Honorable Mention.
I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.
The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.
Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.
And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.
p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.
(...fucking nightmare)
Friday, May 16, 2008
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Seems my own arrogance
Has knocked me off my feet again
When you know I'm crawling to you
As fast as I can
First teach me to walk
Then I'll learn to dance for you
Like an honest clumsy clown
Tripping along the way
'Cause I am reaching for you
But my arms aren't long enough
And I am running to you
If I could go a little faster
And I am crying to you
But I can't hear my own voice
And I am waiting for you
And trying not to fall asleep now
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I am
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
What are you thinking as you look down on me
Are you frustrated with my inconsistency
Or intrigued that I can find the will to get back up or
Maybe all of this is simply amusing
'Cause I am reaching for you
But my arms aren't long enough
And I am running to you
If I could go a little faster
And I am crying to you
But I can't hear my own voice
And I am waiting for you
And trying not to fall asleep now
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I am
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I am
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I am
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
sorry sdock but
Yay me!
*happy dance while on phone ordering new oven*
Oh man. When I was fourteen I was in a band called--get this--Ayrebourne.
congratulations ergo, i totally thought you said that you were pole dancing around a phone book.
yayness
*throws pieces ofcrappy coloured paper at ergo*
dance, ergo, dance.
streak ergo, streak
i am so stupid, i tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order
8.42
just made me lol.
you win hahahaha
As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all going to choke me
You're! So crazy!
You'resocrazy!
You're! So crazy!
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you
Destroyed me
It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up,
but at the same time it
just made me want you even worse.
For a while I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me
You're! so crazy!
You'resocrazy,
You're! So crazy!
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you
Destroyed me
Bert, fuck my ass, NOW! fuck my ass, NOW!
Choke me, choke me, choke...
As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all going to choke me
You're! So crazy!
You'resocrazy,
You're! So crazy,
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you
Destroyed me...
Bert, fuck my ass, NOW! fuck my ass, NOW!
Choke me, choke me, choke...
Thats really sweet!
ohhh, the used. i like it.
hey twisted, how are you. gonna toodle over to your place later and leave a note. how was your nakid toilet cleaning?
*streaks through blog trailing crappy bits of coloured paper*
Bert is such a romantic. O_o
I love that song though.
pretty good fimble,except i really had my french maid uniform on!
Ergoproxy was just nakie, wtf. O_o
0_0
(trademarks rw face)
god, i miss rw. where she at, she is normally here by now.
RW
ohhh, kinky twisted sister. bet you made the boys wink ;)
so, whats new over yin your state missy? anythign exciting.
yeehaw
I think she had on her stripper heels on!!
i have stretch marks on my forehead
Just sitting here drinking a cold budweiser! I know ...im a cheap date!!HA,HA
I'm still here....just listening to Eliza and Cris radio show, so far boring!
anon at8:56,did your head give birth?
Did someone say......
stripper heels!
OK you got my attention! lol
*streaks through blog trailing crappy bits of coloured paper*
*in stripper heels*
PJ Eliza said (paul) was very talented in bed!!
twisted, i got pissed on 8 pitchers of bud the other night. you should have seen the texts i was sending to solly. i had to stagger into the toilets to take a pic to send her lol it was so funny. i cant remember a thing though.
Was that a red thong i saw go by here?
i am so stupid, i blinked and got lost
Anonymous said...
Listening to TBP. Though so many here rag on this band and it's lead singer, I never shall.
His voice is a benediction
I like MCR, really I do, but I don't see how anyone can say that about Gerard's voice. Have you heard him live? I mean, really heard him live? Yes, he puts on a good show and he surrounds himself with talented musicians, but even when he's at his best, his voice is only passable, and when it's bad...it's very, very bad. Of course, during the Black Parade tour all the pyro and screaming girls were a major distraction from his vocals. Did any of you see them on the Revenge tour? Back then, the band always did GOY, but he wouldn't even attempt to do the "Would I? Could I?" line from that song. Now the band never plays GOY even though it was a single. Why? Because it was recorded with autotune. It's as simple as that.
If you want to listen to some singers who really do sound like choir boys, check out TBS, The Used or even Saosin. Adam, Bert and Cove are true vocalists who sound great live as well as on their recordings.
