Saturday, May 9, 2009

At the Home

I hate to see you
When you're falling apart
Can't you start over, again?

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her chair
Keeps her windows shut
To keep out the air

Elizabeth crumbles
Alone in her bed
Spends all her pastime
Mulled in her dread

What keeps her living
Is her fear of being
Anywhere other than here
So they’ll feed her too much
Or it’s never enough,
Then it's fuck you
“Get the hell out of here!"

Elizabeth stumbles
Over everything I've said
Pining words are useless
Pushed round in her head

The mystery was my bravery
I never knew what I'd get
Will it be her fear or regret?
Her confusion my denial?
Walked her shoes a while
Now she can’t turn back
So she said then she’ll stay
And I will walk away

Elizabeth mumbles
Over and over my name
Forgetting tomorrow
Will never be the same

She’s repeating her beating
Did you bring her a drink?
Why are you leaving?
What the hell do you think?
That she’ll fuck you
To get the hell out of here

Elizabeth tumbles
Out onto the floor
With an abandon of reason
It is herself abhorred

She sat alone in her room
Pouring over her gloom
Never got out of her chair
And they don't even care
Now that they’ve all receded
Into the ground or fleeted
To the wormholes
And woodwork back there

You'll find repair
Where that memory
Becomes illusory

Look, again?



p.s. in the end it is what you think you will get.

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ergoproxy said...

YAY!!

*happy dance*

I was just out feeding my guinea pigs with my daughter
they love spinach and carrot

Anonymous said...

It definitely is. I'm curious as to what happened to

Eeeps, I have never seen Ocean's Eleven.

*bows head in shame*

I'll do my best :)

I'm now gonna call it a night. Getting sleepy here. Goodnight ergo, Emily, sweet dreams!

ergoproxy said...

wow I just saw an ad for these wolverine claw things, battery operated and you get one, and have to buy more? they looked like things specially destined to end in "MUUUM he poked me OOOWWWWWWWWWWWW" and tears

Anonymous said...

Alright, ladies, it almost 4am. I'm off to bed.

EP, BC thanks for the lovely chat. Hope to do it again real soon.

Goodnight everyone and Anon's alike. Sweet dreams ya'll.

A Rose for Emily...

ergoproxy said...

goodnight BC sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Well, let me know of your purchase EP. BC its okay, like I said no pressure. But if you know of anyone who knows that scene or if you just happen to come across it, take a pic and let us see it in your vaca post.

Goodnight ladies, until next time.

A Rose for Emily...

ergoproxy said...

goodnight emily, sweet dreams too

ergoproxy said...

knowing my older nephew, I think buying him wolverine claws would be an accident waiting to happen lol
think I'll pass

ergoproxy said...

I seriously see far more Nickelodeon and Disney Channel than is good for me :/

Anonymous said...

What I was going to write in my previous comment about True Blood was wondering what happened to Lafayette in the season finale.

I wonder if he's gonna show up for season 2? :S

Anyways, goodnight emily, ergo.

Anonymous said...

I wonder too. I love Lafayette but its a mystery until the premiere and that's all I'll say for now so I won't spoil it for anyone.

Okay, now I really have to go to sleep.

Goodnight BC, EP, Everyone.

A Rose for Emily...

Anonymous said...

I'll be the one to show you the way
You'll be the one to always complain
Three in the morning come-a bang bang bang
All out of fags and I just can't wait
Cancel the thing that I said I'd do
I don't feel comfortable talkin' to you
'Less you got the zipper fixed on my shoe
Then I'll be in the lobby drinking for two

Eighteen
Balding
Star

Golden
Fallen
Heart

Look at the shakies
What's with the blush?
Fresh off the plane in my fuzzy rush
Everyone's gathered to idolize me
I hate the way you talk your Japanese scream
It's been too long since I left the shed
You kick the bucket and I'll swing my legs
Always remember the pact that we made
Too young to die but old isn't great

Eighteen
Balding
Star

Golden
Fallen
Heart

I'm-a gonna show the way
I'm-a gonna show the way
I'm-a gonna show the way

Eighteen
Balding
Star

Anonymous said...

Fans Lyrics
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Homegrown
Rock to the rhythm and bop to the beat of the radio
You ain't got the slang but you got the face to play the role
You can play with me

And all the bros
Try for the courage
And try for the charity tight clothes
She got a hat
And all her hat says is asshole
She'll be boppin' to me


Pretty hairdos
And those lipstick kisses blowin'
Yeah thats the right move
Make me feel like I'm the one who moves you
The only one you see

Now take it down
And don't you let those tears quench the thirsty ground
And Don't you be so scared that you can't make a sound
Make a sound for me

All of London scream
Cause Englands swining and they sure love the tales i bring
And those rainy days, they ain't so bad when you're the king
The king they want to see


Homegrown
Said Rock to the rhythm and bop to the beat of the radio
You ain't got the slang but you got the face to play the roll
You can play withme

Pretty hairdos
And those lipstick kisses blowin'
Yeah thats the right move
Make me feel like I'm the one who's movin' you
The only one you see

All of London Scream
Cos England's swinging and they sure love the tales i bring
And those rainy days, they ain't so bad when you're the king
The king they want to see.

ergoproxy said...

