It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.
“Just say it, say it already”
“I don’t.”
As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.
p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.
Friday, September 12, 2008
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I don't even deny.
S(S)S did U know I was a pote. Thats right and I writing you a POME for you! JUST for you!!!11 I hope like it, it come from my ♥ oka?!!
It is called SS Drownding in a Sea of Nutella and as u can see there is ART to go along with it. I like to ilustrate my thought. I am artistic in that way. I know it is good but try not to be jealous anyway on to your pome!!
Are friend
wonderful friend SS
one day,
he was in GREAT distress!!
We looked all over and put out
an APB
but no sign of him
could we even see!
every crevass of BlogBelieve
we search high and low
In every nook and granny we checked
btu did we find him, NO!!!!
At least until we came upon
a brown sea of DESPAIR
It was the sea of Nutella
AND HE WAS DROWNDING IN THERE!
(LOL I think Nutella is so good but not if your drownding in it probly!)
Anyways we called out to our friend,
Oh please do not die!!
As crystal tears of eternal anguish
slide down our snowy achromatic cheeks from
our beautiful moonswept eyes!
Our anguish was so true
and we were really worried
and in order to save SS,
we knew we had to hurry.
HOLD ONTO YOUR HAT
we said but no help could we fenagle!
Until we all decided
OMG lets throw him a BAGEL!
But the bagel it did miss its mark
ANd we cried out in woe!
EAT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE NUTELLA we cried
Eat it you little really nice and thoughtful friend (LOL I couldn't think of a good rime!!)
But SS could not eat the Nutella
for there was simply too much!
And we really couldn't reach him
our friend we could not clutch!!
We wailed in our despairity!
Trying to see who could wail the most!
Untl we had a better idea,
LET'S THROW HIM SOME TOAST!
(because Nutella is sooooo good on toast it is better than anything!!)
But this time! Through the sheer will
and the magic of our love
the toast landed next to him!
And we were so proud of!
(Ourselves.)
Then SS sailed on the toast to safety
out of the sea of nutella
And even though he ate some of it
he didn't have salmonella.
And then in a big huge CHEAR
we all did lift our voice!
And dancing around the Toast Of Salvation
We all celebrate and rejoice!!
We always hope to hear from our friend
our wonderful friend SS
And if he were to go away
we'd cry cry eternal blue blue tears of emo sadness
But instead let us hold tight to our hope!
And raise high the Toast of Salvation!
It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!
I swear.
It doesn't take much to make me laugh, but it takes a lot to make me belly chuckle like Santa is supposed to do, you know?
It's so hilarious, and so thoughtful. :)
Aww thank you Pash! And thanks for being a part of the rescue team. Hold tightly to the Toast of Salvation! :D
I am going to my friend's hizzy in a bit but I will peek in later. ^_^
LOL, okay! Thanks for the laughs!
Later, guys!
bacon of hope is my favorite part, it goes so well with toast. So many layers of meaning. :)
i have Nutella envy.
Oh but Amy would have written a better pome than you, K.
Her writing is the best and she can draw rings and circles around everyone here. She spent hours wathcing Manga tutorials on Youtube and she is a talented writer and artist.
And she is hot.
someone has a crush.
Amy's MRI was better than your MRI, K.
If she had an MRI. Which I'm sure she didn't because she is so young and hot. She would never be sick enough for tests of any kind.
girl crush?
A grush?
SMOKE STOP
WILL SEND MARMITE FORTHWITH STOP
NUTELLA IS RECONSTITUTED GROUNDS OF COFFEE FROTH MIXED WITH ACORNS STOP
DO NOT CONSUME STOP
It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!
Too fucking funny.
Hey, guys!
Hey, GS!? WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT USSSSS? ;)
*secretly would like Jules to publish her pomes, secretly*
'COS I LIVE A LONG WAY AWAY.
How's you?
I didn't know if you were still here or not! Yay!
I'm doing pretty well, thank you! You doing okay? It's been awhile since I've seen you!
Not so bad thanks.
Yeah, I haven't been around much. What have you been up to this week?
Busy trying to rid myself of a head cold. It's been miserable. :/ I finally got tired of trying to find tissues, so I've hauled a roll of toilet paper around with me.
I'm beyond cool, GS. Beyond. ;)
so I've hauled a roll of toilet paper around with me.
'Tis the easiest option.
I am currently clutching my tissues as I am watching the Last Night at the Proms and it is a tadge emotional.
Ooo, I've never heard of it! What's it about? A prom I'm assuming?
It is a series of classical concerts, 76 in total, culminating in tonight which is a celebration of British classical music. Has Rule Britannia, Land of Hope and Glory etc. Jerusalem gets me every time though.
I know we are a bunch of egotistical, arrogant tyrants but the patriotic part of me always falls to pieces.
Oh, wow. I was way, way off in my guess!
It sounds fascinating though! Something I'd totally dig.
Last Night of the Proms
Oh well.
