Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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ergoproxy said...

oh nice start to the page anon

*streamers*

*lucerne*

Anonymous said...

just ignore them ergo, they're obviously not in a good mood whoever they are.

toujours said...

mayo,

so i had a pleasant evening, and then came here and started worrying about you, and then was cheered for a little while, and now i'm back to worrying.

i'm not all waily flaily worrying, mind you. i've come to have more confidence in you and your inner strength. but i still worry.

i want you to be happy, regardless that anyone who is happy all the time is fully as dysfunctional as someone who is not.

are you truly walking away from that, whatever it is that you are writing about? if you acknowledge that you "held on too long", then have you let it go, and given it to your past? or did you just find a tiny nook in your heart in which you could stash it away, to pull out again and again when you're low, an emotional scourge?

i can't really know, but i like to believe that your determination to move forward is something that we have seen develop and grow strong.

i worry about you, but i don't think i have to, anymore.

still will, of course. *grin*

good night mayo. sleep well. thank you for writing what you do here.

ergoproxy said...

oh I just saw Texas on the news
I really hope everyone has gotten out and if not are somewhere safe!

Anonymous said...

Looking back on the past few hours or so and reading what I've read makes me sick. I don't care what you think is true or what isn't true. To think that some people have the audacity to say the things they did goes beyond reproach.
Anons, whoever did what with whom is none of our business. I used to come here to seek out friends or what I thought were friends. To make connections and to keep the bond alive between real living human beings. That is not the case anymore.

This has just sunk to a new low level I never thought I would see.
Accusations with no proof to the Ops. Accusations of who is fucking who is too much.
I really do not care who is doing what to and or with whom. Why does it need to be brought up repeatedly?

I see no sense in all this.
I miss talking to certain people on here and come to visit and what do I see?
Shit. Pure and utter shit! No more, no less. I am tired of the crap. I miss quite a few of you but not the bullshit.

How dare people insinuate and presume to know what went on with whom? If you weren't in the damned room with people, then you don't know jack shit! Plain and simple.
What is this an attack of the OPs?
For what? What have you gained by this nonsense? As far as I can see,
nothing.
It doesn't change my (and I'm sure other's minds about Gw and FI)
You should be ashamed of yourselves for the accusations that have been put into print here.
Shame on you all!
Have you no respect or feelings for anyone else but yourselves?
I think not.

Mayo, I feel bad you have to endure this craziness that goes on hee sometimes. That is your choice.
You give us a new post and hardly no one addresses it?
This should be unacceptable to you. Period. This insanity needs to stop. Here and now. Oh, but what am I? thats right an anon. An anon who has been here a long time.
There should be lines drawn and a stop put to some of this. We shall see what you do.

Goodnight to myblogbelievers.
Sweet dreams if there are any left to dream.

Anonymous said...

But I'm the only one
Who'll walk across the fire for you
I'm the only one
Who'll drown in my desire for you
It's only fear that makes you run
The demons that you're hiding from
When all your promises are gone
I'm the only one

farawaysoclose said...

BI i couldn't have said it any better than you just did.

i couldn't stay yesterday, i just popped in now to have a brief catch up. i kinda wish i hadn't. some of the comments are just so horrible. just because people are posting anon does not mean they can say things like that. i get that most of them are just kids trying to piss us off but it is so ugly. makes me worry for the future generations if people can be that ugly and offensive whilst basically being cowards also!

mayo i am sorry as well, you don't need to read that shit!
also mayo i wanted to let you know, as i would hope you are aware, just because we don't necessarily comment much here on your posts don't for one second think that we don't think about them for many days/months afterwards. we do! because we do care about you and what is going on in your world. we share what is going on in our lives here and you get to read that (poor you!) so don't ever think that we don't care about you. i'm pretty sure you know that but sometimes people need to hear it again!

i don't know what else to say. i have to go now. might not be around much guys. got my own shit to deal with!

please i hope everyone stays safe and well and have wonderful weekends!

love to you all! (mayo and SS included of course!)

ergoproxy said...

BI sorry I missed you, I had to make and have dinner.
Hope I catch you next time, I like talking with you
and
there are still sweet dreams, sometimes the ugliness makes you realise where the true sweetness lies and hows sweet it truly is,
and I know there is a lot of sweetness here still, and that is worth celebrating
hope to see you again soon
xx

ergoproxy said...

Fasc hello and take care, let us know how you are whenever you can
I'll be thinking of you, as , like you said, I do of Mayo.
No-one who has ever been here is too far from my thoughts

farawaysoclose said...

ergo thank you!

sorry again regarding your friend's wife and the funeral. very very sad.

i am really gone now!

