Tuesday, August 12, 2008

For giving myself time.

We are all in some way the same. Any of us can be traced on parchment and placed over another and the outline will match, at some point. Keep turning the page until it fits just right. Call it coincidence, if you will.

I can hold you up against me and often the lines match up perfect.



The following is an excerpt from an old handwritten journal.

Yesterday I saw my reflection and waited for an answer. I stood there like an idiot, swaying and staring. It took a while, but what I found was strength and self-respect. The bags packed themselves and walked right out the door. My hand held tightly to all that really mattered, my own heart. All of my abandon had left the poor thing in a sad state, atrophied. But if I am patient and use it a little more each day it will regain its once youthful bounce. It will be fit for giving...forgiving. Forgiving.




(I needed the white noise as well.)


p.s. it is yours and no one can take it away.

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Andrea said...

Don't care for bacon???

O_o

Really?

Anonymous said...

Try the vegan one amy, it's very nice ! [said in an outrageous French accent}

Anonymous said...

*plops down next to TJ and Andrea*

JocelynHolly said...

These mosquito bites are killing me :(

I look like I have some disease. More like a rash actually..

hmm..

*walks out of room inspecting left arm*

Andrea said...

Yay, couch buddies!

I once knew a vegetarian who made regular exceptions for bacon.

Oh man... Stockholm Syndrome rocks my world everytime I hear it.

*closes eyes and basks in the warm glow of Muse*

Amyranth said...

Andrea, not bad. Had some wine earlier, and watched a fireworks competition.

1:12, Ergo said she tried Soy Bacon and it was a depressing experience.

-A

Anonymous said...

Andrea,

Yep, really. I only eat it once in a great great great great great while ^_^

Anonymous said...

Yeah, but that was ergo's experience, not yours. I believe there are a few varieties to try. (in no way am I denigrating her taste, just making a point)

Andrea said...

Mmm, wine and fireworks are both good.

You know, the last time I watched this DVD, the boy was here watching it with me. That makes me a little sad. He had never heard Muse before, so I felt it was my duty to educate him. Of course he was immediately hooked. Because Muse rules. :)

Anonymous said...

Poor grasshopper. When my mosquito bites are itching, I usually put lotion on it. It tends to help. Maybe you should try it or have your mom check it out.

Anonymous said...

I'm off for a shower. Be back in a few

Andrea said...

*waves to Paperheart*

Amyranth said...

True 1:22.

I am wary of new things though. :S

-A is wary

Andrea said...

Bye BC! If I don't see you later, have a good weekend.

Anonymous said...

Paperheart it sounds like you may have developed an allergic reaction to the bites.

I have an allergy and when I am bitten (rarely), it becomes red and the swelling is quite substantial.

toujours said...

what? why is everyone staring at me? i don't have any mosquito bite advice to give paperheart!

Andrea said...

I have this stuff called Traumeel. It's a homeopathic anti-inflammatory and analgesic cream intended for sore muscles, but it's also great for bug bites, rashes, and other skin irritations. It will totally remove the itch and reduce the swelling. I swear, it's the best stuff ever.

Probably not much help right now, but maybe for future reference.

Amyranth said...

Hey Teej, why don't you give PH some advice on her bug bites?

-A

Anonymous said...

I'm baaackk from the shower

Andrea said...

It's too quiet.

*starts to doze off...*

toujours said...

*sticks tongue out at amyranth* >.<

hi bc! all clean now? :)

Amyranth said...

Hooray for showers!

-A

toujours said...

so did you guys hear about the whole bigfoot thing today? apparently there was quite a tizzy about "new evidence", but dna tests showed it was an opossum or something.

bigfoot escapes again!

go, bigfoot! go bigfoot!

Anonymous said...

Bigfoot is just a myth, like bigthumb.

Andrea said...

Lol, TJ. Yeah, I heard about it a few days ago. Evidently they haven't reached any solid conclusions yet, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna turn out to be fake. Even "regulars" in the bigfoot research community think it's a hoax.

toujours said...

*gasp* 1:57.

bigfoot is too real!

andrea, i was kinda hoping for once it'd be at least something, but oh well. i know way too much about bigfoot, anyway. my ex is a fervid amateur cryptozoologist.

*sigh*

Andrea said...

Seriously TJ? That's actually pretty cool. Except for the part where he's your ex. Ex's are yucky. >_<

But I might be biased.

Amyranth said...

Well, now that I know what hysteria meant back in the Victorian Times, I'll be sure to use it more often now.

-A

toujours said...

well, i don't know about the cool part, when we had to watch every documentary on loch ness, bigfoot, etc etc

but he's not bad for an ex. he's babysitting my cat, after all. he's a boy scout. (just glad he's not my boy scout anymore! lol)

toujours said...

are you feeling a bit of hysteria coming on, amyranth? shall we prepare a fainting couch for you?

Anonymous said...

I think she meant a different type of hysteria toujours, the freudian kind.

Andrea said...

O_o

I had to look that one up. Now I sorta wish I hadn't.

Anonymous said...

TJ, yep :)

Amy indeed: Hip fucking hooray for showers! ^_^

toujours said...

i'm aware of that 2:10, but a fainting couch is an ideal remedy for all conditions.

as is laudanum.

Amyranth said...
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Amyranth said...

(comment deleted because it was redundant)

*stuffs her blanket in her mouth and keeps giggling*

-A

Amyranth said...

Okay, so anyway. No more hysteria talk.

Did you know in Houston they've banned people who stink from the libraries there?

-A

Andrea said...

