Friday, May 16, 2008

An obscene waste.

Honorable Mention.

I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.

The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.

Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.

And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.



p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.



(...fucking nightmare)

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Anonymous said...

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!

Safe on the Waves said...

Feck du, Fisch!!!!

I wanted to be first!

Anonymous said...

Awww, sorry, Elfe! *evil cackling*

Anonymous said...

Did you mean 'Fick dich'?
haahahahaha

Safe on the Waves said...

*loads missile bound for Germany* Do not worry about it Fisch.

Zweibling is garlic? Yes? I have a twin sister.

Anonymous said...

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

No, 'Knoblauch' is garlic. 'Zwiebel' is onion.

Safe on the Waves said...

Same thing! Well, nearly.

Anonymous said...

Iarilo! I like that. Iarilo it is. Thanks, TJ! :)

Anonymous said...

Oh, and I'm superstitious about names, too. Sometimes I can get 50-80 birds per summer and I start to run out of names. Often I'll name them after characters in stories, movies or games that I like. But I can never name them after a bad character, or one that dies. O_o

Safe on the Waves said...

Stop Blaming MCR

Safe on the Waves said...

More Daily Mail hate to MCR

Anonymous said...

Ugh, they do that all the time, Elfe. Whether it is Metallica, Iron Maiden, Marilyn Manson...
They need to sell the rag.

Anonymous said...

Shit, I think I missed the 7 crucial facts about masturbation.

toujours said...

you're welcome kapunua!

names are potent magic -- i never name characters in my stories until i know them...i have a whole raft of placeholder names that i use instead.

Anonymous said...

People have been blaming rock bands for years over making kids kill themselves. Meanwhile, most people who listen to this "suicidal" music are just fine. This has been going on since forever and I'm amazed that people still don't get it.

I think people should write articles on how evil Shakespeare is. You know, for that whole "Romeo and Juliet" thing.

Anonymous said...

TJ, I'm sorta the same way with characters, except I find that once I name them, they come to life. It's like smart subconscious: I later find out that there's a meaning to the name that's relevant to the entire story and I sit there going, O_o because I never would have guessed. ^_^

Okay, well I have to take my dogs out, then I think I'll go out and buy this video game called Okami. I heard it was brilliant. I can never stay away too long because when I have baby birds, they need to eat every hour. O_o

Send good vibes to Iarilo!

Safe on the Waves said...

Yay. I can finally eat!!! See you later.

Anonymous said...

Pixie?

Anonymous said...

Enjoy your meal, Elfe!

toujours said...

I later find out that there's a meaning to the name that's relevant to the entire story and I sit there going, O_o because I never would have guessed. ^_^

i understand that -- i've had that experience often myself! (with my blogname, even)

Pixie said...

"Pixie?"

yes????

Anonymous said...

Check your e-mails, Pixie!

Pixie said...

hi siobhan, yes I´ll do that now, I just came online, I totally forgot my roommate´s recital ^^ so I had to work longer, came home, changed clothes and went to the recital. I´m happy that I´m finally home. how are you feeling now?

Anonymous said...

Better. But I still have problems with my stomach.

Pixie said...

did you eat something wrong? too much marmorkuchen? ;)

Anonymous said...

My Chemical Romance made it to No.1 in the UK chart with Welcome To The Black Parade in October 2006 - the 'black parade' is a place where all emos believe they will go when they die
That is the dumbest the ive ever heard!

Anonymous said...

Yes, this could be the case. :-D

Anonymous said...

It comes just after the 'We are here to save lives' crap.

Twisted Sister said...

the 'black parade' is a place where all emos believe they will go when they die
That shows you how dumb the people who wrote that story is!

Pixie said...

"the 'black parade' is a place where all emos believe they will go when they die
That shows you how dumb the people who wrote that story is!"

I exactly thought the same when I read the article yesterday ^^

Anonymous said...

Ive heard of heaven and hell, but the black parade?

Twisted Sister said...

Does that mean that since im not emo,that i wont go to that(black parade) in the sky? LOL!

Pixie said...

"Does that mean that since im not emo,that i wont go to that(black parade) in the sky? LOL!"

yeah no black parade for you ;) but maybe the back parade doesn´t march in heaven but in hell??? hahaha who knows *lol*

Twisted Sister said...

I'm not afraid to die. I just don't want to be there when it happens.
-- Woody Allen

Anonymous said...

Hi TS!

How is it going?

Safe on the Waves said...

My belly is full of TACO'S!

Twisted Sister said...

