Friday, April 11, 2008

Once more, with feeling.

Clutter. Even a precious possession can be set aside, misplaced or forgotten. Another less important object carelessly placed upon it, and another, and another, until it is buried. It is easy to become overrun and all that surrounds us consumes our sanity, our energy. Soon, you are unable to find what you had only a few weeks ago considered relevant. What a fucking mess.

It is usually in haste that I will begin to rummage through the piles. The need for immediate clearance prompts the overhaul. But rationale overrides rage and I trade trash bags for storage boxes. All that has been sorted out is neatly preserved. I am certain six months from now I will be digging through the boxes.

But for now, space has been cleared and I found my jacket.





The Burden of Elevation

I can no longer stand in front
and throw my fist at you, intent
on hearing every word, captured
in the moment spinning out of control.
But, I miss this like second nature
and then again, I was always more
comfortable slightly out of focus.




p.s. what the hell another won't hurt.

2,359 comments:

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Anonymous said...

Oh man! I nabbed it and STILL managed to screw it up!

LOL no, not Adam. I don't love Adam. I just love Adam!

But right now I'm fangirling Amano.

ergoproxy said...

a refrigerated wine rack of mayo!

I must go visit Dildo's home, I'd love to view the collection.

Anonymous said...

Well Ergo,he probably keeps it locked away.

Anonymous said...

My head hurts now.

Think I'm gonna go for a bit. You guys have fun!

Smoke said...

O_O

Anonymous said...

I have just highlighted my ignorance in these areas. I feel pretty dumb right now.


Man, I have just highlighted my knowledge of these things. How do you think I feel? ;D


Thank you. You are gracious as always, Kapunua.

resurrected wreck said...

Bye, Mustard :D

Smoke said...

Bye Mustard!!!

Anonymous said...

If by "gracious" you mean "ridiculous." ^_~

Thank you though. :)

Anonymous said...

Oh jeez, catchya later Splash. Be on AIM later to chat?

I keep wanting to draw something. Then I remember I can't draw.

ergoproxy said...

bye mustard

I'm off to the gym


see y'all when I get back!

resurrected wreck said...

Webster Dictionary defines "gracious" as "possessing mad Sharpie skillz".

No, really!

sdock10 said...

I'm back! What's new?

resurrected wreck said...

Bye, EP :D

resurrected wreck said...

Aw, Solly, you missed the race for first place!

:(

Smoke said...

Bye Ergo!

sdock10 said...

Damnit man! I have the worst cough still. I can't shake it.

It's making me all irritated and stuff.

resurrected wreck said...

Allergies? Or a cold?

sdock10 said...

Well....

Sockfocker

How is that?

sdock10 said...

RW,

I dunno. I think allergies.

Let me go hit up my medicine cabinet and see what kind of goodies I can find.

Anonymous said...

Well then there ya go, RW, I gracious in the extreme. :D

Anon, we've talked before. Nice to read you again. ^_^

Welp, really, I should go into lurk mode for a bit and try to do something creative.

Anonymous said...

I swear by echinacea, it's the only thing that ever seems to work for me.

Why do you say that, Kapunua?

Smoke said...

Sockfocker?

Focksucker?

You is gonna get be all confoozed with these words!

sdock10 said...

Echinacea?

What's that do?

Anonymous said...

You felt familiar, anon, that's all, and you were nice to me. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Echinacea?

A cold preventative, I believe.

sdock10 said...

This is what I get for laying out in the sun on my back porch and snorting pollen.

Anonymous said...

Very perceptive.

I'm impressed, and a little bit freaked out.

Anonymous said...

Well, you read differently from the usual anons. You don't overuse punctuation, for one thing. And you sound nice without sounding effusive.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

I totally just mixed you up in my pasta salad. How's that make you feel? ^_^

Hello there 'freaked out' Anon!

resurrected wreck said...

Mayo,

I totally just mixed you up in my pasta salad.


0_0

Sorry, I couldn't not do it.

Smoke said...

Heh-heh.

I swear to God, I will never look at a bottle or jar of mayonnaise again.

Ever.

And it's all because of you, Mayo!

sdock10 said...

Okay, so I just downed a mucinex and some mello yello.

Let's see how this works out for me.


