Friday, March 21, 2008

Construction paper world.

My inspiration arrives suddenly and from a memory that could have easily been abandoned because I was so consumed. So many exceptional moments could have been lost while I spent time in orbit.

Who would I be without that lost reality…and your face, your words, and your touch?

You sing karaoke
without knowing
the words.
Can’t read,
but can kill it
in a verse.
That sweet dance,

a remembrance.

With that in mind, I continue...

I am fascinated with the everyday condition. I watch and listen and I am prompted to return the favor with ink and fiber. I am captivated by the remote.

I am drawn to those who misguidedly assume they have little to offer. I admire those with the biggest hearts, and the quietest egos. And the vibrant, passionate, strong willed and self assured also encourage my craft.

The dark and pensive, the quiet and plotting, the spirited and confined, the naïve and unafraid…any combination a profit, all notions sublime.

The gravity of a book, a wise old woman, a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice, the advice of those who know infinitely so much more, and the unexpected bit of hope that arrives when you say I love you.








p.s. paint your walls a deviceful shade of change and then you will know why.

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Anonymous said...

KAPUNUA! FUCKING LEAVE!

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

I must say, that kap, is a large reason why I have never hung around here too much. Her personality, quite frankly, sucks. Since day one she has acted as the self-appointed leader and gatekeeper. If she likes you, you get to be part of her inner circle (AIM anyone?) Oh, but if she doesn't like you, well, you may as well pack your bags. She behaves as if this blog is hers and not Mayo's. Every new person (and I'm not referring to the mean anons who just spew hatred and call her ugly), who comes to this blog has to go through the Spanish Inquisition with her and explain who they are and why they are here. If she doesn't like the answers that are given, she responds with sarcasm or just plain rudeness. And then there is the forcing of her opinions onto everyone. Now, I respect that other people have opinions that are different to mine. I respect that she is so strong in her beliefs and thoughts on various subjects. But what I can't stand is that she feels that her opinion is the only correct one and everyone who thinks otherwise is completely wrong. She wears everyone who disagrees with her down to the point of exhaustion and carries on with her gianormous ego in which she believes that she is always right and must cram her opinions down everyone's throat. Which then brings us back to her "gatekeeper" persona. She has stated numerous times that she doesn't believe that Mayo is GW and SS is not FI, so why the cover up? Why does she ask her minions to "dummy up" when questions concerning either one are asked? Would it truly be so wrong to have answered the anon that asked why SS was seeing red? Would the universe have exploded if someone told that anon that it was related Leathermouth (it really wasn't all that hard to figure out anyway)? Why is she the self-appointed "protocter" and what exactly is it that she is "protocting"?
This blog used to be so much fun, before kap completely took it over. But during the last few months her rude and obnoxious behavior has driven many people, such as myself, away. She posts her not-really-all-that-great poetry, which would be fine if she didn't post so many at one time, but if you nicely ask her to stop, she only posts more until every single person has left. That, is rude. That, is ignoring other people's feelings. I remember one night, that several times it was stated that the people other than kap, would prefer conversation to poetry. Did she get the message? Nope. She carried on until those trying to converse around her poetry gave up for the night and left.
Oh, and we can't forget the saddest part. The way that she leaps at Mayo's heels the second he sets foot in his own blog. She bombards him with stupid questions, poems and pathetic "look at me, look at me! Please notice me!" antics, like an over excited puppy. I firmly believe that is why he never stays around too long after he posts when she's here (which is pretty much all the damn time.) Mayo, however, will never tell her to go. He's much too nice and I would never put him on the spot and ask him to. But I bet he thinks of her the way many of us do - annoying and bitchy.
Why do the non-inner circle people, allow this to continue? Why are so many afraid her? Is being in on all the little secrets really worth it?
I was glad to see that I was not the only who is fed up with her behavior. It felt really good to let that out.

Anonymous said...

farawaysoclose said...

SS is coming from a very different angle (would be pervy but will refrain as this is important!!)


You win for that comment. We all need more humor in here!

farawaysoclose said...

Yes, I agree. To the people that think Mayo posting Elena's words meant he was taking sides, way to insult him. Do you really think he would be that petty?

not about taking sides anon, more about inclusion. read my comment at 5.08pm

really gotta go now!!

Anonymous said...

STOP FLOODING MAYO'S!!!!!

Anonymous said...

HUNDREDS of live journal results for Kapunua.

