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Who you think I am not
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Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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I said almost.
Love to all,
M X
Hello to anyone who is here. This is just a hit and run post. Elena, I'm sorry to hear about your daughter. I hope she's okay and I agree with K, its best to have her checked out with a doctor. I was in a accident once despite having no serious injuries but I ended up having a slight concussion and a messed up neck. I had to see a chiropractor for about six months after that.
Your welcome Kapunua,I was sad when the trailers for your movie disappeared off the internet. I remember how excited you were when Frank gave the OK. He is the most down to earth person ever.
Thanks for trying to answer. I hoped maybe I could clear up some stuff for you too but I guess it remains a mystery!!! When did Calaf say he wasn't Mayo?
Anyway thanks for taking the time....
Thanks anon, it killed me to take those down. I can barely even express how much I loved that album and what it meant to me.
I'm pretty sure it was during one of the poetry nights when Calaf said he wasn't Mayo. ^_^
Frankles really is the most down to earth person. He faces the same kind of scrutiny as the rest of the band and he retains his humility and friendliness. I don't even know where he fits all the sweetness that's in him and I totally envy the ease with which he makes people happy. He's just a good dude.
hi and a nice afternoon/evening/morning.... anyone here? :)
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to the church where they can pump this venom gaping hole...
BAH! It won't get the fuck out of my head!
How are we today?
Hello People!
How are you all?
Pixiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieee!!!
How are you, doll?❤
hi mustard
hi schwester d, was gibbet neues in kölle? everything alright? *knuddel* I´m fine :)
what a nice way to say hi siobhan :)
Kapu, is OBVIOUSLY Calaf! Open your eyes!
Hey, Schwester B. Alles geschmeidig in Kölle! Was läuft in Helsinki?
It seems as if we're all alone here!
Hey guys!
I'll be back later. :)
hahahaha jahaaaa alleene *lol*
everything is ok in helsinki, I enjoy the spring :) how´s the weather in cologne? my mom told me it was raining at home the whole day ^^
Or not!
Hi and bye, Mustard!
Well, it's rainy but not really cold.
But spring is definitely on its way.❀✿
well then bye mustard ;)
oh I sooo hope the weather will stay like that siobhan! :)
siobhan: die 2 verrückten deutschen ganz unter sich? ;)
hi pixie, pancake zilla
hi there sweetie, how are you today? *hugs*
Im okay pixie, how about you? *hugs*
i´m doing fine :)
Scheint so, Pixie!! Hahaha!
I'm so happy. I made an appointment at my hairdresser for tomorrow.
I will be getting wisps.
I think I will post some pics on my blog.
You will either see me being happy with my new hair color, or you will see me with a freshly shaved head, holding my cut off hair in one hand and the chopped off head of my hairdresser in the other, ahhahaha!!!
Hello, my BC!❤
What's up? Are you already engaged to that vampire?
oh that sounds great siobhan! so I´ll see yu as siobhan tomorrow or as a second britney? haha
like I told you, i let my hair grow at the moment for a wedding, I´m soooo happy when I can go to a hairdresser again ^^
That's good pixie. Hello my lovely pancake-Zilla, how are you?
Me? Engaged to him? I don't thinnnkkk so ^_^
It makes me sick who's asses you kiss while you trash Gerard all the time. You know who you are. You are always talking about how great Frank is and Bert McKraken and Adam Lazzara but how much do you know about the??
Now think about it. Just because Frank doesn't do any of the TALKING does not mean that he is any nicer or less FUCKED UP then Gerard Way. Think Frank never partook of groupies back in the day? Think he was KIDDING about girls in the back of the van? Frank used to get trashed like the rest of them and give "a little EXTRA" to the fans. Frank was drunk at the music awards (you know the one where you all bitched out Gerard for acting like a Diva?) Frankw as drunk at his own wedding.
Now onto your other idol Bert. How can you accuse Gerard of being a fuck up and NOT turn that back around on Bert who you love? No one is more fucked up then Bert! Do you think he is a nice person? No he is NOT. Aside from being burnt out by drugs, he is an alcoholic ass hole. He treats people like SHIT. What makes you think he didn't treat Gerard like shit, what makes you think it is all Gerard's fault?
Then going onto Adam Lazarra. Do I have to spell out to you things like why Fred left and why Chantelle left him? If you think he is a saint think again. He is also a womanizing alcoholic ASSHOLE. He broke Chantelle's heart in two. It wasn't just his drinking it was his womanizing, his cheating.