Mayo
well one day down and 4 to go! Always a good way to start the week. you know, starting it, lol
have a good one mate
much love EP xx

SS
all set for Monday? Hope it's a good one
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

KOL anon said...

Someone is posting KOL lyrics? Whoa. Kewl.

Not to be picky or anything, but in The Bucket, the line is "Too young to die, but old as the grave." There are a lot of different versions floating around out there on the internet, but that's the line from the lyrics sheet that comes with the CD. Love that song. :D

They've been performing both of those songs on this tour, which is great because they're both made to be played live. I don't think you can truly appreciate either song until you've seen a live version. Wendy already posted Fans (yay!), so I'll post The Bucket.

Also, they've been closing out their set with a new song, which has been dubbed either "Devil's Song" or "Lucyfer" by fans, followed by Black Thumbnail. The new song is very bluesy sounding and every KOL fan I know is really excited about it. There isn't a good video of it up yet, but I'll post Black Thumbnail because it rocks. ^_^

Hope everyone has a great Monday and a great week.

KOL anon said...

Well, phooey. I posted the wrong link for The Bucket. I mean to post this. I love the other one, especially the shot of Nathan blowing bubbles, but the sound quality is better on this one. Anyway, they're both worth watching.

Smoke said...

MAYO!!!!!!!!

Ummm, I think I desparately need some major therapy or something. What does it mean when you dream that your husband's mother found his crack pipe in her truck? And then, to top it off, Mikey Way calls to check on him because it's actually his brother. All the while, I was checking out shoes at Payless. WTF? Did that mean I was married to Gerard Way in my dream? Does that make me LynZ? Or does it mean that Mikey just happened to be my brother-in-law? WTMFF? And why Payless? It was a dream! Why couldn't it have been some damn Manolo's!!! When I finally woke up, I was so damn mad I could have spit nails.

So yeah.

Hey listen, if you need a good laugh today (as if that wasn't enough) just check out Eminem's new video for 3AM. God, I love Shady just as much as the next person but what in the hell kind of accent is that supposed to be? He sounds like he can't move his tongue. Must have been all those klonopins. O_O

(Total disappointment, Slim. I'm surprised Dre let ya get away with that.)

I'm in a Charlie the Unicorn kind of mood today. Watch out for the bleh-bleh-bleh's today, Mayo. They're right behind you! Seriously.

Have a good one!

Smoke said...

OMFG! I dreamed about Detective Mittens, too! I just remembered that!

Jesus.

O_O

*goes to sit in a corner somewhere to listen to Leathermouth*

I think I'll just stay out of everyone's way today.







Hey SS!

*sticks tongue out at SS*

Byeeeee!

Jennicula said...

Hey there Mayo. Very interesting post. Makes me stop and think for a bit. Walk away and then come back. Kick it around to see where it lands.

At the moment it points to a friend of mine whose downward spiral into her head has led her out of her mind. Of all my “crazy” friends, she’s the one who is actually certifiable. Her illness leads her down scary and dangerous paths which leave me cringing. I always worry when she doesn’t call. I’d rather hear “life is shit” than nothing. Nothing leads to no good. No good leads to trouble. Trouble leads to danger.

During one of her frequent hospital stays, I wanted to visit. Just to let her know no matter what, I was still there for her. I didn’t even know if she would know who I was that day. She refused all visitors. Apparently she hadn’t healed from the cuts she received after she had jumped out of a window to get away from the bugs crawling in her skin.

Sometimes, I look into her faded blue eyes and I see the person who used to live in there. But then I am immediately reminded that she no longer exists. Maybe a glimpse here and there when she is lucid, but for the most part gone.

She has become a stranger I still love but scares me to death.

She is Alice in Wonderland who has slipped down the rabbit hole. Her meds are the “eat me” cakes or “drink me” potions that pacify the voices in her head for a while until they need to break loose and wreck havoc on all those around her. Me included.

Ps – it never ends up where you think it might. It’s always just a little left of normal.

MissTottenham said...

Hiya Mayo. How are you sweetie? OK I hope.


Hiya ss, miss you sweetie. Miss you too PPU sweetie.

I miss so many peopl who have gone.

But I love all that are still here.



well, I'm feeling a lot better. I was at the doctors today and the nurse changed my dressing. It's not hurting as much but I'm still only able to walk tentatively. I am still having to keep it dry but it's stopped weeping it's at the very first stages of healing but damn it's taken a week and a half to get to this stage.

I have been on the phone to the appropriate people and will get another date for the fitness test. I am still off down to London on Weds till Sat (cos I'd booked my coach ticket thinking I'd be doing the test on Friday) as I have to see occupational health on Thursday and take my doctors note to them and have their nurses see me to see when I will be fit to re-do the test.

Wish me luck peeps.

elena said...

Good luck, MissT. It was good to see ya!

Good to see you too, Jen. I found your comment very touching. It's so hard to watch someone you care about fade away.

MissTottenham said...

Hiya Elena sweetie. I'm not gone just yet.

how are you sweetie?

elena said...

I'm just fine. Sounds like you are doing a bit better. That's good to hear.

MissTottenham said...

A little better thanks Elena. I'm hobbling through.


