Thursday, July 24, 2008

For the same reason.

Postage Due

The letters are rivals with swords,
Broad against the flat lined pulp.
Praised, and then repented
Until each has had its way
With my eye. And you
Swear to it; as if it were
Your own existence. Bent
On a fifth or the first degree,
Surrendered at a legendary's expense.
I am brittle and struck in two.
Gone, with a final blow,
The rubbed out remains defined
Ink lined creases on pristine stock.
Held against my flesh, my face
Fierce, rewritten thoughts,
The letters unsealed, recycled
To charm, to hate, to relive
And sent to myself, so I stay
Permanently pointed and fine.








p.s. you and I...don't deny it but at least think about it.



(That is the best news.)

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sally said...

When smoke?

Nite GS!

Anonymous said...

Ergo! You were toooooo slow!

ergoproxy said...

damn blogger at my try!


well done smoke!!


goodnight GS sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

The first show on August 20th.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKK!

Reading that just got me all excited about going. I can't wait.

resurrected wreck said...

S&V, I gotcho this on a t-shirt.

ergoproxy said...

I'm off for a walk back later

xx

Anonymous said...

RW! That is WAY sweet! ♥

You iz da bestest.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi & bye, GS ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Bye for now, EP :)

resurrected wreck said...

S&V: ♥

ergoproxy said...

popping back- awesome shirt!

sally said...

Very niiice RW!

Catch you later Ergo :)

Anonymous said...

Okie-doke.

I gotta go take a shower.

I might see you guys a little later.

^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Bye for now, S&V :)

sally said...

Have to dash off too.

Everyone have a great night :)

resurrected wreck said...

Have a good night, Elune :)

Anonymous said...

I'm so bored I'm listening to showtunes. :/

resurrected wreck said...

That's pretty bored, man.

Anonymous said...

wow, Gerard was just on the G4 channel from Comic Con and he looks really bad. he looks like he hasn't slept in two months. his eyes look beyond tired. i think he should have probably skipped the MSI tour and got some rest.

Anonymous said...

Or he hasn't gotten his hands on coke yet today.

Anonymous said...

I'm pretty sure Gerard is going to die really young. Sad.

Anonymous said...

anon

i don't know what's going on. he was dressed nice in a white shirt and tie, but you can just see it in his face that something is not right. i don't know maybe i'm wrong and i hope i am.

toujours said...

hello all and sundry.

comic-con? *ouchie*

i only just tok a peek at the schedule tonight, and now i'm sick. i am seriously heartsick that i can't go. :(

i think everyone i have ever read is there this year, and i'm talking abut books that i thought were dead, like beanworld!

and favorite voice actors, and favorite television actors!

and i mean,

colleen doran, who i have admired forever! her art is so beautiful.

and terry moore! i met him -- not only met him, talked to him, and not only talked to him, but had to cut the poor fellow off because i was so self-conscious about the line behind me, and we were hitting it off so well there was no telling when the natural end to the conversation would occur -- and he's there talking about his new project. *weeps copiously*

and even worse, oh the unkindest cut of all,people: wendy pini. elfquest was my very first graphic novel, and cutter my very first 2-dimensional love. i remember sitting on the floor in the stacks at my library reading elfquest, not even able to wait to get home to ope them up.

there's no way i could have gone...

reading the schedule earlier only would have prolonged my torment...

*weakly collapses to the couch*

*has succumbed to fangirl malaise*

Anonymous said...

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Anonymous said...

wow, Gerard was just on the G4 channel from Comic Con and he looks really bad. he looks like he hasn't slept in two months. his eyes look beyond tired.

*waits for elena to come on and tell the horrible anons how gerard looked just fine.

toujours said...

impressive spelling skills, showtones!

toujours said...

showtunes.

showtunes.


must. proofread. dammit. >.<

Amyranth said...

*goes to see the interview*

-A

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone

resurrected wreck said...

Hi TJ, A, BC :)

toujours said...

hi bc. :)

i might disappear tonight. there's a storm rolling in, might knock out power. just sayin.

toujours said...

hi resurrected wreck. :)

resurrected wreck said...

How are you tonight, TJ? Did you have a good day?

Amyranth said...

*can't find the interview*

-A

Anonymous said...

Hi Amy, TJ, RW *another big squeeze* TJ, be careful out there

resurrected wreck said...

