or, my life…spent.
That last revolution left me dazed. The same scenery flashed and repeated in an orbital rhythm. My environment moved too quickly for me to identify solid form and everything around me slurred into a meander. Each day turned from brief respite into swift departure. I felt my gut at my feet and my head in a fog.
Towards the end, I heeled my words into the ground in a desperate attempt to persuade the fucking thing to stop. I hung on. My knees were raw from fighting the spin and the tops of my shoes were caked with the filth that surrounded my craft. Finally, I let go.
I was spun out, stopped; a playground massacre.
What a sight, covered in dust and dirt, sweat and blood. But, I was not alone. I managed to attract quite a malignant clutch. And while I lay there, words were unwound and lifted from their purpose by nasty little hands and then, repeatedly passed along, shoved into pockets, and spent on cheap ice cream concessions.
Now, after a few months in circulation, it is impossible to determine that they are counterfeit. They all spend the same, right?
I wrote that a while ago. It feels different to me now. Different, but still...relevant. Well, I am off.
p.s. I am at a distance; you are in proximity…but here, we maintain satellite and If you sspirit through here, “Thank you.”
Thursday, March 27, 2008
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I'm going to have to agree, Anon!
Well that just sucked.
True, Amy, Dad has no idea about all of that stuff!
Elena sent a MCR calendar for Mum and she put it up in the master bedroom.
Dad was not amused.
L.
ergo, you should. i love it cos i find song i never knew before.
slash, never in a blue moo, just for today!
RW,
You rock my socks! Thank you for that!
*sticks tongue out at Fimble Venoms Sock Star*
hello mib
Nope, I disagree.
Mustardisbetter, unless we are talking hot sauce...then hotsauceisbetter.
Hey ALL!
Hullo, Sdock! :D
*sticks tongue back out at fuck10*
just because i am a sock star, no need to hate this botch*
fim we do have croc farms, for meat oil and leather. Oh your croc may have been overcooked, it dries out and goes a bit chewy.
RW good timing!
oh fim have you heard "Alive with the glory of love" by Say Anything? I really like them
Hullo EP, MJ, Mustard... Did I forget anyone? :S
Fimble,
Who did Bret Michaels kick to the curb on Rock of Love?
Hey MJ!
Know what? How 'bout we mix mustard and ketchup and call it a day?!
I like doing that with corn dogs. It's like a heavenly condiment surprise in my mouth. :)
worcesterstershiresauceisbetter
Right, I shall have to love you and leave you, it is nearly 3.
Good night All.
Good night Mayo.
Ergo - thanks.
Anon - * nods *
RW - I owe you an e-mail.
A universal Hello! to everyone!
There's lots of you!
mustard that IS a great mix!
goodnight/morning GS sweet dreams!
Nite, GS! Sleep well!
fuck10, it was the sweet little innocent girl. i was shocked but not on the same time.
he wants to get freaky deaky with the ho's up in his grill, thats for sure.
ergo, it was cooked in sauced which made it tase nice. 1st time for everything. are 'say anything' the band with the lead singer with ginger hair. he is in lost oath as well?
good night gs, sweet dreams ok.
xx
Ketchard?
Mustup?
Oh dear, what about relish?
-A
Good night, GS. Sweet dreams.
SDock, I wanted to tell you I was looking back over the days comments and this one of yours really stood out to me.
sdock10 said...
Well, here's what I think, sometimes I don't think we try our best or our hardest. We get complacent...we have a tendancy to say "fuck that, I don't want to do that anymore. nobody is listening anyway."
Does that make it right? No. But we get lazy or maybe we think we can make people take notice by doing a complete 360.
This world makes it so fucking easy to give up and say..."you know what, I don't want to worry about that anymore. I am just going to worry about me. You worry about everyone else."
Speaking only for myself of course.
March 30, 2008 3:14 PM
I think you may have gotten closer to it than any of us know.
L.
Bye Gnocchi!
-A
RW - I owe you an e-mail.
Take your time, GS :) Have a fun week!
i love lea and perins sauce on mushrooms. that is tasty shit right there.
