Thursday, March 27, 2008

DEATH WARMED OVER

or, my life…spent.

That last revolution left me dazed. The same scenery flashed and repeated in an orbital rhythm. My environment moved too quickly for me to identify solid form and everything around me slurred into a meander. Each day turned from brief respite into swift departure. I felt my gut at my feet and my head in a fog.

Towards the end, I heeled my words into the ground in a desperate attempt to persuade the fucking thing to stop. I hung on. My knees were raw from fighting the spin and the tops of my shoes were caked with the filth that surrounded my craft. Finally, I let go.

I was spun out, stopped; a playground massacre.

What a sight, covered in dust and dirt, sweat and blood. But, I was not alone. I managed to attract quite a malignant clutch. And while I lay there, words were unwound and lifted from their purpose by nasty little hands and then, repeatedly passed along, shoved into pockets, and spent on cheap ice cream concessions.

Now, after a few months in circulation, it is impossible to determine that they are counterfeit. They all spend the same, right?

I wrote that a while ago. It feels different to me now. Different, but still...relevant. Well, I am off.









p.s. I am at a distance; you are in proximity…but here, we maintain satellite and If you sspirit through here, “Thank you.”

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Anonymous said...

Good evening Triston. I hope you're well. Thank you for the birthday wishes sweetheart. Hiya sugarplum *smothers with kisses and hugs*

JocelynHolly said...

Amy, when my dad was driving me to work today, the wind was howling and it was snowing like crazy. Yesterday it was raining. We got the storm from the west (probably the one you got). I hate Canadian weather.

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...

Hey wendy *smoooooooooooch*

by the way I need to speak with you about a couple of AWOL strippers ;)

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Who? Me?

*bat eyelashes innocently, again*

I don't have them. Honest, I don't!

*fights off Amy who is trying to uncross my fingers*

Amyranth said...

See Ergo, I've known for a long time that Australia and I were meant to be.

When I was working for Michael Hill Jewellers, we had a problem with the security gates closing after hours, so we had to get on the phone with Head Office in Brisbane. And either the guy was REALLY genuine, or he was hitting on me, but the accent was pretty frigging hot.

-A

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Rasputins Revenge said...

Wendy I am glad that you are feeling well...I gave up on mylanta a time ago...The bad blood I get these days I need Zantac ....not to be confused with xanax which makes me fly all sideways.

I want to visit Canada..well of course right after europe, I will be needing some new dirt from my homeland!

Anon616 said...

BC: Triston has arrived for his dance!

Paperheart: How are you, love?
Perhaps you and Triston can talk 'shop/guitar' during your dance! ;)

It would appear a certain vampyre has a very full dance card tonight!

Rasputins Revenge said...

BC You are very welcome my sweet.....anytime ;)

Amyranth said...

*winks at Wendy*

PH, it drives me nuts. I'll leave the house in the morning in warm enough clothes, then by 4:30 I'm carrying my winter jacket and trying to blow cold air down my shirt.

Or it's the other way around. I leave and it's warm, and when the day is over there's snow falling and it's -10!

-A

Anonymous said...

for my friend Bleeding Chaos, on the occasion of her birthday:

Gentle soul
Take courage in the knowledge that
You are filled with
A brilliance
That puts your detractors
To shame

The love
That you express for others
Has no boundary
No limit
It shines about you
Like a halo

Live your life
As you wish
No regrets
No hesitation
No excuses
Only joy

Anon616 said...

these days I need Zantac ....not to be confused with xanax which makes me fly all sideways.
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LOL! Is that why you kept flying into Ergo's window a couple of nights ago????

You mixed up the meds again, didn't you? ;)

ergoproxy said...

ok wendy I will pay a bit extra on the card and we'll se if they might WANDER HOME OF THEIR OWN ACCORD!!!!

hint hint


Amy it's funny hearing people talk about our accent, I don't know if I said but I had a telemarketer call and I just had to tell him how lovely his voice was, made his day!
I'm glad at least I don't sound like Steve Irwin!

Rasputins Revenge said...

A full dance card...Well I wouldn't have it any other way......as I limp over to my first partner.

It was a long flight last night!!

ergoproxy said...

hello angel!
That is so sweet of you for BC, what a beautiful gift

Amyranth said...

Hello Angel!

How are you tonight?

Ergo, I don't get it either. But maaaaann... that was a HOT accent! Especially when he said "Oh, thank god! I'm SO glad to hear your voice again!", and I had really only talked to him 20 minutes previous.

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Six, I'm just dandy. I work in 13 hours, and I plan on staying online for another 4 hours. =] lol Ohhh maybe ;) I'm thinking of getting a new guitar. I talked to this really hot guy at the guitar place, and I'm thinking of ordering a custom-made pink electric. It might cost lots buuut whatever. =]

Oh and my guitar instructor is trying to get me to do this recital. :/

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
ok wendy I will pay a bit extra on the card and we'll se if they might WANDER HOME OF THEIR OWN ACCORD!!!!

hint hint
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I have a feeling they may wander home of their own accord...

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TOMORROW!

*is not quite done with those (whom I DO NOT have locked in the dungeon) yet*

;)

ergoproxy said...

