Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream. Pulling in all that I can because suddenly I feel empty. The comfortable heavy warmth in my chest has been displaced by vacuum. I have no control over where I am. My arms and legs, unbound, find freedom a challenge. And, although I feel hands pulling and fingers pressing, I have no idea why. It is cold. So, I reach for warmth and I find it in purity. I know where I came from; I did not want to leave and with grief comes depth and in the deep I find surrender. It was warm and I swam in it before I knew you. I would go back, but that was before I saw your eyes, before I was pulled into this world and onto your lap a sloppy mess. I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive.
p.s. i can only imagine.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
BOW DOWN, BC!!!
BOW DOWN!!!
*walks off*
Anonymous said...
Huh? Do you know who you are ready talking too?
It's probably someone who can spell better and use grammar better than you do. At least I hope it is.
Hi Everyone! Missed you guys :)
I have been very busy with friends and family... sorting things and whatnot. I hope everyone had a wonderful Mothers Day :)
Amy - Happy b-day Blog Sister!
Kapunua - I am sorry to hear about the rooster :( You can avoid any awkward lumber guy moments, though ;) I also am sorry to learn of your boss's defection. While I am still shocked at the lengths evil, jealous people are capable of, I hope your new opportunity is all that you hope for. Good luck in following your dreams... :)
elena - Hang in there! You have great strength to call on at times like these. I'm also dealing with family illness and other troubles that my loved ones are facing, but I think of you, too as I hope for the best!
RE: Hannah - I never addressed this, but I have worked with children all of my life. The parents should have addressed her self injury issues and sought professional help for her. All children really need someone to listen to them who cares, and some need help and support beyond this. While its not as easy for those close to a child to recognize these needs, I hope some heed this wake-up call.
Wendy - The vampyre won't be jealous? Really, now ;)
Hi FASC! *waves* Happy Belated Mom's Day!
fool anon -
Most fools think they are only ignorant.
I addressed my ignorance of how cruel people choose to be in the last post. I was also ignorant of the number of lurkers here and the connections and interests they have. I think it's a wise thing to seek self-awareness and greater awareness of the environments we live in, including this one. I needed to learn because this realm is very new to me. I hope you choose to seek greater awareness yourself. And more than that I will not say.
Mayo - Thank you for the post and your kind words.
*Hugs* to All!
4:42 Don't be too confident.
Sometimes the most erudite can disguise themselves with poor syntax so you won't recognize them.
Wanna drunk fuck?
Oh, my big teddy bear, you are always the romantic.
Yeah baby, come and get me!!!!
that's if you can...
I need you in my life, too. I've never had anything like this happen to me before, and sometimes it scares me that it--and you--will disappear like all the others have.
What?
Morning everyone!
Morning Mayo!
Thanks for the new post and the Happy Mother's Day! I had the most fun with my son yesterday just coloring and drawing. He was drawing superheroes and I was drawing flowers. He said, "Mama, you are good at that!" I just laughed. I can do no wrong in his eyes and that is both wonderful and completely horrifying at the same time.
*sigh*
Anyhoo, it was nice to see you hang around for a bit. Even though some don't appreciate it when you do. Which I really don't understand but whatever. Hope you have a good one, Mayo.
SS!!!
Miss you dude! I hope you had a fantastic weekend. Thank you again for all you do and here's some BlogBelieve hugs and sunshine for ya! Although it's not that sunny in Georgia right now. :(
Love you all!
XOXO,
S&V20
Damn it! My sad face got screwed up. This Monday is not starting out to well right now. GRRRR!
:(
There.
morning mayo!! i am late today! rush rush rush!
i loved this post mayo.
there is nothing more amazing than holding that baby for the first time. it arrives into this world a sloppy, bloody mess and you don't care atall. you hold it to you and it really is a misty eyed moment. the sheer miracle that it is!! the feeling is indescribable!
Upon arrival, there isn’t nearly enough air to fill my lungs, so in desperation, I scream.
waiting to hear that first sound is quite unbearable. it feels like a lifetime!! hearing that first cry, you realise that everything is going to be alright.
But know this, I would fight for each and every one of you...each and every one.
nice to know mayo.
the same applies.
have a lovely day mayo wherever you are and whatever you are doing.
morning SS!
hope you are good, happy and well!
have a great day SS!!
morning family!
how we all doing?!
good i hope. have wonderful mondays blogbelieve!
FASC & Fimble,
Congrats to Manchester United - as Hot Jose would say, the "best" team is the one who triumphs over a 38-game season..
...and the one who had the least injuries, the most helpful match schedule and the one who made the best deal with the devil!!!
thanks kass!!!!!
Hi FASC! *waves* Happy Belated Mom's Day!
thanks miranth! it wasn't mothers day in the UK though. we have ours in march, but thanks anyway!
the black pajama party myspace is too funny!!
oh and i've got it right i know!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMYRANTH!!!
love to you all!
hi/bye princess! have a good one!
Good morning (or whatever it is wherever you are) Mayo, SS, Entropy, Kass, Miranth, Siobhan, the probably soon to arrive: FASC, Possum and RW; watchers, lurkers, natives and immigrants of blogbelieve!
Mayo: You sure can paint a masterpiece with words. A lovely tribute to your mom, Mayo!