Hi siobhan!Hows everything in blog land?

Anonymous said...

Not that well, but it's getting better! ^_^

Tacos! OM NOM NOM, Elfe!

Twisted Sister said...

Im just sitting at the computer before my son steals it back when he comes home from school!

Anonymous said...

Wait! Tacos or Taco Bell?

Safe on the Waves said...

I'd have saved you one Fisch, but I knew you were ill so I ate them all to spare your stomach.

Aren't I kind?

Safe on the Waves said...

Old El Paso Taco's.

Why don't I get paid for product placement?!

Anonymous said...

Awww, you're too kind, Elfe!

*cough*greedy thing*cough*

Safe on the Waves said...

*Damn, Fisch saw right through me!*

Twisted Sister said...

Well, i just got a call from my sons school and he hasnt turned in his science homework in that was due...TODAY so it looks like someone is going to be doing homework over the weekend! Kid,gotta love them..right?

Safe on the Waves said...

How old is he?

Pixie said...

"Well, i just got a call from my sons school and he hasnt turned in his science homework in that was due...TODAY so it looks like someone is going to be doing homework over the weekend! Kid,gotta love them..right?"

wow you parents are informed really fast huh? I can just remember that it took a lot till one of our teachers would call the parents...
siobhan, was it the same at your schools???

Twisted Sister said...

He is thirteen. I think he has the end of school fever!

Twisted Sister said...

Pixie, i get alot of phone calls from school..his hair for one, his homework,girls, it goes on and on!

Anonymous said...

They never called the parents unless you did really shitty things like beating up another kid and something like that.
Is it true that you have to call the school in the US when your kid is sick and can't come to school?
We would never do that in Germany unless your kid is in hospital and it is forseeable that it will miss school for more than just a couple of days.

Safe on the Waves said...

He sounds like a little scamp. Might I suggest a lead?

Pixie said...

"Pixie, i get alot of phone calls from school..his hair for one, his homework,girls, it goes on and on!"

oh really? but does he really makes so much "trouble" or does the teachers just overreact?
his hair? sorry now I´m curious :)

Anonymous said...

They call you because of his hair?

Twisted Sister said...

If they are running fever they will be sent back home. Boy when i was in school my mom made me go fever or not!

Twisted Sister said...

They said it was to distracting! Well i went to the school and gave them fits about it so he still has long hair!His hair isnt to long its what they called the skate boarder hair!

Anonymous said...

I got always sick in school. And they weren't allowed to let you go alone. We all knew that so my best friend had to 'guide' me home all the time. Of course, we always went downtown shopping, haha!

Twisted Sister said...

I really had to bite my lip because i really didnt care much for her hair!

Anonymous said...

They said it was to distracting! Well i went to the school and gave them fits about it so he still has long hair!His hair isnt to long its what they called the skate boarder hair!

My God, don't they have more important things to do than picking on your son's hair?
They must be pretty bored then.

Anonymous said...

Oh sorry, didn't you talk about your son?

Twisted Sister said...

Ha,Ha siobhan, we call that playing hookie !

Twisted Sister said...

Yes, i told them to worry about his grades,not his hair!

Anonymous said...

I beg your pardon.

Twisted Sister said...

This year i guess have been the worst.Come on im from the 80s they should of banned us from school with our big hair!!

Anonymous said...

Ugh, damn! That elephant who lives upstairs is annoying me again with galloping around in her flat.

Twisted Sister said...

Playing hookie means skipping school.

Anonymous said...

I would have never let a teacher tell me what to wear or how long/short my hair had to be.
I think that's discrimination.

Safe on the Waves said...

Well, I'm off out now. See you soon. xoxo.

Anonymous said...

Ah, I got it now, TS! haha

I played hookie a lot. :-D

Anonymous said...

TschĂ¼ĂŸ, meine Elfe! Mach's gut! *knuddel*

Twisted Sister said...

I do to siobhan, at that age i think that they can decide how they want to wear their hair,and what to wear.

Anonymous said...

Yes, I think it's important for your personality.

Twisted Sister said...

Im from a small town,but when i went to school they never said anything about what we wore.now that my son is in school, they dont want anyone to stand out! but isnt that what makes people different?

Pixie said...

sorry I got distracted my mom called me on the phone...

anyway, you should see the kids here in finland especially in helsinki, most of them are emos, punks etc.... so much colored hair etc... no one says anything at school I guess...

and the best thing: you can wear what you want! no one judges you :)

Twisted Sister said...

