Monday, June 30, 2008

Guess I should have called a plumber.

I would like to share with you one of my favorites.

SHOCK
C.K. Williams


Furiously a crane
in the scrapyard out of whose grasp
a car it meant to pick up slipped,
lifts and lets fall, lifts and lets fall
the steel ton of its clenched pincers
onto the shuddering carcass
which spurts fragments of anguished glass
until it's sufficiently crushed
to be hauled up and flung onto
the heap from which one imagines
it'll move on to the shredding
or melting down that awaits it.

Also somewhere a crow
with less evident emotion
punches its beak through the dead
breast of a dove or albino
sparrow until it arrives at
a coil of gut it can extract,
then undo with a dexterous twist
an oily stretch just the right length
to be devoured, the only
suggestion of violation
the carrion jerked to one side
in involuntary dismay.

Splayed on the soiled pavement
the dove or sparrow; dismembered
in the tangled remnants of itself
the wreck, the crane slamming once more
for good measure into the all
but dematerialized hulk,
then luxuriously swaying
away, as, gorged, glutted, the crow
with savage care unfurls the full,
luminous glitter of its wings,
so we can preen, too, for so much
so well accomplished, so well seen.





p.s. it was a plunger but nevertheless.

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sdock10 said...

Blogger ate my sonofabitching comment. Is that my luck starting to turn?

Re: the maskeseses, I dunno. Seriously, I have no clue who belongs to who.

Re: the DVD...2 concerts, thats all. No interviews. But if you like watching this band do what they do best, then you'll love it. The Maxwell show was amazing.

Anonymous said...

Or they are lying liars and had some Warner employees do them. I've thought that alot.

Anonymous said...

Welp, dudes and dudesses, I'ma go for the night. You guys have fun, okay? Let loose.

Gonna write a goodnight, then I'll be off.

Talk to you guys sometime tomorrow! Have a great Tuesday!


San, pleasure to meet you! :)

JocelynHolly said...

*sigh of relief*

Glad to see another post here today.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard sweet dreams

and true awesome finger skillz would be required for the middle one

sally said...

thanks mustardisbetter!

have a good night :) i have to go too. see you all soon!

ergoproxy said...

HI PH *HUG*

it is nice isn't it

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Ergo and San!

*hug*

Hope to see you around San. =]

Anonymous said...

"and had some Warner employees do them"

I totally read this the wrong way. At least I don't think anon meant it to sound dirty.

ergoproxy said...

goodbye san nice to meet you and see you again



you know I have an image of Mayo sitting back with a cup of coffee, his feet up nodding, smiling and thinking "yes, this is the way it should be"

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

When I read the poem you shared with us, I immediately thought of the following song's ("Life Is Wonderful") verses.

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

[...]

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn, brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes those fears to make you trust
It takes some tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

[...]

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you've found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

[...]


It's applicable to here, but it's weird that when things in my own life beat me down, I end up inadvertently finding myself in this melody, floating and wandering through what it has to offer. And I appreciate that, because I think it's the perfect grounder, bringing me back down to where I need to be, helping me to realize I need the bad in order to better appreciate the good.

(The words hardly do the whole piece justice, as it lacks the emotional intensity of the music, but it comes close.)

All of it combined makes me realize and understand that this world is full of opposites, that we are all needed for the world to turn, and that my puzzle piece fits perfectly in all of that.

Anyhoot, thank you for all of this, for all of the new additions and the I-wish-it-hadn't-been-that-way deletions. Here's to some fresh starts.


P.S. Dog-eared and highlighted from here on out, hopefully.




SS,

You may be gone for right now, but know you are definitely not forgotten. Have a lovely Tuesday. See you around. :)

Amyranth said...

1-Ray,2-Frank,3-Gerard,4-Mikey,5-Bob.

1 2
3
4 5

-A

sdock10 said...

Nite, Mustard!

*taunts Mustard with mask*


RAWR, PH! *hugz*


San and Anon(s),

Nice talking to you guys!

I'm off for the night too.

Sweet dreams, BlogBelievers!

Amyranth said...

Hallo PH!

It is a relief, isn't it? I expected to come back to a black, blank screen, with something like "I can't do this. Don't hate me." written in the middle.

-A

Anonymous said...

Nope. I do not have a dirty mind. Was totally talking about the masks.

JocelynHolly said...

RAWR *gives Solly a flying bear hug*


Hey Amy! I was expected something along the same lines. But, this is much better. =D

<3 *Hug*

Anonymous said...

That's what I thought. Just my sick mind.

Amyranth said...

*squeeze* How are YOU doing lately PH?

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Amy, honestly, I don't know. =]

Really, things could be better in my life, yet I'm still happy as a bumblebee.

How are you?!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am to the shower

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Martha! =]*hug*

ergoproxy said...

night sdock sweet dreams

have a nice shower MJ

I'm gonna have lunch back in a while :)

Amyranth said...

PH, I like bumblebees.

Divine intervention just stopped by for a visit, so I think things will be okay from here.

Suddenly very sleepy though.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Okay so my last comment should have posted I don't know 20 minutes ago but it didn't so i am actually back from the bath.


San I love my neighbor totoro

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello ph

JocelynHolly said...

Amy I'm sleepy as well! My moms flight just got in, so I'm stuck babysitting my niece while my dad and sister go to the airport. Damn that woman better be anticipating like, 12804374302 hugs and kisses when she walks in the front door. I missed my mommy :(

Smoke said...

PH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You did not hug me back the other day so now I am going to squeeze you so hard you can't breathe. ^_~

*squeezes PH until she turns blue*

Amy,

Yes, like Solly said, if you love watching an amazing live band put on an amazing live show, then yes, buy it. Just to get to watch Frank and Ray is worth it alone. And Gerard is pretty damn entertaining, I have to say. ^_~

Okie-doke. Gotta go to bed. :(

I hope you all have a great night and sweet dreams!!!!

