Clutter. Even a precious possession can be set aside, misplaced or forgotten. Another less important object carelessly placed upon it, and another, and another, until it is buried. It is easy to become overrun and all that surrounds us consumes our sanity, our energy. Soon, you are unable to find what you had only a few weeks ago considered relevant. What a fucking mess.
It is usually in haste that I will begin to rummage through the piles. The need for immediate clearance prompts the overhaul. But rationale overrides rage and I trade trash bags for storage boxes. All that has been sorted out is neatly preserved. I am certain six months from now I will be digging through the boxes.
But for now, space has been cleared and I found my jacket.
The Burden of Elevation
I can no longer stand in front
and throw my fist at you, intent
on hearing every word, captured
in the moment spinning out of control.
But, I miss this like second nature
and then again, I was always more
comfortable slightly out of focus.
p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.
Friday, April 11, 2008
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I drink your milkshake, S&V.
I drink it up.
BOO YOW!!
Damn! WTF?
My plan failed miserably. >_<
FOCKSUCKER!
Dangit!
Anon,
You drink my milkshake? Fo'real?
Well, no. I drink my milkshake. O_o
I'm not vegetarian, Solly. But I rarely eat meat. And I do prefer my homemade pizza to be topped with tomatoes and mushrooms.
I think anon was just a wee bit quicker than you on this page, Solly.
Focksucker?
Cool word. ^_^
I'm still hung up on 'prick up'.
I ♥ you, Fim.
I like pepperoni pizza best
Anon, drink up! What kind of milkshake is S&V?
It's okay...I'm used to being on bottom anyways.
Muahhaha
You like my new word?
Hello All
I have just been reading back over yesterday's comments and I read the discussion about favourite MCR songs. I know I told my story some months ago but reading your stories brought it back to me again.
There has been alot of discussion about the motivation/ethics of Gerard Way, wondering whether the "good guy" persona was all an act to attract a niche market etc. To me it does not matter too much although I hope he is an honest bloke. I believe that once the written word is put out there the meaning to the reader is as unique as it it to the person who wrote it and that meaning may be very different.
I have an aversion to Brandon Flowers of The Killers but I think All These Things that I've Done is a fab thoughtful tune. There are many poetry lovers who revere WB Yeats as a great poet when in fact he was a nasty man who was a cold father who supposedly believed in Eugenics. Although I have no respect for him there are 2 of his poems that I really like. I am able to "forgive" myself for this by thinking they mean something different to me than what they meant to Yeats.
My favourite song is, like many of you, Thank You for the Venom. To me it is a powerful enabling song. My favourite line is: Love is the red the rose on your coffin door. My mother's name was Rose and when she died I chose a coffin that had a red rose incorporated into the lid. When I first heard that lyric I almost got sick because of the coincidence. This song really has become like a trusted friend to me. I can listen to it when life is just crap and it empowers me to snap out of it and not take shit from anyone and for that I am eternally grateful to MCR.
Apologies for revisiting a previous conversation but I just wanted to put it out there.
x
I wonder if Mayo gets annoyed about SS coming here? He does have his own blog after all. Hmmm.
Tomatoes, olives, mushrooms, bell peppers, onions, banana peppers...YUM!!
I'm watching the Bret Michaels biography on BIO!!
Just trying to lighten the mood a little...now I'm going, bye!
Well if that were the case, Mayo should be annoyed with all of us...most of us have our own blogs.
Now, I want pizza!! Pizza!
I think Mayo likes SS. If he didn't want him here he could simply disable anon comments.
OMG! Milkshake Anon, that was funny. ^_^
K
Thank you for that link. I love Graveyards. I find them tranquil and thought provoking.
Its weird though because I live less than a mile from that cemetary. More coincidences!
Cheers.
x
milkshake anon,
Come backkkkk!! We always need mood lightening around here!
Hey EB,
How are you today?
Bret Michaels is a much deeper person than Rock Of Love shows.
Bret Michaels is a much deeper person than Rock Of Love shows.
*is sceptical*
Me, too, RW.
How deep is he, Solly? O_o
Hey EB!
SS will never know how much he truly means to Mayo.
RW,
I would not kid about something this serious.
I think it might be those blue eyes.
Makes me want to bust out my Poison records.