I like A1 steak sauce. Eh... even though I don't eat steak. It's pretty good with baked potato and sour cream.
arghhhh rw, your a saucy minx
L.,
Thanks, God knows I don't have my shit figured out by no means, but I try to make as best sense out of it as I can.
And I do know that I fall short on a lot of things and know that I can do so much better.
It's a struggle but I am going to keep working on it.
No fim he has dark hair, the song is about this grandparents in the holocaust, and in addition (thanks to wikipedia) he was the baby in the posters for "Raising Arizona"
and has bipolar disorder, plus he sings and writes really good songs
I can't ask for anything other than that, Sdock.
Just gotta keep chipping away at it. :)
arghhhh rw, your a saucy minx
Hee hee!
I like peanut butter on caramel rice cakes.
But then again, I like weird food.
-A
I love worcestershire sauce with fried tomato.
RW that steak sauce is nice too, i like Barbeque sauce
I love caramel rice cakes! I haven't tried them with peanut butter though. They're good, eh?
Spicy brown mustard is pretty tasty.
Puts a little zing in your mouth!
oh amy! yum!!
i like peanut butter and banana and honey on toast
A favourite treat of mine when I was a kid was to have ketchup on bread. Just ketchup, nothing else.
ergo, cheers for that. i will check them out. its 'say anything' right.
They are!
I must be one of the few people on the planet that still likes marshmallows. Anytime I get a craving and mention it, most people look at me like I said I want to eat show leather.
-A
I like seeded mustard best, though dijon comes a close second
mustardisbetter said...
Spicy brown mustard is pretty tasty.
Puts a little zing in your mouth!
March 30, 2008 10:11 PM
and you say your not dirty!!!!!!!!!
just, let it flow botch, let it flow ;)
Ergo! That's sounds awesome.
I gotta try that now.
You know what else is good? Melted butter with brown sugar and cinnamon dissolved into it, then poured over popcorn.
-A
EP, a woman I worked with loved tomatoes cooked with worcestershire sauce. I was sceptical, but maybe I should try it.
What I really used to like as a glaze for chicken or scallops is a mix of chili sauce, brown sugar, and mayo. No, really!
'say anything'
Max Bemis' Say Anything?
'Member Fim? Gerard did a guest vocal on their latest record.
oh rw, i loved tommy butties. i used to have them at school, and iused to just eat butter butties. i didnt like butties much so i just had the basics hahaha
You know what else is good? Melted butter with brown sugar and cinnamon
OMG, YUM!!
SDock, I think if any of us say we DO have our shit figured out, we would be lying. But we all keep trying to figure it out, to do the best we can. Even when we don't have the first clue where to begin.
J. said something today that made me stop and think. She said she saw Gerard as a boy with an old man's soul.
I can't and won't judge him. We don't know what has happened in his life, nor do I think he was just pretending to care before. I still believe in him. I hear things in his voice that can't be faked, see things in his eyes that can't be hidden.
I just think we don't know the whole story and probably never will. But there is a good, kind hearted person in there, with a good soul.
I just don't think he believes it himself somedays.
L.
Fimmy, you & Frank and your butter sammiches!
I don't even like butter.
and you say your not dirty!!!!!!!!!
just, let it flow botch, let it flow ;)
Let it be known that it was not I who took that the direction of D-I-R-R-T-Y.
oh, them, the one where he did a little dramatic number near the end. i know them now. hahahahaha so dense
Goodnight GS. Sweet dreams. Hey sd10
slash = dirty bird!!!!!!!!
rw, i like a small bit of butter but only butter in the uk. i dont like the butter over here and i dont like the bread.
i woul;d love a piece of warbies with english butter on it.
now i am hungry as a horse
yeah mustard that's them
hello sd10 i though you went to bed.
She said she saw Gerard as a boy with an old man's soul.
I can see that.
RW, it is frigging delicious, but make sure you have a big glass of milk with it! It's a LOT of sweet.
-A
I have a fave marshmallow recipe, A, that's super easy to make and only takes a few ingredients:
1 package of mini marshmallows
1 package of chocolate chips (or butterscotch chips, or any other flavour you like)
1/4 cup butter
1/2 cup peanut butter
Melt the butter and peanut butter over a double boiler. Remove from heat and stir in the chocolate chips. When that's cooled down some, add in the marshmallows. Spread this mixture into a pan. Let chill at least one hour. Cut into squares & enjoy!
