Friday, September 12, 2008

Echolocation

It was written from another’s perspective. A recollection of a conversation turned first person. Expensive, anti-climactic words ringing in my ears with an unrelenting need to, once again, find voice. In reverse, they became a bit of guilt unfurled to reveal how my selfish needs superseded best interest. Recall that I held on too long, to that room, to that moment.

“Just say it, say it already”

“I don’t.”

As painful as it may have been to hear it rephrased in that manner, I never meant to be cruel. And now, when the melody of the moment presents itself, I am reminded to never again make that mistake. Although ironically, it was only after repeated cost that it became my lesson. I hope it has become yours, as well.


p.s. volumes like breadcrumbs lead back.

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ergoproxy said...

goodnight miranth
sweet dreams

hi anon I hope they all sleep well, and of course it's not nearly bedtime yet here

miranth said...

4:55 - goodnight and thank you for the concern. :)


Sorry guys :( I never caught up, but I do hope everyone is well and I am always sending you my best wishes.

I didn't like to be here when there was such cruelty being spread, quite frankly. Also, my internet connection has been prissy lately. Remarkably my connection would die just as I was about to post here the last three times, so I thought it was some sort of sign. It was actually kind of freaky, even with the connection problems...

ergo - Enjoy the rest of your evening and have a great trip! And thanks for the sweet dreams - I will enjoy them :)

BC - Please email me! I miss you bunches *hugs*

Wendy - I tried to call and got no answer. And when I remembered before, it was always at awkward hours - you know how that goes! I don't have to move, but I want to for better job opportunities and not least, better weather conditions. The temperature changes so quickly up here and I find it more and more difficult to acclimate as I age. :( But I may have to postpone the idea for a while. We'll see. I hope you are well and your nephew, too!

Kass - I hope you are doing well? :)

Hi FASC!!!

Mayo - Again, thank you for the space. :) Regarding this post: I always ask questions several times - as a matter of habit - it allows 'my' kids to self-correct and/or add more information. Either way, I get a better view of their thought processes. However, it doesn't work so well with adults. :(( I find this very sad. But, perhaps, it just works more slowly?

PS - Just to be even more impertinent - Sooooooo, is the second half of this post legitimately a first person recollection? Or an experience shared in conversation? Or overheard?

PPS - And don't just say yes :) though perhaps I misinterpret the post. It happens. Often.



Enjoy what remains of the weekend, everyone,

and *hugs* all around! In this, I can afford to be generous!

Anonymous said...

Mayo, say something...

Anonymous said...

He did.

See September 21, 2008 1:21 AM

Anonymous said...

I meant to all the Lovelies, not just the ones he may be playing with.

No proof in any of it. Love without names or faces or responsibility.

Playing.

Sad.

Anonymous said...

What makes you think his response is insincere?

What makes you so sure the intended recipient is a Lovely?

Anonymous said...

Absolutely Nothing.


Thus, my point.

Anonymous said...

Then you are not the intended recipient.

Thus, my point.

Anonymous said...

Ohh, jab. You got me.

Still missing my point, however. Clearly useless to speak to someone just being rude. I was worried about Mayo, and worried about the Lovelies. I don't like the games people play here. It seems only to intend to hurt. And thus, here YOU are. Proving my worry right.

Good night, good morning or good day to you, Jerk.

Anon616 said...

Good morning Mayo, SS....everyone!

I is home and Nightwish now owns my heart!!!!!! Yes, indeed, they do@

Ohhhhh....but I don't feel so good right now. Will someone please remind me not to stop in at the Famous Door before going to The Dungeon. I don't even remember walking into the Dungeon. All I remember is stumbling down the stairs on my way out....
and waking up at the Marie something hotel on Conti Street (with a bunch of strange, wonderful people = whom I did not remember meeting). Well, they were very nice, strange people!

I need sleep. I am going to feel like crap when I wake up (again).

NIGHTWISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

I merely reflected your own words. I am sorry you found them to be rude; and even more so that you felt it necessary to insult me.

Anonymous said...

And your comment at 6:30am was not intended to insult, offend or hurt me?

Silly of me to think so then.

However, I don't recall implying to you that you weren't the intended. Did I mistakingly insult you in that manner? I don't think so.

Once more reminded of why I should not bother.

Good Bye.

ergoproxy said...

whoa anons what a shame that conversation didn't go well
take care both of you

Wendy!!!!
so glad you had a great time!!!!
♥♥

take care!

Anonymous said...

No, it was not my intention to insult, hurt or offend you. Can you say the same of your closing word to me at 6:36?

It was the name calling that I found insulting. I am aware you did not imply I am the intended recipient.

Neither did I.

Goodbye.

Anonymous said...

Wtf? Of course you did!