I hope "Mama Mayo" (credit to Elena) did read, and was gladdened by, your heartfelt words.
As always, thank you for a freshly painted room!
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY
May all your birthday wishes come true!!!
I have finally, properly caught up on the blogbelieve weekend happenings!
*waves to Miranth*
Elena: Hang in there love! Miranth is correct. You ARE strong and we are here (and elsewhere) if you get tired and need us to carry a little weight for you.
TJ: Safe travels on you way back to Kansas! I’m happy to hear you now have a clearer view of your path!
Siobhan: Congratulations on the victory today! You like it on top, don’t you? ;)
Cupcake: I loved your goodnight!
(ohh....and YOU)!
BC: I miss you!
Possum: Heck, Eicca and Perttu could have just reached over the two people in front of me and smacked pawing guy over the head with one of their cello bows. I kind of wish they would have! I certainly would not have complained to management! ;)
They played for nearly 2 hours! They really were brilliant. I think they wanted to play longer; but, it was nearing 3 a.m. when they played their final encore - Unforgiven. :D
If this little ‘music thing’ doesn’t work out for them; I think Eicca and Perttu have a future as a comedy act! They’re hilarious!!!!
SIM and SC: Great to see/read you both! I hope both of you have been well and happy!
SC: Did RB ever answer that marriage proposal?
Kass: How was your weekend and LOL again!
RW: I was happy to read that both you and your luggage made it home safely!
S&V: I’m glad to hear that your husband is better! I think keeping an eye on him for a few days is a very good idea.
K: Sorry to read of your employment situation. It is nice to know that other opportunities have already knocked on your door.
To ponder/encourage/inspire today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If people offer their help or wisdom as you go through life, accept it gratefully. You can learn much from those who have gone before you.
But never be afraid or hesitant to step off the accepted path and head off in your own direction, if your heart tells you that it's the right way for you.
Always believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do, and never forget the value of persistence, discipline, and determination.
You are meant to be whatever you dream of becoming.
Edmund O'Neill
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Have a dreamy day, everyone!!!
Don't forget: BIRTHDAY PARTY and reception tonight! ;)
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
"Stay Together" - Suede
Come to my house tonight,
We can be together in the nuclear sky.
We wild dance in the poison rain,
We can stay a while in heaven today.
Stay together
And say, these days
Stay together
Two hearts under the skies remain.
There's a time bomb in the high life
There's a blue suburban dream.
Will I see you up in paradise?
Or have you come to touch me?
Come to my arms tonight,
You and me together on electric light.
She will dance in the poisoned air,
Just you and me forever by the motorway
Come to my arms or not,
Just you and me together in the year of the hawk.
Single file in the nuclear night,
And we can feel a little closer as we tumble through the sky.
Hi FASC!!! How was your mother's day? Or, do you celebrate mother's day in March?
Well, either way, I hope you had a wonderful one and a great weekend! *big hug*
*apologies for the novella ^up there^*
Goodnight FASC!
Good mornig Mayo,SS and Family!
*walks into the living room and collapses on the couch*
Shit,what a day!I couldn’t reach my University because of the GODDAMNED TRAFFIC! How fucked up is that?
*sees Mayo’s note”
Awww Mayo-man,that’s so sweet.
I’m always amazed by the vivid images you’re able to create with words.
“And besides, you are all quite capable of taking care of yourselves. That is part of what makes this place so special.
But know this, I would fight for each and every one of you...each and every one.”
Thank you,Mayo.I’m sure we all already knew that,but hearing it from you again it’s really important to us.
Besides,Ergo is right:we would do the same for you.
Anyway,I’m glad to hear you’re fine.
Take care of yourself and have a pleasant day!
I’m kinda pissed off right now and I have the need to address some Anons here.
An asshole said...
“ Both of you back off Mayo you are PROBABLY the reason he doesn't want to post. Kapunua you lost everythign aren't you done being a bitch yet. Didn't you lean your lesson???”
DIDN’T YOU LEARN YOR LESSON? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?
Have you ever heard Mayo saying he doesn’t like Kapu or anyone else here by any chance?
Well,I didn’t and believe me I’ve been part of this little world for a long time now.
So,SHUT THE FUCK UP and go back to lurking mode,’cause it’s quite clear you have absolutely NOTHING to say I could find myself interested in reading.
Besides,I have faith Kapu’s talent and smartness will be acknowledge anytime soon,making your silly effort to destroy her kinda useless.
AND...she still has us,so...
Another asshole said...
“I'm so fucking sick of seeing that self-important, pseudo-deep shitty Easter writing on the front page.”
And then added...
“Amy, if I were to fuck off, as you suggest, who would give you the attention you are so desperately seeking when you mention, YET AGAIN, that it's your birthday?”
Listen,I’ve come to terms with the fact that this world is full of hateful people like you long time ago,but still I can’t understand it.
Tell me,are you jealous ‘cause Mayo didn’t put your words up there?
Or maybe do you believe people will think you’re cool because you have “the balls” to say something like that and hurt somebody who did nothing to you? Really?
Well,sorry to disappoint you but that’s not how it works here in BlogBelive.
As a matter of fact,I think I voice everyone else’s opinion saying those statements make you look like a miserable person who is not able to feel some sentiment.
Thinking about it,I feel really sorry for you.
Just my advice,try and change this so fucked up side of you if you want people to remember you because of your caring heart.
