Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Up To The Ground.

Those hills breathe fire
And exhale into the stream
Billows of crackled frames
Mixed with the amassed sordid matter
Of a thousand million leaves
Pelf, from pandered promise
Settles into the hollows
Filling the rift with futile night
They will brush ash from their soles
For an eternity after having been told
Better to swallow holes than believe
What was struck, no longer stands




p.s. and so it went.

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Smoke said...

Night RW! Night K!

I'm about to head that way myself.

So sweet dreams everyone!

Night Mayo! Night SS!

TJ,

I hope everything is okay.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight used anon. Hi and bye RW *big squeeze* sweet dreams! Enjoy your shower solly. Hi mj

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight s&v

Anonymous said...

Goodnight smokie

ergoproxy said...

goodnight smoke Rw sdock K used anon sweet dreams


Hi BC, you feel better today?

Anonymous said...

I didn't tell you to leave K but you come in here when people are trying to have a light hearted chat and you start talking about stuff like where you fit in, and changing the world and it just makes the blog tense and boring. You can stay but try to consider about what other people are talking about and get into their mood.

Anonymous said...

Or at least keep it to your own blog.

Amyranth said...

Halllooooo.... Is there.... anybodyyy... in here....

*has to stop entering through the basement door*

-A

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

I've just realized it's been a while since I've done this, so long in fact this feels entirely awkward.

I finally figured out what the last four lines remind me of: "'Tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."

Other than that, I kind of feel like one of those little warning things that state "Current music" or "Current mood" or whatever the case may be.

Current mood: light and empty

My mind is everywhere at once, focused on about ten different things, and none of them are going anywhere. It's just super frustrating. I hate being flighty.

What about taking this
Empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence?
I haven't had enough.
It's probably because when you're young,
It's okay to be easily ignored.
I like to believe it was all about love for a child.


Anyway, maybe tomorrow.

I really hope you're doing okay. It's sometimes difficult to tell, but I hope you are.

Goodnight, Mayo. I suppose we'll all talk to you later. Have a great Saturday and weekend.



SS,

You, too, dude. I hope you're okay and everything's just fine where you are. I just want to thank you again for what you've done for us and given to us. Thank you.

Have a great weekend.



BlogBelieve,

Goodnight, and talk to you all later. Incredibly sorry for the long, pointless ramble.

Anonymous said...

I'm here Amyranth. Just trying to sweep some unwanted dust under the rug. :)

ergoproxy said...

Hi amy how are you?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight mib and hello amy

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, and talk to you all later. Incredibly sorry for the long, pointless ramble.



At least you apologize for it.

Amyranth said...

Hallo Ergo, MJ and Anon!

Goodnight Mustard!

Quiet for a Friday. Another party I suppose?

-A

Anonymous said...

hi Amyranth ♥

Amyranth said...

Hallo 11:12! ♥ ♥

How are you tonight?

-A

Anonymous said...

good, just putting my point across and then not going to hang out to long tonight. I hope you're having a good night

Original Punk J said...

Dear SS,

See, I said I'd talk to you later today, and here I am. Usually, yeah, I'm up later; tonight seems to be a night for thinking more than talking, though.

First, I trust you're doing alright out there. We haven't heard much from you lately, which is ok, but you know I worry about you when you're away. As long as there's no phone call from the ER or the police, I guess you're keeping on. ;D

I've been feeling better the past few days. A little more medication, a little less stress, some sunshine, and a best friend who's improving with each passing day...all these have helped immeasurably. It's not been an easy year so far (and yeah, I know it's more than half-over); things will maybe start turning around now. Keeping my fingers crossed.

My biggest excitement today was trimming Raindrop's nails. I know, you wish you could've been here to help. I know. We lead a life of rollercoaster thrills and chills. It's understandable that you're envious. *coughsarcasmcough* For one of the first times, no one came out of the experience bloodied or bitten. Not hard, anyway. :D YAY!

For now, I'm going to go; I have Elena's goodnight to post for her. She's been playing nursemaid to Mr Sickie Pants, and hasn't had much "me" time on the computer. I'll leave you with a little poem I wrote.

Love is the River that flows around us all
Lifting us high with Hope of a New Tomorrow
Yet drawing us further into the Unknown
We float along its currents, ever Watchful for
The One True Port that leads us Home


Goodnight, baby. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

Anonymous said...