And you're hurt because I called you a jerk?

This conversation has gone insane.

O.k. Have a good one. Nice chat.

Later.

Anonymous said...

Wait, I'd like to add something.

I'm sorry I hurt you're feelings. You hurt mine too though.

And you did imply (as I read it) that you were the intended. That is not the point, however.

Anyway, sorry. I don't even know what the hell we are talking about any more.

Thank you Ergo. You words are appreciated. I hope you enjoy you're trip.

bye

Anonymous said...

And I apologize, actually meaning it, to be ignored.

How thoroughly unsurprising.

Hope everyone has a nice day today, dispite the way this day feels already..

ergoproxy said...

mayo well this'll be the last missive from me for a week! bet you'll miss me, and you had better say "yes I will ergo".
So wishing you a weeks worth of good health, good luck, good friends and good times
to tide you over until I get back
much love EP xx

SS take care mate and sending you a week of truth ,justice and beauty
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve I may see you for a while in my morning but for anyone I miss - take care, be kind and be good and I'll see you in a week
♥xx♥

Anonymous said...

You fucking fool.

You must deliberately set out to look for bear traps.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

What can I say? You have no idea how much I want to thank you and give you a squeezy hug right now. Meeting Jules and Fimble Star was the most awesomest thing in the entire universe. And you know what? You had a hand in it. Thank you, Mayo. And yes, we totally drank sake in Japan and had ice cream in the outskirts of heaven and thought about you. ^_^

SS,

You would have laughed so hard at us. OMG. Ask Jules what she trips over sometime. Cuz I'd like to know. Bwahahah. These are two wonderful people dude. And Jules' family is beyond awesome. They were so nice to us and I just can't thank them enough, ya know? Solly and I were talking about this as we were leaving the hotel. We didn't realize that there were still genuinely nice people like that. We were all like, "Awww, SS would be smiling so big right now!" Hahaha. You didn't mind the Mickey Mouse ears, did you? Nah. Didn't think so. Hope all is well in your neck of the woods! Miss you!


Okay, time to get the day started. Doing what, I have no idea. O_O

Later taters!

XOXO

Oh! And talking about bugs, I ♥ dragonflies. They are my favorite. Ladybugs and rolie-polies are cute, too. Lightening bugs are pretty cool. Spiders? I'm learning to appreciate them. I'd probably slit your throat if you put one on me but I'm learning. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Yes, I have plunged to the lowest common denominator and called you out.

Have a great life.

Anonymous said...

Concern for the lovelies... MY FUCKING ASS you do!

Anonymous said...

Thanks 9:03. I needed a better reninder of why I never feel so inclined to speak to people.

So tastefully eloquent.

And you know me so suddenly?

You aren't even the same anon I was speaking to earlier. You aren't worth the effort.

Have a good day.

Anonymous said...

9:15 go take your deceit somewhere else.

Anonymous said...

Cheer up 7:51! Perhaps the other anon isn't deliberately ignoring you. After all they did say goodbye at the end of their comment so perhaps they logged off.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, it looks like I've walked into this at the wrong time.

Anonymous said...

Deceit? I can't believe how rude you are. You just called me a fool, then a liar, you have no idea of who I really am. And now I am the one being deceitful?

I call someone a jerk -and you call me a fucking fool. A LYING fucking fool.

And I am the one with the problem?

How does that work?

Anonymous said...

And another thing 9:15, it would do you a lot of good not to be so condescending.

You are not above the people here, despite what you think.

Anonymous said...

Thank you 9:19. That particular anon did so clearly LOG OFF.

They could barely stomach my insult of jerk. I have no doubt that this new anon is not them.

I appreciate you're words. But I am out of here. I didn't need to start my day with that bit of ugly.

Thank you, again. Have a good one.

Anonymous said...

Yes you called someone a jerk,(for no reason as far as I can see) then you get mad when someone calls you out. Doesn't feel good when someone calls you names does it?

Anonymous said...

I don't for a second think I am better than anyone here. I care about these people.

I didn't mean to sound condescending, that wasn't my intension. But I do think it was yours, or the other anon, whomever was so vile.

I don't know what more to say. Clearly I shouldn't have in the first place.

Bye

Anonymous said...

that anon never said they were hurt that you called them a jerk, they said they were sorry you felt it necessary to insult them by calling them a jerk.YOU were the one that sunk to that level and started shit and are now oh so dramaticly storming out.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...
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Anonymous said...

And normal service appears to have resumed on this blog!

I wonder why that may be? What has occurred over the last few days--people's commings and goings?

Very interesting and telling.

Anonymous said...

