Friday, May 16, 2008

An obscene waste.

Honorable Mention.

I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.

The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.

Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.

And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.



p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.



(...fucking nightmare)

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Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...
I want Jack White to sweat on me and maybe some of his awesomeness will seep into my pores.


Just sayin...

May 20, 2008 10:22 PM


Yeah,if only

Carrie said...

Okay, somebody tell me what to buy tomorrow!!

sdock10 said...

Hi Ergo!


Mustard,

I read that at one of their shows they ended it with Carolina Drama. OH MY FREAKING GOD! That song...LIVE.

*faints*

Carrie said...

Hey Ergo, how you doing? I'm skirting on the thin line of peeving the hubby with my internet addiction.

Anonymous said...

Well, if you want Cool, Calm, and Collected, go with Mraz. Only 'cause that's what my ears are sportin' right now.

Smoke said...

JACK WHITE! BUY JACK WHITE!

Hee-hee.

ergoproxy said...

mustard Origins of Symmetry is the album I listen to least, I like it but not as much as the others

Smoke said...

I have friggin' Buckcherry on the brain.

I'm sorrrrrrryy!!

Anonymous said...

I don't really see underwear in this one....

ergoproxy said...

I hardly know any White Stripes, only what I've heard on Tv, it's not bad but I haven't really been interested - I get to a point of band saturation

Anonymous said...

I went and bought it 'cause I couldn't get "Feeling Good" out of my head.

I know, I'm crazy.

And the HAARP CD didn't have the track on it, so I had to go get it.

I love it though. It's so totally Muse.

sdock10 said...

It's a Jack White lovefest in here. But seriously, I just admire the guy so much.

Smoke said...

Not lookin', Anon.

NOPE.

Anonymous said...

Feminists don't need underwear!!!

Carrie said...

But which Jack White? Raconteurs?

Anonymous said...

She does have her legs spread and it doesn't look like underwear, but maybe they are pushed over to the side. Very classy LynZ.

Who is Stacy Foss the other anon talked about?

Smoke said...

Seven Nation Army

The Hardest Button to Button

Blue Orchid

Little Ghost

Icky Thump

OMG....I ♥ Jack.

sdock10 said...

Not Buckcherry! NOOOOOOOOO!!

Anonymous said...

The White Stripes are pretty awesome.

It's more simple, less eh, flamboyant. It's very stripped down.

Smoke said...

Any of them, Carrie.

White Stripes/Raconthingys

It's all good.

Smoke said...

LHM ♥'s Jack White, too.

Fo'real.

Smoke said...

Well, time for me to go night-night.

Sweet dreams, BlogBelieve!

So, Mayo and SS:

Irrational fears? Anything? Nothing?

Let me know. ^_~

XOXO,
S&V20

Anonymous said...

when is this from?

sdock10 said...

There is no bad Jack White.

Jack White with Loretta Lynn....oh my GOD!

Anonymous said...

WHO IS STACY FOSS

sdock10 said...

Nite, Smoke!

Anonymous said...

Hello, anon @10:42. Can you say photoshop?

I knew that you could.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

I have no freaking clue. Did you google her?

ergoproxy said...

goodnight smoke sweet dreams

Mustard I loved them doing that Feelin Good live, the screens behind were fabulous, I think the HAARP should have a dvd of the songs and the screen, with more dancing robots, lol

It's the one I listen to less, do you have Showbiz?

ergoproxy said...

10:42 I think if she was there'd be more pics from concerts if it was that evident it's be impossible to hide, or backbend, just sayin'

elena said...

MCR's lawyer

Anonymous said...

Nuh uh, Ergo. I just have Origin of Symmetry, Absolution, and Black Holes and Revelations.

I was eyeballing the Hullabaloo Soundtrack, but that shit was $20.

ergoproxy said...

I've heard of Stacy Foss but I don't know where

Carrie said...

I've got the two, Black Holes, and, Absolution. I do fucking love them.

ergoproxy said...

Mustard I would get Showbiz before hullaballoo

thought hew hullaballoo dvd has all the album tracks on it too, but I can't rip it, don't know if there is a way to though

Anonymous said...

