There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
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Yes, I am aware.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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Catfish are about the only fish that I will eat. I don't like seafood really. I can't stand fish that actually taste like fish. Yuck.
Catfish, cheese grits, slaw, hushpuppies and french fries.
Yum, yum, yum.
STFU, Solly! Get out of my head! >_<
Jeezhus Smoke, we were thinking the same thing.
Weird. Like that never happens.
Jules,
I think that sounds good, but I'm clueless about that kind of thing so you might not want to listen to me.
Sounds good, Jules. :)
Solly,
We gotta make mama cook that for dinner next week.
Yep, yep, that's for damn sure. We can get some of those boneless ones from Harvey's and she won't even have to go to Bentons and get any!! They will be so freakin good!
oh, good job, kapunua! that's a pet peeve of mine, as well, and you explained the rules perfectly.
i once wrote an exremely bad poem, 'way back before i had learned the rules of thee/thou/thine, and submitted it to marion zimmer bradley's fantasy magazine.
she wrote back a very stern rejection letter, and sorted me right out on the subject.
then i joined the sca, and figured it out for good.
anyway, good luck on your submission! i've got my fingers crossed for you!
I think I am gonna go draw* with my new markers and sketchpad.
*loosely translated means-doodle, scribble, try to make something look kinda cool
TEE-DAH!
Brava!
I've missed you Kapunua, it's been quite some time since our paths have crossed.
My biggest pet peeve, is the misuse of 'Wherefore art thou, Romeo?'
I wanna doodle and draw, too. I think I will. Lemme go get LHM's crayons.
^_^
Later BlogBelieve Peeps!
TJ, eat some scrummy yummy catfish for me!
Oh and to the Anon who was feeling disconnected from Mayo and the Blog.
Why don't you write directly to him and tell him how you feel? It might help you reconnect. And it sure wouldn't hurt anything.
Forgive me, I meant to say 'the misunderstanding of wherefore, as in wherefore art thou, Romeo?'
TJ, eat some scrummy yummy catfish for me!
okey-doke! and hush puppies, i'll be sure to scarf down some of those in your honor too, sdock. :)
personally, i always give will a free pass when it comes to grammar, etc, romeo anon.
after all, he invented so many neat words. :)
Yay, it's my favorite cool anon! I missed reading you! Thank you for coming back and for reading all of that. I know it sounds a little mean, but I'm mean to ridiculously poor writers.
How have you been this many a day?
Smoke and Solly, thank you for checking that out, too.
TJ, oh man, no kidding? I hope you saved the rejection letter. That's actually kind of cool that you did that.
Oh and, that's a big pet peeve of mine, too, people thinking that "wherefore" means "where."
Happy Birthday, TJ!
i hope i saved it, too, kapunua! if i did, it's in one of my folders...and i have a ton of folders. *facepalm*
but i've always intermittently submitted my stuff around. need to do it more often, of course.
as do you, fellow writer! :)
hey! thanks, entropy! :D
I think we both should, TJ. You never know.
Maybe that's the thing that I keep saying I should do and then I should actually, you know, do it.
lol, you and me both on that count.
more action, less talk, right?
Yeah, but you know, thinking and talking about doing it "someday" is so easy. I get mad at myself sometimes.
hey, on a totally different subject, Taking Back Sunday on SURS. At around 2:00 they start talking about the Crazy Donkey show that I went to (and reviewed, and everyone and their brother [and father!] read it!) and then go to 2:10 for the comment about "Texas." I LOLed.
Also "we played every song really slow, and twice" made me laugh, and "Matt was born a few months ago, and he grows really fast. Like a sea monkey."
Gotta love 'em.
yeah, well -- thinking and talking, kapunua...there's all that air we have, right?
*grin*
Yeah, that's true, TJ. Can't deny. It's always, "Well, I can always do that tomorrow."
oh hey, re: TBS, they haven't picked a producer yet and so far they are just writing songs and making demos. In a few months they will begin to make an album. IT'S TOO LONG. ;)
Well, I have some more plants to plant. I'll be back and forth.