Smoke,

I had some basil vinagerette kind last night and it wasn't good. It had too much dehydrated stuff. That stuff does not rehydrate. I don't care what it says.

Anonymous said...

Echinacea is used to treat and prevent colds and flu. It helps stimulate the immune system to help fight infections.

I've also used it to help reduce inflammation.

Really, you should try it.

sdock10 said...

I'm going to go have a bath.

Be back in about 30 mins.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

Thanks a bunch!! I will do that.

Smoke said...

This is just your basic ranch pasta salad.

My husband's supper.

He also has a box full of ice cream sandwiches and I guarantee he'll eat six at the time.

Anonymous said...

I cannot make up my mind where I want to be today. :/

resurrected wreck said...

He also has a box full of ice cream sandwiches and I guarantee he'll eat six at the time.

I'm impressed!

resurrected wreck said...

Time for my baff as well.

*is not going to baff with Solly; can't prove it!!*

Be back in a bit...

Smoke said...

Then sit here with me, Mustard! Wanna play poker? ^_^

Smoke said...

:(

Anonymous said...

Um, okay.

I have an Ace of Hearts, an 8 of Clubs, and Jack of Clubs.

Did I win?

Smoke said...

No because I have a Royal Flush.

Ha!

I win. That was easy. Okay, now what can we do?

Anonymous said...

Well, we now know that playing cards at Mayo's is out of the question!

Everyone's off bathing. I feel like I should be doing that, too.

'Cept I don't wanna right now.

Smoke said...

Are they all bathing together?

Ewwwww.

Thank goodness, Mayo had a private bath put in the royal bedroom just for me.

Oh God. You know what that makes me think of though? This episode of Law & Order where the guy owned an apartment building and he had video cameras set up in every room catching every angle.

Creepy. I'm not going to take a bath now. O_O

sdock10 said...

Okay so my face got a touch too much sun today.

Oh well...

What are ya'll doing?

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

You totally can't worry about shit like that. Folks are always watching you. Just get over it and put on a show.

Smoke said...

Did you check for cameras, Solly?

Smoke said...

Oh well! Guess you really don't mind!

Anonymous said...

Sounds like the movie Sliver.

Smoke said...

Yes! Exactly! I forgot about that movie.

Creepy as hell. X_x

Anonymous said...

Ew, that's gross.

That reminds me of that Nightmare On Elm Street movie where Freddy came through the floor of the bathtub.

Smoke said...

Do you know the only thing I really remember about those movies is the when he sucked Johnny Depp into the waterbed.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKK! NOT JOHNNY!

Anonymous said...

I'm your boyfriend now, *slurp*

Smoke said...

And the Dokken song. Can't forget the Dokken song.

sdock10 said...

Nope, but I posed just in case.

I don't think I saw that movie.


*knows Smoke is shocked*

Smoke said...

O_O

Smoke said...

Solly,

You don't remember Sliver? With Sharon Stone and Billy Baldwin?

God, where have you been?

And how is it that I have managed to actually see all these movies?

sdock10 said...

Dream Warriors!!!!!

Baddest meffin scary soundtrack song evah!

Anonymous said...

Did anyone else laugh when Johnny Depp got sucked into the bed?

That was funny as hell.

I hated the Nightmare on Elm Street movies.

Anonymous said...

Dream Warriors was cool! I like Patricia Arquette. And the cute Baldwin in Sliver, that was nice.

sdock10 said...

Umm, no I did not laugh when Johnny Depp got sucked into the bed.

Smoke said...

I do remember the girl making the house out of popsicle sticks, too.

It's all coming back to me! Scary!

sdock10 said...

Mucinex makes me feel pukey. But why?????

Ick.....

Anonymous said...

Makes me feel that way because it makes me think of the little snot people partying in my lungs

Smoke said...

Hahaha! For real, Anon.

Anonymous said...

One, two - Freddy's coming for you.

Three, four - better lock the door.

Five, six - grab your crucifix.

Seven, eight- you better stay up late.

Nine, ten - he's back again.



MWUAHAHAHAHAH.

Smoke said...

I was trying to remember that, Mustard!

Anonymous said...

Snot people partying in your lungs?

That's so cool! Nice visual to boot!

sdock10 said...

