There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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Whereupon a strange euphoria came over me. Not only was I exiled, paralyzed, mute, half deaf, deprived of all pleasures, and reduced to the existence of a jellyfish, but I was also horrible to behold. There comes a time when the heaping up of calamities brings on uncontrollable nervous laughter - when, after a final blow from fate, we decide to treat it all as a joke. My jovial cackling at first disconcerted Eugénie, until she herself was infected by my mirth. We laughed until we cried. The municipal band then struck up a waltz, and I was so merry that I would willingly have risen and invited Eugénie to dance, had such a move been fitting. We would have whirled around miles of floor. Ever since then, whenever I go through the main hall, I detect a hint of amusement in the empress's smile.
Bauby
Sorry for the double posting. My comp is having problems.
Elena, I'm sorry if you feel hurt, but more than anything, I value honesty, and that is how I feel. I'm not gonna pretend or sugar coat when it comes to expressing my feelings or opinions. All that time I wasn't here, my perspective and focus on this blog changed. Big time.
"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was. We do not possess anything in this world, least of all other people. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our spouses, even our children are not ours; they belong only to themselves. Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect."
Then why are you still here babbling about it?
And with that, I'm done with this. Goodbye to anyone who is here.
Is Mayo the Sun? Mayo if you shutting down the blog just say so.
So if that's how you feel you are here now.....why?
I'm not Mayo or SS
Not all people are obsessed with Mayo, Elena.
Anon 2:48
I'm just about to leave. Sad to say, I outgrew the blog. Later.
GO ALREADY.
I'm proud of you, Bleeding Chaos.
Oh anon I never said anyone was obsessed with Mayo. Of course that is what you are implying. God, the drama here today is on high alert.
Can't everyone just take a breath and calm the fuck down?
This is a meeting place for friends.
Nice BC...You outgrew your need for your friends here.
I am as well. Bleeding Chaos has grown tremendously as an individual. She no longer seeks or needs approval from her "peers". She is ready to fly.
That can take place on another blog if you considered them real friends.
Hey Elena. I hope your Ma is doing all right.
My friend is here and she's going to be staying with me for a bit. We're just sitting here catching up. I'm trying to recruit her as a Hula dancer. ^_^
Well Mayo, I do miss you, true story.
anonymous said...
CTV was deeply hurt because of SS not giving her credit for her words.
I have no doubt in my mind that SS thinks of you all as friends and would be upset if he knew he had hurt the feelings of anyone here in Blogbelieve.
Beautiful, poignant words deserve to be shared, to touch the hearts of as many people as possible. That is why he borrowed the words of one to comfort another.
Some of the words he has shared with you have probably been held in his heart since childhood, along with inspirational words that helped him through his teenage years and words of wisdom that taught him what it means to be a man.
I suspect his philosophy is that the message is more important than the messenger.
Good afternoon, peeps!
Elena, sending my best wishes to you and your mother. I hope she wasn't hurt badly in her fall. And what it is you're worrying about is human nature, and I know it must be pretty fucking hard.
Jules, have fun with your friend!
3:46 - SS is one cool dude, and speaking only for myself, I think he does a damn good job at showing friendship to all of the people that visit here. His words and inspiring stories have motivated and started changes in a quiet a few, if not all, of us. I'm grateful for what he said that day and all days.
Okay, so I found some really funny pictures for you guys, for Mayo, SS, all of ya's. But, I gotta link 'em and the stupid site is funny, so it'll be a minute (almost typed "manure" O_O).
I hope you guys are effin' awesome!
It hurts when you only see a few people on here, anon.
My friend just left to go see some other folks. She might be back later then I guess she is staying a while. She needs a place to crash, and I've got a sofa.
I think that's a lovely and sincere sentiment, 3:46.
Splash, I'd love it lots if you shared some funny photos. ^_^
So go easy on that all word. We know your favorites and who you do think of as friends.
For all of BlogBelieve's early risers!
Okay, here's one.
