I Think I'll Call Him Walter.
I conjure up images in my head
for no reason at all. I think
they arrive to scare off the vagrants,
or perhaps to offer welcome. All they do is sleep,
and take up space ("the images or the vagrants?").
There are far more legitimate opponents
to overcome than those fucking demons. But they continue
to pick, pick, pick at every thought. And I am bored.
Lately they have been searching around
in the attic, pushing through the pink
fibrous fluff insulating the electric tangle.
It isn’t too dangerous to let them rummage, last I heard
most of that material is useless anyway.
Rarely do they find anything of value
(but that doesn’t stop them from trying to sell that shit on ebay).
Sometimes they trick me into joining them
in the mutilation (discount, decay, delete).
What the villains don’t realize is that
pilfering my reflections fuels my anger
and encourages my breath. They have been
diligent fuckers (pick, pick, pick).
So tonight, I should maintain
my creative endeavor well into bliss. (A bad habit?),
perhaps…It does keep me warm though and tells me when to eat.
So back to the images of vagrants, last night
I pushed a few of them out into the room,
in hopes that they would accompany me, at least
for a little while. There is one stubborn fucker
…that refuses to relent. It pokes me
and pushes my fingers to tap a line. Advice
is meaningless but the words sure are pretty.
p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.
("Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
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Damn!
HA! i is the winner!!!!!
Me is the bestest!
I was so close!
hold on, I'm getting in the mood...very important yah now!
Ah, man. Jules, that was an amazing read.
And, FYI, I got chill bumps when you mentioned that you guys listened to Revenge and TBP on the way back.
Oh, and too! Nothing beats the sound of unified voices singing along to music. Every freakin' time, it gets me.
where were we...?
So close smoke but not close enough
Oh my, that was the best race since Daytona.
Actually, that's the only race I like can name.
Smoke, We can eat pizza tomorrow or something.
Anon gets the checkered flag!
bye I'm of tutoring (or titoring as I wrote yesterday!)
see you all later
Bye, Ergo! Nothing like some good Titoring!
Have fun!
:(
Pooh.
I don't like to lose.
Awwh, PPB, it will be okay. You will get em in the next race.
So does SURS come on at like 4pm? If so, that's fucked up!!
Gahh!
A quick in and out!
Just popping in to say hi!
Agreed Sdock, we all need good titoring, sometimes ^_~
Anyway, have fun all!
Bye!
Thank you guys, I'm really glad you enjoyed it. I wish words could do it justice!
Hi and Byeeee, KD! Nice to read you!
I miss my celly tellyphone.
Just sayin...
*sigh*
Jules,
Your words were the next best thing to being there.
But where is my EOA?? Will you be shipping it to me?
Solly, Mummy K said that I should get like a little vial marked "ADAM" or something and ship it to you. ^_^ How funny would that be? Although listening to Eddie Reyes describe it.... O_o
is the number o 666?
O_O
Jules,
Mummy K is so right. I would wear it around my neck.
How cool would that be?
Anon,
Say huh?
p.s. what a shame another party dress ruined at the outing.
I'm imagining a coming out party for a cross-dresser that goes horribly wrong.
Sorry Mayo:)
Brought to you today by the letters: TINC and the number 0.")
But, I thought the number was actually 0 -- nothing, zip, zilch?
Be back in a bit! ^_^
nice to see you have been around ss.
SS please get rid of that ouija board. They scare me.
Mustard,
What ya doing?
Anon(s),
What are you all) doing?
Don't be scared.
I'm not scared Sdock. How was your day?
Typically Tuesday, twice as fucked up as Monday.
How was yours?
My day sucked. My boss is a sexist pig. Just sayin.
Awwww *hugs anon*
Oh, that's messed up. Yeah, okay, you win for having the most effed up day.
Oh, I am so feeling the anonylove right now and I am digging it muchly.
My day was pretty good but really busy. I volunteer on Tuesdays and it was chaos today.
7:31,
Oh, wow, what kind of volunteer work do you do?
