Friday, April 11, 2008

Once more, with feeling.

Clutter. Even a precious possession can be set aside, misplaced or forgotten. Another less important object carelessly placed upon it, and another, and another, until it is buried. It is easy to become overrun and all that surrounds us consumes our sanity, our energy. Soon, you are unable to find what you had only a few weeks ago considered relevant. What a fucking mess.

It is usually in haste that I will begin to rummage through the piles. The need for immediate clearance prompts the overhaul. But rationale overrides rage and I trade trash bags for storage boxes. All that has been sorted out is neatly preserved. I am certain six months from now I will be digging through the boxes.

But for now, space has been cleared and I found my jacket.





The Burden of Elevation

I can no longer stand in front
and throw my fist at you, intent
on hearing every word, captured
in the moment spinning out of control.
But, I miss this like second nature
and then again, I was always more
comfortable slightly out of focus.




p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.

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MissTottenham said...

Hi L, how are you sweetie?

Fimble Star said...

lol, that was so lame.
wow, not hot compitition tonight then.

Fimble Star said...

hello L, how are you

MissTottenham said...

LOL fim, as lame as lame can be.

Original Punk J said...

Hello, Miss T! Fimble, and anyone else I am missing. I'm doing pretty good, better than this morning. Lot of pain right now, but, hey, at least I have limbs to hurt, you know? Some people aren't so lucky.

How are you doing today?

L.

Fimble Star said...

life is like a box of chocolates

Original Punk J said...

LOL. And sometimes all you get are the nuts!

L.

Fimble Star said...

i am in pain, sore and bloody red. thats about as much as it can get today :)

MissTottenham said...

That's a shame L. I hope you feel better soon.

Are you taking anything for the pain?

MissTottenham said...

Kids and grown ups love it so, the wonderful world of haribo.

I am stuffing my face.

Yumm Yumm.

Fimble Star said...

note to amy

i found that band, and i have seen them before. i like them but never knew what they were called. well it isnt fair but cheers for telling me their name. are their other songs good?

gnothi seauton said...

Hi L.

Right ladies, I shall have to depart.

Good night all.
Good night Mayo.

TTFN

Fimble Star said...

goodnight gs, sweet dreeams and have a lovely sunday.
xxx

Anonymous said...

Fimble Star said...

*slay*

*slay*


get down bitch, down you shall go.



*cowers*

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight GS sweetie.

Sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

Fimble Star said...

life is like a box of chocolates


Too much and you get fat?

Original Punk J said...

Sorry to hear that, Fimble. Sunburn can be hideous. You can also get sun poisoning. I did when we were in the Cayman Islands. I was out snorkling for 3 hours total, and even though I had sunscreen put on my back everytime I got back in the boat, I still would up with an MAGNIFICENT sunburn! We went in the morning so it would be so bad, but it still burned me. Around 4 that afternoon, I got dizzy and nauseous, and well, it was pretty rough. I hope you are ok.

Miss T, I do, but not major pain pills, they are trying a different med to see if it will help with the inflamation and pain, but it's not working like it should. I told the doc I didn't want the major painkillers for a chronic condition. I just don't want to be knocked out all the time. So you trade off the pain for being aware. :)

L.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight, GS. Sweet dreams.

L.

Original Punk J said...

I still would up with an MAGNIFICENT sunburn! We went in the morning so it would be so bad, but it still burned me.

And the typo fairy strikes again!

Should be:

I still wound up with a Magnificent sunburn! We went in the morning so it WOULDN'T be so bad, but it still burned me.

L.

MissTottenham said...

Damn, my computer.

It won't let me copy and paste and it won't open more than one window.

What is going on tonight?

Original Punk J said...

Is this the computer that you got fixed, Miss T? Is it buggering up already?

L.

MissTottenham said...

I'm sorry L that you have just arrived. I would love to stay and chat but it is three am here and my computer won't play nicely.

I am taking it as a hint to go to bed.


Goodnight everyone. Have fun.

See you all Monday. I shall think of you as I envision bad things happening to Paris Hilton tomorrow.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight, Miss T. Get some rest and sweet dreams. Hopefully the computer will work better tomorrow!

Love ya,
L.

MissTottenham said...

It's just being temporamental L.

It's just in this last ten mins and it's not righting itself.

It's pissing me off but I should go to bed anyway at three am ha ha ha


talk to you all soon.

Nighty night all.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight GS and missT sweet dreams!

Hello L! sorry you're poorly
today.
I feel a little less than chipper too

Original Punk J said...

Hello, Ergo, and thank you. What's wrong, sweetie?

L.

