quite possible.
Or he did, and they completely missed it :/
I still want to know has anyone heard anything about SS's story outside of here. We know that there are a lot of lurkers So you think it would have gotten out. Not that I want it to i'm just saying I find that odd.
^I haven't been on Buzznet or INO or any other MCR forums lately, so I don't know.
I'm just going to be happy that it didn't. I haven't heard anything so I'm only assuming,but I'm glad it hasn't.
Hey, do you think this is from the Leathermouth show?
http://www.buzznet.com/tags/mychemicalromance/photos/?id=26020851
Yes it is.
I don't know the fact that no word of it has gotten out kind of scares me. Like this is the calm before the storm.
Yeah, I don't know either Martha. The "observers" would probably chock it up to a load of bull. They probably wouldn't have thought twice about what we were doing here, trying to find the hidden meaning.
Be back later!
Talk to you later mustard.
wow, 1644 comments, time for a new blog Mayo my man! Hi everyone *waves like a loony*
Hi, anonymeese!
Hi meese and later mib.
My cat is back. I went to answer the phone and when i turned around there he was. That little butt head.
hi RW *hugs* fill me in baby!
hi RW *hugs* fill me in baby!
Oh, good lord, I'm not sure what's been going on! I've been popping in and out all afternoon. We had been wondring about the Leathermouth show, but aside from a few pics there hasn't been any news.
MJ, I am going to change my name to meese as I kinda like it and everyone else has a nickname! One of these days I will sign up for a blog of my own, one step at a time though hey? ;D
Meese!! Hi!
I haven't seen you in awhile,how have you been?
hey there, anonymeese! ^.^
Glad your cat is back martha.
COME ON, where is Kapunua!! DAMMIT where are you. you updated you're blog I know you're around. Comment or something.
OMG of course! I knew about that but then sort of forgot about it! So we don't know what happened? I kept my list of bands that SS hinted would be playing, do we know if he got them right? (I won't be at all surprised if he did!)
Entropy! TJ! I was here yesterday but there was no-one here. Srsly, no-one answered me, I think I stayed for half an hour then left!
Hey I jus tnoticed soemthing. No I am not the mad angry anons from before. When Kapuna wrote that thing to May about it not fitting on his neck and then an anon said and I quote.... I was waiting for that my dear. Was that Mayo? Only because K is always saying "my dear" to Mayo it seemed like it was. Did Mayo pay us a visit and no one knew. And why isn't K commenting anymore????
Thank you. Entropy. He isn't very bright so I worry about him.
K I like your pictures and that one of Adam Lazarra.... I agree is HOT!! LOL you made me laugh with your comments on it. I love TBS, make a comment here and we can talk about them again. You were funny. Come bacn and comment again??!!!
Aw, yeah it gets slow around here alot now.
I won't be at all surprised either:)
I don't like it when people disappear from blogland. Where is Kapunua and where is SS? I hope Gerard was there to see Frank's first ever Leathermouth gig otherwise I think Frank would be bummed.
Martha,
I'm so glad your kitty cat returned. YAY!
Mayo may have showed up we don't know sometimes he lets us know sometimes he doesn't. As for K I have no idea where she could be. Maybe she is having a porn marathon.
I think Frank would be bummed too,hell I'll be bummed.Especially since I've read about how Frank and Jamia were at Gerard's first signing for TUA.
Thank you Sdock10, but now he is all mad at me.
If "K" (easier than writing your whole name)!! ^___^ is having a porn marathon I WANT IN ON IT. She's got GOOD taste. K if you're reading this, I read your LJ sometimes and I always like it. Thank you for that pic of Adam, I wonder if I can find it without your comments on it. Not that they weren't funny but GOD. That picture. ^_______^ Can you post a link to the original by any chance?
ANyway..... K, if you are reading this..... come back, BB! ^___^
meese, it does get pretty slow here sometimes -- i swear i heard crickets in here last night! lol
about the leathermought show, i heard that there's pics and info over at the s//c board, but you have to be a member to access it.
