It has been the same as far back as I can remember. Even though I spend many conscious moments attempting to force my mind to travel in this beautiful way, I am never able to recreate the flight...not in words, not in ink, not in thought. But, I have learned a day’s dream can fuel a nighttime’s tryst.
And so, it is always late at night and always when I am most hopeful that it begins. At the bottom of the stairs I stand and wait. The moment is always the same. I take a deep breath, and then with my arms outstretched, I lean forward. The lift is immediate. I glide easily up the staircase, out into to the open expanse of the room, and then out the front door.
Once outside, I rise even further and the world below me becomes smaller and I become bigger. I am always alone while I fly. I am light. Flight is effortless and I am unencumbered. I am fearless. And, as I acknowledge that wonderful feeling I become aware that I will soon wake up and it will be over. I will return to my feet with gravity’s hold on me and the notion that I can accomplish anything as long as I stand.
p.s. my pockets are lined with holes big enough to hold coins and small enough to sift dirt.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
2,128 comments:
«Oldest ‹Older 1401 – 1600 of 2128 Newer› Newest»Haha BC, that's a good plan. :)
Last week was so nice, it felt like spring and then all of a sudden it had to remind us it's still winter. :(
Yeah, the last few days was in the 50's here, and tomorrow is supposed to be nice, except we're expecting thunderstorms. I think spring starts later this week already.
I can't wait. I hate winter.
had to nick off for a bit
anon BC I'm not sure if I want the snow either!
I don't like really cold weather, I'm a tropics person, but I could spare some rain.
It's not heavy BC just showers, thank goodness a few sunny days though
That's good. Cold weather sucks, but I don't like it when it gets too hot. I like comfortable weather. 60's and 70's.
Hello
Back from Jake clean up. Anybody still here?
oh yes too hot is not good, I'm in celcius though but if you feel like you're melting it is too hot!
We get cold enough for frost which is nice but colder would be harsh, I like to be able to wear my jackets and things, we are too hot for most of the year
I'm here but I'll be tutoring very soon so I'll disappear.
poor Jake he's just trying to find food!
Did you lighht your fire?
I did go light the fire. I just wish if Jake had to scatter the trash he'd do it during the day light. I had to find a flashlight the go out in the cold rain. Jake is so on my list. I just don't know how he pushed over some of those cans. They aren't light.
gotta go but i'll call in later
bye elena BC anon
take care
Don't you hate when you answer the phone without looking at the caller id and realize too late that it's someone you really didn't want to talk to?
Ergo, are you sure you don't want the snow? Lol You can have as much of it as you want. :)
BC, I like the 60's and 70's too, but I hate when it gets into the 90's.
Hi Elena. :)
elena poor puppy, lol
Bye, Ergo. :)
anon really thanks for the offer but....
and I do hate that!
I live for the 60's and 70's (music that is lol)
Elena, sorry you had to pick up the trash in the rain. My puppy likes to scatter it all over the house, picking up after him is like a second job.
Goodnight my angel, try to catch up on some much needed sleep.
* cups your face with both hands, tilts head and administers a passionate kiss*
Anon how about I give you another puppy? Jake is driving me crazy...but I love him.
Well I think I'll write Mayo his goodnight then go watch a moive. I think I'll watch "Gaslight". It's an old 1940's movie but it's really good.
Night all
Bye Ergo. Hi elena. Anon, the 90's suck. My favorite season is Fall
goodnight and sweet dreams Elena
Elena, thank you, but I must decline, my Sunshine is enough puppy for me.
Sweet dreams and wnjoy your movie. :)
Obviously "wnjoy" should be "Enjoy" LOL.
Goodnight other anon
Lol
BC, I like the leaves changing in the fall. But here we do pretty much get two seasons, summer and winter. In spring and fall we usually get them in the same week.
The leaves changing colors is really gorgeous ain't it? I just love the feel of it. so basically, you get two seasons in a week, and the rest of the year you get the other two seasons?
Yeah, that's how our weird weather works. In fact, there is saying, that if you don't like the weather, wait five minutes.
I agree, the weather is nuts. Where are you from?
Well, I think I'm going to head out and see if I can get a few chores done before bed. It's been a nice chat this evening. Goodnight everyone. :)
I'm from Colorado.
Mayo -
ME: “So how was your day?”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “Really, that’s good. So, anything interesting happen?”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “You’re kidding? Tell me you’re making that up”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “You didn’t”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “No way.”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “Oh my, how did you get it out?”
MAYO: “ ”
ME: “I would have loved to see that.”
You know what this conversation just isn’t working. Sometimes Mayo it’s damn hard to talk to you. Oh and I was totally imagining your voice to sound like Jonathan Pryce. You know, Mr. Dark from “Something Wicked This Way Comes”? Yeah, he’s been in other stuff but I loved him in that movie. The guy has a voice that turns me to jelly. Quivering jelly. Oh and just so you know the conversation was totally innocent. I promise. There are many ways to fill in your part of the conversation.
Anyway, I do hope you had a good day. That you didn’t have to deal with rain all day. Not that I don’t like rain but enough is enough. I’m ready for some sunlight. I’m crossing my fingers and toes and hoping for better weather tomorrow.
Night Mayo
Elena (singing “Here Comes the Sun”) …..And I say it’s all right.
Cool. Goodnight and sweet dreams anon. It was nice talking to you :)
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and I say it's all right
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes...
Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right
Goodnight and sweet dreams elena.
Aww anon, that was a nice thing you did :)
Elena deserves to be treated nicely. She's a wonderful lady and a great friend.
Thank you, Elena, for being you.
Texas anon, I'm sure Elena will be happy to read your comments tomorrow :)
Mayonaise, I am going to call it a early night, but before I do that, I am going to post some lyrics that are perfect to end the evening.
Just ignore the love words in it because I am too tired to look for better lyrics.
Anyways, enjoy and hope that tomorrow will bring you sunshine and smiles. Or some sappy shit like that.