Anonymous said...

not until they leave

Anonymous said...

farawaysoclose said...
Yes, I agree. To the people that think Mayo posting Elena's words meant he was taking sides, way to insult him. Do you really think he would be that petty?

not about taking sides anon, more about inclusion. read my comment at 5.08pm


I know. I think you misunderstood me. I'm agreeing with you.

elena said...

Oh holy crap anons do you really believe you are helping this blog by what you're doing?

First off Mayo posted my comment as a beautiful gesture for me. He was not taking sides.

I've tried to read back to see what happened last night and this morning and I keep seeing my name mentioned. Okay I'm glad some of you anon's seem to like me but are you listening to my words? Really listening? I have never, ever said anything bad about Kapunua here, have you noticed that? Sure we disagree but when I have something to say I say it using my name. I give her my opinion, no name calling. I'm not a child. I understand how words can hurt.

What I keep saying over and over again is this - Respect one another. If you don't like someone here you still need to respect their right to be here and to voice their opinions.

This constant hatred against each other has to stop. If you truly care about his place then please stop. If you have something you want to say do it in a respectful way and using your name. IF you think someone isn't treating others fairly tell them in a respectful way. If you don't, if you flame them then you really have nothing to complain about because you are just as bad as they are.

Please, please, please...STOP

Anonymous said...

Well to be fair about the livejournal, google shows every one of your friends or everytime you have been mentioned. Also, I don't see why it's a big deal if she was on TV. I thought she was a performer. I think she's allowed to perform on TV.

Anonymous said...

Copy and Paste Anon, I would really appreciate if you would stop repeating my words from last night over and over. The point was made, now please stop. It was much too long and reposting 10 times in a row is just wasting space. Get original and write some of your own words, thank you.

Anonymous said...

Those tactics DO NOT WORK with Kapunua. It has to be all or nothing. Now..... as long as she has her little group of friends clinging to her every word, and people too scared to drive her away, and Mayo not saying anything to stop her, this is the only thing that has a chance of working.

Then we can take back this blog so that EVERYONE will be welcome here. Alie, and her friends, lombard, and all the rest.

Anonymous said...

Ah, now it all makes sense, Alie.

You've hated K, Fimble Star and Mustard since they 'outed' your delusional fantasies.

sdock10 said...

Hi Mayo, Hi Elena, Hi FASC, Hi Bittersweet, Hi Anons, Hi Lurkers, Hi Watchers!

Anonymous said...

Don't forget Wizbef, that still pisses me off.

Anonymous said...

HAI ALIE! MIGHT HAVE GUESSED YOU WERE BEHIND THIS HATE CAMPAIGN FOR KAPU AND HER FRIENDS

Anonymous said...

this "blog war" started when the ops pulled a dick move, blamed someone else, left in shame and now drop in with their hatred as anons.

why are we letting two sad, UGLY, hideous, old bitches ruin this blog?

please ignore the ugly cows.

Anonymous said...

Alie did nothing but cause trouble on this blog by pretending to be Gee Way's fiance.

elena said...

Hey sdock

Home from work?

Anonymous said...

Anon 5:22

They are not the ones ruining this blog. Your ugly words are.

Anonymous said...

Alie was a schizo who also was undercoverbrother who was supposed to be Ray. *eyeroll*

Reading her convo's to herself was laughable. It was like something a 12 year old would do.

Smoke said...

Jesus Christ, people. Please, just stop.

Damn.


Oh and get laid. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Yeah, Elena. I am so glad to be out of that madhouse for a little while. It was crazy today. People have lost their effing minds.

How are you?

Sign any autographs today?

Anonymous said...

Hey sd10

Anonymous said...

The difference between K and Alie is that K is herself. what you see is what you get.

Alie is a fruitcake and you never know which character you are gonna get or how many lies you are gonna be told when you talk to her. The girl photoshops pics of herself with Gee Way and passes them off as genuine when anyone familiar with photoshop can see they are fake.

Anonymous said...

get laid

elena said...

Anonymous said...
this "blog war" started when the ops pulled a dick move, blamed someone else, left in shame and now drop in with their hatred as anons.
why are we letting two sad, UGLY, hideous, old bitches ruin this blog?
please ignore the ugly cows.



Please read what you just wrote. How can you write such ugly words? How can you treat other people this way? You are consumed with an ugly hatred. I am sorry.

sdock10 said...

Hey BC! How are you?

Hey Smoke, you only have 2 1/2 hours to go! Sweeeeet! We will pull you though!




Oh yeah, and blogger is being a little shitass!

Anonymous said...

Hey everybody, Let's play the Blame Game! Just choose someone to blame all the blog's problems on so You can feel good about yourself (even though you've helped contribute your own share of shit).

Anonymous said...