Did you have a nice weekend?

elena said...

It was a very nice weekend. I spent Mom's day with my girls.

How was your weekend?

MissTottenham said...

Aw that's nice Elena.

I did a bit of hobbling around. I went with my mum to get some pics done for a pass she has for the bus. She hates having her pic taken and those booths just confuse her.

elena said...

Sounds like my mom, lol.

MissTottenham said...

LOL I think all over the world, most mums are the same.

elena said...

Yep, I agree.

Gotta head off now. I'm gonna go check into the casino hotel for some relaxation. Yea

Nice talking to ya, MissT. Take care.

ergoproxy said...

hi missT

hi elena


missT glad it's getting better, and that you can reschedule

Jen, that is really sad,and how your own mind can become such an ,enemy. I hope she sees some recovery

MissTottenham said...

See you later Elena, have a great time sweetie.


Hiya Ergo sweetie, how are you today?

ergoproxy said...

pretty good thanks, have to get ready for work now it's my full day

looks like we might have showery rain too

how about you?

MissTottenham said...

I'm ok sweetie.

I hope you have a nice day. how was the exam sitting you did the other day?

ergoproxy said...

it was good, the whole class - bar 1 improved
but 3 did it yesterday and I haven't marked them yet
hope they did a bit too

Anonymous said...

Looks like Frank isn't as smart as he thinks he is, in more ways than one.

MissTottenham said...

Was the one that didn't improve the one that gives you trouble?

ergoproxy said...

no he's out of the class until I finish so he didn't do it

MissTottenham said...

Is that cos he was being trouble?

ergoproxy said...

yep he wouldn't let up, said he wanted to be out of my class etc, swore at me, so he has been sitting in yr 12 classes with his work instead

has been lovely without him :]

well I am off to work so see you tomorrow missT

xx

MissTottenham said...

Have a great day, see you later Ergo.

MissTottenham said...

Nighty night everyone. See you in a week.

xxxxxx

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Looks like Frank isn't as smart as he thinks he is, in more ways than one
.

I know. It's weird, right? ^_~

Anonymous said...

what did frank do now? are you sure it wasn't gerard, mikey or bob who did it? ;)

Anonymous said...

They're all a bunch of idiots. It's a good thing Gerard doesn't blog anymore.

Anonymous said...

More geeks than idiots. IMO

Anonymous said...

Ode to Code: A Geek Poem

Just think:
The twine of sine
and cosine, twang of tangents,
tangles of angles and twirls of tris,
the way each curve is wavelength,
like a sound is wavelength, light is
wavelength. A four forty’s tone
is blue, its hertz a wiggle,
wobble, flow from
high to low, a
nanometer’s
drunken walk
the shade of skies.

Perhaps by this was Schumann
driven mad; the way the math invades,
pervades, like A four forty in his ear
for years: a cosmic radio of audio
uncaused by any known thing.
Oh, the song was blue,
but blues were
something
Schumann
never heard.
Or always did.
Or thought he always did.

The azimuth, horizon, incidence;
The cadence, coda, recapitulation.
These are all the whirlwind tang of life:
From helices in mitochondria to lacy
fractal leaves to strings vibrating
quarks, and time we see
cross-sectioned.
Here we
have the arc
of it, the seconds. Mark.

And now, we twist our code
in loops, recurse in tighter spirals, flow
through chains of consequence — input
output GIGO FILO — at play with toys
that mimic magic, reify and
retro-fy, a Bezier here,
vector there,
a wave
of bosses, twirl
Of blues, a count of lives, all binary.

Signs, sines, sprites, twines, tangents, tunes, time. In rhyme.




Raph Koster

Anonymous said...

No, really. Idiots.

Anonymous said...

Most definitely 7:00.

Anonymous said...

“Idiots and lunatics see only their own wit.”

Anonymous said...

“Providence protects children and idiots. I know because I have tested it.”

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Looks like Frank isn't as smart as he thinks he is, in more ways than one.

I know. It's weird, right? ^_~


Exactly. Weird.

Anonymous said...

Frank = SS

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Looks like Frank isn't as smart as he thinks he is, in more ways than one.

I know. It's weird, right? ^_~


Exactly. Weird.

Poor Frank. He probably doesn't even know he's slipped up.

Anonymous said...

Fucking Idiots

Can you not see, you stupid fools?
That what you do defines you!
That words and looks and deeds so cruel
mean happiness will never find you!

And when you make the weakling cry
in front of strangers such as I
We do not forget and pass on by
Instead, we take a breath and damn you.

Do you not realise, you fucking brutes
that time will from memories erase you?
And all you'll have gained
from their insufferable pain
are delayed realisations of the stark truth:
You're a bunch of fucking lonely wrecks,
Who no-one cares to talk to....

So listen to me you stupid morons,
I'll say it loud and clear,
Stop before the chance's gone
because the consequences are severe



Hasan Ali

Anonymous said...

"IDIOT

Some say I am an idiot,
some say I am a total nut.

Some say I am lazy,
some say I am crazy.

I care and I really don't care what they say,
Patiently I have to accept what comes my way.

I know I am going to die soon,
That will be my biggest boon.

My life life like a candle has been lit,
Suicide sadly is forbidden to commit.

