When I was young I was picked on quite a bit. The usual set of circumstances, I was an easy target (smart, quiet, odd, insecure) and once the kids found my buttons they didn’t relent. For a long time I tried to ignore them. I spent a lot of time reading because I thought that with a book in front of my face I would blend into the background. And, for a while I did. From behind those first books I developed my love of the written word. Beginning with the marvels I found in the library and then later the stories I found in my own head. My need to escape elementary school torment helped foster my imagination, I suppose. I need to thank those kids for that.
So anyway, a few times the kids pretended that they wanted to be my friend. A kid would ask if I wanted to hang out on the playground either at recess or after school. The first couple of times I bought it. It was a pathetic display of desperation that, looking back now, makes me laugh. You can see that kid, right?...very awkward, over-filled book bag, disheveled clothes, greasy hair, hopeful smile. I would wait for my friend to show up and of course they wouldn’t and I would eventually trudge home. Sometimes they would gather somewhere along my route and give me a hard time shouting “Who were you waiting for back there?” and “Did you really think we’d be friends with you.” It was worse when they would wait until the next day bringing my humiliation to school to share with the rest of the class.
Why am I telling you this? Well…insight I suppose and also to offer some context that you may draw from for those times when I seem a bit vague (yes, really). I have had to overcome and still battle with some pretty substantial trust issues. Always present in the back of my mind is the voice telling me to watch out for anyone who gets too close because they probably have an ulterior motive that will leave me in a rut. It has taken me a long time and years of therapy to be able to ignore that voice and share even my more simple weaknesses with friends (without the guise of fiction). And, so I share this piece of myself, my past with you.
p.s. I am not sure what you will glean from my palate but my gut holds plenty.
(Not at present: soon and I'll let you know when.)
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Bwuahaha.
Goodnight, MJ! See you around!
Boo!
Um, okay.
There was a child abduction alert issued on a channel here, for the state of Georgia, but it;s only in effect until 10:34 pm.
Does that make sense to anyone?
-A
Gee, this is exciting. An anon/anon bitch fight!
Like is it all gonna go poof at 10:34?
O_O
Smoke, that's what I was thinking!
"Well sir, if the little abductee ain't home by 10:30, then we're gonna get REAL worried, is all. We just wanted everyone to know"
I mean, it COULD Have been an Amber Alert, but it didn't give any information.
-A
Goodnight MJ, sweet dreams.
Hi again smoke sweetie.
Amy, that makes no sense.
goodnight RW goodnight MJ sweet dreams
Mr. Mayo,
Some friends from here have asked me in the past to post here but I felt no need to stir up trouble. But this post (as if you'll notice amongst the hundreds of comments) brought to my mind some things I'd like you to consider.
(i.e. rambling time! Sure you've missed them....)
The children that tormented you did so because cruelty is power and power feels good. Though this may seem like a blanket statement, all forms of cruelty have themselves rooted in power, even actions that are unintentionally cruel.
So much of what we do, I do everyday is rooted in attempting to gain power/control over our lives, our surroundings, other people, ourselves.
A friend I made here in Rochester a few months ago insisted I send Gerard Way a letter through Warner Bros Records after revealing the funny sort of ordeal I had gone through prior to meeting him. I guffawed, explaining it was a part of my past I didn't want to revisit, but in May, I acceded. Holding the letter in my hand, paying a couple dollars for something I didn't care about anymore, I took the time to reflect on the hidden forces behind that incident. Why it took so long to get over.
In shame, I realized my frustration had been due to the fact I had no control over the situation. No one to wave a wand and say, "here's why!" or "there he is! Go shake his hand and get this out of your system." In coming over to your blog, I did so in the hopes of finally gaining some power over the situation. As we know, not getting any answers only frustrated and hurt me further.
I digress. I only wish for you to consider that holding back and keeping secrets is but another way to retain control and power as well. Not as much difference between what you do here and what those children were going for as you may think.
Fare well and good night.
And to anyone else here as well!.
And it was for my state? Georgia? Awww, well that says it all right there.
I ♥ Georgia. We do things assbackwards most of the time. :)
perhps at 10:34 they'll review it?
I don't know amy it seems a bit odd
and what's your dress like?
colour, length?
What's this about 10:34? What da piss?
OH yeah, Amy, I saw that and I was like, why is it only until 10:34?
That puzzled me too.
Maybe the child will turn into a pumpkin.
hi and bye KI
hope it works out for you
Well, I am signing off for tonight.