Right,I feel better now.
Amy,HAPPY JAPPY BIRTHDAY,GIRL!
Guys,have a wonderful day everyone.
See you later.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS:Mayo,since it seems I have A LOT of spare time this morning,would you mind if I started to decorate the Castle for Amy’s birthday?I won’t wake you,I promise. ;)
Morning S&V, FASC, 616 & Anon!
I now know that it is Amy's birthday today so Happy Birthday Amyranth!! from me too.
My weekend was great, thank you for asking Wendy. My ankle is almost completely healed so I should be up and running properly by the end of the week; I've been going out of my mind with the inactivity of late! Oh, and Iron Man was a surprisingly good movie; B&J CoffeeCoffeeBuzzBuzzBuzz is always good cinema ice cream.
Felt a bit sad with the "if this is our last concert" stuff, but should it come to pass at least I got to see lovely Matt play! (I can always get a Frankie-fix from Leathermouth). It's a horrifying thought that I'll be in my FOURTH decade when (and if) I next go to a MCR show - noooooo!!!
Oh, and the twins were adorable and have made me all broody again - it's a good thing I'm single or I'd be sabotaging my contraception...
Kass xx
Morning everyone!
Kass, I feel exactly like you! Must be the age. Only, I don't know if I could put my man in a noose by sabotaging my contraception.
Oh, but I sure do want the babies. I would smother mine with countless kisses. So hopefully they will be conceived in my near future. :)
Amy, Happy Birthday! Everyone else, have a wonderful day!
Oh, and 4:42, it always pays to be cautious, even though I may be intruding.
Bye!
Mayo,
Good Meffin Monday Morning to you! I hope you wake up with a big ol smile on your face even if it's just because you are laughing at yourself or some crazy dream you had. I figure if you can wake up with a smile then you've already got half the day licked. Of course my "figuring" is always somewhat off and I never come out with a balanced equation. (Never liked showing my work either) What the fuck does it matter how I got my answer so long as I got it, right? Yeah. Oh, how am I? Pretty okay, I suppose. Ask me in a couple of hours. I'm trying my best to get my game face on. Grrr....getting ready to kick and possibly kiss some ass. My lips are a little dry. This won't be a pleasant experience and I hate chap stick. Oh well, oh well, oh well....
Suck it up girl and just deal.
So, I'm glad you hung out for a little bit last night. That was sweet. We were beginning to get a touch worried about you. Some of us lovelies are paranoid worriers you see. But anyways, damn I am chatty this morning, it really must blow your mind to see some of the hate that lingers in this place. We do our best to either ignore or stomp it out, but even we get tired from time to time. Good to know that you have our backs though. Thanks. I never doubted it for a second.
Your post was a lovely tribute. It takes someone quite special to be a Mama. I know mine is. I sit back in awe when I watch mothers with their children. I often wonder if I will ever know what that feels like. Maybe it's not meant to be for some.
Mayo, I am running out time again. Seems I'm always in a rush these days. No wonder I stay out of breath and my heart always races. I hope you can make the most of this Meffin' Monday! Oh sure you can!
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Yeah.
Amyranth!!!
Happy Birthday to You! You is just a wittle bitty baby, ya know?
BlogBelieve, here is a song for you to maybe help you get through Monday!
I love ya'll!
How You Live (Turn Up The Music)
Wake up to the sunlight
With your windows open
Don't hold in your anger or leave things unspoken
Wear your red dress
Use your good dishes
Make a big mess and make lots of wishes
Have what you want
But want what you have
And don't spend your life lookin' back
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
Cuz it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live
So go to the ballgames
And go to the ballet
And go see your folks more than just on the holidays
Kiss all your children
Dance with your wife
Tell your husband you love him every night
Don't run from the truth
'Cause you can't get away
Just face it and you'll be okay
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
You won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live
Oh wherever you are and wherever you've been
Now is the time to begin
So give to the needy
And pray for the grieving
E'en when you don't think that you can
'Cause all that you do is bound to come back to you
So think of your fellow man
Make peace with God and make peace with yourself
'Cause in the end there's nobody else
Turn up the music
Turn it up loud
Take a few chances
Let it all out
'Cause you won't regret it
Lookin' back from where you have been
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live
'Cause it's not who you knew
And it's not what you did
It's how you live
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I AM GOD, LOLZ. IT SEEMS I ARE THE SINGER OF THE BLACK PAJAMA PARTEH. I SEX MYSELF WIV MA GUITARIST FRANK ON STAGE. I LIKE STICKS. I HATE WASHING MAH TEETH. I LUV EMMA. LYNZEY IS A BIATCH. ADD MEH X0X0 P@W|
Who I'd like to meet:
EMMA. SHE BROKE MA HART SO MANY TAIMS BUT I LAV HER STILL D:
LOL
Bert:
"muh name is bert an i am in ~luv~ wif da most beudaful man in da w0rld. him name is paul an he has a bro named paul's brother. he br0ked muh hart but i stil luv him an his hawt anush0le. i als0 h8 emma wif da hawt intencity 0f 100000 sunz. he st0le muh manz!!1 :(
*averts eyes from anon mess*
good morning all, and happy bithday amyranth! may is the best month to be born in, so lucky you! *big grin*
*toddles off to waste more time on the internet*
*sheesh*
happy birthday, too, amyranth.