Fool make money some people shout,
Poetry you will die broke without a doubt.

I must write I keep telling them,
I have been given the signs to use the pen.
"





by -
Mohit K Misra
from Ponder awhile

Anonymous said...

http://www.amazon.com/Ponder-Awhile-Mohit-K-Misra


In Ponder Awhile, poet and writer Mohit K. Misra challenges readers to embrace the simple joys and truths of bare existence. His is a delicate, calm and forceful world where philosophy bends to the whims of the spirit—a place where mankind is generous, sincere and introspective. How glorious it is to live, love and learn! This collection of fifty-one poems captures all that is pure, elegant and sweet in life. With titles such as “Mother Earth,” “Charity,” “Peace,” and “Married to the light, readers are in for a treat with this second printing of what has become an Indian classic. Each poem is written in the classical poetry style of Dohas or couplets, the style of the sages and mystics. Each work of poetic prose is highly readable and engaging and may be easily used as either a weekly mantra, meditation or simply as an inducement to get the reader’s mind and soul moving in the right direction—to enlightenment and beyond.

Anonymous said...

diversional

Anonymous said...

going with the theme

Anonymous said...

what white elephant?

Anonymous said...

what weird white elephant?

Anonymous said...

laterz

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

what weird white elephant?

OMG WIN!

Anonymous said...

Well....just because

Anonymous said...

What are you guys talking about?

Amyranth said...

Anyone around?

Anonymous said...

Hallo? Hallo? I haz blog all to self? I can makez rulez?

anima said...

Hi everyone! ♥

Mayo, this post well, it's good, I mean really really good. Sends me in a new direction. Thank you once again. I am happy to see you around. :)

Just after my dad passed away, I received a beautiful blank journal from a lady that comes to the bar. It is such a sweet gift: and she said she thought it was silly. How could that be a silly gift?! I haven't written in forever (in a journal I mean) even though I find myself writing in my head everyday...just never enough time to put it all down. I have that urge right now and I have time, but once again I am stuck; blocked. The moment the pen touches the paper, I'm at a loss a loss for words.

Your posts continue to inspire me...thought you should know. I hope I can find my way back to it all. This journal is just too lovely to waste.

How are you these days? You doing okay?


....
I hate computers!
I received a message on my computer that my hard-drive is malfunctioning. WTF? Right now I'm backing up everything. Fucking ridiculous.

Sorry that was random. GRRR!
....

And Happy Mother's Day to all those mommies out there. Hope you all had a great day yesterday!

Anonymous said...

8:12 and Coldplay's Yellow


OMG WIN!

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, come back. Don't let the jealousy of others about your skill AND the fact that people LISTEN to you drive you away.

They need to get over the fact that you, and the Fix, were right.

Don't let them bother you.

Original Punk J said...

Amy! Anima! Either of you still here?

Anonymous said...

9:54


Boring day in preschool again?

anima said...

I haven't heard "Yellow" in forever. It was nice to hear. :)




I can't get this song out of my head today...

Ida Maria

anima said...

J, I'm still here.

My computer is getting hot. Haven't heard the fan run in a while. Fuckin fuckety fuck fuck.

Original Punk J said...

Or as I like to say, motherfuckin sonofabitch!

How's everything, Anima? Haven't spoken to you in a while.

Anonymous said...

Hi Anima, good to see you. Hey J, Amy

Original Punk J said...

Hey BC, how are you?

anima said...

Hey BC and J.

I haven't spoken in a while if you know what I mean. I'm kinda twisted up J to be honest. Trying to shake it, deal with it, whatever I can to get to the next. I tend to retreat during times like this. I'm okay though.

How are you? How's Lisa doing?

Amyranth said...

I'm around! I was just over at Seven's baking a cake. I've got pastry on the brain, sorry guys.

Hallo J, BC, Anima and Anons!

Anonymous said...

Hey Amy, what's up?

I'm alright J, thanks. You? Is L feeling better?

anima said...

Great back up disk #1 has just failed. Awesome.

Amyranth said...

Anima, are you doing alright? You can fire me off an email anytime if you need to vent.

anima said...

Hey Amy. How have you been?

Smoke, I just want to say that I laughed at your post from earlier. In a good way!!! I can't even begin to explain the wacked out dreams I have and yes some include guys in bands, exboyfriends, not remembering my locker combination, homework I didn't finish, tornados, waiting tables and being slammed, and well a bunch of other random shit. I wake up scratching my head pretty much every morning.

Original Punk J said...

Anima, I know exactly what you mean. It takes a while to move past and then forward. Like Amy said, anytime you need to talk, both Lisa and I are here.

Lisa's made a remarkable recovery, and is feeling better every day.

As for the latest, uh, episode, that's cleared up too. She said she threw up about 20 times in about 4 hours. :P

Hey Amy! Back again, I see. Baking cakes? NOM. I've never met a cake I didn't like. :D

BC, when are you leaving for Vegas?

Amyranth said...

I've never made a cake I didn't like J.

Anima, not bad. Weathering the storm, like everyone else. And killing myself gardening. Stupid grass and weeds. And aphids. And ants.

Stupid nature.

