Monday, June 30, 2008

Guess I should have called a plumber.

I would like to share with you one of my favorites.

SHOCK
C.K. Williams


Furiously a crane
in the scrapyard out of whose grasp
a car it meant to pick up slipped,
lifts and lets fall, lifts and lets fall
the steel ton of its clenched pincers
onto the shuddering carcass
which spurts fragments of anguished glass
until it's sufficiently crushed
to be hauled up and flung onto
the heap from which one imagines
it'll move on to the shredding
or melting down that awaits it.

Also somewhere a crow
with less evident emotion
punches its beak through the dead
breast of a dove or albino
sparrow until it arrives at
a coil of gut it can extract,
then undo with a dexterous twist
an oily stretch just the right length
to be devoured, the only
suggestion of violation
the carrion jerked to one side
in involuntary dismay.

Splayed on the soiled pavement
the dove or sparrow; dismembered
in the tangled remnants of itself
the wreck, the crane slamming once more
for good measure into the all
but dematerialized hulk,
then luxuriously swaying
away, as, gorged, glutted, the crow
with savage care unfurls the full,
luminous glitter of its wings,
so we can preen, too, for so much
so well accomplished, so well seen.





p.s. it was a plunger but nevertheless.

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Smoke said...

I miss him, too. :(

Maybe that's his way of letting us know that he's still around though.

*waves to SS again*

101 and counting.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

I am so hardcore! I am!

*growls and gives evil eye*

sdock10 said...

Anima's picture still kicks ass. Every fucking day it kicks more ass.

Amyranth said...

I was sorta close!

Gerard's actually really surprised me.

-A

Anonymous said...

Well...

maybe just one time.

Emerald said...

Hey Everyone,

It's L. Only one comment tonight, it's been a rough couple of days, but I wanted to let you know that J. and I have seperate blogs now, she will be commenting under Original Punk-J, and I will be commenting as Emerald, so there is no confusion.

TJ, good luck tomorrow, I hope everything goes well. Love goes with you, too!

Carrie, if you come back on, tell Entropy I'm sorry she's having such a bad day. I hope she and her boyfriend are alright.

Mayo, SS, Family, goodnight.

Love. Hope. Faith.

(We got to have something to hold on to, don't we?)

Amyranth said...

Ooops.

Wrong window.

-A just got the Interoffice Memo about the masks.

Amyranth said...

Hiya L!

Can we still call you L? Or should we call you Em?

-A

sdock10 said...

Redrum,

She will ooze all over you. She is full of sugary sweet syrup.

Hardass, my ass!

Emerald said...

Either is fine, Amy. :)

toujours said...

sdock, i know! you've been sending me special thoughts like every night! :D

*huuuuugs*


and you know what? i hopped on the blog at the end of the day at work, just to try to catch up a little, and it was so wonderful to see how people had been thinking of me all day. :)

you guys.

sdock10 said...

Well, BlogBelieve...

It's that time again. Only 8 hours til get-up-and-do-it-all-over again time!

Nite, nite and sweet dreams!

FYI...I wouldn't advise headbanging before sleepy time. I fucked my neck up. Seriously!
WHOOP! WHOOP!

Catch you guys tomorrow!

Smoke said...

Did someone say masks?

I GOT FRANK'S! YAY! :)

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Redrum! Yay! Nice to see you around. :)

*squeezes Redrum*

Umm, Solly didn't mention that my other name is actually Sugary Cyanide, did she? Huh. Now you know. ^_~

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Welp, it's about that time.

Sleep-sleep!

TJ,

You will be in my thoughts and as Jules says: PINK BUBBLE!

You're a tough lady, TJ. I hope you know that. :)

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX


Mayo,

DUDE! I'm gonna wave at you all day tomorrow. Will you watch for me? Hope you have a lovely night, Mayo. Sweet dreams and stuffs.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

SS!!!

Yep. I gots you a new snowglobe. Ain't you happy? You got all kinds of room now. And I promise to never leave it in the trunk of my car again. Ever. Seriously though, you know you're missed. And as we've said before, we will be right here when you're ready to come back. Okay? Sweet dreams!!!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Nighty-night BlogBelieve! Hope you all have sweet dreams! :)

Anonymous said...

Aww.

Good night, ladies.

toujours said...

good night sisters, thanks for the thoughts and bubbles! :)

good night, redrum. please do remember to take the eyepatch off before going to bed, won't you?

/mother hen

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Ummmm....yeah, we'll get back to work on the Viking Kitty mural tomorrow. It's going to be super badass! Just you wait and see. Yeah, I ate manic for supper followed by hyper for dessert and I drank some don't much give a fuck to wash it all down!

Sometimes that's all I can do. Choke it down and ride the coaster. Yeah, I know you're not supposed to eat before you get on those things, but mine never stops and now it's the whoosh before the dip!

I'll be back tomorrow with more nonsense. We now return to your regularly scheduled programming which is already in progress!

Well, isn't that fucked up? Now, you don't know what the hell is going on!

Fuckers.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. S'okay.

Anonymous said...

Yes'm. I will hang it on my bedpost.

And I'll be thinking happy little thoughts for you tomorrow, too.

See you later.

Emerald said...

Remember Elena,

Text me when it's over.

toujours said...

thanks, redrum. (and, good boy.)

Amyranth said...

Huh.

Apparently there's an easter egg on the website. I'm trying to load it now to see what you get.

-A

Amyranth said...

Oh WOW.

Guys, go to the website. Check out the page after the oder info for TBPID! and click in the small mask graphic.

-A

Amyranth said...

*blinks*

Did I kill the internet?

-A

toujours said...

no, we're all looking! lol

it's the game, isn't it? is it different from before?

