Relative Aperture
A smashed glass cracked
in my last careless act
catching sight off guard.
Points sparkle a dappled dance
across the hardwood floor
spreading as the day grows
and peaking at midday
then rising full in the sky
for the time I hide away.
Until evening’s effulgence
slips through severed slats
catching sight by chance
announcing a worthy time
while bringing rust to rhyme.
From lyric baring branches
pick the last pack of matches
and set alight this balefire
for grieving my darkest desire.
(As we depart, we arrive.)
p.s. thoughtfully holding the line.
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Ergo, yeah, I see where you're coming from. As much as Kangaroos are a symbol of Australia, when they are becoming a serious threat to everyone else, you have to do something.
I would like to hope we're smarter now about culling than we have been in the past.
-A
yeah anon, I think a lot of people tend to forget that Lynn-Z is human and has a mom and family who love her.
yeah amy we are one of the only countries who kill and eat their emblems.
but seriously there are millions of them and professional culls under quota every year, for pet meat or human consumption. I really don't think the protesters (who are in britain) really have a clue in this instance
Aww poor anon *hugs*
J, I think matt is pretty hot ^_^
I remember at my PR show, bam margera was there. I forgot about that. I'm sure he was there to see HIM.
yeah anon, I think a lot of people tend to forget that Lynn-Z is human and has a mom and family who love her.
So does everyone who posts here.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if some of that goodwill could be extended toward them as well?
Ergo, I think a lot of people who protest things don't have a clue.
yeah amy we are one of the only countries who kill and eat their emblems.
0_0
RW exactly the verbal abuse and ridicule of anyone is uncalled for and offensive
RW they taste pretty nice, very healthy meat too, very low fat.
You have to give goodwill to get it.
Anonymous said...
Ergo, I think a lot of people who protest things don't have a clue.
Pack mentality is a scary thing.
However, I admit that I do not endorse, as a Canadian, the cull of baby seals done by men from the eastern provinces who could just as easily move away from home and find a job making more money doing something less saddening.
-A
The Noblest of Gestures
The twilight is fast approaching, darkness will soon arrive
You long for it's cover, for blackest deepest night
How long have you been hiding
How long have you been lying
To all but yourself, for from you, you cannot hide
You change your voice till you barely recognize the sound
Your heart hears it not, it worries quite profound
And when it tries to alert you
You will it to calm down
Oh, such a smile you carry these days
To fool even those who know you well
Are you certain of that, that no one knows
That you are the only one in your Hell?
Night has fully arrived, this day is finally done
Several sweet, darkest hours before you face the sun
It's not over, dearest heart, you don't forget a vampire's kiss
The Noblest of Gestures, that most have surely missed.
Pack mentality is indeed a scary thing. And it seems to overtake our young people more and more every day.
Hello Dreaming Reality, lovely poem! Are you doing ok?
J
ergoproxy said...
RW exactly the verbal abuse and ridicule of anyone is uncalled for and offensive
April 8, 2008 9:55 PM
AMEN ERGO!
J
amy definately the slaughter of animals, especially the way they cull baby seals, is horrific. If it needs to be done it should be done humanely and if it is just for frivious things like fashion it isn't necessary at all, like the musk deer (which by the way has fangs! why does a deer need fangs??? I was gobsmacked)
hello dreaming reality, how are you?
Why would anyone be cruel enough to kill a baby seal? They're so adorable. Hello dreaming reality. Beautiful poem.
You have to give goodwill to get it.
Some might say the same about LynZ.
I am fine, Ergoproxy and Original Punks, how are you?
Ergo, I think you answered your own question with that one!
If my ancestors would someday be hunted for a body part, I'd be asking a Higher Power for some fangs too!
-A
Hello everyone how are you?
Doing well, DR. Good to see you around.
J
Blogger resurrected wreck said...
You have to give goodwill to get it.
Some might say the same about LynZ.
April 8, 2008 10:11 PM
Couldn't have said it better myself.
Hello, Bleeding Chaos.
I regret I can't spend more time here tonight, but I'll be back soon. I enjoy speaking with all of you.
You're a special group of people and I hope you realize that.
Goodnight for now.
Hey Martha! How're you feeling tonight?
J
Goodnight DR, see you later!
J
You have to give goodwill to get it.
no you don't, you show goodwill and maturity by being gracious and not resorting to base insults to make a point. If you choose to dislike someone it doesn't mean you can then speak of them in a derogatory manner.
Thank you dreaming reality. Goodnight to you. Hi mj.
Hiya MJ!
Yikes, time to cut the cat's nails.
-A
Oh, I forgot we were on the board of everyone who personally knows Lynn Z.
Hello J, amy, BC, RW and ep and the nice anons.
I am doing well tonight I hope the same can be said for you.
Blogger resurrected wreck said...
You have to give goodwill to get it.
Some might say the same about LynZ.