BC, you're going to Vegas? Can I interest you in my services as a Luggage Ninja?

anima said...

Thanks Amy, that is really sweet of you. I'm okay. Really. You know May has always been a strange month for me. I think I say that every year!

I just bought Warped Tour tickets so that's exciting! Well, I hope - I hate all day festivals; but there are some really great bands playing this year so I'm stoked.

Amyranth said...

O_O

Anima, I love Warped Tour.

I have gone every years since 2002, and every year is more and more fun.

Except that I think they're closing the speedway that they usually have Warped at next year, so this could be our last year for the tour IN Calgary. Suck.

toujours said...

SUPERGLOMP!

*takes a flying leap off the balcony*

*lands on anima, j., bc, and amyranth*

*SQOOOOOOSHY HUG*





:D

Amyranth said...

*points to the sky*

*lips move in odd pattern*

Look! IT IS THE SUPERGLOMP! WHO WILL SAVE US? AAAAHH! GOJIRA!!

*lips keep moving*

:3

toujours said...

*sits up and backread*

anima, i was thinking about doing warped tour this year, either at st.louis and/or kansas city! if i do, can we meet up?

huh huh?

please can we??


*puppy eyes*

anima said...

Thanks J, I appreciate it. :)
Send my love to Lisa. That girl needs to get better!

Amy, I can't keep a garden either. Thankfully I have plants that bloom every year. So easy. Well until the middle of July - watering is a must. I still manage to fuck that up too.

We are building a compost bin in our backyard, I'm pretty excited about that.

toujours said...

*reaches behind her and grabs amyranth in a headlock*

you know you love the superglomp!

Original Punk J said...

YOWCH! What the fuck just fell on me?

*looks around for culprit*

TJ?!? Great galloping grandmas, woman, what are you trying to do, glomp us flat?

;)

Amyranth said...

*is headlocked*

AAAAAH SUPAGROMP HEAADU-ROKU!! >_<

(Okay, sorry. I'll stop now.)

anima said...

Hey TJ! Of course!

Amy I haven't been to WT in 3 years I think. I was burnt to all hell and I just swore I couldn't do it again. Oh and I'm old...I get tired quickly LOL!

Amyranth said...

Great galloping grandmas

Best mental image ever.

toujours said...

*heehee*

extra squooshy hugs for you j.!

*SQUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH*


i'd only glomp you flat with love, j., i assure you. :)

toujours said...

*stands up and does a godzilla stomp around the room*

RAAAUUURGH!

*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*STOMP*

Amyranth said...

Anima, we've got a plan all worked out now. After almost 8 years of going, Warped Tour is a finely orchestrated carnival of motion.

And suntan lotion. The three things you NEED for any Warped Tour anywhere are:

1. Tickets. Duh.
2. Water. Preferably frozen.
3. Sunscreen. Nothing lower than 45 SPF.

Anything after that is optional.

Anonymous said...

Mohit K Misra anon, thank you.

toujours said...

*still stomping in the background*

anima said...

Amyranth said...
Great galloping grandmas

Best mental image ever.

May 11, 2009 11:27 PM


hehe! I just spat my drink!






OH! I forgot to mention, Eddie and the Cruisers was on TV tonight. NICE! But it was not as interesting as I remember...funny how that works!

Amyranth said...

I think it must be Dinosaur Pajama Night at Mayo's!

*runs upstairs*

anima said...

*hears stomping*

Original Punk J said...

Hawaiian Tropic makes a 70 SPF lotion that lets NOTHING past it. We used it during PR and never got burned. Even on the 115 degree heat index day.

Amy, that line is from "I Am Weasel", one of the most excellent cartoons ever made.

TJ, aww, how...sweet...?

toujours said...

*stomps up to anima*

RAAAAUGHGLOMP!

i hope it works out, that would be cool to be at a concert with you again. :)


RAAAAUGH

*stomps off again*

anima said...

Amy, my problem is that I put on sunscreen before I leave, then I sweat it all off. I hate carrying things with me, so I never thought of bringing more lotion...not sure if it is even allowed. We have stupid rules 'round these parts.

Original Punk J said...

*looks at glass of Tab*

*sees ripples moving in it*

*hears distant stomping*

*RUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNS*

toujours said...

*stops stomping*

*grins at j.*


i'm the sweetest radioactive mutated monster on the block, j. :D


RAAAAUUUGH


*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*STOMP*










*sits on the couch*

whew.








*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*STOMP
*STOMP*
*STOMP*

anima said...

TJ, it would be great to be at a concert with you again. Just don't bring the wool coat! hehe! After I left the pit I was covered in wool hairs cause I was so sweaty! Gross!

Anonymous said...

J, it looks like I'll be leaving next month. I'll be hitting up Texas first to visit relatives, then heading straight to Nevada.

Amy, sure!

Thanks for the big sqoosh hug tj :D

Amyranth said...

*STOMPITY SKIP*

*shakes her fleecy dino tail*

toujours said...

oh man, i ahd forgotten that i was wearing that, anima! lol how the hell did i survive?

but i'll for sure be wearing my little black cap, it's my lucky concert cap!



*oops*

*resumes stomping*


RAAAAAURGH

toujours said...

