When I was young I was picked on quite a bit. The usual set of circumstances, I was an easy target (smart, quiet, odd, insecure) and once the kids found my buttons they didn’t relent. For a long time I tried to ignore them. I spent a lot of time reading because I thought that with a book in front of my face I would blend into the background. And, for a while I did. From behind those first books I developed my love of the written word. Beginning with the marvels I found in the library and then later the stories I found in my own head. My need to escape elementary school torment helped foster my imagination, I suppose. I need to thank those kids for that.
So anyway, a few times the kids pretended that they wanted to be my friend. A kid would ask if I wanted to hang out on the playground either at recess or after school. The first couple of times I bought it. It was a pathetic display of desperation that, looking back now, makes me laugh. You can see that kid, right?...very awkward, over-filled book bag, disheveled clothes, greasy hair, hopeful smile. I would wait for my friend to show up and of course they wouldn’t and I would eventually trudge home. Sometimes they would gather somewhere along my route and give me a hard time shouting “Who were you waiting for back there?” and “Did you really think we’d be friends with you.” It was worse when they would wait until the next day bringing my humiliation to school to share with the rest of the class.
Why am I telling you this? Well…insight I suppose and also to offer some context that you may draw from for those times when I seem a bit vague (yes, really). I have had to overcome and still battle with some pretty substantial trust issues. Always present in the back of my mind is the voice telling me to watch out for anyone who gets too close because they probably have an ulterior motive that will leave me in a rut. It has taken me a long time and years of therapy to be able to ignore that voice and share even my more simple weaknesses with friends (without the guise of fiction). And, so I share this piece of myself, my past with you.
p.s. I am not sure what you will glean from my palate but my gut holds plenty.
(Not at present: soon and I'll let you know when.)
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maybe blogger ate everyone else but us amy O_O
My, the excitement's enough to break a sweat, hunh?
Yep. Thought so.
Hey guys. How's it going tonight?
Hi Andrea, how're you?
I'm doing really well. How are you?
Hi love anons :)
Hi andrea, how are you?
yay ep! yipee! hands out some wine to everyone
I'm not a love anon. 12:13 is what I posted but I dont know where it is from?
Trying to figure it out still looking
Hello all. Amy, EP, Andrea, OpJ, anons
Hi BC. I'm good, how are you? Did you write your new blog yet? (Guess I could just go check, huh?) :)
Hallo Andrea!
-A
Hallo BI!
Damn, my computer is slow tonight.
-A
Hello Amyranth, hello BI.
BC, I love your rabbit!
Hello BC
I just read my horoscope and it sais I will come into money soon. It always says that! I have yet to see any money! Lying sacks of poop!
lol
hi andrea how are you?
Amy your dress sounds lovely. Do you have shoes to match your new dress?
wishes could be alone for 10 fucking minutes
Doing fairly well, Andrea, sorry it took me so long to answer, just jumping from place to place tonight.
Short attention span. :/
Hey BI, fellow grade-skipper, how are you?
Hi Ergo!
No worries J, I am multitasking as well!
did you hear that? must be an echo.
BI, not yet. I have some gold flats that will look pretty good, but I'm kind of considering heels instead..
-A
thank you
More anons with issues, gosh we're just loaded with them tonight. What's up with YOU guys?
sorry no issues, two anons who are in love should ring or text each other.not that hard to do.
Two anons are in love?
OP J. Ahaha, fellow school skipper. I did skip school alot to tell you the truth but did not skip 4th grade my parents would not let me.
Oh, I did read something about IQ's earlier today. You J are in a class way above many and you can join Mensa. (the elite group for smart people)
I cannot. I think I miss the requirements by 3 points or something like that.
Shakespeare was off the charts they said paraphrasing here. 168 or higher is in the Shakespeare category. I had to chuckle at that one.
Amy, gold flats with yellow dress? You did say yellow right? Will they go together?
I cant picture it. I am sure it will look lovely on you.
yes there are two love anonymouses
Anonymous said...
wishes could be alone for 10 fucking minutes
July 29, 2008 12:46 AM
go away and be the fuck alone then
amy is it a real sunny yellow?
I'd look for a little pair of pale gold or yellow strappy sandals with a small , maybe kitten heel, or mules ~ I looooove mules
Aww, anonymouses in love. How cute.
I'm not sure how much I buy into the whole IQ thing. I think most of the standardized tests are culturally biased.
could be wrong looks like there's more
Aww thanks Andrea. My new post is up, but it's pretty short. Just feeling a bit tired to make it any longer :)
Hi B, I hope you're well?
