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I am
Who you think I am not
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
4,234 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 1401 – 1600 of 4234 Newer› Newest»damn. ok I'll go back and look at the pic
*sulks*
Cool I'm first
hahaha you all lose, bc beat you arse's
oh and ergo, you wont have time to pack, you have to trip, as in fall over and then you will fall until you reach me ;)
so run and get your bikini on now and then trip over something. sounds like a plan?
Bonjour eh?
I wonder who he's saying hello to?
-A
Nope, MSI is in France on the 18th.
According to Pollstar, they haven't started touring yet. They show the first date being the 9th in the Netherlands.
"Language of Love" though.
That reminds me, did someone say earlier that they thought Ray was wearing a T-Shirt that had a stick figure of himself on it?
It's actually an Umbrella Academy shirt.
-A
Wasn't it a T Rex shirt, A?
*yawns*
why isnt he poisoned yet
Poisoned? Do they do that in Las Vegas?
Hi ergo *waves*
WTF! Some guy got onstage and ran for Frank in Vegas.
He left a pack of ben-gay on the stage and this vid shows the aftermath.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dT9I8UyRvG0
Even that wont stop him from the Sharpies, trsut me
Not in this particular picture.
It's definitely an Umbrella Academy shirt.
-A
Fim lucky it's a warm day!
-hope noone turns up at the house!
*waits to trip*
Amyranth Hello - come on the ergo trip with me!
Hi BC feeling better?
How are you mustard!
Tell you i think Gerard should just write really random stuff like -walrus or gravel just to mess with fans minds...I would!
oh I know ! "SWARF" because it's such a cool word
http://www.buzznet.com/www/search/
photos/Gerard%20Way/?id=43339451
#pagesubnav
It's the UA logo.
At least in that picture, I didn't see any others on BN from shows.
-A
AWW!
Some take interviews too far. ;)
Anonymous said...
why isnt he poisoned yet
has he upset DA BOSS?
Tell you i think Gerard should just write really random stuff like -walrus or gravel just to mess with fans minds...I would!
oh I know ! "SWARF" because it's such a cool word
SHAZBOT!
-A
Lol fimble.
guys, i am off. i am tired so i am going to beddy byes.
sweet dreams everyone and take care
xxx
OH AMY!! Yes!!!
DAGNABBIT
Ben-gay??
Nighty night, Fimmy :)
goodnight fim!
I will try not to fall on you while you're asleep!
Sweet dreams!
I couldn't understand a word G-Way was saying in that vid.
ben gay is like a muscle rub isn't it?
we don't get it here
All of you should just accept he madly loves his wife, and stop whining.
Haha! Ergo!
How about FLUBNUT!
-A
Yes, you're right. It must be true love. Just like he had with all of the other women to wear his ring. How special she must feel...
Madly is certainly a fitting term for it. How's that for whining.
Aaaaaand I think it's time for me to leave!
Have a good night, everyone :)
Ergo, yep, I'm feeling much better thanks :)
Goodnight fimmy fim. Sweet dreams.
haha flubnut would be good
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
he could go up one arm and down the other!
goodnight RW
have you any pics yet? I thought I saw a comment a while ago that you had or would have some.
I'm sure you're doing a brilliant job
He wouldn't have married her if he didn't love her.
My co-worker took some pics today with her cell phone, EP. When she forwards them along to me I shall post the, here :)
Night-night!
All of you should just accept he madly loves his wife, and stop whining.
Like I'm madly in love with chocolate ice cream, right? Right?
=]
Goodnight RW
Chocolate ice cream is the best for two reasons; it tastes great, and it helps with cramps.
=]
Boy, I sure know how to clear out a room.
*sob*
Or around his neck a few times.
Heck, we know the man can draw, why doesn't he start doing that instead?
-A
"He wouldn't have married her if he didn't love her."
You know this how? You seem to forget how many he has asked. (Check that and how close all of these great loves were.) That's not love, it's finally getting one to see it through.
