Way down at the center of the Earth, the core as it is called, the pull is intense. The rest of it, what I see every day, endlessly revolves, but down there it is all held in tight. I want to be that close, leave the cycle, become random. I am a part of the pattern and I know that is why I feel this way. So much of it is polluted.
There is the challenge.
I tried to dig it up once. I wanted to know if it would pull my soul out and then would it also find a place in rotation? Follow me around batting at the back of my head? But, my palms blistered before I made it. I would like to say I did not give up, but I did.
Yesterday, I read in the news that someone had finally reached it. Once they arrived, they made legal claim of the core of the Earth. Stuck a flag in it and gave it a proper name, in a proper way...I hate proper. So, now I want it even more. The rest of it can float off for all I care.
Well, not all of it.
I will try again. This time, a bigger shovel and a pair of gloves might do the trick, save my hands. I will not quit; it is worthy work. When I get there, I will release it. I no longer wish to be a part of its rotation. Instead, I wish for the whole of it to become the rest of it.
p.s. each day the same way and then look at it again if its there, focus.
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All of them are just regular people trying to fuck with MCR fans.
Haven't you morons figured this shit out yet?
It was Kapunua who outed Love Man' sidentity too. Love Man has been out to get Kapunua ever since then. Kapunua laughed at her and her friends. She pointed out the lies they told. They were trying ot make Gerard look like a shithead and it was shocking when Kapu came to his "rescue". Think about it. A non-fangirl who agrees that Gerard is a shithead, coming to his rescue, that made them REALLY pissed.
LOVE MAN is "Inamoratta" a little kid on INO. YES she does know KAT, but since she is not a smart little kid, she lost a lot of credibility. Also Kat is as much of a liar as Gerard is. So is Tim and so is that whole crew. They made themselves look bad.
BUT they are who they say they are and they are still PISSED OFF. Who wouldn't be.
I believe this really IS Gerard's blog. And you "LOVELIES" should run the fuck the other way because your already involved too much with these people. They are all crazy. Gerard, "Kat" Tim, "Love Man", the World's Most Hated (ALL OF THEM) and Gerard himself. I feel sorry for "Linds" (Gerard's name for her) because she is too stupid to know what she has gotten into marrying into his "family of psychos and exes". He leaves drama and destruction wherever he goes. But so does "Kat", Tim and the rest of their friends. They LOVE to destroy each other.
They are all fucked in the head, they all lie and when you get on their bad side they start an internet vendetta against you.
I feel sorry for all of you because you were just innocent fans who were worried about the band. Believe me, it is FAR worse than you already think it is. "linds" and Gerard's drug habits are the least of his mental problems.
mayo and ss are fakes so fucking what. They are still better than those insane fangirls you get at other sites.
All of them are just regular people trying to fuck with MCR fans.
No kidding. But MCR fans are sooo easy to fuck with.
They are still better than those insane fangirls you get at other sites.
ORLY? Have you been paying attention at all? What about Elena, Toujours and the OPs? God, at least the nutter fangirls on the other sites are just kids with underdevloped frontal lobes.
Oh please, anon @2:20. You don't know anything. You aren't fooling anyone, so just stop it.
anonymous said...
They are all fucked in the head, they all lie and when you get on their bad side they start an internet vendetta against you.
TINC
TINC
"TINC" was actually ABOUT Toujours, Elena and the OPS.
And it WAS Love Man and their "Crew" who sent those emails to Kapu's boss. I know because they told me what they were doing.
How was TINC about them anon?
Kapu might be the bitch of this blog but she is also the BRAIN of it. I used to think she was Mayo at first. Mostly because of the way Mayo was with HER and how she got the attention. Then once Innamoratta started insisting to me and every one else in blog land that Mayo definately was NOT Gerard I started to think that Mayo really WAS Gerard. the more they said he wasn't, the more I thought he was. I don't know for sure but I believe it is him. This really is how he acts.
TINK was a joke. Like Alie.
Think about it, people. There Is No Kat. Duh.
How was TINC about them anon?
Elena, it was about you the OPS and Toujours because acfter the OPS started talking all about the "secret" that Mayo had told to people who had told THEM, every one got up in arms about another Miracle Whip. Mayo was saying that he didn't have a "secret" with them. I still pretty much think he DID, but he obviously has to say that he didn't and I think he felt really stupid for doing whatever he did with you and Toujours, not knowing that they were going ot run to the OPS who would blab about it on this blog.
TINC is an acronym that is often used to refer to conspiracy theories.
No, I can't even believe I have to explain this. Ray Toro. Dudes, he was right next to Gerard and yet you still say it was dubbed? He's singing, too.
My god.
Anonymous said...
TINC is an acronym that is often used to refer to conspiracy theories.
no shit, sherlock! welcome to the conversation.
Jesus Christ. Ray Toro sounds nothing like Gerard. You can hear Gerard's voice.
You hear both voices, fangirl. I know it's one of you fangirls.