(btw i love my new nickname 'cause it's the nickname we always use for my favorite president, thos. jefferson. *is a geek*)
wow, "leathermought". that's some typo.
sorry, frank. :/
MIB and MJ, I just read your comments about SS's story and never even thought about whether it spread around other places. Do you remember the mocking anon that said something about us finding clues and taking 10 hours to figure out someone was taking the piss! haha! Anon's from other sites probably didn't pay any attention as they must have thought we were just wasting our time! The way I see it, SS wrote that story specially for us and if he wanted it plastered everywhere he would have just posted it at other sites. I kinda like how he is low key like that, it's very attractive actually and makes me feel all speshul.
Martha glad your cat is back. Don't you just hate it when they act mad at you? Like it's all your fault for whatever stupid thing they've done.
Elena, I know exactly what you mean, my cat punishes me by witholding purring.
TJ, leathermought haha
Meese,I thought everyone would make fun of me for saying how I want that story all to us and it makes me feel special that it is.
Elena yes I do. and thank you,
I had thought for sure that the following day after SS's story we were going to have a but load of new people here. I'm glad we didn't.
toujours said...
oh my, it's quite messy in here...well, i'll just tidy up a bit...
...lotsa cupcake wrappers...
...one shoe? how do you lose just one shoes?
*tcha*
an anon is passed out behind the couch. really.
...ooh, pity about that lamp...
that should do it.
good night, mayo. ^.^
October 21, 2007 3:44 AM
jey tj. i read you comment about you tiding up after the party. well that was my highlight of the week. i could not stop laughing especially when you said about the anon passed out behind the couch. lol
Fs you don't lose one shoe you find a shoe.
I agree entropy. It still amazes me that he came up with the idea to do that though, I bet it was cos he was so excited about his first gig. It was just so much frickin fun to solve!
i just read this review of the leathermouth show. i doesn't look like gerard was there. http://tractable.livejournal.com/15783.html
oh fimble, it was such a mess in here, you have no idea.
*hehehehehehe* ^.^
How in the hell did I miss the post about Tj cleaning up the place. I need more caffeine.I Remember the part about cleaning up but the shoe and the anon behind the couch. I can't recall.
Mayo,
Come out, come out wherever you are.....let us see you.
I was just over at the S//C boards and didn't see anything.
just an announcement that they want all good pictures sent to them.
And that Frank was overwhelmed from all the promoting and people that attended.
That made me so happy:)
marco
Somewhere far far away Mayo replies polo
that's okay martha -- it was really late and i think everyone was gone.
i know you would've helped if you had been here. ^.^
If Gerard didn't go to Frank's gig he needs a tin of whoop ass opened on him.
I guess we now know why that anon was so ill temper earlier. it mus be hell sleeping behind a couch.
MJ you crack me up!
is that what it was, entropy? i remembered a link from over at lj, but i couldn't remember exactly what it was for.
*oops*
Bh13 If you are out there what do you think of this blog?
I think so too elena, I think more than just one can, we can all open one each.
I WANT TO KNOW IF SS WAS RIGHT ABOUT THE OTHER BANDS DAMMIT SORRY FOR SHOUTING BUT IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME...and breathe...
I have my moments. to few and far between for my liking. Glad it cracked you up.
Mayo,
Have you ever done something that you told yourself you weren't going to do? That you knew you didn't need to do? And then for no good reason, you went ahead and did it anyway. Fuck, why? Why did I do it? There was no purpose in it at all. It didn't make me feel better. Quite the opposite actually...and now I feel disgusted with myself. Repeat and repeat...same stupid shit. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm lying again....to myself. The only honest thing I can say right now is that I wanted to do it. And that was my reason....my only reason.
Ever happen to you?
Does anyone have LJ?
maybe we can ask that girl that wrote that review,she seemed pretty into all the other bands.
Has anyone thought of going over to K's blog and just asking her. I would but I kind've...... am a little intimidated. the way she like flattens Mayo on all his blog posts. The poetry thing she did with him.... I think she's so funny but... Meep! Maybe I will make an anonymous comment to her??? Or not??