Not you PH! Why would you clear a room?
My roomie, on the other hand... *hiss*
-A
You know this how? You seem to forget how many he has asked. (Check that and how close all of these great loves were.) That's not love, it's finally getting one to see it through.
So... huh?
Are you suggesting he was the desperate one? Maybe she was. Maybe they both were.
Maybe it shouldn't really matter, because the fact is, he's married, and the majority of us in here aren't?
-A
Anon, I'm more attracted to guitarists with long hair and tats. I think one of the lead guitarists for as I lay dying is hot :)
Hi grasshopper. Anon, sometimes there's people who marry for the wrong reasons. Real life is not a fairy tale. Shit happens.
lol Amy! I just thought so because no one was around for a couple minutes, I was only kidding though. =]
Anon, I"m on the fence on the whole marriage. I'm happy that he found "the one" that he wants to spend the rest of his life with and all, but then I'm kind of like "WTF! that was fast.. Wasn't he just engaged to someone else? AND wasn't he against marriage" BUT, my friends grandpaArents were dating for only three months before they got married. True story. And yeah, peoples perspectives on things like marriage can change. But honestly, I don't care who Gerard Way goes to bed with everynight, as long as the music keeps coming and he's really happy, then I'm down for it.
My comment wasn't about the majority, never is.
Desperation? Not exactly... more along the lines of too lonely for too long emotionally. He had all the ass he wanted but not what he actually needed. Oh, I'm making assumptions, my apologies.
Anon, how do you this?
He always seemed against it in the past.
Anyway Lovelies, I should go. I have another early morning waiting for me tomorrow. I'll be happy when I have a day off :p
Goodnight girls!
Goodnight Mayo and SS!
-A
"So, what are ya doin after the show Tuesday?
"I thought I'd..."
"Wanna get hitched?"
"Sure, I got nothing else going on."
you can get ass without getting married
Anonymous said...
My comment wasn't about the majority, never is.
Desperation? Not exactly... more along the lines of too lonely for too long emotionally. He had all the ass he wanted but not what he actually needed. Oh, I'm making assumptions, my apologies.
Assumptions, speculation.. whatever.
There are far too many with the mantle of Anonymous who come in and start talking about Gerard like they know him. Maybe they do, maybe they don't. You DO have to expect that most of us take that chatter with a grain of salt simply because of the nature of the subject.
-A
hello PH!!!
oh anon does it matter to anyone but the two of them?
PH I feel the same way about cheese as you do about chocolate ice cream!
Amyranth still roomie dramas?
Ergo, he's been booted. He'll be out by saturday. I just... don't want him here anymore. He smells and he keeps using my deodorant.
-A
I know him.
You can get ass AND be married.
Hey Ergo!!
Anon at 10:56 LOL!
Funny thing is, I can see myself doing that, only because I like doing spur of the moment things, and I'm known to act before thinking it through
well that's good Amy a womans deodorant is not to be used willy nilly!!!
I think he's used up all your niceness
Oh shit. Hiya Amy. Goodnight amy. Hi grasshopper!!!
Anonymous said...
I know him.
You can get ass AND be married.
Well it's definitely not impossible. Maybe they have an open relationship.
-A
PH I am the opposite, not a spur of the moment person, not with big decisions
and anon you can get a lot of ass within your marriage too
Awwh Amy, that's sick. Using your deoderant? EWWWWWWW..
Anon, you can say you know him, but so could I, and it wouldn't mean anything.
You can be an ass AND get married.
and anon if you know him, ask him to do a nice sharpie drawing on his arm for a change, words are so pro rev.
Ergo, he's worn out his fucking welcome, that's for sure.
-A
if an ass got married you could have a big ass wedding!
...and they could live happily ever after with a brood of little asslets
Amy, that's sickening! He uses your deodorant?
ergoproxy said...
...and they could live happily ever after with a brood of little asslets
asslets?