RAAAAUR--

you have a fleecy dinosaur tail, amyranth? what the hell kind of dinosaur are you?

*squints*

Amyranth said...

Anima, we've found that they're usually pretty good with large rolling cooler bags. The less pockets the better. And the water bottles have to be sealed, and we generally freeze 4 of them, and chill 2 of them. The bottle of sunscreen goes in with the frozen water, and we tuck a couple of clean t-shirts in the bottom. Security tears the whole thing apart, but once they're done, we're some of the very few people who DON'T have to empty all of our pockets and bags out to get through the checkpoint.

Maybe you guys should come to Canada.

toujours said...

i hope you survived the squooshiness, bc!

Amyranth said...

The kind of dinosaur that has dinosaur feet on her dinosaur tail-bottomed pajamas. I also have armoured spikes going up my back to my dinosaur hood.

And I'm green and purple.

:D

toujours said...

an amyranthasaurus?! they are so rare, paleontologists hardly ever find signs of them, and then only in large annual gatherings. gosh!

*looks on admiringly*




*altogether forgets to stomp*

Original Punk J said...

Ok, random odd question time:

Lisa and I have been in detailed discussion over what kind of candy is best. What do you guys think, what's y'all's favorites?

anima said...

Amy, I'm pretty sure we could never bring in a cooler. Unless things have changed around here, but I doubt it. Sad really. I had to throw away a snickers candy bar at one venue. But my 'pepper spray' didn't get any attention. Strange I tell you.

toujours said...

i just had some werther's chewy caramels today, those are yum, but i think one of my all-time favorites is the fabulous curly-wurly.

and slightly stale twix bars.

Original Punk J said...

"and slightly stale twix bars"

Ooh, I like puffy Cheetos when they start going stale! Adds just enough chewiness. :D

anima said...

I need to run...the computer needs to be shut down. Hoping I can back everything up before it explodes!


Take care everyone!


Night Blogbelieve.

Amyranth said...

Oh come on now! Large annual gatherings with the Teej-rannasaurus Rex!

*STOMPITY-SKIP!*

Lesse... my favorite candy bar has to be the Reeses Peanut Butter Cups. In a pinch an Oh Henry will do too. After that is Crispy Crunch, and then the Crunchie bar.

I can eat most chocolate bars, except the BOUNTY. YUCK.

toujours said...

good night anima, so good to see you! i'll email you when i know if i'm doing warped tour. :)

j., that's it exactly, sometimes stale is better!

Anonymous said...

Favorite candy: Right now it's Godiva chocolate. I just love it. I do love twix and m and m's too.

toujours said...

teej-rannasaurus rex? *hee*

i like the sound of that, that i do!


RAAAAAAAAAAAAUUURRGH!

watch out, all you stale twix bars!

*STOMP*
*STOMP*
*CHOMP*

Original Punk J said...

Amy, you and Lisa agree on the Reese's. I like them too, but my very favorite, which I can't have anymore, is Mounds. What's a Bounty bar? It's not related to Bounty paper towels, is it? :D

TJ, have you ever had the peanut butter Twix?

Amyranth said...

I like the Peanut Butter M&M'S, especially when I just let them fall apart in my mouth.

Amyranth said...

Bounty is a coconut bar covered in chocolate. Yuck!

I hate coconut.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Anima! So good to see you again! *hugs*

BC, Godiva chocolate isn't even in the same league as mere "candy". It is the Nirvana of chocolate. :D
M&Ms are good too, like Amy said, the peanut butter ones are great. I like the crispy ones, too.

toujours said...

oooh, i love those mounds bars, too, j.!

i haven't had the pb twix, i don't eat a lot of candy, just when i get a craving for it, and so haven't had much opportunity to try that one. is it good?

Amyranth said...

Good Luck with the backup Anima! I hope we see you again soon!

Amyranth said...

You know BC, that's the second time today somebody has mentioned Godiva's chocolate as being just that good. I'm going to have to spend tomorrow making a comparison between Godiva and Bernard Callebaut.

Original Punk J said...

*laughing*

Amy, you're gonna scream: Mounds...is a coconut bar covered in chocolate! HAHAHAHAA! Ah, sweet irony.

TJ, yeah, the PB Twix is awesome. Any form of chocolate and peanut butter is wonderful--Butterfinger, NOM--so you can't go wrong!

toujours said...

you know what's weird though, j.? different brands of pb&choc candy don't go together...like reese's cups and then a butterfinger? gah. the peanut butter is totally different.

not that i've studied this, or anything.



no.



of course not.

Amyranth said...

Mounds sound gross too J. :P

And Teej, you're right. I'll admit to testing it because I was a kid once.

And it's a wonder I still have teeth.

Anonymous said...

Amy, I think it's great because in my opinion, the chocolate is more richer tasting than the regular chocolate that's sold in grocery stores. But that's just my opinion.

J, I so agree with you there. It's not just mere chocolate, why should it? It's fantastic. One mall near where I live has their own boutique that I go there sometimes. They also sell chocolate smoothies, gift sets, chocolate covered strawberries, etc. It's great.

toujours said...

you can't eat m&m's and drink a coke, either, you know. it makes the chocolate in m&m's all bitter. yuk.