Night mustard, hi ergo, yeah I feel a bit better today thanks I'm just getting ready for tomorrow It's my nephews' graduation party.

Hiya Amykins

ergoproxy said...

It is a quiet night

I need chocolate

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

So yeah, I'm worn out, but it's one of those good worn outs. It was so nice to get out of the house, spend time with my family, spend a little money, act silly, and laugh my ass off. I needed it more than I realized. It was only when I was on my way back to my house that I became aware of how tense it makes me. My stomach tied up in knots and I was physically shaking. Your "home" should never make you feel that way, so maybe it's not so bad that I'm getting away from all that.

I hope you don't mind my teasing you about the waxing nostalgic thing. You know sdock10 has always tried to tap, tap, tap on your buttons a little. It's all in good fun. Maybe you get a little giggle out of some of the stuff we can come up with. Maybe?

Mayo, I hope you're doing well. I hope your day was as full of smiles and laughter as mine was. Hell, maybe you even got out and checked out the new Batman flick. If not, YOU MUST! I really hope everything is rocking right along in your world. Drop in and let us know how you are. We probably wouldn't object to another chat date with you. Do you think you might could plan another one of those? You could get a kick out of watching us shift our schedules around and wait just for you. 'Cuz you know we would, right?

Fuck yeah, we would.

Have a great night, dude. I'll catch you tomorrow.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. For real, tonight, you are Batman. Do you feel like a superhero?

Anonymous said...

Now is when the good times start. ♥

Anonymous said...

Are you serious?

Anonymous said...

Is who serious?

Anonymous said...

Are you serious?

Anonymous said...

No I like things light hearted and fun. I don't like the serious stuff I think it drives people away. It's arrogant and pretentious.

Anonymous said...

Mayo

Yeah this is a pre-recorded message. I know I’m not gonna be able to write a goodnight later so here I am, doin’ it now. Kinda weird but then not all the unexpected for me. Today I finally got a chance to get out of the house (been dealing with a sickness, not my own) for a week. It felt good to get out. I spent the whole day with Fred going to bookstore and thrift stores gathering up books. Oh course I’ve got tons of work to do now but that’s okay. I found some great books. Even a few true crime books I’ve been looking for forever. Yeah, I could have ordered them but you know that sorta ruins the fun of hunting for things, ya know? Oh and I found some of the old horror comics I just love too. Yep, it was a pretty damn good day.

But now I’m back in the House of Sickness. Must fall back into the nurse role. That’s why I knew I wouldn’t be here tonight. So my good friends told me they’d post this for me. Wouldn’t want you to think I’d deserted you. Shit, I just snorted Coke Zero laughing at that last statement. Yeah, I’m sure that thought would upset you. It’s okay Mayo. To tell you the truth I think you’re a pretty damn patient man to let me write shit to you every night. Of course I’m assuming you read it. Now I’m pondering this…Yeah, I think you probably do. Regardless it makes me feel better. Do you understand? Are there things in your life that you do because they make things feel more stable? Writing my goodnight (even if it isn’t the last thing I write at night) does that for me. There is too much chaos in my life right now. I need things to remind me that eventually (hopefully) thing will get back to normal. Even if normal is sorta boring sometimes I miss it.

Okay enough explaining. Hope you had a good day. Hope tomorrow is even better. I will be spending my tomorrow catching up on paperwork. Boring but necessary. I know, you go do something exciting. That way one of us will have some fun. Just remember when your having fun that Elena told you to. Yeah, you really need Elena’s blessing, right? Rrrrrriiiiiiiiightttttttt.

Night Mayo

Elena (today was better than yesterday. A step in the right direction)

Anonymous said...

Now is when the true colors shine right on through.

Anonymous said...

Begin rant/

For fuck's sake, it's hot tonight!
And I have a migraine.

/End rant

Anonymous said...

I agree.

"Night is the time of true colors and hearts.

Night is the time when the fun starts.

There is no talk of of striving and no politics,

just a bunch of friends with no cliques.

The best time is when the bight crew is awake,

Just come to chat when no one is fake."

Anonymous said...

*Night crew* not bight crew!!

Anonymous said...

The Bight Crew?

