We are all in some way the same. Any of us can be traced on parchment and placed over another and the outline will match, at some point. Keep turning the page until it fits just right. Call it coincidence, if you will.
I can hold you up against me and often the lines match up perfect.
The following is an excerpt from an old handwritten journal.
Yesterday I saw my reflection and waited for an answer. I stood there like an idiot, swaying and staring. It took a while, but what I found was strength and self-respect. The bags packed themselves and walked right out the door. My hand held tightly to all that really mattered, my own heart. All of my abandon had left the poor thing in a sad state, atrophied. But if I am patient and use it a little more each day it will regain its once youthful bounce. It will be fit for giving...forgiving. Forgiving.
(I needed the white noise as well.)
p.s. it is yours and no one can take it away.
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eats boogers
-clutches chest-
I've been mortally wounded!
How dare you say such a thing!
anon 6:09
if anyone says anything bad about Gerard at INO it gets deleted. why?
anon 6:12
needs an ambulance
-rolls eyes-
It's a FANsite.
There's a clue in there...
6:08 I wasn't rude to you. I was offering my opinion on this subject. There was no need for name calling.
There maybe all kinds of people at Ino but the only ones who come here do so to start trouble.
i cant believe mick jagger has the nerve to still be singing rock and roll at 63! maybe when you turn 40 you should cease to exist? is that it?
you are in the prime of your life at 50 today.
there was a saying i heard once
oh yeah, 40 is like the new 30 and 30 is like the new 20..
yeah, for trees!
that is a moronic statement to make
a 40 yr old knows what he or she is doing usually, and is capable of making their own decisions without permission from another adult
they can go and visit or join any site they wish
anon 6:15
you're delusional fans
it's funny, cause i've seen a lot of talk on INO in certain places that is pretty much against the band and fanbase at times even, and there has been a lot of anti-Gerard sentiment at times.
"not everybody that goes on any fansite, especially INO fits the profile of what people think they are. There are plenty of people that would agree with a lot of what you people say there, and there are plenty of people that would disagree, and then there are people that just don't care at all. Just because somebody is a member of one site or another doesn't mean their opinion is any less valid then the next."
That's odd considering that if you say something negative about Gerard's behavior, you get banned from there.
Why do people feel the need to validate themselves through bashing things other people like?
It's disturbing how quickly people will jump at the occasion to ground things people enjoy into the ground. It's simply a form of prejudice.
Not aimed at anyone in particular, but it seems to fit the over all theme running here.
anon 6:16
she's the only 40 year old drooling over MCR with a pack of 14year old girls. it's just funny
Well i loved mcr to,they were the underdog and that's why i fell in love with them.They wasn't jaded like some bands,and i was always amazed how honest and how different they were.That all changed for me this summer.Did gerard change or was he really like that from the start? Who knows? But i do know that gw seems to be jaded,and i feel bad for the other guys in the band.Does being famous have a price?
it's funny, cause i've seen a lot of talk on INO in certain places that is pretty much against the band and fanbase at times even, and there has been a lot of anti-Gerard sentiment at times.
It's funny, because those people have a little thing called opinions, nothing I've seen is Anti-Gerard, unless they're a part of 4Chan.
Ooookayyyyy...I really don't know what's going on here right now,and honestly I don't have the time to discuss it,but THANK YOU to the nice anons.
Anyway...hello Mayo,SS and Lovelies!
So,I'm going to leave for two weeks and I know I'll miss you all!
I'll try my best to stop and say hi as often as I can,though.
Mayo and SS,take care guys.
*HUGS*
Lovelies,take care as well and have a wonderful time.
See you soon,Family!
Love you all.Really.
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS:Happy Birthday Miranth!
PSS:Fimble....I'M SINGING! ;)
I think I am signing my cousin's kid up for Kung Fu next week. We'll see. I'm bringing him for a trial class. Oh uhh... I'll be paying for it with money I don't actually have but, hey. That's what credit cards are for.
Oh, it's Bellatrix! Hi Bella!
Ooooo! Is it Miranth's b-day??
Happy Birthday, Miranth!! ^_^
Hi, Bellatrix and K! :)
I thought 40yrs was old when i was a teen. Now that im 40 i must disagree!
anon 6:26
you should post that at INO. let them know how you feel about Gerard. i bet it will get deleted.
