Friday, March 21, 2008

Construction paper world.

My inspiration arrives suddenly and from a memory that could have easily been abandoned because I was so consumed. So many exceptional moments could have been lost while I spent time in orbit.

Who would I be without that lost reality…and your face, your words, and your touch?

You sing karaoke
without knowing
the words.
Can’t read,
but can kill it
in a verse.
That sweet dance,

a remembrance.

With that in mind, I continue...

I am fascinated with the everyday condition. I watch and listen and I am prompted to return the favor with ink and fiber. I am captivated by the remote.

I am drawn to those who misguidedly assume they have little to offer. I admire those with the biggest hearts, and the quietest egos. And the vibrant, passionate, strong willed and self assured also encourage my craft.

The dark and pensive, the quiet and plotting, the spirited and confined, the naïve and unafraid…any combination a profit, all notions sublime.

The gravity of a book, a wise old woman, a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice, the advice of those who know infinitely so much more, and the unexpected bit of hope that arrives when you say I love you.








p.s. paint your walls a deviceful shade of change and then you will know why.

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Carrie said...

Okay, I will succumb to my inner dork---Fiiiiiirrssssttttt!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Anonymous said...
You threw shit on the walls Carrie. You should lick it up. You seem to like the taste of it.


you lick it up bitch!
you and the porchies-aim sluts started this shit war



was meant to defend carrie
thats prob fimblestar, zombiecat gv, mustardisbetter r kapus mum - heavenly mohter - shewolf anon - carlaf made the orig comment dissin carrie

Entropy said...

Okay, close it. All properly like.

Carrie said...

thank you for defense anon

Vivienne said...

Well everyone, I think it's time for me to go.

I hope you all had a pleasant Easter and so on.

Take care.

xoxo cupcake

Entropy said...

Goodnight, Cupcake. Hope you had an awesome Easter.

Anonymous said...

Entropy, thanks for answering, finally. Got another question.

How come you never apologized to the OPS, or told them what you knew? Carrie, if you knew where that email came from, why didn't you come forward either?

Carrie said...

simply? Because I didn't think it had that much bearing on the situation. I am still not sure what happened there. And I think you can see after tonight that I have no agenda and I am hiding nothing.

Anonymous said...

Fair enough. At least you're being honest, thanks for that Carrie.

Entropy said...

I just did. Well, I guess not to them, huh? Okay.

SORRY OP'S!!

I don't know why earlier. 'Cause I just realized some stuff. Just figured it out.

What I knew? 'Cause I guess I kinda thought Fim thought of me as a friend.
And again with the just realizing some stuff out.

Carrie said...

you are welcome, it's a new dawn, honest Carrie, ask me anything, I will spew the honesty.

Anonymous said...

Entropy, nice try, but pretty lame. Considering what they were put through, "SORRY OPS" probably won't even touch the betrayal they must've felt.

Anonymous said...

Wow, it seems I missed quite an eventful evening in Mayoland.

Elena, you are my hero! I'm so glad to see someone really standing up to kap, it really made my night! :)

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

P.S. You'll notice, I never called her ugly. And I wouldn't. In fact I do think on the outside she is really quite pretty....the inside however, not so much.
P.P.S. Sorry this turned into quite the novel.

Carrie said...

Hey, you gotta understand (and I'm speaking with the Carrie/Entropy brain here) that we still don't know what went on. What, should I offer the Op's my first born?

Anonymous said...

Angel, although your words are intended for another, it has revived some memories for me:

lips touching lips
skin on skin
arms locked tightly
treasure secretly stored away

Entropy said...

Dude, it was me who they like, hate alot, not their cousin or something. Not the biggest betrayel. What the fuck, dude? What you want me to do? I'm not going to repeat myself and beg. Fuck that.

You Elena by any chance?

Carrie said...

Hey bsh (trying to condense, here) nice missive.

Anonymous said...

Catching up on comments,

Carrie, I do feel like she tries to be the Queen on the Blog
Perfect assessment! and Gee, if it's you, I'm sorry, but I never thought you would write such gay poetry. LOL!

Anonymous said...

No, not Elena, not anyone you know. Just trying to get the point across that they were attacked, not given the opportunity to state their cause, called name after atrocious name, accused repeatedly of lying, bullied for hours and weeks on end even after they left the blog, and forced out of a place that prided itself on being a "family".

Entropy, I was there the night that the OPS and Kapunua had that huge argument, when Kapunua called Mya an idiot. You were one of the ones who defended Kapunua against the OPS. What I remember is that you were kinda nasty to them.

I don't have anything else to say about the subject, so I'll leave now. Maybe this will all be resolved, maybe not.

elena said...

Okay let me set the record straight. I don't know what the fuck has been going on since I left hours ago. I tried to skim through and I saw my name a couple of times but sorry I just can't worry about this right now. I don't know having my husband mention divorce seems a bit more important. Yeah, he fucking hates the person I've become. You know I can't even think straight right now. Why am I here? Cause I ran to my safe place. Fuck, Mayo's is my safe place. I am a loser. I'm gonna post my goodnight then disappear.

Anonymous said...

Carrie said...

Hey bsh (trying to condense, here) nice missive.


bsh is fine :) Thanks. This has been bugging me for some time and I saw an opportunity tonight (thanks to elena and you and the others), and I took it.

Carrie said...

Hey, I was one too, did you not see my poem earlier? It's called believing in a certain person and being blinded to their faults, and then waking up. It's sad all around.

Carrie said...

Oh Elena!!! No!! Stay up with me!!

elena said...

Mayo

I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensure if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.

Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.

Mayo, I hope you had a day full of wonderful memories you will be able to look back on and smile someday. Never take any good memory for granted. Hold on to them tightly, hug them to yourself and keep them for as long as possible. Someday you’ll be glad you kept them.

Night Mayo

Elena (clutching a faded construction paper flower)

Entropy said...

Sorry, Elena! You just asked the same question. Thought I'd ask.
Hope you didn't take offence.

Anon, all or most of that were anons. You know, like you.
And I don't think it was "nasty", but whatever, kid. See ya.

Carrie said...

I'm sorry you had a bad day Elena, and I know "bad day" is sort of a weak word for it. Um, I don't know what to say, except that I have spit those words at my husband before in anger, when I really didn't mean them. I hope that if you want to work it out, you can.

ergo said...

Elena I am so sorry you're having such a trialling time, nothing should take precedence over remembering that everyone here has real lives and that things in that are so much more important than some blog somewhere.
I really hope things work out for you, whatever that may entail.
I have your best at heart and am holding you highly in my thoughts.



and for the anon who was proud of me a little, well I could have stayed somewhere that appeared to descending into name calling or I could go and play tag around the backyard and sit in the evening cool with my chickens and guineapigs and family and relax with a nice scotch and dry and talk about the day,

not a really hard choice sometimes

Entropy said...

Okay, I gotta go to bed. Talk to you all tomorrow. Hope you guys had a cool Easter.
Night, Ergo, Carrie and Elena.

Anon616 said...

*peeks in to see if it's safe*

*doesn't really care if it isn't, is skilled in self defense and defense of friends*
HA!

