The clouds have dropped
below the horizon and
swallowed me whole.
Now, I am not able to see
I have nowhere to go.
And when I get there
the path has been dozed over,
it happened while I slept.
I like it better this way,
because uncertainty is exciting.
And I am tired
of well worn routes.
So, I take the lead
only for myself.
And when I get there
I will know,
and when I get there
I will know, and
when I get there, I will
know.
(Don’t be afraid)
p.s. where does it go? where is it from? what does it leave?
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Who shall be on top tonight?
Hmmm......
Not yet...maybe I'll drag you out there one night...I'm sure you would be kicking and screaming all the way.......I will make it out one night.....and no.....playing guitar is NOT more important than anything.....well not to me...its more like holding back a yawn these days.
BC it is!!!!!!
"You sure look good from down here"
;)
Okay she's out of the room.....
Seriously oh nevermind she's back now
Sugarplum, that so did NOT sound right ;)
*ignores her traitorous blogsib*
wendy, i fully believe mayo can do anything he wants to.
anything.
Triston: I always stop in to see Austin - on the nights he's playing and I've been to the HOB or Howlin Wolf that is!
I also always stop in to see and say HOWDY to Andrew (A) at Utopia. He plays Sunday through Thursdays there!
tj, true believer said...
*ignores her traitorous blogsib*
wendy, i fully believe mayo can do anything he wants to.
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True, TJ! I forgot for a few minutes.
He is MAGIC MAN! ;)
I played all day...went to practice with a band for a few hours.....and all of that and I took the day off.....my life is very complicated....Than I have this whole Vampire misting thing going on......I cant leave anyone down.....and I am suffering from obvious sleep deprivation......poor me.
oh holy crap...
i just realized i can't delete any of these.
O_O
MORTIFICATION WILL UNDOUBTABLY OCCUR.
mayo, mayo-sama, please...forgive me.
*eep*
Hello all..I think I missed alot of the "in my pants" from earlier this evening..no, last night!
Anyway..I just finished writing..
Feeling satisfied..but it was draining.I'm going to use it in my book. My eyes hurt! I'm so tired..but cant sleep again..how is everyone?
Wow you must go to the quarter every night ;)
TJ: just have another WHIPPED candy bar. That'll make you feel much better! ;)
Poor Triston
Hello NJ anon, how are you? Good to see you again.
I like Austin...He is a very nice guy...and like I said before He helped me out when I hit a brick wall a long time ago....I believe Austin is 5 years older than me.
I dont know Andrew...I may have heard of Utopia...but I think I am thinking of Todd Rundgren
Swear to God this is how she typed this.....
MORTIFICATIONWILLUNDOUBTABLYOCCUR.
I am laughing my head off watching her type....
This is so much fun.
Uh Mayo you can do anything?
Well then....do you take requests?
I'm not there EVERY night, lol!
I said when I go to shows at the HOB or The Howlin' Wolf, I stop in at those other places ;)
Unless, of course, it's an all ages show. I certainly do not drag my niece and her friends to Bourbon Street. Although, they usually do BEG! LOL
*t'is a good nanny/aunt*
Ello, bleeding chaos, tristan.anon616..and the rest. I feel like the Green Day song Insomniac..my eyes feel like they're gonna bleed..no wonder I love that song.. :)
NJ Anon said...
Ello, bleeding chaos, tristan.anon616..and the rest.
And the rest? What is this the first season of Gilligan's Island?
I mean really there are only two more of us here. We're not important enough to say our names? We need to rethink our contracts.
Feeling insomnia again NJ anon? Poor thing.
Triston said...
I like Austin...He is a very nice guy...and like I said before He helped me out when I hit a brick wall a long time ago....I believe Austin is 5 years older than me.
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Yeah, I think Austin is the type of man who would the shirt off his back to a person! I believe he's actually done that - a few times.
Hello NJ Anon! How are you? Still sleep deprived, I see.
:/
I let Snow get up and play a couple of songs a few weeks ago....he almost lost my crowd....and his ex is driving me nuts...she calls here 4 times a day...I just let the phone ring.....thank God for caller ID
*Looks over at TJ*
Damn we forgot to disengage our cloaking device
Austins a completely different animal though....he's like me...he actually plays songs.... ;)
O_O
Snow's out of jail????
Has he cleaned up/straightened up?
I hope so.....
disengage, dammit!
I'm soooo sorry..Hi Elena..(u were covered under the "rest")does that cover everyone now!? lol If not..on well..not perfect.. ;)
my brains are really shitty tonite.
I havent slept properly in about 2 mths..thanx for asking. I never knew lack of sleep made you feel so weird..should be better next week. we shall see...
