Friday, March 21, 2008

Construction paper world.

My inspiration arrives suddenly and from a memory that could have easily been abandoned because I was so consumed. So many exceptional moments could have been lost while I spent time in orbit.

Who would I be without that lost reality…and your face, your words, and your touch?

You sing karaoke
without knowing
the words.
Can’t read,
but can kill it
in a verse.
That sweet dance,

a remembrance.

With that in mind, I continue...

I am fascinated with the everyday condition. I watch and listen and I am prompted to return the favor with ink and fiber. I am captivated by the remote.

I am drawn to those who misguidedly assume they have little to offer. I admire those with the biggest hearts, and the quietest egos. And the vibrant, passionate, strong willed and self assured also encourage my craft.

The dark and pensive, the quiet and plotting, the spirited and confined, the naïve and unafraid…any combination a profit, all notions sublime.

The gravity of a book, a wise old woman, a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice, the advice of those who know infinitely so much more, and the unexpected bit of hope that arrives when you say I love you.








p.s. paint your walls a deviceful shade of change and then you will know why.

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Amyranth said...

Wow!!

(insert weepy First On New Page Speech here.)

-A

Anonymous said...

OH, SNAP. Damn you Amyranth. TO HELLLL.

elena said...

Kapunua said...
I do, too. If my work sucks, I goddamn well want to know why and how, so that I can work on it not sucking.


And that's fine but some authors don't want to know that. The write for themselves. They write for those who like it. Period!!!

Anonymous said...

Right, but again: put your stuff out there, have a thick skin. Someone's going to tell you how bad it is at some point. You can either get hurt and defensive over it and shut it out, or you can go, "There might be something to that," and grow a little.

Anonymous said...

If you want to see some of my stuff--and some critiquing of it--let me know how I can show you without posting a private (but open) community all over the blogs.

Amyranth said...

I wonder if the Anons are still frantically refreshing the last page?

I did that once. Felt kinda like an idiot afterwards.

-A

Anonymous said...

Some people use criticism, sarcasm and witticisms to veil their own insecurities.

Anonymous said...

I do that all the time, Amyranth, unless someone does the countdown. _^

elena said...

Kapunua said...
Right, but again: put your stuff out there, have a thick skin. Someone's going to tell you how bad it is at some point. You can either get hurt and defensive over it and shut it out, or you can go, "There might be something to that," and grow a little.


But what if the person is happy with their work? What if they don't want to "Grow" even a little? Being happy, content with what you do is a good thing. Not everyone strives to become someone else idea of perfect or good.

Anonymous said...

like ugliness. inside and out

ergo said...

Hi again, I have eaten too much lunch.

Carrie - Bob who?

Anonymous said...

Well Kap you put your pictures up. You should EXPECT people to tell you that you're ugly as sin. If you are bothered by it, then don't put your pictures up! Isn't that the same reasoning???

Anonymous said...

But what if the person is happy with their work? What if they don't want to "Grow" even a little? Being happy, content with what you do is a good thing. Not everyone strives to become someone else idea of perfect or good.

Again: Then they shouldn't post there work where there is a "review" button. And I also disagree that being content with one's work is a good thing. Eventually that makes you stagnate. Okay, and fine, maybe some people are happy in their stagnant little poor-quality pond. But again: then don't post your work where there is a "review" button.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, that's what I was wondering.

Is Carrie okay?

-A

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Well Kap you put your pictures up. You should EXPECT people to tell you that you're ugly as sin. If you are bothered by it, then don't put your pictures up! Isn't that the same reasoning???


Your reasoning is poor here for two reasons.

The first reason is that there are things one can change and things one can't. No one has to write a hundred and fifty pages of urine-drinking, tiger-grunting masturbation to a video game character and then pander it to children. But when it comes to looks, we are what we are.

Secondly, when have I ever denied it? Believe me, I know what I look like, and people are entitled to their opinions on it.

elena said...

Kapnuna said
And I also disagree that being content with one's work is a good thing. Eventually that makes you stagnate.

In you opinion that could happen. But not everyone thinks like you. You do realize this, right?

Amyranth said...

Anyway, I need to run. I still have dishes to do and a job to go to in the AM.

See you tomorrow guys!

-A

Anonymous said...

Elena, you might as well talk to a brick wall. ONLY her opinion matters, so it may be best to just let it be.

Anonymous said...

Obviously, or we wouldn't be having this conversation. I might ask you the same question, in that case.

Anonymous said...

Hence the phrase "I disagree with this" and not BUT YOU ARE WRONG!! See?

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ergoproxy said...

I don't know Amyranth

CARRIE!!!!!

are you ok and who is Bob?
What happened - you have me worried.

oh bye amyranth, sweet dreams !

elena said...

Of course I understand people have different opinions. I however, don't believe everyone needs to agree with me. If the do that's great, if they don't fine.

Same way I believe if someone is content with their work that's a good thing. Why would I think it's my place to make them unhappy?

Anonymous said...

Well obviously no one needs to agree with me either: least of all that particular "writer." I'm not asking you to agree, I am explaining why any critique of her work was fair.

You seem to keep missing the point that she did have a review button on her work.

Anon616 said...

Hello again everyone!

What makes a good writer?
One word: PASSION!

Don't believe me? Read what some experts have to say!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In the world of writing one of the components often forgotten is 'passion'. I'm not talking about romance here. I'm talking about a personal vested interest in the story or subject matter you are seeking to write. Is it something you are passionate about?

