Honorable Mention.
I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.
The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.
Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.
And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.
p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.
(...fucking nightmare)
Friday, May 16, 2008
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My mom watched that show. She would run home to see it. I saw the remake of the show. There was going to ba another remake. They wanted it to replace Angel
Hey Entropy
Yeah the remake was okay.
I loved Angel too. Of course I loved it more when Spike got there!
I Miss Angel It was a wonderful show.
I don;t know why Dg was left off
Morning Mayonaise you b*****d! Honestly, I invest so much of myself in you and you never write, never call, never even acknowledge my existence. You are a douche, plain and simple, no matter how much I love you. Funny, how you made a reference to smoke and mirrors. Because that's what you're full of. Bullshit. Your masterful magic is not masterful at all. Stop your dumbass Houdini references, he was able to get himself out of a bind, you are not. Kthxbye.
Kass xx
O_O
Hi everyone! Hi Kass!
Wendy - My friend would love a howled birthday greeting. I'll just give her a shot of tequila first, so she doesn't realize how off key my howl is :) Thank you for that! DO you have an idea when you will be back at night? *Arooooooo!*
Re: the Lindsey discussion - It looks like her actions and her words are contradictory.
RE: Physics discussion - There is much speculation that more than one universe exists - and moreover - our universe's expansion is so great that it allowed life to form. Physicists lack proof, however. Anyway, it does make sense as I can't think of anything in the natural world that exists as a completely unique thing.
Re: People Leaving - It's true that people move on because they have other issues to focus on. That's what I've been told and I believe it. I feel the same way, often. But I do miss my night crew!!! I have left before when I was attacked to spare others the fallout and because I recognized one of them. As far as mayo's concerned, if I were him, I would want to spare people the 'scrutiny' of anons, so I would deliberately not speak to anyone openly...
Does that make any sense to you?
Just my guess, it seems logical.
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Does anyone know if angel and Guardian Angel are the same? - Hi to one or both, in any case!
Sorry about the kisses yesterday everyone! I have an extremely sore throat... I hope its not strep!
Mayo, thank you for maintaining this place and everything else.... You know the drill by heart, as it were ;)
Have a great day everybody!
*hugs* this time!
Hi martha too! I left you a message at your place!
Kass - you are hilarious :D
Hi MJ (again)!
Hi Miranth!
You mock my pain at Mayo paying me no attention. Although technically I did misappropriate/plagarise/whatever half my comment from one of Tink's loopier efforts - because I thought it was too fabulous not to!
To think that Lyn-Z once irritated me. Girl gave me the biggest laugh of the year reading that Kerrang interview!
Kass xx
Plagiarizing that was a stroke of genius, Kass!
Darn, I've just noticed I didn't censor the profanity! That's going to haunt me all day I tells thee...
Have a great day peeps!
Kass xx
good morning mayo!!
no new words?! i was so sure there would be! i even dreamt last night that you had posted??!! i was trying to read it in my dream and the words kept moving around!! silly! anyway hope you are OK and have a good one!
SS hello to you!! i take it that as nothing has changed on your blog then you haven't been around?
hope you are good SS, take care and have a great day!
hello blogbelieve!
You mock my pain at Mayo paying me no attention. Although technically I did misappropriate/plagarise/whatever half my comment from one of Tink's loopier efforts - because I thought it was too fabulous not to!
so funny kass!!
hi there miranth and MJ!!
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Miranth, Kass, Ergo, Martha, Elena, FASC, Possum, the night shift (I miss you all), watchers, lurkers, guardian angels and regular angels of blog believe!
How are you all today? Magnificent (or at least good), I hope!
Kass: LOL!!!!!! You WERE jumping up and down, swinging your arms all around, pumping and pounding your fist AND stomping your feet while screaming all of that at Mayo, correct? Don't forget to yell at him for Global Warming and the fall of the Roman Empire too!
I love you Kass!
Amy: I love you!!! I just felt the need to tell you that, today. *kiss*
Miranth: I had hoped to be back last night. Unfortunately, the powers that be had other ideas. I hope said powers will cooperate tonight!
Ergo: *big smooooooooch*
Carrie: Happy Anniversary!!!!!
Entropy: Did you catch up on Lost?
Martha: Hi! How are you?
J and L: Where are you?
To ponder/scroll through today:
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We usually get from other people just what we expect of them. If we are looking for friendship we will likely receive it. If our attitude is that of indifference, it will beget indifference. And if we are looking for a fight, we will in all likelihood be accommodated in that.
John Richelsen
and, a special dedication to those who are gone (from blogbelieve) but not forgotten:
We will meet again my friend,
A hundred years from today
Far away from where we lived
And where we used to play.
We will know each others' eyes
And wonder where we met
Your laugh will sound familiar
Your heart, I won't forget.
We will meet, I'm sure of this,
But let's not wait till then...
Let's take a walk beneath the stars
And share this world again.
Ron Atchison
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Have a happy and productive day, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*trots out to mail room*
*tries to place letter in Possum's mail slot*
*won't go in*
*pokes slot with index finger*
*breaks nail*
OUCH!
>_>
<_<
POSSUM!!!!!!! You're getting the bill for the manicure NOW! ;)
PS: I think Guardian Angel and Angel were two different people, Miranth. I could be wrong though!
As long as we're on the subject of Guardian Angels, how about a little song???
