There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 5811 Newer› Newest»Entropy - I'm well thanks. Yourself?
Miss T - you make me larff :D
Um, I will not try cherries, no. They taste bitter to my buds.
And here comes more wild and zany moments at casa de mayonayze!
Bitter to your buds? No! Not cherries!
Oh my gosh. Wait, what? Is that you for real, Spooky anon?
Not fresh cherries with the stem still on??? No way?
If so I'm glad you're here. How did you know?
You are welcome E.
You make me larf too GS.
Yes, fresh cherries! They are mealy and bitter and gross! Bleh!
But, I still love strawberries and bananas!!!
and another anon swoops in to cause confusion.
Mustard,
Just....no.
No.
My cobbler smells so good.
Just sayin...
Yes, fresh cherries! They are mealy and bitter and gross! Bleh!
X_x
I don't get it.
how many ppl will claim to be this particular anon? surely k can tell the real one from the fakes.
I'm good, thanks!
My cobbler smells so good.
Just sayin...
Oooer.
Bahaha! *Darth Vader voice* YES.
I mean, I even pick the cherries out of canned fruit cocktail.
Iknowright? O_O
I mean...it smells really really really good.
I don't think I can wait for supper.
Mustard,
I don't like canned cherries either. Only the fresh ones.
Cherry coke is good tho, right?
Yummo to Cherry Coke.
Did you know? They even have a Cherry Coke Zero. I was very impressed with its flavor, I must say!
I love cherries.
I love cherry bakewells.
I love cherry coke.
I hate hairy gooseberries.
Canned cherries, fresh cherries. Makes no difference. Fresh is better but still...
I LOVE CHERRIES! CHERRIES ARE GOOD.
I'm kinda with you again, Mustard, on the cherries. I don't remember ever eating some and really liking it.
CokeZero
*does not comprehend*
Nastiness!
WTF are gooseberries, MissT!?
*bets SS would like those...I think.*
I don't think I'd like hairy gooseberries either. O_O
I ♥ blueberries, raspberries, blackberries, cherries, cranberries, and strawberries.
Diet anything is stupid.
I hate diet drinks. They're BEYOND nasty.
-A is floating around today.
Gooseberries
EWWWWWWWWW! They look like little alien eggs or something!
Hey floating Amy.
Hmm, I've never seen a gooseberry before. They kinda resemble a grape.
What do they taste like, MissT?
Hallo Grounded Entropy!
-A
Saskatoonberries are awesome, they're not blueberries, but they kinda look like it. They don't even taste the same, but DAMN, they are SO. GOOD.
-A
They look like tinsy watermelons!
Wow, gooseberries, I haven't had them in years!
We used to call them goosegogs when we were little.
Has anyone ever had loganberries?
Gooseberries taste kinda bitter. that's the best I can describe.
Gnothi, I think I have. Either those or Linganberries.
-A
Ooo, I don't like watermelon either.
Please don't hate me!
But, you know what?
I could totally live off of strawberries and bananas. ;)
Oh! I love starfruit!
It's very good. And I like kiwis.
Awwwh, I wrote PPU some song lyrics at The Treehouse!
Smoke, go write some with me.
Saskatoonberries look good. Plus, they have sas in there name.
I not Calaf/Spooky or any other anon that you have conversed with. I am just a random anon who just answered due to all the other people answering YES. I am sorry if I confused you in anyway.
I love strawberrys too.
Correction, Lingonberries. They're really neat. Kinda bitter, but it's a juicy bitter. Like, the more you eat, and the ore bitter they are, the more you wanna put in your mouth.
Which is odd, considering they're so small.
-A
Does anyone want to chat on AIM? It's been a while, yeah?
I'm listening to Muse, and my ears are in heaven, I swear. They never get tired of them.
Amy - I think Lingonberries are from Scandinavia. Logan berries are, I believe, a hybrid of raspberries and blackberries, something like that :)
Entropy - they sound funky!
And I hate strawberries and watermelon :D
Ha, their.
BSB are touring again.
Eek.
-A
8:23, but I have always called the anon who answered the question about Pretty "Spooky Anon." That's why I asked.
Gnothi, my daughter is threatening to cut you about the whole Nutella thing. She says if you love vacuum dust so much why don't you marry it, and she will be in the corner eating Nutella and laughing and pointing.
And Fim, if you're out there, I made Yorkshire pudding to go with my dinner, and I put Bisto on it!!
What made you smile today?
Nothing.
Hiya carrie, how are you sweetie?
Ho snap!
RW,
Can I make you smile?