Anon, are you still around? i always mean to ask you this one thing. Were you that anon from December who answered my question? Or are there two of you? Either way, I'm glad to read you again, and thank you for coming back. I hope you can come back again soon.
is matt the new guy? he was a lot of fun to watch, and seemed to fit in seamlessly with the rest of the band.
but i had the most fun watching the bass player -- he was all over the place, and never stopped grinning!
good times. :)
Matt Fazzi the guitarist is the new guy. Matt Rubano, the bass player, yeah he is tons of fun to watch, isn't he?
I ♥ Matt Rubano. I just want to squeeze him and put him in my pocket.
^_^
Your question surprises me, Kapunua.
I am one and the same.
Ooooh, she's good, Anon. She remembers everything and everyone. :)
Do I have to clean up today? Do I?
My dude just said..."Good job tracing, Baby!" I just glared at him. Doesn't he know I am tracing it so I can color it the way I want to color it.
STFU! Already!
See, I can't win. If I'm blogging, that's stupid. If I'm drawing (ok, I use that term loosely, but you get the idea), that's wrong too?
Oh and he told me I can't sing.
He has bursted(ed)ed all my bubbles today!!
I'm so glad you answered. In that case, that's even cooler. I ask because there have been a few anons here and at DM, one of them was "acting" like you once and intimated that s/he was not the same one from back then. Well, I guess s/he wasn't but it confused me for a while.
Well, that's very awesome then. :)
Smoke,
I say no. No you do not. It's a sin, right? You can't clean up on Sundays. It will send you straight to hell.
Anon,
Jules has a memory like none other.
Solly, man don't let him do that! Don't let him bring you down like that. Burst a few of his fragile ones. Or, you know, walk away.
Hi everybody, how are you all?
Happy Birthday TJ. How is Roger today *nudge nudge wink wink*
Happy Birthday Lewis. Huge snogs with loads of tongue.
Happy Birthday OP L for Monday. Have a fantastic party week. Huge hugs and snogs.
Congrats to GS's daughter.
Wendy, I'm glad you enjoyed the show.
It was a phone call honestly *smiles sweetly*
MissT!
What ya doin?
Jules,
He needs poppin in the mouth sometimes. How dare he criticize my version of "Paradise By The Dashboard Light"!!!!!!!!!
Smack him, Solly. And tell him it's from me. >_<
You are totally right by the way. It is a sin and I will not do anything to get myself thrown out of purgatory.
Hey MissT! How are you, then?
Solly, that's an awesome song to sing. I say just go for it. He's mean for telling you to quit it.
Hey MissT!
I'm one of a kind, just like everybody else.
Hiya Solly, how are you?
I have just drunk a bottle of water and a cup of tea and I am pissing for England right now.
Hiya smoke,
Hiya K,
How are you guys?
I'm doing good, apart from all the pissing.
Yeah, I bought Meat Loaf's Greatest Hits today! Oh my GOD, I am so excited about it. One of my most favoritestest songs is "Two out of Three Ain't Bad". Funny, how now that song makes way more since then when I was little.
*saunters back in with a sandwich*
oh hey! hi miss t - i just saw your comment on my blog!
thank you! (and, y'know, winky wink, there, baby)
MissT,
How's the boyfriend? Things still going good?
I just wish Meatloaf hadn't done that cell phone commercial. Gah!
Ahh, that's great. Of course I'd still like to ask you how you managed (and sometimes manage still) to get into my head like that, but I suppose that's part of the fun.
or way more sense.
Since/sense
DUH!
Smoke,
You took the words right outta my mouth!
Muahahha!
He's fabulous.
Ol' Jim and Meat made pure magic together.
You are welcome TJ sweetie.
Solly, we are gonna try and meet up this next friday. So I won't be around to hang with you guys. *puts on sad face*
Oooh, are you excited, MissT?
It's not that hard to figure out.
I was sorry to have to reply to your question with the response I did, and even more sorry that I was right.