Mayo
You see us right? We're not invisible right?
Oh and Hello Elena I hope you are having a pleasant night!
*now has the G's Isle theme song stuck in her head thanks to Elena*
*shoots evil glance Elena's way*
*goes hunting on youtube to find another song to get stuck*
:p
GODAMMIT!
i'm here too,y'know!!
stupid blogger men!!!
D:
He's out of Jail....not cleaned up....he's trying to get Shelley to marry him....she doesnt want to......I'm begging her to though...please ....marry him.....she is nice...she dated my bass player....I am not next...she needs to marry Snow.
blogger men referring only to the those lot posting here currently of course.
mayo is exempt.
hell hath no fury like a divorcee ignored.
Jersey anon, have you seen a doctor about your condition?
And on that completely terrible note (You dont know the half of it)...I must be off...I am dead.....I'm dead....I slay me!!! hahahaha
Ok, you were cloaked or something like that..Hello Mayo..TJ...hahaha
lmao..and I dont know why..
i'm dyin' here.
seriously.
Lol triston. Goodnight and sweet dreams. Its good to see you again :)
hello, nj anon.
and how are you this fine evening?
Bleeding Chaos said...
Jersey anon, have you seen a doctor about your condition?
April 15, 2008 2:57 AM
Yeah..I'm okay..really..even thoough I wanna say "I'm Not Okay" lol..anyway..stupid diet pills I'm on..hell yes, they work great..but they really mess you up big time..
Dumbass doctor put me on the highest dosage right away..Hello?!
Sleeplessness is one side effect. The dose will be lowered in a couple days..all should be much better. Thanx for asking. :)
Okay, this IS the Vampyre's fault (again)
He mentioned the Snow Man ;)
Randy Jacksons China Rain
NJ anon: Have you tried Unisom?
It works.....for a little while!
tj, frostily said...
hello, nj anon.
and how are you this fine evening?
April 15, 2008 3:00 AM
damn chill in here..anyone else cold? anywho.. ok..hangin in. How bout u? sorry I am not up to par this even,,,I mean morning. hehe
well, ok.
i'm maybe too good.;)
take care of yourself, nj anon.
and don't ignore lovely ladies in the future!
So insomnia is the side effect of the drug? Dumbass doctor. Anyways, you're welcome nj anon :)
Nope...He's not in this video...I didnt think so...he screwed that up also,
and..btw.I am still trying to get to know all of you..which is much easier when I have some brain power which I seem to be lacking right now.. ;)
NO ONE has had more chances...I do feel sorry for him...his attitude is ....hmmm....terrible.
Not yet...maybe I'll drag you out there one night...I'm sure you would be kicking and screaming all the way.
Wendy, I thought you and triston were friends!
Triston said...
He's out of Jail....not cleaned up....he's trying to get Shelley to marry him....she doesnt want to......I'm begging her to though...please ....marry him.....she is nice...she dated my bass player....I am not next...she needs to marry Snow.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Shelley? Not Robbie's old Shelley?
YIKES! You must really HATE her if you trying to get her to marry Snow.
Poor woman!!!!! I don't think I would wish that on my worst ....
well, on anyone ;P
Goodnight Triston!
Triston said...
Nope...He's not in this video...I didnt think so...he screwed that up also,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah, he was probably out 'shopping' for something when the video was shot ;)
I dont hate her....I just dont want to deal with her....I dont like the way she looks at me hangs on me....spits on me when she drinks too much....and is trying to sneak in on my with that caring friend schtick...I was born at night....but not last night.
tj, relenting said...
well, ok.
i'm maybe too good.;)
take care of yourself, nj anon.
and don't ignore lovely ladies in the future!
April 15, 2008 3:04 AM
I Never ignore lovely ladies or men for that matter... I will try my darndest to be more observant in the future my dear. ;)
Poor nj anon. Don't worry, you'll have enough time to get to know us better :)
Heck...Thats Austins old Shelley also....like I said...she will never be this ones old Shelley.....LMAO
heh, who really needs a brain, right nj?
just gets in the way.:)
you're a good kid.
*chucks you under the chin*
NJ anon seems to have a lot of love to go 'round ;)
BRAVO NJ anon....
Bravo!!!!!
:D
G'nite Triston..
Sounds like this woman likes you triston.
Triston said...
Heck...Thats Austins old Shelley also....like I said...she will never be this ones old Shelley.....LMAO
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
LOL!!!! Shelley sure did get around ;)
Hey.....I forgot to tell you that I ran into Steffi at the Ace Frehley show! Haha, I LOVE that woman. She NEVER changes either!
is he still babbling? hasn't he gone to his coffin yet?