I hear ya, first anon @ 6:30pm.
Hiya RW!
If you bash a band on ANY fansite dedicated to said band, I'm PRETTY sure the members of the site are not going to enjoy that. Most likely, it'll get deleted. Happens everywhere.
anon 6:26
you should post that at INO. let them know how you feel about Gerard. i bet it will get deleted.
I know it would,because i called gerard jaded,not hot!LOL
Kwreck 4 eva!
RW,
i gree with that too, but do you think you would be able to converse with twelve year olds at INO all day
I haven't given it a try, but probably not, 6:53pm.
i hope K-Wreck is still going strong, even after RW's indiscretions with Sdock and Smoke.
Er... I meant 6:35pm
i hope K-Wreck is still going strong, even after RW's indiscretions with Sdock and Smoke.
SHHHHHH!!!!!! 0_0
What? LOL she was just joking. OMG that time when Solly wrote that song implying that I should be assassinated? LOL! It's all in fun. They're just, it's like, we're all friends. OMG have a sense of humor.
K,
RW took a bath with Sdock and Smoke.
Kapu you're such a ho! sdock & smoke. i hear smoke's getting her own radio show O_o
Back when I used to entertain the notion that Mayo was Gerard all of the mindless chatter here bothered me as well, but then I came to my senses and realized that Gerard would never, ever stand for the things the lovelies have said about him and Lindsey. The K-Wreck incident is a prime example. The real Gerard would have had a shit fit over two people parodying his "great love" the way K and RW did.
Get a clue. Mayo is not Gerard and it doesn't matter a damn what is said here.
i can't believe there is a 40 year old person at INO. hahahaha
I cant believe a 14 yr old would think a 31 yr old man would have anything to do with them!
K,
RW took a bath with Sdock and Smoke.
SHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>_<
rw is pure and chaste
Like, stop it, you guys! You're, like, totally gonna, like, cost me my meal ticket!
RW,
i'll keep my mouth shut if you rent me a Monkey.
rw is pure and chaste
Yeah! That!
Kapu, i still luv u!!!
Thank God most of the 13-14 year olds are going over to the Jonas Brothers now.
Somehow it feels like the Cosmos is re-aligning itself after some catastrophic incident (maybe the Tsunami of 2004?) fucked everything up.
6:43, I agree, it sure does seem like Gerard would not, uhh, have a sense of humor over us satirizing his love. IT IS SERIOUS! I mean, sharpies, you know? It doesn't get much more serious than that.
SRYS LOVE IS SRYS.
There's no way he'd sit back and watch us laugh at him.
That's cool. Tom Cruise probably wouldn't stand for such mockery either. ^_^
Kapu you're such a ho! sdock & smoke. i hear smoke's getting her own radio show O_o
Wait, what?
I haven't even taken any proactive pics with RW yet.
Or have I? ^_~
Muwahahaha.
K's the one who rents the monkeys, 6:47pm. I'm the one who does the back bends. That's the extent of my usefulness, I'm afraid.
Hi, S&V! :)
What? OMG, wait. A bath? Clearly just a rumor. OMG, you're making a big deal. Honestly, nothing can break our love. It is written in the stars, in Fate.*
*On my neck, in Sharpie.
Princess, you can only do that if you're porcine enough. So answer me this:
ARE YOU PORCINE ENOUGH?
RW,
did you do back bends in the tub with those homewreckers Sdock and Smoke. K-Wreck 4EVA
What? OMG, wait. A bath? Clearly just a rumor.
Obviously. You know I never bathe!
On quick glances, "porcine" looks like "porcupine."
Porcine always makes me laugh out loud. Bwah! But yes, I am sooo porcine.
Oh! And I gots a new hairdo.
Niiiice.
Backbends in the shower tonight! ^_~
Kapu, you and RW can stink together, after all, it's TRUE LOVE!!!!
Hi Mustard! ^_^
Hi, Mustard! :)
New hairdo, S&V??
Piccies, please!!
It's only true love if K dedicates every single thing she does from now on to RW.
Of course, RW, seeing as how you're such a feminist you have to become incensed if K's fans pay attention to you (but you can still take their money).
Oh no, I so did not mean it as a reflection on their hygiene, of which I know nothing but rumors. It is kinda funny reading it back, though. ;)
You know, backbends in the shower are dangerous. Just be careful. Don't get hurt! PRECIOUS COMMODITIES!
