Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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Anonymous said...

NERDS

Anonymous said...

I don't even deny.

Anonymous said...

S(S)S did U know I was a pote. Thats right and I writing you a POME for you! JUST for you!!!11 I hope like it, it come from my ♥ oka?!!

It is called SS Drownding in a Sea of Nutella and as u can see there is ART to go along with it. I like to ilustrate my thought. I am artistic in that way. I know it is good but try not to be jealous anyway on to your pome!!


Are friend
wonderful friend SS
one day,
he was in GREAT distress!!

We looked all over and put out
an APB
but no sign of him
could we even see!

every crevass of BlogBelieve
we search high and low
In every nook and granny we checked
btu did we find him, NO!!!!

At least until we came upon
a brown sea of DESPAIR
It was the sea of Nutella
AND HE WAS DROWNDING IN THERE!

(LOL I think Nutella is so good but not if your drownding in it probly!)

Anyways we called out to our friend,
Oh please do not die!!
As crystal tears of eternal anguish
slide down our snowy achromatic cheeks from
our beautiful moonswept eyes!

Our anguish was so true
and we were really worried
and in order to save SS,
we knew we had to hurry.

HOLD ONTO YOUR HAT
we said but no help could we fenagle!
Until we all decided
OMG lets throw him a BAGEL!

But the bagel it did miss its mark
ANd we cried out in woe!
EAT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE NUTELLA we cried
Eat it you little really nice and thoughtful friend (LOL I couldn't think of a good rime!!)

But SS could not eat the Nutella
for there was simply too much!
And we really couldn't reach him
our friend we could not clutch!!

We wailed in our despairity!
Trying to see who could wail the most!
Untl we had a better idea,
LET'S THROW HIM SOME TOAST!

(because Nutella is sooooo good on toast it is better than anything!!)

But this time! Through the sheer will
and the magic of our love
the toast landed next to him!
And we were so proud of!
(Ourselves.)

Then SS sailed on the toast to safety
out of the sea of nutella
And even though he ate some of it
he didn't have salmonella.

And then in a big huge CHEAR
we all did lift our voice!
And dancing around the Toast Of Salvation
We all celebrate and rejoice!!

We always hope to hear from our friend
our wonderful friend SS
And if he were to go away
we'd cry cry eternal blue blue tears of emo sadness

But instead let us hold tight to our hope!
And raise high the Toast of Salvation!
It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!

Anonymous said...

I swear.

It doesn't take much to make me laugh, but it takes a lot to make me belly chuckle like Santa is supposed to do, you know?

It's so hilarious, and so thoughtful. :)

Anonymous said...

Aww thank you Pash! And thanks for being a part of the rescue team. Hold tightly to the Toast of Salvation! :D

I am going to my friend's hizzy in a bit but I will peek in later. ^_^

Anonymous said...

LOL, okay! Thanks for the laughs!


Later, guys!

Anonymous said...

bacon of hope is my favorite part, it goes so well with toast. So many layers of meaning. :)

Anonymous said...

i have Nutella envy.

Anonymous said...

Oh but Amy would have written a better pome than you, K.

Her writing is the best and she can draw rings and circles around everyone here. She spent hours wathcing Manga tutorials on Youtube and she is a talented writer and artist.

And she is hot.

Anonymous said...

someone has a crush.

Anonymous said...

Amy's MRI was better than your MRI, K.

If she had an MRI. Which I'm sure she didn't because she is so young and hot. She would never be sick enough for tests of any kind.

Anonymous said...

girl crush?

gnothi seauton said...

A grush?

gnothi seauton said...

SMOKE STOP

WILL SEND MARMITE FORTHWITH STOP

NUTELLA IS RECONSTITUTED GROUNDS OF COFFEE FROTH MIXED WITH ACORNS STOP

DO NOT CONSUME STOP

Anonymous said...

It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!


Too fucking funny.

Anonymous said...

Hey, guys!


Hey, GS!? WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT USSSSS? ;)



*secretly would like Jules to publish her pomes, secretly*

gnothi seauton said...

'COS I LIVE A LONG WAY AWAY.


How's you?

Anonymous said...

I didn't know if you were still here or not! Yay!


I'm doing pretty well, thank you! You doing okay? It's been awhile since I've seen you!

gnothi seauton said...

Not so bad thanks.

Yeah, I haven't been around much. What have you been up to this week?

Anonymous said...

Busy trying to rid myself of a head cold. It's been miserable. :/ I finally got tired of trying to find tissues, so I've hauled a roll of toilet paper around with me.

I'm beyond cool, GS. Beyond. ;)

gnothi seauton said...

so I've hauled a roll of toilet paper around with me.

'Tis the easiest option.

I am currently clutching my tissues as I am watching the Last Night at the Proms and it is a tadge emotional.

Anonymous said...

Ooo, I've never heard of it! What's it about? A prom I'm assuming?

gnothi seauton said...

It is a series of classical concerts, 76 in total, culminating in tonight which is a celebration of British classical music. Has Rule Britannia, Land of Hope and Glory etc. Jerusalem gets me every time though.

I know we are a bunch of egotistical, arrogant tyrants but the patriotic part of me always falls to pieces.

Anonymous said...

