Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Burning the Manual

I have righted myself before you.
Pulled the knife out of my wound,
And shoved it back in yours.
Like you knew I would.
Like you knew I could.
Before I ever had a name
You knew it was there,
Everything for you
And you know it, and I
Know it still, the same.




p.s. who is driving who or...what?

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Anonymous said...

Uhhh except for OPJ and Wendy and TJ and Elena today bothering her when she asked them not to.

I t was dangled in their faces, by an anon, maybe purposely.
IMHO the only thing they did wrong was take the bait and be polite.

♥ said...

Hello MarthaJones, nice to see you tonight.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

EP, THOUGH YOU DIE, LA RESISTANCE LIVES ON

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello anon how are you

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Thank you anon.

♥ said...

Full of love. ☺

How are you doing?

♥ said...

That CD cover is awesome! Muse are pretty cool.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am well.

I didn't read the Muse story I know that EP loves them. I like some of their stuff.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry it took me so long to respond my computer is running slow tonight.

♥ said...

That's okay. We're the only ones here so it doesn't matter.

I only know a couple of Muse songs, too. Supermassive Black Hole is a great one.

At the bookstore today I saw 2 magazines about Kings of Leon. Some people here like them a lot, I know.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am not into them but I have no problem with them.


"Weird Al" Yankovic - CNR


I hope you like this

needed to be said said...

Kapunua NSI said...

Wow, so I just read on VV's about what was going on here.

Guess what? You're damn right I'm throwing your false sympathy back in your insincere faces. I have asked you--especially Wendy and OPJ--repeatedly, repeatedly, to leave me alone. I have made it clear that I don't want to hear from you.

I've made it clear that your words are painful to me. Over and over again, I've made that clear.

Yet you insist on screaming your "condolences" from the rooftops, in hopes that "the important people" will hear them.

Honestly, why would you try to do that to me after I had asked you so many timesto quit with me, and after I made it perfectly clear when my Grandma passed that I didn't want any of that nonsense from you?

I can come up with two reasons. 1) For the benefit of Mayo and SS and 2) maybe as much fun for you: to hurt me.

Which, like MJ, you succeeded. Good on you! Using my Dad--my champion, who never wanted anything negative to touch me--in order to make yourselves feel better.

Here's a newsflash for you: My Dad hated you. My Mom used to read this blog (she obviously hasn't been on the computer since Daddy's gone, and I've asked her to never look at it again, finding out what you all were up to on here.) And my Dad would always ask her, "What're ya reading?" and she would tell him all about this blog. (And he knew a lot, because he also met Solly, Smoke and Fim. He bought them dinner and passes to Epcot Center. He liked them a lot.) More and more my Mom would get upset and say, "That stupid blog again. They're all picking on her again, she's not even there!"

And my Dad would get so upset, my Mom stopped telling him. Oh, he had such choice things to say about you lot. She showed him pictures of you too and he was aghast. "THEY are the ones picking it out on my daughter? Please. They're jealous."

So you can take your "condolences" and you can write them on a big banner and hang them off the front of this blog and SS's. I seriously hope you all get to marry Mayo and SS, or have their babies or whatever it is that you want. Maybe they'll see how wonderful you are and finally hook up with you.

But while you're over there using me, and my beloved Dad, to try to get yourselves some kind of higher rank on some stupidass random blog, just remember: My Dad was my champion, and he knew exactly what you were.

August 4, 2009 4:25 PM

♥ said...

That was funny! He's done a lot of silly songs over the years.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

He is very funny. I always loved his music.

♥ said...

What is your favorite Weird Al song?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon what are you up to? While I am waiting for oyu to post I am watching Bleach

Martha Smith-Jones said...

White and nerdy.

toujours said...

hello martha, hello anon. i'm afraid i'm just here to say good night.

sweet dreams.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Good night TJ

Anon616 said...

Hello Mayo, SS, Martha, heart, J, L, Amy, Ergo, Elena, TJ, everyone!

How are you all tonight? Good, I hope!

Martha and heart: I don't really know much of Muse's music; but, as you may know, I do love KOL!

I also have a fondness for weird Al.

Martha: Is Bleach the show with my fox man? I'm thinking it's not!

Elena: Sorry to hear about the mess at the bookstore! I hope you had help picking up those books!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ!

Anon616 said...

Goodnight TJ and sweet dreams to you!

♥ said...

Hello to Toujours and to Anon616! Good night, too.

Martha Jones, I'm listening to some music right now and answering some emails.

elena said...

Mayo

Wow I will admit I shouldn't be typing this tonight because I'm at the casino but damn it I just have to do it. That anon who blamed you for all the shit that goes on at Mayonaise really got to me. I'm so fucking tired of people blaming bad behavior on someone else. Why the fuck can't people take responsibility for their own actions without blaming it on someone else? Oh wait, I can tell you. Because no one wants to admit anything they do can be their fault, it's always someone else's fault. Well I call bullshit. What people write on your blog is their own words and blaming you in any way is just showing that they are a fucking coward. Last time I checked this is still a free county. People are free to write what they want, say what they want. But because of the anon factor they can do it while hiding. Whatever.

This blog is full of wonderful words and well, it's full of shit. Hey, real life, isn't it? That's just how it is. Sorry but I'm just so pissed at the moment I'm rambling.

Mayo, I don't care what anyone says. To me this blog has done so much more good than bad. It has brought people together who have formed lasting friendships. And how weird is this?....it has made my marriage stronger. My husband finally realized that I'm not alone in my taste of music. He's finally cool with that I like. We are happier now then we've been in years and a lot of it is because I'm finally comfortable with myself. I'm comfortable with myself because of the friends I've found here.

Okay to me the whole point of the rant is this...people need to take responsibility for their own actions and stop blaming others. If you write something that will hurt someone else then take fuckin' responsibility for your words..stop blaming someone else. Grow the fuck up.

Okay, I'm done.