7:51 just cuz you still lurk after saying goodbye doesn't mean other people do. You throw a hissy fit cuz the other anon ignored your apology. Boo fucking hoo! When some ppl say goodbye it means they are actually leaving.

good·bye or good-bye also good-by (gd-b)
interj.
Used to express an acknowledgement of parting.
n. pl. good·byes also good-bys
1. An acknowledgment at parting, especially by saying "goodbye."
2. An act of parting or leave-taking:

Anonymous said...

Ah, now it all makes sense.

Your pissed about the anon words posted at 1:21 because you have suffered and been humiliated at the hands of anonymous declarations of love before.

Anonymous said...

Princeeeesss! ^_^ I miss you guys! An when I saw my family later in the day, you guys were all the talk. How nice you are, how sweet and how cute you all are, too. ^_^ Mummy K thinks you do look like a princess, too. Oh, I hope you get to come down here with LHM soon! He'll have such a blast.

S(S)S, what Smoke is telling you is that I trip over air molecules. Seriously, those bastards just sabotage me; they jump out in front of my shoes. Or maybe it's neutrinos or quarks, but the point is that they are invisible to the human eye, and I trip over them constantly. O_o

Mayo, where you at, son? You okay? It's madness in here; do you know who any of these anons are? O_O I'm so lost.

Mummy K just called me on the phone and said, "Hi, Ma!" Clearly I am not the only one confused.

Well! Today is the last day here. I'm cool with it. I miss my dogs and my crow and my birds. Also my bed, my house, my island and the salty sea air. Then, there's Halloween to start decorating for once I get back. And applying for medical school.

O_O

Hope you all have a great day!

Anonymous said...

Something I've never understood...

How does the person the message is meant for know it is for them, and how do they know who sent it? I don't get it.

Anonymous said...

Lewis how many times have you indicated that you do not post as an anon, and yet you continue.

And when you don't get the response you want you insult people.

Anonymous said...

Err, Hi, Lewis! Didn't see you there, sorry. You all right? I hope you and this person or persons work it all out and are okay.

Anonymous said...

There is a significance contained within the message that will be recognized and understood by the intended recipient.

Anonymous said...

lewis you always say you never post as an anon. why do you lie???

Anonymous said...

Did you get some sleep?

lewishasfallensloppydead said...
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sdock10 said...

Jules,

I miss you!

*waves really hard*



Ergo,

I hope you have a great safe time on your trip!

sdock10 said...

Fimmy!!

I'm shouting at you, but can you hear me?

I hope you are feeling 10 thousand times better.

*waves to Poppy*

Anonymous said...

lewis i have just read the converstaion between you and the anon.i would suggest you re-read it.your behavior was childish and petulant.perhaps this is something you can work on as your outbursts impress nobody and only make you appear unstable.

sdock10 said...

Mornin' BlogBelieve!

OMG, so I slept for almost 13 hours, it was crazy, but I guess necessary.

I hope you all are feeling awesome today!

Anyone heard any updated news on Travis Barker or DJ AM?

Anonymous said...

I think you need to work on the way you react to things Lewis. For your own good.

If you think me the jerk, so be it. I know otherwise.

Anonymous said...

yes, we did enjoy a few peaceful days without any evil anonslaughts.

Anonymous said...

If you think me the jerk, so be it. I know otherwise.


as does every other person here

Anonymous said...

as does every other person here

Really? Who am I?

Anonymous said...

Really? Who am I?


Easy.

Lewis.

Anonymous said...

sdock,


doctors expect both of them to make a full recovery. they suffered second and thrid-degree burns.

Anonymous said...

9:57, there is no "evil" onslaught. Someone appears frustrated that their feeling are not being reciprocated and have reacted in a certain way.

They may need to change their expectations.

Anonymous said...

wrong! it's not me! it's not!

I NEVER post as anon..except this time..and maybe that one other time...blah blah...


Nobody Cares.

Anonymous said...

yes, i did.

Anonymous said...

AUGUSTA, Ga. (AP) — The medical director of the burn hospital where former Blink-182 drummer Travis Barker and DJ AM are being treated says both men are expected to make full recoveries.

The musicians were critically injured in a South Carolina plane crash that killed four people late Friday.

Dr. Fred Mullins said Sunday morning that both men are being treated for second- and third-degree burns at a Georgia hospital. Mullins says recovery from such burns can take as long as a year but notes the men had no other injuries.

Mullins says Barker was burned on his torso and DJ AM, whose real name is Adam Goldstein, was burned on his hands and part of his head. The doctor says both men are still in critical but stable condition.




It's from AP Google, but it won't let me link it here for some reason.


Morning, everyone. :)

Anonymous said...

Oh, and that's from about 20 minutes ago. The doctors at the hospital released that statement.

Anonymous said...

10:02, sorry to disappoint, but you are way off.

sdock10 said...

