Clutter. Even a precious possession can be set aside, misplaced or forgotten. Another less important object carelessly placed upon it, and another, and another, until it is buried. It is easy to become overrun and all that surrounds us consumes our sanity, our energy. Soon, you are unable to find what you had only a few weeks ago considered relevant. What a fucking mess.
It is usually in haste that I will begin to rummage through the piles. The need for immediate clearance prompts the overhaul. But rationale overrides rage and I trade trash bags for storage boxes. All that has been sorted out is neatly preserved. I am certain six months from now I will be digging through the boxes.
But for now, space has been cleared and I found my jacket.
The Burden of Elevation
I can no longer stand in front
and throw my fist at you, intent
on hearing every word, captured
in the moment spinning out of control.
But, I miss this like second nature
and then again, I was always more
comfortable slightly out of focus.
p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.
Friday, April 11, 2008
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HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
BOW DOWN, BC!!!
BOW DOWN!!!
OR BEND OVER THEN!!!
you´re kinda cheating siobhan!
damn good old times siobhan! *hach*
Hmmmmm..........
Hi my pixie chum. I am great, how are you babes?
Hi Siobhan my german chum, how are you?
You rule at page stealing.
Hi there, my sweet Miss T.!
How are you, doll?
I'm sorry Triston, I was reading your comments on my myspace. None of those pictures are me. The profile picture is Amy Lee of Evanescence, the rest are band pictures.
The beast? Ha!
siobhan, are you a VAGetarian
TJ
If you show up again I need to talk to you!!!!
Nothing's wrong everything is just so right!!!!
Hello everyone
Hahahha!!
I'm always on top!
Siobhan,
I will never, ever bow down to you!!!! As for bending over, forget it!!!! ^_^
Hi Miss T, how are you my English chum? *squeeze*
hi elena how are you?
i´m fine miss t ;)
uk chum, english chum, german chum hahaha
What's a VAGeterian, anon?
I'm great thanks Siobhan.
Hi BC, how are you sweetie?
Hi Elena, how are you sweetie?
Hi Tristan, I don't believe I've had the pleasure.
Hi anon too.
elena?
i just peeked in on my way to the shower -- what's up?
a vagetarian is a lesbian
Lol pixie. Miss T is a different variety of chums, ha ha :D
I'm doing pretty good Miss T, thank you.
Yay, I'm a German chum. That sounds so cool!
The Monster!!! I didnt think that was you...hmmm....Amy Lee looks a liitle chubbier in her videos...you know her cheeks.... it threw me off!! OK Once again the evil is leaving.
Are you a lesbian, anon?
Are you interested in me?
I'm sorry, but to say it clearly:
I like dick!
But I feel flattered, anon!
Thanks!
Hey BC, my american chum. I'm good thanks *hug*
Hi TJ, how are you *wink wink*
Oh High Miss T...sorry...and it is my pleasure to meet you!! I am sorry I am in a hurry today....we shall have to talk soon!!
hahahaha and I´m not a chum at all ;) i´m the pixie skipping through the mysterious finnish forests right? ;) :)
ta ta evil
*blows a kiss to 160*
That's a date Tristan ha ha ha!
oh, miss t!!!
hello! :D
do you know, i almost bought a bag of wasabi peas to give to gerard at the comic book signing the other day? i kept thinking about you getting sucked into the wasabi vortex!
lol
Goodbye sweetheart. See you soon. *blows kiss*
siobhan,
no, i'm not
i'm strictly dickly
TJ
I don't know where you're headed after here but if you can meet me in St Louis (song title) I have an extra ticket for you.
ok elena -- i must jump in the shower, but i'll be back toot sweet.
TJ, you totally should have. Whenever I see that word I always think of you grabbing my hand to save me.
Pixie, you will always be my pixie chum, even if you do skip through forests.
The Monster!!! I didnt think that was you...hmmm....Amy Lee looks a liitle chubbier in her videos...you know her cheeks.... it threw me off!! OK Once again the evil is leaving.
