There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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Jean-Dominique Bauby
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Maybe he wanted to prove something to someone.
A lot of someones if you ask me!
Cuz they only dress in red, black and white.
Ever. That's it.
Jack has this thing about the number 3.
Damn!
Smoke!
I never get to be on top!!
runs off to pout!
More than anything though, I just can't see the rest of the band going along with it. You know?
But why did the other band members go along with it? Frank even gave an interview with one of the members of MSI during their tour together. Remember?
Just because she's Gerard's wife doesn't mean the other band members wouldn't have a say in who they take out on the road.
It was a ham sandwich, but I'm sure it tasted like shit. It wasn't what I wanted.
Anon,
You keep giving her gold stars and she's gonna steal my spotlight. :)
I'm sorry, PJ. I'll let you take the next one.
Promise. ^_~
How fitting though for Jack to be on top. He wouldn't have it any other way, ya know?
Here's one to celebrate the new page!
What's red and gray and splashes?
A zombie baby playing in a puddle of brains.
A lot of someones if you ask me!
My thoughts exactly!
Just because she's Gerard's wife doesn't mean the other band members wouldn't have a say in who they take out on the road.
I bet they did have a lot to say, but in the end it was easier to just go along with what he wanted. Who knows what went on behind the scenes about that.
sorry laverne -- mom came him and got me in a chat chokehold.
weather still scary? do i still need to cling?
Jack's eyes... *sigh*
Plenty of spotlight for both of you.
one can only imagine
mom came in
in
oh my gods, i'm so sorry.
I suppose Gerard forced Frank to do the interview where he talked about how great it was touring with MSI.
Like prove something to his Mom?
Hey TJ!
How are you?
What ever happened before or after he got married we may never know, what we do know is she really dose not look like the happy blushing bride to me.
And to get pissed off because everyone calls her Mrs.Gerard Way or ask about him, is just crazy for a new bride, most are happy to be called Mrs. and just loves to talk about there new husband.
I don't know, maybe it's just me!
oh, you're forgeting pj...she's a "feminist"
Well what else could he say? "I hate this band and it sucks that we have to tour with them just because our jackass lead singer married their no talent bassist!" That wouldn't be good pr to bad mouth a band that you are on tour with, so I won't hold that against Frank.
I suppose Gerard forced Frank to do the interview where he talked about how great it was touring with MSI.
Yeah how quickly they forget.
The storm is getting near. Katie is gearing up for a long night.
I'm pretty much indifferent to it.
Anonymous said...
oh, you're forgeting pj...she's a "feminist"
I can put on a good feminist act when the need be.
Well what else could he say?
Um, how about, "Thanks, but no thanks. I'm not up for an interview today."
Oh, he's too wonderful to do that.
You have to remember too, they put there foot down when it came to Eliza, but that was just his girlfriend, i guess wives are different.
smoke&venom20 said...
Cuz they only dress in red, black and white.
Ever. That's it.
O_o Wow!
I dunno about what was going on with that interview, dudes. I do, however, understand being put on the spot, having been put there myself. I'm not saying that's necessarily what happened, but it could be.
"Believe nothing of what you hear, and only half of what you see."
With that...
What's the difference between a truckload of bowling balls and one of zombie babies?
The bowling balls don't try and bite off your fingers when you unload them.
He probably couldn't deny the interview.
There are actually people over the band that give final say-so.
Just sayin'.
11:47 I think I could understand his motive to proceed with it, even though he may have felt internally opposed to it.
Yes, but not too wonderful to either
a. Lie
or
b. Like MSI and everything they stand for.
Danger, Will Robinson. Fangirl mentality. This does not compute.
I love zombie babies.
Exactly, Star.
You can't even pretend to know why or what the reasons were for Frank having to do that interview. I can't judge him for that.
Jesus.
Gotcha, 11:52, I was being sarcastic.
Mustard, the walrus was Paul.
Geez! 0_0
hi star -- i'm incredibly slow and falling even further behind, apparently!
elena: *clings to you*
I know, 11:53.