I love when people arent afraid to stand out of a crowd! He wears his black band t-shirts and he even wears his ac/dc hat with band buttons all over it and if im ok with it,the school should be ok with it to.

Twisted Sister said...

Pixie,they cant color their hair, or wear black,but my son still wears black, and he does have the emo fringe that covers his eye!I think thats whats driving them crazy!I think its cute.

Anonymous said...

I bought this game called Okami for the Wii. It looks really cool, and I can't wait to fire it up.

Twisted Sister said...

Well im outta here,bye pixie and siobhan.Nice talking to you!

Anonymous said...

Awww, I bet your son looks cute, TS!

Bye and take care!

Pixie said...

"Pixie,they cant color their hair, or wear black,but my son still wears black, and he does have the emo fringe that covers his eye!I think thats whats driving them crazy!I think its cute."

really? that´s really strict I think... that wouldn´t happen in helsinki I guess...

it was nice talking to you too ts, take care! :)

Anonymous said...

Pixie, did Sara's parents cook something for you?

Pixie said...

how´s the weather in kölle siobhan? I can tell you, I nearly fell asleep during the recital *laugh* but it´s really amazing that she can play violin like that ^^

Anonymous said...

She plays the violin? That's amazing. The weather was not so good today. It was a mixture of rain and sun. But it's okay.
How's the weather in Helsinki?

Pixie said...

not today, they´re still at the conservatory and tomorrow they´ll drive to another city to visit relatives and next week they´ll do a longer trip, I´ll be happy t have the flat all by myself ^^ it´s strange to have them around so much...also they´re really cute, especially her dad.... haha the whole freezerthing was hilarious :)

Pixie said...

yeah violin and really really good... well she was her at the conservatory for 2 years etc...

the weather was strange, also a mix between sun and clouds and just some raindrops... of course we got the raindrops while a workmate and I were outside with the kids ^^

Anonymous said...

Yes, it was! Loriot at its best.

Herr MĂ¼ller-LĂ¼denscheidt!

Pixie said...

here not her ^^

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

Sorry, double post.

Anonymous said...

They had Dita von Teese on the show yesterday, Pixie.
Die hat den hohlen FrĂ¼chten von Germany's Next Topmodel gezeigt, wo's langging, haha!

Pixie said...

yeah I think I saw the headline somewhere online today....
was it funny? haha hohle fruechte? können die ueberhaupt englisch?

Anonymous said...

Ja, die sind ja momentan in L.A. Die können sich so durchwursteln bei den Castings. Aber ich sage dir, die haben sich vielleicht dumm angestellt als Dita denen ein paar Posen gezeigt hatte. Eine von denen, diese nervende Giselle, die immer geheult hat, haben sie jetzt in der Zeitung geoutet, dass die frĂ¼her bei sich auf der Schule and Siebtklässler Drogen verkauft hat. Krass, was?

Look at Dita!

Pixie said...

sounds as if they´re all really stupid huh? well let´s see if i can see the video, but I have no speakers ^^

Anonymous said...

Ugh, shit! But Dita is so nice.

Pixie said...

yeah and I´m too lazy to go an dget my headphones... I´m so tired ^^

Anonymous said...

Listening to TBP. Though so many here rag on this band and it's lead singer, I never shall.

His voice is a benediction.

Anonymous said...

One man's trash..., anon!

Pixie said...

well siobhan, it´s getting late and I´m totally tired so I´m off, good night *hugs*

Anonymous said...

True, Siobhan, but I pity you all the same. You are throwing away something so good.

Anonymous said...

Yes, I'm off as well, Pixie!

Goodnight and sweet dreams!

Anonymous said...

Hey, Mayo! Hey, SS! Hey, everybody!


TBP is good. :)

I love it more musically than I do lyrically, but that isn't to say I don't like the lyrics. Gah, you know what I mean! I could pick it apart forever.




So, how's shit?

Anonymous said...

Hey SPlash!

Yup, TBP is a great album, musically and lyrically, in my opinion. And while I wouldn't call Gerard's voice "a benediction" (LOL!) I did find it powerful and intriguing.

My favorite though, was Three Cheers. I thought that one was brill, through and through. I never skipped a single song.

Well, got a huge gaping mouth to feed (not my own, I did that already,) then I'm gonna take a shower, get into arm pajamas and sit down to play a new video game on this rainy night. :)

Carrie said...