April 11, 2008 5:33 PM
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Ha ha, don't worry sweetheart, I'll post a picture of me there real soon, although I don't look my age.
Bye Triston! (part 2)
hey stop posting when i post! D:
anyway: REALLY??
REALLY!??!!!
emails, plz, while i shower!
♥
i'm strictly dickly
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*Snickers, then laughs*
i was too nervous, miss t -- i wouldn't have been able to pull it off.
but it would've been funny if i could have, huh?
ok! really going now! i'm going to be on a bus for two days - must get clean beforehand! i don't want to totally gross elena out!
back soon!
Have fun TJ and Elena. Enjoy your trip.
What a funny coincidence, anon!
See you soon tj. Siobhan, you shall see the pics within an hour. I have to upload them on another computer.
awwww miss t always your pixiechum???? *hugs*
Bye, TJ!
Hello Elena!
How are you doing?
Yay!!!
*hugs pixie*
*hugs for Siobhan, BC, Elena, TJ and anon*
*hugs for all*
bc,
what is your myspace address
Yay! Hugfest 2008!!!
*huggety hugs*
I just noticed that BC always says "mines" instead of "mine", what the hell is wrong with her?
what? hugs for all???? yay sounds good to me!
*BIIIIIIIIG HUUUUUUUGS*
:)
damn typingmistakes ^^
Hugfest indeed siobhan.
*huggety hug back*
Guilty pleasure time, guys!
What's your guilty pleasure?
A Love Song
by William Carlos Williams
What have I to say to you
When we shall meet?
Yet—
I lie here thinking of you.
The stain of love
Is upon the world.
Yellow, yellow, yellow,
It eats into the leaves,
Smears with saffron
The horned branches that lean
Heavily
Against a smooth purple sky.
There is no light—
Only a honey-thick stain
That drips from leaf to leaf
And limb to limb
Spoiling the colours
Of the whole world.
I am alone.
The weight of love
Has buoyed me up
Till my head
Knocks against the sky.
See me!
My hair is dripping with nectar—
Starlings carry it
On their black wings.
See, at last
My arms and my hands
Are lying idle.
How can I tell
If I shall ever love you again
As I do now?
You say you see me, but do you really?
My guilty pleasure would have to be Ronan keating.
I do love his Irish accent.
I love watching 'The Hills'!
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
*hides behind the bushes now and is afraid that she will be chased off the blogs with sticks*
oh, love-poetry anon is back.
i'm just out of the shower and there's poetry on the blog. :)
who are you talking to , mysterious one?
your poem tugs at my heart, but though i'm foolish to the core i know it's another conversation i'm only eavesdropping on.
annnnnd, she scares everyone off...
Anon, why do you want my address? You won't be able to see my profile. It's private. Other anon, saying mines is a habit of mine. It's funny how it bothers you so much ^_^
Guilty pleasure? Let's see....
So, where is everyone now?
I exposed myself to ridicule already.
Now it's your turn!
Pixie, BC! Where are you?^_^
"I love watching 'The Hills'!"
----------
well i already knew that ^^ haha ;)
I´m still here siobhan, I just got distracted ^^
Are you talking about me, TJ? ^_^
Eating Ben and Jerry's ice cream while bouncing on my bed and only wearing bra and knickers is one of my guilty pleasures.
I find it's the best way to eat ice cream.
without choking miss t? :)
I don´t know what I could admit? *lol*
Hey TJ
I sent you an e-mail
Bounching on the bed eating ice cream. That's quite a visual MissT.
I'm bad but I hate ice cream.
I'm here pancake-zilla. Guilty pleasure would be...shit, I don't know.
Elena, you don't like ice cream????????????????????????