:D
Your Guardian Angel
I do so LOVE that song!
When all you want to do is rock,
But you don’t want to bear the shock no more.
When it’s just swell that fills your eyes,
Belated feelings that you have denied.
When every wolf is at your door, just like a hundred times before,
But you don’t want to leave the end.
Cause you were amazing and we did amazing things,
And I wouldn't change it, cause we were amazing things.
Rebuilding bridges in your mind, your eagerness now is on the line,
The plastic mountain at your feet, divided streets now as you look to find a seat.
When every wolf is at your door, just like a hundred times before,
But you don’t want to see the end.
.
OF YOUR LOVE
:)
What do Ginger Baker and a 7-11 coffee have in common?
They both suck without cream
sorry had to do it!
Mayo,
For you today....a little song.
Catch Hell Blues
If you go looking for hot water,
Don't act shocked when you get burned a little bit.
If you really want some hot water,
I can help you find it.
Oh...
Oh...
Ah, yeah...
Well, if they catch me around you playing "Rock the Boat",
I'm gonna catch hell.
And if you're throwing your voice in bed singing a note,
I'm gonna catch hell.
I know it.
Guess what?
Try and catch me.
Tricky, tricky.
Yeah.
Oh...
Oh...
If you're getting tricky lying to yourself,
You're gonna catch hell.
And if you're testing God and lying to his face,
You're gonna catch hell.
C'mon.
Hey.
That's it.
They're gonna catch you.
Yeah, they're gonna catch you.
Easy.
Sing it with me! I know that feeling all too well.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
hey Mayo how are you? I'm good back home after titoring and had my pizza and wine and *ouch* now I'm just watching Tv, everyone else is asleep but *ouch* I need the time to wind down,I'm sure you know how it is, so wishing you playfulness,*ouch* wonder, cheerfulness and not having a cat attack *ouch* your fingers from the back of the keyboard drawer while you type on the computer!
*ouch*
much love EP xx
SS hope you're well, I'm good, isn't it sometimes things that happen in the world that amke your realise just how insignificant *ouch* your own problems can be, though they *ouch can feel bad *ouch* and are impoprtamt *ouch* sometimes a bit of perspective helps,
So sending you clarity, thoughtfulness, empathy and no cat attacking your fingers either!
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve, have a great Wednesday those of you starting the day, it was a nice day for me, hope it's equally or better for you!
xx
*OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!*
Goodmorning everyone!
Hiya Kass, Elena, Miranth, MJ, Far,Ergo, Creamy Sunshine,616, Socky, Princess, Anon-a.m.ers!
Kass, You really should book a ticket north and be in the Edinburgh Comedy Festival! ^_~
Mustard 11:08, I love your enthusiasm for music, especially when you find something new, then followed by the dissection of the elements that thrill you the most =)
Amy, You said a lot of things worth thinking about =)
My stomach feels poorly =(
Just because I had coke zero, a can of smoked oysters, a chocolate bar and fresh dates for lunch is no reason for it to pack a sad.
I blame the healthy dates =)
Let's face it, in Mayo-zoic times I would have been the EatCraposaurus!!!
Mayo = shy, sometimes mistaken for rude and aloof.(Speculating here for low level interaction). Otherwise, it's going to be DeBrett's Book of Etiquette coming his way, via the side of his head ^_~
SS = not so shy. 'Nuff said. A pat on the head with a hand, rather than a book =)
Right. I'm out of here!
Have a great day everyone!!
*sticky tapes a bandaid and nail file, to the outside of mail box, for 616 to find*
*comes from a country of do-it-yourselfer's*
^_^
Hi PJ =)
Morning BlogBelieve!
First let me say this:
Kass, I ♥ you. ^_^
Alrighty, got that out of they way. I can honestly say that I see both sides of the argument regarding Mayo. This is his house and ultimately he can run it any way he wants to. That’s the bottom line. So, what I’m about to say really doesn’t amount to a hill of beans but oh well. Anyhoo….
I don’t want to push Mayo into feeling guilty for not talking to us. I don’t want him to feel obligated to talk to us or even defend us. Do I wish sometimes he would? Yes. Why? I have grown to somewhat like the dude and only wish he’d spend more time with us but what can you do? I know he said we could take care of ourselves and whatnot but still….
Whatever. The only thing I hope for is that we’ve helped him in some way (that is, if you need help Mayo?) and the moment this becomes a burden is the moment it should end. I don’t want it to but I don’t ever want to be a burden on anyone. So Mayo, just let us know if this ever gets too much, okay? Seriously.
Oh and supposedly, I don’t believe it but whatever, I was mean to you in the beginning. What? I know. I don’t know where in the hell they got that from. I mean, I smack people and tell them they suck because I like them. ^_~
SS!!!!!!!
Miss you dude! Hope you are doing okay and you are staying out of trouble! You can say you are but I’ll never believe you. Hope you can come and chat sometime soon. I read Mustard’s goodnight to you last night and almost fell out of my chair laughing. That was some funny shit back then. Hee-hee. Have a good one!
Jules,
I hope you are okay today. You know where to find me if you need something, okay?
FIMBLE!
I see you. O_O
And a message from the Blog Angel:
She sends everyone her love and of course a great big RAWWRRR!!!!!!
We ♥ you, PH!
