Tuesday, August 12, 2008

For giving myself time.

We are all in some way the same. Any of us can be traced on parchment and placed over another and the outline will match, at some point. Keep turning the page until it fits just right. Call it coincidence, if you will.

I can hold you up against me and often the lines match up perfect.



The following is an excerpt from an old handwritten journal.

Yesterday I saw my reflection and waited for an answer. I stood there like an idiot, swaying and staring. It took a while, but what I found was strength and self-respect. The bags packed themselves and walked right out the door. My hand held tightly to all that really mattered, my own heart. All of my abandon had left the poor thing in a sad state, atrophied. But if I am patient and use it a little more each day it will regain its once youthful bounce. It will be fit for giving...forgiving. Forgiving.




(I needed the white noise as well.)


p.s. it is yours and no one can take it away.

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Anonymous said...

You know, if I had the opportunity to sit down with the fine folks of MSI, and if I were in a pissy-ass mood on that particular day, I'd straight up ask:

"Hey, how does it feel to be recognized, after ten years, solely because of your "relationship" with MCR and not because of your musicality? How does that make you feel?.......*pie in the face*"


MSI makes me want to poke my eyeballs out, srsly.

Anonymous said...

Except that comment was kind of pointless, because people have already said that many times before.

Nevermind me! :)

Anonymous said...

Except that comment was kind of pointless, because people have already said that many times before.

The truth never gets old, mustard. I think it bears repetition. :D

Anonymous said...

Right Turn by Alice Mudgarden. (AIC, Mudhoney and Soundgarden collaboration. ^_^ )

Smoke said...

Frank rolling around on the stage

I don't think I posted this yesterday. This was after he had jumped feet first into the crowd. Go Frank! :)

MSI - I tried once. I did. When I found out they were on the Projekt Rev line-up last year. Even before they got married. I tried. I lasted all of about fifteen seconds and I had to turn it off.

*gags*

O_o

Anonymous said...


"Hey, how does it feel to be recognized, after ten years, solely because of your "relationship" with MCR and not because of your musicality? How does that make you feel?.......*pie in the face*"


Can tell you right now that the answer would be, "Well, we're getting paid, so it's all good."

Sadly.

Anonymous said...

I liked that one too Kapunua!

Anonymous said...

Oh, oh! I was at that Lollapalooza, anon! Chris also did an acoustic version of Woody Guthrie's This Land is Your Land at the beginning of the set! He was soooo amazing. His voice was flawless.

Anonymous said...

I'm so glad, 7:14. :D They were a great band back then, one of the best.

That's a great picture, Princess! And I agree. I too tried to give them a listen before PR. Couldn't get into it. But then again, I like music.

Anonymous said...

Welp welp, see you guys later! Thanks for the chit-chat! :)

Have fun!

Anonymous said...

"Hey, how does it feel to be recognized, after ten years, solely because of your "relationship" with MCR and not because of your musicality? How does that make you feel?.......*pie in the face*"

Funnily enough, I do not think they would ever concede that.

Their songs are metaphors (not my words JU's)

Anonymous said...

You know who else rocked my face off? Faith No More. I had everything that band ever did.

SURPRISE! YOU'RE DEAD!

Anonymous said...

Falling To Pieces.

A great song with the line, "Droplets of yes and no in an ocean of maybe." Patton is a psychopoet for sure.

OH HAI 90's!

Smoke said...

We totally wore our Faith No More cd. Totally.

^_^

Anonymous said...

Faith No More are one of my fav's, especially "Epic".

Anonymous said...

"Well, we're getting paid, so it's all good."

That's all it's about to some people. I'm just glad I'm not one of those.


Funnily enough, I do not think they would ever concede that.

Of course they wouldn't. After having been "in the business" for a decade or more, then have to admit you only got big because of a band whose music you can't tolerate or whose lead singer you despise, who would admit to that?

Their songs are metaphors (not my words JU's)

Mr. Urine probably might want to re-think the definition of "metaphor" then, because their lyrics are so far from cryptic and uncomprehensible, it's not even funny. Literally.



And now I'm gone.

Anonymous said...

Oh man, so did I! My cousin (who used to live with me) and I, we played that meffer over. And over. And over. And over. Video taped ourselves singing along. Acted the lyrics out. Had massive crushes on Mike Patton.