Amyranth said...

*blinks again*

There was a GAME?

Great.

I can't get it to load past Fear/Regret and The Aviator guy.


-A

toujours said...

lol!

keep at it, it's very cool. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Which page are you guys at? The MCR homepage?

resurrected wreck said...

Just found it.

WILD!

Anonymous said...

Night, BlogBelieve! Talk to you guys tomorrow!


Mayo,
Just want to thank you one more time, for good measure and all of that. Thanks for what you did. See you around, dude. :)


SS,
I gotchoo sumthin'.

*drum roll*

Snowball, you know, for your brand-spankin' new snowglobe. Bwuahahah! Geddit?! It will make the perfect addition, I'm sure.

*tapes to snowglobe a warning stating: DO NOT SHAKE ME AND MY KITTEH.*


Yay for me being so full of shit! Night guys!

Amyranth said...

Isn't it RW?

Apparently, it's been around for awhile, I guess I just never noticed it.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

I can't get past the question of what was my strongest memory. even when I type in the right answer it won't let me go any further :/

resurrected wreck said...

Night, Mustard :)

Amyranth said...

Really?

First I put down an actual memory,and it says "I thought it was your father taking you to the Parade".

Do you get a screen that has a piece of paper blowing around on it?

-A

resurrected wreck said...

Yes, that's as far as I get though.

Amyranth said...

You have to click on the piece of paper.

Try to get it near the to of bottom of the screen, it blows in pretty much the same pattern.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

Got it!

Am now at a page with a newspaper article. Red letters spelling "remember".

What now?

resurrected wreck said...

"Remember what the nurse said to you"

Do you remember what the nurse said? Somehting like "Yes, there's something wrong with your heart", wasn't it?

resurrected wreck said...

I can't get it to load past Fear/Regret and The Aviator guy.

Same :/

resurrected wreck said...

Hmm.

Maybe the rest is on the DVD.

Turning in now. Have a good night :)

toujours said...

*saunters back in*

*feeling self-satisfied at finally posting a poem at her lj after having it drop twice*

*grabs a cup of non-barium-flavored coffee*

*makes herself comfortable on the couch*






s-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

Amyranth said...

RW, the nurse said something about "Her face will bring you back", and it's a quick picture of Fear/Regret.

Also, "Wipeout" isn't BAD, but it isn't great. And "I survived a japanese gameshow" is tripe. Utter tripe.

-A

elena said...

TJ

Get your feet off the sofa.

toujours said...

*feet thump to the floor*

*kicks off shoes*

*tucks feet back up under self*

*sticks tongue out at elena*





s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

Amyranth said...

Hiya Elena, want some tea?

Teej, you should be drinking coffee this late, you'll be up all night!

-A

elena said...

TJ
Don't stick your tongue out at me...


My grandma would have said "stick that piece of meat back in your mouth."

Amyranth said...

*sighs*

Shouldn't

-A

toujours said...

elena. :P

amyranth, s'okay. coffee doesn't affect me like that. i have it as a night cap alla time.




s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

Anonymous said...

Hi again everyone. Hi elena

toujours said...

plus, in a half-hour i have to stop eating everything until after the scan.

no morning coffee.


must get sufficiently caffeinated now.









s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

toujours said...

hiya bc. :)



s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

Anonymous said...

Hiya TJ. I wish you the best with the ct scan :)

elena said...

Hi BC

Hi Amy

*totally ignores TJ*

toujours said...

s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

toujours said...

thank you, bc. :)

*slides a cameo brooch over to elena*





s-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-p

Amyranth said...

Ah, well. In that case.

*shuffles over to the Bookcase behind the tea cart. Searching, she pulls Volume 1 of "The Complete Calvin and Hobbes" from the shelf. Pausing, she pours herself a cuppa Lemon Ginger Tea before settling back in her chair*

Hiya BC, want some tea?

-A

Anonymous said...

Hiya Amy. Tea sounds good, thank you :)

toujours said...

hey, amyranth, isn't there a volume of mutts over there, too?

could you toss me it?

if it's no trouble?




s-i-i-i-i-i-

*looks down into the cup*

damn.

empty.

Amyranth said...

So how've you been BC?

Same Elena, I haven't really been around much this week.

-A

elena said...

Amy

I would love some tea


*takes cameo and tucks it in pocket*

Amyranth said...

*reaches behind her for the Mutts*

Here ya go.

Nothing like a good comic strip to relax you before bedtime.

-A

toujours said...

*grabs the volume out of the air*

thanks.

hey, have you guys ever read sluggy freelance?

it's a lot of fun.

Amyranth said...

*pours another cuppa Lemon Ginger and passes the cup towards Elena*

*deep, relaxed breath*

So, I've decided to give my notice at work. Ergo was right, the old manager coming back was my Divine Intervention. I'm getting my way out. So, I'm going to make my last day July 31st then take a whole week off. We've got a wedding in August, and then there's Warped, which would be hard to get time off for.

This is going to be quite a jump for me though. I don't really know what I want to DO anymore. My last two jobs have been about my passions, but it appears that I can't follow them within some one else's ideals.

-A

Anonymous said...

Pretty good Amy, just making plans for the 4th of July holiday. How are you?

toujours said...

oh, amyranth, good for you! and much good fortune to you as you start down this new path. :)

elena said...

Thanks Amy


This is very good tea

Amyranth said...

I think there's some of us here that should really look into this.

*cough*everyone*cough*

-A

Amyranth said...

Thanks Teej, that means a lot from you.

Elena, it's one of my favorites. Stash Tea in Lemon Ginger. Really wakes you up in the morning!

BC, pretty much what I just posted. It was a lazy Canada Day. I spent most of it watching the First 48.