You anons dont get it. Kapu is the kind of mean person that would see you guys annoyed by her and continue to do so just because she knows she is annoying you. You see?
This is just fuel to her fire. She loves makeing people miserable. Loves being hated.

She is going to stay and talk MORE just for spite.

Anonymous said...

i blame you; get laid

Anonymous said...

You anons dont get it. Kapu is the kind of mean person that would see you guys annoyed by her and continue to do so just because she knows she is annoying you. You see?
This is just fuel to her fire. She loves makeing people miserable. Loves being hated.

She is going to stay and talk MORE just for spite.

Anonymous said...

You anons dont get it. Kapu is the kind of mean person that would see you guys annoyed by her and continue to do so just because she knows she is annoying you. You see?
This is just fuel to her fire. She loves makeing people miserable. Loves being hated.

She is going to stay and talk MORE just for spite.

elena said...

sdock no autographs today.

so your work was a madhouse? Well do you feel like you're still at work?

Anonymous said...

I'm alright Sd10. I have this :/ expression on my face just reading the comments. Are you okay?

Smoke said...

How can people be so hateful? On the internet? O_O

I just don't get it.



Anon,

Ummmm........



































Get laid.

Anonymous said...

Hello to all that is here.
Long time no speak/chat/type?

How is everyone?
Oh and there seems to be alot of anons around here. Is it always like that now? ? I havn't been on here in so long.

Hi anons.

Anonymous said...

I am NOT Alie. I just don't like the way she got treated.

The real ugly bitter fucking BITCHES on this blog are these, KAP, Fimbel Star (she STARTS most of this and then backs the fuck down when it gets heated up)!! Mustard and Sdock10.

Smoke said...

Hey Jade! How are you?

Anonymous said...

Her virgin ass should get laid. Talks too much for any man tho.

Anonymous said...

Her virgin ass should get laid. Talks too much for any man tho.

Anonymous said...

Her virgin ass should get laid. Talks too much for any man tho.

Anonymous said...

Her virgin ass should get laid. Talks too much for any man tho.

sdock10 said...

Nah, this isn't so bad, Elena. I have a feeling we can get through this.

Don't you?

Anonymous said...

this "blog war" started when the ops pulled a dick move, blamed someone else, left in shame and now drop in with their hatred as anons.

That is true statement. (The other stuff you wrote is uncalled for and absolutely unnecessary.)

Anonymous said...

I'm pretty good thanks, and yourself?

Anonymous said...

get laid sdock10 maybe youll stop whinin

Anonymous said...

Bleeding Chaos, you had some shit to say about Kapu earlier, so don't pretend that you don't. I AGREE with you, just saying don't be a pussy now that other people are on.

sdock10 said...

Hey Jade!


BC, I'm doing pretty good. Just tired from work.

elena said...

Hey Smoke and Jade.

Jade good to see you again. How's life?

BC did I say hello to you? If not - HELLO.

Anonymous said...

Hi Jade. How are you doing?

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
get laid sdock10 maybe youll stop whinin



You make a good point, Anon. Fucking is certainly a good stress reliever.

Smoke said...

Or a stress creator...

Just sayin'. ^_~

Hey Elena! Hey BC again!

Anonymous said...

A nice anonymous comes in and holds out her hand to Kapunua.


Where are you girl? Please please please don't let this make you go away. You know deep within your heart that Mayo doesn't hate you and that this is one or two people with a shitty vendetta.

Yes, THANK YOU Carrie for starting this indeed.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
I am NOT Alie. I just don't like the way she got treated.

sounds like something Alie would say

elena said...

sdock we can get through anything.

ergoproxy said...

gooodmorning Elena *hug* sdock smoke BC

kinda hard to see everyone through the anonforest

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena. I'm not sure, but I think today I am going to give you a hug. I think you need it *squeeze*

Anon 5:31

Whatever I had to say, I said it earlier, that's why I didn't delete my comments earlier on. I have nothing more to say.

Anonymous said...

get youre head out of her ass please

Anonymous said...

There's been pics of everyone here except for Mustard. Now we know she is probably a fat little shit who doesn't leave the house. And that is why she clings to the really MOUTHY people here. It makes her feel like someone cares.

sdock10 said...

Hey Ergo!

Think you could write us a new NutBusters cheer! Seems we need one right about now.

Anonymous said...

You don't like the way Alie got treated? You mean when it was pointed out that she was a delusional liar who was trying to fool people into believing she was Gerard's secret fiance and that Ray was undercover brother. That girl was trouble and what she was doing was disrespectful to all of you and to every member of My Chem.

ergoproxy said...