Mayo,
Hope Wednesday was good for you. I hope this finds you happy and well. Me? I'm about to be off for the night. I should have already been in bed, but oh well, oh well, oh well...got sidetracked. Lost..in my own fucking head. Almost couldn't find my way around, but I made it back out. Found some pretty cool shit in there while I was searching.
We'll talk more tomorrow...I'm still fumbling my way around today.
Feel me?
Until then....
Have a good night, Mayo. Listen to some good music and have sweet dreams.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Just misplaced.
Ergo, lol. Asslets
Look, he decided to marry her, so just accept it.
According to BN, she was in Vegas, and he dedicated a song to her.
Goodnight sd10. Hi elena.
My two cents:
If he's happy and she's happy, I'm happy for them.
If he isn't happy, I hope that he finds within himself the thing that will.
That's what I hope for him.
Hey again, dudes!
Ergo, you crack me up. :)
Well goodnight, you guys.
Mayo, goodnight, SS, goodnight. ^_^
BC, you are telling me!
I can't WAIT for him to LEAVE.
-A
hello elena!
don't you think asslets would be cute?
Mustard I agree
hey Kapunua don't know if you saw before but soooo glad you see what I see in Supermassive!
And on that note. I'll leave! Again!
Goodnight!
-A!
11:13 what is your point exactly? Other than a few jokes and some well-justified concern, no one here objects to his marriage. Why do you keep acting as if we do.
Elena how is your daughter? Is she ok?
goodnight sdock goodnight kapunua
sweet dreams
Night k. Amy, lets hope it happens. I bet you'll throw a party when the day comes when you kick his ass to the curve ^_^
dadicating a song is sweet, perhaps my husband could dedicate some welding or machining to me, he could write it in that hard chalk stuff you mark steel with
dedicating ! sheesh
Goodnight amy
don't you think asslets would be cute?
Ergo I agree, damn cute.
Still haven't heard from daughter number one and okay I've got to tell you I'm pretty nervous tonight. The other two girls are flying to Atlanta tomorrow for a school trip. I know people fly everyday but that doesn't keep me from being nervous.
Oh elena not only does Bundaberg make ginger beer cordial they make DIET gingerbeer cordial! maybe you could ask if the store can get it.
what do you guys call cordial in the US?
Is it cordial?
Like a fruit flavoured concentrate you mix with water to drink
Or maybe he was dedicating a song to his mom. A fan said that she saw his mom and a cousin at the vegas shows.
elena I know what you mean I do it when I or anyone I know fly, but realistically it'll be fine.
How long are they away for?
Why did you delete your blog post Kapu? Those were beautiful.
Ergo, I'm not sure. Elena, I think you're kids will be alright. I don't know though. I don't have kids.
Hey to everyone arriving, goodnight to all leaving! =] =]
<3
*hug*
Ergo, you're quite the giggle-giver tonight. =]
They will get back on Sunday, Ergo.
This is the first time flying for both of them.
oh are they excited or nervous?
I love flying we used to go unaccompanied as kids and the hostess looks after you. My daughter has been since she was a baby and she loves it too.
Tell them to chew gum while they take off and land.
Are they visiting anywhere special?
PH how is your sis and little Emily?
Hi grasshopper *hugs*
P.s. Chocolate ice cream rules
Ergo, they're both well. My sister's getting used to the crutches though, and a little bummed that she can't really walk around with my little nieceling in her arms. But she's happy that I got her a shirt and some autographs from the concert last night. =]
Never mind Kapu, sorry.
Hey BC! *hug*
P.S. You're totally right! =]
I didn't mean that in a not nice way by the way, it is me.
hey she wolf anon how are you?
PH does she have a sling? Like you wear a baby in? I used to use one all teh time especially shopping or if they're fussy you can wear them around the house, being close to your heart and warmth helps them settle.
She could get around a bit with her then and may feel a bit less like she's missing out holding her
Hello she wolf anon, anons.
