Honorable Mention.
I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.
The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.
Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.
And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.
p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.
(...fucking nightmare)
Friday, May 16, 2008
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How are things going?
It was ok RW, and it's still going. I'm drinking Rock Star to try and outlast these little buggers in my house.
Err, my LOL was to a previous comment. But I agree, I guess it must warp your perspective. On the other hand, there are many celebrities who are really so chill and level-headed and just like anyone else. You know? Anyways.
That's funny, I was just going to rant and rave about my new video game and then I was like, "Meh. Why not read porn instead."
Why not indeed!
I don't think anyone has let him off the hug. I think there are a lot of fans that are looking at him in a whole new light because of this. But given the fact that the kiss ass fans seem to run the other place people don't want to go there.
Too far? Coming from the person talking about wanting Frank's tattoo imprinted on your vagina
Kapunua! hi there, how are you?
And RW, congrats! you have page claim!
Carrie, glad to see you are surviving the Party 'O Teens!
Doing good, Martha, Cupcake, Entropy. Blogger ate the last three comments I tried!
L.
and it's not only younger fans either, take Tom Cruise, he dumped Nicole (oh poor her the tragic figure)for Penelope (oh her, that's right), then moved on to Katie (oh I'm couch jumpingly happy), who is now touted as the most wonderful woman,mother, style icon etc etc etc, but who remembers Mimi Rogers (who say many fans?) once a cheater....
Murder, oh
murder, oh,
where have you been?
Is that one of those sugar-laded, caffeine-filled soft drinkie things, Carrie?
Never mind the young 'uns, you'll be bouncing off the walls!
Hi Cupcake! We always seem to miss each other. I'm great, awesome, fantastic. How are you?
Ta, Cupcake :D
goodnight guys, sweet dreams.
rw, i saw you here and i saw you there. i am your stalker so watch out, you may be in your underwear. muhahahaha.
sweet dreams everyone.
xxx
Mayo,
Well, I've borrowed words for you tonight. Hope you like them.
Sad Clown
Say how's the weather, so I look out the window
To brighten my soul, but I can't control the rain
That keeps falling
Smile on the outside that never comes in
A comedy, mystery, irony, tragedy
So I scream "let the show begin"
You break me open, turn on the light
Stumble inside with me, with me
Do I entertain you?
Do I preoccupy you with my wit to cover this lie?
Are you mesmerized?
Do you think me faithful, do you think me a clown?
I picked out this shirt, i put on this hat
I wore all this paint just for you
I can say that I totally relate.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. It doesn't have to be.
Just the caffeine, rw, my fat butt doesn't need any extra sugar. And yeah, they are kind of a steady diet on the weekend for me. I talk to Entropy a lot and she's three hours behind me. Also, gotta do a little shout-out, got my autographed poster today!!! She is all with the awesomeness.
Mayo:
I'm empty. It all got said earlier today. I hope you're okay, and I hope you have someone close to you with whom you can share things with.
Just sleep. Sdock said no nightmares this time though. :)
Night, dude.
SS:
Did you see my smoke signals?! I fail at them, so you might not have. ;)
We hope you're well! Probably off doing superhero shenanigans with tube socks and whatnot!
Later, alligator.
Damn blogger L!
Kapunua, you're right! I'm doing ok, trying to calm my partner down. They're convinced they have glandular fever, and that it WILL kill them. lol
11:07,
hahaha, so true
I'm disgusted that you seem to think this place is about "saying what they want" without one jot of human kindness, Martha.
Freedom to spout trash isn't really freedom, it's base and ugly. Opinions can be shared without resorting to trashing another human being, without saying awful things about their personality that have no basis. It's slander and it's low and I'm just tired of it.
Or am I not allowed to say what I want? Freedom of seech on this blog only if you're making nasty accusations about Gerard and the people in his life?
I've been wigging out tonight because I got bored and decided to go back through some of my old livejournal entries, right? Yeah, I do so love the "sound" of my own "voice." Or rather, I get a kick out of re-reading my own words, so sometimes I go back and re-read old entries and I'm like, "Heh. That was cool when I said that."