Goodnight, my love
Pleasant dreams and sleep tight, my love
May tomorrow be sunny and bright
And bring you closer to me
Before you go
There´s just one thing I´d like to know
If you love is still warm for me
Or has it gone cold?
If you should awake in the still of the night
Please have no fear
For I´ll be there, darling you know I care
Please give your love to me, dear, only
Goodnight, my love
Pleasant dreams and sleep,
May tomorrow be sunny and bright
And bring you closer to me
Goodnight, my love
Pleasant dreams and sleep tight, my love
May tomorrow be sunny and bright
And bring you closer to me
Goodnight, my love
Sleep tight, my love
Goodnight to you my little jar of Mayonaise, and pleasant dreams. Goodnight SS, bloggers, lurkers, etc.
Xoxo
Morning Mayo!
Morning BlogPeople!
And now I have to go and do what I'm paid for, so have a nice day, y'all!
Kass xx
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Kass, Ergo, Possum, FASC, Miranth, Watchers, lurkers, the faithless and faithful of blogbelieve!
How are you all today? Did you all have a good night filled with Heavenly Dreams? I hope so!
Ergo, Elena, BC, Amy, Martha, Angel, regular creatures of the night, anonymous(es?); sorry I wasn't here (again) last night.
I had a horrible evening. One of my neighbors died :(
I won't go into the details; but it was horrible for those who found her. She was a lovely lady. 75 years old.
I have no doubt her soul is now at peace, her suffering ended.
So, I hope you all had a much better evening/night than I did!
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Anonymous said...
For You:
I Would Live in Your Love
I would empty my soul of the dreams that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats, I would follow your soul
as it leads.
Yeah, You
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Love poetry anon: Absolutely beautiful! I hope your "You" has read you words and shares the depth of your love, affection and desire! Thank you!
Angel: The same goes to you!
Thank you both for bringing such love and light to Casa De Mayo!
Elena, FASC & Fimble: THANK YOU all so much for your words regarding my "dream" of my brother.
The fact that you all took the time to read and comment on my re-telling means more that you can know. You are all wonderful people/beautiful souls (and don't ya'll ever forget it *wink*)
Thank you and *huge hugs*
Kass: Have a great day at work!
Did your very kind co-worker share those cream cakes with you? I've been dying to know the answer to that question since Friday....
I tossed and turned .... It kept me awake all weekend! I must know the CREAM CAKE answer!!!! ;-)
Possum: *big smooch* because I haven't given you one in awhile!
Miranth: Where are you? Are you okay?
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To ponder today:
"My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind."
Albert Einstein
OR:
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science."
Albert Einstein
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Have a beautiful and mysterious day everyone!!!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Ooops, as usual, I forgot something.
For all those who showed excitement for MCR playing in New Orleans and asked if I was going:
HELL YEAH I'm going!!!!
I get to see them 2 nights in a row now. *happy dance and SQUEEE*
I already have the tickets to X-Fest in Baton Rouge. I take my niece to that every year for her birthday (which is on April 9)! She's thrilled MCR is playing this year. She was thrilled last year with The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Saosin and Papa Roach (as was I).
So, who wants to come down to NOLA and party with me??? :D
My breath, hot on his skin caused him to shutter.
LOL "shutter." Sorry, way too funny.
So check it out, our conversation last night gave me some truly messed up and crazy dreams. Or rather one very long crazy one with a lot of scenes in it. In it, a group of peopel and myself couldn't stop going from one dimension to another, randomly. As if whatever it is that keeps you from doing that had stopped funcitoning. The catalyst, or so we thought, had happened--get this--at a Bon Jovi concert. We had been watching this concrt half-heartedly when some other random dude had crashed the concert and started singing his songs instead. This messed up the space-time continuum and sent a group of us reeling into alternate dimensions, and for the entire dream, we could not get home. The really sinister part was that some of the dimensions were so messed up as to be unlivable, and if you didn't switch in time, people (and animals, children, everything,) would start to die. In some realities the laws of thermodynamics were screwed up so that once when a bus randomly exploded, the entire room froze. One reality had an ocean that, although the water was so cold as to freeze people who even went close to it, the water itself never froze and strange monsters lived in the shallows. The group of people kept getting smaller and smaller and the bodies would follow us around from one reality to the next!
All I knew was that I had to get back to that damn Bon Jovi concert and find the catalyst. I knew it must have been that guy because there was something sinister about him and his guitar.
It's so hard to explain, I wish I could just film it and show you. O_O
Anyway, for once it was a relief to wake up.
Hope you all have a good day, I gotta run. Later!
Mayo,
How are you today? I hope you are totally, completely, and all around happy and well. Me? I'm good. Slept very well, but can't remember what I dreamt for the life of me. Maybe I transcended and can't remember...yeah.
I'm just sitting here halfway ready for work. Literally and figuratively speaking. Half dressed and half heartedly into the whole idea. My mind keeps drifting to a place familiar. I keep revisiting this place over and over again. Each time I go, it becomes harder and harder to leave. Feel me?
Mayo, when things get too fucked up in the real world, may you always have that familiar place in your mind that you can go back to. Close your eyes...you are there.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Round trip ticket.
good morning mayo!! how are you today?? no need to answer (obviously). i'm feeling happy today. the sun is shining, it's all chilly and fresh. i have worn my 2 yr old out (temporarily) at the park and life is good!
hope you have a lovely day mayo.
morning SS. we miss you. but it's ok we can wait for you to pop in when you're less crazy bizzy! take care and have a fun filled day!
morning family!!
how we all doing today??
i've had a catch up. yeh there was some shit going down but overall this place seems more positive which is a good start!
so have fab days all!
morning kass! hope your working day flies by!
hi wendy lovely to see you.
So, who wants to come down to NOLA and party with me??? :D
well dammit i do!! it's just not fair!!!
liked reading back on your very intelligent discussion last night ladies!!
liked reading the soft pore corn too. nicely written!!
oh and this made me laugh out loud!!
martha you do crack me up!!