Anonymous said...

"Just talking into the night, not trying to change the world,

Night is the time when the true colors are unfurled.

No one cares about your issues or the comments you hog,

Its just a bunch of friends talking on a blog."

Anonymous said...

Night Crew is full
of nothing but fakers
Playing at being anons
and lots of troublemakers

Liars, finger pointers
and lots of hypocrites
Talk of love and acceptance
But they're full of shit

Anonymous said...

Maybe it's the BIGHT crew when the vamp is around!!

Anonymous said...

Night Crew is full
of nothing but fakers
Playing at being anons
and lots of troublemakers

Liars, finger pointers
and lots of hypocrites
Talk of love and acceptance
But they're full of shit


Now that one is quite good. I like that.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Rant said...

Begin rant/

For fuck's sake, it's hot tonight!
And I have a migraine.

/End rant

July 18, 2008 11:42 PM

I have been there.

Amyranth said...

Anon, my night is going well.

I gave my notice at work today. *breathes a sigh of relief*

Goodnight J, Solly and Elena.

Hallo BC!

Ergo, it is really quiet, isn't it?

I apologize if I'm slow to reply, the computer is buggering up lately.

-A

Anonymous said...

A bunch of friends sitting around a fire,

talking nicely with each other, and with a vampyre.

They will talk in a friendly way until morn,

Without ranting about the state of the world and treating it all with scorn."

Anonymous said...

I find comfort in your pain, Martha. I'm that twisted.

Photoshop is even giving me trouble tonight.

I'm just going to read the poetry here instead.

Anonymous said...

They don't drag in their own issues, and they make the blog nice and warm,

together the Night Crew can weather any storm.

It doesn't matter if the other's try to accuse,

or make up fake things to make them feel abused.

Amyranth said...

So what is everyone else up to this evening?

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight J and elena.

Anon I have also been there as well ;)

ergoproxy said...

oh good on you giving notice, I really hope you find something better, there is little point just puttign up with a worplace thats draining you.


and that "begin rant" I totally read as Belgian rant
*guess what sort of chocolate I'm eating!*

Amyranth said...

Rant, are you having a Misery Loves Company day?

I've been like that all week.

-A

Anonymous said...

"Even her friends ignore, the political rants,

they mean about as much as an army of ants.

At night there is no fighting, no fakeness and no fights,

Its strange to think that at night, the blog is much more light."

Anonymous said...

I have Nutter Butters and I share.

Anonymous said...

So this is what you call fun? Celebrating because a certain group of people aren't here?

So sad.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Amy congratulations

Amyranth said...

Are we going to rant about Belgian chocolate?

Ergo, yeah. I was getting tired of being cranky and worn out all the time. I need to do some serious house cleaning too, and I think that sorta depresses me as well.

-A

ergoproxy said...

goodnight elena

sweet dreams, hope your patient gets well soon


I'm going to a class of '98 reunion for my students in about 1 1/2 hrs.

Anonymous said...

Don't give up the fight
when you think something is despotic
I think you're like a knight
only female and quixotic!





(I had to look up a rhyme for quixotic, I think it worked out well. Don't listen to others trying to shut you up or drive you away. Keep on trying to change things for the better).

Amyranth said...

Thank you MJ.

Have you decided on what to do with your job? My suggestion is to tell your boss to shove it up his arse.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I hate cleaning. I had to clean the bathroom today. And someone won't stop putting food in the garbage disposal. It isn't working so I had to clean that out.

I need chocolate too.

Anonymous said...

Belgian chocolate is the best, seriously.

Misery loves company? If that's the case, I fucking adore each and every one of you tonight.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, I'm dreading the day when we get the reunion cards for my high school. I didn't like high school much, and now because of FB, I can see anyone I want anytime I'd like.

Which isn't many, and not often.

-A

Anonymous said...

"For trying to change things with politics, this blog is not the place.

This is a place for relaxing, not talking about what you think is a disgrace."

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Elena, solly

ergoproxy said...

You know what I hate about belgian chocolate??
DO you????
Do you know what really really gets on my goat about chocolate from that place???
huh???

HUH??

Do Ya?????


nothing :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Amy I just sic the union reps on him right now. Both of them stopped being big asses and or now just little asses.

Amyranth said...