I just realized that I left my camera at work. :(
Boooo!!!!
I won't be able to show you guys until Monday. It's short. EEEEEK! Like chin length on the sides and shorter in the back.
And guess what?
I iz blonde again. YAYNESS!
Hi, Splash!
Anon, I not only dedicate all of my future endeavors to My Wife, but all of my past endeavors as well. Even ones that I didn't do. Like, I totally dedicate the Constitution to My Wife, for instance.
This is because she's my best friend.
Princess, that sounds so cute!
I would never do backbends in the shower. I might drown.
It sounds PURDY, S&V! ^_^
Kapu you must have a wealth of material for your next album, considering it's about "real life".
I also dedicate the Great Wall of China to My Wife.
Anon, my album about "real life" will be nothing short of an epic, detailed account of what My Wife and her band had for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
K,
don't forget to make thanking your parents an after thought on your album.
What parents?
...
Oh! Right! Well yeah, of course! They like, birthed me and raised me or something insignificant like that.
so obviously it's a three part concept album. can't wait.
But they couldn't have done it without me, K.
They should be thanking me too, really, when you think about it.
The Meal Trilogy.
Yes, but wait, there's more! Also included in the sleeve of the CD will be a timetable with checkmarks everytime My Wife or any of her friends (or should I say, my "crew" or maybe my "posse," which sounds better?) took a leak or took a dump. A leak will be marked by one check, a dump by two.
I know RW, you pretty much are My Everything. You probably traveled backwards in time to be my Mom's midwife, too. I'm so sure that I wouldn't even be here without you.
Therefore I also dedicate the pyramids of Egypt to you as well.
Sorry, MissT.
Any vomiting will be marked with a star.
Bwahaha!
Okay, I'ma gonna go have my shower now.
But not with S&V!
*whispers*
Are you coming, S&V?
Yes, and there's another thing I need to address. I see there's been some concern over the fake animal thing hanging out of my Wife's thirty five thousand dollar bag. Allow me to explain.
See, as we were driving through TinselTown (I'm a homeboy there now so I can call it by its nickname!) on our way to my awards show--me and my posse, that is--we accidentally ran over a raccoon. I guess I just didn't even know they had raccoons in TinselTown!
Well anyway, it was our very first roadkill that we ran over, together... as a family. So, we just decided to keep it forever as a memento of our love.
*winks at RW*
Ummm, I'm going to play with my hair and stuffs.
OMG the coon!
Coon? Did you kill me an animal, K?
You love me! You really love me! ^_^
*whispers*
S&V, I gotchoo some sparkly purple bath gel.
We killed it together RW. Remember> On accident! Because while I was driving, I was also renting you a monkey, writing on myself with a Sharpie, buying you a diamond, and promoting your band while a chorus of little girls moaned for me.
I just got distracted, that's all.
rw, you will have plenty of opportunities to drag the rest of the band to all the awards and accolades that kapu receives in the future.
that pic at comic con had a touch of Adam's Family Values about it
What?! Blasphemer! Addams Family Values is one of the best movies ever made and the Addams Family is a great role model for families. ^_^
hahahah!!!
Kapu & rw, doing the Mamushka every night
hello!
popping by to say HI!
heehee
I prefer the Babushka - that outfit rocks
Hi, EP! :)
THE MAMUSHKAAAAAA!
To this day, I would marry Gomez Addams.
Hiya Ergo!
I'm watching The Young Turks and guess what? Our Montauk Monster got in it!
Whoop whoop!
at least Gomez is cool, and Raul Julia was superb.
We danced the Mamushka while Nero fiddled, we danced the Mamushka at Waterloo. We danced the Mamushka for Jack the Ripper, and now, Fester Addams, this Mamushka is for you.
I don't believe it. We are having another thunderstorm >_<
hey RW and K
how's things?
RW still trying to decide on paint?
Ohhh Raul Julia. He died on my birthday and I was devastated. I loved him so hard. He was beautiful.
Gomez is seriously like a standard for me. ^_^
We're expecting one as well, RW. Every other day!
I'm afraid so, EP. But I have it narrowed down to about 3.
You must get the same weather as we do, K.
That's because of our love.
Awww! Did you make it storm just for me?
yep, Gomez was strange, weird, quirky but cute in his own demented way. that's hot!