Anon616 said...

*holds sniffer up towards ceiling and tries to distinguish the smells*

*seems to be febreeze trying to cover up the smell of...
Ewww....YUK....more sewage back up*

*leaves a note for Mayo to call the plumber - again*

*lights scented candles and places all along the staircase*

(Oh, nice ambiance despite the smell!)

Hyvää huomenta/päivää/iltaa Mayo, SS, Ergo, FASC, Lewis and Dave, BI, BC/Sweetcheeks, PJ, TJ, Elena, Amy, RW, Possum; various kind hearted & fun anons, watchers and lurkers; preachers, plumbers and all “p” people in the land o’blogbelieve!

How are you today/tonight? Well, happy and breathing clean - fresh - slightly sweet scented air, I hope!

Twisted Sister and anyone else in Texas and/or along the Gulf Coast: I hope you are all safe! Be careful out there!

In case you were wondering, I do still have power.
*knocks on wood*
Hopefully, things will not change with the power situation.

Ergo: *huge hug* I know you must have had a rough day. I’m so sorry you had to see your friend in such pain. He lost half of his life, half of himself in a way. It’s very difficult to watch a friend/family member go through that. I know he appreciated you being there, though.
*another huge hug and gentle smooch*

J and L: I’m so, so sorry to see you wonderful ladies, my friends, had to go through so much BS, AGAIN. It just never ends, does it? You would think people would get tired of cutting you ladies open and painting those wagons red (with your blood) to parade you through town in a pathetic attempt to embarrass you. I guess they don’t! :(
*huge hugs for you too*

Mayo: I’m sorry. With everything else going on, I almost forgot to thank you for the new post/room/painting. Thank you, Mayo! It sounds as though you (and someone else) have been/were doing a little bleeding, yourself/selves
I hope your (and their) wounds were treated and bandaged properly and do not run very deep.

Well, this place is just making me sad this morning. I think I should go now.

Wishing you all a beautiful day! Take care and stay safe, everyone!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: Good to see you BI, PJ, B and Lewis!

Anon616 said...

PPS: Mya - a gazillion THANK YOUS!!!!!

*huge hugs and kisses for Mya*

Anon616 said...

Wait....I can not pass up this

Anon616 said...

opportunity!!!!

Anon616 said...

comment 616!!!!

I feel much happier now! I love spooky omens!

Feel better today, everyone!

*blows kisses*

ergoproxy said...

awww 616 for 616!

thanks wendy ♥

Mayo
I assume you have read of my sad day,
it is such a hard thing to see, but obviously a billion times worse to experience.
I just felt so useless, knowing that no matter what I said, really I couldn't make it better. I know he really appreciated me and us all being there, but like he said , you really would never wish it on anyone.
But I think he knows that he was blessed to be able to spend the time he had with such a wonderful kind lady, and that she was blessed to have such a loving devoted man in hers.
They met at a dance, yes the old fashioned country dance and the story reminded me of this song
which is by one of my favourite bands (who released one album and broke up, reforming last year)The Stems:

Just say the word and I would die for you
And I'll be a flower if you wanted to
Cause I never met anyone quite like you
I lose my head my heart starts pounding too
And all I had to do was look at you
At first sight


I'll be the motor in your car
And I'll be the fire in your flaming star
And I'll be the water in your waterfall
Cause I'd hit the ceiling I'd feel ten feet tall

And all I had to do was look at you
At first sight
All I had to do was look at you
At first sight

Repeat Verse 1

All I had to do was look at you
At first sight
At first sight

At first sight
At first sight------------


have a listen ,I hope you like it
At First Sight
wishing you love, friends, family and forgiveness
much love EP
xx

SS *cooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-eeeeee*

can you hear me?
take care honey
sending you delights, dancing and donuts
lotsa love EPxx

hi to kass, miranth gasc, PP PH PJ and anyone else
(plus if Rose for Emily ever looks in, hi, and hope all your troubles with your boss eased, did you move back? I'd love to know how you are)

Anonymous said...

it was never my intention to lead you

did you mean this?

Anonymous said...

good mornin' blog believe

smile

sdock10 said...

Anon,

Thanks for the kitties and for making me smile!


BlogBelieve,

Have a great Saturday! Mustard kept me up way too late, she's an animal and LHM got me up way too earlier, he's a ball of energy!

Time to get this Saturday rolling!

Anonymous said...

he doesn't mean half the things he says toujours, try not to take it personally

Anonymous said...

