I am not who you think I am
I am not who you think
I am
Who you think I am not
I am
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Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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I am feeling the music tonight. How about you? It's almost like it hurts to sit still and I can't get it loud enough and I can't rock hard enough. I want to be the music....
I know you understand what I can't really explain.
Hey, again!
Nope, I gotcha.
It's been really weird lately. You know how sometimes you just have to put the music away for a couple of days, put off listening for as long as you can before you start getting vile or angry? Then when you listen to it again, it feels brand new, and you have everything on repeat for a week or two?
I'm in that lull. I'm trying to find new things in them that I hadn't heard before. I'm craving it. It won't ever be enough.
I bought like a whole bunch of cds today from BMG....
One Republic, The Killers, Angels&Airwaves, Rhianna, Andrea Bocelli, Steve Earle...
I think that's it....As you can tell, I love it all.
O_O
I FORGOT HAARP CAME OUT YESTERDAY!
Oh my god, I'm a day late. WTF?
Well, you guys know where I'll be this weekend. My ass will be propped in front of a television watching that shit.
Yeah, niiiiiiiiiiiice.
I'm the world's worst at being at the record store the day new stuff arrives.
I'll call in advance and be like, "You got this and this in yet?"
"Uh, no ma'am. It doesn't arrive until blahblahblah."
Then, in my head, I'm all like, "WTF? Someone needs to light a fire under the asses of your rackjobbers, m'kay?"
'Cause, in my head, shit needs to be put on the shelf at 12:01am, Tuesday mornings, know what I'm sayin'?
/rant
*listening to "Liar, Liar"*
One Republic, The Killers, Angels&Airwaves, Rhianna, Andrea Bocelli, Steve Earle...
Tell me where Rhianna fits into that equation.O_O
Well Mustard, I don't really live where there is a full fledged record store. We rely on Wally and KMarks to fulfill our musical hungers. And most of the time we are left starvin'....
I have Andrea Bocelli in there and you are asking about Rhianna???
Tell me which of these is not like the others....muhahahah.
We rely on Wally and KMarks to fulfill our musical hungers. And most of the time we are left starvin'....
Oh man, that really sucks. I can't stand Walmart, so I hardly ever purchase CDs from there. Their selection is terrible, and I can't fathom buying an edited version. To me, it takes away from the uniqueness of the record.
So, it's either BestBuy, or some other place other than Walmart.
Well, you know, that's Bocelli.
SHUT UP AND DRIVE
Which then takes me to that song of, oh what's her name? Damn.
You know, the other "Shut Up and Drive".
CHELY WRIGHT!
I rely on Amazon.com most of the time. They are pretty good at shipping stuff the day it comes out.
And I still can't just do the whole digital download thing. I have to have it in my hands....guess it's because I am a product of the vinyl generation. Part of me still misses the scratch of the needle on the record.
You couldn't jump and down and dance though...it would cause the record to skip.
Smoke, remember? Good times!
I hate Wal-Mart's cd selection.
"Clean Version"
Bite me.
Which I also have on CD....Chely Wright...I like her...which makes me think of Patty Loveless...Nothing But the Wheel...and I could go on and on.
Remember having Michael Jackson's Thriller?
And Purple Rain?
OMG.
Raspberry Beret!
Yeah edited??
Fuck that, that's what I say...Fuck that shit!!
Now that brings me to,
18 wheels and a dozen roses.....
And I still can't just do the whole digital download thing. I have to have it in my hands....guess it's because I am a product of the vinyl generation.
I'm exactly the same way. I want it in my sweaty little hands. I want to feel the excitement of trying my hardest to get the security tape off. I want to see the disc. I want to see the artwork. I want to see the thank you's and the liner notes and the producer and the engineer and all of that mess.
I want to feel it.
Purple Rain....one of the best songs of all fuckin time.
Reckon MCR could play a snippet of that one at a show? How meffin cool would that be?
OOOOoooh pretty fuckin cool, I think.
Remember having Michael Jackson's Thriller?
And Purple Rain?