*pulls aside anonbranches and anonvines*

hello Jade! Didn't see you there

Anonymous said...

Did anyone else notice that as soon as Kap's "friends" shows up, there are anons all of a sudden who act all nice towards her?? Yeah I noticed that too!!

Anonymous said...

Heyy.
I'm doing much better. I seem to be getting by quite nicely since the incident with my younger sister. After she was found safely everything basically went back to normal. Except for that it's improved.

I had my college interview last wednesday, and it went extremely well. They accepted me onto the National Diploma Media course straight away and said how excited they were to have me in. Also, I got my braces off a few weeks ago, and now I cant stop smiling.
(:

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
There's been pics of everyone here except for Mustard. Now we know she is probably a fat little shit who doesn't leave the house. And that is why she clings to the really MOUTHY people here. It makes her feel like someone cares.


Anon, what is your point with this? Do you need a friend? A hug? A smile? A kick in the ass? What?
Can I help you with something?

Anonymous said...

its her litle crew again following her every command

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 5:35, that is completely uncalled for! It says a lot about your argument that you can only resort to attacks based on appearances, GROW UP!

Anonymous said...

Hi Smokie. Good morning Ergo.

sally said...

If "getting laid", was the solution to everything, heck the world we are living in would be so different!

Hi everyone.

Anonymous said...

sdock get laid

by a real person stop trying to get laid by mayo

Anonymous said...

In some ways Fimble, Mustard and Sdock are WORSE then Kap because with her, you know you are talking to a bitch. THe others will pretend to be nice.

Anonymous said...

Did anyone else notice that as soon as Kap's "friends" shows up, there are anons all of a sudden who act all nice towards her?? Yeah I noticed that too!!

--------------------------------

her momy 2

ergoproxy said...

Nutbusters are here and it's real great
I just woke up and can't think straight
Coffee helps my brain to start
A scratch a stretch, maybe a ......


YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

NUTBUSTERS




*pardon me*

Anonymous said...

Jade, congratulations! I'm glad you're okay. How is your sister doing?

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
sdock get laid

by a real person stop trying to get laid by mayo



Hhahahah! Wow, that would be a tricky scenario, right? Fucking a mystery blogger across the universe. I guess we always do it cryptically or with sweeping metaphors.


You made me laugh. Thank you.

Anonymous said...

Sdock really thanks that Mayo is Gee Way. Mayo shoudl know better that by paying any attention to her is is leading on a sad, pathertic lonely woman who thinks that he could take her away from it all in her fantasies. So take that Mayo vibrator away and what does Sdock have, her sad pathetic life.

Smoke said...

I'm glad your sister is okay, Jade. We were worried! I'm glad everything is going great for you!

KD,

You said it! ^_^

Anonymous said...

Hey Katherine.

sdock10 said...

I am nice. Right guys? I'm as sweet as a Georgia peach fully ripened by the sun.

Anonymous said...

Has Mustard ever had a boyfriend a day in her life?

This is ALL about lonely pathetic women.

ergoproxy said...

hey katherine- I know it always makes me feel good!

how are you?


Jade! That is great on all 3 counts! well done!!

(I remember getting braces off, don't your teeth feel slimey for a while!)

Anonymous said...

Sdock10 really thanks that Mayo is Gee Way? Parthetic? Silly anon, you made me laugh.

Anonymous said...

BOO HOO! EVERY THING IS ABOUT ME BOO HOO!MY LIFE IS SO SAD BOOHOO! WOE IS ME

Anonymous said...

http://i142.photobucket.com/albums/r113/xjade290x/mesamrickyandsophie.jpg

This is a picture of me and my friends at my step mums 40th birthday on Saturday. I'm the blonde one on the left, and the dress I'm wearing is my best buy ever (:<

I love my new teeth!

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
Sdock really thanks that Mayo is Gee Way. Mayo shoudl know better that by paying any attention to her is is leading on a sad, pathertic lonely woman who thinks that he could take her away from it all in her fantasies. So take that Mayo vibrator away and what does Sdock have, her sad pathetic life.



I am so flattered that you my backstory. My life is pretty sad...I can't sleep. I drink sometimes. I have a shitty job and a shitty boyfriend.

Would you like to be my friend? It would be nice to have some new ears to listen to me.

ergoproxy said...

*hears venom solo*

I think there may be a smiting coming up anon

Anonymous said...

Frank says STOP!

Anonymous said...

I do agree that Mayo should take a stand against Kapu, but not the others.