Rant, what say we all be miserable and eat chocolate then?

Unless you're to happy to be miserable, then just eat chocolate.

MJ, I had a flashback to that episode of Futurama, where all the robots rebel, and the garbage disposal tried to trick Amy into putting her hand inside to ind a "shiny, diamond ring".

Did anyone hear from Teej today?

-A

Anonymous said...

I don't think anyone asked Kapu to give up the fight. They just want her to take it elsewhere. It won't do any good here anyway.

Anonymous said...

Bitching about the president isn't really groovy

when the rest of your friends are just trying to talk about a movie!

About when no one cares, when will you take a hint?

You should think about the things you say, before you put them in print!"

Anonymous said...

It won't do any good here anyway.


I disagree. I learned some new things from her actually.

Anonymous said...

Kapu bashing anon your poetry is really bad.

Anonymous said...

I have Cadbury but I don't adore anyone enough to share that.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I will be back I have to run to walmart to get a phone charger. Mine stopped working. I also had to get a new battery. Technology sucks.

goodnight if I don't get back in time

Anonymous said...

Doesn't your beloved Frank Iero encourage people to stand up for what they believe in? Leave Kapu alone. You never know who is going to change the world or where they will get started.


---a nice lurker

ergoproxy said...

I've missed my high School reunions from living too far away

I would have liked to have gone, I really have no contact with anyone I went to high school with, just due to distance and stuff, shame really

Amyranth said...

Rant, I only have ice cream. Unidentifiable chocolate, but chocolate nonetheless.

Ergo, I live quite a ways away from my hometown too. I'm undecided if I'd ever go home for a reunion. The only people I'd really go home to see would be my friends, and we can arrange a reunion anytime we'd like.

-A

Anonymous said...

Lurkers are meant to do just that, lurk. Poets are meant to write poetry. Activists are meant to act, not bitch. Just sayin...

ergoproxy said...

goodnight MJ

sweet dreams


Amy I'm the same, I generally catch up with the people I care for when ever I visit my home town

Anonymous said...

I understand that Kapu does a lot of charity work anon. And people are seemingly allowed to bitch about things they think are wrong. It's called speaking up.

And people bitched her out about poetry and now there is nothing but poetry and no one has anything bad to say about that. This blog has double standards.

And if I want to come out of lurkdome sometimes I will and you can't stop me.


--- nice lurker

Amyranth said...

Ergo, I've always wondered how big Australia is. How long would it take you to drive from one end of the country to the other?

-A

Anonymous said...

If my eye weren't now twitching, I'd be ranting about Deviant Art right now.

Anybody here not in a bad mood?

Anonymous said...

I SERIOUSLY DOUBT she is going to change the world. And what charities..... Birds, so what and giving money to Indians, so what, anyone can do that. Who cares if people want to buy diamonds, let them. You can't bitch about everything.

you can't change the world so at least you can just leave a blog alone where people just come to relax with their friends. You don't have to make things feel tense just because you are angry at the way things are in the world.

The best thing you can do is leave people alone and let them have some relaxing times with their friends.

Anonymous said...

With all the fake identities, it has to at least have double standards.

*yawn*

Why stop you? You amuse me.

sally said...

I'm not in a bad mood anon.

Evening amy & ergo, how are you both?

Anonymous said...

Night is the time when a ranter says Ado,

night is the time when colors run true.

You don't have to sit there and listen to stuff about the world

or listen to ranting and raving being hurled.

Anonymous said...

"You don't have to make things feel tense just because you are angry at the way things are [...]

The best thing you can do is leave people alone and let them have some relaxing times with their friends."


Exactly. So...shush.

Anonymous said...

Night is the time to feel like you're at ease,

With no pretentiousness, and no fake identities.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight mj. What's wrong with bitching about the President? He's doing some stupid shit right about now.

Amyranth said...

Rant, my mood isn't horrible. I'm trying not to remember things about my workday, and just remember that I don't have to be there much longer.

-A

Anonymous said...

Why should I Shush, I am only saying the way things are. With the BLOG, which is what this place is. Not about the real world and politics which has no place here.

sally said...

Hey BC, how have you been?

Anonymous said...

Hi Elune. I'm not an anon, lol.

Anon at 12:19, I'll be leaving soon anyway. Let me be with my little rants.