I was just continuing on in the same vein. :)
*kicks RW's ass*
Who doesn't, Anon at 11:52!?
I will being doing a zombie baby stand up act in the Eighth Level of Hell when I pass into the underworld.
Coolio.
Yes, but not too wonderful to either
a. Lie
or
b. Like MSI and everything they stand for.
I'd rather believe he lied, but who knows.
Have you ever lied, anon? Has anyone ever put you on the spot? Have you ever pretended to like someone you didn't? Like your brother's girlfriend, or your boss, or your stupid co-worker?
Danger, Will Robinson. Fangirl mentality. This does not compute.
Don't judge us all the same way, douchewhistle.
Evening, RW!
you make it so damn easy, though.
11:52
Really sarcasm aside I don't understand why you can't believe he would have to do an interview. Many times people have to do things they really don't want to do. Often we have to say things that might not be what we really want to say but are what we have to say. Just a sad part of life.
I don't know why he did it but you don't either.
Hey RW! What did I get today? Huh? Huh?
TELL ME!
*kicks RW's ass*
*lands face-first on the floor*
OW!
Who did that??
and thanks for reverting to namecalling.
Not I, RW! Not I!
Everyone lies. I was just trying to point out the lack of validity to your "the band would never go along with it" reasoning.
Obviously, the band does what it's told.
And why are we discussing this again anyway? I mean, whatever floats your boat but damn.
she always reverts to namecalling 11.59
Hi Star, K, S&V, Elena, TJ, PJ, anons :)
*ignores Mustard*
S&V, I gotchoo a pink hoodie with a bow-wearing skull & crossbones patch. It's pretty!
Wow, I dunno.
Princess, I'm discussing it because it raises some interesting questions. 11:59, pretty sure we got called a name first; I answer rudeness with rudeness.
Hey RW
How ya doin'?
Hi, Solly! :D
Hi RW
Blows kiss,
Damn! iv been blowing everyone tonight!
No wonder I'm in the eight level of hell!
Yeah, but ain't we done been there and done that before? This subject I mean?
Why is that interview relevant now?
*kicks RW's ass again for ignoring me*
Don't make me drag out the mat!
;)
I've got a headache, Elena :( Air pressure thing.
How are you?
MAYO
MADE
ME
DO
IT!!
Not by me, and I've studied, and you're pretty much always rude first. That's cool though, whatever works for you.
RW,
EEEEEEK! Can I wear it tomorrow? Can I? I will ♥ you forever!
Hi RW,
How iz you?
hello, resurrected wreck. whaddja get me??? :D
*girlie flails at Mustard*
Don't you make me break a nail!
TJ, I gotchoo a pressed flower pendant :)
*whispers* Don't tell S&V!
*sighs* don't be so fooled by what you see.
Then you've not studied very hard, 12:04. Here and we're having a halfway interesting conversation about motives and people start throwing around the word "fangirl" for no reason. Yeah, I'd say that's pretty rude.
Hi RW! ^_^
You can wear it anytime you like, S&V!
Solly, I am headachy :( How iz you?
ooooooo, pretty! thank you resurrected wreck!
*smirks at smoke&venom*
But RW,
What did you get me?
"A zombie walked into a library and screamed at the librarian, "BRAAIIIINNNSS!!".
The librarian replied in a hushed, yet irritated tone, "Sir, this is a library, you're going to have to be quiet," to which the zombie replied quietly, in a faint whisper, "brains"."
Damn! iv been blowing everyone tonight!
0_0
smoke&venom20 said...
Yeah, but ain't we done been there and done that before? This subject I mean?
Why is that interview relevant now?
Well, we talk about a lot of the same things here, there and everywhere.
Anons, want to meet me over at Verita's blog or something to continue?
*smacks TJ for smirking*
Pfft. >_<
I'm hot and crazy. I'm sorry you have a headache. Can I get you sumfin?
Hi, K! :D
Solly, I gotchoo a pony.