*sighs*

yes...I do

Anonymous said...

Mayo is actually a man named Jason Fortuny. He lives in Seattle and has quite the internet life if you were to look him up...

Anonymous said...

hi Jason!

Anonymous said...

...and you know this anon by?

Anonymous said...

How can it be that Mayo's den falls to pieces so easily? Who can possibly be saying and doing such horrid, malicious things and why???

http://www.ehow.com/how_2064125_become-internet-troll.html

Meet the anons next door.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are ya? I hope Saturday is gonna be good for ya. Good sometimes is good enough, and sometimes good turns out better than you thought.

Going back to your post, I was thinking about the day that I left him. He wasn't there. Now, I wonder if it would have been better for both of us if we had had a conversation, some closure. I thought by just leaving I wasn't giving in, not letting him have the last word. I'll show him. In reality, I was too scared to hear what he was going to say and I was too scared to admit that I probably felt the same way. There's no power in that. I let him push me out the door. Never giving myself the opportunity to speak and be heard.

I'm such a silly girl. I didn't walk out of there with my head held high. Instead, it was a lot of tears, me quietly closing the door for the last time, and the least dramatic exit you'll ever see, if anyone had been there. I held on to nothing not because I was strong but because I was scared. And maybe a litte too proud to admit that I was wrong. I was wrong about it all...him, us, and most of all myself.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Perspective changes everthing.

Anonymous said...

I hope you can get some closure sdock, I really do.

Anonymous said...

hi jason fortuny. good to know you. are you really as unscrupulous as they you are? answer the question correctly and you may win a prize.

Anonymous said...

Since shortly after the days of usernet, trolling has been a popular pastime for the borderline autistic computer nerds that are too proud to admit they are lonely.

As explained in above how-to article, for the past decade and a half, they find online communities, interrupt the threads with incessant malevolence and sit back to watch the destruction that ensues.

However, any good troll would tell you that this is generally only possible with an online community that allows anonymous posters. Isn't it odd that this 'Mayo' character continues to allow them to romp about when a simple flick on his keyboard would stop the insanity?

The more intelligent and crafty trolls are also notorious for impersonating people online and have developed an art form out of it. Of whom there is really only one master with any kind of real patience....

Anonymous said...

I am, in fact, a troll, sir 9:33, but I cannot take the credit for Mr. Fortuny's work.

Anonymous said...

Anyhow, the rush one gets from sadistically playing with people, pretending I actually care what Lyn-z or Gerard looks like, what Eliza says.... Studying interviews of these people to find something that gets all of you riled up and at each others' throats in a moment.

There is no better thrill then watching all of you get up in arms about it.

Why should I take that pleasure away from myself by revealing any sort of identity.

Anonymous said...

mr troll,
i am, in fact, not a sir. i do thank you for answering part of the question. care to tell us how unscrupulous you are? you could still win a prize.

Anonymous said...

I could be Mayo, I could be Jason, I could be a fifteen year old boy who jumps on here when I get bored of WoW, lurk on imnotokay, make up something to be angry about.

You think any of us has actually listened to MCR recreationally?

There is no sweeter music than listening to all of you fight over whether Gerard and Frank locked tongues in Germany.

Anonymous said...

is this how it really went down mayo?

Anonymous said...

Anon you're preaching to the converted. Everyone knows it's not GW. Don't waste your breath.

Anonymous said...

How unscrupulous am I? Oh, you do know how to rub an ego, don't you?

I have so many crowning achievements, so many petty arguments begun that exploded into week long quarrels....

Perhaps it's the hearts I've won only to break when under another character.

The fact I know some spilled tears.

A well meaning person such as yourself doesn't really want to know the depths I love to wade in.

sdock10 said...

And round and round it goes.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi :)

Tongues, eh?

Anonymous said...

I am most happy when there is nothing but ruin and chaos around me.

I hate smiles and laughter and giddiness and anything not said in a derogatory tone.

And the funny thing is, what tickles me the most, is I announce this now, yet you all will fall for it again. A few hours from now, some anon will start up about Eliza or Lyn-z or fat Frank and the glorious melee will begin again.

That is all.

Bye bye, lovelies.

Anonymous said...

Morning RW, welcome to the loonie bin :)

I'm just observing two anons arguing about Mayo's identity...not that it's all that important.

Anonymous said...

Bye pretend Mayo!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, 9:50am :)

Same old same old, eh?

sdock10 said...

RW,

Is today the "spa" day?

