Devour me.
Pass me through your lips,
divine.
Chew me up and spit me out,
or swallow me
in time.
Take me.
Pull me in or toss me
aside.
Rejoice in my undying faith
while insinuating
my rhyme.
Shame me.
Judge me with your kind eye,
wise.
Give reason to my rambling
while presuming
my crime.
Reach me
Touch me with your words,
sublime.
Teach me a lesson and rise
or bear witness
my unwind.
p.s. if you continue to hammer the nail the point may find its way clear through or the fucking pounding will cause its head to bury itself too far into the wood to ever be pulled out.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2801 – 3000 of 3957 Newer› Newest»I read that as Swamp Clown Fever, MJ ;)
Hey, that would make a great song title.
I am, anon. You've been lurking a while, I guess?
Yeah, typically we're not even supposed to wear makeup at all, if you want to be a purist about it. But the stage lights have a way of making me look dead. And if you're being filmed then you usually have to.
Yes, I confess, that I also know you hate that whole longtime lurker, first time poster scenario. But I did say Hi, and I'm not asking pestering questions, so that should be alright? And thank you, now a new fear, dead hula dancer fear.
Hello Mayo, SS, Amy, RW, Opaque Anon, Paperheart, K.......lurkers and watchers!
How are you all tonight? Enjoying clear skies and mosquito free environments, I hope! I was nearly eaten alive today!
*note to self: call my Avon representative for more skin so soft insect repellent*
Any news from J, L, TJ, Elena and Anima yet? :D
I hope you had ladies all had a wonderful night!!!
Amy: I have WINE! My wine list includes:
Cabernet Sauvignon
Chardonnay
Merlot
and the outrageously expensive Boone's Farm Orange Hurricane!
(It's my guilty pleasure *wink*)
Ergo: I love that dress! You wear it well, honeybunch! :)
FASC: Thanks for reading and comment on the Rainbow story. I'm glad you enjoyed it!
Paperheart: According to our horoscope, WE have a mission next month:
Virgo - Your family has gone nuts! But your superstar status at work keeps you sane.
Your mission: Maintain that flawless rep by keeping your private life private. (Waterproof mascara helps.)
^words of wisdom --
regarding that Waterproof mascara! ;)
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
before I knew your face
i knew your heart
before I knew your name
i knew your soul
my dreams have come true
my dream has always been
you
today -tomorrow- forever
my lips will smile
my hands will reach out
for you
my heart will sing
my breath will warm
with yours
our lives are one
and as we grow older
whatever changes may come
i will never stop loving you
i will never stop falling in love
with you
Always and Forever
Thank you, my love.
You know me better than I know myself.
Your words touch me, warm me, leave me speechless, and breathless.
Always
I love you so much.
TRULY MADLY DEEPLY
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cos
I'm counting on A new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning.
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Hi, Anon 616 :)
opaque anon said...
I have never made a risotto from scratch, is it as hard as I think?
Not even close. The longer it takes to make, the better it is. The trick is slowly adding the wine and the broth and stirring it until the liquid fully absorbs.
Wine helps to make an excellent risotto because it doesn't absorb as quickly as broth.
-A
:)
HI RW!!!! Long time 'no see'.
How've you been? Did I read you're theater contract was extended? CONGRATULATIONS!
By the way, I LOVE the swamp! I think swamps are beautiful, mysterious places. I spent many hours roaming the swamp near my dad's fishing camp when I was young. I miss those days!
*curses the evil typo fairy*
You're = your
I choose to ignore all the other typos ;p
Thank you, Anon 616 :)
Not extended, but renewed. I was expecting that, but not so soon.
You're not dumping clown bodies during your sojourns into the swamps, are you, anon616?
Renewed! That means they really love your work ;)
Hopefully there won't be any more ballgowns of DOOM, RW!
opaque anon said...
You're not dumping clown bodies during your sojourns into the swamps, are you, anon616?
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Of course NOT! I like clowns (sort of)! ;)
There's always a Ballgown of Doom!
There's always at least one costume per season that gives us all migraines, never fails.
But... someone I really love to work under is going to be the new pattern-maker next year so it should all be good :)
How's your weekend been so far, Anon 616?
Y'know, except for all the cadaver scenes, Bad Boys 2 isn't a horrible movie.
-A
That sounds great RW! Is he/she a mentor?
Well, I am off for the night, to dream of mad things like clowns in the swamp, most likely.
Mayo, I hope you liked the lexigrams and all the reminiscing we did, the stories of our crazy silly music-filled childhoods. I admitted to pink spandex, dude. You should feel honored.
Mayo, would you consider, now that the pages are broken up and we can all load them again, putting pictures back up? The icon pictures? I don't know how you change it or if it's feasible or convenient, but if it is any of those things, I just thought I'd ask. I'd put funny ones up; you would not have to look at my mug. ;D
S(S)S, Hey-Ba-Ba-Re-Bop! This song reminds me of you. I don't know why that is, but you should have it. There ya go. ^_^
Good night, BlogBelieve! Don't dream about clowns, any of you.
*passes filled wine glass to Amy*
My weekend has been relatively quiet, RW. I decided to stay home and wash curtains and windows instead of playing in the slop at Jazz Fest. Once again, I was not in the mood for a mud bath ;)
How was your Saturday?
My kid can so write, it is like beyond the telling of it. She gave me the prologue to the novel she's writing, and yeah, it made me fricking cry. And it's a lesbian love story fer chrissakes!!!
And yes, never fear, I will totally spam you guys with it.
That sounds great RW! Is he/she a mentor?
Not exactly. I don't want to be a pattern-maker, so she's more of a co-worker.
Cool, Carrie! :)
I've had a lazy day today, 616, which will catch up with me & bite me on the ass tomorrow! I've got packing and cleaning to do, and one day to do it in! And I've made plans to meet a friend to go to a Clothing Show, so I will be busy!
I must retire for the night also, and I wholeheartedly wish to not dream of clowns, swamp or otherwise, nor dead hula dancers. This blog can really give the mind fancies. It was really nice talking to you all.