Steffi...yeah she is out of the box...I still cant forget what she did at the last show I did she showed up for...I cant even say it here....hahaha
She is crazy and fun!
BC...remember what I said about mileage...that odometer has turned over twice...not to mention all my bass players stories,,,,,lots of kiss and tell at this house.....I shake my head....but I do listen...a little.
Yes she is! She was with John (Swank) They are the most adorable, loving DIVORCED couple I know, LOL!!!!
G'nite "Everyone"! that should cover it..hehe..
really gotta try and sleep..my eyes hurt.
Have a great evening and an even better tomorrow. Ciao Popolos.. ♥
Why do you care anon?
OK I am obviously stepping on the anons 15 minutes of fame here ...so enough talking bizzness...I am off to the coffin!!
nite all
oh, you are so hilarious
seems you have an infinite number of women to marry
Ciao NJ anon. Sweet dreams.
Triston: yikes!
Goodnite NJ anon!
Goodnite and good bites, Triston!
Where the heck did Elena and TJ go?
*wonders if the sugar rush finally got to TJ*
BC: Whatcha doing? ;)
good night nj -- sleep well! dream fun!
Sweet dreams triston
wendy,i am immune to all sugar rushes!
mwah-ha!
no anon...none to marry....lol
nite!!
Sugarplum, what am I doing? Trying to find ways to clone that drummer from Devildriver. That dude is hot ;)
Wouldn't mind dating him. And you're right: he does look like nikki sixx a bit, haha!
What are you doing? ;)
One more thing..sorry BC..you write Vamp stories too?!! OMG. Thats fantastic...I must read more tmrrw. G'nite again. ;)
I-70 is a good route.
Lol, yes I do NJ anon. First chapter is posted on my blog, but its a bit erotic ;)
Sweet dreams!
Hello other anonymous! How are you tonight?
*sings along to China Rain*
Hi everyone :) I just got back from seeing MCR :) It was AWESOME!!! I'm tired, hoarse and majorly sunburned, but it was worth it. Much better than last year's PR performance. :) A couple of funny things; Gerard asked if anyone had watched last night's season finale of Rock of Love 2. And he said, "That shit just totally blows my fucking mind. So I have a quesion, Denver, will you stay in this house and rock my world?" :D And at the beginning he kept needing to get some oxygen because of our high altitude, so he let us start singing WTTBP. This show was so great, it has renewed my love for this band. :)
Well, I have to be off to bed after I get some aloe vera, because I'm doing it all again tomorrow - only, oddly enough, I'm going to see Bret Michaels tomorrow night, or rather tonight. :D
Oh I almost forgot, before Desert Song he brought up LOTMS and said that it was meant to be inspiration to start a band. "Not just save your life. Which is cool and all, but it was meant to inspire you to start a band."
Hi concert anon, good to see you had a great time. Take care and goodnight.
LAST FOREVER
Randy Jackson's China Rain
I'm with you whether I'm near or I'm far away
I love you
I will forever
I see you even in daydreams
Anyway
I touch you, feel you beside me
And then I take you in my arms
Because I know we're gonna last forever
And our dreams are still alive
Because I know I've got the love to give you
I know you
Know how it feels to be far away
I touch you, now and forever
And then I take you in my arms
Because I know we're gonna last forever
And our dreams are still alive
Because I know I've got the love to give you
I won't play the fool
Don't you walk away from me now
I'll be right behind you
Driving me insane, Never get a second chance
To choose where to go now
Your eyes
Not afraid
Holding on
All my days
Look into my eyes
I'm gonna hold you tight
Through the ups and downs
Makin' love so real
Tell ya how it feels make you realize
Realize that you're my life!
I'm gonna take you in my arms anyway
And when the end is coming near
I'm gonna walk with you on earth and heaven
Your eyes
Not afraid
Holding on
You'll never wait
All your life
I'll be there
Feel the love
It's everywhere
Goodnight everyone. I have to sleep and start planning on cloning a drummer ^_^ Sweet dreams everyone. *hugs*
Hello concert anon! It sounds as though it was a wonderful show and you had a great time!!!
Thank you for sharing your review with us!
I must be off too, BC!
Goodnight, sweetcheeks and sweet green shirted drummer dreams to you! ;)
Goodnight to TeeeeeeJaaaaaaay, Elena, Ergo, concert anon, lurkers, Mayo, SS, other anon and whoever else is here at ridiculous o'clock in the morning!
Sweet dreams to one and all!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Night Wendy
Sweet dreams
Thanks concert anon. Makes me even more excited for my show that's well yeah tonight.....