You know? Watching that video again to "Falling To Pieces" I can see why. There just wasn't anyone like him. Patton was what he was, which was a brilliant crazy person with absolutely no inhibitions and nothing fake about him. You know? he was so scary but he managed to be cute too. O_o

Anonymous said...

Agreed incredibly hard, Splash.

Anonymous said...

*sigh*

I loved AIC, Soundgarden and Faith No More.

I miss the 90's. :(

Anonymous said...

I miss those bands too, anon. And oh man, Nirvana and Mudhoney and TAD, The Presidents, Hater, Bloodloss and all of them.

Anonymous said...

Epic for 90's loving anon and Princess and Solly. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Mr. Urine probably might want to re-think the definition of "metaphor" then, because their lyrics are so far from cryptic and uncomprehensible, it's not even funny. Literally.

Mustard, so very, very astute. It amuses me that they are now trying to "repackage" themselves as the "thinking person's" band.

Strange for a band without a "message".

Smoke said...

Muwahaha.

K,

I can't believe I remember all the damn words to that song. :)

Anonymous said...

Oh dude, this is an awesome song! I remember the interview that came out after this song got popular where they said that Epic was about masturbation. Patton was all like, "People are ashamed to admit that they masturbate but I'm here to tell ya, I love it!" The dude was an agent of his own creation for sure. Jumping around in a clown suit or dressed like a surgeon, always oddly surrounded by fish like a surrealist Botticelli or something.

OH HAI SUBCONSCIOUS! I have just realized, after about four years, that I based a long-standing character on Mike Patton. O_o

Anonymous said...

Oh yeah, and I hear that Jimmy Urine loves Edith Piaf as well these days.

Uhh, I'm so sure.

Smoke said...

Bwah!

Anonymous said...

I am still totally obsessed with Nirvana. "Heart shaped box" just does it for me.

Anonymous said...

This is how hard I suck at 1. pulling myself away from a conversation and 2. not hitting F5.



"thinking person's" band

LOL, right. The next thing you know, in order to join NASA, you'll have to correctly analyze and "understand" each song.




Bad joke, I know. Rocket scientist? Geddit? No?

Nevermind.

Anonymous said...

I guess I always preferred Soundgarden to Nirvana. I think I wore out two copies of Badmotorfinger. I thought I was sooo badass driving around in my car with Outshined blasting from the speakers. :)

Anonymous said...

Oooo, entirely unintended segue!

I like "Heart Shaped Box," too!

Smoke said...

Heart-shaped Box was always my favorite.

Anonymous said...

"Milk It" was my favorite song off of In Utero for some reason. he just let loose with screaming on that one.

Anonymous said...

Badmotorfinger and Ultra Mega OK were fantastic. I wore out Ultra Mega OK actually. The cassette played backwards, no joke. O_o

But still, I also loved Superunknown and Down On The Upside. DOTU came out when I was having a bad year so some of the memories aren't so hot with that one, but it is still a great album.

I wonder if I could dig up anything off Ultra Mega OK.

Anonymous said...

Oh yeah, and I hear that Jimmy Urine loves Edith Piaf as well these days.

Maybe the new appreciation of all things "French" has a direct correlation to Lindsey's $1500 purse ^_^

Anonymous said...

Wait wait, it was Louder Than Love that I wore out until it played backwards. O_o

Anonymous said...

Hands All Over.

Hands all over the Eastern border
You know what? I think we're falling
From composure
Hands all over Western culture
Ruffling feathers and turning eagles into vultures

Got my arms around my baby brother
Put your hands away
Your gonna kill your mother, kill your mother
And I love her

Hands all over the coastal waters
The crew men thank her
Then lay down their oily blanket
Hands all over the inland forest
In a striking motion trees fall down
Like dying soldiers

Hands all over the peasants daughter
She's our bride
She'll never make it out alive
Hands all over words I utter
Change them into what you want to
Like balls of clay
Put your hands away
Your gonna kill your mother
And I love her

resurrected wreck said...

I am still totally obsessed with Nirvana. "Heart shaped box" just does it for me.

I love that song.

I only just discovered it recently, believe it or not.

Anonymous said...