Hi Carrie! How are you, love? Will we get to read the prologue tonight? *big grin*
Goodnight K!
Nice talking to you too, opaque :) Have a good night!
Goodnight Opaque Anon! Sweet dreams!
RW: You sound like me. I always pack at the last minute; which is probably why I always forget something!
I am totally yelling at her right now to email it to me!!! People want to read it!!
Tell we are a demanding audience, Carrie! We won't take NO for an answer ;)
I'm usually well-prepared in advance, 616, at least when I'm going on a holiday abroad. I think I've gotten lazy because I know I'm just going over to my parents' place & I can always borrow off them if I forget somehting.
Ooops! I missed your goodnight, K :S
It's probably too late now but.. goodnight :)
ok, she just tried some jump drive Jetsons shit that we couldn't figure out, and now she's all with the dissing of the laptop, and now she's resorted to emailing it to me, which is what I told her to do in the first place!!!!
Parents seem to love when you mooch off of them, don't they?
I think only ONE thing makes them happier. Bringing dirty home! ;)
How long will you be visiting?
Prologue
She’s my drug, my dirty little secret. She’s the deadly addiction I silently vow to quit but never will. At least not anytime soon, right now I need her too much...No, not her. I refuse to be too dependent on anyone. So no, I don’t need her-I need this. I need to not think, to let the numbness I’ve been feeling for the past long while fade away, just for a little while, I only need a little while. Just a little while to feel normal. To feel like my only problem at the moment is to worry about getting caught, getting caught being here-being here with her. I need to feel like that’s my only issue right now; I need to be caught up in a moment, even in a moment as meaningless as this.
In this moment that revolves around heated kisses, probing tongues, wandering hands, and adrenaline surging. With teenage hearts hammering in their chests at the knowledge that what is going on at this very moment is both very wrong and very right at the same time.
Of the course the wrong far out weighs the right, as is undoubtedly usually does in cases such as these. Right now, I should be in my booth, running sound for this Godforsaken play. I should be reflecting on the events of the past few months. I should be coming to terms with my mother’s death, the five stages of grief and all that jazz. I should be allowing myself to forgive my father for abandoning me. I should be trying to see things from his point of view. I should try to feel anything other than utter hate for him and his “new and improved” family. I should be trying my very best to deal with Lyle’s sickness, trying to see the glass half full, comforting him, telling him things will be fine-that he’ll be fine, even when I, myself believe that things really won’t be fine, not this time. I should be dealing with a million other things going on in this never ending hectic, one disaster after another life of mine.
I should be anywhere but in the light booth with Freya Johnson, pushing all the “shoulds” in my life to the very back of my mind by indulging in this “sinful act” against God. I mean, after all, God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve...Or some shit like that. I never really listened to what those bible-thumping assholes that tried to “convert me” and “cure me” had to say.
I could give a fuck less about what God thought. I’m atheist through and through. My mother’s death had assured that, my father’s abandonment assured that, and Lyle’s disease still assures that. Just more fuel for the fire of my Christian God, and any God for that matter, hate.
As for my being a big ol’ dyke, that’s just another reason for me to refuse to believe in some great higher power and his opposition to my lifestyle. Which I did not choose, by the way. I had not chosen to be gay anymore than I had chosen to be addicted to her...
For she was addicting. Her taste alone had kept me coming back for more after that fateful kiss on the eve of my mother’s death...
I really can’t help but wonder sometimes if things might have turned out differently between her and me if my mother hadn’t died, if Lyle hadn’t gotten sick, if my life hadn’t completely gone to shit. Maybe if things hadn’t turned out the way they did we might have actually had something more than this simple animalistic attraction. Maybe just maybe I would have been addicted to her for reasons other then her scent (resembling some type of flower) or her physical attractiveness (heart-shaped face with blue eyes and her hair, jet black, with streaks of red.) Maybe I wouldn’t keep coming back for her sweet taste and her all knowing knowledge of where to put her soft, slender, delicate hands. Maybe instead of those things, I would come back because I like the way she speaks. Or the way she smiles at me when I tell a joke. Or maybe just maybe I could have kept coming back because I was in love with her...
But we don’t talk. I don’t tell jokes. She doesn’t smile, and this isn’t love.
All I know of her is her taste, her smell, and the fact that if I apply just the right amount of pressure to the point where her abdomen meets her pelvis she gives a sudden gasp and pulls me closer to her, inviting me to make her my plaything for the time being. Inviting me to be rough, to use her, to take out all my anger at the things in my life out on her. I never am too rough though, I may not love her, but I don’t want to hurt her, I don’t like being abusive...Sometimes I think she’s disappointed by that.
I’m sure there’s something she wants to forget too, possibly a someone. A first love perhaps. I really don’t know, like I said before, we don’t talk. We just use each other for a single lustful moment and when the moment is done we mutter our goodbyes, possibly sneak in a few more lustful, passionless kisses and go back to our separate lives.
For a little while anyway, just until the high wears off and we find ourselves needing a little pick-me-up. Then we seek each other out, drop whatever the hell we’re doing and get down to business. There are no “oh honey you had a bad day?” conversations, or any talking at all for that matter. Anything beyond a little dirty talk that is. Conversations about bad days and troubles at home are things for people in an actual relationship, for people in love.
We are not in love.
We will never be in love.
We were over before we began.
We never stood a chance.
She is my drug, my addiction, what keeps me grounded. I’m a kite and she’s my kite strings, if you’re looking for a metaphor.
I may not love her, but I do love the way she is capable of making me feel: like everything is fine, like mom didn’t die, like Lyle will be okay. And most importantly I love the way she makes me forget that before I met her I had to make myself bleed to feel alive (an oxymoron at its greatest.)
She is the reason I’m not completely suicidal right now and I almost love her for that, almost.
But I don’t, it’s like I said before, we never stood a chance.
For now though, for now I’ll let myself get lost in her taste, I’ll commit her scent to my memory, and I’ll let her touches allow me to feel something for the first time in months.
For now.
Carrie said...
ok, she just tried some jump drive Jetsons shit that we couldn't figure out, and now she's all with the dissing of the laptop, and now she's resorted to emailing it to me, which is what I told her to do in the first place!!!!