P.S. Chocolate kicks vanilla's ass totally.
She has one of those I think, but Emily doesn't like being in it, she'd rather be in your arms. =]
From livejournal:
Excitement of the night: An older gentleman, maybe 40's, got past security and made it onstage. It all happened so fast, but, very interestingly, and impressively, Gerard tried to stop him. Gerard went for the guy, put his hands on him, either to push or pull, I'm not sure, then realized that the guy wasn't going to do anything and saw the security and backed away.
Gerard: "I thought he was going for Frank. I thought he was going for Frank."
He wasn't, he just got up there by Bob's drumset and put his fists in the air. It kindof rattled all of them though, I think. And understandably. They stood around for a minute or two regrouping.
A little bit later - Gerard (talking about Frank): "I thought he was going for Frank. Going for that sweet ass."
And then, showing just how floored he was by the whole thing...
Gerard: "I don't even know what to say."
And then...
Gerard: "We're close enough to you guys. You guys just stay there. Don't come up here."
*sigh* Only in Vegas.
Then later, ANOTHER older guy got pulled out by security.
Gerard: "Damn, they're pulling out old dudes left and right."
At some point, Frank picks up a packet of Ben-Gay that fell out of the first guy's pocket. That tickled Gerard to no end. He turned around and rubbed it on his ass and told us we should all put Ben-Gay on our asses.
for elena
Sorry had to get the husband off to work.
Yeah they are both nervous. They are gonna see the Martin Luther King museum, go to Six Flags, and shop. I'm sure they'll have a great time. I wanted to go cause they needed parents to go with the group but that got totally shot down my both girls. Can't have fun while mom is there I guess.
Ha ha anon
^^ Anon, lol. Did that really happen?
PH a lot of baby's need a bit to get used to them take her out for a walk in it and sometimes , if yours can, swaddle them a bit around the legs and tuck their legs in, it's the feeling of swinging leg a lot don't like.
So like , have then cross legged in the sling or sit her sideways and walk about singing softly and talking to them, with your arms around them in the sling if you keep moving they get used to it fairly quickly.
I'm bored. Wendy. Sugarplum, where are youuss?
Another livejournal account:
Last night, during the last show for Vegas, some older guy who I don't even think was a MCR fan, managed to haul himself onto the stage. It was weird, because security was being kind of dicky and authoritarian all day and then they totally fail when it really counts and let some loser climb over the barrier and then haul himself on the stage. It took him a long time to get up there too. Long enough that I was able to wonder where security had gone and then say to the girl next to me, "Um, hello? Is anyone going to stop that idiot?"
From where the band was, it must've looked pretty fucking terrifying, especially because the guy sort of ran at Frankie. He may have grabbed his microphone, but I'm not positive about that.
Several things happened at once.
Gerard stopped singing, crossed in front of Mikey, ran over to the guy and sort of bounced off him. Not that the guy was very big. He ran at the guy again and shoved him. The guy didn't even budge.
Mikey moved very very fast out of the way and then just stared with a petrified look on his face. It was not fun seeing him look that vulnerable.
I have no idea what Frank was doing. Later, the girl next to me said that Frankie had run. Which makes sense because I don't even remember seeing him after the guy got up there.
But what really freaked me out was Bob. Oh my god. I don't ever want to be on Bob's bad side. In fact, if I ever want to fuck someone up, I'd totally hire Bob because Bob was going to kick some ass. The look on Bob's face was scary. Bob was really really mad and not in an 'ooh sexy!' kind of mad. No, it was more of a 'there's going to be a fight, and there's going to be blood and someone is going to leave here with his jaw broken' kind of mad. He reminded me of a lion that was just napping in the sun and then some drunk tourist had the nerve to come into his territory and threaten one of his little lion babies or something. It was the look on Bob's face that made me realize that things were not okay. Bob ripped out his ears, stood up and was about to go through his drums to get to the guy. Luckily for the guy, and Bob's drums, someone offstage got to the guy first.
