or, my life…spent.
That last revolution left me dazed. The same scenery flashed and repeated in an orbital rhythm. My environment moved too quickly for me to identify solid form and everything around me slurred into a meander. Each day turned from brief respite into swift departure. I felt my gut at my feet and my head in a fog.
Towards the end, I heeled my words into the ground in a desperate attempt to persuade the fucking thing to stop. I hung on. My knees were raw from fighting the spin and the tops of my shoes were caked with the filth that surrounded my craft. Finally, I let go.
I was spun out, stopped; a playground massacre.
What a sight, covered in dust and dirt, sweat and blood. But, I was not alone. I managed to attract quite a malignant clutch. And while I lay there, words were unwound and lifted from their purpose by nasty little hands and then, repeatedly passed along, shoved into pockets, and spent on cheap ice cream concessions.
Now, after a few months in circulation, it is impossible to determine that they are counterfeit. They all spend the same, right?
I wrote that a while ago. It feels different to me now. Different, but still...relevant. Well, I am off.
p.s. I am at a distance; you are in proximity…but here, we maintain satellite and If you sspirit through here, “Thank you.”
Thursday, March 27, 2008
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yes, its on abc family. its about college and fraternities.(sp)
its good, well i like it :)
I don't actually watch TV so I don't know what any of the new shows are.
agado do do
push pineapple
shake the tree
Fim I dye it very dark brown, try putting olive oil through your hair, it can help dryness, leave it in even wrap it in a hot towel, then wash it out,otherwise I'd see a hairdresser, I had my hair start breaking years ago ( I was bleaching it) it's a bit scary, so be careful what you use on it, a lot of conditioning treatments work well
Hello RW!!
at least you haven't been eaten by the ballgown!
Elena I was going to chat you but my gmail won't connect properly!
noooo, well its so boomin in here isnt it. where is everybody?
Hullo, EP :)
Coconut oil also works well for dry hair.
Hey guys!
What's shakin'?!
cheers for that ergo, i think i may try it. see what happens.
hey there slash, where you been?
Hullo, Mustard :D
Dude, I gots me a life, Fim. Can't be here at your every beckoned call, shheeeeesh! ;)
So, looks like it's pretty quiet on the homefront. Not complaining though!
Hey RW! Nice to see you!
wow, evan and cappy are going to bring it.
game on
yay!!!!!!!!!!
*Every beckoned call, right?
'Cause I've seen some spell it as follows:
Beck and call.
I ask you, what is a beck?
yeh i keep forgetting slash, you have to go down to your corner to earn dont you ;)
ohhhhhhhh
i know it as beck and call. but i havent a clue what beck is.
*GASP*
FIMBLE?!?!
I can't believe you just said that!
*zips lip and sits down*
i didnt
hehehehe
*looks the other way*
Liar, liar, pants on fire
And the pills go down and get you higher
Baby bottle's burning, motherfucker
And the mother hates him like the daughter
Only god and maker gripping tighter
Saying you will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop your soul from catching
Fire, fire, god and maker
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Innocent. My ass.
Mayo,
I hope you are well. I hope your Monday turned out to be meffin' in a good way. Mine was not so much..meffin or otherwise...get me?
I think I am going to bed early. Feeling drained...emotionally and physically tonight. Must be the lack of sleep from last night or the emotional beating I take from having him here. Imagine...having every thought, every move, every breath, every blink, every word...scrutinized and questioned.
Feel me?
So tonight, I am bound and my mouth is duct taped shut and I'm left without the energy to fight for my voice or my freedom.
Tomorrow will be different...brand new month and all...surely.
Hope you have a great night...if you're alone, keep yourself company...if not, enjoy the company of others. Make it a good one...notice something that you might have missed before. Look for it.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. It's going to hurt like hell when the tape comes off...
stop talking about yourself missy. i will get rw to jump on you ;)
solly, it will be different. nighty night and try and sleep. sweet dreams.
Goodnight, Sdock.
You're right. Tomorrow is a new day. Don't lose sight of that.
hey Mustard!
LOLZ I managed to dye my foot!!!
beware the splat effect!
beck - perhaps the singer?