TTFN then.
good morning Mustard K GS
oh wow that was 30 mins since the last comment
maybe noone is about
*sits back with coffee watching fishing show on TV*
so trolls huh?
well I didn't know they had a term for it, but that is pretty much what I thought they did
why I rarely ever bothered to engage with them
OMG, OMG, LYN-Z IS PREGNANT! I JUST KNOW IT! WHAT ADORABLE LITTLE BABIES THEY WILL HAVE!
Hi ergo!
hi anon @ 7:46 how are you?
I well thanks :)
I just came home from shopping and my boy is taking me out tonight.
What are you up to?
I'm cleaning up the house, doing some laundry, nothing really exciting but it's a nice day :)
hope your shopping was good
so are you going out for dinner or to see a show or anything?
I was in a girlie mood and bought some really pretty new season bra and panties. At least I know someone who will appreciate them ;)
I'm going to a kind of housewarming for a close friend of my man.
ooh sounds lovely anon, getting new underwear always makes you feel nice
and a housewarming should be lovely, have they built the house or was it existing?
and will you be wearing your new purchases? Your boy may be distracted by the thought all night
Anonymous said...
girl crush?
September 13, 2008 3:25 PM
more like envy.
Now that's the whole point, isn't it ergo ^_^
I believe the house has been completely renovated and wired up.
LynZ is pregnant?
Two fucked up, drugie, selfish, childish assholes bringing a child into the mix...
That should go Well.
sure is anon!
I do the same thing ;)
wow fully renovated, I bet it'll look lovely
I can't wait to do some more work on our house, we need to rebuild our verandah on the front, it's now dangerous, but we're going to crate a big deck (about 4.6m/14 feet)in front of the lounge and extend it as a wide verandah along the front (about 4m/12 feet wide)of the house. It'll be lovely
I'm glad you understand ergo. He is wonderful and I love him very much.
That sure sounds like a lot of work. Are you starting it anytime soon?
that's lovely anon, I do mine also
well we have to find the time, we are saw milling our own wood but hopefully sometime in the next 6 months we'll get something started at least. We can't use the veranda at all and it was a really nice place to sit
other anons let's wait and see if it's true hey? and you can never know how it will change a person so when the time comes, you'll have to wait and see
Ergo, I agree.
If that's who he wants to be with, well that's his choice.
Good luck to both of them.
*knock knock*
Where is everyone? Ergo, Anon, BC, Amy, Elena, J, L, TJ, BI, RW, Sdock, Mayo, SS?
<_<
>_>
*sighs*
I had something I wanted to share with you all.
SEVEN days to the WOLVES
Yes, Seven days to NIGHTWISH, sweetcheeks, Amy and Ergo (and all other Nightwish fans in blogbelieve)!!! Exactly one week from today!
I do believe Albert, and a couple of his relatives, are fluttering around in my tummy, Ergo! ;)
It's much too early to be this excited; but, I AM!!!!
I'm also sending my thoughts and good wishes to anyone (and anyone with family or friends) in TX and Southwest LA. I hope everyone is safe!
Have a great Saturday night/Sunday, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Elena ~ Thank you so much!!!! Sandy Ann and Tinker Belle said to give Jake many licks, nuzzles and thank yous too!!!
PPS: Ergo ~ I loved the song you posted this morning ("At First Sight"). Thank you for sharing the video and lyrics with us. Thanks also for sharing part of your friends story with us!
thanks anon, you never know how people are until they are in the situation
if they decide to start a family I wish them all the best, it's a hard job and I hope they embrace it.
but it is as yet a rumour and there have been plenty of them before now, the proof is in the pudding (so to speak)
Wendy!!!!!!!!!!!
*smoooooooooooooch*
oh I'm excited for you!
and thanks for checking out the Stems , there are a Perth band (in Australia) and I was hooked on them while at uni, but they had only 1 album! (needless to say it was a great one) but they reformed last year and released another. I have listened to them - and their one album - for nearly 20 years!
Ergo!!!!!!!!! YAY! You're still here for me to do this in real time:
*smoooooooooooch*
I read that they had only released one album. I wonder why? I think they are very good. At least, that one song is quite good. (I liked it!)
I still have my eyes opened for the falcon you sent back to me? I hope he didn't lose his way in Gustav or Ike. I'm sure he'll find his way here ~ eventually!
Are you feeling a bit better today? I know you're worried about your friend. :(
How are you tonight, anon? I hope you're well!
I have to run for a bit. I'll try to check back in later!
Have fun Ergo, anons and everyone else!
*blows kisses*
*does the happy Nightwish dance*
:D
Hi everyone. Hi sugarplum *blows kisses*
*runs back in to do this*
SWEETCHEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*
How are you? What have you been doing with yourself (and others)? Have you run into "Killer" lately? Did you get your hair cut today?