Stupid things are being temperamental. >_<
Actually, I could use a few good laughs, maybe so can some others. I have a crapload of hilarious (to me) youtube videos. These ones are some of my favorites:
LOTR alternate ending. I know this one cracked up Ergoproxy a few times. It never seems to get old.
Sexual Harassment in the workplace. Yes, still funny even after what happened. This one also never gets old. I could watch it over and over again.
A Hard Day's Night of the Living Dead. Clever editing.
I WONDER WHAT'S FOR DINNER! Classic.
Monty Python - "tinny and woody words." Michael Palin is still my husband, by the way.
Alright, I admit. I hyped it up to be a bit funnier than it actually was.
But, I love those pictures of the kitties!
Oh man, Splash is doing LOLcats. YEAH! ^_^
From Kung Pow - Enter the Fist: the origin of "MY ASS." This is seriously one of the best movies ever.
WEEEE-OOOOOOO!
Do you ♥ them, too!?
Oh my gosh, I could laugh for hours at that those things!
As you know, I am a man of special needs...
Eenie meenie miney mo. I wonder where my glove will go!
Oh yeah, I love me some LOLcats. :)
Anonymous said...
I suspect his philosophy is that the message is more important than the messenger.
May 28, 2008 3:46 PM
So true! It's just ashame some messengers have become invisible to others and gratitude is expressed and forgiveness granted only to a select few.
That is what hurts and frustrates so many people here. That is why so many have left.
There was one of them on the first page that had this long, gray-haired cat, and he looked like he had been electrocuted.
The caption read: "Humidittee - I beatz it."
I think Ergo linked it one time where it had Toro's face transposed onto it. I thought it was cute.
Anonymous said...
So go easy on that all word. We know your favorites and who you do think of as friends.
Anon perhaps you should go easy on the word "we". Unless of course you are sitting there with a group of people discussing this.
I truly believe SS as well as Mayo cares about each person on this blog. So do I. Am I closer to some? Of course, but that doesn’t change the fact that I honestly care about everyone here. We all are a part of this. We all add something to this.
I gotta go feed my dogs and then myself before I go off to Kung Fu. I'll be back in a bit.
WEEE-OOOOOOOO
Kapunua and Mustard,
Thanks for asking after my mom. She is feeling a bit better today.
STOP IT! SHHHHHHH! I'm trying to work here! ^_~
Is this day ever going to end?
GRRRRRR!
Hey Mustard, Anons, Jules and Elena!
I suspect his philosophy is that the message is more important than the messenger.
As it should be, 3:46. ^_^
Good God, I want to go home! PPU lied to me about their magical powers!
Not need for thanks, Elena. It's good to hear she's doing better today. I thought it was really cool that you two drink coffee together every morning. It's nice to have that sort of relationship with someone. :)
SMOOOOOKE!
You actually believed PPU would get you out of work early!? They just think there's fairy, magical, unicorn, rainbow dust in their coat. Bwuahaha.
I'll be back in a few!
Need to start dinner.
And by dinner, I mean, like two slices of bread and some I-Hope-It-Doesn'-Make-Me-Sick ham. I so need to go to the grocery.
*shakes head*
You are, as always, the gentle voice of reason, Elena.
Pats head shaking anon on shoulder. "It will be okay, anon."
Have faith!
Hello, all, I hope you are doing well today.
Elena, good to see you back on, and hang in there, sweetie.
3:46- Exactly, my friend.
Love,
L.
I feel the same way about my Mom Elena, and I don't think there's anything wrong with that at any age.
Heya Princess! I'm sorry you're at work. I want to give you Hermione's time turner thingie.
Hello Mayo,SS and Lovelies!
First of all,Elena I really hope your mother is okay.I’m glad to know she’s feeling better.
Backward conversation?!Damn,I always miss things like that!
Anyway,you’re a bunch of crazy people and that's why I love you all!
Just so you know...
