Fifteen years old and 8 months to be exact Elune! =]
I remember when I first commented here, I was soo scared that I wouldn't be accepted because I was so young, and because I thought that everyone would think I was just some "teenie". It was great. =]
Paperheart, I feel the same way. I feel like I have extra moms here on this blog, but it's entirely a good thing. It's nice having people looking out for others :)
elune said... Why thank you Paperheart, you are very sweet ^_^
And you girls are lovely and caring. The blog owner is a blessed man. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thank you for saying that, Elune! *big hug* I hope you're including yourself in those girls (or in my mixed nuts).
Ummm.....unless the the Goddess is actually a God? Well, my mixed nuts would cover that as well! ;)
Things are shaping up to be pretty odd. Little deaths in musical beds. So it seems I'm someone I've never met.
You will only hear these elegant crimes, Fall on your ears from criminal dimes. They spill unfound from a pretty mouth.
Everybody gets there and everybody gets their, Everybody gets their way. I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her, Now I'm the only one to blame.
Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I want to go where everyone goes, I want to know what everyone knows I want to go where everyone feels the same
I never said I'd leave the city, I never said I'd leave this town. A falling out we won't tiptoe about.
Everybody gets there and everybody gets their, Everybody gets their way. I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her, Now I'm the only one to blame.
Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me, and that's okay. I'm on my way, and I say Things have changed for me.
Wendy, I don't believe so. All he said was that he was going to punish me, but I haven't gotten it yet ;)
And my poor Siobhan is jealous because she thinks he's stealing me away from her(She wants to eat my leg, thus her nickname Pancake-Zilla, she eats everything that's in her path) ^_^
actually I must add, men like to fix things. If there is a probelm they try to fix it, if they can't they can get really down. (like in relationships) They don't want to discuss possibilities pros and cons, they want to find a solution, though it may not always be the best one in the long term
Lots of Grey Goose and Grande Marnier...I also have Crown...I had wine...had being the keyword here I would imagine Thats why I am in this VERY misty mood right now!! ;)
Goodnight paperheart! Good luck with the guitar lesson :)
BC - How are you feeling? *Big Hug*
elena - I am sorry to read of your daughter's accident. I hope she recovers quickly and the painkillers work! That was very sweet of her to try to help the other driver. You must be proud to have a daughter whose heart is in the right place :)
Toujours - I hope you have great fun on your trip! Are you coming to Detroit at all?
Ann Arbor Anon - You were only about 15 minutes away from where I live :) Many of my nieces and nephews go to U of M and I know they are pretty odd, but I don't think they've taken to wearing Superman costumes yet ;)
ergo - About planting, my sister was going to plant the spinach now, but the weather is still too cold for everything else. Also our ground is very, very damp. Our chickens are also laying - its great to have 'real' eggs with orange yolks to bake with - they have better nutritional content. I am not sure how many eggs we're going to incubate, but we always lose some to foxes. Good luck with your chickens!
Wendy - I am glad your niece is ok too!
Gerard Way Anon - I only comment on mcr because I was concerned about the incident that I witnessed. I think I have a right to comment about it and I hope because I and others have done so, it won't happen again. I will go to my mcr concert and enjoy it (hopefully) :)
FASC - I keep missing you - how have you been?
I think that's all - must post before connection is lost.
Oh chees and olives and wine - triston I'm your's!!!
*swoons dramatically*
thanks miranth I have 7 eggs under a hen, our bed is raised so it doesn't waterlog but we had too much overcast weather, winter is good for us as it stops a lot of grubs
lol BC gridiron players (football = soccer or rugby)
Hmmm Wendy *scratches head* What to do with a drunk vampire in Mayo's castle? *Completely bereft of ideas* We can raid the fridge - cheese is always good as triston says...
Wendy - Thanks for the pounce,tackle, smooch and back at ya! My niece is doing better, but we won't know exactly till we go for lab work and the treatment goes in stages, but she's beat this particular infection before when she was tiny :) We had to have the pharmaceutical company stop sending the medication for it before and they were like "Huh, there's no process for that!" Apparently she was one of the few at that time that had beat the infection. It was very, very cool.
Anon - I am very definitely already in hell, so if you're referring to me, "right on"... :)
ergo - your hens are actually able to incubate the eggs themselves? Yours must be smarter than ours. The younger hens tend to break the eggs or not sit them properly!
Can someone pass the decanter of wine? I have fruit if you would like any. Berries, mmmmm...
Ladies I would LOVE to stay and play...but I must be off....Wendy Leave that window cracked....and wear those black underoos again... With that catholic school dress and oxfords...you can keep them on...oh with rolled down socks...that is making me hungry and makes me feel so naughty.....ergo tomorrow night! ;)
Triston Anatole said... Ladies I would LOVE to stay and play...but I must be off....Wendy Leave that window cracked....and wear those black underoos again... With that catholic school dress and oxfords...you can keep them on...oh with rolled down socks...that is making me hungry and makes me feel so naughty.....ergo tomorrow night! ;) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
OKAY! Thank you VERY MUCH for making me spit out my last sip of wine!
NO SCOOBY SOCKS...Damn...They always go too far!!! The black one you were talking about the other night would be a pleasant undertaking also...I can die wi..I mean live with that....nite all!!
Chocolate for BC! *hands lindt chocolate bunny from Easter*
I agree triston, scooby socks are over the top! ;) Wendy!
ergo, we do have bantams, so it makes me wonder what's up. One of them is a really good layer and can hatch them too, but she's older. Our best layer got eaten by a fox over the winter. :(
I'm back but just for a moment. My daughter and I went to the Waffle House and talked. She told me the whole story about the accident. I'm still shaken. I've written my goodnight to Mayo which I'll post. It explains my thoughts. Thank you all for being there for me today. The concern and love I find here helps me more than any of you will ever know.
Goodnight Wendy! And good-day ergo! I must get back to some metal projects I am working on... I prob. won't get either finished in time for the concert though :(
Thanks Wendy, :) you are a polite hostess!
Goodnight, good-day, etc anyone lurking!
elena - I am glad you've felt our caring and it helped you. :) Take care and your daughter, too.
I’m doing a lot of reflecting tonight. I’m wondering about life and deliberately not thinking about death. I’m thinking about how the choices we make can, in a blink of an eye, change everything.
My oldest daughter was on her way to school this morning when she saw an elderly man pulled off the side of the road with a flat tire. My daughter is stubborn, mouthy and at that magical age where she’s decided to not listen to me. We’ve been at odds for several months now. The Easter I spent alone? She had moved out that day. Living at home was just something she said she couldn’t do anymore. As she was leaving I wanted to ask her to stay but I remained silent. I knew in my heart it wouldn’t have mattered. I’m off topic again. My daughter is all the things I said before but more importantly she has a good heart. This morning she took the next exit ramp off the highway and found a way to return to the old man in the car. She wanted to help him. I wasn’t surprised. She had just pulled off the highway and was preparing to get out of her car when her cell phone went off alerting her to a text message. Instead of opening the door and getting out of the car she leaned over to grab her phone. That’s when a car traveling at approx 60 mph according to the police hit into her car. If not for the text message she would have been out of the car and standing in between it and the car she had stopped to help. The impact of the car hitting hers from behind slammed her car into the car in front of her. If not for the text message that had been sent what would have happened? I can’t go there. I won’t go there. She is alive, bruised with a cracked rib and a totaled car but she’s upstairs sleeping in her room. She’s home where she belongs.