How do they decide whether someone stinks? Is there a stink-o-meter?

toujours said...

whoa. really, amyranth?

although, i can understand, a little. the library i worked at had a large amount of regulars who were also homeless. during the winter, they were fine, they all smelled of woodsmoke. :)

but in the summer...

oofah!

the year before i started working there, one of my co-workers had to leave one day, because the guy standing next to her in the stacks smelled so bad (like something dying, she said) she became physically ill.

it's a tough call. when is it intruding on someone's privacy, and when is it actually a case for public health?

Amyranth said...

Apparently, if your B.O is bad enough to be smelled by the person next to you, or someone issues a complaint to the librarian, you get tossed.

And in Siberia, the City Councillors are banned from making excuses.

Yes, seriously. No excuses for you.

-A

Andrea said...

But... but...

>_<

Anonymous said...

Maybe they should invest in some perfume diffusers.

Some may have olfactory problems and may be unaware of their, to put it nicely, "pungency" :)

Amyranth said...

No excuses Andrea! Not for you!

Anon, that would be nice. Takes the "Glade Plug-in" to a whole new level, don't you agree?

-A

Anonymous said...

I'm gonna sign off for the night and go listen to some ella fitzgerald. Goodnight guys.

toujours said...

well, and it isn't like the fellows at my old library could help it, either, you know. not a lot of showers under the bridge.

mostly, we just held our breath and shelved fast.

toujours said...

good night bc.

Anonymous said...

True amy. I mean all scientific research has concluded that smell can determine mood.

It also seems to connect with memory. You always seem to remember someone if they had a particular smell about them, like their perfume or lack of it.

That's why I always smell pretty ^_^

Amyranth said...

I have a really hard time finding a perfume that doesn't make me smell like a whore, for lack of a better term.

So I make sure I use a really good soap, like honey and oatmeal or Lavender.

Anyway, I should run too, someone is feeling neglected, and I'm getting long, lingering glances.

Bastard cat.

XD

Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS!

*checks the pantry*

-A never submitted her application for the Glade Shove-it-up-your-arse-and-smell-nice. She could have been rich :(

Andrea said...

Goodnight BC and Amy.

I'm off too.

*sleepy lazy yawn-stretch*

Thanks TJ for letting me hang out on the couch tonight. It's a nice place to relax.

Goodnight everybody. Have a great weekend!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight all, sweet dreams.

toujours said...

good night, you guys.

i'm afraid that's it for me too.

you have the conn, 2:47. :)

toujours said...

mayo,

the longer i read this post, the more i see encouragement in it. i see it as particularly encouraging to sdock, who is now setting out on the path described in your journal excerpt, but i'm sure we can all draw encouragement from it as well.

it's easier to keep moving forward when you know you aren't the only one who has done so.


the other thing i take away from this post, though, is the simple fact that you, sir, keep a journal. (or did, at any rate.)

that makes me happy.

it's just because i do, as well, and have kept a journal for years now. i'm currently on volume 14. sometimes it fills up quickly, sometimes i don't write for weeks. when i was working, the bus schedule had me downtown a half-hour early, and i would sit at the station, watch the trains, and write in my journal every morning.

and it's the messiest thing. it's where i put all my fears and frustrations, all my hopes, all my dreams, serious and silly both. i amuse myself with what i write, and i cry over those pages, too. those volumes are me, unedited.

back in college, i came across a term in one of the pagan books i was studying, and it charmed me, and it's been the title of my journal ever since: the mirror book.

when i re-read it, i can see how apt that title truly is. my journal reflects all my moods, and all my struggles, and every joy, too. it's the mechanism i use to look at my life and make sense of it.

it's how i understand my story.

i hope your journal was that for you, and hope that it still is (if you keep one). such a useful thing.


good night, mayo. sweet dreams to you, and happy scribbles. *grin*

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone! Busts in the parlor. Drinks some of Amy's wine,not much left
Where is Elena?! I need to talk to her. Elena, where are you woman?
I am excited. I know its stupid to some of you but new and exciting to me.
Elena in talking to you the other night it helped me too.
I got past a certain part,the sex scene. yes, there is more than one.yeah, I worte a good one!
Whoot!
Happy dances around Toujours..

I know if some of you wanna roll your eyes go ahead I dont care.Fine by me. Alot of you write all the time. Alot of you are very good.
I "used to" write in high school and after then stopped for many years. Picked it up again about 3 years ago or so. In writing my book that i cant fuckin finish because I couldnt get by a couple of really good steamy sex scenes.One is a bi-gay scene which I adore.

yeah, in my head they are fuckin fantabulous, only problem was I couldnt get it down on paper.I am certainly not a prude in bed,love sex and enjoy well written erotica every now and again.

I just forced myself to write it.
I was those people while writing it, just like I am into the charachters heads and their world when I write.
Now maybe I can finish my book. It's for me too. So I can say I did it. Thanks Elena.

Anonymous said...

Amy, good perfume that wont make you smell like a whore is Dolce & Gabana "Light Blue" the small bottle is about 48 bucks. I dont use it everyday and I am allowed one bottle per year. yeah right sometimes I sneak it when I have extra and thats rare these days.

very light,clean scent. Go to the store and try it. I think you would like it.

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday Miranth. I think. I am just skimming. Havent been home all day. Hard to catch up now.
Ok, throws wine glass in the fireplace. I love that shit!
See everyone later. I dont want to be in a melancholy mood tonight. Nope, I wont do it.

Mayo you cant make me. Winks at Mayo.

Thanks to you too Elena. See you do have an impact on people around you we all do. remember that.

Ok! a little melancholy Mayo! very little! sticks tongue out at Mayo :P

Sweet dreams everyone. Good night blogbelievers.

Wendy I have missed you. *leaves chocolate whipped cream and strawberries in the kitchen* for you.

Anonymous said...

Good-Night



Good-night? ah! no; the hour is ill
Which severs those it should unite;
Let us remain together still,
Then it will be good night.