I put these in Christmas baskets when I do my holiday baking. They're always a big hit.
RW, my mom does that too! I think she calls it butterscotch confetti!
I should figure out a way to add real scotch to it.
-A
I don't like the bread over here either, Fimmy. I got spoiled with good bread when I was in Scandinavia.
I like the dairy products from the west coast of Canada, but not the ones here in Ontario.
RW I have to have fried tomatoes with worcestershire sauce, that glaze sounds interesting!
Anyone make cinnamon toast? Butter toast and then slice it into soldiers and shake it in a bag with sugar and cinnamon?
L tell J that's a really good observation
i hate marshmellow. i just hate them.
i was at a guide camp for the weekend when i was young. they roast marshmellows over a camp fire, because i didnt like marshmellows they gave me a chocolate bicuit to roast hahahaha. stuck it on the end of a stick and placed it in the fire. good times all round
Yes, confetti! That's what it's called :) My sister makes it all the time too.
I like burning the shit out of a marshmallow and watching it get all black and crispy.
I don't like to eat them though.
Scandinavia bread, i have never had. what was it like?
hey rw, got a question for ya hun
french canadians, whats the deal?
amyranth add it to the melted chocolate, you can add any alcohol to melted choc just not too much
I used to love cinnamin toast as a kid, EP :)
mustardisbetter said...
I like burning the shit out of a marshmallow and watching it get all black and crispy.
I don't like to eat them though.
March 30, 2008 10:22 PM
evil, god your evil hahahahaha
burn botch burn ^^
RW, I stopped drinking milk when I lived in CB, it's too watery.
I love it here though. 2% chocolate milk ALL the way!
-A
Scandinavia bread, i have never had. what was it like?
Well, for one thing it's a lot sturdier tha the wobbly stuff we get over here. Luckily, there are some good European bakeries in town. Though I don't eat bread much, I find it sits heavy in my stomach.
hey rw, got a question for ya hun
french canadians, whats the deal?
Um... wot?
ergoproxy said...
amyranth add it to the melted chocolate, you can add any alcohol to melted choc just not too much
About the same amount of butter you'd add right? Just a tablespoon or so?
Hmm... You gave me an idea.
-A
evil, god your evil hahahahaha
Do not even lie. You know you've done it, too.
RW, I stopped drinking milk when I lived in CB, it's too watery.
I love it here though. 2% chocolate milk ALL the way!
Milk tastes different anywhere you go. I never really thought about that until I started moving around.
in my shop, we have some french canadians. i was wondering if there was an area which they just speak french. do you know?
haha that is a very general question for you RW!
RW, so does water. Halifax water is gross. I used to get weirded out when I'd put water in the tub and it was slightly yellow.
-A
slash, you knwo what i have done.
i took about 15 matches and struck them all at once to make a giant match. then i took anythign that was plastic like pens and stuff and then melted them. i am kinda addicted to fire.
Mayo,
I hope you day was a good one. Mine was just as relaxing as I needed it to be. Now, it's time to get ready for Monday...again. Can I go ahead and say fuck now just to get a head start?
I am going to make this short tonight. It's getting later by the minute and I need to take my ass to bed. I think I talked out a lot of my stuff earlier today in our discussion. I hope you stuck around for all that. It was great having a talk like that in here again. I think we all needed it. So, thank you, again....for your words, your time, and your space.
I would like to talk music with you one day. I hope you will share with us some of your faves. What's your in the car driving song? What's song makes you cry? What song makes you want to beat the shit out of someone? What song makes you have hope? What song makes you feel desperate? What song takes you back to a special place in time?
In time...until then...
Goodnite, Mayo. I hope you have restful sleep and wonderful dreams.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Close your eyes and just listen.
I can't stand milk either.
It's, to me, like drinking watered down ice cream, and I want no part of that. :/
BlogBelieve,
I hope you all have sweet dreams and a good day tomorrow.
Nite nite!
Ergo,
I will tell J. I thought it ran true too.
CINNAMON SUGARY BUTTERY TOAST!
Yeah, we fix those here. :) Yum!
L.