Oh snap. I forget sometimes how full on meffing gorgeous Cornell is too. O_o

Anonymous said...

OooOoo! RW, I heard "Tiny Dancer" today, and I thought of you. Hey!

Anonymous said...

I only just discovered it recently, believe it or not.

Better late than never!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Mustard! :D

I luvs Tiny Dancer!

Smoke said...

I ♥ that song. Hi RW!

Chris Cornell has got some pretty eyes. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Indeed, 7:51pm!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, S&V! :)

Iz you still buzzed from Wednesday night?

Anonymous said...

I know! That's why I was like, "Arrrrrrre Double Yeeeeeeew LOVES this song!"

Anonymous said...

His eyes? Holy god, his everything.

*respects Chris Cornell*

*respects Chris Cornell*

*RESPECTS him, damn it!*

Smoke said...

I iz RW! I iz flyin' high and I iz never coming back down. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Totally late into this conversation, but isn't Chris Cornell playing Projekt Rev this year, or am I totally making that up?

Smoke said...

K,

He is meffin' awesome. MEFFIN' AWESOME.

Anonymous said...

OUtshined.

7/8 whoop whoop!

Smoke said...

I think so, Mustard. Seems like I heard that somewheres.

Anonymous said...

Totally late into this conversation, but isn't Chris Cornell playing Jules's Bedroom this year, or am I totally making that up?

OMG NO WAY! Seriously? I will be there!

Smoke said...

OMG! I was just singing that song, K!

OUTSHINED!

OUTSHINED!

OUTSHINED!

Anonymous said...

OMG NO WAY! Seriously? I will be there!

Yah, I think he might be, plus Smoke said she heard it, so two can't be wrong! :)

Anonymous said...

Oh, God, but Chris Cornell was/is hotter than fuck. I nearly pissed my pants when I saw him in 03. His eyes were so incredible, you could see how damn blue-green they were from the stage.

I wish I was going to PR this year. :(

Anonymous said...

Bwuahahah!

I just saw "Jules' Bedroom!"

Hell, I dunno if he's playing bedrooms, but it might be an intimate setting!

Anonymous said...

Chris Cornell is a douche. he admits he doesn't see the daughter he had with his first wife Susan Silver. the way he said it was disgusting, it was like he didn't even care.

Anonymous said...

Dude has a little bit of god in him for sure.

Anonymous said...

Jesus, I blew the speakers out in my car with that song! Thank you, K! :D

Anonymous said...

No kidding, 7:58? That is disappointing for sure. I thought Susan Silver was the bomb too, BTW. She had a really hard life around the mid 90s, but she was as nice as could be. I spoke with her a few times actually and she was very kind.

sdock10 said...

LHM is making me listen to chipmunks versions of wrasslin' songs on youtube.

Arrrgghhhh! I am the best Auntie Solly Evahhhh!

Anonymous said...

Ahh, the scariest video of the nineties. Black Hole Sun.

I actually saw the MTV world premier of this one and I nearly peed.

resurrected wreck said...

I iz RW! I iz flyin' high and I iz never coming back down. ^_^

Awww! That's lovely :)

Anonymous said...

I love a bit of Van Halen too!

sdock10 said...

Hi RW and All,

I iz still flying high too and James makes me smile sunbeams!

Anonymous said...

I remember when I saw the video for Black Hole Sun and all I could think about was "What happened to his hair?"

Okay, so I was a little shallow back then.

Anonymous said...

K,


i was a huge Chris Cornell fan until he said that. he was so nonchalant about it. he was like
"yeah i don't see her that much". he was also saying how he doesn't have a relationship with his parents, while he's doing the same thing to his daughter.

sdock10 said...

Chris is playing Jules' bedroom???

When?

Cuz I am in like Flynn.

Now, I am singing "Outshined! Outshined!"

Smoke said...

LHM is making me listen to chipmunks versions of wrasslin' songs on youtube.

WTF? Why? What is wrong with my child? O_o

Smoke said...

Should I even admit that one of my favorite songs ever was Pound Cake?

Yeah.

Muwahaha.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

I think it's heavy music though, so I gave him the thumbs up go ahead, but it's making me a little crazy.

Oooh, "Pound Cake!" Niiiiiiice.

Anonymous said...