LOL fimble!you just made me dribble!
In stripper heels and a red thong ergo!
I so wanna see that pic fimble!
I feel special, as I have seen Saosin and TBS live! The Used, only briefly! I wish I'd stayed for the whole thing but it was before I was into them. I agree though, Bert has a fantastic live voice.
And Adam, well OMG. You know I think his voice is awesome. I've seen them live three times and I've been utterly impressed each time.
dont dribble on your keyboard, you wuldnt want it to spark and catch on fire and need to cal the fire men,
oh wait, maybe you would hehehe
I seriously had to wonder what you meant by "Cove" at first though. Is that really the singer's name? I thought it was something else that I also can't remember.
omg twisted, i just clocked on. you are a dirty bird, nothing like that ask solly. t was just a pic of my head. omg you will be the death of me ;)
Now thats an idea fim! I could change into my maids costume!!!
Twisted Sister said...
PJ Eliza said (paul) was very talented in bed!!
I know!
and in this interview, a caller was talking about sharks and Cris ask if there was a fan fiction about sharks, and said he could write one about Eliza and him fighting over the love of a bi sexual shark.
Too funny!
Jared Leto is another vocalist who sounds amazing live. I really wasn't a fan before seeing 30STM at TOC, and I wasn't expecting much from him, but I was very impressed by his performance.
PJ, did you here the caller that made her confirm who paul really was? She finally said his name!!
i like swingers
Yup, Jared has an awesome set of pipes, and he is also a fantastic live singer. However Shannon often steals the show by owning music way up there on his drum riser. He's awesome.
And yes, his name is Cove Reber. Strange name, but he's the sweetest thing. I met him at PR and he was very gracious. :)
every time i see TBS i think of Tuberculosis
PJ, did you here the caller that made her confirm who paul really was? She finally said his name!!
I heard about it, I'm listening to the second interview she did the other night.
Seems like she is hoping someone will ask the right question and every time a caller calls in it's about something else, no one is asking about Gerard.
But i have not finished hearing it all yet.
*comes back in dressed*
who was that naked impersonator?
so hi twisted sister
how are you?
and I never saw Saosin, though I have the album but I saw Circa Survive with MCR last year and they were fantastic!
Kapunua, Jared is all so very gifted.....wink wink!
I do love to hear him sing, i don't think his band gets enough credit.
PJ, if i was a caller i would ask her if she felt bad about the cheating ,knowing he had a girlfriend at the time?Do you think he really had a girlfriend?
It's Me
Happy Friday!!!! Two days off until it starts again...don't know whether to smile or frown.
Here is something that came through my email today. It mainly made me think of toujours, but I am sure others here might connect with it.....
Sometimes we meet a person along life's way and walk together, if only for a little while....and it makes all the difference.
We might not remember that person's name nor really what they look like, but they were there. It might have been a smile in the grocery line or a hand wave from another driver.
We meet a lot of people through our lifes.....some good and some bad. Try to learn from both...good and bad.
But i have not finished hearing it all yet.
Did that sound country or what.....lol
Hey ergo, nice heels, and thong girl!
it's YOU
Twisted Sister said...
PJ, if i was a caller i would ask her if she felt bad about the cheating ,knowing he had a girlfriend at the time?Do you think he really had a girlfriend?
If i have to be honest about that question.....I would say NO!
hi it's me, that's very true
and why thank you TS!
Ooh, yes. Anthony Green from Circa Survive is another great vocalist. When he left Saosin, fans were really skeptical at first about his replacement, but I think Cove has done an amazing job.
no pj, but when i drink i do sound like, im from the country!Well hell i am from the country!!
It's Me
Ok anon you were on here the other day.
Whaaaaatttttssssss UP!
Hello again everyone.
Ergo is it my imagination or were you just.....
Yeah, anyway.
Nice to see you It's Me
Me either pj, i dont think he was dating someone else. I think maybe he just said that so she would maybe...leave him alone?
It's Me
Hello Elena.
Kapunua, Jared is all so very gifted.....wink wink!
===============================
We got that you were a groupie the first couple hundred rockstar stories. WE GET IT.