Then Gerard started saying to someone offstage kind of hysterically. "I thought he was going for Frank. It looked like he was going for Frank." He said to the audience, still a little panicked "I thought he was going after Frank and that sweet ass!" I was clinging to the girl next to me, but we both laughed at that. Gerard also said he just thought it was weird some 45 year old guy that was too old to be stage-diving was climbing onstage heading for Frank. And that they were close enough to the audience, they were so close the audience could probably smell Gerard, and the audience didn't need to come onstage to visit. It was all just unsettling and I don't think the guy was even a MCR fan. It was so weird and awful.
It took them a couple minutes to get ready again because Bob had ripped out his ears. I spent the next song sort of in a daze and it took quite a few songs for the sick feeling in my stomach to go away. The show just felt kind of weird and off for a little while. But then things finally got good again and it got back to being awesome.
Ergo some of that looks so good. I'm down to only four bottles. I'm gonna have to make a trip to Lawrene for more. Wonder if I can get them to order some of the different kinds?
I'll suggest that to my sister Ergo! Thanks!! =]
hey thanks anon! How scary!@ you wouldn't know what to do if soemone got up, you'd have no idea what they were trying to do!!
And Bob!! wow And I could totally see him being that type of guy!
It was brave of Gerard to try and grab him, that's a risk if you don't know what they'll do!
Hope their security ups their game!
but seriously I love how apparently Bob has an "Oh sexy" kind of mad!
that made me laugh
Wow
well Ray did once say that he was Mum and Bob was Dad in the group.
no word on what Ray was doing? I recall an anon said he was as much use in a fight as a chocolate teapot, but come on he musta done something?
Or the Fro should have jumped off and tried to smother the guy!
Wow. That's intense!
Security did a terrible job.
Or the Fro should have jumped off and tried to smother the guy!
Good Lord woman you are on a roll.
Or the Fro should have jumped off and tried to smother the guy!
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Lol, that would have been hilarious :D
Gerard's worry and protectivness over Frank is kind of ironic since he's the only person who has actually attacked Frank on stage. It sucks that I even think that, but that moment still makes me sick.
Well Anon, that just proves to show that Gerard and Frank really have worked their shit out since that night last year..
Still such a shame it had to happen at a live broadcasted show.
Hi thanks for asking, I am doing fine. Did I miss Sdock too? Hope you are all doing good.
paperheartxx said...
Well Anon, that just proves to show that Gerard and Frank really have worked their shit out since that night last year..
I think you're wrong on that. It was just instinctive. Or Gerard didn't want to look pussy.
I could be wrong, but don't you think after nearly 7 months, they'd have worked it out?
anon guys get pissed , fight and get over it, it's a shame it went on in front of people but obviously Gerard cares about him, it is in the past, let them move on
Hello Mayo, SS, Ergo, RW, Fimble, Elena (did I see TJ fly through here), anonymooses, lurkers and so on....
How are you all tonight? I hope none of you were YELLED at in four different languages today! SHEESH! Some people really need to lighten up a bit.
Ergo: Where's that scothch????
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
wendy hello!!!
*passes scothch*
I have been ready for you
4 languages? what happened?
yes she wolf she went to bed a while a go, good to hear you're well. I am too, thanks for asking!
Hello Paperheart!!! *huge hug*
Oh joy, I see sharpie messages are back in style. :P
12:11 here. EP, I do think things are much better between them, but the thought popped into my head nonetheless.
Hi Wendy!! How are you sugarplum? *runs and smothers with hugs and kisses*
Hey Six!
Apparently so! Tomorrow I'm going to write on myself a message for you!! =]
*grabs the ttoble of scothch from Erog*
Thanks, honeybunch! I feel better already :)
How are you tonight?
*hugs and smooches*
12:20 anon it wasn't a nice thing but guys do do things like that.