Good suggestions ergo. Off white may work too
I am okay BC. Hope you had a good day at least.
go away and be the fuck alone then
July 29, 2008 1:01 AM
so sweet!brings tears to my eyes
True andrea. I dont put much credence into them. You can always learn and grow on your own and i am sure as you get older you score would change. I've read not by much but it can.
Who knows? Who is to say for sure?
I know the test was invented in 1905 that'll tell you something right there. :0
Yep, I'm okay B, thanks
And, there's always black, Amy, if you find nothing else.
BI, when I was tested again in--what? 10th grade?--my IQ was then 151. It was higher than my boyfriend's, and he was not amused.
Imagine.
But, they talked to me about advanced classes and all that other crap. I didn't want to do that. I was smart enough to know there was more work in the advanced classes, and since I hated schoolwork, why would I want to do more? :P
And Mensa? Mmm, don't think so. I always imagine the members being hoity-toity and snobbish, in the fakest kind of way. And I'm not like that.
So I'll just hang out with everyone else. I'm happy.
Looks around )_) (_(
I showered today. I really did. I swear
I kinda always wanted to join Mensa, but I'm not willing to pay an annual fee to do it.
andrea they test one aspect of intelligence, and they are better these days than in the past
though there are many types of ability that IQ tests miss.
But they are a tool, though not an end point
Very true, Ergo.
I am glad your not the snobbish kind J. Good to know. :)
I didnt like school either. I did like college. They didnt treat you like a little kid.
My iq was 126. I think. I was told you can only have even numbers from an iq test, is that true?
I bet your b/f was not amused. Too bad on him. ;P
My husband always says I am smarter than he is. I dont know about that. I tend to "read" more than he does that could be it.
I was suggested Mensa but didn't really see the point, it's not really relevant to anything I do in real life
BI, there are different IQ tests that are scored differently. The test that I took doesn't have any restriction as far as odd or even numbered scores, but I can't speak for the test you took. They're all a little different from one another. By the same token, a 126 on one particular test may not be the same as a 126 on another test. Some of them have different scales of measurement.
Aw thats nice of you OPJ to hang out with the lower classes and stupid people since you are so smart!!! Thanks for thinking about the rest of us!! But if your IQ is so high why do you always act like an immature ass on the blog and why is your writing so bad?? And how come you never had a real job and you spend your time on a blog trying to get into Frank Iero's pants instead of going out with all your smarts and doing something?? Oh I forgot it's because you're not a snob.
You are so fake.
Augh! Blasted Electro-box!
Anyway, dress is yellow, flats are gold, considering white strap heel sandals, if I can' find them for cheap before Friday.
So, what'd I miss?
*plunks popcorn bowl on the coffee table*
-A
My IQ is about a thousand. But I spend my time writing bad porn and hanging out with people I know I am better than. Because I'm nice.
Speaking of bad writing.
Again, I will remind you of your friends, spelling and punctuation.
In fact, why don't you use the spellcheck function on your personal computer?
-A
they usually refer to your percentile
Mensa has to be at least in the 98th percentile (top 2% of scores)
I don't see anything spelled wrong..... But then again I'm not the one claiming to be soooo smart.
andrea said...
I kinda always wanted to join Mensa, but I'm not willing to pay an annual fee to do it.
July 29, 2008 1:17 AM
Why pay someone for permission to be smart? (joke)
BI, reading a lot DOES improve your vocabulary, your stores of knowledge, and your attitude towards so many things (I think). I love to read. I'd much rather read than watch TV.
1:25 sounds like a certain rockstar
You have to have a 131 and above to join Mensa.
At least you can ergo and andrea and J if you wanted to.
I wouldnt pay to join them even if I could.
you are right that there are many other things that factor into a person's intelligence. It is just that a tool
Anon at 1:25, OPJ is not nice. My personal opinion is that she's a paranoid shit head.
1:28 it does doesn't it, but I wasn't talking about him.
Right, percentile can be applied to any IQ test, regardless of the way it's scored. So if you get 125 on one test, and 130 on another, you *should* (in theory) still be in the same percentile, within a reasonable margin of error.
Anon at 1:25, OPJ is not nice. My personal opinion is that she's a paranoid shit head.
July 29, 2008 1:29 AM
But remember she's a tortured soul!! It isn't easy being so smart and being smarter than everyone else. Especially when you don't sound smart. That must be frustrating so you can't blame her for being so tortured!
ergo, the funny thing is I found a chart that gives suggestions of what people with certain iq's occupation would be. ie: a teacher with iq of 124-132 and so on.