How can I call the lone night good,
Though thy sweet wishes wing its flight?
Be it not said, thought, understood—
Then it will be—good night.

To hearts which near each other move
From evening close to morning light,
The night is good; because, my love,
They never say good-night.


Percy Bysshe Shelley

Anonymous said...

*cartwheels through the blog**

Hi everyone!

Hope you're all enjoying your weekend sleep-ins!

See ya. =)

*cartwheels out into the next blog*












*can not cartwheel for sh*t!

*more like cart-triangle* ;)

Anonymous said...

My turn again.
:)

Good morning.
♥♥

Pickled Possum said...

*limps past searching for bandaids and something/one else*

*wanders up behind :) anon*

Gotcha!

*tickles*

Lovely to see you. You're such a cute and perky little way to start the day. =)

Have a nice weekend :)

*resumes search*

Pickled Possum said...

I was 1666? O_O

Does that make me 1000 times extra evil?

Mwuhahahaha!

Welcome to my dark side!

PP = Good girl gone bad Jedi.

Later. Things to find ;)

Anonymous said...

I wished on the moon
For something I never knew
Wished on the moon
For more than I ever knew
A sweeter rose, a softer sky
On April days that would not dance by
I begged on the stars
To throw me a beam or two
Wished on the stars
And asked for a dream or two
I looked for every loveliness
It all came true
I wished on the moon for you

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Good Morning, how are you? I hope all is well. Me? I'm okay. Tomorrow, I will have one week behind me and the rest of my life still in front of me. I'd say that's a pretty nice place to be. Right? But I wonder, will I regret not getting those answers from him? The whys? The whats? The hows? Not saying goodbye. Not making him look me in the eye. Wondering if it was all me. Was I just not good enough?

You know what? Fuck that. Fuck that shit! I will not wake up this morning and go down that path with myself. No. I will get the answers that I need from me. Not him. He wouldn't tell me the truth anyway.

I will give myself time. I will give myself space. I will give myself the answers. I will give myself honesty and encouragement and love.

I will give myself closure. The power is mine. My heart is mine. It's time I start using it for me.

Mayo, I hope you give yourself exactly what you need today. And if you're feeling pretty good, well, maybe, you could give some of it away. Sometimes, that's what we need most.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Precisely.

Smoke said...

Morning Mayo! Wassup?

So, like, yeah.

Ice pick.

Screw driver.

Letter opener.

Knife.

Something has lodged itself in my right temple and through my eyeball.

*sigh*

IT HURTS! WAHAHAHA!

Later, Mayo!

Have a good one!

SS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miss you. Seriously. When we find you, I'm gonna insert a little teeny-tiny tracking device behind your ear. Oh, well, maybe I shouldn't have told you that.

Huh.

Hope you are doing well, SS! Have a lovely weekend!


Later BlogBelieve!!!

XOXO



4 days to go!

LEAAAAATTHHEERRRMOOUTTHHH!!!

Anonymous said...

leathermouth? little bastard.err.. umm.. I mean lucky girl. *smiles*

Anonymous said...

If you're still around Smoke, drink lots and lots of water. I get those headaches when I'm dehydrated.

Anonymous said...

wtf, LynZ didn't cut her hair. i just saw a pic from a concert MSI played the other night. her hair is long and filthy.

Anonymous said...

It's all Bad News Bears for 30STM fans:

They're getting sued.

>_< You can't break a contract, 30STM dudes. They will for sure come after your ass and most likely win.


Later!

Anonymous said...

Jared Leto is a douche.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is an old school mack.

Anonymous said...

Mayo got ho's in different area codes.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is an old school mack from waaaaaay back.

Anonymous said...

Obama is a long legged mack daddy.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is the playa of the year.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is digging the scene with his gangsta lean.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is rolling down the street smoking endo and sippin on gin and juice.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is laid back with his mind on his money and his money on his mind.

Anonymous said...

Mayo got low low low low low

Anonymous said...

Mayo is DANGEROUSSSSSS.
Mayo is DANGEROUSSSSSSS.
Mayo is a BAD BOYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I've seen his type before.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

wtf, LynZ didn't cut her hair. i just saw a pic from a concert MSI played the other night. her hair is long and filthy.

August 16, 2008 12:25 PM

It's called a weave.

Anon616 said...

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Mustard, Smoke, Sdock, Possum Ergo, BI, various anons watchers and lurkers; those with headaches and those without (which, hopefully includes the majority of you) in the land o’blogbelieve!

*wonders where FASC is this morning*

How are you all today? Well, happy and soon to be headache free, I hope!

Possum: I "hearted" you before; and now, I heart you even more! Thank you for posting the link to Stone Sour’s performance of “Through Glass” at Rock AM Ring! What an amazing performance of a great song!!! Corey Taylor with Slipknot, Corey Taylor with Stone Sour, Corey Taylor with Apocalyptica. I love all Corey Taylor! Yes, I know - a lot of people seem to rock my world. T’is true, they do! One more thing then I shall move on; what a beautiful night it appeared to be in Germany! I wish I could have been there. I wonder if Pixie and Siobhan were there? Thanks Possum!

Amy: Hysteria (Victorian), eh? Well, if physicians can’t figure out what ails ya these days, I think they should start prescribing some of that old Victorian treatment. It couldn’t hurt! ;) Perhaps they should add a little Def Leppard to provide some audio/visual stimulation.
“Oh, I get hysterical, hysteria
Oh can you feel it, do you believe it?
It's such a magical mysteria
When you get that feelin, better start believin
'Cos it's a miracle, oh say you will, ooh babe”

BI: I’ve missed my fresh strawberries and chocolate whipped cream. I missed you too!!!! Thanks, BI!