*pulls out typo fairy swatter*
Finally!!!
Fresh Prince.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ju_lYDmtlqg
Mayo:
Honestly, I never pictured you to be a mama's boy. ;)
That was beautiful to read. Without a doubt, she's proud to be your mother.
I hope your yesterday was spent telling her what you told us, because she needs to know. Every year on that date, and every day, she needs to know the love you have for her.
This just further solidifies your Good Dude status.
It's nice to hear you're "wonderful!" That's great, and I hope you still feel like that today! And as for what you said after, I understand, and thank you.
Have a great Monday, Mayo.
P.S. I know I'm not the only one that started singing "Mamma Mia" to "Mama Mayo." I know it. ;)
Finally!!!
Fresh Prince.
I'm for sure gonna die.
Too long, we've been waiting!
Oh man, this is the funniest shit ever.
Goodmorning everyone!
A fresh clean day and a fresh clean mouth =)
Hiya Mayo!
So your first memory was an early one, wasn't it? O_o
So nice to read a man who cares for his mum ^_^
SS,
So this is what you've been up to... ^_~
616,
What a great show - music and comedy! Two hours is very good indeed =)
Amyranth!!
Happy Jappy Birthday To You!!
Hope you have a great day today =)
Just a quickie tonight. A whole bed to myself awaits me and I'm going to go and loll, and poach, and starfish all over it, and not make it for the next few weeks!!!
When the cat's away the mice will play...and eat the point bit of the food pyramid only ^_^
'Night all!
Every time someone says MCR saved their life, I want to punch them in the face.
You may have some anger issues CA.
Okay, well, that was a terrific start to my day! Now on to bidness.
SS:
I hope Mummy SS had a wonderful day yesterday!
Have a great day today. It's Monday, and there is a chance we may all come back here a little heated and a little twirp-headed. So, you keep your always present cool, we should have it under control. ;)
Later, dude!
BBers:
Rock Monday's face clear off! Have a great one! See you guys around later. :)
MCR saved my life!!!
only joking!
*punches anon in the face*
What about this?
I love my wife!!!!
CA aren't we a bit aggressive today? Maybe you need some sex.
It's just that a band can't save your life. You either choose to keep living or not.
It's inside YOU, not because of some band.
It's dramatic, cliched and most of these girls just say it because it's popular to say.
Of course, an adult is aware of this, but you are dealing with a teenage mindset.
Idolatry is common in these years.
Great point, Anon.
I think they would be empowered if they realized it was THEM and not THE BAND.
Firestarter video with Frank.
Just because I love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMHkDu9TKA8
Who is Frank kicking the shit out of at 1:43 in the video?
I just noticed the writing. It says it's Mikey.
CA I would say a minority may be more rational and mature. However, externalizing their feelings and relating it to something almost seems to grounds them, even though it seems so illogical.
They have to gain life experience to understand they can only save themselves.
But the words in the music do seem to have a powerful resonate for them. Don't take it too personally.
Maybe self-defense?
The "MCR saved my life" doesn't annoy me as much as the blind idolatry of Miss Lyn-Z, who is now the most talented, beautiful, erudite and entertaining musician who ever lived. And I was SO MSI's biggest fan as far back as June 2007, so there!!
Diane, give Mr Way a pat on the back for that.
He constantly shouts his endorsements for her. They merely follow.
Hi everyone, just popping in to congratulate Fim and FASC on the Man Utd win.
Now, politeness out of the way, it is my time.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They fucking won it again. Honestly, this is getting fucking boring now. I get sick of the sight if red.
OK, rant over.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMYRANTH!!!!!
Hiya to everyone, I hope you are having a lovely day.
I shall see you all laters.
Ta ta!
And the irony is that MCR were always supposed to be about maintaining your individuality, even if you weren't the always most popular girl or guy in school; now Gerard says 'you will love MSI' and the sheep all follow.
The worst thing is, they think she's some kind of strong feminist icon. The mind boggles!
It's me...
toujours said...
it's me, you are right, i wasn't looking at my whole world
I am proud of you for taking the blinders off! It's a big scary step for someone to take, and now you've taken it, so congrats!
for some reason, the idea of going backk to seattle right now feels like a failure
I disagree. Going back to where you started over a month ago isn't a step back ~ it isn't a failure. You can be defeated anywhere you go, whether it be NYC, or Kansas, or Timbucktwo. That's because a location isn't the cause of your fear or failure; you are. Just as you remove the blinders from your eyes and look around, you are still harnessed to the cart that travels with you wherever you go. That cart is filled with doubt, fear, and yes, the box. You have taken the first step and taken the blinders off; now is the time to learn how to remove the harness and permanently step away from the cart. Fill your heart with confidence, courage, and independence and take that with you; then, will you truly be free.
Best of luck to you, toujours, on your travels to a happier you ~ this blog and the people in it is a great source of strength, but so is your family.
That is interesting isn't it Diane.
However, when girls are told that the behavior of Ms Spears & Hilton is something to look up to, well, then it only makes sense that Ms Z is seen as a feminist icon.
Looks like loud and brash is the way to go!
The only saving grace may be that, out of those three ladies, Lyn-Z may flash her crotch as well as the next girl, but mercifully keeps her panties on!