I wonder how many IF NOT FOR moments we truly have during our lives. Maybe they aren’t as dramatic but in someway maybe they are. What if words we hold back cause someone to make a choice that changes their lives? What if we don’t stop to help someone on the side of the road and further along we are at just the right spot at just the right moment to be involved in an accident. An accident that we wouldn’t have been there for had we stopped.
Too many deep thoughts tonight and I know I promised after last night to keep it short. I am sorry.
Night Mayo
Elena
PS – the text message should have arrived sooner. It was from her boyfriend. He’d sent it at least 20 minutes before her phone receive it. But then 20 minutes earlier wouldn’t have helped her. I do believe in guardian angels.
elena i got a tear in my eye reading your comment to mayo!! i do believe in fate! hell i'd love to believe in guardian angels, maybe that's what fate is, who knows?? i'm so glad your daughter is alright. it freaks me to think of all the snap decisions we make during the day that could change everything! it's too much to think about really.
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, FASC, Elena, Ergo, maybe Possum and Kass, watchers, lurkers, lures, flies and spinners of blogbelieve!
Elena: Your goodnight was beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes, as well. Thank you for sharing your (and your daughter's) story with us!
Events such as those certainly do put things into proper perspective, don't they?
Those IF NOT FOR and BY THE GRACE OF moments..... In those moments, we realize just how quickly our lives could change. In those moments, our lives ARE often CHANGED - for the better - as with you and your daughter!
Please, don't take anything for granted people. Don't hold grudges, learn to forgive - your self and others, learn to say "I'm sorry", "I forgive you" and "I love you".
EVERYTHING can change in an instant. Don't be left wondering 'if they knew' how you felt about them... TELL them how you feel - truly feel - today & everyday!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To ponder today (I believe too, Elena):
"Angels come to help and guide us in as many guises as there are people who need their assistance. Sometimes we see their ethereal, heavenly shadow, bright with light and radiance. Sometimes we only feel their nearness or hear their whisper. And sometimes they look no different from ourselves..."
I was feeling particularly grouchy this morning (the "crimson wave" with associated cramps & bloating) but I kinda feel less entitled to gripe after reading Elena's post - although I wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't let any of her daughters near a motor vehicle again after all the problems they've had in the last few months! I've always considered myself a natural-born sceptic with regards to the paranormal, but the older I get the more people I meet who've had a similar spooky experience; now a few brain cells have ganged up to niggle me that maybe it's not all mere coincidence.
I shall still gripe at my boss and sneak off home after I've finished everything that needs to be done today though!
How are you doing today? I hope you woke up/will wake up/are about to wake up smiling today. If you didn't, give it a try and see how it works out for you. I'm going to try it today too. I think we will be pleasantly surprised.
It will make us feel like way happier and everyone who looks at us today will be all like...what are they smiling about. It will make us seem like we are in on some great secret. They will spend all day trying to figure that shit out and that leaves them no time to fuck with us!!
Like my plan? Fuck yeah....It's good.
Remember, Mayo...SMILE...maybe even nod your head and arch your brow a time or two. Practice, practice.
hey blogbelieve I'm off to bed, well I'm watching Ghost whisperer so after that I'll be off to bed.
Mayo hope you're well not a lot for me to say. I won't be saying goodnight tomorrow, out to dinner, hooray! I love a good restaurant and I get to wear my new absolutley killer heels! So wishing love hope faith and comfort to you and yours much love EPxx
SS hello! Hope you're good, I ma any new wildlife in your thoughts? Looks like the dark needs to make way for some illumination. You're always good at that! Take care, Sending love laughter and delights to you and those you love lotsa love EP xx
Goodnight all, see you when I can! Busy day tomorrow. Take care ♥
The "drums [kept] pounding a rhythm to [my] brain" last night, and the fuckers wouldn't let me just think. If last night was anything, it was the time I needed mull over thoughts running through the pathways of my brain.
I needed it. I needed to be reminded that I don't know why it's like this. Or why my stomach keeps doing those funny things. Or how it feels traveling from the right into the left, trying to smile the whole fucking time because I've conditioned myself to do it.
A warm blanket, an oversized coat, the back of a sofa, a wall, and arms, wrapped. All of these things are just like the others.
I just want to be like everyone else. Laughable at best.
And I'll try to fix it just as soon as I can figure out what's wrong.
Do what Sdock said. Smile today. And think about this shit(Not entirely sure where it's from, but it makes my brain want to explode.):
Tricking yourself into thinking you matter enough for someone to remember to forget you is the best kind of magic of all.
Hi Kass! Hi Princess! Hi FASC! Hi Socky! Hi RW! Hi Mustard! Goodnight Ergo! Goodnight Miranth! Goodnight 616! Goodnight Elena! Goodnight BC! Badnight TA!
Well, after being such a bluehog two nights ago I said 10 Hail Mayo's in penitence and saved some space at Mayo's for others last night.
Too much blue always makes me feel like a big neon coloured showoff. Even more so once I get prattling.
Elena, Somebody was looking over your daughter today and gave her back to your loving care, both physically and emotionally =)
Amy, Yay for the payrise and no flattie. Thought of you today when a tv music channel here played the 'I'm A Cat'video =)
Vegas Info Anons, After the initial shock of 'what the heck was security doing', or in this case not doing, I think it became a positive event. Gerard's instinctive move to Frank's defence makes me think that maybe the friendship that seemed to have ended at ProjRev Detroit is a little warmer again. Good to see Frank laughing at GWays joke as well.
And all security personal should possess drumming skills and be flannel shirted.
Groupie info anon, Show me any group of young men starting out in a band that wouldn't enjoy the drinking, touring, live performance highs, and the company of young women, and all you end up with is the Vienna Boys' Choir.
MCR weren't Austrian.
I spy with my little eye... Princess!
SS, Dude, don't make me break out the glowsticks, or resort to using RW.
Just joking ^_^
*busts out a flame thrower instead to light way around SS's*
the "crimson wave" with associated cramps & bloating
sending chocolate your way kass!! you know it makes sense!!
Remember to cherish each and every day.
thanks elena. it really is true.
oh and god in my mad rush to get a load of shit done today, i was detained for 15 fucking minutes by 2 jehovah witnesses at my door!!!!!! i think i visably *sighed* when i realised what they were!! no big diss to them, i guess they mean well, but you know what, i am absolutely fine with living my life and then dying!! i can accept that. i don't want to live for eternity blah blah blah. anyway so i was polite, but hey an encounter like that kills the mood for the day is all i can say!!!!
I want to explain a little more proof of why I still really believe Mayo is GV.
It centers on kapu mostly. If you think about how Mayo was to her before the GV theories came and how she is since then you can tell. Mayo used to always write to her. Then the GV accusations started to come and now it looks like Mayo tolerates her at the most. Unlike others I don't THINK it's because Kapu is that much of a bitch. But maybe? I remember GV hated kapu at one time too. GV and Mayo both have a love hate with kapu..... That's because they are the same person. But the real reason Mayo ignores Kapu now IS BECAUSE IF MAYO PAID ATTENTION TO HER IT WOULD BE OBVIOUS SHE WAS GV.
But now, even when Mayo ignores Kapu it's obvious why.....because GV has to keep up the game.
Mayo has been nasty to Kapu on a few occasions. They coincide with how GV has been disappointed in her. But Mayo has never once been nasty to Sdock....and has GV ever had a problem with Sdock? No never.
GV explained how she felt about Kapu when she admitted to being disappointed in her. At first she was fascinated with her, then she realized that she had flaws and good and bad days like everyone else.