I want pickles with salt on them!!
WTF??
...just sayin
My wanting pickles has nothing to do with Bret Michaels.
...just wanted to clarify
Solly,
Are you for real? Nah, I think he's a good dude, he just likes his skanks. ^_^
I want pickles with salt on them!!
0_0
Now I am eating pistachios.
Milkshake Anon,
Got anything with pistachios? ^_^
Smoke,
S'xactly. He does seem to be a good dude.
This pickle is so good. Dill pickes with salt kick ass!!
Am I salt deprived?
Nothin' better than Salt & Vinegar.
Right, RW? ^_~
Just sayin'.....
Maybe if Mayo told him, anon @ 2:55pm.
Or maybe he already has.
*RW is rocking out to The Redskins*
Nothin' better than Salt & Vinegar.
Right, RW? ^_~
Totally, S&V! :D
Shouts from the corner:
SOLLY ♥ PPU!!!
Just feeling the need to say it because I haven't said it lately and I never get tired of saying it.
*wonders if Mayo would mind if I drew it on the wall*
Smoke, Remeber how you carved bands names onto every piece of furniture we owned??
Damnit, I just knew BIO would have the Sebastian Bach one come on next.
*is disappointed*
World Poker Tour is on tv. I would kick ass at the World Poker Tour.
Mayo,
I'm still waiting on you to play poker with me. Do you have a good poker-face?
I do. ^_^
RW,
Can Smoke and I come visit you in Canada? How long would it take to drive there? Like 4 days? Would we have to take like a sled and some dogs to get to your place?
Smoke, Remeber how you carved bands names onto every piece of furniture we owned??
I have no idea what you are talking about and I refuse to incriminate myself.
My mama can still kick my ass.
Smoke, Remeber how you carved bands names onto every piece of furniture we owned??
HAHA! I love it!
Reminds me of when my sister wrote "Twisted Sister" on her hair dryer. Mom got mad at her - she thought it was a slight against me!
God, honestly, I don't remember! What band names did I carve?
Motley Crue?
Bon Jovi?
Skid Row?
Oh dear God, what have I done? O_O
Speaking of Baz...I was listening to radio the other day riding somewheres..well duh, I mean of course I was driving...and it would definitely be the radio cuz my cd player is broke ass but anyways...guess what song came on the radio???
Skid Row's I Remember You....and guess what else?
I knew all the meffing words!!
*is proud*
And I could still hit the high note!!
Smoke,
I totally kicked your ass last time we played poker. As a matter of fact, as I recollect it, I beat everyone's ass that night.
Even the most eloquent of words would be woefully inadequate to express the depth of feeling he would need to convey, Resurrected Wreck.
Funny how you remember the 3 bands exactly. Poison might've found it's way on something.
I know I would have never carved Def Leppard on anything. Nope. Not at all.
Even though I was an expert at drawing the band logo.
Solly,
You tell lies. I do not recall you beating my ass....EVER! Muwahaha!
Sometimes the simplest words work best, anon.
I was just about to say that, RW.
Anonymous said...
Even the most eloquent of words would be woefully inadequate to express the depth of feeling he would need to convey, Resurrected Wreck.
Well, sometimes words are all we have. And you'd be surprised by how much weight and feeling they can carry. If they are sincere...it will shine through. I believe that.
RW,
So...sled to your house or not? Do we have to say "mush"?
And when I get there, will you make me a dress?
Great minds think alike, S&V ;)
resurrected wreck said...
Great minds think alike, S&V ;)
^_^
That's why I ♥ you. And you buy me stuffs.
Simple words have been taken at face value. Perhaps, on some level, he knows.
resurrected wreck said...
Great minds think alike, S&V ;)
What about me?
But does Mayo know how much he truly means to SS?
Oh shoots, I didn't realize it was the bottom of the page. I don't want this link to get lost, it's the coolest web page.
Mayo, I just remembered one of my favorite websites and I just know you're going to be into it. For reasons I can't quite put my finger on, I think this is right up your proverbial alley.
After Life - The Four Seasons by Jonathan Clark.
It's very beautiful and so clever. You have to move your mouse over a lot of the art and see what happens. So cool!