He has taken one, but she doesn't see it. She never will unless it is driven in again and again. Look at who's words are written on his blog. Look at who's aren't.

That's as close as he's going to come to telling her to fuck off, unfortunately.

sdock10 said...

We are lonely and pathetic...so true...but we find comfort in each other and this blog.

Are you bitter about that?


Why are you pretending to be me?

I can do pathetic much better than that.

ergoproxy said...

jade it didn't work

Anonymous said...

Too bad Kap can't get new teeth too.

sally said...

Smoke,

Don't you think it's so sweet of these anons to come here and spare some of their precious time "counselling" us? They must have given up really important things. *smirks*

elena said...

Hey Katherine and Ergo

Jade - glad to hear things are going good for you.

Anon who said something nasty about Mustard. - Please grow up.

ergoproxy said...

sdock did you see my cheer?

Anonymous said...

Keep this going!! Carrie got the ball rolling so KEEP IT ROLLING! Maybe it will roll over the Wicked Witch of the Blog!!

Just keep the truths coming. I'm so glad this is all finally coming out. It needed to.

Anonymous said...

Ooh darn.
Can someone tell me how to link please?

Anonymous said...

THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER

sdock10 said...

Ergo!

Yes, I did, thank you! It takes me back to the very fist NutBusters kickball game. That shit was funny as hell.


Hey KD!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Keep this going!! Carrie got the ball rolling so KEEP IT ROLLING! Maybe it will roll over the Wicked Witch of the Blog!!

Just keep the truths coming. I'm so glad this is all finally coming out. It needed to.

AND YOU SAY KAPU IS THE BITCH???

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Kapunua, I know it hurts, but you are stronger than this. The blog would never be the same without you.

5:28 PM, March 24, 2008

=========================

No mum Kap.

Anonymous said...

I hope this link works?

Smoke said...

katherine dreier said...
Smoke,

Don't you think it's so sweet of these anons to come here and spare some of their precious time "counselling" us? They must have given up really important things. *smirks*


I know! It's so sweet of them, really. They are so full of advice and info. I feel so, so, special! ^_^

Anonymous said...

And MAYO is the best LAY ever..... in SDOCK'S mind.

Anonymous said...

AND YOU SAY KAPU IS THE BITCH???


YES!!

Anonymous said...

i am quite astute and my opinion is that carrie, wendy and bc are people who are given no attn in real life and like to cause drama and hurt other people online.

they have no control of their personal lives, so they hope to control others with their hatred online.

dear lord,

please make sure I never end up bitter and hateful like the 3 people mentioned.

amen.

sdock10 said...

Anonymous said...
And MAYO is the best LAY ever..... in SDOCK'S mind.



Is that a metaphor, anon?

Anonymous said...

whatever you say about kapu, she never fucked up the blog like you cowards are doing right now. so you don't like her poetry or the fact she asks mayo questions but she never did anything as low as what you are doing. people may not have liked the stuff she said or posted but she was contributing to the blog like an adult.

the cowards here are not respecting mayo or his blog. he would never end the blog because of what she wrote, if he didn't like it (which i think he did but that's another matter) he could skim past it. he WOULD probably end the blog because of this hateful spamming. would you like this happening in your blog?

sally said...

I just feel so unprivileged!

Hi Solly, Ergo, Elena, BC, Jade!

Hmmm...just thinking. I have to go and line up my contenders, seeing that we all need to be laid and all ^_~

sdock10 said...

How about a nice game of kickball and some cupcakes?

ergoproxy said...

jade it did work! Nice pic what colour is your dress?

Anonymous said...

this is pathetic. and ppl wonder why SS never made his blog available for comments. you ppl are rabid.

Anonymous said...

Yummy! What kind of cupcakes Sdock? I like vanilla with buttercream frosting.

Anonymous said...

Hi FIMBEL STAR you little FINK. Kapu might be the total fuckign BITCH but you are the sneak that posts emails and then hides so you don't have to take the heat, and lets someone else take the fall for you.

Anonymous said...

Anon 5:54

What the fuck? You should say a hymm to yourself for thinking such paranoid and delusional thoughts, and then when you're done, you could either eat it or go stick it up your delusional ass.

Anonymous said...

Thanks!
It's like a creme, and it has a black ribbon round the waste, and a huge flower in the top right corner. You cant really see it though cause my hair is in the way.

I love it though. I'll probably wear it again at the next party and I'll try to get a full length picture of it!

sally said...

Solly, that's a good idea! I like chocolate ones.

Hands up anons. Who has forgotten to take their ritalen today?

ergoproxy said...

It looks very sweet jade!