The fuck-a-thon. To raise money for the poor souls who have no one to fuck.
These poor souls have no one and so we are asking you to give. please give so that these people can have a fuck doll.
god thats so wrong!! but very funny!
hello to anyone else arriving...PP, miranth?? and anyone else!!
oh and elena i loved your convo with mayo!!
right i'm off to make my rather dirty house clean and beautiful!!!
what fun!
All I knew was that I had to get back to that damn Bon Jovi concert and find the catalyst. I knew it must have been that guy because there was something sinister about him and his guitar.
blimey K!!!
i'd be glad to wake up from that dream too!
morning solly!!
wendy If I could be there I would.i loved your dream with your brother too, it seemed so serene and comforting
HI PP fasc kass K and sdock
hey Mayo hope you had a good day. I did. Though it's raining again *cue Supertramp music*
funny how across the Pacific Elena can complain of the same thing.
Ever paniced over losing something and then found it wheer you should have thought to look? haha that is my life! I can explain organic chemisty yet be unable to rememeber putting something somewhere safe. I tell you I should know better, somewhere safe is the worst place to EVER put anything, I have to consciously stop myself if I ever think that as I sort things out.
"Oh I'll put it somewhere safe" ..
"Nooooooooooooooo!! Don't do it!!!"
Anyway wishing comfort cuddles confidence and companionship, to you and yours much love EP xx
SS
hoping you and your loved ones are well. I'd love to hear from you again soon, if you can spare the time, but hey you know we always wait to hear you, it's worth it.
lotsa love Ep xx
goodnight all ,off to dreamland
see you in my morning
take care
xx
Happy lunch-hour Ergo & FASC!
I definitely think you dream less when you get older. I used to dream of being chased by Peter Pan through sodium-lit car parks at night, my teeth falling out and eating a giant marshmallow (the night my pillow disappeared - ha!), but now it's just blissful nothingness punctuated by my alarm clock going off.
616,
Cream cake-target acquired and destroyed! I've found a fab new recipe for a lower-fat chocolate fudge cake made with grated beetroot so I'm going to test it out on my co-workers this week.
And yes, I would love to meet up with you in NOLA - I quite like the idea of travelling X-thousand miles for a one-night rock concert!
*Kass' remaining sensible brain cell says "no"*
Kass xx
Hello (again) everyone!
Ergo: Thank you so much! As I said, it means so much to me
*huge hug and kiss*
I sure have missed chatting with you ladies. Hopefully, I will be here tonight :D
FASC: Come on down, girl! We shall do The Dungeon, afterwards.
I'm sure the "cages" have been disinfected since the night of the Ace Frehley concert :D
Kass: YIPPIE for having your cake and eating it too!
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Kass xx said...
And yes, I would love to meet up with you in NOLA - I quite like the idea of travelling X-thousand miles for a one-night rock concert!
*Kass' remaining sensible brain cell says "no"*
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And why not? You'll only live (this life) once! ;-)
btw, Martha: I LOVE your idea of F*ck Dolls!!! Heck, I'll chip in a buck or two for the poor, unfortunate souls who have never known some good (or immitation) lovin'
LOL!!!!!
Morning errbody!
Mayo,
Uhhh, hello. No dreams from last night that I remember. If you're like me, you're wondering what in the hell Kapunua does during the day to dream the shit that she dreams. O_O
Have a great one, Mayo.
SS!!
Well, Starshine, get your ass up and have a great day, okay? Smile and laugh, smile and laugh and then smile and laugh some more. And kick a little ass if you have to just cuz I said so. ^_~
Love you all! Have a lovely Tuesday, people!
XOXO,
S&V20
Ohhh......
MissT: GREAT to see you hanging out for a bit. Sorry I missed you too!
To answer your question about what I think heaven looks like;
Well, I think it must look alot like this:
Gorgeous pictures from our beautiful Pixie
Looks like a bit of heaven on earth to me!
What is your happiest childhood memory?
Mine: I have many, but one that easily comes to mind is building a snowman with my 2 sisters and my dad when I was about 4 years old.
My worst was when I accidentally killed my kitten by pushing over a large piece of plywood which fell on him. It was awful.
O_O That's terrible!
My happiest?
Hmmmmm. Probably playing "army" in the backyard with my sister and one of our friends when I was about six. Basically just being outdoors and not having to worry about anything. Or my first concert when I was nine. ^_^
Worst?
I don't like to dwell on the bad stuff.
Christopher Walken
Will be hosting SNL on April 5th!
Don't miss it, Jules. Write it down or sumthin'!
Gotta go! Talk to you all later, and have an awesome Tuesday!
brief pop in!
my house is tidy and clean!
i haven't seen these interviews for so long. i love this one, it's so sweet and funny and hey ........light years ago!!!
bless em!
off to pick my girls up!
hope everyone is good.
shit their accents are so strong in that.
and mikey, poor mikey, they are mean to him!!!!
i think i am the mikey way of my life! i say silly things and have the piss taken out of me all the time!!
byee!
Good Morning ladies and Gentlemen. I knew I would eventually find this spot again. very complicated place here. Lots of back rooms and alleys. Perhaps I should bookmark this time. This has to be the most popular blog though. No one I have seen to date has near this many comments. I am very new to this.
You are right about the accepts, FASC.
I just love watching Gerard do the motions for "hand crank flashlight".
Bless Bob and his slippers
Gotta go, catch up with everyone later.
Oh and uh, Texas anon - Thanks
Awww, Fasc, that's my favourite one! Or maybe clip number 4 ("I've always wanted to be in musicals"). And they probably should have called the album "The Rise and Fall of MCR" (no. 6) - spookily prescient!
Best childhood memory - lunch breaks during Summer term at school when I was 11. I had the best group of friends and it was the last year we had together before exams and puberty kicked in.
Worst childhood memory - when I was 12 and my Gran fell down our stairs at Christmas and broke her hip, then later died in hospital.