April 8, 2008 10:11 PM
Couldn't have said it better myself.
I should also add that, having never met LynZ, I am really in no position to judge her (regardless of the way G-Way's been acting like an ass since he's been with her, though it sure doesn't reflect well on her). And unless you've met & spent time with any of the people in this blog, you are not in that position either.
goodnight dreaming reality, and I am well thanks
hello MJ!
amy If I were any prey animal fangs would be an awesome addittion.
Like frogs - hahahaha
Yikes, time to cut the cat's nails.
Amyranth, when I first read this, I saw "nails" as "balls".
I swear to you.
Hmm, might be time to get that other cataract taken off...
J
I'm good mj, just found out we may have some strong storms heading our way in a bit. Yay.
Anon I really don't give two shits about Lyn-z. But at the time we were having an anon that thought it would be fun to try and get us mad by posting stuff about Lyn-z. So we fought back by taking what they said and making it insulting. Was it nice no but giving how she acts on stage she shouldn't expect for people to respect her.
She could be a very nice person in real life but don't get mad if when you act like a whore in public you get called one.
And no I don't think she is a whore but I couldn't think of any other word.
Let's say that if I met Lyn-Z, I would be polite, but I probably wouldn't go out of my way to seek her out. Of course, she would probably say the same thing about me. :)
J
Blogger Original Punks said...
Let's say that if I met Lyn-Z, I would be polite, but I probably wouldn't go out of my way to seek her out. Of course, she would probably say the same thing about me. :)
J
April 8, 2008 10:27 PM
I would walk away. I have no respect for here.
Time for me to turn in, guys.
Have a great night! :)
Mayo,
Some days you have no choice but to say "Fuck the damn world."
Today was like that, and tomorrow probably will be, too.
So, fuck them. And thank you.
Night, dude.
SS:
Dude, I know 99.9% of the time you're bright-eyed, bushy-tailed, and one happy-go-lucky meffer. But, seriously, don't people ever just piss you the fuck off?
You've got your shit under control, don't you? I bet you do. Striving to do the same.
Night, buddy.
BTW, completely off the subject, but L and I've made a new blog, it's sort of interactive. You can get there from our profile page. It's for, uh, mature subjects, and everyone can contribute if they want. Since we all end up having "soft-pore corn" talks a lot, but not everyone wants to read it, we made a blog just for that.
A NON-SECRET BLOG. :D
Everyone's welcome, even anons. Well, NICE anons.
J
That should be her not here.
J, you just scared one cat and confused the other.
I have a male and a female.
-A
Goodnight RW and MIB
Goodnight RW, mustard. Sweet dreams guys.
J, you know after last night, I will be visiting the new blog. The weather here is going to be fucked up. There's one 65 degree day coming up and most of the week in the 40's :/
Hi just for a laugh this is a thing I wrote for a fansite, the fang thing reminded me
hope you have a laugh
FRO'S OF THE WILD
Many of you may not be aware of the many species of fro bearing animals ( or Fronimals ) that exist in the wilds of the world.
This is a list of some of the best known fronimals, which are yet to be closely studied by scientists. This information has been pieced together from eyewitness accounts and tribal legends.
1. The Fro-g (Amphibianus afrous)
Possibly the most obviously named of the fronimals it is a shy reclsive amphibian prone to diving behind objects when someone attempts to observe it. it often sits for long periods staring into space, possibly contemplating it's next battle with the frizzies. It is of course distinguishable from other more common frogs by it's flamboyant "fro" on it's head. Made up of thousands of thin filamentous skin outgrowths the "fro " is thought to aid in it's underwater breathing, like gills. However it is an inept swimmer due to it's legs often becoming entangled.
2. The Fro-duck (Quackialius afroii)The fro-duck known for it's magnificent head plumage has unfortunately been hunted to near extinction by milliners wishing to use it's feathers to adorn hats. The Fro-duck is now only found in secluded ponds in the N E USA. It's plaintive call of "Wheresmypicks" "Whersmypicks" can sometimes be heard by lucky campers and bushwalkers.
3. The Great Fro Shark (Bitius sillii)
only known from archaeological evidence. Thought to have died from embarassment after being laughed at by it's prey
4. The Froach (Blattodius comicius)
a small pest species likely to be found in old paper, such as stacks of comic books. It is believed to travel from place to place on buses and planes, leaving infestations in it's wake.