I want SS to come back, too!
meese, do you need a brown paper bag for your hyperventalation problem?
*pets meese*
Bring out the big bright and hot light, shinning it in Sdock10's face.
Confess
I can't get my Lj to work. I can't even figure out how to sent someone a message. Don't be scared of K. She's cool and if you bring here porn she will dance at your wedding.
I've sat on the fence throughout most of this. I can't explain why but I am drawn to SS, there is just something that 'feels' inherently good about him. I remember his blogs before they were deleted and they really moved me. But it was his story that grabbed me by the throat and shook me up. I hadn't really dared to believe until that point of understanding what he had actually done by writing that story. I'm going to come out and say it. If it turns out he knew stuff in advance then I think that was his way of proving his identity.
Ooh MJ, the act itself is not important. I'm just interested in the reasons why we do what we do and how we lie to others and ourselves about it. And it's like this pattern of behavior that is hard to break. The act doesn't necessarily stay the same but the deception does.
TJ a brown paper bag would be lovely right about now. If you could make sure it has a doughnut in it that I will have to eat first before using aforementioned paper bag that would be super!
Spin. Spin. Sugar.
Turns off the light Alright than.
hahaha meese the best kind of bags !
Hi everyone.
I miss all the fun :(
*runs to hug everyone*
phew, that was hard
SS knows something,it's too coincidental
Spin spin sugar right back at you.
Well, I come back from out of town and it's just all gone crackers. Not just me, huh?
I asked J. to post the following for me last night:
He floats above me ghostly
Always knowing exactly how to fall
Respect and trust
Love and lust
Recipe for forever and ever all
Sometimes left with bruises, scratches,and bites
Sometimes whispery kisses barely touching skin
To KNOW is only part
To UNDERSTAND is a fulfilled heart
Never searching, never again
Post Scriptum: Tales from a dreaming reality.
Whiiccchhh earned this comment:
Anonymous said...
Yeah, you two are not fangirls at all. Writing poems for Gerard, telling him to come stay with you (LOL!! OMG please) and your sexual comments towards Frank. You are really just two fans with fangirl crushes. It's funny though.
October 20, 2007 11:27 PM
I think the point was actually missed. I did say the poem was FOR Mayo and/or Gerard; I never said it was ABOUT him. (I understand J. and my fellow bloggers gave you the two finger punk salute, so I will not go into that. Thanks, my friends.)
I took the conversation about Mayo's blog possibly being about his IDEAL fantasy and expanded on that. My writing was about what would make my ideal lover. I would have to have all of the elements described.
I have known men who came close to this, but never completely.
Now, not having intimate carnal knowledge of Mr. Way, I have no idea if he would fit such a bill. I fully admit I wouldn't mind finding out, but I have no clue if it would be a "Ride-'em-cowboy, night-at-the-rodeo" or a "I-want-my-quarter-back,the-pony-ride-never-turned-on."
Same with J. and Mr. Iero. She has no idea if it would be "Worth-the-wait-for-the-ride-on-Space-Mountain", or "Damn, all-that-time-for-a-few-minutes-on-the Teacups!"
A great scene from one of my favorite programs kinda sums it up:
R."You can't ride a horse, you don't know how!"
H."We don't know that, I've never tried. There's every chance I might ride beautifully."
Just saying you never know who is going to be your ideal. I would never consider myself a groupie or starfucker, because I don't think ANYONE should be placed on the "STAR" pedestal. We are all equal, no matter if we grace the cover of magazines or our parents' photo albums.
I could not give two flying fucks if the man I love is a singer, a CEO, a zookeeper or a janitor. I have been IN love one time in my life, and that ended badly. But I don't hold any ill will toward him. You just have to keep your eyes, arms and heart open but still keep a fine net stretched across them.
SO, bottom line, IN LOVE with Gerard and willing to compromise myself for one moment of time-No.