Mayo,thanks for putting our Weaver Girl’s words up there.It was really sweet.
And SS,thanks to you too for stopping by yesterday.You’re a great dude,you know that?
BC,it was nice to see you again. :)
Now,there's something I'd like to say.
Anons,I'm asking you politely to give it a rest.Even if there are some unsolved issues here(which is pretty normal,we're only humans after all),it's none of your business.What some of you've done and are still doing to few people here doesn't help the situation.
Thank you.
Kapu,Amy and Carrie,I'm sorry for what you had to deal with yesterday.
I just now got an email from someone who runs some outreach programs. She asked where I was located and she hopes to hook me up with some programs for teens at risk and adults who are in similar programs.
I feel like I have a lucky charm. :)
Why it's Bellatrix. :) Hi Bella, hope you're doing well.
*still shaking head*
Hey Kapu!
I'm fine,thanks.
How are YOU doing?
I'm good, thank you, enjoying the springtime.
I do however want to kick Yahoo in the ass so hard its head pops off.
To anyone who might have gotten like five of the same email from me: I apologize. In my defense, Yahoo is eating that entire bag of dicks again, jumbo size and assorted flavors.
Hello Bella.
Good to see you.
Head shaking anon, you are gonna give yourself a headache.
Hello, Bella. How are you doing to day?
L.
But rubber.Never the real deal for you
Hey L
How are you feeling today?
Hello Elena and L!
I'm okay,thanks for asking.
What about you ladies?
"In my defense, Yahoo is eating that entire bag of dicks again, jumbo size and assorted flavors."
O_o
Hey, Elena! I'm doing ok, I used one of the gifts already. I started writing in the journal last night, and I am going to try to write each night for all of my 40th year.
The journal is just beautiful!
L.
Glad you like it L
I was gonna say I wish I would do something like that - write in a journal every night but then I started laughing at myself. I do that every night - here!
Bella
So what's new with you?
Doing ok, Bella, thanks! Hello to all that I missed as well.
L.
TRAILS TO YOU
:)
lets all play a pretend game...lets play how much we love and care about someone on cyberspace
Sorry,I was writing an email.
Nothing really Elena.I'm studing for my last three exams and I'm honestly pretty tired now.
BUT I can't wait to go to NY in August! ;)
Right lovelies,I'm off to bed.
Goodnight Mayo,SS and Family!
Take care,see you tomorrow.
LOVE YOU ALL.
*HUGS & KISSES*
Anonymous said...
lets all play a pretend game...lets play how much we love and care about someone on cyberspace
too many people around here do play that too much already
i never pretended.
yup, sure
Good luck with your exams, Bella!
The only one who doesn't pretend is Kapunua. And it makes her look like a bitch. at least you know, where you stand with her.
believe what you will anon. i can't change your opinion. i won't even try. i'm too tired.
Goodnight Bella, Sweet dreams.
Love,
L.
an illusion, within an illusion, wrapped around an illusion
Hello Peeps!
What's up in the Land of BlogBelieve?
I think we all need a little more peace, love and understanding...
L.
Well, the sandwich sucked, but I did come across some old records that I had tucked away a bit ago. So, that's pretty cool. It's nice pulling out older stuff, and old as in 2002. Yah.
Bella! Damn the time thing! We were doing really well for a little while, and now, not so much. :) Good luck!
Hey, SDock. How are you?
J. says Hi, too.
L.
Oooh, how about?
An illusion wrapped around a contusion of confusion and delusion.
Hi L. and J.,
How are you doing?
Hey Mustard,
What kind of vintage shit did you pull out?
Hi Elena,
How's your mom?
Hi Anons and Lurkers!
Hey Mayo,
Wassup, Dude?
that's too many usions for me
good morning everyone!
hi elena so glad your mum fels better
Hi & bye bella. Hi mustard, kapunua,J . smoke sdock
5:23, well, you best go rest. Your best friend should be waiting for you.
Awwwh, ok, anon.