5. The Froamster (Rodentius fuzzii) and the Fronea Pig (Rodentius fluffii)
small rodents often kept as pets. They require frequent grooming but resist attempts to tame their long spiral hairs into more conventional styles. They prefer to keep to themselves but when taken into the limelight are able to perform some astonishing tricks
6. The Froguar (Bigcattius hirsuitii)
this creature is a vicious predator using it's "fro" as camouflage and remaining motionless beneath its tresses until it's unsuspecting prey ventures to close. It then grabs them with it's clawed paws and devours them. The Froguar is relatively confined to the jungles of Brazil however it is believed an escaped circus Froguar may have been responsible for the disappearance of several hairdressers in a Kentucky town in 1746
7. The Frouna (Aquaticus toohairyi)
an unusual aquatic member of the fronimals this fish is capable of swimming at speeds up to 10 mph. That may not be considered fast but to swim at those speeds dragging meters of wet hair is a task no other fish can replicate. The Frouna is unusual as it tends to continue swimming at all times as it is believed that if it stops the cloud of hair that would surround it could prevent oxygen transfer rendering it unconscious. The Frouna does not have a long lifespan as it is constantly exhausted and sleep deprived.
8. The Frozelle (Eatius yuckyi)
is not the preferred prey of any of the predators of the African plains due to the unpleasant feeling of hair stuck in the throat experienced after eating it. Many photos of the undulating grasslands of Africa are believed to actually be photos of wild herds of Frozelles that roam in ever increasing numbers due to the lack of predation. Attempts to tame these fronimals have had mixed results and is not recommended, unless you want hair all over everything ( see also Frotelope )
9. The Froliphant (Tuskiorius blondii)
a shy fronimal not ever recorded on film. Believed to live in areas of the Arctic this fronimal is completely white. the footprints of the Froliphant may indeed explain some Bigfoot rumours as it is thought to occasionally stray southwards in search of food. The Froliphant has large ears and a trunk but these are generally hidden beneath it's dense covering of white ringlets. May have had a related species of black froliphant in more tropical areas but this has yet to be confirmed
10. The Torosaurus ( Rayortizius guitarii)
undeniably the most magnificent of the fronimals ever to have walked the earth the Torosaurus was until recently believed to be extinct. Fossil records indicate a reptilian creature standing up to 4 storeys high. It's head was haloed by a magnificent afro styled mane which has led scientists to hypothesise they were actually mammalian. The Torosurus was known to utter a complex series of sounds that may have been very melodic. And some written records from the earliest Egyptian pharohs have suggested captured Torosuri were kept as entertainment. They were especially renown for "singing" when in the company of other species of sauropod, most notably the Waygeraptor and the closely related Waymikraptor, the Ierodactyl and the Bryarosurus Rex. Recordings of these vocalisations have been made and it is hoped that further investigation may result in the capture of a live specimen.
Night RW and Mustard!
Amy, whoops, sorry!
I probably scared Mayo and SS, too--you know how guys get when you talk balls and cutting and things.
SORRY GUYS! Won't happen again.
J
Haha Ep
goodnight mustard and RW sweet dreams
HAHA! Ierodactyl!
-A
Where have you all gone. Are you doing dirty things on the op's blog.
They were especially renown for "singing" when in the company of other species of sauropod, most notably the Waygeraptor and the closely related Waymikraptor, the Ierodactyl and the Bryarosurus Rex.
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LOL. Great job Ergo. I love the scientific Latin names. Those are hilarious :D
thanks MJ and Amy I liked Ierodactyl too, I imagined him with tattooed wings, and the froguar
Me MJ, I'm just reading very disturbing things online. Not the good kind of disturbing.
Blech.
-A
Amy, so it's official then. You kicked your roommate out?
BC, ohhh yes!
And pretty fucking glad it's all over and he's gone. I'm so happy in fact, I'll take up hooking to avoid ever having another roomie again.
-A
Amy what kind of disturbing things.
And I am happy that the roommate is no more.
MJ, us too. The boyfriend is beyond happy. It almost feels like the house is ours ago.
Disturbing things like people who think the place where I work is evil. Apparently, we're the reason people punch baby kittens.
-A
*ours again.
Yikes.
-A
Mayo,
How are you tonight? Are you tired? Physically and mentally? I am. Myself wore me out today.
Feel me?
So, you did strike the match huh? Burnt that shit up. I hope it's what you wanted to do. I hope it's what you needed to do. I hope it's done and served it's purpose. Let's move on to brand new things....want to?
For old times sake...fuck yes, you do!!
Mayo, for you tonight....
Honesty
Is what you need
It sets you free
Like someone to save you
Let it go
But hurry now
There's undertow
And I don't want to lose you now
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Hard to let go of shit when my grip is so tight.
I was reading Ergo's "journal" piece to L. Excellent, Ergo! Number 10 was the best, of course.
I believe the Ierodactyl often swooped down on its prey (that being electrical things on various stages) and attacked, full-body. This, of course, would lead to extensive body and wing damage.
L wants to know, have you done any tech support for Monty and Phil lately?
J
Wow, he must have been that bad then.
*Standing ovation*
Good for you Amy :)
Mayo,
Borrowed those lines from One Republic again...those dudes have got some good lyrics!!
Forgot to give props!!
Blogger Amyranth said...
