Tuesday, August 12, 2008

For giving myself time.

We are all in some way the same. Any of us can be traced on parchment and placed over another and the outline will match, at some point. Keep turning the page until it fits just right. Call it coincidence, if you will.

I can hold you up against me and often the lines match up perfect.



The following is an excerpt from an old handwritten journal.

Yesterday I saw my reflection and waited for an answer. I stood there like an idiot, swaying and staring. It took a while, but what I found was strength and self-respect. The bags packed themselves and walked right out the door. My hand held tightly to all that really mattered, my own heart. All of my abandon had left the poor thing in a sad state, atrophied. But if I am patient and use it a little more each day it will regain its once youthful bounce. It will be fit for giving...forgiving. Forgiving.




(I needed the white noise as well.)


p.s. it is yours and no one can take it away.

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Anonymous said...

11:14

It may involve a great emotional/monetary cost initially, but should be weighed up against the cost of continuing an illusion which is corrosive, and may be greater.

Anonymous said...

Hi RW *big super squeeze* :)

How was your day?

resurrected wreck said...

I had a lovely day, BC, thank you :) I'm so glad it's the weekend though so I can sleep in!

How are you?

Anonymous said...

That's good RW. I'm doing pretty good, a bit tired. I woke up early to take those tests, and at the time, I wanted to go back to sleep, but I knew I couldn't.

I get to sleep in tonight before I have to work tomorrow and sunday, but not til later in the afternoon, fortunately.

I have to go back to the city monday morning, and then again on Thursday, which is making me want to get a place already. I can't keep going back and forth :/

Anonymous said...

Gerard is perfectly happy with Lindsey. Why on earth would you think otherwise?

Original Punk J said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Where is everyone?

August 22, 2008 11:16 PM


Obviously in quieter places than we are.

Hey BC, RW--I see Mayo's Haunted Castle Ride is up and running! How are you both? :D

Anonymous said...

what is up with MSI dissing Blur, Oasis and Coldplay at the Leeds Festival. at least those bands have talent.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, J :)

How are you tonight? How's L doing?

Anonymous said...

No one said he wasn't 11:35

resurrected wreck said...

Sleeping in is grand, isn't it, BC? :)

Still apartment hunting?

Anonymous said...

11:35,


because he looks like death.

Original Punk J said...

Not too badly, RW. Keeping an eye on Dumplin; he seems to have a tummyache and is slightly warm. We gave him some mineral oil to help him go to the bathroom, so I hope it works. He's been lying around all day, not eating, not wandering around. And after the summer of '06, I worry about his innards clogging up again. :(

L's doing well also. She's on Lyrica now, which is really helping her FM/CMP. And her stomach problem is healed after 2 simultaneous antibiotic treatments and staying away from nuts and such.

*pants*

Ok, think I'm done now. *collapses in chair to catch breath*

Anonymous said...

i said konichiwa

toujours said...

hello everyone.

i just want to say: cupcake, that is very good news about your grandfather. i hope he continues to improve!

and how are we all in here?

resurrected wreck said...

Thanks for the update, J :)

I've been cat-sitting this week while my friends are away. One of their kitties, Mr Plumpers, tried to make a mad dash for freedom this morning when I dropped by to give him and Miss Poe their brekkie. I don't know why he did that, he's usually deeply suspicious of the outside world. I feeds him, I gives him treats, i gives him lovin's, I even clean his litter box, what more could he want!

Also, a couple of days ago I introduced my landlady's cat to pork chop. His world (and mine) will never be the same.

resurrected wreck said...

Ah, desu ka?

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, TJ! :) How are you this evening?

Anonymous said...

Mayo where you be at bitch

Anonymous said...

Hi J, how are you? I'm good, bit tired, but listening to some Billy Idol. How is L?

It is indeed, RW. I love it! I'm still doing the searching, buit I think I might have catched a break. While I was done with the tests, I went to the information desk and saw a paper mentioning that there were new lofts available, equipped with all utilities, including internet, for a low price.

I'm gonna try to schedule a tour this weekend.

11:38,

MSI says that shit so they can get a rise out of people who enjoy those bands. It's about getting attention and pretending to be the "rebels" when JU probably thinks every frontman presents the same image.

The more you piss people off, the more attention you'll receive. That's why I choose to ignore anything MSI-related. They're not worth the attention.

And I have to say ignorance is bliss.

Anonymous said...

did ya now?

Anonymous said...

...and it's botch, thank you!

toujours said...

hello, resurrected wreck. i'm okay.

how's it going tonight?

Anonymous said...

ah ha, ah ha, ah ha

resurrected wreck said...

Not bad, TJ :) Though kinda tired! I'm looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. Then perhaps I'll give this painting thing another shot.

Any plans for the weekend?

Anonymous said...

i say bitch you say botch
you say twit i say twat

Anonymous said...

Hi TJ, how are you? I left you another comment at your blog earlier :)

I'm good, a bit tired.

Original Punk J said...

Hey TJ

BC, that loft sounds good; is it on campus? How'd your tests go today? (Check out my previous comment to RW re: L's status.)

RW, maybe Mr Plumpers has heard of a sale on cat food somewhere, and is determined to find it. :) From what I remember, he do love his food!

resurrected wreck said...

Tomato, tomahto

Potato, potahto...

Anonymous said...

^_^


:************************************

*botch slaps*

resurrected wreck said...

RW, maybe Mr Plumpers has heard of a sale on cat food somewhere, and is determined to find it. :) From what I remember, he do love his food!

He do indeed! Maybe he found out that I gave another kitty pork chop & he was wondering if I'd left his outside.

Anonymous said...

That's great to hear about L, J

Anonymous said...

Why doesn't fimbel Star sign in?? Every one else gets called out when they pretend to be anon. But no one says anything when THEY do it.

toujours said...

hi bc, i got it and responded at your blog. :)

hi j. how are you?

no plans for the weekend, i'm afraid, resurrected wreck. i'm still figuring out how to get back to seattle, though, so research probably.