I´m addicted to icecream also in the middle of winter when it´s freezing cold outside....
oh, no, siobhan -- i was talking to whoever keeps posting that william carlos williams poem. it's got me all....
intrigued. :)
Nope MissT I don't like it. Not sure why. My parents always made homemade ice cream when I was little and I hated that too.
going to read it elena! :D
good morning everyone!
how are we all?
just sitting down with my coffee on a brisk autumn morning!
alright, it´s getting late in the land of heavy....
bye and take care *hugs*
good morning and have a nice day ergo! a nice weekend even ;)
oh don't say coffee ergo.
i didn't
get any today. :(
Hello everyone
Miss T-Ronan Keating-some guilty pleasures should remain deep down secret!!!!!!!!!!!!
x
this band came along at a time in my life when i really needed some inspiration and revitalization.
Same, TJ. Totally.
hi and have a great friday Pixie!
oh no! TJ!!! I don't feel right without it, when camping I will light my own fire to boil water as soon as I get up! (before we got the gas cooker)
hey elena BC siobhan RW
hows the ballgown? I saw you need to take it in! Could you just force feed the actress?
Hi RW,
Hi Ergo,
Hi EB37,
How are you girls.
Ha ha ha ha, eb37, did I reveal too much.
Goodnight my pixie chum, sweet dreams.
well already saturday here ergo ;)
anyway bye (again) :)
and missT and eliza!
how are you both?
oops pixie it would be too! well have a great weekend!
Goodnight pixie, sweet dreams. Hi Ergo, Eliza, RW *big squeeze just for the hell of it*
Siobhan, I'm sending the pics right now :)
Same, TJ. Totally.
*high-five, mcr-style* ;)
ergo, i didn't really have much of a say in it, as my friend was kind enough to let me stay in her apartment without checking with her roommate. otherwise i would've had coffee, but i would've been dragging my suitcase around all day too!
i'm getting a caffe mocha as soon as i leave here.
or maybe an americano...
or...
sweet
sweet caffeine, how i miss thee.
Cool, BC!
Hi EP, Miss T :)
EP, I suggested she binge on Twinkies. But it doesn't matter now, I took the dress in today and finished sewing on the floral applique. So - yes! - the Ballgown of Doom is well and truly done!!
HUZZAH!!!
I'm good thanks ergo.
Hi there, Ergo!
Hello Eliza!
Long time, no read!
Hello RW!
How are you, ladies?
*squeezes the stuffing out of BC!*
Hello Ergo
I am well and just so pleased that it is Friday evening. It has been an especially horrid work week. Had pizza with former work colleague after work with a few bottles of Peroni so managed to relax. i hope all is well with you and your wonderful home-do you still go fishing?
Miss T-Ronan and Kimi-I am building up a picture here.....
x
Hullo, Siobhan! :)
Siobhan, pictures are sent. I hope you like them.
I will check my mail now, BC!
YAY!!!! for RW!!!!!!
bet she'll look fabulous in it!
eliza yep it's lovely weather at the moment and we do s still go fishing, haven't for a while but am planning a camping weekend in a few weeks.
and elena a trip to a Bull riding championships!
Today was not even right in any way.
But there were kittens, about twenty minutes old, so that was cute.
Ha ha ha ha EB37, have you picked up on my liking for blondes?
Ergo stop that. Well okay maybe.
Cute kittens make the day go better K.
Apart from that, how are you?
Awww, you look so cute, BC!❤
Thanks for the pics!
You know what's scary?
You so remind me of one of my best friends.
When I saw the first pic I thought: wtf!
I like your hair. I can't really imagine you with long hair.
That length is perfect for you!
hey BC send me a pic of you with your hair short! I have only ever seen the long hair one, please.
KITTENS!!!!!!!
hello kapunua
Aww kittens. Siobhan, well thank you! ♥
Ergo, I sure will. I'll go send one right away. Be right back.
Hello BC and Siobhan
I have been fairly busy over the last month or so and have been unable to participate. I've been trying to compete with Miss T in the "Dirty little stop out" stakes. I hope life is treating you well.
Miss T-I'm not into blonds myself but Ronan Keating?????? Mind you you should see some of the men I've gone out with-taste is such an individual thing.
K, I hope you will have a great weekend. Sometimes work is just awful.
thanks
BC!