I'm such a sucker for it. Seriously, more than I should be.
And that brings me to.....
Papa loved Mama nearly all his life
You know it drove Mama crazy being a trucker's wife
The part she couldn't handle was the being alone
I guess she needed more to hold than just a telephone
I swear to God, I could do this all night. But I won't. ^_^
Gerard could totally pull off a rendition of "Purple Rain."
I would love to hear that actually.
That'd be pretty fucking awesome.
18 Wheels and A Dozen Roses...which brings me to...Wheels by Lone Justice...I know the sound of your wheels, yeah yeahhhh.....yeah.
I could do this all night long....which brings me to Lionel Richie...
That would be soooo cool.
I could hear Gerard singing Purple Rain! PURPLE RAIN!
Smoke,
We are totally on the same wavelength tonight..it's beyond weird.
Mustard,
Wouldn't that rock the house? Gerard would own Purple Rain.
It would be pretty damn cool, right?
That is still one of the best records ever.
Prince is super badass. Even as weird as he is.
Wouldn't that rock the house? Gerard would own Purple Rain.
It really would. I wonder if they can get the rights from Prince to perform it?
I've got a brand new pair of roller skates..
You've got a brand new key...
Who the hell sung that?
Yeah, it is....awesome record.
Smoke, I remember Thriller and all of Mama's 45's...how many times did we hear Flashdance What A FEeling? Or some Foreigner?
Or I would love to hear Gerard do Open Arms or Faithfully by Journey!
Cool...you know, just a little snippet.
Melanie...I think Smoke.
Would love to hear them do "turn the page" too....grew up on a whole lot of ol Bob...music filled our house just about every meffin night, right Smoke?
Didn't he do Faithfully at Projekt Rev?
Or something like that? What was it?
I will always remember Alice Cooper and The Eagles.
Glenn Frey....
Smuggler's Blues ^_^
Bob Seger is awesome. I heard him on the radio yesterday. ^_^
And of course....
KISS
Heaven's On Fire.
Glenn Frey...like from the Miama Vice Soundtrack...Don Johnson lookin for a Heartbeeaaaaaaaaat!
That album cover always mesmerized me. I can remember pulling out all of her LP's and flipping through them. The KISS album always caught my eye.
And Alice. Cuz it looked like a school desk. ^_^
One of my personal favorite guilty pleasures....my karaoke dream...
Ann Wilson and the dude from Loverboy...Almost Paradise
'member?
Actually my real karaoke dream would be to sing Crazy on You.
Then we had Elvis, Ronnie Milsap, Bocephus and The Oakridge Boys at our grandmother's house.
Heh-heh.
Crazy On You.....
If I could actually sing it? That would be awesome.
OHHHH! Eddie Money.
Remember Eddie Money?
Yeah and didn't it come with like cardboard panties or something???
Mama threw all the sleeves away to her 45's. That sucks.
Laura Branigan...remember her?
Gloria!
Eddie Money still rocks my socks. I love that dude....you know he fathered a child, right?
Rob Thomas
*just kiddin
Where did Mustard go?
ZZmotherfuckinTOP! Ohh hell yes!
O_O
They do look alike. Kind of. Something about the eyes.
I ♥ Rob Thomas. That dude could sing the phone book and I'd melt.
Oh, sorry!
I'm still here!
Yeah, me too. He's nice.
Pat Benatar...Blondie...Irene Cara...Melissa Manchester...Laura Branigan...Linda Ronstadt...Joan Jett...Heart...AND THE QUEEN OF ALL:
STEVIE MEFFIN NICKS!
Cause every girl's crazy 'bout a sharp dressed man!
Good times. ^_^
If I could write one song the way Stevie can write a song, damn, I think I might be satisfied in life.
I would be like yeah, I left something good behind.
Fleetwood Mac
Ya know, I'd like to hear Gerard sing Landslide. I'd bet anything he could do it twice as good as Billy Corgan.
Yeah, Landslide would be nice. One of my faves.
Stevie's got a bunch of good ones.