Mayo,

Thank you again, man. This place means so much to us and I know to you, too. It is yours after all and you have allowed us to stay. You'll never know how much that really means to us. NOPE. Have a great night, Mayo. ^_~

SS!!!!!!!

I ain't forgot you, dude! NEVER!!!! I hope you are doing well and everything is okay. Still sending you lots of happy thoughts and lots of sunshine. We'll be right here, dude. Miss ya.

Sweet dreams!!!!

Amyranth said...

I tried to nap with my boyfriend on the couch, but I had the outside spot, and he twitched and sent me off the couch and onto the floor. Yay. :P

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Princess!! Why the hell did I not hug you back?! Maybe I was just out of it!

*squeezes Smokie like there is no tomorrow!*

JocelynHolly said...

That is not very nice of him Amy!

JocelynHolly said...

Rawr, I'm gonna go for a bit. My mom should be arriving shortly, and my niece is upstairs sleeping, so I'm thinking I should make my way upstairs. =D


xoxox;
- 007
<3

Amyranth said...

PH, he's out cold. Didn't even notice. Just mumbled and rolled over.

-A

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I hope you had an amazing Monday. Mine was almost too good. Makes me scared of what Tuesday will bring. I feel like I'm going backwards. Hmmm....Guess we'll see, won't we?

I can only describe today as one of those days where every song on the radio is one you feel like singing. You know the words, you dance around as best you can in your car, you know you look silly as fuck, but you just don't care. You are laughing and smiling and full of hope and it's a damn good feeling.

Too bad every day can't be like that. Or can it?

Mayo, thanks for what you did. Thanks for what you have done. Thanks for what you continue to let us do here. Just, thank you.
The picture, the poem, your words from last night, the flushing, all of it.

This place is made up of all things awesome and amazing, and you are at the center of it all.

I think I will leave it at that tonight.

Sweet dreams, my mystery blogger friend.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Plumbers charge too damn much. It was just blog clog!

sdock10 said...

TJ,

Haven't forgotten about you. I'm thinking about you tonight and I will be thinking of you in the morning.

Hugs and happy thoughts!








SS,

Like Smoke said. We'll still be here. We ain't going nowhere. You got a hardheaded bunch in BlogBelieve. Just so ya know.

Sending you lots of smiles and may all your favorite sing along songs come on the radio!

Yeah!

Nite, my friend!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Sd and S&v later ph

Anonymous said...

Hey guys!

I just had a spot of REALLY good news and I'm all psyched. :D

Hope you're all having a fantastic evening.

Mayo, once again, I'm sorry for misunderstanding you and I think you for clearing up what you really meant. So Mayo, were you that snarky anon yesterday who was all, "Wait till the little scavengers see what's going to happen tomorrow" or something like that? Because if so, I thought that was hot, you showing your teeth like that. GRRRRR. Work it. Well either which way, thank you.

S(S)S I miss you! I hope you're doing well and chillaxing and having a beautiful summer. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Think = thank in this instance. Duh.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

where is everyone?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello kapu

anima said...

Hiya! I stayed out way too long. After the alder/man(person) meeting I hung out at the bar we are buying with the owner. I'm kinda buzzin'. One to many JD's.



So, I got the first top left mask. Ray's?!!! Maybe?!

Regardless, it doesn't matter, I'm still freaked out that my face fits into it.

I still have yet to watch the DVD.

....

sdock10 said...

Oh before bed, one more thing. I just looked back at the masks and the CD.

I don't know why I thought they matched. Um, they so do not. So scratch what I said earlier. I just thought the fancy shmancy mask matched the CD. Totally different.

Anyhoooz....

G'nite again, BlogBelieve!

sdock10 said...

*runs back in to smooch Anima*

Yay! We all got different maskesesees!

I got the middle, Smoke got upper right, and you got upper left!

I'd say that's pretty damn random!

Enjoy the DVD!

anima said...

Solly, I'm so sorry I missed you. And many others that are heading to slumber. I miss you. Just sayin'.

Kapunua, sorry I didn't come by Saturday as I had hoped. I spent a long day at the wineries and well, sleepy time was calling afterward. Sunday I spent time with my parents. I knew I set myself up for this, but my dad sent me something political that I didn't agree with. He asked me about it. I ended up crying! How fucked up is that?! All I could tell him is that he really does not want to know my political position...it would only upset him. I have taken a step back; I want to introduce him to so much, but I'm afraid it will hurt him. You know what I'm saying. ;) 'effing sucks sometimes.


...

Mustard, I see you! And thank you sweetie. It means so much.

anima said...

Solly, I ♥ you. And your sister of my same name too!

sdock10 said...

Anima,

I ♥ you more!

And you are a beautiful person who takes beautiful pictures.

You rock, chick!

Anonymous said...

Oh Anima, don't I know it.


(I was just about to sign out and game the night away, but I have to go here now. ^_^ )

I've watched my parents' political alliances shift over the years. They used to be Republicans back when I was in college. (They were never really social conservatives, maybe fiscal ones though.)

But my Dad doesn't want to vote for anybody. This disappoints me because I know that the whole thing is a mess, but if all you can take is baby steps, you have to take them.

My Dad is 76, he's old school, when you have to be all patriotic and stuff, and he's always been like that and always will. (Me, not so much. I have absolutely no patriotism, and I don't feel loyalty to any country. I don't see why I need to feel special because I was born in a certain place, you know? Anyway.)

So we disagree often on this and other things, and it frustrates me so much because you really can't tell people that the reality that they have accepted for over seventy years is, well, likely a huge lie. I tried to tell him about the whole NWO thing and I think he thinks I'm crazy when I bring that stuff up.