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LOL! Tell her to bring her dirty laundry over (if she doesn't live with you, that is). That'll make up for her not listening to mom in the first place!
Parents seem to love when you mooch off of them, don't they?
My mother actually called me up to tell me not to bother to bring anything as she could loan me stuff. But.. well, I like using my own stuff, you know?
I'll be there for 6 days.
Okay! ^up there SHOULD have read:
bringing DIRTY LAUNDRY home!
Bringing dirty home sounded a bit naughty!
She's probably so thrilled your going, she just wants to spoil you again, RW! No matter how old we get; we'll always be their 'babies'
;)
*going read Carrie's daughter's story now*
She does do her own laundry, but she still lives here, she's only 15.
She's probably so thrilled your going, she just wants to spoil you again, RW! No matter how old we get; we'll always be their 'babies'
Lol, don't I know it!
Well, it's time for me to turn in. Have a good night, all :)
Night, rw!
Carrie said...
She does do her own laundry, but she still lives here, she's only 15
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WOW! I was just about to ask how old she is? She is a very talented young lady, Carrie!
*big hug for the proud mom*
Goodnight RW! It was nice FINALLY catching up to you again.
Sweet dreams!
If I don't 'speak' with you before you leave, SAFE travels and HAVE FUN!!!
*big hug for you too*
*wonders where BC is and when Miranth will come back*
:(
Thanks, Wendy, she was a little freaked I put it on here.
Is she around, Carrie?
*waves to Carrie's daughter and gives her two thumbs up -- way up*
;)
Helloo everyone
She says coolio. We're watching The Wedding Singer for like the umpteenth time.
Hey BC!
There's BC!
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*
How are you, sweetcheeks?
I like that movie, Carrie! Sandler is just so sweet in that one!
Hi Carrie! Hi sugarplum, how are you? *smothers with traditional sloppy kisses and hugs*
I'm doing good, just got back home an hour ago, all freshly showered and ready to chill.
and he is so working the mullet!
YUM!
Thanks, BC!
I trust you had a good Saturday evening. Out a little late, weren't ya? *big wink*
Carrie said...
and he is so working the mullet!
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haha! Yeah, you HAVE to love a guy who can work a mullet like that. Methinks it's the law! ;)
More movies are coming on, so I'm going to kick off for the night.
I'll see you lovelies later!!
-A
Yeah, usually on the weekends I come home late. I was at the local grocery store earlier, and while I was there, I went to go oogle some of the male workers, I was checking out this tall dude with long hair who works in the meat department and then I went to the bookstore.
I came home and showered, and now I'm downloading some black sabbath.
LOL BC! I just saw your new OCCUPATION! Sounds like a fun one
;)
Goodnight Amy and sweet dreams to you and Lear!
Later Amy.
Ohhh.....Black Sabbath!!!!
What songs are you downloading?
Ha ha, yep. Other than that, I may call it a night more earlier than usual. I want to go finish up my reading.
Miranth wanted me to tell you hi sugarplum, because it seems she's not coming back to Mayo's anytime soon.
What's up with Miranth?
The one they been playing in the iron man movie commercials. Damn that guitar riff. It's too catchy, that's why I decided to download it.
in the car going to anima's, torn equally between the gratification of seeing a perfect show and the loneliness of not being there anymore.
but it really was the absolute best so far!
more at anima's -- for now i'm in quest of an iced latte!
Carrie, she's been ill with the flu, so that's she hasn't been here, but says she's not coming here because of the anons.
sorry to hear she's been ill, but yeah, you can't let anons get to ya.
Oh no! :(
I just went visit her. I hope she decides to come back soon....
I miss her!
I miss Angel too.
*waves to Angel if she lurks*
I suppose I shall be off for the night as well. It's no fun sliding down the banisters or drawing mustaches on works of art alone! I need a partner in crime for that! ;)
Goodnight sweetcheeks, Carrie, Carrie's daughter, Mayo, SS, lurkers.....everyone!
Sweet dreams to one and all!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
TJ, glad you got a perfect show, and hoping you get a perfect latte too!
*runs back in*
Teeeeeejaaaaaaay!!!!! Thanks for the update! Be careful on the trip back to Anima's place. Did ya'll find J and L????
Night Wendy!
Goodnight Wendy, sweet dreams. I'm gonna sign off early as well. Watch some TV, and then read for a bit.
Goodnight Carrie, TJ, sweet dreams guys.
night guys. K, I know you're all hatin' on me, and for good reason too, but I would like to know your opinion of Al's writing. I respect your opinion.
hello again
sorry I sort of left earlier but we went to help dismantle decorations, clean and pack hired stuff, eat leftovers and watch them open the wedding presents ( I helped by listing the gifts on cards)
So 5 hours later I am really tired, stuffed full of yummy food and just wanting to curl up for a snooze...
hi BC carrie K TJ MJ
night amyranth and wendy (thanks for the compliment :])
Mayo a short goodnight cause this is from my phone just wanted to thank you for the wonderful anniversary gift the concert tonight wasmagic the music touched my soul i closed my eyes and first i danced and then i flew i was finally truly me i was surrounded by my friends who made the magic work friends i have because of you mayo thank you night mayo elena one more night to fly
oh elena that is wonderful!
*sigh*
all by myself......
don't wanna beeee
aaaaaall byyyy myyyyyyyself anymoooore!!!!
*curls up on mayo's couch*
*starts flicking channels*
*wonders if Rose for Emily has been dropping by reading*
*hopes she has a great concert on the 9th*
*will keep posting that each day hoping she sees*
mayo,
back to the hotel instead, but that's alright. my head and heart are stuffed full with tonight's gift. music, beauty, and silliness, all spilling over into my dreams.
thank you.
*flicks channel again*
*gets up opens fridge*
*closes fridge*
*opens cupboard*
*closes cupboard*
*stares at fridge*
*sits down again*
hey TJ sleep well to you and elena
*flicks channel*
you about mayo?
anything you want to watch?
no?