Very interesting. As I read through the article I started thinking of you and Amy. If i can find it I'll "try" to post it
Her smarts are probably what got her her 'special connection' to SS that they wrote about on mcrumourcontrol. He probably doesn't talk to anyone who isn't as smart as her.
BI, that article sounds very interesting. Nothing wrong with someone pointing out what you should be, as some people have a hard time realizing it for themselves.
-A
ok 1:29, but there's always room for improvement on the porn :)
Anonymous said...
Her smarts are probably what got her her 'special connection' to SS that they wrote about on mcrumourcontrol. He probably doesn't talk to anyone who isn't as smart as her.
Which is precisely why he doesn't talk to you!
:)
-A
andrea that is interesting. Thank you for the info. I dontknow what the heck i took it was a loong time ago. It was 4th grade. You always take many different tests in 4th grade.
Lord knows I can never figure it out for myself.
I think one of the top occupations suggested by my IQ test was Librarian. I found it ironic, since the IQ test was being administered as part of an evaluation for a reading disability.
Go figure.
BI, I think, at least in Canada, that they do standardized testing for all kids around that age/year. Everyone gets the results mailed to their parents as far as I know.
-A
The SPecial Connection is the dildo she talked about putting up his ass.
1:36. Please. The less said about that stuff that they wrote about SS, the better. It was embarrassing enough that they wrote it and brought it here. You don't have to keep bringing it back up. It was humiliating. It still is so can you drop it?
I agree that their SS porn shouldn't keep being brought up. It embarrasses me for him and for them. I hate when anons bring it up. Let the OPS keep making asses of themselves. They don't need you to keep reminding them about the SS porn, everyone knows about it.
Whatever. It didn't embarass them so I don't see why anyone else would feel like that but whatever. Sorry.
1:39 I feel I need to correct you. Wasn't it about a certain band member?
No one knows the identity of SS. That would be a bit presumptuous.
YOu might want to consider SS's feelings, should he ever come around again. Maybe it's not fun for him to keep having that brought up over and over.
No one knows the identity of SS. That would be a bit presumptuous.
July 29, 2008 1:44 AM
Noooo because at the end of it they call him King of Fuckfest 2007. That was SS.
Folks, I think I'm headed to bed.
I'm going to see The Subways tomorrow night, and I have to get up early so I can be at work early, so I can leave early, so I can get to the concert on time. Blah.
Have a good night everyone!
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
SS even had that on his page that he was King of the fuckfest before they wrote that.
This chart is not the exact one I read earlier today but it is close
89-100 would be employable as store clerks
111-120 have the ability to become policemen and teachers
121-125 should have the ability to excel as professors and managers
125 and higher demonstrate skills necessary for eminent professors, executives, editors
Amy,I didnt know they tested everyone in Canada. Interesting.
andrea, I just read something that said there are 5-6 parts and you can score differently on each one.
For Wendy :)
1.24 and 1.25,
Well, let's start at the beginning. I don't judge people by their IQs. We were talking about it last night, and that's all there is to it. In my opinion, all the people here are very intelligent and well-spoken.
"Immature ass", am I? What you call immature, I call having a sense of humor and retaining childlike qualities. Sorry you think my writing's bad, but if you don't like it, don't read it. And if you feel you can do better, then by all means, feel free.
I worked for 15 years as a speech pathologist; I have a Master's degree. I worked in different jobs until 2004, when my health got so bad I had to apply for disability. I've been on disability for diabetes since 2006. THAT'S why I don't work now. But I most certainly did work, and wish that I still could.
Honestly, you anons are the ones who talk about me trying to get into Frank's pants. Yes, I do find him very attractive. He's my type. But I also think he's a wonderful musician, a kind soul, and a passionate activist. He's a good person. I like him. I don't usually talk about him at all b/c the minute I do, people like you crawl out of the woodwork and screech at me. There are other people here who talk about other men far more than I do about Frank. Start reading.
Obviously you have nothing better to do than lurk and wait for someone you don't like to come along. Then you can indulge in your hobby of harrassing other people.
You should take up something more rewarding, like reading to the elderly or working in a soup kitchen.
But they have a special connection to SS as reported on mcrumourcontrol, and they know Mayo's secret.
Goodnight Andrea. Have fun tomorrow!
they are presuming things as well.
I don't judge people by their IQs.
Awwwww! Thank you OPJ! What an honor!