She
By: Jennifer Nettles
She laughs when she thinks her whole life could fit in her car.
And she could drive it wherever she wanted.
But she knows that she will never get that far.
This suffering's hers and she will flaunt it right in their face in that place where they condemn her soul with their smiles that are so curt.
You know she always smiles at the mirror that way.
It's there to remind her of the hurt.
And in her mind is a mixture of the sacred and profane.
And sometimes she wonders if the two are not the same.
And deep inside that Babylon she's building like she just can't stop.
She'll go on climbing even though she knows Heaven's not at the top.
And she'll let her mind wonder for what seems like forty years, and never find the Promised land, even though it's in her hands.
She takes everything she hears to her heart and gives it a room.
And most times it sends her reeling.Her heart is pregnant with the graves of stillborn love.
Cause she imbues every word with meaning.
Now she will search for her Messiah in the comfort of her bed.
To try to learn to take all the blame.
You know she tried to look up his number when he left her that time before, but God didn't tell her his last name.
Just kind of sums up the way I am feeling tonight.
A South Georgia girl.
Very niiiice.
Hey nice Anon peoples.
I'd be scared of Sdock if I were you. ^_~
Yeah, Smoke.
She's a great songwriter.
What you doing?
Me and da 'nons are just hanging out sharing our tales from the day.
I take care of the pre-school children of recent immigrant women to our city. The women learn English, computer skills and job skills while we watch the kids. Our city has had a huge increase in immigrants and refugees lately so we are pushed to our limits. We all are holding at least one baby at any given time while serving snacks, taking some on potty breaks, changing videos, breaking up fights and so on. Every week I practically run out the door and turn up the music in my car really high when its over to de-stress. I love it though.
Smoke,
Stop trying to shoo away my 'non friends.
7:31,
I admire you for that. As stressful as it sounds, it must be a very fulfilling place to be. It feeds your heart, mind, and soul.
i aint skeered i beez from new yawwwwwk
7:31,
That's cool what you do. I couldn't do it. I'm not a pre-school or day-care kind of person at all. Don't have the patience for it. ^_^
Youz from New Yawwwwk?
I might be skeered of you then. ^_~
I keep telling myself that Sdock. Sorry I can't stick around but I need to finish my housework. Talk to you another time.
That's rough, 7:31. O_O
Sorry about flaking!
Hello Smoke, Sdock, and lovely Anons!
7:31 Anon-
That's absolutely fantastic. That's a very important thing you're doing, and I appreciate it. :)
what do peeps from da south think of new yawwwkers
I'd like to be in new yaaaaaaaaaawk come about Friday night at sundown at MSG.
Smoke, Wanna go?
Let's ditch this little town and ride smooth out.
Or fly even.
Mustard, you are a flake! Bwah!
Sorry, I had to go there. ^_~
I wuv you, Moostard.
I ♥ New Yawwwwkers. ^_^
New Yaaaawwk anon,
I've never met any New Yawwwkers in real life, so I dunno.
7:31 Anon,
It was nice to talk to you. Have a great night.
I'm our huckleberry, SollyWolly. I'll do it. Question is....will you?
If not, well then you're no daisy at all.
S&V20 I'm not a kid person either. That is what is so crazy about it all. Okay I really have to go now.
Solly, but you will soon, this summer! ^_^
I'm afraid the strain might be more than I could bear or bare even. My poor faithful heart my just give out.
Be back in a few, gotta take a bath.
Obama wins North Carolina! But is still behind in Indiana.
I'm tired of this race. It's making us look bad.
Take care 7:31! ^_^
K!
I am so excited about us all meeting up somewhere. I swear to God. We are gonna have the most fun ever! EEEEEEKKK!
Leathermouth has to do some shows this summer.
HAS TO!!!! >_<
at MSG you can go on a tour of the arena. they are still having tours on Friday. i should go and get lost and see what i can find.:)
That'd be cool. ^_^
I stay lost. Wonder if someone would find me??