I always liked male friends more for that, women will dwell for ages!
I'm sure Gerard would have been scared for him
BC!!!! I didn't see you here, sweetcheeks!
How are you feeling? Better, I hope!
*big hugs and kisses back*
Hey Wendy and Paperheart
How's it going?
I'm good thanks Wendy, got myself a nice jacket this morning and I'm going out for dinner tomorrow night!
That's okay sugarplum. And by the way, thank you for posting the Dio video on your blog. I just checked it out.
I am feeling much better, thank you for asking *hugs and kisses*
Hi Elena!!!!
I was so sorry to read about what happened to your daughter today.
I know she (and you) must have been quite shaken up!
You're not believe this; but, my niece was also in a car accident this morning. They were rear-ended on their way to school this morning! She's okay too. She just has a sore neck and a headache.
*big hug for Elena*
ergoproxy said...
I'm good thanks Wendy, got myself a nice jacket this morning and I'm going out for dinner tomorrow night!
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I'm a jacket-holic Ergo! I love jackets!
Is this going to be a romantic evening out? :D
BC: I'm happy to hear you're feeling better!!!!
Hello everybody how are you?
Wendy, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your niece is okay. I was in a accident like that before, except that I had a slight concussion and messed up neck. I had to see a chiropractor for a few months.
Aw thanks sugarplum. Hi mj, how are you?
Hello bc I am alright
Oh wendy! Another accident! I'm glad she's ok!
Mj, that's good. I'm okay.
Elena, I'm good thanks, just trying to fix my sisters camera that i broke. Oops! How're you? =]<3
Hey MJ!<3
Hi gals, how are you tonight!
Hello 6, ph, ep and elena how are you ?
Elena and 6 I am glad your loved ones are alright
Hello MJ how are you?
wendy it is! we are going to the restaurant over the river I mentioned the other day, Seeing as we have my cousin here to babysit
Hello Elune, how are you? I'm alright, thank you for asking.
Hello elune how are you?
Bc it's good to hear you are alright.
hello elune! nice to see you again
Ep I am alright
Thanks Mj. I'm almost fully recovered :)
Oh my God! I just read about the frightening incident in Vegas.
That's horrible. Where the hell was security???
Poor Frank!
Aww.....but, it sounds like Bob and Gerard were on their toes!
Well done!!!
*mega applause for them*
Hi Ergoproxy, can I call you ep?
Hello to Martha and our resident Goddess, Elune!
How are ya'll tonight?
That does sound very romantic, Ergo.
I know you're have a great time!!!!
Don't forget the scothch! ;)
I'd hire Bob as my security if I ever got the chance ^_^
you sure can elune!
I go by ep ergo or hey you! lol
Bob is from Chicago - nuff said
Good thank you 616!
How are you?
Bleeding Chaos said...
I'd hire Bob as my security if I ever got the chance
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Yeah, I bet he could take somebody down in under 4 seconds!
I've had better days; but, I'm doing okay, Elune. Thanks for asking!
Any new moon & stars news? ;)
Hey guys
My daughter just called. She was four hours in the Emergency Room. She's got severe bruising and they gave her several different things for pain. Also a cracked rib. God what a day!
Wendy glad your niece is okay.
Bob is from Chicago - nuff said
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And that's why he's awesome ^_^
Elena, wow. I hope your daughter has a speedy recovery and to take it easy with the cracked rib.
Oh elena poor thing, and your daughter! I'm so glad she went to get checked out, she's going to be sore for a while.
but it was noble of her to try and help teh other driver
Oh no, Elena! Well, thank goodness it wasn't worse....
Tell her to keep a pillow near by with that broken rib. A cough or sneeze will feel like someone it trying to rip her lungs out! Your poor daughter. :(
And thank you for words about my niece. She was pretty upset about it too!
No, not tonight 616, although I do enjoy gazing at bright stars :)
Elena, I am so sorry to read that your daughter was injured. I send you both my best wishes tonight.