Fimble Star said...

nighty night miss t. sweet dreams

sorry L, i was off in a land of unknown. i found a chat room and i got confused. but there are nice people on there :)

sunburn is evil i tell you, pure evil. i am creamed up to the nines and hopefully that will help.

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone. Goodnight and sweet dreams Miss T.

Original Punk J said...

Fim, there is a REALLY good cream called Silvadene that works wonders for burns. You have to have a prescription from the doctor, but it's wonderful.

Do you have an aloe vera plant? You can get aloe vera gel in the store, but if you have a plant, it's even better. You break off one of the stems, and the goo inside is good for burns.

L.

Original Punk J said...

Hey, BC! How are you doing?

L.

ergoproxy said...

oh nothing serious, I just have a sore back and the monthly blahs

apart from that it's good :)

Fimble Star said...

i have the gel L, i think i will just use that. and with that i am going to go into lurking mode cos i am gonna cream again.

sweet dreams one and all.

Anonymous said...

Fimble Star said...

and with that i am going to go into lurking mode cos i am gonna cream again.


O_O

ergoproxy said...

HI BC!

cold tea bags are good for sunburn too, stick them in the frezer for a while, or a cloth dipped in tea and chuck it in teh freezer and use it, it feels nice and the tannin helps soothe

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams fimmy. Hi ergo, L, how are you guys?

Doing pretty good L, just relaxing and watching terminator and drinking a smirnoff.

Original Punk J said...

Weeelllll, have...uh, fun with that Fim!

L.

Original Punk J said...

There you go, BC. Taking it easy! Always a good thing.

Ergo, I'm glad it's nothing too serious. Hope you feel better.

L.

ergoproxy said...

perhaps fim is baking and must cream some butter and sugar.....

Anonymous said...

Cloud clapped peaks fill the eyes
In the Spring sunshine
Their names are written in beautiful characters
And posted in order of merit.
How I hate this silk dress
That conceals a poet.
I live my head and read their names
In powerless envy.

Original Punk J said...

Ergo, I'm sure that must be it...

L.

Original Punk J said...

Ergo,

J.'s advice from the couch is to get a "tub of chocolate. And eat it all."

L.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I hope you feel better. L, oh yeah. Today was a pretty relaxing day, and I am about to have a second drink as well.

Are you feeling any better?

Anonymous said...

my love, my heart, my tomorrows

the day is drawing to an end
and still i think of you

i'll lie in bed tonight and pray
that you are thinking of me

knowing i will see you, feel you, love you
for all eternity

Anonymous said...

I cannot raise my hand
To knock at your door
For fear the sound will not be gentle enough.
A little boat returns
Without the sound of oars
But waits on the tide and the evening sea wind.
If you, sitting under your lamp,
Hear soft breathing outside your door,
And sense someone quietly near you,
Throw away your cigarette
And soundlessly push open the door
You will see me there,
Waiting by your door.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

I hope your Saturday was good for you. Mine was pretty nice.

Just wanted to wish you a night full of sweet dreams and peaceful sleep before I go.

See, sometimes I can be quiet.

I am tired tonight, but you can
rest assured that my mind never sleeps.

Feel me?

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Didn't get that far.

ergoproxy said...

Tell J I'm going to have a cup of tea, perhaps some chocolate a bit later :)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight solly, sweet dreams.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight sdock sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
my love, my heart, my tomorrows

the day is drawing to an end
and still i think of you

i'll lie in bed tonight and pray
that you are thinking of me

knowing i will see you, feel you, love you
for all eternity



Let yourself sleep tonight and know that when you dream, I will be there. Always.

Anonymous said...

Drinking The Wind

She is a black crow being driven out of sight.
Her furious cry cannot awaken the flowrs.
So she holds under her wings the cold currents
Wandering
on the edge of waters,
And searching beyond the borders--
There is not a tree, nor a song.

That year,
When autumn perched on her left shoulder,
Show and homesickness had already
Fallen on her right shoulder.

She is exiled to this icy horizon,
Searching far ahead and behind,
There is no trace of man.
Only her own wandering footprints on the snow
Stretching away to the deep winding corridor ofher mother's eyes.

That year
According to the legend, her footprints were carried by
the West Wind
to the remote river of Oblivion
And her voice melted away with the deep snow.
Not even one among the sixty four diagrams of the
I Ching could
burn and show a definite oracle.
For she is a black crow cast away beyond memory.

After pecking and breaking a full glass
Of the wine of reunion,
She flies into the night, and with one draught drinks
All the sighs of a thousand miles.

Anonymous said...

Just putting this out there: I am none of the "lovahs" anons. I credit the poets in the name field and I'm only posting to myself.

Original Punk J said...