You can hear a voice. Ray's.
You just want to believe that is is fucked so hard.
You hear both voices
That's right, you can. Plus, you can tell from the way Gerard says "take" into the microphone that it was a very short little staccato note, like "Take!" yet the video has him holding the note... "Taaaaaake".
Dubbed for sure.
Lol. You just want to believe in your hero so hard.
So why can't you hear Gerard's voice break off, then? You don't. Go back and listen. You DON'T.
Let them think whatever the fuck they want.
There is no point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to to find fault with Gerard and the band as a whole, resorting to inventing drama where there is none.
They will just bring you down to their level and then beat you with experience.
Obviously there's no point in arguing that Gerard can't hit a note when singing live and has to be dubbed for the final product, because he is god and god hits every note all the time.
Lots of outdoor and indoor work for me today, and it's 90 degrees! Just how I like it! ^_^
Oh, I looked at that video clip, sure does look and sound dubbed to me, but what do I know.
2:43, thanks, sort of. Bitch of the blog--perhaps. But as far as the "brain of the blog," while I believe that most posters on here are pretty sharp, I reserve that particular honor for Fimble Star. She's like the Scooby Gang in and of herself. The only thing I'm really good at is getting what Mayo is saying--liek this post is pretty straightforward I think--but the idea of me getting what Mayo is saying is disagreeable to many "anons" and so it's not easy to talk about that anymore.
As far as Love Man's identity, I didn't figure that out: a friend told me. If Love Man and her cohorts did in fact send those emails, then I owe them my thanks for being the butterflies to what I hope is going to be one truly awesome and epic hurricane.
1:59 with all the links, lemme ask you this: So that whole "World's Most Hated Crew" thingie thing with Eliza and the rest of them, right? Why would Kat be friends with Eliza's bffles? I mean, 'cause you know. Kat. Eliza. That whole drama llama. Or is Eliza's agape love so epic and all-encompasing, and Kat so forgiving, that they just agree to put the whole "that's my fiance" "no bitch that's MY fiance who I macked on his bed while he was still with you" thing behind them? Just my mana'o!
Everytime I read something about these people and their "love" triangles and soap opera "relationships" with "he cheated on her" "oh no he didn't" and vendettas and "crews" and scene queens and quickie backstage marriages and sharpie love-lives, I am ever so thankful that I am not involved in any of that kind of junk.
And neither is Mayo, okay, so get that thought right outta your head.
God, I need a shower so badly! I've got all leaves in my hair and junk, and I swear to christ if there is a tick on me, I am going to punch it right in the vagina. Right in the goddamn vagina.
Let them think whatever they want.
There is not point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to try and prove that the band as a whole and especially Gerard are perfect, resorting to them closing their eyes and ears and refusing to see evidence, even when it's right in front of them.
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
And amaaaayzingly enough, that video that many of us were sure showed dubbing on the live DVD is now unavailable. Wowsies!
i just have to be a blue name amongst this depressing sea of black!!
jesus christ!!
(apologies to religious folk!!)
hi K!!
sorry didn't see you there!
should have refreshed!!
Anon at 3:15, not at VV's. People are pretty smart there. Even the buzznet people are starting to see what Gerard and his wife are up to.
Hi FASC! I know, all of these naked people!
It's still available for me.
Kapu you are judging Gerard's love drama but you still think Adam is perfect!
Anonymous said...
Let them think whatever they want.
There is not point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to try and prove that the band as a whole and especially Gerard are perfect, resorting to them closing their eyes and ears and refusing to see evidence, even when it's right in front of them.
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
I rest my case.
Apologies 3:19; a friend of mine told me it had been taken down and I didn't bother to check. Duh!
3:19 the second, I by no means think that Adam is perfect and trust me: I am equally glad not to be involved in any of that kind of drama either; that whole situation looks sticky.
yes the link is still working for me too.
I have just been told via email that my question did not come across clearly, so let me break it down: Why, if "Sara Black" is "Kat," is she all cozy with Eliza's beffies?
Anonymous said...
Let them think whatever they want.
There is not point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to try and prove that the band as a whole and especially Gerard are perfect, resorting to them closing their eyes and ears and refusing to see evidence, even when it's right in front of them.
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
I rest my case.
I rest my case.
Kapu can I ask whether you really believe mayo is gerard and ss is frank?
You are the brain of this blog and if you tell me they aren't and why you think they aren't then I will believe you.
I rest my ass.
hi K!
go scrub those ticks off!!
i just saw the clip. yep it looks dubbed. so fucking what!
just look at the passion of the performance. these guys have proved they cut it live big time. GW has proved that he can sing live.
i am not adverse to a bit of dubbing...would have been nice if they'd got it in synch though!!
oh and i am not fan girling GW.....i think he is a crazy genius but i know he's not perfect. (far from it) but then who is??!!
Anonymous said...
Let them think whatever they want.