Original Punk J said...

A distinct possibility, RW. Once you go pork chop, you never go back. ;D

Dumplin and Raindrop love their "grandma's" roast. I can't even say the word around D. before he's looking around, going "ROAST? WHERE?!"

And even if we have roast that L or HER mom cooked, exactly the same way, he won't eat it. Only his grandma's roast will do. Go figure.

Anonymous said...

So we'll go no more a-roving
So late into the night,
Though the heart be still as loving,
And the moon be still as bright.

For the sword outwears its sheath,
And the soul outwears the breast,
And the heart must pause to breathe,
And love itself have rest.

Though the night was made for loving,
And the day returns too soon,
Yet we'll go no more a-roving
By the light of the moon.

Song
By George Gordon, Lord Byron

resurrected wreck said...

He's discerning, J. A veritable connaisseur!

resurrected wreck said...

Are you still in the midwest for the moment, TJ?

Original Punk J said...

Another beautiful poem, G'Nite Bloggers anon. How do you find so many of them? :)

Thanks so much for thinking of us. We really appreciate the sentiment.

TJ, probably your best bet would be to get another temp job, save your money, and hit the Greyhound again.

toujours said...

yes, i'm still in kentucky.
j., what you suggest is pretty much what i've been doing, but i need to get going.

and 12:03, that makes me sad. it's lovely, but...

Anonymous said...

J, it's near campus, just a few blocks, and it's regular housing, but they allow the students to rent there.

As for the tests, I only had to test my knowledge on computer programs such as Word, Excel, etc. I passed both(I learned how to do Excel back in high school) but didn't pass the PC section where you learn about hard drives, ISP addresses, and such :/

I did enjoy how diversified the student body is. It's pretty cool, although I was too nervous to talk to anyone at the time.

Mr. Plumpers: What a cute name ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

His real name is Twig, BC. But he's far too fat to suit a name like that, so a few years ago I nicknamed him. He is, actually, a cat of many names: Twig, Mr Plumpers, Captain Twigglesworth, Mr Bum, Bacon, the list goes on...

Anonymous said...

Thanks TJ :)

Beautiful poem bloggers anon. Thank you. Sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

When you wish upon a star

resurrected wreck said...

Those are pretty! They look like Christmas lights.

Original Punk J said...

One thing to remember, BC: the others are probably just as nervous as you are! It takes a while to get used to being in crowds again after not being in them for a time.

Do you know what your course load will be like yet?

Good luck on that loft! I always wanted to live in a loft. Not too many around these parts, though. OOH, and you'll get to decorate it! How fun! I DO like that part about moving. What to put where.

resurrected wreck said...

Anyway, I'm falling asleep in front of my computer so I must turn in!

Have a good night, all :)

Anonymous said...

Aw it's cute RW :)

Captain Twigglesworth? Lol

Original Punk J said...

12.15...wow. I'm breathless.

*makes wish*

*hopes it comes true*

Thank you. :)

Anonymous said...

kiss me Rhett!

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight RW, have a relaxing sleep-in tomorrow! And good luck with the paint. *fingers crossed*

toujours said...

what a beautiful picture, 12:15. and i do, you know.

toujours said...

good night resurrected wreck. sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

The cosmos is breathtaking...don't you think?

...imagine dancing under those lights!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight RW, sweet dreams. J, exactly. I'm not used to being in crowds, that's why I was so nervous earlier today. It's been almost 3 years since I've been in school.

Not sure about the course load yet. I have orientation on monday(I'll be bringing lots of Starbucks since it starts so early) and on that day I meet up with an adviser to discuss which classes I'm gonna take. I can bet I'll probably be taking economics for one of them, because they offer social studies, sciences, and humanities classes just like any other college.

Thanks for the good luck too :) Lofts have a lot of space, but I don't have a lot of stuff to bring, so maybe in one section I can put up my boxing bag. I can't live without it, and if budget allows, I wanna take some karate classes.

My older brother hates the idea of going to college in a big city. They all freak out and have a stroke whenever I'm on my own *rolls eyes* :p

Original Punk J said...

Wonderful to think about, 12.15. Very romantic, very...intimate.

toujours said...

or how about dancing in them?
thank you for sharing that picture, 12:15.

Anonymous said...

Oh wow anon, that picture is gorgeous :O

Original Punk J said...

BC, are your brothers very protective of you? How many do you have, and how old are they?

Good idea about the punching bag. The perfect way to relieve the stress of both school and work! And the best thing about fixing up your own place is doing WHAT YOU WANT with everything! When L and I moved in together, we made a compromise: we would each decorate our rooms/bathrooms the way we wanted, but anything for the kitchen/dining/living room area had to be agreed on by both of us.

Anonymous said...

Thank you all.

BC, I commend you. Going back to study is a challenge, and I am sure you will be able to meet it head on.

Bear in mind that everything new is scary. Just take it step by step, and give yourself time to adjust. Organization of your work load helps as well!

Original Punk J said...

Listen to this Anon, BC. They know what they're talking about. ;)

toujours said...

i've always found that it only takes about a week to adjust to a new situation. by the end of seven days, you usually have found your place again.

Anonymous said...

That's a great arrangement J. I like it!

I have three older brothers, they're all in their 40's. Since I don't have a dad in my life, it's like having three dads at once, except one of them always keeps asking me if I have a boyfriend, and he jokes around a lot. My other brother is so laidback he barely ever gets angry, and my other brother is strict, but can be pretty cool sometimes.

Yeah, they can be very protective at times. I have mostly brothers so, that could be the reason.

I love boxing. Great stress reliever :)

TJ, I just read your comment

Here's a hug *squeezes TJ super hard like a bottle of French's mustard* :)

Original Punk J said...

You said you'd be taking economics, BC. What other standard curriculum courses will you have to have? When I was in college, I had to have a lot of psychology courses for my major. Really enjoyed them.

toujours said...

you're funny, bc. but i like being squeezed. :)

toujours said...

hi there, smiley.