I shall check your answers when I return. The score of this pop quiz will go towards your final grade! ;)
Have a great night, sweetcheeks!
wendy I left it until after I knew all was ok, I didn't want it to be lost in confusion so give it a couple of weeks
I think it was just stress of being a band, internal conflicts and not really being prepared for it all.
The lead singer performed in a few other bands ( he was on a rock quiz show last night)
they had great songs and a really totally unique sound, another great one is "Rosebud"
It is good to have a real time smoooooch again!
hi BC
Thanks Sugarplum. I'm good. We're having another night of rain and storms, no doubt the leftovers from Ike and Gustav. Grr. I'll answer your questions in a bit. I hope I get a good grade. Take care! *hugs*
Hiya Ergo and anon
*sniffs hand, realizes it smells like onions*
BC rub your hand with a steel spoon, or on a steel sink or rub over with lemon juice or vinegar
onion and garlic smells are chemicals which react with metal and acid and it neutralises them
soap doesn't work
Thanks Ergo :)
i am cold.
the moolatte fairy brought me a moolatte, and i consumed it (maybe too) quickly, and now i am shivery cold.
but it was goooooooood. :)
Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok.
Just a little pinprick.
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
*from over by the fireplace*
elena?
Hi TJ and Elena
I love that song. :)
hey there bc, hello mustard. :)
Mayo?
Do you ever get so tired of people asking you questions?
Are you sure?
Are you positive about being sure?
You don't want to change your mind?
Do you think about changing your mind?
Is your mind made up?
You know you still have time, right?
For fuck's sake. You just want them to stop, don't you?
Questions like those are for people who don't believe. But, what do you do?
I don't know.
I hope you have a good night and a good Sunday. Night, Mayo.
SS,
9/13/2008 2:55PM
I swear that it's life altering and you will laugh so hard at the antics and craziness that is we.
O_o
NIGHT! Have an awesome one and a great, relaxing rest of the weekend!
Hi there mustard
PJ
Takes gas mask off!!!
I still smell some bullshit, but not bad!
I'm bored off my ass, what's going on tonight, any sign of Mayo?
PJ
Goodnight mustard, it's back to the refridgerator for you missy :p
Night Mustard!
Sweet dreams!
Hi BC...waves!!!!
PJ
Hiya PJ, how are you? Good to see you. No sign of May-O-naise it seems.
good night mustard and hello pj. :)
Mayo
When I got home today I read what went on here last night. To be honest I wish I hadn’t. The level of cruelty inflicted on some by anons never ceases to shock me. I wonder about these people, these nameless ones and I try to imagine how they conduct themselves in their “real” lives. Surely they have loved ones, friends, family? Would it bother them to have these people know how they treat others here? Would they care if people they love knew the horrible things they say about people they’ve never met? Or how would they feel if someone they cared about was trashed? Would it hurt? No one, I repeat, no one deserves to be treated in the hurtful way that some of these anons treat people. I guess because they are nameless they somehow convince themselves it’s okay to do what they do, to hurt people. Well, it’s not. I just hope that deep down they realize this. If they don’t then I truly pity them. Maybe next time they get ready to type in a comment that will hurt another they should ask themselves this simple question – How would I feel if this was about me or someone I care about? Yeah, that’s not going to happen, I know. I just wish it would. To everyone that was hurt last night, I’m sorry. What a fucking mess. Mayo, sorry you have to see this shit. But then again you are one of us, just someone sitting in front of a computer screen reading along. Sucks, sometimes doesn’t it? I still stay for the good that I know is still here but I will admit that’s not always so easy.
Night Mayo
Elena
good night elena.
i'm like the blog doorman tonight, i swear.
Mayo,
Close your eyes and get some sleep.
Don't you be dreaming of any fucked up, crazy, impossible stuff, okay?
And if you do, well you damn well better share it with us.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Empty rooms make the loudest noises.
(Huh? I'm sleep talking again.)
oh hai TJ! ans PJ! and BC still!
I was having lunch and a read.
Sorry I missed elena goodnight and goodnight sdock
and mustard
sweet dreams
Goodnight solly and elena
*holds door open for sdock*
good night sdock. :)
hey there ergo. what were you reading?
Ruth Rendell called Road rage, it's an Inspector Wexford mystery and pretty good, I'm about 3/4 through
what are you up to?
ooh, very nice.
i'm looking at medieval eating knives.
*covet covet covet*
My God. Overly dramatic much? This is the internet. It is not life and death. People don't get hurt by it unless they give it the power to hurt them.
People all over the world are suffering real tragedies right now as you all carry on with your little internet fantasies. I honestly don't think that someone calling Frank Iero fat compares with the AIDS epidemic in Africa, people battling cancer and other horrendous diseases, or world hunger.
Get some perspective.
Anon pointing out that something is not as cruel as something else doesn't negate the inherent cruelty in either. Also feeling saddened or disgusted by the actions of a person in the abuse of another is not controlled by degrees.