They say that a man who represents himself in court has a fool for a client. And with God as my witness, I am that fool!
Our love connects the weather everywhere, RW!
Anon, I still have it so bad for Gomez. I really find him to be the ideal man. I guess that's a little creepy. ^_^ I had a crush on John Astin when he was Gomez, when I was a little kid. And Raul Julia was just perfect.
*luvs Raul Julia*
He played that role so well.
I watched the Addams Family as a kid and when they made the movie I was worried it wouldn't work
Because the olympics ahev taken Home and Away I have been watching Happy Days at 7pm which is about dinner time. Tragically I remember just about every episode!
He was pretty special. I just loved the way he said cara mia *sighs*
That's how I felt, Ergo. I was very protective of it. Addams Family shaped my young aesthetic. ^_^ Then I found they'd cast Raul Julia and I was like, "OMG, this is going to rule."
Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I don't think that Rocky Horror or Nightmare on Elm Street need remaking. I think remakes will not only not live up to the originals, but will outright suck. >_<
I need to buy some black cherry extract. Yum.
Black cherry extract?
*smacks lips*
Whatchoo making?
Oh man, I just pour it over bread and eat it. It's the best thing ever. This one store around here used to carry it, but I haven't seen it in a few months.
I put it on bread for my birds, too.
Also, today I bought some green tea and goji berry bread. I toasted it up and put a little non-dairy butter on it.
YUM.
OMG, I have just remembered why I love Sebastian Bach so freakin' much.
That dude is hilarious. HILARIOUS!
He's Gone Country!
Hee-hee.
How the eff do you get green tea and goji berry bread? How?
So not fair. We are missing out on so freaking much down here. >_<
i prefer white tea, actually higher in anti-oxidants than green, and more delicate in flavor.
Oh man, BAS. I met him though, and unfortunately he was kinda douchey and rock-starry and "OMG I am doing a SHOW" diva-ish.
The hilarious part is that his show was at the effing CPI and my friend's band at the time was opening for him. Most people left before his show 'cause we were all local and just went to see our friend!
Shame, 'cause that dude can sing, holy crap. He has some pipes for real.
That reminds me, K, of the treat my mother used to make for my sister and I: canned cherries and milk or cream over bread. We loved it!
White tea, really? I will have to look into that. I drink about a quart of decaf green tea a freaking day, with lemon juice. YUM.
Princess, one of these days I am just going to make you guys a care package with goji berry bread, pomegranate BBQ sauce, raspberry and walnut dressing, acai pulp, Chocolove chocolate and whatever else I can find that is weird or unusual. ^_^
Oh man, that sounds yummy, like a quick and easy cherry pie!
Sounds dirty when I put it like that.
So I am thinking about baking a pie actually, for the Kung Fu party on the 23rd. (It's the picture-taking party I briefly mentioned once. Well, it has turned into a HUGE undertaking and I've got some folks interested!)
Anyway, I was thinking of doing an organic peach pie or two, but I need to look for a good organic recipe, otherwise make one up myself.
I did that last Thanksgiving, I made up my own pie recipe. It was apple/pomegranate and it was THE ABSOLUTE BIZZOMB.
Rocky Horror would be interesting, there have been many stage seasons of it with different actors who all bring new things to the roles. So a remake, as long as it isn't trying to update or copy the original actors could be like a new stage production. I doubt it could ever replace the original, if they accept that, it's possible it'd be ok.
Not as good though.
If Richard O'Brien is involved I'd be interested to see what he comes up with, plus what actors they would choose..with that one I'm curious
Nightmare though I think would just be like an updated slasher film, Bet it would have the new up and comings in it, more as a platform for them than a thought through clearly remake.
I highly recommend it Kapunua. You can also find it flavored with vanilla or peach extract. Lovely.
K white tea is lovely
I also love jasmine tea, or green tea with jasmin
Oh, he is total diva. But seeing him right now with Jermaine Jackson and Sean Young and these other folks is funny as hell.
And yeah, he can sing for sure.
I want some prezzies from you. All kinds of goodies! And I can send you some...ummm...ummm...peaches! Yeah! That's what we have down here. Everything else is fried. O_o
My Head of Wardrobe makes a peach pie that has quickly become my favourite pie ever. She uses an America's Test Kitchen recipe.