-A

Anonymous said...

Amy, good luck with everything. I hope you'll find a job that will suit you and make you happy

Amyranth said...

Me too BC. Contrary to popular belief, I hate bitching about my job all the time. Makes me feel like I never have anything positive to say, and everyone looks at me and thinks "Oh great, here comes the one with the shitty job, who never lets us hear the end of it."

-A

elena said...

Amy

Any idea what kind of job you want?

Amyranth said...

Well Elena, the local Chocolate factory is hiring! I could do that.

I have to apply everywhere though, I can't afford to sit on one egg when there's too many other nests, you know?

-A

Amyranth said...

Anyway Lovelies, I have to head off. I gotta be up early in the am to *ugh* pay bills. Yuck.

Goodnight Elena and BC.

Teej, good luck with that scan in the AM. I'm sure everything will be fine.

Goodnight Mayo! Goodnight SS!

-A

toujours said...

hey amyranth, thanks for that link! that's a very admirable idea they've got going there.

i'm going to think about it for awhile, see if i'm inclined to participate. i don't know if i've got it in me to make something based on music...

but it's intriguing...

and for a very good cause, too.

very cool.

toujours said...

and good night, as well! thnaks for the good wishes. :)

Anonymous said...

goodnight amy, sweet dreams

elena said...

Chocolate factory?

Oh wow, is there a guy who looks like Johnny Depp?

Amyranth said...

Elena, probably not, but it's C-H-O-C-O-L-A-T-E.

-A never leaves on time! Goodnight!

elena said...

Night Amy....


Well I'm off to shower. Be back later.

TJ

If I don't talk to you again tonight....

Call me tomorrow! (oh and answer my damn question)

toujours said...

i will call you tomorrow, elena!

(and what question?)

Anonymous said...

Enjoy your shower elena

toujours said...

i should probably get to bed, myself. my alarm goes off pretty early tomorrow morning. :/

good night, bc, and elena when you get back.

and thank you again to everyone who has been keeping me in your thoughts. i'm squeezing you all in a ginormous hug!

good night. :)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams and good luck :)

toujours said...

mayo,

it makes me angry to have to walk back into a hospital, to sign in at radiology. i feel a low-level burn that makes me want to snarl, even though i wear my "pleasant" face.

i want to kick the universe in the seat of the pants for bringing me back to this spot, full circle.

except, it's not.

the last time, it was like walking along the very edge of a cliff, in the dark. the only thing i could do was grit my teeth and walk on, swallow the fear and do what was suddenly terribly necessary, and pray that the results, when they came, would allow me to resume my life. (of course, they didn't. cancer killed my life, but it didn't kill me.)

this time the scenery is similar, i'll admit. the mysterious lump, the sudden narrowing shift in priorities.

but it's not a cliff, and while my teeth are somewhat clenched, and i can sense the dark empty fear lurking behind me, all around me i have so many good wishes and spells and prayers and thoughts that i feel like i'm wearing a huge pink agora sweater.

i probably look ridiculous in it, but it's very, very warm.

and you know what? life isn't circular, not really. you may think you've come around again, trapped on a nightmare carousel, but when you really take a look at your surroundings it becomes clear that it's new ground.

life is a spiral. (dna, anyone?) we climb.

so here i am again, but it's not the me that was here before, and the playing field is completely different, too.

i have a bigger team, this time around.

*grin*





i don't know what the outcome of this is going to be, mayo. i'm not even looking at it. it's irrelevant.

tomorrow i'll be scared, i'll be pissed off, i'll be gritting my teeth. tomorrow i'll have my umpteenth ct scan. tomorrow i'll just do what is in front of me, and later, days later most likely, i'll find out.

it doesn't matter what i find out.

it really doesn't.

whatever weird loop my body has thrown me for now, i'll just deal with it.

i have other things to do.


good night and sweet dreams, my friend. i know you're sending me good wishes, too, aren't you?

Anonymous said...

for my love, who is always with me in my heart

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rollin' sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

Anonymous said...

given again to you, my love

Don't forget to call, whenever
I'll be here just waiting for you
I'll be under your stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you

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Anonymous said...

Goodnight to anyone here. I'm off to bed.

P.S. Sugarplum, I miss you *smooches* I hope you're well.

ergoproxy said...

oh well looks like I've missed everyone :(

but I had a cool day in town am up one new pair of black ballet shoes flats and saw Kung Fu Panda, which is ok, it had good bits but overall I wouldn't rush to see it. Not a patch on say Shrek or the Incredibles, but fun for kids

TJ take care I know you know we all are sending as much positive to you as we can

elena said...

Mayo

I’m tried, damn tired. It was a very long day at the bookstore 10 to 10 and still I’m not done. I’ve heard a cowboy’s work is never done. Well, I don’t know about that but I’m pretty sure I could pen a song about a booksellers work is never done. Don’t think it would be a hit but that’s okay. The lyrics would speak to me!

Even though the book count was high and my eyes are blurry I’m still okay with it all. There were some interesting books in those 22 boxes. Truly, you have no idea how many books will fit into a box until you have to process the little buggers. And who da thunk it? A small old paper back on the life of Colonel Sanders (yeah Kentucky Fried dude) would sell for over $25.00? Of that I would find a 1924 signed copy of “The Three Mulla-Mulgars” It’s #236 out of the limited edition of which there are only 250. Oh, and it’s illustrated by J.A. Shepherd. Truly the illustrations are superb. Wait, is this shit only exciting to me? (I’m staring at the little blinking line thinking) Yeah, it probably is. Sorry, I’m a total book geek. But hey, all I did today was deal with books so that’s all I’ve got to talk about. Well books and I watered the garden but that’s really not a very exciting topic either. But I do have to admit something. Tonight when I was out in the darkness cursing the sprinkler because it decided not to work, I suddenly just wanted to throw it down and run through the water. Holy hell, you’d think I would have outgrown the desire to run through a sprinkler. Still, it was almost 90 degrees, the lightening bugs were showing off their glow and I was, in that brief instant, transported back to my summers as a child. It felt good, it felt familiar. I didn’t want to go back inside.

