Devour me.
Pass me through your lips,
divine.
Chew me up and spit me out,
or swallow me
in time.
Take me.
Pull me in or toss me
aside.
Rejoice in my undying faith
while insinuating
my rhyme.
Shame me.
Judge me with your kind eye,
wise.
Give reason to my rambling
while presuming
my crime.
Reach me
Touch me with your words,
sublime.
Teach me a lesson and rise
or bear witness
my unwind.
p.s. if you continue to hammer the nail the point may find its way clear through or the fucking pounding will cause its head to bury itself too far into the wood to ever be pulled out.
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Seriously, are you and I reading the same story?
Emma straight out stalked and manipulated Paul for years. Don't give me that "He had a girlfriend, and he should have told her. He led her on!" bullshit. I have a boyfriend. He's not a facet of my personality, he does not make me who I am!
Paul DID tell Emma that he had a serious girlfriend. Emma was the one who chose not to listen and pursued the "relationship" anyway.
Paul also did not make Emma a priority in his life. Emma responded by trying to dig herself deeper into his life.
Emma herself admitted that she was getting obsessed with Paul. If she saw this in herself, why did she not walk away?
Have you ever been stalked by someone who was less than "stable"? Even talking to someone who gives off that vibe makes you incredibly nervous because you seriously don't know where it's going to go.
FUCK.
Sorry Mayo.
-A
Anonymous said...
Kapunua said...
Hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens, a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins, I won't ask if you don't ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
WHAT?
May 5, 2008 4:13 AM
TBS lyrics anon. I'm going to see them tonight. That's all.
Thank you guys ALL for the wishes of fun tonight! I can't wait! This day is dragging. I can't wait to tell you guys all about it, too. :D
Hello Kapunua
How are ya doin? I envy that feeling of anticipation of, hopefully, experiencing something you will remember forever.
I'm having a very very lazy day in today-thank God for public holidays-and it is fabulous.
Have a great evening.
ps I wonder what happened to that old lady whose dog died...I think of her sometimes.
I just took a look at the MCR dates, and it's so odd to see only three left. It's kind of weird that this era of MCR is nearing an end. It really seems just like yesterday that it all started.
god i know mustard!! i hate that it's ending! i know it has to and it needs to but i think i may feel empty!!
Thanks so much to Faraway for keeping me up to date this last week xoxox
my pleasure PP but i have failed you miserably these past 2 days really!! no time!! bizzy! lovely to see you back!
Now if only we can get errbody else to start saying 'cook me tea' and 'eat me tea' hehehe
yes indeed bean!!
RW have a safe journey!
you too TJ!!
Kapunua have a fantastic time tonight!!
Hi EB!
I think of her, too. We haven't heard from her since then. If she'd gotten another dog we would have gone to pick it up for its first checkup. Maybe she's not ready yet. I know I always need a lot of time after I lose a pet because I don't want to feel as if I'm replacing them.
Thank you, FASC! ^_^
Hmm, a word about my missing "good nights." I know that it is not so big a deal as to have been noticed, and I don't know why I have to clear this up, but I do. Actually I do know why I have to clear it up: because I'm neurotic.
One time I told everyone here that when I was a little kid I used to write letters to Indiana Jones every night. It sort of took the place of a diary. I always kept a diary; always. There's never been a time when I wasn't writing things down, keeping track of what happened, of dates, places, faces, things people said and did and all of that. Same with pictures; I have to document everything. Like, every little thing. Because someday I might forget, and if other people forget, and I forget, then it might as well have not happened, right?
So I have this weird hangup about things being undone by being forgotten.
All of my diaries have been addressed to someone. As a kid I addressed them, like I said, to Indiana Jones. After that, they were to some unknown entity that was my diary. At one point I decided to be religious and I addressed everything to god. I had to word things a certain way because words had power, and god (and whoever else I was addressing them to) was tricky, and if you phrased something the wrong way he would take advantage of your mistake, play games with you, and it could screw you up. Wishes have to be thought out and phrased in such a way that there are no loopholes, no tricks. If someone was going through a hard time for instance, I would never ask, "Please let this difficulty end" because then god would trick you and the person would die. Well, the difficulty ended, right? So I would spend a lot of time with addendums and clarifications.
I might have mentioned I was and am really neurotic. Whenever I even think of the possibility of something bad happening, I have to knock on wood. When I was younger it was so bad that I would carry a pencil around with me in my purse, because it was made of wood and I could knock on it if any bad thoughts came into my head.
Right, this is going somewhere, I promise you. One of my other neuroses that I've had since I was a kid was saying good night. I'd have to say good night to most everything. All of my pets, too. Even the dead ones. I've gotten better with that one, but to this day I still have this weird thing where I have to pet both my dogs before getting into bed. I have to do it in age order, too, youngest to oldest. But I couldn't say good night to everything, because sometimes, depending on to whom I was saying it, it could be (yeah, say it with me,) BAD LUCK. For instance, I never said good night to the many wild birds in my house. Why? Because they are wild and they don't require a good night from me. And since wasting words is as bad as saying the wrong thing, it would be somehow wrong of me to give them words that they don't want.
So, okay, anons were getting on my case for saying good night to Mayo. That bugged me because, well, I had to say good night to Mayo, and to SS, and to my friends at BlogBelieve. Then a few days ago some anon came on and said that I was "wasting good night wishes on someone who no longer cared to get good night wishes" or something like that.
That was like hitting a switch. It made me think. In my own neurotic way I started to wonder, "Oh my god, well what if Mayo really doesn't want me to say good night to him? What if that little ritual is not only wasted--which is bad enough, because OMG wasted words!--but actually unwanted?" Well of course, that would be really bad. Words are important, you don't want to throw them in the abyss. And even worse, you don't want to throw them at someone who doesn't want them thrown their way. Good night? Sweet dreams? Well you see, saying those things to something or someone who doesn't want your well wishes can twist up those thoughts and the good will behind them.
This is, in fact, why I don't read the words of someone who has said hurtful things to me or who I know doesn't like me. I don't want those words. I don't want false words, I don't want words given to me out of social necessity. So instead of bringing about bad luck to everyone involved, I just don't read them.
So I haven't said good night to Mayo. But I can't not say good night to Mayo and still say good night to everyone else, because that would make me feel awful.