You guys are all making me so damn hungry. Imma have to go eat something in a few minutes for sure.
Ergo, Richard O'Brien already disavowed the remake. He said he doesn't have an opinion on it, but he has nothing to do with it, nor wants anything to do with it. That's all I needed to hear. ^_^
Mmm, pie...
I kinda drooled a little.
AH well if he's disinterested, I'd say it's not looking good
I could see ways of doing it so it isn't a rehash, but that makes me envision a whole Grease 2 type scenario.
MY HEAD FREAKIN' HURTS!!!! >_<
Gah! I feel like I have an ice-pick in my eyeball.
Ohhh, I'm so sorry! Don't you just want to go into a dark room and put your head on a pillow when that happens?
Oh shit, Mayo! Guess what?
ONLY 5 MORE DAYS UNTIL LEATHERMOUTH!!!!!!!!!!
Excited for me?
I know you are! ^_^
I do! I did that last night. I went to bed about 7:30 or so. :(
It felt better earlier but now it hurts again.
Wahahaha!
See if you can crack your neck. That helps me sometimes.
My head hurts too, S&V :( Do you get are pressure migraines?
Maybe it'll be gone by tomorrow. :(
Solly! Where's you? You and LHM need to stop playing Huntsville!!!
I just saw Marty Stuart! ^_^
Going to take a shower now. Be back in a bit!
It felt better earlier but now it hurts again.
Same. I was fine all day, but at about 5pm my head started to pound like anything.
Sure enough, it thunderstormed shortly after that.
I'm a human barometer.
I can count on getting 1 to 2 a month. Mainly due to blood pressure. Mine stays through the roof.
Okie-doke, BRB!
I can get 2 or 3 a week at this time of year when it thunderstorms a lot.
It sucks :(
Yow.
So, Hiya! I just had a really good supper!
And a bottle of wine.
I swear I'm not a drunk.
-A
Hi, A! :)
What didju have for supper?
Hallo RW!
We has grilled steak,and roasted potatoes and carrots with melted cheese, and spinach salad with mushrooms, and cucumber and tomatoes.
And I had a big bottle of wine.
AND I got a call for a job today at a craft store.
YAY!
-A
CONGRATS, A!! I hope you get it :)
And your dinner sounds delish!
oh YAY amy!!
on the job
the yummy supper
and the bottle of wine!
Well, gonna turn in & try to sleep off my headache.
Have a great night, everyone :)
Thank you RW and Ergo!
Hallo Ergo!!
Yes, hopefully the job goes through. I'm kind of working on the assumption that the interview I had on Monday fell through, so if I get this job, I should be GOLDEN!
Whee!
And the roasted potatoes and carrots turned out really good! Way better once I added cheddar!
What's everyone else up to tonight?
-A
*frowns*
RW, you take better care of yourself!
Try lavender, I find it helps relieve headaches that hang around for a few days.
If that doesn't work, get a new pillow. If your neck is at the wrong angle, it'll make your headaches constant.
-A
RW just a thought would earplugs help? I have no idea but I just thought it's a pressure change and that's the area that is affected (the sinuses) or maybe an antihistamine like you can take before scuba diving or flying if you're prone to pressure problems
hope it eases anyway, sweet dreams
I'm good Amy
I'm just having lunch then we are off to go fishing off the beach with a friend who moved over to the other side of the country. he had to come back for his grandads funeral which is sad but he lived a full life, and isn't heading home until tomorrow, so we may have tea with him too
Mmm.. fishing and tea, seems like an excellent way to spend the day!
Sad about his grandfather though.
-A
Hey
Hi BC
it is amy he was a lovely man, but it had gotten to that sort of "matter of time" stage, he wasn't in pain or ill.
It's a shame his family couldn't come over, his wife is one of my best friends and their kids grew up with my daughter but it's one of those things, they'll be over for a holiday sometime soon
Mayo,
5 days dude! 5 freakin' days!
Yeah, you're gonna be hearing this until Wednesday morning so just deal with it. ^_~
Hope you have had a great Friday and I hope you have a lovely weekend, Mayo.
SS!!!!