Ok
*keeps flicking*
I'm skipping about on my Used dvds, trying to somewhat share the Entropy experience.
how are you carrie?
I'm good, up in the middle of the night, and I just got like the longest ever sqeeuist ever email from Entropy. I'm guessing she had a really good concert experience. :) She actually talked to the Bert.
Well, here it is Bert o' clock. (also known as 4 o'clock in the fucking morning) so I must take my leave. Happy 8 month anniversary, you guys are all cool beyond the telling of it.
good morning mayo!
another day! obviously! sorry i am in a bit of a rush. just wanted to pop in and wish you a good day! so have a good day mayo!!
SS! hello! well mr bloke rented transformers out for me last night. he has already seen it, but i hadn't. i said "well when did you see this? and how come i didn't watch it with you?" to which he replied "it was when you were on that fucking computer talking with your new pals and mayo and SS and all that shit!!" which i kinda replied "ooops!" to!! anyway it was a great film, i loved it!! and you know what i kind of saw you more as Bumblebee as opposed to optimus prime. not that i know you but bumble bee was kinda lovely!!
hey family! i have not caught up AT ALL. sorry about that. all i saw was that the MCR gig was awesome!! so that's great!!
have wonderful sundays everyone! it's a bank holiday weekend here in england. which means monday is a public holiday.
we have friends coming down for the day and no doubt they will stay late. so i will pop in tomorrow morning OK!
love to you all!
Anonymous said...
Always and Forever
Thank you, my love.
You know me better than I know myself.
Your words touch me, warm me, leave me speechless, and breathless.
Always
I love you so much.
TRULY MADLY DEEPLY
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
May 4, 2008 12:23 AM
and I
love you
with every fibre of my being
you are all I want
all I need
my heart
do not doubt for one second
i am yours
always
forever
is
ours
for you
I'm Glad There Is You
In this world,
Of ordinary people,
Extraordinary people,
I'm glad there is you.
In this world of overrated treasures,
And underrated pleasures,
I'm glad there is you.
In this world,
Where many, many play at love,
And hardly any stay at love,
I'm glad there is you,
More than ever, I'm glad,
So glad, there's you.
i do love you so
be well
my love
so it seems 'tomorrows love anon' is either British, Australian or Canadian.
Interesting.
*turns off TV*
*dims lights*
*locks front door*
Hello mayo well it's been a quiet night and I'm off to bed. I had a lovely time at the wedding yesterday. I wish them all the best, the guy is really the last one of my husbands friends to wed, he sure took his time. The bride was married but unfortunately it ended badly and she and her family now have a new chance at happiness with a guy who loves them all, and who is a really lovely man. And if she doesn't look after him....haha, but I'm sure she will. They'll have issues as everyone does but like I wrote to them , though you may argue about who's steering the boat, you just make sure you're always paddling in the same direction.
And at the moment as I type on my slide out keyboard a little white pawed black arm keeps shooting out from behind and trying to hit my fingers!!
I think that's a sign he believes I've written enough!
So wishing calm waters, favourable winds, smooth currents and guiding stars, to you and yours
much love EP xx
SS How are you? Still cezy bizzy? I think I must be getting old, I just can't do late nights like I used to..haha But at least if I save up and give myself time to recover I can do it! I must admit I danced longer than I have for a long time and had a ball. The music wasn't really my favourite style ( a bit more country than I ever listen to) but interspersed with enough Elvis,
and old style rock n roll to make it fun. I was still dancing when others had retired to stand about and talk, I can do that any time! But my feet are not really happy about it all! Poor little things, they needed a lot of extra care today, such a shame the Toe Tour hasn't reached Oz, I would have hit you up for a massage for sure!
So sending you relaxing thoughts, calming influences and inspiring meditations to you and those you love
lotsa love EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve
can't wait to hear from anima TJ elena OP's and entropy on their adventures.
take care everyone and talk to you later!
xx
how so anon?
hi fasc and tla! and goodnight :]
Good morning/afternoon/evening Mayo, SS, Ergo, FASC, TLA, Interesting Anon, Elena, TJ, watchers, lurkers, friends, family and swamp clowns of blogbelieve!
How are you all on this lovely Sunday? I hope it's lovely for you all and I hope you are all well!
Martha: I'm so sorry I missed saying HI to you a few hours ago. I didn't see you sandwiched between RW and K. *blushes*
TJ, Elena, Anima (and I'm hoping J & L): I'm happy to hear you had another perfect, magical night!
Did Anima make a cheese and mushroom omelet in my honor?
Yeah, I knew she would forget ;)
I'm glad ya'll were having to much fun to think of me (and my omelet)!
Once again, stay safe on those highways and byways!
Ergo: You're welcome, honeybunch! I missed you last night!
Entropy: I'm happy to hear you had such a wonderful, squeeable night as well! I can't wait to read your review of The Used show.
:D
To do whatever you wish to do with today:
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"Both abundance and lack exist simultaneously in our lives, as parallel realities. It is always our conscious choice which secret garden we will tend... when we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives but are grateful for the abundance that's present -- love, health, family, friends, work, the joys of nature and personal pursuits that bring us pleasure -- the wasteland of illusion falls away and we experience Heaven on earth."
Sarah Ban Breathnach
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Wishing you all a day filled with an abundance of love and joy!
Have a great Sunday/Monday everyone.
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Morning all the adventure contunes on to ohio i have such a good felling about today
Morning all, I might just spot a few lovelies today in Ohio. Wishing a safe trip to everyone:)
Goodmorning Blogbelieve!
Last nights concert was fucking amazing. Absolutely perfect in everyway. We had the best spot in the house, it was comfortable, we could dance, sing, and the band was more than I could have ever wished for.
Wow! That's all I can say. :)
I miss you guys! I hope to be back around sometime tomorrow night. Off to Ohio!
♥ to all of you.