Hello
Hello
Hello
Is there anyone out there?
*runs back in*
Have a FANTABULOUS, FINNTASTIC time tonight, Elena and TJ!
Don't forget to bring the salsa and donuts to share with the guys in the band!
*wicked laugh*
;)
Have fun and stay safe, girls!
Well Wendy we decided to have fun but can't say we'll stay safe!
HA HA HA
TJ and elena seriously you crack me up!
belated hi and bye to triston and bye to BC and wendy
NJ anon still about? Really you perhaps need some sleep! bleeding eyeballs and all. I really hope the new dosage sorts out the broblem, be careful on them.
Glad your writing is good enough for your book tonight
Oh thank you too concert anon! So glad you had a good time.
But he needed oxygen? wow
Lovely of you to call back in and let us know
Ergo we are very serious women...
TJ is trying on my clothes to see what she wants to wear to the concert.
Oh next we're gonna do each others hair.
elena if this was on DVDI'd buy it!
you going to do each others nails too?
I fully expect photos of this :)
(has TJ calmed down any yet? She seemed a little excitable)
TJ is a bit calmer now
She's not talking about candy bars now. Of course she did just trip on a shadow....so you know.
Oh crap she's standing on a chair to look in the mirror at the bustier she's trying on.
you REALLY need a camera!
gotta go, dinner timne! Do tell her to be careful!
:)
sha.
i'm fine. i'm fully capable of admiring my figure in a mirror.
even if i am a wee bit dizzy.
elena's got lots of fun clothes. :)
I have a great photo of TJ on the back of the Harley today. Yeah she looks like a total biker babe.
Mayo
Holy hell tj and I just realized it's four in the morning. Uh, we lost track of time for some reason. Actually for a good fucking reason, we're having fun! I can't remember having this much fun for a very, very long time. Oh here she is now. I'll let her say a few words. If she starts talking about candy bars please just smile and nod your head. Trust me it's for the best....
sooo,
maybe we got a little silly tonight. maybe. but it was fun, and were you over there in the corner, mayo? were you laughing along at our shenanigans?
well, we thought you were, and that made it more fun for us. really, we just want you to show us your lovely bright smile. then we know everything is okay.
i say "we" with confidence, because you know what? we've been talking about you all day. oh yeah. were your ears burning? did you find yourself sneezing a lot?
that was me and elena. sorry. *grin*
but we're harmless, really.
actually, it's been great to talk to someone face-to-face about our little world here. sometimes, everything about this place seems imaginary, all tir na nog and you're the elusive will o' the wisp.
but look -- there's elena sitting right next to me, and there you are -- i know you're there, too, mayo, even though the spider's thread is loose on my wrist -- and it will all still be there in the morning, nothing will turn into dried leaves and stones. you're no illusion. we're not imaginary.
i know you're there, mayo.
i hear you, maybe not tonight with my fuzzy fuzzy head, but all other nights your voice is unmistakeable.
i'm rambling. elena is patiently waiting to ramble, too.
mayo, no matter what what -- you are heard here. always.
i'll let my sister take back the keyboard, and go fall onto her couch. busy, fantastic day tomorrow.
i can't wait. life these days is very very good.
thank you, mayo-sama. good night.
Oh my, someone who rambles as much as me is sitting right beside me. Life is so strange. Strange but so good. I'll make this short and to the point. Yeah, my heads a bit fuzzy too but I hear you. It's easy cause I'm listening with my heart.
Night Mayo
Elena (truly not alone)
Morning Mayo!
Morning anyone else!
May the warmth of the sun gently caress the fragrance from within the blossoms that line your path to spiritual harmony, etc...
FASC/Fimble,
I may have been somewhat premature with my "3 points, b*tches" comment last week as I momentarily forgot that we are currently (but not for long, probably) managed by the sorriest excuse for a Jose-replacement there is. Damn Wigan for Christsakes!!
And relax...
Kass xx
hey mayo hope you had a great day! I did, it was fun, buggerizing about on your blog. Chatting to two friends actually together in the one house, and on the one computer, wishing I was there but feeling a little part of it regardless.
Wishing friends family faith and fun to you and yours much love EP xx
SS
Well have you read the wonderful adventures of TJ and elena? Sounds like a great time is being had. And soon they'll be meeting up with more members of blog believe, it's a mad mad mad mad world.
lol
Sending you love hope and friendship lotsa love
EP xx
goodnight blogbelieve!