Gonna share something with you, okay? Okay. See, there was this band. It's been about eighteen years ago now probably but I loved them like whoah. They were a little teeny-tiny band from Texas and they were really quite awesome. I just knew they were gonna be big. Well, things happen and I grew up a little bit and got married. I had forgotten all about this little band until two days ago. Solly found a video and gave me the link. Come to find out, the bass player shot and killed himself in 1995. He was only 28 at the time. I was just floored. Seems he had always battled depression and had tried therapy but nothing worked. His brother also played in the band and tried to keep an eye on him. It just seems like such a waste, you know? Well, since his death, his parents and friends have started a foundation for local Austin, TX musicians to help them with problems and give them someone to turn to. They named it after him, The SIMS Foundation. They also reach out to family members, roadies, techs and anyone else in the music business. I hate to think about him being so lonely and not having anywhere to go but now at least someone else might not have to be in that situation. Not sure why I'm telling you all this but yeah. Just weird how things happen. Tragic.
Hope you are doing well, SS. We still miss you, dude.
Have a great night everyone!
XOXO
Hallo BC!
Goodnight Smoke!
=A
Hey, Mayo. :)
I'm going to say it anyway, even if it the fragments do make me crazy.
Long time, no see, dude! I mean, for me that is.
Apologies for not being very reflective or refractive or shiny ooo ahhh. It's still sometimes easier for me to use my head and sort it out. I hope there are times you can do the same.
Anyway, I just hope you're doing okay. Maybe we'll get to see you around sometime and then we'll all make like The Thinker and blow our own minds with possibilities. Yhus.
Night, dude.
SS,
These past few weeks have sort of mushed into one another, so, I can't remember if I mentioned we were going to somehow make you a "Where's SS?" shirt or maybe "Where's SS?" tube socks which should obviously be worn with flip-flops or some such sandle. Fuck Fashion '08! ;)
I hope you're doing okay, and like Smoke said, you're still missed. I hope you can feel that.
Have a great night, buddy.
I'm going to say it anyway, even if it the fragments do make me crazy.
Bwuahahaha, >_<.
WTF? That's all I ever talk in.
I crack myself up, anyhoot, goodnight!
Goodnight mustard, smokie. Hullo Amy. Congrats on the craft job! :) Sorry, I got distracted. I was looking at some pictures.
Hi Ergo. I'm sorry about the loss :(
I'm off- byeeeeeeeeeee
Bye Ergo! Have a good day!!
-A is ready for bed.
Sal T. Nuts
Take care Ergo
Mayo,
It's all about turning these single, solitary moments into memories, dude.
So, go make some.
Do something tonight that you will want to remember tomorrow.
Can you even remember what you did yesterday?
A better question is this...would anyone else remember what you did yesterday?
Yes? No? Maybe?
Mayo, this is all I can come up with tonight. This thought has stuck in my head since this morning and then I heard the song "I've Had My Moments" on the radio this morning.....funny.
Rest easy, dude.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Special, magical, amazing, unforgettable.
i found the full length video of Gerard and Grant Morrison's Comic Con panel discussion.
www.blinkx.com
morrison and way sdcc 2008
^type that into the search
Goodnight solly sweet dreams
*squeezes 10:52 in a massive bear hug*
thank you!
i've been waiting for that to show up!
*turns right around and marches back out the front door*
*returns, plops down on couch*
*happy sigh*
the video is secured. i can't watch it on this computer, but now it is safely tucked away in my email, ready to watch when i can.
:)
*slips a few fragments of pizza crust under the couch*
well, hello there, silence. :)
how was your day? anything exciting to report? or whimsical? or...
furry?
hello toujours.
not really I spent most of my day painting. Gosh, I always feel so boring, lol.
How was your day?
oh, but painting is very exciting, silence! what were you painting?
my day actually was boring. lol
but i read a good book -- city of bones by cassandra clare -- so it wasn't a total write-off. :)
My day sucked, my Ipod hated me. It kept playing stupid ass songs that made me emo.
Was the book good? I like the title =)
My painting was a little dark and gothic. It was watercolor and it was just a girl sitting in the corner of a dark room. This makes me want to paint more. Maybe this time it'll be a little happier, lol.
Hallo!
Just got back from watching the fireworks! Yay Canada!
(It's a competition, and Canada was first in line. Sunday night it's China's turn.)