Mustard, my ex used to call it Moo Juice.
Took a while for me to get over that.
-A
Sdock, that was good. Thank you.
Have a good night, and I'll see you in the AM!
Goodnight Sd10.
I love milk! I could easily drink a litre a day, if not more. But when I went back to school & moved to the other side of the country where dairy products are expensive I couldn't afford it any more, and got out of the habit of drinking. Now I rarely buy it.
Night night, Solly! :D
nighty night fuck10, sweet dreams ok. give me a smile in the morning. i will be looking for it
Moo Juice
Um...ewwww.
That's a visual I do not need.
Good night, SDock. Sleep well.
L.
goodnight sdock sweet dreams!
So, tomorrow is my last day at the furniture store.
I'm really surprised, the staff is saying that they expect me back soon.
I think they're trying to say they don't me to leave. :P
-A
i am kinda addicted to fire.
I'm a pyro too, FS. I once ordered a flaming banana dessert at a New Orleans restaurant simply because I wanted to see something burning on the table. It was either that or the table cloth - I was determined that something was going up in flames that night!
Are you quitting the furniture shop, A, or going on a holiday?
*squeezes BC*
I almost didn't see you there, you're being so quiet!
hahaha, thats why i love ya rw. we can be pyros together.
we had a chimnyer in the back garden. when we had friends over we filled it with wood and paper and then lit it. once it was buring, i was in a trance. i used to get paper and just feed the fire and watch it, continuusly making it bigger.
jen has a post on her blog and it was amazing. it reads about fire and i was like wow, my kinda scene hehehehehe
haha I cannot leave candles alone in a restaurant, even checking to see if foo will burn.
I get told to stop it a lot!
Amy they must love you! What are you doing then?
I quit RW. Going back to the pet store actually. The people there are glad I'm coming back.
This should be interesting.
-A
Chocolate milk is better
Fim, RW,
Remind me not to invite you to a BBQ... :)
Well, Elena caught the grill on fire the other night at the party, and it had to be tossed in the pool, and I did set a napkin on fire at a table once at a nice restaurant, so maybe it's not a good idea for the castle to have a grill anyway...
L.
Ergo, going from management to management.
Go figure. I thought people liked it when management left.
-A
food
I don't know if foo would burn!however there are people who fight it
That's okay RW. I really have nothing to talk about. I'll be at the corner.
amyranth it must be because you're good, good management is hard to find, though there is the "better the devil you know" too
OOOOOO!! Pet store! :)
Pets are more fun than furniture.
Amy, then it says a lot about you that they want you back! They love you!
BC, honey, are you ok?
Ergo, J. wanted me to tell you she forgot to tell you your daughter is so cute. And I will say it too!
I have a couple of restaurant stories, one involving chips, salsa, a surfer and a shark, and two involving various shellfish leftovers...
L.
I'm okay L, just tired.
Well, it's my bed time. Gotta get some sleep, the Ballgown of Doom awaits!
Have a good night, everyone, and a lovely day tomorrow :)
yay, fellow pyros hahahaha.
be careful not to set mayos alight tho.
you dont want mayo coming and beating your arse's.
so now, i have to go to bed. i have to be up at 6 and should be in bed by now. goodnight guys and have sweet dreams of fire. burn botches burn.
nighty ngiht.
mayo - seriosuly watch these lovelies. you may find a fire all up in your crib. nighty night mayo and sweet dreams.
SS - hey, i thought of you today, especially when i ran into a back door which was all clear window.
you know when you are a little kid and you are excited to go outside and you just run so you can be there and run around and have fun. and when you are running so fast you hit the glass door and feel yourself flying backwards onto the floor and thinking wtf happened. well, yeh i ran into the door today but it was the first one in a week or so.
so where was you? did you need a loo break, or did you need to go get another drink?
well, i will be careful next time and will be watching for you to open my door. thanks again mate and i hope you have sweet dreams and memories.
nighty night everyone, sweet dreams and see you tomorrow.
xxx
Ergo, I'm pretty sure it's the Devil they know ;)
RW, I loved working there. I left because I had a "difference" with a manager there, but he's gone now so it should be better.
-a
By the way, everyone, I just spoke with Elena, and she wanted me to tell all of you "HI!" She is out for the night with hubby.