My kid is in the living room massacreeing (that does not look like it's spelled right), she's murderlizing Creep. Rock Band looks like fun, I hope they let me have a turn later. :)

Anonymous said...

a clown's smirk in the skull of a baboon...
by EE Cummings

a clown's smirk in the skull of a baboon
(where once good lips stalked or eyes firmly stirred)
my mirror gives me,on this afternoon;
i am a shape that can but eat and turd
ere with the dirt death shall him vastly gird,
a coward waiting clumsily to cease
whom every perfect thing meanwhile doth miss;
a hand's impression in an empty glove,
a soon forgotten tune,a house for lease.
I have never loved you dear as now i love


behold this fool who,in the month of June,
having certain stars and planets heard,
rose very slowly in a tight balloon
until the smallening world became absurd;
him did an archer spy(whose aim had erred
never)and by that little trick or this
he shot the aeronaut down,into the abyss
-and wonderfully i fell through the green groove
of twilight,striking into many a piece.
I have never loved you dear as now i love


god's terrible face,brighter than a spoon,
collects the image of one fatal word;
so that my life(which liked the sun and the moon)
resembles something that has not occurred:
i am a birdcage without any bird,
a collar looking for a dog,a kiss
without lips;a prayer lacking any knees
but something beats within my shirt to prove
he is undead who,living,noone is.
I have never loved you dear as now i love.


Hell(by most humble me which shall increase)
open thy fire!for i have had some bliss
of one small lady upon earth above;
to whom i cry,remembering her face,
i have never loved you dear as now i love


for the wife

Anonymous said...

You know what I think it is with me? I think it's this:

I get music, like, I understand the notation.

I don't, however, get words. I mean, I do, but I'm envious of those who have the ability to write songs and write good ones or write anything for that matter.

I get frustrated and it's hard for me to understand how they, the lyricist or writer, write such good shit.

I guess I just automatically gravitate to what I understand.

I will cease the babbling now. :)

elena said...

Siobhan said...
One man's trash..., anon!


Okay I know you're gone now Siobhan but really. How could anyone listen to TBP and not hear that it is a truly brilliant piece of work?

Yeah, I know your opinion and all...

My opinion is that your opinion sucks. Just sayin'

Elena is cranky today!

Anonymous said...

This coming from someone crazy.

Anonymous said...

Elena is no better than the 14 YO INOer fan-girls. "Your opinion sucks"!! just because someone doesn't like the same band she likes, she takes it personally just like any fan-girl.

elena said...

Anon would that be me who's crazy? Just wanna clarify.

Anonymous said...

anon, self criticism is bad for your self esteem.


You should really work on that ^_^

elena said...

Let me explain myself a bit better. First off I totally explained that I understood other people have different opinions. That does not mean I have to agree or like their opinion. I can think their opinion sucks and tell me how that is wrong?

This is how I look at things. If I know I'm around someone who really likes something that I don't like I would not tell that person how much I hate what they love. I just wouldn't do it. So I understand Siobhan doesn't like MCR and she is here because she likes the people. I think that's great. I like Siobhan, I really do. But she has to know that there are a lot of people here that do like the band. So knowing this, why trash them? Why make fun of Mikey? I just don't understand. To me it's just sorta wrong to talk bad about something that you know those around you like. It's totally her opinion and I have no problem with her voicing it but maybe doing it in a nicer way? That's just how I feel.

sdock10 said...

Well, Hello BlogBelievers!

How is everyone?

elena said...

Hey Sdock

How was your day?

sdock10 said...

Hey Elena,

It was typically tiring and effed up. How was yours?

ergoproxy said...

good morning everyone

sdock10 said...

Hi Ergo,

How's tomorrow?

sdock10 said...

Princess,

I AM SHOUTING IT OUT LOUD IN MAYO'S THAT I MISS YOU!

elena said...

My day was okay, Sdock.

Hey Ergo. How's tomorrow? Is it a nice day?

Anonymous said...

Hel-fucking-lo, Everybody!!!


Sdock:
Sending lots of moral support to you tonight. Just follow your
mind.

ergoproxy said...

hi elena sdock mustard kapunua carrie

tomorrow is good thanks I'm just getting breakfast adn then diving into the washing etc

how was friday?

Anonymous said...

Blogger made my sentence go wonky. :/

Anonymous said...