*squeezes BC*

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, A :) How was work?

toujours said...

i did have a good day resurrected wreck. i almost bought a really neat little wooden box, it was 50% off!

but i exercised my will power (paltry though it may be) and walked away with only the items on my list.

*sighs wistfully*

Amyranth said...

I quitted my job RW. No work for me! Just the work of job hunting.

*Is happy*

-A

toujours said...

i'll be careful, bc. :)

my stepdad brought in a little battery-operated lamp to sit here beside the computer, just in case.

*grin*

toujours said...

congratulations amyranth! and best of luck to you in your search!


i have to go take care of some livejournal chores, brb.

resurrected wreck said...

I quitted my job RW. No work for me!

Oooooo! When did you do that?

Emerald said...

Hey, guys. Hope you are doing good today. I am a little better today than yesterday, fatigued, horribly, but better than before.

I wish I could stay on tonight to talk, I have about 2 million things running through my head and no energy to type them.

As it is, I am going to go to bed, yet again before 10:00 (my vampire career is shot, I believe) and hope to be back tomorrow.

And to the anon who was waiting on Elena, go ahead and go to bed. She's not going to be on tonight, she is out and about for the night. But I can assure you that if Gerard looks like shit at Com-Con, she will SAY he looks like shit, as will I.

Don't assume ANYTHING.

Good night, and sweet dreams.

L.

resurrected wreck said...

but i exercised my will power (paltry though it may be) and walked away with only the items on my list.

Excellent, TJ, good on ya :)

I've found my will power slip lately when I see anything home decory.

By the way, I still have the mugs & trinket box for you whenever/wherever you'd like them. No rush though! Whenever you're ready for them.

Anonymous said...

Yay for Amy! That's good TJ, see you in a bit :)

I'm playing my RE0 game, so I'll be going back and forth here

resurrected wreck said...

Hi & bye, L :) Have a good evening!

Amyranth said...

Thanks Teej!

RW, I gave a week's notice last week, and since then it was a flurry of phonecalls from head office about my leaving, and why I was leaving, and would I change my mind if...?

To put it mildly, the store manager is in shit up to her elbows.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

Time for me to turn in, I fear. I'm bushed!

Have a lovely night, everyone :)

resurrected wreck said...

To put it mildly, the store manager is in shit up to her elbows.

Sucks to be her, to be sure!

Emerald said...

SS,

Good to see you have been around. I would recommend bunnies though. They are sweet and cuddly. Well, unless you truly piss them off and they bite the webbing between your thumb and first finger so hard that their front teeth meet the bottom and then they SHAKE their head, thus ripping a bit of the skin, causing major pain and lots of blood...

But really, that doesn't happen too often. Only happened to me once.

You learn, my friend. You learn!

Anyway, have a good night and sweet dreams.

Love you,

L.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight L, sweet dreams. Sorry you can't stay longer :(

Amyranth said...

Goodnight L and RW!

Well, I can't find that frigging video, so I'll have to call this one "Pics or it didn't happen".

Which is only slightly nicer than "TITS OR GTFO".

Anyway, how's everyone doing tonight?

-A

Anonymous said...

Goodnight RW, sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

I'm good Amy, just ate some pizza and playing my video games, like a kid ^_^

How are you?

ergoproxy said...

hello Tj amy anon BC

hi and bye L ♥

Amyranth said...

Hallo Ergo!

BC, we cleaned house like crazy today. The basement, kitchen, and bathrooms are immaculate, it's just the upstairs living room, and my bedroom that need work. *shudder*

-A

Amyranth said...

*covers her face with her hands*

This is, an HONEST TO GOD conversation I just had with Mister.


Him: Are you still on that Mayo thing?

Me: Yeah, why?

Him: I just don't get it.

Me: Don't get what?

Him: Well, he's not Gerard Way,
right?

Me: Yeah. Why?

Him: Well, why doesn't he say, "Listen guys, I'm actually Frank. Sorry for the misunderstanding."

Me: *GAPES*

Him: .... What?

Me: *GAPES SOME MORE*

Him: *shuffles away slowly*


O_O

-A

Amyranth said...

Mister had no idea that there was a guy named Frank in the band.