Anonymous said...

Rant anon I was not talking to you, I was talking about Kapu and her insane politics rambling against the government.

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, I'd tell you to look on the bright side but last time I tried it, it hurt my eyes. Good luck to you though.

Anonymous said...

Kapu bashing anon, you're ignorant. Maybe you just don't understand her and she intimidates you. You don't have to agree with her politics but at least she is aware of the world around her.

Anonymous said...

Why shouldn't you?

Kapunua(etc.etc.longnameIcan'tremember) annoys you, so you tell her to shush. You annoy me, so I tell you to shush. Perhaps someone will tell me to shush. Then maybe Kapu will tell them to shush, and the great circle of life will be complete. What a goddamn miracle that would be.

Anonymous said...

I frequent her live journal and I find her funny, irreverent and smart. If she brings some info to this blog well that's good too. If you don't like it you can skip it. The way I will be skipping your ignorance. Good night to you.

Anonymous said...

Hi elune, how are you? Rant anon, I'm not in a bad mood, but sorry to hear that you are :(

sally said...

Hi Rant :)

BC *waves to you from way back here*
Good to read you again.

There seems to be two sets of discussions taking place here.

Anonymous said...

I'm seriously laughing at how confused you people have me.

Maybe Kapu should make one well thought out comment about politics and those who agree can link to it and support her.

Yeah, that's my idea. My head hurts too damn much to think. Or go to bed. Just ignore me.

ergoproxy said...

Hi elune I'm good thanks how are you?


well amy driving from where I am to my state capital is about 1000km, so a good 10-11 hrs

from the very top to the very bottom (counting Tasmania) it is 3700km long by 4000km wide

this compares it to Europe, US, Japan and British Isles

so it's pretty much the same area as the USA just a different shape

Anonymous said...

Kapu if you come back tomorrow I want you to know that I like your passion with these things. also I watched your Kung Fu video and I think you are cute. I have a girls-crush on you as well. Your accent is sweet and you look like a lot of fun. Your friends are attractive and cute as well. Good luck to you.

Anonymous said...

Hi Bleeding Chaos. I'm not really in a bad mood. It just seems like everything is against me tonight.

I'm here for all your general bitching needs.

Anonymous said...

"
Maybe Kapu should make one well thought out comment about politics and those who agree can link to it and support her.
"

Why should she do that?

Other people come here all the time and talk about different things. Movies. Their husbands and boyfriends. Music. Life. Death. The problems in their life. Inspirational thoughts. Poems jokes and stories.

But you want to limit her to one political post??? Hmmm seriously a double standard.

Anonymous said...

Rant anon, when the love anons and others post poetry and song lyrics day and night no one minds. Kapunua posts poetry and people tell her to "keep it to one or two poems".. If you are really not an anon then you should probably know that it doesn't matter WHAT she writes, someone is going to tell her to stop it while everyone else is allowed. you can bet that if someone else came here and wrote political stuff they would not be told what they can and can't post.

Anonymous said...

I'm good Elune, just been spending my day watching movies. Thanks

sally said...

Hey ergo *hugs*

That is fascinating. I never realized the country was so large. And you seem to have such a small population in comparison to the land mass.

ergoproxy said...

Area
Australia 7617930 sq Km
USA 9161923
Canada 9093507
UK 241590


population
Aust 19913144
USA 293027571
Canada 35507874
UK 60270708

Anonymous said...

Now Smoke and Sdock just posted about the movie they saw. But when Kapu posted abotu Iron Man she got told to take her movie reviews somewhere else. But now that Smoke and Sdock are posting a movie review and Kapu is talking about politics she is being told to take the POLITICS somewhere else.

It's not what's being said it's who is saying it. Maybe I don't always know what she's talking about or agree with her but you'd be a fool not to notice that.

Anonymous said...

Holy fuck! Chill out people. It was an idea. At least I thought of one as a compromise. You want to spend days bitching, that's your business.
I'm not an anon, I picked a name. Sorry but my life doesn't consist of tracking the treatment of people leaving blog comments.
So fight with me and get it all out. I sure don't deserve it but I'll take it. It's the grown up thing to do.

Anonymous said...