MJ, us too. The boyfriend is beyond happy. It almost feels like the house is ours ago.
Disturbing things like people who think the place where I work is evil. Apparently, we're the reason people punch baby kittens.
-A
April 8, 2008 10:51 PM
Punching baby kittens. WTF
Goodnight Solly, sweet dreams. Aww, the poor Ierodactyl.
Oh sorry forgot RW face
O_O
^^lol
thanks J and L! I enjoyed writing it. It's probably nearly a year old now.
and I did have a note scratched into the dirt out the front a couple of days ago, something about saving stuff before deleting it, so I left a small package of printer ink and a memory stick.:)
BC, BTW, L wants me to tell you "thank you" for the message you left her on our blog. It was very sweet.
And, you can practice being a Porn Princess on the new blog! Then go surprise Triston...heeheehee!
J
You're very welcome J :)
I have the story saved on my phone, but I'll upload it, then edit it, and then post it by tomorrow. I think Triston might like it ;)
lol.
I work in a pet store, and people hate us, because... Oh I don't even wanna get into it.
The anon earlier that mentioned clueless protesters? Yeah, that's pretty much what we're getting into here.
Anyway, onwards and upwards to more interesting things.
Yes, my roommate is gone. He left the day after we told him to have himself out by Tuesday or else. He is apparently living in a trailer on his parents property because he couldn't afford an apartment in the city, and none of his friends would live with him.
I wonder why?
Either way, all is well for now. I'm sitting on enough extra $$ that we can make this month's mortgage easily, with or without roomies. My first full paycheck from this job should be able to tell us whether or not we'll even need roommates anymore, hopefully not.
-A
Yikes, it's pouring and storming here already.
My Prehistoric Romance
Goodnight SD10
Cool, Ergo, is that how they communicate with you? :D Makes you wonder, though, how do they power up?
L and I are now calling you "E", as in "Q" from the Bond movies.
Celebrity chef, tech queen, snake wrangler, rippy hole thingy slayer...you are truly a Renaissance woman!
J
Amy, that's great news.
Ha ha Ergo, I love it! :D
goodnight sdock sweet dreams
amyranth that is great!
very telling that none of his friends want him too!
hopefully you'll be able to earn enough to not need another, it'd be nicer to have the bhouse to yourself.
Ergo, through studying that picture, I see that the shortened arms of Bryarosaurus Rex definitely contributed to it's agility in it's profession.
-A
LoL at Ray's
BC, sank yuu~!
Ergo, beyond nice to have it all to us.
Naked Sundays can commence again!
-A
Celebrity chef, tech queen, snake wrangler, rippy hole thingy slayer...you are truly a Renaissance woman!
hahahaha
you know I had another attack of the rippy hole thingys this morning! But they weren't rippy off! - truly the work of the devil
ERGO!!!
I could say something about the Ierodactyl's mouth placement...but I won't. HAHAHAHAHA!
I'm just too delicate. *bats eyelashes daintily*
That was brilliant! Did you draw that?
J
Rippy hole thingys?
-A does not want to know.
Guys, I'll be back in a bit. The weather is getting a bit bad.
BC, good for you! Post your story in the comments, and we'll put 'er on the front page, with credits and all!
I'll get something up over there, too.
Uh...hold on...
J
Later BC
yes I did J, it was pretty quick and adapted from a far side cartoon.
amy you know the continuous feed sheets for printers?
THOSE rippy hole thingy strips on the sides that people never rip off, and you can't fit them in files properly
careful BC!
J, okie dokie :)
I left another comment on your blog. I'll post it first thing as soon as I get up. When the storm is gone, I'm gonna edit it a bit.
Later guys.
EP people still use that stuff?
Thanks Ergo. Will do.
Amy, Ergo had some issues with some rippy-hole-thingys yesterday, those things on the sides of dr's invoices and receipts and things, you know. They almost overpowered her, and she had to breathe into a brown paper bag for a while.
J
yeah! they do MJ!
Quite a few of the engineering supply places I think because it can feed thicker ones with multiple copies - you know like a white,blue and green copy at once
I have just spent way too much time at The Song Chart meme.
Lazzara led me indirectly with his Meatloaf comment in that interview. Anyway it's way cute and los of fun and occasionally very clever. ^_^
Yuck. Old printer paper.
I didn't think you Aussies were so set in your ways!
-A
Wow, I got comment 1900.
It's a small accomplishment.
:)
-A
Mayonaise;
Today was a fucking day in hell. What the fuck is with people trying to make me second-guess myself? What is with people trying to make me feel guilty after I thought I made the right decision? I bet when you were my age, people were doing this exact same shit to you. Really, I just want people to understand what I am going through right now...
People don't get that I always smile, even when I'm really upset. I'm good at hiding those things. I'm good at being a fake. Is that a good thing, or a bad thing?
Goodnight Mayonaise; sleep well.