Anon and Mustard,

Thanks for the info! I was worried because yesterday they said DJ AM was in a doctor induced coma. Good news for both guys. I'm sure they will have a long road to recovery.

Anonymous said...

Good. Take care of yourself. Please.

Anonymous said...

Hi sollyyyy! I miss your laugh!
Thanks for th info guys. But how awful still for them. I a glad thy wll make a full recovery but ow o one ever forget being in a plane crash? I feel so ad. This will always be with them and their familis. :(

Hiya @ash! :5

Anonymous said...

i will. i'll try
thank you

Anonymous said...

Good. Take care of yourself. Please.


yes lewis, maybe your craziness was due to sleep deprivation.

Anonymous said...

I, also, feel ad.

sdock10 said...

Makes Jules have an "ad".

Me too.

Anonymous said...

Hi Mayo, this is me, kapunua on ny crackberry. Obvoily. :D I am sorry to be addrssing you so crudely with such atrocious typing but I feel like I have to say this.

It gets so confusing in here and man people it seems are very invested, some romantcally, in this blog.

I guess you are thought to be one or more of the "in love" anons.

If it is you Mayo, that's great, even though you have said that you are married. Do you think someone might get hurt here? Far be it from me to schol you on how to behave on your own blg but well, this is "carrying on in public." I guess the folks who think you are the anon they are addressing (and maybe you are?) Ar serious about you. Can this end any other way than someone getting hurr?

If you are bot the anons, also someone is going to get hhurt. Which is not your fault. But it might do to clear it up with them?

Mayo, I don't know who is who and I have never played those games. I met friends here and now we know eah other in real life. The anonymous lover thing, taking place on an. Anonymous log, well, I just don't get it.

But soe are really invested, and are invested in the mystery love anon being YOU. I

I dunno. What do you thibk about it, Mayo? I just see a worls of hurt and confusion as an outcome for some here.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I can feel Fall in the air! Makes me super duper excited. Makes me remember being 8 years old. Makes me think of school, football games, Halloween, and the fair coming to town.

The slight chill in the air makes something tingle in my bloodstream.

Get out and enjoy the day! Close your eyes and see where it takes you.

Just not while driving or operating heavy machinery.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Friendships that will last a lifetime.

Anonymous said...

Lol, love on an anonymous log will make people ge hurr an be ad.

Don't mind me!

;D

Anonymous said...

I highly doubt Mayo is a "love anon". Others seem to either want to believe this or are confusing him with the anons that do post those words.

I have lurked from the beginning and these are just my thoughts.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I think by now we are all very fluent in Crackberrynese.

My fave is still beautifuk and I am also fond of obvoily.

Smoke said...

I want a candied apple! >_< I wonder if I can sweet talk my daddy into making some today. I bet I can. Hee-hee.

Jules! I miss you! I told Da Rake all about everything and it made him have an 'ad' because he wasn't there. :(

Fimmy! I miss you, too! I hope you feel better!

Mustard! We all missed you! Everything we did, we were all like, "We need Mustard here!" ^_^

Sending get well vibes to Travis and Adam! I know the burn center in Augusta is one of the best in the Southeast so they are being taken care of for sure.

Lucy Bean,

I loved your poem on Friday. You are too sweet. We were wishing everyone could be there with us. :)

Smoke said...

Beautifuk, ad, obvoily.

Hey SS! It's all about the beautifuk and not being ad, obvoily.

OMG, I can't believe I just typed that out. O_o

sdock10 said...

Mustard and Lucy Bean,

Do you know much we talked about youz guyz? Like a fucking lot!

Lucy,

Your pome made us all go "awwwhhh!"! Thank you so much!

Anonymous said...

lewishasfallensloppydead said...
Oh boy, and now people aren't just talking to "anon me" -some asshole is posing as "anon me." Sorry my saint, I can't do this anymore. I did give it a shot. I just had no idea how mean people could be, and more upsetting -how badly I could come off to other people. I literally intice them to turn on me. Whoa, madcore skill that. ;p I want a sticker.

Anyway, love to ya, I hope you are holding up? Mail me when you can? (hopefully it will get through!) love you Saint!! -l/d

September 21, 2008 7:21 AM

lewishasfallensloppydead said...
And am I high -cuz, when did I confess my love (TODAY, let it be noted...ah ha ha!) as an anon to Mayo?? Whoa. I Must be insane. (At least I hope so, cuz I sure don't remember that! God help me...)

And WAIT! -Wasn't I supposed to be in love with Redrum? What happened!? I'm so confused!!

O_o

Anyway, Blog Life. Never a dull moment. -loves ya,later ;p

September 21, 2008 7:32 AM

Anonymous said...

