Thursday, October 18, 2007

And what follows will undeniably be written sharply...in haste.

I love watching her delicate hands as they fumble to open my belt buckle. You can bet I never go without one when I am with her. During those few moments just before she opens my pants, I can hardly breathe. It is like that every time. She looks up towards me, her eyes are warm and giving. They tell me everything that I need to know. I feel love in her eyes. Yet, in this moment she seems so fragile, as if she needs my approval before she begins her rapture on me. It is that way this night, and each night I have the privilege of her attention.

p.s. conversation prompted the fire I'm out on a limb; x-rated in an alternate universe.

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Anonymous said...

You create the web

Anonymous said...

Anon 6:41,

If you're pointing out my own contradiction, then you may need to save those fingers for someone else.

I am known as The Walking Contradiction (yes, it even warrants capitals).

I can tell I'm in a sassy mood, because the use of foreign language is getting me all giddy.

sdock10 said...

Sparkle Wrath,

Can one truthfully do that? Be honest enough to evaluate their own situation without swaying the results???

brb

toujours said...

sdock10 said...
Yes, but I'm sure I hold back. I have a tendancy to coast right through any situation. Or as my mother would say do things "half-assed". Or taking the easy way out because I don't want to cause a ripple in my little lake of life.


but none of that makes you a "bad" person. maybe a lazy one *grin* but not a bad one.
i mean, i'm like that myself -- the family joke is that our major genetic gift is the one of procrastination. lol
but in this taking the easy way through life, have you ever deliberately hurt someone? turned your back on someone because it was the easier thing to do? you sound like a compassionate person, so i'm willing to bet you haven't.

the things you don't like about yoursel are just weaknesses that can be turned into strengths.
it isn't easy, you may never get there, but at least you try, and that's so ever much more valuable. so many people don't even try.
just thinking about this stuff, just by asking yourself the questions you're asking, means you're trying.

oh dear. was i making an emapssioned speech at you? *embarrassed*

i hope you aren't feeling badgered... :)

toujours said...

oh, and btw, that mangled word at the end of my last comment?
yeah, that was supposed to be "empassioned".

the typo fairy struck again.

Anonymous said...

Sdock 10,

It sounds like you've gotten yourself into a tizzy.

I'm not going to tell you to take a deep breath or step back, because I know how hollow that sounds coming from anyone when one is in this state.

Consider, instead, how much richer you are living life than the average schmo who only sees one color at a time. Though it hurts and it sucks, when you come out the other side, you will glow a billion more shades of profound than most can even dream of beginning to comprehend.

Anonymous said...

Sensitive, sensitive

Anonymous said...

All the more sensitive to feel you with, my dear.

Anonymous said...

sdock10,

I'm going to say yes, it is possible. Once again, we're not talking about even enacting any possible change in behavior or self, just contemplating in a different light than normal.

Anonymous said...

I think I scare everyone off. Every time I begin talking on here, everyone goes away.

At the point in my life where I find it funny, but still.

At least I have you, anon! You're very cute.

Magic Pie said...

I'm still here! But as usual I don't have much to say and when I do say something, I get ignored. :P

Anonymous said...

Oh, no!

I won't ignore you!

Whatcha do today?

Magic Pie said...

It was my nephew's first birthday which was nice. Too many crazy kids were running around though so I have a bit of a head ache. But the food was delicious ;)

sdock10 said...

I love all this pshyco-analytical shit. I love it...it's like I'm trying to balance my own equation. But I'm having trouble figuring out my formula....hmmm.

Some of my problems lie in that I am so empathetic that I really think I pick up on other people's feelings and mistake them as my own. Like physically I can feel their emotions....is this even possible?

Or is this another piece of bullshit I've created in my head to make sense of my behaviors.....

Mayo, forgive me but I would like some input here.

Anonymous said...

sdock10,
Blind acceptance is a fool's game. A wise person questions everything, especially himself.

Anonymous said...

anon,

I'm spinning, spinning, spinning a web about myself and the aural pleasures coming through my speakers into a tiny little egg-shaped web about myself where inside I can still live a silly fantasy of hope that I will have a chance for redemption where siblings will be found where I can share this utter and complete joy with someone and they wouldn't run off in search of base simpler paths of apathy and ignorance.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everyone.

sdock10 said...