So the next time you get on Gerard's case for being an asshole think about how the three people you always idolize act too! Thank Frank is sober think again! Think he never cheated, think again! Bert is a psycho case druggie. Your prescious Adam is a cheating drinking loser who happens to be able to sing. So don't pin everything bad on Gerard without saying the same things about them too!!!
Pancake-zilla, are you jealous? lol
Anon 4:17
The only thing I can say is that you are never going to see me favor or praise one person over the other. To me, it's not a fair thing for anyone involved. Everyone fucks up.
Bugger, BC! ;-)
I'm doing fine. Thanks for asking!
Yes, Pixie. It's either lucky Siobhan or Guillotine Siobhan, haha!
haha you have to tell me tomorrow siobhan ;)
well anon, no one is a saint... life would be boring when there would be only saints ;)
Have you eaten anything yet pancake-Zilla? And when Triston comes back anytime soon, I am gonna tell him what you just said earlier he he ^_^
Yes, I'm jealous, BC!
He stole you right out of my fridge.
That's such a loss to me.
My heart is broken and my stomach empty!☹
Let's all have a drink, anon!
anon, I don´t want to defend anyone, but where´s the problem when he was drunk at his own wedding? that´s normal when you get drunk at your own weddingparty! :)
siobhan is righ, let´s have a drink! :)
Aww pancake-Zilla *Hugs*
Siobhan-fisch! How are you Love?
How's everyone else?
The only thing I can say is that you are never going to see me favor or praise one person over the other. To me, it's not a fair thing for anyone involved. Everyone fucks up.
Is that why your blog used to be all about what a drunk Gerard was?? ANd how his marriage was fake and his wife was messed up?
just a fly by visit guys!
can't stop!
hope everyone is well and good.
anon @ 4.17pm. really i don't think you've paid too much attention to why exactly some people have been annoyed at G Way's actions.
and hey getting drunk at your own wedding is a fuckin must!! how old are you anyway anon??
right guys i'm off...will see some of you at some point tomorrow.
mayo and SS (hope you don't mind being grouped into one statement but fuck i'm pushed for time)...........take care both of you. byee!
hi and bye fasc! :)
Well 4:17, I’m not sure I know of any “Chantell” or “Adam Lazarra,” but if you’re talking about Adam Lazzara and Chauntelle, my guess is we’ll never know what went on there and it’s not our business anyway. Know why? Because they’re not making it our business. So far Lazzara hasn’t done any interviews about how “lousy” or a person his ex is, and I can’t actually see him doing such a thing. Hey, I could be wrong, but until he starts waving his personal business around like dirty underwear, there’s really nothing to say about it.
Too, as soon as his alleged alcoholism starts affecting how he treats his audience, I have nothing to say about that, either. I don’t know the dude, don’t know his habits. TBS does an awesome live show. Adam is a great frontman who to my knowledge does not insult or cheapen his audience, and never has.
Bert? Again I don’t know the guy. I don’t know what happened between him and Gerard and probably never will. I have also never seen Bert McCracken telling the girls in the audience to play with themselves for him. Until the day he does, I’ll keep buying their awesome music and supporting them, just like I kept supporting and listening to MCR until Gerard started that crap with the women in his audience.
As far as Frank goes, you are way overstepping. I have never heard of anything suggesting that Frank was ever anything other than respectful and nice to people who meet him. I don’t know or really care where you’re getting your “info” (lol) from, but the rule on the internet is this: pics or it didn’t happen. Oh, huh, you can’t prove anything you’ve said about Frank? Well how about that? And I don’t rightly care if Frank was drunk at the awards or whatever, you did not see him acting like a tool. Everyone is entitled to be a tool once in a while anyway. There’s a difference between screwing up sometimes, which we all do, and spending months acting contrary to everything you’ve preached about for years.
All you’re doing here is rumor mongering and you pretty much came to the wrong place. I doubt anyone either believes you or is interested in the first place.
And QFT:
anon @ 4.17pm. really i don't think you've paid too much attention to why exactly some people have been annoyed at G Way's actions.
Bye faraway.
Hi safe. How are you?
I'm great BC and you Sweetie?
hi there safe, didn´t want to be rude for not saying hi earlier :)
siobhan are you still with us? or are you drunk already? ;)
Ahh. Colorful post Anon. How right on the money you are.
hi method :)
Thank you Methodactress, I am glad SOME ONE around here sees how fucked up it is. Other people are blind..... worshipping those while they think Gerard is a fuck up..... worshipping Mayo who SAYS he is a fuck up!!