Hi RW! *tackles RW, then gives her a big squeeze* ^_^
nicely put ergo.
hello resurrected wreck, hello lurking bc. :)
hi RW how are you?
how's the weekend been? Is your friend still there?
well said and very true, ergoproxy
Hi, BC! :) *squeeze!*
Hi, EP! :)
Hi, TJ! :)
Hi, anons & lurkers! :)
Yep, my friend is still here. We had a spa day today, then went for a late lunch at a fabulous Indian buffet, then hung out with friends this evneing eating cake, drinking wine, and watching The Mighty Boosh.
sounds like a wonderful day, resurrected wreck. :)
hi anon
oh RW sounds like you've had a lovely time. Mighty Boosh is on Monday nights here again,love that show
Hi there TJ. Yep, I'm lurking :)
Sounds like you had a lovely day RW :)
Do you know if there's a fourth season planned, EP?
Today was simply lovely :)
I'm glad we got out and about, as we'll probably be spending the day in tomorrow. it's expected to rain 40-50mm between now and tomorrow night.
Love the pics, 12:11am!
Anyway, time for me to turn in.
Have a lovely evening, all :)
:) ty
12:11, that is so utterly sweet and romantic. i seriously might need to swoon. :)
Hi there honey anon
Goodnight RW sweet dreams
Boo! Is there anyone about?
Hiya Carrie
*gets up off the floor*
oh, yes, i am, carrie. :)
hiya!
Hey BC, how was your day?
And heya Teej!
goodnight RW
I'm not sure but I heard they were considering another series
sweet dreams
Hi carrie
anon that is really sweet
It was ok carrie. I went to go get an eye exam for new glasses, but I spent most of my day feeling like crap with cramps.
I'm ok now, thanks. How was your day?
Hey Ergo, sorry about your friend's wife, that was sad. I should have said something earlier, I'm just so awkward when it comes to stuff like that, I never know what to say.
I gotta go to bed.
ok, well you have a good night and sweet dreams, pepper monster. :)
Night night pepper monster
Like the beat beat beat of the tom-tom
When the jungle shadows fall
Like the tick tick tock of the stately clock
As it stands against the wall
Like the drip drip drip of the raindrops
When the summer shower is through
So a voice within me keeps repeating
You, you, you
Night and day, you are the one
Only you beneath the moon or under the sun
Whether near to me, or far
It's no matter darling where you are
I think of you
Day and night, night and day, why is it so
That this longing for you follows wherever I go
In the roaring traffic's boom
In the silence of my lonely room
I think of you
Day and night, night and day
Under the hide of me
There's an oh such a hungry yearning burning inside of me
And this torment won't be through
Until you let me spend my life making love to you
Day and night, night and day
The long and winding road that leads to your door,
Will never disappear,
I've seen that road before It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.
The wild and windy night the rain washed away,
Has left a pool of tears crying for the day.
Why leave me standing here, let me know the way
Many times I've been alone and many times I've cried
Anyway you'll never know the many ways I've tried, but
Still they lead me back to the long and winding road
You left me standing here a long, long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to you door
we have a pepper monster?
well goodnight and sweet dreams
Carrie thanks, I felt really useless too, ended up standing there as I said goodbye at the wake, lost for words, but what can you say really? It's the days and months ahead that'll be so hard, and I'll help if I can
-Ergo, I just wanted to say again, I am sorry for you're loss. But her life sounded like it was well spent. You truly can't ask for more. Love to you -l/d
♥♥
I live for your love, (everyday), every minute
I live for your love, (in my life), want you in it
♥♥
hi lewis, that is very ...odd
best to leave it, I agree
and thank you, she really did live a good life
1:43 AM, I am the one who left the lyrics. Are your words for me?
my words are for 12:11.
Thank you for replying. Good luck to you!
thank you. i apologize for the confusion.
Blame it all on yourself.
Well I gotta get drunk and I sure do dread it
Cuz I know just what I'm gonna do
I'll start to spend my money callin' everybody honey
And I'll wind up singin' the blues
I'll spend my whole paycheck on some old wreck
And brother I can name you a few
Well I gotta get drunk and I sure do dread it
Cuz I know just what I'm gonna do
I gotta get drunk, I just can't stay sober
There's a lot of good people in town
Who like to see me holler, see me spend my dollar
And I wouldn't dream of lettin' 'em down
There's a lot of doctors tell me
That I'd better start slowing it down
But there's more old drunks than there are old doctors
So I guess we'd better have another round
I know you're tried your best
But that's not good enough for me
Understand, nevertheless
Love's gotta go both ways
Well you push me to the left
Then you push me to the right
But you gotta meet me in the middle
If you wanna make this right
But you gotta believe....
So here it is, here it is, baby here it is....
I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you
One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot
I'm giving you a second chance
But you gotta understand
If you don't know how to love me
I will find someone who can
So read my lips for the last time
I tell you now with no regret
if you don't get your act together
Even your name, I will forget
I wanna help you out, tell you what it's all about
What I feel, what I need, how's it gonna be
So what you wanna do, what you really wanna do
'Cause I've decided everything i want from you
One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at
Hit me with your best shot
(Best shot... best shot....)