Goodnight everyone.
Sweet dreams.
have fun.
Bye.
Ummm, hello there Katherine! And goodnight, Katherine!
Goodnight, MISST! Sweet dreams.
I'm about to head that way myself. I iz tired. :(
G'nite, MissT!
G'nite Katherine! (Miss you, by the way.)
BlogBelieve,
I'm outta here too. I'm watching Intervention and I'm hooked. I'm addicted.
Bwah! Get it? Get it?
I'm so lame.
G'nite, ALL!
Mwah! Mwah!
Isn't that weird Solly?
I just checked the Amber Alert system, and nothing's come up. Maybe it was a mistake?
-A
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!
GOODNIGHT MAYO!
GOODNIGHT SS!
SWEET DREAMS!
Hallo Katherine! Goodnight Katherien!
-A
goodnight missT goodnight smoke
goodnight sdock sweet dreams
perhaps a kidnapper said "Pay me the money by 11:00 or else!!...
..however I have a doctor's appointment at 10:40 so I'll have to get her back to you at 10:34 perhaps you could mind her until I'm through"
Mayo,
Hi, how are you tonight? I hope you're having a pretty great night. I think I am. I don't seem to be weighed down by heavy thoughts or some stupid shit that is out of my control. I guess there's not much pondering and dwelling going on in my head tonight.
I do want to touch on one more thing going back to your post. Something that Fimble brought up last night in her comment...how in our twisted minds there is nobody out there in the world who can possibly be as lonely as we are. Not realizing. Not taking the time to look around and see that everyone probably feels that way from time to time. How much of our "loneliness" is actually real? I ask that because I don't know. I feel lonely most of the time, but I know that I'm not. Is it because of my childhood? Is it in spite of my great family? Is it laziness on my part? Fear? Trust issues? All of the above?
Fuck, I guess there's more pondering going on in my head than I realized. I should have known better than to expect a quiet night in the mind of Solly.
Time for bed, Mayo. Sweet dreams and restful sleep.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Loneliness or self imposed isolation?
A mixture of both.
Goodnight, Smoke, Sdock, MissT, and hello and goodbye to GV!
I'm out of here as well, so take care all! Goodnight!
goodnight mustard sweet dreams
Goodnight, Mayo.
I hope you're doing okay. I don't really have anything to say tonight, feeling a little drained, but sometimes it's okay not to have a need to say anything. Must mean all is right in the world.
Later, dude. Have a great night!
SS,
I hope you're okay, too! Still goofing off with the squirrelies, I see. ;)
Take care of yourself, and hopefully we'll see you around soon!
Goodnight.
Goodnight, Ergo, my brain sharing, finger skillz agree-er friend!
O_o
Yeah, I dunno either. Night!
Goodnight, Amy!!!
Goodnight Mustard, Solly, Smoke and RW!
-A
mustard must be due to the true master we both admire :)
Hello, everyone. Hope you have had/are having a good day.
I'm very tired tonight so I just wanted to come in to say goodnight to everyone.
Also, if you get the chance, please check out the links I left a couple of pages back for Amnesty International and The American Diabetes Association.
Sweet dreams!
Love,
L.
SS,
Hope you are well and hanging in there. If you want to, you can check out the links I left too. The more the better!
Anything we can do to make life better for others is worth doing.
Sweet dreams to you too, and take care.
Love. Hope. Peace. Understanding.
L.
HI L I did see the links earlier, thanks for posting them
have a good restful sleep and hope you have a lovely tuesday
Amy Winehouse was hospitalized Monday night for a reaction to medication but was expected to be released by morning, representatives for the Grammy-winning singer said.
SS is too busy banging Jamia to hang around here. so leave him alone.
Cast Grief not upon the innocent...But lay it at the feet of the one with thine blood on their hands.For thou needs the security of a three year old, and has the jealousy of a 14 year old. Dost thou envy much!
Didst thou piss thy pants and whine for three days at thine true loves groping incident of thine recent past?
Man Up!
Ladies please do not gaze upon this for too long for fear it will stir you into such a sexual frenzy, you should forever become the Prince of Dark seductions eternal LOVE SLAVE!
Song of Forbidden LUST
And now the Prince of Dark Seduction must assist his friends for they are on mine floor laughing so hard I fear they shall burst their nut sacks.
Too late.
I think I'm your love slave now.
Why is it that teenagers always think the only adults do is have sex
There is more to life than just sex
you two love anons should really get a room. (or email each other if you're serious)
Why is it all that anyone thinks anyone else is doing is having sex?