Chris doesn't always come off that great in interviews. He never has liked the media.

I don't claim to know what happened between him and Susan, but if he is choosing not to see his daughter I'm sure he'll regret it some day.

I still effing love his voice, though, and the man writes amazing lyrics.

Anonymous said...

Aww, man. Dude, I felt the same way with Eddie Vedder. He spoke out so vehemently against the fashion industry then what does he do? Leave his wife of forever for a supermodel. O_o I was like, "This has to be a joke."

Smoke said...

When you say wrasslin' you mean like WWE superstars' intro music?

Cuz I think Triple H's is actually a Motorhead song.

You mean Alvin is doing Motorhead?

O_O

Anonymous said...

My favorite video of the nineties, No Rain.

sdock10 said...

Smoke, yes, yes, that is exactly what I mean. Isn't YouTube fantastic?

Can we talk Mother Love Bone for a bit, Jules?

sdock10 said...

Favorite Blind Melon song, "Galaxy".

Whoop! Whoop!

Smoke said...

Shannon Hoon owns a little piece of my soul.

I wonder how many pieces I have left?

Frank, James, Shannon, Jack.

Hmmm....

resurrected wreck said...

I iz still flying high too and James makes me smile sunbeams!

Hi, Solly! :D

That's so cool!!

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Your heart is humongous. You have plenty of pieces left.

Anonymous said...

Why does it always seem like Rock Dude = Douche?

I think that's one of the reasons I loved MCR so much. They all seemed like such nice, down-to-earth guys until, well, you know who did you know what.

Oh well. In the words of Freddie Mercury, "Another one bites the dust."

Anonymous said...

Must admit, and I think I've said this before, too, but Bertles reminds me way too much of Shannon Hoon. Too much for comfort.

MOTHER LOVE BONE! I'm a momma poppa comin' for you!

Anonymous said...

I hate when I post something and then come back five minutes later to see it hasn't gone through. >_<

How about this one, you guys?

Runaway Train by Soul Asylum!

Smoke said...

I just listened to Alvin singing Motorhead.

OMG.

That was the funniest shit.

TIME TO PLAY THE GAME! MUWAHAHA!

Anonymous said...

*Repeats to self over and over, "Nothing bad will happen to my Bert. Nothing bad will happen to my Bert..."*

Smoke said...

SOUL ASYLUM! YES!!!!!!!!!

We just heard that song the other day!

And Candlebox. I loved Candlebox.

sdock10 said...

Soul Asylum! Smoke and I heard that like just the other day on the meffin' radio. And I was impressed and a little weirded out that we still new all the words.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Get outta my head.

Candlebox, yeaaaaaaaah!

Smoke said...

Candlebox - Far Behind

Anonymous said...

Far Behind.

This was my song to one of my friends who ditched me to go be a druggie.

Anonymous said...

LOL PRINCESS! Nice!
In that case, You. Great song!

Smoke said...

Hahaha! I think we're all in each other's heads. ^_^

Anonymous said...

You
It's for you
Only you
It's for you

I never know
I never care
I never believe my people
I'll tell you what I say
I never lie
I never try
I never cry for you people
I'll push you
Push you away
As you lonely people
Keep on running around my door
Yes, you lonely people
Keep on begging
Beg for more
And I'll cry for you
Yes I'll die for you
Pain in my heart it is real
And I'll tell you now how I feel inside
Feel in my heart it's for you

It's for you
Only you
It's for you

I'll never try
I'll never die
I'll never push for you people
I'll tell you how I feel
I'll never lie
I'll never cry
I'll never try for you people
I'll tell you, yes it's real
And you lonely people
Keep on passing time away
Yes you lonely people keep on passing,
Passing away

And I'll cry for you
Yes, I'll die for you
Pain in my heart it is real
And I'll tell you now how I feel inside
Feel in my heart it's for you
And I'll take everything
As it comes my way
Pushin' your pain 'round my door
Will I cry for you as I die for you?
Is this blood on my hands all for you?