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Ergo, Carrie, Entropy, Elune, Cupcake, Ergo, Angel, various anonymous folk, watchers, lurkers and a very special good morning (and good luck) to the post holiday janitorial crew!

Umm...How are you all today?
Okay, I just can't do my usual early morning greetings today.

WHAT??? Fimble sent that email/picture to you, Entropy?
The one that lead to the OPs being harrassed and bullied from this blog. The one that lead to my being pushed and shoved from THREE different directions for speaking up for J and L on the porch?

Why Fimble? Why would you send that to Entropy and tell her you were afraid to post it here and HAVE her post it for you?
WHY??????? Where did YOU get it?

Yes, I think it IS past time to clear the air of the entire Katherine/GV/Sparkle Wrath "I Am Mayo" debacle AND it's aftermath. And, try our best to bring the OP J and L back!

Carrie: once again I'm sorry to hear about your loss.

It is good to see you and Entropy back. Thank you both for clearing up a couple of things for some of us.

Angel: You little devil, you!
I loved your very passionate post tonight. Sorry I missed you!

Good morning to the usual crew for this time: FASC, Kass, Possum and sometimes Miranth.

I hope you all had a lovely Easter!

To ponder today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Our intelligence is imperfect, surely, and newly arisen; the ease with which it can be sweet-talked, overwhelmed, or subverted by other hardwired propensities -- sometimes themselves disguised as the cool light of reason -- is worrisome."
Carl Sagan and Ann Druyan
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hopes the TRUE cool light of reason shines on us today!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: POSSUM, did you see KISS?
Did ya????

Carrie said...

Blogbelieve, sorry for the "shit on the walls," I've been constipated for a long time. I think that Bob dying tonight finally started to put stuff into perspective for me. K, I guess I'm sorry for some of the stuff I said, but not all. I do think you are talented and beautiful, but I also think you really have an ugly mean streak you should work on. Or not, whatever. And Fim, I truly do miss you. And the whole ss thing, with the protocting and shit, omg you guys, do you not see that it could be some merchandising guy? Hey Frank, put my email on here earlier, drop me a line and I'll shut up, kay? I don't know, maybe I am just stomping on the illusion and "shitting on the walls" what with my sane thoughts and all, I don't know. It's blogbelieve, right? So why am I all whining? I don't know. So I will go to bed. Feel free to eviscerate me tomorrow, you know what? I won't even fight back, just to make you feel better. You're right, I'm shit, I'm jealous, I'm drunk, I'm sad, I'm old, etc, etc. But, I DO know the difference between fantasy and reality, you can't take that away. Or Entropy, you can't take her either.

Anon616 said...

*runs back in to give Elena a HUGE hug and hand her a newly made constrution paper flower*

Love to you, Elena!
You to Ergo!

farawaysoclose said...

morning mayo and morning SS.
hope you are both well and happy.

well alot of shit went down last night!!!

i have skimmed cos damn lack of time.

dunno what to say. i want to be friends with everyone cos that's the kind of person i am. OK i am friendlier with some cos that's the way life is but i like to hope i can enjoy everyone's company. that may make me a litle weak and pathetic and i guess unadventurous?? but that's a pretty accurate despcription of me so that's OK.

i haven't got much time. i hope we can all just play nicely and have a bit of a laugh. discuss things and disagree with some things but not verbally abuse each other. it's so ugly.

very big *hug* to elena. i hope you are OK. divorce is such a big thing, i hope you can work it out.

bye to anyone who has left and hi to anyone arriving!!

gotta fly.

love to all.

farawaysoclose said...

EDIT

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sdock10 said...

BlogBelieve,

I don't know what else to say to you guys. I can't apologize to you or the OP's for something I did not do. I had no part in any of that. I was the one who was accused, I answered their email, I read their apology....I never asked them to leave, but I could not beg them to stay.

I think you guys can understand that.

I will, however, say this...if I have ever made anyone feel shitty, bad, walked on, ignored, or unwelcome, I am sorry. This is NOT my blog. I have always tried my best to repsect the host and everyone here. If I have failed in that, please accept my apology. I don't know what else to do besides that.

And as far as DM goes, that was a place created for all of us. It still is. My sister and I tried early on to get everyone to come and hang there. Most of the time we were there because we had no choice....our dialup wouldn't allow us to get in Mayo's. A lot of you went above and beyond to come over and talk to us. I thank you for that.

Okay, so I've tried to open the lines of communication again. I wish I had more time to stay and talk this out with all of you.

Again, I am sorry, but I am not the person that I am being made out to be. Not even close. I would've hoped that after almost 7 months that you guys would at least know that about me.


Oh well, oh well, oh well...off to work I go.

Have a great Monday everyone!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Hello, how are you? Are you a little grrrrr this Monday? I don't know if I even have the energy to go grrrrr right now. I haven't even started getting ready. Better get my ass in high gear.

Mayo, I am sorry again that this keeps getting brought up. What else can I do? Any ideas? This tension and conflict sucks ass, but worst of all the accusations hurt more than anything. Feel me?

Again, I am sorry.

Ever have those days where you are competely fucking lost? Lost with no fucking light, map, sense of direction or a hand to hold???

Yeah, that's me...the lost little girl who can't even find her voice today.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. YOU know ME.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hello all,

I just wanted to hop in and say I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter, with their loved ones in tow and smiles on their faces and hugs in their hearts. -And a great big wish that everyone, everywhere (especially here, with Mayo's lovelies) can look past trivial things like misunderstanding, or overreactions and embrace each other and appreciate all (in our hearts) that we have -especially each other. Happy Easter everybody, hope you are well. <3-l

Anonymous said...

Good morning everyone *waves*

I've only skimmed through a lot of the shit that went down yesterday and it's not my intention to dredge things up again but I have to say something because I can't in good conscience sit back and watch someone else be wrongly accused.

Last night several people were ragging on Jules and saying she had 'ordered her minions' to remain tightlipped about the message at the bottom of our friends blog page. She did no such thing, it was actually me, and it was a suggestion not an instruction and I made it in plain view of all the regulars because I believe it was the right thing to do.

I don't visit the blog daily so I wasn't mentioned that much in last nights attack, but it seems that it was 'attack by association' based on who is friends with Jules. It hurt me to read what some people were saying about my friends. Yes, that's right, my friends. Some of my friends aren't as thick skinned as Smok, Jules and myself, they have big hearts and don't have a malicious bone in their body and those comments will have been taken to heart and hurt them. If that was the intention then I think that says more about you than it does about them.

Anyway, before I get a bunch of anon's up in my grill saying 'zomg get your head out of Kapu's arse, you're just defending her cos she is your leader!!111eleventy' I want to say that I would publicly set the record straight if anyone on this blog had been wrongfully accused of saying or doing something that I had, in fact, said or done. Why? Firstly, because I stand by my words and actions and more importantly because it's the right thing to do.

Here's to a harmonious Easter Monday.