Oh, wow. I was way, way off in my guess!

It sounds fascinating though! Something I'd totally dig.

gnothi seauton said...

Last Night of the Proms

gnothi seauton said...

Oh well.

TTFN then.

ergoproxy said...

good morning Mustard K GS

ergoproxy said...

oh wow that was 30 mins since the last comment
maybe noone is about

*sits back with coffee watching fishing show on TV*

ergoproxy said...
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ergoproxy said...

so trolls huh?

well I didn't know they had a term for it, but that is pretty much what I thought they did

why I rarely ever bothered to engage with them

Anonymous said...

OMG, OMG, LYN-Z IS PREGNANT! I JUST KNOW IT! WHAT ADORABLE LITTLE BABIES THEY WILL HAVE!

Anonymous said...

Hi ergo!

ergoproxy said...

hi anon @ 7:46 how are you?

Anonymous said...

I well thanks :)

I just came home from shopping and my boy is taking me out tonight.

What are you up to?

ergoproxy said...

I'm cleaning up the house, doing some laundry, nothing really exciting but it's a nice day :)

hope your shopping was good
so are you going out for dinner or to see a show or anything?

Anonymous said...

I was in a girlie mood and bought some really pretty new season bra and panties. At least I know someone who will appreciate them ;)

I'm going to a kind of housewarming for a close friend of my man.

ergoproxy said...

ooh sounds lovely anon, getting new underwear always makes you feel nice
and a housewarming should be lovely, have they built the house or was it existing?

and will you be wearing your new purchases? Your boy may be distracted by the thought all night

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
girl crush?

September 13, 2008 3:25 PM


more like envy.

Anonymous said...

Now that's the whole point, isn't it ergo ^_^

I believe the house has been completely renovated and wired up.

Anonymous said...

LynZ is pregnant?

Two fucked up, drugie, selfish, childish assholes bringing a child into the mix...

That should go Well.

ergoproxy said...

sure is anon!
I do the same thing ;)

wow fully renovated, I bet it'll look lovely
I can't wait to do some more work on our house, we need to rebuild our verandah on the front, it's now dangerous, but we're going to crate a big deck (about 4.6m/14 feet)in front of the lounge and extend it as a wide verandah along the front (about 4m/12 feet wide)of the house. It'll be lovely

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you understand ergo. He is wonderful and I love him very much.

That sure sounds like a lot of work. Are you starting it anytime soon?

ergoproxy said...

that's lovely anon, I do mine also

well we have to find the time, we are saw milling our own wood but hopefully sometime in the next 6 months we'll get something started at least. We can't use the veranda at all and it was a really nice place to sit


other anons let's wait and see if it's true hey? and you can never know how it will change a person so when the time comes, you'll have to wait and see

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I agree.

If that's who he wants to be with, well that's his choice.

Good luck to both of them.

Anon616 said...

*knock knock*

Where is everyone? Ergo, Anon, BC, Amy, Elena, J, L, TJ, BI, RW, Sdock, Mayo, SS?

<_<

>_>

*sighs*

I had something I wanted to share with you all.

SEVEN days to the WOLVES

Yes, Seven days to NIGHTWISH, sweetcheeks, Amy and Ergo (and all other Nightwish fans in blogbelieve)!!! Exactly one week from today!

I do believe Albert, and a couple of his relatives, are fluttering around in my tummy, Ergo! ;)
It's much too early to be this excited; but, I AM!!!!

I'm also sending my thoughts and good wishes to anyone (and anyone with family or friends) in TX and Southwest LA. I hope everyone is safe!

Have a great Saturday night/Sunday, everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: Elena ~ Thank you so much!!!! Sandy Ann and Tinker Belle said to give Jake many licks, nuzzles and thank yous too!!!

PPS: Ergo ~ I loved the song you posted this morning ("At First Sight"). Thank you for sharing the video and lyrics with us. Thanks also for sharing part of your friends story with us!

ergoproxy said...

thanks anon, you never know how people are until they are in the situation
if they decide to start a family I wish them all the best, it's a hard job and I hope they embrace it.

but it is as yet a rumour and there have been plenty of them before now, the proof is in the pudding (so to speak)

ergoproxy said...

Wendy!!!!!!!!!!!

*smoooooooooooooch*

oh I'm excited for you!

and thanks for checking out the Stems , there are a Perth band (in Australia) and I was hooked on them while at uni, but they had only 1 album! (needless to say it was a great one) but they reformed last year and released another. I have listened to them - and their one album - for nearly 20 years!

Anon616 said...

Ergo!!!!!!!!! YAY! You're still here for me to do this in real time:

*smoooooooooooch*

I read that they had only released one album. I wonder why? I think they are very good. At least, that one song is quite good. (I liked it!)

I still have my eyes opened for the falcon you sent back to me? I hope he didn't lose his way in Gustav or Ike. I'm sure he'll find his way here ~ eventually!

Are you feeling a bit better today? I know you're worried about your friend. :(

How are you tonight, anon? I hope you're well!

I have to run for a bit. I'll try to check back in later!

Have fun Ergo, anons and everyone else!

*blows kisses*

*does the happy Nightwish dance*
:D

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone. Hi sugarplum *blows kisses*

Anon616 said...