Anyway, it made my jaw drop because I was reading the dreams I've had in the month leading up to this, and they were, I mean to say the very least, really, really, really effing prescient. I mean like, with details included.
I made myself go O_o .
rw, i saw you here and i saw you there. i am your stalker so watch out, you may be in your underwear. muhahahaha.
0_0
Blogger ergoproxy said...
and it's not only younger fans either, take Tom Cruise, he dumped Nicole (oh poor her the tragic figure)for Penelope (oh her, that's right), then moved on to Katie (oh I'm couch jumpingly happy), who is now touted as the most wonderful woman,mother, style icon etc etc etc, but who remembers Mimi Rogers (who say many fans?) once a cheater....
May 16, 2008 11:08 PM
You know he dumped Mimi because she could have children and didn't want to adopted.
That's so cool, Carrie!
Goodnight FS, hello Sdock, and... holy crap, who am I missing?
Anonymous said...
Too far? Coming from the person talking about wanting Frank's tattoo imprinted on your vagina
May 16, 2008 11:07 PM
Wrong Punk, anon. But glad to see you have been around long enough to remember the birthday post about Frank from October. It was meant in fun, anon. Don't take it so seriously.
Now, speaking that way about someone's Mother...different story.
L.
L.
Oh oh oh!
To the Anon who posted the lyrics, thank you very much.
:)
It's Me
Elena,
Sorry I left here.....and now life sucks more than ever.
Never fear....I am a survivor....I will over come...it seems to be in my genes.
Be thankful you do not have my genes :)
Genes attacking genes....maybe they should make a movie about it.
11:11, that's not actually slander. You might want to look that up. You don't have to agree with MJ, but she has the right to say it. Anons have the right to say that I'm ugly, bitter, useless, etc. also.
And incidentally, slander is spoken and libel is written. Gosh.
You're welcome, Mustard.
Is Jesse Lacey not the most amazing lyricist?
yes MJ but he found and began grooming Nicole first.
Night, Mustard and Sdock.
Have a good weekend.
The OPS use to deny that they said anything about Frank and their vag but now they admit it..... and here is the post where they said it
Original Punks said...
Good afternoon/evening, guys, and Happy HallowFrankieWeen!
Taking a break from getting ready for a Halloween get-together tonight and listing to Rise Against. (By the way, I recommend 'The Sufferer and The Witness' to anyone!)
J. posted the following on our blog yesterday, but wasn't going to post it here. She is napping right now, so I am going to post it (Shhhhh) because I thought maybe we could use a light moment.
SO.... Here it is. Enjoy!
L.
----------------------------------
YOU SAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY
(Please read this with your tongue firmly planted in your cheek. It is written with the deepest love.)
October 31. Halloween. The day for supernatural happenings, eerie noises, creepy feelings.
And to go along with the wonderfully weird world of scary things, October 31 is also the birthday of one of our favorite punk-rocker guitarists. You know who I'm talking about. The lean, not-so-mean, heavily-tattooed force known far and wide as:
FRANK IERO.
This October 31 we celebrate the 26th anniversary of the event that started a revolution. Frank Anthony Thomas Iero Jr. was brought into the universe very obviously to fulfill a dream: that of being the object of lust for millions (well, at least hundreds) (well, ok, about 50 of us on the Other Blog) of women the world over.
That being said, I would now like to present you with the following:
TOP 15 SIGNS YOU AND FRANK HAVE CELEBRATED HIS BIRTHDAY A LITTLE TOO WELL:
15--Faint backwards outline of "and" on your stomach.
14--Faint backwards outline of crossed handguns on your stomach (think about it...).
13--Faint backwards outline of "N.J." on your personal parts (think about that, too).
12--The screaming that the neighbors rep0rted to the police makes Leathermouth sound like Barry Manilow.
11--You find chocolate cake crumbs in some unmentionable places.
10--Makeup is smeared across the pillowcases--and you don't wear makeup.
9--The crotch of your jeans has been gnawed open (see No. 13).