Kapu, you shouldn't care if your "friend" lewis gets hurt. She is the anon who calls you every name in the book just for talking to her lover Mayo. She hates the porchies and especially you. She hates anyone who calls Mayo "friend" and who he actually talks to.

Anonymous said...

there's some fucking stupid people on this blog.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
What makes you think his response is insincere?

What makes you so sure the intended recipient is a Lovely?

September 21, 2008 6:22 AM

Anonymous said...

Lol, laug it u you guys! It's hard to take e deriously with words like beuatifuk. :D heee.

No , anons, I don't believe that Lewis has been mean. I have neve aid much attentionn to the love anons. But today it was hard to ignore and it sems like people are thinking they are having a blog addair with Mayo. Seems like folks are gonna get hurt. (There was some comment about Mayo leaving a love poem this morning.)

For the record I also don't believe that Mayo is the love anonns, any of them. He always say he doesn't have much time to post here. We are diversional. H5 heehee.

Well I gotta run, have a good one everybofy!!

Anonymous said...

Beautifuk is clearly my favorite of all Crackberry words ever invented ever.

Beautifuk has a little spot in my heart.




FIM&M, I hope you're okay. *blows on you if you are Sweaty Betty Lobster Botch*



I'm so glad you guys had a great time! That's so cool. :)

sdock10 said...

Addair FTW!

Mustard,

How are you today?

Smoke said...

Mustard!!!!!!!

We missed you so bad! :)

sdock10 said...

*wonders if Jules has come across a big ass bottle of contact solution*

Anonymous said...

LOL, addairs.

And everbofies.



HAY! I'm doing okay, can't complain!

How are you two besides chipper as little squirrelies?!

Smoke said...

It's so cool outside. YAY!

I'm hungry.

Smoke said...

OMG, Mayo. Fix my tv. I don't get ABC and the company I have to call to get it is closed on Sunday. WTF?

I GOTTA HAVE MY NASCAR AND MY DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! GRRR!!!

sdock10 said...

I'm going through PJFD, other than that, I'm pretty good!

Mustard, Troofax, Mummy K was even missing you.

Anonymous said...

Lol everybofie! Yeah I am in he car again! I hope no one here is having an addair. Those can be destructive.

Pash, you crack me up!

Solly I did find your contact solutin. What should I do with it? Want me to bring it home and mail it t you? I coud if you want.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Go online and do it.

Have you seen my contact solution? Did you steal it and put it in your bag?

sdock10 said...

Jules,

No, no, no! Just throw it out. I will buy some more. I was just wondering where the hell I left it.

Smoke said...

Can I do it online?

Oh, I said 'do it'.

LOL.

Hang on, lemme try it out.

Anonymous said...

Smoke,

You said "do it."

elena said...

Okay I'm going to say this as nicely as I can but right now I'm pretty fucking pissed off.

Anon who just posted comments off my blog...

Please have the common decency to respect others things. That is my blog. Those words are for me. That was rude and uncalled for and truth be known what you obviously think is dead wrong.

Just stop it. Leave Lewis alone.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I had to post right after she said it or it wouldn't have been nearly as hilarious.

O_o


*waves to MummyK* HAY!!!

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

If you did it online, would that be like having an addair?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
i just wanted reassurance

September 21, 2008 1:59 AM


My only comment was the song lyrics. This wasn't me, I'm not Mayo, and this isn't for Mayo. The intended knows who they are.

Anonymous said...

Addair sounds like it should be a shoe-brand name.


"Yo, what kind of shoes are those?!"

"Dude, my kicks? They're Addairs."

Anonymous said...

I agree. Leave Elena, Lewis and everyone else alone. This has gone beyond childish.

Smoke said...

Oh damn! Thank you Mayo! You just changed their office hours!

Actually, I just went back and read it again and I missed the part where they are open from 12pm to 9pm on Sunday.

YAY!

Mustard, it was funny, right? Hee-hee.

sdock10 said...

Addairs, Bwahahaha!

Smoke,

Mayo is all powerful like that. Now if he would just fix your name...

Smoke said...

I know. :(

I miss my Venom.

resurrected wreck said...

Mornin' :)

Smoke said...

Morning! How's you?

sdock10 said...

Mornin' RW or should I say 'Noon, RW!

Anonymous said...

Good morning, RW!


I'll be back in a few, you guys!

resurrected wreck said...

T'is just before noon, Solly. I iz actually up before noon on a Sunday! 0_0

How are you guys today?

resurrected wreck said...

Morning Mustard, Solly, and S&V! :)

Smoke said...

I'm hungry as hell!

resurrected wreck said...

I just had maple & brown sugar flavoured oatmeal.

T'was yummy!

Smoke said...

Ohhh, sounds good!

resurrected wreck said...