I liked my usage of the usions. I thought it was a little bit clever even.
It's like 10,000 degrees here in hotsville, Georgia. My a/c is straining to keep up.
SDock, Doing fine. I think...
I have a saying for that.
"No one's told me any different yet, so I guess I'm doing alright."
That's a day to day thing. :)
L.
Hey Ergo,
What's tomorrow looking like? Please tell me nothing but blue skies and kittens and rainbows and turtles and sunshine and lollipops and laughing babies.
OMG! That was the longest effin' work day like in the history of work days.
Like seriously it was loooooooong.
5.29
i think you have the wrong tired anon.
L.,
I hear ya!
I like that one.
sorry L hi to you!
Smoke,
It was like longer than yesterday and yesterday was one long ass motherfucker.*
*Solly likes to cuss after 5pm.
Hey, Ergo. How are you doing? Finished off the Moon Pies yet?
SDock, we had a lot of rain here, yesterday and today, so it's that humid warm. The patio looks green! In two days!
L.
nope.
Hey, Smoke and Sdock and L and Ergo and Elena and Anonymooses!
dope
L,
It's always humid here. I swear. You walk outside and start dripping with sweat.
Welcome to summertime, boys and girls!
yep
ummmm ok sdock I'll do my best...
it is blue sky, looks like it'll be a sunny day perhaps with white fluffy clouds, I see baby chicks, 2 furry cats, 3 guinea pigs and a couple of graceful horses.
everything is slightly softened by a fine mist that hasn't burnt off yet
yeah
And all of the asskissers arrive on cue. now we get to hear Mustard try to get attention by talking about how much she loves music and make herself sound so deep and so above others. Sdock be pathetic and talk about how much she loves Mayo Smoke not say much but agree with all of them. And more Sdock obssession over Mayo and probably some stupid ass hearts to try to get him to post. More begging for him to come back and pay attention. Kapunua with more shit poems. It makes me want to vomit. Have fun every one, enjoy the "day crew" I am OUT of here.
5:35- It IS green! :)
Hey, Mustard. How are you?
L.
as for lollipops and laughing babies I can do torronut bars, choc coated coffee beans and a pretty happy little kid
Hey everyone!
Bye 5:37! So glad you took the time to post a comment and name us all. We be special.
anon @ 5:37......and have a nice day!
Bye Anon @ 5:37
Here is some extra ♥♥♥♥♥♥'s for you! Seems like someone could use a hug!!!
Oh and I put on my best chap stick just for you, so my lips are soft and ready to pucker up! Bend over baby!!
MWAH!
Ergo,
Tomorrow sounds lovely! Thank you for sharing the details.
Have fun every one, enjoy the "day crew" I am OUT of here.
Not a moment too soon. Don't let the door hit you in the ass.
Ergo, can I have the chocolate coated coffee beans?
SDock, when I went to Vegas a few years back it was 102, but off course the humidity was really low, so it didn't feel hot. I remember the weather guy on the Vegas local news was having a fit because the humidity the next day was going to be, gasp! 19%!
I yelled at the TV, "Try 105 with 100% humidity!"
L.
Hey Sdock and Ergo
I had to go find something to make for dinner. It's looking like pork roast for dinner.
5.37
I wish you all the best with your future plans of eating your own shit. Now, have a nice day and remember that if you fall over, please do not put your hands out, you wouldn't want to save yourself.
my lip gloss is cool, my lip gloss be poppin
i'm standing at my locker, and all the boys be stoppin
The bank thingy said it was 107. I don't know that I believe that but damn if it doesn't feel close.
IT'S NOT EVEN JUNE. O_O
Elena,
Yum, yum! Sounds delish!
L.,
You are right. Only people who live in the humidity can understand what kind of heat we deal with. It's only May and it's about 90 here.
you know in a wierd coincidence both Eliza in a myspace blog and MCR in a myspace bulletin have thanked photographers.
Is it a photographer day or something?
Or is there some strange cosmic vibe afoot?