There is not point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to try and prove that the band as a whole and especially Gerard are perfect, resorting to them closing their eyes and ears and refusing to see evidence, even when it's right in front of them.
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
I rest my case.
I rest my case.
No, really, I rest my case.
All and any resting of cases will be made by me.
Case closed.
3:25, I'll put it to you this way. First of all, I am by far not the brain of the blog. I'm incredibly naive and dumb when it comes to a lot of this stuff. But I do trust Mayo and SS and I trust what they tell me. I don't know why; I just do.
Mayo has said, many times in many ways that he is not Gerard. Some of his earlier blogs even point to him sounding quite surprised that we ran in that direction. As far as SS, this is the thing that gets me: the dude never, ever once even pretended to be Frank. We assumed that he was just because he showed up one day and we all had our "Gerard" glasses on. And I can also tell you that, IIRC, SS posted quite a few times when MCR was on stage.
I swear these things to you. You don't have to believe me but I promise you, this is my viewpoint.
Kapunua said...
I rest my ass.
LMAO! You are a funny girl!!
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
Case reopened. Head explodes. Case closed.
There will be no re-opening of cases!
Ass still resting.
Kapunua, I believe you believe that, but it's quite evident that other "lovelies" on here do not.
Thanks, 3:30.
I drank a lot of water and I need to pee real bad.
3:25, Mayo and SS have NEVER posted while MCR are on stage. This is Kap just covering for them once again. Looks like she really IS a fangirl after all!
Definition of a fangirl:
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
Don't believe me? Go to buzznet.
I dunno, 3:33. Maybe some do, but to me, there is so much evidence from Mayo himself that this is not the case. I'll admit that somewhere in the middle of this I thought it was him though. Then things just changed and I saw it differently. Anyway, thanks.
Mayo AFAIK did not post while MCR was on stage, but I'm pretty sure that SS did.
You know that link to that blog with the picture destroyers or something.
This is so on top of that list.
I also love the lack of brushing skills he has for that event.
ORLY? When was this Kapu? Or do you conveniently not remember when?
And heehaa at the "protocting". It used to be the other way around.
what do you mean 3:43?
"Conveniently" anon? It was months ago, and unlike some of you nutballs, I don't have the time or inclination to keep track of every little thing that goes on at every time of day. What's more: I don't exactly follow the band's schedule anymore and I didn't even during the last few tours--you might have heard that I'm done with MCR, thanks Gerard, you tool--so I couldn't tell you what day it was. I'm just telling you that I remember us all discussing the fact that SS had posted while MCR was on stage; I think it was more than once. But do feel free to go back over every blog entry and find it yourself if you are so inclined!
3:40, what is the pic and what are you saying?
by the way i haven't even said hello to mayo and SS!
i've not been here today yet....and a new post!!
so hi there mayo!
hope you are having a relaxing sunday!
love the way you do your title and PS!! i know it probably isn't that difficult but it is unique to you and i like it very much. and today i really like your title and PS!!
as far as your other words are concerned. i think i am getting you? i know how i am interpreting you.
if you really want to do that, even though it is so hard, then good luck to you!! go for it!
i don't think i have the energy to do that.
thanks mayo.
SS you good? i hope so! hope your sunday is slipping by nicely! relaxing and chilling.....always good!
anons and PP and anyone else....thanks for the pics and footage of frank performing with the love cats last night! frank playing bass! i was so impressed! and they sounded damn good!
OPL my thoughts are with you.
i am so sorry.
*big hug*
Never mind, I looked at the pic (it seems I can look at direct link photos on BN but not much else without getting attacked by viruses and popups,) and Gerard looks terrified. Still not sure what you're talking about with "destroyers" though but hey, when am I not a babe in the woods around here.
I see what you're saying Kapu.
thats GW at frankie's wedding isn't it anon?
hi K i am not ignoring you at all....just catching up!
That's cool FASC. ^_^
With what thing, 3:48?
Ha! Kapu, very clever! SS would be proud!
i get you anon!
destroyers are people who pop up in the background of photos doing something daft!! the link was posted here a while back.
very good anon!!
So, SS posted when MCR were onstage... but not necessarily when Frank was playing with them, right?
Yes, Fasc!
I honestly couldn't tell you the days when Frank was and wasn't there, anon, like I said: I don't follow their tour schedule and haven't for quite some time. However I do remember a lot of disappointment and people from here saying, "I guess it's not them."
i get you anon!
destroyers are people who pop up in the background of photos doing something daft!! the link was posted here a while back.
AH! That's very awesome then! My screen is crap, I had to close the blinds and tilt the screen down to see that dude.
Gerard does look terrified in that picture though.
Anon, SS hasn't posted when MCR were on stage. Don't buy that protecting shit.
So what if either of them hasn't posted when MCR is onstage? Any fan worth their salt would know better than to do that, especially if s/he was trying to convince people s/he was in the band.
Sheesh.