Weighing in on the whole bandom thing, I guess I don't take it that seriously. My friends always tell me that what I love sucks. "OMG, that band blows, they're untalented ugly hacks!" I just laughingly tell them "Get out of my sight, I don't even know who you are anymore!" and we have a laugh over it. Last year I was just climbing the walls about MCR and I was babbling about them in Kung Fu to one of my close friends. He said that he hated them, had never heard anything worse, that it was emo tripe and he couldn't wait for them to end. Another friend of mine in the class said, "They are musically and lyrically the worst thing I've ever heard." I told him, "That's it, we're not speaking anymore," and we laughed and went on training. (He actually did, later on, offer to help me with that silly movie I was making for MCR, and while we were working on it, he actually did help me tremendously.)

Well the point is, I guess you have to take it seriously to get that upset and to me, as long as no one is being hurt or oppressed over it (^_~ you know me with the oppression thing,) then I'm like, "Meh, your loss, foo'." I personally just don't take it that seriously is what I'm saying.

That aside, well, Iarilo is still kinda sickly and I'm forcing him to eat. We'll see in a few hours if he's better or worse.

Meanwhile, that game I bought, Okami? BEAUTIFUL.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Should I follow my mind? Are you sure about that? It can get kind of twisty and turny!

So far, no serious talk.

Anonymous said...

Sending lots of moral support to you tonight. Just follow your
mind.


WHAT SHE SAID! Follow your mind. Solly, you already know the answer. ^_^

I ♥ you, I know that the situation is sticky and icky and uncomfy, but remember us, okay? We'll be keeping you in our thoughts.

Anonymous said...

Raise your hand if you had to look up prevarication.

sdock10 said...

Jules and all you guys,

Thanks for everything. God knows it's time for something to happen but apparently he feels just as nervous about talking about it as I do. We always let another week go by without dealing with it. I think this weekend we have to.

Anonymous said...

Yep, your mind. You're one smart cookie, and hearts lead us down a different, safer path.

It's easy, way easy for me to say this, because I'm not sitting where you are tonight, but I believe you will make the right decision for you.

Anonymous said...

*raises hand*

I told you guys. I suck massive at words!

If there's only one thing I walk away with from Mayo, it's a much larger vocabulary, and that's awesome. :)

Carrie said...

Good luck sdock, I wish you the best and hope everything turns out how you want it to.

sdock10 said...

*raises both hands*

I hear ya, Mustard. I have definitely learned lots of good new big words here.


Carrie,

Thanks so much. I know you guys are tired of hearing about it and are ready for me to resolve it or STFU about it.

ergoproxy said...

sdock whatever happens I am sending you the wishes to be able to be clear and speak your feelings honestly and precisely and to listen with compassion and to find resolution that is as amicable and beneficial to both of you

sdock10 said...

ergoproxy said...
sdock whatever happens I am sending you the wishes to be able to be clear and speak your feelings honestly and precisely and to listen with compassion and to find resolution that is as amicable and beneficial to both of you



Can I get double those wishes please?

That's exactly what I need.

ergoproxy said...

*heavenly music*

*fairy godmother descends*

*in ping frothy ballgown with sparkly crown*

*raises and waves wand*

I grant you double the wishes!!

ergoproxy said...

pinK not a ping....what the hell would a ping gown be?

sdock10 said...

Thank you!

Wow, Mayo's house is eerily spookily creepy quiet tonight.


WHAT WAS THAT NOISE?

sdock10 said...

I'm quite sure that a ping gown would be very nice, Ergo.

Would it bounce?

ergoproxy said...

perhaps it makes little noises as she descends

*ping*


*ping*


*ping*

like a reversing sensor trucks have.
So she doesn't land on anything untoward


it is quiet too...

Anonymous said...

Solly, you never have to STFU. You can vent all you want. Sometimes that's the only thing that works, just getting the words out there to the universe.

Okay! Tea's on and then it's back to gaming. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Can I go ahead and confess that up to right this minute I have read your post through and through maybe 5 or 6 or 7 or 10 times and it sorta creeps me out? But it creeps me out because I am not getting it. I mean I get it but I don't get it, but I don't know what I get and why I get it.

Get me?

And dude, Clowns?

Dude, I will shit if you change your profile to read Pennywise.

Just sayin...

Anonymous said...

It's quiet because people who actually have lives, not you, are doing something on a Friday.

sdock10 said...

OOoh, anon, so you don't either? Nice, we can sit together. I will be your friend.

Anonymous said...

New Indiana Jones trailer! OMG, Marion Ravenwood, I wanted to be her when I grew up.

I think they could have done better on the trailer but I'll be honest: the music made me pee my pants. ^_^

Anonymous said...

I do, don't worry, just passing through. Don't need a loser as a firend.

ergoproxy said...

well anon some of us have lives that can involve walking past the computer regularly

..oops forget to put my budgie outside, she's hitting her bell to make me notice

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone *waves*

Solly, I'm sending you buckets of love and strength all the way from good ol' Blighty!