The answer is obvious.
What would the people who don't like GV (like the OPS and their friends), think if Mayo WAS GV? Would you still be all lovey dovey with her? Would you still think she has a 'good heart'? Just think about it.
A word of warning to all you "older" folks who plan to attend MCR's upcoming shows. Gerard seems to have a bit of prejudice towards you. Taken from an account of the second Las Vegas show here Gerard also said he just thought it was weird some 45 year old guy that was too old to be stage-diving was climbing onstage heading for Frank ... At some point Mikey or Frank found something that had fallen out of the guy's pocket and gave it to Gerard. Gerard held it up and crowed gleefully, "Oh shit! It's a packet of Ben-Gay! He dropped his packet of Ben-Gay! Which is too bad because he's going to need it after that." I'm not saying the guy had a right to be onstage going at Frank. However, as an older person who has attended many MCR shows, I'm somewhat offended by his words.
Maybe he doesn't like her because she is a bitch who isn't as smart as she thinks he is. Simple. Maybe it has nothing to do with GV. Believe me, most people who liked her at first now know she is a talentless bitch who really thinks she's better then she is. If we can see it what makes you think Mayo can't? Of course he can. And how he feels about her has nothing to do with GV.the rest of us happen to feel the same. And if you need proof just look at what happen to T Bone when he tried to join in.
i am a bit late this mroning with my good morning comment. i woke up to a bacon butty and a cuppa, sat outside in the sun. god i will miss it.
so, i hope you all have a lovely day and that you manage to do something that is just for you today. make time for youself and be happy.
jappy jappy hoy hoy.
*waves to mayo* *waves to ss* s, your april fools joke is not on aprils fools day anymore, soooooo where i come from, if you play the april fools after 12 noon on the day, the fool is on the person who made the joke, emmmmm i think your lights need to come on so we can see the little animals and the words of wisdom. heck the words and animals may run into each other.
heck, god nows what that was but the jist of this comment is to tell you all to have a lovely thursday.
So Mayo, All this talk about who you may or may not be, is really not that important to me at all.
From the start of this whole thing is was always, is he, is he not.
And over time you have proved over and over, you are not.
So who are you, a baker, a barber, a candle stick maker.
To me you are a person who started a blog, and everyone just joined in and it became special. That to me is all i need to know about who you are.
Mo one here has the right to demand you to tell who you are, hell i would not tell you who i am, cause it's none of your damn business....lol
You are Mayo! This is your blog!
Each and every person who has been here from the beginning, will stay till the end, and even long after you have deleted this blog, we will all go on.
None of us knew each other till this blog, now we are a family, you have that to feel good about, and that is why we come here time and time again, because you are just Mayo.
And for me, and i just speak for me.
You are close to my heart, no matter who you are, i just accept that you are Mayo!
Would you be alright knowing for sure that Mayo was GV? Would you still continue to write her notes of encouragement, good mornings and goodnights? Knowing that she lied from the beginning, then told the truth to test your reactions, and then lied again? Would you all feel the same if you knew for sure?
It really is not an issue for me, what i like about this blog is the people here.
Maybe Mayo is testing us, so what, it will not be the end of the world if mayo says who he/she is, not in this point in time, we have gone too far here to care who he is or is not.
Anon, what is your obsession with GV and with K, you are always putting them down, or maybe you just like the attention you get with all the drama you cause.
Here's why I think Mayo is CalafM if Mayo is GV and she doesn't want to admit it, she would have to hide how she feels about Kapu. Now, Calaf would come along as a way for GV to still talk to her without being "Mayo" and giving up the game.
If you look at GVs latest post and then compare it to THIS post, they both say the same thing. This is as close as she is going to get AS MAYO to admitting the truth.
Now there are some of you who claim to love Mayo but think that GV is not nice for what she did. The OPs for one. I think probably Elena would be disappointed too. Many others who love Mayo because they think "he" is not GV. Those are the people I want to hear from. How would those people feel about Mayo then, if the truth came out?
I wouldn't blame you for being angry I just think a lot of this about loving Mayo no matter what would be bullshit when the truth came out.
A word of warning to all you "older" folks who plan to attend MCR's upcoming shows. Gerard seems to have a bit of prejudice towards you. Taken from an account of the second Las Vegas show here Gerard also said he just thought it was weird some 45 year old guy that was too old to be stage-diving was climbing onstage heading for Frank ... At some point Mikey or Frank found something that had fallen out of the guy's pocket and gave it to Gerard. Gerard held it up and crowed gleefully, "Oh shit! It's a packet of Ben-Gay! He dropped his packet of Ben-Gay! Which is too bad because he's going to need it after that." I'm not saying the guy had a right to be onstage going at Frank. However, as an older person who has attended many MCR shows, I'm somewhat offended by his words.
But before he said that that guy would be needing it, he said that he was going to hang on to it because there were some people on the stage that would need it. So he included himself as well. The better bengay video
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun like locusts, samaras swarm the sky and skitter to an earthly end, dry like clever words. I want to make them fly up, flip heaven upside down and dance across the top of hell and sing your thoughts to the sound of thunder that you love so well, rip open the littered sky and bathe in the light or draw across the firmament the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have covered the ground, their brief flight yielding nothing permanent on infertile land, a fleeting moment of swarming glory that calls to mind our own short story: Diamonds and petals, the loom and the light, the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh, an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds of childhood reminiscent-- and like the idiot grown-up heart, as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed all our friends playing Some had never tried before and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner from the left and right We did our best to keep them flowing Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished I hope we made someone see How truly beautiful and amazing a poem can be.
Sdock10 March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
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I remember when I first commented here, I was soo scared that I wouldn't be accepted because I was so young, and because I thought that everyone would think I was just some "teenie". It was great. =]
Elune, Paperheart is the baby on the blog, but she is wise beyond her years and we are fiercely protective of her ^_^
Paper's on top tonight!!!!!
You look lovely up there, Paper!
:D
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paperheartxx said...
*gasps*
CLUBS AT FIFTEEN?!
*waves finger at Six*
And I'm supposed to look up to you people. Sheesh!
*sticks out tongue*
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Ummm.....did I say 15? I meant 19.
Yeah, that's it.....it was 19 ;p
And, more importantly, I was NEVER alone! There is safety in numbers. Remember that, you young 'un.
;)
Maybe it was a bit of serendipity that lead everyone to this site.
Old, young, in between, everyone has a place.
Elune: She is wise beyond her years, isn't she! I have been impressed with both Paper and Jade from day one of meeting them!
Cupcake too! She's a bit older than they are; but not much.
*waves to Cupcake*
Elune, you always have a positive and Serene outlook on stuff. I love that about you. =]
And BC's right, EVERYONE is protective of me, they're all like second mothers, and fathers too I guess! :P
Nineteen? In that case, you are not a bad influence anymore Six!:P And I'll keep that in mind!
*"Saftey in numbers"*
I'm back
*waves bye for now to Ergo*
See you later, Ergo!
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elune said...
Old, young, in between, everyone has a place.
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I think we're a nice mix of assorted nuts!
Paperheart, I feel the same way. I feel like I have extra moms here on this blog, but it's entirely a good thing. It's nice having people looking out for others :)
Why thank you Paperheart, you are very sweet ^_^
And you girls are lovely and caring. The blog owner is a blessed man.
Welcome back Ergoproxy! =]
I think we're a nice mix of assorted nuts!