Anonymous said...

hey Mayo,
did you have a good easter? I did, well real life easter the blog easter was fine up to a while ago, But anyhoo, had a good weekend, just finished my easter bunny and am on the hunt for more chocolate.
Have to go and help a friend with her uni work tomorrow, I'll call in before I go but wont be about much.
Wishing happiness harmony health and honour to you and yours
much love
EP xx

SS
Hope you had a lovely weekend, with a break from your cezy bizzy shedule to enjoy time with family and friends.
wishing sunshine lollypops and rainbows everywhere to you and those you love
lotsa love
EP xx


Goodnight everyone, have a good monday,
perhaps if everyone takes the steps to try and understand the point of views of others there may be some resolution?
And if anons just shut up and stop trying to cause trouble by name calling and harassing and accusing.
I live in hope.

Goodnight all.

Anonymous said...

Wanna know something?

I'm not too sure I'd like to be a part of this anymore. I'm better than this, and I know it.

And, I guess more than that, it's sad as hell that this is just like real life. Getting fucked over because of who you relate to, personality similarities, same music tastes, and the same difficulties. Pretty sad as fuck, you guys.

I've done nothing to anyone here. I've gone above and beyond to try and speak to everyone, notice when you aren't here, stop by your blog, maybe send an email.

I've tried my best to be cordial with everyone, Anonymous folks included who don't rip me or anyone else to pieces.

I've made every attempt to be here for the people who need a shoulder to lean on or just someone to listen, and I hope I've provided that. That's what is important to me.

All of this other fuckery? It's completely over-the-top, and I'm not sure if I even get it.


Mayo,

My apologies for being a contributing factor to the mayhem. Not really sure what I did wrong, but if they say so, then I'll take their word.

There's a lot of things I could be telling you right now, but I won't.

I do hope you're happy and content and things are working out for you the way you'd like. I'm sorry for all of this.

Anonymous said...

MIB, you have always been nice to me when I come out to play. You are a much needed voice on this blog and I appreciate you. Please stick around.


Sdock, you have a good heart and always make others feel welcome. I enjoy your words and the emotions they convey so eloquently. You have a gift.

Smoke said...

I got some things to say. How fucking juvenile can this get? Really?

To the OP's:

If you can find where I asked you to leave, please show me. I did no such thing. I didn't beg you to stay either. You're not alone in that category so don't feel special. I'm not sure I've ever begged anyone to stay. Maybe a comment or two and that's it. If you felt the need to leave, that's your business, not mine. And another thing, if I were you, I wouldn't want some hateful anonymous people coming on here and trying to defend me. If you can't defend me without hurling nasty insults at others, don't even bother. But hey, that's just me.

If you want to come back, come back. Who can keep you from this place? Only one that I know of.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

To whomever,

It's just sad that this place has come down to this. Really. I thought it was special. Right now though, I feel like I'm in the 8th grade. I didn't like it then and I don't like it now.

I don't care who believes me about the 'infamous comment from hell'. I really don't. I know what I saw and I know the truth.

Grow the fuck up, people.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

Now what?

SS,

You are so awesome. I can't even begin to tell you. You never had to come back to this place, not even once, and yet you did. You still do. You mean the world to us and I'm just sorry that you see this shit going on in here. I wouldn't blame you if you never came back. Just know that you have helped alot of people here including me and for that I will forever be grateful.

Don't ever stop smiling. Don't ever change.

XOXO,
S&V20

Anonymous said...

SS,

I've been staring at this stupid comment box for the past ten minutes, and nothing's coming out right.

I need you to know something.

There have been days for me in my real life where I get so angry and frustrated at people.

Someone cuts me off, all I want to do is scream insults and angry words. The asshole across the hall who's popping their gum loud enough for people in a different country to hear, and all I'd like to do is forcefully pry their mouth open and take it out. Then there's the annoying people that don't really do anything, but they catch you on the wrong day of the week.

There are all of these things that go on day to day, and when these things happen, I think back to this place and all of the shit that goes down, but somehow you've been able to show us that there are still people who do good deeds, and there are still people who do nice things just because they can, not because they have to.

I appreciate the people that do that.

So now, I'm not thinking about flipping that asshole off in the red Toyota. I just sing a bit louder in hopes that they can hear it. I'm letting the dude across the hall continue chomping and popping his gum. I just shut the door now, and offer a friendly nod. And those annoying people? I still can't stand them. ;) But, I'm working on it.

So, do know that your generosity and kindness has made an impact. None of it was necessary, but you did it anyway. You're a pretty cool meffer, dude.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous @ 9:02,

I appreciate your words. I'm not really sure what else to say, but I do thank you.



Smoke:
Guess I should'a refreshed before. You said it all to SS. No need for my ramblings! >.<

Anonymous said...

SS's message of Faith, Hope and Love has had a profound impact on many lives here in Blogbelieve. But, like in the real world, some will take the message to heart and others will disregard it, bent on their own path of doubt, despair and hate.

Smoke said...

That's true, Anon. It's so sad though. This place used to be so happy.

His message did have an impact on me. I just hope he knows that.

Anonymous said...

But, it's fun to think back on all of the good times here.

There were days when I came in and left here, tears streaming down my face because I was laughing so hard.

It was good. It could maybe go back to being good.


Anon:
I can only hope that people take a step back and see that.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, I am sorry for the mess made of your blog last night. I don't know what to do to stop any of this. I don't see why I should be the one to greet everyone at the door, and to explain what some anonymous person means by his mysterious posts--especially when I was the one who didn't get it? I was never one of the ones who asked the OPs to leave. I didn't actually care about it until I was somehow accused of somehow being involved because I wasn't on at a certain time. Mayo, I don't know what to do to stop it. I will continue to talk to my friends, here and in chatrooms. Everyone has my AIM name and can IM me when I'm on. I say it everynight. I have never made anyone do anything; I think that's a little ridiculous.

Also Mayo, if I have ever cornered you or made you leave, I'm sorry about that, too. I like to talk and write; I do it to everyone. Most people either roll their eyes or are glad to be engaged in conversation. If you were rolling your eyes, or worse, if like people seem to think you were purposely not signing on, then I'm sorry for that, too. It is perfectly okay to tell me to stfu.

She wolf anon, thank you for your really kind words. ^_^

To the anon who was afraid to say that I had BDD: Thank you also for your kind words. When I have a bit more time, I'll tell you about why I don't, and THe Penguin On THe Television Set. ;D

Splash, I really, truly hope you don't leave here. You are so important and you always have something to say that really means something, not only to me, but to lots of people here.

Gotta run, see you later.

Anonymous said...

Actually, I have to say that I find it a little hypocritical to whine about how hostile this place has become, Mustard and Smoke.
As one of Kapunua's best friends here in Blogbelieve and true admirers of SS' message of Love, Faith and Hope you two did them a disservice.
Instead of remaining silent about her hostile behavior towards others (Several new Bloggers, nice Anons, Alie, Andrea, Loveman etc.) you should have told her to question her actions and finally to stop with the bullying.
Because that's what friends do!
They don not only stand up for each other and back them up, they tell their friends when they are doing things that are not right.
Otherwise, you are not a friend but only a blind follower!

So either way, if you are looking for the people who are responsible for this place to become what it is today, I think you amongst many others (including myself, of course) should take a look in the mirror.

PS: I'm sorry for my grammar and spelling mistakes as I know that some of you highly appreciate flawless English to be posted here.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua, not only do you not greet everyone at the door, but you often slam the door right in their face. You are a very ungracious guest in Mayo's home and have turned it into a very unwelcoming place.

Anonymous said...