BC I'd just ignore it

How about you anons stop the name calling etc it is really nasty and is not achieving anything but hurting people

sdock10 said...

Anon who likes cupcakes!

You will have to talk to BC about that because she is the Cupcake Chef for the NutBusters. I am sure she can handle whatever you throw at her.

Anonymous said...

me *puts hand up*

Anonymous said...

Anon 5:59

I handle all cupcake requests ^_^

Anonymous said...

Anyways, everyone, I'm off.
Nice speaking to you all again.

Lots of love.
Take care, and I'll try to get on here soon.

Tell the others I said hello and are wishing them well.

xox

Smoke said...

Just make sure you put some of that 'extra' stuff in the cupcakes, BC. You know, the stuff that makes you talk all funny. Like you did me that time. O_O

And speaking of medications......

Who would like some dilaudid? Hmmm? Come on! It'll make you nice and whoooozy!

elena said...

BC

Vanilla cupcakes with strawberry icing.

sally said...

Wow 6:03,

For being so honest here's a gold star * pins it on chest*

Now, be good and take your meds :D

elena said...

Bye Jade, take care

sally said...

Take care Jade!

Smoke said...

Bye Jade!

ergoproxy said...

oh ummmmm chocolate with sprinkles? please? but no extra stuff I have to go help a friend with a statistical analysis- probably wouldn't be a good thing

Anonymous said...

Ha ha, Smokie, I knew you were going to say that. Anon, be aware, I add love to the cupcakes, and it does funny things to our dear Smokie ^_^

sdock10 said...

I want mine made with extra extra sprinkles....purple icing.

elena said...

ERGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Yeah I'm yelling at you!!!!!!!!

Smoke said...

I want sparkly stuff on mine. ^_^ Like sparkly sugar. Yeah.
I like things that sparkle.

Yum.

Smoke said...

Whoah....

I thought I was the only one that yelled!

SS, cover your other ear. ^_~

sdock10 said...

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat?

Elena, did you forget that we are sitting in the corner together?

Damn, you really are the mouse that ROARS!

Anonymous said...

Take care Jade *hugs* Did I hear something about a kickball game? How about we have one on Friday? I can make some extra special cupcakes for that, and for my prebirthday.

sally said...

Sparkles are pretty Smoke, and shiny things!

Smoke said...

Yeeeeeeeeeessssssssssss!!!!!!!

KICKBALL!

Damn, I miss Sister Midnite. :(

Mayo, get ready. You're my official mirror holder-person. ^_^

Be back in a bit folks!

Smoke said...

Like mirrors, KD!

Anonymous said...

Okay, so solly and smokie wants extra sparkly sprinkles on their cupcakes and solly wants purple icing? And then Ergo wants extra chocolate and sprinkles? And Elena wants vanilla cupcakes with strawberry icing? Check.

Any other requests?

Anonymous said...

Looks like all the kids have been called to dinner.

It should be nice here for a while.

elena said...

Sorry sdock. I forgot to use my inside voice.

I really want a cupcake now. Damn, I'm at work so no cupcakes for me.

ergoproxy said...

*rubs ears*

hey Elena!!

I have to go I'm gyming then heading into town , I'll be back in a few hours

*grabs cupcakes for journey*

Anonymous said...

Take care Smokie.

sally said...

So, were are all the anonymouseseseses gone?

Anonymous said...

Anon, I hope so. Hello there. How are you? Bye Ergo! I ate like three cupcakes earlier today, and for some reason, it's making me fucking sleepy. Damn.

Anonymous said...

KD, I guess most of them left already, which reminds me: I miss anonymeese :(

elena said...

See ya Smoke

Bye Ergo - (see I didn't yell)

sally said...

BC, I want baby candy stars on mine please!

sdock10 said...

Elena,

Surely you can sneak one cupcake while you are at work. Surely.

Ergo!!! Don't forget to work out for me!!!


MUSSSTAARRRRRRRRRD!!!

*yanks rope*

ergoproxy said...

I can't find my gym shoes!!!!!!


aagh

must be in the car *hoping*

okk bye all! I shall sdock!

Anonymous said...

Okay, so Katherine wants baby candy stars on her cupcake? Check :)

elena said...

sdock if I had a cupcake I'd eat it but alas no cupcakes.

gnothi seauton said...

Good Evening Mayo.
Good Evening All.


I won't say much because this really does not need rehashing. This is just a blog.

No offense Mayo, but in the grand scheme of things, you and the blog are a happy distraction.

This place does not rule my life and I will not let it rule my life.

I shall say no more.