XOXO
S&V20
hi all at mayos!!
just want to say that if you are still around kass..........
GOD I AM SO MEFFING EXCITED FOR TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i would say good luck but i wouldn't mean it!! so i'll just say may the best team on the night win (as long as they are man utd!!) anyway lets hope it is a fantastic game! and lets hope it doesn't end in penalties or i may not survive it!!
Fimmy if you are around.....fingers crossed!
PP nice to read you. hope your tummy feels better soon!
later guys!
oh prompted by PP but i keep meaning to:
hi PJ!
hello lovely proncess! you OK?!
hadn't caught up but getting gist.
mayo you know we are happy with all that you do. not wishing to kiss ass here and dammit i'm good at it when i want to! i am really thankful for this place and all you have done.
Hey there! I'm good. Just about to go back to work. Grrrr.
See you peeps later!
or are you just really shy mayo??!!
bless!
haha i think that is such a sweet theory PP!
i gotta go too now princess!
bye everyone!
i love making a comment out of your name in black!
it is lots of fun!
really gone now!
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus
yes, please. *grin*
good morning blogbelieve.
good morning mayo (thoughi hope you're not awake yet. gah. too early.)
Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light.
Albert Schweitzer
Bear with me while I try to hit all the high points regarding Mayo:
You have all come here with your individual voices, with your own intent, wanting to be heard, wanting to listen. All valid, yet you do not require my validation to set your sails.
I've maintained from the beginning that this is Mayo's blog, and he can do with it whatever he damn well pleases without any input from us. He can talk to us or he doesn't have to talk to us. He can post entries or he doesn't have to post entries. He can tell us to fuck off or he can ask us to stay.
It is a priviledge to have even been here.
Like Smoke said, he should NOT feel obligated to keep "Mayonaise" up and running. And she's also right in saying that once it becomes obligatory, this all ends.
I don't understand. This is a blog. One person, Mayo, talks to us every few days about what's going on in his life. That's all he should have to do, and he doesn't even have to do that.
He doesn't have to address us by name. He doesn't have to cater to us, babysit us, keep the evil spirits away. It isn't his job.
"There are things Mayo can do. He should do this. He should make the Anons go away. He should step up and 'be a man.'" -- generally speaking, of course.
This isn't OUR blog. Mayo is probably perfectly content doing what he's been doing for the past nearly nine months. Post, hang out if he wants, then leave.
(Just because Mayo isn't here doesn't mean he isn't here.)
He's had the Anonymous commenting turned on since the very beginning. To ask him, to ask him, to turn it off wouldn't be fair. Most of us started out as anonymous anyway, so, again, it wouldn't be fair and it would be pretty fucking hypocritical for me to ask of him.
Way more importantly than all of that shit, Mayo came here for his own reasons. At the beginning of this, it was probably for different reasons, but just like most of us, we all settled in and started using this place for good. We were all looking for answers.
Mayo might still be looking, and I sure as hell know I am. I am sure there are others that are also continuing to look. Let us and help us find them, yeah?
That's the end of my $0.02.
Mayo, SS, Everybody:
Have a great Wednesday! I'm off to do my doings and listen to la musica and it will rock my face so hard! Later, everyone!
Hello Blogworld
Well the sun is bright, the birds are singing and I have coffee. All is right with the world. (so far)
Did I have to add "so far"
Yep, I did.
Hope everyone has a great day. I'm off to the bookstore. Catch you all later.
can't wait until i get to go with you, elena (even though i know i'll have to dust for real).
Sense we seem to be on a Jack White kick, here's a little something somthing for ya, Mayo!
Effect And Cause
I guess you have to have a problem
If you want to 'vent a contraption
Well you cause a trainwreck
And then you put me in traction
First came an action
And then a reaction
But you can't switch around
For your own satisfaction
Well you burnt my house down
And then got mad at my reaction
Well in every complicated situation
There's a human relation
To make sense of it all
Take a whole lot of concentration
Well you can't blame her baby
For her pregnant ma
And if there's one of these
On her auto applause
It's just that you can't just take the effect and make it the cause
Well you can't take the effect
And make it the cause
I didn't rob a bank
Cos you made up the law
Blame me for robbing peter
Don't you blame paul
Can't take the effect
And make it the cause
I ain't the reason that you gave me
No reason to return your call
You built a house of cards
And got shocked when you saw them fall
Well I ain't saying I'm innocent
In fact the reverse
But if your heading to the grave
Don't blame the hearse
You're like a little girl yelling at her brother
Cos you lost his ball
You keep blaming me for what you did
And that ain't all
The way you clean up the wreck
Is enough to give one pause
You seem to forget just how this song started
I'm reacting to you
Cos you left me broken hearted
It's just that you can't just take the effect and make it the cause
Well you can't take the effect
And make it the cause
I didn't rob a bank
Cos you made up the law
Blame me for robbing peter
Don't you blame paul
Can't take the effect
And make it the cause
The bolded part is my favorite, haha!
And with that I am really going back to work. Whoop! Whoop!
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There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is.
Albert Einstein
German-born Theoretical Physicist
Quotes Books
To be nobody-but-yourself -- in a world which is doing its best night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.
e. e. cummings
American Poet
Quotes Books
All my life I've wanted to be somebody. But I see now I should have been more specific.
Jane Wagner
The Search For Intelligent Life In The Universe
Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.