"What is it that you like doing? If you don't like it, get out of it, because you'll be lousy at it. You don't have to stay with a job for the rest of your life, because if you don't like it you'll never be successful in it." - Lee Iococa

I recently read the story of a screenwriter who had listened as a friend explained the premise of a movie they would like to see made. The screenwriter decided he could write a screenplay based on that vision. Two years later, the screenwriter was still having difficulties pulling it all together. He was miserable and couldn't figure out why. The truth for this individual was he had no passion for this type of story. When the writer took the time to think about it, the story was one he would avoid reading or watching in his personal life. He lacked passion for the project. He learned a lesson late, but once he moved on to other personal projects the joy of writing returned.

If you want to be successful in a particular field of endeavor, I think perseverance is one of the key qualities. It's very important that you find something that you care about, that you have a deep passion for, because you're going to have to devote a lot of your life to it. - George Lucas

If you are writing for hire there may be times when you lack a passion for the subject matter, but you write it anyway. For some writers the act of writing IS, in fact, work and they are often left with little choice in style, direction or overall content. However, it is possible and even imperative that you discover what you are passionate about and find a way to write about it. Carve out time for your own personal writing and make sure it is something that infuses your passion for writing with new energy.

http://EzineArticles.com/?expert=Scott_Lindsay
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


If this 'fan fiction' writer felt that passion, if she was proud of her work; than WHO really has the right to completely rip this woman's work (or her dreams) apart. To call it complete trash.

Did she post this work on a critics' forum or did she post her work where she believed like minded people might enjoy her words?

If her words reached, if her words touched the heart, if her words inspired, if her words awakened a passion (for words) in just ONE person...
Well, I would say she is a very successful writer.

Here's a 'cliche' for ya'll:
One man's trash, is another man's treasure!

I suppose it's all up to who's collecting the trash on any given day.


Screw the mechanics, screw technique, screw critics and critiques. Hell, create your own technique! Blur the lines a little and have some fun...

Make up some new words. Orwell did!

elena said...

You seem to keep missing the point that she did have a review button on her work.


and people do like to push buttons don't they?

Anon616 said...

Hi Elena! Are you feeling any better, love?

elena said...

One man's trash, is another man's treasure!


Give me a hallelujah!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Are you purposely not answering the question in favor of snarkiness, Elena? Because now you're not so much making a point in a conversation as, well, not making one.

elena said...

Hey Wendy

I'm okay. How about you?

ergoproxy said...

Carrie I am really sorry about Bob I couldn't remember but you have my sympathies

Anon616 said...

Elena said...
One man's trash, is another man's treasure!


Give me a hallelujah!!!!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah !!!!!!!!!!!!!

There's 10 of them for you, Elena!!

Anonymous said...

Kris? O_O Was that you? ^_^

Anonymous said...

Patent Pending- Snarkiness
Inventor and only approved user-Kapunua

I think it's in the fine print of the contract. Have to check.

Anonymous said...

Go Elena! You're my hero.

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
Carrie I am really sorry about Bob I couldn't remember but you have my sympathies
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I saw Carrie's comment, Ergo.
(a relative of Carrie's, right)?

I'm sending my sympathies to you and your family as well Carrie....
I'm so sorry for your loss.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I' afraid to sign in.

Anon616 said...

Elena: I'm doing okay, thanks for asking! I'm glad to see you are too!

elena said...

Sorry Kapunua I didn't realize you asked me a question. What is it?

Anonymous said...

Bullshit, 12:04 anon. Or Kapu or kapu mum.

Anonymous said...

You need to tell this bitch, Elena.

KAP, I never again want to hear you getting upset when people say shit about your pictures. With what you just said you have NO right.

elena said...

Afraid to sign in-

Why? Promise no one's gonna get you.

Anon616 said...

Anonymous said...
Sorry, I' afraid to sign in.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*big hug for afraid to sign in anon*

I not! :D

Anonymous said...

Elena, the question is, if this "writer" (and I use that term, well, not even loosely but rather ironically) didn't want opinions, she had the option--like I mentioned quite a few times tonight--to not post a "review" button. So if it was "just for her and her friends," what would it be doing on a public writing community--oh hell, tons of them--with requests for comments and reviews?

You ask for reviews, you're going to get them. If you don't want them or you just want "OMGz YOu are so cool and kawaiiiii!!!11" you do not post your crap to writing communities.

elena said...

Hey I gotta go. Kapunua I'd be happy to continue this conversation later.

Bye all, take care.

Anonymous said...

^clearly me.

And before you say so, I am not afraid to sign in; I closed my browser to run a movie program and forgot to re-sign in.

Anonymous said...

And by "you" I do not mean anyone specific.

Anonymous said...

12:07 - please see my post about that exact subject. I have not asked anyone to withhold their opinions about how I look. I tend to agree with them.

ergoproxy said...

bye elena!

Anon616 said...

Darn it, Elena *pouts*
I just got back!

Oh well, you have a great night, love!!!!

Sweet dreams if you're going to bed.

Anonymous said...

This is what I should do from now on, at least for a while.

Anons at my blog: I am not deleting your personal comments. You are free to post them as always.

This is my LJ though, and if you don't want me to know who you are, then don't comment there. I've turned IP tracking back on int he comments because some of you are getting a little weird, you know?

Anon616 said...

I almost heard a pin drop....

Are you still here, Ergo? Amy?

Anonymous said...

Well why would someone who knows she is UGLY post her picture in the first place? Maybe you should keep that to yourself. Did you ever think maybe no one wants to look at you? Or should they just not look at you?

ergoproxy said...

yes wendy I'm lazing off my lunch, the creek was lovely, we ate crisps and threw rocks in the water

Anonymous said...