Mayo,
Smoke and I are spamming your blog with childhood memories. I hope you don't mind....picture 2 little girls all punked out acting like rock stars...that's how we grew up.
Can I just say that I am the luckiest person in the world because my sister is my best friend?
Good times....
You two had a really diverse musical upbringing.
I grew up on, what I refer to as, "old country." Hank Williams, Tammy Wynette, George Jones, Waylon Jennings, all of those. My parents had lots of 78s and 45s that I listened to, and those were what they listened to because I guess they just liked them?
But, mostly I listened to music from the 50s and 60s, and onto the 70s. That was what started it all for me. The Beatles, Aretha Franklin, The Animals, The Beach Boys, ABBA, The Jackson 5, Ray Charles, The Supremes (basically all of the girl groups from that era), The Temptations, Otis Redding, I could go on, but that's what did it for me.
It was the basis of everything I knew, and that's what I loved.
You guys are so awesome, and so lucky to have one another. :)
Smoke and I know old country too...not a whole lot of 50's and 60's stuff.
But yeah, I am so grateful that my Mama exposed us to what she liked which was everything. It was never censored or watered down for us. We were raised on music. I guess that's why we can't help but love it so much. It has always been in our lives.
I guess that's why we can't help but love it so much. It has always been in our lives.
Yep, I believe that's the exact reasoning.
Now, it's hard to beat ol'George, Waylon and Hank. Especially if you feel like getting drunk. ^_^
Then you have some of the coolest cats and the best songwriters there has ever been...
Mr. Willie Nelson and Mr. Kris Kristofferson.
And of course, the Daddy of them all....
Mr. Johnny Cash.
Ah, yes. You can't forget those men.
And what's outlaw country without them, right?
I guess it actually pays to have a big background in music. It's the language of the world. Even if you can't find anything to talk about or relate to anyone with, talk about music.
:)
Make you wanna go ride off into the sunset. ^_~
Or at least think about it.
So Mayo,
What is in your ipod?
Where is errbody tonight?
Oh and SS,
TURN THE LIGHTS BACK ON, DUDE! ^_^
Johnny, Waylon, Willie, and Kris....Just go ahead and bow down to greatness. IT DOES NOT get any better than that.
And Miss Loretta Lynn and Dolly and Tammy...
TURN THE LIGHTS BACK ON, DUDE! ^_^
Maybe the dude's looking for lightening bugs, you know, with it being Springtime and all.
Trapping them in nets or jars and watching them flicker.
Yeah, Mayo is going to get tired of us asking and he is going to be like shut the meff up....that's for me to know and you to NOT KNOW!
boo
I love lightening bugs! And I hate most bugs! Those have got to be the coolest little things.
If you can't find any SS, I'll let you borrow my tiara for a bit. It'll brighten up the place, I'm sure. ^_~
I bet Mayo'll tell us one day, what's on that iPod of his. It would be an interesting conversation, wouldn't it?!
Hello, Fimble Star!
BOO!
FIMBLE VENOMS! WHAT YOU DOIN'?
I'll be back in a bit. Gotta shower and primp.
^_^
Hey Fimble!
It hasn't been this quiet in Mayo's in a long long time...spooky even.
Today I went to Ann Arbor, MI to shop and saw a girl wearing a spiderman costume (with the mask)bopping down the street while listening to an ipod "ghetto blaster". I also found a vintage silver belt buckle that was an SS in blue enamel. Both made me think of Blogbelieve. Strange days indeed.
what am i doing?
well that would be telling wouldnt it :)
I know! Lightening bugs are so cool. The way they blink at you and flit off really quickly. Then you're like, "NO! Wait 'ittle lightening bug! Come back!"
Then you run around the lawn trying to catch the thing again. I'm sure we look so goofy. >.<
saw a girl wearing a spiderman costume (with the mask)bopping down the street while listening to an ipod "ghetto blaster"
anon, i totally wish i could do that, but i would wear a superman outfit.
did you have a nice time whilst shopping?
Anon!? Isn't it weird how normal, everyday things remind us of this place. Puts a smile on my face though. :)
Yes FS, I had a nice time. It was sunny and warmish.