One Sided Love.
One sided love
Is never gonna work
So let me tell you something
That' I'm sure you've never heard of
Tender love and care
In case you're unaware
So I tell you what
Let me tell you where it's at baby
Hey 1:43 -I don't think Ergo was talkin to ya love.
;p
I believe she was refering to My comment. Sorry to confuse you too! Good luck to ya and your's!
Mary, you don't know how much you mean to me
If you did, you'd never ever make me feel this way
Mary, you don't know how much you care for me
If you did, I'd know you wouldn't make me hurt this way
Now I realize you may not feel the same for mehim
or are you trying to hide how much you care
Have you thought about how hard this is for mehim
To live in this one-sided love affair
Mary, you don't know how much Ihe feel for you
If you did, I know you wouldn't hurt me this way
For you have to know I care, baby
Cause everything I've ever said or done
Should let you know that you're the one
Now you have to know you're more than juast a friend to me
are you using me or are you just gone aware
Mary, can't you see that this is hard for me
To live in one-sided love affair
Now you know that in your heart
You feel the same baby
You're just trying to hide how much you care
Oh, let me in your heart or just let me be
But put an end to this one-sided love affair
Why are you angry?
Looks like the Porchies are back to harass some people again.
2:36 -that's not fair. Don't even go there, please. Somebody is in a mood -apparently.
I hope everyone is -or will be- doing better, Very Soon! I am so out of here.
-Nighty night guys
Hiya Lewis. Goodnight and sweet dreams!
Hello various anons
Our little boy is four years old and quite a little man
So we spell out the words we don't want him to understand
Like T.O.Y or maybe S.U.R.P.R.I.S.E
But the words we're hiding from him now
Tear the heart right out of me.
Our D.I.V.O.R.C.E becomes final today
Me and little J.O.E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H.E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D.I.V.O.R.C.E.
Watch him smile, he thinks it Christmas
Or his 5th Birthay
And he thinks C.U.S.O.T.D.Y spells fun or play
I spell out all the hurtin' words
And turn my head when I speak
'Cause I can't spell a way this hurt
That's drippin' down my cheek.
Our D.I.V.O.R.C.E becomes final today
Me and little J.O.E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H.E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D.I.V.O.R.C.E.
Wrenched into the world, deanaesthetized
Blurry images fight their way through halfway opened eyes
Awakened by alarm fifteen minutes of hygeine
Twenty minutes of eating thirty seconds to the door
I looked outside I looked into the eyes
Of the impersonal mob I've seen a thousand times before
Feelings under covers like books on a shelf
If we're scared of one another
Must be scared of ourself
More than just another crowd
We need a gathering instead
Drink drink in the badlands liquid bread for the poor
Another member of the crowd goes down to drown at the liquor store
Choose your escape in the heartland
Of product and demand when you feel like a wasp in the swarm
You gotta get away anyway that you can
Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do
We don't refer to the past when showing what we've done
The generation gap means the war is never won
The past is in your head
The future's in our hands
Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say
And if you count to three (one two three)
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society
Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do
Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say
And if you count to three (one two three)
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society
Well we don't need no one to tell us what to do
Oh yes we're on our own and there's nothing you can do
So we don't need no one like you
To tell us what to do
We don't refer to the past when showing what we've done
The generation gap means the war is never won
The past is in your head
The future's in our hands
Cos I'm a brat
And I know everything
And I talk back
Cos I'm not listening
To anything you say
And if you count to three
You'll see there's no emergency
You'll see I'm not the enemy
Just a prisoner of society
society society society society society society society
teehee love this song
I've been buried in the sand
I've come down with no place to land
I don't need you to understand
It's not what I had planned
All the hunger, all the yearning
With the lifeline that you're burning
Poison lessons that you're learning
The road ahead is turning
Suicidal education
It got sold to our generation
Wake up to the manipulation
Wake up to the situation
Suicidal education
Stick together side by side
We no longer need to hide
From the darkness into the light
Now is your time
I need something to numb the pain
Forget me and forget my name
Waiting for the time to arrive
No one gets out of here alive
Suicidal education
It got sold to our generation
Wake up to the manipulation
Wake up to the situation
Suicidal education
Wake Up! Wake Up! Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
Wake up! Wake up!
goodnight lewis sweet dreams
hi again BC
is TJ still about?
is there a common thread in all these lyrics?
or carrie still about?