-A
Thee, thou and thine. Learn it if you're going to use it. :)
Oh, and Ergo, to answer your question from WAY earlier, it's a satiny dress in a golden yellow.
I have to alter it just a bit though, on the straps because if I don't, what chest I have decides to play peek-a-boo.
-A
See what I have done...The Forbidden song has but done me in once again. Thou should see the dance that accompanies it...it is deviantly provocative.
Prince of Dark Seduction pleas e deal with your friends, I'd hate that to happen painful and a bit messy!
amy winehouse anon, thanks for sharing
Gwah! Can't sleep. But don't wanna clean my bathtub. Just wanna sit like a lump and read about warp engines and the gossipy stuff here. If I bother anyone, I'll leave. Just let me know.
Anyone who is still here, hello! I call from the lovely abyss that is Rochester.
PODS oh come on do the dance!
amy sounds lovely, very summery
what length?
Shoots, I think that Boychild left some bit of food or something around or under the computer desk, because there is a stench around here that was never here before and it smells like food. O_o WTF.
The Dark one vanishes into the misty Night........
KATHERIIIIINE!
I am glad to read you. Also, that thing you said about secrets being power made a lot of sense. Honestly I'd never looked at it like that before.
Which is not to say that people are not entitled to secrets; because they are. But if you're using secrets, then that's a different story for sure.
Ah, hello Jules!
Wow, haven't met on this playing field in aeons.
Yeah, as a person who is obsessed with uncovering the secrets of everything, I've spent alot of time thinking about why, blah blah.
Smelly food stuff? Ech!
KI doesn't bother me
have you tried a warm bath or mug of warm milk?
Or cherries, Katherine. A half a cup of cherries will knock you right out.
Not like everyone has a bowl of cherries hanging around, but if you did.
Wow, haven't met on this playing field in aeons.
ah ha
Ergo!
You make me go poof!
I took a bath earlier.
And I'm out of milk and too lazy to get up and go to the store. I'm amazed my home has stayed as clean as it has considering how lazy I've been.
What have you been up to?
Cherries are the only thing I gorge on. But alas, no cherries.
Offer something up to the cherry God, perhaps?
I'm hooongry.
Cherry God sounds like something out of an anime, actually.
Maybe we should write one. Gods, been forever since I watched any Japanese animation.
What kind of characters would it have? Would the cherry God be benevolent or all badass?
not much KI
I'm currently making some confectionery to compete at our local show on the weekend
kitchen is full of sugar and chocolate
you have any lavender? that's relaxing
HI K
Well I think it would be a Cherry Goddess, and she would be benevolent and typically kawaii.
No wait, I changed my mind. That's playing right to the cliche. Let's have it be a Cherry God and he will be badass but redeemable.
Hi Ergo! you're right, lavender is also good.
Ergo,
What sort of contest? I hope you win.
Jules,
That cherry god is starting to sound kinda hot... I think you're onto something.
I used to drink gallons of lavender tea but none in the house at the moment. I should keep some handy though at times like this.
Well, he's going to have to be hot for sure. He's gonna have to be somehow ridiculously old--perhaps not just immortal, but eternal--yet still bishonen.
And he wears red and has retardedly long yet manageable shiny black hair.
Ergo, it's just above my knee, hangs a bit lower in the back, thankfully. I'm trying to decide if I should wear flats or heels though.
-A
Hmm. Tried looking up the mythology surrounding cherries and didn't find too much. Apparently the Chinese considered it a symbol of immortality so you're on the right track.
The Japanese supposedly associate it with modesty and courtesy. So perhaps he would be polite while kicking ass.
Oooh, and, I have a pool party to go to on Saturday, for one of my Sije; it's her birthday. A few of my training brothers and sisters will be there.
Beautiful Boy.
Pool party.
Yuh huh.
Oh, well, we have to go the Japanese route. I think maybe he kills you with tact.
Umm, or if he's feeling merciful, maybe he just puts you to sleep and acts as an anti inflammatory. ;D But that's a big character arc and I don't want to take away his teeth!
We will call him Sakura-sama. :D
amy I always wear heels, even a low heel makes your legs look better, gives a smoother line. is it pale yellow or bright yellow? what colour shoes do you have?
