Clutter. Even a precious possession can be set aside, misplaced or forgotten. Another less important object carelessly placed upon it, and another, and another, until it is buried. It is easy to become overrun and all that surrounds us consumes our sanity, our energy. Soon, you are unable to find what you had only a few weeks ago considered relevant. What a fucking mess.
It is usually in haste that I will begin to rummage through the piles. The need for immediate clearance prompts the overhaul. But rationale overrides rage and I trade trash bags for storage boxes. All that has been sorted out is neatly preserved. I am certain six months from now I will be digging through the boxes.
But for now, space has been cleared and I found my jacket.
The Burden of Elevation
I can no longer stand in front
and throw my fist at you, intent
on hearing every word, captured
in the moment spinning out of control.
But, I miss this like second nature
and then again, I was always more
comfortable slightly out of focus.
p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.
Friday, April 11, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 2001 – 2200 of 2359 Newer› Newest»Oh man! I nabbed it and STILL managed to screw it up!
LOL no, not Adam. I don't love Adam. I just love Adam!
But right now I'm fangirling Amano.
a refrigerated wine rack of mayo!
I must go visit Dildo's home, I'd love to view the collection.
Well Ergo,he probably keeps it locked away.
My head hurts now.
Think I'm gonna go for a bit. You guys have fun!
O_O
I have just highlighted my ignorance in these areas. I feel pretty dumb right now.
Man, I have just highlighted my knowledge of these things. How do you think I feel? ;D
Thank you. You are gracious as always, Kapunua.
Bye, Mustard :D
Bye Mustard!!!
If by "gracious" you mean "ridiculous." ^_~
Thank you though. :)
Oh jeez, catchya later Splash. Be on AIM later to chat?
I keep wanting to draw something. Then I remember I can't draw.
bye mustard
I'm off to the gym
see y'all when I get back!
Webster Dictionary defines "gracious" as "possessing mad Sharpie skillz".
No, really!
I'm back! What's new?
Bye, EP :D
Aw, Solly, you missed the race for first place!
:(
Bye Ergo!
Damnit man! I have the worst cough still. I can't shake it.
It's making me all irritated and stuff.
Allergies? Or a cold?
Well....
Sockfocker
How is that?
RW,
I dunno. I think allergies.
Let me go hit up my medicine cabinet and see what kind of goodies I can find.
Well then there ya go, RW, I gracious in the extreme. :D
Anon, we've talked before. Nice to read you again. ^_^
Welp, really, I should go into lurk mode for a bit and try to do something creative.
I swear by echinacea, it's the only thing that ever seems to work for me.
Why do you say that, Kapunua?
Sockfocker?
Focksucker?
You is gonna get be all confoozed with these words!
Echinacea?
What's that do?
You felt familiar, anon, that's all, and you were nice to me. :)
Echinacea?
A cold preventative, I believe.
This is what I get for laying out in the sun on my back porch and snorting pollen.
Very perceptive.
I'm impressed, and a little bit freaked out.
Well, you read differently from the usual anons. You don't overuse punctuation, for one thing. And you sound nice without sounding effusive.
Mayo,
I totally just mixed you up in my pasta salad. How's that make you feel? ^_^
Hello there 'freaked out' Anon!
Mayo,
I totally just mixed you up in my pasta salad.
0_0
Sorry, I couldn't not do it.
Heh-heh.
I swear to God, I will never look at a bottle or jar of mayonnaise again.
Ever.
And it's all because of you, Mayo!
Okay, so I just downed a mucinex and some mello yello.
Let's see how this works out for me.
Smoke,
I had some basil vinagerette kind last night and it wasn't good. It had too much dehydrated stuff. That stuff does not rehydrate. I don't care what it says.
Echinacea is used to treat and prevent colds and flu. It helps stimulate the immune system to help fight infections.
I've also used it to help reduce inflammation.
Really, you should try it.
I'm going to go have a bath.
Be back in about 30 mins.
Anon,
Thanks a bunch!! I will do that.
This is just your basic ranch pasta salad.
My husband's supper.
He also has a box full of ice cream sandwiches and I guarantee he'll eat six at the time.
I cannot make up my mind where I want to be today. :/
He also has a box full of ice cream sandwiches and I guarantee he'll eat six at the time.
I'm impressed!
Time for my baff as well.