Anonymous said...

TJ, I absolutely agree with that. Usually it takes me a week to get adjusted to new things.

You okay?

12:15,

Thank you so much. I'll keep your advice in mind. I've been out of school for so long, a part of me didn't want to go back. Everyone's complaining that I'm getting old, but I did say that I would go back no matter how old I'd get.

There's that, and then there's the fact that my friends and I are talking about kids and marriage and the future(although those subjects are not repulsing me as much as it used to when I was in my teens)

I think I'm enjoying growing up, learning more about myself. It's pretty cool.

toujours said...
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toujours said...

i've been better, bc. thank you for asking.

i think you're going to have so much fun going to school in the city. :)

Anonymous said...

Shit, I'm scaring myself, aren't I? :p

Aw thanks TJ. You deserve being squeezed *squeezes TJ again like a bottle of Huntz ketchup* :)

J, I wouldn't be surprised, but until monday comes, I can only take a guess as to what other classes I'm taking. I'm really curious though. I'd like to take something advanced.

I do know that I have to take a computer course eventually in my 4 years.

Hi smiley anon

Anonymous said...

You are very welcome BC :)

I like to think that we are constantly learning and evolving, no matter what age. It's important to keep your mind flexible.

I also understand about the kids part. I never was particularly interested in the past, but now...lets just say I think my girl parts have "kicked in". ^_~

Anonymous said...

Mayo

Once again I am here only in spirit. I would like to apologize to anyone here having a problem or issue that I would usually address. Wish I could be here to offer my words but alas I can't. So I sit in this Starbucks writing this and wondering what will actually be going on when this is posted. Will Mayo have posted something new? Is everyone okay? I don't like writing like this but at the same time I don't like not "being" here. Yeah, it's kinda crazy but hey, that's just how I am.

I went out this morning searching for some happiness. Can't say I've actually found it but I've not found sorrow either so I guess that's okay. Sometimes I feel like these are dark days for me but then I grow angry at myself for the thoughts. Things could be infinitely worse. I know this so in a way when I complain I almost feel like I'm tempting fate to show me what's really dark and bad. I don't want to do that. So I just keep moving on, believing things will get better. They will get better, this I know. Okay, I just suddenly remembered that stupid poster of the cat hanging on and it read "Hang in There Baby.". Stupid poster but good sentiment. I'm hanging in there. Are you? Yeah, I believe you are.

I just wish I could accept these days better. This is my life, after all. Not exciting, not even noteworthy. Maybe it's because I really have no goal to reach. Once again I am standing on the border of whining. There is no reason for it. If I have no goals there is no one to blame but myself. I just wish I could put my finger on that one thought, that one thing I want to accomplish. Yes, raising my children has always been my top priority and it still is. But soon I know that I will have done all I could. God, I hope I did a good job. They will go off and live their own lives. I will have a hole in my heart, in my life. They know I will always be there for them but what about all the time that passes when I'm not needed? Holy shit I just got it. I know what's wrong. I don't know who I am anymore. I was a mom 24/7 for so long that I'm afraid that's all I know how to be. Yeah, I'm a wife but according to the other half of the equation I'm not a very good one. I never have been. And yeah, I've tried. Tried for years. But always fell short. In raising my daughters I found something I was good at. Something for which my skills were never brought into question. Mostly because I handled everything. Yeah, I did and I'm proud of that. I did my best, I know this in my heart.

Okay sorry Mayo. I really did not mean to write any of that. It just poured out. My first thought was to just erase this all and start over but I can't. See this is the beauty of talking to you like this. What's buried in my heart will suddenly appear. I may not be able to speak the words out loud but I can release them here. Thank you, for that.

So moving on to you. Are you okay, really? You are probably annoyed with me asking this again but sorry, I can't help it. I could pretend not to worry but I won't pretend where you're concerned. I do enough pretending other places. I just want to say this to you: never give up. Never let the darkness win. Hey if I can be strong I know you can. Hell, anyone is stronger than me. I feel too deeply, I think too much. Shit, I wish I could just go with the flow sometimes. It gets hard always fighting the current. Once again that's just me.

Night Mayo

Elena (still searching, always searching, holding on tightly

Anonymous said...

Thanks TJ. You should come visit someday. The energy is incredible. The city hustles and bustles, even early in the morning :)

All these smiley faces I'm posting.....it must be a sign of the Apocalypse ^_^

Original Punk J said...

Anons wanting babies, BC making smiley faces, cats and dogs living together...

AAAAAAHHHHHH!!! It IS the Apocalypse!

What'll happen next?

*bites nails in anticipation*

toujours said...

i think it would be fun to see your city, bc. :)

good night, elena. don't know if you're able to lurk or not, but i saw who you were beyond a mom and a wife. don't forget that woman that i met in april, ok?

Original Punk J said...

Hey Elena, hope you're doing alright tonight. You're right, things WILL get better, as long as you keep on trying. Remember that L and I love you, and will be here for you whenever you need us.

See you soon! (Have you gotten your tickets yet? Neither have we, but then again I didn't check the mail today. No CD yet, either...grr...)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Elena. 12:15, my girl parts will kick in as soon as I find a suitable mate ^_~

Yeah, I went there. And sadly, I'm getting tired, but this episode of south park is making me laugh.

Original Punk J said...

I'm actually starting to wind down myself. Kinda early for me, but I was up VERY late last night, so no surprise, really.

Think I'll go read some more of this DeMille epic-zilla book and then get some sleep. Plus keep tabs on Dumplin through the night.

Goodnight BC, TJ, and Anon/s if there are more than just the one. Hope everyone has a good day tomorrow; will see you in the PM then.

love, faith, hope, stars, wishes

Anonymous said...