LIPGLOSS! Now I'm gonna be singin' that song.
And poking my lips out.
Lip Gloss Anon,
Now I'll be singing that for the rest of the night!
Ergo,
I'm betting on photographer day. I shudder at the thought of the stars aligning in that way.
Hey, Smoke. How's it going?
Elena, I STILL haven't figured out what I'm going to cook.
J., what's the number for Pizza Hut again...
L.
Man, PR last year in Atlanta and Charlotte was brutal! Charlotte had the heat index of 115!
I sweated in places I didn't know I had places!
L.
Hey, Smoke, Sdock, Mustard, Ergo, L, Anon!
How is everybody?
Who sings the lipgloss song?
*passes L the choc coffee beans*
elena can I come to dinner? I love roast pork!
Tampa PR! Oh my GOD, I swear that's as close as I've been to feeling what hell feels like.
*realizes it's pretty damn hot in here right now
0_0
*passes L the choc coffee beans*
elena can I come to dinner? I love roast pork!
Lil' Mama!
Hey L! Hey Elena! Hey Ergo! Hey Star!
My internet connection is being slow today. WTF?
GRRRR!!!
Who sings the lipgloss song? I am guessing the lipgloss chick??
Hi Star!
I'll be back in a bit. Gotta go feed the hounds!
lil mama sings lipgloss
Come on over Ergo. Got plenty of dinner for everyone.
Hey Star
Hello, Star!
What was the temp in Tampa, SDock!
Oh, I have the best story about my parent's dog and a Teddy Ruxpin!
L.
Thank you for the chocolate coffee beans, Ergo!
L.
Hey Smoke
you gonna come over for dinner too?
The temp in Tampa....
HOT AS HELL is what it registered on the thermometers.
Anonymous said...
5.37
I wish you all the best with your future plans of eating your own shit. Now, have a nice day and remember that if you fall over, please do not put your hands out, you wouldn't want to save yourself.
That is cruel. Not liking someone is one thing. Wishing them harm is another, especially since this person is obviously hurting.
Good luck and take care 5.37
eep blogger is being strange
must go straighten my hair
*shakes head -- shrugs shoulders -- sighs -- walks away*
Sure Elena! I'll come over for dinner!
YAY!
ok that last comment didn't post like 10 mins ago when I wrote it and now I must be off into town for an appointment and a bit of shopping :)
back later and I'll be over for dinner elena, I'll pick up some wine!
bye! xx
I'm trying to lighten the mood...
What did the zombie eat after its teeth were pulled out?
The dentist.
I'm going to go for now. Take care everyone, and of each other. Too many Unknowns in this world not to.
Please.
I'll tell you the dog story later tonight.
Love. Hope.
L.
Anon,
Don't walk away. Come back.
See ya, L!
WTF is wrong with my internet? MAYO, is it you? Are you effin' with me?
>_<
Awwh, Smoke is you super fasty wasty DSL give you pwobwems?
NOPE. Mayo just fixed it. Thank you, Mayo!
^_^
What? Wha? Wh?
TISNF!
O_O
Although, I have to say, YAHOO has been a bitch all damn day. >_<
Mayo invented the Internet!
Sure did, Elena! :)
* sad smile *
Goodbye Orpheus.
My allergies are making me loopy.
Why are you sad, GS?
Hi GS!
I'm feeling very confused.
GS? What's happening?
Sorry about that, I went a' wandering.
Nothing mysterious, just my little friend has left me :(
How are you all?
I just finished reading the comments from last night.
Wow. This place gets worse every day.
Hi RW, how are you today? Any better?
Hi, GS :)
Yes, thank you. I feel fine, though tired. I haven't been sleeping well. I wake up in the midle of the night, which isn't unusual for me, but then I can't seem to fall back to sleep again. Oh well, one more week of work before my time off.
How are you today?