Anon at 1:48, according to the OPS, they dind't presume Mayo's secret. Two people TOLD them Mayo's secret.
thanks BI :)
I always think people should work with their abilities, high IQ may be of benefit in some fields but more practical skills which aren't tested for are much more beneficial in other fields. And learning styles can differ immensely as well as the way people recall
And all abilities need a certain degree of common sense and people skills. Many incredibly intelligent people be hopeless as they can't relate to others.
Finding the way to make someone shine is the important part regardless of where or how
Goodnight Andrea, sweet dreams.
Yes, BI, that's true. I scored very highly on a couple parts of my test, and not so well on a couple others.
My test was the WAIS III.
It's made up of two sections, each with a set of subtests. They combine your scores from each section into one composite score.
1:49 you believe this? I don't.
a passionate activist.
Which explains why you've been posting all those links when you think he might be lurking and pretending that the FBI has a file on you. Please. I doubt they care about someone who spends all her time on the internet talking to Frank Iero's pants and writes bad porn. Even if you say that your IQ is a million.
1:51..... Well, someone must have told them something fo rthem to blurt out on the blog.
J, ignore them.
Dont let them bother you or upset you. You do not have to explain yourself to anyone if you choose not to.
Plus, I just read you are a genius!
:)
How much does his love for his wife tear you up. You haven't made a secret of how you feel about her.
*waves hand excitedly*
Ooooh!! Ooooooooohhh!!!
Pick me! Pick ME!! I know Mayo's Secret, for god's sake PICK ME!!
-A
Plus, I just read you are a genius!
She said so on an internet blog. It must be true!
She also said that she knew Mayo's secret! That must be true too!
And that some people on this blog set them up with a fake email! That must be true too!
what did they blurt out? nothing. they just implied something, what that is, I don't know but I don't think it's anything of great importance.
And all abilities need a certain degree of common sense and people skills. Many incredibly intelligent people be hopeless as they can't relate to others.
Finding the way to make someone shine is the important part regardless of where or how
July 29, 2008 1:49 AM
You are so right. Common sense gets you the farthest in life. IMO.I have witnessed it firsthand.
I was going to say that myself. So true
Honest to gods, I'm going to stop refreshing the page now.
Goodnight everyone. :)
Ignore the anons J. They're only shedding a few emo tears because whining and bitching is what they do best. And they're bored
Goodnight Andrea!
-A
Alex Trebeck picks Amy for the win!
*grins at BI*
-A
Hahaha Amy. Someone please answer this very super, ultra sekkret, important question for me:
When the hell does school start?!?
It was embarrassing enough that they wrote it and brought it here.
Well, we know that's not true. Never brought it here. That was YOU guys who did that.
If you bothered to read anything, you'd have seen that L/EMERALD posted the links today. Not me. You never did figure out there are two of us. And she even has a new screen name!
You little lambs just go ahead and bitch about me all you want to. I don't care. And yeah, I see those spelling errors.
Here's one question for you all, I figure there's about 3 of you:
Why do you hate me?
BC,
Not fucking soon enough.
-A
they sound like a bunch of high schoolers with nothing better to do with their summer vacation.
go mow someone's lawn. go excerise.
goodnight andrea sweet dreams
did you have fun? :)
Waiting for an answer...a real answer, too. Not your usual tired old phrases.
Could it be...?
Exactly 2:02
Even them wiping their asses would be a great extracurricular activity for them.
*offers some popcorn around*
J, I think they don't plan on saying why they don't like you. In fact, I'm willing to bet, between them that they can't scrounge up a coherent answer.
-A
Anonymous said...
did you have fun? :)
July 29, 2008 2:03 AM
did who have fun?! watching anons attacking someone? no. I bet you certainly did
Nope, they're too persistent. That one comment was too personal, too.
"Anon at 1:25, OPJ is not nice. My personal opinion is that she's a paranoid shit head."
July 29, 2008 1:29 AM
THAT one.
duplicitous
Thanks for the popcorn A.
Hey wait a minute, you didnt spit in it did you?! o_0
*takes popcorn from Amy*
Yeah, Amy, I'm with you. I know the answer to that question anyway. And so do you. :I
God no.
I don't spit in popcorn, but I'll warn you, it's plain. No butter, no salt, no nothing.
-A
J thats been said about other people too. Ignore it. Not worth getting upset about. In my opinion
You are giving them what they want. Dont give it to them. They are getting a reaction out of you.