Miranth: I was happy to read you were enjoying your birthday! It sounded as though you had a much better time with this guy than with the last one. I hope you get to see him again - soon!

Ergo: You're welcome and *smooooooooooch*


RW: I hope you’re feeling better today!

Lewis: Cheese and Peanut butter seem to be working with those crackers now. I love ya, Lewis!!!!

For your pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Story of Two Teardrops 
Author Unknown

Two little teardrops were floating down the river of life. One drop said to the other, "I am the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him." Who are you? "Well, I am the teardrop of the girl who won him." 

Love is very strange. Love is unconditional commitment to an imperfect individual. You need it; but when you love, it's like destining yourself for pain. You become addicted and dependent on the person. You become strong and at the same time, you open yourself up to being hurt. Love can make you bear any kind of pain and any kind of sacrifice. It can also make you feel stupid and act stupidly. Sometimes when you love and end up giving so much of yourself, subconsciously you only discover how much you've given when the person you love hurts you or has to say goodbye.
 
Then you realize, an important part of yourself is already with that person. It goes away when he leaves and you are left with a sickening, empty feeling inside. 
Tears are bound to shed from your eyes no matter how you force yourself to keep them in. Most teardrops ever shed on this earth have been for love or lack of it. When tears dry, a silent loss sticks to your heart for a long, long time. 

Well, that's what you get for caring so much about someone. But how can you regret it? To give yourself freely and lovingly is the most beautiful thing you can do. Loving makes you real. Loving also makes you cry. And that is why a teardrop is also BEAUTIFUL. 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


I hope you all have a beautiful day - with teardrops or, preferably, without!

Hugs and Love
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

Lynz's hair is unbeweaveable

Anonymous said...

Mayo put the lime in tha coconut and twisted it all up.

Anonymous said...

Mayo wants to make love in the club.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's lip gloss be cool his lip gloss be poppin. mayo is standing at his locker and all tha girls be stoppin.

Anonymous said...

LMAO

Anonymous said...

Mayo kissed a boy and he liked it the taste of his cherry chap stick.

Anonymous said...

Now if Mayo touches like this, will you touch him right back?

Mayo wants to shake it.

Anonymous said...

From the WINDOW!!!

Anonymous said...

Mayo Boy off in this hoe
Watch him crank it
Watch him roll

Anonymous said...

Aw, okay. I'll do it then. :)


TO DA WALL!!!


Have fun, guys!

Anonymous said...

LOL, how'd I miss something like this?

TO DA WINDOOOOOOW!

TO DA WALL!

Whoop whoop!

That blows about 30. Man, I hope to see them again sometime. They did a great show each time I saw them.

Anonymous said...

I'm going to go make me a sammich of tofurkey and fake cheese. And fake mayo too! But real pickles.

Anonymous said...

"Then some dude came down to touch the mother,
Mother touched, and dude ain't here no more!"

That song has been stuck in my head for about three days. Just that one line, though. WTF?

Anonymous said...

Ain't no day the sun don't crack
Just to brand some name across my back
So you care?
Find someone to tell you!
SUNSHIIIIIIIIINE,
sweet love
my labor
Don't mind,
I don't care no more!

Anonymous said...

Before there was Pearl Jam, there was Mother Love Bone and
Capricorn Sister!

I actually own this album.

OMG, Stone Gossard, he was (probably is) so freaking beautiful. I met him once on accident and I was having my own little drama and didn't realize it was him and I was accidentally a little rude to him. I still kick myself to this day!

sdock10 said...

OMG, Jules! I ♥ Mother Love Bone!

Just sayin'!

Bone China, one of my most favorite songs, evah!

Anonymous said...

TOUCH ME I'M SICK!

MUDHONEY.

Anonymous said...

OMG, Solly, no way! I thought I was the only one who'd ever even heard of them. I loved that band!

Anonymous said...

Bone China used to be an inside joke between my cousin and I. We'd be like, "Bone China. Could you do that? There's a lot of people there!'

sdock10 said...

Oh and just to let all you guys know....there's like Tropical Storm Fay chilling over Jamaica right now and it could possibly turn into a hurricane by Tuesday or Wednesday and be making it's way right over O-town just in time for Leathermouth and the Smoke, Solly, and Fimble Star show!

Anonymous said...

BLOODLOSS!

Another great band! Mark Arm, Renestair E.J., they were so fantastic! Oh man, I met these guys, too!

Anonymous said...

O_o Oh no, Solly!

sdock10 said...

Jules,

For the longest time I owned MLB only on cassette, then I actually bought the CD and I thought I was the only one here besides Smoke (because I made her listen to them) who knew who they were. It's really one of my favorite CD's.

sdock10 said...

Yes, yes, yes...a freakin, frackin, fruckin' hurricane...WHAT THE FUCK???

Oh well, oh well, oh well...I'm sure Floriday is used to hurricanes but it ain't never seen nothin like Smoke, Solly, and Fimmy blow through town.

Look out O-town!

Anonymous said...

Solly, maybe it's FIm blowing on you that caused the hurricane. You know, like butterfly wings.

Duuuude, MLB, Andrew Wood. It is such a great CD and they were so cheesy and so underrated.

If you get a chance (any of you,) check out that Bloodloss song. That one is called Hated In My House. It's not even my favorite that they did (that would be Vanishing Point) but it's still such a crazy, freaky, weird, awesome song.

sdock10 said...

Oooh and I just bought Blueberry Pomegranate ice cream. I am so sexcited about it and a new razor, and some new eye shadow, eyeliner, shorts, and capri's. I treated myself today.

Anonymous said...

Oh Solly, you gave me ice cream envy. Damn! Throw some chocolate chips in there and think of me. ^_^ Pomegranate anything is good.