Anonymous said...

Solly FTW! :D

sdock10 said...

Awwwh, okay, well it's your LOSS! I will be here if you change your mind.

Sending you hugs, smiles, and happy thoughts!

Have a nice night.

Anonymous said...

Just passing through, I'm sure anon, on your way to a party for the rich and famous! But you stopped at this blog to pick on Sdock. Thanks for taking time out of your super ultra busy Friday night!

sdock10 said...

Hey Lucy!


*squeeze*

I missed you!

ergoproxy said...

firends are overrated anon, friends on the other hand are really useful

hi Lucy

Anonymous said...

Don't sing me lullabies
I won't close my eyes,
I can't close my eyes
It's true,
I'm doomed
'til dawn
shines through
Got too many things to do
Got friends to see,
I can't miss a thing
It's true,
I'm through
I'm screwed,
unglued

I won't close my eyes, I can't close my eyes,
I never close my eyes
You see, they're always there with funny hair,
Oh, I'm so scared

It happens to me every night
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me
They always want to take a bite
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me
And if you think this isn't real
I'll show you wounds that never heal
To them I'm just a happy meal
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me

Make the coffee black as night
Help me through the night
I know their appetite for me
I'm meat
but I'm sweet
as can be
And if I do too much booze
I begin to snooze
I hear the big old floppy shoes
It's true,
I'm stew,
unchewed

I won't close my eyes, I can't close my eyes,
I never close my eyes
See, they're always there with that funny hair,
Oh, I'm so scared

It happens to me every night
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me
They always want to take a bite
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me
And if you think this isn't real
I'll show you wounds that never heal
To them I'm just a happy meal
Can't sleep, the clowns will eat me

PJ's in blue said...

Hi everyone!!!!


Just stopped by to catch up.

Anonymous said...

Hi Sea Strumpet, Solly and Ergo!

Yay for the weekend! I have nothing planned so the whole weekend it stretching out ahead of me. Ooooh the excitement of the unknown!

Fimble Star said...

lmfao. what a fantastic catch up oh welly well well well.

:)

hello everyone, shit, i am pooped. been working and it is one shit fucked up day but heck. sunshine is the only way to think

princess smok says hello and that it is effing windy where she is.
i told her to not get blown away.
booya


so, wats the crack?

sdock10 said...

Hi Fimmy! Hi PJ!

Anonymous said...

Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
(shoot, shoot)

I've been down at the crazy house
I've been playing with the cat and the mouse
I've been down, I've been down
I've seen the crazy people running around

Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down

Welcome to the circus where I fool around
I've got the killer smile, I'm a killer clown
Cover up your face - you've been found out
You laugh when there's nothing to smile about

Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down

Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
(shoot, shoot)


Wanna gimme money? Well you better get ready
I'm a certified friend of John Paul Getty
I'm a fat stargazer, I'm an all-night raver
I'm an anything-you-wanna-be, if I can get your sympathy
Welcome to the circus, I'm a killer clown
Welcome to the circus, hey, gather 'round
2 sides to life, 2 sides to fun
The one who does it and the one that gets done

Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down, shoot 'em down

Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
(shoot, shoot)

Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
(shoot, shoot)
Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns

Shoot, shoot
(shoot, shoot, shoot)
Shoot all the clowns
(Gotta shoot, shoot down, down, down, down)
Shoot, shoot
(down, down, down, down)
Shoot all the clowns
(down, down, down)
Shoot, shoot
(down, down, down)
Shoot all the clowns

Shoot, shoot
Shoot all the clowns
(shoot, shoot,)

Anonymous said...

'What's the crack?' I love that Fim.

I also picked up a new word from my travels. 'Belting.'

Us southerners say 'lush' a lot.

sdock10 said...

I'm a lush!

ergoproxy said...

hello Pj hello fim!

Anonymous said...

i have to fart

Anonymous said...

Another anon stopping by to share their wisdom on a Friday night.

Fimble Star said...

core blimey, its belting down cats and dogs. bloody pain in the arse

;)

just going to reply to my emails so i will be back ok. hello everyone :)

sdock10 said...

Anon,

Are you sure it's just a fart? I mean it doesn't pay to be unsure.

ergoproxy said...

I didn't know there were songs about hating clowns!

Anonymous said...

i hope it's just a fart, but it could be more

PJ's in blue said...

Anonymous said...
i have to fart

What is a fart, but a turd screaming to get out.

sdock10 said...