Hey guys, on for just a minute. Smoke, SDock, thank you for your nice words about our pit experience. It was horrible, and quite a change from the one in Memphis. This group of maybe 12 guys started pushing during Billy Talent's set. They were in the back of the Pit, and just all started pushing at once. And they never stopped. I actually hit the ground (concrete) at one point, and L pulled me up, thankfully. The worst part was, event security staff did NOTHING to help us. We got ONE bottle of water, begrudgingly, but nothing else. When we found Matty, and explained what had happened, he took off, and pretty soon guys were being pulled from the Pit. He had one guy in an arm-lock b/c the guy was fighting him. I don't know if y'all have ever seen Matty, but he's a big guy, tall and broad but not big like Worm. He slammed that guy up against a concrete barrier hard enough to double the guy up.
I'm sorry you two had a bad pit experience as well. We LOVED the Pit in Memphis, it was "friendly", nobody pushed or hit or anything. (See, this should tell folks that Southerners are polite, even in the Pit!)
MCR were great at all the shows, though. One of us will be back a little later to give better details.
Jules, sounds like you and your mom had a great time at TBS, I'm really glad you did! Nothing like some live music to make you feel better (in general).
We had a great trip, but it's good to be home, too. Talk to you all a little later.
J
The dudes in the pit at Sloss just kind of stood there. O_O
We were like, "DO SOMETHING!!"
They were like, "Ummm, no. We don't want to hurt anyone."
Uhhh, that's why we wanted you to do sumfin'.
Oh well! ^_^
Yeah, like at least find my fucking cell phone!!
There's a ghost somewheres at Sloss trying to text message right now.
Niiiiiiiice.
American Idol sucks a big load of ass shit.
Just saying...
Like this dude is the first to ever peform Teenage Wasteland.
OH my gawwhd!
I wanted to shoot the dread locks dude who massacred I shot the sheriff. No, dog turd hair, it is you who should have been shot.
Where is everyone?
Come out, come out wherever you lurk!!!
AI Anon,
YOU RULE!
Oh GOD, Paula is high again.
*sigh*
Tell her to stop crying.
OMG, are you my husband, Anon? He hates dread boy, too.
DREADS 4EVA!
*sigh*
Bob Dylan, oh my.
Dude, just, NOPE.
Dread Boy sorta sounds like Bob Dylan.
*zzzzzzzzz*
Oh sorry, I feel asleep.
Dread Boy is DREADFUL!
These people suck.
Did Paula just say she wanted to blow him?
AWWWWWWWWWW!
You know who I don't like? David A.
That boy is gonna go buckwild one day. Just sayin'....
is it possible to sew your ears closed
Hey everyone! Hi Mayo! It is wonderful to read you.
I'm so far behind, so I apologize in advance.
...
J, it was really awesome meeting you and L. And I'm so sorry to hear about the pit experience. That is just awful.
...
I sort of fell of the blog. I was quite the chatty girl last night hanging out with Elena. I can't believe how many things we discussed. Oh and we finished the bottle of whiskey. ^_^
So anyhoo, I'm off to catch up.
O_O
It wouldn't surprise me if she did.
Poor Paula. Straight UP.
Muhahah, I thought he was doing his best Bob Dylan. Turns out, he forgot the fucking words.
This is the most fun I've had.
*grabs carrot sticks and munches*
Everybody in the whole place, whole place! Let's go on AIM! ^_^
You guys, too?!
What the mothereffin' eff was that dude thinking?!
Points to remember:
1. Don't try to cover Bob Dylan.
2. Don't try to cover Bob Marley.
If you can't do it well, don't do it at all.
And I'm so excited the girl sang mah song! I love "Change Is Gonna Come." It's in my top 50 favorite songs for sure.
No anon, Paula was saying she wanted a BLOW of cereal.
I think David A. has a truly smackable face. And I don't mean with kisses.
Hi AnImA!
*waves*
David A. (since we cant spell his name) just gripes my ass, but not as bad as David Cook or whatever his name his.
And let me say, I heard the dudes do "Desolation Row," and that was a good cover.