Mayo, I have been instructed to tell you hello from her as well, and to enjoy your evening/night. I read her your comment from today. She will miss her usual good night to you, but you know she loves you.
So Goodnight From Elena (currently hanging out at the casino)
L.
aww thank you J and L!
she's a character!
We go to a restaurant over the river (it's a really nice romantic restaurant) and you can watch the fish, we spent ages watching these big salmon chasing bait fish, it was really cool. I hope to get there this week again, they used to let you fish!
Romance is overrated when fishing is involved lol!
Goodnight fim and Rw sweet dreams
oh I hope elena is having a good night, and is lucky at the casino too!
Good night, RW. Don't get too close to "THE BALLGOWN OF DOOM" or J. says you will be yelling "MOTHERFUCKER!" and beating it back with a yardstick.
Goodnight to you Fim. I bet Mayo puts up a LOT more fire detectors after this convo...
L.
Back from tai chi which is harder than Kung Fu, for realz yo. I don’t know how those old people do it all the time. O_O
I just did a quick scan to catch up and the one thing that caught my eye the most was the Hitchhiker’s guide book vs. movie thing. And yes, neither the TV show nor the movie did it any kind of justice. They were both hard to watch.
Also Solly asked Mayo:
What's song makes you cry?
The one by Lush. But there are more, maybe? Or not? ^_^
Then Fim said: mayo - seriosuly watch these lovelies. you may find a fire all up in your crib.
“All up in your crib” made me laugh pretty meffing hard just now. :D
Also Fim said:
you know when you are a little kid and you are excited to go outside and you just run so you can be there and run around and have fun. and when you are running so fast you hit the glass door and feel yourself flying backwards onto the floor and thinking wtf happened.
I did that once. Chipped my tooth and knocked myself unconscious. Oh man, it was awesome. It was an adult tooth too, and it’s still chipped. It looks like I have one fang; it’s very pointy.
Ergo, she has that look! That "yeah, I did that, but if I smile and look up at you I'm so cute you'll forget, right?"
BC, post-birthday tired, or just tired. Are you feeling sickly?
L.
Goodnight Fim and RW. Sweet dreams. Hey K. L, more tired than usual, but last night when bedtime came, I got a little bit sick.
Oh, sorry, BC. Hope you feel better!
L.
Kapunua agree with the Hitchhikers, though the TV show was a lot closer than the movie, it still didn't do it justice.
have you read the Dirk Gentley books?
L she tries that, but we know her too well!
She's really bright, can read simple books now, sounding out words and she's so curious.
Her latest, this morning telling me how Jesus died for easter then he came to life again because God made the easter bunny to get him alive again
Here's a good question.
Is it a bad thing to have a "fallback guy"?
(A fallback guy is a guy you'd get into a relationship with if your current one ended.)
-A
Thanks L. It's just a runny nose. I'll get better
Her latest, this morning telling me how Jesus died for easter then he came to life again because God made the easter bunny to get him alive again
Ergo, you didn't know that?
-A
Amy sometimes you gotta do what you gotta. And I hope the sex is good for you as well.
The Dirk Gently books rock my brain, Ergo. ^_^ Douglas Adams was such a tremendous loss.
MJ!
Haha! No, not me!
My best friend is getting married, and there's a guy who offered to be her "fallback guy" in case it doesn't work out with her husband.
She doesn't quite know what to think, mostly because she is wondering if this guy is HOPING her marriage will fail, and now she's second guessing everything.
It's a little nuts.
-A
Well, Ergo, the mystery is solved. But where do the eggs and the chocolate come in? :)
I think I am going to go to bed, so I will say Goodnight, my friends, and hope to talk with you tomorrow. Sweet dreams.
L.
*runs through blog in the nude*
=]
Amy I can see that guy running into the church screaming don't marry him marry me
paperheartxx said...
*runs through blog in the nude*
O_O
YOU'RE TOO YOUNG!
Mayo and SS,
Good night to you two as well, and I leave a song for both of you tonight.
Sometimes even shadows tell a story.
Love to you both, please take care.
L.