Buddha
'The Enlightened One'
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We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another.
Luciano de Crescenzo
Italian Author
Luciano's Books
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
Mark Twain
American Author
Quotes Books by Mark Twain
Carpe Diem! Rejoice while you are alive;
enjoy the day; live life to the fullest;
make the most of what you have.
It is later than you think.
Horace
Latin Poet
To have striven, to have made an effort, to have been true to certain ideals--this alone is worth the struggle. We are here to add what we can to, not to get what we can from, life.
Sir William Osler
Canadian Physician and Teacher
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.
Henry Drummond
Life is not a 'brief candle'. It is a splendid torch that I want to make burn as brightly as possible before handing on to future generations.
George Bernard Shaw
i especially like the einstein and ee cummings quotes.
i have a quote book (packed away atm), my own personal collection of quotes gathered over the years (i'm on my second volume, in fact). there's a story i wrote down in it about einstein, how he would reject a theory if it seemed ugly to him. beauty was a guiding principle to him, in science and in life.
i love that.
einstein was beautiful. he was more than an scientific genius. he understood heart, spirit and faith.
He was a patent office clerk who stole other people's ideas!
i agree, 10:30. and though the other anon might be accurate, it doesn't invalidate the fact that he was a remarkable person.
and now, i think i need to head out into the day!
i've had my morning coffee, i've had my english muffin (mmmm, apple butter), it's time to get dressed and go fill out some applications.
wish me luck!
and see you all later!
(thanks again for the great quotes, anon. they were as invigorating as my coffee. *grin*)
Even as a small boy Albert Einstein was self-sufficient and thoughtful. According to family legend he was a slow talker, pausing to consider what he would say. His sister remembered the concentration and perseverance with which he would build houses of cards.
Albert Einstein's first job was that of patent clerk.
In 1933, he joined the staff of the newly created Institute for Advanced Study in Princeton, New Jersey. He accepted this position for life, living there until his death. Einstein is probably familiar to most people for his mathematical equation about the nature of energy, E = MC2.
good luck toujours
"Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods."
Einstein
I love a good mass debate.
as do i
^_~
BORING!
Afternoon Bored Anon & anyone else around!
I thought Buddha was shooting himself in the foot with that particular comment - seeing as all religion is is blind faith! Still, he's got millions of people worshipping according to his teachings and I don't, so what do I know?
Mayo,
Get a six-pack in, watch some horrible porn and get inspired 'cos we're over 4000 now...
Have a splendid evening e'rebody!!
Kass xx
Kass are you saying Mayo is drunk and horny when he writes in his blog?
Hiya everyone, how are you?
Mayo, you don't write, you don't call. LMFAO Kass.
Carrie, I hope you had a great anniversary. Was it worth shaving your legs *wink wink*
MJ and OP's, you can never have enough Eddie Izzard. Cake or death, I love that one.
Fimble, I wanna say an official goodbye and we will miss you at mayos. Thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You know what that is. You were there everytime I fell. You picked me up and wiped me down and sent me back out there. Love ya girl.
Wendy, thanks for looking out for me. He is still texting loads. He's not shy about sendind naked pictures either. I shall be careful though.
Entropy, a little comment you made earlier will mean a lot to someone. You are a sweetie.
Good luck to all supporters af teams in the champions league tonight.
Well the sun is not bright. Rain clouds have moved in. No birds singing but then I am inside so that's a good thing. Still a good day? That remains to be seen.
Seriously I just had a customer complain that the cook book section was next to the diet books.
I think it's kinda funny and that's why I set it up that way.
Oh well......
LOL Elena, cook books next to diet books.
Last week when I went to manchester to see DG, she had a tattoo and next to the tattoo parlour was a place for laser tattoo removal. Made me laugh.
Soz, I wrote Elune instead of Elena.
Hey MissT
Glad you see the humor in that. I just thought they really sorta went together. You know buy a cook book and a diet book. Bake lots of great things then use the diet book cause you ate all those great things. I was trying to be helpful. LOL
Anonymous said...
"Kass are you saying Mayo is drunk and horny when he writes in his blog?"
No, but he should be. The last couple of posts have been a bit too sensitive & profound for my liking - I miss grumpy Mayo and reading about his morning wood!!
*I am NOT addicted to the refresh button - I can go home any time I like*
Kass xx
don't go home kass, you are too funny!!
hi elena and miss T!
LOL kass, I agree. Maybe a horny mayo would make for a more interesting blog.
Ha ha ha Elena, I know what you mean. It is helpful. That person just didn't get it.
Hiya FASC.
Any predictions on tonight's score?
hi miss T!
god i don't know at all!!! i want an early goal (obviously). i don't think i will survive penalties!!!
god i'm so excited but so nervous!!!
you not at work today??
FASC, I am working full days tomorrow and friday so I won't be able to stay on late tonight and tomorrow.
Today I went to see my benefits advisor. They are still really keen to pay for my teaching course and wanted me to give them details of various places that run the course. I have given them details of places in Sheffield and London. Now it is up to them to ring round and see which places are willing to do all the paperwork and sign up to the diamond scheme with the job centre.
Kass you are a hoot! Mayo's morning wood. Shit, I just laughed out loud and got some really strange looks. Not like I'm gonna explain to them what I'm laughing about!