8--You can't pass a tattoo parlor without getting moist.
7--There's a pink belt tied around one bedpost and a Frankenstein guitar strap tied around the other.
6--Your role-playing game was called "Franky Potter and His Magic Wand". ("Stir my cauldron, Wizard Boy!")
5--You used all your AA batteries, but not for his SoniCare toothbrush.
4--After about 30 minutes, he quit calling you "G".
3--Three words: Trick or Treat.
2--You can now answer the question "Just how flexible is he?"
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
Franky, if you happen to come across this, maybe it'll make you laugh a little. I hope you have a wonderful birthday.
Love you, baby.
J.
October 31, 2007 3:25 PM
Anon I didn't say you could say what you want. But before you get made about my opinion of GW why don't you stop and look at what you are doing right now. You are the one who came in wanting to stop a conversion that was going on. All I did was tell you to take your own advice and start up a new conversion if you didn't like ours
Mustard! that's who I missed. Goodnight hun.
This October 31 we celebrate the 26th anniversary of the event that started a revolution. Frank Anthony Thomas Iero Jr. was brought into the universe very obviously to fulfill a dream: that of being the object of lust for millions (well, at least hundreds) (well, ok, about 50 of us on the Other Blog) of women the world over.
And then there is that stringed thing that he throws around the stage sometimes and something about a band but who cares about that.
11:11,
you're being silly. what do you want people to talk about, how many times they water their plants.
people do come here to talk about MCR without having to get into a pissing match with a twelve year old.
there are plenty of different topics going on at the same time. if you don't like one skip over it.
And they meant it literal? I was offended by what you guys said just like you were to by them.
You talking about having sex with Frank isn't the greatest fun.
Thank you Kapu.
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
OH, I THOUGHT THAT WAS SS?
And then there is that stringed thing that he throws around the stage
Bikini?
14--Faint backwards outline of crossed handguns on your stomach (think about it...).
So what, you are fucking Frank up the ass in your fantasy?
Anon thank you so much for re-posting.
LOL, Cupcake! I get like that, too. People like me shouldn't watch House. I spend the entire episode going, "Oh my god. I have that."
To the OPs:
I just read your birthday post to Frank and while I will defend to the death your right to say it (the First Amendment and all)...
Ew.
Thank you anon at 11:19.
4--After about 30 minutes, he quit calling you "G".
You're saying that him and Gerard are gay?
Shower time, be right back...
Anon,
Thank you! We lost that post when our computer crashed so I can copy it now.
J. never denied writing that, it was posted on our blog and here. If you pay REEEAAALLL close attention you see it says that it was written tongue in cheek. And it does say "personal parts", not vagina.
Again, thank you. I didn't think anyone still had that or I would have asked!
L.
Yeah, that's still not right.
and the Number One Sign You and Frank Have Celebrated His Birthday a Little Too Well:
You know why all the girls call him the King of Fuck Fest 2007.
I thought that was SS
goodnight sdock and Mustard sweet dreams
9--The crotch of your jeans has been gnawed open (see No. 13).
What other personal parts do you have in the crotch of your jeans?
Also, forgot to mention my cool signed Lights Resolve cd. Those guys are really good!
12--The screaming that the neighbors rep0rted to the police makes Leathermouth sound like Barry Manilow.
If the OPS got ahold of Frank Iero and read this to him about how he is an object of lust to women (never mind being a guitarist in one of the greatest bands to grace the earth) and then about him eating them out, him being gay with Gerard, and them fucking him in the ass.......
YES I CAN IMAGINE THE SCREAMING!!
Lights Resolve.
Kapu hose was good last Monday. It started out with him in a strip club getting a lap dance.
haha I'm rather like that too Kapunua, but I dislike going to the doctors so much I never go in and complain.
that should be House
Best typo ever, MJ. I love it. ^_^
It was a really good episode, I agree.
Me too Cupcake, I hardly ever go to the doctor's.
8--You can't pass a tattoo parlor without getting moist.
You are so disgusting.