Anonymous said...

you do sound very unscrupulous, mr troll. is there one or are there two of you now. i only have one prize to give away. you may like it. you may not. i haven't decided which result would give me more pleasure.

Anonymous said...

I guess you could say that RW. That Mayo was rather pretentious in my view.

Anonymous said...

oh you won't give it up, anyway. Glad to see we're not the only ones with a sadistic bent on here.

There are two of us.

I think.

resurrected wreck said...

Yep, today's spa day, Solly :)

My friend and I are primping to get ready for our day os pampering & shopping. We leave in about an hour.

sdock10 said...

Sounds like you guys are going to have an awesome day, RW. I iz happy for you but I iz a teeny bit jellluz.

Anonymous said...

Two Mayo's? Hmmm...interesting.

resurrected wreck said...

I would invite you, Solly, but you've only got an hour to head up here before we's headin' out.

Anonymous said...

oh oh oh I gotta guess. You're gonna give away some prize that means I have to divulge something.

Hmmm. How mean am I feeling?

resurrected wreck said...

Well, I should head'er. Finishing primping, maybe have something to eat.

Have a good day, all :)

Anonymous said...

oohh spa day!

What ya havin' done RW ? :)

Anonymous said...

I hate smiles and laughter and giddiness and anything not said in a derogatory tone.

you would really hate me right now, mr troll. toying with trolls always makes me smile. makes me very giddy as well. you have given me much pleasure this morning. thank you, mr and mrs troll.
the prize goes to mr troll. careful when opening box. unlike you, i do not enjoy seeing people suffer...
usually.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's was a place we could vent about certain things and I think by happenstance someone came across this blog and got a bit of an eye opener as to what people really thought about things. Unfortunately that person isn't the type to take part in this bullshit and has gone now. For a while we had something. We had open lines of communication but the hating, finger pointing and drama queens screwed it up. Good work, you ended up banishing the reason you stayed. Hope you are happy now.

Anonymous said...

Mighty shallow of you if you think the reason she stayed was Frank.

Anonymous said...

Hello, guys! Good morning. RW, I hope you will have a fantastic time today at Le Spa. :)

I have to take my dogs to the doggie hotel. :( I hate that.

Anon, I hope you are not talking about S(S)S and insinuating that he is gone. He still lurks around here. I know the drama is ridiculous. Be like me: Skimmer McScrollerson.

In fact I am putting an APB on S(S)S. I think that stands for All Points Bulletin. I don't know what that is but I am putting one out on him.

KSHShshsT

Citizens of BlogBelieve: please be aware that the known fugitive S(S)S is armed, and legged, and to be considered extremely effing dangerous! He wears a mask so it is hard to say what his face looks like. He wears many hats to tip at people, so it is hard to say what color his hair is. Be on the lookout for someone in a mask and a hat. Also, he is known to wear his heard on his sleeve which is terribly messy, and his underpants on the outside, which is just plain weird.

If you see this person and decide to engage him, remember that he is extremely dangerous! His weapons are a used up paper towel roll, a feather duster, and a joke about fish, which is DEADLY.

KSHshshSHST!

Anonymous said...

I think 10:03 is talking about the 2 old ladies.

Mayo like having him around, it suited his purposes. Made his charade more believable.

Anonymous said...

LOL, the joke!

I was so damn slow, slower than I've ever been in a billion years.


MORNING!




SS? Can I have a "heard" to wear on my sleeve, too? Sounds like it would be awesome. ;)

Anonymous said...

Old ladies?

Anonymous said...

Do you really want to know what's killing this place? It's the lack of honesty. I don't mean lying to each other. I mean lying to yourselves.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Do wha???


Jules,

I agree we need an APB. We need ground and air and urrrm emmmm water search.

resurrected wreck said...

What ya havin' done RW ? :)

Salt scrub & aromatherapy massage :)

Anonymous said...

iawtc 10:16. i think he figured that out to which is why he went away. he didn't want to be used as a pawn in the mindgames. he probably also didn't like the idea of people thinking that his being here meant mayo was the real deal.

Anonymous said...

Come again 10:21?

Anonymous said...

I have no idea, Sdock. Did I confuse you?

sdock10 said...

Now, I'm slow. I remember the joke. Bwhahah, Mustard.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I'm still confused from last night.

Anonymous said...

Bwuahaha!

We confused each other about a joke that confused me!

We rule so hard that it's unbelievable. No one would believe the rulage.

Anonymous said...

SS isn't gone. You just have to listen very carefully.

resurrected wreck said...

Dashing in & dashing out...

Bye for now ^_^

Anonymous said...