Oh PH how exciting, your instructor must be happy for you!
and a custom guitar - ooooh! nice


Amy aussie guys are known to like the ladies..
He sounds like a bit of a charmer!

JocelynHolly said...

Angel, beautiful gift! =]

Amy, that's what I hate! I can never leave the house without second guess what I'm wearing.

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Anonymous said...

Are you thinking of me this night, sweet darling of mine?
Have your wishes been those of mine?
We are joined by time and space only,
no bodily connection tonight.
Yet we are together as surely as if I were lying beside you
In your bed, holding you tightly to my breasts.
Can you feel my fingers, soft as thistledown,
Tracing down your naked spine to the curving flesh below?
My mouth will follow that path...should you so desire.
Let me touch the solidness of your chest, caress the flex of muscles
As you move beneath me,
Tempting me to glide my hand lower, ever lower,
To the point of no return
Kiss you, I must kiss you, feel my lips coaxing yours to life,
Do you feel my lips?
-Nothing in your world feels like my lips.-
What else can you feel, my lover?
What passions, what fantasies, what needs bring you
Shuddering, crying my name
In your bed
In the night
Without me?

Anonymous said...

Aww angel thank you! I love it :)

Anon616 said...

Paperheart: That sounds exciting!
All of it sounds exciting; the hot guy, the pink guitar and the recital!!!



ANGEL: What a lovely, thoughtful gesture! As always your words are true and beautiful. You are an angel!

How are you this evening?

ergoproxy said...

PH I meant "happy with you" if he wants you to do a recital


Goooood wendy....mayo will wonder why we need this "essential medication" again

JocelynHolly said...

Ergo, I'm super happy! I just need to convince my dad it is necessary to have a pink guitar. I mean, it shows that females can be guitarists, and I don't know, in my mind it stands for so much.

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Anonymous said...

Mayo, thank you for stopping to hang out, however briefly, this afternoon and for sharing your thoughts and insight. That was thoughtful of you. I hope you are well and will have a lovely night.

S(S)S, thank you for all the times you have stopped by to share your thoughts and insight with us. You are one of a kind. :)

Calaf, it is always fun to quote with you. Thank you, too.

Good night everyone, pleasant dreams.

Amyranth said...

Ergo and THEN some.

Nothing like a guy with a nice accent though.

And I think consistently, Aussie guys are pretty good looking.

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Triston, I must try that, once I get my guitar back!!! (it's in the shop, something was wrong with the neck or something?)

Anon616 said...

Triston Anatole said...
HIM Tabs - wicked game Guitar Tablatures, Chords
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HOT DANG! HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

You are required to learn those by tomorrow, Paperheartxx!

Your first recital MUST take place at Casa De Mayo!

ergoproxy said...

oh triston how cool, though I am hoping PH understands it because I haven't the foggiest what it all means, except for the names of notes, but what a great thing to do!

Amyranth said...

Goooood wendy....mayo will wonder why we need this "essential medication" again

I'm pretty sure Mayo has just stopped asking questions now. XD

-A

Anonymous said...

Oh and of course, Mayo, if you do come around tonight, totally tell us if you like Muse, and if so, which is your best song that you would recommend. Or like Solly and Splash have asked, what are your current best songs, your iPod top five or whatever?

You don't have to if you've got other things to say instead. :)














Hmmm. I don't know why but I have no words tonight, the well is dry. You know what I mean, Mayo? Tapped out, like?


I wonder what's up with that.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight Kapunua sweet dreams


Amyranth there are quite a few nice ones about! I think part of it is the lifestyle and the fact they are pretty laid back and easy going, apparently that's why a lot of guys like aussie girls too

Anonymous said...

"Look to the stars and let hope burn in your eyes."




That's a great line, so that's what I'm saying tonight.

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams K!<3


Triston, I'm having troubles with the Dm7 chord. My fingers aren't quite that strong even, and they won't stay curved!!

Rasputins Revenge said...

PH its probably just a minor adjustment...either tighten orAll of my guitars are girls...but still have truss rods...go figure loosen the truss rod....

Anonymous said...

*blushes* triston, shall we have this dance? Angel, how are you this evening?

Anonymous said...

A lovely evening to all my friends! I am well tonight, perhaps feeling a bit...devilish? *winks*
Hello Bleeding Chaos, Ergoproxy, Amyranth, Anon616, Triston Anatole, Paperheartxx, and Katherine Dreier! Rest well, Kapunua, may you have comforting dreams.

JocelynHolly said...

Ergo, I understand it, lol don't worry:P

Six, only for you.

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Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
Goooood wendy....mayo will wonder why we need this "essential medication" again

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We'll just tell him it's for 'female troubles'.

Men rarely questions when given that explanation! ;)

*big grin*

Amy: Is your guy giving you a rest tonight? :D

Rasputins Revenge said...

well that doesnt look right

Amyranth said...

Wendy, he's gone to work! So I'm left until tomorrow morning at the earliest.

Passing the time playing computer kareoke.

-A

Rasputins Revenge said...

how bout tighten or loosen the truss rod and all of my guitars are girls, but still have a truss rod...go figure!

Amyranth said...

Angel, you too?

I had a good weekend, but it's quieted down now. :P No fun.