That's cool, Siobhan. You have a right to feel the way you do.

I like Kapunua. I don't always agree with her. If I don't, I say so.

Anonymous said...

It's not my job to monitor what anyone says here, be they friend or not.

So, it's whatever. Not really caring anymore.

Anonymous said...

Well Smoke, then I have to think that you also support her bullying, because you never said (at least not at Mayo's or DM) that you disagree with her on that.

Again, then you don't have to be suprised that Mayo's has become the place it is nowadays.

And just one question: How can you combine this kind of attitude with SS' message?
It's all about the love?
Seems as if only chosen people are worthy of the love, right?

Anonymous said...

Oh and last time I checked, I haven't ever come on here and called anyone ugly or stupid or a hag or bitter or anything like that. Not saying that you did, just that I have not. That's what I consider hostile.

I've also never posted as Anonymous.

Anonymous said...

It's not my job to monitor what anyone says here, be they friend or not.

So, it's whatever. Not really caring anymore.


Wow, it scares me to read that, Mustard!

Do you also behave like this in real life?
When your friends or even strangers treat others badly do you then turn your back and pretend not see or hear anything?

I really wouldn't want you to be around if I get attacked verbally (or even physically). I now know I couldn't expect any help from you.

And I do not recall talking about anyone.

Anonymous said...

It's not my job to monitor what anyone says here, be they friend or not.

I'm done.

If there's anything else you'd like to say, feel free to say it at DM's. I won't be contributing to this any longer.

Anonymous said...

Oh and last time I checked, I haven't ever come on here and called anyone ugly or stupid or a hag or bitter or anything like that. Not saying that you did, just that I have not. That's what I consider hostile.

I've also never posted as Anonymous.


I do know that you think that I am the anonymous person who posts such derogatory things about Kapunua.
Well, I said it before, I have a clean conscience.

And I have to respond with a German idiom:
Wie man in den Wald hereinruft, so schallt es heraus!

It means, that you don't have to be surprised if you get treated badly by others who you treated badly yourself before.

Of course, I don't want to insinuate that people who got bullied by Kapunua come back as anonymous persons to attack her.

I just want to say that there may be many lurkers who can relate to those people being bullied and show their dislike for Kapunua in that way.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry, with 'you' I meant Kapunua and her close friends.

In German, the English word 'you' refers to both, the 2. person singular and the 2. person plural.

Smoke said...

It means, that you don't have to be surprised if you get treated badly by others who you treated badly yourself before.

Well, Sdock has never treated anyone badly. Mustard has never treated anyone badly. Fimble has never treated anyone badly.

So why is this coming back on them?

Smoke said...

You know what? Forget it. It doesn't even matter. The damage has already been done.

You have your opinions. I have mine. Let's just agree to disagree and leave it at that.

Toodles peeps. Be back later.

Anonymous said...

Did you read my first post on this site, Smoke?

None of you ever showed their disagreement with Kapunua's behavior towards certain people.
You said it yourself a few comments ago.
I think therefore people deem you to be just as 'guilty' of behaving like a bully as Kapunua herself!

Anonymous said...

Thank you for adding that, Mayo.

Anonymous said...

smoke&venom20 said...

It means, that you don't have to be surprised if you get treated badly by others who you treated badly yourself before.

Well, Sdock has never treated anyone badly. Mustard has never treated anyone badly. Fimble has never treated anyone badly.

So why is this coming back on them?








You jsut admitted that Kapu was a bitch. Yet you never say anything TO her about it. That's what makes you a coward.

anima said...

Mayo, you are a sweetheart. Thank you.

Anonymous said...

Yes Mayo, THANK YOU for showing us all who really cares so much on this blog, and who you really care for. You put in your two cents on this whole thing. Thank you, thank you. We all know you see it. Hopefully SHE will figure it out soon enough too. Thank you for being so nice to Elena..... when SHE was not.

Anonymous said...

I agree, Mayo you have shown your true beauty to the face of pure ugliness today. Thank you for seeing it the right way. They will catch on.... maybe? Elena is going to be so happy. You have shown your beautiful true colors. THEY have shown theirs too. Thank you so much for taking part in this.

anima said...

Mayo, make it a great day okay.

♥ to you.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, thank you for standing up for what is right. I know you can't totally tell people to leave your blog. But once she realizes that you are seeing it the RIGHT way, she will get the hint and maybe she'll give up on you and forget about this blog. Then we can have some peace.

Mayo I am SO proud of you. And I am proud of Elena, Ergoproxy, Wendy, Amyranth, and most of all Carrie. But mostly right now, I am proud of MAYO!!

Anonymous said...

Mayo, I am CHEERING right now. You are the one who is subtle! But not really! That proves our point. Thank you you beautiful person you! Elena is going to be SO thrilled!!

Anonymous said...

If you can't see that Mayo quoting Elena means that he was reading what went on last night and is fed up with Kapunua, and this is his way of telling you all that, you are blind.

Anonymous said...

All these comments are by the same sad individual.

Shame on you for dragging Mayo into this. I don't know how you get 'omg mayo hates kap' out of Elena's easter post.

Her words touched him. Don't make more out of it than is really there. It's embarrassing.

Anonymous said...

Maybe this, Mayo standing up to them in his own subtle way, will end their riegn.

Mayo, I have a word of advice to you. With someone like Kapu you have to be direct. Women like that don't take hints. They keep on thinking that because you are POLITE to them it means you like them. I know you are too good of a soul to just say it and I feel sorry for you. I think this is a step in the right direction, and to anyone else it would be totally fucking obvious. But with a woman like that, who keeps leaping at your heels, you have to just tell them to back the fuck off or they never will.

You won't do it so I'm trying to make it a LITTLE more obvious to her.

THe same unfortunately goes for a woman like Sdock10, who will keep thinking that you are in love with her because in her own desperate mind she needs to believe it. Sdock10 isn't as much of a fucking out of control bitch as Kap is but she does cling to you like saran wrap and she clings to Kap the same way. She's another one you need to be more direct with, but you really can't because she seems to make everyone think she is so broken.

Anonymous said...

What is embarrasing is that Mayo is being as obvious about this whole thing as he has EVER dared to be..... and the ones who are guilty of fucking this whole thing up will never admit it!

Elena you are beautiful. Mayo sees it. Believe me hun.... He knows what is going on here.

Smoke said...

Mayo,

That was nice of you. I know Elena will appreciate that. ^_^

anima said...

Anon at 1:23, I agree.

Mean anon(s), you know who you are, stop this right now. You are being so cruel, it is disgusting.

Anonymous said...

And the anon's claim Kapunua is a bully and is ruining the blog?

One word.

Hypocrisy.

Anonymous said...

Look at SS's front blog page at the bottom of the Christmas message.

Anonymous said...

Well, he said he was giving up on "subtle"...

Anonymous said...

Mayo, SS, thank you both so much. I love you.

anima said...

SS, thank you.

Anonymous said...

How long has that been like that? Have we been 'slow' again SS?

Smoke said...

Dude,

You rule. ^_^

Anonymous said...

It wasn't like that this morning.

Anonymous said...

I didn't see it when I looked this morning but that was at 8am.

Anonymous said...

I don't getit. Are you talking about the red lettering?