Don't you love days like that? Just shopping for little things that give you a little zing of happiness when you get home?

Anonymous said...

WTF, WTF? Bloodloss is still around!

sdock10 said...

I do, Jules. It's been so long since I was able to do that. Just throw something in the cart, just fucking because. I never buy makeup for myself or clothes or a fucking new razor. Brand new day, brand new life.


Next, I am going to get my sister to chop off my hair and then I am gonna color it.

I couldn't break down and buy the Ipod yet. I just can't cross over to the digital side just yet.

Anonymous said...

iPods rule. Just saying.

O_o How short are you gonna cut it?

Anonymous said...

LOL @ the Regmeister and Ledahmouth treating Fay to one hell of concert!

Maybe the ferociousness and GRRRRness of Leathermouth with equal the ferociousness and GRRRRness of Fay, and each of their ferociousnesses will battle, and thus, well, I don't have a thus, so anyway... O_o

That's crazy, I hope you guys are safe!



Anyway, iPods do rule the entire universe, though I still can't seem to bring myself to buy digital tracks. Like it's so much better to buy the record and crunch and munch away just to put it on my iPod. I'm so backwards.


And ICE CREAM = YUM. :)

sdock10 said...

Um, probably to just above my shoulders, maybe? I dunno. I need a change.

Hiya Mustard!

Anonymous said...

Hiya Splash! Splash, now YOU might like Bloodloss! I swear I'm the only person in the world who has heard of this amazing and utterly weird band. ^_^

Solly, I hope you will send a pic when you cut it. And, what color are you doing?

sdock10 said...

Yeah, I admit I've never heard of Bloodloss.

I'll for sure send you guys a pic and I'm not going too drastic with the color...just boring ol golden brown.

Gah, I hate having a headache.

Anonymous said...

Ooo, I will have to check them out! I need new music, too.


Hey, Sdock! Hey, Jules!

Anon616 said...

Pardon the interruption; but, I am feeling nostalgic for season 5 of American Idol - the bestest one ever, 'cause BO was there!

The one and only person - in 8 seasons' worth of AI - ever brave and brilliant enough to sing accapella. And, did he sing it, or what?!

In A Dream

If you have not seen this beautiful man LIVE, YOU MUST!!!! Heck, this man does not need a studio. He could just record all of his stuff live. His vocals are impeccable! And yes, Bo Bice does indeed ROCK MY WORLD!!! :D

Here's a little something for the Skynyrd fans out there in blog land.

Bo and Skynyrd Sweet Home Alabama

Turn it up!!!

Oh, and lyrics to "In A Dream" by Badlands:

When I'm down and feeling low
And confusion has touched my soul
How I need some place where I can hide away

Let me fall within your arms
Melt away this cold I feel
All I need is to hold you tonight

Hold me close when I'm cold
Let me hear your beating heart
Close my eyes far away in a dream

In the morning I wake
And I'm blessed by God's grace
Just to open my eyes to see your face

Hold you tonight, sweet child
Never let me go
Tell me everything, oh, will be alright

In the morning I wake
And I'm blessed by God's grace
Just to open my eyes to see your face

Just to open my eyes to see your face

Okay, I'm off now.....
carry on and have fun!

And don't worry about that hurricane, Sdock. It's just a tiny, little hurricane. It's no Katrina!

*blows kisses*

Anonymous said...

Oh, and I got some more new radically awesome toothpaste.

My other awesome toothpaste was pink and tasted like bubble gum and mint smooshed together, but this new one I'm pretty sure tops that one.

It's lime green. I know, right? And it tastes like green apple smooshed with mint.

I swear, put me in a toothpaste, deodorant, or shampoo aisle and I'm like a hyperactive chihuahua. It's so effing hilarious.

Anon616 said...

Ooops! Credit to LuLu.

*waves to LuLu who will never see this*

*sighs*
I miss the SugarMoney Mansion and all the SugarMoney Honey Bunnies!
;P

sdock10 said...

Oh Wendy, I didn't mean it to sound like I thought the tropical storm not yet hurricane was going to wipe out Mickey Mouse or something. I just meant it like what are the odds that a hurricane could possibly be hitting O-town on the very day that me, Smoke, Fimmy, Reggie, and Leathermouth will all be there. That's all.

Hope you are doing well!

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Yesssssssss, I know exactly what you mean. My sister and I could stand there and sniff shampoo's and deodorants and lotions like all day. And I never use like all of one thing, I immediately want to try something else.

Weird thing is that I have different smells for all 3 My Chem concerts that I went to, so anytime I spray those they take me right back to that night. Strawberries and Champagne for TBP in Tampa, Sea Island Cotton for Proj Rev, and Grapefruit and lemongrass for Sloss.

It's cool.

Anon616 said...

T'is okay, Sdock! I was just trying to lessen your worry. ;) Having said that, if it does turn into anything more than a catagory 1 Hurricane; STAY HOME!!!!!

I am feeling better. Thank you, so much, Sdock and Mustard!
I hope you're both feeling better too!!!

Okay, now I'm really off!

*hugs*

sdock10 said...

Alright, well, I'm off for a bit. Have a great afternoon, guys!


Mayo,

Eat some ice cream and go buy yourself stuffs!

mmkay?

Anonymous said...

My in-laws are trying to kill me. O_O

Anonymous said...

They are making me work in the yards, RW.

Aside from mowing the lawn, I don't even know what that means.

I'm having to trim hedges and rake.

WTF?

I don't like it. >_<

resurrected wreck said...

That sucks, S&V!

You're the princess! Didn't they see your tiara??

Anonymous said...

Hello to anyone here.

Just wanted to say that it looks like I just acquired a temporary job helping a family friend, thanks to my older sibling. It pays six bucks an hour; it's not much, but it's better than nothing.