I can understand why some fans find it so appalling that there are people out there who can appreciate the sex appeal of the boys in MCR in a tongue and cheek way.
And its not like they don't know about this stuff. They just ignore it most of the time.
Those guys are human just like the rest of us. Or did you forget the dirty magazine they show in LOTMS.
Once again you don't like it skip over it.
Ohhhhh House... now I understand! lol
Hi MJ :)
Oh, I meant to ask forty leven comments back, what's glandular fever? And yeah, I totally think I have everything too. My mom had one of those big manuals with all the diseases and symptoms listed. I thought I wasn't going to make it out of my teens.
That goes beyond disrespectful fan-girling of them.
haha hey CC
And why are the OPS saying that Frank is SS? I thought they were keeping his "secret"??
12--The screaming that the neighbors rep0rted to the police makes Leathermouth sound like Barry Manilow.
If the OPS got ahold of Frank Iero and read this to him about how he is an object of lust to women (never mind being a guitarist in one of the greatest bands to grace the earth) and then about him eating them out, him being gay with Gerard, and them fucking him in the ass.......
YES I CAN IMAGINE THE SCREAMING!!
Thank you, Martha. Did the docs ever find out what was causing your headaches?
L.
If it bothers you so much, anon, why continue to read it.
I think its disgusting too anons. Frank like the rest of MCR worked hard, wrote music and performed their asses off to get where they are today. Then stupid fangirls reduce them to Beavis and Butthead tpes of jokes about him leaving his lip tattoo imprinted on their vaginas.
It is totally disgraceful.
lol Carrie, those medical home diagnosis books are a nuisance.
Glandular fever is.... well I've had it. It's like an uber flu, it messes you up for ages, I mean months, even years. It plays havoc with your immune system.
I was on a bush walking holiday when I came down with it, and everyone thought it was a cold, so I kept hiking like an idiot, and everyone felt really bad afterwards. haha
I am really really really confused about the crossed guns one. The crossed guns are on his back. So why would the imprint of them be on the OP'S STOMACH?? I don't get it. I feel stupid but maybe I don't want to know......?
I am sure those boys have done similar thinks in their life time. They are male. And as the last conversation pointed out at least one of them is no saint.
If you had been around some of the fans of the other groups I am into you would get a real ear full of the sex stuff. That what the ops did is nothing new or special.
Startling and disconcerting things -
Somene bluntly saying things that are embarassing and unpleasant for the other person.
It's horribly startling and disconcerting to stay up all night waiting, certain that someone will come, then finally begin to give up the thought of him as day breaks, and drift off to sleep - only to wake with a start when a crow caws suddenly just outside, and discover it's broad daylight.
That what the ops did is nothing new or special.
You're right, people have been objectifying musicians and disrespecting them since the 60s.
L no they didn't. Damn I was going to say something to Kapu but now I forgot what it was.
Someone with a letter that's to be delivered elsewhere shows it to a person who shouldn't see it.
Someone pins you down and commences laying down the law about something that means absolutely nothing to you, without your being able to get a word in edgeways.
Ohh, yeah, Cuppie, does not sound pleasant. Sorry you had to go through it, but at least you got the guilt trip bonus card!
carrie glandular fever over there is called Mononucleosis, as it makes the white blood cells get enlarged misshapen nuclei.
I have had it to CC and it tends to recur as a syndrome of fatigue etc,
although they did think I had malaria so having GF was a sort of relief.
Yeah, yeah, disgusting, fan-girl, and all that. And that WAS written in October, so it's been a while since anyone here thought SS was Frank.
Frank is one hell of a musician, and we both have talked about that, and appreciate the person he is.
Last thing I'm saying about this.
L.
Oh hey I might get to see a live action Sailormoon show on Saturday
I had mono for three months when I was 23. At least I think it was mono...
*goes to look up symptons*
11:44anon, they were FUCKING HIM.
I respect Frank Iero. He may be talented and sexy, but he should not be treated as a sex object.
"symptoms", even :S
Yeh yeh you said here and there that he plays guitar and is nice but that was to make people think that you weren't just interested in having sex with him.