-A
oh. :(
*hands 12:17 a kitten*
hello amyranth! :)
actually, the book was good, though i don't think i'll read the rest of the series. but i might. *grin*
it was about a teenage girl who gets caught up in a society of demon hunters, that live in our world but are hidden from us. it had an interesting use of tattoos as a motif.
your painting does sound a little gloomy, but in the best way, if you know what i mean. you should definitely paint more, especially if it made you feel good.
Mayo
Just wanted to pop in while I had the chance to say goodnight. Hope you had a good day. Mine pretty much sucked but what's new. I was pushed and pushed today. While I didn't exactly take a huge stand, I didn't fall down. Baby steps for Elena. Baby steps.
It's kinda weird but even with all the shit going on I don't feel all that bad. When I realized this earlier is sorta suprised me. Before I would have been crushed by it all. Now, not so much. Oh, think this means I'm getting stronger? Hold on, I'm pondering....Yep, it does. I think I'm just starting to see the big picture. I'm stepping outside my comfort zone and know what? The world really isn't nearly as scary as I thought. I think I could handle it. Pretty sure I'm gonna have to find out sooner or later.
I will be okay. Not just for my kids. I will be okay for me. Hey, you be okay for you, too. If I gotta be okay then you do too. Novel idea - let's be okay together. Life is beautiful. (someone I care about said that) It is beautiful. I will fight to keep seeing it that way.
Night Mayo
Elena (The big picture IS beautiful)
That's the spirit Elena :)
Goodnight and sleep well.
if you like the series you should read the book.
I think I will go paint some more.
Good night amyranth, anonymous, elena, toujours and anyone I missed
Hallo Teej!
Goodnight Elena, I hope tomorrow is a better day.
Goodnight Silence! Have a good sleep!
-A
Hullo Amy, TJ. Take care Silence, goodnight Elena.
Poor anon :(
Night being able to add a song I wanted to my profile made me quite emo today
Thank you for the kitten. I'm sorry to be all Debbie Downer.
Hey Guys!
First off, WHAT THE FUCK is with those anon comments up at the top?! I don't keep tabs over INO. Never have, never will, but those comments have me a little confuzzled!!
Second! Fuck, Ouchies! Never EVER drink in a fucking forest! My body is covered in THOUSANDS of fucking mosquitoe bites. =[ My own fault though! ^_^
Third, RAAAAWR. Just checkin' in before watching a movie with my sister. It's her birthday on the August 16th (tomorrow) so we're just chilling out tonight and eating lots. Bless her little soul for taking care of me last night. I was talking nonsense all night and crying like a goon.
But anyways;
goodbye for now!
<3
P.S. If someone could please explain the anonymous comments, I'd very much appreciate it!
Anon, it's not a problem. People come here to talk, to laugh, and to vent whenever they need to :)
oh man. i got stuck over on lj.
*kicks internet*
anyway, good night elena, keep going forward!
and good night silence, and hello bc. :)
and you're welcome,12:51, and it's completely okay. you can be whatever you want.
hi paperheart!
*whew*
*sinks back onto couch*
Hey guys. How's everyone doing tonight?
Hi grasshopper. Take it easy with the mosquitos k? Happy b-day to your sister! *hugs*
About those anon comments, some anons were bitching about a new blogger, concerning Mayonaise, it looks like. I'm not sure.
Anyways, enjoy the movie!
Hallo BC!
-A
hello andrea, no complaints from the couch. :)
My room smells like bacon for some reason.
Hi Andrea, how are you? I'm good, watching south park, thanks.
Hallo and Goodnight PH! Next time, don't forget the F-OFF!
Hallo Andrea!
I'll be right back, gotta get these bloody contacts out of my eyes.
-A
Hey TJ and BC. I'm doing alright. Tired. It's been a long crappy week.
TJ, can I join you on the couch for a bit?
I like bacon. :)
there's room for all on mayo's couch!
*pats the cushions invitingly*
Mmmm... bacon.
-A
*plops down next to Teej*
*leans back into the big soft cushions*
Oh yeah... That's nice.
Hi Amy!
Mayo's got himself a bigass couch.
And now I'm thinking about bacon for breakfast tomorrow. Agh.
Hey Andrea, how's your night going?
-A
Sorry to hear that Andrea. Bacon is ok, for me. Don't care for it though.
My night is going okay. I'm watching the end of the HAARP DVD right now, being amazed by Matt Bellamy's extreme awesomeness.
How's your night going Amy?
we had blt sandwiches last night for dinner. yum. :)
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