Anon,

Totally...I didn't think about it like that. They are totally sitting in the recliner watching tv and shit.


Mustard,

Niiiiice! I can't believe I still remember that too!

Anonymous said...

how many anons are here? has the echinacea anon gone or is this still you?

Anonymous said...

You are totally scaring the beejeebus out of me Mustard. Seriously that is the only movie that gave me real crying for my mama nightmares, and I was a teenager. I think it was the idea of not being able to get away from him, I mean, everyone has to sleep, right?

Anonymous said...

Just one of those things you never forget once you hear it, right?

Kinda like riding a bicycle.

Anonymous said...

I am not echinacea anon, I am scared of Freddy anon.

Smoke said...

Me, too, Anon! I mean when did the first movie come out? I couldn't have been but like seven or eight.

O_O

Anonymous said...

I am not the Echinacea anon.

Anonymous said...

That movie scared you, Anonymous?!

I don't know why it didn't scare me. I thought it was more funny than it was scary.

But, I was an off child. Heh. :)

Anonymous said...

Set of movies, I should say.

Anonymous said...

so many anons.

sdock10 said...

I guess it scared me a little, but Smoke got scared of everything. She was scared of Gremlins.

Anonymous said...

Leprechauns.

Now that shit scared me.

Anonymous said...

It was those knife gloves, I have a thing about knives

Anonymous said...

What? Scared of FREDDY? Freddy's my favorite.

I have a secret crush on Robert Englund. O_O

Anonymous said...

Then, logically, you didn't enjoy watching Edward Scissorhands, did you? ;)


That movie pwnd.

sdock10 said...

Poltergeist...and the clown.

Smoke said...

STFU, Solly! I was not.

Well, my God what was I like five when Gremlins came out?

Jesus!

And the very first Friday the 13th scarred me for life. The whole chopped down the middle of the face scene.

Don't even get me started on Poltergeist.

Anonymous said...


Nine, ten - he's back again.


"Nine, ten, never sleep again," is what I remember.

I sang that song an awful lot in my teenage days. ^_^

Anonymous said...

The Shining.

That one, too. It scared me.

Not much else though. Creepy, psychological shit gets me though. Not lakeside murders or dream killers. Nuh-uh. Not me.

Smoke said...

Alright, I was seven. SEVEN! They both came out in 1984. I'm guessing I didn't sleep much that whole year.

Anonymous said...

But he was nice with his hands! And giving stylish cuts and such. And I love Robert Englund too, especially in V. And Poltergeist, eek, that is all that needs to be said.

Anonymous said...

"Nine, ten, never sleep again," is what I remember.

They edited that line it seems.

IMDB.com said so for some reason. Not really recalling the reason right now though.

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...

Poltergeist...and the clown.


Seriously one of the scariest moments ever.

Smoke said...

The Shining was on yesterday. ^_^

Let's see, scariest scary movie ever?

I have to be honest, The Blair Witch Project kind of spooked me a little. But I live in da'woods. X_X

sdock10 said...

I don't like shit about aliens.

Smoke said...

I have been scared of clowns ever since.

End of story.

Anonymous said...

The Shining, Splash another favorite. The book was scary too.

The scariest part of The Shining for me was the two guys in furry costumes. I saw that on my 9th birthday and it scared the everloving christ out of me.

So when I saw the 30 Seconds to Mars video based on that and they actually sorta recreated that scene (in their own psycho way,) my palms were sweating. O_O

Anonymous said...

As far as The Shining, the movie didn't scare me so much, but I couldn't read the book except in the daytime.

Anonymous said...

IT


DNW.

sdock10 said...

Awwwwh.....V!!!

I remember V!!

The rats and lizard baby.

Smoke said...

Pennywise!

EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Well, I'm pretty sure it's just me that's creeped out my old man Nicholson to begin with.

Give him an ax, and I'm done for.

sdock10 said...

IT


Pennywise


Okay, stop it! Stop talking about this stuff.

*starts thinking of rainboows, bunnies, butterflies, and sunshine*

Anonymous said...

*BY

Oh my god, not MY!?!?!

BY OLD MAN NICHOLSON!

Anonymous said...

"IT" the movie sucked.* IT, the book, ruled.

Except for That One Scene.