Hullo & goodnight, Solly :)
lol, dying your foot. people may think you have frost bite on your foot. i have seen pics of frost bite and that is nasty.
goodnight sdock I hope you sleep better tonight and that April brings refreshment
Hello, Ergo!
I'm not even going to ask how you dyed your foot. I mean, WTF?
stop talking about yourself missy. i will get rw to jump on you ;)
0_0
ELENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey RW
Hey Mustard
Ergo smack that Gmail upside the head.
you know you would rw. with your toe in combat position.
mustard it was a rogue splat of hair dye!
my little toe has a nasty brown blotch, but I must say this dye smells nice, for once!
did you see the 25 sec Ray clip from kass ( I think)2 pages back?
My toenail has your name on it, missus!
My toe, on the other hand (can you have a toe on the other hand??), has K's name written on it in Sharpie.
elena it's loaded correctly now! but you're not there :(
ERGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
My gmail is being a bitch too!!!
Why??? I say, why must it be this way?
i have heard about yours and jules sharpying toes. hey when is the next tape going to be shot?
Never you mind, missus! You're far too young to watch it anyway!
sorry it was fasc, one page back at 3:52
did you see the 25 sec Ray clip from kass ( I think)2 pages back?
Is that the one where we were supposed to look at his t-shirt?
Yes, I saw Raymundo. And I'm just sayin' that it would have been nicer had the clip been longer, but that's just me. :)
Hey, Elena!
cos rw was totally not looking at his t shirt :)
Ergo it now says it's trying to load.
Well it better try harder is all I have to say!
alas!!
gmail is conspiring to keep us apart!!!!!
*reaches out*
Eleeeeeennnnaaaa
Is that the one where we were supposed to look at his t-shirt?
I was at LJ, and they linked to the shirt he was wearing (that looks the spitting image of Ray), and it's actually a T-Rex shirt, so go figure! :)
And, as a quirky aside, I heard "Mr. Blue Sky" by ELO today. It made me sit up and take notice.
well I glanced at his shirt....
momentarily....
the 3rd time I watched it or so...
isn't his hair long!
I was trying to make out his shirt, but the camera was so wobbly & Ray was so boppy I couldn't tell what it was!
It kinda looked like a pic of him with a guitar, or something. Hey, I saw a pic of Mikey recently where he was wearing a t-shirt that looked like it had "Mikey Fucking Way" printed on it.
You don't supposed they think we're forgetting who they are & have to remind us, do you?
I was trying to make out his shirt, but the camera was so wobbly & Ray was so boppy I couldn't tell what it was!
I mean, out of context?
0_0
Hello, Elena, RW, Mustard, RW, Fim, anyone I missed. How are you guys tonight?
L.
mustard if you can find it there is a song called Hocus Pocus by Focus from the 70's with some great guitar work (it's after a yodelling solo, it's a strange song)
it's on a retro rarities cd I'm listening to
OK, one of those RW's should say "Ergo".
Not a good start for the night...
L.
Hey, you said it. Not me.
;)
They were talking about the "Mikey Fucking Way" shirt as well at LJ. It was like merch chaos over there, everyone freaking over the new shit and stuff.
I must admit, that metal-esque graphic shirt caught my eyeballs. I liked it.
Nope, they should both say me ;)
Hiya, L :D
hello L, how are you?
Are they actually selling a "Mikey Fucking Way" t-shirt??
Getting greedy, RW! :) Or you have split into two personalities.
Gemini, perhaps?
L.
RW:
They were throwing around that idea, the fans I mean. I don't think they're sure?
I didn't bother looking in the merch store, so it is possible they're selling it. But, why would everyone want a shirt that had "Mikey Fucking Way" on it.
Unless you are, in fact, a Mikey Way. O_o
Hey L
How's it going?
Ergooooooooooo we must defeat the evil gmail.
hello L!
Mustard I was wondering what the shirt was, T-rex were great! Bolan had a fab voice
I want an "R-fucking-W" shirt.
Or "Sharpie This!" written over my boobs.
elena I'll email you and see if it sorts itself out
Doing fine, Fim. Well, except that we found out today the contractors are going to be working on our apartment wall for TWO WEEKS and for part of that time the only thing between us and nature is going to be heavy plastic STAPLED to the wall.