David Cook annoys me with his hair all flat ironed forward to disguise that he's going bald.
David A does have a smackable face.
I'd like to smack his goody-goody face for sure.
HEY ANIMA!
I just laughed my ass off at David A. muahahah, someone should tell him to lighten the fuck up. He irks me. Sorry, I know he's 17 but dude...seriously?
P.S. I totally got to meet Frank. Shook his hand. He was behind bars. :(
I'm still sad that I missed him in St. Louis, because then I could have given him a huge hug.
He is so fucking sweet, oh and his hand was soft. ;)
*WAVES like a mad woman* Hi Solly!
Yeah, unless the dread lovin' teenies unite and dial until their little 12 year old fingers fall off, I'm thinking that dude is gonna shuffle off to wherever.
I'd rather listen to Paula for an hour than this bullshit.
SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY!
David A sings like he just swallowed a gallon of milk. he always makes me want to clear my throat
Anima,
I'm so glad you got to meet Frank. That's awesome.
NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
CASTRO! CASTRO! CASTRO!
Jason Castro must win!
Not sure why exactly but I just don't like the others at all.
Anon,
You are making me laugh. ^_^
Muhahah, That is so true about David A. He does sound like that.
There's no way, not after tonight, Dread Boy can win.
I mean, there's a way, but no way.
Good phlegm observation, other anon.
Yeah, that was an outstanding observation. Good ear.
David C has got to stop doing his hair like that it looks stupid.
we all know you're balding, just let it shine dude.
Hahaha. I don't like David C.
He makes me want to slap David A even harder.
Go figure.
I am watching Deadliest Catch. The captain may have appendicitis!
What's more exciting than crab fishing, I ask you?
I love that show, Star! I like the blonde captain guy.
He's always sooo cool. ^_^
Hey, guys, in for a bit. (I THINK I can feel my fingers now). Smoke, Sdock, it does make you want to smack the venue security folks, doesn't it? I keep thinking, if I punch one of these guys, I'M going to get thrown out. But do they throw you out for punching the security guys who just wave and smile? Just asking for future reference. :)
Anima, it was so good to meet you! And Elena, TJ and VM! It was amazing to be in line, SIX Lovelies all in the same place. All these people that you have wrote to, spoke to, for months, and to meet up face to face is wonderful.
Again, Mayo, thank you. We would never have had this chance if it hadn't have been for this blog. You did a good thing, Harold. Always remember that.
L.
Yes, it's good show, Smoke!
I was going to join up and go out on a tuna boat during college. It looked like fun, and this boy I liked wanted to do it. He wanted to be like Herman Melville, and write an epic like Moby Dick. I realized it was a lot of work, and it probably smelled really bad, and I didn't like the boy enough to spend 7 weeks on a smelly boat, dressed like the Gorton's Fisherman.
So alas, no seafaring for me!
Hallo Lovelies.
I'm almost fucking dead right now.
-A
Hey, Amy, Star.
Amy, just a bit tired, huh?
L.
Mayo, I think I have read this post at least five times. Each read through is a bit different. Not sure if I will truly understand it, but I think I get the picture.
Your words amaze me. It is always a pleasure to read and to know you are still hanging with us. It means a lot.
L.
"Just" is an understatement. How was your show? I trust you ladies enjoyed yourselveS?
-A is dying.
Anima, I'm glad you got to meet Frank in Columbus, even though it was between bars. And really glad you and Elena got to spend some time together! She sounded so happy on the blog last night and when we talked to her this morning. I wish we could have all had more time to talk.
Love ya,
L.
hello again I'm home from my first tutoring for the day
star I watch Deadliest Catch too!
and Ice Road Truckers
hi smoke mustard k sdock anima (I voice messaged your email) amyranth and L (and J)
Hallo Ergo.
-A
Amy, Memphis was amazing, even though we were in 5 inches of mud and it poured the rain, complete with lightning and thunder, it was still great! The band had to cut the set short, due to the weather, but they were so ON!