Hey FASC - How's it going? Read any good stories lately?
excellent miss T. thats really good news!
i won't be on tonight cos i've got a football game to watch. mr bloke isn't home til 7pm ish so that is why i am here now. must cook my kids tea in a minute though!!
Only passing through very briefly, then gone again.
Just wanted you nice folks to know that L's 40th birthday is Monday (26th) but she doesn't want a party due to what happened at Amy's party last week.
I'll have a birthday post put up at "Bollocks" by then, and if anyone wants to comment, you can put it there.
Just pass the word on, please, if you would. I'm having a very hard time being on here right now, and may not be on for a while. Thanks.
J
i fail.
i fail utterly.
wth, what's the point, anyway.
Thanks for letting us know J. I shall be there.
Anyway, I am off for some tea then a bath then gonna watch the footie.
See you all tomorrow.
hi OPJ thanks for the info on OPL's bd. hope you are both ok??
TJ what is wrong??
see ya miss T!!
Holy Hell go away from the computer a minute and now what?
J - I'm gonna call you in a bit.
TJ- talk to me!
Far, L's doing ok, but I don't think I am. It's an inner thing, nothing physical. I mostly just want to cry. Confused, muddled, the like. Sorry I'm not much fun. Hope you all have a better day than me.
J
don't worry, elena. it's just the usual.
just coming up hard against the fact that i'm totally useless as a functioning adult.
smack me around if it'll make you feel better, but it's not going to change that fact.
E, I'm going back to bed in a few minutes, and L's not here. Can I talk to you later, please? Ain't up to it right now.
J
oh J sorry to hear that.
some days are just like that.
*hugs* to you and say hi to L!!
TJ *hugs* to you also, sounds like you need it!!
hi elena!
right i have to feed my hungry babes!!
TJ
Stop it right now.
TJ
Answer the phone.
Hey guys, sorry for my abrupt departure last night. I don't want to talk about what is going on or with whom, because of what happened when anons found out about my dog (the really mean comments after I lost her) and the whole thing with my job (a blessing in disguise, but still malicious.) I know the nasty anons will take this and run with it, and right now only good vibes are needed. So while yeah, something happened, I can't say what, just thank you, those of you who sent well-wishes. Got your emails, will answer when I can. It looks like I have to go running out to pick up another bird. Later guys.
elena, i'm sorry.
it's closed in on me and i don't know what to do. you know how ridiculous i am. you've seen it for yourself.
if i was halfway effective as an actual human being i wouldn't be in this mess. i wouldn't be sitting in my mother's backroom, crying on her computer, incapable of moving forward.
i'd be doing something.
but i can't.
i stumble around until something falls into my lap, and then i'm pleased and say it's the fates guiding me, but it's just dumb luck and eventually it will run out.
i have no skills.
i have wasted talents.
i'm only good as a protected little girl.
Bullshit TJ
A protected little girl would not have gotten on a bus and traveled on an adventure like you did. I have seen your strength. So what the fuck, you stumble who doesn't? Pick youself back up and start again. Get the crying out and then wash your face and get out there. I know you can do it. Now answer the damn phone. Don't make me use the mama voice again.
Runnin' out of self-control
Gettin' close to an overload
Up against a no win situation
Shoulder to shoulder, push and shove
I'm hangin' up my boxin' gloves
I'm ready for a long vacation
Be good to yourself when, nobody else will
Oh be good to yourself
You're walkin' a high wire, caught in a cross fire
Oh be good to yourself
When you can't give no more
They want it all but you gotta say no
I'm turnin' off the noise that makes me crazy
Lookin' back with no regrets
To forgive is to forget
I want a little piece of mind to turn to
Be good to yourself when, nobody else will
Oh be good to yourself
You're walkin' a high wire, caught in a cross fire
Oh be good to yourself
Be good to yourself when, nobody else will
i didn't do that rtrip on my own. that was me being given that trip by everyone along the way. you know this elena. you know how much you helped me. all i did was take advantage of the kindnesses shown me.
i'm a mooch, i'm a wastrel and i always have been. all i'm good for is fluffy pretty words that everyone likes and no one wants to buy.
and i haven't heard my phone ring.
wth anon. why do you guys keep posting lyrics without context. why can't you address them at least.
drives me crazy. are they words of encouragement or just a cool song you wanted to share? i'm so fucking sick of all this goddamn cryptic shit!@!!
I'm calling your mom's phone and it' busy.
and yeah I helped you cause I wanted to not because you asked. People help you cause you're a good person and they like you.
Stop with the pity party.
sorry.
not my place. do what you like, anon.
sorry, mayo.
it's busy because her connection is dial-up.
let me see if i can give you her cell, since you don't want to call mine, it seems.
she's asleep, can't ask. sorry.
I can call yours but I was trying not to use up your minutes.
drives me crazy. are they words of encouragement or just a cool song you wanted to share? i'm so fucking sick of all this goddamn cryptic shit!@!!
I hear that.
Sometimes when things get really bad, you don't need this anonymous riddler metaphor bullcrap. You need people who claim to care to sign the hell in or let you know who they are and say "Hey, it's me, I actually care."
You'll do fine, TJ. We're similar in some ways, at this point in our lives, you know?
i'm so fucking sick of all this goddamn cryptic shit!@!!
Not so funny now is it?
Hello everyone!
Just popping to ask if an American is around. I got a question.