And THEN if they find major structure damage, we will have to move to one of the other apartments in the complex.
Granted they will pay for the move, but it's a pain in the ass to pack up and unpack.
L.
lmfao
hey, i could have a
'f fucking s' shirt
Dude!
RW, IDEA!
We all get shirts made like that just for the hell of it!
Mustard IS Fucking Better
Screw you, Mayo! ;)
Or "Sharpie This!" written over my boobs.
WIN!
god that is a pain iin the arse. has something happened to it?
ERGO-FUCKING-PROXY
not RW!!!
Hey, Ergo. We may have a round with the woodland creatures soon...
HELLO, Elena. How's it going? Did I do alright with your goodnight to Mayo last night?:)
L.
Or "I Survived The Ballgown Of Doom" t-shirt.
If I do survive it, that is. The war ain't over yet.
i could have
'fimble sucking star'
but i think star may be a bit scared that i wanted to fuck her!!
have to think of something else there hahahaha
Mayo-Fucking-Naise, Meffer!
Well, Mustard is fucking better!!
shit
fucking typo
that was fucking not sucking.
*blushes*
Well, Mustard is fucking better!!
Yeah, see?
It's all in where you italicize. Gotta be careful with that shit. ;)
Yeah, Fim, it's been gradual, but the back wall is pulling away a bit from the inside. They think that someone did a bad repair job on it years ago and took out some of the support! So, we shall see.
L.
ERGO-FUCKING-PROXY
I like it!!
Mustard, you're as bad as Fimmy!
well, i hope it works out for you both. i hate it when repairs are being made on the house.
'fimble sucking star'
I'd like to order a dozen of these, please.
It does have quite a ring to it.
Gotsta give ol' Mikey some credit with that idea. ;)
Mustard, you're as bad as Fimmy!
She's feeding you lies, RW.
Liiiiies.
Hey all!
Everyone good tonight?
Mustard your t-shit rocks :D
We joke that we want a t-shirt that says:
In Despair since 1986
Or I'll settle for Original-Fucking-Punk-L.
Little long though...
L.
how did i know you would want them rw. sorry.
r fucking w
original punk fucking L.
hey i like that one. hehehehehe
You'd have to get it in small lettering, L. Or have it continue over on the back.
Hey, KD, How are you?
L.
Mustard your t-shit rocks :D
"Meffin'" "t-shit" is making you all "sexcited."
I love the words we accidentally make up.
fim perhaps the sucking shirt should be done before the fucking shirt
You know seeing as Elean met some of our fans *hi girls*
we could make a merch store!
I do like "Mayo-fucking-naise"
That's R (capital letter) - fucking - W (capital letter), thank you madam!
hello KD
*waves*
how are you tonight?
fim perhaps the sucking shirt should be done before the fucking shirt
Natural progression and all that.
Just poppin' in for a sec!
Mayo,
Tomorrow is April Fool's! Don't be playin' no jokes on me. Okie-dokie?
SS!
I can just about imagine the April Fool's Day jokes you have played on people. Sneaky-sneak. ^_^
Have a great night everyone and sweet dreams!
I'm going to try my best to get rid of this meffin' migraine.
XOXO,
S&V20
sorry missy, dont smack me
Hi, KD! :D
When did you come in? I missed it! 0_0
Elean? *oops*
we can have our own T-shit line!
hello katherine!
Fimble Star said...
original punk fucking L.
hey i like that one. hehehehehe
March 31, 2008 9:32 PM
Depends on which punk is doing the fucking...there are so many who fit in that catagory... :)
L.
Hullo, S&V! :)
nighty night princess sweet dreams
hey guys, you know what would be a crazy april fools for mayo to play on us.
if mayo made his blog private for the morning up until 12. would you all have heart atttacks?
Shan't smack you, Fimmy.
Shall chase you with a toe.
fim perhaps the sucking shirt should be done before the fucking shirt
O_o
we could make a merch store!