UNCLE HARRY
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
He lives in a small flat all alone
In the middle of a run down street
Spends most evenings up the pub
Drinking what he earned that week
Harry keeps to himself
Lives a quiet life
No one can remember
When Harry lost his mind
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
Oh Uncle Harry you’ve done it all again
You’re pissing in the bath every now and then
I caught you in the wrong place
I caught you out of line
I tell you not to do it
But you do it all the time
Do it all the time
Whoa
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath
Uncle Harry pissing in the bath
Whoa, pissing in the bath again
Poor Uncle Harry lost his mind along the way
Poor Uncle Harry happened twenty years today
Comes around to say hello
Little did we know
He’s up to his old dirty tricks again
Oh Uncle Harry, you’ve done it all again
Oh Uncle Harry
We really shouldn’t laugh
But every time we turn around
You’re pissing in the bath
It’s just a silly habit
And we can’t help but remind
We tell you not to do it
But you do it all the time
no. ergo. you should know these last three songs. the other anon is another anon
Ep, I am sorry to hear about the loss of your friend's wife. Terrible and sad loss. Being there for him will help. Again, I am sorry.
Goodnight blogbelieve
TLE
I only recognise one off hand, Prisoner of Society
the others aren't familiar, I have thought of getting hold of the Living End, what i've heard of theirs has been good
and thanks anon, sweet dreams
I did really like Nothing Lasts Forever and White Noise is good, you'd recommend them?
Can someone please explain what SS stands for?
I'm off to go watch Viva La Bam.
(Sugarplum, I just saw Jussi69 at the end credits. What a nice accent he has. Ville
Valo is in the episode I'm watching right now too ^_^)
Goodnight everyone.
Goodnight TJ and Ergo, if you guys are lurking about, sweet dreams.
Sugarplum: To answer the questions from your super whiz quiz(haha), here it is: I spent most of my day getting an eye exam for new glasses, so no haircut. I'm gonna let the hair grow for now.
As to answer the Killer question: Nope. I see him only once or twice, but I am getting some good advice about how to say hi and such. I'll keep you updated :)
I've been doing okay today, a little ill, but ok. I hope you're well and that your power is still in tact and that you and your animals are safe and sound* smothers with sloppy kisses and hugs*
Twisted Sister: I hope you're safe and okay.
Night guys!
goodnight BC sweet dreams and enjoy your tv
anon SS = Shitsubou Shita
Thank you, ergoproxy
mayo,
look at the time. i shouldn't even be awake right now, but don't much want to sleep either, though by the way my brain is sputtering and stalling i'm sure sleep is exactly what i need.
when you were a little kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? did you think you would be what you are? did you imagine at all what being an adult was truly like?
i remember being impressed by my oldest sister -- she was in high school when i was just starting out in first grade -- and by the fact that she used a calculator, in school, at her desk, and the teachers were okay with it! that her math was soooo hard, she was allowed to use a calculator. i couldn't even imagine what that kind of math was like. it was so mysterious. i wondered if i would ever have to use a calculator too.
(i'm not making this up. this is what i thought about when i was a kid.)
i don't feel grown-up in my head. i'm still waiting for it. waiting to wake up someday and have the badge there on my bedside table, waiting next to my glasses: plz take srsly: official adult. (what? you don't think the badge of adulthood would be written in lolspeak??)
except, my dad had peter pan syndrome up to the very end of his life, so i think even genetically, i'm screwed out of ever being an actual upstanding citizen. no badge for me.
*shhh*
don't tell anyone, okay?
good night mayo. sweet dreams. (i'm going to attempt to grab some of my own.)
Shitsubou Shita
http://www.iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/
good morning
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:)
nice wendy
5:39 that is so pretty
Mayo not much to say tonight, Funny how your mind works, what's going on can be seen through different eyes, tinted by experience,I know though for me it'll pass, then it seems you should feel guilty. But that isn't right either. There is no fathomable reason, sometimes life is just unavoidably shit. I am a religious person, a Christian but I don't ever say that "oh god called them, he needed another angel" etc etc. I think the world is allowed to run without intervention and there is bad stuff, accidents, disease. To me there is something beyond, I don't fully know what, but I believe it's something. Regardless of what is there though, we can't share in it, all we can do is our best while we are here, before it is our time by whatever hand we leave.
Do a good job, Mayo
wishing you help, charity, graciousness and truth
much love EP xx
SS take a look at all you've done, do you smile?
I hope so
Sending you wellness, magic and serenity lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve, see you in my morning
♥xx♥
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Ergo, 6:12 anon; the possibly soon to arrive FASC, Possum, Miranth and Sdock; the greatly missed Kass and DL; various (other) anons, watchers and lurkers....everyone!
How are you all today? Happy, well, safe and dry, I hope!
6:12 anon: "nice Wendy" Thank you! I am nice (94 percent of the time)! You must never forget about that 6 percent venom!
;)
GS: That "Proms" video was absolutely beautiful! Thank you for sharing the music and atmosphere with us. I understand why you fall to pieces. Gorgeous!
Ergo: *smoooooooooch*
It was almost in 'real time' again! A beautiful good morning/night, from you, as always. So true too.
BC/Sweetcheeks: Viva La Bam!!!! I love it! I wonder what happened to the "Viva La Bands" tour this summer...