I just wonder what Frank and Jamia would think if they read that. Jamia would probably laugh it off, she is probably used to fangirls disrespecting and drooling all over her husband.
Oh, ok, duh!! That's kind of what I thought, Ergo, but wasn't sure. I knew a girl in high school who had mono, she was out forever, and then when she finally came back, she was still so weak it was scary.
Nope, it doesn't sound like it was mono.
I wonder what it was.
11:44anon, they were FUCKING HIM.
The whole thing is about them fuckign him but I don't understand THE GUNS ARE ON HIS BACK They can't even get it right how to fuck!
Yes Carrie, Mum still feels awful about it, poor thing.
Ergo, I had it when I was about 10, and almost 8 years later I still don't feel well. But meh... I've got a lot of things wrong with me. lol
And also... WOAH! much more impressive technical explanation of glandular fever! lol
Have a nice shower, RW?
I feel like one. I was planting flowers and seeds and veggies and feel like I have dirt on me and stuff.
Okay anon you believe Fi shouldn't be seen as a sex object. So don't read or bring up what the ops say about him if you don't like it.
You would be reliving this disgusting horror if you or the other anon hadn't brought it back up.
Strap-on
stop being such a jerk
Anon at 11:53, the OPS are imagining using a strap on to do him in the ass, is that descriptive enough for you?? That is why the imprint of the guns are on the OP'S stomach. Get it now, I don't know how else to tell you without being disgusting too.
I wonder if the OP'S know that tattoes don't leave imprints.....
they were doing the fucking. as in, dildo up his ass them being behind him!!!
Are you 9?
OK everyone, time for me to go!
I just wonder if Mayo sets up at night and just reads and laughs.
This is his world and we are his ant's.
Do you ever think he shows this blog to his friends or if they are setting there with him reading post after post of the bullshit we write.
Mayo, God love ya....I know i do!
Night everyone!
Blows kiss!
PJ
I feel very refreshed, E :)
Have a good night, PJ :)
Awesome, RW!
Do you ever think he shows this blog to his friends
I hope they have cast iron stomachs and a whimsical sense of humour.
I highly recommend it, E :)
Nighty night PJ's.
It's alright Martha. I don't mind, and I'm not addressing them anymore about it.
Hey, at least it got them to stop talking about Gerard's Mum!
L.
I am not 9!! I just never stopped to think about a dildo up Frank's ass thank you very much!
Goodnight Pj.
Anons for being so offensed by what they were writing you sure do know it by heart.
Goodnight, PJ. Sweet dreams.
Cupcake, that fever sounds pretty rough. Is it what they have?
Are you squeeky clean, RW?
L.
The plum trees before the Mumetsebo, white on the west side and red on the east, were just beginning to shed their blossoms, but they were still lovely and what with all this and the glorious soft sunlight that lit the scene, I longed for someone to witness it.
It would have been more impressive, however, if the lady inside the screen making her replies to the gentleman beyond had been a young girl, her hair beautifully smooth and flowing luxuriantly down all about her, the way they describe it in the tales. But alas, I was an ageing woman well past her prime, hair...frizzled and and coming adrift here and there, in mourning clothes that were a far cry from the usual lovely colors, a light grey so pale it was as good as colorless, over various indistinguishable layrs, all very drab and unflattering....
It all rather ruined the elegance of the scene.
I am squeaky clean and all shiny-like, L :)
True, Martha. I really was glad to see someone had that. I guess I could have gone back to the October posts on Mayo, but that saved me the trouble.
So the docs still don't know what's wrong? Have they ordered any more tests?
L.
Hey, at least it got them to stop talking about Gerard's Mum!
L.
Oh yeah you sacrificed yourself with your fan-girliness to stop people from talking abotu Gerard's "mum", pat yourself on the back over that. It's better to talk about you guys fucking Frank up the ass with a strap on then for people to talk about Gerard's 'Mum"!
So now that same sex marriage is legal the people who don't like it are trying to change the sate constitution.