I am not the anon at 3:11, Kapunua.
I can be pretty transparent, I admit, but no one else got it.
Don't be sorry that you were right; that dude walking away saved me a lot of trouble. I think it's the same with my job.
Well anyway, it was cool. You also knew how I talked and gestured; that was weird, too. I like things like that, they intrigue me, as do you, entirely.
I wondered, because there's always some anon who wants to cause chaos. Though it's true that I can be pretty transparent.
I'm not the anon at 3:11, Kapunua.
What happened with your job?
Yeah, I am Solly.
Times like this I like the blog again. I'm not the other anons up there but I like when mysterious people on who have been here from the early days. It brings back the good times of this blog. The anon who talks to Kapunua, we don't know each otehr but I've read your words back then and I am glad you came back too.
Hi anon.
Unlike K, I am crap at guessing which anons are which. But I like to hello the nice ones.
Be back in a bit! Gotta take LHM to Solly's house so she can go buy him stuff.
Bwhahaha.
We have her wrapped.
Toodles!
Oh wow, long story. Some anons here started a lot of trouble for me. They googled references to me, posted my last name, where I live, email-bombed some people, put directions to whre I train Kung Fu (not that that's a huge secret or anything,) posted my Sifu's (Kung Fu teacher's) email address, copied and pasted stuff I had written and attempted to send it to some of my training brothers, found newspaper articles about my dance group which had my last name, oh my gosh, all of this stuff. I lost my job over it, but that was a good thing, because I was miserable there and I found out who my true friends were.
That's the short, brutal version.
Say Hi to LHM for me. Have a great time.
See you later.
They dragged her over the coals anon. I was there when that happened. She was trying to ask for help for her friend who got molested at work.
Hi to second anon too.
You are many things, Kapunua, but you are not transparent. I relate to you in ways I never thought possible. Please forgive the boldness my anonymity permits.
Yes, it is
you already have it
See you later, Princess!
MissT, I used to like anons a lot, but I've become really wary of them and I don't even talk to most of them anymore, which is unfortunate. I used to get a kick out of the seemingly innocent ones. This anon though, this one I "know."
I am sorry to hear that. It happens on the internet.
Oh, but do you?
Re: your 3:23 comment, that's totally fine. You've always been kind to me so don't feel as if you've been too bold or anything. It's a good thing when you can relate to others. If you need to keep your anonymity in order to say certain things, that's also cool.
Other anon, thanks. That's another short version of it, yeah.
Inasmuch as you can know anyone, 3:24. None of us uses our real name here. At least I don't think we do. "Anonymous" is as good as some random or even not-so-random internet handle anyway.
MissT,
How excited are you? What do you guys have planned?
K, with your recent experience I'm not surprised.
Let's hope that it works out that you end up doing something that makes you much more happy than you ever were before.
No set plans solly, just gonna go for a drink.
Then......................
We'll see.
Thank you 3:18.
It has been a long time since I dropped by. I shall try to visit this blog by more often.
I am glad I intrigue you, Kapunua.
You have always intrigued me.
Boy, I love BlogBelieve in all its craziness!
I wonder what LHM will make me buy him today.
You tell me
Do I?
Thanks, MissT, I believe it will. I have no doubt. ^_^ Also, you are a minx. ;)
You add a lot to this blog for me, anon. It's always good times when you come by, for me anyway. Thank you for popping in, glad you could chat. And as always, I look forward to being intrigued, and intriguing, again. :)
The other anons make it difficult, Kapunua.
They sure do, as you can currently see.
*looks all innocent*
Sorry, Kapunua and anonymous.
I didn't realize this was your private blog. I did not mean to interrupt the two of you. I was talking to another.
As did I, anon.
I'm sure we were both referring to the anon who was pretending to be Calaf.
*sits watching all the anon anons, hello anon, and friends*
*amused*
*baffled*
*needs a cookie*
You do know me, Kapunua.