"If Hephaestus, son of Zeus, were to ask the pair; 'do you desire to be wholly one, always day and night to be in one another's company? For if this is what you desire, I am ready to melt you into one and let you grow together, so that being two you shall become one, and after your death in the world beyond you will still be one departed soul instead of two - I ask whether this is what you lovingly desire?' - and there is not a man or woman of them who, when they heard the proposal, would not acknowledge that this melting into one another, this becoming one instead of two, was the very expression of their ancient need. And the reason is that human nature was originally one and we were a whole, and the desire and pursuit of the whole is called love."
good morning...and it is a good morning, you know. it's bright and beautiful, and little images keep resurfacing from last night, little bits of the random things gerard said that had me grinning...his french, his "flower", his redecorating advice for the venue, the bob scrutiny, and just the sheer amount of joyful energy he and the entire band were pouring out for us.
it was my tenth mcr show, and it was honestly the best one i've ever seen.
good jobs, boys! *grin*
frank came out after, and i'm afraid i took advantage of his handshake and gave him ol' hug.
what can i say? he's such a cutie!
but it was just me and the op's there in the line -- anima and elena had wandered off in search of refreshment. we called them the minute we saw frank, but unfortunately, he wasn't able to do the entire line, and once gain -- just like at kansas city -- elena missed meeting frank.
i'm just really hoping he'll be able to come out tonight. i know they can't always, but tonight will be elena's last chance to meet him, and to get a frankie-hug.
i have my fingers crossed.
more later, from the road!!!
(willie nelson's "on the road again" in my head...lol)
we are officially on the road! (and desperately in search of a starbucks)
Mayo,
Morning! I hope you have a fantastic Sunday. I think that I will spend the day chilling on my back porch listening to music and roasting in the Georgia sunshine.
Chilling and roasting? Is that even possible?
Jealous?
Fuck yeah, you are.
What? Yeah, I know. My mouth is so filthy, but my heart is so faithful. It's a trade-off.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Carolina Drama
TJ, Elena, Anima, OP's,
You guys have a rockin' Sunday and stay safe!!!
Elena said...
Mayo a short goodnight cause this is from my phone just wanted to thank you for the wonderful anniversary gift the concert tonight wasmagic
So Mayo is Gerard then.
That is what I thought. More and more I keep thinking it and this proves it even more.
toujours said...
mayo,
back to the hotel instead, but that's alright. my head and heart are stuffed full with tonight's gift.
You and Elena know him I guess. Why are you spreading around hints on the blog if you won't want people to know that you know Mayo?
I thought Elena was thanking Mayo for the concert in that she saw it with people she met on here, which wouldn't have been possible without this place. I guess there might still be people here who think Mayo is Gerard, but I just don't think that's what she was saying with that. (Although I will admit the first time through I read it like that too)
If that wasn't enough proof of Mayo being Gerard the Eliza story is enough proof. The lovelies are the new Eliza.
Gerard likes people with low self esteem. Mayo said here he likes people with low self estem too. He is drawn to people with low self esteem. He said that.
You all vow your love for him and he gives you scraps of affection every few weeks. That is just how Gerard treated Eliza. He knows ou keep coming back for the scraps of affection you get. Once in a while he vows that he loves you back. You all get excited and hold onto that. A few words and nothing more. All on the internet. A few of you meet him after the show. Just like Eliza.
The whole internet tears you apart with brutal words and hate. Just like with Eliza. He keeps his mouth shut about it just like he did with Eliza. But he secretly likes the drama. The pain you get makes him feel sorry for you. When you get abused you look more attractive to him. He likes things that are broken and that get beat up. It makes him like you more. But he never defends you because he is above that. He wants people to think he is above the drama. Just lik with Eliza.
He is with someone else like he was with Eliza. He mentions her sometimes. He writes about her sometimes to get your reaction because he likes it. He likes when someone wants him. He likes when you want to talk to him for hours and he has the power to shut you out. Then he goes back to the wife (Kat was his wife for all intensive purposes) It is the same thing he did to Eliza.
You are all a little obsessed with him and with this blog. Maybe not to the point of Eliza obssession but enough to get his interest. She got his interest enough to be a rebound girl. She got his interest enough to get a wedding ring out of him. And when he was finished with her what did he do. He shut her out with a few words. Which I think is what he's going to do to you. You lovelies don't even have a ring, all he gave you was a blog. What makes you think that means more to him then an actual engagement. He tossed her aside without a thought in the world after two years of a crazy obssessive relationship. You guys have eight months and mere words. When he's done with this blog and the lovelies he will shut you out the same with. Without remorse or pity. So enjoy it while you can.
Hahahaha! I feel like laughing today. Come on and laugh with me, Mayo. I said laugh, damn you!
Bwahahaha!
And if you can't laugh with me, then at least laugh at me. Damn. I'm funny as hell sometimes. ^_~
SS!!!!!
What you doing? O_O
Where you been?
How are you?
Found anything funny to laugh at today? If not, let me know and I'll tell you a joke or something.
Are you eating enough?
Sleeping enough?
Drinking enough water?
Why am I asking you all these questions?
Hell if I know. O_o
Bwah! I bet you just laughed at me. Have a good one today, dude. Told you I didn't have much to offer anyone.
Make it a good one, BlogBelieve!
XOXO,
S&V20
It's intents and purposes rather than intensive purposes, but that was a good analogy, anon. I still don't really think Mayo is Gerard, but I can't really give you a good reason why. I guess I just don't think he would bother with it. I do like the space though, and I've met a lot of cool people, so yeah, I am enjoying it while it lasts. :)
anon 10:20
i think they mean if it wasn't for mayo they all wouldn't have been at the concert together, and that's the gift.
thanks, sdock! :)
that quote about love and melting together was interesting, but there's another that i like better and think is more accurate, tbh.
(from my faulty memory, so forgive me!)
"love consists not in gazing only at each other, but looking forward together."
well, that's not it exactly, but you get the idea. a perfect partnership, rather than "being one".
okey-doke, i should probably put in the phone down!
more later! :)
So which member of the Crew are you, anon @ 10:32am?
Fuck your crew.
I was thanking Mayo for all the wonderful friends I have because of him.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have a haircut to do.
That's t-shirt material right there, anon @ 11:09am. But I expect you already know that.
Have fun, Elena :)
Hahaha! RW and Anon, that was funny. ^_^
Hi everyone! OMG TOMORROWWWWWWWW!!