I think a lot of folks here might like this so go check it out you guys. It's the coolest thing. ^_^
Oh, click the little crosses for different pictures. You should click around on the photos, too, and watch them for a while. It's so awesome! THe music on each different season is really creepy and atmospheric.
Anonymous said...
Simple words have been taken at face value. Perhaps, on some level, he knows.
I think he does.
Well, maybe they should tell each other just to make sure. ^_^
Life is short, ya know.
K,
Those pics were gorgeous.
If I had to guess, I'd go out on a limb and say the feelings are mutual.
Hey again, all. :)
A sled is not necessary at this time of year, Solly, unless you're planning on going to Calgary.
Just tell me the colour and the syle, and a dress is yours :)
If you are loved by SS, you would have no doubt in your mind that he loves you.
Hey Mustard and Kapunua!
RW is totally avoiding my questions. Its like she doesn't want me to come visit or make me a dress.
But RW, I have so much to offer you in return..
*thinks really hard*
^Provided it's historical-esque and covered in sequins or feathers or something.
I only do over-the-top.
Oh jeez, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize we were already 52 posts into this page! I deleted the other link. O_O Sorry.
Eliza, oh wow, for real? That's awesome!
Okay, I know this is probably going to sound hokey, but I love cemeteries. In high school when no one liked me, I used to eat lunch in the cemetery down the street from the school. There was one gravestone that just said "Mary - Beloved Mother" and I used to sit by that one.
Two boys chased me into the cemetery once while I was trying to get away from them. John Rossi and his friend whose name I forget. I crawled under the broken chain link fence. John Rossi followed me in and called me all kinds of names, then he started peeing on one of the graves. I yelled at him to stop and in a crazy attempt to get him to go away, I told him that the ghosts were angry and I was going to call them down on him.
Dude, no sooner had I said it than the sky clouded up and a huge gust of wind tore through the cemetery. He and his stupid friend were so freaked out that they never followed me there again. ^_^
Oh god, k, are you going to repost this link over and over just like the duck pic? Please don't.
I'm in my own head today and I can't seem to keep up! Sorry everyone. Hey guys! Hello anons. I hope you're both right, because I don't know, it'd be nice to think that Mayo and SS were cool and had an understanding or whatever. I guess I like the idea of that kind of unity and trust. ^_^
Well, maybe they should tell each other just to make sure. ^_^
Excellent advice, Solly!
Duck pic?
If you are loved by SS, you would have no doubt in your mind that he loves you.
^ QFT. He strikes me as being loyal and extremely affectionate with the people he cares about. He has a beautiful spirit and I hope everyone in his circle of loved ones appreciates how lucky they are to have him in their lives.
Hey Mustard!!
What ya doin?
RW,
Dresses have styles? What does that mean?
Must assemble my pizza & attend to the cat that's yowling at my door.
Be back shortly...
The first Autumn one is really cool. :)
Well, Solly, do you want an empire-waisted little number, or a bustle dress, or woyuld you prefer to look like Marie Antoinette?
Watching you guys talk.
Am I creeping you out?
;)
Hey! Blue ppl shouldn't lurk.
Anon's lurk. It's what we do.
AHHHHHH!!!
*is started by Mustard)
*skitters off to plunk toppings onto her pizza*
I lurk a lot, anon. And then I pounce. It gives me cheap thrills.
*off to make pizza... or maybe lurk*
O_O
I'm watching you. *spooky music*
I don't really have anything to add! You guys are doing a swell job. I'll just sit back and nod affirmatively. :)
Mustard,
You like to watch don't you?
Uh huh, I know you do.
"You can have anything you want if you want it desperately enough. You must want it with an exuberance that erupts through the skin and joins the energy that created the world."
Sheila Graham
Don't be afraid.
I do watch people a lot. You learn a lot. A lot more, I think, than gabbing all of the time.
Actually, if you want to know the truth, I'd much rather be on the outskirts looking in. I do it all the time in real life. An unbreakable habit, I'm pretty sure.
I'm getting a headache. WHY???? >_<
"You can have anything you want if you want it desperately enough. You must want it with an exuberance that erupts through the skin and joins the energy that created the world."
I really needed this. Thank you, Anon.
Mustard,
I'm totally a watcher too. I was just trying to mess with ya.
Anon,
Thanks for that. Those are great words.