I was reading back earlier and saw the conversation about the MCR songs. I was out for most of the day and listened to "Bullets" and "Revenge" straight through. I rolled down the windows, cranked up the volume, and sang my heart out! It reminded me why I fell in love with that band.

Gerard's voice, not just the sound, but the EMOTION that you can FEEL when you listen to the songs, they are just incredible. "Monroeville" is a good example. The ending, it just sounds so pleading, so powerful. VWNHY is also one of my favs for the same reason. And the music is SO good, you would never know it was their first album.

"Revenge", the whole album was just perfect. "Venom" gets to me everytime, as well as "Hang 'Em High." "Venom" is another of those perfect songs. "If this is what you want, then fire at will." There is so much of that song that I identify with.

The voice, the music, the 5 guys all together; THAT is what makes it so special. Not the gossip or the hype.

Just those 5 men, and those songs.

That is what goes straight to my heart and soul.

L.

ergoproxy said...

L I was listening to the live cd from LOTMS yesterday. I still love it!

Anonymous said...

Awww anon

Original Punk J said...

I know, Ergo. It is great. I admit I don't listen to it as much as the regular albums, but it is still great.

Anons, are either of you Angel's love?

L.

elena said...

Hello again.

How is everyone?

Original Punk J said...

Oh, sorry, missed the goodnight, SDock. Nite!

L.

Original Punk J said...

ELENA! How went the "2008 Promdress Hunt From Hell?"

L.

Anonymous said...

Hello to all!


Back in action.

Original Punk J said...

Hello, Mustard. How goes it?

L.

Anonymous said...

Hiya mustard, elena.

Anonymous said...

It goes.

Just chilling. :)

elena said...

Hello L, Mustard, BC and K

Oh the Dress Hunt From Hell....

Hours and hours of looking at dresses has made my head hurt.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everybody. How are you?

Original Punk J said...

Did you finally find one, Elena?

Oh, we sent you a package today, just a few items we thought you would like!

L.

Original Punk J said...

Hello, Martha? How are you? Are the headaches any better?

L.

Anonymous said...

Hi mj, how are you? I'm good, just drinking and watching terminator 3, thanks.

elena said...

Hey Martha

Yeah we finally found a dress. After five hours!

Original Punk J said...

Well, Elena, at least you found one!

L.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello BC, L MIB and Elena I am well.

The headaches were back the other night so I didn't come on.

I think I will lurk for a while.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Blogger sucks ass

Original Punk J said...

Oh, Martha, I'm sorry your headaches are still giving you problems. I hope they can find something to do for you soon.

L.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry to hear that mj. I hope they get better soon. Blogger smells. And sucks.

Anonymous said...

what dress is it elena

Original Punk J said...

Guys, I am going to go ahead and say Goodnight, long day, and starting to feel it in my shoulders.

Hope you all have sweet dreams!

Love you,
L.

Anonymous said...

Light, hearing, and reflection.
Dark, silence, and alone.

A woven thread binding all one-hundred and four.

You're a simple creature, but so damn hard to figure out.

Original Punk J said...

SS,

Goodnight to you, my friend. I hope you know how special you really are. Take care of yourself, and get some rest.

Love. Hope. Faith.

L.

elena said...

Prom dress for the youngest. Her boyfriend is a senior so she gets to go. Oh Lord I looked at so many dresses today when I close my eyes I'm still seeing dresses.

Anon616 said...

Hello Mayo, SS, BC, L, Ergo, Elena, Martha, Mustard, K, lurkers and lovers!

How is everyone on this SINsational Saturday night (or Sunday for some)!

*pounce tackle hugs and smooches all around*

Martha: I'm so glad to see you're back. We were worried about you.

Elena: What dress? Must have dress details! ;)

L: Did you get the e-mail I sent?
*blows kisses to J who may be on the couch*

BC: *sloppy kisses and hugs for you* since I know you like those
;)

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

ooh nice elena what did she end up choosing?

hey mustard!

goodnight J&L sweet dreams

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Thank you guys. It has been a while since my last bad headache. Goodnight L

Elena it could be worse everytime you close your eyes you could see someones ugly ass.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams L *squeeze*

Hi Wendy, how are you sugarplum? *runs and smothers with super sloppy kisses and hugs*

elena said...

Night L - Hope you feel better soon

Hey Wendy

Carrie said...

Al is going to prom too this year, not looking forward to that. The tickets are $90 a couple! That is madness, for reals.

elena said...

Well that is true Martha

Thanks for that visual! LOL

Anonymous said...

oh MJ hope it clears up soon!

hi carrie! That's the problem it's always try and outdo last year and it's parents who pay so the kids don't realize!

Anon616 said...

Darn! L is leaving....

Goodnight L and sweet dreams to you (and J and Sparkle)!