Kass xx
Oh, and hello to Tristan! You're not really 149 now, are you?!
Now, I really must get back to work...
Awwww. K Would I lie ;) I am sooo much older!!!
I should need a speed reading course for here!
Goodness, we have the loss of a neighbor, MCR, The Dungeon, Partying In N.O. , Summer Terms and tragic X mases and am I to understand Fuck Dolls no less. All of this and I havent scrolled back but a few inches,hmmm. The only thing I could add before I leave is not to count on cage disinfection and just be careful where you rest your head as you pass out!!
Ahhhh Bedtime!
TA VMPR
Hi Triston.
You will find a plethora of topics. You will also find even more people at different times of the day or night. It's nice.
Welcome to Mayos. Please fasten your seatbelt. You may be in for a bumpy ride.
This has to be the most popular blog though. No one I have seen to date has near this many comments.
do you hear that mayo man!!
fucking popular you are!!!!!
and i proud for you! and us i'm proud for us too!
hi triston!!
be sure to pop in again!
hey elena and kass! i know, really good press conference that one. i like the musicals one too kass. it makes you totally wonder why anyone would question gerard way's sexuality!! hee heee! gotta love him though!
best childhood memory.
long summer holidays out on my bike all day with my best friend, no one worrying where we were, rock climbing on the beach and getting up to all sorts of adventures!!
worst childhood memory.
my dad died when i was eight in an accident.
not to put a downer on anything, long time ago. it just kinda had to be the worst memory.
look at frank and bob at 1.08mins!!
Welcome to Mayos. Please fasten your seatbelt. You may be in for a bumpy ride.
never a truer word said jenn!!!
hi to you.
EDIT!!
I'm proud of you not i
idiot!
Hi FASC. How are you?
i'm good thanks jenn.
is it your lunch time??
i am just beginning to prepare tea for my kids.
today has flown by!!
Hi. I am a regular too scared to sign in. Now I have to say something that has to be said. I know it's going to upset a lot of people but I can't get them off my mind. This is long but please read it.
Katherine is Mayo. It makes me sick because I wanted to think he was someone special too. The more I think about it the more it becomes harder to deny.
Her "joke" about being Mayo was the only way she could make a confession and still keep the blog going.
It upsets me a lot. Everyone who came here had the same interest and thought at first. It was a sanctuary. I also hoped that our thoughts would get back to Gerard and that the band we loved who had saved so many people..... could also be saved. If only we could get througth to them.
But instead it was a cruel joke.
IF GV was really joking about being Mayo, which she wasn't, it was a joke that destroyed all trust here. It broke everyone apart.
GV was the catalyst of the OPs leaving and all the fights. I AGREE THAT WHAT THE OPS DID WAS WRONG. But I understand why they did it. After all I'm doing it now. Being anonymous. The biggest thing was they should have admitted it. Or at least not tried to blame other people. Even if they didn't post the comment, which I know they did, they shouldn't have blamed other people. I read back to the fight at DM too and Wendy truly did the same thing. She blamed innocent people. She could probably apologise but I think the damage has been done.
The crime of the people accused was merely being friends with GV and PPU. It became a witch hunt. And those people are innocent victims. They are being hurt by GV who claims to like them but is lying to them so badly. They are merely being tricked. They had nothing to do with it.
But look at it from the OPS and Wendy's point of view. GV says she is Mayo right. And then tries to say it was a joke. Well the OPs and others, guess what, weren't in on the joke. Whereas some others were. They were upset. The blog has emotional meaning to them. They were left out of this "joke" that brought the blog down. So they lashed out. They must have been hurt. Then they blamed the ones they thought hurt them. It is natural. I don't agree with lying and blaming but I see why they felt like they had to do all of it. GV did this huge bomb and then said it was a joke....and everybody was being all friendly with the ones who were doing it.
I feel bad about the whole broken thing. The people who got blamed, the people who got ran out of the blog, the people who should apologize but won't (Wendy) and the people who wouldn't accept the apology even if it happened, which is everybody else.
I feel sorry for people who like GV because she is playing with you. I feel so bad that you are being manipulated so bad. I feel sorry for the people who like Mayo because even if you like them both, you like them as seperate people and that is messed up! Also, no one likes to be lies to. I like Mayo and I do NOT want Mayo to be GV. I feel so stupid that it means that much to me but I do not want it to be true. Yet....I know it is true.
I want to believe that no one could be capable of such a lie and manipulation, that it is too cruel, that no one could do it....and live with their conscience.
But GV is emotionally disturbed and she probably doesn't see it as wrong.
I think GV should say something about this. I think Mayo should say something too. See even I still think of them as seperate sometimes even though I know they are the same!! The only thing is that even if Mayo denied it, I would still think of it as GV keeping up the lie and manipulation. It would take something as huge as the Black Parade thing again to prove to me that Mayo wasn't GV. That wouldn'ty even prove it was Gerard, just that it WASN'T GV. Now I just think the Black Parade thing was a huge coincidence.
We are all truely LOVELIES. Think about it, would a man call us all that? No but a woman would..... One who sees you as all beneath her, her pets. That is how woman thinks. We are all good people who get led in, used for amusement and then torn apart.
Mayo, if you really really truly are not GV then my anonymous self is sorry for this rant. If you are not a lying confused woman.... Then I apologize very much to you.
If it was indeed a joke it was a cruel manipulative one that ruined this for a lot of us. It broke trust, planted seeds of doubt and made special people get driven out. Even our friend SS doesn't come around anymore.
Also there is no hope of reaching Gerard with our worried about him. With our disappointment. With our pain that the band we loved is dead.
We have made friendships. But how long can this blog last with such a lie, with such doubt, with such mistrust?
Thanks a BUNCH GV. Either you are lying to everyone and using them, or your "joke" broke this for a lot of us.
don't know what to say to that anon.
no one really knows who mayo is except mayo i guess??
not wanting to disrespect your opinion but it is only an opinion. you have no actual proof.
we just don't know.