So I just gave up on the whole thing, you see? Yes, I know I am totally neurotic. THAT'S A LOT OF OCD! YOU WANT FRIES WITH THAT, BABY?
hi eliza!! can't stop sadly i have to cook my kids tea!! and watch the chelsea game!!
hope you are OK though!!
oh god chelsea have just scored!! fuck!!
right bye for now!!
Oh hey, check this out: Eating less red meat cuts down on the climate change.
Yay!
THAT'S A LOT OF OCD! YOU WANT FRIES WITH THAT, BABY?
hi K!!
i used to be a bit like you. not as bad though! what cured me is having three children!! no fucking time to do all my OCD things i used to do!! a tad drastic but it worked!!
gotta go!
enjoy the gig big time!
Thank you, FASC! ^_^
oops missed that!!
Hahaha, let me run out and get knocked up! ^_^
It comes and goes in phases, I guess depending on how stressed out I am. :)
Hello FASC
I'm not that interested in football however hope Man Utd win Premiership only cos most people at work support Chelsea and Arsenal!
Hope you are having a fab Bank Holiday Monday-did the walk go well? It is times like this I wish I did not live in a big city but am too knackered to go on a day trip-I will leave that till next weekend. x
Just go get in the pit, K. You'll never even know it happened. ^_^
I just sliced my finger open with a staple. GRRRRRR!
Okay, back to work now!
Hi and BYEEEE!
Owie, Princess! O_O
We'll see about the pit. Don't know if I want to leave Mummy K and The Girl behind. I might have to make my way there once or twice though, we'll see. :)
K
You should carry on saying Hello/Goodnight to anyone you want to.
I deplore attempts to censor people-bullys trying to control who speaks/what's spoken about here and anywhere-you carry on fighting the good fight. It will enrage others but so what-you have much of value to say and you were clearly missed when you were not around for a while.
Don't waste feelings by not expressing them.
Gosh, we all have our funny strange ways and that makes it all the more interesting.
eliza the walk was lovely actually! it didn't rain until right at the end! we had ice creams in the cafe.
right now i have to go for absolute real!!!!
Hahaha, let me run out and get knocked up! ^_^
maybe someone at the gig tonight will oblige!!
and hell chelsea just scored again!! kass will be pleased!
byeeeeeeee
Hello Mayo,SS and Family!
Are you all having a great Monday, guys? I truly hope so.
I’m sorry yesterday I disappeared but my connection went down and I couldn’t come back.
*sigh*
Toujours,Elena,Anima,J and L I’m so happy you enjoyed the concert yesterday!
Thanks for your reviews and I can’t wait to hear more about it!
RW,have a safe travel!
Oh,and I ordered the package too so,if you want me to,I’ll send you those three songs when you are back! :)
Ergo,hope you succeed as well with the package!
Jules,I want you to have a lot of fun tonight,'kay?
Sdock,just so you know you made me laugh so hard yesterday! Thanks!
Right,I think I’m done.
I’ll see you all later.
Love you!
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS: Mayo, I’m still trying to figure out what “NOPE” means,dude...
PSS:SS,again thanks for stopping by.
FASC, I was out with some friends on friday and were swapping childhood party stories. Since then I have a huge yearning for jelly and ice cream.
Note to self-must make jelly amd buy ice cream.
Hey Bella! I absolutely will. ^_^ Thank you.
EB, yeah I hear you. It's not about bullying or people telling me what to do; I have no problem telling people to eff off. The comment that made me think wasn't a mean one. It didn't sound mean, anyway. I can't find it anymore, but it just made me think.
Anons have been ridiculous lately though, I won't deny it. A few nights ago they did something really cruel and out of bounds.
I'm so bored and keyed up, youguys, I can't even begin to tell you.
K, I'm sorry to hear things got bad, some people really have no class. I wonder if they behave like that in real life and who tolerates them.
I am not around very much but I do try to read back a few pages every few days and sometimes I laugh and at others I cringe. In the cringey instances I just scroll past too.
You do whatever you need to to be strong and happy. Life is way too short to get bogged down with the rantings of idiots.
ATTENTION!
For Taking Back Sunday and My Chemical Romance fans (Who the hell am I kidding?!?!)
TBS and MCR on Steven's Untitled Rock Show
Check it out Wednesday on Fuse.
Hi everyone still here!
I have to leave tonight, but will be back sometimes towards the end of the week, but you know how big birds are, you never know with delays.
Anonymous said...
Am I the only one who doesn't think less of Gerard after reading Eliza's blogs?
No you are not the only one.
Sometimes we form relationships not knowing what might happen in the future as personalities in a person starts to show up.
Some are obsessive, some vengeful, we never know till it's too late and then the fun starts and even famous people get caught up in it.
I don't know what really happened to them nor do i care, but every person deserves the benefit of the doubt.
I know i would feel bad if a person cared too much for me and i let it drag out too long and i could not return the feelings and had to hurt that person so they could heal and move on.
This is what its like to have to hurt someone with a crush or a love that has no future in your life or that you can not return the feelings.
((A surgeon will tell an amputee that is about to lose an arm or leg this.))
(There will be pain,
you will feel the anger of loosing it,
you will want it back, but it will heal over time, and it will not change the fact you will always regret it,
and then you except this is who you are now and that it had to be done and you go on with life, leaving the arm or leg as a memory but the phantom pains will remind you, it was once apart of you.)
I know it makes a person look like an ass wipe to have to hurt someone in that way, but obsession has to be dealt with or it can lead to something really bad.
I think she was obsessed with him, and he finally saw it.
I hope both of them heals in time.
This is just my views on it, nothing more.
Bye everyone!
See you soon!
Blows Kiss!!
PJ
Just a PS
I do not condone, the actions of Mr.Way, as far as tit for tat, i think it is childish and hurtful.
now I'm off!
PJ
fasc said...
hi eliza!! can't stop sadly i have to cook my kids tea!!
*cheers like a loony*
Way to rep us Brits FASC! I'm so proud of you!
Going to pick up The Girl. Later!
I'm the anon from the previous page. Sorry it took so long to reply!
I think he treated her like what she was, a sick druggie with no morals. Did she deserve a heartfelt goodbye when she had MANIPULATED him for over a year?