Mayo, shit this is weird for me to say but damn it I luv ya, dude. You and your blog have helped me so much. I will always be grateful to you for that. ALWAYS


Night Mayo

Elena

toujours said...

mayo,

today must've been friday the thirteenth somewhere, or else i had been tagged "it" in a game of murphy's law. the upheaval here at the blog was supported in the real world by every little thing going wrong that possibly could.

tonight after work i just wanted to get back to the house and put in a dvd and forget the day ever happened, you know?

so of course the power goes out ten minutes before i get home. it turns out we're having several severe thunderstorms, one right after the other. the electricity had been out for most of the evening. dinner was a melting pint of ice cream, eaten in the dark, sitting in front of my bedroom window, watching the lightning.

tomorrow's got to be a little bit better, right? i hope it will be, for everyone.

good night mayo, sleep well, and sweet dreams.

toujours said...

hello and good night to wendy and elena, too. sweet dreams, you guys. :)

Anon616 said...

Goodnight Elena and sweet dreams to you and Jake!

Heart: You aren't going to bed too, are you?

You did remind me I must get to that mailroom too!

Where did Martha go?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello 6 how are you

Bleach

Kurama

Anon616 said...

Thanks TJ!

*night night hugs*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Heart you can call me MJ

Anon616 said...

Martha!!!! There you are!

Your links didn't work. :(
Kurama is my fox man, right?

I'm good, thanks for asking! How are you and your fur babies? Is your doggie all healed from the fight with the kitty yet?

Heart: You may call me Wendy, if you wish!

Anon616 said...

Correction: Bleach link works. Second link does not work!

ergoproxy said...

hello
finally home again, boy working a few days of the week makes any time off so busy!
beautiful day though, even if I had to be buzzing about town, wonder if we will get any more winter

hope everyone is well

♥ said...

Anon616, I'm still here! I thought you were leaving so I said good night. ☺

Okay, MJ. ☺

Toujours and Elena, those were really good "good nights" you wrote to Mayo. I'm sure he will like them a lot. ☺

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight Elena

♥ said...

Okay, Wendy. ☺

Hello Ergoproxy! Are you glad to be home?

Anon616 said...

Ergo!!!! Hello to you, busy woman! Is it still winter there? You can have some of my heat it you would like!

;)

Heart: I just arrived. Don't be so anxious to show me the door, please!

*big wink*

How was your day? And yours Martha and Ergo?

ergoproxy said...

thank you MJ,I did get that in a muse email but so nice of you to put it up for me, I think it is cool artwork, different again from the previous covers

and I am loving the song Uprising, absolutely loving it and the teaser clip looks great
I can imagine it will be a fantastic song live

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ep.

6 my fur kids are no where to be found.

and why the hell would someone have a sword that turns into a giant baby that vomits poison




foxman

ergoproxy said...

hello ♥

it is nice to be home and have a sit down
hope you're good?

wendy we have a cool wind but the sun is beautiful, more like fall

♥ said...

I had a good day, but some of the people I came in contact with sure weren't having one! Grumpy and rude, they were. What a shame!

Anon616 said...

♥ said...
Okay, Wendy. ☺
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Heart: Forgive me is this is a (slightly) too bold thing to say; but, I'm loving that smile of yours!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Your welcome ep

♥ said...

Thank you Wendy! I like smiling. It makes you feel good! ☺

Smiles, and lots of ♥!

My day was good, Ergoproxy. Your weather sounds perfect! I love fall. I love all the seasons, for different reasons!

Wow! I wrote a poem. ☺

ergoproxy said...

haha poet and you didn't know it!

I like most seasons,except the worst hot humidity of summer

At work all I see are people not having good days now, lol, though hoping no one else wants to punch walls tomorrow

Anon616 said...

There's my foxman with his cute ears and multiple tails!!! Thanks, Martha!

A sword that turns into huh and does what???

Ergo: Maybe I could have some of your nice fall weather!

Heart: That is ashame.

*hugs*

Well, perhaps you know the quote:

"everyone you meet is fighting a battle of their own"

It certainly is difficult to remember that one, sometimes.

♥ said...

It's a good quote to remember, I'll try to think of it when I meet more grumpy people!

I saw where your student punched a wall, Ergoproxy! Why was he so angry?

MJ, have you ever seen a show called Super Milk Chan? That's the weirdest thing I ever saw!

ergoproxy said...

he is a special needs student and has anger issues, if provoked, usually no problem. Other boy as he left the room walked behind him and grabbed his shoulders to "frighten" him. Didn't go down well as they have a history, & and was trying to upset him.
Other student is a complete git.

♥ said...

It was really nice talking to all of you tonight! Hope you all got some ☺ and ♥ to take with you tomorrow! Good night to everyone, that includes Mayo and SS!

See you next time!

Anon616 said...

Sprry I disappeared. My computer decided to update itself without my permission! I sort of get a little grumpy when that happens.

:P

Ergo: How's your students hand? How's the wall?

Anon616 said...

Goodnight heart and sweet dreams (and the same wishes) to you!

:)

Anon616 said...

Ummm, Ergo: What's a git? I'm still learning your language!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry computer shit happened.

yes heart i did see that show. well some of it. But if you want way out there you should watch But Attack Punisher girl.

A magical girl who uses her butt to protect religious freedom.

Goodnight heart

ergoproxy said...

how would you define 'git" ummmm sort of a idiot, contemptible, wasting every ones time

not a really bad insult, one you use for a person you feel is so pathetic you feel you are wasting breath even calling them a name

ergoproxy said...

goodnight ♥

Anon616 said...

Martha Jones said...
Sorry computer shit happened.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


It's contagious, tonight, Martha!!!

Ohhhh.... so that's what a git is! Thanks, Ergo! I've known a few of those of those "gits".

:P

On that note, I think I shall goodnight.

Goodnight Ergo, Martha, heart, TJ, Elena, Mayo and SS! Sweet dreams to one an all!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Goodnight PJ, KOL anon, Andrea, Em, J, L and Amy!