Find yourself a girl and settle down
Live a simple life in a quiet town

Steady as she goes (steady as she goes)
Steady as she goes (steady as she goes)

So steady as she goes

Your friends have shown a kink in the single life
You've had too much to think, now you need a wife

Steady as she goes (steady as she goes)
So steady as she goes (steady as she goes)

Well here we go again
You've found yourself a friend that knows you well
But no matter what you do
You'll always feel as though you tripped and fell

So steady as she goes

When you have completed what you thought you had to do
And your blood's depleted to the point of stable glue

Then you'll get along
Then you'll get along

Steady as she goes (steady as she goes)
So steady as she goes (steady as she goes)

Well here we go again
You've found yourself a friend that knows you well
But no matter what you do
You'll always feel as though you tripped and fell

So steady as she goes
Steady as she goes

Settle for a girl (settle for a girl), neither up or down (neither up or down)
Sell it to the crowd (sell it to the crowd) that is gathered round (that is gathered round)

Settle for a girl (settle for a girl), neither up or down (neither up or down)
Sell it to the crowd (sell it to the crowd) that is gathered round (that is gathered round)


Jack White. Steady as She Goes.
The words are interesting if you read them

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How you be? Everything all good? I hope so. Me? I'm just sorta hanging out in the middle. Not too high. Not too low. Waiting for the tide to turn. The pendulum to swing one way or the other. Or something like that. What?

Yeah.

But why do I spend all this time waiting? I just don't take the notion to make things happen on my own. I have to be pushed or provoked. That's pretty fucked up, right?

Or is that normal? It's the only way I know.

What am I babbling about tonight? My constant need to feel something. Even if it's the shitty stuff, it's better than not feeling anything at all.

And when I'm here, as fucked in the head as I am, I am never alone.

Feel me?

I hope so. Because this place is still yours, and I hope you continue to get as much out of it as I do.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Standing in the middle of the road and playing in traffic.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

All of Jack White's lyrics are interesting. Consolers of the Loney?? Carolina Drama? White Moon? Broken Boy Soldiers?

Got nothing but love for Mr. Jack White.




G'nite BlogBelieve!
Catch you tomorrow! Unless you are Ergo and I will catch you like the day after.

ergoproxy said...

It is interesting seeing them play live from those concerts though, they look different, (and I mean a sample of each track, not full ones)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight sdock sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Mayo:

You might or might not understand the feeling of not having anything to say. It's there, but you just don't have the means with which to produce the thought.

It's just one of those moods where I can't feel enough of anything, madness, anger, happiness, frustration, sadness, lonliness, to write about it. It's been like that for a bit, and I miss not having those feelings.

The one place I could turn to for some provocation has long since dried up the salty mess. I know the words like I know the back of my hand, and they don't have the same effect anymore.

There were many nights I'd go to that same safe spot, read, then reread, and leave not knowing anything more than when I arrived. But, I did leave knowing someone else got what it felt like.

I miss that feeling.

Goodnight, Mayo.


SS:

You are one funny dude. Just sayin'.

Where the futuo does this come from, you ask. And right...about...now, you're probably like, "Well, where the fuck were you?" And, hell if I know the answer 'cause I asked the same thing!

My memory sux. ;)

Later, tater!
BlogBelieve:

I ♥ talking music, you guys. With all my being, I love talking it. And I just want to thank you for listening to my ramblings, and my nonsensical shit, and my really corny jokes that don't always make sense. Just, a huge thank you. :)

Night, guys.


***Sorry for the length!***

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight SD.


If Lyn-z were with child I would hope that she wasn't still drinking. A lot of people said she was drunk at the last MCR show at MSG

Anonymous said...

Damn, stupid, mothereffing homophones!


Affect, Mayo. Affect.

>_<

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Mib

ergoproxy said...

goodnight mustard sweet dreams


hi MJ how are you?

and I agree if or when she ever does that she doesn't drink, smoke or do any other substances, there is enough stress with a child without having one with special needs due to foetal alcohol syndrome or worse.

and I would hope no woman would do that (but unfortunately a lot do)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello ep i am well. And how are you?

Amyranth said...

Man, I really need new slippers, these ones stink to the high heavens!

And I need to decide which Dyson I want.

I'm having a really hard time making decisions lately.

-A

Carrie said...

Um. Again, Mayo, thanks for the space. Sometimes I feel all like, pick me, I'm not crazay. But then, I realize I kinda am crAZAY. I don't know, love you guys, and now I'm with the shutting up.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I would love to have a Dyson.

Amyranth said...

MJ, i'm saving up for one. I've heard way too many good things to not get one, especially with a 5 year warranty on it, for parts and maintenance.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Where is everyone?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I have heard a lot of good things about them as well.

Amyranth said...