*is not going to baff with Solly; can't prove it!!*
Be back in a bit...
Then sit here with me, Mustard! Wanna play poker? ^_^
:(
Um, okay.
I have an Ace of Hearts, an 8 of Clubs, and Jack of Clubs.
Did I win?
No because I have a Royal Flush.
Ha!
I win. That was easy. Okay, now what can we do?
Well, we now know that playing cards at Mayo's is out of the question!
Everyone's off bathing. I feel like I should be doing that, too.
'Cept I don't wanna right now.
Are they all bathing together?
Ewwwww.
Thank goodness, Mayo had a private bath put in the royal bedroom just for me.
Oh God. You know what that makes me think of though? This episode of Law & Order where the guy owned an apartment building and he had video cameras set up in every room catching every angle.
Creepy. I'm not going to take a bath now. O_O
Okay so my face got a touch too much sun today.
Oh well...
What are ya'll doing?
Smoke,
You totally can't worry about shit like that. Folks are always watching you. Just get over it and put on a show.
Did you check for cameras, Solly?
Oh well! Guess you really don't mind!
Sounds like the movie Sliver.
Yes! Exactly! I forgot about that movie.
Creepy as hell. X_x
Ew, that's gross.
That reminds me of that Nightmare On Elm Street movie where Freddy came through the floor of the bathtub.
Do you know the only thing I really remember about those movies is the when he sucked Johnny Depp into the waterbed.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKK! NOT JOHNNY!
I'm your boyfriend now, *slurp*
And the Dokken song. Can't forget the Dokken song.
Nope, but I posed just in case.
I don't think I saw that movie.
*knows Smoke is shocked*
O_O
Solly,
You don't remember Sliver? With Sharon Stone and Billy Baldwin?
God, where have you been?
And how is it that I have managed to actually see all these movies?
Dream Warriors!!!!!
Baddest meffin scary soundtrack song evah!
Did anyone else laugh when Johnny Depp got sucked into the bed?
That was funny as hell.
I hated the Nightmare on Elm Street movies.
Dream Warriors was cool! I like Patricia Arquette. And the cute Baldwin in Sliver, that was nice.
Umm, no I did not laugh when Johnny Depp got sucked into the bed.
I do remember the girl making the house out of popsicle sticks, too.
It's all coming back to me! Scary!
Mucinex makes me feel pukey. But why?????
Ick.....
Makes me feel that way because it makes me think of the little snot people partying in my lungs
Hahaha! For real, Anon.
One, two - Freddy's coming for you.
Three, four - better lock the door.
Five, six - grab your crucifix.
Seven, eight- you better stay up late.
Nine, ten - he's back again.
MWUAHAHAHAHAH.
I was trying to remember that, Mustard!
Snot people partying in your lungs?
That's so cool! Nice visual to boot!
Anon,
Totally...I didn't think about it like that. They are totally sitting in the recliner watching tv and shit.
Mustard,
Niiiiice! I can't believe I still remember that too!
how many anons are here? has the echinacea anon gone or is this still you?
You are totally scaring the beejeebus out of me Mustard. Seriously that is the only movie that gave me real crying for my mama nightmares, and I was a teenager. I think it was the idea of not being able to get away from him, I mean, everyone has to sleep, right?
Just one of those things you never forget once you hear it, right?
Kinda like riding a bicycle.
I am not echinacea anon, I am scared of Freddy anon.
Me, too, Anon! I mean when did the first movie come out? I couldn't have been but like seven or eight.
O_O
I am not the Echinacea anon.
That movie scared you, Anonymous?!
I don't know why it didn't scare me. I thought it was more funny than it was scary.
But, I was an off child. Heh. :)
Set of movies, I should say.
so many anons.
I guess it scared me a little, but Smoke got scared of everything. She was scared of Gremlins.
Leprechauns.
Now that shit scared me.
It was those knife gloves, I have a thing about knives
What? Scared of FREDDY? Freddy's my favorite.
I have a secret crush on Robert Englund. O_O
Then, logically, you didn't enjoy watching Edward Scissorhands, did you? ;)
That movie pwnd.
Poltergeist...and the clown.
STFU, Solly! I was not.
Well, my God what was I like five when Gremlins came out?
Jesus!
And the very first Friday the 13th scarred me for life. The whole chopped down the middle of the face scene.
Don't even get me started on Poltergeist.