I am NOT AT ALL a Gerard defender. I think he is an adult and should have resisted her at all costs, but I don't think she's a victim at all.
Does she think she is one, I wonder? Or is she just laying it all out, to finally get it off her chest KNOWING she looks awful.
I just made myself an awesome smoothie.
You all should be jealous.
;)
Check it out Wednesday on Fuse.
mustard sadly in the UK we don't get that!! i am relying on you americans/canadians to make sure i know what was said!! thank you!!
Way to rep us Brits FASC! I'm so proud of you!
thanks bean!!
PJ you speak alot of sense re the GW/eliza thing.
safe trip if you are still around to read!!
hello anon.
While sipping on this delectable beverage, it occurred to me that I never really said what I thought about this post. So, while I still have time, and while it isn't too busy, I think I'll blab a little.
The jury's still out of the title, Mayo. I haven't a clue. We even put it in the anagram machine. :)
The P.S. - I always kind of thought there was a third option. It gets nailed just right. And, too, some people just don't listen or they talk too loud to be heard or they refuse to acknowledge your presence, so sometimes it's necessary, you know? It will either work or it won't.
The body - Chew me up and spit me out, or swallow me in time.
As you can plainly see, with me, it's the latter. It takes me forever to garner meaning. Sometimes I think that's a good thing, because all of your options are out there, then you pick and choose which direction you want to go. I've never made a hasty decision in my life, so there's no sense in me starting now.
Rejoice in my undying faith while insinuating my rhyme.
Good to know, I think. I mean, yeah. Faith in us, her, them, or it? Or yourself, because if it was yourself, that'd be way cool. I saw a plaque yesterday, and it reminded me of this place. Something along the lines of "Believe in your dreams, and you may reach them, but believe in yourself and you will."
Judge me with your kind eye, wise. Give reason to my rambling while presuming my crime.
First of all, yay you, because that line has rocked my face off for some reason. It's kind of like and "Eat me, meffer" but put in a really, super nice way.
I don't mean to be judgmental, but I guess sometimes I am. Mainly it's only because I care.
Mmmm, okay. Think I'm done. I like this one. And again, I'm very envious of your ability. In a million years, I would have never been able to do this.
watch the first 20 secs! how could he fail to mention MSI in that bit??!! oh i know why cos he didn't know much about them or care much for them then!
anon 2:24
i don't think Eliza is a victim either, but Gerard manipulated her as much as she did him.
he should have never talked to her on AIM or email and text her. he was sending her mixed messages as well. you can't tell someone not to come and see you and then the next minute you're text messaging with them for hours.
if he didn't want her around, he should have said stay the fuck away from me and if you don't i will get restraining order against you.
Gerard is a grown man, Eliza didn't have to be in his life if he didn't want her to be.
nice reading your take on the post mustard.
i am jealous also. putting thoughts into words like that is a natural gift which i don't possess!
anon@ 3.07pm. i had to smile. yes he could have said "placebo, erm MSI....they are awesome. they took us on the road when we were a baby band...blah blah blah! funny how he didn't say that though!!
anon @ 3.08pm
Gerard is a grown man, Eliza didn't have to be in his life if he didn't want her to be.
you make a good point too!
I'm surprised to see her actually acknowledge and admit that, with the exception of Mikey, the rest of the band did not approve of her or the way she conducted herself around Gerard.
Circumspection and discretion are alien concepts to Eliza. However, I suspect she is already questioning the prudence of making her 'story' public.
Chris Gutierrez and his radio show!
I am going to be a guest on his show this tuesday. Call in if you have questions. Its going to be a smashing good time. xo
SHOWTIME: 7pm - 10pm CST
To listen: Go to www. fearlessradio.com and choose Listen Live
Call Christopher Gutierrez in the studio: (312) 224-8273
IM (AIM and Yahoo): fearlessradio00
MSN Messenger: fearlessradio
Eliza Cuts is going to be the guest ^---^
tomorrow night Eliza is supposed to be on Chris Gutierrez internet radio show on Fearlessradio.com
at 7:00PM cst
That should be interesting since he was the one that asked her "So how did it feel to get dumped?" on her vids on her BN. Meaning the guy has balls and might bring it up.
well it is pretty damn dead in here!! typical. i get a bit of time and no one is around!!
never mind!
mayo you take care OK. i hope to read something new from you tomorrow?? you make us wait ages these days!!
SS you take care also! have a good evening!
family i am out of here! hope everyone plays nicely tonight!!
catch some of you tomorrow!
love to you all!
*knocks timidly on the door*
Hello, is anyone there?
Okay guys, we are off! Wish us luck! ^_^
Oh, don't worry Solly, I will throw my hands in the air a few times for you. :D
Have fun K. Enjoy yourself.
Hello to all of the Anons!
Missed you, FASC, but have a great evening! See you around. :)
Missed you as well, Jules. But, please have a great time tonight (like you won't?!?!) and say hello to the bunch for us!
Hey, MissT! What are you up to?!
Hiya Mustard sweetie.
*huge hug*
I'm just hanging here. Waiting for someone to turn up ha ha ha!
I was all by myself for a while there.
What have you been up to?
I've been watching the snooker final. My fave player won.
Before it all started, a streaker ran on. He ran round the table then crawled under it. It was hilarious.
Oh, oh, OH!
You know how a few weeks ago some of us thought that Gerard could pull off a really super awesome version of "Purple Rain?"
I found another one I think he could do pretty effin' well. With the right stage presence, the right amount of attitude, and a sparkly boa, the dude could do it, and it would be freakin' hilarious:
You're So Vain
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht
Your hat strategically dipped below one eye
Your scarf it was apricot
You had one eye in the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte
And all the girls dreamed that they'd be your partner
They'd be your partner, and...
You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this song is about you
Don't you? Don't You?
[...]
*hugs you back*
Before it all started, a streaker ran on. He ran round the table then crawled under it. It was hilarious.
Are you serious?!
Was this on live television?
Yeah, totally live.
It was so funny. They couldn't grab him when he went under the table.
The crowd was in stitches.
They eventually turned the camera away while they got him out.
Oh my gosh, how embare-assing?!
LOL, see what I did there? ;)
I'll be back in a few minutes!
LOL mustard.
You crack me up.