Feeling love for a person who seems to be much more complex, intelligent and loving than people give him credit for-Yes.
And I don't mean that in a "he can do no wrong" way. The man has faults, problems, and a knack for fucking up on a ROYAL level. But, Hell, we all know people like that, yes, even ourselves.
And as for the other Anon comment about "sexually frustrated", see J's answer. Let's just say that is one HAPPY 23 year old. So yeah, we kinda have our own fanboy. (Sometimes all you want is a dick that you can send home at the end of the night.) :)
To all my fellow fan women (ooh, yes, I used the word..) who defended me and J., Thank you, from the bottom of my crazed, warped little heart.
L.
Hello Egro!
I have been reading back through the comments. It seems that m is actually SS?
ok, i went over to my lj and put in a question about the bands. i'll check back in a bit to see if there's an answer.
oh, and i stopped at dunkin' donuts on my way back.
*hands bag to meese*
:)
feeling dizzy
Sdock @ 5.00
You have officially transported yourself into his mindset.
Why the deceptions?
Can we ever accept who we are?
Can we ever face the tragic errors of our past and their consequences?.
Can we ever get over the pain of being hurt and wanting to pay it back tenfold?
*meese shaped cloud of dust appears as bag is snatched from TJ and doughnuts devoured*
Thanks toujours for asking for us:)
I don't think m is SS, I don't even remember that conversation going on,lol.
I did wonder why SS would sign as m *scratches head*
I think BC thought SS was sending her anonymous comments as well. My eyes hurt from trying to catch up with all the comments.
I am I in his mindset or is he in mine...or do we all share the same?
I know that I am most puzzled by my own behavior. Uncomfotable, anxious, sometimes lazy, dare I use the word "complacent"....I just relate.
and that spin, spin, sugar is the spin I put on my version of the truth
well gotta go for a while, school run, gym and there's a grocery store opening and I wanna see if there are any freebies !!
Have fun, oh and I read the party but that was the time of night I have all the dinner stuff to do, and then, well, unless something extra ordinarily exciting is going on we tend to go to bed.;)
plus I don't function well without sleep ( unlike a lot of you seem to !)and my dreams are always very entertaining.
back later
*meese shaped cloud of dust appears as bag is snatched from TJ and doughnuts devoured*
lol
to l. -- i have to say, you and j. have always made the most clear-headed and sensible comments on here, and i applaud you guys for it. you got extra doses of common sense at birth, didn't you? ;)
sdock10 I love the way you think about things. You are eloquant and what you say is always so deep and meaningful unlike what goes on inside my head *cue tumbleweed and circus music*
sdock10
Or are we all just the fevered imaginings of some greater being?
Talk to you later Ergo!
HAHAHAH
Watch the tumble weed in meese head go by.
original punks hello! I don't think we have ever spoken but I have seen your comments. It is clear you both have met the band etc and obviously seemed to hit it off with them, can I please ask what it is that makes you feel sure mayo and ss are who we think? Is it something they have said etc. I'm probably not making much sense, I hope you understand what I mean.
People rambling to make their essence of mind sound deep--is in the meaning of pure absurdity aside silly 'absolution'.
'Come forth, come forth'
Woe is woe.
Pity.
meese, you are so funny.
( I keep picturing Looney Tunes mice)
Meese:
That conversation being held about the possibility of 'm' being SS was talked about in BC's blog. I'm the one that brought it up because 'm' posted a comment directed at BC and within it, they misspelled the word "don't". 'm' left out the apostrophe (SS posted here once, left the apostrophe out of "don't", ergoproxy I believe corrected him because of the discussion about the INO Anon letter). I put a disclaimer in BC's blog saying that I had no proof that 'm' was SS, that 'm' could have just accidentally misspelled the word.
I think, after some thought, we're dealing with two different people.