Anyways, this was all going on when we went to visit my uncle--his brother--in the hospital the other day. My two brothers and I had gotten on the subject of Bush being a sociopath (which my parents agree!) and then on the way home we got onto conspiracy theories etc.

For all of my frustration that he won't frigging VOTE!! he said one thing that made me go O_O He said that he wished there was a way to overturn the entire government; that he wished there would be a revolution. He almost sounded like an anarchist. I was really proud and really surprised.

I get what you're saying about how frustrating it is, and here's what I think: Don't argue about it. This is what my Dad said to me. He said, "You're not going to convince me."

I guess some things we just have to let go, you know? It's frustrating but it's not really hurting much, I guess. What can you do? It's so hard to disagree with family.

I have this uncle (different one; my Mom's brother,) that I really love and we get along great; we're really close and always have been. But over the years he's become an unmovable and vocal republican conservative. I just don't even know what to do or say when he starts in with it. I don't start political conversations with him because I know it's going to make me frustrated and disappointed, and that's not how I want to feel when I talk to him. You know?

So basically what I'm really saying is something like, "NRNRRRRGGG!"

That's how I feel about that. ;D

toujours said...

tadaima, blogbelieve. :)

Anonymous said...

Aloha ahiahi Toujours, malama pono kou kino a me laki maika'i!

toujours said...

*enjoys the peace and quiet after days of cacophony*

*ambles into the kitchen to see what mayo's brewing now*

toujours said...

ert!

hey kapunua. are you gonna make me google that, or are you gonna give me a translation? :)

anima said...

I'm creeping in. Just talked to Elena for a bit. Love her so much.




Solly, sending you big sloppy smootches....but in a lovey dovey way.;)

Kapunua, I do understand. Holyshit!....it is mind boggling, and I know it may hurt a lot of people. My dad was military. All his life. How do I explain?!

As I said earlier, I cried my eyes out. For a few seconds in front of my parents, but for about an hour in front of my husband. I am so passionate about it, I can't explain in words. I felt like such an idiot in front of them...so emotional. Damn it. I wish I could state a fact and not cry about it. So silly.

anima said...

*squeezes TJ so tight*

Anonymous said...

Good luck tomorrow Toujours.

anima said...

Yes, TJ, we will be thinking about you in the morning. Please keep us posted. (crosses fingers that Kapunua's spell of goodness works). We are all thinking about you sweetie. Take us with you. WE are there.

toujours said...

*hangs onto anima a little longer*

*smiles at anon over her shoulder*

thanks, you guys. i have to admit, it's starting to creep up on me again. the possibility. everyone keeps wishing me well though -- you all keep yanking me up away from the pit. ♥

ok -- i need to google that after all, it seems. brb.

toujours said...

i've never been to see the doctor so wrapped up in so many wishes. it's lovely, it really is.

toujours said...

my google-fu failed. *hmph*

anyway, i'm sure it was something nice that kapunua said.

ergoproxy said...

hi again hello TJ I really hope it all goes ok
I'll be in town so I can text you

toujours said...

well, i'm just going to sit down here and spam up your blog, mayo.

*turns toward the couch*

hey! new slipcovers!

*thinks about the past few days*

*shudders*


good thinking, there, mayo.


*sits down, and pulls the familiar ol' green plaid blanket off the back into her lap*

(why does this blanket always remind me of a green flannel shirt?)

:)

toujours said...

hey ergo, that will be very cool! i still am all bewondered by the fact that we can talk to each other like that. after i send you a text, i honestly stare at my little phone and think "i just sent a message to the other side of the earth"

o_o

Anonymous said...

TJ: It means, Take good care of your body, and may you have the most excellent luck. A little Hawaiian god Lono will go with you tomorrow. ^_^

I get the same way, Anima. It guts me. I went out with this dude in the military, his name was--I kid you not--Lancelot. He was smart, hot, a really good writer, articulate and witty. He played video games with me just 'cause he knew I liked them. But he was a military guy, and one day he just started ranting all this stuff about how America's way was the only right way, and the Middle East should be assimilated, and any European country that disagreed with America "needs to be steamrolled" and how Native Americans were just lazy alkies and that's why they were stuck on reservations, and anyway it was America's right to take that land, and the media was totally liberal and had brainwashed everyone with conspiracy theories. When he said "conspiracy theories" by the way, he meant it differently than you and I did. The whole recount thing with Al Gore and the fact that he won the popular vote? That was a conspiracy theory to him.

Yeah, we broke up that night. >_<

ergoproxy said...

I know it is pretty amazing

and it happens so fast, you'd at least think it'd have some time delay


I thought I might take my girl to see Kung Fu Panda then do some shopping

we have to get a birthday present for her friend who moved over the other side of the country

toujours said...

oh, thank you kapunua! i'm going to print that out and tuck it in my wallet.

i really appreiate all the care you've been lavishing on me. :)

ergoproxy said...
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toujours said...

and it happens so fast, you'd at least think it'd have some time delay

that's the thing, isn't it? it only takes as long as any other text, but i'm always surprised. so soon?

lol

like there's going to be a little pony express dude taking your message through the dangers of the ether.

ergoproxy said...

TJ my mum could not comprehend where a message goes if you aren't there to get it.
And as we have no service at home it can be sometimes 2 or 3 days.
She thinks it must go somewhere and wait, like a little transit lounge

Anonymous said...

That's no problem at all, TJ, I haven't done much. Once you get a chance, get back to me tomorrow, okay? I got some stuffs lined up to share.

toujours said...