Turandot,
It has been too long since our last encounter. I hope you have not forgotten me.
Turandot,
It has been too long since our last encounter. I hope you have not forgotten me.
You've just missed her, poppet, she's gone a'gigging.
Talking of which, rats arse, I've missed Kapunua. I wanted to wish her a fantastic time.
Back to formalitites,
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening All.
MISS T - who won? Ronnie?
Yo GS,
Ronnie won. Quite easily actually.
How are you?
Did you enjoy the Egypt Docu you were watching the other day?
good morning all!
my throat is marginally feeling better but thid morning is cold!!! yep we're heading to a cold winter this year!
as for the think less of Gerard, no I don't. I think it could have been handled better (remembering that a supposedly fictional blog is being assumed to be fact - especially in the "he should have rung her at least", perhaps he tried that, we don't know but anyway..)I agree with what Amy K and PJ have said. It was obviously a relationship based on obsession and neediness on her part, and his contact possibly from loneliness, or he may have just felt it was being friendly (she was his brother's friend,) and I know guys who are oblivious to female whiles, where any contact can be analysed for secret love messages. It is very easy for a determined woman to trap a guy, especially one who may be sensitive and too nice to say no. Hiding personality traits, becoming essential etc
Emma came across as a very unstable woman and sometimes the only way to get away is to cut ties and be gone, it may not have been nice for Paul but he may have felt it was the only way out.
and seeing as this has even happened now, I don't think the obsession is over yet.
Hi Ergo, apart from the throat, how are you?
Hey, just as it gets colder for you it gets warmer for us.
It was quite nice today.
missT a streaker at a snooker tournament is hilarious!
Yeah Ergo, me and mum were howling.
The crowd went crazy.
It was all in good fun.
Hi ALL!
How is everyone?
Ergo, I'm sorry about your sore throat, but I just wanted to let you know in case no one else had told you, I saw you asking about SS's onions and that had to do with something I wrote him on Saturday night.
apart from that (and a sniffle) I'm good thanks! It's back to normal today seeing as it's tuesday now.
I'm off to the gym shortly then home to do some business paperwork
how are you? It didn't rain today?
I watch snooker sometimes,congrats to your fave player, do you ever watch darts too? *deep voice*"one hundred and eighty!!"
Oh Ergo, my mum absolutley loves the darts. Not my thing, I prefer to play than watch.
Hiya Solly dude, how are you?????
It rained a little early on Ergo.
The only thing that spoiled today was the bastard neighbour who had his music blaring all day.
He is a twat. The council have told us that if he has it on during the day (cos he usually does it at night) call them and they will come round to witness it.
But he only does it in the day when they are on holiday and not working.
He is soooooo fucking sneaky. I hate the bastard.
MissT,
I'm hot. It's like 90 freaking degrees here and my a/c in my truck decided to stop working today.
Good times!
How are you? Watching naked people on the telly, I see.
i agree, i don't think Eliza is a stable person, but neither is Gerard. lets not forget he had a shotgun wedding with someone he knew for a month.
Mayo, oh Mayo, oh Mayo!
Gonna tell us what's up?
NOPE??
Niiiiice.
Awwh, come on...
Bella,
I saw your comment and I just wanted to say that it made my day to know that I made you laugh yesterday. I try so hard.
Solly, I'd love some of that hot weather.
Yay, neked people.
Have you noticed how streakers are never really good eye candy though. Always a little disappointing, a little on the chunky side.
Who in here is stable?
Raise you hands, if you are.
LIAR!!! You are so not stable. Put your hands down right now.
*puts hand up*
*puts it down when realises that solly said IS stable not IN a stable*
*spits out straw*
MissT,
And sometimes pale and hairy. What's up with that???
Anyhoo, I have to go feed my dawwgs. I just wanted to let Ergo know that I heard her ask the question and I didn't want her to think nobody heard her.
Tah-tah!
*waves to Smoke*
*raises hand*
I am so stable that it hurts.
I am completely sane. Everyone else around me is crazy as hell.
Okay, back to work!
Hee-hee.
thanks sdock I found what you said, and he was proud!
that's awesome
actually I was readaing back and had missed the vinyl album conversation which I loved.
my first single was "Dancing Queen " and "Money Money Money" by Abba, I had a little white and orange fold out turntable and prior to that it had been "ring the bell and turn the page" book records, my favourite was "Little Orange Bird" and I still have it!
Hey guys! We are here standing outside and.
Matt is standing right here. No one is buggging. Him. He's teeny wee, it's so cute!
This is gonna be a great show. :D
Okay.
Entropy - please come back with a review for the Used gig. I look forward to reading it.
Carrie - please pass on my regards to your daughter for her writing. She is a great wordsmith.
Kass - congratulations I believe.
FASC - your walk sounded lovely, nothing like the sea air to clear the cobwebs.
Elena, OPs and TJ - thank you to all for your reviews, you captured the essence and emotions beautifully.
PH - well done, you'll soon be mobile.
RW - hope you got away safely.
Ergo - the wedding, and yourself, looked lovely. Great times had by all.
I'm sure that I have missed many acknowledgements, apologies in advance.
Miss T - it was all about the change over to the worship of Aton and the subsequence destruction of the records of Ahkenaton and Nefertiti. A lesson in don't mess with the old gods!
*blows on slolly*
oh I answered quicker sdock but blogger ate it a couple of times!
anyone remember a streaker at teh cricket years ago and the Bobby used his helmet to cover his bits? It was a really famous photo
And sometimes pale and hairy. What's up with that???
Totally.
Hiya smoke, how are you?
You are only stable cos you wear stabilisers.
hey K have a fantastic time!
Mummy k and jo chan say HELLO!
I remeber that Ergo. Famous picture.
GS, the Amarna period is my fave time in history. Everything changed. I love it.
That didn't take you long to get there K.
Have fun.
Hello again! Sorry about the flake-age.
*says hello to Matt and mimics bass intro "Liar"*
Hey, Sdock! Hey again, MissT! Hello, Ergo! Hello, GS!
Happy Monday!
Hi again Mustard.
Hello Mummy K and Jo-Chan * waves *
I don't know who Matt is :S
Miss T - why do they call it the Amarna period?
HI mustard hi GS you're both well?