Hi FASC, yep it's lunchtime.
Whew Anon. That was a lot to get out. Do you feel better? Take a deep breath. Don't be scared. I'm not going to yell at you.
I don't feel manipulated or tricked by Mayo or GV. I like what they both have to say. They make me think about things. Maybe I'm a simpleton. I don't know.
Quite frankly, I don't know who anybody really is in this electronic world. Hell, Mayo could be my crazy next door neighbor for all I know. I don't really care either. It doesn't matter to me if Mayo is 1 person or 7. I've made friends, lost friends, and made new friends here.
While I came aboard under a false assumption, I stayed for other reasons. I will continute to stay because I really like the people I've met.
It has been rough around here lately. I haven't been around as much as I would've liked. I've had real-life issues that needed addressing. Shit happens, ya know?
Don't give up on this blog yet. Try and go with the flow. I think it will all work itself out in the end.
I'd give you a hug, but most anons scare me. :)
Anon, thank you for saying all that you have said. I appreciate all of it.
I do agree with FASC and Jenn with their remarks. I would also like to point out that when Katherine made her admission post, I had no idea that it was a 'joke' or 'nonjoke'.... I just went with the flow and I thought she was brilliant (either being Mayo, or taking the wrath onto herself by claiming his identity). I commented on her blog, and then she emailed me to tell me the score. Some were extremely upset, and what can I say? It didn't bother me. I'm sorry that it may have hurt some people. When it comes to blogbelieve, you just have to take everything with a grain a salt. After all it is BlobBelieve.
I think that regardless of Mayo's identity it brought a lot of people together; and ulitmately I have faith that some of this did get back to GW.
hehe, I said 'blob'believe.
And "Some were extremely upset, and what can I say? It didn't bother me" that didn't come out right. It didn't bother me what Katherine did. It did upset me that people felt hurt and/or betrayed.
*waves to Blogbelieve friends and Mayo*
SS, if you are lurking...I hope you can visit soon. :)
Hmmm..... you may be right Anon, but I think you're going to have to provide proof of what you're accusing or you'll be no different than any of the "blues" you mentioned!
Remember, it's not "real life", it's a blog and Mayo's never once implied a particular identity, it all comes down to how we choose to interpret his/her words. If Mayo is GV then how can it be considered deceitful if she's never once said she wasn't?! Mayo can't be held responsible for people taking this place way too seriously.
And I don't think Gerard Way would currently pay attention to a active hand grenade let alone a blog...
Kass xx
Anima, that was very nice.
I was unaware of the joke or non-joke. No emails got to me. I just hung on for dear life and went for the ride. I was not upset, just curious.
It is blogbelieve. Anybody can be anybody. Today, I'm Princess Consuela Banana-hammock.
Hi Jen & Anima!
I did get an e-mail, after I figured that if Mayo was going to do a "big reveal" (s)he'd darn well do it on his/her own blog!
Who knows?!
I am off home. If the blog goes into meltdown overnight can Mayo please leave the comments up so I can read them in the morning as I currently have no Internet connection at home - TalkTalk are sh*te!
Love,
Kass xx
Okay I hope this works.
Anon I get your frustration and I hope that this will not offend you but. I don't think that Katherine is Mayo. My reasons will. Probably not amount to much, but I have them. I asked Katherine st
And she told me straight up she wasn't Mayo. I could be naïve (though I like to think I am not) but I believe her. When you ask a straight question, I dunne, it's hard to lie. Katherinne said no and I trust her.
I also believe Mayo wouldn't be deceitful like that. That is an odd. Statemant and meaningless to you if you believe them to be one person of course.
This was sometime a paradox LOL.
Anyway so. That's my two cents although I am sorry you feel like that.raight up.
it is so easy to lie, especially when asked a straight up question on the internet by someone you will never ever meet in real life.
hello guys, only in for 10 mins.
jen, you may be 'Princess Consuela Banana-hammock' but you will always be my trollop :)
its the internet! you can lie!
did you know that i have a kid?
Hello (again)all!
First, I would like to say:
Welcome back Triston. It is lovely to see you again!
Second, I would like to address the anon @ who said:
" I read back to the fight at DM too and Wendy truly did the same thing. She blamed innocent people. She could probably apologise but I think the damage has been done."
Excuse me, I blamed no one! I was CALLED (by K and PPU's comments in which they named ME and the OPs) as an eye witness (at that kangaroo court) and said I recalled those words being written - somewhere - by Mischief Managed.
In the court system of the USA, that is all an eyewitness is required to do. Tell, to the best of their recollection, what they saw. Eye witnesses are NOT required to provide proof as was DEMANDED of me that day.
I stand by my testimony! I stand by my friends who were bullied off this blog.
And, thanks to Entropy, we now know their PROOF, wasn't what was claimed. Entropy did NOT receive that e-mail from blogger. Someone else forwarded it to her.....
Does that not make you wonder?
And, it certainly did feel like an attack/bullying to me. Let's see....
I was called PARANOID, ILLOGICAL, SILLY and a LIAR, I believe.
WHY on earth should I apologize for them calling me names?
Once again, thank you for beating that poor dead horse, anon.
Oh, and by the way, I WAS ONE of the people that DID recieve Katherine/GV's heads up about what she was going to do (claim to be Mayo). Unfortunately, I did not read that e-mail. IF I had, I would have tried my best to stop her. To warn her of the turmoil it would cause, of the anon crap storm that would follow.
Too bad other's who knew of her intentions DID NOT stop her, don't you think.
I would be happy to post that e-mail from Katherine/GV here (with her permission). ZombieKat (as she now known) do you mind if the world sees that?
Okay, I am now off to help my neighbor's daughters pick out a casket.
I shall look for Katherine/GV/Sparkle's permission to post that e-mail here, when I return tonight.....
Hey dudes!
I could be wrong but I don't know that anyone knew what she was going to do until after the fact.
I didn't get the email from her until after she had already said she was Mayo.
HEY MUSTARD!!!!!!