St. Louis, they were having so much fun, and sounded just fantastic! We were in the pit in Memphis and on the top part of the venue in St. Louis.
Columbus, well, not the favorite show. They still sounded good, but it wasn't the same, plus J. and I wound up limping out of there after the pit problems. J. actually went down, but I yanked her back up before she got stomped. There were about 10-12 guys who were intent on hurting as many people as possible. They weren't even trying to get to the front of the stage, just shoving people down in waves. I planted my feet to try to protect J., and held out for as long as I could, but my legs were hurting so bad I finally had to bail, and took J. out too, because I was terrified she would get hurt.
It was only later that I discovered I had either hit someone in the shoulder with my mouth or something, because my lip and cheek swelled.
I was more frustrated that I couldn't keep J. from getting hurt, and that the bullies won. And I hurt to the point of having to sit down on the concrete and listen to the rest of the show.
Thank goodness for Maddy, because it was only after he got the venue security going did they finally get the pit to fairly normal. I called the venue manager the next day and told him what the deal was and he told me he wondered about the numbers from the show, because they had 9 ejections and a high number of medic calls. I told him I wasn't naive about the pit, you expect a certain amount of pushing, shoving, elbowing, whatever, but this was beyond the norm. This was people just wanting to hurt people.
Maddy dragged one drunk guy out of the pit and marched him across to a concrete barrier with this guy trying to hit Maddy the whole way. Maddy finally got the guys arms locked behind him and took him out of the venue.
He did not look happy.
I will write up a review of all three shows and the trip and put it on our blog tomorrow or the next day.
Sorry you are so tired, Amy! What happened today?
L.
So nobody outside of the USA has been able to get the pre-orders, right?
-A
L.
The day from HELL.
Six skids full of dog and cat food. No receiver. She claims she's out of town due to a dead relative. I found out he's not dead, he's merely ill, and she's after asking for extra time to attend the funeral.
One of the staff members is caring for her pets while she's gone, and she was told that there was no death in the family.
It's a horrible thing when you lie about something like that so you can get some time off work. Karma's a mean, mean bitch.
So, six skids, of 40lb bags of dog food. And we had to get them all done today.
I came home, and fell asleep on the couch for 2 1/2 hours.
-A
L it is such a shame when people are just out to hurt people, it takes the enjoyment out of it, at Silverchair my hubby and another woman's hubby stood between us and this drunk fuck trying to barge through till he gave up adn went elsewhere, I didn't dare the pit center as I could see it was just drunk guys jumping on each other, it really cannot be fun, can it?
what's up amy? Bad day?
wow amy really bad day, why lie abut something like that? how awful.
but I have preordered TBP and got the downloads and all, I think RW couldn't get them but I got one then I had to restart once to get the other 2.
Oh, Amy, I'm sorry. Unreal what some people will pull. I think you should smack them with a 40 lb bag of dog food when they come back, if you have the strength.
Ergo, I know, why ruin a show for others, and why does security let it happen? There is a HUGE difference between enjoying the show and dancing and hitting people accidently and even trying to get to the front by pushing through, but just because they want to hurt someone?!
L.
L we'll never know as we aren't that type!
so how was it meeting elena Tj and anima? were they like you expected? Any pics?
Meeting up with the girls was great, Ergo! I did get some pics on my camera phone, and I will try to upload them in the next few days.
I am going to go for now, and get some sleep, but I will talk to you all tomorrow! Love to all the Lovelies!
Mayo, SS, have a wonderful night, and sweet dreams. Take care of yourselves and each other.
Its all about the love,
L.
goodnight L sweet dreams
wish J a good night too
so seems like it'll be another quiet day on the blog!
Ergo, double check your bill.
I guess for some people it's saying "Nuh-uh. Sorry." but still charging the credit card.
-A
I want
to be
333
oh I got an email saying it was confirmed and all, with an order number and the credit card would be charged when they ship
and it hasn't been charged to me
what happened to you?
well congratulations anon you're 333!
lucky I had a phone call before I pressed publish
*confetti falls for anon*
Is Blogger fucking up for everyone else too? Or can I just burn my computer now?