OK
Time for me to go!
I posted a few new pictures on my blog, let me know what you think!
But you better hurry, you know i never leave them up long.
Love and hugs
to All!!!
Night!
ow!
*fixes hair*
motogp is better than nascar. :P
I would love a cool non-alcoholic drink, please and thank you Solly :)
Did you bring me back a pony?
Probably couldn't fit two ponies in your vehicle though. :/
Rw
I'm pretty good. Thanks for asking.
TJ - Katie just got to break in with an update. She is glowing.
Night, PJ :)
A pony! SWWEEEEEEEEEEET!
I will name him....Jack!
*hands RW a nice cool refreshing beverage*
I hate to be the bearer of bad tidings, but when it comes to Frank, nearly all of you do possess a fangirl mentality. You think he's damn near close to perfect when in reality you only see what he puts out there for you to see.
Which is okay, but seeing as how you're all so quick to criticize that kind of thinking when it comes to Gerard, well, it comes off as a tad hypocritical.
Maybe he's just a better actor than Gerard.
Now we can't converse about certain subjects here and you have to go to another blog to talk about why Frank said he liked MSI and you are saying you are NOT fangirls and calling people names when they call you fangirls. PLEASE. That is fangirl behavior.
I meant the whole blog, but again, whatever.
I couldn't carry two ponies, Mustard. Sorry :(
Thank you for the drink, Solly ^_^
Like I said, 12:11, I am willing to wonder about those things and to discuss them, how the hell does that make me a fangirl or anything even close to it? I'm waiting over at Verita's blog if you still want to discuss it, but mind that you quit calling me names.
12:11 know someone much, huh?
Which 12:11? There's three of us.
maybe the other anons don't want to go to verita's blog, kapunua. why can't they discuss what they want to discuss here?
TJ - Katie just got to break in with an update. She is glowing.
or os that afterglow? she's a weird puppy.
oh and hey guess what elena? i just found the sca near you.
i get to play again i get to play again. :)
Nevertheless, you can guess, because you are quite transparent.
You guys can discuss whatever you like. I just didn't see the point but that's just me.
Nobody is perfect, Anon. Including you, me, us, everyone and yes, even Frank.
I was only saying that it's hard to make assumptions about something when you only know part of the story. That goes for Gerard's marriage, his sobriety, Frank's reasons for doing that interview and anything else to do with this band.
I don't know them and I don't know all the details so....yeah, anyhoo.
Well, I can't stop anyone from discussing anything here, and I did put in my 0.02 about the whole thing--notice that the anon never answered that, actually--but for what it's worth I did post over there if anyone wants to discuss it there.
motogp is better than nascar. :P
Ummm, no. No, it is not.
THAT is the fangirl mentality some of us are talking about! Now we have to go to another blog to talk about things like this, what the fuck has happened here.
Ummm, no. No, it is not.
ummm, yes. yes, it is.
:D
*gets ready to run*
Right, once again:
I'd rather believe he lied, but who knows.
Have you ever lied, anon? Has anyone ever put you on the spot? Have you ever pretended to like someone you didn't? Like your brother's girlfriend, or your boss, or your stupid co-worker?
Okay, now there are too many of you, you're insulting people and acting stupid and I'm sick of it. I gave you my thoughts on the subject, take them or leave them. I'm going to bed.
none want to discuss it there
we like it here
You've gone and done it now, TJ! 0_0
Wrong, anon.
I'm open for discussion wherever. I'm not here to cause trouble, despite what you all might think.
I'm just looking for answers like everybody else. You all just don't know me, so you misread my intentions.
valentino rossi made me do it, resurrected wreck!
So long and goodnight!!!!
loss of assumed control leads to tantrum and premature exit
I did post a long answer over on Verita's if you want to see it.
toujours said...
Ummm, no. No, it is not.
ummm, yes. yes, it is.
:D
*gets ready to run*
Ha!
*trips TJ*
I SAID NO IT IS NOT! AND I DARE YOU TO TRY AND GET UP!