Hahaha J. TJ, you should. There's so much to see and do :)

toujours said...

good night j.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BlogBelieve,

Just passing through. I tried to type something out to say, but really, I have nothing left to say. I just wanted to let you all know I was still alive. Right now, I'm living life day by day, enjoying life as it comes. I can't control each day's happenings Like I can't control the rain. The rain has been falling lately, I hope it's not raining on my birthday. That'd be a downer.

Summer is almost over, school is about to begin in about a week and a half. I'm not ready, but I don't think I will ever be ready to go back. Haha.

For now, this is Paperheart, signing out of Blogbelieve.

xoxox;
- 007

Original Punk J said...

Mayo,

What Emerald/L and Elena said can't be improved upon, so I'll simply say, Ditto.

Take care of yourself. We love you and care about what happens to you.

Goodnight, Mayo. Rest easy, and believe.

toujours said...

i probably will, someday, bc -- you'd better have a couch for me to crash on by then! :)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight J, sweet dreams to you and L. I'm gonna go take a nap as well. I can't keep my eyes open

Original Punk J said...

*whispers* Goodnight Paperheartxx, one of my favorite pierced-lip teenagers! Take care of YOU, too, because you're special, and I love you.

toujours said...

good to see you make a quick stop by, paperheart. :)

have a nice nap, bc.

Amyranth said...

'Allo?

toujours said...

hi there amyranth. i was just wondering if i really had the place to myself.

Original Punk J said...

SS baby,

I've got my book and my Tab. Grab your book and some coffee. Let's go outside and read under the stars.

If it's too dark to read, well, we'll find something else to do, I'm sure. ;)

Got to start learning those Leathermouth lyrics before I see the shows. Have you seen them yet? Got to go see them, baby. They're wicked great. Just a bit more time, and then L and I will be hitting the concert trail! Yippee!

Gone for now, but I'll be back tomorrow. Be good--or be good at it! :D

Goodnight, precious. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

Anonymous said...

I sure will TJ :)

Hi grasshopper. You'll do fine in school. I have like, faith in you, or something :p

Sweet dreams! *hugs*

I'm off for the night. Goodnight TJ, PH, J, 12:15 anon(thank you) sweet dreams guys, and thanks to some of you for the encouragement earlier :)

Sugarplum: big super thank you's to you too *smothers with sloppy kisses* I hope you're well? Are you still planning on seeing nightwish? My show is in two weeks I think. Tests went pretty decent. I did see a cute guy passing up right before I entered the building. Tall, dark hair, and with tats. I think he's a student ^_^

TJ: More hugs to you my dear friend *hugs* I hope you have a wonderful weekend

Night night guys!

P.S. My hair is getting longer. Woo!

Anonymous said...

Beautiful man, heed not the cry of the Sirens. They try to lure you into the past. They do not forgive, they do not forget. They do not understand. Move forward. Take with you what you have learned. The journey was long, the road rough. Still your feet are on the path. See those who walk beside you. You are never alone. You are loved.

Anonymous said...

what a load of mumbo jumbo 1:43

Amyranth said...

*just came down off the roof*

Well, I got that flare hole fixed, so no rain on our heads tonight.

*climbs into a chair by the fire*

I also got to see some real fireworks tonight, and got some really good pictures. What did I miss around here?

toujours said...

thnak you, bc. i'll do my best to have a nice weekend, and you do too. :)

hush, 1:47. alicia is a poet, writing from her heart. it's lovely. i hope mayo hears what she is saying.

Anonymous said...

so you wrote that toujours

toujours said...

just chatting, amyranth, for the most part. a very nice picture of stars was posted, at 12:15.

Anonymous said...

Thanks TJ :) sweet dreams!

Hallo Amy!

Goodnight guys

toujours said...

lol, 1:52. i was waiting for that. no, i didn't write it. i have my own brand of heartfelt mush. :)

toujours said...

sweet dreams, bc.

Amyranth said...

Oooh! Stars? I like stars!

Amyranth said...

Wow, that's a gorgeous shot!

I just changed my desktop background to the Pleaides star cluster, I love it. It's so pretty blue-white.

toujours said...

well, scroll on back up there and take a look-see. :)

toujours said...

wow. you scroll fast, amyranth.

Amyranth said...

Well, I have the best scrolling finger in the west, doncha know. :)

Anonymous said...

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars


Goodnight

Amyranth said...

Beautiful.

Thank you again, 12:15.

toujours said...

very lovely, 12:15. thank you. :)

well, amyranth, i'm afraid you're going to have have to exercise your scrolling finger alone, because i'm going to go to bed.

good night. :)

Amyranth said...

Night Teej!

toujours said...

mayo,

the half-moon in the sky tonight had such a strange glow. she was floating in a bank of clouds, and they reflected her light. everything was brighter then it should be, and yet with an underwater quality that made the night seem quite unreal.

i'm practically addicted to the night here at my folks' place. their neighbors aren't in view, it is only dark trees and fields and stars and night creatures. this night doesn't exist back in seattle.

and i find myself strangely reluctant to leave it. over and over, i've stepped out and wandered through the night and the neighborhood, enjoying the solitude but not really alone. i always end up thinking about what i'm going to write to you during these rambles, always end up talking to you in my thoughts.

i feel like i've shared this place, and this night, with you. it's almost as if i'll have to say good-bye to you when i leave.

but i must leave. there was a reason for being here this long, and i hope to understand it someday, but i haven't truly been alive while i've been here.

i can't be sensible. i have to leave, even if it means jumping off a cliff again.

but until that moment, i'll wander outside, and talk to you, in this night here.


good night, mayo. sleep well.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Just a moment for Blog Believe, but I had somethings I wanted to say!

Elena, you make me go there once again yes?? You may think you don't know who you are, but I do. We All do. And we love her- mad. Don't be afraid to embrace her. She'll embrace you right back, I promise. Just be brave enough to give her a chance. She will catch you, she won't fail you. She just needs you to try for her.