You shiver
And shudder
Recovers your mother
You feel it take control
All alone
Feel alive
In your soul

Come around town
Steal another dime
Take another line
Won't you feel it
Blanket your soul
Out of mind
Come around town
Steal another dime
Do another crime
Won't you get it higher & higher
Roll through time
Come around town
Steal another dime
Don't you push your drugs in my face
Yes, I'm feeling
Feeling fine
Don't you push your drugs in my face
Or I'm gonna put you in your place
Fuck you
I don't want it no more
And it's mine
Said this pain in my heart is all mine
Yes, it's mine all alone

I don't want it no more!
I don't want it no more!
I don't want it no more!
I don't want it no more!

And it's mine on my own
Yes, it's mine all alone

As I cry for you
Yes, I'll die for you
Pain in my heart, it is real

And I'll take
Everything as it comes my way
Feel in my heart it's for you
And I'll lie for you as I die for you

Pain in my heart it is real
And I'll tell you now
How I feel inside

Fuck you!
It's for you!

sdock10 said...

I'm watching Sean Young flip out on Gone Country. It's fantastic fun.

Smoke said...

That's an awesome song.

Anonymous said...

Nobody exists that didn't love The Goo Goo Doll's Iris. Wasn't this Ergo's wedding song?

I hear a lot of Goo Goo Dolls in Taking Back Sunday, and I see a lot of Johnny Reznik in Adam for sure.

Anonymous said...

But honestly, I liked Name a hell of a lot better.

This song chased me around for about a year the way EGG is chasing me now.

sdock10 said...

I played my Candlebox cassette to fucking death. Seriously.

I love that song!

Smoke said...

I loved that song. I did.

Loved that movie, too. Not exactly sure why though. I don't know if I'd love it as much today if I watched it again.

sdock10 said...

Babys black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And youre not thinking about tomorrow
cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Comin down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someones prayer

You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
Whats the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room

Comin down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someones prayer

And theres no time left for losin
When you stand they fall

Comin down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder

All because im
Comin down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And Ill go and lead you home and
All because im
All because im
And Ill become
What you became to me



My fave Goo Goo Dolls.

Anonymous said...

In fact, here's a secret. "Name" was my song to Layne. I sent it to him once.

"It's lonely where you are;
come back down.
And I won't tell no one your name.
And I won't tell them your name."

Anonymous said...

Niiice, Solly. ^_^

sdock10 said...

AIM, anyone?

Anonymous said...

The World I Know by Collective Soul.

I think that if you don't hear this band in TBS you must have slept through the nineties! ;D

I loved this video. I loved the actor in it. I thought at the time that he must go on to be a huge star or something because he was so awesome. This video gave me the chills. Kinda still does!

Anonymous said...

Oh my god! The actor in that video still makes me cry!

I'll be right there Solly, after this video. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Okay, everybody watch that video! See if you can keep from crying.

Amyranth said...

♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ♥ ♥

Anonymous said...

That guy has a beautiful face, doesn't he, Solly? I start getting teary when he throws the newspaper and starts climbing.

Smoke said...

I can't watch it. Damn it all to hell! I'll have to watch it later.

sdock10 said...

Jules, I did too. When he tosses the paper, climbs, gets to the edge, and holds his arms out...Oh my.

Anonymous said...

Ohhh, Princess! yes, do watch it later! It's a beautiful song and video.

Anonymous said...

And then the bird! Oh man, the bird! ^_____^

Smoke said...

OMG! Smackdown is cezy. O_O

Anonymous said...

Yo, I just wrote to Collective Soul on their MySpace begging them to tell me if that actor had ever gone on to do movies.

Anonymous said...

ybab ih

Smoke said...

O_o

resurrected wreck said...

nona, sdrawkcab 'niklat zi uoY

sdock10 said...

rorrim, rorrim

resurrected wreck said...

llaw eht no

Anonymous said...

!oga sthnom owt os si sdrawkcab gniklaT

sdock10 said...

!siht ta kcus I

Anonymous said...

!tsaf ytterp ti od nac I

Anonymous said...

ekac evol i

Anonymous said...

!poohw poohW !yadot eip a edam I

sdock10 said...

.edanomel evol I

Anonymous said...

...woleb dlrow ym ees ot ,egde eht ot deppets I dna ,ghih no pu deklaw I oS

Anonymous said...

kcuf yzal a si oyam

esaelp tsop wen

Anonymous said...

.flesruoy ereht ih
?won tahw

Smoke said...

!GMO

!yzarc em sekam sihT

Anonymous said...