*runs back in to do this*

SWEETCHEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*

How are you? What have you been doing with yourself (and others)? Have you run into "Killer" lately? Did you get your hair cut today?

I shall check your answers when I return. The score of this pop quiz will go towards your final grade! ;)

Have a great night, sweetcheeks!

ergoproxy said...

wendy I left it until after I knew all was ok, I didn't want it to be lost in confusion so give it a couple of weeks
I think it was just stress of being a band, internal conflicts and not really being prepared for it all.
The lead singer performed in a few other bands ( he was on a rock quiz show last night)
they had great songs and a really totally unique sound, another great one is "Rosebud"
It is good to have a real time smoooooch again!


hi BC

Anonymous said...

Thanks Sugarplum. I'm good. We're having another night of rain and storms, no doubt the leftovers from Ike and Gustav. Grr. I'll answer your questions in a bit. I hope I get a good grade. Take care! *hugs*

Hiya Ergo and anon

*sniffs hand, realizes it smells like onions*

ergoproxy said...

BC rub your hand with a steel spoon, or on a steel sink or rub over with lemon juice or vinegar
onion and garlic smells are chemicals which react with metal and acid and it neutralises them
soap doesn't work

Anonymous said...

Thanks Ergo :)

toujours said...

i am cold.

the moolatte fairy brought me a moolatte, and i consumed it (maybe too) quickly, and now i am shivery cold.

but it was goooooooood. :)

elena said...

Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?

Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.

Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

Ok.
Just a little pinprick.
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.

Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.

There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

toujours said...

*from over by the fireplace*

elena?

Anonymous said...

Hi TJ and Elena

Anonymous said...

I love that song. :)

toujours said...

hey there bc, hello mustard. :)

Anonymous said...

Mayo?

Do you ever get so tired of people asking you questions?

Are you sure?
Are you positive about being sure?
You don't want to change your mind?
Do you think about changing your mind?
Is your mind made up?
You know you still have time, right?

For fuck's sake. You just want them to stop, don't you?

Questions like those are for people who don't believe. But, what do you do?

I don't know.

I hope you have a good night and a good Sunday. Night, Mayo.



SS,

9/13/2008 2:55PM

I swear that it's life altering and you will laugh so hard at the antics and craziness that is we.

O_o

NIGHT! Have an awesome one and a great, relaxing rest of the weekend!

Anonymous said...

Hi there mustard

Anonymous said...

PJ
Takes gas mask off!!!

I still smell some bullshit, but not bad!

I'm bored off my ass, what's going on tonight, any sign of Mayo?

PJ

Anonymous said...

Goodnight mustard, it's back to the refridgerator for you missy :p

Anonymous said...

Night Mustard!
Sweet dreams!


Hi BC...waves!!!!

PJ

Anonymous said...

Hiya PJ, how are you? Good to see you. No sign of May-O-naise it seems.

toujours said...

good night mustard and hello pj. :)

elena said...

Mayo

When I got home today I read what went on here last night. To be honest I wish I hadn’t. The level of cruelty inflicted on some by anons never ceases to shock me. I wonder about these people, these nameless ones and I try to imagine how they conduct themselves in their “real” lives. Surely they have loved ones, friends, family? Would it bother them to have these people know how they treat others here? Would they care if people they love knew the horrible things they say about people they’ve never met? Or how would they feel if someone they cared about was trashed? Would it hurt? No one, I repeat, no one deserves to be treated in the hurtful way that some of these anons treat people. I guess because they are nameless they somehow convince themselves it’s okay to do what they do, to hurt people. Well, it’s not. I just hope that deep down they realize this. If they don’t then I truly pity them. Maybe next time they get ready to type in a comment that will hurt another they should ask themselves this simple question – How would I feel if this was about me or someone I care about? Yeah, that’s not going to happen, I know. I just wish it would. To everyone that was hurt last night, I’m sorry. What a fucking mess. Mayo, sorry you have to see this shit. But then again you are one of us, just someone sitting in front of a computer screen reading along. Sucks, sometimes doesn’t it? I still stay for the good that I know is still here but I will admit that’s not always so easy.

Night Mayo

Elena

toujours said...

good night elena.


i'm like the blog doorman tonight, i swear.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Close your eyes and get some sleep.

Don't you be dreaming of any fucked up, crazy, impossible stuff, okay?

And if you do, well you damn well better share it with us.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Empty rooms make the loudest noises.

(Huh? I'm sleep talking again.)

ergoproxy said...

oh hai TJ! ans PJ! and BC still!
I was having lunch and a read.
Sorry I missed elena goodnight and goodnight sdock
and mustard
sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Goodnight solly and elena

toujours said...

*holds door open for sdock*

good night sdock. :)

hey there ergo. what were you reading?

ergoproxy said...

Ruth Rendell called Road rage, it's an Inspector Wexford mystery and pretty good, I'm about 3/4 through

what are you up to?

toujours said...

ooh, very nice.

i'm looking at medieval eating knives.

*covet covet covet*

Anonymous said...

My God. Overly dramatic much? This is the internet. It is not life and death. People don't get hurt by it unless they give it the power to hurt them.