*I say that as someone who loves Tim Curry unnaturally.

Smoke said...

My old man Nicholsan. ^_^

Anonymous said...

I liked the tv miniseries of The Shining. It was like Stephen was all, hey, I'm gonna make this like I wanted to in the first place.

Anonymous said...

RE: It

The thing that creeped me out the very most was at the beginning I think.

I haven't seen it in a long time, but it was the part where his sailboat goes down the drain, and then that fucking clown head with his balloon and big ass peepers are staring back into the camera.

Holy shit, that creeped me out.

Smoke said...

Damn, I effed his name up. :(

Anonymous said...

That One Scene totally ruined it for me though.

Smoke said...

Mustard,

That is exactly it. I refuse to watch that movie again to this day.

sdock10 said...

Mustard,

Yep exactly...the first few mins of the movie.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

Stop reading my mind.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

That One Scene totally ruined it for me though.


I read it when I was 14 and I cringed. Yeah, it was pretty bad. And totally unnecessary to the plot.

Anonymous said...

Wawawait!

What's "That One Scene?"

What's the scene for it, I mean.

Anonymous said...

I get the idea of doing the miniseries and I like that guy, uhh, the one who was in Dead and Loving It. But I just liked the first one better. I have good memories of that film. :D

Anonymous said...

Nevermind. Not sure I want to know now.

Anonymous said...

Splash, you don't wanna know. O_O

Anonymous said...

Okay, cool. :)

Anonymous said...

All the 14 year old boys do it to the 14 year old girl in the sewer.

Anonymous said...

spill the beans anon is not scared of Freddy anon

Anonymous said...

Gahhh! Actually I thought they were 12? Still, yeah, DNW.

Anonymous said...

yeah, they were younger than 14.

Smoke said...

Be back in a bit!

Anonymous said...

Hands over ears, eyes scrunched shut. La la la la la, I can't hear you.

Anonymous said...

see, underage sex leads to blog death.

Anonymous said...

Hahaa! Bad, wrong, unnecessary "plot" points, you know?

Now honestly I'm the most ridiculously self-indulgent and undisciplined writer with my gratuitous "THIS IS HOT!" scenes, but really. Underage sex does not enter into the equation. O_O

sdock10 said...

Time for the season finale of Rock of Love!!

Does that scare anyone?

Anonymous said...

that is almost scarier than Freddy. That, and the thought of what is under than bandanna.

sdock10 said...

I hear ya, Anon.

sdock10 said...

Bret Michaels killed the blog!!

I'm sorry, Mayo!!

resurrected wreck said...

Can I just say how much I love that SS still has 'Dominic' as his blog page subtitle?

resurrected wreck said...

Poltergeist...and the clown.

*flees in terror*

resurrected wreck said...

RW killed the blog convo.

:(

resurrected wreck said...

*slinks off in shame*

resurrected wreck said...

*wanders back in, suspicious*

Are you all off watching Rock of Love??

resurrected wreck said...

0_0

Meffers!

sdock10 said...

RW,

Bret Michaels killed the blog.

resurrected wreck said...

Ooooo! Signs of life!

Hullo, Solly :)

sdock10 said...

I'm just halfway watching Rock of Love, RW. My back is to the tv screen.

Anonymous said...

Hey you two!

Sorry, I was off writing to Mayo already. :)

resurrected wreck said...

Can you still tell what's going on if you're not facing the TV?

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, Mustard! :D

Smoke said...

Daisy looks like a duck.

Smoke said...

Daisy Duck! Ha!

resurrected wreck said...

LOL!

resurrected wreck said...

You're silly, S&V!

sdock10 said...

This show sucks.

I'm bored.

sdock10 said...

How many times can he suck on her face?

resurrected wreck said...

As many times as she'll let him, I imagine.

Smoke said...

Amber only wants to eff him to prove she can.

Jeez.

resurrected wreck said...

Wait a minute, is he sucking on the duck's face?

0_0

sdock10 said...

Not yet, RW, but he will.

Anonymous said...

I seriously took the most beautiful photo today. I can't believe I actually got this shot.

My best photo of the year so far.

How lucky of a shot was that? Seriously!

sdock10 said...

She just totally showed Bret her LolliLu!

Anonymous said...