I send my get well wishes :)
Thanks guys. She's here now and I'm gonna talk to her a bit. I'll be back later.
I love star gazing too, Elune!
Especially in winter. The skies around here are always so clear in December. T'is a beautiful 'site' to behold!
elune wendy we were out stargazing last night! It is so dark here with no house or street lights, my cousin couldn't believe it, so we were spotting constellations and planets.
we went up to check my eggs and out of 9 we have 7 fertile so in 2 weeks I'll have chicks!
Elena: Tell your daughter she has lots of people sending her get well soon wishes and big hugs!
I bet you do have a fantastic view of the night sky out in the outback, Ergo! I would love to see your view, one day!
Ohhh....and new chicks. I can't wait to see the pictures of those!
Speaking of skies, I wonder where our Angel has been?
elena as wendy said, give her our best and hope the others have a great trip
Hey Elune!
Elena! Sorry to hear about your daughter!!! I'm so lost right now, what happened?
(PH is off in nerd land trying to fix a digital camera)
me too wendy!
it's also funny that I see different stars to you guys, but in the outback where there is nothing it is awe inspiring!You feel so insignificant but so lucky to be able to see it.
i said last night, I always get that thought of "shit I'm standing on the outside edge of a ball of rock in amongst all this!!"
Ph what did you do to it?
EP that sounded glorious! Miracles truly abound in our universe!
“Aim for the moon. If you miss, you may hit a star.”
Welcome back grasshopper ^_^
Uhmm, at the dance last week, I was uhmm... tipsy, and dropped it... and then last night.. at the concert.. it kinda just stopped working..
lol.
Hello Paperheart!
Hey Elune! =]
How are you?
Thanks bc! =]
having any luck PH?
did you try taking the batteries out and turning it off an don a few times?
(lol the extent of my knowledge)
perhaps a camera shop?
elune said...
EP that sounded glorious! Miracles truly abound in our universe!
“Aim for the moon. If you miss, you may hit a star.”
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I like that one, Elune!
Miracles do abound, don't they. They're all around us! If only more people would open their eyes to them.....
Welcome back Paperheart! Did you get your guitar back yet?
Your welcome Grasshopper. So the camera stopped working? You probably need to take it to a camera shop then.
elune that is so true!
Well, I was just planning on buying my sister a new one. I felt horrible enough after I dropped. It's just the screen that won't turn on though!
lol
Six, not yet, which is making me mad considering my lessons are in two days and I haven't even fucking picked up a guitar in two weeks and it's pissing me off cause I want it back!! Those stupid guitar techs better know what they are doing and they better know that they're going to have to deal with one angry teenager if she doesn't get it back by Saturday.
/rant
paperheartxx said...
Uhmm, at the dance last week, I was uhmm... tipsy, and dropped it... and then last night.. at the concert.. it kinda just stopped working..
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Ohhhhh! And how does one SO YOUNG manage to get TIPSY. Hmmm.......
Just kidding Paperheart! That statement IS coming from a woman who was getting into clubs at 15 ;)
NOT that I recommend doing that, LOL!
paperheartxx said...
"Those stupid guitar techs better know what they are doing and they better know that they're going to have to deal with one angry teenager if she doesn't get it back by Saturday."
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You should call them and sing "TEENAGERS" to them!
Perhaps they'll get the not so subtle HINT ;)
PH take it to a camera shop guy it may be something simple, or he may give you a good deal if you tell teh story (leave out the tipsy bit) and say how bad you feel
anyhoo back in 15 (or so)
*gasps*
CLUBS AT FIFTEEN?!
*waves finger at Six*
And I'm supposed to look up to you people. Sheesh!
*sticks out tongue*
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See you soon Ergo
Congrats PH :)
Are you only 15 years old Paperheart!
Darling, you appear a much wiser soul :)
Oh, and I understand, we all did naughty things at fifteen, still do :D
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