Anonymous said...

tj, not to mention it tastes nasty. There's some foods that I tried before while drinking coke. It left a disgusting taste in my mouth. Blah.

Amyranth said...

Coke leaves a disgusting taste in my mouth. I prefer Pepsi.

Anonymous said...

11:32, you're welcome :)

toujours said...

it's true, bc, coke does not go with everything.

amyranth, my dorm back in college only had a pepsi machine, so that's what i drank then, but it's a bit too sugary for me.

but i try not to drink pop if at all possible.

Original Punk J said...

Well, granted you don't want to mix two different kinds of pb/ch. candies. They're not MEANT to be mixed. Keep them separated at all costs. ;D

BC, we have a Godiva store at our closest mall, too. I'm afraid to go in there, I might not come back out! Our local Barnes and Noble sells Godiva goodies as well.

Lisa's now eating a Hershey's milk choc. bar with peanut butter on it.

I may have to wrestle her for it.

Anonymous said...

I have no preference. I like both Coke and Pepsi, but I find orange soda to be quite addicting.

Amy, according to Yahoo, Blackhawks have totally kicked the Canucks' sorry asses. We just advanced into the next round ^__^

toujours said...

oh, i certainly will, from this day forward, j. -- no more shall any of my peanut butter and chocolate candies come in contact! das ist verboten!

Amyranth said...

I can't NOT have pop, but I'm trying to cut down my intake. I'm substituting with iced tea. So far, it's working.

BC, *fistbump* Go Hawks. :D

Original Punk J said...

TJ, buona, si. ;D

I like both Coke and Pepsi, but when I need sugar during a drop, ANYTHING with sugar is fine! Cause right then I don't really taste it, it's just to keep me from passing out.

toujours said...

i just drink coffee, amyranth. *heh*

anyway, i should be saying good night now, i've got work in the morning! my weekend is over, but it was a good one. :)

hope you guys have a good day tomorrow, good night amyranth, bc, j. (and l.!)

sweet dreams!

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Teej-rannasaurus Rex!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight tj, sweet dreams

*big, sqooshy hug*

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight TJ, thanks for the Glomp-Stomp! L says goodnight too.

toujours said...

mayo,

today the big project was putting color back in my hair. i finally have a job where the boss is amenable to having an employee a little different (which is half the appeal of this job, tbh!), so no sense waiting, i took over the front bathroom this afternoon.

it wasn't as much fun as when elena and i dyed my hair, nor did the purple go into my hair with as much impact as the first time i added it (then it was all: kpow! that chick has purple hair!), but you know what? even though the process was more frustrating than i recalled, and even though i wasn't entirely happy with the results, the minute i saw the sun shining on my purple hair, i had to grin.

i really love this color in my hair, it's worth it, even with the hassle.

sometimes, it's important to do something that no one else understands, if it's something that will make you smile.


good night, mayo.

Anonymous said...

live long and prosper

Anonymous said...

Ahh, Mr. Scott, I understand you’re having difficulty with the warp drive. How much time do you require for repair?

Original Punk J said...

Amy, I know it's not quite yet tomorrow in your time zone, but it is here, so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!

*throws confetti, blows noisy thing*

Anonymous said...

mr?

warp speed must have confused you. i'm nyota uhura

Amyranth said...

*blows noisy thing*

J! O_O

(Thank you! But try not to blow the noisy thing in the living room eh? Somewhere a little more quiet then? XD)

Amyranth said...

Gender-bending Warp Speed?

Original Punk J said...

I'm sorry, Amy, there's usually a lot of noise when I blow something! :D

Amyranth said...

XD

Nothing like a good sex joke on your birthday, so I can't argue with that!

ergoproxy said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!!!!

Original Punk J said...

You're welcome, A! Happy Birthday!

Original Punk J said...

Hey Ergo! Two down, three to go, right?

ergoproxy said...

actually only 2 to go, I don't work wednesdays :]

how is everyone?

I saw *STOMPING*

Amyranth said...

Hallo Ergo!!

Teej-rannasaurus was stomping around. You mean you didn't hear her?

Amyranth said...

And thank you for the Happy Birthday!

Original Punk J said...

Two to go, even better! Are you excited to be so close to done, at least for now?

Yeah, there was stomping. My Tab had ripples at one point. *squeak!*

ergoproxy said...

well I did hear something...
lucky she can't swim!

my titoring girl is here so must dash again

take care all!!

ergoproxy said...

VERY excited
:D

Original Punk J said...

Time for bed, so off I go. Goodnight Amy and Ergo, and Star Trek anons, have a good day tomorrow!

Hi Elena if you make it here tonight, and Hi Far and Possum if you come over tomorrow! *waves*

Goodnight Mayo, take it easy.

xo

Anonymous said...

Goodnight J

Original Punk J said...

Oh! And goodnight BC! I'm sorry, I almost left you out! Sleep well.

Original Punk J said...

Dear SS,

Just leaving you with this:

There are things seen with the heart that the eyes cannot perceive. Neither way is better; neither should be neglected. We must simply be aware.

Goodnight, baby. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

Amyranth said...

Night Ergo and J!

My feet fell asleep. :(

Have a good night sleepy little house and everyone in it.

elena said...