GS thanks and everyone enjoyed it (and the leftovers after cleanup on sunday)
Hello, Mummy K and Jo Chan!
GS, it's called that because the place in antiquity called Akhetaten where Ahenaten built his city is in modern days called Tell-el Amarna.
OMG, K! Pinch Matt for me! He is the cutest little thing!
Hey Mummy K! Hey Jo-chan! ^_^
MissT,
It's the tiara. That keeps me stable. Without it, I'd be lost like Solly. ^_~
MUUUUUUUUSSSSTTTARRRRDDD!!!!
Ha! Haven't done that in a while.
Hey Ergo! Hey GS!
Alright, it's back to work for real now. An hour and 55 minutes. Whoop! Whoop!
Hiya Mustard - how was your Monday. It's been up to 28 degrees today. That is officially not allowed in England on a Bank Holiday, it always rains.
* looks around suspiciously *
Do you reckon the sky is gonna fall in?
See you later smoke.
GS, I was worried too. Good weather, somehting's not right.
Did everyone pre-order their black parade is dead dvd?
I went for the limited edition in the coffin. It will look lovely next to my coffin shaped jewellery box.
SMOOOOOOOOOOKE!
I can't believe I forgot you! O_O
Hello, Goodbye!
Ergo, GS: Doing well, busy, but well. :) Thank you for asking!
Seems like we're all doing awesome oppossum, and Jules is doing better than awesome oppossum!
Whoot!
Eddie Reyes just came out to say helo! I had a minor squee cause I love Eddie like WHOA! He waved at us.
The kids fron Envy are here in their little rent a van. Awww baby band!
GS, it's called that because the place in antiquity called Akhetaten where Ahenaten built his city is in modern days called Tell-el Amarna.
Well there ya go, I've learnt something new today :)
I'm well thanks Ergo.
Hiya Smoke.
I haven't, MissT. I'll probably nab it when it comes out. :)
The kids fron Envy are here in their little rent a van. Awww baby band!
Sending my regards! Gotta give it up for semi-newbie bands living in a cracker box!
"Hey guys. My name's Edward Reyes. I play guitar...in Taking Back Sunday."
I ♥ Eddie.
*really, really wants to know who the new geetarist is*
GS, I was worried too. Good weather, somehting's not right.
D'ya reckon another sweltering Spring, then a lousy summer?
baby band! hahaha how cute!
I haven't ordered yet, I couldn't last night and neither could RW (being out of the US) but she managed this morning so I'll try after I get home
Hello Jules, Mummy K, & Jo Chan!!
JULES, remember? 3 words?
Essence of Adam!! Catch it for me!
IF not, I will settle for Matt. Nice.
MissT,
Yep, I went for the limited edition one too. That shit gets me every time.
Hey Mustard! Hey GS!
Smoke,
You need to go back to work. I am gonna tell.
Solly, I'm a sucker for that shit.
Ergo, good luck with that.
GS, I hope not. I want a blinding summer this year.
I tried to suck eddie's chi, how's that? Heehee just kidding. That's an. Inside joke I will explain later. Oohh the line is moving!
I tried to suck eddie's chi, how's that? Heehee just kidding. That's an. Inside joke I will explain later. Oohh the line is moving!
K,
Seriously, couldn't you fit Matt into like your purse or like your crackberry case or something and bring him to me.
Oh my GAWWWHD! I am so super duper sexcited for you!!
Did everyone pre-order their black parade is dead dvd?
Not bothering. I'm not really one of these people who have to have everything that a band brings out. I'm a fickle cow.
Can I just say that I love Jules on crackberrry? It's like the most fun ever.
Mustard,
What ya doing?
MissT,
I fell for the limited edition vinyl Black Parade thing too. I'm a sucker.
GS, I am a sad cow that has to have a complete set of what a band brings out. Although I don't get every version of it.
Solly, I didn't go for the limited edition vinyl but I did get the special edition long CD box.
Oh see, I am so jealous. I don't have the limited edition cd thing. Yeah, so I guess I need that to complete the trifecta, right? Fuck yeah. And I'll buy it too. Just you wait and see. Just like I had to buy UA and the UA lithograph signed by Gerard.
Why? Why do I do this?
GS, I am a sad cow that has to have a complete set of what a band brings out. Although I don't get every version of it.
Ah, but your collections will go for thousands on the Antiques Roadshow, whilst mine will get 3p on Ebay :D
*is listening to The Killers and pretending to work*
Shut up Solly. You ain't gonna tell a damn thing. And order me some Black Parade shit while you're not doing anything.
^_^
LOL GS. I love antiques roadshow.
Ergo? You still around?
Princess,
Are you listening to Tranquilize? That's my favorite. Are you jealous that Jules is going to bring me back EOA? Uhhuh, I bet you are. You should have told me to order you some stuff whilst I was supposed to be working, because I can't now. My computer won't let me. It doesn't like TBPID.com.
I'm going to head off to bed, do you want to carry on chatting or do you want a task?
Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
You're on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin' all my love
Along the wire
They say that the road
Ain't no place to start a family
Right down the line
It's been you and me
And lovin' a music man
Ain't always what it's supposed to be
Oh girl you stand by me
I'm forever yours-faithfully
Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you
And being apart ain't easy
On this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall
In love again
I get the joy
Of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me
I'm forever yours-faithfully
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Faithfully, I'm still yours
I'm forever yours
Ever yours
faithfully
You off GS?
Always so short and sweet with you.
I love that song! I admit. I listened to too many light-rock hits growing up.
Faithfully, niiiiiiiiiice.
I ♥ that song.
The vanue is. The tiniest thing ever! We are currently three feet frm stage but willl have to move when it turns rough.
Thr girl in front of us is wearing a SKELETON CREW Shirt! I had to give her props!!
Oh and the floor is really sllippery! Yikes!
They are playng eminem and the three of us are dncing ridiculously lol!
If you are off to bed, sweet dreams GS.
Take care, talk to you soon.
They are playng eminem and the three of us are dncing ridiculously lol!
A big wave to MJ who is having major blogger problems tonight.
*wave*
*catches wendy's kiss and blows her a snog back*
You off GS?
I need all the sleep I can get with 26 kwinkies to look after tomorrow :)
Do you want to do my Xmas riddle/ treasure hunt? Give you something to do for a while.
k,
Can you smell the Essence of Adam yet?