Elena: Yes, isn't shopping for prom dresses so much FUN --
not! ;) It takes forever for them to find that PERFECT dress....
Congratulations on surviving the first prom dress shopping with the daughter experience!!!!

Martha: Are the headaches back?
:(

Ergo: Where ARE YOU with those glasses ??? :D

BC: I'm doing well, sweetcheeks; thanks for asking. How was your day?

elena said...

Hello Carrie

All three of my daughters are going to prom. SO I've got two more days of this dress hunting to look foreward to.

Anonymous said...

Hi Carrie. Sugarplum, be weary of my kisses. They're filled with alcohol tonight :)

Anon616 said...

Hi Carrie!

*waves frantically*

Anonymous said...

My day has been relaxing Wendy. We had a small cookout and stayed in because of the crappy weather. Right now I'm just enjoying a drink and watching some TV.

How was your day love?

Original Punk J said...

Mayo,

Hope you are doing well, and taking care of yourself also. Me, well, I've not had the best couple of weeks, but I am trying to remember that it could always be worse.

Another round of doctor visits, another new medicine to try, another few weeks to see if it works.

Right now, not so much.

But I'm not giving in. I'm not going to let it take over me, or my life. I have been told, well, you have a chronic condition, you just have to treat the pain and that's it.

I don't accept that.

I refuse to stop trying. I will fight tooth and nail to find out what combo of treatments will work, and get me back into my life. I have never been one to sit back and accept that somethings cannot be changed. And I'm not going to do it this time, either.

Powerful painkillers are what they want to give me. I don't want them, not for a problem I will have all my life. Yes, it will help the pain, but at what cost? You go through life in a fog. You bypass the pain, the ugly side of life.

But you miss the beautiful side, too.

I don't want to miss the beautiful parts of life. They are too precious to give up.

And I'm not giving up.

If you have something you are fighting for or against, don't give up, Mayo. Don't let the beauty and happiness pass you by.

Sweetheart, life is too short for anything else.

Love you,

L.

Carrie said...

Holy shit Elena! That would definitely drive me nuts. And hey BC and Wendy and Ergo! At least Al is going with her best friend, cute Howie, so we're not looking to outdo other couples and such.

Anon616 said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Hi Carrie. Sugarplum, be weary of my kisses. They're filled with alcohol tonight :)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Is that Vodka I taste, BC...
or wine perhaps? Hmmm.....

Anonymous said...

Wendy - small issue of not having a passport!

oh elena! I hope the others are quicker!

what colour did she end up choosing?

Carrie said...

Aw, L, I'm sorry.

Carrie said...

Is it the fibro that's the issue? Sorry, being nosy.

Anonymous said...

wendy! How strong is Tristons flying? Could he take passengers?

that way I can avoid customs :)

L hope you find the right combo soon, but strong painkillers are not good, fuzzy life isn't a patch on reality

Anon616 said...

Original Punks said...

I refuse to stop trying. I will fight tooth and nail to find out what combo of treatments will work, and get me back into my life. I have never been one to sit back and accept that somethings cannot be changed. And I'm not going to do it this time, either.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Good for you L !!!
You have half the battle won, right there, with that attitude!

Don't ever lose hope or faith....
Things can change. Miracles do happen. Medical miracles happen every single day!

*big hugs*

elena said...

Her dress is a dark blue satin with rhinestones.

One she tried on was $400.00 dollars. Mama said no to that one!

Anonymous said...

Ha ha sugarplum, it's green apple Smirnoff that I'm drinking. I'm on my second bottle.

Anonymous said...

Mayo:

I need a challenge.


While walking out my door today, I looked in the direction of the horizon, but trees were blocking the view. The sun was beginning to set, and the way it shone on the tops of the trees made them look like they were on fire. I wanted to take a picture, but I had to do it with my mind.

While running outside today, I had the music turned up loud enough that I think I heard individual frequencies. I was overwhelmed by the volume, the emotion in the music, in his voice, in the audience. Combined, I'm pretty sure they made the sounds of angels.

While contemplating future events, I wonder if I have enough bravery, enough conviction, enough willpower, enough heart, to see it through. It's the only thing I want, the only thing I need. I question myself on this subject often. Funny how I always wind up at the same answer.

Welcome to my day. "Post and repost, nothing new to spew."

Later, Mayo. Sending you words and thoughts of support, kindness, and generosity. We care. I'm not sure if you know that or not, but I hope you hear us when we tell you we care.



SS:
Painted my toenails today in your honor! Now hop to it! ;)

Fulfilled. Proud. Indebted.

Goodnight, buddy.

Anon616 said...

ergo said...
wendy! How strong is Tristons flying? Could he take passengers?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I think Triston's flying abilities may have evaporated along with his blog!