Well, I really don't care what she does. And what I think about her, I will keep to myself.
She must have some good qualities about her, I mean he did marry her, and he loves her.
If he is happy, then I will except it.
She seems like a nice enough person, if not the sharpest tool in the shed, and he does seem to really love her; if only they could have at least tried to keep their private and professional lives seperate I don't think anyone would have cause to comment - it's her obvious willingness to climb the ladder on the back of his popularity and the 'mindlessness' of the fangirls in lapping it up that grates and makes you question her motives in all this. I'm just calling it how I see it!
Goodmorning Blogbelieve!
I hope all of the Mothers here had a beautiful day yesterday.
Mayo, it is always great to read you. Thank you for your words. "I need you and without you I am sure I would not thrive." So true. I feel the same way about my mother. Your mama must be so proud of you. You are a beautiful person Mayo, don't you ever forget it.
Happy Birthday Amyranth!!!!!
....
I totally giggled at that myspace. I'm sorry Paul, but wherever you are, I hope it made you giggle too. It just proves the obsurdity of the post that started the whole thing. My heart goes out to both of them, but damn the fandom is pretty damn funny.
....
Yay for the Fresh Prince video! Nice job Frank!!!
....
Lovely Blogbelieve friends, have a beautiful day. Sending you all smiles today.
OK, so I have just caught up on all the days i have missed at mayos.
OP's: I love you guys too.
Entropy: welcome home, I hope you have climbed out of your hell hole.
Kapunua: Maybe this is fate sweetie. You are destined for bigger and better things. Chin up cos it'll be OK in the end.
Today is lovely weather and I am wearing a pretty white summer dress.
I usually wear thong knickers (TMI maybe) but when I wear a dress like this, I always wear shorts/knickers underneath.
I do this in case of a gust of wind blowing my dress up. I think it is totally unfair to inflict my bum cheeks on innocent bystanders.
Just telling ya!
Bye again for now. See you all later.
Hi MissT, I bet you look hot in any kind of knickers! ^_~
Anon, the firestarter video of Frank is one of my favorites too. :)
TJ, I am so proud of you sweetie. You will figure it all out, I know you will. It's in you.
Kapunua, MissT is right, fate may be looking out for you as you are destined for greater things. Hang in there sweetie.
SS, thinking about you. Just sayin.
Okay, I must tackle the day. Hope to see you guys later on.
♥
MissT,
I hope you and your knickers have a beautiful day today. ;)
thank you again, it's me, for taking an interest in my wanderings and wibblings.
i was just considering this adventure over on my livejournal, and i realized that one of the things this trip has given me is freedom. the pacific northwest, though i love it, was a box. i wasn't looking outside it.
and now, through this trip, i have been given the freedom of the country, and the ability to follow my heart regardless where it might lead.
i am truly in uncharted territory now, but i feel confident in my ability to blaze the trail for my self.
you are correct in that family gives one strength -- i am very lucky to have a family that extends across the country, and beyond it. i had no idea i wasn't alone.
and now i should probably get ready to tackle the day! my host is awake, and i have things to do to get ready to go.
talk to you all later, and from kentucky!
bye, blogbelieve.
bye, mayo-sama.
Yay for the Fresh Prince video! Nice job Frank!!!
WHERE!!!
thanks, anima. ♥
dashing out to walk the dog and get coffee!
Fresh Prince Frank at 8:47am.
hi/bye anima, miss T, TJ, mustard and any anons etc etc.
or maybe just hi if you are still around.
anon looking for frankie rapping vid:
it's here!!
oh and miss T i only wear a thong with jeans or trousers!! with skirts its always boy shorts!! i do way too much squatting down with little people!!
oops sorry when i started that comment no one had said where the frankie vid was!! thats them darn little people distracting me mid comment!!
MissTottenham said...
"ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They fucking won it again. Honestly, this is getting fucking boring now. I get sick of the sight if red."
My thoughts exactly. Although my sympathy is somewhat tempered by the fact that Spurs have actually won some silverware this season. Still, we'll have the Champions League trophy in 9 and a bit days time!
Probably.
Thanks to whoever posted Frank's rapping clip and to whomever filmed it - I thought they had bull-necked security guys confiscating cameras at those gigs?!
Props to Anon & 'Diane' for holding a conversation about Lyn-Z without resorting to childish name-calling or using myriad spelling variations of the word "jealous".
And I'm a M&S cotton 5-pack kinda girl!!
Kass xx
Thank you, thank you, thank you, guys. I think you're right, once again. I keep telling myself that. I wasn't moving fast enough and something came along and gave me a huge push.
Thank you again.
Mayo, I should have said this last night but was too tired and wired to think straight, but this really doesn't have anything to do with you. I mean what happened with me. Anonymous or not, whoever set this up to happen to me would have done it anyway. The only thing you could have prevented by disabling comments would have been them giving me the heads up that they had done it--and giving me the proof I need.
This should be your sanctuary and not your responsibility. It is your blog, your diary. You do not need to look out for me or for any of us.
It should never have happened. Or, I don't know, maybe it should. Things are going to get better instead of worse.
I know you don't hear me very much anymore, Mayo, but I do hope you hear this at least.
Well, enough of that. I'm off to see the wizard*, so you guys all have fun and I'll be back later. ^_^
Oh man, and I did watch Frank's rap. I had the biggest grin on my face. How funny is he? And sweet and humble. You gotta hand it to him, he's made of win.