People all over the world are suffering real tragedies right now as you all carry on with your little internet fantasies. I honestly don't think that someone calling Frank Iero fat compares with the AIDS epidemic in Africa, people battling cancer and other horrendous diseases, or world hunger.

Get some perspective.

ergoproxy said...

Anon pointing out that something is not as cruel as something else doesn't negate the inherent cruelty in either. Also feeling saddened or disgusted by the actions of a person in the abuse of another is not controlled by degrees.

Anonymous said...

Hi RW! *tackles RW, then gives her a big squeeze* ^_^

toujours said...

nicely put ergo.

hello resurrected wreck, hello lurking bc. :)

ergoproxy said...

hi RW how are you?
how's the weekend been? Is your friend still there?

Anonymous said...

well said and very true, ergoproxy

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, BC! :) *squeeze!*

Hi, EP! :)

Hi, TJ! :)

Hi, anons & lurkers! :)

resurrected wreck said...

Yep, my friend is still here. We had a spa day today, then went for a late lunch at a fabulous Indian buffet, then hung out with friends this evneing eating cake, drinking wine, and watching The Mighty Boosh.

toujours said...

sounds like a wonderful day, resurrected wreck. :)

ergoproxy said...

hi anon

oh RW sounds like you've had a lovely time. Mighty Boosh is on Monday nights here again,love that show

Anonymous said...

Hi there TJ. Yep, I'm lurking :)

Sounds like you had a lovely day RW :)

resurrected wreck said...

Do you know if there's a fourth season planned, EP?

resurrected wreck said...

Today was simply lovely :)

I'm glad we got out and about, as we'll probably be spending the day in tomorrow. it's expected to rain 40-50mm between now and tomorrow night.

resurrected wreck said...

Love the pics, 12:11am!

resurrected wreck said...

Anyway, time for me to turn in.

Have a lovely evening, all :)

Anonymous said...

:) ty

toujours said...

12:11, that is so utterly sweet and romantic. i seriously might need to swoon. :)

Anonymous said...

Hi there honey anon

Anonymous said...

Goodnight RW sweet dreams

Carrie said...

Boo! Is there anyone about?

Anonymous said...

Hiya Carrie

toujours said...

*gets up off the floor*

oh, yes, i am, carrie. :)

hiya!

Carrie said...

Hey BC, how was your day?

Carrie said...

And heya Teej!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight RW

I'm not sure but I heard they were considering another series

sweet dreams


Hi carrie

anon that is really sweet

Anonymous said...

It was ok carrie. I went to go get an eye exam for new glasses, but I spent most of my day feeling like crap with cramps.

I'm ok now, thanks. How was your day?

Carrie said...

Hey Ergo, sorry about your friend's wife, that was sad. I should have said something earlier, I'm just so awkward when it comes to stuff like that, I never know what to say.

Anonymous said...

I gotta go to bed.

toujours said...

ok, well you have a good night and sweet dreams, pepper monster. :)

Anonymous said...

Night night pepper monster

Anonymous said...

Like the beat beat beat of the tom-tom
When the jungle shadows fall
Like the tick tick tock of the stately clock
As it stands against the wall

Like the drip drip drip of the raindrops
When the summer shower is through
So a voice within me keeps repeating
You, you, you

Night and day, you are the one
Only you beneath the moon or under the sun
Whether near to me, or far
It's no matter darling where you are
I think of you
Day and night, night and day, why is it so

That this longing for you follows wherever I go
In the roaring traffic's boom
In the silence of my lonely room
I think of you
Day and night, night and day

Under the hide of me
There's an oh such a hungry yearning burning inside of me
And this torment won't be through
Until you let me spend my life making love to you
Day and night, night and day

Anonymous said...

The long and winding road that leads to your door,
Will never disappear,
I've seen that road before It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.

The wild and windy night the rain washed away,
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day.
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way

Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried, but
Still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door

ergoproxy said...

we have a pepper monster?

well goodnight and sweet dreams

Carrie thanks, I felt really useless too, ended up standing there as I said goodbye at the wake, lost for words, but what can you say really? It's the days and months ahead that'll be so hard, and I'll help if I can

lewishasfallensloppydead said...
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lewishasfallensloppydead said...

-Ergo, I just wanted to say again, I am sorry for you're loss. But her life sounded like it was well spent. You truly can't ask for more. Love to you -l/d

Anonymous said...

♥♥
I live for your love, (everyday), every minute
I live for your love, (in my life), want you in it
♥♥

ergoproxy said...

hi lewis, that is very ...odd

best to leave it, I agree


and thank you, she really did live a good life

Anonymous said...

1:43 AM, I am the one who left the lyrics. Are your words for me?

Anonymous said...

my words are for 12:11.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for replying. Good luck to you!

Anonymous said...

thank you. i apologize for the confusion.

Anonymous said...

Blame it all on yourself.

Anonymous said...

Well I gotta get drunk and I sure do dread it
Cuz I know just what I'm gonna do
I'll start to spend my money callin' everybody honey
And I'll wind up singin' the blues
I'll spend my whole paycheck on some old wreck
And brother I can name you a few
Well I gotta get drunk and I sure do dread it
Cuz I know just what I'm gonna do

I gotta get drunk, I just can't stay sober
There's a lot of good people in town
Who like to see me holler, see me spend my dollar
And I wouldn't dream of lettin' 'em down
There's a lot of doctors tell me
That I'd better start slowing it down
But there's more old drunks than there are old doctors
So I guess we'd better have another round

Anonymous said...