Anonymous said...
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ergoproxy said...

goodnight wendy sweet dreams

git is a british term originally

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight 6 and ep I must be off myself

bye

ergoproxy said...

goodnight MJ sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

2:18, 4:11, 6:40 and other anons,

Stop recycling old comments and using other people's words. Only the names have been changed in your comments. It's all been said before just about the other crew.

If you're going to continue to spread your lies and hate all over the webz at least be original and more creative. Could be more believable.

Anonymous said...

Elena,

Well said @ 12:40.

Anonymous said...

"i truly believe everyone's condolences are sincere, because something like this goes beyond the differences one might have with another,"


I truly believe that too. Unfortunately there are people in this world who will never understand that. There's nothing anybody can do about it once they've reached that point.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous observant anon said...

The news of her father's death was brought here by an anon.


It was brought here by some anon named Carrie. It could be anyone.

Losing a family member is never easy, however using it for outward attention makes me realize more how much people suck.

Anonymous said...

If you're going to continue to spread your lies and hate all over the webz at least be original and more creative. Could be more believable.

So says the most incredible hypocrite that blatantly lies.

Anonymous said...

Losing a family member is never easy, however using it for outward attention makes me realize more how much people suck.

You are disgusting. To insinuate it's all attention seeking is so outrageous it makes you almost appear barbaric. All of you should just shut the fuck up.

Anonymous said...

It was brought here by some anon named Carrie. It could be anyone


That is true.
It was brought here by Carrie Anon. Her vulture friend from VV's was in tow to support her.

They wore the guise of care and concern for a friend to post the news and attack the remaining regulars and bloggers It's what they've done since they first came here..

They exploited the girl and her situation. It was a deliberate act of exploitation and manipulation. Any thinking person can see that.

It's what Carrie anon and the other 2 or 3 VV vultures do.

Then they obviously ran back to VV's and twisted people's words and lied about what was happening here.

It's what those vultures have done since they first came here.

With friends like Carrie Anon and some of the other anons from VV's who needs enemies.

People do suck.

Anonymous said...

Stop it. You're doing the same thing that you accuse the others of doing.

I don't even understand how you can think that way. It's horrendous. This is above all the jealously and petty accusations. And over what? A moronic mystery blogger?

5:48 said...

5:09 is barbaric? Funny. I don't see anything barbaric in their comment.

Anonymous said...

No, of course you wouldn't.

Anonymous said...

You're right about one thing 5:53. This all needs to stop. The people who are using her and exploiting her situation should be ashamed of themselves. She has a lj and she's at VV's. She doesn't want to be a part of this blog and she does want to be mentioned here. Respect her wishes and take the comments to lj, VV's or email.

Anonymous said...

They exploited the girl and her situation. It was a deliberate act of exploitation and manipulation. Any thinking person can see that.

Have you ever a had good friend you witnessed being maligned at a time they were experiencing shock, loss and feeling vulnerable? I don't know about you, I do know that some people feel so outraged about the treatment they receive they come to defend them. Maybe you are so biased towards a certain group you only see things one way, and are not "thinking".

Anonymous said...

The people who are using her and exploiting her situation should be ashamed of themselves.

Stop saying that. That's your interpretation. I can say the same thing about the existing ones here, but I'm not going to, it's petty and pointless.

Anonymous said...

Have you ever a had good friend you witnessed being maligned at a time they were experiencing shock, loss and feeling vulnerable?



Yes. I have. I did what they asked at the time.

ergoproxy said...

Mayo
hope you had a lovely day today. I just walked outside to get something from the shed and about 8 wallabies hopped away in the light of the full moon. Seems we are becoming a night-time meeting spot for marsupials :]
take care, much love EP xx

SS
hope your week has been a good one so far too. Back into the fray for me again tomorrow, hoping for an uneventful day this time. You know one drawback of a yard full of wallabies, is a yard full of what wallabies leave behind :/ lol
Hope your day is deposit free :]
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

for binky said...

dinner with a friend

could be a good idea to clean up first.

Anonymous said...

How sad is it that Elena only takes up for Mayo here. Lord Mayo who is perfect and can do no wrong in her eyes.

Does your husband who you are so "happy" with because of this blog know that everytime you make love to him you are thinking of Mayo? Everyone here knows it.

elena said...

Stopped in to say good morning and anon you totally just made me spit out my coffee. That is some funny shit

And by the way my hubby who is standing right behind me as I write this laughed too.

You score..made two people laugh first thing in the morning!!!!!

Oh well time to leave the hotel. Take care everyone.

Anonymous said...

10:57 made me laugh too but only because what was said seems to be the truth. I wouldn't feel too bad about it though because I've seen your pictures and the hubby is probably fantasizing about somebody else when he's with you too.

Anonymous said...

Ew. Somebody pass the brain bleach, ffs. Thanks a lot, 10:57. That's an image I did not need in my head this early in the morning.

Anonymous said...

Top of the morning to ya St. E.

10:57 and 11:16 both made me laugh. Those silly little twits and their hypocrisy does everytime. So much for not critising people because of their looks. They're pushing and poking hard this time. Curious.

Anonymous said...

Standard pattern but curious still.

Anonymous said...

Oh Elena.

You just happen to look in on the blog immediately after someone makes a post about you. What an amazing coincidence.

Your timestamp is within 5 minutes and it probably took you that long to come up with a response.

Anonymous said...

Curious as to who ever said anything about not stooping to talking about looks? I've seen OPJ and holy shit. Would not want to see that dancing in stillettoes. I have no problem saying that personally and I don't remember anyone else saying they had a problem with it.

Anonymous said...

I have a problem with it, and you, 12:42. I also have a problem with the bunch of you making fun of Elena and her husband.

Let's see some of YOUR pictures, before you start insulting people.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I didn't go to college...but I'm thinking this mess can't be fixed..