Love Rescue Me
U2
Love rescue me
Come forth and speak to me
Raise me up and don't let me fall
No man is my enemy
My own hands imprison me
Love rescue me
Many strangers have I met
On the road to my regret
Many lost who seek to find themselves in me
They ask me to reveal
The very thoughts they would conceal
Love rescue me
And the sun in the sky
Makes a shadow of you and I
Stretching out as the sun sinks in the sea
I'm here without a name
In the palace of my shame
Said, love rescue me
In the cold mirror of a glass
I see my reflection pass
See the dark shades of what I used to be
See the purple of her eyes
The scarlet of my lies
Love rescue me
Yea, though I walk
In the valley of shadow
Yea, I will fear no evil
I have cursed thy rod and staff
They no longer comfort me
Love rescue me
Sha la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...ha la la...
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la la...sha la la
Sha la la la...sha la la la
Sha la la...
I said love, love resuce me
I said love
Climb up the moutains, said love
I said love, oh my love
On the hill of the son
I'm on the eve of a storm
And my word you must believe in
Oh, I said love, rescue me
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah...
Yeah I'm here without a name
In the palace of my shame
I said love rescue me
I've conquered my past
The future is here at last
I stand at the entrance
To a new world I can see
The ruins to the right of me
Will soon have lost sight of me
Love rescue me
Goodnight L & J.
I will be off aw well.
Goodnight
Guys, I'm gonna post to Mayo and SS, then head on out and get some shut-eye. :)
Thanks (or about as thankful as I can get) for the conversation earlier today. I hope our concerns, and hopes, and everything else get heard.
Have a good night, and I'll see you all later!
*smirks*
Good thing it was nude bodysuit. ^_^
=]
Goodnight L, sweet dreams. Hi Grasshopper. Bad grasshopper, bad! ;p
Mayo:
I'm outta here, dude. My eyes are two letters away from bulging out of their sockets, taking with them the sights they're sore for.
And then, for a few moments, they are looking somewhere else.
It's a victory, you know? To get them off of your trail, to lead them through high water, to throw them for a loop. When you can do it, you know you've made the big time.
Only you haven't.
I get so tired of thinking about this. It used to be really bad, worse than it is now, but that's most likely due to the fact that I was dwelling on it and not talking about it with anyone.
I'm not myself, but I don't even know who my real self is. It's always something other than who you are, at least in your own head.
I've wanted them back from the person I reluctantly gave them to. I asked, and they granted me full access, but I hesitated. I've been hesitating for nearly two years. What they have are the words of a lost, lonely, frustrated individual. Though I want to reread them and go back to the place I was when they were written, I'm scared I will get stuck.
I'm scared I will find that I'm still that person.
"...Always half way inside the world in my head. I only know that you'll never know me."
I wonder if this is what he deals with on a daily basis, and if it is, I wish on every star for it to stop.
Goodnight, Mayo. Peaceful dreams.
SS:
I hope that the world is treating you well! Risking sounding corny here, but I'll take it.
Listen. That's all you have to do. Listen to people, and watch how they react. You can tell a lot of things. If someone needs you, do your very best to be there. They may treat you like shit, they may screw you over, but I will bet that they'll never forget "this one time" when you both sat in complete silence and had one of the best conversations.
Word of advice for you instead of the other way around.
Have a nice evening, and sleep like a baby. Night, buddy.
Good thing it was nude bodysuit. ^_^
I've found out first hand that excuse doesn't work. ;)
Good to see you, PH!
Bye now!
goodnight L sweet dreams!
Kapunua I have his biography he was a fascinating man!
fallback guy is a bit creepy, either he's hoping it'll fail, or he's going to "wait for her" which is sad for him.
Plus it's kinda like "oh well if this is too hard I'll just let go and take this one"
Then a gain some people reconnect if it happens they are both single again....
PH!!!
is that a body stocking?
goodnight MJ and mustard sweet dreams
Goodnight and sweet dreams mustard. Goodnight mj.
hello katherine!
not a whole lot, mayo commented at 3:30 about throwing shadows at the wall as a distraction.And there was a discussion about Gerard, and about what sauces and food we like, all in all a random topic changing day as usual
How are you
BC, ;)
Mustard, LOL. Sweet dreams!<3 *tucks favorite yellow condiment into bed*
Hey Ergo, KD, K, BC, and anyone else missed!!! =]
*yawn*
I wonder if Mayo is going to start waiting until the comments are over 4000 to post from now on?