I really don't think so L, my bunny likes to panic.
goodnight PJ sweet dreams
CC I had it at 23 or so, and I'd been to Thailand, and as 2 tests for GF came back negative they did a blood smear to look for malaria parasites (as it has cyclical fevers etc as well) and they saw the white blood cells, I tell you I was so happy to be able to walk from (my) room to the kitchen after about a week! I was so lucky a lovely friend from church took me into her home and looked after me. ( I was living alone at the time)
Hey, did you guys know that opera singers do not use microphones? When they do a performance, the only thing that carries their voices to the far ends of the venues are the voices themselves, as they use no electronic devices.
I only just found this out about a year ago.
No and they haven't been as bad lately. I still get them but not as long or as often.
RW, watch out for raccoons! They love shiny things!
When we were in the Cayman Islands the guide told us to take off any jewlery, watches and all before we went in the water. He said the barracudas were drawn to the shiny objects and would bite!
L.
Really RW. that is amazing.
This is how i picture Mayo!
http://3gold.com/pictures/Computer2.htm
Night
Same-sex marriages have been legal in Ontario since 2003.
I thought they were already legal in California? Didn't Rosie O'Donnel marry her girlfriend there?
Egads.
Quick, somebody change the subject quick. Post some more shit about Eliza...anything to block out these awful mental images. Or maybe just pass the brain bleach.
That's for the warning, L!
Yep, MJ, t'is true!
anons for being so incensed about the original you are doing a really good job of being equally if not more offensive yourselves.
how about, yes it was probably poor taste, obviously you find it offensive, objectifying someone as a sex object isn't very nice and we leave it at that?
Well, at least that's a start, Martha. Hopefully they will keep getting better.
Cupcake, hope your friend gets better soon. How are you doing?
L.
That's lucky Ergo. :) It would have been awful if you didn't have anyone.
RW the mayor of SF was allowing same sex marriage in the city but it was stopped by the courts. But a few days ago they said that they can go a head with them.
Pretty cool, RW.
That's for the warning, L!
Er... I meant "thanks" for the warning >_<
Good point Ergo.
Hey guys
Just got back from driving my daughter somewhere.
Wanted to pop in and say goodnight to everyone.
Sweet Dreams and Better Tomorrows
_________________
It's Me
Sorry I missed you. Hope to talk to you again soon.
RW microphones would also would affect the acoustics of the building which are designed to carry the voice to all area equally. hence the high often domed ceilings etc
Rw that is so impressive, considering when I go to see the plays at Al's school those kids have to have mikes to talk or you can't hear them. And isn't there something about how opera houses are built that help with the acoustics?
I just wonder if Frank would be disgusted if he read that about himself. Or if Jamia would.
Hi, Elena :)
Hi and Bye, Elena! Talk to you later!
Love ya,
L.
Imagine if two men wrote a whole big thing like that about Jamia? I wonder how Frank would feel then.
hey elena I wondered where you had gone. Goodnight sweet dreams and have a lovely Saturday!
I have a question. How big are the raccoons in the areas you guys live in. Cause we have huge raccoons here. About the size of a dog
RW microphones would also would affect the acoustics of the building which are designed to carry the voice to all area equally. hence the high often domed ceilings etc
I see! Another thing I did not know. Thanks :)
Men have done it for a long time already It was called Dear Playboy/Penthouse.
Raccoons are about the size of small dogs here, MJ. We also have skunks and possums.
Hi and night, Elena!
Ergo, RW, I saw a show once that talked about the acoustics of the amphitheaters in Roman times, and that even though it was a huge distance between the top rows and the performers, their voices carried all over the theater, even the softer voices.
L.
Imagine if two men wrote a whole big thing like that about Jamia? I wonder how Frank would feel then.
He'd probably feel a hell of a lot worse seeing it repeated over and over and over.
Why not show some respect yourselves and give it a rest.
I'm alright L, thank you. :)
Goodnight Elena
I think they would love to offend Jamia seeing as how much they hate her.
I wonder what rock concerts would sound like without microphones?
Hello and goodbye Elena. :)
Well anyway, it's like this. The anons really made me think, really made me open my eyes. Not only about my real life situation, but about here too. I guess I have to thank you lot for that after all.