... And may I add -You can't be a bad wife, without a shitty husband. It takes two, and you both have to want it. I think it may be like world peace. Such a beautiful idea, but if not everyone wants to play nice --there will still be shoving. Yea?? The next time some jerk throws that shit at you Elena love, you dish that bit of truth right back - It Takes Two. Effort on one, is just futile and exhausting...

PH! Babydoll! I miss you!! I'll get you, just wait..

It was nice to sneak into Mayo's today to see all the LOVE! Saucy -SAUCY anon's! Whew! (I've been thinking about showers ALL DAY...oh help.) Saucy Lovelies! (Amy, I love you too!! And OPJ, thank you.) Made me feel faint!! Missing Anon -hope they come back to you! Lovely song, thank you for sharing.

And the cherry on top -a most fantastic array of tune discussion! Thanks for that ladies! (I knew there was a reason I liked you all...) ;p

-Oh! and Wendy. Good lord!! I can't think of anything else to say to that last one dear...just uhh, Lordy!

I have another track, I won't say whom, but I won't tease with a difficult translation...

It's dreamy weather we're on
You waved your crooked wand
Along an icy pond with a frozen moon
A murder of silhouette crows I saw
And the tears on my face
And the skates on the pond
They spell Alice

I disappear in your name
But you must wait for me
Somewhere across the sea
There's a wreck of a ship
Your hair is like meadow grass on the tide
And the raindrops on my window
And the ice in my drink
Baby all I can think of is Alice

Arithmetic arithmetock
Turn the hands back on the clock
How does the ocean rock the boat?
How did the razor find my throat?
The only strings that hold me here
Are tangled up around the pier

And so a secret kiss
Brings madness with the bliss
And I will think of this
When I'm dead in my grave
Set me adrift and I'm lost over there
And I must be insane
To go skating on your name
And by tracing it twice
I fell through the ice
Of Alice

And so a secret kiss
Brings madness with the bliss
And I will think of this
When I'm dead in my grave
Set me adrift and I'm lost over there
And I must be insane
To go skating on your name
And by tracing it twice
I fell through the ice
Of Alice
There's only Alice

Alrighty, I am done! Love to you guys! Hope everyone is well! -CUPCAKE! Fantastic news! I am so happy for you. I hope he gets to come home soon. Mayo, nothing to say?? Ahh, man. Hope thigns improve. O.k, really done! Be well! (sorry this will be long!)
-loves

Amyranth said...

Mayonaise

After I fixed the hole in the roof, and then pulled a small rug over the hole in my floor, I went out for the night. There's a fireworks display every second night this week, and I've been going and taking pictures.

Tonight, while I sat there under the hot, colored shower of light and fire, all I could think of was magic. All sorts of magic.

The magic that keeps nature alive.
The magic that makes the stars burn at night and sleep in the day.
The magic that happens between people. Love and friendship.

Even Disney Magic.

The make-believe, anything-is-possible, power-of-love-will-see-us-through magic.

And as I sat there, and dreamt of those silvery white sparkles falling on me and turning me into something amazing, something beyond my wildest dreams, I also came to a sad realization. Not everyone still has that bit of magic in them. The magic to dream, believe, and wish for anything.

Mayonaise, I hope you still have a bit of this magic. And if you don't, maybe this picture will rekindle some of those feelings inside you. Hopefully, it will make you believe in magic again.

This is some of my magic, and I'm giving it to you.

Goodnight Mayonaise, SS, and Lovelies.

-A

ergoproxy said...

hi
I know there may not be anyone about but I had a lovely day, a great back shoulder and neck massage a manicure (I now have lovely even fushia nails (quite short - I'm not a long nail lifestyle person
I'm now going to read back on the blog day

Amyranth said...

Pssst... Cuppy, I'm beyond happy to hear about your Granddad. I hope you're making the best of all this, and I hope I get to see you around again soon!

Pass some hugs along for me, would you?

ANIMA!! I MISS YOU!!

-A

Amyranth said...

ERGO!!

I'm glad your present was so awesome! Isn't a day at the spa just blissful? I'm going to have to go again around Christmas time, methinks! Maybe New Years Eve?

ergoproxy said...

hey amy!
it was lovely, it's the girlfriend of one of hubby's friends and she does it from home and he is just great

I'm still catching up but if Cupcakes granddad has improved that's wonderful

ergoproxy said...

*she is just wonderful (and hubby is for arranging it for me)

Andrea said...

Anyone? Anyone?


Bueller?

Andrea said...

Hmm... I guess not.

Happy Late Night to whoever is next.

Goodnight all.

Anonymous said...

hey Andrea

hope you have a great Saturday

ergoproxy said...

hey Mayo
so here I am , the last day of my *cough40thcough* year, I always thought it was old, when I was younger, now I see it's not so much an age as a state of mind. In my mind I'm still the same person I was last year, the year before, and so on and so forth.
Sure, this year I did change a bit about myself, I think for the better, heck I'm happier with me now. It took some doing, ruffled some feathers and is still ongoing but I think I'm a better person, and you know, this place helped that.
Knowing that around the world there are people who feel the way I do about so many things, being privileged to be a part of their lives as they are a part of mine, and to be a little part of yours.
See I have no intention of "acting my age" whatever that may mean, I've seen people my age and younger who seem to have given up and become stuck in that proverbial rut, who never seem to take the time to enjoy life, who are always comparing themselves to others, or worrying about things that in the end are so trivial.
I'm not saying life is without stresses but being able to smile and laugh, to approach each day as a new opportunity to enjoy the amazing world about us.
To let the small shit slide right off, get out there and do things. I'm by no means perfect, I'm still shy, still procrastinate, still worry, still get shitty and still fuck up sometimes, but on the whole I'd rather smile than frown. :]
Wishing you introspection and self analysis that comes out showing you are a better person.
Do you still ask yourself that question? if you haven't for a while, do it now. I hope it makes you smile.
much love EP xx

SS sending you heaps of happy thoughts and good wishes.
Hoping the moon smiles upon you as you sleep and the sun grins on you as you wake.
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning

♥xx♥

hi kass fasc PP miranth and wendy
*group smoooooooch*

remember- you're only as young as the one you feel ;]

Anonymous said...