Sometimes it’s good to feel like we did when we were young. It’s good to recapture, if just for a moment, the freedom our hearts felt. I really miss that feeling.

Night Mayo

Elena (just needed a jar with holes poked in the lid and I would have had my nightlight)

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I love how SS changed his blog header after Mayo changed his up. I wonder why he didn't stop by. I sure do miss him.

July 1, 2008 10:11 PM



Mayo, is that you?

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo!

You appear quite smart - any suggestions for getting me out of work this afternoon for Nadal v. Murray?

I was thinking I could watch it at work on the BBC Website but the "Aaah! Oooh! Close! Gnnaarrgghh!!" might just give me away.

*hands Mayo a coffee and cigarette to help*

Nicotine actually has a positive effect on brain function, it's just a shame all the other 200+ nasty chemicals in tobacco smoke are bad for you!

Kass xx

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farawaysoclose said...

morning mayo!
well it has been a breeze to catch up this morning. truly a pleasure!
it's great here isn't it?!

have a lovely day mayo!

SS! i see you are still in the land of the living! subtle little change but leaps out none the less. it's like.....hmmmm something's different??

hope you are good and well SS!
have a great day!

hello family!

L am liking the new name.

TJ good luck!

mustard your smaw poese deletion had me giggling!

RW you are too funny, your MCR cheat sheet had me giggling too.

wendy hope you are OK?

hi PJ

my god have i actually caught up on people's actual.........news!! fuck thats the first time in sooo long!

i am sure i have missed something important out in which case i do apologise!

hi kass!
it's going to rain today so you may get to see the tennis after working hours?!

hello to anyone arriving soon!

love to you all!

miranth said...

Hi FASC and Kass!

Hi guys! I hope all of the Americans enjoy the fourth of July holiday, even if you are not nationalistic, enjoy the opportunity to spend time with family and friends.

Ankle's paining me! I was on medication for something else and didn't realize I was continuously re-injuring it... hopefully it will heal sometime soon...

Thank you for all the kindness about my niece :)


TJ - I am glad you feel that way. Please continue to feel strong and draw on this energy, Again, my best wishes go with you :) ♥

mya - I hope your hand feels better! Take care of yourself :)

amy - *waves* to twin :)

Fimble - Thank you for that! :)

Wendy - I hope you are feeling well? ♥

Mayo - I know I got your message, but sometimes your words reflect those of others here so very well. Perhaps its a collective conscious thing... or your reading material is reflected in your writing. :)

*Hugs* all around! Have a great one everybody :)

farawaysoclose said...

hi/bye miranth!

oh i meant to say that on one of the buzznet forums (MCR related) ages ago the head of that forum said she had heard that one of the MCR crew (not band members) was going to be a dad. well we guessed at brian at the time. turns out it was worm! so he's not been around as he has been spending time with his new family!

how damn sweet is that.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Miranth!

Sweet indeed! It's hard to picture Worm with a baby - it'd kinda get lost amongst the man mountain. Still, after babysitting Gerard a newborn should be a walk in the park!

farawaysoclose said...

kass i just spat at the screen!

anyway i have to go sadly!

good luck in trying to watch the tennis!

bye for now!

sdock10 said...

TJ,

You know it, but I will say it again anyways for good measure. We'll all be with you today in spirit.

Sending you lots of love and happy, positive thoughts.

*hugs*

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Solly!

U ♥ MC too, or is it Smoke that does, I forget.

Bloody Wikipedia! I thought it would be nice to make a page to celebrate the fabulousness of Matt and it says my communal IP address has been blocked so I can't register. Dammit!

Poor boy doesn't get props from his own band, and now he'll forever be a mere "redirection".

Love to TJ too - a colonic probing is never a pleasant experience, but they should give her lots of lovely mind-bending sedation, mmmm....

Kass xx

toujours said...

good morning, and thanks.

um, kassiopeia? i'm just getting a ct scan -- of my chest.

but thanks for the well wishes all the same. :)



totally groggy -- i've been sitting here in front of the computer for way too long, dozing.

no coffee. :(

sdock10 said...

Kass,

Smoke and I both totally ♥ MC! He is golden and should have been allowed to design his very own mask.

Anonymous said...

Frank Iero= cutest human being. Next to the second cutest.

Smoke said...

MATT CORTEZ IS MY HERO. :)

Dude deserves all kinds of props for saving the day so many times. Plus, he's cute as a button.

Morning everyone!!!

Fimble Star said...

*passes coffee over to TJ*

here you go tj, extra strong.
Good luck today, i will be thinking of you and hope that everything goes A-OK.


Morning everybody, well afternoon for the UKers.

Anonymous said...

James should have made his own mask too

Smoke said...

Hi Fimble Starrrr!!!

Anon, that is so cute! :)

Smoke said...

Yes! You are sooo correct! James should have made a mask. I agree with that. I mean damn, was he not a very important part of The Black Parade? Ummm, yes. Yes, he was.

Fimble Star said...

hi smok, are you still waving to ss and shouting leathermouth?

that is cute anon, wasnt there a video of that? and was there a video of that little girl singing FLW's and them listening to it?

toujours said...

oh, thank you, fimble. :)

*grabs coffee like the lifeline it is*

i think blogbelieve coffee is okay for me to have.