Perhaps if you all bat you eyelashes and sweet talk him (with donuts) he'll come back.....

;)

Carrie said...

I think my most expensive dress ever was 210, and I hated it. Blue, hoop skirt, it was icky. My mom was dead set on it. When I got to pick my own, the next year, it was a tealength lilac number from Jaques Penney for like 65.

Carrie said...

Wait, Triston evaporated?

Anon616 said...

Elena said...
Her dress is a dark blue satin with rhinestones.

One she tried on was $400.00 dollars. Mama said no to that one!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
O_O

I don't blame Mama for saying NO to that one!

Do they plan on renting a limo, Elena? That's going to be another 150 bucks!

Green apple Smirnoff ....
I've never tried that one BC. Is is yummy?

Wait, your on your SECOND BOTTLE?
That's not good! I might have to run over and pick you off the floor soon.

;)

Anonymous said...

Good for you L. Don't give up yet *hugs*

Carrie said...

I'm thinking they are like wine coolers, Wendy, so I think she's safe!

Anonymous said...

You heard right sugarplum. I'm on my second bottle ^_^

And yes, it is quite delicious!

Anonymous said...

I forgot to mention, Smirnoff is flavored beer.

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
Wait, Triston evaporated?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*sigh* Yes, Carrie.
Triston is gone - POOF - like the mist.....

I did tell him that I was sure his presense would be missed by many.

BTW: That lilac tea length dress must have been lovely!

Goodnight Mustard
:)

Anonymous said...

don't doubt mama said no elena!

wendy is triston gone?

Original Punk J said...

Wendy, I wish I could stay and talk more, but I need to rest. J. says "HI! and Bye!" Sparkle says, "Baa, Aunt Wendy, Baa BAAAAAA Baba!"

*Bye, Aunt Wendy, Have HAPPY dreams!"

We sent you a package today, too Wendy. Hope you like it!

Carrie, yes, it is the fibromyalgia, and it's been getting worse lately. First the doctor thought it was arthritis. I can handle a certain amount of pain, it's the fatigue and the really bad pain days that get to me. But like I said, I'm not about to give in. Not my style!

Goodnight, everyone. Sleep well.

Love,
L.

Carrie said...

But he had like three blogs! What up with that? And yeah, I loved that dress, it had a little mini jacket thing that went with it, and I wore lace gloves with it. Hey, it was the 80's!

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
I'm thinking they are like wine coolers, Wendy, so I think she's safe!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
OHHH! WHEW!

I always think in terms of Vodka or GlenLivet (sometimes Johnny Walker) ;)

Carrie said...

Night L, I hope you feel better.

Anonymous said...

Sugarplum, you silly goose, it's actually beer ^_^

Anon616 said...

Original Punks said...

We sent you a package today, too Wendy. Hope you like it!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm sure I'll LOVE it L (and J)!
Thank you so much!!!

Tell Sparkle "Baaaa BAAA BAA Baaaaaaaaa Baaaa BaaBA" from Aunt Wendy ;)

(translation: I will dream HAPPY dreams and hopes she does as well)


BC: Take it easy on that second bottle. I know you're not much of a 'drinker' ;)

Yep, Ergo....Our vampyre has flown away. He's still at the other place though ;)

Anonymous said...

*Hears crickets*

elena said...

Don't know about a limo. See I'm gonna be a totally bad mom cause I'm not going to be here for the prom. I'm going to be in St Louis for the MCR concert. Now of course they are giving me the guilt trip. Funny none of them remember that last year when they went to prom they all got dressed at friend's houses and left from there. I never got to see them ready for prom. Yeah, I'm bad.

Anonymous said...

Ha! I just finished it >:)

Carrie said...

Oh, BC, you lush. And Elena, you are soooo not a bad mom.

Anon616 said...

Elena: That's not a BAD mom, that's a COOL mom!

Remind THEM of that ;)

Anon616 said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Ha! I just finished it >:)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*wonders if she started bottle #3 yet*

*hopes BC is near her bed*

;)

Did Martha leave us?

Anonymous said...

Lol Wendy. If I was a mom, I would so do the same thing ^_^

Anonymous said...

i wonder why triston's not coming back BC.

Anonymous said...

I was thinking of taking the last bottle, and don't worry sugarplum, I'm right next to my bed :)

Carrie said...

What, you blaming her?

Anonymous said...

I'm not sure anon.

Anonymous said...

and I am aware of what you are trying to insinuate. I don't believe it has anything to do with the other day.

Anonymous said...

bc,

did triston say rude shit to you after seeing your pic.

i'm sure he didn't.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, whatchya doin' tonight? Are you reading the comments and conversations on your blog? Are you in a comfy chair, or is it one that makes your back hurt? Are you hungry or thirsty? Or do you keep a bottle of water or tea with you, or maybe coffee? Does it smell nice where you are?