Anonymous said...

Good evening GS. How are you?

gnothi seauton said...

Hello BC, I didn't think anyone was here. I'm not too bad, yourself?

Anonymous said...

Yeah, it's a little quiet right now. I'm guessing from the day's activities. I'm okay, just removing some garbage programs from my computer.

I'm glad you're well. How was your easter?

gnothi seauton said...

Egg hunt( inside, as it was snowing ) in the morning, dinner for the parents in the afternoon. Reasonably quiet.

What did you get up to?

Anon616 said...

Hello Mayo, SS, BC, GS, Elena, Ergo, KD, Sdock, lurkers, watchers and various anonymous(es).

How are you all today?

ELENA!!!! What a wonderful surpise to walk in the front door and have beautiful words there to greet us!

I hope 'things' are going better for you today!

BC: I've missed you! Nice to see you today.

Hey, I saw some 'sweet' little anon said you, Carrie and I get no attention in real life. WHO KNEW?
LOL
*pats little anon on the head*

If believing that makes you feel any better, sweetie; you just go right ahead believing it....

Okay.....
So, how is everyone else? Good, I hope!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: Thank you for your words SS and thank you for posting Elena's words Mayo!

Mayo (and Nikki Sixx) are correct.
Life IS Beautiful!!!

Anon616 said...

*edit*

"what a nice surprise to walk in the front door and have YOUR beautiful words...."

I demand an edit button!

gnothi seauton said...

Hi Six.

Anons don't even acknowledge my existence. I can assure you I am quite happy in my anonymity though.

Anonymous said...

GS, the egg hunt sounds like fun. I had family coming over and we had a dinner. I ate too much, but it was great nevertheless.

Hi Wendy!! How are you sugarplum? *smothers and blows kisses and hugs* How was your easter?
I missed you too.

Yeah, I saw what the anon said about us. How boring. These anons think their negativity affects me in real life, but in actuality, it doesn't.

As soon as I turn off the computer, I think about real life stuff. I guess it's a good thing to have a absent-minded trait come in handy.

elena said...

Hey Wendy and GS

You get here and I must go. Well actually I'm just heading home from the store. Hopefully I'll be able to get back on once I get there.

See you later....

Anon616 said...

Hi Elena, BC and GS!

Sorry, I was answering some e-mails.

*waves bye-bye to Elena*
I hope I'll see you at the regularly scheduled time Elena!

BC: *sloppy kisses and hugs back*
How are you today, sweetcheeks?

GS: I'm finally getting some anon love! *does a little happy dance*
;-)

*pounce tackes hugs and smooches for all*

Anon616 said...

Bleeding Chaos said...

As soon as I turn off the computer, I think about real life stuff. I guess it's a good thing to have a absent-minded trait come in handy.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Make that "absinthe minded" for me, BC! ;)

gnothi seauton said...

Hey Elena, see you in a bit.

As soon as I turn off the computer, I think about real life stuff.

Exactly, switch off and walk away.

BC - even though my daughter is 18 and pretends she is too adult for it, if I didn't do an egg hunt she would be highly disappointed. She's a big kid!

Six - anons... you're welcome to them. * hugs back *

Anon616 said...

GS: I think that's wonderful about your daughter still enjoying Easter egg hunts. I still enjoy them too! Only now, I enjoy hiding the eggs and watching my nephew find them :)

I had an Easter egg hiding helper this year. My niece decided to she was too old to be a 'hunter' so she joined me in being a 'hider'!

They all grow up so fast, don't they?

Anonymous said...

BC - even though my daughter is 18 and pretends she is too adult for it, if I didn't do an egg hunt she would be highly disappointed. She's a big kid!

------------------------------------------------------

Aww ^_^


As soon as I turn off the computer, I think about real life stuff.

Exactly, switch off and walk away.

------------------------------------------------------

And when I do, I don't think about what happens on the blog. It's just the internet you know? And whatever crap these anons say about me being an a-hole or whatever, it doesn't reflect on who I am in real life. I'm the complete opposite.

I get flustered when I talk to strangers, and I get shy and quiet around guys. Especially around those I like. And I stick my nose in books.

Anonymous said...

wendy, fat bc, carrie...would you be here so much if you got attn in real life? no, you wouldnt.

youd think for fat ugly chicks like yourself, youd be NICER to overcompensate for your obvious lack of physical attractiveness...but nooooo, thats too much to ask.

sdock10 said...

Anon,

We have already established that we are fat, lonely, ugly, pathetic, women who never get laid.

Do you have anything more to add?