Kassiopeia said...

Design his own mask, have his own tourbus, etc... I liked Mikey's mask the best, beauty in simplicity and all that. What's with the flowers though? Daisies are unlikely to strike fear into the hearts of your enemies!

Hi TJ,

See, that's what happens when you skim read back through a day's worth of comments before you've had your latte - but then, if anyone understands decaffeinated brain (non-)function I know it's you!

I'll get back to work...

Fimble Star said...

thats good TJ, i will throw you some cookies as well if you want:) just dont tell anyone that you had blogbelieve coffee and tea, they will think you are mental living in a box :)

toujours said...

oh, yes. i understand the brain's need for coffee all too well...

i had to type this three times just to get it right.

*sigh*

have a good day at work, kassieopeia.

toujours said...

oooh, fimble -- i think most people already think i'm mental....

Fimble Star said...

everyone is mental, tj.

I am really hot. Nice weather up here.

Smoke said...

OOOOHHH!!! Somebody said masks didn't they?

*ahem*

I GOT FRANK'S!!! YAY!!! I IZ SO HAPPY!

Okay, I'll stop doing that now. Maybe.

Yep, Fim, I'm still waving to SS and I'm always shouting LEATHERMOUTHHHHHH!!!!!! And today I am going to wave at Mayo.

*waves to SS for like the 500th time*

*does the Miss America wave to Mayo*

Smoke said...

TJ,

I know everything will be fine and I know you will be fine. Even so, I'm gonna say it again: PINK BUBBLE!

You're extended BlogBelieve family will be with you today. :)

***********************************

Mayo,

I kinda wanted to pinch myself. Do you feel the same? Are you as happy as we are about how nice it's been the past couple of days? Well, I hope so. This is the way it should be. I know there are still alot of people missing and I hope they find their way back. Just wanted to say thank you again. I hope you still find happiness and peace here. And a laugh or two. I mean, come on, a viking kitties mural? ^_~

Thanks again to Anon for finding us real viking kitties. Hee-hee.

Have a good one, Mayo. OMG! I typed that as 'have a goon one' to start with! Niiiice. GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE!

***********************************

SS!!!!!!!!!

Dude. Wassup? I hope you find your way back as well. You know we miss you. You know we worry about you. You know we're here. Sending you lots of happy thoughts and hugs. Hope you're doing okay. Have a great Wednesday, dude. :)

Did you love The Goonies? I did. Ha.

***********************************

Alright, gotta go get ready for work. Grrrr. Mayo, I really wish you'd find a way to get me out of this. Like, maybe pay my bills for me? Yes. That should do it. ^_^

BYE!

Have a good one everyone!

toujours said...

oh man. i fell asleep again.

e_e


i need to start getting ready to go.


must. try. to. move.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Hi, how are you? Hope you are happy and doing well. Me? I have tons of stuff to think about today. And I don't mean pondering all the questions of life and happiness. I mean my own shit. Can't keep pushing it to the side. I have a pretty damn huge pile right now. I've done a really good job so far at catching it as it crumbles downhill and throwing it back on top, but now, I am in danger of the whole thing just collapsing and burying me alive.

Weird. I just pictured myself covered in shit with one hand busting through. Making a fist. Guess what I'm holding?

Dude, I'm not going to tell you. Only I know what it is that I keep holding on to.

Mayo, may you be able to get your piles of shit under control today. Just keep them below 5 feet tall and I think you'll be okay.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Nope, not that.

sdock10 said...

*runs in and gently shakes TJ*

*whispers "wake up"*

*pours more coffee*

*gives her a hug*


Byeeeeeeeeee!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight all

Tj hope it goes well, I'm thinking of you, pink bubbling and praying and all

Mayo hope you're well and all is happy for you and yours. Take the tie to still your spirit and feel teh world around you. wishing you hopes dreams, wishes and prayers much love EP xx

SS Hope you're having a good period in your life, That it's because you have lots of great stuff to keep you occupied and that's why you've not been by. Sending you soft puppies, cuddly bunnies and fluffy kitties (not in battle dress)
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
have a great wednesday

♥xx♥

toujours said...

wha...?

oh, sdock.

bye. :)

ergoproxy said...

Mayo
*take the time..
.. of course if you have a tie, you may look pretty shmick a bit gussied up, so feel free to go formal.

though not just a tie..

..don't think anyone needs to see that

toujours said...

good night to you ergo.

and i'd best get off the computer.

*sigh*



it's easier to be positive when you can have your coffee, you know? despite the lovely blogbelieve brew, i'm groggy and tired and all blah and pretty much moving on automatic.

anyway, time to go have my picture taken. *heh*

bye, blogbelieve.


bye, mayo.

(oh, but i almost forgot to tell you this: last night i tied some soft grey sewing thread around my wrist. looking down and seeing it there? maybe silly, maybe juvenile, but it helps. have a good day today, yes?)

Anonymous said...

4:19 anon, that was not Mayo. It was me.

elena said...

Morning All


Well it's getting ready to storm. No doubt cause I watered the garden last night. Seriously there was only a 10% chance of rain. It's pouring!

Two of my girls are going to Warped today. Won't they have fun!