- 007
P.S. 笑容像你的意思。
Well my friends I must be off to dream land.
Goodnight
well done amy!
yep Australian companies strongly striding their way into the '80's
goodnight MJ sweet dreams
PH! what happened? Is it about your subjects?
*big try to make you feel better hug*
Blogger paperheartxx said...
Mayonaise;
Today was a fucking day in hell. What the fuck is with people trying to make me second-guess myself? What is with people trying to make me feel guilty after I thought I made the right decision? I bet when you were my age, people were doing this exact same shit to you. Really, I just want people to understand what I am going through right now...
That doesn't end when you get older, trust me on this. This is how I spent the last half of my day.
People don't get that I always smile, even when I'm really upset. I'm good at hiding those things. I'm good at being a fake. Is that a good thing, or a bad thing?
I dunno, PH. All I can tell you is that I suck at being fake. When I'm pissed, upset, or if I fully dislike someone, people know it. It happens so rarely, but when it does, hell.
Maybe somewhere in the middle. ^_^
Mayo, I'm still curious about your posts being gone, I like your words.
I had a totally crap day and my head is in a really weird way tonight, not to mention that I have a headache or ridiculous proportions.
Sorry darl', I got nothin'.
S(S)S, dude, how the hell do you keep your patience? Or do you ever lose it?
I need to get to bed, good night!
Well, my darlings, I'm off to bed. It was great talking with you all!
Night Martha! Night PH, hang on, honey, it gets better after a while.
Goodnight BlogBelieve, remember: Pactum Serva.
love/faith/hope
J
goodnight kapunua
godnight L and J
sweet dreams
Ergo, it's that, and family issues. Everything I do, every decision I make, I seem to let someone down. I try and do something for myself, and it gets turned around and ends up stabbing myself in the back.
Kapunua, I can't do that, somehow I just can't. My family knows when I'm pissed, cause I bake or listen to my music really loud, but I can never talk to them about it. I have to act like everything is okay.
Night OPJ.
I'd like to think it gets better, but the moment things start looking up, it does right back down the drain.
Ughhh. I know that life is never fair, but it just makes me mad when people act this way towards me..
I have to go.
Sweet dreams to all;
- 007
Dear Mayo,
Seems like forever since I came across you in the Castle. Yeah, I can dig it; you're most likely hiding out. Done that myself lots of times.
There's plenty of others here who'll read you the riot act for deleting some of your posts. I'm not going to do that, because they're your words, and if you don't want anyone to see them anymore, that's your prerogative.
I WILL say, though, that no matter what you've written before, it should stand as it is. Once you've said something, you can't take it back.
No matter what it says.
And if those posts relate to who I think they do, that person already knows what you said, and remembers every word.
So, just keep all that in mind. Take care of yourself, brother.
love to you
J
PH, don't worry about trying to please everyone. You'll never do it, and you'll only drive yourself batty in the meantime.
If there is ANYTHING I've learned in the last 25 years, it's that you have GOT to take care of you and your needs first. If you don't, how can you be expected to give anyone else any time or attention?
Nobody else will look out for you, you gotta do it yourself. And if that means stepping on a few toes, so be it.
-A
oh PH it is something everyone has to deal with , you cannot please everyone, and sometimes decisions you make for yourself can be different to how people want you to be.
As kapunua said, it never goes away but you do get better at dealing with it. if you're true to yourself you will come out ok in the end.
Just hang in there.
Thanks guys. It seems I always encounter the exact same problems. I always let people walk all over me, and I always try to make others happy..
Goodnight guys<3
I really love you guys for always knowing what to say, and always being here for me to rant to.
SS baby,
I have faith in you.
I believe in you.
I love you.
You know I'll be there.
J
Goodnight L,J, K. It seems the storms are slowing down now. PH, goodnight to you. Things will somehow get better. Sometimes we have to make decisions that won't make everyone happy. Biggest hugs to you. Sweet dreams.
Mayo
Before I begin this goodnight I must tell you I’ve had a bad day. No strike that, I’ve had a fucking bad day. One of those days where everything that could possibly go wrong does and you just get to the point where you know the shit is gonna hit the fan so you do things then just step back and watch. Yeah, that was how my day was going. So I came home and thought I’d spend some time with my friends. Maybe that would help. Hey, why did I really think that would work? No, I get on the blog and what was the topic of discussion? Well sir that would be you and your deleting frenzy you had today.