Poor deluded people. Are your lives so empty that you have to convince yourselves that you're somehow connected to some famous person through a sooper sekrit blog to make your lives seem worth living?
Jesus.
If you don't like it here then leave.
A bone for a book?
Kapu actually IS the biggest proof that this isn't Gerard's blog. Mayo seems to like her or at least tolerate her. Gerard would never stand for her talking about him the way she does. She calls him names and makes fun of his relationship.
Check out the trailer for The Incredible Hulk.
I was never a fan of the show, or of Marvel comics even, but holy hell I'll watch Edward Norton do anything.*
*Almost
well the anons are out in force today.
i remember when K was positive mayo wasn't GW and that was when mayo posted the pic of K's dog.
at that point GW was being a bit of a dick in general with various things he was doing/saying etc.....and K said that there was no way that GW would do something so kind and sweet.
i do remember that bit.
re SS and posting when MCR were on stage, with or without frank there.....i don't know....my time zones mean i miss out on alot.
looks great K!
i have yet to see indiana jones. but i want to see them both!
A song for a smile.
Haha, yeah, there was that, too. ^_^
Also check out the trailer for Iron Man which I didn't actually see before I saw the movie!
That's 'cause I'm so lame when it comes to Marvel comics and comics in general--if it didn't come out of Japan I probably didn't look at it*--but I would watch RDJ do just about anything as well. I went into the movie totally clueless as to even the most basic premise. I'm lame.
There are just a few actors that I'll watch no matter what they're in, and RDJ is one of them, and Edward Norton is another. Christopher Walken has been in some fantastically bad movies, but I get through them because of him. He's kind of like god. Ewan McGregor, same. Would pay to watch him vacuum the rug for an hour.
Well, that's enough of my babble. I have to go feed my crazy dogs.
Later FASC and anyone around who was nice!
*And sorry dudes, but Blade Of The Immortal is the best thing to come out of Dark Horse, true story.
It's a hot motherfucker in south Georiga.
Ya know? Just in case you guys were wondering.
what kind of man dumps his gf when she is dying?
what has changed? there was a time you all denied this was gerard and you really believed it. now you deny it to cover for him. somewhere along the line you found some proof. same with ss. i bet this is what you discuss in aim.
it all changed when the freaky four met gerard way and frank iero.
The OPS were the one who put it out there. Toujours and Elena were giving hints but it was the OPS who came right out and said that they knew the secret because "two" people told them.
Give it up. They will never admit it and why would they?
The OPS don't know the meaning of the word discreet. I wonder if Teej and Elena regret sharing their secret.
Tourjours, Elena and mostly the OPS DID admit it. What more do you need?
Nothing changed when they met them. Gerard and Frank are hardly going to admit being Mayo and SS.
cheers K!
and that's another one i want to see!!
hi solly!
do you have sweaty pits??
i have to go and get organised for tomorrow, the evening is ticking on here in the UK.
catch you tomorrow guys!
have a fun day/evening/night/morning!!
love to you all!
Then I would imagine Mayo and SS would be upset with them for being indiscreet.
Anonymous said...
Kapu can I ask whether you really believe mayo is gerard and ss is frank?
Take note of this: She never answered your question.
Take note, Read the words in front of you and maybe you can begin to act smart and understand that she did
Nothing happened on tour, Anon.
If Gerard was questioned about this blog, I'm sure he would have feigned ignorance.
He will never admit this is his blog.
It's funny how Kapu tries SO HARD to protect them, and one of them is a man she doesn't even respect, yet the OPS and them just come out telling everybody that they know the "secret" because Elena and Toujours told them right after they met them!
Maybe Gerard didn't say anything to Toujours and Elena but he gave them a hint or something. Carmine remember? And it was right after that when the OPS started talking about knowing Mayo's "secret" that "two" people had told them!!
Hey to anyone who's here. Just a quick stop here. I wanted to make a correction concerning an anon who posted here earlier:
There Is No Kat. Duh.
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Aww anon, you forgot one thing concerning your theory. I actually have *seen* pictures of Kat. She does exist. In my opinion I think she's prettier than Lyn-Z.
What they think they know and what they really know are two completely different things.
Mayo explained this with TINC.
Aww anon, you forgot one thing concerning your theory. I actually have *seen* pictures of Kat. She does exist. In my opinion I think she's prettier than Lyn-Z.
No you haven't. You saw pictures of someone who someone TOLD you was Kat while you were stalking Gerard.
Mayo explained this with TINC.
Yeh, that's called BACKTRACKING!
BC, please go away. The grown ups are talking.
So how do the freaky four feel about that? Mayo backtracks with TINC and makes them look like liars.
In my opinion I think she's prettier than Lyn-Z.
In your opinion you yourself could be a model so sorry, I don't trust your opinion.
*high fives anon*
Would you care to prove me wrong?