You guys be careful down there. Don't fall and don't get squished. Look out for each other.
And rock your faces off!
Yay GS, give us something good before you go.
i smell the grossness of Foot and Ass in here.
Foot and Ass? And it's capitalized? So is that kind of like Frito's and feta cheese?
Crack the code, enjoy the gift, follow the clue, post a Christmas kiss there and repeat. Enjoy! Merry Christmas to you all.
45 321 41543 255 44 325143154 354321 3521 34 3211...
5 41121 14 5 31521 3253 4134 321534 43551323
( 321 14 321 24112143 3214215 45 321 4243? )
Here's the code:
5 4 3 2 1
a b c d e
4 3 2 1 5
f g h i j
3 2 1 5 4
k l m n o
2 1 5 4 3
p q r s t
1 2 3 4 5
u v w x y
5
z
If you don't want to do it that's cool, it's just if you get bored.
Just remember to look on their Xmas week posts.
Happy Treasure Hunting.
TTFN
Goodnight GS, sweet dreams.
I shall save your quiz for another day. I shall save it under the title "crazy teacher with too much time on her hands" ha ha ha!
I am off to bed too. I have been really tired these past couple of days and it has caught up with me.
Nighty night everyone.
the smell is like Frito's and a dumpster on a hot summers day.
Blogger let me back on. But I am off to take a shower
Later
Night, Night MissT!
Anon, that's some hot stank funk.
Well we just had a really nice convo with Matt and Eddie! They were so sweet to us. Eddie shook my .om's hand! And Jo chan too! I just thanked them for doing this small show.
And there is a dude here who is hanging around with Matt who is a dead ringer for Jepha, I kid you not.
These guys ar so nice! In. Al jttery now I've met Eddie and Matt, heehee. So nice!
anonymous said...
I'm surprised to see her actually acknowledge and admit that, with the exception of Mikey, the rest of the band did not approve of her or the way she conducted herself around Gerard.
Circumspection and discretion are alien concepts to Eliza. However, I suspect she is already questioning the prudence of making her 'story' public.
None of the others particularly liked her but it was Frank who really hated Eliza.
Somebody find out where the used is tonight? I swer this guy looks jst like Jepha, it's unreal. I was calling him "fake Jepha" then I was like, ohhhh wait. O_o
The first Used date listed on their website is May 7th in California.
Hi Sdock, MJ, Anon, anybody I missed!
I know you won't read this, but I'm pretty sure they are in Cali.
Someone get me a pic of Jepha,s eck tattoo please? Is it the one that saye Hope? He just teased me cause I asked him, lol. He said he used to sing for TBS.
Now they are mcr.
Oh crap! Now they are playing THE BIRD AND THE WORM!
Hey, GS, here's mah review!
And all you other cool cats who loves Da Used.
We got there pretty early so I got barricade. Right in front of Bertles. The first band up was Lights Resolve and I was really pumped to see them 'cause I talked to the bassist before we headed inside. He was uber adorable and nice and I tried to cheer him up about going first.
They were really great. I was not disapointed. They were all really talented with their insruments. Sherman, the bassist, was really good, you know how the Mikey's of bassist are, all standing and stuff? Not like that.
Again, check em out Lights Resolve
The Next was Street Drum Corps. Holy cheese and rice. I love these guys. I've seen them a couple times before but this was bigger. They rock me so hard. The singer getting all up in our faces, standing on the barricde. His stomache right up in my face. It's all great. I have a thing for drums and drummers so I just ugggh for them alot.
And they're so tiny.
Next was Army of Me and Straylight Run. Now, any other time I would have been all, awesome! for them, but, not this time. It was all just different than all the others. They were singing us lullibies and no one was really into it. Kinda felt bad 'cause of John and Shaun being all TBS exes but still. Wanted the Uuused.
Used did come out and wow. They rock my face crooked. Fucking seriously. I can't even describe the awesomeness of them being on stage. For fucking serious.
I've seen them over a dozen times and this was for sure the best I have been to. It was just so epic.
Bert brought up kids for Paralyzed and that was cute. Shaking his little ass. They sang Pain which someone later told me they sang for the first time on this tour.
At one point Bert told everyone to clap their hands. Now, I'm crunched against the barriade so I couldn't really do that, so he pointed me out and told me to clap, dammit! So of course I did.
Then it was over and I gots a setlist! A fucking setlist! How fucking awesome? Too much.
We bought meet and greets before the show so we headed there. I was all nervous, 'cause, oh my gah, Da Uuuaed! But when we got up to them it was all nice.
Jeph was first and he was nice and sweet. Dan was still moody and din't say a word but drank his Corona. Then it was Bertles.
He right away looked at me and said, "You weren't clapping when I said to." With a serious face. I thought for sure my ass is about to get chewed out by Bert McCracken. But then he just cracked up and said he was kidding. I was like, "I couldn't, I was smashed!" He told me to forget about that and feel the love of music in the room and from the music. He was getting himself all excited! With hand gestures! about love and music! I told him I know but feeling the love wasn't stopping people from pushing my arms away. He was amazing and shook my hand and told me thanks for coming out. His eyes, people, okay? They can not be more beautiful in person.
Quinn was his adorable shy self and was just too cute.
And then that was that! It was by far the greates show I have been to. For sure, man. I loved it so hard. To me, The Used are the most amazing band live.
Yeah, that was an epic of a post. And full of me squeeing so sorry, kids!
K, I'm really glad you get to see TBS today, or nowish. Pretty cool.
And Envy on the Coast! I love that band!
And The Used are in Bakersfield, California today.
I kind of miss emotionally disturbed Gerard. Is that wrong?
Wait, he's not now?
hello everybody that is here
*waves*
entropy, i am glad you had a good time and thank you for sharing your review. it sounded amazing.
has rw touched down at her parents yet?
anyone around?
Hey Fimble!
hello again
sorry I let abruptly before but I ordered the coffin box, the songs were downloading, the computer froze then I realised I had like 5 mins to make a school lunch and get going!
entropy sounds like a fantastic show and a setlist! Awesome! my friend saw them at taste of chaos and she grabbed (well her boyfriend snatched) a drumstick and she got berts opened water bottle, we are now watching it to see if anything grows inside it!
ok stupid question, when you said you had a setlist, what are you talking about? is it a flyer of what songs they played?
hey ergo, how are you.
oh and before i forget,
gs, i tried your code but i failed. i couldnt figure out what 321 was. i was baffled.