11:35

The difficulty with interpreting tone on the internet is an interesting thing isn't it?

Anonymous said...

Where has Kass been? Did she leave? I miss her funny morning comments.

ergoproxy said...

hi anons

Kass does a fly past every now and then, I know she's been very busy but I like to give her a hello on the chance she peruses each day when she gets the chance. I miss her comments too, she's a laugh

anyhoo I'm off to bed, have a good saturday

Anonymous said...

'Education For Leisure' by Carol Ann Duffy

Today I am going to kill something. Anything.
I have had enough of being ignored and today
I am going to play God. It is an ordinary day,
a sort of grey with boredom stirring in the streets.

I squash a fly against the window with my thumb.
We did that at school. Shakespeare. It was in
another language and now the fly is in another language.
I breathe out talent on the glass to write my name.

I am a genius. I could be anything at all, with half
the chance. But today I am going to change the world.
Something’s world. The cat avoids me. The cat
knows I am a genius, and has hidden itself.

I pour the goldfish down the bog. I pull the chain.
I see that it is good. The budgie is panicking.
Once a fortnight, I walk the two miles into town
for signing on. They don’t appreciate my autograph.

There is nothing left to kill. I dial the radio
and tell the man he’s talking to a superstar.
He cuts me off. I get our bread-knife and go out.
The pavements glitter suddenly.
I touch your arm.

Anonymous said...

8:24, that's very worrying. Maybe you need some perspective. I hope this helps:


The Most Simple Pleasures Life has to Offer

1. Sleeping In on a Rainy Day – As the rain beats lightly against the window, you nestle your head deeper into your pillow. The sound is soothing and your bed feels like a sanctuary. There is no place you would rather be.

2. Finding Money You Didn’t Know You Had – You reach into your pocket and find a $20 bill from the last time you wore these jeans. You aren’t rich, but you are richer than you were a second earlier.

3. Making Brief Eye Contact with Someone of the Opposite Sex
Making direct eye contact in a way that seems to communicate a subtle curiosity. For a split second it makes you think… and then it’s gone.

4. Skinny Dipping – There is something mysteriously liberating about being naked in a body of water. You are naked, but it feels natural, a sense of unrefined freedom.

5. Receiving a Real Letter or Package via Snail Mail Most snail mail these days is junk mail. When you check the mail and find a real letter or package from someone you know, excitement overtakes you as you tear into this rare gift.

6. Telling a Funny or Interesting, True Story - There are few things more satisfying than telling a true story that others enjoy listening to.

7. Hearing the Right Song at the Right Moment When the right song rattles your ear drums the entire meaning of life seems crystal clear.

8. Catching a Glimpse of Bare Skin on the Opposite Sex - When you see a bit more skin than you were expecting on the opposite sex, you can’t help but to smirk on the inside.

9. Saying the Same Thing Simultaneously - There is a moment of silence. Then all of the sudden you and your friend blurt out the same exact set of words simultaneously. This rare occurrence is something to smile about.

10. Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep Something abruptly awakens you and you think it’s time to get up. Then you squint over at your alarm clock and realize you still have 2 more hours to sleep. A warm euphoric feeling shoots though your body as you glide gracefully back to your dreams.

11. A Familiar Smell - The smell of your home, or your loved one's scent or even that familiar pine tree. Familiar smells consume your senses.

12. The Feeling You Get When Your Idea Works – You have been struggling to resolve a complex problem all day and you just can’t seem to get it right. Filled with frustration, you decide to exercise one last idea before calling it a night. You’ve had many ideas before that failed miserably… but this time it works.

13. Fresh, Clean Bed Sheets - The sheets feel cool to the touch. Everything seems so clean, like nobody has ever slept in this bed before.

14. A Beautiful View - Whether it's a valley of flowers, the sunset over the sea, or gazing at the stars, these are the views that make us feel alive.

15. Receiving an Unexpected Compliment - It’s been an average day. Nothing really great has happened, but nothing terrible occurred either. This monotonous day has put you in a dreary mood. Unexpectedly, someone compliments you on something or a job well done. The day just got a whole lot better.

16. Having a Good Laugh - Life is extraordinary in the moments when you are laughing so hard you can barely breathe.

17 The Celebration in the Instant Something Makes Sense - Even now that it has explained to you for the third time, you just don’t understand how it works. Everyone else seems to understand but you. Then out of the blue the dots connect in your mind. You finally get it, and it feels great!

18. Holding Hands with Someone You Love - Every time they grab your hand you are overcome with an awareness of how much they mean to you. Holding hands is sensual and physically intimate, yet subtle.

19. Making Someone Smile - One of the best pleasures of life.

20. Finishing What You Started - You just finished up a big project you’ve been working on for the last few months, or maybe you just finished your first marathon… Either way, you finalized what you set out to accomplish. The feeling of self accomplishment you get when you finish what you started is by far one of the most rewarding simple pleasures life has to offer.

21. Waking up to someone you love - What could be better than opening your eyes to see your love right next to you, and feeling the warmth of their skin. Ecstasy.

Everyone, be well.

Anonymous said...

I think I would have been happier if you had cut that list off at number 20. Not all of us have that love to wake up to, you know. Not that I begrudge the people who do -- I did once, or at least I thought I did. But things are not always what they seem and hearts get broken and soulmates are not always to be found.

Those who are truly lucky in love are rare. Many are trapping themselves in loveless marriages because they don't have the courage or the strength to go it alone.

My 21. Being out somewhere and suddenly realizing that you don't have to go home at any particular time. You don't have anyone to answer to, you don't have to explain why you didn't call. That is freedom.

sdock10 said...

Mayo, SS, BlogBelieve,

Have a great Saturday! I'm really gonna get some stuff done today, I totally swear. Yeah, like listen to more Reggie...