She thinks it must go somewhere and wait, like a little transit lounge


ergo, i have the funniest little image of this tiny envelope, sitting on a plastic fake eames chair, crosslegged, smoking, reading tattered out-dated celebrity magazines. :)

Anonymous said...

"You're the selfish one here, Frank, not me! C'mon, tell me! What the fuck do you want from me?"

I looked up to him in awe.

"You know, you're right. I want the old Gerard Way back, because I can't even look at the current one. Because I know you're not happy, even if you try to make us all believe you are. Even if you try to make yourself believe it, you just can't. I'm just sick of you showing off in front of everyone, sick of that poor girl you think you love just because she said the same things I once said to you. Oh, but it doesn't matter what Frank says, 'cause Frank has a dick. It would be wrong to be with Frank, right? It would be very wrong, 'cause I can't marry him, I can't show him off in front of anyone. Then people will call me a fag, and no one will love me anymore, no matter who the fuck I am. Isn't that right, Gerard? 'Cause, let's be honest here, you cannot really tell me you love her."






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toujours said...

Once you get a chance, get back to me tomorrow, okay? I got some stuffs lined up to share.

ok, i will. i've taken the day off work just in case they can squeeze in the ct scan as well, so i might be online earlier than usual, to boot.

Anonymous said...

Let's hope they can, TJ, that'd be great!

ergoproxy said...

yes TJ with like little stubbled faces and the chairs have cigarette burns
and a message comes over the loudspeaker

"phone 04763528988 has just been turned on..."

"phone 2135647800 has been turned off"

just as an envelope rushes in only to stomp his little paper feet and yell "Damn!!!"

anima said...

TJ, my heart is warm. I know you feel all of us wishing you well in the morning. Absorb. Sweetie, it will be what it is and we will fight with you. Just know that, always.

Ergo, speaking of 'absorbing'...I love your posts. I feel it. :)

Kapunua, wow. That's all I can say (so typical, right?!). Thank you. I agree.

ergoproxy said...

thanks anima

you know it's funny (as in strange and difficult to understand) seeing you so worried over politics 'cause over here it isn't really a big deal like that, which is good in a way but bad in another
we have compulsory voting and I suppose our parties aren't hugely different really, a lot less country to try and run I suppose.
people get a lot more het up over what football team you follow

I hope it doesn't cause you any divisions though, that wouldn't be good

Anonymous said...

I know it. Sometimes I have to shut down my thinking of all of that; it gets me too angry and scared.

Welp, I'm off to read some Penny Arcade and then hit the hay.

TJ, Ergo, Anima, good night and sweet dreams! Hope to chat with you soon, I miss chatting! And TJ, I swear you should get AIM. We have tons of fun.

My candle is lit. PINK BUBBLE.

anima said...

Friends,


I'm ready to retire for the night. So fucking tired. Per usual. :(




*random thoughts before i go....

I miss SS.

I miss so many from blogbelieve.

Especially SC.

And there are many others. SS and SC just came to my mind in this moment.

I hope you both are well. ♥ to you.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, in such a way you're lucky.

But look out, 'cause you're our neighbor. That America is such a superpower is what sucks for the rest of the world. What happens here affects everything, unfortunately.

Okay, really going this time. Good night guys!

toujours said...

...only to stomp his little paper feet and yell "Damn!!!"

not only did he miss his phone connection because the line at the coffeeshop had been so long, he was rushing so, he ended up spilling the little itty bitty vente all over the faded tile floor!

Carrie said...

Teej, I spelled ya too, runes and everything. And Ergo, thanks for the City of Lost Children movie rec, I really liked it! And I'm signing the fuck in, before someone yells at me.

anima said...

I forgot to say....

hugs to all of you.




Nighty nite. ;)

toujours said...

Absorb. Sweetie, it will be what it is and we will fight with you. Just know that, always.

thank you, anima, and thank you for the bubble kapunua. sweet dreams to both of you. and take my hugs too. ♥

toujours said...

oh! thank you, carrie! i've always had good luck with runes. :)

Carrie said...

Goodnight Anima, sorry I missed you. You've been getting some wax lately too. :)

Carrie said...

Good TJ, I like to sit and carve them into the candles, makes me happy.

Anonymous said...

I ♥ you carrie. Respect and ♥.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight to those who left. Hello everyone

toujours said...

i like them for a more direct answer than tarot, carrie. someimes, the cards are just too long-winded...

and i know about being long-winded.

*has a whole wallet full of twenty-five dollar words*

:)

Anonymous said...

Awww! Before I go! Anima, I had missed this little bit this afternoon, fromMayo: I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.

Again: Awww!

All right all right! Bed!

Carrie said...

Thank you hearty anon. I appreciate that.

toujours said...

hi bc. :)

oh! thanks for being so welcoming to my sister today! everyone was so nice to her, it was cool (even though she said some things that emabarrassed me...)

Carrie said...

TJ, I have a Fairy Oracle deck, Annie has been messing with it lately, while her dyed in the wool Lutheran Dad makes frowny faces. It's kind of funny, she's in parochial school (which is not my choice) yet she is fascinated by fairies, and my mysterious trunk, and all the good smelling things hiding in my antique pie safe in my room. And I hear you on the Tarot. I much prefer my rune bag.

Anonymous said...

Hi TJ. You're welcome :)

Hi Carrie

Carrie said...

hey BC!

Anonymous said...

You're welcome carrie.

anima said...

TJ, I am with you. ♥

Carrie, so wonderful to see you!

.....
Mayo, I am so lucky. I hope you feel the same.

Over the internet. Across the world. This is the best gift I have ever recieved...people who get me...those that I learn from...those that inspire....

Thank you.



Moving on, because I am so tired...

"so well accomplished, so well seen."

This line is fucking with me...

Maybe I need to take some time with the entire poem because that line by itself makes me want to vunch many. ;)

....