*looks around*

I bet you they're in the kitchen, I just baked Lavender cookies.

-A

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
"It's f---ed up and totally offensive that my name has totally disappeared and I am now referred to as 'Mrs. Gerard Way,' "

Lyn-Z, this can be fixed so easily.

All Gerard has to do is call Stacy Foss and ask her to draw up papers. And depending on his level of sobriety at the time of the wedding, he could maybe get an annulment!

May 20, 2008 10:21 PM


My bad. It's STACY FASS, not Foss. Sorry, Stacy!

elena said...

Can I have a lavender cookie? I've never tried them

Amyranth said...

Go right ahead Elena, and you can have the recipe too.

Whenever I stop being lazy and type it up.

-A

elena said...

Thanks Amy. Okay I gotta ask...Do they really have lavender in them?

ergoproxy said...

hi amy elena and MJ again

sorry hubby came home, he got up for work at 3am so he's home for a sleep

I love the smell of lavender, there is a restaurant my parents have been to in lavender fields that use it in cooking, I have to get there one day

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello elena

toujours said...

hello-lo-lo, everyone. :)

rockin out to tbp in the headphones, so if i start chairmoshing too loudly let me know. don't want to wake up the folks.

*high on bob on wttbp drums*

elena said...

I have two lavender plants in my kitchen window. I love that smell so much.

I have had lavender candy before.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

So when do you think Mayo will post again.

ergoproxy said...

hi TJ how's it going?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Tj

toujours said...

hey ergo! how are you tonight/tomorrow/whenever the heck you are? *grin*

oh! and it's me -- i was sorry to miss you, too! it's just that with me industriously convincing my folks' that i'm not internet addicted, i must blog surreptitously, at acceptable stages...

>_>



<_<



(they're asleep now, so it's okay)

elena said...

Hey Martha and Ergo and oh yeah TJ

LOL

TJ you better watch out or your mom will yell at you again!!!!!

toujours said...

hello there, martha. :)


wasn't elena here...?

hey laverne!!! didn't you order me onto the blog tonight? (like i wasn't going to hog my folks' computer...) where the heck are you?

put down your milk & pepsi and get back in here!

ergoproxy said...

tomorrow is nice, I have about 1/2 hr before I'm off again, Our mornings and nights are so cold, I think we're in for early frost

toujours said...

oops. didn't mean to yell at your face there, laverne.

*pets the lovely lady*

nice lady.

niiiiiiiice laverne.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

People keep disappearing around here

toujours said...

i keep forgetting that you aren't just on the other side of the world, ergo, you're also on the other side of the year.

i had a picnic under an oak today. birds singing, leaves rustling, breezes, etc. the whole disney scene.

*sends you a scarf*

elena said...

I did indeed order you on the blog cause I'm the bossy one!

No mike and pepsi tonight it's Coke Zero and Jack.

Amyranth said...

Agh! Sorry! I started researching Dysons, and got sidetracked!

Elena, yes indeed. They have dried lavender flowers in them, you just chop them up and add them to the mix!

I love them, especially when I drizzle them with chocolate.

-A

Amyranth said...

Hallo Teej and Ergo!

I took the cat to the groomers. Now she looks like a small grey lion!

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Coke zero ewww.

ergoproxy said...

they are nice looking machines Amy
I'll get one when my hoover packs it in

*wraps scarf around neck*
yep TJ heading into wintertime here, days are nice though

Anonymous said...

Mayo, do you care that some of the lovelies left the blog? Or do you care when they feel left out. Do you care about any of them or do you just say you do. Elena don't answer for him I am not asking you.

elena said...

They sound wonderful Amy. Oh hell now I want one for real.

Damn, no cookies in the house but I guess they probably wouldn't go with what I'm drinking anyway.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, I've always pictured Australia to be this tropical paradise, it seems funny to hear you talk about winter!

Um, you know, sometimes people leave because they've outgrown us. Or maybe they're not as interested in spending part of the day in front of the computer anymore.

I think we need to respect the people that make that decision to leave. We can't force them to stay, and we shouldn't make them feel like they have to.

And we shouldn't ask Mayo why some of us feel left out. We should be asking each other.

-A

ergoproxy said...

anon you know he won't answer you, but I do

anima said...

Sneaking in...

Did I hear pepsi and Jack? Oh Elena, what have I done?!