Fay is still kicking it pretty hard here. I hope the weather is nicer in your neighborhood.

Love to ALL Ya'll!
S


p.s. If not, my Mama is gonna get my ass out on the streets!*






*not really, but it won't be pretty



****Pink Bubble for Jules****

Anonymous said...

Though the heart be still as loving?

Smoke said...

“sunsets are for muggings”

this is for the kids who ain't got no soul. never think twice, got nowhere to go.
this is for the pills that never fucking work but its hard to see blood on a black t-shirt. they'll never understand cause they were understood an open minded fake in a bright white coat tell me what you wanna know about my bleeding fucking heart i'll pass all your tests cause i lie like the best
life is a fight
they never really listen cause they never fucking care. the way i feel inside they can never fucking hear. all they wanna know about is insurance cards. this pain i have inside has made me fucking strong.
life is a fight
never found a place i felt i fit. never met someone who gave a shit. but i believe in what we fucking got. now we got a chance to set it off. never found a place i felt i fit. never met someone who gave a shit. lets take a stand against feeling lost. this is our chance to set it off.
you'll never take me alive because we're already dead you'll never take me alive because we're already dead inside.


THIS SONG IS STUCK IN MY HEAD. STUCK IN MY MEFFIN' HEAD.

I ♥ you, Leathermouth. ^_^

Smoke said...

Oh! Mayo! Guess what?

I get to wear my new Killers t-shirt today. YAYNESS!

RUN FOR THE HILLS, MAYO! RUN! RUN FOR THE HILLS BEFORE THEY BURN!

Bwah!

Have a great Saturday, Mayo. And like, come visit us today. Okay? Okay.

Smoke said...

SS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ummm, what?

I think I may have just deafened myself.

What's it gonna take dude? What?
I swear to God, when I find you, you are gonna get chained to the front porch. Then we will always know where you are. We miss you, dude. Like words can't even describe. Your words are still with us though. And they always will be. :)


Have a great day, SS. ^_^

Anonymous said...

anonymous at 9:26 said:

I think I would have been happier if you had cut that list off at number 20. Not all of us have that love to wake up to, you know. Not that I begrudge the people who do -- I did once, or at least I thought I did. But things are not always what they seem and hearts get broken and soulmates are not always to be found.

Those who are truly lucky in love are rare. Many are trapping themselves in loveless marriages because they don't have the courage or the strength to go it alone.

My 21. Being out somewhere and suddenly realizing that you don't have to go home at any particular time. You don't have anyone to answer to, you don't have to explain why you didn't call. That is freedom.
------------------------------------

don't worry little anon...enjoy your life!

There are 80 million people out there and there are at least a few hundred of them just dying to make your life a living fucking hell!!!

Anonymous said...

Original Punk J said...

SS baby,

I've got my book and my Tab. Grab your book and some coffee. Let's go outside and read under the stars.

If it's too dark to read, well, we'll find something else to do, I'm sure. ;)



Don't you think he would rather do that with his love that he mentioned?? How can you so blatantly throw yourself at a taken man. How do you think his girl would feel about you if she was ever unfortunate enoug to read it. And wouldn't you feel stupid if she did? I hope SS does tell his girl friend about this place and let her read it too. OPS you do not have a chance with SS. He has someone. Why not leave him alone and find someone for yourself?

toujours said...

good morning everyone (anyone?).

if my math is correct, it's past midnight in australia, so *deep breath* happy birthday ergo!!!

:D

Anonymous said...

How exactly do you throw yourself at someone on a blog? Do you imagine in your wildest dreams that the OPs or anyone else on this blog really entertains the notion that SS or Mayo is going to show up on their doorstep and carry them off into the night?

This place is whimsy. It is make-believe. It is fairy-tale magic. It is a place to share dreams, ideas, poetry and friendship.

Let yourself dream a little, 10:25. And while you're at it, allow others to do the same.

Smoke said...

I have a husband of my own and God knows even if I didn't, I sure as hell don't want anyone else's husband or boyfriend. Ummm, no. But whatever. That's just me though.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERGO!!!!!!!

Smoke said...

Oh and hi TJ!

Okay, later folks! Gotta go see what time Tropic Thunder starts.

RDJ! YESSS!!!

sdock10 said...

Ergo, I'm going by what TJ says...and she says it's your birthday time so....

Whoop! Whoop!

Happy Birthday, Ergo!!!

Hiya TJ, Byeya TJ!

Smoke! LHM is killing me! Please come and rescue me.

Anon616 said...

*enters castle and wonders what happened to the sky light*

Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, Ergo, Andrea, Smoke, Sdock; all the lovely (and not so lovely) anons, watchers and lurkers; shooting stars and blazing meteors in the land o'blogbelieve!

How is everyone today? Happy, well and playing safely, I hope!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERGO!!!!!!!!!!!
(It will be her birthday/Sunday when she wakes up in the land'o roos.)

extra big cake flavored smooooooooch

Happy birthday honeybunch

Cupcake: That is great news about your granddad!!! It's always so good to 'see' you around here. Take care of yourself, beautiful!!

Amy: Thank you for fixing the roof! I promise I'll never to shoot flares off, in the castle, again.
*has fingers crossed behind her back*
Your goodnight has me feeling quite magical. Thank you, Amy! I left that bottle of Sake in the kitchen. Half a bottle of GlenFiddich is in the refrig! ;)


Elena: *huge hug*

Starry night picture anon: Thank you!!! Those pictures were absolutely gorgeous!

For reading pleasure/pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That's Not My Job
Author Unknown

This is a story about four people: Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do. Anybody could have done it but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody have done.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The moral of that little story: If it needs to be done, JUST DO IT (Even if it is NOT your job)!

Have a great day, everybody (somebody and anybody too)!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: Lewis!!!! Great to see you! I love ya, Lewis! :D

HI PJ, Miranth, Elune, SC, SisMidnite and Villa(nelle)!

Anonymous said...