.lol ,deriter-imes si oyaM

Anonymous said...

S-A-N-A-N-A-B !sanaanab si tihs sihT

sdock10 said...

.htnom a golb eno etirw I

*oyaM ot sporp seviG*

Smoke said...

???UOY ZI EREHW

!!!!!!!!!!OOOOOYYYYAAAMMMMM

Anonymous said...

LOL



Backwards and fowards!

Anonymous said...

Sporp! Sporp to Mayo!

Vivienne said...

Hello everyone ^_^

Anonymous said...

!ti peek dluohs eW .drow doog a si propS

Anonymous said...

!ekacpuC iH

Vivienne said...

Or should I say !enoyreve olleh

Anonymous said...

Cupcake! It's been forever! How are you?

Anonymous said...

.props peek s'tel ,seY

Smoke said...

Hiya Cupcake!

Vivienne said...

!aunupaK iH

Anonymous said...
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Vivienne said...

Hi Mustard, hi Smoke.

I'm surviving, I just wanted to let you all know my Grandad is on the mend, slowly, but surely.
And I want to thank everyone for their support, it really has helped me. It's been a very isolating time, and having you guys has really helped.
So again, thank you all.

Anonymous said...

typing backwards is like sooooo 20 minutes ago.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Cupcake! :)

Smoke said...

I'm glad he's doing better, Cupcake!

Vivienne said...

Hi RW! :)

Smoke said...

Mayo,

RW said for you to have the BUST DAY EVER tomorrow. :)

Anonymous said...

That's terrific news, Cupcake! And hopefully he will continue to do so. :)

resurrected wreck said...

S&V: O_o

resurrected wreck said...

That's excellent news, Cupcake!

Smoke said...

Welp, nighty-night errbody!

Sweet dreams to Mayo, SS and all of BlogBelieve!

Anonymous said...

That's fantastic, Cupcake!

Well guys, I'm off to watch my Files. Ohhh shoots, I gotsta make a phone call first. >_< Grrr.

Night!

Vivienne said...

Thanks guys, and goodnight Smoke, dear. Nighty bye!!!

Vivienne said...

Toodles Kapunua, and thank you.

resurrected wreck said...

Night night, S&V ^_^

I iz heading off too, shower time...

Have a good night, all :)

resurrected wreck said...

Night, K :)

Anonymous said...

Yep, I'm gone, too! Smell you all later! ;)


Cupcake, great to see your name again. :)


Night, RW! Night, Jules! Night, Smoke! Night, Mayo! Night, SS!

Vivienne said...

Good night RW, sleep well.

Vivienne said...

And Mustard, sleep well. :)

resurrected wreck said...

I may be back on later for a bit, Cupcake, if you're still around.

sdock10 said...

BlogBelievers,

'Nite!

Have sweet sunbeam smiling dreams of Reggie and The Full Effect!

Niiice, right?

Yeah, I know.

Mwah! Mwah!

sdock10 said...

*runs back through the door*

Cuppie! It's been forever.

*squeeze*

Have a good night!

Vivienne said...

Mayo,

I don't seem to talk to you anymore, do I?
Understand it's just my lack of faith in the words I use.

But it's quieter now, and I can speak.

I hope you're well, as I always do.
I wish only good things for you, as I always do.
I meditate on your words, as I always do.
I will forget the distance between us all, as I always do.





Anyone for champagne?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight to those leaving. Hi cupcake, how are you? I'm glad your grandpa is
getting better *tackle hugs*

Anonymous said...

hi baby
i luv u baby
im yours 4 eva baby
i do seekit language baby

Anonymous said...

baby got back

Vivienne said...

*screams hysterically*

BC! it's you! how are you?

Emerald said...

Hey, Everyone,


Can’t stay on tonight, just wanted to let you guys know that I appreciate all the waves and hellos and send them back!

Amy, good luck on the job hunt, and I loved the Warped Tour pics. Next year, next year.

Wendy, very nice good morning, and the poem was definitely interesting! Hope you are doing great and I will talk to you soon!

HEY PJ!

Cupcake, so good to see you, and wonderful to hear your Granddad is on the mend. I will keep you guys in thoughts and prayers. Love you sweetie!