Dont give it to em
makes a new batch of popcorn and passes "it" around and eyes Amy -_-
dont spit in it. j/k
*starts to laugh*
-A
Bleh, cant eat it plain.Thanks for the thought
that line is from a movie called Weird Science. Funny as hell. It's dated but still makes me laugh.
You should watch one night if you arent busy or if its a rainy night. I think you will laugh. Especially at the 80'a clothes.
Oh no, BI, I'm not upset at all. You weren't around for the big crapfest in, what, February? This is nothing comparatively. These sweet darlings can't hurt me, they don't bother me, and they're really bad about bringing up the same 'topics' every time. Although the IQ attack WAS new...
Bleh, cant eat it plain.Thanks for the thought
that line is from a movie called Weird Science. Funny as hell. It's dated but still makes me laugh.
You should watch one night if you arent busy or if its a rainy night. I think you will laugh. Especially at the 80'a clothes.
BI, I think I did see it before. They made it into a TV show as well, didn't they?
J? Are you still around?
-A
Yeah, A, we were typing at the same time. :)
Freakin blogger! stupid shit posted twice!
Anyway J. They only brought up IQ because they just read it and they do not have a high one I guess if they cant get their facts straight.
Enjoy some popcorn, you can have mine which is lite, lightly buttered and some salt.
Or you can have A's which is plain and like cardboard.Unless, she ate it all. o_0
just teasing you A. everybody in my house likes popcorn plain. I cant eat it plain. I gag.
thanks amy !
yum
eek, I can't have plain popcorn. It has to have butter in it
Why thank you BI, that's very kind of you.
Ergo, there you are! Did you take cover behind the couch? Smart move.
Amy: pearl necklace, and, a hoagie. :D
You know A, I dont know if they ever made it into a television series.
I will have to check that out one day.
passes my popcorn to BC, whispers me too, plain. bleh. :)
BI, I could have sworn they did. But there's tons of things that I thought had happened that haven't really.
-A
Oh, I think they did! It was on, like, the USA channel or something. Didn't stay on too long, I don't think.
I liked the show "Square Pegs", did you ever see it, BI?
*grins at J*
-A
BI, I could have sworn they did. But there's tons of things that I thought had happened that haven't really.
-A
I dont know. You could be right. Dont feel bad. I always think older actors and actresses are dead. Thats awful! They all tease me. Funny thing is the hubby is saying that sort of stuff now. I crack up.
Some days I am right on and some days I have shit for brains. What can I say.
Square pegs.. sounds familiar.
What was it about again. I dont know
1982! Square pegs. I didnt watch that show. I know how I heard of it was a special on Sarah Jessica Parker and i think she was in it.
Is that right? If not, I dunno
Some days I am right on and some days I have shit for brains. What can I say.
No different than the rest of us! There are days where I'm lucky I know the date, time, and where I'm supposed to be!
-A
You are right A and J.
They did have a series on TV in the 90's 94-97. I never saw it
Learn somethin new everyday
*got kicked out of blogger, then quickly whispers thank you to B, then snickers*
^_^
hello, i wandered off and now i'm only back to say good night.
so: good night!
:)
It was, ironically, a show about a little group of misfits in high school. Sarah Jessica Parker was in it. It wasn't on long, either, but it was cute.
Guys, I think I need to go to bed. Thanks for hanging with me and helping with the, uh, thing.
Goodnight Amy, BC, BI, Ergo, probably will see you tomorrow. Elena, if you're reading and not writing, I'll call you tomorrow.
Mayo, maybe you should look into installing a security system in the Castle...just sayin'.
SS, well...I got nothin'. I can't even think of anything to say. Just, goodnight baby. I love you.
Thank Heaven today's over.
Aaaw! Goodnight Teej!
-A
J, check your email!
-A
Bed time for Imortals, is there such a thing? There is for me!
Strange, intersting evening. I still dont know who SS is. I am surmising that some suggest it is Frank. I dont know and I am not sure if I wanna know at this point. :)
Goodnight J,A,Ep and lurkers, watchers and the like.Sweet dreams. Be good to each other.
Oh sorry BC. I thought you left. Goodnight. :)
sorry doing book work so I get tied up with the calculator
goodnight J and BI and TJ (wondered where you'd gone)
sweet dreams
Don't worry about it Ergo. I think it's finally quieting down a bit.