LMFAO
It is a nice feeling isn't it BC? =]
Elune, tell that to Mayonaise! ;) Sometimes I don't think that he knows how lucky he really is! :P
WHEW!
*wipes forehead gives self a pat on the back for getting out of that one/being a bad influence on the younger residents of blogbelieve*
:p
Welcome back Ergo!!!!!
elune I do believ in the serendipity I think we all benefit from people we've met here!
and PH yep safety in numbers!
I think we're a nice mix of assorted nuts!
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*Snickers, then giggles*
Why, thank you Elune :)
I hope he knows how lucky he is.
elune said...
Why thank you Paperheart, you are very sweet ^_^
And you girls are lovely and caring. The blog owner is a blessed man.
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Thank you for saying that, Elune!
*big hug*
I hope you're including yourself in those girls (or in my mixed nuts).
Ummm.....unless the the Goddess is actually a God? Well, my mixed nuts would cover that as well! ;)
BC: You must have worn our vampyre out last night! He has not visited blogbelieve today, has he? Umm hmmm......
;)
(or in my mixed nuts).
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Lol
One thing you must know about men Paperheart, is they generally have simple needs.
But males also tend to be very short sighted, see the big picture, and do not concentrate on the finer details.
That Green Gentleman
Things are shaping up to be pretty odd.
Little deaths in musical beds.
So it seems I'm someone I've never met.
You will only hear these elegant crimes,
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes.
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth.
Everybody gets there and everybody gets their,
Everybody gets their way.
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her,
Now I'm the only one to blame.
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I want to go where everyone goes,
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same
I never said I'd leave the city,
I never said I'd leave this town.
A falling out we won't tiptoe about.
Everybody gets there and everybody gets their,
Everybody gets their way.
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her,
Now I'm the only one to blame.
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay.
I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me.
Wendy, I don't believe so. All he said was that he was going to punish me, but I haven't gotten it yet ;)
And my poor Siobhan is jealous because she thinks he's stealing me away from her(She wants to eat my leg, thus her nickname Pancake-Zilla, she eats everything that's in her path) ^_^
616, you made me laugh!
Definitely a goddess, no "nuts" on me ^_~
I agree with that Elune!
Hello anon
elune very true
.. and never read instructions or ask for directions!
and men are kinda handy to have about the house
Ergo, my dad's sooo not handy around the house! My bathroom's been under renovation for 4 years!
actually I must add, men like to fix things. If there is a probelm they try to fix it, if they can't they can get really down. (like in relationships) They don't want to discuss possibilities pros and cons, they want to find a solution, though it may not always be the best one in the long term
nice and frustrating at the same time :)
PH they don't just fix things ;)
Yes ep, I call that lineal thinking.
Paperheart, your poor mother must be tearing her hair out!
Ergo, my dad's sooo not handy around the house! My bathroom's been under renovation for 4 years!
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Yikes. It only took two months for my bathroom to get renovated O_O
elune said...
616, you made me laugh!
Definitely a goddess, no "nuts" on me ^_~
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Haha! That made me laugh!
So now we know. Elune is, indeed a Goddess...
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or a unick!
OUCH!
My dad's great like that! My mom just gave up, it's me that gets mad at my dad for it!
But I'm going to bed now, I must work in 10 hours!
Byee<3
Goodnight and sweet dreams grasshopper
goodnight PH! sweet dreams, and at least your dad cares enough to try!
Goodnight Paperheart, sleep well!
616, girl bits intact, I hope, 'cause I want babies in the not too distant future ^_^
oh mcr's myspace has a new pic which I think is the new DVD cover
elune hope that goes well for you then!
Ergo, does it have roses on the cross? Apparently, that's the new cover for the DVD.
It was printed in a local newspaper here that I saw about a month ago.
Good night Paper and sweet dreams!!!
Argh....I seem to be having technical difficulties with blogger tonight.
I love babies, Elune!
I don't have any; but I do LOVE them!
What?! The link doesn't work, but no matter, I already seen the cover.
I stuffed it up BC
sure does BC
Hello Green Gentleman Anon!
How are you tonight?
BC: Remind me to tell Siobhan to send me more of that Chocolate Body Frosting! ;)
Is Green Gentleman a song by ?
sorry anon, forgive my poor manners- hello
it reminds me of that leaf man in the legend
Chocolate body frosting, 616 are you up to no good? ;)
Me, Elune?
Of course not! I've just had my halo polished again! ;)
Ergo: I think it's a "Panic At The Disco" song.
The lyrics always make me think of The Jolly Green Giant....
or, in this case, the not so jolly Green Giant ;)
Thanks Ergo. Yep, that's the cover I was talking about. Ha ha, I sure will sugarplum ^_^
It's very quiet here tonight, isn't it? !
I wonder where Miranth, J, Amy, Katherine, Martha, Angel and Angel's love are.
And Carrie. Where has Carrie been?
*passes can of premixed scothch and dry to Wendy*
Join me?
anyone else?
BC? elune? Anon? Lurkers?
Yeah it is. Amy, martha, katherine were here earlier, not sure where Carrie has been though. J was on late last night.
I'm okay Ergo, thanks.
Well, I think I'll head off.
It was lovely chatting to you all.
Goodnight.
Goodnight elune, sweet dreams.
Good morning ladies...It has been a busy morning already for me, but I must stop and say hello
Hmmm and what ssubject are you lovely ladies on tonight?
Chocolate frosting again...my favorite...giving and recieving
Good morning Triston, how are you?
Goodnight and sweet dreams of starry skies, Elune!
Hello Triston! Are prepared for a mist show tonight? ;)
goodnight elune sweet dreams!
hello triston!
a had in my goodnight last night that I'm a rarish aged A- , seeing as you were talking blod types!
I havwe it freezing in the lair...a mist show under the blankets sounds like fun!
I could use a good warming up!
Triston, a friend of mine here is jealous and believes that you are trying to steal me away from her. How do you feel about that? ^_^
I think it's hilarious.
*takes pre mixed scothch and dry from Ergo*
*downs 2 shots*
*hiccup*
Thanks Ergo! Just what the doctor ordered! ;)
A-...I'm not sure I have ever had that one...fresh meat....I love it!
Wendy, I think he needs a good snuggling :)
Hmmm I am mixing up colorado bulldogs in the lair.....hint hint..lure lure
Ohhh.....snuggle weather in the lair tonight! Goody!!!!
what on earth is a colorado bulldog?
sounds like a football team!
And I have a lovely feild out back with a stream....OK its really a drainage canal...but we can pretend!
Did someone say COLORADO BULLDOGS??
Hehe.....
Memo to Triston: I haven't drank those in years.....
;)
Got any Grey Goose, Absolute or GlenLivet?
:D
I'm a little tired so I can only promise a longgggg slow misting....which is OK...I'm in the mood for that!
Ergo, I think it's a drink.
And I have a lovely feild out back with a stream....OK its really a drainage canal...but we can pretend!
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Yikes O_O
oh ok I have tow jokes that just remeinded me of..
why do fottballers play on artificial turf?
to stop them grazing!
What is the difference between a man and a catfish?
One is a bottom feeding scum sucker....the other is a fish
(sorry triston, present company excluded)
ergoproxy said...
what on earth is a colorado bulldog?
sounds like a football team!
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LOL!!!!!!
It's a White Russian with a splash of coke. The coke gives it a nice fizz!
Lots of Grey Goose and Grande Marnier...I also have Crown...I had wine...had being the keyword here I would imagine Thats why I am in this VERY misty mood right now!! ;)
Aww
a looooong slow misting sounds lovely!