*rubs Smoke's temples*
I don't know. But, as soon as I find the answer, I'll pass it on.
Headaches are so stupid.
I just got a message frommy friend at work who is working with Asscrack today. She says that today is the worst day with him so far, she's going out of her mind with this guy, and she couldn't really tell me the details in the message but, yeah.
Oh man, something has to give. We've all said everything that needs to be said, what more can we do?? Gosh!
I would much rather be the watcher than the watchee any day of the week.
Thank you, Mustard. ^_^
Headaches are evilness. Pure evilness.
Jules,
Do what any good friend would do...tell her that you will help her dispose of the body.
Watcher >>> Watchee.
Creeps me out to be on the other end.
*hums "Jeepers Creepers* melody*
Anon, your quote reminded me of this:
As you give thought to your future—your future that may be 10 years; your future that may be 5 years; or your future that is 60 days away—you literally begin prepaving. And then, as you move into those pre-paved moments, and as that future becomes your present, you fine-tune it by saying, This, is what I now want. And all of those thoughts that you have put forth about your future, right down to this moment when you are now intending what action you want to take, will all fit together to bring you precisely that which you now want to live.
Do what any good friend would do...tell her that you will help her dispose of the body.
Sounds like sound advice to me!
"
Yep, Ergo....Our vampyre has flown away. He's still at the other place though ;)"
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What other place is that Wendy?
I wanna kick him and I don't even know him. >_<
As you give thought to your future—your future that may be 10 years; your future that may be 5 years; or your future that is 60 days away—you literally begin prepaving.... Will all fit together to bring you precisely that which you now want to live.
"As we depart, we arrive."
"
Yep, Ergo....Our vampyre has flown away. He's still at the other place though ;)"
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What other place is that Wendy
Hey MIB, RW, Solly, Anon, S&V20,
Smoke,
Quick! Drink some coffee! I had an evil headache coming on last night and I practically funneled Dunkin Donuts coffee. Yummy! I was awake until 4:44 AM, but I didn't have a headache!
Hey Baroness!
Good to see ya!
Kapunua,
What's the response when you guys all talk to your boss about this guy?
Star!
Are you fully prepared to come back in full, shiny force?! ;)
Great to see you again!
Hey Star!
I can't drink coffee when it's 85 degrees outside. I just can't. Only first thing when I get up. :(
Sometimes words come to remind you that you really need to do something.
I really need to do something.
sdock10 said...
Jules,
Do what any good friend would do...tell her that you will help her dispose of the body.
BWAHAHA!!
I wanna show you guys a picture of this guy.
Nice to see you, Miss Solly.
I just reread my coffee post and I realized that I use way too many exclamation points all the time.
It looks annoying.
STAR!!! :D
How be thee?
Pic?
Yes, please. ^_^
So I can see who I wanna kick.
RW,
Do you have our pizza in the oven?
Hi Star!
Blogger Star said...
Kapunua,
What's the response when you guys all talk to your boss about this guy?
That's a looong story. The short one is that she spoke to us all separately and told us all basically, "Well the others don't agree with you," and she did a little, "And what's more, so and so said this and that about you."
We all got together to compare notes and we all went, O_O .
This manager, she's actually a really good friend of mine. Something is up with her though, and she's not the kind of person to whom you can say, "Okay, what's the problem and how can we help?"
It's complicated, like most situations.
Pizza is indeed in the oven, Solly :)
Should we save a piece for Miss T?
Star, I'm gonna call my alma mater tomorrow and see what I can find out. ^_^
Yes, Miss Mustard, I'm back. Well, I never really went away, but you know what I mean.
Smoke, I can drink hot coffee anytime. It freaks everyone out especially in the summer. But a frosty Coke/Pepsi should work too.
Hey, save me one, too, will ya?
I could eat a pizza factory right now. Like, the whole kit 'n caboodle.
HAAAWNGRY.
RW,
Yes, we should save MissT a piece. Do you think just one will do?
Hmm, maybe I should make a spare pizza?
One cannot have too many pizzas.
Scorpio (10/23-11/21)You have mastered an immense challenge recently -- pat yourself on the back today.
^_^
No problem, Princess. You rule.
Oh, sorry. Just patting myself on the back.
Smoke!
Funny!