You can "dream" without constantly flirting with a man who has made a point of saying that he's with someone else. Online or off that is just lack of class.

Anonymous said...

Is that why SS never comes around anymore? Because people flirt with him?

Anon616 said...

Hello fellow Ergo happy birthday wishers!
How are you all today?

I ran back in to say
J and Lewis: I'm happy to hear ya'll found Bukowski "interesting" and "LORDY" like! ;)


His work is so passionate. He bears a piece of his soul in every word. Dark, honest, crazy and brilliant. He wasn't trying to impress anyone with 'technique' or pretty, fancy words. It is what it is and that is REAL!

Check it out

He does, indeed, rock my world!

Anonymous said...

I think SS is probably just cezy bizzy maybe, anon. Or, well maybe he is spending time with that loved one of his. I hope so. :D

I miss SS too.

Anyway, today is The Big Party Day! Man, I hate getting ready for a party. I just cleaned my house from top to bottom all damn week and already it is looking messy again. >_< You would think that if you clean it it should stay goddamn clean, but no. A bottle cap here, some crumbs there, dog hair on the rug when I just vacuumed yesterday. WTF. I ask you.

And I'm so socially awkward that it isn't even true. I love having parties and having people over to my house but at the same time I hate playing hostess. I'm always afraid that something will go wrong, or not turn out right, or break, or look stupid. Or that everyone will sit there just looking at me and will be bored. Errr, can't we play Monopoly or something?

But my peach pie came out great! I hope everybody else likes it. O_o

What's everyone else doing on this beautiful day?

toujours said...

*peeks in*

mayo?

anyone?

hello?

*sigh*

back to the classifieds.

toujours said...

whoo! hi kapunua! didn't see you there at first. :)

Anonymous said...

Oh, hey TJ! How's by you? I am just getting ready to go to the store for some last minute niceties.

toujours said...

i'm breathing, so at least i've got that going for me, kapunua. your party sounds like it's going to be fun. :)

Anon616 said...

Hello TJ and K!

On this beautiful day, I am feeling a little like a

Moonchild

Well, at least that is what I am currently listening to and enjoying!
:D

I forgot to say that I AM sending all sorts of extra special, fast working, ultra healing VOODOO to Joey Jordinson (of Slipknot)!

*adds Slipknot to my to be played today list*

Have fun today, everyone!

*blows kisses*

Anonymous said...

I sure hope so, TJ. Only about half the people I expected are coming though. The thing that's got me worried is that I said 4 PM, and all but one person said, "I'll be there, but not till around six." The one person who can be here at 4 is Beautiful Boy. This means two hours of me staring at the ground going, "Uhh, so, uhh..." yeah, real smooth like that! ^_^

Then I want to get everyone together for photographs like I've been talking about. The hardest thing is to get people to be themselves in front of the camera without feeling as if they are on the spot.

Well, we'll see how it goes. :D

Anonymous said...

Oh that note, I'd better get to the store so I can come back here and worry some more. ^_^

Later taters! Enjoy the gorgeous August day! You too, Mayo and SS, wherever you may be.

toujours said...

i'm sure it will all work out fine, kapunua. have a great day. :)

Anon616 said...

Mayo has provided us with a lovely new room. It's nice and roomy!

Anonymous said...

Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
Well until then…

Told me I could run the world
If I kept it clean
Told me I could be the chosen one
If I take one for the team
And it’s the only way to be
Never think it isn’t fair
It’s a green-eyed panic
To the edge of nowhere

Give it to the chick
And see if it ticks
Give it to the kid
See if it sticks
Give it to the wonderful, wonderful me
I’ll let you know on my return just how it is
with all the happy boys and girls

The whole happy world
The way they grew to
(The love they feel about me?)

Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said

Told me I could run the world
If I kept it quiet
They said I could be the man
If I took it out of sight
So in a monkey suit of (pins?)
Having fun with all your friends
How a casual (act can pull?)
All this world to pieces

Give it to the (bunny? bonnie?)
And see if she kicks
Give it to the (puppy?)
See if it sticks
Give it to the wonderful, wonderful me
I’ll let you know when I return on how it is
with all the other boys and girls

The whole fucking other world
The way they feel inside
The why they never make it
The way they are inside
The why I never take the time
The way they are inside
The why I never act surprised
Yeah, just how it is

Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead, I said
Sleep when I’m dead, you angels
I’ll sleep when I’m dead
Well until then…

I may as well be tired, I think
Before I lay me down to dream



Hello hello blogbelievers! It's been a while.(thats a song isnt it? yeah, Stained)

Enjoy the damned day would ya's? You better. You too Mayo. You better too cause I said so. Not that it means anything but it sounded funny. Hugs everyone!
Gone for two days! I'm out!
Whoo hoo! Later. ♥ ^_^ I did it!

Anonymous said...

Screams, runs and hugs Wendy! Has to go getting yelled at now. >_<

Anonymous said...

Um, sorry that was me. Later!

sister midnite said...

Er, I got no idea what's happenin' in here, but I thought I'd stop by & say hey. ^_^

Damn, Mayo's getting lazy with the news posts...

Anywayz, hiya peeps! ♥♥♥

Anonymous said...

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Anonymous said...

Well either option works won't they? I'll take both. What is it that you want from me? (If you answer nothing else, aim for that question please.) I just thought you seemed sad last night. I will no longer declare. I feel like I am talking to a wall. Or a toy. And I am the only one getting caught and punished. I'm glad you are unsure. Stay that way. Then you'll know how I feel. Throw in a little more confusion, humiliation, and a load of pain (unlike any I have felt) and you'll be me. Matching again.

I don't even know what to say to you anymore. I don't even know what you want.

Anonymous said...

Well...it seems the course of blog love never runs smoothly, does it baby?

Anonymous said...

Then again, 6:41 seems so fixated, you might be lucky.

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Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

Anonymous said...

Some say that his genitals are on upside down, and that if he could be bothered, he could crack the Da Vinci Code in 43 seconds...

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