Not too bad thanks. I'm on half term holidays and I would usually use this time to catch up on some garden jobs but it hasn't stopped raining for 3 days :\
Hi GS, Hi RW and anyone else I can't see!
What's up in the House of Mayo?
I'm always envious of people who have a green thumb, GS. Sucketh about the rain though :(
this blog is FIERCE!
Hi, Solly :D
Like a rabid ferret, anon.
Fierce, like the eye of the tiger!
I am lame and couldn't think of anything cool to say.
Solly,
Tigers' eyes are indeed FIERCE!
Hi, Star :) How's things?
Mayo needs to decorate this blog and make it FAB and FEROSH bitches!
I'm good, RW!
Can't complain.
What would you suggest, Anon?
Sorry, I couldn't help but put my "Hahaha!" in for that one, Anon. *high fives*
Hey, GS, RW, Star, Sdock, anyone else. I hope you guys are well. :)
Mayo's blog is decorated with fab and ferosh BOTCHES!
Just sayin...
*hangs head*
Yes, I am lame.
Anonymous said...
Mayo needs to decorate this blog and make it FAB and FEROSH bitches!
Ummm, that's what I'm here for, Anon.
BWAHAHAHA! I win. For real.
Hi, Mustard & S&V :D
Hi RW! ^_^
Mayo needs to decorate this blog and make it FAB and FEROSH bitches!
* squints *
Do you be who I think you be?
Shall we raid Mayo's drawers for his leopard print boxers and glue them to the walls?
RW - the rain sucketh on every level of suckdom.
Mayo has leopard print boxers? No.
Really?
I don't want to know about Mayo's boxers. O_O
Mayo needs to add some ZING, some POW,and some FEROSH colors bitches!
basically he needs to add total FIERCENESS to make this blog crazy FAB.
I guess that's the reason we were told to stay out of that bedside table.
Naughty.
*closes eyes*
I look at you all see the love there thats sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps
I dont know why nobody told you how to unfold your love
I dont know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you.
I look at the world and I notice its turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps
I dont know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I dont know how you were inverted
No one alerted you.
I look at you all see the love there thats sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
Look at you all...
Still my guitar gently weeps.
Sdock and Smoke - yes, leopard print. You know it's true.
Mustard,
You know you looked in that drawer.
Mayo's blog is decorated with fab and ferosh BOTCHES!
What exactly is a botch? I know what a biotch is, but not a botch and Urban Dictionary was no help at all. :\
Anon,
That is one of my all time favorite songs.
Mustard (g)ently looked in the drawer.
Anon @ 8:04 --
Thank you so much, you have no idea. That song is beautiful.
Beautiful song Anon yet so sad.
A botch is a Fimblism.
That means a word made up by Fimble Venoms Sock Star.
Botch means a totally fab and ferocious woman. Hear us RAWRRR!
I (g)ently opened the drawer, and I (g)ently peeked in.
But, I closed my eyes when I did it.
Liar. ^_~
OMG! Mayo!
sdock10,
FAB, FEROSH, and FIERCE
goodnight bitches!
S&V, Solly has a key you may be interested in.
Mustard,
Mayo totally knew that you peeked in that drawer. He sat you up for that one.
But, I closed my eyes when I did it.
What's the point in that! If you're going to rummage in someones drawers at least have a good look :)
Goodnight bitches?
X_x
Mee!
*evil laugh* Muahahah!
You mean this key?
G'nite Anon!
I win at BlogBelieve racing!
(G)S:
I suppose it's the thrill of the chase.
Muwhahaha.
I didn't peek, I swear to Barnibus I didn't.
RW,
I left you a message at DM.
Muwahahaha.
S&V: 0_0
I didn't peek, I swear to Barnibus I didn't.
Why not? You need to live a little. And when I talk about looking in drawers I mean that in every sense of the word ;)
No, RW....
GS: O_O
RW,
Pay her no mind.
I still have the key.
Muhahahah!
*RW luvs & is a little bit afraid of S&V*
Yeah.
O_O
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