I wish I had a pizza right now from Pizza Hut with thin crust, pepperoni, mushrooms, green peppers and banana peppers.
That would be soooo yummy.
Smoke,
Go get us a pizza and bring it to my house. Okay?
Oh and what does my scope say? Huh huh?
Tell me!
Pizza Hut pizza gives me indigestion :(
Libra (9/23-10/22)It's time for you to come up with new hopes. Visualize the brightest future.
Solly,
You gotta wear shades.
BWAHAHAHA!
That was so corny.
Do you guys suppose MissT is stuck in her knickers?
Kapunua,
Good! They should be able to hook you up, and give you information to get the ball rolling. You need to roll far far away from Asscrack.
In a totally unrelated note, how can roasted red peppers and asparagus in balsamic vinegar make me so happy? How?
Well that was a nice read, now I have to come up with brand new hopes. Hmmmm, it has to be something bright and sparkly.
I only like thin crust pizzzzzas.
I feel like I never stop chewing when I eat just a regular pizza.
Thin crust all da way, baybay.
O_o Pardon me.
Balsamic vinegar is so good. It's almost deadly.
Solly,
You can always hope to have a tiara just like mine. It's all bright and sparkly. ^_~
How can roasted red peppers and asparagus in balsamic vinegar make me so happy? How?
Because it sounds like a heavenly concoction. Mmmm...
"
Yep, Ergo....Our vampyre has flown away. He's still at the other place though ;)"
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What other place is that Wendy
Thin crust is my preference too, Mustard. The other kind is too doughy. I feel like I'm chewing too much. NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM!
Me, too, Mustard! I hate thick crust pizzas. I always have to get a pizza just for me at my house because I'm the only one that likes thin crust.
Princess will not compromise.
As if.
Thin crust for sure.
How about you, Mayo?
What's your fave pizza?
Toppings?
Thin crust, pan, or hand tossed?
Spill it, man!
I only like thin crust pizzzzzas.
Same!
In a totally unrelated note, how can roasted red peppers and asparagus in balsamic vinegar make me so happy? How?
Ohhhh! Sounds yummy!
And thing crust pizzas are better for you. Not as much starch and carbohydrates and shit.
Thing crust?
Never had one. O_O
And thing crust pizzas are better for you.
0_0
If Mayo says he doesn't like pizza, I'll e-slap the shit out of him.
That will be blasphemy, dude.
Hey, STFU.
Thing crusts are obviously more thingy than thin crusts.
Jeez! *rolls eyes*
;)
I hear on good authority that Mayo likes 'hand tossed'!
Just sayin'
Thing crusts!!
I love them!
You guys stop trying to make out like you've never had one.
SS, if you are lurking, come and chat, join in the convo, tell us about your day. What's your fave pizza topping? Can you handle 12 inches on your own? Or do you prefer 9 inches? Have you eaten anything yummy today? When did you last lose your temper? What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud? When was the last time you told a lie and why? When was the last time you drew a picture?Share with us. It's fun.
Tell 'em, Sdock.
Trying to act all in-no-cent, hiding the fact they've never had a thing crust pizza.
Shameful.
Hand tossed?
But what toppings? HMMMMMM???
*closes eyes just in case*
Hot sauce on pizza FTW!!!
..just sayin
Toppings...everything..without getting too extreme...like I don't want chicken or barbecue sauce or pineapple or fish on my pizza.
You guys stop trying to make out
0_0
I am innocent and proper, unlike some people around here.
Ahem.
I have never had a thing crust pizza and never will.
sdock10 said...
Hot sauce on pizza FTW!!!
..just sayin
April 13, 2008 4:08 PM
I have never tried that. I like hot pepper on pizza, so I'm going to try that!
SS, when was the last time someone got mad at you for spilling your drink on their sketch pad?
Mustard,
You and I know the truth because we are the only ones telling it in here it seems.
Solly,
You tell lies!!!!!!!!!
Damn, you guys!
Painting me an improper light! You all should be ashamed!
Pure and innocent as newly fallen snow.
Now, kiss my ass. ;)
Pizza's ready, Solly :)
I'm gonna put on a Marilyn Monroe movie. Would you prefer Gentlemen Prefer Blondes or The Seven Year Itch?