Yup yup :)

And I'm going to have homemade pizza for dinner.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

It's almost time to eats!

My legs are so effin' sore today, gaaaaaah!

Anonymous said...

chicken wang
chicken wang
hot dogs and bologna
chicken and macaroni
chillin' with my homies
chicken wang
chicken wang

Smoke said...

Be right there!

See you guys in a bit!

resurrected wreck said...

Chicken wang??

sdock10 said...

Ain't no thang, but a chicken wang!

resurrected wreck said...

O_o

Anonymous said...

Hi RW! Hey Pash, I gotta et me some addairs! Yeah!

Well I do not have the Boychild today and am on my own. What
Follows is a rambly and vadly typed uhh, THING about introspection.

I am sitting outside of Mitsukoshe thinking abou when e had sake here the other day and toasted to Mayo.

And how we wanted to put Mickey ears os SS.

Well, and I am also hinking about the many many time I have sat outside of Mitsukoshi alone and pondered things. It is such a gaijin fangirl fluff store and yet it always makes me get deep.

Walking here all of a sudden I was hit with the urge to play final fantasy viii. Then I realized it wasn't so much that I wanted to play a certain game, but
That I wished for it to be 2000 when that partcular game was mew to me.
SB and Jochan were so little then, and we came here and bought acion figures for them. They wwere so excited.

Me? I had everythint to look forward to. I had just let go of that dude I had held onto for so long and could not help no
Mater how I tried. I said, that's it; I am going to live. He is a grown man and wll make his own decisions. He was still alive then.

Jeremy ha just moved in and our friendshipat the
Time was the best.

I was getting cuddly with a certain fire dancer. My job, my car, my life, my friends, they were all new.

Well but you see, nothing good came of it. Everything I thought was awesome then went wrongn all of it. Ecxept for the kids, who are mostly grown now.

And the videeo games.

Ahh, there it is.

Well here I am agin. Everything new, everything brand new as of one year.

New car, new family member, new friends. Out of the crap job I thought was so great. New school.

But I don't know, I mean, nothing good came of the last cycle though. Yo know?

Oh man wtf am I saying?

I shall just go in and browse my favorite store.

Sorry I got all introspective there and
All about me! OUO

resurrected wreck said...

By the way, the news reports that doctors expect Travis Barker and DJ AM to make a full recovery. They're both suffering from burns, but had no other injuries.

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, K! ^_^

Anonymous said...

chicken wang song

http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=-Z0IECV0ii8&
feature=related

resurrected wreck said...

Well, I'm off to shop.

Have fun, everyone :)

Anonymous said...

OHHH, I'M SO MAD I COULD SPIT!!! AND ALL BECAUSE OF A BLOG!!!


you people never fail to provide the morning lulz. i remember when i used to read the morning paper with my coffee. Life was much duller then.

Anonymous said...

the photo with eliza in her coat with the lolipop...who is she supposed to be, i think it's a famous pose.

Anonymous said...

I am eating a candy apple covere in chocolate and toffee for lnch. S(S)s, I know you are jellus of me. :D

toujours said...

hello.

today is my day to ramble on the internet, but i think i'm almost ready to shut down the computer until evening time -- i think my stomach is threatening to stage a coup.

i don't even really have anything to say.

but i've been in the archives, still saving up the comments i wrote during my road trip. i slacked off on that for a little while, but i won't be able to do this after i'm gone, so back to work i went.

it's so good to read those confident words, written when i was high on the experience, when i trusted my path. i know that's still a part of me, even if i can't see it right now.

and the leaves suddenly turned, that fast! the day before yesterday, i looked out the kitchen window, and trees that had been green were suddenly golden. just like that, i swear. autumn equinox is tomorrow, the sun crosses the celestial equator at 11:44 am (blogtime *grin*). it's a day of balance. because it's also harvest-time, it's a good day to look back over the year and acknowledge what has come to fruition, and give thanks for it. it's also a good time to acknowledge what is dark and light within us. i'm going to try to do that tomorrow, both of them. i need it.

listening to the b-sides and covers all morning, and "heaven help us" is on right now. :)


anyway, see you tonight, blogbelieve.

bye, mayo. enjoy the day (well, the remainder of it).

Anonymous said...

Mayo, are you having a beautifuk day? I am!

sdock10 said...

It really is a beautifuk day, Jules! We just got done riding around on the golf cart and it was almost like brrrrrrr, like jacket weather.

Anonymous said...

Beautifuk makes me laugh so hard. It shouldn't, really, but eff it, it does.


A couple of weeks ago, I was going back through the old comments and found where, Jules, your keyboard kept messing up on you, and it was so funny to see the progression of the malfunction.