I’m really trying not to sound bitchy but fuck it that ain’t gonna happen. I am upset, not gonna lie. Yeah Mayo I know it’s your blog but tell me how many times have you said it’s as much our home as yours? Those words coming back to you? Oh and lets not forget that unless I misunderstood you pretty much yelled at me about deleting. Red words and all. But Mayo when I deleted I told you why I did it. I explained. Shit, to be honest I don’t even care if you give a reason for doing it. I just want you to acknowledge you did it. If you’d say “Hey, it was something I had to do.” I’d accept that. But to just delete part of our “home” without so much as one word? You said, oh and let me quote, “your words are what give value to his place. Never do that again.” Well Mayo gotta tell you, your words hold a lot more value than any shit I could ever write. But you have to understand it wasn’t just your words you deleted. You deleted all of our words too. A great big old hunk of the time we’ve spent here together is just gone. And yeah, it wasn’t the best of times back then but damn it, it showed how far all of us have traveled together.
I’m writing this and wondering if I’m gonna piss you off. That isn’t my intent. But Mayo I have always been honest with you. Sometimes brutally honest. For me not to tell you how I feel wouldn’t be honest. I think of you as a very close friend. I may be wrong assuming that relationship but once again I’m just being honest. As a friend I’m telling you that I think what you did is wrong. Maybe not wrong if you really needed to delete for reasons we don’t know but wrong in not saying anything about doing it. Shit, I feel like someone just knocked a wall out of the castle then walked off.
Are we still important to you, Mayo? Do you still value our words? I sure as hell still value yours.
Elena
Elena, are you going to sleep? If so, goodnight and sweet dreams
Elena, I'm still here.
I was not aware of Mr. Mayonaise's actions, and I'm really happy that I heard. Now, I may be overreacting when I say this. but to be quite honest, it hurt me to read that Mayo deleted comments, comments that he did not write.
I agree with you Elena. It's not the fact that he deleted comments really, because this is first and foremost, Mayonaise's fortress. To me it's the fact that every single comment has a meaning to the blog, and every comment here was said for a reason. Every comment ever posted here, is special. They show the way we've all changed in the past 7 months.
Now, I'm not exactly sure WHAT Mayo decided to delete, but still, way to put the icing on today's cake of fucking shit.
Elena I'm really sorry you had a bad day.
I hope it looks up soon, keep looking out for that light.
I don't know why Mayo deleted. it would have been nice for him to mention it, if he felt he needed to, maybe he didn't , we all know blogger has it's moods. But if he did I'm sure he had a reason, though losing our comments as well is a shame, he could perhaps have deleted the words and left the rest.
It would be nice to know it was a deliberate meaningful decision, because he has said he doesn't like deletions.
And elena, I had some ginger beer cordial for lunch a few minutes ago and thought of you.
If you could come for a walk to the creek with us I'm sure it would clear your head, I'll take you along in spirit :)
Hey Paperheart and BC
I'm still here
Elena,
I'm sorry to hear your day was shit. It seems like everyone had a tough day today.
*hug*
Hug right back to you Paperheart.
Hey Ergo
Now, I really am off to bed.
Sweet dreams guys; I really hope that tomorrow is a better day for everyone than today.
<3
Night Paperheart
Sweet dreams
Elena, ph, I'm sorry you guys had shitty days *hugs*
Bedtime for me too I think. I'm getting too used to getting up at 4 in the morning for work I think!
Goodnight Lovelies!@
-A
PH would you like to come for a walk to the creek too?
I'll take a pen and write "elena's problems" on one rock and "paperheartxx's problems" on another and throw them into the big waterhole for you.
Goodnight grasshopper
Psst...
I don't think Mayo deleted the posts, per se. I think that he locked them up so no one could see them anymore.
I don't blame him. As much as I love writing here, and reading what everyone else has to say, I do sometimes wish it was a little private. But, c'est la vie.
-A
goodnight amyranth sweet dreams, and PH too again :)
Goodnight amy, sweet dreams
goodnight amyranth sweet dreams, and PH too again :)
Happy Birthday Gee Way from da East Coast!
Uh-oh.
Here we go Ladies. The next 24 hours are going to be a doozy.
-A
nice, anon, Gerard has been 31 for 14 1/2 hrs by me
Oh Amy, rest assured, not a BN invasion, just feeling exuberant. Wanted to get the first salvo in.
Hey, I wanna wish him a Happy Birthday too.
But, Cow Holy, we're gonna be flooded with people tomorrow.
I should have thought ahead, I could have mailed him a card with the address for this blog. I'm sure he'd appreciate the well wishes anyway.
-A
Hello anon. Gerard, you're old. Deal with it ^_^
Yeah, true.
***DISCLAIMER***
Amyranth does not, in any way, shape, or form know Mister Gerard Way, formerly of Bellevue, New Jersey, USA.
She does not have his address, his email, his cell, his home phone, his pager, or him, by the Short'N'Curlies. She would like to leave that to his wife.
We apologize for any disappointment.
Lol Amy
Anyway, for the second last time today, Goodnight Lovelies!
I'll see most of you later.
-A
Old? Fuck that.
Goodnight amy, sweet dreams. Yeah, that's right anon. Old ^_^
well, with age comes wisdom, so yeah, bc, you're right.
That's true anon.