Smoke used to totally drink all my drink and that would make me mad. She would just sit and wait for me to fix my coca cola and ice and totally drink all of it except one swallow and then you would say do you want some more or do you want me to fix you one and she would be like no, that's okay.
Grrrr.....
mustardisbetter said...
And thing crust pizzas are better for you.
Currently trying to picture that! ^_^ THe question is, whose thing?
Can you handle 12 inches on your own?
^ ^
0_0
Mustard,
You are anything but innocent. Nope. Not ol'Musty. ^_~
Seven Year Itch!!!
Yes Please!
Star,
I don't know if you have Trappey's hot sauce where you live but if you do that's the kind I like.
RW!
My Aquarian twin, Gentleman Prefer Blondes is one of my favorite musicals!
"When love goes wrong, nothing goes right."
No one's thing.
The fact of the matter is, my "G" was filling a little neglected, and it needed to be shown a little love.
Happy now?! The TRUTH HAS BEEN SET FREE!
;)
Okay, I admit, Solly...
You're not lying about that one.
I still drink all of your drink before you sit down. ^_^
The fact of the matter is, my "G" was filling a little neglected, and it needed to be shown a little love.
So you stroked your "G", Mustard?
Solly,
Yes, we do have it up here. It's my nephew's favorite. He puts it on almost everything he eats. The kid is like a dragon.
The fact of the matter is, my "G" was filling a little neglected, and it needed to be shown a little love.
O_O
I'm not even gonna go there.
Seven Year Itch!!!
Yes Please!
You got it! :)
The fact of the matter is, my "G" was filling a little neglected, and it needed to be shown a little love.
O_o
Star, I love the soundtrack from that movie! "Bye Bye Baby" is a fave :)
Mustard,
Can you show me how to stroke my "G"?
O_O
Shameful, you guys. Taking my words and making them something different. Naughty-minded bloggers. Gutter heads! ;)
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Coalescing is much better than always missing.
Keep looking. Keep fighting for it. There's a light somewhere.
Please be gentle.
O_O x Infinity
Travel agent, eh?
Hmmmm......
'Kay, I'ma off to eat pizza and watch MM.
Solly, I've left the front door open for you. Feel free to pet the kitties on your way in.
Back later, folks :)
Bye RW!
I wanted to wait 'til our conversation had wrapped up before changing the subject. I didn't know if you guys had seen it or not.
Travel agent, I dunno. Getting people where they need to be when they need to get there?
Bye, RW! Eat one for me!
Have fun!
Enjoy your pizza and MM, RW!
Travel agent?
Does this mean Mayo wants to go to Canada to eat pizza with me and Smoke and RW?
Sdock, surely!
Mayo's belly's probably grumbling as we speak.
The fact of the matter is, my "G" was filling a little neglected, and it needed to be shown a little love.
It's always the quiet ones.
I mean really, I couldn't blame him. All the talk of pizza made me hungry as hell.
When I was younger I thought travel agents went everywhere with the people they booked trips for. I wanted to travel all over, like to Bali, and wear a sarong and stuff, then go to Switzerland and wear a groovy ski outfit.
Or, duh, if Mayo is the travel agent then I guess he is going to help me get to Canada...I'm so silly sometimes.
There ya go! I didn't think of that either.
Mayo,
First class, all the way.
*squirts Jules in the eyeball with a water gun located in my water gun arsenal*
Star! That's so cute.
mustardisbetter said...
*squirts Jules in the eyeball with a water gun located in my water gun arsenal*
You said "arse."
Ever time Mayo's post title pops up, I start singing "More Than A Feeling."
Just thought you'd guys might like to know that useless bit of information. :)
Just you wait.
I'll get you back.
I so want a pizza right now.
*munches on baby carrots*
So not satisfying.
Mustard,
Thanks, now I am singing "More than a Feeling"!!
'Preciate that.
Solly,
Guess what I'm eating right now.
O_O
Smoke,
What are you laughing at?
Mayo is so just waiting to be first on the next page. I can feel it!!
Smoke, I dunno. What are you eating right now?
I was laughing at Mustard but now I'm laughing at you asking me what I'm laughing at.
Well, he ain't gonna get it.....
Hey, you're welcome! I do what I can. :)
Princess wins!
Told ya!
Focksucker!
Fiddledicker!
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