*sips ten high and diet coke, yummy*

Hi TJ, Amyranth, Martha, Mustard and Ergo! Night Solly. :)

anima said...

mike and pepsi? ORLY? Sounds kind of interesting. Who's Mike? ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

If he isn't going to answer I see no harm in asking him. Let people get how they feel off their chest.

Amyranth said...

Anyway, I have a Stupid Early Shift tomorrow morning. I gotta get my ass to bed!

See you Lovelies later!

-A

toujours said...

*whew*

that email took longer than i thought.

um. elena? can i have one, too? i promise to drink it slowly this time.

anima! hi! :D

amyranth hi! i used to house-sit for a couple that did that to one of their cats for the summer. he loved getting rid of his long coat -- became a pet-aholic every summer -- and he really did look just as you describe. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Amy and hello anima

anima said...

*fly by*

Gotta love ya and leave ya.

Thinking about all of you.
...

Mayo, my friend, we are cool like that right? No? Didn't think so. Regardless, I'm thinking about you, hoping you are happy. Always.

Night Blogbelieve.

Anonymous said...

I think Mayo has outgrown us, or you since he never talked to me in the first place. Over time I have seen his "love them and leave them' tactic on display here. Lately has turned very cold to everyone. It makes me sad and it makes me feel like this blog is a chore for him and he might end it. But I still think it's worse if it is a chore for him and he doesn't end it. Sure you can all come talk to each other but..... If he no longer cares about all of you it it comes more and more obvious.... something special is lost. Look at who left. Bleeding Chaos who was here since the beginning. Mayo kicked her ass to the curb months ago and for what, because he got bored and moved on. Sister Midnite, he used to talk to her too and now she is gone. So many of the originals are leaving. Fimble Star. Who is left from the first ones, the ones who were around and posting since Love Man?? Sdock, Smoke&Venom, Kapu, ErgoProxy..... How long before they leave too. I know things change over time but Mayo seems to throw these people to the curb.

Amyranth said...

MJ, I don't think it's Mayo's fault why some feel left out and others don't.

Mayo isn't here for every conversation we have. Sometimes he starts them, mostly he doesn't. We can't fault him for not being here 24/7 to make everyone feel welcomed, wanted, needed and loved. It's up to the rest of us to give people a reason to stay. And if the rest of us are giving people a reason to leave, then we have to start looking at that, and either fix it, or continue to fall apart.

-A

anima said...

:(

Just sayin'.

Wish I could hang out with you guys.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Hello my very beautiful ladies of the blogger. and how is everyone tonight.

Anonymous said...

Sdock10 and Smoke&Venom were really mean (honest) to Mayo back then and they weren't so nice about Gerard!! What a difference a few months made.....

toujours said...

bye anima! *blows kisses and waves lace hanky*

ergoproxy said...

I must go see you all tomorrow

bye!

elena said...

Anonymous said...
Mayo, do you care that some of the lovelies left the blog? Or do you care when they feel left out. Do you care about any of them or do you just say you do. Elena don't answer for him I am not asking you.


Holy crap anon you made me laugh so loud I woke up the cat. Do I answer for Mayo often? Don't think so.

Amyranth said...

Bleeding Chaos who was here since the beginning. Mayo kicked her ass to the curb months ago and for what, because he got bored and moved on.


Uh, what? I didn't see Mayo tell BC to buzz off.

Sister Midnite, he used to talk to her too and now she is gone. So many of the originals are leaving.

Sis M has a fulltime job, and barely any computer access. Have you spoken to her lately? Seen her around? When she is on, she comes to chat, very, very briefly because she hasn't got much time to gossip online anymore. That doesn't mean that anyone forced her out of here.

I wish I knew what the story was with Fimn, but I don't think it's this big, dramatic thing is it? I thought she was moving back to the UK. Maybe she won't have internet access right away.

I wouldn't wave that Blame stick around if you don't have anywhere to point it.

-A

Rasputins Revenge said...

What is this...the Vampyre shows up and everyone takes flight. ;)

toujours said...

y'know, i think there's bourbon in the house.

it's kentucky, after all.





d'you suppose that would mix well with a root beer, or would that be a sacrilege?

anima said...

P.S. Elena, I spoke to a lender today. Sending my 'stuff' to him tomorrow. Thank you for what you said to me about feeling that this will be it..I feel it too. Your words have been sticking with me and have given me strength all day. ♥

Amyranth said...

Goodnight ANIMA!

Hello Triston!

-A

toujours said...

bye ergo - stay warm!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello tritan how are you?