Your welcome :)
I'm pretty good today Eliza, just waiting for my hair to dry. Thanks. I hope you're well.
Ha ha ha ha eb37. Not so much of a stop out tonight as it was cancelled due to illness.
And what's sooooooo bad about Ronan. OK, I see what you mean.
I'm weak, I confess. I just see blond and go weak at the knees.
I'm more a brunette lover ;)
When I was a teenager I loved two blond men (at different times). They were so fabulous. Since then it tends to be the darker the better. The worst was a redhead-it really was a beautiful colour but he ended up being the biggest hypocrite I have ever known (see, still bitter after 10 years!).
Hi guys, and thank you. Thank you Eliza, also. ^_^
Yes, it's the weekend, I have to put this week behind me and just chillax and have fun. :)
I gotta go prepare for rehearsal tomorrow. Later guys. :)
See you later K.
I prefer brunettes.
Oh, I forgot. Ergo, picture has been sent :)
bye K
eiza redheads I've known are either really nice or difficult, it's a huge generalization but fits my experience.
he must've been a doosey to still be bitter after 10 years!
Redheads are evil and it is a fact ha ha ha ha!
The Egyptian god of chaos Seth was a redhead thus proving that they are all evil.
*does evil laugh*
Only joking.
Redheads are evil and it is a fact ha ha ha ha!
Ha! I knew it!!
Wait... I'm a redhead...
Does it count if my hair colour came out of a bottle?
eiza? sorry eliza
thanks BC cute haircut!
If it is bottle red than you are OK rw.
Ladies, I'm off to bed!
I wish you a wonderful day/night!
Goodnight!
Thanks again for the cute pics, BC!
Bye
Ergo
I could talk about his misdeeds for hours and come nowhere near repetition-but I have not done so for years. However, the old adage "what goes around comes around" is true and it affected him alot worse than he affected me.
The only real lasting effect is that I have an aversion to vodka and orange, and i have huge difficulty listening to First Cut is The Deepest by Road Stewart but that may not be such a bad thing.
His red hair was the best red I have ever seen though but never again.
Lol Miss T. Thanks Ergo :)
Your welcome my pancake-zilla. Goodnight and sweet dreams.
If it is bottle red than you are OK rw.
Whew!
Thanks, Miss T!
"Road Stewart"-see, I can't even spell.
Road stewart, is he new?
Goodnight Siobhan, sweet dreams.
Well, I'm off to the mall.
Have a good evening! :)
Bye RW *squeeze*
See you later RW.
I have a busy day tomorrow and am going to a party in the only Working Man's Club that I know of in London in the evening so I must get to bed and sleep this horrible week away.
One final word on red hair though-I had my hair cut yesterday and my stylist is going to try out 4 colours on some of the cut hair for me to have a look at next time I go in-they are all shades of red!
so, i just tallied up my expenses, and i'm this close to being broke.
*whew*
maybe i should do that everyday?
Forgot to say "Goodnight" to everyone.
Night night.
x
Goodnight EB37, you have fun you dirty stop out you.
Goodnight Eliza, sweet dreams.
I'm off to town
see you all later!
Well, I am gonna hit the hay too.
Goodnight everyone. Have fun tonight.
Bye Ergo. Goodnight Miss T, sweet dreams.
Trollop
For you
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.
I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I’ve been prayin?for
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.
Look all around, there’s nothin?but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin?but blue skies
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-Shiny day.
Geeze Mayo, have you been spying on my house or something?
Yesterday, I got asked WHY we even HAVE a kitchen table. Right now, there's plants, mail, cats, old phonebooks, and supper sitting on top of it.
Yeah, we can barely find anything.
I'm glad to hear that you found your jacket though.
-A
so i just entered the drive by contest to win a ticket to the madison sq. garden show. maybe the fates will be kind...?
course, i have no place to stay...
*shrugs*
what is meant to be, wil be.
TEEJ!!!
What's up? How's the trip? Eat any good food?
-A
hello everyone.