Anon, why, it's entirely up to them if they want to look or not. I wasn't put on this planet to decorate it, you know? So I'm cool with that.

Anonymous said...

Damn! For pete's sakes.

Anonymous said...

I'll tell you a secret: I talk to my characters. During this entire trip, I was talking to Tristan. (I'm really going to have to change that name now that I know a Tristan in real life. It's way too confusing for me.) Anyway, it's the character who used to be named Hisoka, you know, Sahrek's frienemy? (Yeah, I made that word up. Sorry.) I led him around Disneyworld just to see what his reactions would be, because my characters--especially this one--are like atoms in a way. I bombard them with particles of this world, and the information that comes back from them during the bombardment maps them out for me. That works incredibly well with Tristan (or whatever the hell his name ends up being) because he is so reactive, and completely not shy about his opinions. He is also not shy about his own wonder. Why should he be? He is confident in his ability to kick the ass of anyone who crosses him. He loved the fireworks.

The point is, I can't seem to do that with Leander. He just doesn't answer me the way Tristan does. It would be easy for me to say, "Well, as a character he is much more reserved," but that doesn't cut it. I've been writing him for almost two years now. He needs to start really talking to me. God, I even have better conversations with Jin, and he's out of his goddamned mind. But actually, Leander is pretty unstable himself, what with the brain damage and general madness and all. But I just can't seem to get him to talk to me. Hence a very short book that features character Kris more than probably anyone else, with the strongest character probably still being Onakoa.


And you were calling the other writer crazy, Kapu?

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
yes wendy I'm lazing off my lunch, the creek was lovely, we ate crisps and threw rocks in the water
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sounds wonderful, Ergo!
I used to love throwing rocks in the water when I was younger.
I could sit for hours on the docks at our camp just thowing rocks in the water and watching the ripple effect. Amazing how peaceful and joyful something so simple can be, isn't it!

ergoproxy said...

there were 4 of us, and we tried to hit other rocks or make the biggest splash skip stones etc, probably annoyed a lot of fish!

Anonymous said...

Oh yeah, I actually miss talking to my characters. I haven't actually written that story in a long time. Tonight got me thinking about it again. I need to get off my lazy ass and really do something with that story.

Yeah, that chick is as crazy as they come.

You'll note that I never said that I wasn't. If talking to the novel you're writing is crazy, holy crap, lock me up, I'm as nutty as a fruitcake.

Or was. >_< I miss that.

Anon616 said...

Well, I think it's time for me to go clean out my turtle pond.

They have returned to the world of the living after their long, winter's slumber.....
They need a fresh pond to do what turtles do in spring! ;)

I shall you all later, perhaps!

I'll bring the first aid kit when I return, just in case!

Goodnight, for now, all!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Yes, I do know it's almost midnight.
*has strange schedule, remember?

*is most grateful my neighbors love me*
:)

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
there were 4 of us, and we tried to hit other rocks or make the biggest splash skip stones etc, probably annoyed a lot of fish!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hmmm......maybe you could go back and annoy a few fish for me!

Goodnight, Ergo!!!!

ergoproxy said...

goodbye Wendy!

we found a little turtle yesterday right out of the creek, we thought a bird may have got him and so we took him to the edge adn he slowly came out and next thing skuttled straight into the water, my daughter carried him on her hand - he was so cute!

have a good night!!

Anonymous said...

I knew you were when you fell in love with a chick named Mayo.

Anonymous said...

Anon are you saying that chicks falling in love with chicks is crazy?

Unknown said...

Writer and character conversations. Click on 'The Creative Process' link.

Hi to everyone and apologies for barging in. I'm rather in a mood today, normally I don't bother with this.

Anonymous said...

She THANKED Mayo for still talking to her after he saw her picture. I can't even imagine the ego it must take to even say something like that.

Anonymous said...

No, but some anonymous blogger who you first think is a rockstar, yes.

And it's going to be okay for Kap's friends to come on here but not Alie and Andrea?

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

She THANKED Mayo for still talking to her after he saw her picture. I can't even imagine the ego it must take to even say something like that.


When did she say that? Anyway that kind of contradicts what you're saying.

Anonymous said...

She didn't like him until after she realized that he was faking her all along. She thinks its OK for him to trick everyone? THEN its OK for her to like him? As long as its not REALLY Gerard she can like him? At this point I would laugh if Mayo was really him!!!

Anonymous said...

Blah de blah de blah.

Oh, K! Oh my gosh, aren't you a nice surprise. (And someone who actually has "lurked from the beginning.") ^_^ Can't resist the writer talk. ;) That's a really cool link dude, how come I have never seen that before? Yeah, I really do miss the whole creative process. I guess I've used it to some extent here, but only with words and structure, and not things like plot or characterization. I've missed that. Although I did (and still do) need the structural work too.

It's just so haaaaard!

/whine

Also, I semi-sorta agree that writers do not have to write everyday (that could be my laziness talking,) but I do think that it makes you a better writer. More, if you're really feeling it--I mean, that love of writing and stuff?--you probably want to write everyday. Write something, anything, even if it's not what you're working on.

Again with me excusing my lack of work on my stupid book thing. ;)

Well, speaking of books and stuff, I have nothing good to read tonight. I like to read before I fall asleep, but I finished the book that I was reading and have not gotten into a new one yet.

Mayo, any recommendations? I hope you're reading something good these days. Something truly damn good. There are a lot of crap books out there. A lot of crap music, TV shows, movies, you know what I mean? I hope you've got something fantastic to sink your mind into. Oh hey Mayo, guess what? You're a chick! Too bad Easter is already over. ;D

S(S)S, well, how many times can we say it was good to read you? It was. It always is. ^_^ You are one fun and awesome kinda guy.