-A

ergoproxy said...

wendy brilliant idea!

angel feeling devilish, I suppose you like to walk on the wild side sometimes

Anonymous said...

Goodnight K.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Hmmmm...female troubles....I can relate!

Anonymous said...

Oh gosh, KD, hello to you. It is beautiful, isn't it? That whole song knocks me on my ass, I don't even have words.

And thanks everyone, again good night.

Anon616 said...

Angel: Feeling a bit 'devilish', eh? Well, even angels are allowed to have wicked streaks - at least that's what I was told ;)

Paperheartxx: Goody! When are you getting your guitar back? We must start planning the after recital party!

Goodnight to everyone going to bed!

BC: What song would you like to hear and dance to?

Anonymous said...

I feel like shit. How are you Angel?

JocelynHolly said...

=]

ergoproxy said...

triston it doesn't look right to me the second time either!

what does it mean?

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, Ergoproxy, every girl must break loose from her regular behavior at times! Of course, thoughts of my love always bring out the wild side in me.

JocelynHolly said...

Six, I was supposed to get it last week, before yesterdays lesson, but when I went in, they said that there was a shitload of other ones ahead of mine, and they'd call when I could pick it up. So I had to use a loaner one for my lesson. I feel so empty and lost without my guitar. =[

Anon616 said...

Triston Anatole said...
Hmmmm...female troubles....I can relate!
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Were they strays or ferals????

Ergo can tell a you a precautionary tale about a feral!

Umm...hmmm.......



Amy: Got it! Part II of the Reunion Special in the morning....

*wiggles eyebrows*

Anonymous said...

Well sugarplum, one of my favorite slow songs would have to be Evanescence's my immortal or within temptation's somewhere

But I do love the flamingoes' I only have eyes for you, its an oldie :)

Rasputins Revenge said...

Paper can you play any barred chords yet...that one is easier barred at the 5th fret...it is hard at first to push any strings down at the first...I rmember when I was a kid an F used to give me fits.

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Amyranth said...

Yes Angel, it's seems like hormones abound, at least on this side of the computer!

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Triston, that's what is fucking me up, the barred chords. I can grasp everything easily, usually, but not that.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Wendy...strays are fun....but not for misting!!

ergoproxy said...

angel it's the best way to be!

Anonymous said...

Paperheartxx, how exciting that you are learning to play the guitar! I always wanted to learn but never tried. Now you have another teacher in Triston Anatole.
Bleeding Chaos, are you physically ill, or is it an ailment of the soul?
Anon616, sometimes one simply has to be wicked. *winks*

Anon616 said...

angel said...
Amyranth, Ergoproxy, every girl must break loose from her regular behavior at times! Of course, thoughts of my love always bring out the wild side in me.

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A WILD and WICKED Angel!
Even better (especially for your love)!

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Amyranth said...

*giggles at Wendy* Hush now!

You're gonna get me trouble!

Favorite slow songs... wow, I don't think I really have any right now.

Of course, slow songs are all I HEAR about now. Maid of Honor comes with strange responsibilities.

-A

ergoproxy said...

eep wendy don't mention ferals!!

it's just healed up and fortunately it didn't scar badlay, but it's still moderately inmpressive

ergoproxy said...

Oh amy! She isn't having James Blunt is she? or Celine flipping my heart will go on Dion?

Anon616 said...

Yes Triston. I would not advise MISTING with those strays!

ATTN: Calling BC and Triston to the dance floor......

Rasputins Revenge said...

PH You will get it. You need to build strength for those...once you get it....you will pick up on all of them easily!

Amyranth said...

Ergo, my eyes kinda glazed over when she started chatting so I dunno.

I'm trying to convince her to make this decision between him and her, mostly because it's not MY wedding and I don't care if she uses the Thong Song.

- A is dancing.

ergoproxy said...

ATTN: Calling BC and Triston to the dance floor......


*dims lights*

*turns on mirror ball*

*adds dry ice to buckets of water*

JocelynHolly said...

Thanks for the encouragment Triston. It actually means alot. =] Haha, I get so frusterated, but when I'm pissed about it, I can't seem to put my guitar down. But it sucks that I don't have it right now, otherwise I'd be doing that instead of sitting on my computer listening to music.

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Rasputins Revenge said...

I do hope this is a waltz....tell em about that B day Waltz BC!! ;)

ergoproxy said...

amy we had Iris and Groovy Kind of Love (hubby's choice) and a Mike Oldfield song Islands (my choice)

I think it's nice not to go for the seasons "wedding " song, or you're the same as everyone else

Anon616 said...

Amyranth said...
Yes Angel, it's seems like hormones abound, at least on this side of the computer!

-A
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It's spring fever, Amy! The birds, the bees......nature is awakening to LOVE once again ;)

Ergo: Sorry for bringing back the memory. YIKES, the feral attack and snake in the kitchen incident were only a few weeks apart, weren't they?

*note to self: send a mongoose and human feral cat trap to Ergo for her birthday*

sally said...

Iris is a beautiful song, by a great band Ergo.

Amyranth said...

KD, I just picked a random song.

But then again, you never know.

Once the parents and "adults" leave, we're gonna get up to some pretty big shenanigans.