*wonders where Wendy is, then sets a trail of Krispy Kreme donuts*
Elena I do understand how you must feel.
Don't place too much weight on his words. They mean very little to him.
Oh. My. God.
Anonymous said...
Elena I do understand how you must feel.
Don't place too much weight on his words. They mean very little to him.
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Sorry, I don't believe that.
Oh my god indeed anon. Did you know that I broke my toenail earlier yesterday?
BC's toenail killed the blog.
Apparently so anon :(
My love, my sweetest heart,
I know you are soul-weary and hurting
I feel you, even from so far away
And I wish I could hold you close to me
Caress your silken hair
Place soft kisses across your brow
Murmur words of comfort in your ear
I would rock you gently and
Sing your favorite song to you as you
Drifted off to sleep
Dry your tears, my darling
I will stay with you through the long night
And through the sun's rising
And as long as you want me beside you
I will be
Hello Angel. Beautiful poem, as always. How are you?
Hi BC, elena, and anon!
Sorry to have been gone so long. The internet has been out. We think the cable is wet. It's likely to get wetter too, as bc said, we're expecting a storm this way, so don't be surprised if I can't respond. On the bright side, one of the PC's is fixed, kinda, I hope, fingers crossed :))
Hi to FASC!!!! And ROARRRR to siobhan! :)
Ergo - I checked about the incubators and the main reason we use them is to keep the hens productivity up. Before, it was because the hens were terrible at caring for their eggs, but we found we get more eggs with this method. Sorry to respond, like, a week later, but the internet's been down :)
I hope everyone is doing well - and enjoying theor concerts.
TJ - did you get my email?
Hi miranth, I missed you *hugs* How are you?
I'm afraid it's just us and a couple of others. The blogs have been quiet for over an hour now :/
A gracious good evening to you, Bleeding Chaos! I am feeling well, thank you. And yourself?
It is very quiet here this evening. Where are the others?
That's good to hear Angel. I'm glad you're well. I'm not sure where the others are at. Most went to bed, Wendy should be here, but is not, it's really quiet here.
I'm doing pretty good, by the way. Thank you for asking.
Hello Mayo, SS, BC, Angel, Elena, anons!
How are you all on this beautiful night? Well and happy, I hope!
Today is someone's birthday! No, I'm not talking about GW, although it is his birthday too (and I hope he has a very happy one)!
It's my niece's birthday today!!!
She'll be 17 years old. Where all those years went, I don't know....
They all grow up so fast, don't they?
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Mayo sure has a way of ruffling feathers, doesn't he? A few deleted posts and there is a comment EXPLOSION!!!
Wendy should be here, but is not, it's really quiet here.
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Here I am, BC! *waves, kisses and hugs*
Beautiful poem, Angel! How are feeling tonight?
Hi BC *big hug*! I am fine - enjoying the good weather. I think I enjoy playing at the park and swinging on swings, bike riding etc. more than my nieces do. They had to give Me a five minute warning before it was time to leave today :) How are you? I hope you're feeling well?
angel, your words are always so beautiful. Its great to read you!
Sorry - I didn't have time to catch up, but I decided to post anyway, but I see I missed most everyone :( But I am glad you guys are here! Where is Wendy? I miss you Wendy!!!
Hi Miranth! I didn't see you up there.
*big hug and kiss for you too*
How are you, love? Is your computer fixed?
And, did I see ENTROPY fly through here and wave earlier today?
*waves back to Entropy*
Have fun on road, Entropy!!!
Hello, Anon616, Miranth, it is good to see you both. Did I see Elena's name a few minutes ago? I did see some anonymous posters.
Anon616, congratulations to your niece! Many joyous wishes to her on her birthday.
Wendy, I was worried about you, where have you been young lady? ^_^ *runs and smothers with kisses and hugs*
Happy birthday to your niece!! I was setting a Krispy Kreme donut trail earlier ;)
I'm glad you had a great time Miranth. We just had some storms passing through a while ago. I'm okay :)
There you are!!! I wonder which blog posts were deleted or hidden? ANd I really wonder why....? O_O to use RW's expression :)
Miranth, there were some of the old posts from last year.
Wendy,
An old PC might be working now. I am actually on it presently. No one could fix the newer one. Maybe blogger hexed it!!! The internet connection is still very iffy though. The line gets wet - April showers you know!
BC - I wonder when we'll get the storms over here then. Maybe a few hours? I am west of Detroit, so should be soon...
As I looked through some earlier comments, I noticed that some anonymous poster used my name today. I also noticed someone asked if I had written my last poem for a "Lyn-Z". I am confused. Can anyone help me understand, please?
Thank for the birthday wishes for my niece; Angel, BC and Miranth!
I shall pass them along to her!
I hope you are doing well tonight!
BC: I was a little lost tonight; but I followed the donut trial you left for me ;)
Thank you, sweetcheeks!