I do like "Mayo-fucking-naise"
And if Mayo wanted to talk to us, he'd have to wear the shirt. Mostly because it will look wicked cool, and eh, mostly because we will have been granted permission to laugh at him all crazy-like! ;)
Hey L! How's J?
original punk fucking L
I like it :)
Smoke and Fucking Venom
with a 20 on the back
Don't give him any ideas, Fim!
what? there isnt a line of volunteers in the first place? ;)
I LOVE it, EP!!
Hi guys, I'm still alive! (and the crowd goes wild)
I hope you're all well.
Now I have to bugger off and wash dishes. What a treat. XP
Love to you all.
xoxo cupcake
if mayo made his blog private for the morning up until 12. would you all have heart atttacks?
I've totally almost lost my breakfast some mornings.
we can have our own T-shit line!
0_0
HOOOOTAHHHH! Back. I'm going to eat a piece of toast with some yummy jam on it now.
So Ray was wearing a T Rex shirt? I'll bet it was Electric Warrior, my favorite T Rex album.
And yeah, I have them all. All. I went through a huge T Rex phase in college for a few months and I collected, painstakingly (there was no internet then,) every piece of music Marc Bolan recorded. O_O
mayo could have a hat as well.
'better than fucking miracle whip'
and on the back it could say
'me, baby'
And every movie and TV appearance, too.
Hullo, K! :D
I have a question to ask you, by the way.
ALOHAAAAAA to everyone! What's shaking with you dudettes?
Hullo, Cupcake! :D
hey it's Cup-fucking-Cake!
hello dearest! hope you're well!
RW the "venom" would have to be in red bloody letters
Good night, Smoke, hope you feel better.
Hi and Bye, Cupcake!
L.
Remember guys, get yourselves good business managers! And copyright!
The t-shit business can make you sqillions ;)
hi and bye cupcake.
hello jules, how was kung fu? or tai chi?
The answer is YES, RW, I will marry you again! This time we'll invite an entire TELEVISION station!
No seriously go ahead. ^_^
No, no!
Fimble, what about this?!?!
The back would say, "Miracle Whip Me, Baby."
The front would say:
Better Than Fucking
BUwhahahah!
'better than fucking miracle whip'
Okay, this one just made me snicker like a 12 year old boy.
kapunua you'll have to work out your t shirt, your name has meanings!
The back would say, "Miracle Whip Me, Baby."
The front would say:
Better Than Fucking
HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Smoke and Fucking Venom
with a 20 on the back
Sorry, I had to come back and comment on this one.
Can I get a hell yeah?
HELL YEAH! SMOKE AND FUCKING VENOM!
Sweet dreams! ^_^
ARGHHHHH SLASH, FUCKING AMAZING
seriously, we should dress mayo in a t shit and hat.
oh and he could have those pants that MC Hammer used to have. remember them.
That'll teach him to write any more that red-letter shit. ;)
The answer is YES, RW, I will marry you again! This time we'll invite an entire TELEVISION station!
Kapunua, you are soooo romantic!
Stupid Internet threw me off.
Okay then, L
I'm giggling at the goodnight you wrote. Oh boy.
Ergo did you e-mail me cause if you did I didn't get it.
I'm totally having a shirt made up that says
ELENA LOVELY or I'M a LOVELY
hey Fim! Kung Fu was great, I thought we were going ot do sword form but instead we did staff.
LOL "staff."
Ergo I need a t shirt? Oh my god, I can't even think of anything! O_O
I think our own merch would be cool. Hey, we're already famous!
We could have t-shirts, pins, bumper stickers, tea towels, underwear, etc...
L.
The answer is YES, RW, I will marry you again! This time we'll invite an entire TELEVISION station!
Goody! I think you should wear the same holey jeans! You still have those, don't you? You wouldn't have thrown away that rather ripe monument to our summer of
Sharpie love, would you??
goodnight smoke!
I would wear one of your shirts!
sweet dreams
ohh playing with swords, bet that is sexciting 0_0
*cough cough*
Anyway... what I was going to ask you, K, is what you can recommend as staples that all vegetarian fridges/pantries should have a stock of?
Hello KD! Aren't I though? I take pride in it. Sharpie messages, tacky t shirts, my career... Anything RW wants, she can have from me!