Yes elena, ergo was being a naughty bird and all she had on was sripper heels and a res thong!!
*pokes It's Me with a pointy stick*
I'm poking you, but harmlessly.
red
It's Me
You know sdock10...I am really beginning to like that pointy stick.
Poke me again....please, please.
Ladies its been fun,gotta go, if you see ergo, tell her i liked her heels!! See ya later!
So It's Me
How's life?
hi elena yes I had a moment of wild abandon.....but fimble told me to!
oh I love pointed stick, that is one of my (many) favourite Monty Python sketches
see you TS nice to catch you 'round
Anonymous said...
Kapunua, Jared is all so very gifted.....wink wink!
===============================
We got that you were a groupie the first couple hundred rockstar stories. WE GET IT.
I am no groupie...lmfao!
And there are only 199 story's, im working on the 200th right now!
You should be jealous of Jared, you are a member of the little dick club are you not!
It's Me
Elena
How's Life?
Is such an open question. How is life today? How is life right now?
Life is good right now. It can be pretty rough at times.
it's ME,
Eliza Cuts always ends her blogs with ME.
makes you wonder.
goodnight twisted. i will see you around in your kinky ways and all ;)
It's Me
Anon
If I read it correctly...she ENDS it with me...not starts it.
i am so stupid, i went to an antique store and said what's new
a friend of mine worked one of the merch booths for part of warped 2005 and "emma" was telling some of the other girls on the tour way back then that she and "paul" were together but they had to keep it on the downlow because "paul" hadn't had the chance to break off with his old gf yet.
what do you think? lying or wishful thinking?
anon 9:48
the truth
wishful thinking, hence the fake myspace accounts at that time.
9:48, 9:50 is right.
anon honestly the whole story strikes me as a girl who interprets friendship etc as something deeper straight away, like the "He looked at me- he must love me" type, but I have no real basis for that but experience of people doing that.
also do you think it is possible to bake chocolate brownies on a BBQ? In a bout 30 mins I will let you know.
9:56, the fake myspace accounts were earlier -- more like the end of 2004, beginning of 2005.
By the summer of 2005, Eliza didn't need to fake it any more.
I think paul is gay,nothing wrong with it but even in emmas story she said something about pauls girlfriend and one of the guys said yea,right!I just get the feeling that he is gay, not that i care but from the first time i saw him thats what i thought.
0_0
(trademarks rw face)
god, i miss rw. where she at, she is normally here by now.
RW
0_0
Is that you, missus??
It's Me
Okay I agree. How's life is a very broad question.
So what's new? LOL
arghhhhhhh
*runs and jumps on rw*
i have missed you, i need some sane talk to me. how was work, new one and all
SMOK - i miss you already. dont blow away
*runs back in Mayo's to poke It's Me one more time*
Does that tickle?
AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!
*flails at FS*
i need some sane talk to me.
And you thought of me??
Works fine. A little dull (we're only doing alterations, not building anything new), but stress-free.
I was visiting friends this evening, just got in. How was your day? :)
i don't get where it's wishful thinking.
the bottom line is Eliza knew what she wanted, went after it and got it.
Eliza couldn't have been telling that many lies because Gerard did break up with his GF and got engaged to Eliza.
anon said...
the bottom line is Eliza knew what she wanted, went after it and got it.
that is exactly what I think, "Paul" I doubt was initially aware of her plan though(guys tend to be pretty dim on that count)
HI RW how's it going? Have a good friday?
the bottom line is Eliza knew what she wanted, went after it and got it.
I guess LynZ did the same thing.
Hi, EP :D
Yes, it was pretty good. And we have a long weekend now - huzzah!
How was your day?
She was telling people she was with him before she was, that's what I mean by wishful thinking.
That is why she photoshopped pictures of herself with Gerard. The early photo's were 100% proven to be photoshopped because the originals were located.
Mayo,
Clowns are interesting. To some, they can be very frightening. To others, a source of joy. I'm ok if they stay with the other clowns and not near me. I can enjoy their antics from afar. Up close? Not so much.
Then you have that whole "wearing a mask" thing going on if you are the clown. Very interesting.