Later guys!
*lawyer
Mayo, I really, really like this one. I hope you had a nice Mother's Day.
Hi everybody else!
That was just me deleting. Screwed up a link >.<
Know what?
Although I think we got the meaning of this post, I also think it can read as any type of birth or possibly re-birth.
A new world. A new beginning.
And it is comforting.
Thanks again, Mayo.
Do you hear me Mayo? DO you like Muse Mayo? What's your favorite song Mayo? Why don't you come and talk Mayo? I miss you with all my heart Mayo. Write a new poem for me Mayo. Feel sorry for me Mayo/. I'm not obssesed at all Mayo.
After re-reading this post I can't believe how I could have originally missed it's meaning (ie. birth). I even read it with the idea of Mother's Day in mind, and I still didn't get it *shrugs*.
You could be right, Mustard, it could totally have to do with rebirth as well.
Anonymous said...
Do you hear me Mayo? DO you like Muse Mayo? What's your favorite song Mayo? Why don't you come and talk Mayo? I miss you with all my heart Mayo. Write a new poem for me Mayo. Feel sorry for me Mayo/. I'm not obssesed at all Mayo.
Lets make out.
Hello again, people!
The TOP is back, hehe.
I'm so hooked on those hilarious MySpace profile sites right now.
The comments are hysterical.
Paul' Brother to Alicia:
GTFO OF JAIL.
WHO IS THERE TO LEECH OFF ME NOW?
Bwahahahahahahaha
Paul's Brother (about Paul) to Alicia:
THE FAT FROM ALL THE PUDDING HE STOLE FROM ME IS PUTTING PRESSURE ON HIS BRAYNE. DO NOT BE MEAN TO PAUL.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Hi Mayo. Nice post.
Hi Everyone. How are you all?
I smell Fisch!!!
Fisch??
It's my nickname for Siobhan, RW. How are you?
Not bad, Safe :) How are you today?
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
I'm all fresh!!!
Fresh Fische never smell!!!
Pfui ☹
Wie geht es dir, meine Elfe?
I'm chillin' in all this beautiful weather we're having.
Es ist sehr gut, danke meine Fisch. Und du, Baby?
Hi, Siobhan :)
Siob, I get all hot and bothered when you speak German.
I'm doing mighty fine! Thanks for asking, meine Elfe!
Hello there, RW!
How are you doing?
Not bad :) Weather's fine & I have two more days before I'm back at work - huzzah!
Anonymous said...
Siob, I get all hot and bothered when you speak German.
May 12, 2008 2:35 PM
What about my German, Anon?
Hello Anon!
Hot and bothered?
Why is that?
I have to get back to work tomorrow, RW!
But that's okay. I like it there.
I hate work. :(
Aww, crap, Elfe! I'm sorry!
*still reading those sites*
I was messing around with Blogger. Hehe!
I have to get back to work tomorrow, RW!
But that's okay. I like it there.
Same :)
Hey, has anyone heard from Pixie lately, or BC?
Nope. I hope they are okay.
Same, Safe. Pixie's usually only on here periodically, but BC's around regularly, or used to be. I hope all is well in her world.
I may be stopping by here today. I would like a nice new hat for summer.
I'm in contact with the lovely Pixie.
She is busy coordinating her move to Germany. She also had some PC problems lately.
I miss BC as well. I also have to visit her house to leave a message.
I don't have the URL to her house :( I suppose I could just go to older posts and click on her name in there.
Pixie's moving to Germany, eh? She's from there originally, yes?
hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how´s it going?
mayo, thanks for the new post!
I hope blogger works this time, last time it was so slow that I left ^^
Oh, those are fancy hat, RW!
Do you already have a favorite?
*hats*
yeah pixie is moving to germany but it´s more like a stop at my parent´s for a while (also to get some stuff done like a surgery and the wedding of one of my best friends, the 80th birthday of one of my grandmoms etc) and then moving somewhere else, I´m kinda restless I think ^^
PIXIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!!!
We just talked about you, dear.
How are you?
Are you making progress in moving to Germany?
Hi, Pixie! :D
I´m kinda restless I think ^^
I hear you. I've been planning my escape to Venice.
Venice, RW? Gosh, I'm jealous!
hi girls *hugs*
well I will just send all my stuff with the normal post now, I found nothing cheaper... so I started packing things that I won´t need anymore ^^
I also should book a flight, maybe I´ll do that now...
yeah rw, but I think it´s not really good to be restless or what do you think?
It's just in the planning stages now, Siobhan. I just sat myself down about a week ago and asked myself where I really wanted to be and what I wanted to be doing, regardless of how realistic it might be. And it quickly dawned on me that I wanted to be in Venice making costumes for Carnival. I'm going to look into acquiring some contacts over there. In the meantime, I should probably start saving up money & learning to speak Italian!
I think being restless is fine. Means you have the motivation to see all sorts of interesting places & be open to new opportunities and ideas. I think being sedentary works for some, but not everyone. Nothing wrong with that.
RW, you managed to call Pixie on to the Net. If BC shows up, I'm getting freaked!!
How are you Pixie?
Lol, Safe!
It's my super special psychic skillz ;)
That sounds so great, RW!