Hello guys!
Anon said...
"Frank was drunk at the music awards (you know the one where you all bitched out Gerard for acting like a Diva?)"
Of course he was drunk. He was on camera drinking out of a traditional German beer mug and gave a shot to Dave Grohl.
As for the "a little EXTRA" where's the source of that claim.
And just because I spell it wrong ONCE does not mean that I don't know the truth!
I'm doing pretty good Safe. I'm still on a hunt for a Wii. Those things are hard to find.
Hello method actress. Pixie, I bet Siobhan-san is drinking because she can't eat me lol ^_^
Okay, back.
I'd just like to say one thing regarding the Anonymous talking about Gerard, Bert, Frank, and Adam.
Speaking for only myself here, never once have I mentioned any of these gentlemen outside the realm of music. Their personal lives are none of my business. When they bring it to the stage, when they bring their private lives into public view either by putting it in the music or displaying it on stage or in interviews, only then do I have any right, whatsoever, to say anything. And seldom do I do this unless it really, really bothers me.
Everything you've stated is personal, and what they choose to do with their girlfriends or wives and whether or not they choose to drink alcohol or do drugs is nothing that involves me. As far as voicing my opinion on those matters, it's either "I hope they're truly happy" and "I hope they don't do anything stupid."
Just had to get that out there, and I'm not looking for an argument. You said your two cents, so I had to say mine.
Hello.
Hallo Pixie!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
Safe, my little Elfe!!
How are you, cutie? ❤
I missed you!!!!!!!!!!!
Ciao Bella. How are you dear? *hugs*
Hi and bye, Fasc!
Hi there, Bella!
Hello, Method!
How are you guys?
bc that could be possible! poor siobhan!
you want to buy wii? i love it! :)
anon, like I said no one is a saint
and I never worshipped anyone...
but honestly, where is the problem when you get drunk at your wedding? I think that´s a normal and common thing and everyone can do what s/he wants to do.... ;)
Where have you been pancake-Zilla?:)
ahh so siobhan is still with us???? ;)
Hallo meine Fisch. Ich wunderbra, danke. Und du?
Hey BC!
*HUG*
I’m fine, I’ve just finished packing.
How’ve you been?
Pixie, yes I do. See, I want to try that guitar hero game, but I don't have a playstation 3 or Xbox 360 to play it, but I want to get a Wii and it's so hard to get one on Ebay because of so many bidders vying to get one :/
hi bella, how are you? well my mom told me it´s raining in germany ;) sounds not so good huh?
Hola siobhan,pixie, mustard and kapu!
I'm doing pretty good Bella. Have been sick, but I'm getting better.
a friend of mine has wii bc and I think it´s really funny, at first I was kinda sceptical but then we played for hours and it was just so much fun :)
Mir geht es auch sehr gut, mein Liebling! ❀
Really pixie?
Shit, I'll have to go sightseeing in the rain!
Lucky pixie. Its so hard to find one here :/
That's good to hear, BC!
Well Mustard I think this is a cruel place and I have seen a lot of Gerard bashing.
I don't need proof about Frank (and RAY and yes MIKEY) about the groupies in the olden days, I know what i know!!
jep bella because my mom told me it´ll stay like that the next days, but you´ll never know ;) maybe you´re lucky ;)
wow really bc? didn´t know that... that sucks ^^
And your prescious Adam is NOT that nice to all his fans by the way.
I need to go order some contacts. Be back in a few minutes
I'm not drunk...yet!
Anonymous, you're entitled to your opinion as I am mine. If you'd like to see it as "Gerard bashing," I can't stop you.
But mostly, for me anyway, this has been the only place we as a unit could talk about our thoughts on the situation. It isn't "bashing" Gerard. It's getting our feelings about the current situation with the band. That's really all it is to me.
But, I'm sorry that you see it in a different light.
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Can't stay, but a blogiversal hello to you all. :)
....yet!
????? ;) haha
hält man es ohne alkohol sonst nicht aus im wunderland? muahaha
Yeah pixie, I'm afraid so. There is a Wii shortage here in the U.S. but I read an article the other day explaining why. It's because the dollar here is so weak compared to the Euro and that the Nintendo company expected more profits with selling them here, but it's not happening, so they're selling more units in European countries instead.
I hate economics.