K it's a fair and I enter in the Home Economics section, confectionery and bread
last year I pretty much took out each section and got champion sweet for my caramel fude
I have a 4 yr reign as best rum balls and choc fudge
I usually enter the photo contest too but just wasn't really motivated this year, so I'll save up for next year
(I have been colour print champion 3 times, B&W once)
hey everyone. i'm liking this anime you guys are cooking up!
Evening all, what's happening?
LOL Ergo has the best rum balls. ^_^
Katherine, also, thank you for going by my blog and saying such nice things. I want you to know that every kind thing you say, I remember and pull back out when I feel cruddy. ^_^
Ahh, TJ!
It's all about the anime / manga lately, isn't it?
yep, kapunua -- you've been dragging me back into all sorts of trouble! lol
Anti-inflammatory superpower... Trying to imagine what kind of story we could fit that into. I like the idea of killing people with tact. They're trying to be cruel and malicious and he keeps countering with polite mannerisms.
"I can't take it anymore!" They scream and fall unconscious.
Pool party... Fun!
Ergo, that is friggin' awesome! You must be considered the Queen of this festival(?).
I feel dragged back into it, too.
But I think it means something. These were the things I loved so hardcore when I changed my whole life around years ago. So because everything is changing again, I am probably using them as a crutch once more. But a fun, harmless crutch! ^_^
HI J!
HI TJ!
lol K
Hello Toujours, OP, not sure if I'm missing anyone else.
Jules,
Anything to bring a smile to that pretty face.
lol thanks KI
of that section anyway :)
we'll see how I go this year
perhaps he could spit cherry pits of love and peace
maybe not so much a crutch, kapunua, as something that helps you keep your sense of creativity and beauty alive. anime and manga always leave me with a graceful feeling within, you know?
Hey Ergo, how's the baking going?
Well, see now, therein lies The Cherry God's great dichotomy. He is meant to do good; like, his natural propensity is towards benevolence because cherries are so healthful and sweet. But then, you know, he kills you. ^_^
TJ how did the appointment go?
Hello Katherine, what brings you to these parts tonight?
hi katherine, hi ergo!
good to see you again, katherine. :)
and ergo, whoa! quite the winner! :D
and did i see j. sneak in here? hi j!
Hello Katherine, what brings you to these parts tonight?
The same thing that brings her here every time she lurks and posts.
I was thinking his attack is sort of like a diabetic one, you know, sugar and all. But I think I read that cherries actually help prevent diabetes despite their high sugar content. So... Hmm... He kills you in the nicest way possible!
That could be really annoying, actually, if you're trying to be all malicious and stuff.
OP,
I came here this evening because a few people like, back in April asked me to write here and I said, naw, not gonna put people through that again.
But it seemed like a quiet night, Mayo actually provoked a genuine thought.
Anon, why do I lurk and post here? I'm genuinely curious. Though to be honest, I haven't lurked in months. But perhaps you could shed some light on why I'm around now.
good thanks J I redid my choc fudge , much better (I went to too high a temp last time, you wouldn't think 5 deg would make such a difference but it does)
That's right. When you're most malicious is when he's most delicious!
*groan*
ergo, it went just as i surmised: he reassured me that it wasn't cancer, that they ran it through very cancer test to make sure, and that they still don't know what it is.
he had a funny little look on his fce when he said that. exasperated. *grin* he told me they actually had to send the nodule to an outside lab.
i stumped them with my bizarre body. lol
and! it turns out that not only is the scar much smaller than he said, you can also tell that when it heals completely it will be quite tidy. i complimented him on his work, and he told me that his dad was a plastic surgeon, and taught him all his tricks.
neat, huh?
TJ, I came in the same time you did, so I've been here a little while.
Amy, are you still here?
Thank you, Toujours. I haven't spoken to you in forever. How has your health been? Any improvements?
Never mind, saw what you just posted. That is so interesting. Now I'm curious to know what your body produced.
Jules, that can be the little catch phrase on the DVD cover.
much improved, katherine, as you can see. :)
whatever it was, it was completely benign.
Katherine,
Why do you have an interest in Mayo's secrets?
COCKSUCKER!
-A
That's actually kinda neat, TJ. Maybe it was a sentient, benevolent neoplasm. ;)
*raises eyebrows at amyranth*
kapunua, my sister was teasing me by asking if i had experienced any missing time while i was out on the road.
i replied that with the way i was during the concerts, i could have had my appendix removed and i probably wouldn't have noticed. *grin*
(i wonder if i gained any strange new powers....?)
Anon,
I have a mind that never rests. And to be perfectly honest, I am interested in everyone and everything's secrets.