After the whole thing with where I used to work, a few people who have always been my friends contacted me. "We love you, we support you, we are going to speak out on your behalf," and a few of them did, putting themselves at risk. One of them whom I never expected to have my back was the first one to contact me. "I'm sorry this happened. What can I do for you?"
And one girl I'd had a very kind and close relationship with never even bothered. And according to a few others there her response was, "Oh well, what can you do."
The same thing happened here with all the anon madness, people saying (and doing) all these mad things to me. At the height of its craziness, I heard from a lot of people. That's very telling; it's good to know when people care what happens to you.
More telling, though, is the person you care about who says nothing at all.
Yeah, anons, you guys were right. I'm sorry. I was silly! I see, ever so clearly, what you have all been trying to tell me. Mean anons and nice ones: Yes, I hear you. Yes, you are right. Yes, you got what you wanted.
Yes, it sucks. But what's done is done! I don't want to look like a moron over it anymore, okay?
Mayo, you put that picture of Trisky up after I lost her. I won't forget that; it was very kind of you. But yes: I got the message since then, finally. I really don't know what changed, but I guess I'm not supposed to? It's cool. I am, in fact, the same way: When I'm done, I'm done for good. Thanks for the picture though; that meant a lot to me.
S(S)S, that last friday, when you put up that video, it was just right. I keep going back to it when it starts to get to me. Thank you for understanding, thank you for sharing, and thank you for being one of the voices. I know you didn't mean it specifically to me, but I hope I'm not wrong in thinking I was included. I don't think I am wrong. I told you that one time about the last Ramones concert in Seattle, remember? Oh man, good times. And that's one of my favorite songs ever. Thank you for caring.
Guys, thanks for the AIM chat tonight, and Fim, thank you for just letting me ramble to you. I was just like "BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH" and you just let me. You are a star. :D Good night, guys!
BlogBelieve, good night! See you tomorrow. ^_^
That's good to hear, Cupcake. Things have been doing ok around here too.
L.
Blogger resurrected wreck said...
Raccoons are about the size of small dogs here, MJ. We also have skunks and possums.
May 17, 2008 12:14 AM
If I didn't already know where you lived I would ask if you lived around me. The raccoons here are the size of medium dogs. And if they can't find food they attack cats.
Men have done it for a long time already It was called Dear Playboy/Penthouse.
You're right, but that doesn't make it ok for people to do the same thing to Frank. It does sound alot like something pornographic in penthouse though.
Goodnight Kapu
Goodnight Kapunua, take care.
:)
L, I'm glad to hear that.
Have a good night, K :)
Once again don't read it.
They've been known to attack cats here as well, MJ. Though thankfully I've never heard of it happening in our neighbourhood. Why should they, as they have relatively easy access to garbage bins. They chew right through the plastic lids.
Unfortunately Kapunua, when the chips are down or when things are extremely difficult, that's often when one's true nature comes out.
THe thing is that they put that there SO THAT Frank could read it. They thought (and probably still think)!! that SS is Frank!! So they put it there FOR him to read it. That's like going up to him and saying "Hey let us do you with a strap on, Frank"!! That's so disgusting.
Goodnight, Kapunua.
We have raccoons here, and I think one was giving one of the subdivisions down the road a time with the garbage. As far as I know, it's still on the loose. Nobody seemed to be able to catch it!
L.
We had the cat food in the backroom in a tub with a lid that locked. The raccoons broke it. they broke into the backroom and than unlocked and broke the lid.
" Anonymous said...
Unfortunately Kapunua, when the chips are down or when things are extremely difficult, that's often when one's true nature comes out."
Unfortunately I agree with this, anon. I saw it too but how do you tell some one that a person they care for, doesn't care back?? It's hard but some people were brutal and she got the message.
I never really liked Kapunua THAT much, but I feel bad still. It was obvious to every one but her I think.