Carnival in Venice! I'll yet have to experience that.
hello everyone!
Hi FASC. How are you?
Hello Fasc!
How are you doing?
hi safe, I´m fine, just stressed and you?
ok maybe your right rw, still i have this feeling one day this restlessness drives me crazy. my friends started to make jokes about my moving ^^ they think I moved to much in the last years ^^
hi fasc how are you? :)
yeah carnival in venice must be nice, I saw a documentary about it some weeks ago, it has this mystic aura.... :)
Es ist gut, Pixie! *kiss*
hi pixie, siobhan, safe and RW and anyone else??
i am good thank you very much.
Hi, FASC! :D
I move all the time, Pixie. I'm totally okay with that.
pixie i still don't seem to be able to comment on your blog?? dunno why?? is the wedding your friend you mentioned?
das ist gut safe! :)
still not possible to comment fasc? that is weird! ^^
jep it´s the wedding of the friend I mentioned and at the moment I don´t want to attend ^^
pixie it is working now!! i dunno what was wrong before!!
but well I already bought this nice evenig gown for it, it´s black with a little bit red and now one of my finnish friends said black to a wedding is kinda morbid and here in finland most would wear white. but in germany you just can´t wear white to a wedding, it´s the color only for the bride and maybe for the bride groom...
so what do you think girls?
I never want to attend weddings, Pixie. I don't like sitting through the ceremony. Something about it makes me want to peel off my skin with my bare hands & bolt.
that´s technology fasc, a lot of times it´s just a pain in the ass!!!!
I think black is totally fine, Pixie!
White is only for the bride on that day.
so what do you think girls?
black all the way pixie!!
I think black to a reception is fine, but maybe a bit dark for the wedding itself.
you know I have really pale skin (also if I would sit in the sun for hours) and every pastelcolor would just look so stupid on me... so black is elegant haha
Well, time for me to head'er. Have a great afternoon/evening, everyone :)
Bye RW! Take care!
seeya RW!!
pixie i am pale too and pastels look utter shit on me!! pale blue i am ok with but seriously i look shit in so many colours!! i stick with blacks and greens as i have green eyes. it is a nightmare finding summery clothes that look ok on me!!! my best mate has darkish skin and looks fabulous in every colour partic red!! i cannot wear red!! just drains me sooo bad!
although i am enjoying the weather i am so not a summery person!!
bye rw and take care *hugs*
yeah I totally know what you mean fasc!
Hi again everyone, how was your day?
Anima and mustard, thank you. My knickers and me had a lovely day. I spent most of it reading my book about Jack The Ripper and the East End of London.
oh and miss T i only wear a thong with jeans or trousers!! with skirts its always boy shorts!! i do way too much squatting down with little people!!
Very wise FASC.
Kass, good luck in the cup. It's nice when the same people don't win everything. If Chelsea win, you, me, fim and fasc will have seen their teams win this year. That would be cool.
Pixie, The dress sounds lovely sweetie.
Hello Miss T.! *hugs*
How are you doing?
hello miss T!!!
how are you honey??
my ukchum!!!!!!!!!´*bighugs I missed you sweetie!!!
yeah the gown looks pretty, I showed you a picture didn´t I? well I´ll make one at the weddingday and send it to you ;)
*huge hug and snog for Siobhan*
*huge hug and snog for FASC*
*huge hug and snog for Pixie*
Pics are always well received pixie. I'd love to see.
May 11, 7:49,
This isn't easy for either of us but you must know that I would never deliberately hurt you and I could never turn my back on you.
Despite what you may think, I do love you. You mean the world to me.
Hi Miss T
Hiya Safe *huge hug ans snog for you too*
How are you sweetie?
sorry anon?? what are you saying??
sorry miss T i wandered off briefly.
Written from the viewpoint that you ARE Gerard Way; I'm really starting to believe you are.
I don't know you; I've never met you in my life. But I'm definitely worried, and I'm definitely glad you're taking a break. Enjoy that break. If it's for the best, DON'T COME BACK FROM IT. I'll miss the music like hell, but after reading all this and reading some other blogs, that's taking second priority for me.
I'm sure the other fans--the REAL ones, the ones who care about you and about your band--would feel the same way. I'm dead serious.
I don't care what anyone has to say about you. I don't care if every little thing is true. You and your band changed my life, and nothing anyone can say could ever make that different.
Peace.
but after reading all this and reading some other blogs
what other blogs?
Welcome back wandering FASC.
Ugh, not again.
"Three Cheers, You Fooled Them All!" for one.
hi miss T!! i know i have been wandering and now i have to go!! sorry guys, mr bloke has asked "how long are you gonna be?!!" so i said 5 mins so i'd better do that. we have some stuff to watch on sky plus. hey miss T do you watch Peep show?? fucking funny!!
anyway have a good one the lovelies!!
mayo and SS *hugs* to you both!!
see ya tomorrow!
love to you all!
Boo!
Bye Fasc! *hugs*
Bye FASC!
Miss T., you are reading a book about Jack the Ripper? That must be interesting.
Goodnight FASC, have a lovely evening.
I shall have to watch peep show. It's a new series isn't it?
I do love Mitchell and Webb but I mainly watch their sketch show.
Siobhan, I have multiple books about Jack The Ripper.