Goodnight ep and anima.

Amy I don't see any harm in some one speaking how they feel. Maybe if people did that they would leave.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Goodnight Anima And hello Amy. How are you doing tonight...looks like there is a body count going on. ;)

The Vampire is innocent.

elena said...

Anima that good feeling I have is still strong.

Please keep me posted

Rasputins Revenge said...

Hello Martha how are you doing tonight?

anima said...

Thanks TJ. *hugs and kisses you*
I miss seeing you. I really do.

Hi Triston.

Amyranth, all good points.

Damn but I do miss BC, Sis Midnite and many others that are no longer around much or who have left completely. I could name all of them.

toujours said...

no really, people, help me out: bourbon and root beer. is that wrong??

Anonymous said...

He posts less and less, he talks to you all less and less. Less of you talk to him and when you do, it's less. He didn't ask C to leave Amyranth, he just started ignoring her after months of paying attention to her. She kept trying to talk to him and he kept ignoring her full blast. He did that to many others too.

Amyranth said...

Amy I don't see any harm in some one speaking how they feel. Maybe if people did that they would leave.

Would or wouldn't?

I think you meant wouldn't, right?

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I am well triston. It has been dead in here the last week as well

toujours said...

anima, good thing is, i'm not going far. :)

elena said...

TJ

Jack will mix with about anything, Go for it.

Innocent vampire? Yeah, right.

anima said...

*hugs Elena super tight*

Thank you.


...

Goodnight everyone. (I'm kicking myself out of this blog!)

Amyranth said...

Teej, a marriage of alcohol and mix is never wrong.

But your tummy will tell you if it is. Good Luck!

MJ, don't get me wrong, I completely agree with you, but I think the idea that it's Mayo's fault that people leave is a bit unfounded.

Like I said, I don't think the problem is with the Host, but the House itself.

-A

Rasputins Revenge said...

Bourbon and RB are just fine if thats what you like...drink up and have a blast!!..Watch that foam on the new carpets though ;)

Anonymous said...

Also stop saying that ANYONE said that Mayo FORCED people to leave. You keep on saying that. Where did I say that he forced anyone, find it? I said he has been ignoring people, most people. Well he always ignored me so whatever. But people he used to like who thought he was their friend, he turned the cold shoulder. BC was the first to go. I saw how he ignored her every word to him. Now he posts less and less and he never talks to any of you anymore. If he does he just says "all of you" and he probably doesn't even know who he's talking to anymore. I think it's starting to be over.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well we can talk about later

toujours said...

ok!

raiding the liquor cabinet!

er...actually, raiding the top corner of the upper left cabinet in the kitchen.

(my folks aren't drinkers, much)

brb

Anonymous said...

Well I think he used to be alot more caring towards all of you and now he just seems like he doesn't give two shits if you live or die. He says once in a while 'Oh I care about each and every one of you' but it seems like bullshit just to keep people happy..

toujours said...

dammit!

my mom's legs must be acting up. she's sleeping in her recliner.




the bourbon is inaccessible.


*feels 15 yrs old*

Rasputins Revenge said...

Sometimes people move on, they take on more responsibilities, they form new relationships closer to home, sometimes life just gets in the way. Some will come and go as they need. Change is an integral part of life.

Anonymous said...

Not keep you happy but keep you from bothering him too much.

elena said...

anon can I ask why this is such a concern to you? Not to start anything but really it sounds like you're just trying to cause trouble.

Perhaps he's busy so he posts less, is that wrong? I assume the guy has a life.

People come and go how they see
fit. We are free to do as we choose.

Oh wait I know what you're gonna say but go ahead.....

Anonymous said...

Anon, I agree, but

"BC was the first to go. I saw how he ignored her every word to him."

Not true. Actually, he spoke to her first. A lot. It was her choice to leave just like the others. Things come up with everyone.

Amyranth said...

Hey Anon, Mayo's never spoken to me either. I've never had a personal chat with him like some people apparently have.

Honestly, have you seen some of the stuff that goes on around here? You're "anonymous" with benefits, obviously in blue at one time or another, so let me ask you:

How much of what you see happen around here, within our own little blogosphere, do you not agree with?

I see a lot.

How much of what I have personally seen has Mayo been the direct cause of? Nothing.

Who cares if Mayo can't stop to chat anymore? He barely did in the beginning, and he barely does now.

What post did he last chat with us in? What first post? How many posts altogether has he done it? How many hasn't he?