Nite to all of you.





Huge *hugs* for all of you.

Carrie said...

Goodnight Anima!

toujours said...

fairies always pull people in, don't they carrie? *grin*

i've got a small collection of decks, but i didn't bring any of them with me -- all packed away -- so i've been using an online one, and i'm really extreely pleased with it.

it's my theory that the random quality of the computer selection allows more room for the gods to stick their fingers into the process.

toujours said...

that's extremely, of course.

Carrie said...

do you have the url? I like my deck, but I have never really felt "connected" to it, to be honest.

toujours said...

good night anima. you're in my thoughts, too, you know. ♥

Carrie said...

The things that work the best for me is a set of rune coaster like things I made in a pottery class years ago. The teacher kinda gave me a funny look before they went in the kiln.

toujours said...

sure, hang on a minute, carrie. i'll fetch it. :)

Vivienne said...

Jesus Christ bananas!


Hello darlings who I love!

Sorry I haven't been around, my computer decided to be a spazz.
All fixed now I think.
Thank you so much for the birthday wishes!

xoxo cupcake

Carrie said...

Cuppie!!!!!!

toujours said...

here it is, carrie:

llewellyn's web tarot

you have a choice of decks and spreads. i like the witches runes deck -- the art really resonates with me as do the readings i get with it.

hope you like it!

toujours said...

cupcake! did you have a great and fabulous birthday?

Vivienne said...

Carrie!!!!

Carrie said...

Thank you TJ! I bookmarked it. I've never used a computer one, but since I'm on here so much anyway, might be the way to go. :)

Vivienne said...

TJ!!

I did indeed! I bought heels so high no doubt they'll be the death of me!

ergoproxy said...

hi Carrie and CUPCAKE!!!

did you get my card?



sorry I'm slow responding but I'm doing stuff here too

Carrie said...

Yes, Cupcake, did you put on your purty dress and tear up the town?

ergoproxy said...

oh HI BC too!

goodnight anima and K sweet dreams

Vivienne said...

Ergo! yes I did, and thank you so, so much! a lovely card and a sweet gift, you're too kind!
I wanted to thank you sooner, but my computer died on me, I only just got it working.

toujours said...

that's pretty much the same reason i started using online cards, as well, carrie. lol

cupcake, that high? what, are you in danger of suffocating in the thin atmosphere of space they're so high? :)

sounds like a very good birthday!

Vivienne said...

You bet I did Carrie! an expensive little number, black and gold, worn with silk stockings and satin covered stilettos.

ergoproxy said...

that's ok as I posted it I realised I hadn't put a return address on the envelope

did you like the gift? I really wasn't sure what you'd wear but I thought it was sort of simple and a bit retro, and the pink would match your hair

Anonymous said...

Hi Cupcake, ol' delicious one. How are you? How was your birthday?

Hiya Ergo

Vivienne said...

Hehe close TJ!

Carrie said...

Jeluz of you Cuppie, I bet you looked da bomb.

Vivienne said...

Ergo, it's simply lovely. :)
*big hugs*
And the pink goes perfectly.

Hiya BC! I had a great time, how are you?

Vivienne said...

Thank you Carrie. I felt very fancy. But I had the most fun at the zoo... I'm still a kid at heart. :)

Carrie said...

Zoos are fun, they make me kind of sad though.

Anonymous said...

That's good to hear Cupcake. I'm doing pretty good, thanks

Vivienne said...

Because of the caged animals Carrie? I can understand that. Luckily many zoos are making open range areas, more comfortable for the animals.

Vivienne said...

That's good BC. :)

ergoproxy said...

cupcake bet you looked gorgeous!

TJ I did that tarot about my career and the reading was really positive, now to see how it progresses, might make a few calls :)

Carrie said...

yeah, Cupcake, they make me a little emo. Mainly the gorillas, they just seem to realize more what is going on and not be so cool with it.

Vivienne said...

Thank you Ergo. :)

toujours said...

oh, cool ergo! what deck did you use?

Carrie said...

But the whole gorilla thing I'm talking about was like 20 years or so more ago, so I'm sure things have improved since then.

Vivienne said...

Aww I know what you mean Ergo. Gorilla's are so intelligent. Sometimes people seem to forget that.

ergoproxy said...

well you mentione withes one so i tried that, but I don't know what all the types of deals mean, so I just chose past present and future

ergoproxy said...

worst zoo I saw was in china it was all the little cement and bar type cages. I'd never seen a zoo like that, and I saw on TV about people trying to look after zoo animals from Iraq and such, that just got left

Vivienne said...

Well I must be off, but I'm really glad I got to drop by, I missed you guys, it was driving me mad not having my computer!

Take care, all of you.

Extra hugs for Mayo and SS. <3

xoxo cupcake

Carrie said...

Goodnight Cuppie, thanks for stopping by!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Cupcake

ergoproxy said...

see you cupcake so glad you had a great birthday

Carrie said...

Joss Whedon is dropping a new musical, and I love me some Joss, so must pimp it.

toujours said...

bye cupcake! so good to see you. :)

ergo, that three card spread is one of the best for beginners and simple questions. i use it for quick reading a lot.

ergoproxy said...

is there somewhere that explains simply what each spread is best for?

Anonymous said...

for my love, who is always with me in my heart

Beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sun
Wonderful, you're wonderful, as wonderful as they come
And I can't help but feel attached
To the feelings I can't even match
With my face pressed up to the glass, wanting you
Beautiful, you're beautiful, as beautiful as the sky
Wonderful, it's wonderful, to know that you're just like I
And I'm sure you know me well, as I'm sure you don't
But you just can't tell
Who'll you love and who you won't
And I love you, as you love me
So let the clouds roll by your face
We'll let the world spin on to another place
We'll climb the tallest tree above it all
To look down on you and me and them
And I'm sure you know me well, as I'm sure you don't
But you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't
Don't let your life wrap up around you
Don't forget to call, whenever
I'll be here just waiting for you
I'll be under your stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you
I'll be under the stars forever
Neither here nor there just right beside you

Anonymous said...