RE: GV's "admission"
Here's the deal from my side, and Anon, if you're lurking, I give you proper permission to call me retarded again. ;)
I waltz right up into Mayo's as everything was going down. Right after the "admission" got posted, I posted my comment. Then I saw the flurry of Anons and all of these accusations against GV. All the while, I had no idea what had just been posted. I was obviously confused. This would have been right when the Anon called me "retarded." (HEY, ANON!)
I thought all of the accusations were in regards to her posts that the anons kept saying sounded like how Mayo wrote. It never bothered me, and I never thought anything of it. GV was GV and had been for the entire duration of this blog.
It was not until after that I received the email from Smoke (GV, in all likelihood, did not have my email address, because it isn't posted on my blog) saying what was about to happen. By the time I received it, the "admission" had taken place.
Now, I DO NOT believe GV is Mayo. I did not believe GV was ever Mayo.
So, now I'm pretty much done with the subject.
HEY SMOOOOOOOOOOKE!
Princess, I believe you are correct. I got mine after the fact. Knowing that she took the time to send an email proves she was not out to hurt anyone. Obviously, it would be impossible to reach everyone, but in time it would have gotten around. I thought the whole idea had great potential for some fun with anons, whether it was true or not. :) Plus, I like Mayo, so whoever he/she is in real life, well I that doesn't change anything.
"GV was GV and had been for the entire duration of this blog."
Exactly.
Oh, and Mustard don't feel bad about being called 'retarded'...I had an anon call me 'mentally challenged' once ... so I guess we are both just "special." :)
Anima, I'll save you a seat by me on the (short)bus to hell. ;)
I think MissT got put behind the driver, so we'll sit behind her, and make faces through the rear-view mirror.
anima said...
Princess, I believe you are correct. I got mine after the fact. Knowing that she took the time to send an email proves she was not out to hurt anyone. Obviously, it would be impossible to reach everyone, but in time it would have gotten around. I thought the whole idea had great potential for some fun with anons, whether it was true or not. :) Plus, I like Mayo, so whoever he/she is in real life, well I that doesn't change anything.
March 18, 2008 4:16 PM
So why did she only wait 12 minutes between sending the e-mail and posting the admission on the blog? When she could have taken time to contact as many people as possible and let them know it was a "joke"?
No, this doesn't prove she wasn't out to hurt anyone. It proves she wanted to cause trouble. Well, she did it.
Careful what you wish for.
hi guys!!
ok ?? we all ok???
MUSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTAAAAAARRRRRDD!
I pinched you at your house today. ^_^
Anima,
Yeah, I really don't think anyone knew beforehand. I think she decided at the spur of the moment to do it and well, there ya go.
Damn, so we went from the crazytrain (*sniffles, oh the memories, right Mayo and Solly!) to the (short) bus. MissT is the driver! Oh she is so getting my 'special' faces in the rearview mirror.
I'm trying to figure out how to make a 'special' smiley face....
With that, I am finished with this fucking subject. its not worth it.
Smoke:
I PEEEENCHED YOU BACK WITH (wait for it, wait for it, wait for it)
TONGS! Muwhahahah!
Hello, Farawaysoclose. Hope you have a good day.
Hiya FASC! *hugs*
Oh, but Smoke? The tongs have, like, some sort of padding made out of cotton or something. Or marshmallows! Yah, marshmallows. It won't hurt ;)
FASC:
Doing swell! I just saw you O_O.
"It proves she wanted to cause trouble" with the mean anons, yes. With the family, not so much. She has always been lovely to everyone here.
Read her e-mail anima. She refered to a few choice "regulars" who needed to be "neutralized."
Marshmallows, eh?
Yummy, yummy! ^_~
My email didn't say that, but I will double check later on. Thank you.
Oh my god.
What the fuck ever. So over it, it's not even funny.
I thought she just meant 'regular' anons....
Meh. Whatever. If the shoe fits.
Hi Entropy!
I GOTS TEN MINUTES! O_O
Maybe her intentions were good, but just like MWM it could have been handled better. But I do think the worst part, is that after she dropped the bomb, she just disappeared and kept quiet even though family members were getting hurt. She should have considered the consequences a little more.
▄█▀ █▄ █▄█ ▀█▀
Hi Entropy!
Princess, I gots 65 minutes!
Gotta run outta here and get some more work done.
♥ to all of you.
Well, I even told her that I wished she had came back that day and defended herself or us or whoever. That's the only part that bothered me.
I was not upset with her though.
Bye Anima!
sorry guys i was on a wander!!!
*Nope, my email didn't say that.
What did yours say anima? I won't post the e-mail, because 616 is trying to get permission, but I know mine says it. Was there more than one?
Who is a slut?
anima said...
I think that regardless of Mayo's identity it brought a lot of people together; and ulitmately I have faith that some of this did get back to GW.
How? What on earth makes you think ANY of this would have got back to him. This is just a little blog in the grand scheme of things
and for a little light relief!!!
this is class!
She emailed to thank me for the comment on her post.
The only thing thing in the email that referenced her admission was this:
"I think it's probably clear to you what I'm trying to do. There are now several who think I'm Mayo and suddenly it was causing such fantastic anxiety."
That's it.
*waves to Katherine*
anima, there was a different e-mail that was sent a few minutes before she posted her "admission". THAT's the one I'm talking about.
Although, I have to say "There are now several who think I'm Mayo and suddenly it was causing such fantastic anxiety." doesn't make her look too hot, either.
FASC, :) Thank you!
Gerard is such a freak. I mean that in the best way.
my pleasure anima.
he makes me smile when he's like that.
i know anon. slightly craaaaaazy!!
Anon, that statement she made was the truth. I understand what Katherine was trying to do and I saw it as harmless. That's all there is to it. If others do not, then there is no way I can change their mind. Yes, it didn't really turn out so good, but such as the world of blogbelieve. I still think her intensions were good.
Also, if you received the email, then why are you posting as an anon?