-A
mayo,
so that's truly that. what was ostensibly keeping me here is done. i'm free to return to my life, whatever that might be.
and i'm so ready to go. i have cabin fever. i need winter to be over.
but it's not quite the changing of the seasons yet. i'm yearning for the fresh green air of spring, but there's a little bit of winter left for me to endure.
in her book the summer of the danes, ellis peters wrote "every spring is the only spring -- a perpetual astonishment." i am eager to step out into the new world that awaits me and see what wonders are there, i can feel the energy bubbling up under my skin, i am willing to do every thing for the first time again. all my hopes and dreams are there, in that sweet vibrant season just ahead.
the waiting isn't easy, but it's necessary. i'll need all my strength.
i just have to hibernate a little while longer. i'll sleep, and dream of bright green leaves.
good night, mayo. i have my charms and talismans to get me through. (playing one on repeat right now, in fact. *grin*) i hope you have some, too. we all need a little extra help, sometimes.
sweet dreams, my friend.
Goodnight and sweet dreams B, J, TJ :)
Goodnight BI, and J!
-A
I think I'm going to sloth off to bed. The cat got tired of pestering me about an hour ago, now he's sitting on top of my monitor, staring at me.
Goodnight Lovelies! Mayo! SS!
*looks up inside the chimbley*
-A
goodnight amy sweet dreams
you can't ignore a feline stare
see you BC sweet dreams too
I'm off to sort out my mess lol
bye all ♥xx♥
Goodnight Ergo, Amy. I'm off to bed.
Sugarplum: I miss you, my friend. I hope you're fully recovered and that you'll come back soon. The nights are not the same without you. *smothers with super ultra ultra ultra sloppy yet special kisses* No Killer sightings yet I'm afraid.
M(No, I'm not talking about Mayo) where the hell are you dude? You are super missed, like big time. You always seem to bring a sense of serenity to the blog. I really miss that.
Anonymeese: I miss you too. It's been a long time since we last seen you.
Bella: I hope you're well. It's been a while since I last talked to you.
SIM: I miss you super much, and our AIM convos. Love and hugs to you.
DG: I hope life is doing better for you.
Night everyone!
Mayo
Goodnight sleep tight
Don’t let the bed bugs bite
Elena (Be careful of things that go bump in the night)
yep
Mayo, the photos of your ex, burn them.
Free yourself.
Fire can't free you from the past.
Maybe fire can't free you from the past, but burning those pictures of the ex can give you a little satisfaction as you watch them melt off the photo paper. It's even more fun to poke out their eyes in the photos first and then burn them.
Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
Just let go and move on. There is nothing to be gained in letting hatred for the past eat you alive.
Fire will destory the photo but not the emotions.
Trust me, I know.
I think burning them is better than hanging on to them and having them constantly remind you of that person and relive the anger every time you see them. For myself, when I burned every stupid photo of him I symbolically released the anger and the hold that he still had on me, and when the last one burned, I really did feel much better. But everyone is different and deals with these situations in their own way.
All this talk of picture burning has now gotten this song stuck in my head: Picture to Burn - Taylor Swift ^_^
morning mayo. Morning SS. Morning blogbelieve. Just a quick hello as no time. Miss you all. Have great tuesdays. Love to you all.
Morning Mayo!
Morning FASC (in caravan), Elena & Anon(s)!
If I can stick my beak in I would say don't burn them Mayo. It's much more empowering to keep a photo and choose not to look at it - demonstrate to yourself that a piece of paper has no hold over you! Then again, I'm writing as a girl who can never buy multipacks of chocolate bars, etc... because I have ZERO self-control.
FASC, is the weather as s*** as it is here?
I agree elena.
Bye!
Have a great day, guys!
LOL
That's it. That's all I got right now. Buwahahaha.
Morning everyone!
Later everyone!
^_^
*steps over piles of large black feathers on the porch*
*puts on hip boots*
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Kass, FASC (in caravan), Elena, BC, Possum, Miranth; various non rabid anons, watchers and lurkers; pyromaniacs and fire fighters in the world o’blogbelieve.
How are you today? Hardy and jaunty, I hope!
*sneaks up behind Kass and wraps her in anaconda like grip, again*
FASC: Thank you for having that glass of red wine for me, love!!! It was aged and chilled to perfection. Would you mind having something a bit stronger for me today? How about a nice Long Island Iced Tea, a Bloody Mary or Grey Goose and Pineapple - I repeat P-I-N-E-A-P-P-L-E! Or, if those are too complicated, GlenLivet on the rocks will be most satisfactory! ;)
Continue having fun and staying safe!
Ergo: Has that darn falcon landed yet? Or, was it an eagle? It’s been so long since I sent him on his merry way, I forgot which it was. *smoooooooooch*
Anon with Ville/Manna video: Thank you. I do love the song! T’was very nice of you to think of me. That is quite a stirring song, isn’t it? Well, it stirs something deep inside me! I needed to smoke three cigarettes (at once) after listening. Perhaps anon was trying to kill me? Hmmm....