Magic Pie,

Did I ignore you? If I did, I am so sorry. I was lost in myself.....how selfish!

Anonymous said...

Sdock10,

I don't know how old you are, but I'm going to say yes, it is possible to act as a sponge for others' emotions.

I used to do it in highschool all the time till I met an older gentlewoman who taught me how to shield myself from others' energy like that.

Whether it's truly psychic in nature or just mindfucking yourself, I don't think it matters.

Also, you have to ask yourself. Do you secretly like being this empathic which is why you continue living this way.

I know that used to be my problem. Feeding off others is a terrible drug.

toujours said...

sdock10, the empathy thing is a real thing, unfortunately. are there times when you can "turn it off"? because that's the technique you'll want to strengthen so you can get your feet under you.

Anonymous said...

Yay, delicious food.

I like birthdays.

Anonymous said...

Was it traditional american fare, like hot dogs and pizza and cake?

elena said...

Magic pie - obviously you weren’t here earlier when I went on my rant about being overlooked and ignored. I know how you feel. But believe me the people here care. They gave me lots of support and hugs. Sometimes we just get overlooked.

sdock10 said...

long time dead,

But how do I know I'm giving honest answers to myself?

Hey MJ!

Anonymous said...

Salutations, Marthajones. I love that name, I don't know why. Something about it...

Anonymous said...

elena,

I see how it can suck plugging comments away in a place such as this and having no one respond.

However, it might be fun to pretend you're like a ranting schizo on a bus in such situations.

toujours said...

hello marthajones! :D

Anonymous said...

Sdock10,

Sometimes worrying so much about whether you're being honest with yourself can prevent you from even giving yourself the chance to find out what the truth really is....

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello again everyone. SW are you a DR. Who fan.

elena said...

Hey Martha, glad you're back

Magic Pie said...

Elena, I wasn't exactly being too serious. I know it's easy to get lost in this maze of constant comments.

Sparkle wrath, was that question about hotdogs and cake to me? If so, no it wasn't. I live in Canada but my parents are Portuguese so it was more like roasted potatoes, pork, caesar salad, lazagna, naan bread with 3 cheese dip, portuguese sweet rice...lots of different but yummy things!

resurrected wreck said...

I think I scare everyone off. Every time I begin talking on here, everyone goes away.

Strange, that. Because as soon as you started to talk, I logged back on.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry I didn't name you guys off individually but its hard to keep things and people straight in here.

Magic Pie said...

No worries, SDock. I know it happens!

Anonymous said...

Marthajones,

It took me a minute to read that sentence because I was reading it as:

SW, are you a DR.

(end sentence)

Who fan.

And I was like, I'm so ignorant, what's a DR.

And yes, I like the Who.

Than I realized, Oh!!!! Dr. Who fan!!!

I used to watch it all the time when I was little. Weird, I was thinking about wasting a couple evenings watching some episodes. Why?

Anonymous said...

magic pie,

yes I was speaking to you. And you're speaking my language, woman!!!

Mmm, salivating in a profuse, disgusting way.

sdock10 said...

Sparkle Wrath,

I'm 33.

You guys tell me how to turn it off, please. Or maybe turn it down a bit.

Mayo, Do you know?

Hey Elena,

I have everyone analyzing me, themselves, Mayo, and each other.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So what hvae I walked into now. Hello tj ,elena, rw, mp, sp and sdock10 I think that is everyone sorry if I left anyone out.

Anonymous said...

Sdock10,

This worked for me.

Practice it when you're alone first.

(If you're ever alone. Don't know if you have a family)

But, sitting in a place that makes you feel quiet and safe, imagine either white/purple light surrounding you. Nothing can penetrate that.

Or, if you have a more literalist mind, imagine a brick wall. But I never recommend that, because then you're blocking everything out altogether.

Magic Pie said...

hahaha yes it was all soooo tasty!

and I had to cap it off at the end with some pumpkin cheese cake and a Stella Artois. Very lovely indeed!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, mj :)

Anonymous said...