Anonymous said...

Please, EVERYONE, take SS's words to heart. This wonderful place that was created has become a shambles. It will only go back to the way it was if everyone works together. Read SS's words in white again, and again, very carefully. Read them as many times as it takes. Then put them into action.

Smoke said...

He is so awesome. Just sayin'!

Listen people,

I know we aren't always going to get along on here. We aren't always going to have the same opinion. We aren't always going to have good and sunshiney days. For what it's worth, I have never meant to hurt anyone here and I'm sorry if I have.

I like this place. I think this place is special. It has nothing to do with Mayo, really. It's all of us. All of us.
I'm thankful that Mayo allows us to keep coming back. I hope we give him/her something in return with our words.

We gotta stop all the name calling. It doesn't get us anywhere. It doesn't help anyone. It only hurts people. Stop and think, is that really what you want to do? Hurt someone?

Can we please try this again? I'm willing to try.

Anonymous said...

S$v20, you understand the true spirit of Blogbelieve. I hope others follow your lead.

Anonymous said...

This place isn't special because of Mayo or SS - it's special because of the beautiful, multi-faceted personalities of the people who inhabit Blogbelieve.

Respect and embrace each others differences. Every person has something worthwhile to contribute. Each of you adds value.

You can all learn from one another, support one another and forgive one another. I believe every person here has the strength of character to do that. Life is short.

It may seem impossible right now, but if you want to make this right, you can.

Anything is possible in Blogbelieve.

Anonymous said...

The whole is greater than the sum of its parts.

Anonymous said...

Apparently not.

Anonymous said...

Sweet Jeebus, what the hell happened here?!

Anonymous said...

SS, thank you. You're right, it can be done, but it's going to take an effort from everyone here.

As someone who I consider very special once said to me, "Its all about the love."

Anonymous said...

It is all about the love, my friend - because you never know.

Anonymous said...

You have to admit, some people aren't going to compromise (this word is not in their vocab). To them, it's all about Mayo and SS.

Smoke said...

Thank you, Anons. Thank you, SS.

I just hope everyone can come together again. We can hope, right?

Anonymous said...

Since barely no one is here, I caught wind of some of the comments from last night and earlier today, and I am amazed at what this blog is coming down to. And in all honesty, I knew that eventually this was going to blow up in our faces. Some of the bloggers were getting fed up with the bullying and the treatment of new people and anons and I am very sorry K, but I will have to agree with them on it because I see the same thing as well. I kept quiet in order to spare this blog any more unnecessary drama that it was necessary.

The only thing is, in this situation, I am not going to choose sides and favor one over the other. I love all of you dearly, and I count every one of you as friends, even if some choose to ignore me. I am getting fed up that I don't see some of you addressing the addressee at hand with their behavior upfront. If you have a problem with K, why not talk to her and address her about what she is doing to cause discomfort for you. Email her, send her a comment, etc.

But it all should be done with the utmost respect. I believe that one of the biggest problems that caused this drama was that people were not being honest and kept their feelings to themselves, and thus, people had to walk on eggshells so they won't have to hurt another's feelings. Not talking about it or pushing the problems aside does not do anyone justice, and it tends to only create more problems, not make them better.

This blog is supposed to be about the love, why should you allowed things that happened on a internet blog cause so much discomfort? Remember the real world, where real and horrible things happen to people on a daily basis.

Learn how to forgive and accept that forgiveness, and move on. Don't allow some of the anons to feed on your hatred for another. Learn how to talk your problems out. Otherwise, we will never go back to the way we used to be, all full of love and care for one another.


Elena, I am so sorry about your predicament. You have my full support and a ear to listen. You are not a loser, you are a wonderful, and great, and strong woman and friend.

SS, thank you.

Anonymous said...

That's exactly right, SS. Because you never know what will happen when you reach out to someone, do you? Sometimes amazing things develop.

BlogBelieve is a special place. All kinds of magic happens here.

We all just have to remember that we call ourselves a "family".

Anonymous said...

BC, that was so beautifully written. Thank you for your wisdom.

Smoke said...

Hey BC!

Anonymous said...

Despite the possibility of my words being twisted around(Again) by various anons, I will say this:

No, I do not hate Kapunua. Never have, never will. She is talented, and she can be quite funny at times too. And I admire her strength. And if there is ever a chance, I would like for us and everyone else to become friends, or better ones. Whichever. But that is up to this Family.

A friend anon, thank you.

Smoke said...

Ahem. I must not be loud enough.

HEY BC! ^_~

Anonymous said...

Hi Smokie, how are you? *waves*

Maybe we can try this again...

And as for Easter yesterday, I ate like a fucking pig ^_^

How was everyone's easter?

Anonymous said...

You're very welcome, BC. You deserve far more credit than you get.

Have to go for now, but please, everyone, take care of each other. Become that Family again.

Pactum Serva.

Anonymous said...

Hi Smokie!! Sorry about that. Blogger almost ate my comment. Again!!

Blogger, I really really dislike you ^_~

Smoke said...

Mine was cool. ^_^

Didn't eat too much, just layed around too much. I WAS LAZY!!!

Anonymous said...

A friend anon, thank you, and we will try. I sincerely hope we do. I don't want to see this Family fall apart. Take care and enjoy your day.

Anonymous said...

Cool beans. All of that food made me so tired, and then I ate like five cupcakes, not to mention that I was busy throughout the weekend getting everything ready, which was why I wasn't here for the last couple of days.

After dinner, I went to go watch Hook. So yeah, the holiday went pretty good. I'm glad yours went well.

Smoke said...

Where is everyone this afternoon? O_O

Well, I gotta go run some errands and get back to work. I haven't done hardly anything today! Imagine that!

Have a great afternoon, BC. I'll see you later on, possibly?

Toodles!

XOXO,
S&V20

Jennicula said...

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails he hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.


The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say ‘I'm sorry,’ the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.”

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.


Did you guys know it's National Friendship week this week?

Smoke said...

I love that story, Jen. ^_^

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!

Alright, really gone. Must. Get. Back. To. Work. >_<

Anonymous said...

I just came home, and once again, Mayo, I am very sorry for what has gone on.

My apology is to you. This should not have happened on your blog.

SS, an apology to you as well, because I know you don't like to see that kind of thing.

I'm not going to get all victimized or indignant. People are entitled to their opinions on me. I just don't think it's nice to use Mayo's blog to vent them--BC that goes for you as well. You came on here saying you agreed with them and then told everyone to email me instead of bringing it here. Well, why didn't you?

People want to talk crap on here for only one reason, and it's clear what that reason is. I don't think they are going to stop. For that--for them-- I apologize to you, Mayo.

My blog is open; so is DM. Everyone has my screen name. I've told my email countless times. What people do or do not do with that information is out of my hands.

Anonymous said...

Bye Smokie *waves* Have a great afternoon too. Hi Jen, how are you? It's National Friendship Week? I didn't know that. Thank you for the story though. I hope it's opens minds.


A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.”

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Yes it is.

Anonymous said...

And incidentally, I always say that the comments don't get to me. The name-calling, the accusations, the rude words, dragging my family into it, people saying stuff about my Ma, people saying rotten things about my friends. And honestly, it doesn't bother me mostly because after all, it's just the internet. When you turn off the shiny box, the bad people go away.