The OPS thought SS was Frank from the very beginning, read their first bunch of posts. They never once stopped thinking it was him. Whatever "proof" Toujours and Elena gave them only added to it but they didn't even need that. It's sick because looking back you see how they never doubted it was SS and they made SURE that he would get the story they wrote about his birthday with them doing him in the ass with a dildo.
Original Punks said...
Mayo:
Telling secrets. Or maybe keeping them.
Two people picked up on your hints. They let you know, in their own way, that they heard you. And now you're telling them so.
Two other people heard you, too, vicariously. Because we're fortunate to know the individuals involved, and have their trust.
Please know that YOUR trust will not be misplaced in the four of us.
Here's hoping you have a pleasant evening and tomorrow, my friend.
love to you
J (and L from the couch)
frank has a black dildo fetish so he wouldnt have a prob with that
That's fucking gross.
I did not believe SS=Frank until yesterday.
Mid week SS put "Architects" on his profile for a few minutes and then Frank raves about a band called The Architects on the S/C website.
Too much of a coincidence I'm thinking.
I feel oddly disappointed.
I wonder if any of you ever stop to think that SS is maybe a random s//c guy or gal? 'Cause I sure as hell have.
Anyways, it's been hovering around 90+ today, then all of a sudden a few minutes ago, the sky darkened and it started thundering. It isn't raining yet but it's wet and heavy out there. It reminds me of those lines from "The Waste Land:"
Here one can neither stand nor lie nor sit
There is not even silence in the mountains
But dry sterile thunder without rain....
Oh please let it rain today.
This city is so filthy, like my mind in ways.
Oh, there was a time, like a clean, new taste...
Smiling eyes before me, inches from my face.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
Sin to sell, buying just a need.
Just who planted all the devil's seeds?
And what the truth, the truth that lies at home...
It's on the inside, and I can't get it off.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
What's clean is pure, but hey,
I'm white on the outside, though I stray...
What she don't know today might kill us both tomorrow.
Bring it back someway...bring it back, bring it back...
Back to the clean form, to the pure form.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
Wash my love.
Certain anons, sorry, but I really don't give a damn whether GW wants to fuck up his life. Not my problem.
And 4:47:
I see no adults here, just the same people who continue to bitch and whine about the same BS over and over again.
That was one of my favorite Pearl Jam songs. ^_^
Okay, my dogs are barking at the thunder, and I've got to go make dinner. ^_^
And when I said people, I meant the anons
4:52, I saw that too! It was only up for a couple of minutes though then it was gone.
A couple of weeks ago he also had 'bowling' as his interests on his profile, again only for a few minutes. Didn't make any sense til they announced the Love Cats show.
I don't know whether the 'lovelies' missed these clues or if they just dummy up to protect him.
kapu thinks ss=frank, cant you see this is is part of the PROTOCTING she ALWAYS does?? Dont believe her.
Then why didn't the OPS PROTOCT him? Why did they just tell about the secret?
Anons,why do you care about SS's identity? It's just a blog. Calm down.
I thought you were leaving BC?
she didnt answer the question! look
...a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust bringing rain...
Ahhh, so wonderful!
Elena, Toujours and the OPs are a bunch of loony toons who could mistake a random look from some guy onstage as a sign that "I'm Mayo!"
Good God. Grow a brain you guys.
Then spoke the thunder
D A
Datta: what have we given?
My friend, blood shaking my heart
The awful daring of a moment's surrender
Which an age of prudence can never retract
By this, and this only, we have existed
Which is not to be found in our obituaries
Or in memories draped by the beneficent spider
Or under seals broken by the lean solicitor
In our empty rooms
D A
Dayadhvam: I have heard the key
Turn in the door once and turn once only
We think of the key, each in his prison
Thinking of the key, each confirms a prison
Only at nightfall, aetherial rumours
Revive for a moment a broken Coriolanus
D A
Damyata: The boat responded
Gaily, to the hand expert with sail and oar
The sea was calm, your heart would have responded
Gaily, when invited, beating obedient
To controlling hands
I sat upon the shore
Fishing, with the arid plain behind me
Shall I at least set my lands in order?
London Bridge is falling down falling down falling down
Poi s'ascose nel foco che gli affina
Quando fiam ceu chelidon—O swallow swallow
Le Prince d'Aquitaine à la tour abolie
These fragments I have shored against my ruins
Why then Ile fit you. Hieronymo's mad againe.
Datta. Dayadhvam. Damyata.
Shantih shantih shantih
Some of you anons are rude and weird. Later guys!
Anon, I was, but just needed to add a couple of more comments. Anyways, later everyone
she can pretend she doesnt see this post all she wants. thats what they ALL DO when they cant say anything
OR THEY LEAVE. I REST MY CASE. DONT FALL FOR HER GAME
Elena, Toujours and the OPs are a bunch of loony toons who could mistake a random look from some guy onstage as a sign that "I'm Mayo!"
Good God. Grow a brain you guys.
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That's really funny, coming from an anon. The last week or so, I've been asking myself whether some of the anons were having a little too much to drink because a lot of them have been weird, especially late at night.