MIB, that girl wasn't exactly everyday or normal. LOL
Hey guys! I’m off to a get a shower after mad training but first...
Ummm so guys, Supermassive Black Hole by Muse is sex. Just saying.
I’m the same way about digital downloads. I like jewel cases, album art, lyrics, liner notes, pretty pictures on the CD. I dunno. And CDs tend to sound better than my little iPod anyway.
yeah, and Purple Rain ROCKS. But my favorite song by Prince has always been Darling Nikki. I don’t usually like covers but I have to say that The Foo Fighters’ version made the original look lame, sorry. Dave Grohl’s screaming on that one goes right through your ribs.
Anonymous said...
To anyone that feels they must defend Gerard Way,
Don't.
It was recently mentioned here that Mr. Way enjoys the controversy.
Indeed, he does.
Please keep in mind that it is his intent to rile everyone up a bit.
Do you think it is his intent to chase away some of his fans and insult women the way he does? Or do you think that that doesn’t matter to him, that the end justifies the means as it were?
Anonymous said...
why is this post untitled??
The date is the title, the way I read it.
Okay, well I’ll be back in a bit!
well, that makes it all for the better then :) i hate shopping with a passion but if i have to go shopping, i would prefer it to be sunny.
it was 80*F here today.
Maybe it was everyday and normal for her. ;)
Or maybe she just really, really liked Superman!
Please tell me she wasn't wearing undies on the outside, 'cause shit like that only happens in BlogBelieve!
I think Untitled is refering to himself.
well, she must of had the confidence and have been comfortable to be herself and to dress and be the way she wanted to be. not following others and not thinking of what people think of her.
i hope that she rocked her face off today hahahahaha
I swear not an hour goes by that I don't think of you guys and BlogBelieve.
If Smoke and I go shopping, we are always finding things that make us think of the people here or things we have talked about.
Ooo, now I like that.
Makes perfect nonsensical sense, too!
Everytime I hear this line, I swear to you, I think of Mayo.
Won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
FS, she seemed very happy.
Maybe I can identify a little with her wanting to entertain others, but still remain anonymous. I love wearing a costume here to amuse. It's more fun than being myself sometimes.
I think she's pretty badass for doing that. I would do my best to blend in and be invisible.
That's cool, Anon. And hopefully your amusement is constructive amusement. :)
Sdock:
Totally. I wouldn't not be able to do that at all. Ever.
Mustard, maybe one day we will be able to do that. I want to get to that point where I am that comfortable in my own skin that I don't care if people stare. Wearing a spiderman costume or not...
I miss you more everyday
But we wont let this be that way.
We have many ways to communicate
I am sure that this was fate.
You cheer me up with your words of grace
But you’re a trollop with sweet innocent face.
We talk about random things which are cooler,
Than the dirty things you think about a ruler.
I whank mayonaise for giving me the time,
To meet my friend who enjoys her wine.
You make me smile
You make me laugh
So lets jump on a pile
Of freshly cut grass.
Whank you for being my princess consuela banana hammock
Wanna know what LHM has on right now?
A spiderman suit. ^_^
No lie.
Taste of Ink is like, just awesomeness to me.
Hello All
How is everyone tonight?
Hi Elena!
Hey Elena,
How's your daughter?
Smoke,
Is he watching wrasslin?
sorry guys, i was off doing something.
hello elena, i am sorry to hear about your daughter. is she ok?
Of course he is. For the billionth time. O_o
Elena,
Did she get in an accident?
Hey Fimble, Smoke and sdock
Yeah she's okay but the car is totaled.
You know it's still freaking me out thinking of what could have happened if she'd stepped out of the car.
Anonymous said...
Maybe I can identify a little with her wanting to entertain others, but still remain anonymous. I love wearing a costume here to amuse. It's more fun than being myself sometimes.
Sometimes I forget who I am....
I'm glad she's okay.
Elena,
Don't think about that. Don't let you mind go there.
i am glad she is ok elena, the thought of 'what ifs' are aweful, i am just glad that she is fine. i know that you had another daughter in an accident a couple of months back, right?