After I explained it to him, with the help of pictures, he finally got it and said:

"Oh. Well, no wonder he doesn't say ANYTHING then."

-A

ergoproxy said...

hahahahahahahahahaha

Anonymous said...

Hi Ergo. Poor amy, you must be tired.

Amyranth said...

I lie awake waiting for you. As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you lay on my naked body. You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me
crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep.

Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishings, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you...







....fucking mosquito.

ergoproxy said...

amy - lolz brilliant!

Anonymous said...

Hahaha

Amyranth said...

Ergo, read it somewhere else. I really liked it too!

Awful quiet in here, isn't it?

-A

ergoproxy said...

it is
where did TJ go?

Anonymous said...

LOL XD

Anonymous said...

Ergo, she went to do some LJ stuff

Smoke said...

Okay, funny story. You guys wanna know where I get my sense of humor? Ha. Check this out:

My mother bought my son the coolest pair of shoes for school. It was a pair of Converse that's all black. Black sole, black canvas, black all-star label. Yeah, black. Badass. Well, he's been wanting them forever so she got them for him. Okay. Cool. Well, this is how evil my mother is. She took one shoe out of the box and hid it. Wrapped the box up and tied a bow around it and gave it to him. The poor child opened up the box and screamed and then went, "Wait, there's only one." And then she's all like, "Damn it! There's only one shoe in there? I swear to God."

You should have seen the panic in my son's eyes. O_o Yeah, he gets all dramatic and shit. I don't know where he gets it from.

Then she busts out laughing and goes and gets the other shoe.

I love my Mom.

Hee-hee.

Alrighty-then!

Just popping in to say goodnight.

So....

GOODNIGHT!

I swear to God. I type 'goonnight'or 'have a goon day' every damn time. Grrr. >_<

Goon-night, Mayo.

Goon-night, SS.

Goon-night, BlogBelieve.

See you all tomorrow.

^_^

Amyranth said...

I'm trying to track down that interview, I may have found it. Be right back!

-A

Amyranth said...

Goonight Smoke!

My mother told me as a child that when I hit puberty, my breasts would grow in one at a time.

I love my mom. :P

-A

Smoke said...

Gah!

She once told me not to take more than one Flintstones vitamin at the time and like a doofus (and because they tasted really good), I ate three of them. She knew the minute she walked back in the kitchen what I had done. She told me to go get in the car because I would have to have my stomach pumped out at the hospital.

Then she laughed so hard at me.

I was probably about five. O_o

Love her to death, I swear.

Night for real!

JocelynHolly said...

Good Friday evening! ^_^

Woah. lol. I was not aware that it was my birthday yet. I still have 33 days to go! ^_^

Mayo, RAWR. I like this post, although it tickles me. It kind of makes me see a split in personalities, if that makes sense.

ergoproxy said...

smoke and amy awesome mum humour right there.
I think it's a prerogative to freak your kids/grandkids out periodically

ergoproxy said...

hello PH! *hug* you'll have to consider it an early birthday wish

mine is August 24th, what date is yours?



goodnight smoke sweet dreams

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Hope you are well. I hope today was good and tomorrow is even better.

Again, I'm sorry for not having much to say lately. Just trying to dig through my own bullshit in a life, that at the moment, has been completely turned upside down. It's hard to know what I think or feel anymore, let alone have anything useful to say.

Please know that I always appreciate your words and I would never take them for granted. 100 posts in and I think that I forgot to thank you for allowing this place to continue. But like others have mentioned today, if it ever becomes too much of a burden and if you ever decide you need to pull the plug, I think we would all understand. Afterall, this place is still yours, we just crashed it and moved in.



Until then, thank you, my mystery blogger friend.



Love to YOU Always,
S


p.s. Damn, I left out the Mister and the Master part.

JocelynHolly said...

Ergo, mines August 27th! ^_^
*hug*

GOODNIGHT TO THOSE VENTURING OFF TO BED! *HUG*

sdock10 said...

PH,

*squeeze*

I send you 33 hugs tonight, because that's how many days til the big 1-6.

Anonymous said...

My birthday is August 26th. Go Virgos!

JocelynHolly said...

Solly! *hug*

Thanks sweets. Sweet dreams my dear!!<3

JocelynHolly said...

Virgo's are pretty gosh darn amazing, aren't they? ^_-

sdock10 said...