-A
Hello I 'm on for a few minutes. Amy what is blogger doing. Because the last couple of day s it has been ab ass to me. It wouldn't even let me on.
amy it keeps not loading the page and either coming up blank or with an error message, it hasn't done it to me too much today yet but has been really bad other times
hi MJ!
I think you've been getting the same?
Yes I was getting the same thing.
I miss Sei Shonegan.
Mj It seems that if I watched it load it would be ok but if I looked away or thought "oh I'll hit refresh then go get a drink " it would stuff up...blogger is watching me!
<_<
>_>
MJ, it's running incredibly slow. Not loading pages, booting my connection so I can't post..
That's why I had to take off my blue. Won't let me logon.
-A
There is no rhyme or reason to it.
mine keeps changing, sometimes it's good others it's terrible, blue seems to make it worse when it's bad
Well I have to go. I will talk to you later.
Night
Ergo and MJ, this is the first time it's ever been this bad for me. I thought it was because I had done a spyware scan and seriously started to consider re-installing spyware!
Dear Blogger Staff
*looks at Blogger*
*looks at staff*
*waves arms frantically*
FIX IT!
Sincerely
Amyranth
-A
goodnight MJ sweet dreams
Goodnight MJ!
Ergo, I bet you that's why it's been so quiet lately.
I noticed last night it wasn't all hot'n'bothered in here either.
-A
amy I thought it was just me too and it was a virus or something, but it seems to do it on IE and Firefox but other websites were fine, then MJ said so I figured it was blogger
please blogger people
hear our plea!
My luggage has arrived!!!
Just in time too, as I leave the city for two days tomorrow morning.
ANIMA:
If you're still on here, please email me ASAP. Thanks!
J
and have you noticed sometimes people just disappear?
I bet some just can't be bothered trying over and over
ELENA:
Please call us, honey. As soon as you can. We're trying to call you, have done so about six times so far, left a message. Call us, emeail, something. ANYTHING.
J
Amy I did a spy ware scan and deleted the spy ware things got better. The funny thing the spy ware was from Bn. I don't even log onto it anymore. I just go and look at the pictures and stuff.
Oh hooray Air Canada for actually fixing it up!!!
but only just in time!
how have you been RW?
J, I just popped back in. What is your email?
Mine is anima.mundi77@yahoo.com
Hi and bye, guys!
My apologies for not hanging tonight. :(
Ergo, I hope your "titering" went well. ;)
Amy, I'm so sorry your day was, like, extra sucky with a side of suck. I feel your pain.
MJ, I guess you've already gone, but I hope you're doing well! I haven't spoken to you in a while, so I hope everything's good with you.
Gonna post my goodnight then get some sleep. Have a nice evening, everyone!
Anima,
Sending you an email right now.
J
MJ what spywear scanner do you use?
Oh man, I hope everything's okay with Elena.
Hey, let us know if she's okay, alright?
Hi Ergo, Martha, Amyranth, RW, L & J!
I noticed that I say I'm behind a lot. ^_^ Damn, I need to stop mentioning it.
anima did you get my voice message to your email?
Goodnight Mustard. Sweet dreams.
Mayo,
How are you tonight? Everything cool with you? Damnit, I always ask you those yes or nope questions. And in my head you are always going "NOPE" as the answer. I must stop doing that. Me? Ahh, let's not really go into details. You could probably guess and if you asked I would probably say "NOPE", it's all good. So yeah...
Thank you for the new post. You never disappoint. Never. I admire the way you can come up with something brand new. I love the way you force me to look at myself. The way I can read your words and go damn, that's how I feel or damn, I wonder how he was feeling when he wrote that. Because, like I mentioned last night, it's all about the feeling. Provoke me anytime.