I know sdock but it's hard not to. I mean I'm so proud that she thought to stop to help someone else. She's had two flat tires in the last three months and each time someone has stopped to help her. So when she saw someone today with a flat she decided to help them. Life is just fucking scary sometimes.
Hey everone. Elena, I'm glad to hear your daughter is okay, but you shouldn't be thinking about the what if.
All that matters is that she is okay now.
Yeah Fimble my youngest was in an accident when we had ice and snow on the roads. Someone smacked into the back of her VW and totaled it too. The middle daughter slid off the road about the same time but her car was okay. The daughter tht was in the accident today is the same one the deer ran into her car. My girls do have car problems.
OMG! Jeez, they do have car problems. My husband can relate!
^_^
3 wrecked vehicles in less than six months!
Elena, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound that way, just glad that your daughter is okay. Is she going to get herself checked out?
I'm off to take a bath and possibly become inspired.....
Be back in a bit.
have fun solly, take your time.
so, what has been happening today?
I'm off to take a bath and possibly become inspired.....
O_O
I've had a creepy eyeball staring at me all day. I don't like that thing. I feel like those IT boys are sitting there looking at me. O_O
what do you mean smok? was it a camera on your computer?
*pokes her head in*
Haloooo.... Lovelies?
-A
It's some kind of like filesharing/security program or something that they have on all of our computers.
IT SUCKS.
Hello Elena and BC!
Elena, I'm sorry as well. It's fortunate she wasn't seriously hurt. You alway see these police videos of highway accidents, and one can't help but imagine the worst, you know? I'm just glad she's okay.
And Amy! Hello!
Hallo Mustard!
How is everyone today? I think my new job anxiety is gone now.
-A
hi amy.
smok, so they monitor what programmes you use? so you cant come here now at work?
BC the emergency room people just called to get our insurance info a minute ago so that's where she is now. I'm glad. Earlier she told me she was okay and didn't need to be checked by a doctor. I'm glad she changed her mind.
Hallo Fimn! How's gorgeous Florida?
-A
its too bloody hot, i tell ya. i was sweaty betty before but you knwo what. tomorrow i aint going to go class, i am going to sit outside with me feet in the pool and i am gonna try and get a tan before i leave.
when is your first day?
To anyone that feels they must defend Gerard Way,
Don't.
It was recently mentioned here that Mr. Way enjoys the controversy.
Indeed, he does.
Please keep in mind that it is his intent to rile everyone up a bit.
Not to sound ungrateful over your insight, but does the world really need more riling up? Isn't there enough anger and misunderstanding out there already? There's nothing personally empowering in that for anyone, except perhaps (temporarily & superficially) for Gerard.
What the world really needs is more empathy, more generous spirits and kind hearts.
What the world really needs is more people like Frank Iero.
Hey Amy
Thanks Mustard. I know what you mean. The highway this happened on the speed limit is 70 mph so yeah, scary.
*flying tackles FS*
*thud*
ouch
*rubs head*
*stands up*
*see's rw*
*runs and jumps on rw*
*lick's rw's face*
What the world really needs is more empathy, more generous spirits and kind hearts.
What the world really needs is more people like Frank Iero.
Couldn't agree more.
Like I said the other day, this world will absolutely implode once we stop giving a fuck about our fellow citizens.
EWWWWW, missus!!!
*wipes drool off her face*
The highway this happened on the speed limit is 70 mph so yeah, scary.
Oh my goodness. That's so dangerous and scary. Wow, that makes us all the more thankful she's okay. Could have been a totally different outcome, but thank goodness there wasn't.
oh you know you enjoyed it.
how are you and how was work. been naughty?
Hey RW! Hey Amy! Hey BC! Hey errbody else!
Fim,
I can't right now. Not until the eyeball goes away. Damn them.
Do you know how hot it was here in South Georgia? 101 degrees this afternoon. HAAAWWWTTTT.
RW,
Yes, yes, yes. Totally agree with you.