I've read this post several times and the only thing that pops into my head is that Judy Collins song:
Send in the Clowns
Isn't it rich?
Are we a pair?
Me here at last on the ground,
You in mid-air.
Send in the clowns.
Isn't it bliss?
Don't you approve?
One who keeps tearing around,
One who can't move.
Where are the clowns?
Send in the clowns.
Just when I'd stopped opening doors,
Finally knowing the one that I wanted was yours,
Making my entrance again with my usual flair,
Sure of my lines,
No one is there.
Don't you love farce?
My fault I fear.
I thought that you'd want what I want.
Sorry, my dear.
But where are the clowns?
Quick, send in the clowns.
Don't bother, they're here.
Isn't it rich?
Isn't it queer,
Losing my timing this late
In my career?
And where are the clowns?
There ought to be clowns.
Well, maybe next year.
i think LynZ was like "Gerard you look dirty and smelly, i look dirty and smelly let's be dirty and smelly together".
HI Jen - yes that song fits doesn't it!
RW very likely she did.
and my day has been ok, not exciting just housework, but 15 min update: my choc brownies appear to be cooking ok so far
Eliza and Gerard didn't have any pictures together early on because they were supposed to be keeping secrets.
Remember the video clip where she reached out for his hand, but he pulled away? Also, remember the clip of her stroking his face and then leaning in to kiss him that surfaced on youtube but was taken down within hours?
That's how people act when they're hiding things.
hello everybody
Anon @ 10:20: sounds like tru luv to me!
Hi, MJ :D
*runs to rw*
*kisses rw foid*
hey, my day was hard, working all damn day and it all went wrong but hey what am i supposed to do. cant get the staf arghh.
jen, i miss you xxxxx
Does anybody else remember that interview where there was a pair of yellow women's pajama pants on Gerard's bunk and when he was asked about it, he said they were his? He called them breakfast pants or something?
Wasn't that Warped 05? This all begins to make sense now.
Hello RW.
Anons Paul has odd taste in woman. Well the ones that we have seen. Makes you wonder what the girlfriend was like.
I worked on the white and gold "wizard robe".
This is from the last opera of this season. There are more pics up at this site if anyone is interested in having a peek.
anonymous said...
Eliza and Gerard didn't have any pictures together early on because they were supposed to be keeping secrets.
regardless of whether she should have been keeping the relationship under wraps or not, I am telling you she had pictures of the two of them together displayed on aim. she couldn't keep it a secret. the anon at 9:48 proves that point for me.
the fact that the pictures were photoshopped only adds to the sorry tale.
Breakfast pants??
How very Edwardian of him! Does he having a smoking jacket as well??
hi MJ
how are you today?
anon very likely they were hiding it, but it depends if it was from a girlfriend, or from the public, either way it really is pointless to speculate, we won't know for certain and what's done is done. Relationships that begin with cheating are usually doomed, and it was, this one we wait and see.
Gerard Way is a silly silly boy!
anybody who thinks Gerard wasn't getting a little Eliza action on the side, is just kidding themselves
Even if people are trying to keep things secret they will take pictures. So I am sure there are pictures out there. I would also think that ms cuts would do anything to get a picture of them together. Even if they weren't dating at the time.
I wondr if he was cheating on Eliza with LynZ, before he ended their engagement? Didn't they do some European gigs with MSI before PR?
Oh hey, if he and LynZ hadn't seen each other in a couple of years & at PR were just taking up where they left off, does that mean he was cheating on LynZ with Kat and Eliza??
That boy does love his dramas!
Why is Britney on vacation with Mel Gibson.
anon those aim pics were posted on INO pretty much the instant she changed them, many were very obviously photoshopped and then we get to the away messages, kinda always struck me as a lame attempt at flaunting something, to what end I don't know
RW very nice, I hvae that site bookmarked and the pics are lovely
He lives for his dramas because he never got out of high school mentality. He is an emotionally stunted man.
*looks around*
Where did Fimmy go?
Don't forget the ice cream picture that she was desperate for people to "find".
MJ,
because they're both assholes
Thank you, EP :)
Hello ep I am fine how are you
Ten oh tooooo, LOLZ, yes, I said the exact same thing.