Nine, ten - he's back again.
"Nine, ten, never sleep again," is what I remember.
I sang that song an awful lot in my teenage days. ^_^
The Shining.
That one, too. It scared me.
Not much else though. Creepy, psychological shit gets me though. Not lakeside murders or dream killers. Nuh-uh. Not me.
Alright, I was seven. SEVEN! They both came out in 1984. I'm guessing I didn't sleep much that whole year.
But he was nice with his hands! And giving stylish cuts and such. And I love Robert Englund too, especially in V. And Poltergeist, eek, that is all that needs to be said.
"Nine, ten, never sleep again," is what I remember.
They edited that line it seems.
IMDB.com said so for some reason. Not really recalling the reason right now though.
sdock10 said...
Poltergeist...and the clown.
Seriously one of the scariest moments ever.
The Shining was on yesterday. ^_^
Let's see, scariest scary movie ever?
I have to be honest, The Blair Witch Project kind of spooked me a little. But I live in da'woods. X_X
I don't like shit about aliens.
I have been scared of clowns ever since.
End of story.
The Shining, Splash another favorite. The book was scary too.
The scariest part of The Shining for me was the two guys in furry costumes. I saw that on my 9th birthday and it scared the everloving christ out of me.
So when I saw the 30 Seconds to Mars video based on that and they actually sorta recreated that scene (in their own psycho way,) my palms were sweating. O_O
As far as The Shining, the movie didn't scare me so much, but I couldn't read the book except in the daytime.
IT
DNW.
Awwwwh.....V!!!
I remember V!!
The rats and lizard baby.
Pennywise!
EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!
Well, I'm pretty sure it's just me that's creeped out my old man Nicholson to begin with.
Give him an ax, and I'm done for.
IT
Pennywise
Okay, stop it! Stop talking about this stuff.
*starts thinking of rainboows, bunnies, butterflies, and sunshine*
*BY
Oh my god, not MY!?!?!
BY OLD MAN NICHOLSON!
"IT" the movie sucked.* IT, the book, ruled.
Except for That One Scene.
*I say that as someone who loves Tim Curry unnaturally.
My old man Nicholsan. ^_^
I liked the tv miniseries of The Shining. It was like Stephen was all, hey, I'm gonna make this like I wanted to in the first place.
RE: It
The thing that creeped me out the very most was at the beginning I think.
I haven't seen it in a long time, but it was the part where his sailboat goes down the drain, and then that fucking clown head with his balloon and big ass peepers are staring back into the camera.
Holy shit, that creeped me out.
Damn, I effed his name up. :(
That One Scene totally ruined it for me though.
Mustard,
That is exactly it. I refuse to watch that movie again to this day.
Mustard,
Yep exactly...the first few mins of the movie.
Smoke,
Stop reading my mind.
Anonymous said...
That One Scene totally ruined it for me though.
I read it when I was 14 and I cringed. Yeah, it was pretty bad. And totally unnecessary to the plot.
Wawawait!
What's "That One Scene?"
What's the scene for it, I mean.
I get the idea of doing the miniseries and I like that guy, uhh, the one who was in Dead and Loving It. But I just liked the first one better. I have good memories of that film. :D
Nevermind. Not sure I want to know now.
Splash, you don't wanna know. O_O
Okay, cool. :)
All the 14 year old boys do it to the 14 year old girl in the sewer.
spill the beans anon is not scared of Freddy anon
Gahhh! Actually I thought they were 12? Still, yeah, DNW.
yeah, they were younger than 14.
Be back in a bit!
Hands over ears, eyes scrunched shut. La la la la la, I can't hear you.
see, underage sex leads to blog death.
Hahaa! Bad, wrong, unnecessary "plot" points, you know?
Now honestly I'm the most ridiculously self-indulgent and undisciplined writer with my gratuitous "THIS IS HOT!" scenes, but really. Underage sex does not enter into the equation. O_O
Time for the season finale of Rock of Love!!
Does that scare anyone?
that is almost scarier than Freddy. That, and the thought of what is under than bandanna.
I hear ya, Anon.
Bret Michaels killed the blog!!
I'm sorry, Mayo!!
Can I just say how much I love that SS still has 'Dominic' as his blog page subtitle?
Poltergeist...and the clown.
*flees in terror*
RW killed the blog convo.