It is regretful that other anons seem intent on causing confusion. I did not post at at 3:11, 3:16, 3:17, 3:18, 3:22, 3:24
You are never more beautiful than when you laugh. Your hair tumbles over your face, you cock your head to one side and pull it back behind your ears and you look up, with the cutest grin on your face.
And you didn't at 3:32. Did you? what is your intent, anon?
I am also confused at the anons.
When I close my eyes, I see the word anon everywhere.
3.43
I am not trying to cause any confusion. I am speaking to someone else. Not you, not Kapunua.
Kapunua, as I agree with the anon at 3:43, I am not them. Anonymous want to bewilder us.
Well the reason I put my hair over my face is so that people don't look too closely. I want to say "dare I ask how you know," but I don't dare. ;)
And someone's always around trying to miss things up and then acting all affronted when they get called on it.
Oh my gosh, see? Why would someone want to do that? On the other hand, why would someone want me to lose my job also?
well, 3:48 (#1), who are you talking to, then?
*curious as a cat*
How many people have a crush on Kapunua? And which one of them is Mayo?
Why would you even think that? Quit trying to mess people around please.
I am not Mayo. I have seen that brought to my attnetion repeatedly.
It is not Mayo. Mayo stopped talking to Kapunua and this anon still talks to her.
I think Kapunua now knows I have a crush on her, but I am not Mayo.
I did mean attention.
Assuming that every cool anonymous person is Mayo puts Mayo on a pedestal and also assumes that no one but Mayo can be cool. Clearly that is not the case.
I try to never assume that people like me, but that's cool to know and it makes my day. :)
Then you must be GV or one of her fucked up friends.
GV is a tranny who is in love with Kapu.
3.55 Are you a boy or girl?
You don't have to answer here.
You can go to her blog and give her some more information.
^_~
Quit talking about Katherine if you're going to be rude about her. 3:57.
I'm glad you feel that way, Kapunua. I would not want to dissapoint.
And if 3:57 is the same as 3:58, that's way overstepping, knock it off.
I meant the first 3:58.
Mayo isn't cool. Mayo tries to be like GW, but he falls far short.
Of course not, anon, that's such a nice thing to hear, especially amid the nonsense that gets thrown all around here.
is a boy AND a girl because it is GV!!
I am not the anon that confessed to having a crush on you, Kapunua. Although, I can see why they do.
That's not very far to fall, anon.
Thank you, 4:01, you're Calaf/question anon.
These anons are either all Kapu tlaking TO herself because no one would really have a crush on her or it is all GV because she-he-it is the only one who WOULD have a crush on her.
No, Kapunua. 3.58 here
I was not 3.57
Excuse me for trying to get your admirer to go to your blog and give you more information.
I am sorry, Kapunua. I thought it would be easier to talk to you anonymously, but clearly that is not the case.
Another time.
What the fuck is going on here??? Are any of you Kapu's real life friends?
4:03, I was talking to the first 3:58, the one who said rude things about Katherine. Calaf@ 4:03, it does get confusing, don't worry about it. Usually I can pick you out of a crowd, sometimes not so much, but usually. ^_^ Again, thank you.
And I recognize the phrase you used back then too, so that's cool.
3.58 here.
I was not talking about Katherine.
Yeah, I was anon at 3:55 and I'm not Calaf. Sorry if I confused you.
I know. You are British or Canadian or something; the others are american. I was talking to the one who was saying rude things about Katherine. If you weren't, then I wasn't talking to you.
Second 4:06, no, that's all right, too. Sometimes I can tell you apart, other times not, and then there are times like this when rude people come in and try to get everything all mixed up.
I am not 4:01, Kapunua. Why do you find it so hard to believe I could have a crush on you?
If people weren't being mean, this would all be really hilarious.
*pretends you are all Adam Lazzara and Joaquin Phoenix*
Nah I'm just kidding. I like you the way you are.
4:08, I always find that hard to believe no matter who is talking to me; it's just how I roll. :)
Kapu stop talking to yourself.
You are not going to get Mayo's attention thi sway.