But honestly, sometimes it just wears you down, you know? Like, when you turn the box back on and it's still going on?

Yeah, that gets tiresome.

elena said...

Mayo

I can't begin to say how much your beautiful gesture means to me. I was so surprised to see my words on your page but not surprised that you understood how much those words mean to me. You understood they are from my heart and I thank you. Oh crap, you've made me cry but it's a good cry.

Thank you, my friend

Elena

Anonymous said...

K, I agree, it's not nice to bring the drama here, but I also think that people need to finally address the issues and put them at rest. If they don't, nothing will ever get resolved. You either learn how to talk it out, or you don't, and frankly, I am getting fed up with it. You discuss this shit over, you make amends, and you move on.

And despite the attempt, no matter what we do, they will always be drama here.

Anonymous said...

1. "Outsider Anonymous": I'd like to thank you one more time. And I'd like to post the thing that made me rethink what I was about to do.

Keeping the Faith is never the easy thing to do. It requires courage, commitment and a willingness to walk in harms way. Of course not everyone wants to be on the frontlines, but just by staying you are making a difference. I know this is only a blog, but something special has happened here and it is because of you.

2. SS, you know how I feel. And I thank you for blinding me. It means more than you can imagine, in times like these on the blog, that we get reinforced. Thanks for the fucking push, dude. Thank you.

3. Smoke, yes. To everything.

4. I will continue to remain a neutral party. As I stated on the last blog, I will NOT take sides for anyone or anything. Because we're all damned if we do, and damned if we don't. And I'm fine with that. I just need you all to know that I cannot do it anymore.

5. Lastly, Mayo, I'm sorry that your blog has been in a state of turmoil for the past few weeks. You're not oblivious to this. I promise you that I will try my very best and do my part to keep your blog from remaining a circus. Maybe if we all do our part, we can get your blog back in tip-top shape.

Anonymous said...

BC, once again: Email. You said it yourself, yet you keep on bringing it up.

Honestly, it's so ridiculous and I am so, so goddamn sick of it.

Anonymous said...

I hope so, Splash. I don't think so, because like I said, I don't think that it's going to end. People have reasons for talking crap here, specifically, instead of through email or on personal blogs (again: mine is unfiltered,) ore even on DM as you suggested.

It's a really nice thought, but I don't think they're going to stop. I do my best to ignore them most of the time, or try to turn it into humor.

But sometimes it builds up and you're like, "Okay, freaking enough."

Anonymous said...

There are other things that I want to discuss that I never got to yet because my mind was occupied reading the other comments.

Mayonaise, regarding the posting of Elena's comment, it still amazes me to this day that you did such a selfess and kind gesture. I have to admit, even sometimes, I underestimate you. And at times, you surprise me, in a good way obviously. You are a gift; sometimes we receive the unexpected from you. Was that corny or what?

Thank you for doing such a kind thing for her. I hope it will put a smile on her face. You deserve a hug and a kiss. For real. And regarding Jen's post, I am sorry for saying all of those things to you. You know I care.

Elena, I hope you will stay with us. Are you okay?

Hey mustard.

elena said...

Hello BC

I'm doing okay, thanks. How are you today?

Anonymous said...

Hey Elena, BC, Smoke, Jules, anyone else I'm missing, and Anonymi.

I've got to leave again.

Elena,
I dropped by your house earlier.

I'll see you all in a bit.

Anonymous said...

Bye Mustard. Take care of yourself okay? Hi Elena. I'm alright, I guess. I don't know what of make of this though.

So Mayonaise, what happens next?

Anonymous said...

Elena, I am really sorry to hear about your predicament. Are you alright? I hate seeing you tell yourself that you're a loser. You are not. You are such a good friend.

Anonymous said...

bc,

you should tell K to go fuck herself.

go to DM and read K's comment at 3:40

elena said...

I want to thank everyone for the concern and love I've been shown here in this beautiful place. Just know that all of you help me in so many ways. I will be all right, I am strong.

I truly treasure this place and all the wonderful people who dwell here. This is OUR home. ALL OF US. Please, let's all remember that.

elena said...

Anon at 4:03

Please stop. This hatred needs to end.

Anonymous said...

from the porchies


Kapunua said...

GV, in some ways you are right. But like I just said at Mayo's: It has not mattered if I've ignored them, laughed at them, laughed with them, or agreed with them (as I sometimes do.) They have something to prove and they want to write those things specifically where "The Special People" can read them. And I think they know it bothers my Ma, too.

So, I think that no matter what I do, at least with me, they are not going to quit. Lookit, even BC said, "Guys, this is wrong, it shouldn't be here on this blog, you should email her instead. Oh, but I agree with them about Kapu though."

I mean, come on. People want it to be seen over there. They want to embarrass people.

It would be nice if it would end, but I just don't see that happening.

3:40 PM, March 24, 2008
mustardisbetter said...
I don't know what to do to make it work.

Hell, I don't even know what the fuck I did. Or didn't do, whatever the case may be.

I guess we just gotta ride it out one. more. time.

Until then, I'm at a loss.

3:44 PM, March 24, 2008
Zombie Kat said...
Hi, Jules!

I'm not saying it will end. If you don't respond to one attack, they will always try new angles. I don't know if any of you were ever teased at school, but let's just say I have alot of experience with those lacking in the empathy department and who have a sadistic streak whose tummy can never be filled. In observation and with experimentation over the years, I noticed that particular mindset will constantly attack from new directions once their old strategy no longer gets the response they want to feed on. That no matter what you do, they will continue because they are always hungry. So, unfortunately the choice is to either ignore them or start buying them presents. I always felt so terrible for them because of the lack of genuine love in their lives.

Crap, this turned into a rambley thing. Sorry.

3:49 PM, March 24, 2008
Anonymous said...
MIB, those were my words you quoted at 3:40, but i'm flattered if you mistook them for SS. I have been mistaken for him many times.

Outsider anon

3:50 PM, March 24, 2008
mustardisbetter said...
Hey GV! Good to see you :)


Outsider Anon,

We're fastly becoming friends! You fooled me well, but nonetheless, the words still ring very true. I thank you for, I dunno, the ninth time today. :)

3:52 PM, March 24, 2008
Zombie Kat said...
Hi, Mustard!

Outside of what happens in Blogbelieve, I hope everything else is going well.

3:53 PM, March 24, 2008
mustardisbetter said...
Beh! I'm muddling on through! I hope you're well yourself :)

3:54 PM, March 24, 2008
Zombie Kat said...
I am, thank you! What's happening in your life?

Funny sitting in front of a computer again. In comparison to the hours I used to spend on here everyday, feels a little odd after having a couple days off.

So, I'm guessing people are posting as anons again to say mean things to people they're too afraid to say as their blogger name?

3:56 PM, March 24, 2008
Kapunua said...
Hey again GV! Yeah, that's about right, only they seem have vaulted past "mean" and into "psycho" once in a while lately.

Bullied at school? Heh. I could write a book. And you're right: they don't quit. They will find some different MO.

I guess Splash has the best idea: just wait it out, it will pass. At least for now.

Anonymous said...

idiots dont even know what they did wrong

Anonymous said...