Miranth: I have missed you too!!!
I'm so glad you're back!
How's your niece doing?
By the way, I'm the same way when it comes to swinging ;)
There's such a sense of freedom in swinging!!!
hello again to everyone I've already said HI too and hello
angel, lovely to read you
(do you know someone used your name earlier, they were told off)
and miranth!!!
well howdy do stranger!
and thanks for actually thinking of me to respond, that's really nice of you, sounds like you have been having fun
and wendy *smoooooooooch*
and happy birthday to your neice!
Miranth, probably. The storms stopped about an hour and a half ago.
Your welcome sugarplum ;)
It's also a trail for our dear Triston ^_^
Angel, some of these anons think that you are the wife of GW, that's why they were posting the poems under your name, pretending to be "GW"
angel because it was love poetry some anonymous people were insinuating you were Gerard Way writing for his wife, they appear to believe he's all we'd discuss. Which is a real shame.
But we know when it's you
angel said...
As I looked through some earlier comments, I noticed that some anonymous poster used my name today. I also noticed someone asked if I had written my last poem for a "Lyn-Z". I am confused. Can anyone help me understand, please?
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Angel: Some anons around here seem to think all poetry posted on this blog MUST be for Lyn-Z.
I also think some anons believe you to be Mayo and Mayo to be GW....
therefore, your poems must be for Lyn-Z ;)
Greetings, Ergoproxy, yes, I did see the anonymous person who used my name. What was the circumstance, as I did not read carefully?
Hi ergo *waves*
Yeah, I told the anons earlier that their poems really sucked. I'm not afraid to be blunt and to the point at times.
I don't want anything from you! Quit it!
Ergo!!!!!
*big smooch*
Miranth: I hope that old computer keeps working!
Hey, it's that anon from earlier. Who are you speaking to? Mayo?
Your welcome sugarplum ;)
It's also a trail for our dear Triston ^_^
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I thought it might be! ;)
I think he was quite disappointed in missing your frisky mood last night.
:D
angel they posted a poem as you, but it was much less than your standard
it was when anon were on about gerard and his relationship again
BC - an old post had SS's url. I should check to see if that was one of the ones deleted. I was thinking that it should be if it is super secret and all...
Also I looked up drive by on myspace and Todd Price is from detroit. It also says Brian Schechter lived in detroit too. I wonder if they know any musicians that I know. Though most of my friends and acquaintances are older, like Feisty Cadavers era. And Hoarse and others... God...I am old!
Detroit Anon - You can email me if you wish to talk about the first show, as I will be there, though I do understand if you are hesitant or shy :)
Thank you, ladies. I do appreciate your explanations and your support.
I must confess, it puzzles me why Gerard Way would use the Internet to communicate with his wife. Surely they speak to one another daily, on the telephone or perhaps by e-mail?
I think he was quite disappointed in missing your frisky mood last night.
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Ha ha, I bet he was. I can try unbuttoning my blouse if he arrives tonight ;)
OP J created a blog where you can post soft pore corn and I told her that I may have a story that our lovely vampire may like. I'm gonna post it first thing tomorrow when I get up at the Punks' new blog ^_^
Hello Angel
Nice to see you.
angel I would assume they have better ways to communicate too. I mean they live together while not on tour and I'd assume phone calls would be a lot nicer.
I know I prefer hearing a voice!
angel said...
Surely they speak to one another daily, on the telephone or perhaps by e-mail?
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Yes, there are much more private ways to communicate.....
Although, chatting on a blog late at night is fun!
Elena: How are feeling tonight?
Better???
Hi elena, I threw a rock in for you
Hi Elena
wendy - it sure is!
Did you catch Jaws yet, Ergo? ;)
BC: I will have to check out this new blog from J and L! It sounds most.....intoxicating! ;)
Wendy, you should, and they already posted the first story, and it is mighty hot I must say ;)
ergoproxy said...
wendy - it sure is!
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INDEED!!!! Now, where is that dead thing (as the OPs and Katherine D call him) ;)
I feel like dancing under the light of the moon again! :D
no no jaws! (though there was a 16 yr old killed by a shark down the coast, a long way down but still, poor kid)
the fish we caught are still alive in the dam though :)
ERGO! I didn't know you were here! I would've said HI too! *hugs* :)
Wendy - You still swing (on swings ;) too?! Yes, it is freeing, especially if you hang upside down, as I confess that I do, like a bat - speaking of, where is our vampire?!? O_O
angel - whatever the case, I do think it's rude that someone used your name and I hope they do not do so again. :( Though they could not replicate your elegant way of speech :)
Yes, where is he? I am in a flirting mood tonight
Greetings, Elena! I thought I had seen your name before. How have you been faring?
Hmm
I'm on top!
Hey again BC
Hello Wendy, I'm okay
Ergo could you just hit me with that rock?
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