(I'm listening to this song called Stay by Shakespears Sister over and over. I'm not crazy, no, not at all....)

Magic Pie said...

Hey MJ!!!

Anonymous said...

magic pie, invite me to your next party. If there's any single males in the family let me know so I can marry them and then I'll have a legitimate reason to come.

I am in imaginary epicuriean heaven.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

That is where I got my name from DR who. Martha loved the DR but he couldn't see it or her, he was still hung up on Rose. sorry if I confused you.

resurrected wreck said...

Three more comments & we've topped the number of the last post.

Anonymous said...

tj ,elena, rw, mp, sp, sdock10 and mj, good evening!
How are we all?

Anonymous said...

No worries, Marthajones.

Thanks for the trivia. I love that kind of knowledge.

resurrected wreck said...

Did we ever find out who all the other bands were at the Leathermouth show last night?

And who was keeping a tally of the bands mentioned in ss's story. Meese, was that you?

Anonymous said...

Good evening, Star. I'm delightful, thanks for the inquiry.

Yourself?

Magic Pie said...

lol @ sparkle wrath! Unfortunately there are no single males as far as I know. I'm sorry :( But you can still come as my very special friend!

Anyway, I have to get going. My back is hurting from being on the comp tonight and I already spend 8 hours a day in front of one at work. Time to rest!

Have a good night everyone!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi star :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Shakespeare's Sister I remember them. I had that tape when it came out but it broke. I should see if I can find them again.

sdock10 said...

OOOOH I remember that song..."Stay"! I haven't heard that song in years.

Loved that song.

Anonymous said...

I'll be your very special friend anytime, magic pie.

:p

Sleep well.

toujours said...

sdock10, i agree with sparkle wrath's suggestions, but would add that a living hedge instead of a brick wall is a good compromise. it's solid, and protective, but lets through light and good things. :)

also, look into the techniques known as "grounding and centering". similiar to meditation, but much simpler and easy to learn, it will help you keep your balance.

resurrected wreck said...

Mayo, we need a new post. No, seriously. There must be something new you'd like to get off your chest.

Something about the Leathermouth show, perhaps...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello star, no problem sw. Man now I'm confusing myself.

Anonymous said...

That's what I use and abuse youtube for, lovelies!

Just put the video on in the background on another window, then when the song is over, switch the window for a sec to start it over.

sdock10 said...

Hey Star!

Martha, hahaha I think I had the cassette single to that song. Damn I'm getting old.

Beats the alternative I suppose.

Anonymous said...

"Stay with me!"

You better hope and pray that you make it safe back to your own world....


Okay, I'll stop.

Anonymous said...

sdock10,
What is truth? An elusive thing that changes minute to minute. Follow your heart and the questions answer themselves.

Anonymous said...

I'm good, thanks.
mj, I just looked up Shakespeare's Sister, because I remembered the song Stay. I feel sily because I never knew that Siobhan Fahey from Bananarama was in it.

Anonymous said...

Star,

I was really surprised when I learned that, too.

When it comes to pop culture, I am kinda pathetic.

Anonymous said...

long time dead,

I most certainly agree with what you're saying.

But if you're the type of person that's hid their heart for so long they forgot where they put it, or else put it through so much abuse that it is no longer recoqnizable as a heart, that can be difficult advice to follow.

toujours said...

hi star; bye magic pie! :)

resurrected wreck, i've been hopping back and forth from here to lj, and here's the list i've compiled:
leathermouth, the color fred, saves the day, new amsterdams, anathallo, single file, and the color revolt.
maybe one or two more small bands, but the names weren't remembered.

but these are all familiar names to us, aren't they? ;D

elena said...

Hey Star, I'm all good now. How are you?

sdock10 said...

toujours & SW,

Is there a book I can buy on this sort of thing?

Anonymous said...

toujours,

You talk in a much clearer fashion than I do. Thank you for brining up the suggestion to look up "grounding and centering."

Anonymous said...