Easter wha? I don't really think much about easter, but for anyone who does, I hope you had a fine one.

I promised myself I would go to bed a bit earlier than usual tonight. Oh man, I had this really cool vivid dream this morning, I just remembered it. Well, I'll spare everyone the details but it was really neat, and I wish I could actively decide what to dream. That'd be the bomb, diggity.

Good night!

Anonymous said...

SHE STILL THINKS MAYO IS GEE!!!
^_^

Anonymous said...

Maybe she likes him merely because she thinks it is a woman.. Notice how it is with GV?

Anonymous said...

Theory time. Kap, still single. Finds this blog where she can rant and rave because Gerard wasn't a FEMINIST enough.... remember that! She thinks he will hear her thoughts on FEMINIST things. She does nothing but say rude and out of lined things to him. Then she finds out it is not him. A girl starts to say on here that she is in love with Kap. Kap starts getting nicer and nicer to Mayo.... Then it ends up that the girl MIGHT be Mayo and.... That is your answer.

Carrie said...

Okay dudes, have not been anon tonight, which I usually do when I lay it all out. first, check this:

Kat Poo is my new name for you
it is sad, for me to you once drew

shattered illusions, left bereft
I realize your words aren't even that deft

still I try to rise above, and feel some pity
but alas I can't, your attitude's too shitty

****************

I loved this fucking blog, hell, I still do, at times. But yeah, K, yeah, I guess you're my Mayo. I thought you were the damn bee's knees, the coolest of the cool. And then, with the hollering at every anon who came in here. What the hell are you trying to protect? Guess what, peeple on the blog are convinced that SS is Frank Iero. Me, not so much. What, you can't tell anons that the seeing red thing was referring to skeleton crew merchandise? Oh noes, we have a speshul secrud connextion to Frank, hey, I'm sending a secret message under your front door Frank, to warn you about peeple on the Mayo blog! God, damn, get a fucking life! And Fim, my poor sweet naive Fim, who just wants to be in with the in crowd. I get it baby, I really do. And still, even after all this, still have a soft spot. And before you start, like in 8 Mile, I'll spell it out. Yes, I am a drunk fat suburban housewife probably in need of meds, what else you got?

The ONLY thing I regret is the loss of Fimblestar.

Unknown said...

No way, Anon, Jules is my secret lesbian lover.

Only I guess it's not a secret anymore. :0

Jules, I'll just have to verbally bitch slap you into posting more of your stories. I do miss them. ;) Though considering I can be as lazy, if not more so, than you, that might not work very well. Except I am rather persistent in getting what I demand.

Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett is what I'm reading now. Tis a really good read so far, you may like it.

Anonymous said...

She said it in a poem anon. She thanked him for still talking to her after he looked at her picture. Well to me that just seems egotistical.

Anonymous said...

Go away Kap licker!

Amyranth said...

It is far too bad, Carrie, that it takes this for someone to say something.

Thank you.

-A

Carrie said...

my email, so you can tell me what a piece of poo I am

alyannie@sbcglobal.net

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

Hi

SS isn't seeing red anymore. I know people have already asked but I was also wondering why he was seeing red.

Someone has to know. He wouldn't have put it there without a reason.

I only wonder because SS is so honest and what he has written here has meant so much to me.

He had to know that people would ask.

March 23, 2008 5:01 PM
Blogger paperheartxx said...

Not true! You're a great HugFuuer.. (?) lol. ^_^

Ooooh lala, turkey dinner soon! =] I could honestly eat a horse right now.

March 23, 2008 5:02 PM
Blogger sdock10 said...

Anon,

I'm sorry. I wasn't here when SS dropped by yesterday. I only saw the part about the bunnies and such.

March 23, 2008 5:04 PM

paperheartxx said...

I didn't read much about SS coming around, so I wouldn't know!

I will be back later, theres a piece of turkey upstairs calling my name. =]

March 23, 2008 5:06 PM

mustardisbetter said...

Anonymous:

Sorry, dude. I haven't the faintest clue what SS was talking about. Might'a been mad or something when it was put up. Usually, when someone says they're seeing red, they're mad.

And consequently, I'm seeing Fred, today, so it's cool!

March 23, 2008 5:07 PM




EXACTLY. Notice how she made aalll her little friends not say a fucking WORD!! Look at exactly who is denying it. And she herself proceded to ignore the question.

ergoproxy said...

carrie thank you for telling how you feel.Things have changed and not all for the better. I really miss you being about and I really wish you'd come back and talk!
I don't care what sort of person you say you are or who anyone else thinks you are, I think you're a lovely intelligent woman who I really enjoyed conversing with.
I miss you carrie....
...And who will be my kangaroo butt anon now?

Anonymous said...

Carrie said...
Okay dudes, have not been anon tonight, which I usually do when I lay it all out. first, check this:

Kat Poo is my new name for you
it is sad, for me to you once drew

shattered illusions, left bereft
I realize your words aren't even that deft

still I try to rise above, and feel some pity
but alas I can't, your attitude's too shitty

****************

I loved this fucking blog, hell, I still do, at times. But yeah, K, yeah, I guess you're my Mayo. I thought you were the damn bee's knees, the coolest of the cool. And then, with the hollering at every anon who came in here. What the hell are you trying to protect? Guess what, peeple on the blog are convinced that SS is Frank Iero. Me, not so much. What, you can't tell anons that the seeing red thing was referring to skeleton crew merchandise? Oh noes, we have a speshul secrud connextion to Frank, hey, I'm sending a secret message under your front door Frank, to warn you about peeple on the Mayo blog! God, damn, get a fucking life! And Fim, my poor sweet naive Fim, who just wants to be in with the in crowd. I get it baby, I really do. And still, even after all this, still have a soft spot. And before you start, like in 8 Mile, I'll spell it out. Yes, I am a drunk fat suburban housewife probably in need of meds, what else you got?