I can't help but laugh every time he does that freakin' chicken-run across the stage. It's hilarious.
Thanks for that, FASC. Good times seeing him like that.
Because I can.
slightly craaaaaazy!!
Slightly? You're outta your mind ;).
Hi, everyone!
hi CTV and MIB lovely to see you!!
yeh i love those gerard crazy dance videos people make.
you guys ok?
Aw, dude.
They had clips of Bert in there on stage with MCR.
i look like a butterball turkey.
i know CTV seeing the lovely bert made it even better!!
i wonder if G Way thinks about him much?? it must be weird, totally cutting off from your best mate forever. i've never done that, not with some one so close anyway.
I thought it was a roast beef with legs. What is your fixation between food and body parts?
i love that look on his face!!!
What is your favorite color and why?
I haven't either, love.
I don't think we'll ever really know what happened between those two. Sucks that the bands had to get involved too, y'know? Although I guess that was bound to happen.
I'm sure they think of each other every now and then.
Black. Of course. I like it.
Blue of course, because it means that its not you
Um, Black and Red, and I really don't know why.
I think it's 'cause they clash, but not really.
Ooo, and I like Charcoal Gray.
I'm sure they think of each other every now and then.
they must do i guess. strange to be famous. makes things more awkward!!
anon my fav colour is green because i have green/hazel eyes and it suits me the best
anima said...
Welp, I have to say I think I finally understand it all. After that anon mentioned looking at the old posts at DM, I decided to educate myself on the situation.
I do not want to bring up old wounds; I just want to let you know that I get it now. I think I have a much clearer picture of who some of our relentless anons are and who is telling the truth and who is not. Kind of wish I didn't look back, but it is refreshing to no longer be in the dark.
irish stew
mustardisbetter said...
Bah!
HEY!!! Hey Anima! Hey Smoke!
Dudes, I went back and reread that shit from, oh, three weeks ago, and that argument was very good. I had forgotten.
I lied. I never went back to working. Well, I did make some copies, but that's hardly work.
.....
FASC, that has to be one of my favorite little clips. I just want to pinch him.
Hi CTV!!!
good morning
how are we all
Wendy I did mean to say, though blogger ate my original goodnight and I had to type another quicklyas hubby was waiting for me, that my sympathies go to the family of your neighbour and what a tragic thing especially to find her, had she been ill?
It is lovely of you to accompany her daughter at such a difficult time for her.
otherwise I slept in this morning, oops but it was so quiet (for once) and cool (it's rainy)everyone was already out in the lounge watching Spongebob!
Thanks Anon, I was thinking about posting that here, but decided to address it on the blog in which it took place. No need to copy and paste. Everyone has the url silly.
The ANON who is copying people's words is twisting them.
Go to DM and read the whole conversation. It is not bad, the ANON is being an asswipe
Wendy should know who is still taking sides against her.
This has nothing to do with Wendy.
Bahahah!
It was all posted at DM, today, where everyone can see it.
And if they want to see it in its original context, go here.
hi ergo!!
anons why fucking bother ok???????
this is so fuckin special!!!!
go on click it you won't be disappointed!!
Well, maybe it does, but errr, nevermind.
I like to think of DM and Mayo's as two rooms in the same house. Both unlocked and open to everyone.
Hey FASC, Ergo, Mustard, Anima, CTV, Anons, and Mayo!
How is everyone today?
Hey, Sdock! Welcome home!
hello solly!!!!!!!!!
you home?? well obviously!!
anon 5.56pm well said.
Taking sides? Whatever.
I'll say it again for the billionth time.
PPU/MISCHIEF MANAGED DID NOT MAKE THE COMMENT THAT DAY. I WAS THERE. AT THE EXACT TIME THE COMMENT WAS POSTED. MISCHIEF MANAGED COULD NOT HAVE MADE THE COMMENT AND THEN DELETED THEIR COMMENT.
WHY?
THEY DO NOT SIGN IN.
END OF STORY.
Now, let's move on please.
One would like to address the lovely ladies in here!
One came to visit but will not stay for the time being. One would like to tell you all that ALL of you are amazing and extremely beautiful.
Please do not listen to the anonymous's, they are trying to bring up and maintain the hostile feelings in here.
Please take care and one will drop by later to give you all presents. One hopes you will like them
Solly!!!
Guess what? It's 5PM here! I'll be back on later.
oh look at him!!
Present!
Dude, just thought about you yesterday!
Come back when you can stay!
PRESENTS!!!
I ♥ presents. ^_^
One seems to have made a boob.^.^ is me, Present.
Anima,
I am holding you to that!!
Present!! Yay!
I ♥ Present, too.
Cuz they bring presents. ^_^
Present, it is so lovely to see you. And thank you again for my present (just in case you missed my thanks long ago). I felt like the luckiest girl in the world.
♥ to you my friend.
Bye everyone!!!
Solly! Did you watch the clip that FASC put the link up for? The one of Gerard and Steven? It is hilarious. ^_^
present anon! you are back? Hello
and I agree the only thing the anons seem to wish to achieve is maintaining hostility, like they are unhappy when things move away to more pleasant (and could I say more interesting- we've only heard this almost every day) topics.
Hi sdock I'm good though rushed now.
hi present!!
i don't think i have EVER been around when you are but i have read you though.
Smoke,
How the hell am I supposed to watch that clip? Are you rubbing your DSL in my face again?
As if!!!
Ergo, Why so rushed?
Squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster, I am 32 flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head
'Cause someday you're going to get hungry and eat all of the words that you just said
I am what I am, I am 32 flavors and then some
God help you if you are an ugly girl
Course too pretty is also your doom
'Cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room
God help you if you are a phoenix and you dare to rise up from ash
A thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy while you are just flying past
I am what i am, I am 32 flavors and then some
I'm taking my chances as they come
I am 32 flavors and then some, I'm nobody but I am someone, someone...
I'd never try to give my life meaning by demeaning you
And I would like to state for the record...