August 4, 2009 4:35 PM





No shit Sherlock! This mess hasn't been fixable for 21 months. Some damn people can't say I'm sorry and assume responsibility for their own words and bad behaviour. No one here is innocent. No one can claim they've done nothing wrong what-so-ever. They're damn liars if they try. We know they're hypocrites.

Anonymous said...

Elena and OPJ bring all of this on themselves with their very obvious infatuations with Mayo and SS, respectively.

Everyone who reads here can tell that their feelings towards these mystery bloggers go beyond what is healthy and that this place fills some kind of need in their lives that isn't being fulfilled elsewhere.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

How sad is it that Elena only takes up for Mayo here.

10:57 made me laugh too but only because what was said seems to be the truth. I wouldn't feel too bad about it though because I've seen your pictures and the hubby is probably fantasizing about somebody else when he's with you too.

August 5, 2009 11:16 AM



How sad is it that making those comment and insulting Elena and the punks was prolly the best thing you 2 will do all day. Unless more insults are coming. Who's next on the list?

Anonymous said...

Exactly, 1:52.

The bloggers here want to place all of the blame on "anons" or some other group that they don't belong to, when everyone (yes, that includes you, Ms. Holier Than Thou, Elena) has behaved less than admirably.

This place is full of hypocrites who only want to point fingers at others.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is the biggest hypocrite of all.

Do you think Elena and toujours still think he's Gerard?

Anonymous said...

I think Ms. Holier Than Thou, Elena has admitted she's made mistakes and she's not perfect. I've seen her say i'm sorry.
Have you said it anon?

Anonymous said...

Lol, and you absolutely never anon, do you, Elena?

Anonymous said...

I've seen mayo say i'm sorry too.

Anonymous said...

2:09,

Not elena. Want to tell us who you are?

Anonymous said...

Of course they think he's Gerard which is why they fight tooth and nail for him.

And yes, Elena will admit that she isn't perfect, but only in a way calculated to make her look like she's better than everyone else.

Anonymous said...

It's still funny when one anon calls another anon by a blogger name.

Anonymous said...

You first, 2:10.

Anonymous said...

Could turn that right around, 2:09, and say that Kapunua has always said SHE never anon'ed. BUT, the day she outed herself, here, posting a comment under her name that was obviously supposed to be anonymous, proved that wrong.

Anonymous said...

What's really funny is when "anons" are so invested in regulars.

What do you have you have to gain by taking up for Elena. It isn't like she would take up for you, unless you're Mayo, of course.

Anonymous said...

And yes, Elena will admit that she isn't perfect, but only in a way calculated to make her look like she's better than everyone else.



ORLY? You know this how?

I have seen other bloggers insinuate they were better or above other people. I've seen other bloggers and anons tell elena and the punksi won't stoop to your level. I've never seen them do that. I've never seen any of the remaining bloggers claim they were better, above or more important and special than anybody else.

Did I miss when they did that.

Anonymous said...

What makes you think I care about what Kapunua does? Everyone here has been a hypocrite at some point. Essentially, that's all this blog is about.

Anonymous said...

It's called being a decent human being, 2:20. Neither of which you seem to be.

Elena is one of the few people on this blog that has taken up for everyone. Including Kapunua. You know that.

Anonymous said...

Everyone here has been a hypocrite? Does that include Kapunua and her friends? Does that include you?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

What's really funny is when "anons" are so invested in regulars.



You think so?

So why do you do it? Why do you invest so much time in insulting the regulars. There aren't many left. Can't you leave them alone.

Anonymous said...

Lol. Okay, whatever. Continue to stick your head in the sand and be taken in by all the bullshit here, but I know that I've witnessed a lot of stuff here, but decency isn't something that immediately comes to mind.

Anonymous said...

They can't leave them alone, second 2:25. It's obsessive/compulsive behavior, it feeds their need to feel superior, it gets them off to tell adults how fucked up they are.

THAT should be obvious by now, too.

1:52 said...

I think my comment was clear 2:25.

Anonymous said...

In answer to your question, first 2:25: yes, actually it does. It includes you as well.

Anonymous said...

2:28, you keep telling the regulars you're leaving and you're not coming back because they treat you so badly. Go away already. Do you need flashcards?

Anonymous said...

"Anonymous Anonymous said...

Could turn that right around, 2:09, and say that Kapunua has always said SHE never anon'ed. BUT, the day she outed herself, here, posting a comment under her name that was obviously supposed to be anonymous, proved that wrong.

August 5, 2009 2:16 PM"


Proof or it didn't happen.

Nice how you think that because she left the blog you can spin any lies about her that you want because she's not here to defend herself.

But, asshole, some of us still like her and will defend her against your idiotic lies.

Anonymous said...

You could be right 2:29. They are silly children. Juveniles in years or emotional maturity.
Ta ta.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Could turn that right around, 2:09, and say that Kapunua has always said SHE never anon'ed. BUT, the day she outed herself, here, posting a comment under her name that was obviously supposed to be anonymous, proved that wrong.

August 5, 2009 2:16 PM



LOL at you getting her confused with the OPS who actually did do that and then tried to say that Smoke, Sdock and Fimble star framed them. Orange little bees? Please.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, but all the good people left. ALl that's left here is some sad silly old ladies hankering after someone they think is Gerard and Mayo.

Anonymous said...

I'm leaving at right time. Proof anon is back. Annoying as all fuck that one is.

2:28 said...

I've never told anyone I was leaving. You must have me confused with someone else. Do you need some instructions or perhaps flashcards with your crystal ball?

Anonymous said...

You want your proof, "asshole"? Here you go.


kapunua said...
To be fair to Calaf it is very easy to find Kapunua's deviant art page, I just found it and I'm hardly a stalker.
May 9, 2009 9:38 PM

kapunua said...
MY deviant art page.
May 9, 2009 9:38 PM


She never left the blog. She's still here. She may be here right now.

Have a real fun-filled orgiastic day!

Anonymous said...

Elena doesn't have the balls to stand up to anyone but anons. She never once defended Kapunua or anybody else from another regular. I think the only time she stood up to any blue it was Siobhan and it was over Frank.