This one is about the East End of London at the time of the murders. The poverty and the housing etc.
bye fasc and take care *hugs*
well I think I´ll leave too,it´s getting late, bye guys *hugs*
4:07 you talk a load of crock
Your misleading someone
Jack the Ripper creeps me out. I once had a book when I was little that contained an image that was supposed to be his ghost haughting London with a knife. I was eight when I had it, so, I'm forever scared.
Safe, I'm not surprised that freaked you out. What a creepy image.
Goodnight my pixie chum. Take care, sweet dreams.
Hi guys! I just want you to know that the visit to the lawyer went really well! The dude could not have been nicer or more helpful. He was very sweet and kind, and he can definitely help me with the unfair dismissal thing. He also said that I should have no other worries. I told him everything, every detail.
He also said that on top of everything else, he could for sure get me my job back, and when he said it I realized that I was kinda horrified at the prospect. It was really what I needed to get me going to something better. He said, "Honey, why not go back to school instead?" And the usual, "When one door closes, another one opens" etc.
He told me that I need to stop trying to save the world though. ^_~ I can't tell you how many times I've heard that in the last few days. "Stop tilting at windmills!"
My Da had driven me to the office and on the way home he said something similar to me. He said he was thinking of The Man of La Mancha and had been changing the lyrics in his head to "she" instead of "he" and then he said that he wanted to send me an email saying "You're a hero." It was seriously all I could do to keep from crying. 'Cause my Dad is the same way, very quixotic and always opening his big mouth when he thinks that something is wrong. He has always been very charismatic and I try to borrow that trait from him, especially in situations like these.
^_^
So it's all good guys, just wanted you to know. :)
someone is cheating on someone here
Thanks for the update K.
I have my fingers crossed for you that things will go OK.
I'm glad that it all sounded positive.
What would you do if he got you the job back? Would you want to take this oportunity to do something else instead?
4:17 anon, I feel the same way at times. Mayo did tell us to imagine any identity we wanted for him so Your guess is as valid as anyone elses. No one here knows his true identity as far as I know. Some will repeatedly and boldly state that MAYO IS NOT GERARD WAY!!! If that is what they believe fine, but I am glad to know someone out there feels similarly.
Without a doubt, the best cover I've ever heard
I love Jack the Ripper stories.
Can you recommend some of those books?
Bye, my lovely Pixie! *hugs*
Sleep tight!
Anon 4.51, wow! She's really good.
Do you really think GW would be anywhere near as eloquent as Mayo?
All GW seems to be focused on is sub intelligent women who like to flash their crotch. He seems to have no standards when it comes to his choice of partner.
This one is good siobhan
"4:17 anon, I feel the same way at times. Mayo did tell us to imagine any identity we wanted for him so Your guess is as valid as anyone elses. No one here knows his true identity as far as I know. Some will repeatedly and boldly state that MAYO IS NOT GERARD WAY!!! If that is what they believe fine, but I am glad to know someone out there feels similarly."
And there are some who will repeatedly and boldly state he is.
Honestly the whole "imagine my identity" just enforces my ideas, personally.
May 12, 2008 4:57 PM, sorry, that's your opinion. You've come to it through investigation, same with me.
this is all very funny, can we remember that nobody has proof of anything?
Anonymous said...
"4:17 anon, I feel the same way at times. Mayo did tell us to imagine any identity we wanted for him so Your guess is as valid as anyone elses.
I imaging him as Lord Lucan.
I've found him, can I claim the reward money?
(1970's murder case for the Americans who have never heard of him)
MissT, lol...
Ignore crappy spelling.
I type too fast and can't be arsed to make corrections.
aw shucks, thanks anon. I do try.
5:01 are you suggesting someone that arrogant and conceited can create this blog?
Oh, thanks for the link, Miss T.
I think I will buy it.
5:06 are you suggesting you know everything about Mayo or Gerard?
Mayo is not Gerard.
Mayo is Paul.
5:08, don't make me laugh!
There could be no possible way this is GW. He is too busy playing husband to wifey poo.
Ladies, I'm off to bed now!
I wish you a good time.
Stay happy!
Stay healthy!
Hugs & Snogs
Nighty night!
Anytime Siobhan.
Goodnight Siobhan sweetie.
Take care and sweet dreams.
Anon, are you suggesting what Anon is suggesting or it is the Anon suggesting that you're suggesting that you weren't suggesting?
^too many Anons. To many suggestions.
Night Fisch!
I still think the anons are named Lisa and Jason. And Max.
There could be no possible way this is GW. He is too busy playing husband to wifey poo.
I'm not the 5:08 anon, but I disagree, there are times when I bet he has a lot of time to kill while she's busy doing her thing.
He's in LOVEEEE!!!
He loves her with all his fucking heart, remember?
Now, would this type of person waste time on a blog of this magnitude? No.
Anonymous said...
There could be no possible way this is GW. He is too busy playing husband to wifey poo.
I'm not the 5:08 anon, but I disagree, there are times when I bet he has a lot of time to kill while she's busy doing her thing.
May 12, 2008 5:22 PM
Sucking him off???
*runs and ducks from flying objects being thrown at me*
5:06, do you really know Gerard enough to gather he really is like that?
I didn't think so.
Safe FTW.
What the fuck's up, BlogBelieve?
Safe on the Waves, you are sooo romantic.
ME!
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