Hi BC, elune, Wendy, triston and ergo
Chocolate body frosting 8) mmmmm
Goodnight paperheart! Good luck with the guitar lesson :)
BC - How are you feeling? *Big Hug*
elena - I am sorry to read of your daughter's accident. I hope she recovers quickly and the painkillers work! That was very sweet of her to try to help the other driver. You must be proud to have a daughter whose heart is in the right place :)
Toujours - I hope you have great fun on your trip! Are you coming to Detroit at all?
Ann Arbor Anon - You were only about 15 minutes away from where I live :) Many of my nieces and nephews go to U of M and I know they are pretty odd, but I don't think they've taken to wearing Superman costumes yet ;)
ergo - About planting, my sister was going to plant the spinach now, but the weather is still too cold for everything else. Also our ground is very, very damp. Our chickens are also laying - its great to have 'real' eggs with orange yolks to bake with - they have better nutritional content. I am not sure how many eggs we're going to incubate, but we always lose some to foxes. Good luck with your chickens!
Wendy - I am glad your niece is ok too!
Gerard Way Anon - I only comment on mcr because I was concerned about the incident that I witnessed. I think I have a right to comment about it and I hope because I and others have done so, it won't happen again. I will go to my mcr concert and enjoy it (hopefully) :)
FASC - I keep missing you - how have you been?
I think that's all - must post before connection is lost.
And Siobhan - Roarrrrr!
Lol, what's a fottballer?
Ah, we have a drunk vampyre in our mist! :D
Nice ones, Ergo!!!
Was it red wine, Triston?
Did you nibble on some cheese while drinking? ;)
Hi Miranth! I'm feeling better, thanks *hugs*
Triston, sorry for saying this, but my friend asked earlier if me and you were engaged, lol.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Ah, we have a drunk vampyre in our mist!
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*giggles*
A misting drunk vampyre in our mist, to boot!
Actually it was...but I prefer white...and I always have cheese....Black Olives...Things like that!...LURE LURE!!!!!!
*Giggles*
Well I nibble on cheese...if thats all I have at the time ;)
Hi Miranth!!!!
*pounce tackle hug smooch*
How are you tonight?
Regarding my niece: THANK YOU!
How's your niece doing? Is she feeling better?
Goddamn you, go to hell!!!...oops, forgot, you're already there.
BC!! Engeged!!! hmmm...engaged in doing what?...I'm open to suggestions!
Stop dangling that bait in front of me, Triston!
A woman can only resist temptation for so long......
before biting!
;)
So much anger there anon. Geez.
Well Wendy...20 minutes from Heaven...I am sure I could find Wine and cheese along the way.......eeeek I hope!
And BC I meant engaged!!
He said as the Mad Dog is Kickin in.....lol
Anonymous @ 2:58,
Is that comment for one of us, here - now, or is that for Mayo?
Hmmm......
Ergo: Perhaps you should pass the scothch and dry to Anonymous (if anonymous would like some, that is)
Ha ha silly Triston, that's okay. She meant if you and me were getting married.
Silly, isn't it? XD
Oh chees and olives and wine - triston I'm your's!!!
*swoons dramatically*
thanks miranth I have 7 eggs under a hen, our bed is raised so it doesn't waterlog but we had too much overcast weather, winter is good for us as it stops a lot of grubs
lol BC gridiron players (football = soccer or rugby)
Triston Anatole said...
He said as the Mad Dog is Kickin in.....lol
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Oh my God! You're drinking MAD DOG????? YIKES!
I have a feeling that comment was for me... ;)
someone questioning my "inspiration"
BC...What would make you think a dog like me to be the marryin kind ;)
Ah, thank you Ergo.
Oh Wenddyyy, you don't happen to have a bottle of skyy vodka locked up, do you? ;)
ergoproxy said...
Oh chees and olives and wine - triston I'm your's!!!
*swoons dramatically*
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I bet that anon is Ergo's husband!
Did he leave the house with a wooden stake, Ergo???
Run, Triston!
Ooops, I meant -- FLY, Triston!!!
What makes you think you're a dog? You have great inspiration and happen to be a wonderful vamp ;)
I would never question your 'inspiration', Triston!
LOL !!!!
That's great to hear BC! :)
Hmmm Wendy *scratches head* What to do with a drunk vampire in Mayo's castle? *Completely bereft of ideas* We can raid the fridge - cheese is always good as triston says...
Wendy - Thanks for the pounce,tackle, smooch and back at ya! My niece is doing better, but we won't know exactly till we go for lab work and the treatment goes in stages, but she's beat this particular infection before when she was tiny :) We had to have the pharmaceutical company stop sending the medication for it before and they were like "Huh, there's no process for that!" Apparently she was one of the few at that time that had beat the infection. It was very, very cool.
Anon - I am very definitely already in hell, so if you're referring to me, "right on"... :)
ergo - your hens are actually able to incubate the eggs themselves? Yours must be smarter than ours. The younger hens tend to break the eggs or not sit them properly!
Can someone pass the decanter of wine? I have fruit if you would like any. Berries, mmmmm...
Ladies I would LOVE to stay and play...but I must be off....Wendy Leave that window cracked....and wear those black underoos again... With that catholic school dress and oxfords...you can keep them on...oh with rolled down socks...that is making me hungry and makes me feel so naughty.....ergo tomorrow night! ;)
*scratches head* What to do with a drunk vampire in Mayo's castle?
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Hmm...I would take advantage of him and bring him back to my room ;) >:)
Oh Oh...ergo is married...hmmm...sounds forbidden.....I like it!!!
BC...We'll just keep quiet about our escapades wont we ;)
BERRIES! Mmmmmmm, indeed.
And, I just happen to have a nice new can of whipped cream!
:D
That's wonderful about your niece, Miranth! I know she'll beat the infection this time too!!! She's a fighter!
Bc... I see you dont want me to leave...I shall punish you for your persistence...YES INDEED!
Goodnight Triston :) good hunting! And I suspect you need no one to make you feel naughty ;)
Wendy - underoos, really 8/ I don't know what to say! :)
Mmmmmm whipped cream..... ;)
After this conversation I see I will have to sleep with the lid open tonight....and definitely on my back!
Triston Anatole said...
Ladies I would LOVE to stay and play...but I must be off....Wendy Leave that window cracked....and wear those black underoos again... With that catholic school dress and oxfords...you can keep them on...oh with rolled down socks...that is making me hungry and makes me feel so naughty.....ergo tomorrow night! ;)
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OKAY! Thank you VERY MUCH for making me spit out my last sip of wine!
*shoots evil glance at Triston*
PS: Window has been opened - ever so slighty ;)
Goodnight, Triston!
actually hubby is chopping wood O_O
lol
bye triston! sweet (?) dreams!
*passes scothch to anaon*
*sits them in comfy chair*
*with TV remote*
Miranth if you get Bantams they are really good and Lowmans which some of ours are, the onbe broody now is a Plymouth Rock
and Miranth too...I will have to pace myself tonight....well what dont kill me makes me stronger but I am alredy dead.......I can't lose!
BC...We'll just keep quiet about our escapades wont we ;)
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Of course *zips lips together* ;)
Bc... I see you dont want me to leave...I shall punish you for your persistence...YES INDEED!
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What makes you think I don't want you to leave? Goodnight you naughty vamp. ;)
Miranth said...
Wendy - underoos, really 8/ I don't know what to say! :)
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Yeah, I don't think I know what to say about THAT either! LOL !!!