* opens up the Hoover *
* gets a spoon *
Mmmm, Annie, this is sooo good! I shall leave you to your dog vomit. Mmmmm.
Hiya Carrie :D
Hi again RW.
Aww, RW. I'm so sorry if you had a rough day.
Heya Miss T!! I took a pic and everything, I will not send it to you, you can ask Entropy about how I don't send her pics all the time.
Hiya RW, are you still feeling rough?
Hey RW!
I'm sorry your day sucked!
Ha ha ha ha carrie, I won't expect to see it then.
Oh Gnothi, she just went into some rant about dog barf, she is only 10, so her level of humor is well, there. And Hi! And other anon, Annie makes me smile every day.
Sorry you had a non smiley day, RW.
Hallo RW.
Sounds like you've had my week.
-A
Sorry, you were sad RW.
Hey Amy!
Hi Star :)
Are you still here RW?
Carrie - tell Annie I luvs her really :)
P.S. My daughter's nickname is Annie :)
It's her nickname too, Gnothi, her "real" name is Annelise.
Hallo Carrie!
BRB phone.
-L
Hiya star, how are you sweetie?
Hey GS, Miss T!
I'm good!
Hi to everyone I missed!
hey Star!
Hey Carrie!
Annelise; ah that's lovely! Such a beautiful name :)
RW - are you okay?
Hi all! Hope everyone had a good day.
Smoke, I laughed my ass off about LHM saying "fucker ant"! That's hilarious! Ah, children.
Miss T! Gnothi! *hugs for both* Good to see you both! What's going on with you ladies?
SDock, I'm sorry an ant bit you. They're nasty little things, for sure. Take some Benadryl, it'll take the itch out of it.
Kapunua, that one anon that said you were pretty when you smiled, pulled your hair back, etc? If I were you, I'd be careful. He/she sounds like they know you in real life, but it didn't sound like you knew them. Hope it's not a stalker.
RW, I'm sorry you didn't smile today. I went through that last week, and it just sucks.
Hey Star! Hey Entropy! Hey Carrie! Hey Mustard! You all ok?
Smile Anon, I smiled about lots of things today, but the main one was my cats.
J
Hiya J, how are you sweetie?
I'm just bumbling along thanks.
Hallo J!
-A
Hi J :) I'm fine thanks. Nothing new to report. It's half term holidays so I have a week off.
How are you?
Amyranth! I didn't see you there, honey, I'm sorry. What kind of ice cream do you have?
Miss T, L got your comment at "Bollocks", and she says thank you so very much. Glad to hear you're doing well, how's the job?
Hi Gnothi! I don't like strawberries either. :P
BTW, everyone, I put up a birthday blogpost for L today, so if anyone wants to leave her a comment, please go over and visit. (She's 40 tomorrow!) Thanks!
J
Man to man is so unjust, children:
You don't know who to trust.
Your worst enemy could be your best friend,
And your best friend your worse enemy.
Some will eat and drink with you,
Then behind them su-su pon you.
Only your friend know your secrets,
So only he could reveal it.
And who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Some will hate you, pretend they love you now,
Then behind they try to eliminate you.
But who jah bless, no one curse;
Thank god, were past the worse.
Hypocrites and parasites
Will come up and take a bite.
And if your night should turn to day,
A lot of people would run away.
And who the stock fit let them wear it!
Who the (cap fit) let them (wear it)!
Some will eat and drink with you,
Then behind them su-su pon you, yeah!
And if night should turn to day, now,
A lot of people would run away, yeah!
And who the cap fit, let them wear it!
Who the cap fit, let them wear it!
So there. That's what I think about people who try to mess me around on purpose.
So...where'd everybody go?
J
I've got to get some sleep, my eyes are complaining.
RW - I hope you are okay :(
Good night Everyone.
Good Night Mayo.
TTFN
Goodnight, Gnothi, glad to see you again.
J
*hums to herself*
J, today's ice cream was a cone with a chocolate nut topping and a caramel center. It was goood.
Hard to type with a cat in your lap though. :P
-A
Amy, I usually have a cat's butt in my face while I'm typing. Raindrop hops up on the computer table and wanders back and forth in front of me, then stops with his butt in my face.
J
The job is going good J.
I have been offered it permanently if the teaching thing doesn't happen.
That's good to hear, Miss T, I know you're glad about that. I do hope the "teaching thing" works out though.
J
J,
Merlot does that too! Hazel will get in my lap before she starts cleaning her arse. :P
I have such well-behaved cats.
-A
Know what makes me ill?
Lyric websites that get the lyrics wrong. Drives me crazy. I mean, I know it's illegal, but if you're gonna put them on there, for the love of Pete, get them right.