Hey elena, I'm glad you're better!

resurrected wreck said...

but these are all familiar names to us, aren't they? ;D

Yes, toujours, I believe they are :)

JocelynHolly said...

Hey guys=]

Anonymous said...

sdock10,

Yes!

However, SO MUCH OF IT is complete BS.

Though some of these suggestions are technically about pagan religion, just ignore that part and flip to the bits about grounding, so forth.

Anything by Scott Cunningham.

Silver Ravenwolf's early work (nothing later than 1999! all bad after that)

And, my personal favorite and number one recommendation: The Faery Oracle. I think you can get the book without having to buy the cards. The author is just.... disgustingly wise. I bow to her.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes she was, It was in an interview I saw with her. I think they broke up because she got off drugs. The person interviewing her asked what happened to that band and she said she went to the clinic.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, paperheartxx :) How's your day been?

sdock10 said...

long time dead,

I try, but when my heart aches for others....well, it clouds my judgment. I have guilt. Or is it my excuse.

Anonymous said...

If you can't abide by the pagan stuff, there's a woman named Doreen Virtue whose books are neutral, religion wise.

HOWEVER, be so cautious with her stuff because there's alot about her views on the world (physical and ethereal) I actually find can be harmful if adopted.

But her stuff about meditation and light work is nice.

JocelynHolly said...

Hello RW!
It has been just fun! I baked cookies and muffins=]
How was your day?

Anonymous said...

Hello, paperheartxx! Your name makes me think you're all delicate and luminous like a paper doll.

RW, somehow you slipped my notice. Hello.

resurrected wreck said...

I can recommend the Abraham-Hicks page: http://www.abraham-hicks.com/

They're a bit New Agey, but I love their daily quotes.

Anonymous said...

Hey, paperheartxx!

resurrected wreck said...

Hello sw :)

toujours said...

sdock10, i would add starhawk's "the spiral dance" to your reading list. it's a classic work.

sparkle wrath, thank you for the compliment, but i like that you brought up the light shielding.! :)

resurrected wreck, all i can say about those bands is:
*hehehehehehe* XD

sdock10 said...

Thanks guys...I think I'm going to try looking into this whole thing.

Mayo, we're going to bust 2000 wide fucking open.

JocelynHolly said...

Awwh shucks Sparkle=] *blushes*
lol

How are you?

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Star!=]

Anonymous said...

The truth should be a set of guidelines you intend to follow throughout life.

Moral rules to guide you through thick and thin. Punctuated with reflection for flexibility.

Can we adhere to this?

resurrected wreck said...

Hello RW!
It has been just fun! I baked cookies and muffins=]
How was your day?


Not bad, not bad at all :) It's been a quiet sort of day. Did laundry and grocery shopping, then went to the mall to buy some new clothes. I've been trying to get away from buying things in black & white, trying to incorporate a few colours into my wardrobe. So I went shopping, and came back with two shirts. In - you guessed it - black and white :S

I obviously suck at this colour thing.

Anonymous said...

I'm just dandy, paperheartxx! Dandy like a limp-wristed fop from the the 18th century.

RW, I really like the way you use punctuation. In the physical world, I wouldn't be surprised if your a master of comedic timing.

Sdock10, there's something about your 2000 comment that I can't stop laughing!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi ph. my computer is running slow right now so I'm trying to catch up.

Anonymous said...

anon,

Is that a challenge?

Because I like adhering to things. (especially when using coconut pie filling for the glue)

and I can be competitive, so I like the aggressive tone of your comment.

JocelynHolly said...

RW, every time I try incorporating more colour into my closet, it just doesn't work!Sooo I know where you are coming from :P

Star, you made me laugh=]

JocelynHolly said...

Hello Martha!=]

sdock10 said...

anon,

No....I don't think we can.
Not when we bend or break the own rules for our own benefit. We try and put up a somewhat good effort, but when it's something we really want ....well, all that shit gets thrown out the window.

Anonymous said...

I'm wearing a pink shirt today. I was so proud of myself.

But the only thing that got me to wear such a color is because it's covered in clouds, hearts and rainbows.

Yeah, it's pretty much a little kid's shirt.

resurrected wreck said...