Sounds nice RW. I think I need one too :)

Anonymous said...

I shit you not.

It took me an hour and a half to finally go to sleep.

I was still trying to draw lines where there should not be any drawn and forgetting to draw them where they should.

Anonymous said...

ARE DOUBLE YEW!

Have a fun, relaxing time today!

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

We rule so hard and so far above everyone else that we are untouchable and lost in our rulage.

Anonymous said...

Anon, I hope you are not talking about S(S)S and insinuating that he is gone. He still lurks around here.


and you know this how Kapu?

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I shit you not, me too. Especially this morning, I was still sitting here, thinking, drawing circles in the air, forgetting to put down 3 and carry 1, ya know?

Anonymous said...

because he told her when she met him, most likely.

Anonymous said...

That's what I'm going to refer to it as now.

Forgetting to carry the one.

Because do you know what happens when your measley little one forgets to get carried?

You get screwed. :)

Anonymous said...

Why don't you all stand in front of the mirror and say "I blog to feel special!"? "I blog because I want to believe. I blog only for myself, not for others. I like to pretend that I hang here for other people, but the truth is I have my own selfish agenda."

Anonymous said...

then the OPs will be pissed. they are supposed to be the ones with the special connection, not K.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

You made a math reference! I am pleased!

I guess you could also say, put down the me(s) and carry the you(s).

Anonymous said...

why don't YOU stand in front of the mirror and say 'i post anonymously at a blog that i don't care about, where i don't like anyone, and judge people just to alleviate my own feelings of inadequacy.'

Anonymous said...

did mr troll go bye bye. i hope the sting of the prize wasn't fatal. i did enjoy toying with him. i enjoyed that game even more than i enjoyed my political debate with kapunua.
be well, mr troll. i look forward to our next match.

Anonymous said...

This is hilarious. No one has a special connection.

And go ahead and criticize everyone 10:31 because you are such an expert on the way people function.

Anonymous said...

9:33 go off and marry mr troll

Anonymous said...

9:33 is so obviously TJ

Anonymous said...

No, I think you'll find it was GV actually.

Smoke said...

My head hurts! >_<

That joke still makes me laugh. Bwah! And I want to find him now just so I can find out what the hell a 'heard' on your sleeve is. O_o

Did I tell you guys my head hurts? Wahahahah!

Anonymous said...

i can not marry mr troll, 10:37.
i am promised to another.
thank you for the concern regarding my relationship status.
if things do not work out with my current betrothed, and mr troll is willing
who knows what could happen.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Take some meds! LHM is full of energy today!!!

Anonymous said...

I dunno, Smoke, but wouldn't having a "heard" on your sleeve rule above all things currently ruley? Yhus! It soooo would!

I'm sorry you have a headache. :(

Anonymous said...

Well you seem pretty amoured with mr troll. Have fun.

Anonymous said...

no, you are both wrong. guess again.
and again.



and again.

Smoke said...

I did and it's not working. >_<

I feel like I've been stabbed in the eyeball.

Oh shit. WTF is my uncle doing? What in holy hell has he bought now? O_o Looks like a gigantic chainsaw.

Smoke said...

It would so rule, Mustard. And I'm somewhat jellus cuz I ain't got one on my sleeve.

*pouts*

Anonymous said...

you do know how i enjoy playing, don't you 10:46?

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

I thought we already ruled with our rulage.

Anonymous said...

Did you run out of toys 9:33?

Smoke said...

My rulage trumps your rulage but SS has the rulage about all rulage.

And Mayo has mirror and fire skillz rulage. And he can't write some purdy stuff, too. :)

Mayo,

I don't feel good. Do you have any Vicodin in your medicine cabinet or perhaps your coat pocket? Like House?

Did I spell that right? O_o

Anonymous said...

But, it's a "heard," Sdock. A "heard." Are we more ruley than a "heard?"

Smoke said...

about = above

Damn. >_<

sdock10 said...

Rulage about all rulage?

What's that all about? Besides the rulage, I mean.

Anonymous said...

OMG, I seriously wrote "heard n his sleeve." Wow, FAIL!

Clearly I meant "herd." He keeps a herd on his sleeve. Of bison!

Anonymous said...

Looks like she might need some special PPU tutoring, Sdock.

Oh, the shame!

;)

Anonymous said...

*listens very carefully*

I thought I heard footsteps, but they sounded squishy. As if through mud.



OR BLOOD AND GUTS!


O_O

Anonymous said...

Bwuahaha. A whole effing herd of bison.