:)
the trip is going pretty good -- i'm getting ready to head out on the second leg of it tonight?
food wise, we mostly ate out of drive-thrus, but yesterday, my friend's mom made us a fantastic lasagna -- with spinach and mushrooms -- and a salad and bread on the side. it was heavenly.
but for the next few days, i will be on short rations. *sigh*
how's it going amyranth? :)
fimble star! hellooooo! :D
um, that wasn't a question, btw. i .am heading out on the second leg of my trip tonight...i just haven't had any coffee today. :(
Mmm... spinach and mushroom lasagna!
I have Ergo's recipe for lasagna here in my Gmail, I gotta try it some night this week.
Not bad, better as the week went on, well, except for the 23cm of snow we SUDDENLY got yesterday.
And it melted all today.
But tomorrow, it's going to be downright HOT, so I'm trying to decide which skirt to wear, because we'll be tooling around town, and I wanna look goooood.
HIYA FIMN
-A
*slides coffee over to tj*
sup it slowly, and cherish the taste hehehehe
*slides plate of choccie biscuits*
and waffle those down
hello amy.
When you get in trouble and you don't know right from wrong,
give a little whistle!
Give a little whistle!
When you meet temptation and the urge is very strong,
give a little whistle!
Give a little whistle!
Not just a little squeak,
pucker up and blow.
And if your whistle's weak, yell "Juminy Cricket!"
Take the straight and narrow path
and if you start to slide,
give a little whistle!
Give a little whistle!
And always let your conscience be your guide
well, i should probably get this thing shut down and get ready to go. my friend is back from work and she's graciously decided to take me to the bus station.
i'll be talking to you all again, soon! think about me over the next couple of days, sitting on a bus, writing in my journal, listening to astro zombies. :)
Sooooommmmeeee daaaayyy... My Prince will come...
Agh, that sounds AWFUL.
-A
have a nice time tj, be careful and live it to the max :)
had to get rid of the double post, sorry.
but thank you for the coffee, fimble! *aaaaahhh*
and now that i've had the virtual stuff, time to go get the real thing. my blood is feeling weakish.
bye! have a good weekend everyone!
♥
Good luck Teej! Talk to you soon!
-A
mayo,
since i already pretty much poured out my heart to you earlier, i will refrain from the maudlin in this comment. it's difficult, though. i'm addicted to confessing.
i'm thinking you aren't too surprised by that piece of information. *grin*
but before i go, and disappear into the wilds of america on greyhound, i wanted to say to you --
i'm sorry.
i'm going to do better.
be well, mayo. you'll be in my thoughts.
p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.
Another what?
Another cd!
That's obviously what I was thinking.
See DM for explanation. ^_^
so i just entered the drive by contest to win a ticket to the madison sq. garden show. maybe the fates will be kind...?
Wasn't the deadline to enter this March 24?
Can you still enter??
If so, where do I go to sign up!
hi to people who have arrived
Hey there, Fim. :)
We were looking for you at DM's.
Still singing?
*tackles Fim*
How are you and your duck today, missus? :)
Fimble Venoms!!!!!!!!!
arghhh so many questions lol.
havent seen ducky today, i have been at the beach all day and now i look like a lobster.
i am singing in my head, i just feel icky, i think the sun made me ill, heck who knows.
Did you let Princess Tornado have her way today? ^_^
You may have a touch of sunstroke, madam. I had it once. Felt like I was dying.
Do not neglect your duck!!
oh Fim, you're sunsick. ICKY! You should never get that much sun, it is not good for you! O_O
Okay hey, I am done for tonight with Hula preparation stuffs, who wants to go on AIM? I believe we had a date?
princess tornado did get her own way until i took her in the sea and she screamed. she wanted to run off but i wouldnt let her so i dunked her hehehe
and missy, i will not neglect me duck. i saw them at the crossroads this morning so i think they have gone on vacation to the other duck pond.
well, i think they have gone for 'ducks gone wild' to the dick pond for dick orgies
Fimble Venoms! You dunked a princess? Sheeesh. I have never heard of such. :)
LOL! The Dick Pond! Lest we forget. :)
i am just sitting and watching at the mo. it gets very interesting and i just feel very mellow
call me mellow yellow le la de la de da le
Wassup Mayonettes?