Oh boy, this could get bad very quickly.

Anon, I'm scared for you.

Fimble Star said...

meffers unite
and bring the party down, whoop whoop.


hey pj, hope you are fine and dandy, went over to your place and saw your hug. thank you so much :)

*hug*
back at ya.

Anonymous said...

Let us know how that works out for you Anon. Are you touching cloth yet?

PJ's in blue said...

Don't you just love the way men and women fart.

Women try to hid it, while men boast about it....come pull my finger!

Yea right!

Anonymous said...

everybody loves a clown


i dont see a fool


:)

Anonymous said...

Fimble and Bean! How the eff are you two?

Okay, the clown hating songs are pretty meffing hilarious, gotta say. ^_^

Anonymous said...

i still dont see a fool

Anonymous said...

Come on in saucy sea strumpet, the water is oh so perfect.

Fimble Star said...

jules, i am very well thank you. how is the new game coming along. can we all get chatting, bean is boring me to death here ;)


PP
oh my word, you googled. i knew you wouldnt want to do that. but heck, it wasnt me. it was the others that made it dirty. trust me, brings a whole different meaning to skittles hahahaha. please dont tell me you saw a picture. ewwwwww

Anonymous said...

"Always the bridesmaid, never the bride."


Hey again!

Someone was going to try and start a club for those sitting around on a Friday night, beady-eyed, and sweaty-palmed from trying to find the right words to type, but they never came up with a name.

Anonymous said...

I'll be there in a few, Bean! I gotsta shut down mah game.

Anonymous said...

We are having a fab discussion about knitting patterns and I have given fim a fab pattern for a tea cosy that is designed to look like a flamenco dancer.

Anonymous said...

THE LOVE CLOWN

Hurry hurry step right up
The clown of love is coming up

Come one come all to see this sight
The love clown will appear tonight

The show begins promptly at six
The clown of love will show his tricks

Upon his face a painted tear
A crown of roses in is hair

With him he brings his words of love
To show to all the crowd above

He'll make you laugh yet make you cry
The love he gives you cannot buy

You might not want to see his show
But what you'll miss you'll never know

The clown of love will demonstrate
how he gets love from all your hate

So if you're low and feeling down
take my advice See the love clown

Anonymous said...

Am I the only person here who shops at Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab? I ordered two scents and I'm so excited that I can just about pee myself.

Fimble Star said...

everyone, bean calls it a tea cosy but i think we allknow it under a different name.

she is being dirty again.

bean, wipe that smut out of your head

Fimble Star said...

bella, i have emailed you hun. look out for the albatross. dolphin doesnt want to miss this :)

PJ's in blue said...

You are so welcome Fimble!

I have noticed that when i am away I think about this place more and more.

We all have come a long way and it dose touch my heart in so many ways, here we can open up and just talk.


SAY IT!!!!!

WE ARE SPECIAL!
WE ARE SPECIAL!

Mayo
WE ARE SPECIAL!

RIGHT!!!!

Plus Mayo, you can be a clown at my party any time!

Fimble Star said...

we are special.

we, most of you are, i aint just special in the head. you will see me in a padded cell in a few years to come.


so, what have you been up to pj?

Anonymous said...

Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
Keep this scene inside your head
As the bruises turn to yellow
The swelling goes down

And if you're ever around
In the city or the suburbs
Of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the clown

Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so brown
Remember all the things you'd say
How your promises ring hollow
As you threw me to the ground

And if you're ever around
In the backstreets or the alleys
Of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in pity
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the clown

When I dream, I dream of your lifts
When I dream, I dream of your kiss
When I dream, I dream of your fists

Your fists
Your fists

Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
Keep this scene in your head
As the bruises turn to yellow
The swelling goes down

And if you're ever around
In the city or the suburbs
Of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the clown

Anonymous said...

i have to burp

Fimble Star said...

parden you misis

Anonymous said...

I see a clown painting his face once more
Before the show has started
He paints a smile on his face with his makeup now
Although he's broken hearted

But the rule of the clown is simple
And the show must go on as always
People are there to laugh at him
And he mustn't let them down

He's lost someone dear to him
And he's crying now although he doesn't show it
He gives the show of his life though he's breaking down
Although you'd never know it

But there's something different about his smile
An unfamiliar frown
Yes there's something different about him now
He's painted his smile on upside down

sdock10 said...

Can you burp the ABC's?

Anonymous said...

Aw. 8:26, you just did what I was about to ask, but you did it before I asked it. Go you! Thanks for that one.