She'll stand up to anons and she'll defend Mayo or MCR. That's it. She's the first person to call others "cowards" when she's one of the biggest ones of all.

Anonymous said...

D, D, D, D and D.

5 Ds, All caps.

Anonymous said...

kapunua said...
To be fair to Calaf it is very easy to find Kapunua's deviant art page, I just found it and I'm hardly a stalker.
May 9, 2009 9:38 PM

kapunua said...
MY deviant art page.
May 9, 2009 9:38 PM

I remember this. Kapu was logged in using her LJ and Blogger was being ditzy and kept posting comments under other peoples names. It happened to several regs here, not just Kapu.

Anonymous said...

3 women killed, 9 wounded

Gunman kept disturbing blog for a year.

"The biggest problem of all is not having relationships or friends, but not being able to achieve and acquire what I desire in those or many other areas,"


*shakes head*

Anonymous said...

you're memories are false 3:18. all of us can go back and see that was not happening on may 9 2009.

Anonymous said...

It was definitely happening to other people, I just can't remember who but they were regulars. I'm sure they will verify this when they get here.

Anonymous said...

I'm not trying to start anything because I really don't have a stake in this either way. But, as far as calling herself "Kapunua" goes, I have a live journal and sometimes I speak of it in the third person. I'll talk about something I said on "insertlivejournalnamehere"'s journal. It's not an uncommon thing to do because it's not your real name.

I've seen other regulars refer to themselves in third person here before even when not talking about a webpage or journal.

Anonymous said...

nope. go back and check. may 9 2009. it didn't happen.
it happened a couple times in the first few months of the blog. not since then.

Anonymous said...

Yes, I read that as she googled "kapunua's live journal" and found it herself.

Stop making shit up.

Anonymous said...

Sorry my bad, I mean "kapunua's deviant art" not "kapunua's journal".

Anonymous said...

LOL did you seriously not only read it like that, but then also save it to throw it out here (as ridiculous as it sounds) biding your time until... what? Until she left the blog? Until her father died?

You're not only delusional but you're a piece of shit.

Anonymous said...

Okay, I feel stupid. I read a bunch of posts on Mayo by KoL anon and I thought ONTD was a KoL community. I could have sworn she said it was closed because KoL fans wanted to keep teenies out. Maybe I dreamed it. :/

Anonymous said...

Why are you bringing KOL anon up, you idiot? This conversation has nothing to do with them. God. Don't they have fansites of their own?

toujours said...

wow, 5:03, rude much? need a ben & jerry break?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Why are you bringing KOL anon up, you idiot? This conversation has nothing to do with them. God. Don't they have fansites of their own?



Rude, condescending, mocking hmmmmm....
they need more than a Ben & Jerry's break.

Anonymous said...

What or who do you want to talk about 5:03?

Anonymous said...

MCR obviously.

toujours said...

well, there is always the heavy stuff: starbucks caramel macchiato ice cream.

but they'll have to sign a waiver.

ergoproxy said...

good morning!

quick drop in before I get ready for work

hi TJ

hope you're all well

Anonymous said...

Do you think is an MCR fansite?

toujours said...

hi there ergo! i'm ok, just goofing off at the end of the day. :)

Anonymous said...

Did you hear any of the new songs? What's your favorite? What's your least favorite? How would you classify the new sound?

Anonymous said...

Hey Teej and Ep. I'm goofing off too. You can answer those questions if ya wanna.

toujours said...

hey there 5:37, i've only been able to watch the vids from the roxy show just once, so i can't really say much about the songs. i like them, but i'm not yet sure what i like about them, you know? can't wait to hear them live for myself, though -- they are going to be great to jump around to. :)

ergoproxy said...

I haven't listened to the songs properly yet (only 2 so far), had a really busy weekend and week so far and I think they need more than one listen.
Live recordings make it very hard for me to hear the actual song so at the moment I'm not sure
They sound very hard rock which I like, and the guitar sounds great, the Disco one has a very catchy tune, but buggered if I know what words he's actually singing! lol

MissTottenham said...

Hiya guys, how are you all?

Ergo, your wallaby's sound cute.

ergoproxy said...

hello MissT they are sweet, we seem to have our own mob (which is the groping word for roos and wallabies)

how's the lady bits?



have to add too, the 1st Muse single - love it!! :D

ergoproxy said...

GROUPING damn typos!!

GROUPING!!

I do not advocate groping wallabies or kangaroos!!

LOL

toujours said...

miss t!!! i'm so glad i checked back in before leaving. *huuuug*

i hope you're doing well?

MissTottenham said...

LOL Ergo, are you sure you wanted to use the word groping and my ladybits in the same comment.

They are doing OK. Itching like hell though hahahaha!

MissTottenham said...

Hiya TJ sweetie *huge hug*

How are you going? I'm good but itchy LOL.

toujours said...

oooh, itchy. :(

but that means you're healing, or so they always say!

i'm doing pretty good -- just clocked out here at the shop so i'm heading home for the day. :D

MissTottenham said...

So they say TJ.

You take care and have a safe trip home sweetie.

ergoproxy said...

see you TJ

itchy is healing though, just be demure when relieving it lol


I'm off to work, have a good night missT!!

bye all!!

MissTottenham said...

Enjoy work Ergo. Goodnight sweetie.

Goodnight blog xxxx

toujours said...

bye ergo!

thanks, miss t. i'm really glad i got to see you this little bit. ♥
take care!

ciao!

Anonymous said...

Did you hear any of the new songs? What's your favorite? What's your least favorite? How would you classify the new sound?

August 5, 2009 5:35 PM



I think they sound like crap! No, i'm not being hateful. I'm being honest.

Anonymous said...

I don't like the new songs at all. To me it sounds too generic and not like MCR at all. I don't want to dance to MCR records. There's enough party music out there already.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Everybody,

J you were asking about the new DR. Who is a stary on the actor.