Mayo, there's this image stuck in my head and it's way too fleeting to be an actual story. I dunno, maybe it could, but if so then it's too big. It wants to be a poem? No, it wants to be an image! But I can't draw.

So do you ever feel like that Mayo? That you have this idea or image or song that's inside of your head and you don't know how the hell to get it to come out? Maybe because you know that it won't be as arresting or interesting outside of your head as it is inside?

Yeah, that's me!

Well anyway Mayo, have a great night and dream of pleasant things, like a string of paper lanterns under a row of blossoming cherry trees.

S(S)S, whatchya doin'? Being subtle? Being unsubtle and hilarious? Working, making your friends laugh, thinking about what you have to do tomorrow, hoping you can sleep late? Playing a video game or writing your thoughts down?

Well whatever you are doing, I hope that it's bringing you contentment and fulfillment and all the other good -ments. :D Have nice dreams, like of flying perhaps. With lots of colors in them.

BlogBelieve, good night, see you tomorrow!

elena said...

Wendy

My kids think I'm a lot of things but cool ain't one of them.

Carrie said...

Hi anon, I'm kinda bored so let's talk. And as much as I loves you bc, yeah, speaking as an almost 41 year old, we aren't all ancient and dried up. BUT, we also have thick skins what with the life experience and such, so I'm not thinking that ran him off.

Anonymous said...

I already made my apologies and he accepted it. That's all that matters. Stop at your pathetic attempt at stirring drama. It's so obvious.

Anon616 said...

Anonymous: Do NOT blame BC!

T'is not her fault. Even vampyre's are allowed to change their minds.....
and change them back again....

As quickly as mist evaporates; it can reappear!

elena said...

Night K

I really like the visual of the paper lanterns under the cherry trees. Beautiful!

Anon616 said...

Elena said...
Wendy

My kids think I'm a lot of things but cool ain't one of them.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well, what do they know....
they're just kids (who obviously don't know cool when they see it)
;)

I think you are mega cool!

Anonymous said...

Triston has his blog back up. I just checked it out.

Anon616 said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Triston has his blog back up. I just checked it out.

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Ahhh.....the MAGIC of the reappearing mist

;)

Anonymous said...

Thank you Elena, I can't get that image out of my head. ^_^ You have a great night too, see ya tomorrow!

Anonymous said...

Yep ^_^

elena said...

Thanks Wendy.

I'm not cool I'm just trying to find a way in my life to be what everyone needs me to be and still be myself. It ain't easy.

Anon616 said...

Goodnight K !!!


BC: Perhaps the sweet talk did it?
;)

JocelynHolly said...

Mayonaise;

How are you today? I am just fucking fantastic! (no sarcasm intended!) Yesterday was my payday. I got the largest check to date yesterday, and today it is almost gone. I thought to myself, "Hey, why not doing something for yourself for once? You owe it to yourself!" I went on a little mini shopping spree. It made me feel so much better about myself.

Mayonaise, it's never a bad thing to do one thing forself. It doesn't make you a bad person to say "I think I deserve this" because you do. Everyone deserves the best. =]]

I think I'm just happy because I bought lots, and got lots of deals. I think I'm just happy becaues my life is finally starting to look up. =]]

Last week was absolutely one of the worst weeks of my life. But, look, I got myself through it! Nothing gets easier than yesterday, so I just need to learn to fucking pull myself through.

Well, I'm off to listen to my City And Colour cd, (just bought that today. =]) and ponder lifes many things worth pondering. =]]

All my love;
- 007
<3

JocelynHolly said...

Forself? I hope you know I meant for yourself.

Oops!

=]

JocelynHolly said...

WOW.

So many spellind errors and shit, sorry guys!

I've had a long day!! =]]

Byeee<3

JocelynHolly said...

SPELLING!!!!****


darn I can't even spell spelling.

*blushes and runs off to hide face*

Anon616 said...

Elena: *big hug* I think you should always be yourself, FIRST!
I think that makes finding your way in life much easier. You can't spend the rest of your life 'pretending' OR living simply to please others. Those who love you, will come around.......eventually.

Anonymous said...

Ha ha, probably sugarplum :)

Aww I'm glad to hear your day is much better grasshopper *big squeezy happy hugs* Enjoy your cd! :)

Anon616 said...

Hi Paper/Bye Paper

I thrilled to 'see' you are feeling much better today!

Enjoy your new music and pondering, love!

Anon616 said...

Carrie: I keep forgetting to ask you; Has you husband managed to talk you into going to the APOCALYPTICA show????