I know you're tried your best
But that's not good enough for me
Understand, nevertheless
Love's gotta go both ways

Well you push me to the left
Then you push me to the right
But you gotta meet me in the middle
If you wanna make this right

But you gotta believe....
So here it is, here it is, baby here it is....

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot

I'm giving you a second chance
But you gotta understand
If you don't know how to love me
I will find someone who can
So read my lips for the last time
I tell you now with no regret
if you don't get your act together
Even your name, I will forget

I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot

(Best shot... best shot....)

One Sided Love.

One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at baby

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hey 1:43 -I don't think Ergo was talkin to ya love.
;p
I believe she was refering to My comment. Sorry to confuse you too! Good luck to ya and your's!

Anonymous said...

Mary, you don't know how much you mean to me
If you did, you'd never ever make me feel this way
Mary, you don't know how much you care for me
If you did, I'd know you wouldn't make me hurt this way

Now I realize you may not feel the same for mehim
or are you trying to hide how much you care
Have you thought about how hard this is for mehim
To live in this one-sided love affair

Mary, you don't know how much Ihe feel for you
If you did, I know you wouldn't hurt me this way
For you have to know I care, baby
Cause everything I've ever said or done
Should let you know that you're the one

Now you have to know you're more than juast a friend to me
are you using me or are you just gone aware
Mary, can't you see that this is hard for me
To live in one-sided love affair

Now you know that in your heart
You feel the same baby
You're just trying to hide how much you care
Oh, let me in your heart or just let me be
But put an end to this one-sided love affair

Anonymous said...

Why are you angry?

Anonymous said...

Looks like the Porchies are back to harass some people again.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

2:36 -that's not fair. Don't even go there, please. Somebody is in a mood -apparently.

I hope everyone is -or will be- doing better, Very Soon! I am so out of here.

-Nighty night guys

Anonymous said...

Hiya Lewis. Goodnight and sweet dreams!

Hello various anons

Anonymous said...

Our little boy is four years old and quite a little man
So we spell out the words we don't want him to understand
Like T.O.Y or maybe S.U.R.P.R.I.S.E
But the words we're hiding from him now
Tear the heart right out of me.

Our D.I.V.O.R.C.E becomes final today
Me and little J.O.E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H.E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D.I.V.O.R.C.E.

Watch him smile, he thinks it Christmas
Or his 5th Birthay
And he thinks C.U.S.O.T.D.Y spells fun or play
I spell out all the hurtin' words
And turn my head when I speak
'Cause I can't spell a way this hurt
That's drippin' down my cheek.

Our D.I.V.O.R.C.E becomes final today
Me and little J.O.E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H.E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D.I.V.O.R.C.E.

Anonymous said...

Wrenched into the world, deanaesthetized
Blurry images fight their way through halfway opened eyes
Awakened by alarm fifteen minutes of hygeine
Twenty minutes of eating thirty seconds to the door
I looked outside I looked into the eyes
Of the impersonal mob I've seen a thousand times before
Feelings under covers like books on a shelf
If we're scared of one another
Must be scared of ourself
More than just another crowd
We need a gathering instead
Drink drink in the badlands liquid bread for the poor
Another member of the crowd goes down to drown at the liquor store
Choose your escape in the heartland
Of product and demand when you feel like a wasp in the swarm
You gotta get away anyway that you can

Anonymous said...

Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do

We don't refer to the past when showing what we've done
The generation gap means the war is never won
The past is in your head
The future's in our hands

Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say

And if you count to three (one two three)
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society

Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do

Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say

And if you count to three (one two three)
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society

Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do

We don't refer to the past when showing what we've done
The generation gap means the war is never won
The past is in your head
The future's in our hands

Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say

And if you count to three
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society
society society society society society society society


teehee love this song

Anonymous said...

I've been buried in the sand
I've come down with no place to land
I don't need you to understand
It's not what I had planned

All the hunger, all the yearning
With the lifeline that you're burning
Poison lessons that you're learning
The road ahead is turning

Suicidal education
It got sold to our generation
Wake up to the manipulation
Wake up to the situation
Suicidal education

Stick together side by side
We no longer need to hide
From the darkness into the light
Now is your time

I need something to numb the pain
Forget me and forget my name
Waiting for the time to arrive
No one gets out of here alive

Suicidal education
It got sold to our generation
Wake up to the manipulation
Wake up to the situation
Suicidal education

Wake Up! Wake Up! Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up! Wake up!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight lewis sweet dreams

hi again BC
is TJ still about?

is there a common thread in all these lyrics?

ergoproxy said...

or carrie still about?

Anonymous said...