I really, honestly don't think that Mayonaise and his reaction is a measure of affection around here.

Once again, I don't think it's Mayonaise himself that causes people to leave.

I think it's factors like Anonymous attacks, that are not always Anonymous.

People feeling talked down to, belittled or ignored by more than just one or two people.

People just outgrow things like this, especially when it seems like it's going nowhere.

-A

Anonymous said...

I for one was glad that Kapunua said that she wasn't going to try to talk to him and say good night anymore when she got the hint, because frankly I found that sickening.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Same goes for Mayo...absolutely nothing is forever...there is always a beginning and an end. Not saying this is any kind of ending...but one day....

elena said...

TJ

the bourbon is never inaccessible.

Come on woman you can do it. Just sneak on in there.

Play the Mission Impossible music in your head.

Anonymous said...

Not true. Actually, he spoke to her first. A lot. It was her choice to leave just like the others. Things come up with everyone.


He started OBVIOUSLY ignoring her LONG before she left. It was obvious that he was finished with her. I wonder if that hurts.

Anonymous said...

AMyranth I have lurked from the beginning. Maybe you just weren't paying attention but he has bitch slapped and been downright MEAN to a few people and I'm surprised they kept coming back for more.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Guys I really see no problem with the anon asking this. People do come and go but it is still sad. It still doesn't feel right that they are gone.

Anonymous said...

God forbid anyone thinks that LORD MAYO might not be a saint, then they're just here to cause trouble.

toujours said...

elena, ain't gonna work.

the layout of the place makes it truly impossible. stoopid open floorplan.

i'm not going to wake up my mom just so i can get a buzz on.

Amyranth said...

Amyranth I have lurked from the beginning. Maybe you just weren't paying attention but he has bitch slapped and been downright MEAN to a few people and I'm surprised they kept coming back for more.

Mayo's not the only one. And I think that part is more disheartening than getting "owned" by some guy on the other side of a computer screen.

-A

Anonymous said...

Thank you Martha Jones. Obviously questioning Mayo is a bad thing.

Anonymous said...

Mayo's not the only one. And I think that part is more disheartening than getting "owned" by some guy on the other side of a computer screen.


Unless you were one of the people, like BC, who felt affection toward him.

Anonymous said...

I'm done. I should have realized that it wasn't a good thing to think that Mayo wasn't a god and that maybe he was acting like a douche.

toujours said...

"you play ring a round the ambulance like you never gave a care..."

*ignoring anons in order to chairmosh*



BLOOD RUNS DOWN THE WALLS


:D

Anonymous said...

Maybe you just weren't paying attention but he has bitch slapped and been downright MEAN to a few people and I'm surprised they kept coming back for more.


When has Mayo been "downright MEAN" to someone? Can you cite examples?

Rasputins Revenge said...

Does anyone here know for a fact that it is a "him"?
Does anyone here know "him" on a personal level?
Does it even matter?
Would things be any different if all of these friends met up at a different blog? Would it be any less meaningful to them?

elena said...

Anonymous said...
God forbid anyone thinks that LORD MAYO might not be a saint, then they're just here to cause trouble.


Well now could this have been directed towards me?

Sorry I don't remember saying he was a saint. I just wondered why you are so concerned about this? Still waiting for an answer.

Anonymous said...

So am I, anon, where's the answers for me and Elena?

toujours said...

why can't concerts last forever?

like, in a time loop or something?



*sigh*

mama
we all go to hell

mama we all go to hell

Amyranth said...

Wow, okay. I'm going to lay this out in black and white, and I don't care whose toes I step on.

Mayonaise may seemingly not care about what happens to the people around here. His attitude doesn't concern me because we don't interact with him on a daily basis, and therefore, you never really know what is going on with him. Cool, whatever.

However, some of the attitudes I've seen around here from some of the regulars makes me sick. These are people that we talk to on a daily basis, that seemingly have no problem with saying things that set other people off. They don't care what reaction they may get, and how that will affect someone in the long run.

Now imagine, being that person. Do you wanna come back here, and chat with your friends? What if you have another run-in? What if there's another argument?

What do you do? You walk away.

Why should that kind of bullying be considered acceptable?

Why are we worried about what Mayo thinks of us when we are so willing to turn on one another and tear ourselves apart? And don't bullshit me, I've seen that in action.

If you don't believe me, start reading back. Start looking and see what REALLY happens on the blog when Mayo's not around.