-A
Hi katherine
amyranth I hope not!
We need new input or we'll start burning things to amuse ourselves
how are you PH? Emily good?
Anonymous said...
Sometimes we do things in order to divert peoples attention...like throwing our shadow on the wall.
And then, for a few moments, they are looking somewhere else.
A not so sophisticated defense mechanism.
that was 3:30 and mayo's profle said 3:30 only
Mayo and BlogBelieve,
Okay, so I am still awake. I tried/have been trying for the last hour, but my dude does this herky jerky thing with his legs. He will not be the fuck still. And he does it like every 30 fucking seconds (I know because I watched the clock). Lord knows, I have a hard enough time falling asleep as it is and now this...I had to just get up. Otherwise, the thought of holding a pillow over his head until he stopped squirming was too much of an option. So here I am, again.
Mayo, yeah I remember the Lush song that you said made you cry. I even downloaded it. Surely there are a couple more.
Should I go try to lay down again? Have I give him enough time to go his ass to sleep? And I mean like fully asleep not half assed asleep?
Errrrrrrrrr....motherfucker, this sucks. I even tried the couch, and I was like almost asleep and then he got up to go to the bathroom and that woke me up.
Ergo, I am good. Just exhausted. And putting songs on iTunes.
Emily is great. I made her look like a fish, and she smiled at me. =] I love her smile, it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
My sister sprained her ankle (Emily's mommy) so I've been running around getting stuff for her and helping out.
How're you KD, Ergo? =]
Sdock, I find that sitting infront of my computer for a little bit makes me tired. =]
(Ph's useless attempt to make Solly stay. =])
I just realized that little rant I just spewed all over the blog is enough to get me sent to Crazytown in some places. Oh well, oh well, oh well......Did I mention he is off work this week? Why the fuck is he asleep and not me? Selfish bastard!!!
We need new input or we'll start burning things to amuse ourselves
Didja hear that Mayo?
-A
Awwwh, PH, I send you all my crazy hugs and love.
I'm good PH, your poor sister! Hope it heals up fast. Making baby smile is one of the greatest feelings!
Sdock I feel for you! maybe when he's properly asleep he'll stop. I hope you get to sleep soon
Sock
I'd just suffocate him. Or push him on the floor, or kick him until he wakes up. Or grab him by the pubes.
I treasure my sleep.
What Lush song?
-A
Sdock, I send you a zillion hugs in return.
I find that listening to Dashboard Confessional helps me get to bed quicker. =]
Ergo, I hope she recovers quickly, we have a concert to go to on Tuesday!! =]
sdock that is not crazy at all. I cannot go to sleep if I'm being touched, you know that whole movie "fall asleep in each others arms"? I find it so uncomfortable and they move all the time!, and I cannot breathe someone elses air, like if they breathe out, I feel like I'm suffocating - I'm such a romantic if I want to fall asleep! lol
I sure hope so, Ergo. If not, bad for me.
Amy, one time Mayo put the lyrics up to a Lush song....when you guys were talking about what songs riled you up and what not....let me see if I can remember the one. I have it on a CD.
haha amy you sound like me!
Don't mess with my sleep!
And what a beautiful day it was today...umm...so I've heard
And how are you lovely ladies tonight?
BC I hope your birthday was the best ever....um if it wasnt you better check and make sure your neighbor doesn't have a silly grin on her face?
Ergo,
I am right there with you...don't touch me...don't cuddle me...don't breathe on me...when I am trying to sleep. They key word is SLEEP!!!
so PH the laptop is going well?
if her ankle hurts strap it and get that sports numbing spray, she'll feel it the next day but it's amazing stuff!
You can't miss the concert!!
Hello Ergoproxy how are you tonight?
Ergo, I agree.
It's nice to snooze like that, but to actually SLEEP it doesn't work. A very romantic idea, but not good in practice.
Hello Triston.
-A
Triston! Hello my lovely vampyre!
I'm well thanks how are you?
We'd been worried about you... missing your mist!