Mayo,
Yay! Monday is long gone, bring on Tuesday. How are you today? Doing well, I hope. You know what today is, don't you? Tax day. ASSuming you live in the US, of course. So, have you paid the guv'ment yet? Because, Dude, there are only 2 sure things in life....death and taxes. And I only ask out of concern because I work in a tax office and I don't like to hear lame ass excuses for not getting your shit in on time. I'm a cold hearted ruthless bitch, but someone has to be or else no one would pay for shit.
Middle class blue collar America, you rock my world.
Wow, sdock10, you pick some crazy shit to ramble about....I know.
Okay Mayo, I'm going to try posting this comment to you. I will remember to copy and paste so that little hungry bitch, blogger can't eat me and make me disapper. Tricky, tricky.
Hope you have a two-fer Tuesday...where everything is twice as nice.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Did someone say....audit? Noooooooo!
Mayo,
Sdock10 = Death and taxes.
Just sayin'.....
^_^
Morning errbody!
Morning Mayo!
Morning SS!
Mayo,
What you doing? Nothing? Well, find something to do damn you! Like, cook us all dinner today. Okay?
SS,
Have you been rehearsing your toe songs? Getting prepared and shit? You're gonna be awesome, I'm sure. Hee-hee. I hope you are okay, dude. I just hope you are taking care of yourself, it's all good and may the sun keep shining on you wherever you go. ^_^
Have a great day people! It's Tuesday! TARTAR SAUCE!!!
XOXO,
S&V20
"Not just save your life. Which is cool and all, but it was meant to inspire you to start a band."
Is this his new kick? I'm a bit confused by it. What if you've never been interested in starting a band? What if all you've wanted to do since you were very small was, say, make historical costumes? Have you somehow missed your potential or given up on yourself if you've succeeded in that but have never pursued being in a band? Really, Gerard.
Anyway, thanks for the review! Any Sharpie-ing going on at that show? Denver was the "scene of the crime" last year after all.
Happy Tuesday, everyone! :)
you fucked up ass hole!!!!
SS,
My friend, I don't know what these girls have gotten you into? Just know if you need a good manager, I am available.
Have yourself a good one, man. Keep those toes protocted. Those are your moneymakers. Might want to think about getting an extra insurance policy on 'em. Like that chick from Entertainment Tonight did with her legs.
Anyways....I sound like I've been smoking wacky backy this morning.
Much love!
Later, dude!
*still singing China Rain*
"Feel on fire but you're drippin' wet
Stone cold crazy and almost dead
Hold on baby it's a psychodelic SEX REACTION...
....she's a shaking volcano night after night after night after night"
Good morning/night Mayo, SS, Kass, Solly, Smoke, Ergo, Elena, TJ (probably crashing from that sugar rush by now), Possum, FASC, RW, the greatly missed Miranth, lurkers, watchers, gods and (godesses) of thunder (and rock n roll)!
How are you all on this beautiful and chilly Tuesday morning? Yes, chilly - in Louisiana, in mid April - it's insanity!!!
I hope everyone is well, happy and warm!
Elena: Now, you and TJ won't make me give ya'll that STD talk, will ya? SAFETY FIRST girls -- SAFETY FIRST! ;)
PS: Watch out for 17 year old males painted so PRUDDY they look 25!
O_O
To ponder today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
Author Unknown
and:
I don't know what tomorrow will bring -- except old age and death -- but I do know that I do have today, one absolutely glorious day that I will savor and make the most of as if it were my last one... because it may be!
Gary Fenchuk
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wishing you all a day filled with wonderful new discoveries!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Possum,
I have my APOCALYPTICA tickets in my safe. Tucked away beneath Mr. Smith and Mr. Wesson.
NOBODY is gettin' my APO tickets!
;)
MCR Denver 4/14/08
i never told you
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=O0S0N2wiU0Q
the jetset life
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=wwN4dhVCkOA
Goodmorning everyone!
Thanks for the Denver video links, Anon. Will go and have a look in a mo ^_^
TJ and Elena - loving reading what a great time you are both having together. OMG when Anima meets up with you it's going to get even better. Hope the guys play so loud your whole body vibrates!
Amy - Um... Early Birthday Present? Yeeaah...um, Amy aren't you an Aries? Shouldn't we be yelling out birthday wishes sometime soon =)
*dropping elephant sized hints for a date from Amy*
Denver Concert Anon - Thanks so much for your review! Glad you had a great time. Oxygen tank? GW seriously needs to quit that smoking if his lungs can't cope with the extra altitude! And I hope your eyes last for the Brett Michaels concert today. Although...the soft focus may help ^_~
Hi to NJ anon - You like Green Day? Have you caught up with Foxboro Hot Tubs yet?