^_^
Stop talking about your sex life, 12:26.
Kapunua post it here
12:26, let's have babies!! Glad you see the pattern too.
Kapunua why won't you post it here, are you afraid someone will see what you really think?
*biting tongue (or fingers) in half* and thinking about owls.
12.29 let's do it
contracts have a funny way of binding you to things, you see.
*jumps up nimbly*
valentino rossi!
*scampers out of reach*
I think they will be pretty, and sane!!!!!
while 12:26 & 12:29 "get it on", let's get on with the discussion
Cussin'
Everyone pretty much knows what I think. I posted it again at Verita's. I have to get up early tomorrow so I am going to bed, feel free to make of that whatever you want.
*plops down in Corner, waits to see what unfolds, wishes Mayo would bring popcorn*
"Multiple exclamation marks," he went on, shaking his head, "are a sure sign of a diseased mind."
Have a good night, K :)
*plunks herself down next to Solly*
*passes popcorn to SDock10*
So FASC is crazy?
*sits down next to sdock*
I brought soda. Want one?
Thanks Anon! Movie Theatre Butter kind! Niiiiiiiiice!
RW, want some?
I would never assume such a thing.
*makes mental note to step quietly away from FASC the next time she passes through, just in case*
...on with the discussion.
Some people are very apt at hiding their nature.
Some masks hide our vulnerabilities, some make us look more presentable.
Thanks, Solly!
*takes handful of buttery popcorn*
And some just look pretty with costumes.
Elena, I would love a soda.
*slurps*
...and some wear the clown mask
12:41 hits the nail on the head.
Welcome to my life.
*whispers to Solly* Is this interactive entertainment, or should we just sit back and watch? I never know.
This is what Kap was too scared to post here......
Thanks for the apology, I am sorry too for answering in like. That word offends me; I don't fangirl over anyone in this band. (I reserve that for fictional characters and Eddie Reyes.)
I wondered about that interview too.
I also thought about the people I used to work with, and some of the other people in my life. I had to, and sometimes still have to "play nice" with them, too. For years I pretended like I thought my boss had some redeeming qualities. "He's a hard worker, such a great surgeon" I'd tell any clients who asked. (He is a hard worker and great surgeon but that doesn't mean that I liked or respected him. But I had to, at the time, try to keep my job.)
So it's possible that Frank lied in the interview. I rather hope that he did, and for that, I can't fault him, or at least anymore than I fault myself.
Sometimes you have to sell out a little in the name of career and / or loyalty.
On the other hand, I still often wonder why no one stood up to Gerard when he wanted to take MSI on the road with them, or was that totally backed by the label, and they couldn't stand up to him?
It confused me more when Mikey started wearing the MSI T shirt.
Those are my thoughts, in brief, on that whole fiasco.
Clowns, they scare me, especially swamp clowns. What have I wandered into?
Anonymous said...
...on with the discussion.
Some people are very apt at hiding their nature.
Some masks hide our vulnerabilities, some make us look more presentable.
That only works for so long but eventually the mask will slip and the true nature of the person is revealed.
Anonymous said...
You and I are far more alike than we are different, Kapunua.
I have high standards that I try to live up to and I expect a lot from the people around me. But yes, I do pretend to like co-workers and clients sometimes just to keep peace.
I agree that it would be preferable to think Frank lied rather than to think he actually supports MSI.
I'd also like to believe that Gerard has more sense than to get mixed up with looney tunes like Eliza or a group of seeming degenerates like MSI, but that's pretty much been shot to hell this past year.
As for Mikey, who the fuck knows what goes on in his head? I suppose it's hereditary.
Maybe we'd all be a lot better off if we just stop trying to figure it out.
Anyway, thanks for taking the time to talk to me.
And some wear shiny masks
Personally, I prefer the shiny ones.
And some just look pretty with costumes.
*giggles*
*glances at serious anon*
*tries to hide it behind hand*
*fails*
heeheeheeheeheeheeheeheeheehee!