Eva Green+ Matt Smith aka the new Doctor in a film/involves cloning

KOL anon said...

For 5:03:

Perhaps if you look at something beautiful, you won't have to be so cranky.

Of course, everyone else would probably benefit from having a look as well. ^_~

Night.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

KOL anon not really into them but thanks for the thought. Have good night

Anonymous said...

Wow! I didn't know Glen Campbell was still playing!

elena said...

Mayo

Have you ever had one of those days when you're just going along doing
what you're supposed to do and something out of the blue just smack
you? Not literally of course but something happens that just hits you
hard and for a minute you're stunned. It happened to me today and well
I guess I should have seen it coming. Today I went to the high school
to enroll Stormy. I walked in, got the papers I had to fill out and
sat down. All of a suddenly it hit me - this was the last time I'd be
in this school to enroll any of the kids. You'd think that would be a
good thing cause let me tell you it's pretty damn expensive anymore.
But it wasn't. I just sat there feeling so sad and blinking back tears
thinking to myself "crap, don't do this." So after taking a few deep
breaths I got the papers filled out. Then I had to stand in line
waiting to pay. God, it seemed to take forever. And yeah, when I got
back to the car I cried. I didn't care if it was stupid or not, I just
did it. I let myself feel bad that since she's not in band this year
there will be no reason to go to the football games. Yeah, that was
really the reason I went to them. Still they are a good memory. Cold,
autumn nights, freezing metal bleachers, watching the band take
the field... Well that's over. Hell she's only going to be at the high
school for a few hours each day. In the afternoon she heads to college
classes at the community college. More than likely I won't set foot in
the high school until her graduation. And that thought just brought
another round of tears. Shit, this whole time flying by thing sucks.
It really does. But that's just how life goes. Each day more and more
things change. Each day my kids move a step further away. It’s one of
those things you know is coming, you think you're prepared but when it
happens...well it's still hard.

I hope your day was filled with happiness. Hope it was filled with
events that will one day turn into good memories. Take care

Night Mayo

Elena

toujours said...

mayo,

once again, i've spent the evening laboring away in the google salt mines. *heh*

it's those composition books of mine...now that i have them, i've got some work to do! i really do feel like i'm getting some things done, even though they may just be baby steps.

but the best moment of today wasn't the research, it was this morning when i bought my ticket to the drive by show next month. (it's funny, but the thought that i'm going to see a show at maxwell's is almost as exciting as getting to see a favorite band again!)

back when i made the decision to return to kentucky, i knew that among the things i was giving up was going to shows. there are other priorities for my money right now, but from the beginning i allowed myself two exceptions to the concert fast: mcr and drive by.

hey, some priorities are just always going to be at the top of the list. *grin*

and i'll get to see the two friends i made in philadelphia last year, the woman who made sure i got to madison sq. garden, and the woman who gave me a couch to sleep on while i was there.

this is going to be great!

and it made the day go by very fast...and amused my boss with my occasional giddiness.

not a bad day's work.
*heh*



hope you have a good day, mayo, and a very good night.

ergoproxy said...

home from work and it was a good day, not too busy, which means kids behaving well, and those that did come were easily handled, no violence thank goodness.

elena, it is just one ending and soon will be a new beginning, I hope she does really well in the year ahead

Tj
how fantastic you got the tickets, and great you'll see the friends again, sweet dreams


hello KOL, MJ

ergoproxy said...

MJ thanks for the Dr Who link, a very creepy sounding story

Anonymous said...

Perhaps if you look at something beautiful, you won't have to be so cranky.

Of course, everyone else would probably benefit from having a look as well. ^_~



Most beautiful thing I've seen all week. :)

Anonymous said...

The new dr doesn't do it for me MJ.

Anonymous said...

You come to a point in your life when you really don't care what people think about you, you just care what you think about yourself." - Evel Knievel

Anonymous said...

Evil was daring and wise.

Anonymous said...

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt

Anonymous said...

1:51 coming to save the day. How nice.

Anonymous said...

“Never allow anyone to rain on your parade and thus cast a pall of gloom and defeat on the entire day. Remember that no talent, no self-denial, no brains, no character, are required to set up in the fault-finding business. Nothing external can have any power over you unless you permit it. Your time is too precious to be sacrificed in wasted days combating the menial forces of hate, jealously, and envy. Guard your fragile life carefully. Only God can shape a flower, but any foolish child can pull it to pieces.”

Anonymous said...

Evil didn't make himself appear like a complete imbecile. He took risks, but calculated ones.

Anonymous said...

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.

Nice little quote and not entirely true. Should talk to the countless people who are bullied and badged on a daily basis and watch how strong personalities can gradually be corroded. It's not about consent.

Anonymous said...

You need to adopt a new mantra 447. Positive realism.

positive realism said...

“Love looks through a telescope; envy, through a microscope.”

Anonymous said...

*yawns*

ergoproxy said...

I just made flour tortillas to have with dinner, thought I had some ready made ones frozen, didn't, googled recipe, never done it before and they worked brilliantly!!
:]

Anonymous said...

Ahah "positive realism". You're in danger of becoming airy fairy again.

Anonymous said...

*tucks 553 in their bed*

Anonymous said...

*puts on glasses

gets 553 out of bed

gives them coffee

tucks 543 in their bed*

Anonymous said...

Someone's going blind. You do know what causes that?

Anonymous said...

*keeps glasses on

wants to read tortilla recipe*

Anonymous said...