UNCLE HARRY
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
He lives in a small flat all alone
In the middle of a run down street
Spends most evenings up the pub
Drinking what he earned that week
Harry keeps to himself
Lives a quiet life
No one can remember
When Harry lost his mind
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
Oh Uncle Harry you’ve done it all again
You’re pissing in the bath every now and then
I caught you in the wrong place
I caught you out of line
I tell you not to do it
But you do it all the time
Do it all the time
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
Poor Uncle Harry lost his mind along the way
Poor Uncle Harry happened twenty years today
Comes around to say hello
Little did we know
He’s up to his old dirty tricks again
Oh Uncle Harry, you’ve done it all again
Oh Uncle Harry
We really shouldn’t laugh
But every time we turn around
You’re pissing in the bath
It’s just a silly habit
And we can’t help but remind
We tell you not to do it
But you do it all the time


no. ergo. you should know these last three songs. the other anon is another anon

Anonymous said...

Ep, I am sorry to hear about the loss of your friend's wife. Terrible and sad loss. Being there for him will help. Again, I am sorry.

Goodnight blogbelieve

Anonymous said...

TLE

ergoproxy said...

I only recognise one off hand, Prisoner of Society

the others aren't familiar, I have thought of getting hold of the Living End, what i've heard of theirs has been good


and thanks anon, sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

I did really like Nothing Lasts Forever and White Noise is good, you'd recommend them?

Anonymous said...

Can someone please explain what SS stands for?

Anonymous said...

I'm off to go watch Viva La Bam.

(Sugarplum, I just saw Jussi69 at the end credits. What a nice accent he has. Ville
Valo is in the episode I'm watching right now too ^_^)

Goodnight everyone.

Goodnight TJ and Ergo, if you guys are lurking about, sweet dreams.

Sugarplum: To answer the questions from your super whiz quiz(haha), here it is: I spent most of my day getting an eye exam for new glasses, so no haircut. I'm gonna let the hair grow for now.

As to answer the Killer question: Nope. I see him only once or twice, but I am getting some good advice about how to say hi and such. I'll keep you updated :)

I've been doing okay today, a little ill, but ok. I hope you're well and that your power is still in tact and that you and your animals are safe and sound* smothers with sloppy kisses and hugs*

Twisted Sister: I hope you're safe and okay.

Night guys!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight BC sweet dreams and enjoy your tv

anon SS = Shitsubou Shita

Anonymous said...

Thank you, ergoproxy

toujours said...

mayo,

look at the time. i shouldn't even be awake right now, but don't much want to sleep either, though by the way my brain is sputtering and stalling i'm sure sleep is exactly what i need.



when you were a little kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? did you think you would be what you are? did you imagine at all what being an adult was truly like?

i remember being impressed by my oldest sister -- she was in high school when i was just starting out in first grade -- and by the fact that she used a calculator, in school, at her desk, and the teachers were okay with it! that her math was soooo hard, she was allowed to use a calculator. i couldn't even imagine what that kind of math was like. it was so mysterious. i wondered if i would ever have to use a calculator too.

(i'm not making this up. this is what i thought about when i was a kid.)

i don't feel grown-up in my head. i'm still waiting for it. waiting to wake up someday and have the badge there on my bedside table, waiting next to my glasses: plz take srsly: official adult. (what? you don't think the badge of adulthood would be written in lolspeak??)

except, my dad had peter pan syndrome up to the very end of his life, so i think even genetically, i'm screwed out of ever being an actual upstanding citizen. no badge for me.

*shhh*

don't tell anyone, okay?




good night mayo. sweet dreams. (i'm going to attempt to grab some of my own.)

Anonymous said...

Shitsubou Shita

http://www.iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

good morning

1 43

:)

Anonymous said...

nice wendy

ergoproxy said...

5:39 that is so pretty

Mayo not much to say tonight, Funny how your mind works, what's going on can be seen through different eyes, tinted by experience,I know though for me it'll pass, then it seems you should feel guilty. But that isn't right either. There is no fathomable reason, sometimes life is just unavoidably shit. I am a religious person, a Christian but I don't ever say that "oh god called them, he needed another angel" etc etc. I think the world is allowed to run without intervention and there is bad stuff, accidents, disease. To me there is something beyond, I don't fully know what, but I believe it's something. Regardless of what is there though, we can't share in it, all we can do is our best while we are here, before it is our time by whatever hand we leave.
Do a good job, Mayo
wishing you help, charity, graciousness and truth
much love EP xx

SS take a look at all you've done, do you smile?
I hope so
Sending you wellness, magic and serenity lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥

Anon616 said...

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Ergo, 6:12 anon; the possibly soon to arrive FASC, Possum, Miranth and Sdock; the greatly missed Kass and DL; various (other) anons, watchers and lurkers....everyone!

How are you all today? Happy, well, safe and dry, I hope!

6:12 anon: "nice Wendy" Thank you! I am nice (94 percent of the time)! You must never forget about that 6 percent venom!
;)

GS: That "Proms" video was absolutely beautiful! Thank you for sharing the music and atmosphere with us. I understand why you fall to pieces. Gorgeous!

Ergo: *smoooooooooch*
It was almost in 'real time' again! A beautiful good morning/night, from you, as always. So true too.