Have a great day everyone!

toujours said...

well, hello.

i'm back -- didn't take long at all. ct scans are pretty easy, actually. now i just get to wait to hear back from the doctor. probably tomorrow.

but here's two cool things that happened: when it started up, during that first moment where i breathing deeply because i know in a moment i'm going to have to hold my breath, i closed my eyes and all of a sudden thoughts of all you guys here came rushing into my head. it felt like i was just sitting on mayo's couch, and we were all together -- and whatever apprehensions i had just vanished, like the last of winter snow in the face of spring.

i really did feel all your thoughts and warm wishes! :)

the other cool thing is that for the very first time, the techs had the monitor out in the main room.

i was able to watch the scan.

i saw the travelling cross-section of my own body. i know what my spine actually looks like, and the angle of my shoulder blades, and the massed forms of the muscles of my thighs, and the shape of my heart, and the immense depth of my lungs filled with held breath...

leg bones and ribs, and all the soft organs packed so tightly, the gall bladder looking a bit like an orange cut in half. the stomach filed almost to the brim with the barium...

astonishing.

amazing.

i expressed my wonder while still on the table, and after the scan was complete, the techs were happy to walk me through the whole thing, taking me on a tour on myself.


and now i have coffee (insert heavenly choir here) and i'm trying to remind myself that there's no reason i shouldn't work the rest of the day. but maybe i'll have one more cup of coffee before i go in...



(and yes, the thread worked. you were there, too. of course you were.)

anima said...

My heart is with you TJ. ♥

SS, it's so nice to see that you are still around. We miss you like crazy!!! Hope all is wonderful with you.

Miranth, I keep forgetting...I'm so happy to hear the wonderful news about your neice.

Redrum, nice to see you about. You know us, we love to make people smile. :)

Amyranth, I totally rocked the MCR game. I can't remember all the stuff, but I finished it. There is a plane fight scene, but you have to know a trick on your keyboard in order to get enough shots. It's like the 'tab' for shooting and using your arrow keys. Damn, I can't remember. Maybe I will try sometime and share the secret.

Oh and I got Ray's mask!!! I still have yet to watch the DVD. Can you believe it?! It's ridiculous.




Mayo, this place is so lovely. Just sayin. It feels normal again. So refreshing. Sending you lots of hugs and smiles today.

Friends, wishing you a lovely Hump Day! How awesome is it that we have only one more day of work?! I love long holiday weekends.

Okay, gotta lots of work to do. Bye everyone.

Pickled Possum said...

*collapses*

*has been to the NZ Warner Bros Records theatre screening of TBPID*

*with extra loud surround sound*

*5 days before it is released here*


^__________^



Morning all!

TJ,
You know, that waiting room would be full if we all lived in your town =)
*power boosting positive thoughts for you*


Anima,
OMG, Sh*t, I'm an ass! >_<

I just read back what I wrote yesterday. I'm so sorry. That was a very poorly worded compliment, I wrote. It was supposed to imply I couldn't find enough words to do credit to your amazing photo. I'm so sorry, sweetie.


616,
Hope you're getting some rest and feel better soon, wolfie girl. I really hope you have someone to help out while you're so ill.
And, whoah! at Eric! How can such a little cutie have such a big, knockout, grrrr voice like that?



Princess,
I hear you got yourself a mask?
^_~


Emerald, formerly known as OP L,
*waves to you and your new name*
=)

Pickled Possum said...

Mayo,
Still =)ing!


SS,
I think I may have been seeing your shadow amongst the comments. I hope you're keeping okay? O_o
You're kind of into stuff like this, so here's just a little nice thing that happened tonight. You might have seen above that I saw the TBPID, super sized? Well, just the Mexico part. The DVD doesn't get released here until the 7th, so it was pretty cool seeing one part of it before then =)
As we were leaving, my gremlin was motioned over and secretly given the only advance copy of the DVD there, and told to hide it. Incredible!
Outside the theatre doors, one of her friends was waiting, upset. Because of a late finishing school production she had arrived in time to see only the end credits.
The friend (dressed as her favourite band member in black trousers and vest, white shirt, red tie, and x's), and her Mum, had raced all the way from the downtown ferry building, to try and catch at least any small part of the screening.
But not that part.
She was completely dejected.
I was so proud of what happened next. My gremlin just discretely passed the DVD straight over to her friend, and said she'll wait until the 7th. Her friend started shaking.
I know how my gremlin was busting to see the Maxwell's show. It was the part she had been looking forward to the most. But she didn't even have to think about it. She put her friend's happiness first.
I know I'm making a big thing about a little thing, but sometimes the little things mean the most to others.
The kids are alright =)


So with that,
goodnight to you all!

Pickled Possum said...

TJ!

You're back!

*hugs*

I bet that coffee has never tasted so good!

You're good enough to go to work, even though bariumed up?

Take it slow, okay, if you do go.

Anonymous said...

TJ, that is actually so amazing. I'm glad we all hit you, too. O_o ;) Did you feel pink?

I will tell you something tomorrow, 'kay? ^_^

S(S)S, miss you very much. And you're in a pink bubble of happiness too, just for the hell of it. Or maybe it's a snowglobe after all. Okay, a pink snowglobe. Your pink snowglobe has an orange jack o lantern house in it and the sparkles are skulls and bats. That's actually kinda cool.

I miss you guys, but I have to run! Jo-chan, Boychild, swimming, summer, all of that.

Miss you guys!

nd I also had the CRAZIEST dream about Edward Norton in a movie too,: instead of turning into the Hulk, he turned into this ridiculously huge shark and he fought with other sharks until he was almost dead, and then Angela Lansbury was an angel and she told him all of this advice about what to do as a shark. There were so many more details that I want to remember but it'll have to be later.

Bye guys!

toujours said...

yep, i'm really okay to go -- i'm just going to take it easy here for an hour or so, make sure i'm steady. :)

and yes, kapunua, i did feel pink! lol

and what a neat thing for your "gremlin" to do, pickled possum. i don't know if i would have....

i'm still waiting to find out if my copy has arrived....