The ONLY thing I regret is the loss of Fimblestar.





wising up, most are.
very proud, i am.

hopes fim mustardisbetter sdock10 princess lucylu gets their heads out of kapus ASS, i do!

kapus shit stench all over the blogs, it is.

ergoproxy said...

yoda?

Anonymous said...

YES, FINALLY! People are seeing it all, the yelling at the anons, the ignoring people! THANK YOU... Carrie, Elena, Wendy, Amyranth, and Ergoproxy, thank you!

Here's the thing, I am sure that Mayo sees it too. he is only nice to her because she forces him to be.

Unless Mayo is GV which I really do think, then that explains it all.

sally said...

Mayo could be Mr Magoo, for all I care!

ergoproxy said...

hello elune how are you? haven't seen you for ages!

Anonymous said...

My love, come to me tonight. We will indulge every fantasy, every wild desire that is burning inside us. I ache for you, your mouth, your fingers, your most intimate places. Let me pay homage to your body through the long night. Soon we will be together; we will make our fantasies come to life.

*runs open mouth across your neck, down your chest, over your stomach, stopping just short of my destination*

Come to me, my sweet. I hunger for you.

Anonymous said...

Kapu, here's the deal... You should leave. If you can't see what a detraction you are to this blog then you are blind. If you really cared about the people here you would just go. Just turn around and go and leave the people here alone. But, we know you won't. Because you don't have anyone to listen to you talk and talk and talk off of this blog do you? No you don't. Well, it makes it bad for the rest of us that you are here. And I know that your little "favorites" are going to come in here and deny all of this and say they want you to stay. But the people here who are here for the RIGHT reasons all see how you do not belong here. You just do not belong.

Tonight they are all coming out and saying it in their own way. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You really should leave the blog before it gets worse here for you. Or before you simply fuck it up beyond repair for everybody.

sally said...

Hi Ergoproxy!

Just a bit tired after all the festivities. And you, how have you been?

Anonymous said...

I just think if you would leave IN PEACE it would be better for you before it gets much worse. Worse for the others here and worse for you.

Carrie said...

Okay, well, hoe up, I'm not saying K should leave. I'm not trying to pull some Blog Coup or shit. I am just finally feeling free to express some frustrations that have been building for a loooooong time.

Anonymous said...

We know you are probably lurking. Here's your chance. COme out come out Kap. that's a good girl. just have a saving grace and say you are leaving. It will make everything so much better.

Anonymous said...

If you really cared about the people here you would just go

Oh but you see, anon, she doesn't. It's all about her and Mayo.

Anonymous said...

Yoda, you forgot a few of her "friends" when you listed them.

Carrie said...

BC are you Angel?

Anonymous said...

It's good poetry at any rate, or at least entertaining

sally said...

Angel is slightly ravenous tonight!

ergoproxy said...

anon, kapunua doesn't have to leave, noone has to leave anywhere, people should just try and see things with a bit of empathy and try and make sure anyone who wishes to be on this blog feels valued and wanted regardless of whether their opinions agree with anyone else, and if they wish to discuss things it should be done wit respect for anyones right to their own opinions.
I think this blog has lost a lot of valuable kind interesting people over the last few months and it saddens me that some feel unable to be part of it anymore




Elune I'm good, winding down as tomorrow is back to normal week.
Hoping to get some discounted easter chocolate though :)

Carrie said...

Oh actually, last anon was me, forgot which button to press

Anonymous said...

Exactly she does not CARE that people want her to leave. She acts like she has every right to be whatever way she wants to people, anons, and no one can tell her to stop.

The only way Kap would leave is if Mayo outright TOLD her to leave. She has been mad at her before. She has yelled at her many times in posts. She ignored stuff that Kap speficically wanted him to see (oh please the STUPID FUCKING MOVIE)!!

But what it will take, it will take Mayo saying KAPU, I don't WANT you here.

Except Mayo would never say that because she is too pussy.

So unless Kapu takes the advice of the people who are on tonight who agree with us, we are stuck with her and her fucking boring poems that she thinks is better than other peoples, and her Ugly. Fucking. Picture.

ergoproxy said...

hello angel lovely to read you again.
how are you this evening?

Anonymous said...

Hello Carrie, no, I am not Bleeding Chaos. I am flattered that you would think me to be, as she is a kind and caring person. I am simply one who loves another, and wishes to express that love. Hello Ergoproxy, Amyranth, Elune, anonymous posters, K. Have I come at an inopportune moment?

Anonymous said...

anon, kapunua doesn't have to leave, noone has to leave anywhere, people should just try and see things with a bit of empathy and try and make sure anyone who wishes to be on this blog feels valued and wanted regardless of whether their opinions agree with anyone else, and if they wish to discuss things it should be done wit respect for anyones right to their own opinions.
I think this blog has lost a lot of valuable kind interesting people over the last few months and it saddens me that some feel unable to be part of it anymore



That is exactly what I meant when I said....
. Elena, Ergoproxy, Amyranth and Carrie who was your friend, they all see it and the others will see it soon too. Now they will say "oh, you shouldn't leave if you don't want to"!! But in truth everyone knows how much nicer it would be if you did.