:(
*slinks off in shame*
*wanders back in, suspicious*
Are you all off watching Rock of Love??
0_0
Meffers!
RW,
Bret Michaels killed the blog.
Ooooo! Signs of life!
Hullo, Solly :)
I'm just halfway watching Rock of Love, RW. My back is to the tv screen.
Hey you two!
Sorry, I was off writing to Mayo already. :)
Can you still tell what's going on if you're not facing the TV?
Hullo, Mustard! :D
Daisy looks like a duck.
Daisy Duck! Ha!
LOL!
You're silly, S&V!
This show sucks.
I'm bored.
How many times can he suck on her face?
As many times as she'll let him, I imagine.
Amber only wants to eff him to prove she can.
Jeez.
Wait a minute, is he sucking on the duck's face?
0_0
Not yet, RW, but he will.
I seriously took the most beautiful photo today. I can't believe I actually got this shot.
My best photo of the year so far.
How lucky of a shot was that? Seriously!
She just totally showed Bret her LolliLu!
So, is anyone on AIM? I'm gonna take my doggies out and then sign on, if anyone is on.
I've been trying to draw, but I suck way too hard.
Jules,
That picture was awesome!!!
She just totally showed Bret her LolliLu!
I think that's worthy of a 0_0
Awww! The pretty doggie is sniffin' the flowers!
Seriously, RW...she was all like Bret, I'm not wearing any underwear and then she showed him and he said let me see again and she showed him again.
Ummm...while they were eating dinner.
*gags*
eww, hope he wasn't eating fish.
That's disgusting.
*barfs*
Muauuaauuauuuhhah, I'm not sure, but he said "Check please!" and they left.
Thanks Solly! ^_^
I'll bet they did!
Um, I just have one question.
What happened to having dignity and respect for yourself?
Did my memo get lost in the mail or sumthin'?
Oh, thanks also RW. That's my bad wicked little dog. He doesn't look bad though, does he?
bret michaels looks like the mom from that show One Day At a Time.
Go on AIM guys!
OMG, Anon, Bonnie something or the other, right? You are totally cracking me up.
hey ho back again
juts saying, thanks to poltergeist clown dolls and open cupboards became creepier than they were before!
What happened to having dignity and respect for yourself?
There's no ratings in that, Mustard.
Can't, K. Am having to head to bed soon :(
Mayo Sdock and I are on AIM and we were wondering if your "travel agent / coalescing" thing is about the people n this blog who are going to meet each other? Like those who met and will travel to meet up, because of your blog?
Or you are a travel agent. ^_^
That's all we got, darlin'.
Bonnie Franklin, anon.
How is it I know this?
I have 2 chicks hatched :)
(one more but it's a bit tired, hope it gathers it's little strength and pulls through) other eggs are cheeping and tapping
you calling me a ho?
There's no ratings in that, Mustard.
Can't argue with that.
It's just disappointing to see that what's "acceptable" has changed dramatically.
we were wondering if your "travel agent / coalescing" thing is about the people n this blog who are going to meet each other?
Oh, hey! That's a good guess, K! :)
It's just disappointing to see that what's "acceptable" has changed dramatically.
I hear you. That's one of the reasons why I don't watch TV any more.
That's an extremely good guess.
Sounds like it may be the correct one, too.
It's a pretty freakin' awesome thing, I'm just sayin'.
RW, Sdock and I thought that at the same time in AIM. Smoke too, apparently. ^_^
It is awesome.
And once either Leathermouth or TBS or even The Used does a show somewhere in the middle, then at the very least, Solly, Smoke, Star and I are there.
Who else is down?
ME!!
YES!!
Hey, Solly, new page coming up soon!
I agree it's due to people meeting up, there are quite a few now.
I didn't realize Elena was meeting anima as well as TJ and the OP's!
*needs to get passport*
You sure do,Ergo. ^_^
*shudders slightly at the thought of having to go through U.S. Customs*
They're so... not nice :/
And Smoke and I are headed to 'Bama...we are still waiting for Mayo to book our hotel and get our car rental took care of.
Better get on that, Mayo! Wouldn't want them to have to sleep in their car.
I'm watching Yellow Submarine
mayo could pay for me and cupcake
DON'T GET HISTORICAL!
cool, ergo.
cocksucker
Oh man!
pick up pickled possum on the way
Ha, it was a total accident!
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