Anyways, I hope you guys are having a great day. I have to go back to cleaning. See you later.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, BC :) *squeeze*

Congrats on the job!

Anonymous said...

Cookiebelle posted a new blog, you guys might want to read it.
She apologized.

resurrected wreck said...

Who is Cookiebelle?

Anonymous said...

Somebody who came in yesterday.
Check the last couple of pages.

resurrected wreck said...

Thanks :)

Maybe I'll check later.

Anonymous said...

No problem RW.

Guy's, I feel really bad for Cookie, she seems like she was upset.

And for the record, you shouldn't have exploited her myspace and INO page like that.

Anonymous said...

Hi RW *big squeeze* thank you :)

Well, if cookiebelle(I think the name is cute) makes an appearance, hello there and welcome to the blog. Sorry for yesterday's bullshit. It happens, unfortunately.

Bye guys

Anonymous said...

I absolutely agree 3:19

Cookiebelle. said...

Is it safe to come in?
Please don't rip my heart out again, it was quite painful.

By the way, Bleeding Chaos, My mum gave me that nickname when I was a baby.

Anonymous said...

I have 'Hallelujah' stuck in mah head.



Smoke&amps;Venom20 (buwhahaha), I'm sorry you are having to exert yourself. No individual of royalty should have to do anything like that. >.<

Cookiebelle. said...

Hello Mustard.
-waves-

Anonymous said...

Cookiebelle, why didn't you sign in to say the stuff you said about going to your blog? It's obvious it was you. Why do you want to make trouble?

Anonymous said...

Don't worry Cookiebelle. There will be enough jackasses trying to impress others by talking to you soon enough.

Cookiebelle. said...

Honestly, I never said that.
If I was going to, I would have been quite obvious.

If you're going to accuse me, accuse me with a little taste.

But I am truly sorry, I don't enjoy starting trouble, I thought the waters had been cleared when the anon posted about my blog, apparently not.

Anonymous said...

It's PJ

Just wanted to stop in and say HI!!!!

I do pop in and out from time to time.
So much is going on at the moment, that it is hard to get online even to post on my blog.

But i trust all of you are well and happy and you have all my love and kisses!

Even you Mayo!

My heart to yours!
PJ

Anonymous said...

Right. It's a coincidence that an anonymous came and told everyone how upset you were and to go to your blog (attention seeking) and then you magically showed up.

Anonymous said...

Cookiebell. Kiss a little ass with some of the regulars and you'll fit right in.

toujours said...

hello hello!

it's been a bit of a trying day -- waiting on a furniture delivery meant keeping the phoneline clear meant internet withheld from TJ!!!

D:


i've been a lion pacing in a cage, i tell ya, all day.

back

and forth

and back

and forth

and back

and forth...


um, well you get the idea.

and congrats to bc on the job!

Cookiebelle. said...

It is a coincidence, I didn't even wake up until after those comments were posted, it was a long night of studies last night.

Want proof?
Ask my mother.

And not for nothing, but Anon said it seemed like I was upset. I have a feeling it was a friend of mine who isn't a regular here.

I kiss nobody's ass, thank you very much

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I expect she bought that herself. After all she is a modern, independent woman who makes her own money, off her own back, and would never sink to flashing a misogynistic symbol of male ownership!
Well, the bitch/whore/slut (whatever she calls women) is a pure feminist.

August 14, 2008 8:39 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don't really care what Gerard and LynZ do anymore. They could both spontaneously combust and I don't think I'd bat an eyelash.

Maybe this is what it feels like to grow up. I just know I've lost part of my innocence along with my faith in MCR and that's probably a good thing.

It still feels kind of sad, but at least I didn't drop a hundred and fifty bucks on a DVD boxset and some cheap masks. That would have been a tragedy.

August 14, 2008 7:35 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

'I don't really care what Gerard and LynZ do anymore. They could both spontaneously combust and I don't think I'd bat an eyelash.'

It's a liberating feeling, isn't it? And if enough of us feel the same way it'll end up liberating them.




From their record deals.

Hallelujah.


August 15, 2008 1:28 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hallelujah!

Let us pray....

August 15, 2008 1:53 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It still feels kind of sad, but at least I didn't drop a hundred and fifty bucks on a DVD boxset and some cheap masks. That would have been a tragedy.

For realz. I feel sorry for the suckers who did. :/

August 15, 2008 7:57 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

http://www. buzznet. com/musicnews/gerard-way-reveals-update-new-j2849051/


^^
so what do you think about that guys, gerard says their's a new album in the making...

i personally feel that it matters but yet it doesn't. i mean really now, it's like putting a bandage over a wound, it's not really fixing the problem.

i need more than a new album to feel completly satisfied.

August 15, 2008 5:14 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

so what do you think about that guys, gerard says their's a new album in the making...

I get the sense that the new album is only just an idea in Gerard's head right now. TBH I just don't see it happening.

Besides, just because Gerard says it doesn't make it so. The man has a very casual relationship with the truth.

August 15, 2008 5:20 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Punk in its proto-sense"...what? Gerard Way is a fucking idiot. If I were Lindsey and I had to listen to him ramble on about stupid shit in that annoying nasal Jersey accent I think I'd have to cut a bitch.

August 15, 2008 5:31 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Who says she listens? Or understands him if she does? She probably just wags her head. She doesn't seem like the sharpest tool in the shed.

Or maybe he doesn't even bother talking to her.

August 15, 2008 5:55 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

If I were Gerard and I had to, like, listen to LynZ, like, ramble on in that annoying, like, faux-valley girl accent of hers, I, like, think I might have to, like, choke a bitch.

August 15, 2008 6:16 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Maybe he is dumbing himself down so she won't look as bad.