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Let me see how I can put this. I don't think mayo did anything. But I am sure people do feel that he could do more about the things that happen here.

I don't know the reason why people have left. Well I know why one person left. But I think because this is a place where we are free to talk about things I think this is something that should be talked about.

elena said...

Oh Holy Crap...

I'm out of Jack. This is not good!

Gonna go see what else is in the liquor cabinet.

So is it true you shouldn’t mix different liquors?

Amyranth said...

Anyway, I really gotta go to bed. I can barely function on 8 hours of sleep, now I'm only going to get 5. :P

Goodnight Lovelies and Triston!

Goodnight Mayo and SS!

-A

toujours said...

good night amyranth. :)

good luck elena! (send me some!)

Anonymous said...

1:00 if someone is behaving like a douche you have a choice. You either stay or leave.

It's called taking responsibility for yourself.

Playing the blame game is silly. And yes, crappy things happen to everyone.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight amy

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, I agree with you. Thank you for stating your views.

elena said...

Night Amy

Sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Is there possibly a more offensive word than "douche"? If there is, I can't think of it. You're no better than Jimmy Urine.

Anonymous said...

1:18 stop being so self-righteous.

Comparing a solitary word (which I may add was quoted by 1:00) to the pictures he paints with his lyrics, is ridiculous.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

anon i can think of more offensive words. I won't use them. But i will say that Ju has used them

elena said...

Gin

What the hell do you mix with gin?

I tried it alone but damn, not liking it at all.

Anonymous said...

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded
person
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate

Martha Smith-Jones said...

no idea elena

Anonymous said...

soda

Anonymous said...

Come on, pictures he paints? The man has the brain of an oyster. Besides, "douche", to me and probably several others, is offensive. "Self-righteous"? No. Tired of Mayo haters? Yes.

Interesting that you, 1:23, became so defensive about the whole thing. Why did you assume I was talking to you? I know 1:00 used the word in the first place.

elena said...

Soda? thanks anon but I don't have any.

Okay I went with Glenfarclas and ginger ale.

It's not bad. Not good but not bad

Anonymous said...

1:33 are you happy you got that out of your system?

Chill

Anonymous said...

1:38, yeah, I am happy, thanks for asking. Just getting my thoughts out there. Isn't that something you can do around here?

toujours said...

i'm so tired of people asking if they get to speak freely here.

ugh.

yes.

get over it and stop using it in your arguments.




*oops*
or am i not allowed to say that???

*sigh*

Anonymous said...

sure can 1:40.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It is dead in here.

Anonymous said...

anyway, there's lot's more Mayo "lovers", than "haters".

Anonymous said...

Toujours, it seemed a valid point as I was being chastised for saying what I thought. Do you see?

I'll just take myself out of the "conversation" then. How's that for getting over it?

elena said...

Oh are we doing times now?

Let's see according to my clock I'm 12:51 but it may be later by the time I push the button.

Anway update...this really tastes kinda yucky but hey, it's all I've got.

T JJJJJJJJJJJJJJ

Where are you?

Anonymous said...

well, someone's in a bad mood tonight.

elena said...

Oh not I forget the hour difference. Now I'm 1:54 right?

Anon don't be so defensive. You can say what you want just know that some of us won't agree with you.

That's okay, right?

Hey Martha
Still on vacation?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Why is it if you don't see someone as being all good you are called a hater.


Not everyone is going to like everyone. And where once person might see a really nice person another may not. That does not make a person a hater.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes Elena I am still on vacation this is my last week than I have to go back.

toujours said...

1:51, don't be huffy.

you touched on my pet peeve.



and i'm right here, elena oh my dear but you know i'm thinking about going to bed because i have simply forgotten how to punctuate and lawlsadaisy that can't be healthy oh look at that i punned my own lj. *grin*

Anonymous said...

when I'm feeling huffy, I take a nice warm bath and use some of those aromatherapy oils.

Seems to do the trick. I feel great afterwards.

toujours said...

an excellent remedy, anon.

for now, however, i'm going to bed.

good night, all!

(good night, elena. *grin*)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

once again it is dead in here.

Where is everyone? What happen to the vampire.

elena said...

Martha will you feel sad when you have to go back to work?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes I will.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It is nice to not have to deal with the bull shit from that place.

elena said...

Oh sure TJ just wander off to bed.

hell when you were here you never went to sleep until at least 4 am

see what KY is doing to you?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I find it funny that the weeks I van be here late no-one is here.