Mind if I just babble tonight? I have so much shit running through my head. Endings. Beginnings. Did I fail? Did I cheat myself? Am I giving up too easily? What if I'm wrong? It's funny. I sit here and I talk like 6 years is such a long time, but then I realize that my whole 6 years could fit in the back of my truck. Turned into nothing but boxes, papers, and photos. Nothing more than stuff. I will leave with everything that I started with and nothing more. Unless you count the check that he will write to me to buy me out. Settled. A business deal finalized and done. And I know that it has to happen. It's run its course. And I should see this as a new start. I'm logical like that. But....let's go back to those feelings. Those damned feelings fuck with my heart and my head.
Enough of that. Damn, don't I ever have anything else to talk about? Maybe, I'm about to find out.
Damn, I can get longwinded. I hope you don't mind. I can't help it. My mind goes faster than my fingers can type. Think. Think. Think and it never stops.
Am I repeating myself again? Fuck yeah. And with every stroke of the keyboard another second ticks off the clock and I am not asleep. Why can't I sleep? Oh I know, it's because I can't stop. If I slow down, I stop, If I stop, I have to look. I don't want to look.
Damnit, now I know why I couldn't find that motivation I was looking for earlier. I can't stop long enough to look for it.
Dizzy, spinning, blistered, ragged, fragile, dirty, broken, and running on pure adrenaline.
But so fucking tired.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. And this is what it's like in my head.
("Nice.")
Hiya RW!
J, what's wrong with Elena? Does she need help?
Anima! How's it going?
Mustard! I bet it was probably about time though. Sometimes, after a string of really good things, you have to have a shitty day or so, just to prove you've got the balls to keep going.
And let me tell you, I swung around a pair of 40 pounders today! HA!
See ya round, kid.
-A
goodnight mustard sweet dreams
titoring was fine, i have more later, my tassels will be tired!
Hi EP, Anima, OPs, Mustard :)
I'm a lot happier, EP, now that my luggage has shown up.
Hi, Solly :)
titoring was fine, i have more later, my tassels will be tired!
0_0
Mayo:
While looking up lyrics to "The Wanderer," I happened upon an, and I quote from Wikipedia, "Old English poem from the 10th century," also entitled The Wanderer.
I read it through, and this small excerpt stuck out to me. I don't know if you can use it or not, but it's there if you want. :)
Often (or always) I had alone
to speak of my trouble
each morning before dawn.
There is none now living
to whom I dare
clearly speak
of my innermost thoughts.
I have to be honest - there's a lot going on here for me to try and digest. Hell, it's taken nearly all day for me to form some sort of shotty opinion or whatever you call this.
Sometimes I feel there's nothing up there anyway. Like I said last night, sometimes there are no thoughts, no feelings, no anything. It's much easier to make up my own dwelling. At the very least, I will occupy myself and bide my time until the next go around. It also provides me with a safe haven, because in there, I get it (I'm beginning to think it's the people out there that don't).
In a few days, it will be the "anniversary" of the almost-ending-of-my-world day. I'm not sure whether I should throw a party or shovel some dirt. It was really rough, and I'm really, really afraid it may happen again, and I don't want it to. It's completely out of my control though.
I ended up back in the same dark room, the same void, the same shit. (I'll be here all fucking week, and we can shake hands on the way out.)
So, in the meantime, I guess I'll just hang out in the "attic." No sense in bursting everyone's bubble out here!
Night, dude. Remember, let us know when you find way, because I'm pretty sure some of us will need detailed directions.
SS:
Because I couldn't get around to it the other night, I'll do it now. :)
In honor of Sdock's lovely gesture and your newfound interest, I present to you a Blooming Onion! And, what looks like some dipping sauce to go with it!
They are killer, dude. You will die from taste bud malfunction, they are that friggin' awesome.
And it's running better now.
Go figure.
-A
sdock it will be right, you just need time to process it all
sleep well and sweet dreams
is elena ok? she not home yet or something?
Blogger resurrected wreck said...
titoring was fine, i have more later, my tassels will be tired!
0_0
>_<
-A
I was using Norton but my 3 months are up so now I have adware and I think AVG My anti virus has spyware on it. They are all free programs but have worked well for me in the past.