Hi mustard, bye mustard.
oh hell yeah for us it´s really great at the moment to order things from the states because it´s much cheaper ;)
I'm trying to avoid the thought of my prey with that vampire gentleman.
Pass me the vodka, please!!!
Aww honey! What did Adam do, not sign your notebook? I'd ask the same about Frank but damn, I know Frank would never not sign your notebook. ^_^
If you can't see that what you're saying about them--this ridiculous personal rumor stuff--is a thousand times worse than a bunch of us being pissed off at Gerard for the way he treats women on stage, then you're kind of a retard.
i hope you´re drinking finlandiavodka my dear siobhan ;)
Hello!
I bet MissT's donuts are 'banana cream' filled!!!!
Oooer wendy.
my ukchum!!! how are you my sweetie, I missed you sooooo much *hugs*
Anon said...
" Anonymous said...
Well Mustard I think this is a cruel place and I have seen a lot of Gerard bashing.
I don't need proof about Frank (and RAY and yes MIKEY) about the groupies in the olden days, I know what i know!!
April 2, 2008 5:08 PM"
I don't want to sound like I'm bitching at you, because I'm not and I'm sorry if this comes out wrong but unless you tell us where you know that from.
MIIIIIIIISSSSSSTTTTTTT!!!
*HUG*
I haven't talked to you in ages! How are you?
I'm great thanks my pixie chum.
I missed you too *huge hugs*
How are you sweetie?
Of course, Pixie!
Nur die Harten kommen in den Garten!!!
*huge hug for bella*
I've missed you sweetie, how are you babes?
I'm great thanks.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
Miss T. is back!!!
Miss T. is back!!!
Miss T. is back!!!
Miss T. is back!!!
Welcome back, Miss T.!!!
❤✿❤
I´m fine miss t thanks :)
yay da hast du recht siobhan ;) oh und gartenzwerge kommen auch noch in garten (zwar nicht in meinem aber im allgemeinen.... hui das reimt sich) ;) muahahaha
I have been around their scene for long enough to witness ALOT of things like that.
And no Adam did not refuse to sign my notebook LOL. He's a piece of shit I don't want anything from him! Just hang around with eisley for a while before you start pretending you know what's going on and what I know!
I'm trying to avoid the thought of my prey with that vampire gentleman.
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Aww pancake-Zilla, you really do care ^_^ You know I am gonna tell him about how jealous you are right? ^_^
Miss T!!!!! I missed you. How are you dear? *hugs*
Thanks siobhan sweetie. I missed you loads.
How are you babes?
Why are we shouting ha ha ha?
I'm pretty well, thanks!
oh hell yeah for us it´s really great at the moment to order things from the states because it´s much cheaper ;)
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And that's why I don't like you pixie ;D
*huge hugs*
I missed you too BC. How are you today sweetie?
I wanted to say to Elena that i was sorry to hear about her daughter. Your girls have not had much luck with their cars lately have they? As long as they are OK, that is all that matters.
And that's why I don't like you pixie ;D
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awww I love you to bc ;)
Well,it was a short visit but I have to go.
Mayo, SS and Family, you know I’LL MISS YOU ALL!
Seeing I won’t be here for our 7 month anniversary (WOW Mayo, seven months!)...well, anyway: HAPPY ANNIVERSARY GUYS!
Take care everyone and behave yourselves!
Oh...and have a lot of fun! ;)
See you next Tuesday.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
have a save trip, a lot of fun and take care bella! *hugs*
Bye, Bella! Take care, honey!
Miss T., I'm just so happy to see you!!
I'm so happy!!!
*clings to bella's leg*
You can't go yet, I've only just hugged you.
Take care and I will miss you sweetie.
To anyone that feels they must defend Gerard Way,
Don't.
It was recently mentioned here that Mr. Way enjoys the controversy.
Indeed, he does.
Please keep in mind that it is his intent to rile everyone up a bit.
So go on now and find a more important cause in which to focus your energy.
Darfur
AIDS
poverty
failing schools
racism
The list, unfortunately, could go on and on.
BE MORE.
I'm okay Miss T, thanks. Getting over the flu, yay!
Hey Siobhan-san, you know what? If you try to eat me now, you'll get sick and catch my flu. At least he's invincible to illnesses ^_^
Aww pixie *hugs*
Have a great trip Bella. Stay safe. Adios. *hugs*
so I´ll have to leave you guys now, it´s getting late...
take care *hugs* xxx
I have to go now. Have a nice night everyone. See you soon.