Okay, that's out of my system for at least fifteen minutes.
10:32, first of all, it's "intents and purposes." Man, that's right up there for me with "irregardless," I'm just saying.
Second of all, LOL, I could just see him up on stage, waving around a laptop with a "THIS BLOG DOESN'T EXIST" page up and singing about washing a blog out of his hair. Heehee, and then spending the next year talking crap about the Lovelies and how he has a whole new blog and it's so much better than the old blog, and he loves it 4 EVA and EVA!!! And writing not so cryptic messages in sharpie on his neck about the new blog.
It is our great good fortune, then, that Mayo is not Gerard. If you are still thinking that, go back and re-read some of his older posts. Mayo is actually surprised when we believe him to be Gerard, or when we imply that he's pretending to be Gerard. "There has been a miscommunication" kinda thing. In retrospect it seems that while we all had our Gerard colored glasses on while we read his words, Mayo was saying something more along the lines of, "Okay, I can see how you'd make that mistake," and maybe sometimes even, "Are we still playing?" I feel a little silly when I think that I got all the things Mayo was saying, and was blabbing about it, when I really was clueless. I still do that. I still take lots of guesses about what Mayo means and I get all worked up, then later I'm all, "Oh man, what if I was wrong?" Sometimes I am. (But sometimes I'm not.)
Maybe I'm naive in thinking that Mayo means what he says to us. But if that's the case then isn't it nicer to trust someone and take them at their word than suspect that they're going to suck an entire blog dry and throw away the husk? Maybe you get taken advantage of,sure. But maybe you don't. And if you do, then you move on, and if you don't, then it was worth it. Right?
Hi, S&V :D I am prettying myself up as we speak in anticipation of an afternoon of clothes shopping!
Hi, K :D One more day?? Don't implode!!
I wanna go, too! :)
I want you to come along, S&V! There are going to be so many pretty things to look at!
What is up my meffers?!
It's Sunday if you guys didn't already know.
No dirty talk on the blog. ;)
Gotta agree with Jules on this one, dudes. I feel like such an ass for pushing the "YOU ARE GERARD, DAMMIT!" on Mayo, 'cause we were all obviously very wrong. But, too, I think we were still getting situated here. We had no idea which end was the ass end, and we were grasping at straws.
It's easy to see now, looking back on it.
Anywayz! Just letting you guys know, there will be lots of Toro in my head today. Today's the day for some shreddage, I'm just statin'.
*sings*
Monday, Monday
So good to me
Monday, Monday
It was all I hoped it would be
Can't freakin' wait to know who the new geetarist is!!!
Hi, Mustard :D
New guitarist for who?
i don't quite understand why that anon reposted my good night comment - it's pretty obvious that i tend to thank mayo for all the good stuff in my life. :)
(and anima is waving hi to everyone -- even though she's the one driving! D: 10 and 2, anima, 10 and 2!!)
For Taking Back Sunday. :)
Fred Mascherino left/go kicked out/went to do his own stuff last year, so they had to find a new one.
His or her identity as been super seecrud.
Hi Mustard!
Shreddage you say?
Niiiiice. ^_^
HI TJ and Anima! :D
*waves*
For Taking Back Sunday. :)
Ah yes, I should have known that *loks sheepish*. For a minute there I thought you meant MCR. It got me worried!
Hi Anima! ^_^
Drive it like you stole it!
VROOOOOM!
And I ♥ Fred.
Hey BlogBelieve,
Mustard, I'm with ya on the music thing. I will be rockin some Raconteurs. Carolina Drama, OH MY GAWWWHHD! That dude makes me want to write songs.
Just sayin....
Tomorrow, I get to live through Jules and I can't wait. YAY!! I'm hoping she can catch some essence of Adam in a bottle for me.
RW, the new geetarist for TBS!!
Shreddage, I say.
Kinda like cabbage, but not!
I just spent the last 20 minutes tying out an email fro my friend in Scotland. I just pressed the wrong key, and the thing disappeared *headdesk*.
Fuck it, I'll have to type it all out later. Got to get ready for the Clothing Show. I shall be popping in and out of her while I prinp and groom.
Oh my God, why don't we all just post at the same time!?
;)
RW:
If it were a new guitarist for MCR, pretty sure I'd not know what to do with myself.
I miss Fred really hard though. I'm nervous and excited to see what they sound like now, how they may or may not have rearranged their way of doing things.
*tying=typing
*Um... in and out of "here", not "her"
0_0
Oh and for the record, I don't know who the fuck Mayo is, but I owe the dude a lot too.
He's helped me to start writing my own shit.
He's helped me think through shit.
He makes me question shit.
He makes me call myself on my own stupid shit.
He helps me call others out on their stupid shit.
He helped me find my voice.
and
He brought me to you guys!!!! YAY!!
Thanks dude, whoever you are!
RW, I said no dirty talk, and look at you. Just look!
;)
O_O
Hey guys!
I know I will miss the crap outta Fred, too. He was a huge part of TBS for me. I was so into his voice and the way it worked with Adam's voice, and he had, of course, madd skillz on the guitar. Seeing him play live was inspirational.
I can tell you right now that I'm going to be looking at the new person with a really critical eye, and I feel badly for that. I know it can't be easy. But of course, I'll look to like, if looking liking prove. ^_^
Mayo, yeah, Mayo has been my muse I guess. I hadn't written poetry in a long while and even though the poetry thing is objectionable for most and I don't really do it much anymore, it was good to know that I still could for a while.
Also, Mayo, you've made me a much better reader. I remembered what it was like to pick words apart and taste the different shades of meaning. Hadn't done that in a long while either.
Quote of the day:
I shall be popping in and out of her while I prinp and groom.
Say what? O_o
Man, I hear you loud and clear.
It's just that sort of thing. You replace a member of the band, the new member will get compared to the old member, that's just how it goes.
They have really big shoes to fill. Fred was amazing, but hopefully this new guy (doubting it's a girl, because the vocal lines wouldn't remain true TBS fashion) will rock my face off equally as well.