My page froze.
I am back and more confused than ever.
If you all like Kapunua why don't you all go the fuck to her blog and leave us alone here, not everyone agrees that she is as smart as she think's she is and not everyone even likes her.
4:11, if kapunua was talking to herself, it would make more sense.
*a little woozy*
Who would want Mayo's attention any way? It's not like he spends hours and hours on here chatting with you people.
Hi, Miss T. Welcome to bedlam.
"4:11, if kapunua was talking to herself, it would make more sense."
That's what I'm saying Toujours that is why I think its all Kapu talking to herself trying to get attention. It does make sense.
You would be surprised.
Hi TJ, hi RW.
4:13, that was, I suspect, the appeal of talking to Mayo. Part of it at least. It was fun.
Who would be suprised?
Tourjours is confused already because she can't understand why no one is buying her a real cake for her birthday and she's only getting treated to dinner. All these anons is just making it more difficult for her to think strait.
I go to Kapunua's blog sometimes, because I like her poetry her stories and her pictures. It is a beautiful blog.
Maybe SS has a crush on Kapunua
Riiiight, don't think strait, TJ. Think inlet, for sure.
no, no, 4:14, you misunderstand me. the incredible muddle here is proof enough that it isn't kapunua talking to herself.
imaginary conversations always make sense, you sense.
i should know. i'm an expert in them. :)
nope, this is a bajillion lazy people not coming up with inventive nicknames so we can tell them apat, all trying to have a conversation, and failing utterly.
it's amusing, but it's like watching a keystone cops chase scene.
no offense, kapunua! :)
Hiya RW, is that this season's straightjacket you are wearing?
Do you like the buckles on mine. I polished them up all shiney.
"apat" = apart
just so's you know.
Hello everybody, How are you?
Happy b-day to all the Birthday girls.
For those who will ask I am well.
Hi K & TJ :)
Is this an anonathon?
Seriously 4:17, don't. I already question your motives because there is a really nasty anon here who always leaves off her periods, so just you quit.
Once again: assuming that everyone nice is either Mayo or SS puts both of them on pedestals and at the same time, assumes that no one else can be as nice.
It's very fetching, Miss T! I'm going to hand-embroider mine.
Hi, MJ :)
Hi MJ, how are you? :) You're right TJ, it is like the Keystone Cops or some Laurel and Hardy mixup kind of thing.
Or Shakespearean, actually. The whole thing is a mixup of Shakespearean proportions.
No, not really. ;)
I am not trying to be mean, Kapunua. I'm trying to figure out who your admirer is
i love thinking inlet, kapunua!
*starts serving pieces of her imaginary internet cake*
it's definitely more saturday afternoon matinee than the bard, kapunua. *sheesh*
and hello martha (thank you for the birthday wishes!) and resurrected wreck!
i can't believe i've been on the blog long enough for the night crew to show up...
life? life? where are you?
has anyone seen my life?
:)
Thank you, 4:17. Okay 4:21, fair enough. You're wrong on that one though; SS has referenced his/her (though I always think "he") significant other quite a few times. So just don't make it awkward, okay? It's a little embarrassing. And I doubt you're going to be able to figure it out, because I don't think any of us can.
*eats TJ's cake a la Stitch*
Okay, I have to go feed my dogs then feed myself. I'll pop back in in a bit.
Hiya MJ sweetie. How are you today?
Stop saying it is Mayo, it is not. He stopped dealing with Kapunua months ago, he all but kicked her off the blog if that was possible. He would not come on and say he liked her in a crush or in any other way.
life? life? where are you?
has anyone seen my life?
Lost it, eh? Figures. The minute you turn your back.....
...my cake.
kapuuuuuuna! D:
*heh*
Maybe he stopped talking to her BECAUSE he liked her.
See you later K.
TJ, what are you gonna wish for when you blow out your birthday candles?
lol 4:27.
don't make me gigglesnort. :)
i won't have any birthday candles, miss t -- but wendy posted a wishing well for me earlier, and i made my wish then.
and if i told, it wouldn't come true! :)
lol 4:27.
don't make me gigglesnort. :)
And why not? Wait! I know. It 'tis thy Birthday. Right?