The mental image is astounding, I assure you!

Anonymous said...

i'll never run out of toys. there's always another toy store popping up somewhere. not all toys are as enjoyable as trolls. i should go find other one....
enjoy your toys, 10:51.

sdock10 said...

Like someone walking through a swamp of Nutella, Jules?

Smoke said...

EWwwwwwwwww! Blood and guts.

I think PPU poked me in the eyeball in my sleep. >_<

This time next week we'll be wif Mickkkah Mouuuseee! Yay!

Mickkkah is gonna be so sexcited to see all of us. OMG!

sdock10 said...

This River Is Wild


Leaves are fallin' down on the beautiful ground
I heard a story from the man in red
He said the leaves are fallin' down
Such a beautiful sound
Son, I think you'd better go ahead
But you always hold your head up high
'Cause it's a long, long, long way down
This town was meant for passing through
Boy, it ain't nothin' new
Now go and show 'em that the world stayed round
But it's a long, long, long way down

You better run for the hills
Before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
Don't watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current
Lets you go

Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been tryin' hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here
All Night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
This river is wild
This river is wild

Run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
Don't watch it turn
but shake a little
Sometimes I'm nervous when I talk
I shake a little
Sometimes I hate the line I walk
I just wanna to show you what I know
And catch you when the current
Lets you go

Or should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been trying hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here
All night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
Because this river is wild
Godspeed ya, boy
This river is wild

Now Adam's taking bombs and he's stuck on his mom
Because that bitch keeps tryin' to make him pray
He's with the hippie in the park combing over the dark
Just tryin' to get some of that little-girl play

You better run for the hills before they burn
Listen to the sound of the world
Don't watch it turn
I just want to show you what I know
And catch you when the current
Lets you go

Or should I get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I've been tryin' hard to do what's right
But you know I could stay here
All night
And watch the clouds fall from the sky
The pain is hell in me tonight
Because this river is wild
Godspeed ya, boy
This river is wild
This river is wild
Godspeed ya, boy
This river is wild


Now the cars are everywhere
Raisin' dust at the fairground
I don't think I ever seen so many headlights
But there's somethin' pullin' me
The circus and the crew
Well they're just passin' through
Makin' sure the merry still goes 'round
But it's a long, long, long way down

Anonymous said...

Ewww, that would be so sticky!

Anonymous said...

Well it's a big sleeve, Pash!

Solly, YES. S(S)S is walking through a swamp of Nutella.

Anonymous said...

9:33 said...
no, you are both wrong. guess again.
and again.



and again.



Er...I for one don't care enough about you to waste my time, GV, but thanks for the invitation.

Anonymous said...

Princess, we are going to meet Mickey and you are going to eat Nutella next week!

sdock10 said...

Special PPU tutoring? Ummm, that has to be cleared with me first. If it's regular tutoring that's one thing, but the extra speshul stuffs? That goes through me.

Anonymous said...

There ain't no Criss Angel mindfreak, David Blaine trapdoor horseshit jumpin' off here.

Smoke said...

OMG, SS! GTFO of there! NUTELLA IS EVIL! PURE EVIL! ^_~

Solly, would that be The Killers? I think I shall wear my Killers t-shit today.

Anonymous said...

I don't mean special that way, I swear. Did it sound like that?

Anonymous said...

Nutella is pure chocolately nutty goodness, S(S)S. DOn't listen to this woman, she knows now whereof she speaks! Swim in it! WALLOW in it!

Anonymous said...

And what's new 9:33? I already have the best toy, pure pleasure. Don't need more.

Have fun collecting because I know you will. And hello to all your other split personalities.

Anonymous said...

I'm a lead farmer, motherfucker!

Anonymous said...

i said both guesses were wrong, 10:59.
i am not toujours.
i am not gv.
keep trying if you would like.
i'm going toy shopping.

sdock10 said...

SS,

Beware! Nutella is like quicksand. The more you struggle the farther down you sink. Don't fight the Nutella, be the Nutella!


Smoke,

Yhus! The Killers! It's that kind of day!

Smoke said...

If it's regular tutoring that's one thing, but the extra speshul stuffs? That goes through me.

Bwah! I miss that ol'unicorn.

Anonymous said...

Kirk Lazarus is going to have my babies.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Everything you type sounds like that. You are (G)ifted, remember?

Anonymous said...

Solly, Ithink you mean "Don't fight the Nutella, EAT the Nutella!"

S(S)S, if you are sinking into a mire of Nutella, the only thing you can do is start NOMming.

sdock10 said...