August 15, 2008 7:52 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Punk in its proto-sense"...what?

ikr. what the hell does that even mean?

August 15, 2008 8:08 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"It's hard to say at this point, but musically, how Black Parade tapped into the glam, classic rock of Queen and Ziggy Stardust, this taps into something different — not punk, but maybe in its proto sense. The aesthetic — it is extremely different, and it is more stripped-down too.

"Nah, I didn't say it was going to be a more punk-rock record, I just thought it would be more stripped of the bells and whistles," he explained. "But I think the concepts will always be progressive.

"It will be more direct, more about life, and have more social commentary in there," Way continued. "That's where it's kind of heading now. It won't be a 'boohoo' record about 'Oh, we got famous,' but a commentary on how the world is now."

I think he's been hitting the coke too hard because this shit makes no sense whatsoever.

What, does he think they're going to re-invent music or something? He really is an idiot.

August 15, 2008 8:55 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"It won't be a 'boohoo' record about 'Oh, we got famous,' but a commentary on how the world is now."

Great. A whole album of wailing crap like that "World is Ugly" monstrosity they trotted out on tour in Hong Kong.

Thanks but no thanks, Gerard.

August 15, 2008 9:14 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

"It won't be a 'boohoo' record about 'Oh, we got famous,' but a commentary on how the world is now."

Great. A whole album of wailing crap like that "World is Ugly" monstrosity they trotted out on tour in Hong Kong.

Thanks but no thanks, Gerard.


August 15, 2008 9:14 PM


No it will be my fans hate me and don't like my wife.

August 15, 2008 9:49 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

No it will be my fans hate me and don't like my wife.

Somebody call the wahmbulance. The dude brought it on himself with his summer of sharpie love and his "my wife this, my wife that" b.s. I don't think his fans would have had a problem with his marriage if he hadn't turned into a completely different person during and after PR.

People have accused him of rubbing his relationship with Lindsey in his exes' faces, but I disagree. I think he was rubbing it in the fangirls' faces because he doesn't want to be idolized by teenaged girls; he wants to be seen as a "serious musician."

Yeah, Gerard. Flaunting your hickies and acting like a fifteen year-old boy who's getting laid for the first time is really going to get you respect. *rolls eyes*

August 16, 2008 8:35 AM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

The new album is going to be stripped-down-prog-concept-proto-punk.

El-oh-el. Pretentious much?

toujours said...

cookiebelle, can i give you some advice? don't talk to the anons that attack you. it just draws out the argument, you'll never convince them, and by engaging them in conversation you're only giving them what they want.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Right. It's a coincidence that an anonymous came and told everyone how upset you were and to go to your blog (attention seeking) and then you magically showed up.

August 16, 2008 4:55 PM

I see the same ole shit is still going on in here.
Anon this and anon that!

All ways calling someone a attention seeker, or a trouble maker.
Anons never have the balls to get a name and post, so we never know who they are.

Every anon could possibly be the same anon, who knows for sure!

Just get over it all ready!

Blows kiss to everyone else!!!

Till when ever!
PJ

toujours said...

hi and bye pj. :)

ok, gonna go catch up on the rest of it. an internet addict's work is never done.

lol

Cookiebelle. said...

Thank you Toujours.
At least I think somebody believes me.
:]

Anonymous said...

You already kissed Toujour's ass by being a fangirl. She is one too and she hates anyone who isn't a Gerard fangirl. She said very nasty things on here once about people who dont' like Gerard.

Anonymous said...

i'm anonalicious

Anonymous said...

Toujours thinks its OK to verbally abuse anyone who thinks Gerard Way sucks

Anonymous said...

anon 5:16

that's because TJ knows that "Mayo" is Gerard. right TJ

Cookiebelle. said...

I'm really glad you all are acting like mature women as you seemingly claim to be.

So Toujours likes Gerard, What's that called again?

Oh yeah.

Freedom of Speech, check out the First Amendment of the American Constitution.

Is he really who he claims to be though?

Anonymous said...

The new album is going to be stripped-down-prog-concept-proto-punk.

That made me laugh, because when I read the MTV article, I was invisibly banging my head against the wall and silently screaming "Out with it already!"

And also, all of this talk about "proto punk" has me wondering why MCR are metal now. Totally confused by that. :/

And for what it's worth, I seriously hope these new songs have a little flare added. Maybe some key changes and less repetition could be in order? I dunno, but I hope it's not a snoozefest.

Anonymous said...

You obviously weren't there the day that some people used their "FREEDOM OF SPEECH" to say what they thought about Gerard and Toujours went crazy insulting them.

Oh I forgot.... FREEDOM OF SPEECH is only for fangirls.

Cookiebelle. said...

You're right, I wasn't there.
But people are allowed to have an opinion and a voice, I was stripped of my right to both of those yesterday because somebody thought I was out of line.

Tell me, where's the mistake in that sentence?

Anonymous said...

i know, you can't say anything bad about Mayo, Carmine, or Gerard.

Anonymous said...

Children should be seen and not heard.

Anonymous said...

LMFAO! Yeah. That's all I have to say.


Heya Splash! Be sure to let me know what the new MCR music sounds like when you buy it, whenever that may be. ^_^

Whoop whoop! I got a new cable box today, high def. Free, just traded in the old one. Except, I HATE new stuff because it never matches up with my old stuff and it took me like two hours to figure out that by "side panel on the TV" they meant "BACK panel" for a place to plug in all my gaming systems and VCR/DVD doodads. Because in the technical world of TVs, "side" means "back."

Then I did tons and tons of cleaning and dusting and rearranging. It's gotta look spotless and awesome for Saturday!

Now I'm waiting around to go to the beach with my two cousins and their kids.

Anonymous said...