Okay, my turn. :)
Being here has forced me to say what I mean and mean what I say.
It's really hard, in this medium, to express what you need to express. But, having this outlet and learning how to do that, it's made me do it in real life, too.
And above all of that, I've met people who get it.
That's pretty fucking awesome.
Niiiiiice.
wow,
a big WTF whilst catching up on!
so, certain people get bitched for knowing something but the rules changes so quickly. yeh, if anyone knows who the fuck mayo is, please, i would like to know. heck, mayo, do you know who you are?
muahaha, hey, i know your super special secret mayo, you are my gay next door neighbour. so i have one thing to say.
stop skinny dipping in your pool and put your arse away. seriously dude!
omly messin, :)
anyways, only a flying visit, i am going to walk next door and tell my next door neighbour that every tom dick and harry can see his manly hood. i think he fails to remember that he has neighbours 0_0 (trademark RW's face)
10:32, first of all, it's "intents and purposes." Man, that's right up there for me with "irregardless," I'm just saying.
I dunno, K. Sounds to me like anon has an "intensive purpose". Maybe that line is less about bad grammar than it is a Freudian slip.
*tackles Fimmy on the run*
*stops, turns arund and see's rw*
*runs and jumps on rw*
*nocks her onto the floor*
*sits on rw*
*licks her eye ball*
I shall be popping in and out of her while I prinp and groom.
*is never going to live that down*
Fim,
You make me laugh so hard.
I swear to God.
AAARRRGGHHHH!!!!
*flails at FS*
Whatchoo up to today, missus? :)
"Manly hood"??
0_0
i try smok, just for you :)
rw, i am about to go next door and tell him. then i am going to come home and clean!!!! i just recieved a very nice email so i will reply to that and my other emails when i get back too.
what are you up to, did you pack?
ILU Fimble Star, ILU till the cows come home.
Splash, good call about the gender of the new dude, yeah. In fact if I were one of the ones to get to talk to the new dude (I do not have that kind of luck,) I would ask if their sound, which is so definitive and successful and unique, was going to change.
And where he's from. I wanna know if he's a homeboy too. ^_^
Awwh shucks, Mayo, I guess what we are trying to say here is...
We ♥ you like a lot.
what are you up to, did you pack?
Hell no! I will throw a bunch of stuff into a suitcase late tonight, as all packing should be done.
Today I am hanging out with friends & going to the Clothing Show.
Oh man, Fim!
That was great. Seriously. I told you that you rule the entire universe...or my entire universe. ;)
Gotta skeedaddle, fine people! Have a great day!
Later, Mayo! Stop skinnydipping for the sake of Fimble Star's eyeballs!
Later, SS! It's been a minute, so I hope everything's okay! Remember: pancakes, ice cream, and OJ today.
so, certain people get bitched for knowing something but the rules changes so quickly. yeh, if anyone knows who the fuck mayo is, please, i would like to know. heck, mayo, do you know who you are?
Meh, I'm used to being out of the loop, especially 'round these parts. Mayo can give gifts and tell his secrets to whomever he wants; I have no say in that. Never have, never will. That's why I got so excited over "sharp" that night, I was like, "Wow, for once I got it!" Of course it brought down The Wrath of the anons and all, but hey.
Bye, Mustard :)
That's how I pack, RW. Like a few hours before, I throw random things into a bag. And like thirty underwear. Always have to have extra underwear.
Betty Botch,
You rock my socks off, just saying. Don't get too hot today in that Daytona sunshine. I don't want to have to blow on you later.
Jules,
If you do get to meet and ask questions, for sure ask that one. That's what I'm most worried about - the interchanging vocal lines.
I mean, I'm worried if the guy's a good guitar player, but I'm more worried about the vocal onslaughts. :)
unfortunatly, some talk the talk but fail to walk the walk. in my opinion of course.
hey, rw. that sounds like a nice day, will you be out all day? and how is the weather, Are you wet?
Is anyone else ever had the fantasy of being Fred's replacement in Taking Back Sunday?
Anyone?
Just me?
Oh...
fuck, you will have to blow,i am always hot at night. seriously though i had to put my air con on last night but it failed as per usual.
BETTY BOTCH!
WHAT THE FUCK?? YOU HAD BETTER SPEAK TO ME OR ELSE I WILL THINK YOU ARE IGNORING ME BECAUSE AFTERALL THAT'S WHAT YOU DO!!!
heheheheh, just playing.
I suck at being mean.
If you do get to meet and ask questions, for sure ask that one. That's what I'm most worried about - the interchanging vocal lines.
I mean, I'm worried if the guy's a good guitar player, but I'm more worried about the vocal onslaughts. :)
Me too, you have no idea. I am so into the dueling vocals on the verses which build up to the hugely dramatic chorus. That's what I can't get enough of.
Splash, when you sing along to TBS, to you try to sing both parts and end up having to rush the last few words? Or leave off the last word to switch from John/Fred to Adam without taking a breath? TBS is so hard to sing along to! Or sometimes when I'm driving I'll take turns with whose part I'm singing. "Okay, today I'm Fred. I'll just say it... I'll just say it...." "Right, today I'm Adam! She says live up to your first impression, my best side was your worst invention...."
I am ridiculous.
Oh hey, Fimble, I thought you were ignoring me and of course I will blow you cool.
Niiice. It's my excitement for the night.
Fim and Solly, you guys cracked me up last night. Solly when you were like, "I'm hot. Blow on me. BLOW ON ME, DAMNIT!" And Fim goes, "*blows on you*"
I was giggling about that later.
Oh my GOD, Jules...we totally are like talking about the same thing.
Sometimes I'm Adam, but mostly, I'm Fred.
Weird.
Jules,
Blowing is serious bizzness. It's fucking hot here. We have to keep cool.
we have to blow hard, and fast and powerful.
ok enough of that business, i have to go for a few. i will catch you all later, stay happy and safe and clue me in. rw, have fun today and dont be naughty. wear your black lacy number and take a pic for me hehehe.
bye everyone
Blowing is serious bizzness
0_0
Remember: pancakes, ice cream, and OJ today.