*nudge GO nudge nudge GO*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello all.

Carrie said...

Oh hells no, if I won't go see my Gerard, he can't entice me to go see anyone.

Carrie said...

Hey mj!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Carrie how are you? I am fine

Anonymous said...

oh elena they'll get over it, it's usually the way, they want something so you have to accept it, you want something and they get sooky la la

haha sounds like men too!

HI PH *HUG* glad you had a great day!

Carrie said...

Glad to hear it MJ, and don't we get the Dr. Christmas special next week on Sci Fi? I watched it on Youtube, but my hubby still hasn't seen it.

Anonymous said...

hi again MJ!

Anonymous said...

*In a sing song voice*

Hey wendddyyy, they're coming here to Chicago next month....But I won't be able to go. So many bands to check out, it's impossible!! O_o


Hey Mj

Anonymous said...

carrie that's last christmas with Kylie Minogue? It's a great episode, but my daughter cried - she gets really involved in the story!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi Ep how are you?


Carrie I didn't know that. Thank you for telling me

Carrie said...

Yeah, Ergo, mine too, and that is the eppy I'm talking about. Annie, who is 10, actually has a pic of David Tennant in her locker at school, which is kinda creepy!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello bc how are you

Anon616 said...

*we interrupt your regularly scheduled night crew commenting for something dark and potent*

Now
by Charles Bukowski

I sit here on the 2nd floor
hunched over in yellow
pajamas
still pretending to be
a writer.
some damned gall,
at 71,
my brain cells eaten
away by
life.
rows of books
behind me,
I scratch my thinning
hair
and search for the
word.
for decades now
I have infuriated the
ladies,
the critics,
the university
suck-toads.
they all will soon have
their time to
celebrate.
"terribly overrated..."
"gross..."
"an aberration..."
my hands sink into the
keyboard
of my
Macintosh,
it's the same old
con
that scraped me
off the streets and
park benches,
the same simple
line
I learned in those
cheap rooms,
I can't let
go,
sitting here
on this 2nd floor
hunched over in yellow
pajamas
still pretending to be
a writer.
the gods smile down,
the gods smile down,
the gods smile down.

Black Sparrow "New Year's Greeting" 1992

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Blogger Carrie said...

Yeah, Ergo, mine too, and that is the eppy I'm talking about. Annie, who is 10, actually has a pic of David Tennant in her locker at school, which is kinda creepy!

April 13, 2008 12:31 AM

I don't find that creep at all. Better him than one of those idiots from High School Musical

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello 6 how are you?

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
Oh hells no, if I won't go see my Gerard, he can't entice me to go see anyone.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
But it's APOCALYPTICA, Carrie and BC!

A-P-O-C-A-L-Y-P-T-I-C-A
on their first tour of the states...

ya'll can't miss that! :D

Anonymous said...

Carrie
mine is 6 and thinks he's the bees knees!

her most emotional episodes were rose having to leave, K9 being wrecked
(which I didn't like either) and the xmas one, kinda funny when other kids pretend to be fairies etc she will decide to be a dalek!

Anon616 said...

I'm doing good, Martha! I was wondering where you went. I knew I saw you when I first came in.

How's the headache? Any better?

Carrie said...

Ok, but actually she has Ashley Tisdale too... :) She's an eclectic chick!

Anonymous said...

Sorry Mj, I was checking out some bands. I'm doing pretty good, how about yourself?

Wendy, I shall wait and see what happens with Apocalypitca. It depends.

Carrie said...

Oh Ergo, Annie makes Daleks out of my Red Bull cans, and damn, I just remembered I forgot to tape the Sarah thing off of Sci Fi this Friday! I suck!!!!!

Anon616 said...

BC: come hell or high water (possibly BOTH) I am NOT missing APO. I've waited years for this!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

6 I had one a really bad one the other day other than that they have been mild.


Carrie Ashley Tisdale didn't she get like ten nose jobs or something. After saying be proud of your body. I know Ashlee Simpson did that as well.

Anon616 said...

Carrie said...
Ok, but actually she has Ashley Tisdale too... :) She's an eclectic chick!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sounds as though you're raising her up right, Carrie ;)

Carrie said...

She got like one, and her nose kinda looks the same, so I kinda believe her whole deviated septum story.

Anonymous said...

My True Love, my Sweetest Heart,
Tonight, I have no poetry. I simply have myself, my words, and my love for you.
I am craving the sound of your voice, the touch of your hand, the feel of your body. I long to gaze into your eyes. I want you to take me in your arms and hold me for the rest of our lives.
I want all of you, always.

Anon616 said...

Martha: I'm sorry the headaches returned; but, at least they're mild.....
I hope they don't get really bad again. :/

elena said...