BC/Sweetcheeks: Viva La Bam!!!! I love it! I wonder what happened to the "Viva La Bands" tour this summer...
Was there a VLB tour this summer? If not, why wasn't there a tour? And, you are correct about those accents. At least, I agree with you!
By the way, you scored a perfect 100 on the pop quiz. You also received 69 points for mentioning Jussi. A total score of 169 ~ the highest score in the class!!!
Please go to the head of the class and take your place in the seat of honor! ;)

*throws confetti and places ruby, emerald and diamond encrusted tiara on BC's head*

Elena: I hope you're all better now! Sandy Ann sends her love to Jake. Tinker Belle as well. I should add that Sandy Ann is quite jealous about that!

For your reading pleaure and pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Acorn Planter
Brian Cavanaugh
T.O.R.
The Sower's Seeds


In the 1930s a young traveler was exploring the French Alps. He came upon a vast strech of barren land. It was desolate. It was forbidding. It was ugly. It was the kind of place you hurry away from.

Then, suddenly, the young traveler stopped dead in his tracks. In the middle of this vast wasteland was a bent-over old man. On his back was a sack of acorns. In his hand was a four-foot length of iron pipe.

The man was using the iron pipe to punch holes in the ground. Then from the sack he would take an acorn and put it in the hole. Later the old man told the traveler, "I've planted over 100,000 acorns. Perhaps only a tenth of them will grow." The old man's wive and son had died, and this was how he chose to spend his final years. "I want to do something useful," he said.

Twenty-five years later the now-not-as-young traveler returned to the same desolate area. What he saw amazed him. He could not believe his own eyes. The land was covered with a beautiful forest two miles wide and five miles long. Birds were singing, animals were playing, and wild flowers perfumed the air.

The traveler stood there recalling the desolation that once was; a beautiful oak forest stood there now - all because someone cared.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hoping you all have someone who cares enough, to do the hard work required, to turn your desolate areas into places of beauty, filled with life!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Hi PJ, SC, Magic Pie, CTV, Entropy, Martha and MissT!

Anonymous said...

"You are a true friend, without your continuous, unwavering support I would have given up. You believed in me and never gave up on me, even when I didn't believe in myself. It was your words of encouragement that made me fight when I wanted to give up and die. You saved my life."



Don't give up on me now.

sdock10 said...

BlogBelieve,

Have a great Sunday!

*sending out hugs to*

PPU, Anima, PH, MissT, Fimble Star, GS, Star, PJ, Katherine



Anon,

I'm willing to bet that your friend is not about to give up on you.



Jules, Fimmy, Smoke!

This is the week that we rock Florida's face off. Florida hasn't been this excited since the last time it was this excited which was a long time ago.


SS,

A pome about drownding in a swamp of Nutella...

'nuff said.

Anonymous said...

new Frank interview

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Get up! Get out there and soak up the day! Squeeze the sun and let it drip down your throat! I hear it tastes like Orange Juice and Sierra Mist.

Dude, is that where SunKist comes from? I never knew that.


Guess what I'm trying to say is that if you sit inside too long your skin takes on this sort of zombie greyish color and you start hearing nothing but your own voice. Before long, you're like the lady who talks to cats and dustbunnies.

Scary stuff.

Don't get me wrong, it's good to hear yourself, but sometimes yourselves are full of shit and they just tell you what you want to hear.

Yes, yes I did have my Ramble-Oh's for breakfast this morning.

How did you guess?

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. It's the time when those voices tell the truth that we don't want to listen.

(What? I can't hear you!)

Anonymous said...

I♥SS

Anonymous said...

Shoots, I ♥ SS, too.

AND I HEART THE GIRLS I AM GOING TO SEE IN LESS THAN A WEEK! MEFFER!

So my cousins, the Boychild and I are flying tomorrowwwwwww! And guess what I'm doing today? Well, I am going to finish my laundry, run the dishwasher, clean the bathroom, empty the fridge, take out the garbage, hose the aviary down, vacuum the rugs and then before bed, shampoo the rugs.

And maybe watch some movies.

The sexcitement that is housecleaning, people. Do you feel it?

9:53, thanks for the link. I clicked it but I won't know till I restart if Buzznet was good to me this time. Let's hope. It was a good interview. Who else LOLed when Frank answered "What's your favorite dinosaur?" with "elephant"?

He also said there would be another Leathermouth tour. Whoop whoop!

Smoke said...

Me three! I ♥ SS! And if he's ever lurking about, dude, please go read the nice pome that Kapunua the pote wrote for you. :) Hee-hee.


My head still effin' hurts. Damn it all to hell! It sucks.

That was a cool interview with Frank. And yay! Maybe another tour in the future. Whoop! Whoop!

Anonymous said...

I ♥ Frank










And no, I don't even know him.

Anonymous said...

♥♥♥good morning♥♥♥

Anonymous said...

I glad U guys like my pome! ^_^

Smoke said...

But instead let us hold tight to our hope!
And raise high the Toast of Salvation!
It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!


I don't know if I can pick a favorite part because the whole damn thing is so funny but I loved the 'bacon of hope' part.

OMG. I almost died.

^_^

Anonymous said...

Thank you Princess! I am just glad we could save him. And we all need a bacon of hope, even a vegetarian like me. :)

sdock10 said...

But the bagel it did miss its mark
ANd we cried out in woe!
EAT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE NUTELLA we cried
Eat it you little really nice and thoughtful friend (LOL I couldn't think of a good rime!!)

But SS could not eat the Nutella
for there was simply too much!
And we really couldn't reach him
our friend we could not clutch!!