Thanks Elune *waves* :)

Haha rant, I'm good, but if I need to bitch about something, I'll let you know ^_^

ergoproxy said...

yep elune we have a whole lotta nothing in between all the people.
There are cattle stations the size of US states and small european countries

Anonymous said...

No one is attacking you rant anon. Calm down. You really live up to your name.

If you don't know the people here and what happens then what makes you think you can give advice to them on how to compromise?

Anonymous said...

Begin new rant/

Didn't read about movies.
Didn't read about politics.
Came in, broke ice, got slammed.
This is probably why some of you get shit on.

/End new rant

Anonymous said...

"If you don't know the people here and what happens then what makes you think you can give advice to them on how to compromise?"

It's called trying to help. I didn't claim to have a miracle cure or charge you. Damn...

Anonymous said...

Ummm, no one was insulting you. No one "slammed" you either. You did kind of butt in without knowing the whole story. You are a little defensive over nothing. Calm down.

Amyranth said...

Wow, iTunes takes a frigging long time to download. :p

-A

Anonymous said...

You have no idea how that girl gets picked on by other anons sometimes and regulars. She gets accused of things and told to go talk somewhere else when everyone else is allowed to talk about whatever they want here. So then you came in here saying for her to go talk somewhere else and so yeah. now you're getting defensive and angry for no reason.

Anonymous said...

So you can suck up Kapu's ass or insult her but you can't try to end the conflict? That makes no sense.
Rant has a point.

Anonymous said...

Pppst psssst! This is not "rant anon's" first time here people.....

sally said...

You learn something new everyday Ergo :)

Are you okay Rant?

Anonymous said...

Conflict, what conflict? A bunch of anons or people pretending to be anons once again bitching her out to take it elsewhere. That's not a conflict that is bullying.

Anonymous said...

Psst pssst! YOu all know who "rant" is and why they are starting trouble with this subject......

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello I am back is anyone here?

Anonymous said...

Stop being a cunt and stop defending one. no one cares about her shit about "where she fits in' and no one cares about YOU defending her. If everyone had just ignored her the way EVEN HER "FREINDS" did she would just LEAVE.

Anonymous said...

"So then you came in here saying for her to go talk somewhere else and so yeah."

Uh, did not. I just said to make a clear comment people could support.

I was accused of setting a double standard too. I never set any standards.

Anonymous said...

You're saying her comment was unclear?

There's no need to resort to name calling 12:54

ergoproxy said...

and our biggest cattle station has an area 36421 km sq, 9 million acres


though with that I must be off

have a good night and talk to you all later ♥xx♥

Anonymous said...

K could go on this blog and say 'it's cold today' and someone on thi sblog would tell her to go talk about it somewhere else.

sally said...

Hey Martha, how are you?

Anonymous said...

Give me a hint. Who is rant?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello elune I am doing better. It has been a shitty month for me.

How have you been?

Anonymous said...

Well people feel different about different people. One person talking about a movie could be nice. But if a utter bitch talks about a movie naturally you want her to talk about it somewhere else so you dont' have to read her. Same with bitching about the state of the world and 'why you don't fit in'.

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Ergo!

Hello Elune and Welcome back MJ!

God, iTunes. I don't quite know how I feel about this program :/

-A

sally said...

Goodnight ergo.

Sorry to hear that Martha. I've been kind of up and down as well. Life, I suppose.

Anonymous said...

Take care ergo. Have a good time! Hey mj

Anonymous said...

K could go on this blog and say 'it's cold today' and someone on thi sblog would tell her to go talk about it somewhere else.





Because she is a bitch. Karma already bit her in the ass. Why do you think the anons got her fired? To get her to SHUT THE FUCK UP ON THE BLOG about her life.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight ep.

I hate itunes. Why because I have to get all the songs I have on my ipod in my computer or itunes will detle everything on my ipod.

I did find a way to reverse sync the songs form my ipod to my computer. But it is hard to do

Anonymous said...