(sometimes I loathe the decision I made years ago to be as honest as possible)
Obviously, as you all are too aware, it began with the question of, who has the gall to pretend to be some rockstar? Which then transformed into, OMG I am nuts, this might be Gerard. And then once I understood the workings of Mayo's mind, I lost interest. Being the bigoted egoist I am, I think I have a pretty good handle on what kind of secrets he's hiding now.
For instance, my mind is now wondering why you keep your identity a secret. Curiosity will truly end up killing this Kat.
tj that is great!
and congrats on being obscure, perhaps they'll name it after you
My husband commented on my surgeon neat work and she said "oh I'm a cross stitcher" made for a tidy scar
Hi Amy!
*wonders if her reply was a greeting*
MOTHERFUCKER!
TJ, I think that the Cherry God poked you in the chest.
I wouldn't recommend seeing if one of those powers is flying though, Toujours.
Neoplasm? That's really a word? I must go check.
With his finger.
Amyranth said...
COCKSUCKER!
-A
Who what where when why???????
Neoplasm is a word! That's gonna be my word of the week. They even have a picture of one on wikipedia that kinda looks like a pillow....
Yup Katherine, it totally is.
I am a med-nerd.
KI,
what are the secrets you think Mayo is hiding?
it is KI just means a growth
I thought maybe it was some Canadian greeting, Ergo. So that's whY I answered with, well, you know.
Then again, it could be Amy having a meltdown.
Maybe she'll tell us.
Katherine,
I understand...an easy read.
As you seem to be so enlightened, do you wish to expound?
Come on, spread a little of your wisdom of the workings of Mayo's mind.
Wounds are healing;
Slowly.
Still Breathless.
Eyes are closing;
Slowly.
Then nothing.
Still perfectly NUMB.
Healing.
---------------
Hey you guys.
I know I don't usually say hi but ...
xoxo.
With his finger.
oh, darn.
Oh, I meant secrets as in, general life secrets.
Like, he probably used to start relationships all gun-ho and romantic but eventually the illusion fades and he's left an empty shell again.
He cries internally about being alone and misunderstood but keeps it that way because some part of him likes it.
He doesn't know how to cut loose and perhaps envies those who do, occasionally.
He may even wonder if he's actually ever truly loved anyone.
He hides the fact he has a low end job.
That kinda stuff.
but what's weird is that i am now eating cherry vanilla ice cream.
LOL, TJ. ECCHI!
KI,
how do you know he has a low end job?
In other words GV he is YOU.
I know for a fact that Mayo hides the following. If you don't believe me, ask for yourself.
* Why mayonaise is spelled as is.
* Porn.
* Snacks Mayo isn't supposed to have.
* Photos of an ex.
* A pad of paper.
That should be good for now.
Whoever you are Belle, I liked that piece very much.
So Ergo, is it hard to not eat all that stuff you make prior to the fair?
hello belle
how are you?
(apart from your poem)
LOL, TJ. ECCHI!
;D
Hello Ergoproxy.
I am fine, I guess you can say.
And yourself?
hello belle. i hope it's a good numbness...?
You know, I did not come back on here to talk about Mayo. I came to talk to the people I've missed. It begins again. It is my fault for my propensity to talk to everyone, even anons. I'm sorry I came back.
I am so sorry, guys.
I'm gonna go.
Good night! Good luck at your fair, Ergo.
I'm glad whatever it was didn't harm you, TJ.
Amy... bless your wild heart.
Jules, have fun at your pool party.
OP, we didn't exchange much but I hope your life is going well, if not splendidly.
An ex what? An ex wife? An ex boss? An ex houseplant? An ex PARROT?
I am not really a sweet tooth at all KI and do enough of it and it's the last thing you want to eat
but keeping others out of it is a job!
Hi seer - well totally over my head but thanks
Oh, Katherine, I wish you wouldn't go: we were just about to begin the incantation to bring Sakura-sama into being. :)
Well, then I will chat with you another night, hope to see you in AIM sometime, and again, thanks for stopping by at my blog. :)
Hello Toujours.
Sadly, it's not a good numbness.
I wish.
good night, katherine. it was good to see you, even if only for a short while. be well.
Katherine,
Thank you for your time.
I appreciate your candor and hope that you eventually are able to let go of the past.
an ex demised parrot. good thing Mayo is not GW. cant imagine him keeping pictures of eliza
oh, belle. i'm sorry to hear that. i wish you well, as soon as you can.
Hello Ergoproxy.