Carrie, what musical is it?

Anonymous said...

Carrie's Link

toujours said...

anon, thank you, you have no idea. i was just starting to hear the call of the stars tonight, was just getting ready to slip outside for a bit. i'll take your poetry with me.



i was hoping the poetry hadn't been lost with the deleted posts...

Anonymous said...

Sorry I tried.

Carrie said...

Thanks anon, I have the worst luck trying to link things.

toujours said...

ergo, there's lots of good general knowledge books, but i can't think of any sites off the top of my head...

the celtic cross however, is a fairly complicated spread, so i wouldn't use it. in fcat i don't use it. the past present future is a great one. i like the one called hexefus, and there's one based on the cabala.

i'll have to get back to you on a general descriptive & useage site!




i'm going to go look at the stars now, while that poem still has my heart beating a bit faster than usual.

poetry and stars.

nice. :)

Anonymous said...

given back to you, my love

You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand
Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind
You're mine forever now
Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for
Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for
Who wouldn't be the one you love

ergoproxy said...

Carrie's link


TJ you keep getting linked over

ergoproxy said...

thanks TJ enjoy the night sky


nice words anons

Carrie said...

Thank you master linky Ergo.

Anonymous said...

toujours, they are songs instead of poems. they are for my love, my heart, my everything. this person is not here right now. apologies if there was any confusion.

goodnight to you all.

Anonymous said...

Bye TJ. Goodnight anon

ergoproxy said...

goodnight anon,,it's still nice to know the love is around

Anonymous said...

When I'm gone no need to wonder
If I ever think of you
The same moon shines
The same wind blows for both of us
And time is but a paper moon
Be not gone

Though I'm gone it's as though
I hold the flower that touches you
A new life grows
The blossom knows there's no one else
Could warm my heart as much as you
Be not gone

Let us cling together as the years go by
Oh my love my love
In the quiet of the night
Let our candle always burn
Let us never lose the lessons we have learned

Teo torriatte konomama iko
Aisuruhito yo
Shizukana yoi ni
Hikario tomoshi
Itoshiki oshieo idaki

Hear my song still think of me
The way you've come to think of me
The nights grow long
But dreams live on
Just close your pretty eyes
And you can be with me
Dream on

Teo torriatte konomama iko
Aisuruhito yo
Shizukana yoi ni
Hikario tomoshi
Itoshiki oshieo idaki

When I'm gone they'll say we were all fools
And we don't understand
Oh be strong don't turn your heart
We're all you're all we're all for all for always

Let us cling together as the years go by
Oh my love my love
In the quiet of the night
Let our candle always burn
Let us never lose the lessons we have learned




*TJ, my thoughts are with you. Do not be afraid.Many good thoughts will travel and be with you.Remember that.You wil be ok*

*Anima, your Dad needs you to be you as much as possible.I know it is easy to talk.He will sense you don't want to upset him.Please do try to tell him things you want to in a kind way.Start with the little things.Share you heart with him as much as possible.He will respect that.Hope he is well.
My thoughts are with him(and I'm sure many others are too) everyday as I think of you and him*

Take care and have a good evening all.

ergoproxy said...

you too anon :)

toujours said...

oh, well, i didn't stay out long. the stars were beautiful, but the neighbor's dogs kept barking. :/

song lyric anon, no need to apologize, the words are lovely and appreciated no matter who you posted them for. and all songs are also poetry, imo. :)

and thank you for the japanese song and the kind thoughts at the end of it.




i think i'm going to go to bed now.

good night ergo, and anyone else still around.

Anonymous said...

you too anon. Goodnight and sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ all good thoughts go with you tonight and for tomorrow

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Anonymous said...

toujours, much good fortune to you later this morning, during your tests and doctor appointment. wishing only the best of outcomes for you.

toujours said...

mayo,

i was thinking about asking if you minded if i stayed on the couch once more. the idea of curling up under that dear old blanket, and staying in this space which you have given back to us, was very appealing, very secure.


but i guess i just ran out of steam all of a sudden, or came up against the wall that tomorrow seems to be. i have been buoyed up all day by your actions here. it has been so comforting to just sit here on your couch and talk with anyone who comes by.

but i'm going take my leave tonight, instead. you don't need some foolish woman crashed out on your couch, now do you?

sweet dreams to you, mayo. thank you, for so much.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

I wish you all the best for tomorrow TJ. I hope you'll get good news. Good luck!

ergoproxy said...

*folds green blanket*

*plumps pillows*

*brushes crumbs down for knipp, knapp and knopp*

It's ready for when you get back tomorrow TJ!

Anonymous said...

No mask,no dvd yet. :(
I is jelluz of you and your masks!They sound so awesome.My neck hurts and the sandman is calling.
Nighty night to Ergo and all you lovlies and anons.
*You too Wendy,sleep tight.Pats head ever so lightly without disturbing her and leaves lots of choco whipped cream*

Anonymous said...

Anyone here?

Anonymous said...

Sweet dreams 2:18

ergoproxy said...

anon you'll probably get yours before me though!
I'm just about as far away as you can get!
lol
sweet dreams

JocelynHolly said...

Happy Canada Day Fellow Canadians! =]

(even though it's only 1:28 am, and the fun has not yet begun. =])

Anonymous said...

Hi grasshopper

ergoproxy said...

HI again PH!


BC I'm sort of hovering around still. have some stuff to do

ergoproxy said...