And oh, by the way....
O_O
wow smok, thats smoking. i also heard about the school that had the three boys with weapons against the teacher. that wasnt near you was it? not lhm school?
Ack, Sorry Fimn, the computer froze on me!
My first day was this Tuesday, and I should be getting anywhere from 80 to 100 a paycheck which puts me between 1200 and 1600 each check.
I think the roomies are getting the big, brass boot. XD
Hiya Smoke and Elena!
-A
Like I said the other day, this world will absolutely implode once we stop giving a fuck about our fellow citizens.
Too right, Mustard. Mr Way could stand to learn a thing or two from Frank. I've learned a thing or two from Frank. His example has inspired me to make the effort to be a better person.
S&V: 0_0
Do you know how hot it was here in South Georgia? 101 degrees this afternoon. HAAAWWWTTTT.
I can deal with that.
-A
Fim,
That is 45 mins from my house...that town where those kids were from.
Hey BB'ers!
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack from my bath. Clean and full of inspiration!
We'll do it all
Everything
Own our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told,
Before we get too old,
Show me a gardent that's
Bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasin' cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told,
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's
Bursting into life
All that I am,
All that ever was,
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where,
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will
Never change for us at all
If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?
It was about thirty minutes from here, Fim. 3rd graders were going to torture their teacher. I can't even comprehend it.
I've learned a thing or two from Frank. His example has inspired me to make the effort to be a better person.
Absolutely, yet again.
I decided one day that nothing's going to come of being selfish and living for yourself. Lots of things were being said here (good things) and some things were happening in my real life that made me do a lot of reevaluation.
Frank's a good person, it's very easy to see that. If he's not, I'll be fucked over 100 times, but in my heart, I truly believe he is. He's been a significant part of the change I'm seeing in myself. I'm out there trying to help others find something in themselves, find a dream while I'm fulfilling mine.
how are you and how was work. been naughty?
Naughty? Mee?? I think not! That's YOUR department!
Work went really well today. The final fitting with the Ballgown of Doom (pics to come later) was a great success. The singer looked like a little doll in it! We have a few minor alterations to do, and some finishing details, but we should have those sussed by the end of the week.
How was your day?
Welcome back, Squeaky Clean Sdock!!!
It was about thirty minutes from here, Fim. 3rd graders were going to torture their teacher.
3rd graders?? Are you fucking kidding me??
Hey DR!
Frank's a good person, it's very easy to see that. If he's not, I'll be fucked over 100 times, but in my heart, I truly believe he is. He's been a significant part of the change I'm seeing in myself.
Yes, exactly. I really believe that, too. I mean, he puts it out there, ya know? Not saying he's perfect because I know nobody is but he tries to do the right thing. He challenges people to do that as well. I have nothing but respect for the guy.
3rd graders.
They were mad because the teacher had disciplined them earlier in the week. WTF?
They had handcuffs, duct tape, a knife and some other stuff.
What in the hell is the world coming to?
He's been a significant part of the change I'm seeing in myself.
I feel the same way.
He challenges people to do that as well.
And doing a damn good job.
They were mad because the teacher had disciplined them earlier in the week. WTF?
They had handcuffs, duct tape, a knife and some other stuff.
As you said, what is the world coming to? I don't understand this at all. I mean, I do, but you know what I mean.
wow solly and smok, thats close. i was watching it and was like 0_0. couldnt believe it, like what the fuck goes through their minds and where do they get these crazy ideas.
Not to undervalue the things Gerard has done, but with Frank the kind-heartedness just seems to come so naturally. You can really see in him the love that must have surrounded him as he grew up.
Yeah, I mean, if it had been his school I'd be freaking out! It freaks me out enough as it is. To think that children not much older than him are capable of shit like that.
And for what?
smoke&venom20 said...
3rd graders.
They were mad because the teacher had disciplined them earlier in the week. WTF?
They had handcuffs, duct tape, a knife and some other stuff.
What in the hell is the world coming to?
Am I the only one that thinks those kids never got, and could very well need, a good spanking?