...Jack White...one cool meffer.
...just sayin
princess, she is that speshal that she had jewls on her cossy.
so looked like the blingest princess on the block hahahah
Hey there, Sdock. :)
Nice to see you.
*hollers*
*echo*
*echo*
keyboard is crashing again slash, i am watching. seems the in thing to do
Hellooo
hello
hell
he
h
Wow.
He's making Zombie Targets.
-A
I love you hose beast!
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skys are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Thinking Of You
by Natalia A. Muriel
All I do is think of you.
When I close my eyes I SEE YOU,
Holding your arms out to me
And me, walking into your strong hold.
But then I open my eyes
Realize it's just a figment of my imagination.
I guess when I close my eyes
I see my deepest desires.
Only one thing remains the same...
I love you, and I ALWAYS SEE YOU.
Everytime I close my eyes
I feel your warmth next to me.
Everytime I close my eyes
I feel you breathing behind me.
Everytime I close my eyes
I feel you holding onto me.
Everytime I close my eyes
I feel your gentle kisses on my shoulder.
But when I turn to hug you;
When I open my eyes to see you;
When I'm ready to kiss you,
I feel no one there. I see no one there.
And the only thing my lips touch
Is the gentle breeze passing by.
Come into my life
Regress into a dream
We will hide
Build a new reality
Draw another picture
Of the life you could have had
Follow your instincts
And choose the other path
You should never be afraid
You're protected from trouble and pain
Why, why is this a crisis in your eyes again
Taught to be
How did it come to be
Tied to a railroad
You'll have to set us free
Watch our souls fade away
Let our bodies crumble away
Don't be afraid
I will take the blow for you
And I've had recurring nightmares
That I was loved for who I am
And missed the opportunity
To be a better man
It really makes me mad when lyric websites don't get the correct lyrics.
And I never read over them because I'm counting on them being right. But, no. They never are.
Mustard,
Must get the new Raconteurs...you must.
trollop, you make me smile all kinds of fuzzy smiles.
now get back to your corner and be the trollop that you are ;)
are you working tonight?
Just had to walk the doggies and ooooh it is so nice out tonight. All foggy and you can hear the train in the distance.
Niiiice.
When you close your eyes
will you describe
what it is you say you see
when you say you see me?
I hear that train a comin'
It's rollin round the bend
and I aint seen the sunshine
since I don't know when...
Johnny Cash anyone?
JOHNNY CASH!
^_^
You should never be afraid
You're protected from trouble and pain
Favorite line.
And thank you again for posting Plug In Baby for me today. I needed that. :)
Quick...someone do me a Johnny lyric....who can do it first?
i watched the johnny cash movie with pheonix ..... and i liked it
The Man in Black. Very nice choice.
Jules:
You're very welcome!
In reference to "Hoodoo," I believe the last four lines will always be my favorite. Lyrically, they're really kind of gut-wrenching. Leave a sour taste in my mouth, but the good kind, the kind that makes you think. Musically, that piece is haunting. It's awesome.
I can't off the top of my head, but all I can say is that I've never looked at him the same since Joaquin played him.
A great disservice to the man himself, to think of him in terms of who played him in the movie, but damn, Joaquin! When he dropped his voice like that, OMG, to sing--so lovely!
Got up next mornin' and I grabbed that gun....
Took a shot a cocaine and away I run....
Lyrically, they're really kind of gut-wrenching. Leave a sour taste in my mouth, but the good kind, the kind that makes you think.
I know. A few sparse words, stunning in their clarity.
That's what I like in poetry; that's what I like in that song, too.
Made a good run but I run too slow.....
everything i've always wanted
and more
kindness, compassion, intelligence, darkness, light, weakness, strength, confusion, knowledge, love
took a shot of cocaine and away I run
made a good run but i run too slow
Thunder!
Rain?
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