Well, as long as I can wear my Scooby socks and slippers, it's okay with me.....
;)
Whip cream rules, but loves chocolate bettah!!!
ergoproxy said...
actually hubby is chopping wood O_O
lol
bye triston!
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0_0
OH NOoooooo!!!!!
This does NOT sound good, at all!
NO SCOOBY SOCKS...Damn...They always go too far!!! The black one you were talking about the other night would be a pleasant undertaking also...I can die wi..I mean live with that....nite all!!
Miranth said...
Mmmmmm whipped cream..... ;)
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I still have a little hot fudge topping too, Miranth!!!
We night owls sure do enjoy wining and dining, don't we ;)
The Prettiest Line from any song! If I could Choose a place to die...It would be in your arms.
Eric Clapton
Bell Bottom Blues!!
Nite
Goodnight Triston. Pleasant, but naughty dreams ;)
I'm gonna call it a night as well. Goodnight Ergo, Wendy, Miranth, anyone else lurking about.
Goodnight Mayonaise, love to you. Goodnight SS, lurkers, bloggers.
Dang! No Scooby.
:(
Chocolate for BC! *hands lindt chocolate bunny from Easter*
I agree triston, scooby socks are over the top! ;) Wendy!
ergo, we do have bantams, so it makes me wonder what's up. One of them is a really good layer and can hatch them too, but she's older. Our best layer got eaten by a fox over the winter. :(
Mmmmm hot fudge :) I must still be hungry!
Goodnight BC *tackle hug* don't for get your chocolate!
That is a very pretty line, Triston!
Goodnight - again - and sweet dreams!
I must be off for awhile too....
*blushes* I never did get that scanner hooked up!
PAGING TECH SUPPORT: HELP !!!!
Goodnight BC, Ergo, Miranth, Anon, Mayo, SS, lurkers....
Sweet dreams to all!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Hello to Angel if Angel flies through here!
***runs back in with one more
*pounce tackle hug smooch* for Miranth, Ergo and BC***
*leaves the hot fudge topping and whipped cream on the table*
;)
Hello again
I'm back but just for a moment. My daughter and I went to the Waffle House and talked. She told me the whole story about the accident. I'm still shaken. I've written my goodnight to Mayo which I'll post. It explains my thoughts. Thank you all for being there for me today. The concern and love I find here helps me more than any of you will ever know.
Goodnight Wendy! And good-day ergo! I must get back to some metal projects I am working on... I prob. won't get either finished in time for the concert though :(
Thanks Wendy, :) you are a polite hostess!
Goodnight, good-day, etc anyone lurking!
elena - I am glad you've felt our caring and it helped you. :) Take care and your daughter, too.
Mayo
IF NOT FOR..
I’m doing a lot of reflecting tonight. I’m wondering about life and deliberately not thinking about death. I’m thinking about how the choices we make can, in a blink of an eye, change everything.
My oldest daughter was on her way to school this morning when she saw an elderly man pulled off the side of the road with a flat tire. My daughter is stubborn, mouthy and at that magical age where she’s decided to not listen to me. We’ve been at odds for several months now. The Easter I spent alone? She had moved out that day. Living at home was just something she said she couldn’t do anymore. As she was leaving I wanted to ask her to stay but I remained silent. I knew in my heart it wouldn’t have mattered. I’m off topic again. My daughter is all the things I said before but more importantly she has a good heart. This morning she took the next exit ramp off the highway and found a way to return to the old man in the car. She wanted to help him. I wasn’t surprised. She had just pulled off the highway and was preparing to get out of her car when her cell phone went off alerting her to a text message. Instead of opening the door and getting out of the car she leaned over to grab her phone. That’s when a car traveling at approx 60 mph according to the police hit into her car. If not for the text message she would have been out of the car and standing in between it and the car she had stopped to help. The impact of the car hitting hers from behind slammed her car into the car in front of her. If not for the text message that had been sent what would have happened? I can’t go there. I won’t go there. She is alive, bruised with a cracked rib and a totaled car but she’s upstairs sleeping in her room. She’s home where she belongs.
I wonder how many IF NOT FOR moments we truly have during our lives. Maybe they aren’t as dramatic but in someway maybe they are. What if words we hold back cause someone to make a choice that changes their lives? What if we don’t stop to help someone on the side of the road and further along we are at just the right spot at just the right moment to be involved in an accident. An accident that we wouldn’t have been there for had we stopped.
Too many deep thoughts tonight and I know I promised after last night to keep it short. I am sorry.
Night Mayo
Elena
PS – the text message should have arrived sooner. It was from her boyfriend. He’d sent it at least 20 minutes before her phone receive it. But then 20 minutes earlier wouldn’t have helped her. I do believe in guardian angels.
WOW, elena! That is miraculous! Maybe she was rewarded for her good deed after all, if you look at it that way... amazing.
wow elena that is really a case for guardian angel!
I am sure therte are many times we are intercepted by them.
Miranth that's a shame about your hen, so you have an incubator?
goodnight BC sweet dreams
and to wemdy nad iranth too
sweet dreams all!
I'll be back to say goodnight later
really quick fly by visit!!
hi mayo!
hi SS!
hi family!
elena i got a tear in my eye reading your comment to mayo!! i do believe in fate! hell i'd love to believe in guardian angels, maybe that's what fate is, who knows?? i'm so glad your daughter is alright. it freaks me to think of all the snap decisions we make during the day that could change everything! it's too much to think about really.
anyway have pleasant thursdays!
love to you all!
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, FASC, Elena, Ergo, maybe Possum and Kass, watchers, lurkers, lures, flies and spinners of blogbelieve!
Elena: Your goodnight was beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes, as well. Thank you for sharing your (and your daughter's) story with us!
Events such as those certainly do put things into proper perspective, don't they?
Those IF NOT FOR and BY THE GRACE OF moments.....
In those moments, we realize just how quickly our lives could change.
In those moments, our lives ARE often CHANGED - for the better - as with you and your daughter!
Please, don't take anything for granted people. Don't hold grudges, learn to forgive - your self and others, learn to say "I'm sorry", "I forgive you" and "I love you".
EVERYTHING can change in an instant. Don't be left wondering 'if they knew' how you felt about them...
TELL them how you feel - truly feel - today & everyday!
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To ponder today (I believe too, Elena):
"Angels come to help and guide us in as many guises as there are people who need their assistance. Sometimes we see their ethereal, heavenly shadow, bright with light and radiance. Sometimes we only feel their nearness or hear their whisper. And sometimes they look no different from ourselves..."
Cathy L. Poulin
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Have a great day, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Morning Mayo, FASC & 616!
I was feeling particularly grouchy this morning (the "crimson wave" with associated cramps & bloating) but I kinda feel less entitled to gripe after reading Elena's post - although I wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't let any of her daughters near a motor vehicle again after all the problems they've had in the last few months! I've always considered myself a natural-born sceptic with regards to the paranormal, but the older I get the more people I meet who've had a similar spooky experience; now a few brain cells have ganged up to niggle me that maybe it's not all mere coincidence.
I shall still gripe at my boss and sneak off home after I've finished everything that needs to be done today though!
Kass xx
Morning errbody!
Morning Mayo!
At least we are one day closer to the weekend, right?
Mayo,
Have a good one. ^_^
SS!
You, too. And don't forget to turn the lights back on at your house. It doesn't look right being so dark all the time! ^_~
Have a lovely day, BlogBelieve!