Gotta dash away again. Going to have a soak in the bath. I'll be back later (maybe Mayo will have a new post up. No pressure, Mayo).

Later, people :)

JocelynHolly said...

Oooh that shirt sounds cute Sparkle!=]

I wore my skinny jeans and a black 3/4 length shirt=] && I left my hair curly!=]

JocelynHolly said...

Bye RW, enjoy yourself! =]

Anonymous said...

RW, I am the same way with colors. I usually only wear black. But... I saw a dark dark pink/magenta colored pair of satin flats, and I bought them. Magenta! Weee! Then I went on a tear, and bought 4 magenta colored tops, and dresses. People saw me, and said "Whoa! Pink!" Magenta is my fall and winter color!

Anonymous said...

You are killing me with your adorable-ness, paperheart!

Be still, fluttering heart!

sdock10 said...

I get so much mental stimulation from Mayo and all you guys. This shit is crazy.

Mayo wanders do I like this shit?
FUCK YEAH I DO!

ME TOO!

Anonymous said...

Bye RW. I love baths. Have fun.

sister midnite said...

Hello all you lovely, lovely people. I've missed you all this weekend -- been in lurk, reading and re-reading as a way of soothing my own soul. Blogged some of my shit out, and analyzed the rest to within an inch of its life, while taking a step back from it at the same time. (Yes, even certified bitches have feelings.) Comments to follow, whoever cares to read them.

Elena -- You're NOT 'last' to any of us. There are so many people here now that EVERYONE is getting caught up in the shuffle, and feeling ignored at times. You're just as loved as everybody here, so never let anybody make you feel like they're backing you into a corner.

m.: I think that quite a few people have surmised that you're Mayo. I'm not one of them. You're much too sweet to be Mayo, because Mayo has too many issues to be at his sweetest for the time being. You're motives are pure, however, and I suspect that you're one of the Cult Nocturnal. If you are who I surmise you are, your scecret (identity) is safe with me. :)

Original Punks (L & J): If anybody here dislikes the word 'groupie' as much as I do, I'm thinking it would be you two. The term is so freely used by the jealous and narrow-minded! I'm glad to see that you didn't let the anon get away with that! You GO, ladies!! Rocker-chick power!!!

Sdock10: What's wrong, honey? You're *allowed* to see all the colors of creation -- they help make you the very special friend you've become. Please don't be so hard on yourself; you have so much more to offer than you give yourself credit for. Your only goal in this world is to live your life how you choose: no more, and no less. It hurts me to see you beat yourself up so often. You've read my latest blog, so you know I can relate; the floodgates may be open, but I won't let the waters close over your head. *hugz*

As for the RS post... IMHO, it's a very obvious dig at someone from his past. Methinks our host is having a hard time leaving the past behind him, and is trying to focus on his present. It's his future that concerns me; if you're in the mood for my overly melancholy, somewhat sappy view of things, I've blogged about it.

We all go to our darkest places every now & again; luckily, we've found a place (here) that lets the light in when we most need it. So let's all of us follow Mayo's advice, and paint all our shit alll the beautiful colors of reality.

p.s. I really, really love you guys. ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

You are killing me with your adorable-ness, paperheart!

What can I say, it is a gift=]

Haha nooo I'm kidding.

Anonymous said...

Yay! Baths! I'm moving to a new apartment tomorrow and the tub is awesome! I'm psyched. Bubbles, here I come!

JocelynHolly said...

SISTER MIDNITE!!! *hug*

You are giving some wonderful advice, about painting the shit all the colours of reality, even though thats basically Mayo's advice too!;)

=]

Anonymous said...

What purpose do lies serve?

Do they create a more complimentary environment for ourselves?

Or do their elasticity break eventually.

What's more painful, truth or lies?

JocelynHolly said...

Anonymous;

Sometimes, I cover myself in a blanket of lies, just to hide the scary truth. Sometimes, I lie to myself, just so I can seek comfort in my fantasy life.

sdock10 said...

Sister Midnite, YAY! Thanks for saying that. Boy I do struggle from time to time. Well, not so much struggle as get bogged the fuck down. Maybe I should wear boots more often.