-A

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well PH how long are they keeping it..I usually adjust my own takes about 5 minutes unless there is a major problem...but I dont reccomend you doing that unless you have done a few before...if u overtighten it you can crack the neck.....How old is it?

Amyranth said...

Ergo? Iris? How long have you been married for?

Wendy, I was just gonna say that! False Spring be damned, it's matin season!

-A

JocelynHolly said...

Triston, they said that they'd call when it was ready. Nothing major just adjustments. I'm not experienced enough to do it myself! lol. It's a new guitar, like, maybe 3-4 months? lol I don't even know what kind it is

Rasputins Revenge said...

And by the way Wendy you look scrumptous tonight....is that a word?

Anon616 said...

*adds dry ice to buckets of water*

Thanks Ergo! I almost forgot about the MIST (shame on me *blushes*)

For the dance of BC and Triston

:D

Rasputins Revenge said...

I read you said it was pink...sounds like one of those Daisy Guitars.

Anonymous said...

Katherine Dreier, I can honestly say that no other man tempts me away from my love. One may look, but one may never touch! Anon616, yes, it does pay to be wicked on occasion. Those are the times I slip my halo into the nightstand drawer!

JocelynHolly said...

Haha not pink yet. Mines just black right now, I'm getting a custom one hopefully that will be pink. =]

Anon616 said...

Scumptuous???? Sounds like a word to me ;)

Thank you, sir!

Ummm......did you install cameras in here or something?

*looks around nervously*

Rasputins Revenge said...

Nice song......SAD!! The tears of a Vampire.....lol

Anonymous said...

Triston, yes it was. What can I say? You are a marvelous dancer, and yet, quite charismatic. I immediately swoon to your charms, but you should have known better than to stay away from my exposed neck ;)

Aww Ergo, thank you.

Angel, I'm afraid I am getting physically ill. Runny nose and now some coughing. It started after when I got home last night :(




*Blows nose*

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well Wendy I can see you as easily as I dance with BC!

Cameras...what a novel idea....why didnt I think of that at the party the other night with all the nudity and streaking That was dancing through my head....hmmmm

Anon616 said...

angel said...
Anon616, yes, it does pay to be wicked on occasion. Those are the times I slip my halo into the nightstand drawer!

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Mere mortals do not know THAT is precisely why nightstand drawers were created!

Try to remember not to leave the halo in that drawer too long, Angel. They tend to tarnish quickly!

;)

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well PH fret none (haha)..I learned on a 25.00 sears guitar and it seems to have worked out just fine...you'll be OK

ergoproxy said...

wasn't Truly Scrumptious in Chitty chitty Bang Bang?

Amy 10 yrs come sept, but togetehr 18

*ponders I would have gotten less for murder*

Angel looking is fine in my books, sometimes you'd have to be blind!And I'm a flirt but I also just love men, so much easier to get on with than women

JocelynHolly said...

o.o

lol. $25? Well, if I'm lucky, I'll finally get the barred chords by the time I'm 50. =]

Anon616 said...

Amy: Did you say awhile back, you were thinking of having "In Joy And Sorrow" played at your wedding?

I think that is a beautiful choice!

Or this one:

Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart

PERFECT!!!!!

Rasputins Revenge said...

BC you are quite welcome..some children were criers, some were bed wetters...and I was a biter...still am. ;) and a nibbler!!

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Amyranth said...

Euw.

There's a centipede in my basement.

-A

ergoproxy said...

Triston you must be very accomplished on the guitar. It always looks like such a wonderful skill to have.

what styles do you play? classical jazz? rock?

ergoproxy said...

*runs to save amyranth from centipede!*

Rasputins Revenge said...

Mainly Rock now...I've studied some classical as a child...It all works out well especially when your playing a lot of 80's music, a lot of two handed taps...arpeggios and things of that nature.

Anon616 said...

When was the last time you saw Lil Austin, Trison?


The man writes the dang books and he's playing a $100 Wal-Mart guitar on Bourbon Street!

But, he is HAPPY doing it!!!

ergoproxy said...

there should be a comma in between classical and jazz.

Anonymous said...

That is why we have them, Anon616! Bleeding Chaos, how terrible, did you not just recently recover from a cold?

ergoproxy said...

I'd love to hear you! Course you'd have to fly all this way with your guitar, perhaps a bit heavy for a bat.

My brother is a jazz muso and some of the guys he knows are fabulous, really versitile

Anonymous said...

Sugarplum, you shouldn't give the idea of cameras with a naughty vampire around ;)

If he gets cameras, I shall stop streaking and putting on my coconut bra ^___^

But you are a perfectly wonderful nibbler Triston ;)

Rasputins Revenge said...

Actually Austin did write a couple of books for Mel Bay. When I was about 25 or so I was having a problem with a couple things on the guitar and Austin was a great help to me...He and I have been great friends through the Years...I took his place in Penny Lane for a short stint when he quit.

Anonymous said...

Angel, I did, but I'm afraid it came here. I can't stop blowing my nose and I just taken some Tylenol :(

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
there should be a comma in between classical and jazz.
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I thought you meant classical jazz as in not modern jazz ;)

I'm more of a classical jazz fan, myself!

Angel: EXACTLY!!!! ;)

AMY: Those things BITE (no offense, Triston) Be careful!