MissT and Fimmy - Hope both your computers haven't exploded with them both heating up like that.
*sends over a couple of silver jacket wearing, muscular fireman to keep the girls safe - just in case*
Hi ya Mayo,
Have you been attacked by the warm fuzzies yet?
Come on, admit it. You have =)
Who can resist them as TJ continues to weave her magic, making BlogBelieve merge with the real world.
Coalescing indeed ^_^
SS,
Geez dude, you're probably hidden by the amount of warm fuzzies getting you!
*envisages SS smothered by multitudes of luminescent,pompom- like creatures with just SS's eyes, nose, fingers and toenails poking out*
Heh heh!
'Night all.
*wanders off aimlessly until tomorrow*
hullo. why does ss have toenails on his profile
Just guessing but that would probably be down to the "Singing Toenail" link posted here yesterday(?)
Do not view whilst eating your lunch
i have to say, that is disgusting kass. i do not want to see that again :) oh and you will get a better manager soon. you just have to accpet that we will still win hehehehehe only kidding but am i :) hope you are well kass.
ss has toenails on his interests from when he popped in the other day. he is the face or toe if you like of 'toetour2008' it is a toenail tour around the states hehehe. there is signing and merch. you get to have t shirts and hats and there are songs and basically its toetour2008.
i hope that clears it up :)
so goodmornign everybody, i read last ngiht and a funny 'pants' game. i missed it boo hoo but you had good ones lol.
today is sunny and lovely but i cant go outside, i am not well so i am stuck being bored. plus no computer to help the day go by so heck, here's to me doing the housework yay for me.
have a lovely tuesday and enjoy yourself :)
Hi fim wat's up with you not feeling well? Quit that!
Hi PP, kass. And solly, Mayo SS and whoever is lurking.
Today is boring aside from the fact that my arm got yanked through a door
Nearly pulled out of its socket. And my leg was stuck I a chaier simultaneously. What a scene.
So what's up today, anything cool?
I'm starving, damn. Someone feed me.
'morning, kapunua!
sorry to hear about your arm. :(
but anything cool happening? how about me and elena meeting up with anima and rocking out to mcr tonight?
oh, i know you don't support them anymore, but you have to admit, the simple fact of it is exciting!!
XD
When you are splattered withj blood before lnch, you kinda know what the rest of
The day is gonne be like. Ewww but. At least it didn"t et on my new scrubs!
ToeTour 2008 will be greater than our necessity for oxygen.
It will be. No bones about it.
Mayo, SS, and BBers, I hope your Tuesdays are turning out to be fantastic!
Fim, sorry you're not feeling well. I'm gonna send you some bacon butties, okay? ;)
Gotta run, but I'll talk to you all later.
And for what it's worth, "Unintended" is on permanent repeat in my head.
mayo,
just re-reading your post, still waking up, and needing to make arrangements to stay a little bit longer (and they want me to, that's how successful this coalescence has been!), and needing to get ready to go to the venue and brave the 40 mph wind in line all day.
but your postscript is making me think, as usual.
mayo, your soul -- that important part of your heart -- it doesn't really ever leave you, no matter what it feels like. that's the magic of it -- whoever or whatever makes a home within you will always be with you, will never be away from you.
no matter what happens, those we love stay with us, always. we carry them within us, they live in our dreams and in our prayers, and if we're lucky, if the fates smile on us, they also live in our arms.
you know, being an explorer in one's own life is a great magic, but i can never truly get lost with the grounding compass of loved ones full in my heart.
gonna get some coffee, and start the day.
be brave, mayo, and come out smiling.
Oh tj you guys are gona have fu
Just being together! :D
How cool, we need to see some pics of you guys!
Hi there splash!
I 'm teting to see I I can sign
Sign I through LJ.
At Last
Elizabeth Akers Allen
At last, when all the summer shine
That warmed life's early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine
And hold them close—at last—at last!
Not oft the robin comes to build
Its nest upon the leafless bough
By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,—
But you, dear heart, you love me now.
Though there are shadows on my brow
And furrows on my cheek, in truth,—
The marks where Time's remorseless plough
Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,—
Though fled is every girlish grace
Might win or hold a lover's vow,
Despite my sad and faded face,
And darkened heart, you love me now!
I count no more my wasted tears;
They left no echo of their fall;
I mourn no more my lonesome years;
This blessed hour atones for all.
I fear not all that Time or Fate
May bring to burden heart or brow,—
Strong in the love that came so late,
Our souls shall keep it always now!
oh, tomorrow's love -- no knights in shining armor, but very very lovely all the same.
i sincerely hope the one you are posting these dreams to is appreciative of them. i myself am all wound around and through with magic and loved ones today, and your poem fits in very well.
thank you for the breakfast for my spirit.