I'll miss you while I'm being gawked at. Damn the man!
XOXO,
S&V20
I miss the lights being on at SS's. I keep bumbing into the Beatles in the dark, and I'm sure they must be tired of that by now.
I don't think SS realizes how dangerous it is for some in BlogBelieve to walk around in the dark.
"Fuck! Who put that there?"
"Bumbing", of course, meaning "bumping".
It's too early for me to be blogging :S
And the poor geese, frogs and bunnies! You know they are like, wtf?
Come on SS! I was trying to think of a song about turning the lights on but unfortunately, most of them are about turning them off. O_O
Have a great day crazy people! Don't step on the frogs!
Mayo,
How are you doing today? I hope you woke up/will wake up/are about to wake up smiling today. If you didn't, give it a try and see how it works out for you. I'm going to try it today too. I think we will be pleasantly surprised.
It will make us feel like way happier and everyone who looks at us today will be all like...what are they smiling about. It will make us seem like we are in on some great secret. They will spend all day trying to figure that shit out and that leaves them no time to fuck with us!!
Like my plan? Fuck yeah....It's good.
Remember, Mayo...SMILE...maybe even nod your head and arch your brow a time or two. Practice, practice.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. A believable chuckle is the key to success.
hey blogbelieve I'm off to bed, well I'm watching Ghost whisperer so after that I'll be off to bed.
Mayo hope you're well not a lot for me to say. I won't be saying goodnight tomorrow, out to dinner, hooray! I love a good restaurant and I get to wear my new absolutley killer heels!
So wishing love hope faith and comfort to you and yours
much love
EPxx
SS
hello! Hope you're good, I ma any new wildlife in your thoughts?
Looks like the dark needs to make way for some illumination. You're always good at that!
Take care, Sending love laughter and delights to you and those you love
lotsa love EP xx
Goodnight all, see you when I can!
Busy day tomorrow.
Take care
♥
Morning, Mayo!
The "drums [kept] pounding a rhythm to [my] brain" last night, and the fuckers wouldn't let me just think. If last night was anything, it was the time I needed mull over thoughts running through the pathways of my brain.
I needed it. I needed to be reminded that I don't know why it's like this. Or why my stomach keeps doing those funny things. Or how it feels traveling from the right into the left, trying to smile the whole fucking time because I've conditioned myself to do it.
A warm blanket, an oversized coat, the back of a sofa, a wall, and arms, wrapped. All of these things are just like the others.
I just want to be like everyone else. Laughable at best.
And I'll try to fix it just as soon as I can figure out what's wrong.
Do what Sdock said. Smile today. And think about this shit(Not entirely sure where it's from, but it makes my brain want to explode.):
Tricking yourself into thinking you matter enough for someone to remember to forget you is the best kind of magic of all.
Have a great day, dude.
Goodmorning everybody!
Hi Kass!
Hi Princess!
Hi FASC!
Hi Socky!
Hi RW!
Hi Mustard!
Goodnight Ergo!
Goodnight Miranth!
Goodnight 616!
Goodnight Elena!
Goodnight BC!
Badnight TA!
Well, after being such a bluehog two nights ago I said 10 Hail Mayo's in penitence and saved some space at Mayo's for others last night.
Too much blue always makes me feel like a big neon coloured showoff.
Even more so once I get prattling.
So less is more, huh?
Elena,
Somebody was looking over your daughter today and gave her back to your loving care, both physically and emotionally =)
Amy,
Yay for the payrise and no flattie. Thought of you today when a tv music channel here played the 'I'm A Cat'video =)
Vegas Info Anons,
After the initial shock of 'what the heck was security doing', or in this case not doing, I think it became a positive event. Gerard's instinctive move to Frank's defence makes me think that maybe the friendship that seemed to have ended at ProjRev Detroit is a little warmer again.
Good to see Frank laughing at GWays joke as well.
And all security personal should possess drumming skills and be flannel shirted.
Groupie info anon,
Show me any group of young men starting out in a band that wouldn't enjoy the drinking, touring, live performance highs, and the company of young women, and all you end up with is the Vienna Boys' Choir.
MCR weren't Austrian.
I spy with my little eye...
Princess!
SS,
Dude, don't make me break out the glowsticks, or resort to using RW.
Just joking ^_^
*busts out a flame thrower instead to light way around SS's*
Anyone want their cigarette lit?
Have a great day everyone!
Less?!
lol
Maybe tomorrow =)
Morning family
Thank you for all your beautiful words about my daughter's experience yesterday.
Remember to cherish each and every day.
Love to all of you.
Elena
hi guys!
PP you are a funny bunny!!
the "crimson wave" with associated cramps & bloating
sending chocolate your way kass!! you know it makes sense!!
Remember to cherish each and every day.
thanks elena. it really is true.
oh and god in my mad rush to get a load of shit done today, i was detained for 15 fucking minutes by 2 jehovah witnesses at my door!!!!!! i think i visably *sighed* when i realised what they were!! no big diss to them, i guess they mean well, but you know what, i am absolutely fine with living my life and then dying!! i can accept that. i don't want to live for eternity blah blah blah. anyway so i was polite, but hey an encounter like that kills the mood for the day is all i can say!!!!
apologies to any jehovah witnesses.
each to their own is all i can say.
I want to explain a little more proof of why I still really believe Mayo is GV.
It centers on kapu mostly. If you think about how Mayo was to her before the GV theories came and how she is since then you can tell. Mayo used to always write to her. Then the GV accusations started to come and now it looks like Mayo tolerates her at the most. Unlike others I don't THINK it's because Kapu is that much of a bitch. But maybe? I remember GV hated kapu at one time too. GV and Mayo both have a love hate with kapu..... That's because they are the same person. But the real reason Mayo ignores Kapu now IS BECAUSE IF MAYO PAID ATTENTION TO HER IT WOULD BE OBVIOUS SHE WAS GV.
But now, even when Mayo ignores Kapu it's obvious why.....because GV has to keep up the game.
Mayo has been nasty to Kapu on a few occasions. They coincide with how GV has been disappointed in her. But Mayo has never once been nasty to Sdock....and has GV ever had a problem with Sdock? No never.
GV explained how she felt about Kapu when she admitted to being disappointed in her. At first she was fascinated with her, then she realized that she had flaws and good and bad days like everyone else.
The answer is obvious.
What would the people who don't like GV (like the OPS and their friends), think if Mayo WAS GV? Would you still be all lovey dovey with her? Would you still think she has a 'good heart'? Just think about it.
sorry anon i don't really want to think about it. mayo is mayo thats how i look at it and i come here to chat to people i have met at mayo's, end of.
but thanks for sharing your theory.
A word of warning to all you "older" folks who plan to attend MCR's upcoming shows. Gerard seems to have a bit of prejudice towards you.
Taken from an account of the second Las Vegas show here
Gerard also said he just thought it was weird some 45 year old guy that was too old to be stage-diving was climbing onstage heading for Frank ... At some point Mikey or Frank found something that had fallen out of the guy's pocket and gave it to Gerard. Gerard held it up and crowed gleefully, "Oh shit! It's a packet of Ben-Gay! He dropped his packet of Ben-Gay! Which is too bad because he's going to need it after that."
I'm not saying the guy had a right to be onstage going at Frank. However, as an older person who has attended many MCR shows, I'm somewhat offended by his words.