Sounds like the boys were on an Ego Trip.
-A
wow rw, do you feel proud of your baby? i totally want to see pics, and i want you in on them to ehehehe.
my day, well lets see. i got up at 6 and started to get ready for class. waited until 7 for dm to post but they were late (yeh, talking to you discussmayo). i was in classes from 8 till 12 and then i came home. fed the tornado, played in the pool with her until she went home at 5. then i went out with the family for tea.
so thats my day in a nutshell and tomorrow i am getting a tan, well i am hoping to.
Not to undervalue the things Gerard has done, but with Frank the kind-heartedness just seems to come so naturally. You can really see in him the love that must have surrounded him as he grew up.
Yeah, totally.
I mean, comparing Gerard to Frank is like comparing apples and oranges. They're both unique and different and special in their own ways (Yes, even Gerard, because I still believe in him). It just seems that one of the two lost that somewhere, you know? I wish I had a really big flashlight for him.
amy said
Sounds like the boys were on an Ego Trip.
i totally thought you said they were on a ergo trip. i was like, whoa where is ergo going and can i come
Not to undervalue the things Gerard has done, but with Frank the kind-heartedness just seems to come so naturally.
I agree. I think that talking to people and relating to people just comes easier to him. I think Gerard is a good person, I do. I just think he's not as comfortable with it as Frank.
i totally thought you said they were on a ergo trip. i was like, whoa where is ergo going and can i come
Haha! Sweet!
Amy:
I agree. That's the first thing you think of in an instance like this. "Where are the parents (or guardians)?" They are supposed to be the responsible ones watching these kids, and I just feel like some aren't doing their job. Just my opinion though.
I am very proud of my silk taffeta baby, FS :) My co-worker took some pics with her cell phone today. When she uploads those to her computer & sends them to me, I'll post them here.
hey, i have a question for anybody.
does anybody have 'safari' instead of internet explorer?
Amy,
I think two of them were actually girls. O_O
I agree though. They need an ass-whoopin' or two.
Fimble,
I totally saw Ergo Trip!
Not to sound ungrateful over your insight, but does the world really need more riling up? Isn't there enough anger and misunderstanding out there already? There's nothing personally empowering in that for anyone, except perhaps (temporarily & superficially) for Gerard.
What the world really needs is more empathy, more generous spirits and kind hearts.
What the world really needs is more people like Frank Iero.
APPLAUSE.
Elena, I so know what you mean about imagining the worst. I would be, too. It’s so hard not to go there.
Now just remember your kids are pre-disastered. They get a free pass for no more disasters. ^_^
Splash said:
. If he's not, I'll be fucked over 100 times,
O_O You’d be so, like, tired.
Mmmkay, tonight I’m trying to tread some of my stupid, pointless, time-wasting issues. Back later!
cool beans rw, cant wait.
and with that
Bean bean the musical fruit the more you eat the more you toot
i miss you
hey all. :)
not here to stay and chat with all you fine lovely folks, just had to stop on the way home and investigate something on the internet.
*coughbealestreetmusicfestivalcough*
but i couldn't be online and not swing by to give you all a squeezy hug, now could i?
so, line-up! one squeezy hug per blogsib!
(mayo and ss can cut in as much as they like, of course. hey! it's my squeezy hug line, my squeezy hug line rules!)
:D
actually, got to get back to the "pad" and re-pack my bag so it makes sense this time -- i'm heading out directly after work tomorrow.
i might be getting a little....
excited.
XD
anyway, i'll check in when i can. play nice and save some blog-space for me, blogsibs!
see you later, mayo-sama.
lol solly, if ergo tripped then maybe she could fall all the way and land here in florida. or would it be more north?
*waves to ergo*
I agree. I think that talking to people and relating to people just comes easier to him. I think Gerard is a good person, I do. I just think he's not as comfortable with it as Frank.
To be honest, aside from the stage antics I think Gerard is much better at dealing with the public than I ever would be in his position. Which doesn't say too much about me, I'm afraid :/ I can be terrible to strangers. But I'm making a conscious effort to improve.