Hello..Good morni..eh..good afternoon to everyone who happens to be online right now..and to you Mayo.
Wrote this little piece early this morning...I was pensive when I wrote this..I'm may not be as good as some of you..so be kind.. (God, I hate putting my stuff out for people to read...so vulnerable)
"Torture to Your Soul"...
Those eyes hold you captive...
you will not be released till he decides to release you...
and you pray he doesnt...
because you know it would only be torture to your soul..
A pain that no one should ever endure...
I believe him when he tells me his love is pure...
If you question his love for you or the vows you shared...
You will be released...released from his lair...
Standing there...lifeless and bleeding...
When that love has been ripped so abruptly away from you...
Ripped away, along with a heart barely beating...
and everything you thought to be true..
There is nothing he will say or do to comfort you..
Truly, you will know torture to your soul.
(Written by DB)
Now, I have three more I am working on..I hate when things are left unfinished...the concert clips were great.
yo mayo! guess where we are?
sitting outside the venue giggling like schoolgirls!
-elena, tj, anima
Hello everyone!
How is it going?
*is eating the 'bestest' chocolate ever with hazelnuts and raisins*
*mmpf, mmpf, mmpf*
*is watching 'Highlander'*
hi and a nice afternoon/evening/morning.... how´s everyone? :)
Hey everyone. Hello my lovely pancake-zilla, pixie, how are you guys doing? *hugs*
I´m doing not good and not bad... how are you guys?
Hello, my lovely Pixie!❤
Hello, my lovely BC!❤
I'm doing mighty fine. Thanks for asking!
Are you two doing well?
What's wrong, Pixie dear?
Are you feeling ill pixie? I'm doing okay pancake-zilla, just writing some messages. Thanks.
siobhan: just the usual crap ^^
I need some icecream ^^
I can offer you chocolate with hazelnuts and raisins, but no icecream! ^_^
thanks siobhan, but I have some icecream now ;) but maybe later :)
no I´m not ill bc, just a lot going on and much to decide at the moment ^^
Whatever is going on pixie, I hope you'll make some good decisions for yourself. I wish you the best *hugs*
Pancake-zilla, have you eaten anything yet?
There is no later, Pixie!
You should know that.
I'm Pancake-Zilla.^_^
Oh yes. I'm full!
You don't have to be scared BC!
Hahaha, I'm not scared pancake-zilla.
Just weary ^_^
thanks bc *hugs* I really try to make the right ones but at the moment I jsut don´t know ...
yeah siobhan, I should know that there won´t be chocolate later... so I just stick to icecream ;)
thanks bc *hugs* I really try to make the right ones but at the moment I jsut don´t know ...
yeah siobhan, I should know that there won´t be chocolate later... so I just stick to icecream ;)
You're welcome pixie. Take some time to consider your options, and see what you can do after.
*takes a chocolate bar and puts it on the top shelf for Pixie*
*promises not to eat it herself*
thanks girls *hugs*
*sexy times with 'Highlander'*
It's so crowded here tonight.
I can hardly find my comments.
yeah and you have to shout really loud so that I can hear you...
For anyone who needs these words today.
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
It's not easy to be me
Hi,Siobhan,BC,pixie,Pickled Possum,(Mayo) too of course..
and anyone else I may have missed..Hope you are having a wonderful Tuesday. :)
I have a ques. maybe someone can answer. If I wanted to delete a comment I made as an Anon, could I? and how? Thanks for any and all help..
HI,I'm Just Me...that was really cool. Thanks for sharing.
hi anon and hi nj-anon, well nj you can´t delete comments that you made as an anon, only the blogowner can delete them...
Hello there, NJ Anon!
What's up?
Hey NJ anon, how are you?
As a anon, you can't delete comments. You can only do that if you're a registered user.
"If I wanted to delete a comment I made as an Anon, could I?"
No, as far as I know. Only the blog owner can.
I think I've never talked to you before so, nice to meet you NJ!
Hi anyone else!
Is anyone here? Am I alone in here? oh well..
I gotta go play with my other pc..spyware crap! bbl
hi bella, how are you?
Hello Bellatrix, nice to meet you.
Hello BC and Siobhan. How is everyone?
Oh damn...I wanted to delete something..Oh well..no big deal.Thanx.
Hi bella how are you? *hugs*
Hey Pixie!
I’ve seen better days,honestly.
We lose the election...*sigh*
Neverthless, I'm okay.
And you?
Hello BC!
How've you been?
Hello Bella!