I'm totally having a shirt made up that says
ELENA LOVELY or I'M a LOVELY
March 31, 2008 9:41 PM
Yeah, and then Ele-Fucking-Na on the front!
L
t shit
'blog fucking believe'
or
'blog fucking' on the front and 'believe' on the back
Kapunua, I see that RW simply brings out the best in you ^_~
RW, when you have your wedding snap, make sure you look smug, just like a cheshire cat!
'blog fucking' on the front and 'believe' on the back
YHUS!
We could be MILLIONAIRES!!!
i sent it again elena!
oh Fim in front of the gym there is a stop sign (ours are a red octagon with a white border and "STOP" in white) and under it someone has written "Hammertime" cracks me up every day!
KD, J. is doing fine. How are you?
L.
"STOP" in white) and under it someone has written "Hammertime" cracks me up every day!
That's amaaaaaaazing!
Why the hell didn't I think of that?!
hahahaa ergo, that is to funny. he was amazing.
du du du du du du du cant touch this.
Ooooh, a veggie question? Well that really does depend on your tastes, like some vegetarians don't even like fake meat, some do. I like it because I always liked the taste of most meat. (LULZIES.) So I always have veggie burgers, chick patties, and sometimes fake breakfast meat. And Tofurkey which I love.
But that is an awful lot of soy and if you want to watch you soy intake, which some people do, then probably not a good idea. Although there are some non-soy veggie burgers too.
My pantry is stuffed with organic canned vegetables, but that's mostly 'cause i like them. Corn, chopped up green beans, peas, asparagus, spinach and all that nonsense. (Especially spinach because it's got iron.)
Also all sorts of beans and lentil stuff because you still need protein. You don't need as much as most people say but you do need it.
There's something else but I can't think of it. O_O
ok if I have
Ergo-Fucking-Proxy, on the back it has to say "Get Re-l"
RW, when you have your wedding snap, make sure you look smug, just like a cheshire cat!
I was hoping more for the "deer caught in the headlights" look of our original wedding pic. I'm becoming rather fond of it!
RW, you, Ergo and Fim are not allowed too close to the merch though.
They might look too flammable.
L.
amaaaaaaazing!
That would make a great t-shit!
I'm well, thanks L :)
I want a t-shit! What will mine say?
Ergo, that is hilarious.
Out here every few miles we have "deer crossing" signs (LI is overrun with deer,) and it's just an image of a black deer silhouette in mid-leap. Well a few years ago someone, or maybe a few someones, took magic markers and/or little pieces of tape and gave each deer a huge peen. It's been that way for years, I hardly notice it anymore; it's on nearly every sign in town. These people meant business!
have to go rinse my hair, back soon
ergo,
front says 'ergo fucking proxy'
on the back
'now who the fuck is proxy'
Thanks, K :D I'm in the process of changing my diet. Meat isn't working for me, I'm finding it uncomfortable to digest.
I want a t-shit! What will mine say?
Front: Sdock10
Back: For Da Motherfuckin' WIN!
*has a really, superbad mouth tonight*
L - burn baby burn.
get thos ematches out and set this place alight. we are hot tonight.
smokin
Oh Solly, you're still up, gal! We have long days tomorrow, you and I. ^_^
RW, err, you mistook my look of UNDYING LOVE AND JOY AND COMPLETION for "deer in the headlights." What my eyes were really saying in our wedding pics was "thank god I am finally hitched! *Whew!* That was a close call!"
OOOOO!! Flammable...
solly,
'solly fucking 10' on the front
on the back
'unicorns'
you like that?
Meat is really hard to digest, RW. I'm not sure at this point what my body would even do with it anymore. It'd probably be like " O_O WTF are you doing? What is this stuff?"
Now, see, that's what I'm talking about, RW, Fim. I see that look in your eyes...
L.
Niiiiiiiiiice, Mustard.
Jules, yep long fucking day. I am watching deal or no deal.
This meffer better win the million or I am going to be fucking pissed.