Hey guys it's been nice talking to all of you tonight but after my dress day I'm ready to call it a night. Gonna say goodnight to Blog Lord then go watch Shin Chan. See you all tomorrow. (oh and TJ will be here too)

Anonymous said...

And you shouldn't Wendy! You better go and have a great time! :D

I want to go see lacuna coil and within temptation and so many other bands and it's overwhelming O_o

Anonymous said...

Good evening Angel, beautiful words. How are you? Goodnight Elena, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

daleks are awesome!

I want one of the inflatable ones :)
I always loved them as a kid. I have the Dr Who technical manual from 1980 something I think! I grew up with Jon Pertwee first

Anon616 said...

Hello Angel! How are you tonight?
Besides missing your love, I hope you are well.

Thank you as always for sharing your wonderful thoughts of your love, here, with us!

Anonymous said...

Hello my beautiful friends, how are you all this early morning? Bleeding Chaos, Ergoproxy, Wendy, Carrie, Martha Jones, and Elena (and good night to you, also, Elena), have you had a pleasant day or night?

Anon616 said...

Goodnight Elena! Enjoy your Shin Chan viewing and have a good night's rest.

YAH!!! < for TJ's arrival tomorrow!

Be sure to give her an extra big hug from me :D

Anonymous said...

I am well Angel, just been drinking a bit, but I am grrreeeaaattt! ^_^

elena said...

Mayo

So how was your day? Do anything interesting? Uh, I see. Well guess what I did. Go on guess. (Waits for guess). Nope, you’re wrong. I spent the day looking for a Prom dress for my youngest daughter. I would estimate I looked at, oh say, 400 dresses. You ever spent a whole day looking for a dress? Not for yourself of course. Wait unconventionally pretty man….so have you ever spent a whole day looking for a dress for yourself? Sorry, just a random thought. (And a fun one at that). Anyway a whole day looking for a dress. Lets see here are some of the comments I got to hear, “No, this dress is too plain.”, “Nope, to many sequins”, “Not enough sequins”, “Looks better on the hanger.”, “Do I look fat in this?”, “Looks like a Disney Princess”, “Wrong Color.”, “Right color, wrong sleeves,” oh and the one that was my favorite, “It’s too perfect.” Mayo, how in the fuck can a dress be too perfect? At this point in the day I didn’t even bother to ask her. Of course the one she thought might be “okay” had a $400.00 price tag. Uh, no. Keep in mind I have two more daughter who are going to the same Prom and will need dresses. Oh the headache. Finally we found one just five hours and 399 dresses later. Obviously it’s not perfect cause she didn’t want one that was too perfect but I think she likes it. I guess she likes it. Oh hell I have no idea but we bought it so that’s all that matters. But wait just when you think the nightmare is over…..Well then you have to get jewelry and shoes. Holy crap, if I had to look at one more pair of shoes I was going to scream. I mean come on they don’t even show under the dress. Still I followed along behind the human tornado that is my daughter and offered opinions that were for the most part ignored cause that’s what a mom does. This mom needs a vacation. But wait a small vacation is on the horizon. Toujours will be here soon. Tuesday the day she and I will go to the MCR concert will be my vacation. I’m gonna spend a whole day just being me. Hell, is it Tuesday yet???

Night Mayo

Elena (still trying to picture unconventionally pretty man in a dress.)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Angel how are you?

Carrie I hadn't heard that story. But I am still don't like the idea of 15 years or people in their early 20s getting plastic surgery.


Thank you 6

Carrie said...

Stupid blogger ate my comment. It was saying how I think I grew up with the same doc as Ergo. Is that the guy with the curly hair?

Anon616 said...

Angel: My day/night was pleasant, thank you! I hope yours was as well.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Night Elena.

Angel I am well


daleks are great. I want one to take to work

Anon616 said...

Carrie: It ate my last 2 comments as well! I think blogger is hungry tonight!

Anonymous said...

Wendy, Blogger is ALWAYS hungry lol

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Blogger was being an ass to me earlier.


Was it my imagination or did mayo make a comment about hackers?

Anon616 said...

BC: that MUST mean, BLOGGER IS

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SIOBHAN !!!!!

*evil laugh*
;)

Anonymous said...

NOM NOM NOM

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hole shit they are showing the Dr who Christmas special on PBS the one with Rose.

Anonymous said...

Ladies, I am basically well, but extremely confused. Who were these other anonymous posters today, calling for "my love, my heart"? It was not I, and I am fairly certain my love would truly not be mistaken and respond to them.

Anon616 said...

Martha: I think he mentioned something about vandals!

We have darn vandals running amok in blogbelieve now.

Will the horrors NEVER end? ;)

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