Oh anon
not now, really.
*in*
thanks, kapunua. the road isn't always easy.
Feeling lost is a good sign. You would not have a reason to move forward if you were satisfied with today.
jesum petes!
Hi there, Elena and Toujours!
Can I ask you a question?
Do you have clothes from Abercrombie & Fitch?
Hey Siobhan
Nope, most of my stuff is from Hot Topic
Do you know if their clothes are made in China or Thailand?
thank you redrum. it's difficult to remember that when you are lost. i need the reminder.
thank you so much.
Ugh, okay I get my info elsewhere!
Bye
Any time.
sorry siobhan, we're not google, you know.
just a bunch fucked-up women crying on a blog.
mayo, you really lucked out didn't you?
i'll count on that, redrum, if you don't mind.
*hugs* everyone so tight.
"You would not have a reason to move forward if you were satisfied with today."
You nailed it Redrum.
TJ, I wish I could hug you for real right now. :)
nothing like being scolded by a friend on the phone to clear your tears.
thank you, laverne. ♥
sorry again, mayo. i hit a wall and just happened to still be online, and found myself here. you've made us a safe space, even with all the anonslaughts.
i'll never be able to repay you for this place, and what it has given me.
don't ever forget that you are a part of this magic.
better get offline now. see you all tonight.
Kapunua, I hope you are doing okay. I am always missing stuff around here; and do not blame you for not talking about stuff that is going on with you. Just know I'm thinking about you.
oh, anima! i'll take any kind of hug. thank you. :)
hope to see you again tonight, yes?
bye for now.
See ya TJ.
Take care. ♥
I know some of you guys are hurting, for different reasons, but that makes no difference. I can't really find the right words I want to say, so here:
Details In The Fabric
Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken heart then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
Mmmhmm
Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.
Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything
Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way
[...]
Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold
Hey Anima
How's it going?
oh, thank you, mustard.
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
yes.
and now, i really have to go!
bye!
Hi Mustard! You are so sweet, just thought you should know.
J, I hope you feel better too. Hang in there. ♥
....
I'm off to grab some lunch.
Wishing all of you a lovely day.
Hey Elena!
I'm okay, just busy per usual. At least the audit is tomorrow so I can stop worry about it. I'm looking forward to Friday!
Now, my tummy is hungry, so I must go feed it.
Hope to swing by a little later.
This isn't just your place. If she wanted to ask a question but was annoyed by the melodramatic women, she can.
This isn't just your place. If she wanted to ask a question but was annoyed by the melodramatic women, she can.
Why don't you sign in, Siobhan. And stop demanding answers and then having a bitch fit when you don't get them. No one said you couldn't ask the question anyway..
She wasn't "demanding" or "throwing a bichfit". she isn't like the other people on here who are so dramatic.
It was a bitch fit.
Whatever, elena
hi and a nice afternoon/evening...
MAYO:
blogger is acting up today, when I went to your site it showed me all the tool-icons to edit your posts etc and well noisy as I am I clicked on it.... but you can feel relieved because you´re still a mystery to me ;)
Uh excuse me but that was NOT me. Been over this a million times. I don't post anon. If I got something to say you'll know it's me.
see look up -- blue name!!!!
hi there peeps!!
just quickly popping in to say wish me luck!! big footie game about to start!! manchester utd v chelsea in the european champions league final in moscow!! it is big!! so i am ridiculously excited!! football (soccer) is a MASSIVE thing in the UK (well in europe also) its like a religion!!
glad there were friends around to help TJ out earlier.
good to see.
and mustard you are very sweet and kind and always there for people.
also i just wanted to say don't pick on siobhan anons. she just asked a question and it happened to be at a bad time. hope you got your answer siobhan.
Kapunua i also wanted to say that although i am not around for most of the anon shit, if i were around when shit was being directed at you, please know that i would have your back. (VERY american saying that one!!) it may seem like i don't give a shit when i pop in here in the mornings blindly unaware alot of the time that a load of crap has gone down. so i apologise for that!!
OK fingers crossed, we are about to kick off!!!
It was an innocent harmless question. Maybe people in Germany aren't as lucky as americans and don't have the same quality internet access. Maybe she thought someone here would actually take the time to help her.
SIOBHAN
Abercrombie & Fitch clothes are made in the US or US territories.
Just because no one knew the answer doesn't mean they told her not to ask! Why are you making such a big deal out of it. She could look it up. You did, she got her answer, so quit yer bitching.
"football (soccer) is a MASSIVE thing in the UK (well in europe also) its like a religion!!"
hi fasc, well tell me about it! I´m german, football is a religion for a lot of germans hahaha
The only 'person' I see bitchin here is you 2.48
I took a few minutes out of my day to answer a question for Siobhan. How horrible of me!
No one said it was horrible, stop being so dramatic. Good for you, you found the answer! You're either Siobhan herself or Pixie anyway.
Oh my God! What is going on here?
Toujours, thanks for you answer!
From now on I will never bother you anymore with my questions.
Anon, or better said cowardly regular, who thinks that I would come back as an anon to defend myself, grow some balls and sign in, will you?
Other anon, thanks for your answer but Germany is not a third world country, you know! We have the same access to the internet as you do.
I just thought with so many Americans around I would get my info a bit faster.
Apparently not!