RW: I'm so sorry you didn't have a good day. :( I'm sending you an e-Gift Certificate for a pedicure!! :)
Me too J.
Goodnight GS, sweet dreams.
Amy,
Dumplin will come over to me if he thinks I've been on the computer too long, and look at me and make this questioning noise. If I say, "I'll be done in 5 minutes, hang on," he'll go away and come back exactly five minutes later. Same questioning noise, same look like "Aren't you done yet?"
J
J,
I wonder if Dumplin and Merlot are from the same litter. He HOWLS if I'm on the computer past 11pm.
-A
Hi everyone!
Waves!!!
So what have i missed tonight?
Anything good?
Oh my gosh, Amy, that's just too weird. (Rain just jumped up on the c. table and is rubbing his face against my glasses.) Maybe Merlot and Dumplin are communicating via their special brainwaves.
Rain also makes trilling noises when he's in the catbox going, uh, potty. Kid you not.
J
Hi PJ, my fellow Eighth-Leveler! How've you been? Thanks for visiting our blog, btw!
J
Hiya PJ, how are you sweetie?
I am so glad there are cat lovers here!
Mine is Catalina....Cata for short!
I like Cats
I love cats, couldn't eat a full one though.
I do love cats though.
Hey Peej!
Merlot scratches the furnace and howls. He's quite a vocal cat, period.
-A
Original Punks said...
Hi PJ, my fellow Eighth-Leveler! How've you been? Thanks for visiting our blog, btw!
You are so welcome, I loved you stopped by mine, you just made my day!
And you was not supposed to tell everyone about the eighth level thing.
But i guess it's OK cause most consider me the bitch from hell anyway....lol
Sorry MissT.....Blows kiss!
Opps!
Blows kiss to Amyranth and Martha!
Hi again MJ.
Dumplin has several words that he can vocalize: Momma/Mommy/Mom, Rain, all right, no, hello. He'll also "say" appropriate things in response to questions sometimes. Sometimes he'll nod or shake his head appropriately, too. I think he's a little person instead of a cat.
Raindrop, he's not the smartest pea in the pod, but he's full of love. If ever there was an "aw, bless" creature, it's Rain.
J
*blows kiss back to PJ*
OK tell me this!
When your cat gets mad at you, do they climb onto the counter and pee on it, cause mine dose!
PJ, if I listened to the anons, I'd be Satan's handmaiden. :P
Guess we belong there, hunh?
I'm taking a fan.
J
Mine says.....Now!
Are you hungry.....NOOOW
Ummm, no peeing on the counter, but Dumplin craps on the rug if the litterbox isn't to his liking.
J
Where is this Level of Hell test anyway?
They must have lightened the Admissions rules if all y'all got in.
-A
Merlot says "Me Now". It's one of his many nicknames.
-A
I was sooo pissed off today, i wish i could have run into a few bad anons to take it out on.
That is a good way of blowing off steam, come on here and grab a anon by the neck and just squeeze the A out of him.
No wonder I'm evil, see how i think!
Well, it is after my bedtime peeps.
Goodnight everyone. It was lovely chatting to you.
Nighty night.
Eh. Only the Second Level.
I suppose if I start now, I can repent my ass out of that fire.
-A
Amy, there's a link near the beginning of this post, I think FASC posted it.
So, if they let us in, they'll let anybody in? Hmmm. Something to think about.
PJ, you're right, smacking mean anons can be relaxing. But it's so tiring. My brain hurts after a while.
J
OP
I do wonder why i was placed in the eight level, i mean i did answer all questions truthfully, but nothing i thought was bad.
I think it must have been the money questions, what do you think Op?
Goodnight Miss T, sleep well, hope to see you again soon.
J
*reads about the Seventh Level*
Jesus Christ SS, what the fuck did you DO?
-A
Night Miss T, sorry you could not stay!
PJ, I'm not sure what put me there. L and I answered almost exactly the same (at two different times), and she only made it to level Two! I've got a temper, yeah, but fuck! Eight?
We'll need lots of ice, too.
J
I'm in Limbo, and I already forgot what happens in Limbo.
Michelangelo was there, so that isn't too fucking bad, eh!?
*kicks Dale Earnhardt Jr for the pure fun of it*
*smacks Jeff Gordon and makes him cry*
*trips Jimmie Johnson*
>_<
Amyranth said...
*reads about the Seventh Level*
Jesus Christ SS, what the fuck did you DO?
You mean SS is in the Seventh Level?
OP, I guess we are in good company!!!
I wonder now if SS answered the same Questions right that i did........Hummmm!!!, this could get interesting!!!