Anon, I read the comment. If she doesn't want help, I can't do anything about it. I tried.

Elena, remember, you are a strong person. And a wonderful friend. Always stay true to yourself. Don't change for anyone.

Anonymous said...

If all of those sad women would get happily laid they would not have to depend on this blog. They would not have to depend on each other and EXCLUDE everyone else on the stupid 'porch' I think it is about being unhappy. someone called them the Aim sluts, well slut is only for people who get fucked! They are the Aim nuns. Well Sdock gets fucked but she hates 'her dude' and always complains about it so it's not doing her any good. it all comes down to unhappiness my friend. ANd the ringleaders are the lonely ones, the desparate for attention here, there and everywhere, Kap, Sdock and Mustard. Mustard pretends to be a good person because it gets her the attention of SS and Mayo frequently. But then she hangs out with the other ones. She is trying to fit in with the wrong crowd but she is the biggest faker of them all.

Anonymous said...

If all of those sad women would get happily laid they would not have to depend on this blog. They would not have to depend on each other and EXCLUDE everyone else on the stupid 'porch' I think it is about being unhappy. someone called them the Aim sluts, well slut is only for people who get fucked! They are the Aim nuns. Well Sdock gets fucked but she hates 'her dude' and always complains about it so it's not doing her any good. it all comes down to unhappiness my friend. ANd the ringleaders are the lonely ones, the desparate for attention here, there and everywhere, Kap, Sdock and Mustard. Mustard pretends to be a good person because it gets her the attention of SS and Mayo frequently. But then she hangs out with the other ones. She is trying to fit in with the wrong crowd but she is the biggest faker of them all.

Anonymous said...

If all of those sad women would get happily laid they would not have to depend on this blog. They would not have to depend on each other and EXCLUDE everyone else on the stupid 'porch' I think it is about being unhappy. someone called them the Aim sluts, well slut is only for people who get fucked! They are the Aim nuns. Well Sdock gets fucked but she hates 'her dude' and always complains about it so it's not doing her any good. it all comes down to unhappiness my friend. ANd the ringleaders are the lonely ones, the desparate for attention here, there and everywhere, Kap, Sdock and Mustard. Mustard pretends to be a good person because it gets her the attention of SS and Mayo frequently. But then she hangs out with the other ones. She is trying to fit in with the wrong crowd but she is the biggest faker of them all.

Anonymous said...

If all of those sad women would get happily laid they would not have to depend on this blog. They would not have to depend on each other and EXCLUDE everyone else on the stupid 'porch' I think it is about being unhappy. someone called them the Aim sluts, well slut is only for people who get fucked! They are the Aim nuns. Well Sdock gets fucked but she hates 'her dude' and always complains about it so it's not doing her any good. it all comes down to unhappiness my friend. ANd the ringleaders are the lonely ones, the desparate for attention here, there and everywhere, Kap, Sdock and Mustard. Mustard pretends to be a good person because it gets her the attention of SS and Mayo frequently. But then she hangs out with the other ones. She is trying to fit in with the wrong crowd but she is the biggest faker of them all.

Anonymous said...

If all of those sad women would get happily laid they would not have to depend on this blog. They would not have to depend on each other and EXCLUDE everyone else on the stupid 'porch' I think it is about being unhappy. someone called them the Aim sluts, well slut is only for people who get fucked! They are the Aim nuns. Well Sdock gets fucked but she hates 'her dude' and always complains about it so it's not doing her any good. it all comes down to unhappiness my friend. ANd the ringleaders are the lonely ones, the desparate for attention here, there and everywhere, Kap, Sdock and Mustard. Mustard pretends to be a good person because it gets her the attention of SS and Mayo frequently. But then she hangs out with the other ones. She is trying to fit in with the wrong crowd but she is the biggest faker of them all.

anima said...

Anon, who likes to cut and paste words from other locations, please re-read this:

"I noticed that particular mindset will constantly attack from new directions once their old strategy no longer gets the response they want to feed on. That no matter what you do, they will continue because they are always hungry."

Interesting, dontcha think.

Anonymous said...

That is what happens when you try to talk behind BCs back. BC was offering to help Kapu. Kapu talked behind her back instead. Nice thank you.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

And who said those words? That's right GV, basicly the one who started this entire thing!!

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

Anon, you posted that five times. Are you repeating for emphasis?

Hey Anima.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

anima said...

Anon, why? Why are you doing this?

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

anima said...

Hiya BC. :)




I really wish I could stay, but I can't watch this anymore. I'm out of here.

Anonymous said...

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.


Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua will never admit she has done anything wrong. She will continue stirring up discontent amongst both regs and anons until it all boils over again. I am sad that this keeps happening. I used to think she would learn from this blog, but now I see that she isn't going to change at all.

Smoke said...

O_O

Jeez. How many times do I have to read 'get laid', 'get laid', 'get laid'?

People the porch is open to everyone. Always has been. Always will be. Nobody has ever been excluded from that place.

jayce said...

The stars alight, the sky at night
The brightest shine on, The dull look on
But you can't have the brightest without the dullest, and you can't have the dullest without the brightest.

Think of this as a sky, you are all amazing, you're all bright yet you can all be dull. You bounce off each other and intwine with each other. Never forget, you all make mistake's and you all wish to be forgiven, you all make this place special because you're all passionate and all kind hearted. That is EVERYONE.

Please, think about what has been said and who it affect's. Words can be very hurtful, yet so kind. I choose kind words, even to my enemies.

May your day be filled with peace and harmony.

Smoke said...

That's cool, Jayce. I like that.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

Anonymous said...

how do you bold

Anonymous said...

Thank you Jayce. Nice to meet you. Take care. Take care Anima. Sighs.

Anonymous said...

you just use html code if you want to bold

Anonymous said...

where is that

anima said...

Anon, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind.

Take your own advice.

At least those who have offered advice to people on this blog have done so with intregity, out of friendship, and without hiding behind anonimity.

Grow some fucking balls. You coward.

Anonymous said...

I ws looking at Kap's live journal pics and I notices something about them. Here is a theory tell me what you think. Look at the pics, where Kap is out with her friends. She is always hugging them. Stay with me this is a psycology thing. She is always hugging other eople. They are never hugging HER. If you look close it actually looks like they are uncomfortable and they want her to stop.

So it is not just HERE that people merely tolerate her. It is probably in real life too. That is why she needs to find the weakest people on the blog and make them her "team' although, look at how that is breaking up now too. They are turning against her. Smoke and Venom will go next. She already said some things about her.

But she NEVER will move on from this blog until Mayo takes a stand. MORE of a stand then he took today by taking Elena's side. Mayo has to stand up to her. Then, and only then will this blog start to be fixed again. So everyone needs to stop "hugging' her!!! And Mayo needs to take a stand.

Anonymous said...

get laid

anima said...

To bold: < b > words < / b>

but without the spaces inbetween the brackets and the words.

Bye everyone, I'm off. I really do not want to start saying things I'll regret.

Anonymous said...

bye anima *squeeze*

Anonymous said...

We all owe a big round of applause to Carrie for getting this movement going. THANK YOU SO MUCH CARRIE!!!!! For telling it like it is. I know you tried. Everyone else is trying too.