Rasputins Revenge said...

Bc...awwww...common now!! Be a good sport!!! Whats a couple of good camera angles between friends. ;)

ergoproxy said...

poor thing Bc I hope you feel better soon, do you have any cold and flu tablets?

Anonymous said...

Katherine Dreier, do not be sorry, I took no offense. I simply meant that he is worth waiting for, that is all. *smiles* Ergoproxy, flirting can be great fun. Looking can be, also!

Amyranth said...

KD, she hasn't decided yet. They're all nice dresses, probably green which is fine, but she's taking forever to make up her mind!

I'll have my wedding planned by the time she's married at the rate this is going.

-A

ergoproxy said...

Wendy i'm a classical jazz fan too.
All the old standards, Ella, Miles etc
I've been listening to Quincy Jones this weekend
My brother has a huge collection.

Rasputins Revenge said...

I didnt answer your question Wendy...I saw him at a benefit about a year and a half ago, we were playing a benefit for whatever it was.Me Austin and Tony Sinopoly of Mink hang out for a while....all the OLD guitar players talking shop and reminiscing. I'm sure he still plays for Showtime.

Amyranth said...

Wendy, that pretty much kills the idea of pitching the little bugger outside.

-A

Anon616 said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Angel, I did, but I'm afraid it came here. I can't stop blowing my nose and I just taken some Tylenol :(
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I'm sorry, BC. :(

*pssst: Triston, be a gentleman and offer the lady your hankie*

Austin's still an amazing, amazing guitarist, isn't he???
He plays at Razoos during the week.
Didn't he teach Steve Blaze to play as well?

Anon616 said...

Pssst: Paperheartxx, one day people will be having this converstion about YOU!

:D

ergoproxy said...

Angel if you can't look then why are they there?

and I don't mind being visually appreciated either ;)

Anonymous said...

Amyranth, please take care when confronting that multi-legged beastie! Could you perhaps sweep it outside with a broom?

Rasputins Revenge said...

I am really not sure about Steve...Hmmm Austin is really good...I didnt know he was at razzo's maybe I'll go check him out if I get a day off during the week. I love playing the Quarter...just not every night anymore.

ergoproxy said...

back in 15

Anonymous said...

Thanks Ergo. I should have plenty of cold tablets in the bathroom somewhere, and lots of tissue in hand :)

Bc...awwww...common now!! Be a good sport!!! Whats a couple of good camera angles between friends. ;)

March 31, 2008 1:25 AM
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Well, I'm not quite sure, but teasing you is sure a hell of a lot of fun. I'm enjoying it ;)

Rasputins Revenge said...

I really dont know Austin to do much heavy metal...maybe I am wrong...He plays more Dance music and maybe a little Journey...I believe I remember him doing Lights that night...hmmmm

Anon616 said...

Dang it! Blogger keeps eating my comments!

Angel: I was trying to agree with you regarding looking and flirting.
I don't think it hurts to have a little fun......

As long as you follow Amy's King Lear Rule:

NO TOUCHY!!!!

;)

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well BC...the thrill of the chase...I do so liked to be teased a little.

Anonymous said...

Thanks sugarplum. Who'd thought I'd get sick again after my birthday. I had the cold many weeks ago :(

Anon616 said...

Triston: I pretty sure he's there Sunday -- Thursday nights!

Wait, are we taking pictures again?
Be sure to get our good sides, Triston!

Anon616 said...

*is timing Ergo*


Amy: That's what paper towels are for (catching bitey things to throw them outside)

Rasputins Revenge said...

Good sides huh....hmmmm...its too easy I'm gonna leave that one be.

Anonymous said...

Such good fun tonight, it is difficult to leave all of you. Though leave I must, because the hour is late. Lovely dreams to all of you, Ergoproxy, Paperheartxx, Amyranth, Katherine Dreier, Triston Anatole, Anon616; Bleeding Chaos, the same to you, and many get-well wishes also. My love, you are with me always. Thank you for all your gifts, they are each so beautiful. Until the next time, rest well, everyone.

Rasputins Revenge said...

I wonder how he made out with his house in Chalmette....wow it had to be more than a couple years ago since I've seen him...it was right before the hurricanne....damn time flys

Anon616 said...

KD: I hope we're not boring you too much. You're always so quiet!

Where's Elena tonight? And Martha and Carrie?

Rasputins Revenge said...

You know what...I saw him at a bar called BC's in Challmette about a year ago...I forgot. No relation to the real BC Though. I really need to quit drinking.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Goodnight Angel!!

Anon616 said...

Goodnight Angel and the wildest, most wickedly SWEET dreams to you and your love! Take care my friend!

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Triston Anatole said...
I wonder how he made out with his house in Chalmette....wow it had to be more than a couple years ago since I've seen him...it was right before the hurricanne....damn time flys
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As do you!
Wait, you're a vampire. You don't have to worry about time ;)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight and thanks angel sweet dreams to you too


*looks to wendy*

did I make it?

Anon616 said...

O_O

BC! You didn't tell me you owned a bar. In Chalmette, of all places!

Amyranth said...

A little behind now.

Angel: I could have, but I would have had to sweep him up the stairs and out the door. Little bugger. Goodnight! I'll see you again soon!