I miss PPU too. We need an APB for PPU!

Hmmm, now how could a unicorn blend in with the world and make it impossible for us to find them?

sdock10 said...

Should I toss SS some toast or a cracker or something?

A straw?

A spoon?

Smoke said...

Solly, your mother is hilarious. You know that right?

OMG.

Welp, I'm going to find sumfin' to eat. NOT EFFIN' NUTELLA! ^_~

Be back later!

Anonymous said...

trolls are boring. 9:33 fabricates things.

Anonymous said...


:*

Anonymous said...

Toast, throw S(S)S some toast! He can float around on it. Or a bagel which he can use as a life preserver.

sdock10 said...

Good thinking, Jules!

Bagles and toast it shall be!

Anonymous said...

Next week, I think that when we're eating ice cream in heaven, S(S)S can be with us in Sspirit. We will see him in our head movies.

Anonymous said...

Aw, this was fun and funny and ruley and all sorts of good stuff.


I'm going to go live! Have a freakin' fantastic Saturday, everybody!

Anonymous said...

I have a momentary lapse of reason and I'm am going to say something completely juvenile yet non-applicable to the regular bloggers.

DUMBFUCK

Ahhh, that's better. Please ignore.

Anonymous said...

Oh, Jules? Give lots of love to the doggies. I'm sorry you have to leave them, but I'm sure they'll be fine. :)


Bye, guys!

Anonymous said...

LOL! Clearly 10:59 pushed some buttons with 9:33 and hit a nerve.


9:33 said...

i said both guesses were wrong, 10:59.
keep trying if you would like.



What part of 10:59 declining your invitation to guess again did you not understand?

Anonymous said...

LOL, okay! Whoop Whoop!

sdock10 said...

And our eyes will rain because we will be laughing so hard.

Or because Jules is force-feeding us Nutella.

I'm off to go at least pretend to do some stuffs.

Later!

Anonymous said...

Thanks, Pash. I played with them outside this morning and let Haku chew my used up lollipop stick. I hate leaving the Ninja Wizards! This is also the first time I'm leaving them somewhere without Trisky. It's so weird.

Anonymous said...

♥♥

:)

Anonymous said...

:)

♥♥

Anonymous said...

LOL
What part of you are both wrong did 10:59 not understand?

Anonymous said...

♥♥ :)

Anonymous said...

oh HAI GV at 12:15!

Of course you said they were both wrong, you were hardly gonna admit if one of them was right, were you? You may be a pyscho but you're not an idiot.

Anonymous said...

I want SS to come back and say some more stuff in Latin. I'm taking Latin this semester and I would enjoy attempting to translate. :(

Anonymous said...

he won't come back. he's been driven away by the OPs. first thay say bitchy things about his SO then start rumors about him cheating on her. maybe now they will learn there lesson.

Anonymous said...

I miss him too.

Anonymous said...

Ware is that wascally wabbitt!!!!

Anonymous said...

The Toy...or SS ?????

Anonymous said...

You guys actually think SS is Frank? Somehow I doubt the guy speaks Latin. Italian maybe... even though he did let that dumb whore Kat Von D misspell "famiglia" on his arm. So, considering his heritage, if he doesn't even really know Italian how the hell could anyone expect him to know Latin?

Anonymous said...

umm, that's why "he" stopped posting in latin. people were beginning to figure that shit out.

Anonymous said...

kat von d is not a dumb whore. she's a smart psycho much like me -- who is not gv.
^_~

Anonymous said...

Whatever, she still can't spell famiglia. You'd think she would have looked it up.

Anonymous said...

Frank is fat and Leathermøuth still sucks.

Frank calls fans cunts in latin.

Anonymous said...

What does any of this have to do with Mayonaise?

Anonymous said...

What does Mayonaise have to do with anything?

Anonymous said...

the wascally wabbit went wown the wabbit w-hole.

Anonymous said...

awwarentwy

Anonymous said...

Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June

We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go

I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream

And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad

When I can, I will
Words defy the plans
When I can, I will

Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this

No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will

Anonymous said...

:) ♥♥ :)

Anonymous said...

Kat is an idiot.

Anonymous said...

nothing professional about her at all or the way she treats her clients.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, if Frank was going to call anyone a cunt, it should have been Kat, especially after she kept him waiting all that time. But he was so nice. Gerard would have thrown a diva fit, probably kicked something over, and gone stomping out.

Anonymous said...

frank should call gerard a cunt.

Anonymous said...

This is the blog that will change absolutely nothing about everything.

Anonymous said...