You all KNOW why the OPS left, because one of Kapu's little group made an email saying they wrote a certain comment which they didn't. The rest of her friends backed that person up one to the point of even saying that they had SEEN the comment. Yes, The "princess"!!

Now Carrie left too. You see where it all went.

Anonymous said...

Hello Angel I see that Kapu was fuckign rude to you too last night. Well tonight, many of us are coming out and saying NO MORE to her and to her shitty friends.

Anonymous said...

BC doesn't make it hard to tell when it's her. It sounds just like her fanfiction about Mayo. Which she thinks is Gerard and is now doing it through some anonymous name. See, full circle.

sally said...

...and blog mimics life

Anonymous said...

Ergoproxy, I am well tonight, perhaps a bit hungry as Elune mentioned! I hope I did not offend anyone with my imagery. How is it with you?

Anonymous said...

Did anyone even notice how when the OPS left, Kap and not ONE of her little "friends" had any kind words to offer them to ask them to come back? Not ONE. Look at those people when you want to see who is fucking this blog.

Kapu. Sdock. (SOLLY, the nicknames make me sick)!! Mustard or "Splash". LucyLu. Smoke and Venom and yes, Fimble Star. And sometimes Entropy. That little group of "friends" who did not have a single kind word when they OPS were getting forced to leave.

Anonymous said...

There are two of us. Wait, where was Kap rude to Angel? I am not suprised I just missed where it was.

Anonymous said...

MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE

MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE

MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE

MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE
MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE
MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE
MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE


MAYO ASK THEM TO LEAVE

If you ever want it to be good again. THis is what has to happen.

ergoproxy said...

anons please stop with the baseless accusations, you know it will go nowhere, and bringing it all up again is pointless, I do not believe any person you mention would do that to someone else.

ergoproxy said...

I'm well thank you angel.

Carrie said...

Okay again, no, Jules is not ugly, she is a very beautiful woman. I don't know how to express what I feel, and I'm sure it's unfair to her and should be on DM or email or something, I don't know. I disagree with the way she treats people. That's it, maybe? I don't know. I do feel like she tries to be the Queen on the Blog, and frankly, I really don't get who the heck Mayo is and why people flirt with him her whoever. I can honestly say I categorically do not think it's Gerard Way. Gee, if it's you, I'm sorry, but I never thought you would write such gay poetry.

Anonymous said...

Angel are you always hungry?

Anonymous said...

I can't believe my eyes.

Sdock10, you are a beautiful woman inside and out, your strength is found in your vulnerability and your beautiful heart.

Kapunua, you are a beautiful woman inside and out, your vulnerability, is found in your strength which covers but does not hide a beautiful heart.

Fimbel Star you are a beautiful woman inside and out (I finally saw a picture of you) and you joke abou tbeing pure, well you are pure, you are pure of heart.

Mustardisbetter I have never seen you but I am sure you are just as beautiful and so are your words.

I don't know the rest enough to say this about them.

I am just saddened that as a long time lurker, people are turning against these women because they speak their mind..... or perhaps speak their mind in a way that no one likes.

Int he words that Mayo once used, please stay, all of you.

I do not care if Mayo decides he is against you. I come here because you are all fascinating. And Sdock10 is at the heart of this place.

Anonymous said...

Yes, maybe you should have emailed her Carrie, instead of dragging it here. Maybe when you're talking about how people get treated you should look in the mirror.

Maybe when you are all upset that Kapu yells at some anons you should look at the things they say to her.

This place is a huge shame.

I don't understand why people flirt with Mayo either but you can't say that Sdock10 is the only one. Everyone does it sometimes. I think Mayo sometimes treats them like utter shit. But they are all strong women.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, for my love, yes. Should it not be so for the one who has stolen your heart?

Carrie said...

Sorry anon, we're talking with our sane brains tonight. Come back tomorrow, after they run me off the blog with pitchforks and tars and feathers and stuff. And earlier anon, Entropy is not in the crew, she is my ho through and through, although I let her pretend she is my pimp.

ergoproxy said...

hello she wolf anon, haven't seen you for some time.

Anonymous said...

If Mayo did ask them to leave I would lose my faith in humanity. I am so ashamed that he has to read this and see the beautiful girls here slandered so murderously.

Anonymous said...

Ergoproxy I don't know what to think anymore. Sorry that was me making the comment before this.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, the weak crazy one that thinks mayo can save her is the heart of this blog. Right.

Anonymous said...

Carrie if you paid attention at all you would know that it was Entropy who posted the email saying that the OPS had made a comment that they did not make.

Anonymous said...

Sdock10, another psycho who thinks that MAYO IS GEE WAY and is going to rescue her from her sadass lacking life.

Carrie said...

usually when I look in the mirror, my kid is sneaking up behind me to tell me she loves me. Sorry, no regrets.

Anonymous said...

. Come back tomorrow, after they run me off the blog with pitchforks and tars and feathers and stuff.


Which is what ENTROPY, Sdock, Mustad, Kapu, Smoke and PPU did to the OPS!!

Anonymous said...

This is outrageous, this blog has lost it's mind.

Ladies who are getting harrassed, I am so sorry this is happening to you. I have supported two of you from the beginning. And later came to know some of the rest of you. Sdock10, you ARE at the very heart of this blog. ANd you and Kapunua compliment each other in a beautiful way.

If other people can not see this, it is their loss.

Anonymous said...

I would love to see all of you women who are being hurt tonight, to come here tomorrow morning and not even acknowledge this. Show your strength.

Carrie said...