Wendy, that's also true. However, in the time it took me to decide what to do with it, he escaped under the furnace.

Yeuk.

-A

ergoproxy said...

triston I could pass you some of my scothch!

Rasputins Revenge said...

Why Ergo thank you...is it Chevas, I love Chevas...and Pinch.

Anon616 said...

*looks to wendy*

did I make it?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

POOPS, you did! I was hoping to keep those 'things which I don't have in the dungeon' for another day as a penalty for your being late...

*sulks*

ergoproxy said...

Elena spoke to Op's and she's out at the casino with her hubby, hope she's having a good time

Anonymous said...

Thank you Angel. Goodnight and pleasant dreams. Wendy. Elena is out with her husband tonight. We won't see her until tomorrow it seems.

ergoproxy said...

triston by the time I'm calling it scothch I don't know what it is!

I also have some mead if you're feeling medieval!

haha wendy I have the trip to the busstop down pat!

*expects no new credit charges needed*
you have fed them haven't you?

Anon616 said...

Amy: You'll have to ask your guy to rescue you from the big bad slithery, crawler when he gets home ;)

Amyranth said...

Nah. I don't ask him to save me from anything. He's training me to save his ass when the time comes.

-A

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Anon616 said...

*expects no new credit charges needed*
you have fed them haven't you?

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YIKES!!!! I knew I forgot something. Please, excuse me and ignore all the groaning and moaning.....

*runs down basement stairs*

Rasputins Revenge said...

ergo I have a way you can hear me...get with Wendy she can give you the address .... ;)

Anonymous said...

Wendy, what?! I do not own any bar hehe

Where have you heard such rumors? ^_^

Amyranth said...

KD must be a Taurus.

There's no way she's anything but.

-A

Amyranth said...

Alright Ladies and Vampires, I think I should go. I need to be bright eyed and bushy tailed for my last day at work.

I'll definitely get the bushy tail before I leave though ;)

Goodnight Late night Lovelies!

-A (and Lear)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight katherine, sweet dreams.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Goodnight Amyranth! Sleep tight Dont let us bad Vamps bite.

Amyranth said...

Mayonaise Darling,

What were you trying to tell us earlier? Have you been deceiving shadows again? Are you being deceived? Do you need a defense? I have defense, and I'm fairly good at it, if you need a Knight.

Well, a knight and her Lion.

Anyway darling, goodnight. I will see you soon enough I imagine.

-A

Anon616 said...

Amyranth said...
Nah. I don't ask him to save me from anything. He's training me to save his ass when the time comes.

-A
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

O_O

But, you have to let him play 'knight in shining armour' sometimes! ;)

You do have the appropriate damsel in distress costume, right?

Goodnight KD and sweet dreams to you!!

I must be off for now as well.
Save some of that scothch for me, Ergo. I may need a shot or two when I return!

Goodnight (for now) Ergo, BC, Triston, Amy, Paperheartxx, Mayo, SS......lurkers.

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

I hope you feel better soon, sweetcheeks!

Amyranth said...

Triston Anatole said...

Goodnight Amyranth! Sleep tight Dont let us bad Vamps bite.


Aaaw. Why not?

*kicks the floor with her toe*

-A

Anonymous said...

Goodnight amy, sweet dreams

ergoproxy said...

goodnight Katherine as you waft to bed in a cloud of scented vapours and to Amyranth as you toddle up clutching King Lear
sweet dreams!

soooo wendy? ....address.....?

Amyranth said...

Wendy,

Do damsels wear red satin corsets with stockings and 6 inch heeled vinyl boots? I missed last week's Damsels International Memo.

-A

ergoproxy said...

see you wendy I'll save the best scothch for you, are you bringing dotuns?

Anonymous said...

Wendy, you're gonna leave me alone with triston? ;)

Thank you for the get well wishes. As soon as you come back, I'll be sleeping. Hugs!

ergoproxy said...

Do damsels wear red satin corsets with stockings and 6 inch heeled vinyl boots?


if their knight is very lucky they do!

Amyranth said...

Ergo, damn rights he's lucky.

-A

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well BC... Looks like it s just you and I...hmmm...Repeat performance :)

Amyranth said...

Anyway, goodnight again!

-A

ergoproxy said...

BC said...Wendy, you're gonna leave me alone with triston? ;)


hey !!!

what am I ? chpooed liver???

Rasputins Revenge said...

I should be off also! Its been a very long weekend and I am dead, pardon the pun. So ladies and gentlemen if any...I bid you all a fare good night!

ergoproxy said...

chpooed???

hahahahahaha

and I haven't even had my scothch!!

CHOPPED liver!!!

Rasputins Revenge said...

OH Ergo... I am soooo sorry...No you are not chopped liver....I am still sore from running in and out of your window!!!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight triston, lovely to see you as usual!

sweet dreams and save some of your nibbles for us!

Anonymous said...

Ergo, hee hee *smiles sheepishly*

Triston, repeat performance, but we should include Ergo ^_^

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams triston. Thank you for visiting.

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well BC and Ergo...I should keep this in mind...Tag Misting...hmmm...I remember some sisters back in the 1700's.....um nevermind.....Everybody Sleep well and dress accordingly.

ergoproxy said...