Don't feel too bad for Kapu. I don't mean that in a mean way but more like, she is tough and probably doesn't care that much. Not that she doesn't care but she'll live, she'll get over it. It's hard when any friend shits on you but she'll get over it.
Martha,
Raccoons are smarter than most people give them credit for. I think if you gave them a bobby pin and a flashlight they could break into Fort Knox!
L.
Well anon than Fi can ignore it or read it and laugh or be disgusted. But I don't think he would go on and on about it and re post the material that offended him.
I did lose respect for Mayo during this though. He could have said at least one thing, but he was a pussy.
L, a couple of friends of mine had a raccoon break through their bedroom wall one night.
The previous tennant in their flat had ripped out the fireplace facade & taken it with her when she moved, leaving a hole. My friends put their bookshelf up against until until they could get around to fixing it permanently.
I was visiting them one night watching TV when we all heard a horrendous crash come from down the hall. We'd thought at first that the cats had knocked something over, but when we had a look we saw a raccoon head poking out of the wall!
Oh, man, raccoons! One chased me one night. There were two of them fighting behind my house, and I thought it was cats. I didn't want the cats to hurt themselves :( So I went out back and one eneded up chasing me. Yeah, they be scary.
It was reposted because more then once the OPS denied that they said anything like that!!
goodnight kapunua sleep well how you choose, sweet dreams
raccoons always look cute, but I suppose they are vicious
RW I think there'd be problems because of the relative volumes of instruments vs voices. The audio techs who do the mixing adjust it all to balance. Also they have foldback speakers allowing them to hear the instuments clearly.
Orchestras don't have the same issues as there isn't the use of amplifiers, and the conductor can hear and modify the sound.Louder instuments often have to use mutes.
L there is a building in Rome I think a cathedral where you can hear a whisper from the ground floor clearly everywhere
The raccoon had actually knocked the whole bookshelf over with its head.
Ha, RW, another thinking it was cats!
12:26 you misinterpreted what I meant.
What I was trying to convey was that the people who you thought were close to you and would be there for you, may not have been your true friends after all, and sometimes the people you least expect to support you, do.
Oh, RW, that is great! I can see that, a raccoon looking in like, "Hello, you guys got pizza?"
L.
Well than take it up with the ops at their blog cause as you can see most of the people here don't care. What they said.
I have a coworker who has a pool. And he was telling me how one night his son came home and found four "urban" raccoons chilling in the pool.
12:26 you misinterpreted what I meant.
What I was trying to convey was that the people who you thought were close to you and would be there for you, may not have been your true friends after all, and sometimes the people you least expect to support you, do.
I was agreeing with you! I also just said that some people tried to tell her that Mayo was ignoring her for a long time and didn't really like her but it took a long time to get. But I understand that.
I have found that cats are usually the cause of chaos, E ;)
What the fuck, is K leaving?
Entropy, the whole management staff, maintenance guy and courtesy office were trying to catch a rabid raccoon in the parking lot of the office, and it chased all of them around the lot for over an hour! The officer actually climbed on top of the manager's car and got in through the sun roof!
L.
She's kind of like Eliza, with Gerard always telling her to get the fuck out!
I'm guessing not, anon, as she said "see you tomorrow".
sorry St Pauls cathedral
"I broke a string. That's how hard I'm rocking for you, you see."
She's not like Eliza, because she eventually got the hint. Oh and Mayo never gave her an engagement ring!!
wow racoons sound like unholy terrors!
I'm glad we don't have them here!
I'm guessing not, anon, as she said "see you tomorrow".
Ok, thanks, I didn't see that
My friends tried calling all the humane society/animal control numbers in the phone book the night Mr Beauregard Johnson popped in to pay his respects (yes, they named the raccoon - hell, I named my local skunk General Titus Odiferous), but none of them answered, not even the 24 emergency hotlines.
Ok, so she's not leaving but then what?? What happened.
No worries :)
Oh, man, that's crazy, L! See, yeah, they be scary!
You don't have any raccoons in Australia, EP?
I can't imagine any place without raccoons!
They can be rough, Ergo. But you guys have every deadly snake known to man!
And wombats!
L.
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