We all weave our own truths
Some are just too sickeningly sweet to be palatable.
meese,
I appreciate that, but sometimes I wish I could turn that shit off. Even when I try to sleep, I'm always thinking. Always questioning. It can really drag me down. And I'm frustrated with no one but myself.
aw..thanks EP...you can have a doughnut...no, not that one..this one cos I've already sucked the jam out of that one! XD
No wonder Rocky Horror didn't have it's usual cast.
Thank you mustard for clearing that up.
I knew I didn't remember the conversation,lol.
Toujours-
Thank you! Don't know about the common sense, but we got extra something...:)
Meese-
We don't know for sure who they are, but part of it is just the way they write. Part of it's a gut feeling. We have met them, briefly, but ultimately, we are going on women's intuition.
Thanks!
L.
I'm everyone - I feel used,
I'm everyone - I need you,
I'm everyone - hang your label on me,
I'm everyone - Paint it black and white and easy,
I'm everyone - Sticks in me,
I'm everyone - Sticks with me,
I want perfection - I'm real need,
I've seen attention - See through me,
Call on me - Spin spin sugar
Crawl on me - Spin spin sugar
Stinks on me - Spin spin sugar
Twists for me - Spin spin sugar
Hello L how are you.
MIB!!!! Thank you for explaining about m, I still don't understand the other talk though. The anon message about everything will be ok in the end etc. That sounded like it could have been SS posting to BC as an anon.
"K" come back. And spin, spin.
If Gerard didn't go to Frank's gig he needs a tin of whoop ass opened on him.
It just occurred to me: maybe Gerard didn't go because he didn't want all the hype surrounding him right now to overshadow Frank's first Leathermouth show.
Just a thought. Do you think Gerard would be that thoughtful, or do you think he was just too into touring with his new wife to really care?
Definitely the weave part...we twist and turn and shape it until we convince everyone and almost convince ourselves. Close...almost believed my own bullshit.
Sweet? I'm not sure. Only if you life about the motives behind telling the truth.
thanks L! I'm still waiting to find about the bands from SS's story. Only someone closely linked to that gig would be able to tell us the unknown/unadvertised bands in advance. And it's extremely unlikely that a stagehand has been posing as SS for weeks now, I think I'm also going to go with my gut.
I would like to think that he showed up or a least called him.
Contradiction Mayo?
Or really duplicity?
Good evening Mayo, I cannot stay.
Re- read and re- assessed.
Could it be ?
Words from mouths of others leads my mind to greater musings.
This universe is fun is it not, but reality beckons.
Not a night for my usual light hearted ramblings, my heart is not in it.
Tomorrow is another day.
TTFN
marthajones-
Completely crackers.
Just came back from 4 days of family fun.
But as the saying goes, "I'm insane, but apparently it's one of the good kinds."
J is here too. She says HI!
L.
TTFN GS
Meese:
This is what I brought up to BC.
Some of the postings by 'm' have sounded similar to things SS would say as an anon (but we knew was SS because he told us his location). The "Keep the faith alive...look out for each other...you've got a good place here...kindred souls...etc" stuff. Some of the things 'm' has stated kind of sound like that, but I also know 'm' has stated that he/she is only themselves, that they didn't come here for validation. So, I don't know. It just made me think that with the way 'm' wrote (leaving the apostrophe out) and the things they had to say, they were similar to SS.
But let me reiterate that I do not know. I think I just kind of got caught up in the missing apostrophe ;)
Hi J how are my fellow fan women today.
Kapunua, I belive, has a family to-do going on this weekend, so she's probably too busy to pop on right now. I'm sure she'll be back, though.
I would like to think that he showed up or a least called him.
Only if the wife let him.
I think m may have been watching us for a while, didn't really have anything to say about this whole Mayo thing but grew fond of us the way SS did. We gave them both a nice warm fuzzy feeling in their hearts and they just wanted to let us know.
Hi everyone, I'm back, but only for a very short time.
So much to read, i really have to set down when i get back and read all i have missed.
Sdock10 we should have a nice long talk, you sound so down on yourself today, we love ya!
Have faith, SS will post trust me.
PJ
Well Gee can just whip out his side kick and show Frank some love.