Struth fimble! I'm so glad you saw the pics I added the one of the back of the dress for you too, it looked lovely - but holy cow you should've seen how tight her corset under was!!
you shouldnt have been looking under her dress ergo 0_0 (rw trademark)
i loved it, it looked just perfect. did the day go ok, the weather? i saw the guys, why were they dressed up like that?
Oh, that's so cool, Ergo!
Maybe there'll be a little Bert village in there.
My boyfriend almost got Quinn's guitar pick but someone else took it from him. Sucky mean people!
Yeah, Fim, that's basicully it.
It's just the list of songs each memeber has taped in front of them to know what song to play next and stuff.
oh so it is a bit from them. thats cool, i thought it was some poster they gave out to everyone. pays to be at the front squashed doesnt it :)
Or, you know, basically.
I saw it the next day she showed me hahahaha
I didn't hold her down and attack lol
it was a beautiful day and the night got cool but not too bad.
The guys were dressed that way as they all ride and it's a farm,they played this music from a movie called "the man from snowy river" and galloped over to meet the bride they had hay bales and hessian fabric and the had their photos taken with the horses and stuff over at an old set of yards (like wooden rails etc where you keep cattle)
It was a really nice casual wedding, no fussiness.
oh i am so happy for them ergo, and darn, i wanted to see you attack her. struth alf stewart
entropy her boyfriend did snatch the drumstick off someone, jumped the barrier ran around the back and changed shirts and stuck it down his jeans. so he was a mean person, but he made her a special little box for it, an boy do they take a beating, it's splintered
wow I am loving the live songs you get with the DVD order!
anyone know when elena was going to be back?
in case
EEEEELLLLLLLLEEEENNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
and if you look in Rose for Emily - hope you have a great concert
what concert is a rose for emily going to?
Oh, yeah, people go crazy for things. I grabbed the setlist when the guy handed it to me but people still grabbed it and pushed me to take it. I was all, ahh, bitches!
I remember last year at a MCR show when I got into a fight for a Bob drumstick. I didn't get it. Just some bruises. Yeah. Crazy.
the last one on the 9th fim
ohhhh is that the one in new york? and is that the on tj and vm are going to?
Hi Everyone!
I've missed you! *hugs blogbelieve so tight*
It's been a fuck of a long day. But wonderful. Elena is spending the night. Yay!
TJ is on her way to PA. We sent her off on a bus, it was a difficult departure. She's all on her own.
I have so much going through my mind...I need some time. I want to share the details and I will try my best but well, you know, I am terrible at descriptions.
For now, I want to share this one video. Just found in on youtube. At the St. Louis show, Gerard was having quite a time with his zipper. New pants apparently. After zipping up several times, he finally addresses it.
The Flower
Hey, I forgot, Happy Cinco De Mayo!
I'm not a good Mexicana and didn't do anything.
what is cinco de mayo?
NIMALINA!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so happy you are safe and that you had a good time. wow, i was actually just saying that i havent seen you and i was a wee bit worried.
:)
Hello Blogbelievers, I just got back from the Columbus Ohio show and just wanted to let you know that it was great. I took my daughter and two guy friends who really don't that much about MCR and they all loved it. Frank came out for autographs again and he signed my daughter's pants and a few other things. My friends were like what's this guys name and which one was he on stage and so on, which was kinda funny and embarassing. They both thought he was cute and nice though. My daughter was really excited that he actually came out and he told her he liked her T.ORO shirt and that it was his favorite. After getting an extra special autograph from the Detroit show and his comments last night, I'm sure she will never forget this experience.
Also, I may have been standing a few feet from some of the lovelies when we were waiting at the gates after the show, but I am socially awkward at introducing myself to complete strangers and since they don't know me I decided to stay anonymous as it were. My daughter doesn't know about the MCR fan/Mayo connection either. She already thinks I am nutty enough with both of these things so I figured I'd keep quiet. I really wanted to say hello and maybe another time I'll have the opportunity.
hi anima !
classic video moment - a flower of fabric, how descriptive, and Frank has seen it and agrees!
tell elena I got her parcel! and thank you!!
Happy cinco de mayo
even though I had never heard of it until like 2 days ago
hi detroit anon how lovely for your daughter!
what a thrill, I'm a bit like you in saying hello, but at times I just force myself and it's always turned out so much less stressful than imagining doing it
Hey, Anima, that's great.
DA, i am so happy that you had a great time and you met frank. i am glad your daughter enjoyed herself as well.
you should have said hi, if it wasnt them, you should have startd twitching and said, excuse me, have you seen my pink elephant hehehehe. works everytime.
Awww, Fimblelina. Thank you. I've missed you!
Ergo, I wish I could have said something to them, but It was nice just to see the real friendships that have grown out of this place. That was so cool.
haha nice trick fim!
hey you hear Roger Waters of Pink Floyd lost a giant pink inflated pig when it broke it's moorings during a concert!
There is a huge reward and free concert tickets for life if you find it!
are you serious ergo?
what madness
The pig was found in pieces in two peoples yards. They split the reward.
oh they found it!
poor pig it must've had a traumatic flight, wonder if he'll put it back together again, it was a famous pig (fim it was on their Animals album cover)
*bows head*
not really clued on pink floyd, i should be ashamed shouldnt i. yep
right, i have just dyed my hair so i am going to go and straighten it. i will be lurking for a bit and then come and say goodnight.
see you all later. have fun
Watchers,
Sup?
Vote for us.
The other being Carrie.
oh and for anyone wondering Albert the ulysses butterfly has visited every day and is just flitting about again at the moment
and Fim not knowing much Pink Floyd is forgivable when you weren't even born yet!
and thanks to Elena I am sitting in my little country home drinking STARBUCKS COFFEE!!!!!!
:D
Anonymous said...
The pig was found in pieces in two peoples yards. They split the reward.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
O_O
QUICK! Somebody call PETA!!!!
;p
Poor little piggie. T'is a Pink Floyd tragedy if you ask me!