Not if they're good at it.
Not if they've assumed the role.
*through a mouthful of popcorn*
And some don't know what mask they will wear on a day to day basis. Sometimes they will pull out a brand new one.
Kapunua said...
No problem, I like to try to reason out things like this. I am very hard on myself when I sell out and I find that compromising things I really believe in is hard for me. I boycott a lot of stuff because of certain policies or mindsets. Triggers like racism, sexism, homophobia--all that stuff that MSI stands for--really set me off, badly.
What gets me the most is the lack of logic though. Lindsey's and Gerard's, what I call Bizarro World "Feminism" where MSI is for the benefit of--in Lindsey's world--women and girls. Gerard treating the women in his audience like dirt and then still claiming to me a feminist.
If they'd just admit that they were full of it, I swear I'd have much less of a problem with it. ;)
And on that note I really do need to get to bed, but I am always open to talking about this stuff, pretty much anywhere, most of the time.
Thanks again Anon.
Mustard, we all wear a mask. Maybe not to all we know, but to many.
Always question things.
RW,
I dunno. But I think it's interactive.
Why couldn't this be posted here, oh right because you are FANGIRLS. And you don't want to talk bad about your heros. Not wanting to hear talk about how they could be wrong on certian things is what makes a fangirl and the other anon was right, you are all Frank fangirls.
I always question. That's what I live to do. And most of the time, I'm directed to the right answers.
But, at the end of the day, personally, you want that shit off of your face.
What if the mask becomes too comfortable? What if people like the masked identity better than the real person?
*eats popcorn & enjoys the show*
I question the questions. I question myself. I question my anwers.
Sometimes I get tired.
The masked identity is the real person. it's just trying to merge the two that's the problem.
You all don't question, you fangirl. You just accept what you are told. Bullshit stop acting like you are all so much better than INOers. Frank and Gerard can do no wrong in your eyes and if they do you go somewhere else to talk about it?? And then you just make excuses for them.
^Sorry, that was me feleting. Link didn't work :/ Trying again:
Random Bob moment
What if the mask becomes too comfortable? What if people like the masked identity better than the real person?
My question is, how do you know you've gone too far, and is there a way to get back to normal?
See what I'm saying?
"Feleting"=deleting
0_0
Solly, sometimes my questions question me.
That's how I know where the rum's gone.
Is there any such thing as a "real person"?
Aren't we the sum of our perceptions and our reactions to life?
What if our mask allows our emotional survival?
Can something be so "real" that it's too real?
In the end they would probably have more out-right respect for you IF you did question them. But if you are not going to they are probably just happy to take money out of your pocket......
Good question, Mustard. I think eventually the real you comes back to knock you on your ass and say, remember me?
Anon @12:43, 12:44 and 12:45, it was extremely disrespectful of you to post the conversation that Kapunua and I had on Verita's blog here.
It doesn't matter why she wanted to keep it off this blog, you should have respected her wishes.
Honestly, is a little common courtesy and respect too much to ask?
If that's the case, I don't want to be there to meet the real me.
I can't imagine the introduction.
See and when people do question you you just ignore it. You just sit there and whine about questioning yourself but you never really do. And you never G-d forbid question your heros!
I did it because she is being a hypocrite, why is it bad to talk about it here? Just because she said so?
I like Bob.
Anonymous said...
Is there any such thing as a "real person"?
Aren't we the sum of our perceptions and our reactions to life?
What if our mask allows our emotional survival?
Can something be so "real" that it's too real?
What is "real"? My reality might be different than your reality.
It is all about perception and reaction.
Can your mask allow you to survive emotionally? I think maybe for a period of time, but how long can you outrun yourself.
Can something be too real? Now, that I have to think about.
You don't really think about anything Sdock, you just talk and talk and talk and the same goes for Mustard. You two act like you're so deep but you just keep repeating the same navel gazing bullshit over and over.....and over again.
And cats.
Anonymous said...