Rant is Kapu. She needs attention.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello amy and bc

toujours said...

mayo,

no news. doctors never call when they say they will.

but i was allowed to remove the bandage today, and once again shower. seeing the gouge in my chest, seeing the bloody messy line held shut with steri-strips, smaller than i anticipated but sore, so sore with the bandage removed, seeing that was a bigger shock than i had expected.

i'm very good about not thinking about things. i can distract myself easily and effortlessly. i have the brain of a ferret. just dangle something shiny in front of me.

the downside is that things-not-thought-about tend to jump out suddenly and devour you.

so it was this evening.

the fear ate me alive. it's cracking my bones and sucking my marrow even now.




that's all i have for you tonight. the strength has drained away, the courage has failed, the hope fled, and the magic stones are all fallen away through holes in my pockets.

i am sore, i am a heart in shards, and there is no magic for me tonight, and no life. there is only that horrible gaping fear of my empty future.

good night, mayo. my apologies.

Anonymous said...

Most people here agree with you anon. She is a bitch. But her bitchy side only gets shown to certain people. those know that SS likes her and doesn't like to see the 'Lovelies' fight. So they are on their best behavior when in truth, they are dying to tell her to her face to stop fucking BABBLING and go somewhere else.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Elune life right now is a big piece of dog shit on the bottom of my shoe.

sally said...

Toujours, you are a very brave lady :)

Lots of big hugs. Take care.

Anonymous said...

Kapu would not tell herself to "compromise" she only knows one thing, and that is talking about whatever is on HER mind. if eople are talking about music she will talk about a movie. If people are talking about movies she will be talking about politics. No one gets along with her.

Anonymous said...

Amy, what's wrong with itunes?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Tj have you tried calling your DR. When I had my cat scan I had to call my dr to get the results

Anonymous said...

People who constantly defend her are cunts. They know it so that's why they don't really defend her.

Anonymous said...

So who is rant then?

Anonymous said...

I'm glad we got her to stop talking to Mayo.

Anonymous said...

TJ *hugs*

Amyranth said...

Teej, you're going to be fine. I think your heart is strong enough to keep beating. It's not broken, only bruised.

-A

Anonymous said...

OMG I know. I hated her stupid bullshit she always wrote to Mayo. The poems and the good nights.

Amyranth said...

BC, just the initial setup. The importing and all the pictures and jazz. :P

I'm glad I don't have an actual iPod, just a card to download some songs.

-A

sally said...

Martha, I do know that feeling. But I always try to look for the little things that make me happy. And they are usually things we take for granted everyday, but I'm more cognizant, those days.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

"went ahead and joined theyoungturks.com"



Maybe the OLD JERKS instead.

Anonymous said...

Good one!

sally said...

What sort of music are you downloading amy?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Amy I have an ipod. I just don't use itunes for my music


Elune. the things that make me happy are to few and far between right now. And it seems that laughing or having a smile on my face attract assholes to me

Anonymous said...

People don't like ones who rant about wanting to change the world. It's annoying.

Anonymous said...

I have not even caught up, all I can say, you people that I told to watch Dr. Horrible, don't. Joss Whedon is a fucking sadist. It's just random meaness.

Anonymous said...

OMG it annoys me so much also when people esay that they 'went ahead and did something'. Can't you just say you DID it? I'm sorry but that phrasing sounds so pretentious.

sally said...

Funny 1:20, that must have been the attitude MCR encountered.

Martha in what way?

Amyranth said...

Elune, right now I'm trying to get these songs:

True Believers - Bouncing Souls
New Soul - Yael Naim
Oooh La La - Rod Stewart

And Mister wants some music too, but I'm waiting until the morning to do any actual downloading. The computer is running slow enough as it is.

MJ, which iPod do you have?

-A

Anonymous said...

MCR was different, Kapu is just a bitch

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It seems that when ever I am in a good mode my supervisor show up to tell me how much I suck.


Amy 160gb

sally said...

True Believers - Bouncing Souls

Great song amy!

1:23, sorry, I don't agree with you. She may come across that way to others because she is naturally opinionated and passionate about things, but she is totally misinterpreted.

Carrie said...

You know? I am so gonna play the hypocrite card and say lay the fuck off of her. Also, I think Entropy's computer is a fucktard.

Amyranth said...

MJ, I have the same problem.

I do what I can, even though I'm not fully trained on anything, and regardless of what I do, or how much I do, my boss gets pissed about the one thing I missed.

-A

Anonymous said...

TJ you're still tied tight

Amyranth said...

Hallo Carrie!

How is Entropy? Is she alright? Is her boyfriend and Dad okay?