I dunno, I kind of ♥ this part.

And now, I am laughing all over again.

Smoke said...

Well, of course! ^_~

Do you think Mickahhh-Mouse is gonna be able to handle us? Do you?

Oh. My. Good. Gawwd.

I iz so sexcited! I CAN'T WAIT!

Anonymous said...

Good Morning 10:36!!!

Anonymous said...

We're gonna rock it inside out!

resurrected wreck said...

Boo :)

Anonymous said...

969!

Anonymous said...

Hiya RW!

sdock10 said...

We're gonna make em scream and shout!

Hi RW!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi K and Solly! :D

Whatchoo up to today?

sdock10 said...

I swear to GOD every single time that I see Mayo's post title "Echolocation", I never read it as Echo-location. For some reason, I just see Echolation.

WTF?

Smoke said...

Hiya RW! Iz you having fun with your friend this weekend? ^_^

Smoke said...

I see it as Edumacation.

Muwahaha.

I know. It looks nothing like that and it's not even a word.

Sorry Mayo. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, S&V! :D

My friend and I are having a glorious weekend! We had a lovely spa/shopping/Indian buffet day yesterday. I think the plan today is to mainly stay in & have nice meals and watch DVDs, as it's raining.

How are you today?

resurrected wreck said...

Leathermouth's last show of their tour tonight, I see.

I hope Frank gets some rest after this, I'm sure he needs it.

Anonymous said...

OMG, how could I forget! Friday was my one year anniversary with Ronin, my little red Elantra!

Also this time last year I was walking around wearing a halter monitor which made work at the wildlife clinic very difficult.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Echolation, ain't a word either. It's just like I refuse to see the "loc" part.

I don't get it.


RW,

I iz watching 2 silly boys run around the house. They are still in their pajamas.

Smoke said...

My head hurts. I was sitting here watching A Perfect Murder and all of a sudden Bear Grylls cut into it and ruined it. DAMN YOU DVR! DAMN YOU BEAR GRYLLS!

He is purdy though.

Other than that, it's all good so far. ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Iz LHM having a sleep-over, or iz one of the silly boys your husband?

Anonymous said...

Awww! I remember Sundays like that, chilling in my pajamas with my cousins till around noon over at Grandma's house. ^_^

Smoke said...

TELL LHM TO GET HIS SCRAWNY LITTLE PUNK ASS DRESSED!

@_@

I know he'll listen, too.

Not.

sdock10 said...

LHM and his cousin came blazing a trail through the house, wrasslin, and whatnot, got the memory card for the PS2 and blazed it on out of here.

All whilst in their PJs.

resurrected wreck said...

Iz LHM having a sleep-over, or iz one of the silly boys your husband?

S&V's husband, I means.

Solly,I totally read your comment as being from S&V O_o

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Your Mama has made a cake that would make Betty Crocker turn green with envy and sling her whisk to the ground!

resurrected wreck said...

They iz multi-tasking, Solly!

sdock10 said...

RW,

That's totally understandable. We share the same brain!

Smoke said...

Ohhhh nice! ^_^ My mama can throw down in da kitchen.

S&V's husband hasn't even made it out of bed yet. Gah. Lazy ass. >_<

Anonymous said...

Oh, what PS2 game are they playing? ^_^

Smoke said...

Speaking of watching movies, I'm gonna make Solly watch Clerks today!

YAY!

I ♥ that movie. I ♥ Randall.

I gotta find Clerks II so she can watch it.

"One ring to rule them all!"

That movie is too effin' funny.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I'm sure it's a wrasslin game. Smoke and I wanted to buy RockBand yesterday and LHM rolled his eyes at us and sighed.

It was quite a letdown for us.

resurrected wreck said...

I'm thinking I would like to take my friend out to a lovely crepe place for brunch. That is, if we don't get too rained on.

Smoke said...

Probably some WWE wrestling game. That's about all he plays. That and Tony Hawk stuff.

Smoke said...

Oh, I wanna go! Can I go, RW? That would be sooooo good!

sdock10 said...

Oooooh, RW, that sounds lurverly! I am going to come to Canada and be your speshul friend next!

resurrected wreck said...

I'm sure it's a wrasslin game. Smoke and I wanted to buy RockBand yesterday and LHM rolled his eyes at us and sighed.

I feel that way about my nephew. I've been doing all I can to get him interested in music, but all he seems to like are cars >_<

resurrected wreck said...

The more the merrier, S&V ^_^

Anonymous said...

Clerks II is awesome!

Also, rock band is awesome! Once LHM gets it he will see that he'll never want to quit playing it. :)

Anonymous said...

999! WHOOP!

Anonymous said...

You ever notice that all the prices end in nine? Damn, that's eerie.

sdock10 said...

Give him time, RW. He'll come around.

LHM loves music too, but he's not quite as obsessed as we are.

He's a total Jack White fanatic.

We've taught him well.

resurrected wreck said...

Damn, Dante, you beated me!

sdock10 said...

So Jules, should we totally do the adult over-ride and buy RockBand?

Smoke said...

Dante, I ♥ you too!

Hee-hee.

Randall is my favorite though.

Damn, I wanna watch it now!

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