Kapanua, an ex lover.
Sadly, I got to go.
Not feeling well.
Goodbye.
I'm well thanks belle but cold
you are feeling a bit better?
...all the way.
That parrot wouldn't VOOM if you put twelve thousand volts through it. It's bleedin' demised!
Ahh, I see. Then perhaps the parrot is the snack.
Fuck, that fuckin hurt!
Don't sew and chat at the same time guys. I just put a hole in my thumb with a needle.
-A
Mayo doesn't seem like the parrot type to me. Or the Eliza type.
oh belle I hope the world smiles on you
goodnight KI sweet dreams
pining for the fjords
..had to
ah I see amy good tip
PINin' for the FJORDS?!
good night belle.
so, does anyone remember that last night i made a comment about mayo's title? that it sounded like the names of characters from a 1930's cartoon?
i couldn't help myself.
:)
Hello Belle, still sad over your guy, hunh?
Goodnight Katherine. Have a restful night.
Ergo, I'd imagine Hubby with his dangerous right hand is especially hard to keep out of all those goodies!
*not making any innuendos at all*
0:)
the fjords seem like a nice place to visit
Oooh! Teej! I LIKE IT.
-A
Did you draw those, TJ?
*grins at KI*
-A
thanks, amyranth!
i did, kapunua. *grin*
So cute!
*hee*
thanks!
*pokes head in*
Hi everyone
excellent toujours
Phew! Dress is sewn up.
Thumb, is worse for the wear.
-A
Beautiful plumage!!
TJ they are so cute!
why, thank you, 11:45. it was just a little fun. :)
Good pic, TJ! I like Anchovy's Fish Hat. :)
Crazy electricity blinked off in the middle of my other comment. Been having storms tonight. :P
Hey BC, I saw your bunny! She's so cute!
*heehee* thanks ergo! i had to draw them to get them out of my head!
i hope mayo doesn't mind...
:)
Aw TJ, your drawing is so cute :)
J
innuendo? what innuendo??
XD
j. you can't see it in the pic, it's too small, but i gave the fish little "x" eyes.
so debonair! :)
*makes note not to sew while chatting*
*doesn't sew, feels a little better*
*makes note anyway*
Amy, honey, be careful! You don't need holes in your thumb.
thanks, bc! :)
Good move, TJ. That way no one will mistake it for a live fish on this guy's head.
o_O
Too late J.
Oh well, the dress looks good, it was inexpensive, and I'm happy!
WOO
-A
Hi J. Aw, thank you :)
lol, j.
details. it's all in the details. :)
My stargazer lilies are blooming!
-A
oh yay amy
the storm didn't worry them?
you should take a pic to show us
not well
Inexpensive AND pretty, two bargains in one! That's great, A.
BC, L and I both left comments at your place. Did you see them?
Fish Details are the best details, TJ.
What's wrong, Anon?
Actually Ergo, the storm smashed up my Tigers pretty good. I have one bud left to bloom though, and I'll take a shot of that one to show you.
The stargazers are more sheltered, so they didn't get beat up badly. The grocery store here is selling potted Lilies for $5, so I plan to go and buy a few plants in a couple of days.
-A
be well
Anon, are you okay?
-A
oh that's a shame about the tiger lillies
but good you can replace them, we had bad frost that set back some of my plants, you can't always stop mother nature
Fish Details are the best details, TJ.
oh, for sure j.!
lol
poor anon!
Lilies are my favorite flower, A, Ergo. Any kind. They're such graceful flowers.
TJ is it a "mexico fish"?
Ergo, most definitely not. I have a neighbour that uses Tigers as her dividing line between houses. Until the hailstorm that is.
-A
Permission from my friend Mel to post that Vampire Hunter D / Hand porn pic if anyone thinks they can handle it.
LOL, "handle."
lol, i don't think so, ergo!
"Friendship is the comfort that comes from knowing that even when you feel all alone, you aren't."
Nice quote, Anon.
you are never alone. you are held close.
i shall be well
thank you
J, yep, I saw them, and I like to thank you and L so much for the great advice. I won't change not one damn bit, don't you worry ^_^
*hugs*
promise?
i will hold you close too
Good for you, BC! *hugs*
Ah, I see the Love Anons are back. Hey there!
me too
12:01 N 12:15
G'night.
12:13 lovely
oh yay for me AGAIN!!!!!
and thank you blogger for eating my comment twice and thus propelling me to the next page!!
LOL, nice job Ergo!
-A
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