FRUCK IT ALL!

I think I spotted a mouse in my house. I will die if I don't catch his little bastard ass soon.

I HATE RATS!

sdock10 said...

G'nite BlogBelieve!

Catch you guys tomorrow!


And for Smoke,

GOONNIGHT!

JocelynHolly said...

Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeewis!

If you read this, I'm super sorry I haven't replied to your email! That was one long beast you sent me, so I need time to think of what to say back. I LOVE YOU, <3

Anonymous said...

Hi grasshopper, how are you? *hugs* goodnight solly, smokie, sweet dreams. Does it make me a bad aunt if I told my niece countless times that she was going to turn into a werewolf? Because I have ^_^




Nah, seriously I love her like she was my own daughter

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BC! *HUG*

I'm alright. Cramps like you WOULD NOT believe, and a headache thats pounding out of my skull. How are you? ^_^

toujours said...

hello again. :)

Anonymous said...

We must send birthday wishes to you then anon :)

Anonymous said...

Hiya TJ :)

Poor PH. I hope you feel better *hugs* I'm okay, just playing some video games at the moment.

ergoproxy said...

all we need is a 25th and we'll have a virgo set!

wendy's birthday is soon too, but I can't remember what date

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Anonymous said...

Gerard at comic con today

ergoproxy said...

thought for the day:


When you say you're not pretty
a friend will say "yes you are"

but a best friend will say..

.."shut up stop bitching and put on more make up!"

Anonymous said...

Thanks for the birthday wishes. Sorry I forgot to sign my name and then I went to steam clean the carpets. Such a glamorous life I lead. Ergo and PH, I also want to wish you two the happiest of birthdays. I, however will be boycotting my own as it is the big 4-OH.

ergoproxy said...

thanks anon

have to say he looks really tired,maybe LA life isn't as restful as he needs, but I like his outfit

ergoproxy said...

oh that's you DA! hello
I hope you have a lovely birthday too, I did the 4-0 last year, so I'm in them now lol!
It was pretty painless on the whole :)

Anonymous said...

at least gerard isn't channeling tom cruise in that interview.

damn short though.

Anonymous said...

he looks empty

Anonymous said...

I hope my special someone is Happy Healthy and wise.

Anonymous said...

That's good to know Ergo. It's just another day. I'm off to bed now, so goodnight.

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ergoproxy said...

I think Tom Cruise is channelling his energy in trying to lift his career, does anyone want to see him in Top Gun 2?
The thought of him as an instructor dealing with a cocky female student seems a bit icky to me nowadays

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Anonymous said...

i don't want to see tom cruise do anything. well...give up scientology maybe.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight DA sweet dreams

you're an august babe too triston?


and I saw your vid on myspace, very cool to see you play

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toujours said...

damn slow dial-up!


(but i always like the vest. *grin*)

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Original Punk J said...

Hey everyone, how's it going?

ergoproxy said...

the ones on your profile triston

oh 30th is wendy, gotcha I knew it was near mine

HI TJ
he does do a vest well

ergoproxy said...

hello J

I just sent you an email, I only just found the voice message L sent me, it was at the account I don't look at often, I wanted to tell her I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner

toujours said...

hello j. :)

hey there ergo, and triston. :)

*waves at bc*

Anonymous said...

Hi J, Triston, how are you guys? *waves at TJ* :) goodnight DA

Be back in a few

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Original Punk J said...

Hey Ergo! I sent you an email back! Hi BC, hi Triston, hi TJ! Anyone else here that I missed?

ergoproxy said...

thanks J I couldn't find where I had hers

Original Punk J said...

Quite alright, Ergo. I figured you didn't have it, so there ya go. :D

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ergoproxy said...

you did look a little more....rounded lol

Amyranth said...

*catching up with current conversation*

Okay, um, Gerard Darling, you are rocking the hair, the vest, and the shirt. Love the look.

Don't love the "I really need a fucking day off" signal from around your eyes.

*takes out her prescription pad*

For: Way, Gerard A
Illness: Stress, exhaustion.

Remedy: One weekend watching the Original Star Wars Trilogy in your pajamas, on a couch with snacks and good friends. Supplement with several doses of Trips to The Comic Book Store to do nothing but read, drink coffee, and hang out.