Fimble Star said...

can you fart and touch your knees?

PJ's in blue said...

Just work Fimble, i am in the off time, so i have been catching up with friends and just enjoying it.

Some times i just want to scream at them.....
Shut the fuck up!
But they are my friends and i choose them, so i just deal with it.

What about you, anything good?

Anonymous said...

I'm the one who preys upon the weakest
And the weakest always preys upon the one who's underneath
I'm the one who doesn't see the waves of human kindness or the tides that
Turn the day
I'm the one who always turns and looks away
Turns and looks away


Because after all, we are only boys
Because after all, we are only boys
Will be boys will be boys will be boys
Will be boys will be boys will be boys will be boys
Will be boys will be boys will be boys
Will be boys will be boys will be boys
Will be boys will be boys will be boys

I'm the one treads upon the weaker ones
Those that i can find
And there'll always be some others who could march along in line, yeah
March along in line

And, we'll move upon the world in a massive tidal wave
And we'll shout and make some noise, yeah
Shout and make some noise



The clowns of death are marching on their hideous parade
Their glaring eyes are filled with hate, but i am not afraid
Their painted faces cracked with age, their makeup old and worn
With tattered wings and toothy grins to amplify their scorn
They're looking for the helpless ones
They're looking for the misbegotten
They prey upon the weak and fractured
The crippled and the freaks of nature

And when the come upon one who's lost or is alone
Their smiles get even bigger and their noses start to glow
Making snarling sounds to pantomime with furious abandon
And with a scream they pounce to kill and all the while they're laughing

I'm the one treads upon the weaker ones
Those that i can find
And there'll always be some others who will march along in line

And, we'll move upon the world in a massive tidal wave
And we'll shout and make some noise, yeah
Shout and make some noise

Your sons and daughters, innocent, lay sleeping in their beds
They'll catch them when you're not around and smash their little heads
If you think it just a dream, or that it isn't fair
Just look around outside your door, the clowns are everywhere

ergoproxy said...

goodness anon your bodily functions are firing on all cylinders today!

how about "Tears of Clown " anon? I really like that song

Anonymous said...

Clowns running 'round in their makeup, Ferris wheel turning around
And the look of joy on your face, a bright, happy place, In Carnival Town
Getting a shock in the Fun House, Taking a stroll by the stands
And I see a smile on your face, a bright, happy place, The child in a clown...In Carnival Town

(solo)

Ice cream and pink cotton candy, Nothing but fun all around
And the look of joy on your face, a bright, happy place, In Carnival Town
Spending the day on the midway, Watching the sun going down
And I see the light in your eyes, so full of surprise, The joy we have found...In Carnival Town

Music by Joseph Stamboni/Words by John Mazurkiewicz

Anonymous said...

Take a shot at the clown
Don't worry he's down
His life is a joke
Can't hurt you he's broken
He prayed once to god
God gave him the nod
"just do like you do
We're lauging at you"

Hahahaha

Take a shot at the clown
Don't worry he's down
His life is a joke
Can't hurt you he's broken
Can't hurt you he's broken
Don't worry he's broken
Don't worry he's broken
Apart


Gods on the roof cast a shadow
No living proof from the sun
Remember when mothballs were candy
You wouldn't take shit from no one

Anonymous said...

i have swamp crotch and athletes ass

Fimble Star said...

pj, nothing much. just been hanging with my brother whilst he has been over. it has been nice. like old times.

Anonymous said...

I dream my dreams at night - my life's a cartoon of black and white
I'm sick of this paint on my face!
I'm always the one to make the show - a laughing clown, wings black as a crow
I carry this large mind with pain
A mind in this world seems in vain

I remember all those years, running through the freedom
What became of the child I used to be?
I remember all those tears, melting my own face and now
It has become the one I thought was yours

Oh, look at this pityful young soul - is he beyond or behind, who knows...
But there's no one to burn at his pace
Contemplating wave lenths in the bath while scorching himself to make us laugh
The beckoning mind cannot be
Insanity might set it free



I remember all those years when I was invincible
What became of the child that used to laugh?
I remember all those fears, bleaching this mild heart and now
It has become the gray I thought was yours

If you'd just let him in, if you would just touch him
He would love, he would grow, he could rest his old soul
Maybe he's difficult but he's beautiful
Wild at heart, troubled mind, torn apart, seeking his kind

ergoproxy said...

ew


perhaps you need a solar bra and greenhouse underpants?

sdock10 said...

Solly Clown!

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