Some people know for a fact that SS is Frank. They don't just suspect, they know.

Anonymous said...

Some people are delusional nutjobs.

Anonymous said...

or it could change everything about nothing.

Anonymous said...

Well if they do, it's not the OPS. They just drop hints at every opportunity. The ones that really know are the ones that protect his identity and laugh off the idea that SS could be Frank.

Anonymous said...

So that would be the Porchies then?

Anonymous said...

Yes, I think you've about summed it up, 1:48 and 1:50.

For the most part, this blog is diversion for the very bored.

Anonymous said...

*waves to bugs bunny*

Anonymous said...

I always thought Kapu and her little gang know more about Mayo and SS than they let on.

She seemed very smug after meeting Frank.

Anonymous said...

...and manna for the psychotically delusional.

Anonymous said...

♥♥

(you win!)

:)

Anonymous said...

that's who i am.
very bored today.

Anonymous said...

I noticed that too anon. Wanna tell us why you are so smug K?

Anonymous said...

Ah, but when the ridiculous factor reaches a certain point, even the very bored can't take it anymore.

I'm out of here. Carry on with your insane, troll-logic theories, conspiracy anons.

Anonymous said...

(i won!)

♥♥

♥♥

♥♥
*
*
:*


:)

:)

:)

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I noticed that too anon. Wanna tell us why you are so smug K?


BECAUSE I EFFING RULE.

No but seriously, thanks for reading my Leathermouth review. Don't know how it came across as smug but if you say so!

Anyways, I just dropped my Ninja Wizards off. The kennel person left early and the next one was late so I stood there waiting with my dogs for about 45 minutes. I was getting annoyed.

Well, now i have to finish packing, clean up a bit and then attempt to hit a friend's BBQ later today before family dinner. LOL, we'll see how that goes! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Another thin I want to share with you guys.

PALIN FOR PRESIDENT!

Michael Palin, that is!

Anonymous said...

♥♥
If you were an apple,
I would take a bite,
If you were a lemon,
I would squeeze you tight.
♥♥

Anonymous said...

. I had a gift for him too, but earlier in the week Frank had asked that people not bring gifts; that they give something to charity instead. So I prefaced it by saying that before he said anything, I actually run my own charity (the birds,) and gave a lot more to the ones of my choice, but that this gift was meant for him.



What gift did you give him K? Want to tell the rest of us?

Anonymous said...

James came out and signed a bunch of things, then he got into his car and went home; probably not too long of a ride for him. ^_^



I notice you seem to know where James lives. Combined with the rest of the "porchies" waving to James how much DO you know?

Anonymous said...

the word going around is that LynZ has left MSI and France Bean Cobain's sweet sixteen party was her last show. MSI play tonight in Chicago so we'll have to see if she is there.

Anonymous said...

I think thats between Kapunua and Frank. Why are you so interested?

Anonymous said...

Well, he's got a reputation as being The Nicest Guy In The Business. The nicer he is, the nicer he is rumored to be. The nicer he is rumored to be, the nicer he has to be. It seems an awful lot to live up to. What if sometimes he doesn't feel like being nice? What if sometimes he just can't? I know I couldn't. I could never live up to a reputation like that. Because if he should ever have a bad day, or show annoyance (off stage, I mean it takes a lot to provoke him, and some of these girls were provoking him all damn night,) it would be such a huge shock that I think it would seem worse than if anyone else acted btichy once in a while.






You mean like when he called a little girl a cunt?

Anonymous said...

What gift did you give him K? Want to tell the rest of us?

A small child I picked up along the way. I mean it was just standing there crying so I said, "You know who what, I don't have any gifts, and no one will miss this."

I heard from the SECRET CABAL that he put it on his mantlepiece.

Oh, crap! I forgot to tell him to feed it. :(

Anonymous said...

I knew you wouldn't tell. You just keep on with the smugness. Ugly on the inside as well.

Anonymous said...

BURN!

Anonymous said...

Anon, I saw my insides on some MRIs and some X Rays and I have to say, they were quite fly.

Anonymous said...

K found out that Frank and James are actually space aliens, disguised as mere humans!

Frealz! You just have to know where to look to find the clues! All those X-Files posts! It all makes perfect sense now!

Anonymous said...

Lindsey and Alicia are going to start their own business. They're opening a boutique for cats and chimps in LA.

Anonymous said...

The truth is out there!

Anonymous said...

OMG, someone caught on to the X Files KONSPIRASSY!

Anonymous said...

The truth the truth there is no truth these men they make it up as they go along.



*takes a nap*

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