-A

sally said...

Martha, it sounds like your supervisor is hell bent on making everyone feel the way he does.

Discontented people breed disharmony.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Carrie


Amy I can't even walk in the door with out being told I fuck up the day before. As as he sees me. You know you did this and this wrong. and than every time he comes by he has to remind me.

If I am lucky the other one won't come by and start up with it as well. Because the other supervisor doesn't know when to shut up. I had to hid in the bathroom from him one time.

Carrie said...

yeah, boyfriend is fine, it was her Mom that was in hospital, but now she's fine too, and they will all be fine until they watch the fucking third part of Dr. Horrible, which is kind making me want to organize a Joss Whedon kick ass party, and not in a good way, it is a party, in which we repeatedly kick him in the ass.

Amyranth said...

MJ, the other thing to keep in mind is management needs to know when it's time to step down.

I'll be the first to say it, I'm a shitty manager. If I had the proper training and support, maybe I could have been something good, but it didn't work out that way. One of the other girls I work with told me just to step up and tell the SM what my problems are, but where would that get me? Yes, the squeaky wheel gets the grease, but what if it really needs an axle replacement? Grease isn't going to do shit all after awhile.

-A

Anonymous said...

Hi carrie

Anonymous said...

Carrie, how bad was Dr. Horrible? I read that joss wrote it with his brother

Carrie said...

BC, first two parts were like, awesomeness, for real. Last part, yeah, I wanted to shank him.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

What is Dr. Horrible? And I am glad that Entropy's loved ones are alright.


Amy if only that would work. People have told that supervise to get the fuck away from them. He keeps on talking. The have left their work areas to get away from him. He follows asking what is wrong. At least with the ass hole you can tell him off and he gets the point.

Amyranth said...

MJ, yeah he sounds like he just doesn't get the point. People like that... *shakes her head* It's sad when they end up in management. My SM is like that too. She spends all day secretly digging on you about stuff, then acts surprised when you hand her your resignation.

-A

Carrie said...

Dr. Horrible is a side Joss Whedon project that was good for the first two parts and then pissed me off, also, OMG Martha, Dr. Who? That show is mindfuck city right now!!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Amy this guy got hurt at work so for some reason that can't firer him. So they just keep moving him around.

sally said...

Have to go now. It was good to talk to you all.

Goodnight and take care :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes it is. I watched the last four episode over the weekend. I have to say I was very happy to see Rose get all jealous about Martha.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Elune

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Elune.

MJ, that's pretty shitty. There's a girl who got injured at my job too, and she's supposed to be on WCB, but she's so bored at home that she's begged to come back on light duty.

-A

Carrie said...

Oooh, haven't got that far yet, just watched the Donna one tonight, with the turn signal and stuff.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Where she turns left instead of right so she never meets the Dr. And Martha ends up dying.


I loved the episodes about the library.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I was listening to a Dr who podcast. It seems no one wants DT to leave. At least the people who called in and the people who run the podcast.

A lot of people were saying he DT is their favorite dr now.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight elune, sweet dreams

Carrie said...

He definitely is Annie's, but I know he is leaving, but it will also be another good year before it happens. I figure I liked the dr before him, so I will trust the casting directors. But yeah, have to admit, I will miss him bigtime.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I have killed the blog.


I ♥ David Tennant


I ♥ David Tennant

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I think the head writer is leaving as well.

Amyranth said...

Yaaak...

Hazel's eye is weeping again. She finished her meds this past Sunday, and I just had her come up in my lap and she's squinty and weepy from that same eye. Great. I'm glad I still have some drops left.

-A

Amyranth said...

Anyway Ladies and Lovelies, I'm going to head off to bed. One sick cat, and one cranky cat aren't making for a peaceful night at all!

Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo, and SS (checks under the sofas).

Hm.

See you all at some point tomorrow!

-A

Anonymous said...

I'm off for the night. Goodnight guys

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight amy and bc.

Amy I hope your kitty gets better

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello anon

Anonymous said...

two hearts beat as one

Martha Smith-Jones said...

U2

Anonymous said...

♥♥
:-)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

:-)

Anonymous said...

Hallo Marthajones.
:-)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

What are you up to tonight anon?

Anonymous said...

Waiting.you?

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