HAPPY CANADA DAY

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BC and Ergo!

Just poppin' in before counting sheep. I have a long day of festivities ahead of me tomorrow, and a long stessful night of planning behind me. (planning Canada day that is =D)

So I am off to bed. =]


Goodnight everyone. Mayonaise, SS, lurkers, BC, Ergo, everyone around.. SWEET DREAMS! =]
<3

Anonymous said...

That's cool Ergo.

Not to anyone in particular, but is it normal for Rolling Stones to post a picture of a buff, yet naked man whose ass is exposed in the issue I received today? (Obama's on the cover)

Because I'm not sure what to make of it :o

Anonymous said...

You did not turn away. You did not leave them in the dark. The voices speak to you and the words ring true. Never stop listening. They speak from the heart. Open your heart in return and do not fear. You are loved.

Anonymous said...

Have a great time PH. Goodnight and sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

hypocrite

Anonymous said...

WHAT DID LYNDSEY SAY ABOUT HALEY WTFFFFFFFFF?

SOMEONE HAS TO EFFFFFFFFFING KNOW.

Anonymous said...

Aww someone's getting all caps happy ^_^

Anonymous said...

Anyways, goodnight Ergo, anons, lurkers. Sugarplum, you have been missed tonight. I hope to see you tomorrow. I went to the store again today(to pick up some chicken) but alas, no Killer sighting to report hehe.

Goodnight everyone

Carrie said...

Goodnight BC!

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo!

Nice post.

Morning BlogPeople!

It's fabulous weather outside, Safin & Nadal & Murray won and I'm as cheery this morning as the Care Bear with a rainbow on it's tummy.

However,

"Andy Murray is vile re his unsportmanship mannerisims and experessions. You would never see same from Roger Federer or Lleyton Hewitt et al."

Awww, be nice! I'm not a huge Andy fan - he's no "Tiger Tim", who was a gentleman on court and great with fans off it - but he has improved a lot since his earlier "sweary" days and showed a heck of a lot of determination to come back from 2 sets and 5-4 down against the world number 8 yesterday. He also explained that the "anyone but England" comment re: the soccerball was a joke. Also WTF?!! - Lleyton Hewitt was loathed in the locker room when he started out and had one of the worst reputations in tennis, compounded by an unfortunate racial incident on court at the US Open. Short memories...

Check out Kung Fu Panda and Wanted if you get the chance, guys, because they're both very good. I got the ultimate compliment* from my workmate when we went to see the latter last night - I said I thought AJ was a little too skinny to convince as a kick-ass assasin and he said, "I don't know, you're not far off"!!

God bless diet & exercise.

Kass xx

*This depends on whether you're on a mission to see how skinny you can get without actually killing yourself. It's just for s***s and giggles and I like a challenge!

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

I'm just dropping and running, but I wanted to say:

Kudos to Mayo, Fiona and Ti Bon Ange Anon. Truly.

Mayo, nice moves man. Knew you could fix it. And the poem, rather gruesome, but so fitting. Nature of the beast yea?? So thank you for not deleting, for giving us a chance to try a little harder to be better people, better to each other at the very least. The whole point of this place, I thought. So thank you, for not giving up on us as yet. I hope we can all do our best for you and each other, this time.

Fiona, I don't believe I've ever spoken to you directly, but I wanted to say thank you grandly for your effort. That was immense, greatly appreciated and so beyond good of you to do that for all of the people here. I think that gesture was more for the lovelies than Mayo. I really do. So thank you. I will not forget your effort. I hope you are doing alright at home.

And to Ti Bon Ange Anon. Brilliant fucking point love. The fanasty is much more comforting right now than the current reality is. -PRECISELY why I am a fan of fanfic. (Thank you for saying that, I had no idea how to the other night.) Thank you for apologizing to those who may have been offened. -I did not happen upon that particular story, nor am I fond of rape in any form, even in fiction. So I may not have been too pleased coming upon that either. However, it was just a story, and you seemed to be only wanting to share it with us, not offend with it. So thank you more for explaining your feelings and reasoning with that.

It is very important that we all understand each other. I think it is the confusion that truely causes the anger and shit to hit the fan, not jsut Here, but Anywhere, Everywhere. So thank you mostly for simply coming back and explaining. I believe full-heartedly that understanding is the Key to keeping this place alive.

So, rant over. I hope everyone is doing well tonight. And I am greatful that I can actually come in here, on Mayo's blog -and still wish everyone well. Nighty night, loves. -l

Kassiopeia said...

As far as I can remember, Anon, Lyn-Z just remarked that she couldn't tell the difference between Paramore and Miley Cyrus et al. because they're all identikit production-line poptarts and MSI are the only band doing anything exciting, dangerous and original.

This is hilarious because not only is her stage act - short skirt, miming to a backing track - almost identical to MC's, MSI's latest album is as softcore as they come and about as dangerous as a ball of cotton wool. Seriously, Jimmy has a great ear for a pop hook and if you told me that he wrote the soundtrack to High School Musical under a pseudonym I would NOT be surprised!

Personally, I think Lyn-Z is "JUSTJELLUZ!!!111" that Hayley has an actual musical talent and didn't have to f*** her way into the public conciousness via a man she doesn't even seem to like very much.

Fimble Star said...

Good morning everybody.

TJ
Good luck with your appointment this morning. i will be thinking of you and sending my best wishes for you. i am sure you will have a lot of people in there with you in spirit.

Mayo - thank you.

Anima - lovely picture, i must of missed it off the last post before mayo deleted the comment, happy that i see it. you are very good :)

apology anon - thank you :)

Ssn - welcome to blogbelive, i hope you have fun :)

Miranth - i am very happy to hear about your niece. yayness.

ss - miss you, have fun today. go outside and hop on your foot. see how many times you can do it without falling over, i always manage around 12 but then i fall :(

elena said...