And then there's the anons who bicker against other anons. That's something you don't see a lot in here.
Yeah, I have a friend who swears that Ray Toro was looking down her shirt the entire time we were on the barrier at one of the shows. I was there and he sooo was not.
People believe what they want to believe. If the OPs and Elena and Toujours want to believe they got some "sign" from Mayo and SS, let them.
*hugs all the other anons*
*sticks out tongue at BC*
Yeah, shut up, BC. Some of us remember back when you had "insider ifo." El-oh-fucking-el. More like the voices in your head.
Okay then I've been sick all day and sleeping. So I get up and come to check on the blog and wow, some of you anon's are really on a roll today.
First of to the anon who adressed me thinking I was an anon....I don't know how may fucking times I have to say this...I do not post as Anon. If I have something to say or a question I will do it under my name. Funny thing is if I had been on at that time I would have asked what they hell the anon was talking about.
Second about this so-called secret. It's really funny how this all started. I have said it before but for those of you who didn't get it here we go again...There is no secret. What you all have made into some great conspiracy is nothing. Once again the funny thing is if you had been paying attention you would know there's no secret. Trees from the forest people. It's was all there in plain sight but with all the rush to find some great and wonderful "secret" the truth got trampled. Of course that's probably gonna get picked apart and I don't care. I'm telling the truth if you can't hear it I'm sorry.
As for Gerard Way - I have not met the man.
As for Frank Iero - I shook hands with him. No, it wasn't a secret handshake.
Please give it a rest. Now I'm gonna go lay back down. I'll probably be on later tonight. Man, some of you anon's can make my head hurt!
Anonymous said...
The OPS don't know the meaning of the word discreet.
I beg to differ.
Anonymous said...
SS likes architects now.
June 5, 2008 6:50 PM
resurrected wreck said...
Architects, eh? Maybe SS is thinking of building something.
June 5, 2008 6:54 PM
THen what was the secret the OPS were talking about Elena? And who told them if it wasn't you and Toujours? They were obviously talking to Mayo about it.
*pats BC
Go along and take your meds now, hun.
elena said...
As for Frank Iero - I shook hands with him. No, it wasn't a secret handshake.
Hilarious.
do you STILL think kapu isnt lying to you? dont be so gullible next time.
Whoa! What the hell is going in here?! @_@
Hi everyone!
Bella, I still have to check my email. Thank you in advance. :)
And thank you to everyone who has given me so much thought and support. I love you guys.
L, I'm so sorry to hear about your cousin, I'm sending you many hugs and love during this time. If you need anything, you know where to find me.
...
Can't wait to see the videos that were posted! I will check them out tomorrow...I gots too much to do today. Filing out paperwork for the State, makes me want to puke. I must stay on track...
but I just wanted to pop in and say hi to everyone. I've missed you Blogbelieve!
Hope you all are having a fantastic day. Mayo, thanks for the new post. Lovely as always.
SS, can I borrow that pink belt sometime? ;)
P.S. Princess and Solly, you were in my dream Friday night. You invited me to a party at Princess's house I believe, and you didn't order me the sandwich I had asked for. All the other 40+ guests had theirs, but not me. :(
How silly is that?!!!
Elena and Tourjours KNOW that they told Mayo and SS's secret to the OPS but they never thought that the OPS would blab. Now they have to make themselves look like they didn't blab either because they know that Mayo and SS are reading this and they still want to impress them so they have to pretend there is no big "secret". But the OPS already said there was. And since there is only one BIG secret on this blog.....
SS posts as an Anon, anyone can pretend to be him. at least Mayo has the balls to sign in.
"All these lies and liars, so ill inspired."
mayo posts as an anon too.
SS posts as an anon because people where coming on pretending to be him. So he stopped signing in under his name. Mayo has and still does post as an anon
*waves, hi anons!*
When We Two Parted
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow--
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me--
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well--
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met--
In silence I grieve,
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?--
With silence and tears.
Hi everyone. How are you?
Pickled Possum said...
Mustard,
If only they had been the same brand as MissT's infamous, indestructable, yellow knickers!
^_^
You better believe it.
L and Anima, I'm so sorry to hear of your bad news. I am thinking about both you guys.
So, yesterday my cousin had her first ickle baby. Olivia sky 6lbs something (can't remember exactly).
We've been dogsitting this weekend. I'm not used to having dog hairs in the house. I can't stop sneezing. I feel like I have full blown cold.
Achooooo! Oh excuse me while I wipe down the screen.
Whoever you are, I fear you are walking the walks of
dreams,
I fear these supposed realities are to melt from under your
feet and hands,
Even now your features, joys, speech, house, trade, manners,
troubles, follies, costume, crimes, dissipate away from you,
Your true soul and body appear before me,
They stand forth out of affairs, out of commerce, shops,
work, farms, clothes, the house, buying, selling, eating,
drinking, suffering, dying.