BC!!

what are you suggesting?

I don't know if triston is that sort of vampyre! lol

ergoproxy said...

night triston love stay well!

Anonymous said...

Ergo, well, earlier we were waltzing and so, in my previous comment I was suggesting we'd included you in the dance. :)

Goodnight triston. What a naughty vamp you are ;)

ergoproxy said...

well include me in the dance, include me in ......the necking? haha vampyre joke.

Anonymous said...

Ha ha. Well, I'm gonna call it a night and try to get plenty of rest. Hopefully I feel better in the morning. Goodnight and sweet dreams Ergo.

Goodnight my dear mayonaise, thank you for visiting. Goodnight SS, lurkers, bloggers. Sweet dreams.

ergoproxy said...

night BC

I'm stalking a friend via google maps

farawaysoclose said...

where

farawaysoclose said...

are

farawaysoclose said...

you

farawaysoclose said...

Mr

farawaysoclose said...

Mayo????????

farawaysoclose said...

morning guys!

thought there would be something new this morning mayo??

got to get my gang out the door.

will be back later.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey FASC!

I'm just off to bed myself. It's 2:24 am, and I must get to work in 9 hours, meaning i have to wake up in about 8 hours time. =] =]

But just thought I'd leave Mayonaise, and everyone really, with some songs lyrics:

Slow down you crazy child
You're so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you're so smart tell me why
Are you still so afraid?
Where's the fire, what's the hurry about?
You better cool it off before you burn it out
You got so much to do and only
So many hours in a day

But you know that when the truth is told
That you can get what you want
Or you can just get old
You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through
When will you realize...Vienna waits for you

Slow down you're doing fine
You can't be everything you want to be
Before your time
Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight (tonight)
Too bad but it's the life you lead
You're so ahead of yourself
That you forgot what you need
Though you can see when you're wrong
You know you can't always see when you're right(you're right)

You got your passion you got your pride
But don't you know that only fools are satisfied?
Dream on but don't imagine they'll all come true
When will you realize
Vienna waits for you

Slow down you crazy child
Take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while
It's alright you can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize...
Vienna waits for you.


Take what you want from these lyrics. I was just listening to this song, and thought I'd post them.

Mayonaise; I've been super busy working lately. It's honestly really sad that I find myself thinking of you all when I should be concentrating on work and on school. There's just something about everyone here, something that keeps pulling me back. Before I found this blog, I was just a confused and messed up teenager. Now, I'm still as confused and messed up as I was then, but like you Mayonaise, and everyone else here, I've realized that it's alright to be confused and messed. I used to be scared to be me. I was just a lost and lonely girl. Since the beginning, everyone has grown as a person and helped everyone else be a better person. Mayonaise, this has been said many times before, but yes, in the beginning, I thought that you were just a heartless prick who was trying to prove something of himself. There have been times where I found myself thinking "WTF is this dude smoking?!" Haha, now I know that you aren't like that at all, you're actually a caring and compassionate guy who makes sense in his own way. Yes, you are still the same old cryptic fellow who confuses the fuck out of me with your comments and blogs, but that's what makes you you. We all have our moments, we have our arguments, but by just staying strong, and not backing down, we all get through it.

Ohkay, it's now about 2:40, and this little child needs to get to bed so I don't wake up a bitch in the morning. Sorry if I said anything to offend you or anyone else Mayonaise; I'm just really tired and wanted to say something that may hold some meaning.

xoxo;
-007
<3

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo!

That's as much enthusiasm as I can muster on a Monday, I'm afraid, but as the coffee kicks in I'm sure things will improve - I'm merely a little zombiesque, but not unhappy; on Saturday my occasional personal training said I was in danger of "getting too skinny". Yes!

Possible future "Hellos" to FASC, 616, Ergo & PP.

Kass xx

Anon616 said...

*places 5 boxes of dotuns on the ffocee table next to the scothch*

*pours herself a nice shot of aforementioned scothch*

DANG….that’s some good stuff!
*makes mental note to thank Erog*

Good night/morning/afteroon to Mayo, SS, FASC, Ergo, BC, the quite possibly soon to arrive Kass, Possum, Miranth and Elena (with her casino winnings - I hope), watchers, lurkers; wild, wicked , wonderful (but still) heavenly beings of blog believe!

How are you all today? At least a little better than yesterday, I hope!

Mayo: *big hug* that’s all…
Wait, I fibbed. Only you know what’s really in your heart…
Be true to yourself, Mayo. There will be no need to distract people with shadows on the wall if you are!

And, be happy (and grateful)!

^The same wishes go to everyone in blogbeleive!


For pondering purposes today (it‘s a long one):
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Be Happy (A True Story) 
Davy Jones    

Around twenty years ago I was living in Seattle and going through hard times. I could not find satisfying work and I found this especially difficult as I had a lot of experience and a Masters degree.

To my shame I was driving a school bus to make ends meet and living with friends. I had lost my apartment. I had been through five interviews with a company and one day between bus runs they called to say I did not get the job. I went to the bus barn like a zombie of disappointment.

Later that afternoon, while doing my rounds through a quiet suburban neighborhood I had an inner wave - like a primal scream - arise from deep inside me and I thought "Why has my life become so hard?" "Give me a sign, I asked... a physical sign - not some inner voice type of thing."