Why does that sound like extra yummy to me today? Ice cream on pancakes with OJ? Damn. SS, if you have some you better save some for me.
Bye Mustard!
I gots to go, too. Martha Stewart is cooking lunch for me today. ^_^
Have fun and find sumfin' pretty that sparkles for me, RW!
See you guys later!
XOXO,
S&V20
Oh and Mayo, I like you just a little bit. Let's save our Hallmark moment for a later date, shall we? You know, I wouldn't want you to get all mushy-mushy on me. Bwahaha! You'll never get my mirror or my matchbook, dude. ^_~
Oh, I'm usually Adam because I like singing the higher parts and because I like his crazy mixed up accent. But when I'm feeling subtle, I'm Fred. Fred won me over the first time on "One Eighty By Summer." I was like, "This dude feels how music is meant to go."
Solly, I need Satan to blow on me, because it's really meffing cold.
Trollop, you make me smile all shades of the rainbow.
taste the rainbow
hahaha
smell ya later trollop!
Damn, I seriously need to leave!
I am ridiculous.
Not just you, my dear! I do it, too! Like you, I also make the conscious decision of whether I'll be singing Adam's line or Fred or John's line. Most of the time it's Fred or John's, and I'm not really sure why.
And sometimes, if I'm feeling froggy, I start singing different harmonies. It's kind of a habit for me.
But, I do that with MCR, too. I'm almost always singing in harmony with Gerard, because I can't get to his vocal range, and if I sing it an octave up, it's too high for me. I usually settle with a happy Ray medium. :)
Okay, I have to be gone with mah bad self!
This depresses me.
It's a billion dollar home with eleven storeys. Doesn't it look lonely and desolate though?
Oh dude, I was really, really good at singing Gerard. He was so much fun to sing along with, his crazy, unusual inflections. I like his range, it was perfect for me.
TJ,
Are you still interested in my extra ticket?
hey, rw. that sounds like a nice day, will you be out all day? and how is the weather, Are you wet?
I think it's dry today, Fimmy. That's the problem about living in a basement, I don't know what the weather's doing until I actually walk outside.
I'll only be out for a couple of hours. I still have a lot of organizing, cleaning, and packing to do.
Taste the rainbow, muahahhaahha!
Jules and Mustard,
I love, love, love to sing along. My sister and I rock so hard when we sing together and I think I can do a pretty damn good Gerard.
I guess the hardest song for me to sing is "I Don't Love You". But I do like Mustard and I mix it up and sing it a bit higher.
Niiiice.
Or sometimes, I go way, way, low.
And down we go, and down we go, and down we go.
Oh man, I did a really good Gerard, too.
I am the crazy person you see at the stoplight thrashing around in the driver's seat (it's called cardancing okay?!) and singing like a diva. Hand motions and everything.
Taste the rainbow, muahahhaahha!
STOP IT! YOU'RE YUCKY!
Jules,
Me too! You should have seen Smoke and I in 'Bama. It's the most fun to put on your favorite cd and just sing the fuck out of it. All while pretending to be onstage. I love to sing Bert too. Bert's fun. Especially, On my Own.
I got some Skittles, want some?
I'll let you have the red ones.
They're the best.
Right, well, I'm off for a bit. I'm not sure what I am about to do. Maybe draw, maybe write, maybe plant some seeds (some like for real actual seeds, not a metaphor), maybe get into some trouble, maybe take a nap.
OH MY GAWWHD! How will I decide?
Mayo, thanks again, for making this blog my new drug of choice. Breathe in, my friend. Inhale deeply. Hold it, hold it, hold it, exhale.
Nice, isn't it?
NO. MEFFING. SKITTLES.
Oh man, my best The Used song to sing is Buried Myself Alive. I get all the way into that one. I must look a total moron but I don't care. I do the whole dramatic motions too and everything, and all the expressions that I think are called for as if it were a real performance. I can't even help it though. O_o
Catcha ya later Dirty Solly!
Me, I am watering plants, doing laundry, (have to have something comfy to wear for tomorrow--all that leaping around!) have to turn on the dishwasher. Cleaned the crow's cage and am letting him fly around and perch on my fountain and throw my decorative shells around.
Maybe I'll play some video games. I don't feel like drawing.
Or! Maybe I will revisit my novel. Say, whaddya think of that? Maybe, like maybe one day I can send it out to a publisher.
Or send my query letter to someone else, huh? Huh?
Mayo, are you about the premises? How about it, can you turn the pictures back on maybe? Or would that screw up the page?
Whatcha doing? Did you enjoy le weekend? (That was French, Mayo. I hope you understood it.)
Eeeps! I'm running late, gotta go!
Have a great day, everyone :)
hi everyone! we just stopped for gas....right across the street we noticed a lovely little place. "the G-Spot" haha!
VM, TJ said yes. When would be a good time to call you?
-anima
anima,
Anytime. I will be leaving soon. I don't have internet on the road, so she will only be able to reach me via cell.
-VM
Hey man, tell TJ to check her yahoo email! I sent her a pink bubble. ;)
It's freaking hawwwht on my back porch, dude.
Just sayin...
I managed to listen to half The Ranconteurs CD before I had to come in and get blowed on.
Solly, everytime I listen to "Hysteria" by Muse I think about you. I think of it as your song to yourself. And at the end of the song, the last verse or so, I'm always picturing you packing your bags and leaving.
Isn't that weird?
It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out
'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive
'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode
Just keep on thinking that, Jules and maybe one damn day I will have the guts enough to do it.
cocksucker
Jules,
That's fucking hardcore. Thank you. I don't even have a Muse CD.
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O_O Solly, get on that, damn! Holy crap, it's so worth it.
Anon, she was here man, why didn't you just let her get it?
hahahahah, that's funny! My filthy mouth has quite the reputation around here.
One day, I will be able to work the "fuck" as good as Gerard.
*dreams to self*
I no longer have prints on the bottom of my feet.
I made the mistake of stepping on my black welcome mat barefoot.
X_X
Okay, I am shouting this from the corner in hopes that it gets heard or seen...
SOLLY MISSES & ♥s PPU!!
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