Anima, if you are around, still thinking of you as well. Hope everything is going well.

BC, glad the tests are over and you did well. You will do just fine in school, I have no doubt!

J., this one’s for you.

She's A Rebel


Goodnight to everyone, and sweet dreams!

Love,
L.

P.S. “Tiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnn roof!!! RUSTIC.”

Emerald said...

Mayo,

It has been a while since I really addressed you, but I wanted to tonight. Your recent posts and comments seem sad or angry or both. I don’t know what is going on in your life, but I can’t help but feel something is not right.

The image I get is of someone in a well, sinking deeper and deeper, but slowly. Above the well, there are those that have reached in for you, tried to grab your arm or hand and you have pulled away, insisting that you are fine and can get out of the well on your own.

So they stop reaching. You look up from the bottom and see no one leaning over the side, no one calling to you or grabbing at you. You can’t see the hands anymore.

But you know what, Mayo? Just because you can’t see the hands doesn’t mean they are not there. They may not be in your sight, but the ones who love you didn’t leave you there.

You just have to ask.

The important thing is that you don’t let yourself sink so far into the well that no one can reach you.

Goodnight, Mayo.

Love,
L.

P.S. “Left me alone when I should have stayed home
After 10 cups of coffee and I’m thinking.”

Emerald said...

SS,

I keep trying. I won’t give up.

Thank you.

Have a goodnight, and sweet dreams.

Love you,
L.

P.S. “Starry nights, city lights, coming down over me
Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head,
Are we, we are, are we, we are the waiting unknown.”

Anonymous said...

BUUUUUUUUURP!
BURP!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Dude, guess what? Tropical Bitch Fay is slinging wind and rain at us from every fucking direction. Churning and turning. Seriously. I drove to work this morning with no windshield wipers. I used the force. I was quite proud of myself. I didn't know if it would work or not, but it so did.

So, seeing as how, I might go *poof* and disappear I'll make this relatively short.

Are you still hanging out on the corner of no and where? If you are, I hope you find the park bench. You know the one. Just sit for a while and hang. You can always hitch a ride back to some and where when the time feels right.

Don't be surprised if I join you. I packed a picnic basket. Sandwiches, YAY!

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Whenever that might be.

Anonymous said...

stick it in the ASS, baby!!!!

Anonymous said...

ewwwwwwwwww mud on the helmet

Vivienne said...

Emerald, Sdock, nice to see you ladies.

Anonymous said...

Hi L. Thank you for the kind words. Goodnight and sweet dreams to you.

Cupcake, yep, it's me. How are you feeling adorable one? I'm good, watching Clueless, just lounging about *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Aw, does Mayo miss his wifey? Is that why you're neither here nor there, because your body is here but your heart is with her?

Excuse me. Going to puke now.

Anonymous said...

*pukes*

Anonymous said...

Goodnight solly sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

The "wife" holds his jewels.

It's an amalgamation of the body/heart/soul.

Anonymous said...

i don't think Mayo is on this tour with the wifey. he wasn't at the Kerrang awards.

Anonymous said...

hopefully Mayo is realizing what a jackass he's married to.

Anonymous said...

Uh, I think you mean the person Mayo is pretending to be, don't you?

Anonymous said...

Don't know about Mayo, but the Getard is too fucking stupid to realize what a jackass he's married to.

Anonymous said...

uh, no

ask TJ, she knows

Anonymous said...

Oh hai, TJ, pretending to be anon again. What did the voices in your head tell you about Mayo/Carmine/Gerard this time?

Anonymous said...

i think Gerard knows he married a moron. he's just too embarrassed to admit it and divorce her.

Anonymous said...

Well, since Lindsey married a moron maybe they're really happy together.

Anonymous said...

Don't know that "Gerard Way" person, only know Mayo.

Anonymous said...

giggle fart!

Anonymous said...

*giggle burp*

Anonymous said...

Mayo you bring me up when i'm down up when i'm down....

Anonymous said...

Mayo i can't wait for you to shut me up.

Anonymous said...

he's just too embarrassed to admit it and divorce her.

Everyone makes mistakes.

Anonymous said...

anon 11:05

true, and he made a big and costly one.

Anonymous said...

Where is everyone?

resurrected wreck said...

*squeeze!*

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