(What we thought you were doing all this time, but apparently, you weren't.)

As prescribed by Dr. Amyranth, PH.D, MD, BA, BA.PH and FASC. ;D

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Amyranth said...

Hallo Teej, J, Ergo, Triston, and BC!

-A is sporadically doing things.

Original Punk J said...

Hey Triston, better than yesterday. How's by you?

Hey Amy, I loved your mosquito story!

toujours said...

thanks, triston! i could have hugged my doctor through the phone! *hee*

sorry i keep fading in and out guys...normally i take care of all my emails and chores before getting on the blog, but because of the storm tonight (that never showed up *pfft*) i tried to do everything at once in case i got booted off, and now i'm still trying to catch up. :/

ergoproxy said...

hahaha
that would explain the colouring, i thought it looked a bit odd


Amy A perfect prescription again
and can I pick your pet store knowledge?
I think one of my guinea pigs has mites, I've seen the treatment is ivermectin but is anything effective before I get some? She's lost a fair bit of fur

Amyranth said...

*grins at J*

It's a good one isn't it?

Ergo, Ivermectin will work, but you can also get a little product called Micatin, which was the stuff I bought in a tube for my ringworm infection. If it didn't cost so much to ship, I'd send you the rest, because they sold me a pretty big tube!

Anyway, what you want to do is apply the Micatin, or Ivermectin twice a day, and isolate the sick one from the rest. Check them all for incidence of mites, and treat accordingly.

However, make sure you get either Micatin or Ivermectin in cream form, don't use sprays or powders for obvious reasons.

-A

Amyranth said...

Oh! And Ivermectin/Micatin can be found at a local drug store, but if the infection spreads rapidly, or even gets worse after you start treating, take the guinea pig to the vet, because mites are one thing, but there can be secondary infections you'll have to contend with as well.

-A

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Anonymous said...

Hiya Amy

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ergoproxy said...

thanks heaps amy! :)

Original Punk J said...

Twelve hour day, Triston? Aw man, that's rough. Sounds like you DO need some rest! I hope you can.

I'm doing about 15 things at once, y'all, so I'm writing sporadically, NOT ignoring you! Sorry. :(

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Amyranth said...

Hallo BC!

Ergo, how long has your guinea pig been losing fur for?

-A

toujours said...

good night triston. :)

i thought it was just my folks' connection that made youtube extra dodgy tonight, but maybe not. it was frustrating, because i couldn't get it to play the comic-con video properly. i have no idea what they were saying. :/

ergoproxy said...

not long I only just noticed it, she's ok at the front but thinned at the back.
She's still seems happy and is eating as usual, her skins a bit sort of dry and flaky

Original Punk J said...

Well, I think it's official:

The Blog is dead. Now we must transform it into a Zombie Blog so that it will do our bidding.

*starts looking for ritual robes*

*thinks Martha might've had them last*

*will check the laundry room*

*will also look for SS while there so Amy won't have to make a special trip later*

ergoproxy said...

goodnight triston sweet dreams

Amyranth said...

Ergo, definitely sounds like mites. She should be fine once you start the creams.

Just watch for that tell-tale ring.

-A

Original Punk J said...

*calls back upstairs*

GOODNIGHT TRISTON! REST WELL!

*goes on to laundry room*

Amyranth said...

*taps J on the shoulder*

Um, J?

Zombies almost never do anyone's bidding. Unless your bidding is to turn everyone here into zombies.

*peeks in the laundry chute*

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Triston. I'm okay, thanks for asking

ergoproxy said...

don't we use Worcestershire sauce?

Original Punk J said...

*feels tap on shoulder*

YAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Fuck, Amy, don't do that! *panting, eyes bugged out*

Oh, so, uh, zombies DON'T do your bidding? I thought that if you were the one to create them, they obeyed you.

*looks inside dryer*

ergoproxy said...

amy good point that whole eating brains thing could be a problem

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ergoproxy said...

haha triston that would make anyone smile

Amyranth said...

Well, it's like a Siegfried and Roy thing. You can raise them, but someday, they're gonna tear your throat out for a captive audience.

*looks behind the dryer*

Original Punk J said...

Triston, you better just hope she doesn't smack you while she's smiling. ;)

Your, uh, Love Train don't seem to stop at Wendy's station...