Mayo

I sent the hubby down to the casino so I could pop in and tell you goodnight. You know what? He knows and is okay with it. He's a good man. So goodnight Mayo. Take care

Elena

g'nite bloggers said...

"Your Laughter


Take bread away from me, if you wish,
take air away, but
do not take from me your laughter.

Do not take away the rose,
the lance flower that you pluck,
the water that suddenly
bursts forth in joy,
the sudden wave
of silver born in you.

My struggle is harsh and I come back
with eyes tired
at times from having seen
the unchanging earth,
but when your laughter enters
it rises to the sky seeking me
and it opens for me all
the doors of life.

My love, in the darkest
hour your laughter
opens, and if suddenly
you see my blood staining
the stones of the street,
laugh, because your laughter
will be for my hands
like a fresh sword.

Next to the sea in the autumn,
your laughter must raise
its foamy cascade,
and in the spring, love,
I want your laughter like
the flower I was waiting for,
the blue flower, the rose
of my echoing country.

Laugh at the night,
at the day, at the moon,
laugh at the twisted
streets of the island,
laugh at this clumsy
boy who loves you,
but when I open
my eyes and close them,
when my steps go,
when my steps return,
deny me bread, air,
light, spring,
but never your laughter
for I would die.
"





by
- Pablo Neruda

Anonymous said...

G'Nite is posting love poems to Mayo. Interesting.

elena said...

One more thing...

Submitted for your approvable the worst B-side of all time, bar none... I really mean it, this is no joke, really, really bad...

"Put the Bone In" by TERRY JACKS. You know the Seasons in the Sun guy.

Really I can't say really enough..this is sooooo bad. (at least 4 oooo's)

I warn you..don't listen. It's a time vampire. This is the proverbial aural turd of all times.

Anonymous said...

Here we go.

Anonymous said...

3:01 I thought G'Nite could be the love anon tomorrow/always/forever.

Anonymous said...

Lol, you anons sure do make me laugh sometimes :)

Goodnight elena sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Off for the night. Sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

What's so funny BC?

Wasn't that anon called today/tomorrow/foreverandever?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Looks like Frank isn't as smart as he thinks he is, in more ways than one.

I know. It's weird, right? ^_~


Exactly. Weird.

Poor Frank. He probably doesn't even know he's slipped up.

May 11, 2009 7:12 PM


Everyone slips up occasionally.

What's weird is that everyone is being remarkably quiet about Frank's little slip. I don't believe for a second the regs haven't picked up on it.

Anonymous said...

Maybe the reason is there is no slip, and you're just making it up.

Anonymous said...

Making it up? It's there for everyone to see. Clearly you have no idea what we are talking about.

ergoproxy said...

oh I finally get what you mean.......but I do that as well sometimes...does that mean *gasp* I'm Frank Iero!?!?

...and that would explain all these tattoos!

Thank goodness you cleared that up!

Anonymous said...

That's right 5:11. SS is FI and Mayo is GW. Back to your conspiracy theories.

Anonymous said...

It's there for everyone to see Ergoproxy. That anon has wayyyyyy too much smarts.

ergoproxy said...

....mind you hubby is going to be surprised!

Anonymous said...

You had me fooled all along Ergoproxy...I mean Frank. Still trying to work out who is this SS dude or dudette.

Anon616 said...

Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, Ergo (boy, you got off that floor ~ next door ~ fast), Sweetcheecks, Amy, Elena, J, TJ, Anima, various anons and lurkers!!!!

How are you all today (aside from the identity crisis situation)? Good, I hope!

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY!!!!!~

I hope this means we're having a party tonight. Shhhh.... it's a surprise party!
;)

Sweetcheeks: You're going to Texas and Vegas???! YAY!!!! I really think you should swing by NOLA too!
:D

Ergo: *smooooooch*

Elena: I hope you won!!!!

Anima: *hugs*

Have a great day (or night), everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ, Bikey, Trig, Fang Bang, DA, P anon and TODD!

ergoproxy said...

hey wendy!

*smoooch*

have a good night and tuesday

Anon616 said...

Hi Ergo!!!! Thank you! I'm tired; but I'm not sleeeepy.

Do you have a good bedtime story you can tell me?
;)

Ohhh... I wonder if KOL, KOL 2 or Em are around? Maybe they could hypnotize me with some pretty green eyes!
:D

How was your day? Did your husband get the pigpen finished?

ergoproxy said...

no bedtime story really, I could give you the - "I ate a whole heap of nice pasta and now feel happily satisfied" story....but then....that's about it really!


No pig pen yet, it's a weekend job think, over a few weeks I'd say. All the guys are back at work during the week, so we have slab of cement with 6 posts sticking up from it, and a PLAN (apparently, lol)

ergoproxy said...

think = thing

Anon616 said...

A happily satisfied story, eh? Hmmm... I don't think that would get me sleeeeepy. It is getting me hungry though!
;)

YAY for the plan!!! Afterall, planning is the most important aspect of any construction job (or so I've been told).

*wants pasta now*

Anon616 said...

Ergo: Did you notice how close we are to a new page? I challenge you to a race to the top!

Anon616 said...

On your mark...
get set...

Anon616 said...

goooooooooooo !!!!!

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