Maybe he doesn't like her because she is a bitch who isn't as smart as she thinks he is. Simple. Maybe it has nothing to do with GV. Believe me, most people who liked her at first now know she is a talentless bitch who really thinks she's better then she is. If we can see it what makes you think Mayo can't? Of course he can. And how he feels about her has nothing to do with GV.the rest of us happen to feel the same. And if you need proof just look at what happen to T Bone when he tried to join in.
good morning.
i am a bit late this mroning with my good morning comment. i woke up to a bacon butty and a cuppa, sat outside in the sun. god i will miss it.
so, i hope you all have a lovely day and that you manage to do something that is just for you today. make time for youself and be happy.
jappy jappy hoy hoy.
*waves to mayo*
*waves to ss*
s, your april fools joke is not on aprils fools day anymore, soooooo where i come from, if you play the april fools after 12 noon on the day, the fool is on the person who made the joke, emmmmm i think your lights need to come on so we can see the little animals and the words of wisdom. heck the words and animals may run into each other.
heck, god nows what that was but the jist of this comment is to tell you all to have a lovely thursday.
xx
and that was ss, not s. and there will be other typos so apologies on my part. :)
Hi everyone!
Sorry i had to run off like that last night.....so rude!
So how is everyone?
PJ!!!!!!!!!!!
hello, i am fine thank you. howare you?
sorry, have to run. the grout man is here.
i will see you all later
bye
*waves*
I'm fine, you know me, I'm not one to tell my sad story on this blog, i am just in a bad place right now, so i came here to cheer up.
And most of the time i do when i am here.
So what are we talking about today?
Bye Fim, sorry you have to go.
Anon, i guess it just us.
So what do you want to talk about?
OK, i guess i am alone here.
So Mayo,
All this talk about who you may or may not be, is really not that important to me at all.
From the start of this whole thing is was always, is he, is he not.
And over time you have proved over and over, you are not.
So who are you, a baker, a barber, a candle stick maker.
To me you are a person who started a blog, and everyone just joined in and it became special.
That to me is all i need to know about who you are.
Mo one here has the right to demand you to tell who you are, hell i would not tell you who i am, cause it's none of your damn business....lol
You are Mayo!
This is your blog!
Each and every person who has been here from the beginning, will stay till the end, and even long after you have deleted this blog, we will all go on.
None of us knew each other till this blog, now we are a family, you have that to feel good about, and that is why we come here time and time again, because you are just Mayo.
And for me, and i just speak for me.
You are close to my heart, no matter who you are, i just accept that you are Mayo!
Sorry Mayo about the spelling, i was in a hurry!
Would you be alright knowing for sure that Mayo was GV? Would you still continue to write her notes of encouragement, good mornings and goodnights? Knowing that she lied from the beginning, then told the truth to test your reactions, and then lied again? Would you all feel the same if you knew for sure?
Anon,
Yes i would!
It really is not an issue for me, what i like about this blog is the people here.
Maybe Mayo is testing us, so what, it will not be the end of the world if mayo says who he/she is, not in this point in time, we have gone too far here to care who he is or is not.
Mayo knows i do not come on and say my good nights or good mornings to him, i say it to everyone here, and just say hello to mayo.
I am not into all the hype of the identity thing.
It wouldn't suprise me if GV loved Kapu. GV is a fucked up tranny and Kapu already looks like a man so it makes perfect sence.
Kapu makes me NAUSEOUS and I am glad I'm not the only one..... You know who you are. ;D
Mayo, everytime I see your post, The Who song "Who are You" pops into my head.
Anon, what is your obsession with GV and with K, you are always putting them down, or maybe you just like the attention you get with all the drama you cause.
Give it a rest!
And if you are the same anon, i was just talking to before, i really thought you where intelligent, guess i was wrong.
Here's why I think Mayo is CalafM if Mayo is GV and she doesn't want to admit it, she would have to hide how she feels about Kapu. Now, Calaf would come along as a way for GV to still talk to her without being "Mayo" and giving up the game.
Just popping back in to say:
Happy 7 Month Anniversary, Everyone
Mayo,
Thank you for allowing this to continue. As I've said time and time before, I won't ever forget this place, these people, or you.
SS,
Thanks for the smiles, the laughs, and the freakin' puzzles. Pretty sure this place wouldn't be as near the same had you not been about.
BBers,
I ♥ you all. Mayo and SS are right. We are what make this place special and magical. Basically, we're all cool as fuck. ;)
Later, you guys! Enjoy your day!
Anon, get your head out of the clouds.
If this is a game, let them play, it has nothing to do with the rest of us.
I'm just interested in the truth.
What truth?
This not (our) blog, it is Mayo's.
And it is up to Mayo to clear the air, if and only if he wants too.
What right do any one of us have to ask who Mayo really is when it is none of our business, we are here on his good grace.
Mayo,
I guess i am alone, with nothing to do but chatter to myself.
But know, i am not defending you, i feel that you and only you, can do that, unless you feel as i do, and just do not give a fuck!
If you look at GVs latest post and then compare it to THIS post, they both say the same thing. This is as close as she is going to get AS MAYO to admitting the truth.
Now there are some of you who claim to love Mayo but think that GV is not nice for what she did. The OPs for one. I think probably Elena would be disappointed too. Many others who love Mayo because they think "he" is not GV. Those are the people I want to hear from. How would those people feel about Mayo then, if the truth came out?
I wouldn't blame you for being angry I just think a lot of this about loving Mayo no matter what would be bullshit when the truth came out.
OK I'm back and no one is here.
Whats going on, is there a party i was not aware of?
Do i smell....sniffs under arms!
Be back later!
We can debate this all day anon.
You should leave it up to them as to what they believe.
I am not angry, this is a blog, just a place to chat, and everyone is entitled to say what they want.
May be you have a point to make, but why is it so important to you?
How do you know i am not Mayo!
or paperhert or mustard, or all the others that is on here.
I'm not going to go back and read all GV's post or K's or Mayo's to compare and see if they are the same person.
I am going to except that the old blog is gone forever because of all the drama, and just move on from there.
A word of warning to all you "older" folks who plan to attend MCR's upcoming shows. Gerard seems to have a bit of prejudice towards you.
Taken from an account of the second Las Vegas show here
Gerard also said he just thought it was weird some 45 year old guy that was too old to be stage-diving was climbing onstage heading for Frank ... At some point Mikey or Frank found something that had fallen out of the guy's pocket and gave it to Gerard. Gerard held it up and crowed gleefully, "Oh shit! It's a packet of Ben-Gay! He dropped his packet of Ben-Gay! Which is too bad because he's going to need it after that."
I'm not saying the guy had a right to be onstage going at Frank. However, as an older person who has attended many MCR shows, I'm somewhat offended by his words.
But before he said that that guy would be needing it, he said that he was going to hang on to it because there were some people on the stage that would need it. So he included himself as well.
The better bengay video
Hello everybody!
How are you all doing?
Just one question: What is Ben-Gay?
Come on, I know there are people lurking!
Hello?
Can
Hi Siobhan,
Ben gay is an ointment that heats up to relieve joint pain i think!
somebody
Hi there, PJ!
Thanks for the answer!
I thought it was condoms or stuff, hahaha!
Or lubricant!
Gerard made a statment about it on an intervrew about getting old.
It was a joke!
It's so quiet here!
Are you at work, PJ?
Siobhan said...
Or lubricant!
O that would hurt....lol
Pixie?
No i have the luxury of being home, and i am doing nothing!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
FIRST!!!!
BOW DOWN, BC!!!!!!!
So, that guy was trying to attack Frank, or what?
Siobhan, come back to me, you lost me there!
What?
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