Flu sucks BC.
I missed you too siobhan *smiles*
Anon, there was a report in our paper the other day that 95% of yungsters think that aids is curable.
It scares me that just cos we don't hear about celebs or well known people dying of it each week, people think it has gone away.
Goodnight and sweet dreams Safe. Goodnight my dear pixie *hugs*
Auf Wiedersehen, meine süße Elfe!!!
Wassup, MayoSuperNymphs?
Goodnight my pixie chum.
Goodnight Safe.
Sweet dreams both of you.
Hi sd10
Süße Träume, meine Pixie!!!
Hey BC,
How are you?
Hey Siobhan, MissT, and various Anons, Lurker Peeps, and.......................
Hello Mayo!
Hiya solly babes, how are ya?
I dunno, MissT...I think I'm okay. Just singing to myself.
What are you doin? Do you like singing to yourself? I love to walk around my office and sing songs....just out of the blue and get looks of WTF is wrong with you!!
It's fun.
I hum to myself or whistle but I don't sing cos i hate my voice.
The flu won't stop me, BC!
OM NOM NOM!!!
Hi there, Sdock!
How are you?
Oh MissT, you are supposed to be your number 1 fan...sing to yourself!!
I smell like fast food...
...just sayin
I ate at a fast food place today and the smell is trapped in my hair and on my clothes.
Greasy...niiiiice.
good morning and a universal wave to everyone!
I slept in (oops) so can't stay long before the school/gym/groceries beckon
ELENA!!! So sorry to hear about your daughter! I'm glad she's ok and the insurance is going to look after her but she should be seen , even if only to get a script for some painkillers casue she may have a bad time with whiplash!It never rains huh!
and I know what you mean by it's worth it, and K that is why i think there shopuld be a test before you're allowed to have kids!
I'm s'okay, Siobhan. How are you doing?
Hungry, I see.
BE MORE.
Don't you worry about that.
That's one thing I've got covered. :)
Hi Ergo, how are you sweetie?
Fast food, isn't that what britney's new perfume smells of?
Okay, caught up!
Hello everyone! I feel like a freakin' fly on the wall in Mayo's living room.
In and out of this place faster than a drive-thru!
MISST!?!?!?
How the hell did we do that?
OK I had another really involved and vivid dream last night but the best bit was that in it Mikey had produced a version of All I Have To Do Is Dream by the Everly Brothers for the B side of Kelly Osbornes new single!
Fast food, isn't that what britney's new perfume smells of?
You crack me up, Miss T.!
MAYO! BB!
DID YOU GUYS MISS ME?
Well, duh. ^_^
Hi Mustard babes, how are you sweetie?
No, MissT...Britney and I wear the same scent...It's called Essence of Crazy.
Mustard, Can I be more with you?
Ergo....Wassup? Don't work me too hard at the gym.
Elena, I forgot to send you happy thoughts! I am glad your daughter is okay.
oh and her single was something like Leader of the Pack I saw it in my dream but I cannot recall exactly, but that era
and Paris Hilton was in the film clip for Dream, and somehow it was written to be about 3 people who drowned (dream , dream , dream = 3 people)
Yes, I'm hungry and jealous.
I don't like the sensation.
Doing okay, MissT! We've been in passing lately, so how's everything on the other side of the pond? Like, has your fence been fixed? What about those loudass neighbors? No earthquakes? What about your teaching position-how's that coming?
Mustard, Can I be more with you?
How do you mean? Do you mean, like, on the same wavelength?
Okay, again....
DID YOU GUYS MISS ME? O_O
Yeah? No?
Maybe? O_o
Hi princess, how much doth your tiara sprkle today?
Hiya mustard, Ergo *waves*
Pancake-Zilla, how about fleas, maggots, and ticks? ^_^
Hi Ergo!
How is it going?
Missed SMOOOOOOOOKE x Infinity and beyond!
Hey! Did you get all that Pencey Prep and Leathermouth I sent to you? I put "Handle With Absolute Fucking Care" all over it.
'ello all *waves*
Argh! So many people!
Hello, Mayo, SS, Smoke, Siobhan, Sdock, BC, MissT, and Ergo!
And, KD!
Hello to you as well!
Mustard,
I dunno...just want to be more but not by myself.
Ergo, I hope you keep this shit written down. Your dreams are pure entertainment.
Aww pancake-Zilla. Hi smokie
Nah, you can't allure me with those little things, BC!