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
Mayo's asking those who have left to come back and speak. Tell your Family why you really left.
*pokes Tony Stewart in the eyes*
-A
*slaps Amy in the back of the head*
*let's Tony poke her in the eyes*
SS, would you like to join OP and me for drinks on Level eight, we could discuss the questions, just the three of us!!
Up for it?
Never mind!!!!
I think i see why I'm there!!
CAUSE I DESERVE TO BE!!!!
*socks Tony in the gut*
*steps on Smoke's foot*
*jumps in Tony's car*
*runs Amy over*
*does burnout*
PJ's in blue said...
Never mind!!!!
I think i see why I'm there!!
CAUSE I DESERVE TO BE!!!!
May 25, 2008 10:25 PM
ME TOO PJ! Me too. And I even write porn! Wanna help?
J
Uh, Smoke, what level did you score on again? Cause, uh, you're soundin' a little...tense...
Just sayin'.
J
WHO THE FUCK IS TONY???
And where is he so i can stay the fuck away and not get punched, poked, or stomped!!!
Tony = Smoke.
Tony = Greates NASCAR driver evah.
And yes, J, I am in purgatory and I can run people over.
Muwahahaha.
Tony Stewart, PJ. And he's somewhere in NASCARLand--no doubt hiding from Amy.
J
Sounds like you're aspiring to join me and PJ in level Eight, Smoke! heeheehee
J
Op, you write porn?
That is soooo cool!
Iv never read porn, when I'm just hanging out with the guys i can watch all the porn i want, but i have never just set down to read porn, could be cool.
Hiding from Amy? Ummm, no. Tony and I will pummel her to death.
^_^
Tony "Crash" Stewart
hahahhaha, LOSER
jr rules
*pulls herself up from the Amy-shaped rut in the grass*
Don't be fooled kids! Were this a REAL situation, I'd be dead!
-A
Stewart hit the wall as usual then?
-A
Smoke how did you get into purgatory?
*shoves Amy back down in the grass and steps over her*
PJ,
I am sweet and innocent and proper! That's how!
Anonymous said...
Tony "Crash" Stewart
hahahhaha, LOSER
Anon, just who i have been waiting on.....evil grin!!!!!!
You are not sweet, innocent, and proper.
;)
PJ, if you go to our profile, you'll find a link to "Here's the Sex Pistols", which is our porn blog! It's oh so fun. You can submit a story if you would like to try your hand at writing. We welcome all! Rules are on the side of the main page. :)
J
smoke&venom20 said...
*shoves Amy back down in the grass and steps over her*
PJ,
I am sweet and innocent and proper! That's how!
LOOKS AROUND!!!!!
Sniffs!!!!
Is that smoke i smell
or
BULLSHIT!!!
I am so, Miss Mustard.
But Smoke, you've got your foot on Amy's head! And she's almost suffocating on the dandelions!
How'd you wind up JUST in purgatory and I wound up on Level Eight?
Waitaminute...don't answer that...
J
PJ!
I don't know what you are talking about. :)
*spits the grass out*
So, does anyone else want some Lik-m-aid? I think I need to take a dip in Mayo's pool...
-A
"Amyranth said...
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
Mayo's asking those who have left to come back and speak. Tell your Family why you really left."
Are you certain of that? So much could come from it.
Anonymous said...
"Amyranth said...
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
Mayo's asking those who have left to come back and speak. Tell your Family why you really left."
Are you certain of that? So much could come from it.
*smiles softly*
-A
Tony Stewart is so fat, he couldn't even fit in this joke
jr rules
So Anon at 10.49,
What's your take on Mayo's words?
J
There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
There are so many people who have left. Mayo knows these voices are gone even though we try to cover them up with hilarity.
We are lost, and no longer linger
They can't be here, they want to be, but they've felt like they had no choice but to leave. They can't even lurk.
I can reason your denial in difference came upon you for thought, and mine I must say thrust upon me in shame.
Rumors drift as to WHY we've lost so many, even Mayo's been forced to take his share of the count, and he knows that some of it may be him. An allusion to MWM perhaps?
I shut my book to save your eyes.
He won't put up with it any longer. He doesn't want those who are lost to not say their piece.
This isn't about him, it's about US.
-A
Anon, i have to leave lots of times and I'm gone for days or weeks at a time.
I have been here from the very first blog and i will be here till the end of this one.
We come and go at will, no one makes us leave, and we are all welcome when we come back.
Stop making so much out of it!
We come and go at will, no one makes us leave, and we are all welcome when we come back.
Very true, PJ. I agree.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak [...] in truth.