So, is anyone on AIM? I'm gonna take my doggies out and then sign on, if anyone is on.

I've been trying to draw, but I suck way too hard.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

That picture was awesome!!!

resurrected wreck said...

She just totally showed Bret her LolliLu!

I think that's worthy of a 0_0

resurrected wreck said...

Awww! The pretty doggie is sniffin' the flowers!

sdock10 said...

Seriously, RW...she was all like Bret, I'm not wearing any underwear and then she showed him and he said let me see again and she showed him again.

Ummm...while they were eating dinner.

resurrected wreck said...

*gags*

Anonymous said...

eww, hope he wasn't eating fish.

Anonymous said...

That's disgusting.

*barfs*

sdock10 said...

Muauuaauuauuuhhah, I'm not sure, but he said "Check please!" and they left.

Anonymous said...

Thanks Solly! ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

I'll bet they did!

Anonymous said...

Um, I just have one question.

What happened to having dignity and respect for yourself?

Did my memo get lost in the mail or sumthin'?

Anonymous said...

Oh, thanks also RW. That's my bad wicked little dog. He doesn't look bad though, does he?

Anonymous said...

bret michaels looks like the mom from that show One Day At a Time.

Anonymous said...

Go on AIM guys!

Anonymous said...

OMG, Anon, Bonnie something or the other, right? You are totally cracking me up.

ergoproxy said...

hey ho back again

juts saying, thanks to poltergeist clown dolls and open cupboards became creepier than they were before!

resurrected wreck said...

What happened to having dignity and respect for yourself?

There's no ratings in that, Mustard.

resurrected wreck said...

Can't, K. Am having to head to bed soon :(

Anonymous said...

Mayo Sdock and I are on AIM and we were wondering if your "travel agent / coalescing" thing is about the people n this blog who are going to meet each other? Like those who met and will travel to meet up, because of your blog?

Or you are a travel agent. ^_^


That's all we got, darlin'.

resurrected wreck said...

Bonnie Franklin, anon.

How is it I know this?

ergoproxy said...

I have 2 chicks hatched :)

(one more but it's a bit tired, hope it gathers it's little strength and pulls through) other eggs are cheeping and tapping

Anonymous said...

you calling me a ho?

Anonymous said...

There's no ratings in that, Mustard.

Can't argue with that.

It's just disappointing to see that what's "acceptable" has changed dramatically.

resurrected wreck said...

we were wondering if your "travel agent / coalescing" thing is about the people n this blog who are going to meet each other?

Oh, hey! That's a good guess, K! :)

resurrected wreck said...

It's just disappointing to see that what's "acceptable" has changed dramatically.

I hear you. That's one of the reasons why I don't watch TV any more.

Anonymous said...

That's an extremely good guess.

Sounds like it may be the correct one, too.

It's a pretty freakin' awesome thing, I'm just sayin'.

Anonymous said...

RW, Sdock and I thought that at the same time in AIM. Smoke too, apparently. ^_^

Anonymous said...

It is awesome.

And once either Leathermouth or TBS or even The Used does a show somewhere in the middle, then at the very least, Solly, Smoke, Star and I are there.

Who else is down?

resurrected wreck said...

ME!!

Anonymous said...

YES!!

resurrected wreck said...

Hey, Solly, new page coming up soon!

ergoproxy said...

I agree it's due to people meeting up, there are quite a few now.
I didn't realize Elena was meeting anima as well as TJ and the OP's!


*needs to get passport*

Anonymous said...

You sure do,Ergo. ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

*shudders slightly at the thought of having to go through U.S. Customs*

They're so... not nice :/

sdock10 said...

And Smoke and I are headed to 'Bama...we are still waiting for Mayo to book our hotel and get our car rental took care of.

resurrected wreck said...

Better get on that, Mayo! Wouldn't want them to have to sleep in their car.

ergoproxy said...

I'm watching Yellow Submarine

ergoproxy said...

mayo could pay for me and cupcake

Anonymous said...

DON'T GET HISTORICAL!

Anonymous said...

cool, ergo.

Anonymous said...

cocksucker

Anonymous said...

Oh man!

ergoproxy said...

pick up pickled possum on the way

Anonymous said...

Ha, it was a total accident!

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