I think in some ways he's a drag queen at heart. Loves the costumes, the face paint, and the dramas.
10:34, true.
Hi, E :D
Asshole shouldn't hang out with each other. No good can come from it.
I don't know why Eliza posted those lame photoshopped pics on her AIM because during that time both she and Gerard were already wearing the rings.
I think she was just making one of her patented Emma attempts at being clever and witty. *rolls eyes*
So Kiether Sutherland got made at his bodyguard because he would let a fan take a picture with him.
Gerard is so emotionally fucked up that he's scary. And LynZ is as mentally stupid as he is emotionally stupid. He picked her because she doesn't think alot and will never challenge him. All she can do is "make art" and backbend.
Gerard's "relationships" are just him trying to keep up with the other adults.
yeah and then there was the raisinette picture that no one believed until gerard showed up on the set of IDLY with his promise ring.
i'm not so sure that they both weren't trying to fuck with the fanbase.
Maybe he just wants to know what it feels like.
Hey, RW! Everyone here!
Anonymous said...
I don't know why Eliza posted those lame photoshopped pics on her AIM because during that time both she and Gerard were already wearing the rings.
No. Those pics were genuine. The earlier pics were photoshopped. The ones where she wanted people to think there was something going on between them. He was still with his girlfriend at the time, which is why what she did was so deplorable. She wanted people to believe he was cheating on his girlfriend.
I totally believe that Gerard was messing with the fanbase because it got him much needed attention. He is a child.
I can't believe you are all wasting time like this.
I knew this girl in high school. She had an affair with a married man and than ended up marrying him. Well the last time I saw her she was going on about how upset she was that all her old friend weren't going on and on about how great her man was.
She wanted them to be amazed that she could steal away this "happily married man."
You know look at me not only do I have a good looking guy but I took him from someone else.
Hi, Mustard :D
He doesn't know how to love because he always has an agenda and that's to get attention for himself. That's not love.
yes you can cook choc brownies on a BBQ though the bottom got a little burnt, but seeing as it was a first go it's pretty successful
He was still with his girlfriend at the time, which is why what she did was so deplorable. She wanted people to believe he was cheating on his girlfriend.
But he was. Wasn't he?
Why the big Eliza hate-on all of a sudden?
Grass!
Hello, everyone, how's it going?
Just out of curiosity, this question is to the anons. Not trying to be ugly about it, but why have you been coming onto Mayo's blog for the last week or so and talking about Gerard, Eliza and Lyn-Z constantly?
As I said, just out of curiosity. It strikes me as odd.
L.
It is obscene
does it really matter what Eliza was doing.
i love how Eliza can just get brutalized by the fans, but Lyn-Z can sharpie shit all over her fucking body and have her ass licked by all the fans.
Lyn-Z even sharpied Gerard's mothers name on her body. now that's exploiting a relationship
She wanted them to be amazed that she could steal away this "happily married man."
Here's something women like her should keep in mind: if he's capable of doing it (cheat) for you, he's capable of doing it to you.
Pot.
Are we playing the word association game?
Lyn-Z even sharpied Gerard's mothers name on her body.
Okay, that's just weird.
Luck.
Potluck.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
I can't believe you are all wasting time like this.
May 16, 2008 10:43 P
That is why it's called wasting time. it is almost the weekend and we are relaxing.
Hi, L :D
Hello all.
Hiya, Cupcake :D
Rw, Donna
casserole
Hello, RW! How are you doing today?
Also hey to Martha, Ergo, Entropy, Mustard, and Lord knows who else is in here.
How's it going?
L.
Hey Carrie, Cupcake! How are you guys?
L.
dish
Gerard is always so in love until he spots someone else he likes
hello entropy hello L
how are you both?
look as I said before it's happened and we won't know so speculation is really pointless,The relationship ended possibly because it began out of a shaky foundation, as RW said if it involved cheating then if they do it to the ex, they can do it to you...the grass often looks greener (as many a mistress has found out) regardless, the relationship now appeared to have a less than firm foundation also, at least from the point of view of onlookers, but it's up to them to either make it work or bow out of it before it gets more complicated.