*glances in elena's direction*

but your story is another point in what i truly believe -- there's more good and kind-hearted people in the world than bad. the latter just make so much noise while they're being nasty, and the former usually do what they do in the quietest of ways.

:)

Anonymous said...

TJ!!! I told you we'd be there! :)

PP,

That was the sweetest thing for her to do! I'm afraid I'd be like TJ, I don't know that I'd be able to give it up like that! Hahaha! It will come back to her though. Believe it. And I know SS would be proud. I bet you just made him smile bigtime. ^_~

Oh, and did I say I had a mask? Did I? Buwahahaha!

Anima!

So far, Solly and Carrie have Bob's. We all know whose I got!!! You've got Ray's. (Mustard will be sooo jelluzzzz!) And RW is going to get Mikey's because Solly and I are going to make it happen by thinking it. O_o

Now, who is gonna get Geeeraarrdd's?????

Alright, back to work for me. Grrrrr!

Later peeps!

*waves to Mayo*

*waves to SS*

*waves to Jo-Chan, Boychild and Jules*


NO FAIR! I WANNA GO SWIMMING, TOO!

>_<

farawaysoclose said...

hi there!

just popping in to say glad all went well TJ! glad we were all with you.....see it worked! and how cool to see your insides!! now we are keeping those positive thoughts up for you for tomorrow!!

PP i just damn well had a little tear up reading what your daughter did! seriously! i was not like this before i became a mother!! but that was so sweet and lovely. you must be really proud! it's nice when they turn out good uns! fingers crossed for mine!

Now, who is gonna get Geeeraarrdd's?????

me princess!
i think cos the delay to overseas then gerard's will be mine!

Anonymous said...

"me princess!
i think cos the delay to overseas then gerard's will be mine!"


The weight of his ego sunk the first container ship you mean?

Anonymous said...

Hello...
I haven't been on here for almost 9 months. Are we still believing that Mayonnaise is Gerard?

farawaysoclose said...

erm..

nope anon.


right i have to go cook tea!

laters!

Anonymous said...

Hi Anon!

No, or all the posts would be about how the occasionally plucked E-string of the bass is the song of spiritual harmony and the backbend is the portal to a blissful utopia.

toujours said...

*reprovingly taps 11:20 on the back of the head*

be nice.


okay, i'm going to get ready to go to work. i can't really pretend to be debilitated from something that is practically routine for me.

i'll see you all tonight, yes? sortof? in a wierd blogbelieve-bending-time-and-space kind of way?

:)


bye everyone.

bye mayo.

Anonymous said...

Bye FASC!
Bye TJ!

You're right to tell off the anon - Gerard's ego would have an excessive volume not mass!

Elementary physics...

Anonymous said...

whatever

Anonymous said...

*Runs in the castle,brushing cobwebs out of my face. Announces I got Ray's, I got Ray's, I mean I got Ray's mask that is!! Does a little happy dance and makes a fool in front of everyone but doesnt care and runs back out!*


Hello and goodbye to whomever is here. TJ, will check later to see whats going on.


Backs up,eyes open wide 0_0
what is this about Gerardos ass?
n/m he doesnt have one anyway.

Anonymous said...

Well, well, I uh, I got a Ray Toro mask that plays the Venom solo*. Beat that, meffers!



I hope everything turns out okay for you, TJ! I'll be thinking about you. :)



The weight of his ego sunk the first container ship you mean?

I laughed. That was funny. :) People are so swift and witty here, I swear!



PP,
High five your gremlin for me. What a kind gesture. :)



Bye, Mayo! Bye, SS! Bye, BlogBelieve! Talk to you guys later!


*worst lie ever.

Jennicula said...

Hey Mayo. How are you today?

I find that I'm behind the 8 Ball and it's freaking me out. You know when you're told, "it's going to get busy in a few weeks" and you prepare for it. But when the big day comes, you are just so not prepared?

Yeah, that's where I am. I found that the race had started and I'm still at the starting line.

So, I'm trying to regroup and get ready for a long, long day.

Regroup = eat chocolate. :)

With that being said, have a good one.

Carrie said...

Entropy wanted me to thank everyone for the kind thoughts and words. Her boyfriend is still in the ICU, so yeah, still having a bad day.

resurrected wreck said...

O-kay... where have Mayo's borders gone?

Anonymous said...

Mehhh! No swimming today, sudden storms, wtf. Huge thunder and lightning.

Anonymous said...

Oh, are we doing this?

No no no no, thank YOU!

No, stop that. Thank you.

No, you.

No, you!

^_^

What's up homeslices? I'm eating lunch and waiting for the storm to pass.

Anonymous said...

Awwwweeeee!!! Mayo.

Can you guys feel the love in here today? Huh?

*squeezes everybody*

*Miss America wave to Mayo*

*Miss America wave to SS*

^_____^


Carrie,

Tell Entropy that I hope everything is okay and I will be sending more happy thoughts her way. ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, K and S&V :)

Anonymous said...

Hi RW! Whatchoo doing?

Anonymous said...

Remember the other day I was geeking out over the article about hearing the cry of the planet (and I got all FF7 on you all?)

Well, you can hear the actual sounds here.

O_o

That's creepy. Chirps and whistles.

resurrected wreck said...

I iz getting ready to head out, S&V. I iz getting my hair colour refreshed today.

Whatchoo up to?

Anonymous said...

Hi guys! I do, I feel love. It's a little squooshy and I wish it would quit. ;)

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

It was the viking kitty mural, wasn't it?

Anonymous said...

And Mayo, quit it or you'll turn blue.

resurrected wreck said...

Wild, K!

Anonymous said...

I'm just working, RW. >_<

Me, too, K! I'm like, wth is this? Stop it! Stop it! Get it off! @_@

resurrected wreck said...