Immediately after this internal scream I pulled the bus over to drop off a little girl and as she passed she handed me an earring saying I should keep it in case somebody claimed it. The earring was stamped metal, painted black and said 'BE HAPPY'.

At first I got angry - yeah, yeah, I thought. Then it hit me. I had been putting all of my energies into what was wrong with my life rather than what was right! I decided then and there to make a list of 50 things I was grateful for.

At first it was hard, then it got easier. One day I decided to up it to 75. That night there was a phone call for me at my friend's house from a lady who was a manager at a large hospital. About a year earlier I had submitted a syllabus to a community college to teach a course on stress management. (Yup, you heard me.
;-) She asked me if I would do a one-day seminar for 200 hospital workers. I said yes and got the job.

My day with the hospital workers went very well. I got a standing ovation and many more days of work. To this day I KNOW that it was because I changed my attitude to gratitude.

Incidentally, the day after I found the earring the girl asked me if anyone had claimed it. I told her no and she said "I guess it was meant for you then."

I spent the next year conducting training workshops all around the Seattle area and then decided to risk everything and go back to Scotland where I had lived previously. I closed my one man business, bought a plane ticket and got a six month visa from immigration. One month later I met my wonderful English wife and best friend of 15 years now. We live in a small beautiful cottage, two miles from a paved road in the highlands of Scotland.

'THE ONLY ATTITUDE IS GRATITUDE' has been my motto for years now and yes, it completely changed my life.


(A very special thank you to Davy Jones for sharing his story! Davy was born in Chicago and now lives with his wife in Scotland.

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And to answer Amy's question:

Amyranth said...
Wendy,

Do damsels wear red satin corsets with stockings and 6 inch heeled vinyl boots? I missed last week's Damsels International Memo.

``````````````````
Oh no, Amy! The stockings and 6 inch heeled vinyl boots (thigh high boots, correct) are acceptable; but, Red satin corsets are sooo February . Cerulean and black are the colors for this week! You can borrow my corset ;)
Feel free to damage it as much as necessary. My dark purple one should be delivered Thursday!

Have a great day everyone!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy





*hopes Ergo , Elena, the Ops and Amy notice the dotuns next to the scothch*

*places tail bushy upper brush next to Lear‘s spot on mantle*

*quietly sneaks down to the dungeon with her bag of 'special' dotuns*

Psst…Ergo & BC: He IS that type of vamp! Shhh…don’t tell him I told you ;)

Another pssst for Ergo: send me a message on spacemy *wink* and shall get that address to you!

Anon616 said...

*runs back upstairs to give Paperheart a goodnight hug and Kass a good morning hug*

*and grab the do not disturb sign for the basement door*

Night all!!!!!

farawaysoclose said...

good morning everyone!!

hello mayo, you OK??

hello SS, you good too?

well another monday morning!! but the rain has stopped and the sun is shining so that's good!!

hello and good bye wendy and PH!

morning Kass!

on Saturday my occasional personal training said I was in danger of "getting too skinny". Yes!

wow and it's just been easter!! you star kass! i'm still wading my way through all the chocolate that is still in my house!!!!

hi to anyone else arriving....miranth, ergo, PP??

have lovely days everyone!

oh and this is cool....

check out ray toro's t shirt!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Woah - check out Ray fullstop! They printed the chords to I'm Not Okay in NME a while back and it's frickin' impossible; I must get a time machine à la Bill & Ted so I can squeeze 10 years worth of practice into about a minute.

It is really shallow to care so much about my waistline, but then I worked at it - like poor Bob when he encourages all the little baby boy drummers to be anorexic!

Kass xx

Fimble Star said...

goodmorning everybody.

i hope you a have a great monday cos i am goin to class in a few to fall asleep. whoopy do for me hhahahah


have fun everybody.
bye mayo
bye ss
bye blogbelieve.

xx

ergoproxy said...

ooh dotuns on the ffocee tbale!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm dotuns.......

*has some more scothch*

*cheers to wdney*

many thanks to FASC for that link! Made my night!
Great shirt!
His hair is so long!!!
I wonder if he's like Samson, it can't be cut or he loses his skills.

No! Impossible! his skills are soul deep!

Wow what an amazing guy!
And Hello Kass!


Mayo hope you had a great day
I did it was nice and quiet, mostly, good times with some e friends, good times with family, and food!
But it's getting cold! I need to add a doona to the bed!It's going to be a cold winter if it keeps going this way, they say it's the coldest in 60 something years!
Anyhoo wishing pleasure, love, desire and edlight to you and yours
much love
EP xx

SS hoping you're well and laughing joyfully! Cezy bizzy still? It gets that way! Sending lots of good wishes adn happy thoughts to you adn those you love
lotsa love EP xx

goodnight blogbelieve

kass fasc wendy PP and the early risers soon to arrive.

ps. If you hear moaning from the dungeon, slip some of the crackers and ceese in the fridge under the door, perhaps with a few cans of beer, Wendy will be dealing with them soon!

PPS Wendy great story, message sent and I KNEW he was that sort!:)

ergoproxy said...

hey fimble have a great day!!!

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