I DO admire your persistence, though. :)

Original Punk J said...

*checks area where washing powders, etc are stored*

You know, I didn't know that about zombies, A. They DO sound like rather unpleasant creatures.

*stands on tiptoes to look out basement window*

Amyranth said...

*opens up the Linen Closet and checks between the fabrics*

Well, they're definitely not easily mind-controllable. And they stink. I doubt I could find a cleaning company to come in and get rid of that particular brand of stink.

Even with Ergo and the Wink-Wink.

toujours said...

why are you guys looking for zombies in the laundry room? i thought we corralled them all out back in the storage shed?

ergoproxy said...

hey i forgot about the *wink wink*

what would a zombie blog do though? would it go around biting other blogs?

Original Punk J said...

It would only be the one zombie...but it'll be a big one, since it's the whole blog.

We'll just keep it outside.

*looks in laundry basket*

Or, we could just poke it with sticks to revive it, and forget the zombie thing altogether.

*looks through pile of dirty sheets*

Original Punk J said...

No no, TJ, we're looking for SS in the laundry room. I came down here to look for ritual robes for the turning-the-blog-into-a-zombie event. Since it was kinda dead earlier and all.

*looks in shadowy corners*

mya said...

I got the call today, that I didn’t wanna’ hear
But I knew that it would come
Old true friend of ours was talking on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And struggles we went through
How I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside loves open door
Make us throw of our contentment
And beg for something more?

I’m learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
And the more I know, less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning again
I’ve been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

All these times are so uncertain
Though the yearning undefined
And then people filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age?
The trust and self-assurance that leads to happiness
There the very things we kill, I guess
Our pride and competition
Can not fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us
You know it doesn’t keep me warm

I’m learning to live without you now
But I miss you baby
And the more I know, less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out
I have to learn again
I’ve been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

There are people in your life, who’ve come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
You better put it all behind you baby; ‘coz life goes on
You keep carrying that anger, It will eat you up inside, baby

I’ve been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think its about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me…
I’ve been trying to get down
To the heart of the matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinking about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me…
Forgiveness…
Forgiveness…
Even if, even if you don’t love me…
Forgiveness…
Forgiveness…

mya said...

G'Nite

Anonymous said...

That's a good question Ergo. Would a zombie blog be able to infect other blogs and creat super zombie blogs?

I'd like to know ^_^

ergoproxy said...

hey mya

you ok?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight mya sweet dreams

Original Punk J said...

BC, maybe we could apply for a grant to study it. ;)

Hey Mya, you alright? What's the matter?

Anonymous said...

sweetheart, please get some rest

ergoproxy said...

hoping you are just feeling melancholy Mya, message me if you want to

sweet dreams

Amyranth said...

*wiggles her way out of the Linen Closet, and checks behind the Laundry Room Door*

You know, having a corral of zombies in the back is just asking for trouble.

ergoproxy said...

J I think the blog appears to have some life in it still, perhaps we don't need to zombie it

toujours said...

*walking back in*

well, it wasn't my idea amyranth.

you guys kept bringing in those zombies, and they had to go somewhere. they seem to like the coffee grounds i keep giving them every morning.

*shrugs*

should be fine.

Original Punk J said...

1.41, that's very sweet, but, who are you addressing?

Don't worry about the zombies, Amy, I've given up on that idea.

*peers under water heater*

Original Punk J said...

Yeah, Ergo, it's not gasped its last, yet. We seem to have given it some mouth-to-mouth. :D

toujours said...

j. if you're still looking for ss, how about in the attic? there was a nest of squirrels up there over the winter...

Anonymous said...

Haha J

Original Punk J said...

OH NO! Squirrels? Not again...

I've told him repeatedly, DO NOT PLAY WITH SQUIRRELS. They will bite you, super-bad, and once they swallow that finger, it's gone for good.

*runs up attic stairs, calling to SS*

PRECIOUS! PUT THE SQUIRRELS DOWN!!!

ergoproxy said...

and they push you down garbage chutes, not good

toujours said...

*heehee*

aw, j. you crack me up. :)

and now, i must hie off to my bed.

good night everyone!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ sweet dreams

toujours said...

(you crack me up, too, ergo. passing out from all those balloons...*heehee* and the messenger bird! *heeheeheehee*)

ergoproxy said...