Anonymous said...

anon,

Truth is initially more painful but I am the type that has always sacrificed comfortability for truth.

It is what I live by. Above all else, I champion truth.

It gets me into trouble constantly, but.... Such is this life I've chosen.

So, yes back to the point. Lies are soothing and warm till the little motor breaks and since it was custom made you can't go to the store and replace the part. Then you're fucked and cold at night till you make a new one.

Anonymous said...

sdock10,

Maybe that isn't such a bad idea. Get yourself a pair of boots made for walking.

sdock10 said...

oooh Anon,

Sometimes lies create a more complimentary environment for others as well.

What's more painful? They are both painful.....it's just the truth hurts first and the lies hurt later.

toujours said...

sister midnite, your comment was full of so many good things, i just sat here and nodded my head throughout. :)

Anonymous said...

I agree with Toujours in regards to Sister Midnite's comment.

I'm sorry I didn't respond to that sooner. I'm starting to tweak out.

Anonymous said...

Spin, god dammit. Let us all be together again. SPIN.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

My computer is being a real bitch today. Well hello to all who have entered and good bye to all those who have left.

Anonymous said...

What if a lie is perpetuated for too long?

What happens when lies create a new reality?

Should the illusion then be shattered?

Anonymous said...

Truth, no matter how upsetting, is better because the unsettling, confusing betrayed feeling that occurs after one has been lied to is worse than knowing the "truth" and eventually accepting it. I dated someone for a long time who told me he was a mess. I knew it, he told me he was a mess, and that he wouldn't change. I thought I could change him. I eventually moved on, but that sadness was nothing compared to how I felt when someone I dated for a while lied to me. I felt betrayed and hurt and sad at the same time.

JocelynHolly said...

What do you mean by that Anon? :S

JocelynHolly said...

The illusions will get shattered eventually. Sometimes, you just need those illusions to feel better. It's not healthy, but it helps.

Anonymous said...

Anon:

You're making me way, way dizzy with all the spinning. Are you directing these posts to anyone in particular. The word "spin" could have a variety of different meanings. Which do you choose?



Sdock:
I wish there were words I could say to make you feel better about yourself. I don't think anyone else can do that but you. As always, know that we're here to listen and offer advice, but only you can put it into action. :) Tomorrow is a new day.

toujours said...

Anonymous said...
Spin, god dammit. Let us all be together again. SPIN.


geez, anon, you're gonna give yourself an apoplexy. take a chill pill, dude.

Anonymous said...

anonymous,
if the person in question will feel better by telling the truth, then I think they should tell the truth.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, the great spinner of sugar

Anonymous said...

anon,

Are you suggesting that by Mayo perpetually pretending he was Gerard Way he has become Gerard Way?

I gotta try that!

Every day, I'm going to write diary entries as if I'm Mr. Way and I'll check in next week, let you guys know if I've become a little rock star.

Okay, I'll get serious in a minute.

Anonymous said...

sw, rahahaha!
Let me know if it works!

Anonymous said...

Who do illusions serve?

The spinner, or the ones being spun to?

JocelynHolly said...

As serious as this all is supposed to be, I can't help but laugh..

I'm sorry=]

sdock10 said...

What if shattering the illusion shatters those who unknowingly participated in the illusion?

Anonymous said...

I sometimes lie to myself. Just because accepting the truth hurts me too much. Sometimes I feel like I'm living a lie. I continuously tell myself (somewhat) falsehoods in hopes that they manifest themselves into reality. It hasn't happened yet, so it's not worth you guys trying either.

JocelynHolly said...

Anon, they serve us both. I think..

sister midnite said...

I wish boots really did cure everything! WHat I've been thinking is, we care because we care. A lot of the time, it fucking hurts. But I've spent much too long on the opposite side of the spectrum, too. All that told me is this:

When I care, I care too much.
When I don't care, I don't care at all. Or at least that's what I kept telling myself.

Someone called themselves a walking contradiction earlier... that makes six of us. (Sorry, I invited *all* my personalities!) Thing is, I think we all have contradictions within ourselves. Empathy hurts, and so does apathy. But I'd rather take on everyone else's pain than feel nothing at all, because that's the darkest, deadliest place to be.