"You're either Siobhan herself or Pixie anyway."
well for me goes the same I´m posting logged in, so I´m definetely not one of the anons, but nice to see what people think about me also I´m always friendly...
you just have to read my bad english and you can see that I wouldn´t comment as an anon because anyone would figure out immediately that it was me ;)
so go ahead and well you´re a hypocrite, seeing as you post as an anon ;)
You should have known the selfishness, Siobhan.
Selfishness because no one knew the answer to her question??? Seriously you need to get over yourself Siobahn.
Get out while you can, Siobhan.
You are better than them.
It looks to me like Toujours was having a seriously bad day, and Siobhan is having a hissy fit because no one as fast enough to answer her question about Abercrombie and Fitch so she had a fit over it.
Perspective.
Selfishness because no one knew the answer to her question??? Seriously you need to get over yourself Siobahn.
Honey, did you forget to take your meds again?
Yes Siobhan you are too good for this place. No one here is worth your time. You are better than all of them. Get out.
Toujours, you are stronger than you realize. You followed your heart and made some amazing memories. I truly hope they stay with you for a lifetime.
This tour obviously meant a lot to you, and I'm glad it did, but perhaps now is the time to focus on yourself so that you can move forward and make your own mark on the world.
Nobody is saying you shouldn't treasure the memories of your adventure. I hope you will always remember them with a smile, and maybe even a giggle or two. Just be careful not to hold on so tightly that your arms are unable to embrace change. If your eyes are looking to the past, you may fail to see the wonderful opportunities in the present.
Toujours, get out there and show the world how awesome you are!!!
Don't bother, Pixie!
We know who they are, don't we?!
yeah siobhan you´re right! :)
Anonymous said...
You're either Siobhan herself or Pixie anyway.
nope. neither.
Er, thank you, anon!
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
"Anonymous said...
You're either Siobhan herself or Pixie anyway.
nope. neither."
well thanks for that anon! :)
Then what are Pixie and Siobhan? I can't believe Siobhan was being a bitch because no one took time out of their bad day to jump to googling shit she could have googled herself. Oh wait yes I can believe it.
Yes, thank you too, anon!
Abercrombie & Fitch clothes are made in the US or US territories.
Nope, try again
Next time use Google. Odds are, the people you ask will just have to Google it anyway.
Oh sorry, anon, that I didn't bother to back read an one hour or two to make sure that everyone here is bomb-happy before I asked my question.
Boo-hoo!
This is ridiculous, I just thought that someone may accidently have an item of A&F and could answer me that question. And I googled that brand myself and found contradictory statements on diverse sites. That's why I came here to ask people.
I think I'll never do that again!
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
In a emo pie that is on a attention needy plate.
*might*
You should, Siohban, just not when the selfish, emo people are on.
I´m just surprised, I mean it was just a question... and if you have a bad day (that sucks I know that just too good myself) but that´s not a reason to be mean to others. better be silent instead of being rude.
well you girls always say it: it´s all about the love!
well I can´t feel any love here, also I was always friendly to all of you!
you call this a bitchfit?
sweetie are you really that clueless
Siobhan said...
Hello everyone!
Just popping to ask if an American is around. I got a question.
Siobhan said...
Hi there, Elena and Toujours!
Can I ask you a question?
Do you have clothes from Abercrombie & Fitch?
Elena said...
Hey Siobhan
Nope, most of my stuff is from Hot Topic
Siobhan said...
Do you know if their clothes are made in China or Thailand?
Siobhan said...
Ugh, okay I get my info elsewhere!
toujours said...
sorry siobhan, we're not google, you know.
Nobody was rude to you Siobhan. You just got on your high horse and turned bitchy because no one knew the answer to your question.
So the 'ugh' part set Toujours off a little, big deal. Maybe it sounded rude to her...like it did to me when I read it just now.... so she snapped because she was already miserable. But nobody had a bitchfit or anything! Stuff like this happens sometimes, get over it...
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
In a emo pie that is on a attention needy plate.
with a side of pathetic
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
In a emo pie that is on a attention needy plate.
with a side of pathetic
On a loser table!!!
3.46 see 3.41 comment
Siobhan was not being bitchy
Whatever, anon! *gallops to fridge*
Anons:
You all really need to grow the fuck up. These games you are playing are getting old. No one here deserves the half-ass treatment you are giving them.
That's right, you should be using your whole ass. Go big or go home!
Not what I meant, but hey, if you want to just prove to the world how immature you are, then be my guest! This isn't your place to judge the lovelies.
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
In a emo pie that is on a attention needy plate.
with a side of pathetic
On a loser table!!!
on a dull table cloth
I wasn't judging, just being silly. This place needs more of that and less of... WhateverTF 4:01 thinks they're accomplishing.
Grupo M, the largest private employer in the Dominican Republic, makes clothes for Abercrombie Fitch, Hugo Boss, and Tommy Hilfiger. But this is no Third World sweatshop. Instead, it's stitching together a sophisticated pattern of growth.
In early March, Levi Strauss & Co., Calvin Klein Inc., Brooks Brothers Inc., Abercrombie & Fitch Co., The Talbots Inc. and Woolrich Inc. were added to a class-action lawsuit alleging sweatshop conditions in factories in the Commonwealth of the Northern Mariana Islands.