I do pay attention. And know a bunch o shit since I used to be in the inner circle. Fim (sorry)was the one who sent that email to Entropy. Now where it originated, I do not know.

ergoproxy said...

she wolf I don't always agree with everyone but the anonymous slandering is not nice to read. And trying to run people off a blog is ridiculous.
Mayo just said again that he appreciates all aspects of the commenters

Anonymous said...

They COMPLIMENT each other alright.

Carrie said...

seriously, shewolf, you think THEY are the harassed ones? Seriously?

Anonymous said...

MAYO APPRECIATES KAPU'S BITCHINESS!! He said he does but it's funny that he also pretty much CALLED her a bitch. So you can rest assured that he sees it too.

Anonymous said...

Now Carrie, you know where the email originated. We all know where it originated! Someone made it up! Someone with a horn perhaps???

Anonymous said...

Angel, how has this person stolen your heart? Is it the memories, or do you feel a deeper connection?

Anonymous said...

I also feel a little sorry for The Bitches. Because their lives are so sad.

Anonymous said...

It seems as if there are issues to be discussed here of which I am not a part. Therefore, I will retire for the evening. A pleasant night's rest for you, my lady-friends Ergoproxy, Elune, Carrie, Amyranth. Until we meet again...rest well.

Carrie said...

See, now the whole making up thing, I know nothing about, and don't even know if it's possible.

Carrie said...

Sorry Angel, didn't mean to run you off!

Anonymous said...

Yes Carrie I see it over and over again. The abusive names. Calling them dikes and cunt and ugly over and over and over. Talking about how sad their lives are. Saying that Mayo hates them. Or tolertes them. Posting their personal email with their real names, putting their pictures all over the place and saying, Oh what a cunt, what an ugly bitch. If you thik that's not harassment then you are blind. And I don't believe for a second that Sdock10 is capable of even being a part of a hacking conspiracy, and SHE was the one who was accused as far as what I heard goes.

That's it I am done now. This blog has lost its mind and if Mayo actually does take up these anons and tells these women he wants them to go, I will lose faith in humanity. Not that he ever would because I think he loves this fucking drama.

Anonymous said...

Well Kap run Angel off last night with her bitchy poem to her so you wouldnt' be the first.

Anonymous said...

The Bitches! They should start a band!!! They are already "friends". They even have cute disgusting little nicknames for each other already!!

ergoproxy said...

sorry this is just annoying, enjoy yourselves anonymi, I don't think anyone deserves harassment and it has happened to a number of people on this blog at various times,(these ladies, BC etc) it shouldn't and it makes it a very unpleasant place, regardless of who is harassing who.
Everyone should just stop it.
Bye.


goodnight angel, carrie, she wolf anon

sally said...

I'm sorry anons, whichever way you interpret things, angel has more class, then being offended by a tongue in cheek poem.

Anonymous said...

Mayo it is time you TAKE BACK your blog and stop letting this ONE group of people fuck it over.

Entropy said...

And I was gonna not check in?

Okay, I didn't run any one off, I would totally love the OP's to be on here.
I posted a pic of an email. Fim gave me this pic(the pic, it wasn't forwarded to me), she didn't want to post since it would disrupt her innocence or whatever. At the time, I thought, whatever, I'll post it, I got balls.
But I didn't run them off or mean to. My intention was to just show what I was shown, that's all.

And I'm not part of their "friends".

This whole thing of mentioning me being part of the group runnging anyone away is bitchassness.

Carrie said...

Mayo is not going to tell anyone he wants them to go, untwist your knickers, he/she thrives on drama, as we all kind of do. Come on, admit it, the blog is boring when it's all touchy feely 24/7. After awhile, we all wanna see a fight, or someone bitching or moaning about something. It's a little microcosm in here, a soap opera, I'm sure someone said it before.

Anonymous said...

OK I did not see Kapu's bitchy poem to Angel can anyone find it for me??

Vivienne said...

Hello...

Just thought I'd pop by for a while...

Anonymous said...

Fim gave me this pic(the pic, it wasn't forwarded to me), she didn't want to post since it would disrupt her innocence or whatever.


Yup yup yup!!! Fimble star's little fucking act.

Carrie said...

And before you say it, yes, Entopy and I are indeed up each other's asses, where we share sane thoughts on a daily basis.

Anonymous said...

You shouldn't even have posted it Entropy, you should have done the proper thing and emailed them instead of putting this drama on the blog!

ergoproxy said...

hi cupcake - not a good time, hope you're well.
hey entropy, anons see what fits their little world view.Hope you're well, (apart from this)

Carrie said...

Hey Cupcake, welcome to the show, it's spill your guts night!

sally said...

This finger pointing is getting monotonous.

You have said your peace...now move on.

Carrie said...

again, hello, without drama this blog would fucking wither and die

Vivienne said...

Ahh jeez, what's going on this time?

Carrie said...

I threw a fit.

Vivienne said...

Oh hi Carrie, Ergo...

Clearly not a good time.
But it rarely is a good time these days.
Or maybe I sleep through the good times.

Entropy said...

Yes, sane thoughts are of the fun. And you know, sane.

Anon, they were like, over me or done or whatever. Didn't think they would even listen if I tried. And there was so much shit being thrown around, what the hell did that make a difference.

sally said...

Well, there's drama, and then there's drama.

Entropy said...

Hey, Cupcake and Ergo.

Anonymous said...

I am someone who likes Kapunua but, yes, this is the one thing I do not feel comfortable saying to her, to her face when she is on, and I don't know how else to say it.

I think Kapunua is a beautiful girl. But I think, seriously honestly think that she suffers from BDD, which is where you get obsessed with thinking that you are ugly.