I did everything that I could do
I am beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head
'Cause someday you're going to be starving and eating al the words that you just said
That you said
I am what I am, I am what I am
I am 32 flavors and then some
I'm taking my chances as they come
I am 32 flavors and then some
I'm looking for truth and there is none
32 flavors and then some
I'll never forget where I came from
32 flavors and then some
I'm nobody but I am someone
32 flavors and then some
I'm taking my chances as they come
32 flavors and then some
Looking for truth and there is none
well sdock I slept in until 7:30 and have to be out by at latest 8:30 to drop at the school then gym and tutoring, but It was a nice dream!
What did one saggy tit say to the other saggy tit?
If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts!
Wow, you are crazy bizzy, Ergo! When you're at the gym, do some working out for me too, please.
smoke&venom20 said...
Taking sides? Whatever.
I'll say it again for the billionth time.
PPU/MISCHIEF MANAGED DID NOT MAKE THE COMMENT THAT DAY. I WAS THERE. AT THE EXACT TIME THE COMMENT WAS POSTED. MISCHIEF MANAGED COULD NOT HAVE MADE THE COMMENT AND THEN DELETED THEIR COMMENT.
WHY?
THEY DO NOT SIGN IN.
END OF STORY.
You're right. I have looked at the DM post you are all talking about. I have looked back at the day that you all linked to where Wendy says that PPU posted a comment that you all say the OPS posted and then deleted it.
You are right. PPU couldn't have posted it and erased it.
There was an erased comment from that day though.
It was erased by a blog administrater.
That should tell you something.
So what are you saying?
torro skillz all round!! fuckin click it guys!!
Good for you Nancy Drew.
how can a child who had 2 black shoes yesterday now only have one !!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH
Wooooow. Okay.
Anonymous said...
its the internet! you can lie!
No, I know that; I do. It's so easy. We've all probably done it, even in a small way at some point. But I guess I just trust her and I trust Mayo. Maybe because I want to? But either way, she told me she wasn't Mayo and I believe her.
S&V20 said...
I could be wrong but I don't know that anyone knew what she was going to do until after the fact.
I didn't get the email from her until after she had already said she was Mayo.
Nope, I didn't either.
And there's no way in hell PPU could have posted a comment and deleted it. Pretty much the end of that.
HI PRESENT! Good to know ya.
It was erased by a blog administrater.
That should tell you something.
I devoutly hope that you are not blaming either of the sisters. >_<
Um, pardon?
But, the comments that were erased by the blog administrator were downright foul and gross. But, have absolutely nothing to do with this conversation currently being held.
Ergo, my son came home from camp one day and was missing his shorts. He was wearing boxers and a t-shirt. When I asked him were his pants were all I got was:
0_0
"I don't know. Maybe I forgot to put them on today?"
(Going to a party, but will be back later)
i know you prob have seen this but it gives me goosebumps cos i think they are so fuckin special!!!
and mother fucker there are some very sweet finger skills by ray!!!
Yeah, the only comments that have ever been deleted from DM have been those made by anons that were downright disrespectful and nasty.
That's it.
WTF, this blog has turned into fucking CSI MAYO.
enough already!
how can a child who had 2 black shoes yesterday now only have one !!!!!!!!
very very easily ergo!!!!!!
hi jenn sorry i deserted you earlier. mr bloke came home and i was kinda busy anyway!
smoke&venom20 said...
Yeah, the only comments that have ever been deleted from DM have been those made by anons that were downright disrespectful and nasty.
That's it.
Perhaps one by PPU calling eveyrone hypocrites and then trying to frame the OPS. That is pretty disrespectful.
Jen it astounds me every time how kids can do things like that!!
ok I'm off, back later
have fun, play nice and worship YOUM
None of PPU's or Mischief's comments have ever been deleted from DM. Not one. Why not?
They've never said anything that needed to be deleted.
And, because I like them. End of story.
The hypocrites comment? Is that the one you are looking for?
Okay, hold on just a sec.
GV is the coward here. She started this mess and left her "friends" to fight the battle for her. Everything is a mess here and she's sitting back enjoying it all.
Manipulative? Yes.
Perhaps one by PPU calling eveyrone hypocrites and then trying to frame the OPS. That is pretty disrespectful.
Nope!
That one's still there, and can be found here at 12:49 PM.
Now, anyone else you want to accuse someone of?
After making a claim to be Mayo she didn't want to face the mess she made so she disappeared. After a mysterious comment about dying. And left her "friends" to worry for days.
MANIPULATIVE.
FASC, I ♥ you. Srsly.
I could watch the dude all freakin' day.
Well played, Splash, Brava. ^_^
Anon, get over it. We have. And I honestly really do not believe GV to be Mayo. I can't explain why; if you don't believe it you never will.
So are you saying that ALL those annonymous comments are the OPS and they only got caught once?
Thank you, Mustard! I just found it!
No, the only deleted comments that day were the Twinkie Anons and the Filthy Anon.
Gross.
I think all anyone is saying is that PPU did not, and could not, have posted that comment and then deleted it. Which, LOL, the comment is still there and it is not under his name, so. That should tell ya something?
I liked it better when we were all talking about the subjectivity reality and perception and stuff.
Anonymous said...
After making a claim to be Mayo she didn't want to face the mess she made so she disappeared. After a mysterious comment about dying. And left her "friends" to worry for days.
MANIPULATIVE.
March 18, 2008 6:31 PM
right i'm out of here!!
gotta go and be pleasant to my other half.
K i agree i also never got that vibe with GV and Mayo?? i might be wrong bit i dunno i do still think mayo is male??!!
anyway see you all tomorrow guys!
play nice!!
this is too damn special! just click this fucker its like 8 seconds but damn sweet!!
No, the only deleted comments that day were the Twinkie Anons and the Filthy Anon.
I was mortified. I never intended my comment to be taken that far in one direction.
love
shizza i want first!
fuck
fuck again!
What was funny was even PPU was grossed out!
They were a bit rude.
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