*wink wink roger*
I hope it comes true.
Hello kapu, miss t RW and Tj
I am well. I am still working with my Ipods right now so I will be back and forth
Kapunua, I am sorry for all of this. I wish I had just stayed away.
I hope you know that I'll be patiently waiting for a hot January.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TJ!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAT LEWIS!!!!!
hi mayo and SS!
hello everyone!
i am just popping in for a bit. hope everyone is good??!!
yes, 'tis my birthday.
art thou wishing me a happy one?
jesus!!
EDIT BIRTHDAY!!!!! so sorry lewis!!
Don't be sorry, Leonato, and I hope you won't stay away because of it. Some people just can't quit. Don't worry about it, okay?
TJ:
...my cake.
kapuuuuuuna! D:
*coughs cake back up, a la stitch*
*fixes cake all nice*
*coughs up cherry for top of cake*
*pushes plate back to TJ*
mayo and ss both have 'partners'
BUT
it COULD be mayo and maybe he stopped talking to her cos of his feelings for her and ss is always VERY friendly with kapu
hmmm.....
4:33, thanks for using "thy" correctly. But you don't need to say "'tis" if you've already said "it." Just saying.
Hiya FASC, how are you sweetie?
Enjoy the Ipod MJ. What you putting on there. Some of that PULP I hope.
oooh, thankees, miss t. *beams*
thanks faraway!
*coughs up cherry for top of cake*
um, it didn't have a cherry on it, originally.
eeewwwwwwwwwwwww!
hi there Miss T, K, TJ, MJ, RW, anons and anyone else!
He's not "VERY" friendly with me, not any more than he is with anyone else, or anyone else is with me. If I recall correctly, some of you anons were saying that SS hated me, too. Make up your damn minds.
And again, quit throwing these theories around. They are embarrassing, you know that they are, and I suspect that's why you're doing it.
Hey FASC!
um, it didn't have a cherry on it, originally.
Oh. That was from the earlier cake. Sorry!
my pleasure TJ.
have you had a lovely birthday so far??
must ask have you updated the gothic recently?? i should go check!!
Your ego is showing.
how's it going K??! is life good for you? i hope so. is it nice not working those shiity fridays?!! they sounded grim!!
TO the one at 4:39 OH MY GOD I thought the same thing about Mayo. He felt like he was getting too close to her and he stopped talking to her. That might be unfair to Kapunua who seemed to be left confused by it but maybe he thought it was better for the whole blog.
Oh. That was from the earlier cake. Sorry!
again: eeewwwwwwww! :D
farawy, it's been avery fun day indeed -- crazy, but all i did was spend it here. *grin*
and no new gothic -- it's elena's turn i think.
I disagree, I really think she just started bothering him too much.
But you don't need to say "'tis" if you've already said "it."
I stand corrected, but darn! there were no instructions on the proper use of 'tis on your earlier post...
art thou wishing me a happy one?
Must I really? Very well then, have a happy one. Really.
Hello fasc how are you
I concur
aw, you didn't have to. but i'll accept your wishes, even if they are coerced! :D
right TJ... elena's turn! i thought so. i look forward to it!! enjoy the rest of your birthday!!!
anons leave K alone. she doesn't like you guys over analysing everything.
my visit is so brief sorry but i have to go now.
will see ya tomorrow!!
have a fun evening!
*hugs* to everyone including mayo and SS!
love to you all!
Kapu finally caught on, it took her long enough.
first??
ME!!
I felt bad when Kapunua realized it.
hurray first place!!
really got to go though!
take care all of you!
oh and hi/bye martha!
bye, faraway -- thanks again! *hugs*
Yo FASC, you dirty little stop out.
but i'll accept your wishes, even if they are coerced!
Toujours, you're such a bully.
Finally the last horse crossed the finish line.
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