Hello RW :)
Hello entropy and L how are you
I have no love for either woman. Anyway if we don't talk about her think about what she might pull next to get us to talk about her. I don't think that story is all she had waiting in the wings.
Sometimes it is better just to give someone the attention so they won't go out to get it.
I personally don't think all the blame should be placed on Eliza. Eliza might have been manipulative, but she didn't have a gun to Gerard's head. If he did cheat on his girlfriend, he's just as guilty as she is. And according to "Emma's" story, there was definitely some cheating going on.
MCR fans are so full of shit. They pretend to spout "feminism" but then they demonize Eliza for cheating while totally letting Gerard off the hook. It's disheartening as hell.
If you really want to waste time, talk about Ergoproxy's brownies or Kapunua's new videogame or something else light and fun, but going on and on about Gerard and his past relationships is rude and snarky.
For the love of God, leave the man alone for half-a-day, why don't you.
Hi L! I'm ok, how are you?
Hey L and Cupcake!
hello cupcake! how's your saturday going?
terrine
satellite, and hey guys, I'm fine! The kids have been playing Rock Band all night and have been surprisingly trouble free.
deep
I saw that Donna thing. I can't speak for her but i personally wouldn't like it.
Ergo,
Actually had a pretty good day today. The weather was nice, and J. and I ran errands, did a little shopping, ate a little lunch, so it was pretty good.
We found some goodies for you and we are going to mail them out tomorrow. Hope you like them!
L.
Anon @ 10:50pm: seems like their Sharpie romance is an on-going thing.
Shame.
And... why Donna? Is it her birthday?
Entropy! hi there, it's been ages! how are you? :)
Ergo, I'm having a lazy day! XD how about you?
Oh, deep is better, and easier.
Sharpie messages: Do you think that's what Gerard meant when he said he was going on the road to "make art" with his wife?
yay my brownies! I am rather proud of myself in getting it to work, but I ordered my new oven today so in about 2 weeks I should have it installed, lol
so there will be more exciting tales of "things I managed to do with a BBQ" to look forward to...
and I bet you're all thrilled!
Hi, Carrie :D
Rw, that's funnay!
radio
Hi Carrie, how are you?
Does anybody have any good, gut-wrenching, heart-shattering lyrics handy?
Anybody?
the Sharpie thing, not the fact you said hi to me!!
carrie glad it's relatively painless so far
CC pretty lazy here too, just housework going on, but slowly lol
oooh L I shall look forward to it! I am going to look for you on Monday and Tuesday when I get into town
i don't know how Lyn-Z played the bass with her tongue up Gerard's mothers ass.
Sometimes I think Gerard likes things complicated, EP.
spanner?
Hello Mustard :)
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am
I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget
You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins
Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
Hey Cuppie
Ga-ga.
Eww.
Hello carrie and cc how are you.
Anon if you don't like our conversation star one with Ep about her brownies. And skip over the conversation you don't like. Just let this conversation run it's course . Because trying to stop people from talking about something they want to talk about isn't helping.
The other anons came her to talk about this because they know they can say what they want with out some fan girl jumping on them. That is what this place is about.
That's what I'm talking about. Thank you, Anonymous.
Lol, I guessed that, Carrie ;P
How was your day?
I only just got out of bed myself Ergo, I'm terribly lazy, but yesterday was exhausting.
anon said...
MCR fans are so full of shit. They pretend to spout "feminism" but then they demonize Eliza for cheating while totally letting Gerard off the hook. It's disheartening as hell.
It's not the fact they are MCRfans it's the age group you're looking at.
And the hero can do no wrong, so it must be the other's fault, they change their loyalty as quickly as they change their underwear.
Same thing has happened with many other stars musical or otherwise, sportsmen, actors etc. It's a shame but it happens far too often.
me
Anonymous said...
i don't know how Lyn-Z played the bass with her tongue up Gerard's mothers ass.
May 16, 2008 10:59 PM
Too far, anon, too far. Leave a person's mother out of it! These comments are getting tackier and tackier. Have some respect.
L.
Living the life of an adored celebrity must be living with a warped perspective.
LOL, RW. ^_^
That's funny, I was just going to rant and rave about my new video game and then I was like, "Meh. Why not read porn instead."
;D
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