First there were just misspelled words. Then whole words would be missing and the comment wouldn't make sense. Then you would be posting your pre-made comment saying "keyboard messing up...typed this out beforehand..." then BOOM! TBS lyrics.

It made me laugh, and I don't know why I even thought about that, to be honest! O_o

Anonymous said...

hurry up and get to 4000 comments so i can post a new blog entry, people.

Anonymous said...

Solly, when I get home it is going to be donright meffing brisk. Can't wait! ;D

Pash, oh man tos were the days. That stuid keyboard! But it was n't the keyboard after all, it was the back maggage thing interferring.

And I know I spelled massage wrong but I can't go back and fix it. That's the thing with crackberry as th sisters can tll
Tou. The problem is that I can't see thw eords on the scren. They simply don't show up in the window. So there is no way to first of all see what I am typing, second of all to correct it when. I know I hit the wrong damn keys with my ridiculously long nails. And
That is how it works!

But oh man, the appropriate TBS lyrics. I miss that. :D

We'll I am goung to go back to my hotel (to hell! Lol )
Because I am shopped out.

OH WAIT, MATSURIZA

sdock10 said...

Anyone here?

I just failed at taking a nap.

Anonymous said...

Have fun, Jules!




Mayo? Ya doing okay, dude?

SS?

BlogBelieve?

Just want to make sure. :)

Smoke said...

I want a candy apple! :(

resurrected wreck said...

Hi :)

resurrected wreck said...

I t'aint gots one, S&V, sorry :/

sdock10 said...

I guys!

HiYa Mayo!

I just got done dipping pretzels in Nutella and now I am helping LHM eat salsa and chips.

Life is good, it's good, it tastes to meffin' good!

sdock10 said...

That was so obviously supposed to say "Hi Guys!"

Not, I Guys!

Smoke said...

Booo! I want one now!

Grrr.

sdock10 said...

Let's go to Wal Mart and buy some candied apple stuffs and some apples.

resurrected wreck said...

Nutella is gooey paradise!

resurrected wreck said...

I want a caramel apple.

Smoke said...

Ok. :)

Mayo,

You want one?

resurrected wreck said...

I would happily eat an apple a day if I could cover it in caramel first.

sdock10 said...

It really is, but how Jules ate a whole effin' jar in one sitting is beyond me. I bow down to her mad Nutella nomming skillz.

sdock10 said...

RW,

I said the same thing! Let's make caramel apples!

Anonymous said...

I still have to purchase myself some Nutella.

And some of those Chocolate Tortilla chips Jen raves about.

Yummo.


Hey, everyone!

resurrected wreck said...

Yummy, Solly! Let's do it!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Mustard :D

sdock10 said...

*tackles Mustard to the ground, rolls out the door, down the porchsteps and onto the grass*

Bwahahahha! I love fall weather! Let's kick some of Mayo's leaves around!

sdock10 said...

Smoke is fer serious about this candied apple thing apparently. I might better be readying myself to go to Wally World.

Anonymous said...

OooOooOoo!

Doesn't the official start of Fall happen tomorrow?


*shrieks*

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL HALLOWEEEEEEEN!

resurrected wreck said...

Do they sell candy apples at Wally World?

resurrected wreck said...

*squeals*

I LOVE Halloween!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

*dances a jig with RW and Sdock*

sdock10 said...

I love Halloween too and fall!

RW, they sell candied apple stuffs at Wal Mart and apples and then you bring that home and make the candied apples.

Mustard, I didn't know if it was today or tomorrow or yesterday.

Smoke said...

Of course I'm fer serious! I don't joke about candy apples. >_<

I WANT ONE NOW! DAMN!

I love fall weather. And I'm like Mustard, it's almost HALLOWEEN! YAY!

LHM wants to be an evil jester dude. That costume is creepy as hell.

sdock10 said...

So, are we going or not? I iz confuzed.

LHM is busy doing atomic flying elbows from the headboard of my bed right now.

resurrected wreck said...

Bring us all back candy apples!

sdock10 said...

And Candy Corn!

Anonymous said...

*dances a jig with Smoke*



I don't like candied apples, but I like the apples that get coated in chocolate then rolled in nuts. Like Jules was partaking in earlier.

They are artery-clogging I'm sure, but HELLO. How much better could it get?

Smoke said...

LHM's costume

Tell that ain't some creepy ass shit. I want him to be blond Gerard from The Black Parade but he said no.

Yes, we are going. I'll be right there!

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

At Epcot, people were partaking in bananas on a stick that were dipped in chocolate and rolled in nuts.

Picture it, picture it, picture it!


Okay, that's not the best part! Know what else they sell along with yogurts, ice cream, pretzels, and hot dogs???

TURKEY LEGS!

OMG, it was barbaric watching people nom on turkey legs!!

Picture it, picture it, picture it!