The lawsuit, brought on behalf of all former and current garment workers on the island of Saipan, asserts that contractors, manufacturers and retailers engaged in and benefited from forced labor, and that workers were forced into conditions constituting peonage and involuntary servitude, in violation of human rights laws. It is the first attempt to hold U.S. retailers, designers and manufacturers accountable for mistreatment of workers in foreign-owned factories operating on U.S. territory soil. (See "Will Saipan Legal Battle Stretch the Limits of liability," Bobbin, May 1999.)
Grupo M, the largest private employer in the Dominican Republic, makes clothes for Abercrombie Fitch, Hugo Boss, and Tommy Hilfiger. But this is no Third World sweatshop. Instead, it's stitching together a sophisticated pattern of growth.
In early March, Levi Strauss & Co., Calvin Klein Inc., Brooks Brothers Inc., Abercrombie & Fitch Co., The Talbots Inc. and Woolrich Inc. were added to a class-action lawsuit alleging sweatshop conditions in factories in the Commonwealth of the Northern Mariana Islands.
The lawsuit, brought on behalf of all former and current garment workers on the island of Saipan, asserts that contractors, manufacturers and retailers engaged in and benefited from forced labor, and that workers were forced into conditions constituting peonage and involuntary servitude, in violation of human rights laws. It is the first attempt to hold U.S. retailers, designers and manufacturers accountable for mistreatment of workers in foreign-owned factories operating on U.S. territory soil. (See "Will Saipan Legal Battle Stretch the Limits of liability," Bobbin, May 1999.)
elena and toujours are two peas in a retarded pod
In a emo pie that is on a attention needy plate.
with a side of pathetic
On a loser table!!!
on a dull table cloth
In a pshycho room...with crazy chairs...and lunatic floors...with insane tiles. Not sane things.
Siobhan did not appear to be bitching. No one here could answer her right away, so she said she would try looking elsewhere. Not a big deal anons.
And to whoever is being mean to Elena and TJ, you are so awful. I cannot even believe what you are doing right now. You will totally get what you deserve. I promise.
looks as if the anons here have their fun huh?
Anima I agree. TJ and Elena do not deserve that treatment. No one here does.
Siobhan is always bitchy while complaining about people being bitchy, just because they don't answer her right away.
Siobhan is also most of the vulture anons.
If you dont like Elena or TJ then.....So the fuck what! Not everyone hear is best friends but you dont hear people mouthing each other ,only the mean anons do that! They sit here and read and if they dont like someone they start spazzing out!
I don't think she intended to sound bitchy.
hi anima,
well you´re right, in the end karma will get back to them...
especially the anons who try to appear as one of us! karma will bite your ass! I´m sure!
hi anima,
well you´re right, in the end karma will get back to them...
especially the anons who try to appear as one of us! karma will bite your ass! I´m sure!
Pixie, I think so. And don't let them bother you with their silly comments about you being one of the anons. You are always nice to everyone. They are just trying to start shit.
Anon @4:16, thank you.
To bad the mean anons dont have the guts to sign in, I guess their to scared?
Siobhan is also most of the vulture anons.
OMG, now you know!!!!!1!!eleventy!!1
Pixie, Siobhan, I agree with Anima. Don't let them get to you. You're nothing like what they are trying to make you out to be.
sorry for the doublepost!
thanks anima *hugs* :)
Hi there, Anima! Thank you!❤
How are you doing?
Thank you too, anon @4:22 ❤
anon 4:22pm: thank you!
Maybe she didn't mean to sound bitchy, but 'Ugh' is a common expression of disgust, so it's understandable that people would find it unreasonable to use that expression just because they don't know the answer to something.
So... misunderstanding. Like random-whoever-person said up there, it happens.
Anytime Siobhan.
I like the double post, I got two hello's. :) *hugs* to you too!
Hey Siobhan, you are welcome! :)
I'm doing okay. I'm in the middle of work and probably should get back to it. Thanks for asking!
You're welcome Pixie.
4:24, you're right. Misunderstanding it does happen. Especially on a blog where you can't really tell for sure the tone of someones comment.
karma karma karma karma karma kameleon you come and go, you come and go
Hello
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS!!
I'M ON TOP!!!!
Leck mich an de Täsch, du!!!
hahahahahaha
Congratulations Siobhan!
Goodbye.
"Especially on a blog where you can't really tell for sure the tone of someones comment."
Exactly!
.....
Welp, I better run yet again. An hour and half left. Yay!
Take care everyone! ♥
.....
*waves*
Bye Mayo!
"I like the double post, I got two hello's. :) *hugs* to you too!"
haha that´s true :)
don´t work to much anima! ;)
Um...Elena, how old are you? My 18 year old daughter stopped buying clothes at Hot Topic when she was about 14.
Midlife crisis, much?
Bye nice Anon(s)! Thanks.
bye anima and take care *hugs*
hahaha siobhan! leck mich an die täsch hahaha jecken ^^
Thank you, anon! ^_^ Bye!
Bye, Anima! Take care!
Fuck off 4:31!
I for one have seen Elena in person and believe me she is cute as can be...it's not like she's wearing the pants with chains on them or something. Get over yourself.
Sorry guys, I didn't mean to explode, but I'm getting pretty fucking pissed off right now.
I need to go.
Bye Pixie, bye Siobhan. You take care too.
I would ask what Hot Topic is, but I learned my lesson.
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