Was there a VLB tour this summer? If not, why wasn't there a tour? And, you are correct about those accents. At least, I agree with you!
By the way, you scored a perfect 100 on the pop quiz. You also received 69 points for mentioning Jussi. A total score of 169 ~ the highest score in the class!!!
Please go to the head of the class and take your place in the seat of honor! ;)
*throws confetti and places ruby, emerald and diamond encrusted tiara on BC's head*
Elena: I hope you're all better now! Sandy Ann sends her love to Jake. Tinker Belle as well. I should add that Sandy Ann is quite jealous about that!
For your reading pleaure and pondering consideration today:
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The Acorn Planter
Brian Cavanaugh
T.O.R.
The Sower's Seeds
In the 1930s a young traveler was exploring the French Alps. He came upon a vast strech of barren land. It was desolate. It was forbidding. It was ugly. It was the kind of place you hurry away from.
Then, suddenly, the young traveler stopped dead in his tracks. In the middle of this vast wasteland was a bent-over old man. On his back was a sack of acorns. In his hand was a four-foot length of iron pipe.
The man was using the iron pipe to punch holes in the ground. Then from the sack he would take an acorn and put it in the hole. Later the old man told the traveler, "I've planted over 100,000 acorns. Perhaps only a tenth of them will grow." The old man's wive and son had died, and this was how he chose to spend his final years. "I want to do something useful," he said.
Twenty-five years later the now-not-as-young traveler returned to the same desolate area. What he saw amazed him. He could not believe his own eyes. The land was covered with a beautiful forest two miles wide and five miles long. Birds were singing, animals were playing, and wild flowers perfumed the air.
The traveler stood there recalling the desolation that once was; a beautiful oak forest stood there now - all because someone cared.
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Hoping you all have someone who cares enough, to do the hard work required, to turn your desolate areas into places of beauty, filled with life!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hi PJ, SC, Magic Pie, CTV, Entropy, Martha and MissT!
"You are a true friend, without your continuous, unwavering support I would have given up. You believed in me and never gave up on me, even when I didn't believe in myself. It was your words of encouragement that made me fight when I wanted to give up and die. You saved my life."
Don't give up on me now.
BlogBelieve,
Have a great Sunday!
*sending out hugs to*
PPU, Anima, PH, MissT, Fimble Star, GS, Star, PJ, Katherine
Anon,
I'm willing to bet that your friend is not about to give up on you.
Jules, Fimmy, Smoke!
This is the week that we rock Florida's face off. Florida hasn't been this excited since the last time it was this excited which was a long time ago.
SS,
A pome about drownding in a swamp of Nutella...
'nuff said.
new Frank interview
Mayo,
Get up! Get out there and soak up the day! Squeeze the sun and let it drip down your throat! I hear it tastes like Orange Juice and Sierra Mist.
Dude, is that where SunKist comes from? I never knew that.
Guess what I'm trying to say is that if you sit inside too long your skin takes on this sort of zombie greyish color and you start hearing nothing but your own voice. Before long, you're like the lady who talks to cats and dustbunnies.
Scary stuff.
Don't get me wrong, it's good to hear yourself, but sometimes yourselves are full of shit and they just tell you what you want to hear.
Yes, yes I did have my Ramble-Oh's for breakfast this morning.
How did you guess?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. It's the time when those voices tell the truth that we don't want to listen.
(What? I can't hear you!)
I♥SS
Shoots, I ♥ SS, too.
AND I HEART THE GIRLS I AM GOING TO SEE IN LESS THAN A WEEK! MEFFER!
So my cousins, the Boychild and I are flying tomorrowwwwwww! And guess what I'm doing today? Well, I am going to finish my laundry, run the dishwasher, clean the bathroom, empty the fridge, take out the garbage, hose the aviary down, vacuum the rugs and then before bed, shampoo the rugs.
And maybe watch some movies.
The sexcitement that is housecleaning, people. Do you feel it?
9:53, thanks for the link. I clicked it but I won't know till I restart if Buzznet was good to me this time. Let's hope. It was a good interview. Who else LOLed when Frank answered "What's your favorite dinosaur?" with "elephant"?
He also said there would be another Leathermouth tour. Whoop whoop!
Me three! I ♥ SS! And if he's ever lurking about, dude, please go read the nice pome that Kapunua the pote wrote for you. :) Hee-hee.
My head still effin' hurts. Damn it all to hell! It sucks.
That was a cool interview with Frank. And yay! Maybe another tour in the future. Whoop! Whoop!
I ♥ Frank
And no, I don't even know him.
♥♥♥good morning♥♥♥
I glad U guys like my pome! ^_^
But instead let us hold tight to our hope!
And raise high the Toast of Salvation!
It is a bacon of hope for us
and a sign of our elation!!!
I don't know if I can pick a favorite part because the whole damn thing is so funny but I loved the 'bacon of hope' part.
OMG. I almost died.