Peeps,
I will be back later on.....I gotta go sing myself silly.
Or something like that...
Maybe sing myself sane again?
Yeah....fuck yeah.
Hi KD, how are you sweetie?
Like, has your fence been fixed? What about those loudass neighbors? No earthquakes? What about your teaching position-how's that coming?
Fence propped up with logs at the mo.
Gonna have recording box put in to record naighbour in June.
No earthquakes, quite summery here really.
Not heard about teaching thing. Was told it might take a while.
i'm good thanks just a bit rushed
I dunno...just want to be more but not by myself.
Oh, well then absolutely you can be more with me!
Let's start tomorrow morning.
Here's a list to get us started off on the right foot.
1. Let someone else have that parking spot.
2. Wave to at least one person without being provoked.
3. Do something kind for someone else without being asked. For example, if someone asks you to do something for them that you normally wouldn't do, do it tomorrow with a smile on your face.
4. Don't flip the bird at anyone, under any circumstance. Smile at them instead, because they way I hear, that'll piss 'em off more. ;)
You got any?
Hi there, Mustard, Smoke and Katherine!
What's up, ladies?
Hi katherine. Siobhan-san, tell you what. Why not eat part of my leg? Will that make you feel better?
Mustard! I did! Thank you!
That's the only thing that saved me. ^_^
See you later singing solly.
Well, one leg got eaten by your 'lover' and the other one by me. Are there more?
Are they growing again?
Hey Mustard, BC, Ergo, Miss T, smoke and anyone I missed, hugs to all :)
Elena, if you are still around, I am sorry to read about the incident concerning your daughter. I hope to have children one day, and your insights make me aware of the trials and tribulations of being a parent.
Siobhan, you are loopy bonkers.
I'm off back later!
Bye, Sdock!
See you later ergo.
Bye solly. Siobhan, first of all, he is not my 'lover'(lol) second, if I was a starfish, I would be able to grow my legs back.
I do have my arms if you want to eat them ^__^
Hi Siobhan, didn't see you there :D
Bye Ergo
Siobhan, you are loopy bonkers.
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Isn't she Miss T? It's fun to make her jealous though hehe ;p
Guess what pancake-zilla? He also nibbled my neck. I have the hickeys to prove it >:)
Bye, Ergo!
Oh my, BC! That so reminds me of Sex & the City.
Chocolate Starfish, ahahahhahahhah!
I'm being so silly tonight! Sorry! ;-)
Chocolate is absolutely yummy pancake-zilla. I hope you don't overindulge :)
Guess what pancake-zilla? He also nibbled my neck. I have the hickeys to prove it >:)
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!
I can't stand it anymore!!!
Pass me the methyl alcohol, NOW!!!
Just reading your comment made my day pancake-Zilla. Not to mention that it's hilarious :D
Always at your service, BC! :-D
Hi everyone!
And Mayo!
What is that shit!
I am I am, said Sam.
Funny, very funny!
Thank you pancake-love. I shall see you later. I'm having problems with my computer.
Take care dear *hugs*
*glomp*
Hiya PJ
Hi PJ, how are you sweetie?
PJ, he likes to babble! How are you?
Hi BC, Hi Miss T,
Fine, I'm home, but not for long, so i thought i would hang here for awhile.
What's going on tonight?
So, I have to call it a night, ladies!
It was a pleasure talking to you!
I wish you all a wonderful *insert daytime/nighttime here*!!!
Good night!
Hi Kat, sorry didn't see you there.
We're just hanging and chillin PJ.
You better believe I will tell him about your feelings pancake-zilla he he. Goodnight and sweet dreams lovely.
I'll see you guys later. I'ma go cook something. Love to all.
Sorry everyone, i do have to go.
I will catch up later tonight.
BLOWS KISS!!!!!!
Love ya
PJ
Goodnight siobhan sweetie.
sweet dreams.
why is this post untitled??
See you later BC.
Goodnight PJ, sweet dreams. Short and sweet eh?
I' have no idea anon.
Well
I
am
off
to
bed
now
so
everyone
New page.
Goodnight everyone and have fun.
So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
Did they get you to trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk on part in the war,
For a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
It really never gets old. It was spoken, and my heart skipped a little, and I knew it was all going to be okay. I got it, the dude got it, and we are of the same family. Lost, but not alone.
Damn, MissT!
Goodnight to you!
Night, MissT...Love you!
Mustard,
You are right..that song never gets old. One of my all time faves!
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