Wink wink nudge nudge
Duplicity. Lies. Not contradiction.
Spin. Spin. Sugar.
Hi and bye! Just a quickie before I go to bed.
I hope you are all well.
Hey you guys, wanna hear a funny story?
My mum has a friend in her 80's. She rang mum the other day and said "Sue, do you know what a lesbian is"?
My mum said "of course I do, do you".
She said "Well, I thought I did but I've been reading this romance novel and the things these women have been doing is shocking".
My mum said "what did you think a lesbian was".
She said, and you can't make it up..................................................
"I thought it was a football team".
Bless her.
Are you ready for REAL intimacy?
*heart & soul*
Spin. Spin. Sugar.
Every time I read that I think of cotton candy. Spin. Sugar.
Not that i know he will post, just he has a way of writing so we know it is him, even if its anonymous.
And i do not think he will pass up a chance to tell about the concert.
PJ
A football team. What kind of romance novel is she reading?
It just occurred to me: maybe Gerard didn't go because he didn't want all the hype surrounding him right now to overshadow Frank's first Leathermouth show.
You know, I never thought about that,thanks for bringing that up.
But then I go straight into thinking about Gerard's TUA,again.
Gerard wanted that seperate yet the whole band was there, Frank even standing in line for an autograph.
I don't know anymore.
HAHA! martha!
Every time I read spin spin sugar I think of the Sneaker pimps
Every time I hear the word "spin" I think of Adam Lazzara. I want K to come back too so we can discuss him. And that picture. ^_______^
hey, i just got back from lj and here's what i found out: aside from leathermouth and the color fred, the other bands were saves the day, new amsterdams, anathallo, and "a couple of small bands" (bet we know what they are, huh? *grin*)
and did you know there's an lj comm for leathermouth? cool, huh! so i put my question out there, too. i'll go back in a few and see if i can get the names of those other bands.
also, a little behind the flow, but:
resurrected wreck said...
It just occurred to me: maybe Gerard didn't go because he didn't want all the hype surrounding him right now to overshadow Frank's first Leathermouth show.
i like that idea very much, and it's now the one i'm officially subscribing to.
why?
'cause that's just the way i roll. ;)
I think I understand now, it was the anonymous ones that were posted to BC that confused me. Maybe it is SS, his words seem reassuring like SS. I have no clue who m is at all :S
Bleeding Chaos said...
Here are the comments....
Anonymous said...
Everything will sort itself out in the end.
Have no fear.
October 20, 2007 8:04 PM
Anonymous said...
Your integrity in searching is admirable. All the answers you seek sit clearly in eye's sight but your mind strays off, distantly blurred and distorted.
October 19, 2007 1:53 PM
Anonymous said...
The simplest of words will always be twisted and turned into something that they are not or meant to be.
October 19, 2007 12:09 PM
That is just the shelterd life she has led mj ha!
I'm off to bed now.
sweet dreams everybody.
pj,
I'm just filled with emotions and questions about myself. I don't know.
anon,
That is a good question to ask myself...I know the answer.
Hey marthajones!
Hungry. J and I are leaving to get supper in a minute, but we will be back soon.
Goodnight misstottenham, and I loved that story. I'll give you one on my Mum, but shhh...
She went to the doc with a sinus infection and allergies and my sister called her after she got back to see what the doc said.
Mum told her she was feeling better, the doc gave her Viagra.
My sister asked her, "Mom, why on earth would he give you Viagra?"
My Mum thought a second and said, "Oh, wait, that's not it. It was ALLEGRA."
L.
OMG TJ *gets all excited* I can't wait to find out about the other bands. Thanks for asking the question for us! Bless SS for including the unknown bands in his story, he is such a sweetheart! *swoons*
Thanks again for asking toujours.
Intimacy? Hard thing when you don't even know yourself....when you don't even love yourself...when you can't look at yourself...I'm sure you could mistake close proximity for intimacy.
I shell return in 30 don't have to much fun with out me.