*looks at 602

thinks

takes glasses off

smiles

going get off

needs new prescription anyway*

ergoproxy said...

for 6:04

Texas Flour Tortillas (adapted from The Border Cookbook by Cheryl Alters Jamison and Bill Jamison)

Ingredients:

Two cups of all-purpose flour (can make them whole wheat by substituting one cup of whole-wheat flour for white flour)
1 1/2 teaspoons of baking powder
1 teaspoon of salt
2 teaspoons of vegetable oil
3/4 cups of warm milk
(or
3/4 cup of warm water for lower fat)

Method:

Mix together the flour, baking powder, salt and oil.
Slowly add the warm milk.
Stir until a loose, sticky ball is formed.
Knead for two minutes on a floured surface. Dough should be firm and soft.
Place dough in a bowl and cover with a damp cloth or plastic wrap for 20 minutes.
After the dough has rested, break off eight sections, roll them into balls in your hands, place on a plate (make sure they aren’t touching) and then cover balls with damp cloth or plastic wrap for 10 minutes. (It’s very important to let the dough rest, otherwise it will be like elastic and won’t roll out to a proper thickness and shape.)
After dough has rested, one at a time place a dough ball on a floured surface, pat it out into a four-inch circle, and then roll with a rolling pin from the center until it’s thin and about eight inches in diameter. (If you roll out pie crusts you’ll have no problem with this.) Don’t over work the dough, or it’ll be stiff. Keep rolled-out tortillas covered until ready to cook.
In a dry iron skillet or comal heated on high, cook the tortilla about thirty seconds on each side. It should start to puff a bit when it’s done.
Keep cooked tortillas covered wrapped in a napkin until ready to eat.
Can be reheated in a dry iron skillet, over your gas-burner flame or in the oven wrapped in foil.
While you probably won’t have any leftovers, you can store in the fridge tightly wrapped in foil or plastic for a day or so.
Makes eight tortillas.



* I used water instead of milk

Anonymous said...

Good Morning

KOL anon said...

Good morning.

I meant to post this link for Wendy earlier. It's the B-side (piano version) of Dusty which is nearly impossible to find. I have the mp3, but only recently found the youtube version of it. You gotta love old school KOL. ^_^

Also, here's a sweet little stop motion animation video that a fan made for Talihina Sky for a school project. I happened upon it last night and thought you might enjoy it.


To the anon who asked about ONTD, there is a spinoff ONTD community just for KOL called ontd_kol. Membership is moderated, but they might let you in if they don't think you're either a) a troll or b) a new fan (i.e., someone who is there for Sex on Fire). Yes, I agree there's some elitism going on there and I don't like it, which is one of the reasons I don't belong to the community anymore. I still have friends who belong, and they keep me in the loop with any links, news, etc. that are posted there, although I usually find out about them first, anyway.

There are other sites that are better, but I don't have time to post the links now. Maybe later. I also do plan to get a KOL blog up soon so other people don't have to work quite so hard for KOL goodies.

Hope that helps.

Have a great day, everyone.

ergoproxy said...

hello KOL have a great day

good morning anon

mayo
had a very satisfying day, hope you had one too. Now I need a good sleep
have a great thursday
much love EP xx

SS
hope your day is filled with all you've dreamed about and your night is even better
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

Anonymous said...

Hi blog.

:( We're going to miss summersonic this weekend. So many good bands are playing

Linkin Park, Placebo, Keane, Nine Inch Nails, My Chemical Romance, Kasabian, Beyoncé, Limp Bizkit, The Flaming Lips, Razorlight, The All-American Rejects, Sonic Youth, Hoobastank, Aphex Twin, Paramore, Katy Perry, The Ting Tings, Lady GaGa, Mogwai, Klaxons, Tricky, Elvis Costello, Ne-Yo, Phoenix, Mando Diao, Paolo Nutini, Mew, Matisyahu, Grizzly Bear, CSS, Boys Like Girls, Saosin, The Specials, Gogol Bordello, Soulwax, Cansei de Ser Sexy, Mastodon, Datarock, 65daysofstatic, Girl Talk, Enter Shikari, Mercury Rev, The Enemy, Beyonce, Teenage Fanclub, The Horrors, War, Mute Math, Bring Me the Horizon, Little Boots, Solange, Joan Jett, Hollywood Undead, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, Jenny Lewis, Metronomy, Lenka, Caravan, Tahiti 80, Tom Tom Club, School of Seven Bells, 2 Many DJ's, Five Finger Death Punch, Jack Penate, Patrick Watson, Yuksek, Luciano, Birdy Nam Nam, Maximum the Hormone, PUFFY, Dragon Ash, Cavalera Conspiracy, Boom Boom Satellites, The Vaselines, B'z, Ghostland Observatory,

toujours said...

ai, i know. :(

i looked into it, but my finances fainted dead away at the sight of airfare to japan.




*sigh*





oops! better go clock in! have a good day everyone!

Anonymous said...

Hold your fire
Keep it burning bright
Hold the flame 'til the dream ignites
A spirit with a vision is a dream
With a mission

I hear their passionate music
Read the words that touch my heart
I gaze at their feverish pictures
The secrets that set them apart

When I feel the powerful visions
Their fire has made alive
I wish I had that instinct
I wish I had that drive

Spirits fly on dangerous missions
Imaginations on fire
Focused high on soaring ambitions
Consumed in a single desire

In the grip of a nameless possession
A slave to the drive of obsession
A spirit with a vision is a dream
With a mission

I watch their images flicker
Bringing light to a lifeless screen
I walk through their beautiful buildings
And I wish I had their dreams
But dreams don't need to have motion
To keep their spark alive
Obsession has to have action
Pride turns on the drive

It's cold comfort
To the ones without it
To know how they struggled
How they suffered about it
If their lives were exotic and strange
They would likely have gladly exchanged them
For something a little more plain
Maybe something a little more sane

We each pay a fabulous price
For our visions of paradise
But a spirit with a vision is a dream
With a mission

Anonymous said...

Every Day We're Standing in a Time Capsule...

Anonymous said...

Thank You Canada..Thank You Thank You Thank You!!!

Anonymous said...

RUSH FTW!

Anonymous said...

Living on a lighted stage
Approaches the unreal
For those who think and feel
In touch with some reality
Beyond the gilded cage.

Cast in this unlikely role
Ill-equipped to act
With insufficient tact
One must put up barriers
To keep oneself intact.

Living in the limelight
The universal dream
For those who wish to seem.
Those who wish to be
Must put aside the alienation,
Get on with the fascination,
The real relation,
The underlying theme.