;P
*gasps for air*
BC: I sent you a long e-mail yesterday. Did you receive it, sweet cheeks? I miss you too!!!! *humongous hug and kiss*
To read and ponder (or not) today:
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The Echo of Life
A man and his son were walking in the forest.
Suddenly, he trips and feeling a sharp pain he
screams, "Ahhhhhh!" Surprised, he hears a voice
coming from the mountain, "Ahhhhh!" Filled with
curiosity, he screams, "Who are you?" but the only
answer he receives is, "Who are you?" This makes
him angry, so he screams, "You are a coward!" and
the voice answers, "You are a coward!"
He looks at his father, asking, "Dad, what is going on?"
"Son," the man replies, "pay attention!" Then he screams,
"I admire you!" The voice answers, "I admire you!"
The father shouts, "You are wonderful!" and the voice
answers, "You are wonderful!"
The boy is surprised, but still can't understand what
is going on.
The the father explains, "People call this an 'echo' but truly
it is 'life!' Life always gives you back what you give out.
Life is a mirror of your actions. If you want more love, give
more love. If you want more kindness, give more kindness. If
you want understanding and respect, give understanding and
respect. If you want people to be patient and respectful to
you, give patience and respect. This rule of nature applies
to every aspect of our lives."
Life always give you back what you give out. Your life is not
a coincidence, but a mirror of your own doings.
Author Unknown
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Wishing you all a day of hearing only the positive echos of life!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
Wendy
Oh darn! I forgot my 6 this morning!
*edit*
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*feels much better now*
BlogBelieve,
Have a nice Tuesday! Be careful out there, it's a crazy, crazy world. Oh wait, no. That's in here. We should be fine then.
Carry on. Carry on.
Katherine,
Awesome to read you back 'round these parts again. You have been missed.
TJ,
Would you believe that I sat straight up in my bed last night or sometime early this morning and went to myself, "Oh My GOD! TJ was supposed to find out from the doctor and you didn't bother to ask before you went to bed!" I guess it's because you weren't here before I left, but I forgot. But my mind has a way of reminding me at the craziest times....anyways, my point in my pointless long story is this...Glad you heard from me, glad it's still not cancer, but now I'm wondering what it is. Hmmmm.....leave it to inhabitants of BlogBelieve to stump the medical world.
FASC,
You are fucking missed! Hope you are having a fabulous time!
*waves to Mr. Bloke*
Fimmy,
Hope you enjoyed your movie last night. Chick Flick! Did you cry? Hope the eye is feeling better.
LEATHERMOUTH!!!!! REGGIE!!!!!
PPU,
I'm ♥ing you from here, there, and everywhere today. Can you feel it?
Mwah Mwah!
Mayo,
Have a terrific Tuesday! If things get to feeling too abnormally normal today, just hang around this place for a bit. You're bound to catch the absurd, the completely crazy, the beautiful, the amazing, the magical, and the just plain fucking weird if you hang around here long enough.
Some days and some nights, I just shake my head in disbelief while wiping tears of laughter from eyes.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Are we really going back to that again?
(Yes, I sprinkled my waffle with Extra Snarky cinnamon and Don't Give a Fuck syrup. You should really try it. It's delish.)
Seriously people. Laugh out freakin' loud.
DOOOOO ITTTTT!!!
Ha.
And did someone say LEATHERMOUTH??????!??!??!???
Oh my freaking gaaaawwwddd.
And I miss PPU at Mayo's. :(
And I miss SS at Mayo's. :(
And it was nice to see Katherine around last night.
Okay, gotta go to work now.
LAUGH ALL MOTHEREFFIN' DAY EVERYONE!
hey all
thanks PP and everyone who liked my Dad's work, I'm pretty proud of him, it was a cool part of my childhood being part if the world of galleries and theatre and I must see about getting him on teh net
Mayo hope you've had a good start to the week, and that it's warmer there than here. Apparently we are heading for record low temps for this time of year. One area down south had snow yesterday and they are predicting frost so I just went out to cover my plants, you do what you can but nature will be nature. I suppose all you can do sometimes is anticipate, try and see if what you're doing will reap benefits or prevent damage into the future, like people and relationships really, you can judge so far and then you have to let your conscience be your guide, So hoping your conscience always guides you in the right direction, wishing you strength, insight, foresight and wisdom much love EP xx
(lol that got a bit deep considering I began with the weather)
SS hoping your week is shaping up well and will be a good one, full of rewarding experiences and opportunities, sending you charisma, confidence and chances lotsa love EP x
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
♥xx♥
oh wendy I know birds usually seem to take a couple of weeks to touch down here it seems the flight requires rest stops somewhere, not to worry I'm sure it'll land safely soon
smooooooch
xx
I know I'm laughing. Another day painted with a bright effing coat of hilaaaaaarious, Oprah-style of course!