I kinda thought that maybe it meant we were able to be truthful here.
And to add to what I already think, there are a lot of lost people here, looking for things, looking for answers, and by being that way, we're able to speak our own truth. We don't really know any different.
Know what I mean? Probably not, but that's okay.
We come and go at will, no one makes us leave, and we are all welcome when we come back.
Some aren't Peej. That's what I'm getting at.
I think the Anon wants to be certain wewant to know why they're REALLY gone. It could stir up some hornet's nests, methinks.
-A
lost in plain sight isn't people who have left. It's people who are still here but not saying the things they used to.
I try not to force my own assumptions on someone else's words. Only Mayo knows what Mayo meant to say. I was merely posing the question as one who "left" in a sense.
11.02, that's fine, I was simply curious about what you DID think since it seemed you didn't agree with Amy.
Personally I don't think the post is about any of us at all. But that's just my view.
J
Amyranth, you are so right!
Anyone who is not here, can come back at anytime, and say what they want.
That's the beauty of this place, Mayo gives us freedom and lets us run with it.
Anyone who thinks they shouldn't be here or feels left out or hurt should come back, after all we are all family now, and family sticks together and work it out.
You might want to note that it wasn't an anon making so much of it. The anon noticed a flaw in reasoning. Finger pointing is wrong here.
Well Poo i missed miss t
Hello amy and pj and j and anons
Anonymous said...
lost in plain sight isn't people who have left. It's people who are still here but not saying the things they used to.
Whom, what and why?
-A
"Personally I don't think the post is about any of us at all. But that's just my view."
Then I agree with you. If Mayo was bothered by it, I think the question would have more direct.
Your all wrong actually.
I'm BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
didja all miss me????
is Tj here to wish a Happy Birthday to?
Why "two feet deep?"
Knee deep, probably.
hello ep
I think it is not about anyone specific here. If Mayo cares enough to say something to someone he will sign in and say it.
hello mb i wasn't sure if you were stll here
Hi Martha, how are you tonight?
Thanks for your reply, Anon 11.02.
I don't know what Mayo means most of the time when he posts, but this one feels like it comes from a personal level, more personal than it would read if it were for us.
J
Those who formed no opinion can't be wrong.
HULLO ERGO!
If Mayo was bothered by it, I think the question would have more direct.
Not always. Mayo is much better at being blatantly indirect than he is at being direct.
-A
Don't you know that all anons have to come here and act like they know it all? :)
Anonymous said...
Those who formed no opinion can't be wrong.
An opinion is just that. Oddly enough, I was frequently told in school that an opinion is never wrong.
-A
Anonymous said...
Don't you know that all anons have to come here and act like they know it all? :)
*snuffles a giggle*
-A
Anon, i was wrong it was not you who brought it up.....Sorry!!
When I'm wrong...I'm wrong!
I am well J but must be off in a little bit. Back to work for me on monday
Hi MJ HI J Hi Mustard Hi PJ Hi amy
Hi anons
Mustard your calves are two feet long? Wow!
If that were me, my body would be all leg. :S
Well, calf.
-A
I know Amyranth. That's why I offered you gloves before you dug too deeply into that particular grave. You don't deserve that kind of backlash.
Hi Ergo, how was your trip?
11.11, what's the answer then?
J
Hi Martha, how are you?
Yeah, "knee deep" is about two feet, in general.
Doesn't make my assumption correct though.
I try to stay out of Mayo's mind unless he names a person, or addresses the blog as a whole.
He and he alone knows what he is talking about, and sometimes it just gives me a migraine to try and figure it out.
Hello Pj I am well i hope you are dong well and it is good to see you n blue
Itwas great thanks J
the bullriding show was really good, a brazillian guy who had his 24th birthday won, we got a poster signed after and then yesterday, after we diecided not to drive back as we were tired (and it was a good choice as an accident closed the highway for 4 hours and it would have been 9pm when we got back) we went to walk to some old WW2 gun outposts and had more time with my aunt ad uncle so it was all good
Poor Martha, I'm sorry you have to go back to work.
Lucky for me I sponge off the government! That darn diabetes. heeheehee
I like to think of my disability payments as revenge on Bush. :P
J
Hi Ergo....Waves!!!!!
S(S)S: Not as bruised as I am I'd bet, but then I am hardcore. ;D Heehee.
Glad you had a swell day. :)
That's cool that you got more time with your family, Ergo. And a relief to know you weren't stuck in that traffic for 4 hours! Your little girl would've been miserable, not to mention you and hubby.
I suppose you have pictures...?
J
why is SS bruised? what did you guys do to him while I was away?
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