Mayo

Well, hell. It’s so damn late but being such a creature of habit you know I gotta write a goodnight. I spent the evening with Fred having a “Ghost Hunters” marathon. We watched episode after episode. Oh and I talked to Anima a bit. That’s always so nice.

Now I sit and reflect on things that aren’t so nice. Not bad, just not so nice. I have several friends who are dealing with some rough issues. It makes me sad I can’t be there for them. Well, I’m there for them in spirit but I mean in the flesh. Miles separate us. A voice on the phone can’t compare to actually holding someone’s hand. I wish I could do that for my friends. I wish so many things. Yeah, “If Wishes Were Fishes…”.

Anyway, so how are you doing? Sdock was right about calling a plumber. They are freaking expensive. Besides you didn’t need one, you did just fine on your own. Oh, and if it seemed I was sorta yelling at you last night or guilt tripping you…I’m sorry. But hey, I had to tell you how I felt. Okay maybe not had to tell you..oh shit, yeah I did have to tell you. That’s just me. I kinda think you know that by now.

Oh, one more thing to share. My oldest daughter called earlier this evening. She was completely lost and needed me to Mapquest for her. She was on her way to audition for the vocalist for a Christian rock band and couldn’t find the location. The frustration in her voice was strong and clear, as she was already late. “What am I gonna say when they want to know why I’m late?” She asked. The truth came to my mind. She thought a minute, laughed and said, “I’ll just tell them God gave me a shitty sense of direction.” Yeah, I told her that probably wouldn’t be the best answer. Knowing my daughter that’s probably the answer she gave them. Wonder how the audition went? If I’m lucky she will think to call and let me know.

I’ve said this so many times before but thanks Mayo. Wonder if you realize that sometimes it really does feel like you hold my hand while you listen to me rattle. You’re a good friend.

Night Mayo

Elena (I know where I’d be. Casting my net in the dark rolling sea)

farawaysoclose said...

morning mayo!!
thanks again!
it feels really nice in here!
have a lovely day!

SS! it's been so long! but i do not blame you for staying away during the drama. although we tend to hear you pretty clearly when you pop in....you would have got very lost in that sea of black!
take care and have a lovely day!

hi family!

my TBPID package hasn't arrived yet and i a so jealous! you had the mask talk?? i know which one i don't want to get. that sounds horrible but its my least fav. so that'll be the one i get! i just know it! i am sad there is no backstage footage though! but maybe thats for the best....stick to the live music and then no one can be disappointed!

welcome to san! its lovely that you turned blue, so much nicer!

hey kass!
hi/bye lewis!
night elena!

good luck TJ

hi PJ

oh and PP i did catch your comment on the last post re a letter of complaint re the fan fiction! good on you! a nice angry letter! haha!

ok so thats me caught up ish ish!

have great days everyone!

kass its forcast rain here from midday, so lets hope it avoids wimbledon!

hello to anyone arriving soon!

love to you all!

farawaysoclose said...

shit sorry!

hiya fimmy!

farawaysoclose said...

edit

you had the mask talk!!

not

you had the mask talk??

i know you had the mask talk.....i just read it!!

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC, Elena,

Pinch, punch - first of the month!

They should have put the music videos on like they did with LOTMS, because as much as I wanna slap him, I still adore IDLY - Frank especially looks mighty fine in that vid!

I did pick up a copy in Zavvi, but then the familial "meh" feeling kicked in so I spent my £14 on Strawberry mineral water and Spaced - I wish I still had your enthusiasm, but they left lovely Matt out.

And it's not going to rain today, I slaughtered a black cockerel this morning especially!!

Kassiopeia said...

*familiar

farawaysoclose said...

i dunno kass the meh feeling might run in your family!!

i am disappointed they haven't included the making of IDLY also......we have seen the making of all the others! and yeh GW and frankie boy are super hot in it!! well they all are tbh! (brief fan girl moment!) i want to see them falling backwards onto a crash mat and being really girly about it.....cos i bet they were!

and when you say you bought spaced kass, do you mean simon pegg's spaced??

Kassiopeia said...

Yep, though mainly because I adore Nick Frost who was Mike the TA Guy. I met him at a Hot Fuzz signing and he was super friendly even though I had a bit of a moment and kinda just stared at him open-mouthed like a guppy fish.

I am cool personified.

farawaysoclose said...

yeh nick frost is great. he was a guest on jonathan ross when MCR performed teenagers last june.

i just LOVE simon pegg! total genius! and jessica stevenson (may have changed her name since) anyway the girl in it is just brilliant!

cool you met nick frost, i love how he is so normal.

Kassiopeia said...

I loved that Jonathan Ross, despite - or probably because of - the piss taking regarding Bob's sartorial choices!

"Well it's clearly not for style..."

I gotta go. Management are out and I'm most senior office monkey left - Oooh, the power! - so I have to make a good example.

Toodles!

sdock10 said...

TJ,

Like Jules said, "Pink Bubble!" for you today. And positively happy thoughts, hugs, and much love.



'Morning BlogBelieve!

Let's make 2sday super duper extraordinairy!

toujours said...

good morning.

coffee and tbp really extremely loud in my headphones, but i'm still feeling...

well, you know.

i'll be all bright and brave and impressively positive and all that shit later on.

mama we're meant for the flies

Anonymous said...

Yeah baby,

toujours said...

oops, sorry, sdock. didn't mean my comment as a response to yours. :/

farawaysoclose said...

oh anon i was gonna do that!!

congrats!

seeya kass!
hi solly and teej!

i am outa here also!

catch you later guys!

TJ you have no idea how many positive thoughts i am sending your way......but it's alot!!

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