Living in a fisheye lens,
Caught in the camera eye.
I have no heart to lie
I can't pretend a stranger
Is a long-awaited friend.

All the world's indeed a stage
And we are merely players:
Performers and portrayers,
Each another's audience
Outside the gilded cage


Limelight Lyrics
Artist(Band):Rush

Anonymous said...

Those boys from Toronto, Ontario write some great lyrics and music.

Anonymous said...

"Freewill"

There are those who think that life has nothing left to chance
A host of holy horrors to direct our aimless dance

A planet of play things
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive
'The stars aren't aligned
Or the gods are malign...'
Blame is better to give than receive

[Chorus:]
You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill
I will choose a path that's clear
I will choose freewill

There are those who think
That they were dealt a losing hand
The cards were stacked against them
They weren't born in Lotusland

All preordained
A prisoner in chains
A victim of venomous fate
Kicked in the face
You can't pray for a place
In heaven's unearthly estate



Each of us
A cell of awareness
Imperfect and incomplete
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet


RUSH FTW!

Anonymous said...

Talk about a band with a message...I LOVE Those Guys..The Words The music...what they stand for...pure poetry!

Anonymous said...


We are secrets to each other
Each one's life a novel
No-one else has read.
Even joined in bonds of love,
We're linked to one another
By such slender threads.

We are planets to each other,
Drifting in our orbits
To a brief eclipse.
Each of us a world apart,
Alone and yet together,
Like two passing ships.

Chorus
Just between us,
I think it's time for us to recognize
The differences we sometimes fear to show.
Just between us,
I think it's time for us to realize
The spaces in between
Leave room for you and I to grow.

We are strangers to each other,
Full of sliding panels,
An illusion show.
Acting well-rehearsed routines
Or playing from the heart?
It's hard for one to know.

Chorus

We are islands to each other,
Building hopeful bridges
On a troubled sea.
Some are burned or swept away,
Some we would not choose,
But we're not always free.

Anonymous said...

And the men who hold high places
Must be the ones to start
To mould a new reality
Closer to the heart

The blacksmith and the artist
Reflect it in their art
Forge their creativity
Closer to the heart

Philosophers and ploughmen
Each must know his part
To sow a new mentality
Closer to the heart

You can be the captain
I will draw the chart
Sailing into destiny
Closer to the heart

Anonymous said...

Beautiful!! Yes In Deed!!!!!!

Anon616 said...

Hello Mayo, SS, Rush lovers, Ergo, KOL anon, Amy, Elena, J and L, TJ, Sweetcheeks, MissT, everyone!!!

How are you all? Well, good and in a RUSH (mood), I hope!

Rush anon: I love the lyrics and music too. I know the music doesn't appeal to a lot of young people; but, perhaps if they read the lyrics they would be willing to give the music the chance it deserves.

Rush was unique band with a distinctive sound from the beginning. Some have said they were ahead of their time. I think they created a time just for themselves.

A time in music that will never grow old or feel outdated.

KOL anon: Thank you!!!!! Thank you for beauty this morning. The picture link and the song link!

I had never heard that song. I loved it!!!! Speaking (or typing, as I was) about unique bands with distinctive sounds ~ KOL is another of those bands! As is HIM (in my opinion)! Which is one reason I love them so much too.

I'm loving Caleb's gorgeous new red and black guitar (even though it may not actually be new for him). I'm sure he misses his beloved Gibson; but, I'm also sure in time he will come to love to this new just as much. And, did I mention how much I love that pink shirt??? Well, I do! I'm not certain it was, actually, pink... but, it sure does appear to be pink in color.

Thanks, again, KOL anon!

Amy: What's new with you? I have bad news. It appears your wedding dress (which I was planning to borrow for some occasion or another) has been discontinued. I know. POOP!

Well, I shall simply have to find another for us... I mean you!

;P

Sweetcheeks: I see my e~mail keeps coming back to me. I shall try resending as soon as I'm done here. I hope you, Bugsy, Chocolate and the family are all well!

Martha: How's the week going for you? I hope work isn't exhausting you too much. Just think, tomorrow is Friday and you have the weekend off!!!!

MissT: It's good to see you and your lady bits are getting around a bit more!!! Try not to go wild now!

L and J: Have the workmen started "repairing" your apartment? Are they getting all hot and sweaty? Are they cute? Are you ladies taking pictures and videos to share with us?

;)

That is all for now, I think.

Have a great afternoon/day everyone and good morning to Ergo!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ, DA, Poofed Chameleon, DG, CTV, Entropy, An Old Friend and Oranges anon!

Anon616 said...

2:16!!!!! Hello fellow exclamation mark lover!!! How are you today? I hope you are well!

I shall look for your answer and later. I hope it's an affirmative. I must be off for now!

*blows kisses to blog believe*

Wish you were here said...

Hi everyone.

I've been an observer of this blog (don't wanna say lurker, because lurkers just sit and look, I've been observant), for a very long while, and I just wanted to step out of that for a while, maybe longer. Who knows?

I've seen it start out as a place where people bitched and argued about who Mayo is, SS, even, and slowly turn into more of a community for those who stuck around. It's turned into a place (forgiving a few nasty anons along the way), where people don't give a crap who the blogger is anymore, they care beyond who it could be, and over time I've found myself feeling the same way. I hope you guys can accept me into the fold somewhat. I appreciate this guy just like you, I only kind of wish I'd 'come out' sooner.

Mayo: I don't know what your intention was in creating this, but it's become a place where people come to communicate, not only with you but with each other. You've created a link between many people who wouldn't have otherwise known each other, and done a good job keeping them together with each installment you write. I hope you will continue for a long time to come. And thank you.

Anons: Why are you still bitching? After all this time I honestly don't get why you can't just leave people alone and find something else to do. Are your lives really that empty? I'm sorry if they are, honestly, but trying hurt other people isn't going to 'help' you now, is it?

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