Contradiction - denial, inconsistent, discrepant
sugary, sweet (bitter) words Mayo
I've got to go for a while too. Got to make my weekly phone call to my mother before she panics and thinks something's happened to me :S
Back in a bit.
random thought: I bet Frank has a sore throat today :(
OK Sdock10, it is Sunday and I'm off the clock, but lay back and tell me all about it, maybe i can help, I'm all ears.
We are all different but the same in so many ways, our minds are our own world, a place no one but ourselves know about, your not a lone, different or crazy, i do understand what your talking about.
PJ
Spin another, sugar, so we'll all rejoin. Spin.
I had better trundle off to bed. I don't want to, I'd rather stay here but I have to get up early and it looks as if my cats have gone up to bed without me! :0
Don't post too many comments, the catching up is killing me!
Spin a web?
random thought: I bet Frank has a sore throat today :(
That is true,poor guy.
But he doesn't need his throught to type ;)
Goodnight Meese!
Hope to talk to you tomorrow.
hopped back over and still don't have an answer to my question, but i found pictures!
here:
http://community.livejournal.com/chemicalromance/2962008.html?page=2#comments
and, and, omg frank....
*brief fangirl coma*
he was wearing his homophobia is gay shirt! cool. XD
oh, and the pics are at the bottom of that page. just scroll down through the comments and you'll see the links. :)
I have to go now, huggs to eveyone!
Sdock10, leave me a clue on your blog, i will be back later tonight and check in.
PJ
yes, entropy, he has no excuse, he is just being lazy! talk to you all tomorrow! night night <3
New blog Mayo...STAT!
truth-lies, tales, fiction
hate-love, amour, attachment
enemies-friends, partners, escorts
Sugar rots your teeth
truth-lies, tales, fiction
hate-love, amour, attachment
enemies-friends, partners, escorts
Sugar rots your teeth
good night meese! good to see you!
have a good night's sleep!
:)
Mayo,
I sure would like to have your analysis here. Feel free to jump in with your diagnosis of me........MY HEAD is just filled with so much shit. I like to think I'm a good person, but am I truly the best person I could be?
Not even close.
sdock10, pardon me for volunteering my two cents here, but being your best self isn't something you ever achieve -- because you can always be better, right?
but as long as being your best self is always what you're striving toward, then you're on the right path.
that's just the way i've always looked at it.
Yes, a new web, so that we can all be entangled again. All. Some of our number are missing. You know they are. So spin, sugar. Spin.
Yes, but I'm sure I hold back. I have a tendancy to coast right through any situation. Or as my mother would say do things "half-assed". Or taking the easy way out because I don't want to cause a ripple in my little lake of life.
The thought of being entangled in a web isn't so bad right now. To be caught is to be rendered helpless. To be rendered helpless means you don't have to move. If one does not have to move, one can sleep, dream.
Spin, spin sugar. Spin.
Ok there Sneaker Pimps...
What colors are YOUR reality today?
Passionate/enraged - red
Melancholic/electric- blue
Confused/creative- purple
Livejournal sucks when you are on dialup...must get high.....must get high...
speed
internet connection
disappointed/bored - brown
SDock10,
Hello, darling.
To cause change in your life means that things will then be unfamiliar. Unfamiliarity can be more terrifying than if Godzilla showed up to eat your rose bushes.
Perhaps something that may help would be to write both advantages and disadvantages to your current way of being. Don't just think of the way you live in a negative light. I'm sure there are positives to how you go about things, too.
Sdock you MUST get off dial up!!!
I'll be back in a little while.
(Hello everyone else! Yee, so happy to see you)
Right now, I feel very fiery blue. Not depressed blue. But, well, the 'electric' sort.
Very calm but simultaneously hyper. Aware....
Sparkle Wrath,
I like that a lot. I would love to sleep peacefully and dream without the aid of tylenol pm.
Anon,
What if I see all the colors? And they bleed together and I can't distinguish one from the other?
Contradiction, mio amore
3,2,1 GO. SPIN.
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