:) thanks TJ
I did feel a bit bad about the pigeon, it still eyes me warily

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight TJ, glad I could provide a little entertainment. Hey, we don't KNOW if he's actually in an attic somewhere, playing with his squirrels.

*long pause*

Yes, I went there.

ergoproxy said...

took me a sec but I got there too J lol

Amyranth said...

*comes in the back door, wearing a black vinyl jacket, dripping wet, and carrying a rifle.*

What?

*takes off her boots, hangs up her coat, and peers in the closet off the mudroom*

So, um. What's this attic thing about? Or do I want to ask?

ergoproxy said...

amy did you just "release" the zombies?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams


*yawns, getting sleepy*

JocelynHolly said...

BC, my apologies for leaving earlier. My guitar distracted me for a good two hours. ^_^

RE: Gee at comic con: He looks a little bit scrawny for my liking, and his eyes looked rather dark from a distance. But he looked good, other than that.

^_^ I need to go to bed soon. Waking up early for my lessons, and work. Busing there is a killer!

Amyranth said...

Physically, no. Spiritually, yes.

*brings her gun case out of the Armoury, polishes her rifle and locks it back up*

I wouldn't call it a release. More of a denial.

Either way, we can probably clean out that pen once the embers cool off a little.

*eyeballs the Armoury quickly*

JocelynHolly said...

Amy, you're evil!

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Anonymous said...

That's okay grasshopper. I was busy with my video games, but now I'm feeling really tired

toujours said...

mayo,

well, i might have been a wee bit flaily earlier. *grin*

i used to go to comic book conventions all the time. my ex was a comic book collector and also was (and probably still is) an aspiring cartoonist, so that was a regular excursion for us.

i liked it so much. the bargain hunting, the window shopping, meeting artists. i once spent a very pleasant quarter of an hour talking to the fellow who was drawing "wonder woman" at the time (matthew clark, i think?). we pretty much just commiserated on the endemic lack of respect for the character. (good times. *grin*)

after the divorce, i shied away from everything comic book-related, and even art as a whole, as well. i wasn't sure what parts of me were mine. i was afraid that i was really just an empty shell.

but after awhile, i started to find that i was hanging out in the graphic novel section of the library a bit longer than i needed to to really do my job properly. and soon enough, i was checking things out again.

i was so relieved to remember that i read comic books and graphic novels long before i met him, relieved to be able to claim that particular interest as truly my own.

looking at the comic-con schedule tonight, and seeing all those familiar names, and reading the descriptions of the panels...

well, maybe i'll save up my money and go next year.

and there's always the local cons, wherever "local" might end up being for me.




i might be a silly, fluffy-minded woman, but at least it's authentically me. *grin*

good night, mayo. and hey, you know what? i'm still wearing that sewing thread around my wrist. it just doesn't seem to want to fall off.

go figure. :)

JocelynHolly said...

Aww, I'm not tired whatsoever. Which is weird because I was like, dozing off at work, and I fell asleep on the bus almost missing my stop. NOW I could run a mile. But I should try to sleep.

BC, what game were you playing?

ergoproxy said...

hey PH hope you have a nice day tomorrow


amy , it's probably for the best, if you need help ever let me know, we are well armed.

Amyranth said...

PH, darling, it's zombies. Not sheep.

Besides, it's best to burn the bodies. Less smell, and I don't know if Mayo's backhoe is out of the shop yet.

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams Toujours! ^_^

*hug*

JocelynHolly said...

:O

Amyranth said...

No reason to be sympathetic to Zombies.

Amyranth said...

And yes, we're armed to the teeth on my end as well Ergo. Turns out, there's a lot of people selling drugs 'round these parts.

ergoproxy said...

ours are used more for wild animals (though with the size of some we would need to be attacked by elephant or something to not be overkill)

so if we are surrounded by drug dealing feral pigs we'll be right!

JocelynHolly said...

Sheeesh. It's like I used all my energy up in two seconds. I think I'm off to bed.

Mayo, I'll have a great long message for you tomorrow. I mean, this is your blog, and you graciously allow us to use it as a gathering zone, but I feel bad when I don't say anything to do the days I do come around, you know? The least I could do is acknowledge my host at least once an effing day. ^_^


Sweet dreams peeps;
xoxox;
- 007

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