Whoever you are, now I place my hand upon you, that you
be my poem,
I whisper with my lips close to your ear,
I have loved many women and men, but I love none better
than you.
Anonymous said...
Yeah, shut up, BC. Some of us remember back when you had "insider ifo." El-oh-fucking-el. More like the voices in your head.
June 8, 2008 5:16 PM
-------------------------------------
Oooo,I'm really scared. I'm being told to shut up by some random, unknown person ^_^
Hi Anima, Elena, I hope you get better soon. Anima, how are you holding up?
I don't know whether the 'lovelies' missed these clues or if they just dummy up to protect him.
None of the little clues are missed (and there have been lots of them), I assure you. But they protoct this place so that it doesn't become another BN and thereby putting an end to it. No one here will admit to anything so stop trying to force them to and just go with the flow.
Anonymous said...
SS likes architects now.
June 5, 2008 6:50 PM
resurrected wreck said...
Architects, eh? Maybe SS is thinking of building something.
June 5, 2008 6:54 PM
What the fuck are you quoting me for?
Hi Miss T, how are you? *hugs*
Should've seen this coming. Right on time.
Well we got no choice
All the girls and boys
Makin all that noise
'Cause they found new toys
Well we can't salute ya
Can't find a flag
If that don't suit ya
That's a drag
School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
Well we got no class
And we got no principles
And we got no innocence
We can't even think of a word that rhymes
School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
Out for summer
Out till fall
We might not go back at all
School's out forever
School's out for summer
School's out with fever
School's out completely
Hi RW *squeeze*
O I have been dilatory and dumb,
I should have made my way straight to you long ago,
I should have blabb'd nothing but you, I should have chanted
nothing but you.
I will leave all and come and make the hymns of you,
None has understood you, but I understand you,
None has done justice to you, you have not done justice to
yourself,
None but has found you imperfect, I only find no
imperfection in you,
None but would subordinate you, I only am he who will
never consent to subordinate you,
I only am he who places over you no master, owner, better,
God, beyond what waits intrinsically in yourself.
Hi MissT and BC! ♥
Just butting in one more time; Anons, there is no secret(s) Bottomline. Everything is here on this blog. It's all here for your viewing pleasure. :)
Hi, BC :)
*squeeze*
Hi RW! (sorry I missed you!)
I lied about leaving for the day. Oops. Oh well. I'm a pain in the ass like that.
How are you doing today RW? Anima, *hugs*
5:38 has to be Kapu posting love poems to Mayo.
Hi, Anima :)
I'm all right, BC. Just got back from the movies.
How are you?
And 5:45
Hiya Anima, RW and BC. *hugs and squeezes all round*
I'm good thanks BC, apart from all the sneezing.
How are you guys?
Painters have painted their swarming groups and the centre-
figure of all,
From the head of the centre-figure spreading a nimbus of
gold-color'd light,
But I paint myriads of heads, but paint no head without its
nimbus of gold-color'd light,
From my hand from the brain of every man and woman it
streams, effulgently flowing forever.
O I could sing such grandeurs and glories about you!
You have not known what you are, you have slumber'd upon
yourself all your life,
Your eyelids have been the same as closed most of the time,
What you have done returns already in mockeries,
(Your thrift, knowledge, prayers, if they do not return in
mockeries, what is their return?)
The mockeries are not you,
Underneath them and within them I see you lurk,
I pursue you where none else has pursued you,
Silence, the desk, the flippant expression, the night, the
accustom'd routine, if these conceal you from others or
from yourself, they do not conceal you from me,
The shaved face, the unsteady eye, the impure complexion, if
these balk others they do not balk me,
The pert apparel, the deform'd attitude, drunkenness, greed,
premature death, all these I part aside.
Hi, Miss T! :)
Achooooooo
*wipes back of hand across snotty nose*
Good RW, sweating like a pig, but cooling off with the AC. Ahhh.
Aw Miss T, I hope you get better soon.
♥ ♥
5:50 Kapunua to Mayo / Gerard
Thanks BC sweetie. It's all the dog hairs. I'm not used to them in the house.
WTF, it is not! I have no idea who is posting the Walt Whitman ones. THey are nice, however it's not me.
RW!! WHAT MOVIE?
Hey MissT, and gezundheit!
To You
There is no endowment in man or woman that is not tallied
in you,
There is no virtue, no beauty in man or woman, but as good
is in you,
No pluck, no endurance in others, but as good is in you,
No pleasure waiting for others, but an equal pleasure waits
for you.
As for me, I give nothing to any one except I give the like
carefully to you,
I sing the songs of the glory of none, not God, sooner than
I sing the songs of the glory of you.
Whoever you are! claim your own at an hazard!
These shows of the East and West are tame compared to you,
These immense meadows, these interminable rivers, you are
immense and interminable as they,
These furies, elements, storms, motions of Nature, throes of
apparent dissolution, you are he or she who is master or
mistress over them,
Master or mistress in your own right over Nature, elements,
pain, passion, dissolution.