^_^
Thank you Princess! I am just glad we could save him. And we all need a bacon of hope, even a vegetarian like me. :)
But the bagel it did miss its mark
ANd we cried out in woe!
EAT YOUR WAY THROUGH THE NUTELLA we cried
Eat it you little really nice and thoughtful friend (LOL I couldn't think of a good rime!!)
But SS could not eat the Nutella
for there was simply too much!
And we really couldn't reach him
our friend we could not clutch!!
I dunno, I kind of ♥ this part.
And now, I am laughing all over again.
Well, of course! ^_~
Do you think Mickahhh-Mouse is gonna be able to handle us? Do you?
Oh. My. Good. Gawwd.
I iz so sexcited! I CAN'T WAIT!
Good Morning 10:36!!!
We're gonna rock it inside out!
Boo :)
969!
Hiya RW!
We're gonna make em scream and shout!
Hi RW!
Hi K and Solly! :D
Whatchoo up to today?
I swear to GOD every single time that I see Mayo's post title "Echolocation", I never read it as Echo-location. For some reason, I just see Echolation.
WTF?
Hiya RW! Iz you having fun with your friend this weekend? ^_^
I see it as Edumacation.
Muwahaha.
I know. It looks nothing like that and it's not even a word.
Sorry Mayo. :)
Hi, S&V! :D
My friend and I are having a glorious weekend! We had a lovely spa/shopping/Indian buffet day yesterday. I think the plan today is to mainly stay in & have nice meals and watch DVDs, as it's raining.
How are you today?
Leathermouth's last show of their tour tonight, I see.
I hope Frank gets some rest after this, I'm sure he needs it.
OMG, how could I forget! Friday was my one year anniversary with Ronin, my little red Elantra!
Also this time last year I was walking around wearing a halter monitor which made work at the wildlife clinic very difficult.
Smoke,
Echolation, ain't a word either. It's just like I refuse to see the "loc" part.
I don't get it.
RW,
I iz watching 2 silly boys run around the house. They are still in their pajamas.
My head hurts. I was sitting here watching A Perfect Murder and all of a sudden Bear Grylls cut into it and ruined it. DAMN YOU DVR! DAMN YOU BEAR GRYLLS!
He is purdy though.
Other than that, it's all good so far. ^_^
Iz LHM having a sleep-over, or iz one of the silly boys your husband?
Awww! I remember Sundays like that, chilling in my pajamas with my cousins till around noon over at Grandma's house. ^_^
TELL LHM TO GET HIS SCRAWNY LITTLE PUNK ASS DRESSED!
@_@
I know he'll listen, too.
Not.
LHM and his cousin came blazing a trail through the house, wrasslin, and whatnot, got the memory card for the PS2 and blazed it on out of here.
All whilst in their PJs.
Iz LHM having a sleep-over, or iz one of the silly boys your husband?
S&V's husband, I means.
Solly,I totally read your comment as being from S&V O_o
Smoke,
Your Mama has made a cake that would make Betty Crocker turn green with envy and sling her whisk to the ground!
They iz multi-tasking, Solly!
RW,
That's totally understandable. We share the same brain!
Ohhhh nice! ^_^ My mama can throw down in da kitchen.
S&V's husband hasn't even made it out of bed yet. Gah. Lazy ass. >_<
Oh, what PS2 game are they playing? ^_^
Speaking of watching movies, I'm gonna make Solly watch Clerks today!
YAY!
I ♥ that movie. I ♥ Randall.
I gotta find Clerks II so she can watch it.
"One ring to rule them all!"
That movie is too effin' funny.
Jules,
I'm sure it's a wrasslin game. Smoke and I wanted to buy RockBand yesterday and LHM rolled his eyes at us and sighed.
It was quite a letdown for us.
I'm thinking I would like to take my friend out to a lovely crepe place for brunch. That is, if we don't get too rained on.
Probably some WWE wrestling game. That's about all he plays. That and Tony Hawk stuff.
Oh, I wanna go! Can I go, RW? That would be sooooo good!
Oooooh, RW, that sounds lurverly! I am going to come to Canada and be your speshul friend next!
I'm sure it's a wrasslin game. Smoke and I wanted to buy RockBand yesterday and LHM rolled his eyes at us and sighed.
I feel that way about my nephew. I've been doing all I can to get him interested in music, but all he seems to like are cars >_<
The more the merrier, S&V ^_^
Clerks II is awesome!
Also, rock band is awesome! Once LHM gets it he will see that he'll never want to quit playing it. :)
999! WHOOP!
You ever notice that all the prices end in nine? Damn, that's eerie.
Give him time, RW. He'll come around.
LHM loves music too, but he's not quite as obsessed as we are.
He's a total Jack White fanatic.
We've taught him well.
Damn, Dante, you beated me!
So Jules, should we totally do the adult over-ride and buy RockBand?
Dante, I ♥ you too!
Hee-hee.
Randall is my favorite though.
Damn, I wanna watch it now!
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