Oh hell, I forgot all about the viking kitty mural!

resurrected wreck said...

Workin'?? You should be out Princessin'!

Anonymous said...

Can I geek out and get really weird again for a second?

When I was in college I was convinced that I totally grasped the Music of the Spheres, and that one day science would pick up the music of the spheres and that it would be in D flat minor. I'd done a final project in one class about the music of the spheres being in D Flat minor and how some jazz musician (whose name I unfortunately forget) had proven this.

I've actually gotten a little less weird since then. Not much, though.

Anonymous said...

I know, all the icky feelings. EWWW! Stop it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everybody


Kassiopeia said...

Design his own mask, have his own tourbus, etc... I liked Mikey's mask the best, beauty in simplicity and all that. What's with the flowers though? Daisies are unlikely to strike fear into the hearts of your enemies!

But Kass if the daisies are carved into the skin on your face you might find that scary.

Anonymous said...

i couldn't help it -- i got into work and slipped over here just a peek! just a peek i swear!

mayo, breathe, please.

it'll be okay. really.



and now (in my best star trek computer voice):

"working"

Anonymous said...

I can't hear it, K! It won't play for me. Booooo!!!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, MJ & TJ :)

Glad things went well for you today, TJ ^_^

Anonymous said...

Aww Princess, I'm sorry. It really is, like RW said, wild.

TJ, take a listen of you get a sec!

resurrected wreck said...

Gotta dash! Hair appointment awaits...

Have a lovely afternoon! :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

later rw. I will be catching up

Anonymous said...

thanks resurrected wreck. :)

i will tonight, kapunua, promise! gots lots to do to make up for all the time i've been missing!

bye!

*skedaddles*

Anonymous said...

Okay TJ! Err, I just bugged you with another email, too. O_o

Anonymous said...

Err, I just bugged you with another email, too. O_o

*giggles from offblog*

good!






tj has left the building.

Anonymous said...

Oops, gotta run, but this one thing real quick:

Mayo, we are all holding our breath. But you gotta trust TJ because on this, she knows best. It's better to breathe while you're waiting it out. And, you know, pink bubble. ;) And I so think it'll be okay, too. 'Kay? So quit it, you're turning blue.

Anonymous said...

Yes to what Kapunua said, Mayo. :)

Okay, gotta get back to work. Talk to you all later!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anyone home?

Anonymous said...

is entrophy okay?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon I am not sure. I don't know the whole story but I think I saw something about the Icu.


I do hope things get better for her

Martha Smith-Jones said...

This is what carrie said earlier

Carrie said...

Entropy wanted me to thank everyone for the kind thoughts and words. Her boyfriend is still in the ICU, so yeah, still having a bad day.

July 2, 2008 12:55 PM

anima said...

Hi Martha!

K, I love the sounds of Earth. So amazing.

Sending love to Entropy.

Sending hugs to Mayo...

oops did I squeeze you too hard?!

Stop holding your breath mister or I will squeeze you tighter.

Okay, I'm off again. Gotta go take some pictures. Well not cool ones just head shots of some scientists. Fun fun! At least I get to leave my cube for a bit!

See you guys later. ♥

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello and goodbye anima

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So are there any anons out there?

Anonymous said...

All the pretty colors make me go "Weeeee!," Mayo. I guess you found the arts and crafts room, eh? ;)


Hey, guys! Gotta catch up really quick.

farawaysoclose said...

no no no....thank YOU mayo!

hee hee!

cheers mayo.
are you feeling the love cos i sure am!

the castle is looking splendiferous!

hi martha, mustard, anima, princess, K and anyone else!

god entropy, obviously i didn't catch up as thoroughly as i thought! hope your boyfriend is Ok? poor you. am thinking of you, take care!


ok also i missed the convo re the viking kitty mural?? WTF?!

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone *waves*

FASC, the viking kitty mural is going to be splendiferous.
Mayo is gonna love it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Fasc, ll and mib.

Bellatrix said...

Ohhh...I see Mayo has decorated the castle!I like it! :D


Hey SS!
*waves*


Toujours,your comment was beautiful.Thank you.


Entropy,I’m thinking of you.


Hello Lovelies!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello Bella

Bellatrix said...

Hi martha!

How are you?

farawaysoclose said...

hello bella and lucy!

bella thanks for the email.

you guys OK?

and what exactly is the viking kitty mural???? i mean what is it?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Bella I am alright. I have been having a lot of problems with my asthma recently. But right now I am okay. How are you


Fasc I am not sure what the kitty thing is either. I now someone posted a video of kitty vikings

Bellatrix said...

Hi Faraway!

You're welcome. ;)


and what exactly is the viking kitty mural????

I honestly don't know...

Anonymous said...

It's not finished yet, it's a work in progress, but we have some crayons and felt tip pens if you want to lend a hand.

Bellatrix said...

I have been having a lot of problems with my asthma recently

I'm sorry Martha.Glad to know you're alright now,though.

I'm okay,thanks.I spent the whole day doing absolutely nothing,just relaxing.So yeah,I'm pretty well this evening.

farawaysoclose said...

hey lucy i'll help!
i am very bad at drawing though!

Bellatrix said...

Oh,hello Lucy!

farawaysoclose said...

martha....sorry missed that. have you been to your doctor and sorted out maybe a new inhaler?

farawaysoclose said...

first???

farawaysoclose said...

first?

Anonymous said...

Hi Bella, how's tricks?

See what I did there? muahahhaa

Anonymous said...

Oooh congrats FASC!

*throws confetti*

farawaysoclose said...

oh yes!

she shoots.....she scores!

sorry it was just there and i went for it like the child i am!

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