The hopples fall from your ankles, you find an unfailing
sufficiency,
Old or young, male or female, rude, low, rejected by the rest,
whatever you are promulges itself,
Through birth, life, death, burial, the means are provided,
nothing is scanted,
Through angers, losses, ambition, ignorance, ennui, what
you are picks its way
Not From Kapunua
Not To Mayo
To You
LOL, thanks K sweetie. How are you today?
Thanks for clearing that up.
Indiana Jones, K.
It was cheesy, but enjoyable :)
I'm good MissT. It rained a bitch here just before, the thunderstorm was epic and I taped some of it. Tree branches were coming down and the electricity was going out and what-not, it was so awesome. I was trying to make a smoothie, which is hard when the electric keeps flickering. It was pretty great!
That was my thought on it, RW. There were parts that were totally redic, but dude, I mean, it was Indy.
I thought you might say "Iron Man" and I got all psyched that I could fangirl a little bit again. ^_^
Well Kapu always had that annoying habit of sigining in AS the poetry writer so I thought it was her. But now I guess everyone is doing it.
Wow K, I absolutely love thunderstorms. Are you gonna post the footage?
So, do you guys recommend the new Indiana Jones movie?
I Have Heard the Sunset Song
"I have heard the sunset song of the birches,
A white melody in the silence,
I have seen a quarrel of the pines.
At nightfall
The little grasses have rushed by me
With the wind men.
These things have I lived," quoth the maniac,
"Possessing only eyes and ears.
But you --
You don green spectacles before you look at roses."
Stephen Crane
MissTottenham said...
Achooooooo
*wipes back of hand across snotty nose*
June 8, 2008 5:51 PM
I have a cold too, Hun. Okay - I'm done lurking. Night everyone. oxox
because she is too stupid to know what she has gotten into marrying into his "family of psychos and exes".
If this Anon is still on can you please explain the "family of psychos" part. In your mind, are his family that bad?
LOL anon.
MissT, I might put it in a video at some point or something. It was really cool. I wonder if I got any lightning on tape.
As far as Indiana Jones, if you are a fan, then do see it on the big screen. Otherwise I'd say just go see Iron Man instead. ;)
Hi and Bye Safe. I hope you get rid of your cold soon sweetie.
*passes safe a hankie*
Goodnight sweetie.
Anonymous said...
Let them think whatever they want.
There is not point engaging in any kind of discussion with people who go out of their way to try and prove that the band as a whole and especially Gerard are perfect, resorting to them closing their eyes and ears and refusing to see evidence, even when it's right in front of them.
They will just deny, deny, deny until you think your head will explode.
June 8, 2008 3:15 PM
My head won't explode. I am very intrigued. Please continue to enlighten me Anon. I am not being sarcastic. I am being serious.
I am trying to catch up. Alot to absorb and digest here.
I don't care if they are on this page or not. I do want to hear more from this "insider" Anon.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening Anons, Kapunua, Miss T, RW and Safe.
Hey there GS!
I do love Indiana Jones, K. I was waiting to hear some reviews before going to see it.
I think I will do.
Yo GS, how you doin'?
A Learned Man Came to Me Once
A learned man came to me once.
He said, "I know the way, -- come."
And I was overjoyed at this.
Together we hastened.
Soon, too soon, were we
Where my eyes were useless,
And I knew not the ways of my feet.
I clung to the hand of my friend;
But at last he cried, "I am lost."
Stephen Crane
Everyone okay?
Say, speaking of asking anons, I never did get an answer to my question, too. One of you anons posted links to "Sara Black" and "Tim" as being friends with the World's Most Hated as proof that she was Kat. Me, I tend to think the opposite: that it looks more like she isn't "Kat" because why would "Kat" be cozying up to Eliza's homies? Anyone got an answer?
Hi, GS! :D
Hey there Miss T ( Joey )
Hiya Kapunua.
I am very chilled :)
A Man Feared
A man feared that he might find an assassin;
Another that he might find a victim.
One was more wise than the other.
Stephen Crane
Come to think of it, K, they never did answer me re: why they quoted one of my comments. Just wondering what they thought they were trying to prove by it.
Hello RW. Soz about the very late e-mail.
LOL GS, I was doing my best impression.
I'm good thanks, how are you sweetie?
Bright Star
Bright star! would I were steadfast as thou art--
Not in lone splendour hung aloft the night,
And watching, with eternal lids apart,
Like Nature's patient sleepless Eremite,
The moving waters at their priestlike task
Of pure ablution round earth's human shores,
Or gazing on the new soft fallen mask
Of snow upon the mountains and the moors--
No--yet still steadfast, still unchangeable,
Pillow'd upon my fair love's ripening breast,
To feel for ever its soft fall and swell,
Awake for ever in a sweet unrest,
Still, still to hear her tender-taken breath,
And so live ever--or else swoon to death.
How come so chilled GS?
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