I should really be going to sleep. But I hope elena is all right.
That Incredible Nitwit Cuts.
None, null, void.
well I didn't notice but apparently yesterday i said titoring and PP picked up on it and asked if it involved tassels
I titor from 5:15 to 8:15 tonight, 3 hours! you can see why it would be tiring
Too Insecure, Not Compatable
Anonymous said...
That Incredible Nitwit Cuts.
None, null, void.
Se habla no anglais?
-A
Hey everyone, Elena sent me and L an email that sounds really really really bad. We're very scared for her right now. I don't want to give any details b/c, you know, it's Elena's life and her business, but something's going down at home that's not good at all. We've called her half a dozen times with no answer, left a voicemail on her cell, her daughter doesn't know where she is, and to be quite honest we're scared shitless.
As soon as we know something, we'll let you all know, too. L's on the phone with Elena's oldest right now, she might have some info.
Back soon.
J
I titor from 5:15 to 8:15 tonight
^ ^
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That's marathon titoring, that is!
I titor from 5:15 to 8:15 tonight, 3 hours! you can see why it would be tiring
I can usually only do it for about 15 minutes in the tub, then I get bored.
-A
Well I guess anon is talking about Ms cuts. I think she had that radio show tonight. Hello and goodnight everyone.
*is worried for Elena :(*
I had AVG but I have Symnantec (which is Norton) keep wondering if I should change it though but I update it all the time
viruses etc creep me out
That Is Not Credible.
None, Null, Void. Nope. 0.
J,
Let us know, via email, if you need us to get on the horn to the authorities or call anyone else.
-A
I can usually only do it for about 15 minutes in the tub, then I get bored.
0_0
Terminate It Not, Creep
Anonymous said...
That Is Not Credible.
None, Null, Void. Nope. 0.
See? Bugnuts.
-A
Oh gee I hope elena is ok
This Is Not Cryptic
Well norton is no longer free and I don't want to pay for it so i got the free stuff.
L if you can let us know in an email. I am worried Elena seems to have a lot of bad luck.
Tuesdays I Never Count
I can usually only do it for about 15 minutes in the tub, then I get bored.
-A
see that's why I am a professional! :)
i miss your words
i miss smiling as i read them
i miss imagining you smile as you write
i miss you
i love you
my heart, my love
always
Hold My Hand and I'm Yours
Hold my hand and I'm yours,
And your heart will stay close to mine,
For I know the sun must rise with the dawn,
And at night the stars must shine.
And the wind must wander the ocean
And sing with the waves of the sea;
Just so, I know, I'll be by your side,
And you will be with me.
And you will be with me, my love,
And I will be with you;
For I know the tide must turn with the moon,
And the spring must return ever new.
And the sky must weep that the hillsides
May laugh in the green of their joy;
And the leaves must turn red, brown, and gold
That the earth might their riches employ.
And love like a mad, swollen hunger,
And love like an unending song,
And love like the silent pull of the Earth
Shall be with us all our lives long, my love,
Shall be with us all our lives long.
Hold My Hand and I'm Yours
Hold my hand and I'm yours,
And your heart will stay close to mine,
For I know the sun must rise with the dawn,
And at night the stars must shine.
And the wind must wander the ocean
And sing with the waves of the sea;
Just so, I know, I'll be by your side,
And you will be with me.
And you will be with me, my love,
And I will be with you;
For I know the tide must turn with the moon,
And the spring must return ever new.
And the sky must weep that the hillsides
May laugh in the green of their joy;
And the leaves must turn red, brown, and gold
That the earth might their riches employ.
And love like a mad, swollen hunger,
And love like an unending song,
And love like the silent pull of the Earth
Shall be with us all our lives long, my love,
Shall be with us all our lives long.
N. Gordon
always
be well
Tuesday Is Not Cool
Tango in naughty costumes
Touching Is Not Criminal
hi TLA how are you?
Oooo! Good one, EP!
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