Have a great day, Mayo and SS!!! Happy Thursday and Merry Chrismahanukwanzakuh! Hope to see you two dudes around!
Finger Skillz!
Oh, and if someone finds that entire conversation that might be somewhere around late-September or October, maybe November, of last year where we've documented my first occurence of Foot In Mouth disease, I would be forever indebted.
Okay, later!
Mayo you don't need the photos of the ex. You have the beautiful Mrs Mayo by your side.
Other love anons. Stop playing games. Mayo is taken. Find yourselves a single man.
Goodmorning everyone!
Morning Mayo!
Morning SS!
*waves to FASC and Mr Bloke*
Nice to see you back in these here parts, KI.
Super drawing, TJ, and good news about the results and the tidy scar.=)
Are we going with the laughs this morning? Excellent!
For you all - The Fresh Prince Of Gotham.
Okay, it was more a clever takeoff than laughs, but it was pretty good, right?
Have a great day everyone!
Goodnight. =)
"beautiful Mrs Mayo"
How do you know she's "beautiful"? She might be ones of those girls with a personality.
beautiful doesn't just mean beautiful in looks. I think the anon was sayin' she is beautiful in Mayo's eyes.
Scorpio-
Feed your mind whenever you can today -- and don't give it any junk thinking! Gossip, trends, celebrity news and other types of shallow input won't do much to improve your mood or give you many good things to talk about. Turn the channel to the news station and education yourself on what's going on in the real world. Skip reality television and instead pick up a good book. You don't have to swear off silly stuff forever, but you do have to remind yourself how smart you are.
Ummm, no I don't. WTF is that all about? My being a genius is common knowledge.
Pffft.
As if.
Ward...you were a little hard on the Beaver last night!
Did J actually lie again last night and say that anons posted their Frank / SS porn here? Another lie, since it was J that posted it here as a present for his birthday right before Halloween. I also wish the anons would stop Reposting it, but if J is saying that she never posted it here she's lying again.
Masturbation is a sin...let ye who has a free hand cast the first stone.
OPJ, Lying? NO! (Sarcasm)
You know, I had no idea we were BACK in school. Those bullies, well, we have them right here.
First things first. The anons right NOW who are bashing my best friend, please sign in so I may speak to you under your internet name, not as a faceless coward. Then we will discuss a few things.
L.
There is nothing to discuss. If she says she didn't post it here she's lying again. And you are both anonymous many times.
Still waiting.
And yes, there is PLENTY to discuss.
Now, are you going to remain a bullying coward, or are you going to tell me who you are?
Bullies? Sure. After you guys posted an insult to the entire blog accidentally signed in, then yanked it, posted it elsewhere NOT signed in and then proceeded to blame your mistake on a bunch of people who happened to be around at the time and then said that anyone who saw the post was lying. Then blamed people for hacking blogger to send out fake emails. And for months and months keep picking on the same people. And YOU'RE getting bullied. Right.
there is PLENTY to discuss, like the secret you know about Mayo.
Again, are you going to remain a bullying coward, or are you going to tell me who you are?
Tell, you what. I will make coffee while you think about it.
Forget them 10:24. They'll do or say anything to make it look like they didn't do the things they did to divide and hurt the blog. If there's nothing to discuss then forget it.
I'm sure that Mayo regrets telling any "two people" his secret knowing that the two people were going ot tell the OPS who were going to blurt it out here in order to divide people.
About her Frank / SS porn OPJ said, "
Well, we know that's not true. Never brought it here. That was YOU guys who did that."
This is another lie. They posted it here right before Halloween for Frank's birthday. How they can lie so blatantly is beyond me. Even if they delete it, everyone's rections to it are still there.
every couple of months the OP's fuck up and have a fallen out with people on the blog.
also OPJ, stop begging for Mayo's attention. it's pathetic.
Why should any anon sign in when they're going to pick people to blame anyway? Let them think what they want.
Frank loves Jamia not OPJ. get over it.
11:05, that is not fair to the person and group of people they DO blame.
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