You don't really think about anything Sdock, you just talk and talk and talk and the same goes for Mustard. You two act like you're so deep but you just keep repeating the same navel gazing bullshit over and over.....and over again.
Wow, that's my deep thinking mask I am wearing, anon, didn't you know?
I like Bob and cats.
Sdock I know that "deep thinking mask" is fake because you never actually think for yourself.
Anonymous said...
Sdock I know that "deep thinking mask" is fake because you never actually think for yourself.
Really? Who thinks for me? Please tell me so I can thank them.
*is getting bored & running out of popcorn*
Okay, now you're pissing me off, leave Solly alone.
And you and especially Mustard are always trying so hard to think of things you think are deep to impress Mayo and SS who you still think of as Frank and Gerard. You FANGIRL over both of them. Mustard always tries to sound deep, both of you do, and you always try to make yourself sound so impressive and like you question things. When really you never do, you just talk the same shit constantly.
1:03 thinking and confronting are two separate things.
Really? Who thinks for me? Please tell me so I can thank them.
Mayo and SS. And don't worry you thank them for it all the time! It's quite sickening!
Much anger you have 12:56 -
Heroes? Really that's what you think? Holy crap anon.
Can't recall anyone saying that.
I've said it before and I'll say it again. They are just guys. They fuck up like the rest of us. But because I don't dwell on the fuck ups, that makes me a fangirl? How do you figure?
I don't try to look for the bad in anyone. I always try to see the good, the positive things.
Oh, and Mustard too, sorry.
Elena you are just as blind as the others.
Well, I'm off to shower. Be back later...
Now people are afraid to talk about it here?? That's is such bullshit. Where are we allowed to have opinions, opinions where we actually THINK about things? Without any blinders on. Not here apparently!
Okay, use your imagination on this one because it's meant to be told, not read.
Knock knock!
Who's there?
The Interrupting Zombie!
The Interrupting Zom... BRAAAIIINNSS!!"
I don't even know what the hell we are talking about anymore.
Anon(s),
Thanks for your words. I appreciate your honesty.
Fucking buzznet retards, you 'lovelies' belong there with there with the rest of them.
What am I blind to anon?
Some horrible truth that I can't see?
The only horrible truth I see right now is there are some anon's in here saying hurtful things about people I care about.
And I wonder why....
I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.
Let's make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars.
This is our decision, to live fast and die young.
We've got the vision, now let's have some fun.
Yeah, it's overwhelming, but what else can we do.
Get jobs in offices, and wake up for the morning commute.
Forget about our mothers and our friends
We're fated to pretend
To pretend
We're fated to pretend
To pretend
I'll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms
I'll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world
I'll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home
Yeah, I'll miss the boredem and the freedom and the time spent alone.
There's really nothing, nothing we can do
Love must be forgotten, life can always start up anew.
The models will have children, we'll get a divorce
We'll find some more models, everyting must run it's course.
We'll choke on our vomit and that will be the end
We were fated to pretend
To pretend
We're fated to pretend
To pretend
Yeah, yeah, yeah
True to life sometimes, huh?
Anonymous said...
Fucking buzznet retards, you 'lovelies' belong there with there with the rest of them.
Oh my, I would so go on Buzznet, but my dialup won't let me!
As if!!!
TISNF!
1:11 drinking again huh?
Anonymous said...
Fucking buzznet retards, you 'lovelies' belong there with there with the rest of them.
Watch it anon your level of maturity is showing.
I agree anon at 1:12, true to life.
And that is exactly what the 'lovelies' won't admit, because they are blind fangirls.
don't paint with such a broad brush.
ha! you ought to talk!
FRANK IERO SAT THERE AND NODDED HIS HEAD WHEN STEVE RIGH? SAID THAT PEOPEL WHO HATE MSI ARE JUST JEALOUS OF GERARD AND LYN-Z. YET YOU ALL DEFEND HIM. HOW IS THAT ANY DIFFERENT FROM HOW GERARD ACTS??
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