Hi Mayo, SS, Ergo, Fimble, Entropy, DA, anons and lurkers!
Ergo: I'm happy to hear your ordering troubles were null and void today!
Entropy: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^all of those mean: I'm excited to hear you had such a wonderful night with The Used! Thanks so much for the review.
Possum: WELCOME HOME!!!! I missed you! *smiles back*
J, L, Elena and Anima: I hope your battle wounds are mending quickly!
*catches MissT's snogs and blows her more kisses*
Okay.....off I go again. I shall return later. Try to stay out of trouble while I'm gone.
Have fun!
Ohhhh, it seems as though JAZZ fest was a success this year despite the horrible weather!
375,000 -- 400,000 people! T'is very good news for NOLA!!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*runs back in to say HI to Albert and cast her vote for Entropy and Carrie*
:D
Bye (again) for now!
hi wendy!
*blows kissy smooch in direction of departing dust*
Hey and a see ya later, Wendy!
We thank you for the support.
Hey, guys. :)
Just wanted to stop in and say hello before writing my goodnight. I hope all *looks around* two of you are well! ;)
Entropy: The review! Thanks for posting it!
yes mustard it must be another quiet day
well guys, i am off for the night. goodnight and sweet dreams.
mayo - taste the rainbow
hahahahaha, i crack myself up, and i shouldnt, lol.
ss, goodnight, have super dreams and lazy days, or just have fun fun fun.
goodnight guys, sweet dreams
xxxx
Yeah, tell me about it!
We didn't even make it through one whole page!
Fimble,
You rock my world.
Just sayin.....
I ♥ you forever and ever.
Hey, Mustard!
Thanks.
goodnight fimble sweet dreams
hello sdock!
Sdock, I hope everything's okay, yes?
Mayo,
Guess what! Oh, come on, guess. You don't want to guess? Well, that's okay, because I didn't have shit to say anyways. Yeah, but nope. Nothing. Nada. Ain't figured out a fucking thing today, save 2.
Number one, raspberry acai sorbet, though it might be the same color as pomegranate chip, does not taste like pomegranate chip. NOPE, sure doesn't. Must pay more attention.
Number two, 6 years is going to be a hell of a lot harder to walk away from than I thought. Yeah, I felt the sting and burn of the tears that I thought had long since dried today. So, what does that all mean?
Tonight, I have no fucking clue. But, there's always tomorrow and if I get this shit all figured out. I promise, I swear that I will come back here and tell you the secret to it all. Will you do the same for me?
N...?
Of course you will.
Nice.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Am I asking the wrong questions or looking in the wrong place for the answers?
Mustard,
Is it okay if I just say that everything is typically the same??
I know you understand what that means.
I ♥ you for being like me.
Dragonflies!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
It's about time that I kicked Monday's ass into Tuesday!
Nite, Nite BlogBelieve!
It's okay to say it.
And like you said, there's tomorrow.
You'll figure it out. We said we would and, damn it, we will.
Goodnight, Sdock. :)
Last paragraph, and I'm done.
Goodnight, Entropy! Goodnight, Ergo!
Goodnight all of BlogBelieve!
Talk to you guys at some point tomorrow.
sdock it may be hard but take heart that you have the strength and a hell of a lot of supporters
and I will remember the acai tip
For Mustard and Mayo:
Salute Your Solution
I seem to think I think I got a little situation
So listen to me sister listen maybe you can help
I think I gave a lot of problems my consideration
But not for me they always seem to be for someone else
Why all the people always seem to just be on vacation
What do I get from never touching anything at all
I'm like a trash can holding all the information
And every single time I'm in the field to be taught
Salute your solution, now, salute your solution
I find myself just looking worthy of my best intentions
Ignoring any kinda pause I might receive at all
All others seem to find a road that's tough to satisfaction
I find a ridicule that isn't cool for me at all
And if there's one little answer to this complication
Someone somewhere help me settle what is on my mind
There's only one I'm only taking getting and receiving
There's only one I'm taking
And only one I'm taking
And only one I'm taking
And only one I'm taking
And only one I'm taking
And only one
And I got what I got all despite you
And I give what I get just to spite you
And I got what I got all despite you
And I give what I get just to spite you
And I got what I got all despite you
And I give what I get just to spite you
I find myself just looking worthy of my best intentions
Ignoring any kinda pause I might receive at all
And all the others seem to find myself a satisfaction
I find a ridicule that isn't cool for me at all
But if there's one little answer to this complication
Someone somewhere some help me settle what is on my mind
There's only one I'm only taking getting and receiving
There's only one I'm taking
And only one I'm taking
The Raconteurs
And you're right, we will figure this shit out!!
I know I say I'm backwards a lot, but that's kind of the only way I know how to explain it?
It's a really shitty feeling when you can't feel. When there's nothing there to even think about, ponder over, cast doubt upon, like, you just feel empty.
And the thing is, you would think this would be a good thing, right? Yes, you would. That's normal. It's a good thing to not have anything to think about, to not having anything to get worked up about or cry over. That's when you're supposed to be happy! Yay fun!
No. It doesn't work that way in me. It's the total opposite, but not really. Hell, I don't know what I mean. I do know that I need something. I need some fuel.
So, Mayo, even at the risk of sounding too Pat Benatar-ish, hit us with your best shot on this next one.
Make it fiery, mad, angry, sad, hurtful, happy, unforgiving, forgiving, deceitful, crude, joyful, lonely, dark, meaningfully meaningless, and gritty.
Make it mean more than you ever thought it could. Make our insides crawl. Make us feel like we need to vomit. Make us think.
Night, dude.
goodnight mustard sweet dreams and you too sdock hope tomorrow is great for you both
Ergo,
Thank you. You're right. Without my sister and this place, I don't know where I'd be. Being around you crazies, makes me feel almost normal.
You hear that, Mayo???
ALMOST
Mayo,
Listen to Mustard. She's just like me and we seem to be on the same wavelength most of the time. I joke with her about whether I should be scared for her because she's so much like me or comforted by her. I know it's a little of both.
But she's right. It's all about feeling.
So, make us feel. Push our buttons. Yank our chain. Provoke us.
Uh, please?
Ok, I'm really going now.
Nite, nite
Mayo!
Night, Solly and Mustard!
Sleep well, guys.
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