Cookiebelle: You weren't "stripped of your right." No one forced you to stop being rude to us. No one forced you to stop talking or shut you up or took away your right to say what you wanted to say.

We just laughed at you. Big diff.

It wasn't "heartbreaking" and it wasn't some big dramatic gag order. You came on here, you were rude, you got giggled at.

Get over it.

toujours said...

*peeks in*


*sighs*


*returns to the internet*

Anonymous said...

Be sure to let me know what the new MCR music sounds like when you buy it, whenever that may be. ^_^

Surely! If and when it ever sees the light of day, I will be sure to critique and analyze it to within an inch of its life for your reading pleasure. :)


Because in the technical world of TVs, "side" means "back."

Uh, okay. O_o Why do they have to make shit complicated? Jeeez.

Anonymous said...

So neat, check this out! Johnny Depp, Jude Law and Colin Farrell have donated their fee for completing Heath Ledger's final film role to the late star's daughter.

Aww, that's really nice.

Anonymous said...

Ooooh, Splash! :( I'm afraid I probably wouldn't even read it. I guess I'd be curious to know what they generally sound like, but it wouldn't hold my interest enough to read a real review.

I guess I used to be upset over not loving MCR anymore, but now I feel kinda "meh" towards everything they've done and will do.

Gerard is good satire material. That's about it.

Anonymous said...

Give up K, she is being a drama queen, let her boohoo because some of you smacked her down for being a rude bitch and calling you all pathetic.

Anonymous said...

I really want a tattoo.

Anonymous said...

Kapu you are going to get called names for having that opinion of Gerard! He is G-d you know!!

Anonymous said...

I'm beginning to have the same attitude.

There are just some broken things that can't be fixed.

But, hopefully the music itself will be good. That's about all I'm attuned to hearing.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
Cookiebelle: You weren't "stripped of your right."
We just laughed at you. Big diff.


"WE" did not all laugh at you Cookiebelle. It was obvious you were distressed. I am sorry you felt that way. Yes, you could have handled the situation better but most of us understand that you are 15 years old not 25. Have respect for us and we will have respect for you. Thank you for trying to make amends.

toujours said...

ok, so i went and backread a little instead.

cookiebelle, not to be antagonistic, but i'd like to set the record straight: i don't believe you or disbelieve you. i'm reserving judgment altogether.

you didn't come in like a friendly, but maybe you just aren't aware that it's common to lurk a bit a get a feel for a site before making your first post there. if you had, you might have modulated your tone a bit.

anyway, my folks are playing with their new chairs. retired people...so cute. :)

Anonymous said...

Mayo is a rump shaker.

Anonymous said...

Let's talk about Mayo. This belongs to Mayo.
Kapuana, any thoughts on Mayo?

Anonymous said...

Well, you know my stand on that. I can't support Gerard in anything. Aside from that, it's hard for me to listen to music of people who are like that.

Honestly, I really liked that song that we always sing, "Get Low," until I looked up the lyrics. Then I was like, "WUT?!" It's so disrespectful.

Still. The YinYang Twins never said they were feminists or anything like that. At least they were honest. "Yeah, we objectify women. Like it or don't."

toujours said...

ooh, kapunua, a tattoo of what?

Anonymous said...

Thank you, other 5:41.

Anonymous said...

*shakes a polaroid*

Anonymous said...

Hoya, TJ!

My thoughts on Mayo? Tricky bastard, kitsune-bi, chilly, aloof, distant, great poet, clever, seemingly obsessed with puns which are often very good.

And probably with a tricked out car and a pimp hat! With a big feather in it. And a cane!

sdock10 said...

Shake it like a salt shaker!

Anonymous said...

Well, that settles it.

Mayo is cane-carrying Yankee Doodle Dandy, for sure.

Bwuahaha.

Anonymous said...

Tj, I have so many ideas and I want to do them all, it's just that I can never seem to find a sketch that I like enough to have it forever. And I don't want to walk into the parlor and pick something out of the book that other people are going to have.

I want: an iguana, a dog, and a bird. (Though I was thinking of doing footprints and a feather instead!)

Then I want a maile vine with lehua blossoms, for Hula.

Some kind of broadsword design for Kung Fu.

As well as some kind of orchid, sakura, dragonfly, spider and praying mantis.

That's a lot of tattoos and I just haven't seen anything I've really loved yet.

Err, and I am going to start small.

sdock10 said...

And some blingage.


Smoke says, it must be a diamoned encrusted cane.

Anonymous said...

Okay, question:

Why a salt shaker?

Why not a pepper shaker?

What? I'm just askin'.

Anonymous said...

Yes, I'm pretty sure that Mayo has a cane. He probably doesn't need it, but he carries it anyway.

Anonymous said...

And his grrrillz.

Anonymous said...

NOOOOOO! No diamonds! Unless they are safe diamonds, not mined by children, not sold to fund a war, and not purposely kept off the market to increase their value.

^_^

sdock10 said...

Ooooh and the goblet full of Crunk Juice.

Anonymous said...

His cane is probably used for protection.

sdock10 said...

Not like for real diamonds, but like rhinestones or something. They just have to look real enough.

sdock10 said...

Or knockin' someone who has been outta line back in da line.

Anonymous said...

You are welcome 5:43.

Anonymous said...

The cane conceals his wand.

sdock10 said...

me

Anonymous said...

Grandmastah May-o, FTW.

Anonymous said...

i thought Mayo was a Rhinestone Cowboy.

Anonymous said...

The tiara is under his hat.

sdock10 said...

Smoke says, "Bippity Boppity Boo!"

Anonymous said...

Mayo does majik tricks on the side, doesn't he?

Sly.

Anonymous said...

A wand? Hmm, good idea! I was thinking more like a dagger or a katana or something.

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