Waits for anon to comment

elena said...

I'm sad to hear that Martha. You know I've come to the conclusion that I could never work for anyone else again.

Once I worked in an office, in a cubicle. I'de do what was expected of me then bolt for home.

Now, I'm pretty sure as soon as someone would piss me off I'd open my mouth and tell them off.

Good thing I can't fire myself isn't it?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

We can do that at my job. The word fuck gets thrown around a lot.

toujours said...

mayo,

so, did i mention i was at mcr's new york show? once or twice, maybe...*heh*

i was just having flashbacks tonight. i close my eyes to summon up my words for you, imagine you on the other side of the screen, but tonight all i keep seeing is that concert, and bits from all the other ones, as well.

those nights when i was alive.



if i was truly sitting on your couch tonight, mayo, i'd be curled up staring in the fire, and the dust bunnies would be peeking out from underneath, wondering why i was so quiet.

i need to go forward, i need to build my life, but i just want to go back.

tonight i just want to go back.



good night, mayo. i hope your dreams are sweet and gentle and kind. if i'm fortunate, mine will have music.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight tj

Anonymous said...

Another radical dream
becomes a long
lost friend

Beneath the rhythm
and sound
lies another meaning
And if you ask me today
to say just what

I'm thinking
You might flee my reply
and run upwards and
run downwards

It was so sublime
This entangled
up dream
still plays on illusion

Trying hard to escape
more jangled delusion
And if you ask me today
and you wonder why

It's not just what
you think
it grows outward
and it holds you
It's so sublime

This American dream
becomes elusive
if you're ready or not
it may reach out and
grab you

And if you ask me today
and you ponder life
you might flee its reply
and run upwards
and run downwards

It was so so so ba ba ba
lime m.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

i wonder

Martha Smith-Jones said...

will it be me

Anonymous said...

I hear the voices
They sing to me sweetly
Guiding my footsteps
If only you believe
You know this is divine love

I thought that love was over
I thought that it was too late
And just when I was gonna throw it all away
I heard the voices of the angels say


I know how hard your way
I know how much you’ve tried
I know the struggles you’re going through

Anonymous said...

I was only half alive
When I came to realize
There was someone who’d be there for me
I heard the melodies from heaven ring

elena said...

Mayo

Well now before I begin I should explain that this goodnight is flavored by some damn Scotch Whiskey. Glenfarclas I think. Oh hell I don’t know and I don’t think it really matters. So please excuse any spelling errors. I would say please excuse any run on sentences but I do those if I’ve been drinking or not.

So don’t know if you noticed but I was defending you earlier. There are lots of us Lovelies who defend you but I just happened to be on at the time. Wanna know why I defend you? Well I’m gonna tell you anyway. See the thing is I really don’t understand why you get blamed for the shit that goes on here. Yeah, this is technically your blog but you’ve let us make it our home. So why then when things get bad do you get blamed? Shit, you aren’t even around that much. At least I don’t think you are. (gives Mayo that questioning look). I think I get most annoyed by the fact that most of the time you get blamed it’s by an anon. Someone who doesn’t have a name but wants to talk shit. No, not all anon’s bad. Some are really nice but I’m talking about the one’s who trash you or us. Why do they do this? What is their motivation? I do wonder.

Anyway I just want to go on record as to why I defend, and always will defend, you. Mayo, you created a magical place quite by accident I believe. Be that as it may, you did and you continue to let us hang here. I love it here. I love all the friends I have here. That is why I defend you. If you hadn’t made this blog I wouldn’t have these new friends, I never would have taken that road trip, I would still be alone. So Mayo, you’re pretty fucking good in my book. Oh shit, I’m gonna read this tomorrow and go WTF? No actually I won’t. I never reread what I write. The desire to delete is often too strong and I’m not gonna go down that path again. LOL.

Take care, my friend
And Goodnight

Elena (speaking what’s left of her mind)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight elena

Martha Smith-Jones said...

its dead again.

elena said...

Hey Martha

I'm still here. Shouldn't be but I am.

Want to talk about anything?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

what do yo want to talk about elena

elena said...

Hell if I know. Okay how about the full moon?

I love it but it makes me feel sorta jumpy and I don't know why.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Because it is when the werewolves come out.

Entropy said...

Why wasn't DG mentioned in the list of leavings? Just wondering.

elena said...

Oh yeah. Did you ever watch Dark Shadows? I loved Quentin.

I still have the whole collection of books from the series

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