I guess the way I see it is, I'd rather be an emotional, seething mass of self-doubt than a cold-hearted android devoid of feeling. The trick is to find the middle ground, and I don't know of anyone's done that yet. So what the hell, let's have some laughs & some hugs with our kickball & cupcakes. A little bit of sunshine is better than no sunshine at all!

sdock10 said...

What if the illusion is bigger than just you? Is it worth it to tell the truth?

The illusion can serve the deceiver, the deceived, or sometimes BOTH at the same time.

MIB,

Thanks for your kind words. I appreciate all of you so, so much.

JocelynHolly said...

I'm sorry guys; I have to go straighten my hair and paint my nails for tomorrow (school)

Byee<3
*hugs*

Maybe I will return later..
Time will tell=]

toujours said...

Anonymous said...
Who do illusions serve?

The spinner, or the ones being spun to?


and if we're all consenting adults in the matter, why should you question it?

ugh. questions about the nature of truth. so first-year philosophy class.

elena said...

Just getting caught up again. Thanks so much Sister Midnight for the kind words. Sometimes I put myself in the corner but all of you are helping me with that.

Anonymous said...

Are illusions an act of sanity, or insanity?

Where else can we find meanings to our lives?

Anonymous said...

Sdock:

You are so very welcome.


Anon @ 8:15-

Check every fourth word. Mayo said the meaning of life would be there.

*I will not be funny again tonight, so you better laugh at that*

elena said...

See ya Paper, hope your nails come out better than mine do. I'm terrible at painting my nails.

sdock10 said...

Bravo! Sister Midnite, That was amazing. I think I've said that to you a few dozen times. But I think that might be your best comment yet. Everyone here tonight has been so helpful and you have just put the icing on the cupcake for me.

Anon, again the answer is both. There can be sane and insane acts of illusion.

The meaning of life? Duh we all know that its every fourth word .....no, wait it's four letter words, YEAH that's it.

Anonymous said...

MIB, that really made me LOL!
Elena, it looks like I murdred someone when I try to paint my nails, since I always wear dark colors. It goes over my entire finger sometimes. It's awful.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Alright not going to even try to get into this discussion. See you later Ph

sdock10 said...

MIB,

You and I both are funny as hell!

Lock & Load!

resurrected wreck said...

The meaning of life? Duh we all know that its every fourth word .....no, wait it's four letter words, YEAH that's it.

Yeah, that!

elena said...

I always paint my nails black and of course I get it on my fingers. What a fab look. My 72 years old mother cringes.

Anonymous said...

MarthaJones:

You should join in if you'd like. Do you have anything you want to say?


Sdock:

Precursor- "Hallelujah!"

ergoproxy said...

anon, lies will always be found sooner or later, and if your life is a lie then you need to choose whether you can continue the charade or for your own sanity admit to it and face the consequences.

Lies benefit both the spinner and those being spun to, at least for a time

by the way - the answer to the ultimate question, about life the universe and everything is..



















42

resurrected wreck said...

Douglas Adams had all the answers, didn't he? ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

No, I have to many things going on with me right now to give any good advise let alone any insight into this. Better if I stand on the side line until I am ready.

resurrected wreck said...

New Mayo post. Finally!

Anonymous said...

new blog

sister midnite said...

Awww, c'mon, MJ. We're already gettin' all deep in here, join in! Maybe we can have a few laffs along with the wallowing!

I wish I could paint my nails. ::pout:: I'd have all the polish picked off before noon tomorrow.

The mood of this blog changes as often as our moods do, has anyone else noticed that? If we all hit PMS at the same time, Mayo will bu running for cover! *lol*

Anonymous said...

Oh, okay MJ. I just thought something may be wrong. Take your time. I hope the things that are going on with you, I hope that you figure them out whatever they may be. They'll sort themselves out and hopefully it will all be clear.

Anonymous said...

I miss the dirty boy, the rock hard dirty boy.

terpischore said...

"A million lights are dancing
you're here with me,
eternally" :)

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