Anonymous said...

That is creepy as hell! But, I suppose that's fitting for Halloween!

Anonymous said...

At Epcot, people were partaking in bananas on a stick that were dipped in chocolate and rolled in nuts.

Picture it, picture it, picture it!



LOL, I did. And dirty!

I've had those before, though. They're killer.

And the visual of turkey legs is, is, not really all that great, you know? Kind of gross actually!

resurrected wreck said...

He'd make a sweet blond Gerard!

Make him be blond Gerard, S&V!

sdock10 said...

It was so gross, but apparently like a best seller or something because people were tearing those things apart.

Smoke said...

OMG those turkey legs were unbelievably gross.

They were HUGE!

People were walking around with these enormous drumsticks just gnawing on them.

Bleh.

Anonymous said...

Ewww, wouldn't their hands be all greasy and stuff? Ick!

sdock10 said...

He so would, RW, but LHM ain't having no part of it. I wonder if he'd just let us dress him up and make his pic and then still be creepy jester for Halloween.

Smoke said...

I think so, RW! He'd be all mean looking like Gerard in the pictures with his little mouth all pouty. Hee-hee.

I may just make him do it.

Smoke said...

Okay, I'll be there in five minutes.

See you guys in a little bit!

sdock10 said...

Whoop! Whoop!

What do you guys want from the place where you can get anything? Huh?

Make a list right fast like!

resurrected wreck said...

He so would, RW, but LHM ain't having no part of it. I wonder if he'd just let us dress him up and make his pic and then still be creepy jester for Halloween.

Good idea!

Anonymous said...

Chocolate chip cookie dough
Chocolate dipped apples covered in nuts
A diet soda, LOL.


Have fun, and be safe!

resurrected wreck said...

Doez they sell caramel apple kits, Solly?

Anonymous said...

Chocolate dipped bananas covered in nuts, Whoop Whoop!

sdock10 said...

Yes ma'am, RW.

Want me to add it to the list?

Anonymous said...

Fuck, it didn't make it. :(

sdock10 said...

Whoop! Whoop! Lamest first comment evah!

resurrected wreck said...

Please, Solly :)

Anonymous said...

You guys have made me totally hungry now!

resurrected wreck said...

I iz currently enjoying homemade pizza.

Yum!

Anonymous said...

Oh man, the turkey legs! Absolutely barbaric. And the dead rat smell! I'm so glad I wasn't the only one who walked into that store and thought, "rot." People thought I was crazy.

Well, gotta run again! Off to meet up for dinner.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi & bye, K :D

Have a good nosh!

Anonymous said...

lewishasfallensloppydead said ....
Ya know, there is no fucking point to this.

But 9:42 I DON'T post anon as you think I do. I did today. But all the fucking songs and all the declarations -NOT I.

And really, none of this shit fucking matters. You're actually a jerk. I should have reserved that for someone more fitting, such as yourself. Very nice way to start the day. And why am I not amazed? Please only save your venom for me, o.k? Cuz I would hate to think you are THIS friendly to anyone else. You mock me for lack of love (in Your Opinion), I wonder greatly what love You have dear.

Hey Kapu, I hope you are good. I can't believe I came back here. As I have now read the meaning of "BYE" I will follow it correctly. Glad to hear you, Fim and the Duo had such fun. I hope you put pics up on your blog. -Hope to catch you sometime. -loves
September 21, 2008 9:49 AM

ergoproxy said...

good morning
popping by to say hi whilst I pack etc
I am excited and nervous now

and anons, why do you feel teh need to try and run people off the blog? I don't understand

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, EP :)

Are you excited??

sdock10 said...

*wishes to be eating with Jules, Mummy and Daddy K, Cousins, and Boychild*


We are about to make candy apples and have french fries!

Anyone wanna nom with us?

resurrected wreck said...

Yes, please! ^_^

Can I haz a candy apple?

resurrected wreck said...

Pretty please?

sdock10 said...

OMG, my daddy wubs me sooo much. He gave me all his apples and his box of candy apple stuffs.

^_^

I told him that I went all the way to Wal-Mart and couldn't find any.
He just shook his head and laughed at me.

Anonymous said...

Okay, whoops! That was me! I forgot to sign out of Solly's thingy. Hee-hee.

resurrected wreck said...

Aw!

Daddy's who gives you their stash of candy rule!

Anonymous said...

I'll bring you one just as soon as they are done, RW. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, S&V :)

Tell LHM you'll give him a candy apple if he lets you dress him up as blond Gerard.

resurrected wreck said...

Thankees, S&V! :D

Anonymous said...

He'll be like, "Ewwww! I don't like candy apples!"

Right now he is eating a freshly peeled potato like an apple.

resurrected wreck said...

O_o

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