Come va?
I'm doing fine, NJ Anon. Thanks for asking!
I´m something between good and bad bella ;)
well there´ll be better days for us, right? :)
I'm good NJ anon, just thinking of ways to make siobhan jealous, muhaha. How are you today? Did you get enough sleep?
I hope so, pixie!
What's wrong, sweetie? You wanna talk about it?
Well...I think I'm getting hungry again.
I think I should get me something out of the frigde.
not really bella, but thanks :) like I told bc, it´s just that a lot goes on at the moment and that i have to make alot of decisions and at the moment I´m just clueless what to do...
Good Bella. Was helping out a friend earlier and contemplating on going to the mcr show on thursday.
Bleeding Chaos said...
I'm good NJ anon, just thinking of ways to make siobhan jealous, muhaha. How are you today? Did you get enough sleep?
Yeah..that was crazy last night. I cant do that anymore, yet I say that every nite! hehe.
Anyway, did you get to see the clips of MCR playing in Denver? it was good.
You're always hungry pancake-zilla ^_^
I see. Well, if you need someone to talk to we're here. :)
You don't feel like going, BC?
Hi everyone *waves*
Is it wrong that I'm already ready for the weekend?
I'm gonna have a bath, back soon!
NJ anon, maybe you should ask your doctor to lower your intake of that diet drug.
I haven't seen the mcr clips yet. Sometimes I have problems watching the youtube videos on my laptop :(
it´s getting late, I´m off to bed... bye everyone take care *hugs*
Hi Lucy!
Bye Pixie. Take care.
*HUG*
Bella, honestly, I'm not that excited to go see them. I don't consider myself a fan anymore, but my friend is going and I haven't seen her since last year and that's the main reason why I'm going. I don't want to be stuck in the house. It'll be good to hang around in the city at least, but I'm still undecided at this point.
Hi lucy *waves*
Goodnight pixie, sweet dreams *hugs*
i was at the Denver concert last night. i tell you, he loves LynZ so much!! its so sweet. He dedicated My home is through you to her again. in case, you can't hear it, this is what he said.
"When i originally wrote the song i had nobody to miss, but eventually i found someone to really miss. This is the city i ended up getting married in. it's a really special place for me, and this song goes out to her..."
http://www.youtube.com
/watch?v=ru2wsxU1Bg8
oh gee, he's so in love with her. i bet he can't stop thinking of LynZ.
They're just perfect together.
I know what you mean, BC. Yesterday I was talking with my friend who came with me in November,and she said she was shocked when I told her I wasn't sure I was going to see them again anytime soon.
It's pretty strange,you know? That was actually my first MCR's concert and I should have benn excited, instead I found myself contemplating the stage and wondering what the hell was going on with this band. Or with their singer.
You could have a lot of fun, though, and the music is definetely worth it!
That's nice anon. No one cares.
You always beat me to the punch, Pixie!
Goodnight and sweet dreams!
Ladies, I'm off as well.
Enjoy your time here!
Nighty night!!!
Bye siobhan. Take care as well!
*HUG*
Bella, yeah, and if I decide to go, it'll be my 6th time seeing them, not counting Friday's show, but I have the next day to decide, I'm just not feeling the excitement I used to feel when it comes to this band.
I'm just not feeling it anymore. I might just go to hang out and probably drink a bit.
Goodnight and sweet dreams pancake-zilla. *hugs*
morning all
well I feel rotten, I had a stupid headache last night and wombly tummy and the headache didn't go away until after 4 am so I slept really badly and I still feel like crap
lol I know I don't complain often but any sympathy would be appreciated... :)
You do see me even when I hide.
Thank you.
I loved you first... (from Monna Innominata)
by Christina Rossetti
I loved you first: but afterwards your love,
Outsoaring mine, sang such a loftier song
As drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.
Which owes the other most? My love was long,
And yours one moment seemed to wax more strong;
I loved and guessed at you, you contrued me
And loved me for what might or might not be—
Nay, weights and measures do us both a wrong.
For verily love knows not 'mine' or 'thine';
With separate 'I' and 'thou' free love has done,
For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows nought of 'thine that is not mine';
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, of the love which makes us one.
I know. I hope it will change someday.I really love this band, and I don't want to give up on it.
Honestly though,those fangirls were what bothered me the most. I swear,I would have punch some of them in the face if I could have to!
I mean, come on! I came hear to hear the music, not your silly screams and useless declarations of love!
Hey ergo!
O_O
WOW my friend, it seems you're feeling like shit!
hey BC bella NJ TLA and anyone else hovering about
yeah doesn't happen often Bella, but today is blah
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