Fimn, I'd like to go on an Ergo trip!
Smoke and Mustard, I completely agree. Not only the "where are your parents?" question, but have they EVER been taught anything? Did Mommy and Daddy just let them do whatever they wanted? No discipline whatsoever?
Really, I'm not saying beat the fuckers until they have no teeth, but sometimes, kids need to be taught about authority. A smack on the bottom when they don't get the picture and pursue stupid behaviour isn't going to turn them into serial killers.
It seems like not disciplining them at all is what's going to do it.
-Amyranth's kids are going to HATE her.
*waves hi and bye to tj*
Elena, that's great news. Sorry if it took long to respond I had some stuff to do. Hello to anyone who arrived.
*special squeezy hug for fimble*
(now with coffee breath!)
zip!
and now i'm gone!
And, too, I think some parents believe that the school system will take care of discipline issues, yet that is backwards thinking. It needs to start in the privacy of one's home, that way when the child begins school, they have the necessary (discipline) skills to work as a unit with children and teachers.
Basically, those things need to be taught in the home, having good examples set for them, teaching them, or else it will be too late and there won't be any turning back.
That's a pretty song, FS!
Me, too, RW. I'm not a people person at all. I'm not a handshaker or a hugger. I smile sometimes at strangers.
I'm trying to do better, too. ^_^
I'm trying!
*hears whoosh*
Hi and bye, TJ! :D
S&V, I'm just relieved that I'm no longer working any jobs that require me to deal with the general public. The blood spill factor is much lower that way.
I'm trying to do better, too. ^_^
I'm trying!
Me, too. And I think above all else, those who just try are making infinitely more progress than those who just don't. Even if we try and fail, we're still kickass for just trying. :)
Really, I'm not saying beat the fuckers until they have no teeth, but sometimes, kids need to be taught about authority.
That was funny. ^_^
Hey and bye, TJ.
And with that I'm done. I'll see you all in the morning!
Sweet dreams errbody!
XOXO,
S&V20
rw, its just for my beany baby hehehehe
about children, i think the parents are a big part but you have to look at the peers and the issues that are around at the time. some kids follow others or follow what they see on tv. its not all down to the parents, i do think that they are a big parent but culture and their surroundings take effect on their behaviour as well
Hi amy, fim, smoke, RW *squeeze* bye squeak squeak. Hey fimmy, you stole my words ;D
nighty night smok, sweet dreams
what words would they be hun?
Did TJ just zip in and out?
Lord, she's excited and I can totally understand.
Have fun TJ
See you in 10 days!!
i do think that they are a big parent but culture and their surroundings take effect on their behaviour as well
I agree with that, too. :)
BC: hullo & Wednesday squeezes to you! :)
Night night smokie.
FLAVA FLAV
Kapunua said...
Ummm so guys, Supermassive Black Hole by Muse is sex. Just saying.
I'm so glad you see it too!!
Hello everyone!!!!
hey there ergo, how was your trip ;)
hes doing the sharpie thing again FYI
hey i just saw the ergo trip! hahaha
oh that would be awesome
fim If I tripped I would totally fall your way!
really anon, wow i didnt know that. is there any pictures?
wow ergo, trip now so that your will be with me tomorrow. we can hang at the pool and drink cocktails all day hahaha, well we can drink beer :)
hes doing the sharpie thing again FYI
He is, eh? That was so last season.
"bonjour"....yeah
http://buzznet-23.vo.llnwd.net
/assets/users16/caliw/default
/Gerard_Las_Vegas--large-msg-1207
16885293.jpg
not a good pix but thats what it ssays
"Bonjour"?
Is MSI in France right now, perchance?
atleast hes moving on from the wife messages???
im being optimistic
Oh fim sounds fabulous!
I shall make sure I have my sexy bikini and sarong packed!
I wanna be first!!!
Thank you RW :) fimble: the words cool beans. ha ha that's okay though
cheers for that anon, well i dont know what to say.
oh well
Boo
me!
Damn it, you guys are PWNing me big time this week!
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