Would you like to join us? We'd love to be your friend.

gnothi seauton said...

Six - we live vicariously through our younger relatives!


And I work with 5 year olds so I have a very juvenile mindset anyway. So childish activities are usually prevalent in our house!

Keeps us young, yes?

And I stick my nose in books.
Nowhere better to escape to BC :)

sdock10 said...

I am here for my purple cupcakes with sprinkles!

YUM YUM!

Hi BC, Hi Wendy, Hi GS!


GS, I would not inhale the blog tonight. The air is a little not so fresh.

sdock10 said...

I think Princess and I were still expecting LittleHawkMan to want to color eggs. He's only 8 for goodness sakes!! But nope, he didn't care a thing about it.


Bummer for us!

Anonymous said...

sdock10, i wasnt talking to you...i was talking to the whores who attempted to assault one of the family last night.


and of course bc just jumped on the bandwagon and attacked kap too. bc has no original thoughts and will just do what everyone else does. she reminds me of steve carrell's character in Anchorman.

Anonymous said...

Anon,

Blah blah blah. GS, I love books :)

Hi Solly.

gnothi seauton said...

Hello Sdock. I wasn't even going to suggest it poppet. I do however... * roots around in pocket * have something else to inhale ;) Care for a snifter?

sdock10 said...

But Anon, you don't have to be so nasty about it. Damn!

Want to talk about it with me? Let's see if we can work this out. I'm trying to help get this place back on track.

Anonymous said...

id like to extend to you an invitation to the pants party.
The... party. With the... with the pants. Party with pants?

Anon616 said...

bleeding chaos said...

I get flustered when I talk to strangers, and I get shy and quiet around guys. Especially around those I like. And I stick my nose in books.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There's not a darn thing wrong with any of those things, BC!
They're all part of what makes you, YOU. :)

I was painfully shy as a child. REALLY, I was!

I did not speak unless spoken to and when I did speak to someone, they could barely hear my voice. I usually stared at my shoes too. Well, that all changed around age 11/12!

Thanks to encouragement from my family, teachers, friends; I discovered my voice AND how to use it.

I still do love sticking my nose in books though! :))

*again, big hugs for BC*

sdock10 said...

GS,

A snifter? What is that? Is it good?



You guys want to help me try and pull this place back together? Do you think we can do that?

Anonymous said...

All of my original thoughts vanish when you're around Anon. You're like a big, animate drum of toxic radiation ^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello everyone.


Anon just stop. It has gone on for long enough. You are no better than the other anons who were attacking Kapu. So just stop.

sdock10 said...

Hey MJ,

Good to see you. How are you today?

gnothi seauton said...

BC - I am currently reading Toast by Nigel Slater and A Big Boy Did It And Ran Away by Christopher Brookmyre.

Socky - He's a boy though, different mindset. And a snifter can apply to a shot of drink or an inhalation, if you get my drift ;)


And talking of pants...where did Pants of Peace disappear to?

Anonymous said...

Wendy, thank you sugarplum *squeeze*

Sd10, I would be happy to.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Sd I am okay how are you?

gnothi seauton said...

Hi Martha.

Anonymous said...

Hi MJ. How are you? GS, are any of those books great reading?

Where is PoP?

sdock10 said...

GS,

In that case, let's snift away the day!


MJ,

I'm pretty good.


Still waiting on BC to hand over the cupcakes.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hi GS how are you?



Also I wanted to say I am sorry to hear about Carrie's loss and Elena's family trouble.

sdock10 said...

Off to take a bath, be back in a little bit!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello BC I am okay. How are you doing?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Have fun Sd

Martha Smith-Jones said...

6 are you still here. if so how are you?

Anon616 said...

Anon: YES, I would. Why? Because I care about my friends/family here AS MUCH as I care about my friends in the non virtual world.
Sorry to dissapoint you, sweetie; but I do have them and I meet new often.


Perhaps you should go out and find a few! Perhaps get involved with some charity work, do something good instead of spending time here insulting and bullying people. (I believe I may have suggested this to you before).

Now, I am done with you! Say whatever you wish. Try to insult me and bait me as much as you wish.

If THAT'S how you get your jollies....
if that behaviour makes you feel better about yourself, go right ahead.

I shall not address you or your HATE and cruelty again.

~Namaste~ anon

I'm sure that light is there SOMEWHERE!

Anon616 said...

Martha Jones said...
6 are you still here. if so how are you?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Martha!!!!!!!!!

I'm here, love! I was just typing my final comment to that little sweetie of an anon ;-)

How are you? Are you ready for your cat scan tomorrow?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

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