RW, err, you mistook my look of UNDYING LOVE AND JOY AND COMPLETION
Is that what that was?
for "deer in the headlights." What my eyes were really saying in our wedding pics was "thank god I am finally hitched! *Whew!* That was a close call!"
Mine were saying "got you, sucker, heheh...". But I was hoping you wouldn't notice that.
Okay, my t shirt would say, on the front:
What do you get when you cross a mysterious blog with a snarky writer?
And the back would say,
My ass.
Hey everyone
Fimble,
I like it a fucking lot!
RW, Jules?
You guys kill me with your married banter.
You should never stop. :)
Cocksucker, he didn't win the million. He better get the sevenfitty.
There's a couple of meat-based recipes I have that I'm kind of addicted to, K. But really, it's the flavour of the sauces and not the meat that I like about them, so I'm sure I can make a vegetarian alternative.
RW, if you keep eating meat, I'll start eating it too, okay? That's what marriage means. That's how much your love means to me. And i'll mention meat and my love for it every chance I get, too.
Bleeding-Fucking-Chaos! How's it going?
We're designing t-shirts.
L.
What do you get when you cross a mysterious blog with a snarky writer?
And the back would say,
My ass.
Haha! That is good! 'Cause, you know, your ass and your ass is in the back, so it would ALL make PERFECT SENSE!
hey bc.
solly, i thought you would. i think it would sell like hot cakes in the magical kingdom.
hey rw and jules, did you ever find those glow sticks that mysteriously went missing on te night in question?
What do you get when you cross a mysterious blog with a snarky writer?
And the back would say,
My ass.
HAHAHA!!
I want a shirt that says "Half that ass belongs to me".
Hey sdock and BC
Good to see you both
I want a shirt that says "Half that ass belongs to me".
BAH!
Splash, me and RW are going to keep our marriage banter going.
FOR EVER!
AND EVER!!!!oneonesharpiesharpie!!111
RW, there's actually a meatless "meat filler"* for just about everything. I've got meatless sloppy joe stuff, meatless meatloaf, meatless stuffed turkey, meatless chicken wings, (those are kinda nasty though and made me sick once,) meatless meatballs and meatless stuff to put in sauce.
Tofu is good too in that it tastes like whatever you cook it in.
And fake hot dogs are really good.
*Yes, I wrote that.
hey rw and jules, did you ever find those glow sticks that mysteriously went missing on te night in question?
I didn't, Fim. But if I sit cross-legged on a gloomy night I swear I'm enveloped in a luminous pale green glow.
Warms your heart. Or something...
Hey Elena, Hey BC, Hey anyone I missed,
I am about to be off again....
Stupid fucker ended up with 198000.
Niiiiiiiiice!
You can have the entire thing, RW. Eventually I'm going to meld into you anyway and we will be indistinguishable.
Fim, err... glowsticks what? *Fidgets nervously*
Have a good night, Solly! :D
I didn't, Fim. But if I sit cross-legged on a gloomy night I swear I'm enveloped in a luminous pale green glow.
O_O I about died laughing.
You about to hit the hay Sollywolly?
You can have the entire thing, RW. Eventually I'm going to meld into you anyway and we will be indistinguishable.
Like The Fly!
Okay, I'm off for real now. Let's hope I get more than 4 hours of sleep tonight.
Love you ALL!
Nite, Blogbelieve!
Me?
Yeah, Jules, I gotsta!
RW + Kapunua = 4 Ever and Ever...
Until Death, and then on into the After Life and the 15,000,000 rings of Eternity or whatever
!
Goodnight, SDock!
L.
FOR THE MEFFIN WIN!
BOO YOW!
DAMN!!
I am so off tonight...
*bows down to Sdock*
Goodnight, Sdock!
I lulled ya'll all to sleep and now I am doing my victory lap!!
Wow, it's funny...we get so sexcited about the simplest of things.
Nite fo realz!
RW + Kapunua = 4 Ever and Ever...
Until Death, and then on into the After Life and the 15,000,000 rings of Eternity or whatever
Or until I get bored and fuck off. Whichever comes first.
i was so close but fucking blogger ate me comment.
oh well, well done solly, you win.
nighty ngiht solly, sweet dreams
xx
Night sdock
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