KD!
I wouldn't expect a lady of your grace and composure to know that! I'm shocked!
(Well, not really.)
-A
Hey Triston!
And Amy, how can I forget you my dear? =]
<3
Well Hello to you amyranth..How are you doing tonight?
katherine I suppose it depends how hard you grab!
Amy, one time Mayo put the lyrics up to a Lush song....when you guys were talking about what songs riled you up and what not....let me see if I can remember the one. I have it on a CD.
Riled us up? Made us mad, or horny? I have two lists full of those kind of songs.
-A
Paperheart...so whats the deal here...no party?
I figured I'd be just in time for one!
Ergo, my laptop is amaaazing! i'm just getting the songs from my Cds on my laptop for my iPod. I decided not to download songs, and just just rip songs off of my own CD's, just so I don't get virus'.
Haha awwh, sorry Triston! How about a hug instead? =]
*hug*
Good ev-en-ing everybody! How are you all tonight?
Hi Ergo, KD, Amy, Paperheart and Triston!
Triston: Did you come to take BC?
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.For a twirl around the dance floor, that is! ;)
And please don't forget, you owe Ergo a dance as well.
My Macafee just killed a virus from a download I did earlier....they are everywhere.
Ooops, I forgot:
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches for all*
ha! Yes I took a long weekend but I am sure I could get a few um.
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Dances in.
PH that is what I do, though I have a friend with an Apple Mac and they are less prone to viruses so I get her to download for me, or burn stuff off her list, we have similar tastes though she is (very almost) 17
The Lush song that was put up the night you guys were all talking about which songs made you cry and which ones riled you up and what not....
Light From a Dead Star
He lives his life in a world full of women
And he takes what he wants from their love
And he throws the rest away
I cling to him and pray
But still he slips away
And now it's just too late
To wish him back again.
She won't put up with this life so she leaves him
And she finds someone else, falls in love
And she travels far away
I say that it's ok
And swallow all my pain
And now it's just too late
To wish her back again.
They left me here on my own in a nightmare
And I just can't forgive any more
So I smile and turn away
Don't listen when they say
They wish that I could stay
And now it's just too late
To wish me back again.
Not bad Triston.
Cold as all fuck. I woke up to 5 cm of snow on the ground. I don't know whose Jesus Idea that was, but tomorrow morning I'm gonna start kicking ass and taking names.
How's you?
-A
And how are you my sweetest Wendy?
I know TA! That's why I'm not risking anything on my baby. So far I've downloaded itunes for my ipod, and The Sims 2. ^_^ Ohh and MSN annnd I'm thinking of putting AIM on here, but honestly, AIM intimidates me!
HEY SIX!! <3
=]=]
Ouch, mayo.
Just.. ouch.
-A
Mayo and BlogBelieve,
I apologize for my crazy person rant earlier. And for talking out of my head for the last few comments, I am off.....in more ways than you can ever imagine...but now I am off to bed once more.
If you don't see me tomorrow, you will know I ended up in prison.
'Nite...or shall I say, 'Morning?
*Solly needs her sleep much-ly!
3001?
I have aim PH and it's been fine
Katherine! Lucky i don't go about grabbing pubes willy nilly!
Hey wendy *smoooooooooooch*
by the way I need to speak with you about a couple of AWOL strippers ;)
Amyranth I am great...and you live in the wrong place..it is pleasantly warm here! Although I love the beauty of snow....when I can get on the plane and go home when I am sick of it.
It did snow here Christmas day 2005, A little preliminary show before Katrina hit.
Dang!
Nice snag KD!
-A
Happy to hear you're feeling UP to it* Triston.
I am feeling much better, thank you!
*it being a few dances, of course
Triston, this is Canada. It can be July and it will snow.
Then you spend 2 weeks in almost 100F temps.
I prefer the heat.
-A
thanks for the song sdock, hope you have some restful sleep now
KD! You're #1 tonight!!!!
YAH you! ;)
Hi Solly! Sorry I missed you back there :/
*huge smoooooooooooooooch for Ergo*
amyranth hence why you must come visit me!
though it was cold last night! I ned to put a duvet on the bed
interesting first comment too!
"tie him to the bed" O_O
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