But it is not going to change, unless MAYO takes his stand against her.

But he is way too nice to do that.

If we keep on standing against her, she will give up and go. Maybe we don't need Mayo after all.

Anonymous said...

duh of course noone likes herin real life. why do you think shes on this blog 24 hours a day??

Anonymous said...

the truth set them freeeeeeeeee!



Carrie said...


Okay dudes, have not been anon tonight, which I usually do when I lay it all out. first, check this:

Kat Poo is my new name for you
it is sad, for me to you once drew

shattered illusions, left bereft
I realize your words aren't even that deft

still I try to rise above, and feel some pity
but alas I can't, your attitude's too shitty

****************

I loved this fucking blog, hell, I still do, at times. But yeah, K, yeah, I guess you're my Mayo. I thought you were the damn bee's knees, the coolest of the cool. And then, with the hollering at every anon who came in here. What the hell are you trying to protect? Guess what, peeple on the blog are convinced that SS is Frank Iero. Me, not so much. What, you can't tell anons that the seeing red thing was referring to skeleton crew merchandise? Oh noes, we have a speshul secrud connextion to Frank, hey, I'm sending a secret message under your front door Frank, to warn you about peeple on the Mayo blog! God, damn, get a fucking life! And Fim, my poor sweet naive Fim, who just wants to be in with the in crowd. I get it baby, I really do. And still, even after all this, still have a soft spot. And before you start, like in 8 Mile, I'll spell it out. Yes, I am a drunk fat suburban housewife probably in need of meds, what else you got?

The ONLY thing I regret is the loss of Fimblestar.



Entropy said...
And I was gonna not check in?

Okay, I didn't run any one off, I would totally love the OP's to be on here.
I posted a pic of an email. Fim gave me this pic(the pic, it wasn't forwarded to me), she didn't want to post since it would disrupt her innocence or whatever. At the time, I thought, whatever, I'll post it, I got balls.
But I didn't run them off or mean to. My intention was to just show what I was shown, that's all.

And I'm not part of their "friends".

This whole thing of mentioning me being part of the group runnging anyone away is bitchassness.

March 24, 2008 2:19 AM

redrum said...

All right, you've made your point.

Anonymous said...

Anon, did you see what I meant int he pictures!! It's amazing.... once you know what to look for there it is all in front of you! Very sad indeed!

Anonymous said...

no we havent, shes still here isnt she???

Anonymous said...

Maybe we don't need Mayo after all.
-----------------------------------

Ha ha, I do. Who else is going to tuck him safely back in the refrigerator every night so he won't fall and break? It requires tenderness, love and care ^_^


*Lame ass attempt at humor*

redrum said...

And so are you, unfortunately. Lose/lose.

Anonymous said...

The truth coming out on this blog today is beautiful.

Mayo I hope you see it and realize it. I know you won't take action, but even just blindly ignoring her for a while might work. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TALK TO KAPUNUA!!

farawaysoclose said...

Ok i'm not stopping.
just wanted to say that its very obvious mayo and SS are independantly trying to help out.

mayo by putting elena's comment up. that was such a sweet thing to do mayo, thank you.
and elena i felt your sadness on that one when i read it earlier. mainly cos i am still very much in the thick of it with the flowers and glitter faze of my girls. it made me think that in 10 yrs time i would feel how you were feeling yesterday. and it is very sad. *hugs* to you again.

SS is coming from a very different angle (would be pervy but will refrain as this is important!!)
he is trying to remind us what we had and damn it was good, it was special and as G Way would say it was amaaaaaaazing!!
we can get it back. one simple rule:

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF

if we all try and do this then it's got to be a vast improvement.
that and ignore the seriously nasty and slightly deranged anons!!

We gotta stop all the name calling. It doesn't get us anywhere. It doesn't help anyone. It only hurts people. Stop and think, is that really what you want to do? Hurt someone?

Can we please try this again? I'm willing to try.


well said princess!

lets just all fucking try OK?!!!

gotta go be someplace else.

love to all!

Anonymous said...

boo hoo! you cant get rid of me! boo hoo!

Anonymous said...

redrum said...

And so are you, unfortunately. Lose/lose.


YOU want her gone too then. Add another one to the list! Yes you might want ME gone or the repetative ones gone, but you know that having KAP here is one half of the LOSE part.

If she would leave this could end.

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

Blogger farawaysoclose said...

Ok i'm not stopping.
just wanted to say that its very obvious mayo and SS are independantly trying to help out.

mayo by putting elena's comment up. that was such a sweet thing to do mayo, thank you.








THANK YOU!!! So you can see what Mayo was trying to tell us all when he put Elena's comment. He does see it. He just can't say it straight out because he is the 'Master of the blog' and he can't. But everyone sees it but Kapu!

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

Anonymous said...

TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED YOURSELF




TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

redrum said...

No, thank you. I don't like the taste of those words.

You lose (apparently) because she is not going anywhere. We lose because this nonsense never seems to end. Do you see?

That is all. Good bye for now.

Anonymous said...

I feel sorry for the people in those pictures. The people who have to deal with her in real life.

Anonymous said...

I looked her red dress pictures Anon. I don't see what you're seeing. I see her friends smiling and happy with her.

goes back to lurking

Anonymous said...

go back to kissing ass

Anonymous said...

Anon, you are quite frankly wasting your time trying to get Kapunua to leave.

Don't believe me? Google Kapunua. You'll be amazed at the number of results you'll get. Apparently, this girl is hellbent on acheiveing internet fame and this blog is a dream come true for her. As long as there are MCR fangirls who think that Mayo somehow relates to GWay, she will never, ever leave.

Face facts. This is the Kapunua Show and everyone else is merely the supporting cast -- Mayo included.

Anonymous said...

Goodbye Redrum

farawaysoclose said...

THANK YOU!!! So you can see what Mayo was trying to tell us all when he put Elena's comment. He does see it. He just can't say it straight out because he is the 'Master of the blog' and he can't. But everyone sees it but Kapu!

nothing to do with kapunua anon.

my point was that he puts on his page a bit of everyone. he has elena, sdock, redrum, mustard and toujours.

we all mean things to him. he includes the whole spectrum. that was my point.


TELL THAT TO YOUR STUPID FRIEND

anon i was saying that for everyone to listen to. including myself. don't single kapunua out all the time.

Anonymous said...

farawaysoclose said...

just wanted to say that its very obvious mayo and SS are independantly trying to help out.



Yes, I agree. To the people that think Mayo posting Elena's words meant he was taking sides, way to insult him. Do you really think he would be that petty?

SS has more integrity than to take sides and that is why he is deliberately staying out of the drama. By reiterating his words on his blog he is trying to empower you all to make changes. He obviously has more faith in you than you do in yourselves or each other. It's such a shame.

Anonymous said...

former reg who are yuo?? why did you leave? im glad you see it like us

Anonymous said...

She is even on TV! Yes I remember that. It's like you can't get away from her. Turn around off this blog and there she is on TV! God!!!

Anonymous said...

hello mya welcome back

Anonymous said...

OH NO! NOT THE TV TOO!

You're all getting ridiculous. If you don't like her that's one thing. But from what I read about her, she is a performer. God forbid she gets her act on TV.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

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