I also think she tries to make up for this defection she thinks she has by being overly smart, by writing a lot, by being witty and poetic.... which she IS, but there is that underneath feeling of trying too hard.

Baby girl you are SO beautiful, and you are so smart. Just know that the people who keep saying words like "ugly" to you are trying to drive you further away.

ALso for the record I do think you look like Lyn Z, but I also think she is fucking amazingly gorgeous, heehee.

Just stop obsessing over your looks because I think it hurts you very much.

Carrie said...

You mean, like drama on the tv, with Bo on Days of Our Lives and his pancreas falling out and stuff, and then drama in the real world where you're trying to get your husband used to the idea your daughter is gay, right?

Anonymous said...

You threw shit on the walls Carrie. You should lick it up. You seem to like the taste of it.

Vivienne said...

Entropy, hello there.

Anonymous said...

MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!
MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!

MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!
MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!
MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!

MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!
MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!

MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!
MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!

MAYO SHOULD TAKE THIS BLOG BACK FROM THE BITCHES!!

Anonymous said...

And by BITCHES I mean Sdock10, KAP, Mustard, Fimble Star, Somke and Venom and MAYBE Entropy because she was the one who started the trouble. You all know them, they hang out on "the Porch" and in AIM chatrooms, and they are the ones with the biggest fucking mouths who cause almost all of the problems.

Now we see some peopel trying to point this out and it is a great thing. If only MAYO would see it.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
If Mayo did ask them to leave I would lose my faith in humanity. I am so ashamed that he has to read this and see the beautiful girls here slandered so murderously.



what about the ones kapu slandered and bullied?
the punks, elena, wendy, bc, andrea, mya, mayo, even ss
where were you in their defense

Carrie said...

You're damn straight anon!

Anonymous said...

Tonight I am SO proud of Carrie, Elena, Anon616, Amyranth (YES)!!! and Ergoproxy (a little because you backed down at the end).

Vivienne said...

So... did anyone have a good easter?

Yes, that's my pathetic attempt to change the subject.

sally said...

No, drama in the real world where shit happens, like you are involved in a car accident, or you get mugged, or your long term relationship breaks up. Shit.

Then there is drama, self created because of insecurities people carry within themselves, which can slowly tear someone else apart, even though you may be unaware.

Anonymous said...

ANyone who was NOT upset by what happened when they FORCED the OPS out of the blog are to blame.

Anyone who doesn't admit that they see it is just being a pussy.

Anonymous said...

Entropy, why didn't you even try to tell them about the email? That would have been the decent thing to do. If the situation had been reversed, you know they would have asked you about it.

Carrie said...

And oh, if by shit you mean my honest opinions that I have been hiding for fear that people I cared about and thought gave a rat's ass about me would find offensive? Then yeah, I'm painting the blog with a bucket, you can lick it up too

Entropy said...

Anon, still, you don't even know.
Caused the trouble? Seriously? Dude, so off. Were you even here when that shit happened?

You have bitchassness, son.

Anonymous said...

so the fake email was sent to entropy by fimblestar
wander who put her up to spreading that fake email to frame the punks?

it is well know that kapu and gv-k-sparklewrathe and unicorn wanted the punks out of here

Carrie said...

I had a very nice Easter, Cupcake, we did an egg hunt this morning in the house, there was much eating of chocolate. How was yours?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
You threw shit on the walls Carrie. You should lick it up. You seem to like the taste of it.


you lick it up bitch!
you and the porchies-aim sluts started this shit war

Carrie said...

ops, if that's you, come out, we ain't hiding tonight.

Vivienne said...

I feel like some one turned about ninety eight pages at once.
I'd ask what happened, or what has been happening, while I've been elsewhere, but I fear it would be a long story which no one wants to tell.
All I know is I keep hearing snippets of things... I can't form my own opinion on anything because I don't know what's going on.

Carrie said...

Oh fuck no!!! I got drummed out of that corps.

Carrie said...

sweetie, don't worry about it, just tell us how you're doing, and I liked your bunny ear pic that I saw on someone's blog.

Vivienne said...

That sounds nice Carrie.
Easter kind of crept up on me this year, so no egg hunt or anything, but I had some chocolate... it was a bit mediocre in the flavor department, but sugar is sugar.

Vivienne said...

Oh and I'm doing fine, thank you.
I hope you're well?

sally said...

Thanks for the offer. And you have the right to post your honest opinions anytime you want.

And others can have their own opinions too. But descending into name calling (anons) does not say much for the person saying it.

Carrie said...

Oh, and score!! That's actually the first time anyone's called me a bitch, (to my face) on the blog. You win, anon!

Carrie said...

I know! Easter was a creep monster this year. My hubby's birthday was Friday, and that just threw everything off. Too many things to plan for at once.

Anonymous said...

No Carrie, I'm not the OPS. Just concerned.

Entropy, you didn't answer my question. Why didn't you try?

Vivienne said...

I can see how that would have thrown things off Carrie... I don't think I have an excuse!

Entropy said...

Yeah, I guess I wasn't being decent at the time. I made a mistake, sorry, kids. Really. But that shit is over and done with.
It continued to be brought up again and again doesn't help.
and I hate that is always is. It's in the past. Maybe they can come back if it wasn't.

Entropy said...

Sorry, anon, my computer went all crazy and stuff.

Carrie said...

Oh well, poo, thought you were. :)

Anonymous said...

The past is revived when things weren't fully resolved, and there hasn't been proper closure.

Carrie said...

I swear we really aren't the same person.

Entropy said...

Ha, is always is. Nice with the words I is.

Carrie said...

but how do you get resolution?

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